Wishing you joy and love on this New Year’s Day Lovelies
This is an amazing time to be alive on our planet and evolve in this emotional evolution
All of the magic we have known through our imagination since we were children is starting to be revealed as truth as the veil is starting to be lifted and we learn who we really are ~ powerful co creators of our reality.
This is happening faster and faster as we are at an optimum time for this process ~ we have all the connections in place for this cosmic communication now .
As each one of us integrates and works with solar plexus issues ~ our personal veil ~ our heart opens more and releases it’s wounding and we step through the valley of death into rebirth. We enter the gates of the goddess and usher our sacred feminine within. Our circles complete and expand and we let go of old ways of being on all levels.
When we allow ourselves to truly live from love then our world reflects this around us and this energy changes everything we touch.
All we need do is go within 🙂
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The number 8 is the infinity symbol and represents the as above , so below and the first image I chose today is the Tree of Life. To create balance our roots below the ground ~ and our lower chakras ~ match what is above.
It is the first place we go to create a strong foundation so our upper growth has the necessary structure to support it.
Caroline Myss The Anatomy of the Spirit is an in depth book on this and great videos here
We are in Saturn in Scorpio times of tough love and keeping it real 🙂
When we allow ourselves to look at, feel and heal our shadow we remember the wheel of our personal, internal alchemy and transform what we perceive as our darkness into light.
All is love , all is essential to our journey and all is valued in our wholeness.
It is the nature of our journey of transformation and the reason we are here in our human spaceship at this time 🙂
This is the secret ~ go within and change within energetically . Bring heaven to earth in you by letting go emotionally and energetically of your past and be the peace you seek. Until you do this nothing can change because …….
we create our perception of the world.
It is really really really simple 🙂 Like all great truths.
It isn’t difficult ~ it can be painful to look within ~ it has to be done to create new circles for ourselves ~ consciously 🙂
It isn’t a passive experience if you wish to change how you relate to the world 🙂 It involves creating new ways internally and this shapes the external behaviour and energetic interaction with our universe.
You cannot do that by meditation, reading about it or wishing it alone 🙂
When we look at sacred geometry with practical insights and bring the intellectual essence of it into plain language and understanding ~
we can see that these patterns are everywhere and it is all the same simple stuff albeit incredibly complex on another level.
Everything in our universe goes through the same cycles of death and rebirth and Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter.
In this patriarchal time the bigger picture pattern has put all the emphasis on outer, egoic, yang energy and suppressed the feminine, shadow yin energy simply for evolutionary learning 🙂
This is what the Zodiac reveals and as this is in the heavens so it is on Earth.
The moon cycles ~ waxing and waning and the four quarters….
The ley lines on the planet and the chakra points and the same lines in our body.
This is what the Mayan Wavespell reveals to us ~ how our universal energy is always taking us to different places and experiences at significant times…..
All this information is always here under the sun ~ there is nothing new 🙂
There may be new ways to weave with it because of the nature of new times and new learning
There is nothing to fear ~ we are here for an adventure and the more of our personal fear we release the more we can see that to be true on a personal level
and the more we get clear in our own personal energetic bubble ~
the more we see with clarity ~ our own personal pattern and our energetic signature that is the gift we bring to our planet at this lifetime
When we place our focus on ourselves this is when life really takes off with a Quantum Leap and we truly start to master our ego and see it as a friend.
As we integrate, our energy grows stronger and we strengthen our core, we step off the karma deal, get out of the hamster wheel and truly engage with our destiny.
We become transparent through our ego transformation and we let go of our personality needing validating or ego stroking as we remember who we really are and what we came here for 🙂
So much to share with you today about what I have learned and especially what has been brought to my awareness over the last few days of the old year.
Where to begin ?
My intention for this year
Yesterday in my day out of time workshop I focused on what I want to integrate for myself this year and I chose :
This has been a very clear theme for me since arriving in Glastonbury in 2011 and where I have been seeing my own ego masks and dishonesty with heightened awareness ~ big trip in The Heart Chakra of Glastonbury 🙂 Here expanded evolution is potent ~ on the flip side it is also a place of lost souls.
As one of my key ego masks is people pleasing , it has always been difficult to be honest with what I see and believe because I do not like to upset people and through my own self~ development process I have learned to let go of taking responsibility for how other people feel.
Bringing this back to myself ~ I feel shadow emotions when I trigger them in others and I blame myself because I have been blamed.
This is teaching me how to create good boundaries and speak up about blaming when other people seek to blame me, be dishonest about their feelings by turning that onto me ~ becoming a scapegoat ~ and also when I do that with others.
In both perspectives there is a history waiting in the wings to enter centre stage ~ whether a drama will unfold as a result is my choice 🙂
This, I believe, is simply an age old ego mechanism that allows individuals to avoid feeling uncomfortable feelings from an early age ~ which is what the ego’s primary directive is 🙂
A mastery space of ego evolution is allowing all our emotions ~ holistic ~ and letting them guide us on our heart path free from addictive pleasure seeking 🙂
This energy expands as we grow older and this energy that is being held in a shadow limbo bag gets bigger and heavier and attracts the same experiences so the shadow can be brought into conscious awareness at exactly the perfect time for the individual’s evolution and the planetary evolution.
I have learned to speak up and honour my heart wisdom and as much as possible to be speaking my truth from this clear place ~ and I don’t always manage that. Sometimes it comes from ego and fear and is simply a past event seeking release. I am learning new ways to work with this and this is what I share in my blogs 🙂
Learning about my personal natal chart ~ where the planets were at the time of my birth ~ has really helped me and once I understood more about my North Node in Gemini ~ North Node is life purpose ~ this truth telling became clearer.
If you are like me you will often be your own worst inner critic ~ I have Venus in Virgo ~ which is a transit at the moment .
I have learned to listen to this inner critic as it shows me what is seeking transformation as to inner ego passengers I have picked up on my light journey over my lifetime.
These aspects, characters ~ call them what you will ~ performers in my life theatre ~ are often coming from a belief system that has a positive intention to keep us safe.
As parents, for example, we may criticise certain behaviours in our children as we believe this will encourage them to do well.
It is the same mistaken belief that war leads to peace 🙂 We do what we know and that is what often keeps us stuck ~ because it creates the same results that feel so frustrating and hurtful 🙂
We haven’t had an education in our society around being loving and supporting in the UK ~for many decades it is the opposite ~ and so unless we have had enlightened individuals in our lives ~ chances are we do not have that energetic signature in our energy bubble within….
this is where we can unlearn old ways of relating and bring new energy in …..
This is how I use Emotional Freedom Technique to release old stuff that my inner critic brings for me and other fellow journeyer’s highlight by our relationships with one another
Our archetypal pattern matchers from the past ,The Fool’s journey in tarot , keep showing up in different forms so we get to experience the same situations that previously occurred and we can ~
- let them go emotionally ~ ideally without passing the pain parcel on. When we get an emotional response we are triggered and that emotion is ours. Ideally before engaging any further we can go and clear that past emotional event and come back to that person clear of it ~ otherwise it will repeat and if it is a pattern match for an emotional biggie ~ lots of events combined into one ~ it will be high on the emotional scale.
- This is the gift other people bring ~ this is the reason we are here ~to get clear 🙂 When we get clear we are back to being our child self before any wounding and…..with all our wisdom of experiential adulthood ~ magical combo
- be a teacher and a student ~ we are here to share with other people and speak about behaviour too ~ modelling gentle, respectful relationships where we can each be our unique selves in full glory and the other person does not have to be less or more. In the co creation model we create a third circle in relationship where both parties contribute to this shared space and let go of living in duality and a half to another half. Instead of choosing a masculine leading person to our feminine leading person, each of us balances our masculine and feminine within 🙂
In terms of the seed of life and the sacred geometry of the diamond
we can see how the universe is creating energetically and bring that to consciousness each day ~ this is the gift of connecting to a power team of Astrologers and Mayan bloggers that may have information that is outside of your field of understanding on a personal level ~ yet you are drawn to it 🙂
Simply connect and take in what you can 🙂 When it’s the right time for you to learn and integrate this is when the teaching appears ~ and this may take many forms ~ open up to it ~ open up to new ways of learning and new patterns 🙂 It is the Cosmic Cookie Trail connecting just for you
This is the Tantra pattern ~ the universe is the bigger picture that we are part of ~ the big circle.
Look to your own sacred geometry and become an expert on it so you have an awareness of yourself, your path and your journey
this is the smaller unique circle that each one of us has in our own individual way
When we bring these together in co creation tantra ~ we create a powerful integrated, aligned union.
We are always held in this embrace ~
- having awareness of it and your part in it brings a whole new way of being
- creating with intention is a different path entirely ~ mastery path
- working with emotion is the key ~ aligning head and heart is the internal transformation path
We are on the Red Earth Wavespell and this is all about connecting to our core and living from heart and courage.
How the Mayan Wavespell information can assist you in seeing the bigger picture of the Universal Circle:
If you look at the picture of the Mayan Signature for this New Year of Yellow Galactic Seed
You will see there are four aspects
In the centre is the yellow seed ~ this is yellow and South in itself and so this year it is an expansion and a flowering of the previous year of Blue Resonant Storm Year. We have reached the top of the pyramid and are now on the descent ~ this also means we are in yin energy, receiving and the higher realms of higher consciousness.
At the top ~ the Northern position ~ we have the Star and the harmonic web we are all weaving ~ harmony from within
and the North is the place of masculine energy and truth, refinement~ the guide and the place we are heading towards.
This is the guiding light ~ being the star that we truly are free from our ego shadow 🙂
In astrological terms I believe this is the Ascendent in our natal chart ~ this is the influencing energy that we are here to work with and often the first thing that people see us as .
In West Position is the White Wizard and this is always the challenge. Another way of seeing this is ~ new learning and soul growth 🙂
West is Blue energy and death and rebirth through the shadow. Generally our shadow can be seen as our Moon ~ our emotional, feminine , dark side and all our mothering issues.
White Wizard generally is about self ~ empowerment and allowing the magic to flow through us rather than trying to force something from ego. Letting ourselves be a clear channel so that juicy kundalini light and emotion flows free like a bubbling brook.
As this is a white signature it means we are refining this space.
Mine is Taurus and significantly ~ an insight today ~ my Mum has a lot of Taurus in her astrological chart. When we look in our family circle energetic signature we can see how that has been the perfect place for us to weave our life purpose and expand our energetic code.
In East Position is Blue eagle
East is awakening and raising consciousness and Blue Eagle is seeing the bigger picture of our journey and our path.
I am guessing in astrological terms this is our North Node ~ our life purpose bigger picture and our star seeded mission .
What have we come to learn/integrate and share ?
What has been our own personal awakening ? What is the general theme running through our life that keeps coming up ?
How are we sharing ourself and how do we love doing that and how have we experienced wounding with that ?
In our wounding is our greatest transformation and our greatest gift for the worldwide harmony web weaving.
North Node in Gemini for me
In the South we have the Red Earth and this is hidden ~ below ground 🙂
This is the lower chakra ~ as above and so below. Red Earth is our core energy and how grounded and centred we are. Are we earthed ? Do we feel we belong? Have we let go of our fear so we can be flexible and bend with the winds of change. Are our roots going down deep to reach the deep water and be strong or have we yet to heal tribal issues of birth family, one to one relationships and therefore know ourselves truly from our own inner wisdom ?
This is the area we are looking to resolve and through revisiting we strengthen and as we expand our foundation what is above ground can truly shine. If we are not shining our solar self to full capacity then our masculine energy may be feeling depleted and our light dimmed.
I am feeling this is our Sun sign .
Are we allowing ourselves to be the true nature ~ without holding back ~ out of some belief that we have to turn ourselves down and limit our beautiful beingness ?
Mine is Leo.
The minute I shared that as a younger person I always got what felt like a negative response ~ unless from a fellow Leo.
What I have learned through finding out about my natal chart is that I am so much more than a Leo and …..
that I am learning to let my Leo energy roar as I let go of my conditioning and early life experience that has the ego flavour.
The essence of this year is all about letting our true nature emerge as the price is too high to suppress it.
The more we can all let ourselves be free on all levels and the more our planet is brought back into balance ~ as our soul playground it only ever reflects where the ego and soul is in it’s evolution and…..
just like the hundred monkey’s theory as we tip towards wholeness and integration of our shadow selves, release those ego masks and be free
Our very own earth eden will be restored
It starts as always in our own back yard 🙂
We have to be the change we want to see.
If you are ready to commit to your change process and new learning please get in touch.
There are lots of ways we can co create together.
Wishing you a liberating year with lots of love and the recognition that we are worth it.
It is all about our personal process and our pattern ~ the more we know about this and the
more power for our flower.
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