13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 

 

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There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb

of 

Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment

also 

through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :

Astrodreamadvisor.com 

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They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 

because…

one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 

is

to be aware

and

awake

to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 

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This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed

by 

allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel

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On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time

and

I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 

because…

it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 

Intellectually

Emotionally 

Energetically 

Physically

Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped

and

patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 

 

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Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation

Objectivity 

Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 

and 

relate 

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Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 

and 

can be understood in a simple way 

on 

daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :

lawoftime.org/decoder

Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you

and

designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 

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My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational

chaotic

wild

illogical 

and

has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 

so 

where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

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A garden planted solely with shade plants.
Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

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Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes

the 

Moon energy changes 

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at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 

Base

Sacral

Solar

the roots in our 

tree of life :

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When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed

with 

the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color

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The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 

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Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 

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At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 

 

Red Resonant Serpent 

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Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 

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The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun

also 

a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun

 

In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 

now 

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Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 

so 

whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 

 

These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 

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It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is

Mercury 

which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 

and

Where your Saturn is 

and 

what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?

or 

do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 

 

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My understanding of unconditional love 

 

There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion

emotionless

reactionless

a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 

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I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 

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A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 

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The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 

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The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become

 

We know that

events 

circumstances

people 

will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  

and

learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 

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The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 

and 

clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 

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Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 

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If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 

of 

personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that

paradoxical 

It takes a lot of personal learning 

Discipline 

and

going over the same old ground 

time and time again 

and 

all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 

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The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone

and

everything else 

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to avoid taking any responsibility

or

feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …

yet 

The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been

and

will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process

and

we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 

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acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 

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Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:

Tomorrowland 

A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 

 

 

I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

LEO 9
A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.

 

If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 

and 

allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

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Magical Empowerment

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Are we ready with our magic wand?

White Wizard Wavespell begins today.

The universal fairy godmother is ready to grant our every wish…….

Are we in the mood to wish upon a star ?

To allow the wind to blow us to your next destination ?

Are we ready to take a chance?

Putting on our travelling clothes?

 To lightly go……

Where we haven’t been before ?

Tis the season of dreams and Mercury Retrograde where our heart is in centre stage

ready to pull us to our next destination

and pulling in all our team players who are ready for the next chapter

in our human adventure.

We have written the loose plot before we came here

and now we are filling in the details and making miracles appear out of thin air

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The Magician and the High Priestess conjoined

to birth our delicious dreams.

The magic wand , I offer , is within us

our spine holds the key to our kundalini rising

and the secret is……

to listen to our heart’s desire and let our energy flow ….

a pure clear channel

of joy

within

so we create joy without……

It doesn’t matter what we choose

It doesn’t matter where we go

All that matters is…..

that we go…..

Deeper and deeper within

and have courage to dream big

and take action.

Lots of lovely tools to help us on our adventure now

and we can take a tip from some heroes and heroines that have trodden the path before is……

Lots of clues and signs

and some are very literal and obvious if we are ready to be clear

about where we have travelled this far

This is what it means to be a true seer

Honesty

Taking off the rose tinted spectacles

getting a reality check

otherwise we live in illusion

One of the tools that we can use is The Mayan Wavespell

and I am sharing this with you.

Trust me when I say

it is the most wonderful simple to use…… yet complex and amazing

revealer of our divine matrix

and the key to moving us into synchronised five dimensional living

We really truly live beyond the veil and can see the workings of grace

when we use it experientially

Today is a very good day to plug yourself into it…….

consciously

and even if you can only spare ten minutes a day in your linear schedule to check it out

and notice how it feels

notice how you can work with it to see where you are on your path……

we can raise our awareness

This wavespell is all about self empowerment

The key to living in a way that serves us is to be aware of how we are using our will

To be powerful in a heart centred way

What is our intention?

What is driving us

are we externally referenced ?

Are we coming from an integrated core of love?

This can be confusing when we use our minds to analyse

and we may struggle if we aren’t clear on feeling our feelings

our feelings show us where we are coming from and so the more we learn to trust our feelings

and know whether we are creating from fear ~ ego wounds

or love from authentic self

the more we flow

and the more we refine our wizardry

The more I learn about our energetic universe and the more magical it becomes

The more I clear out old ways of being and the more I learn and feel from intuition

An energy story:

Let’s say we grew up tuning in to people in our circle

and as a young child we didn’t know a lot about the ego mind games and strategies that adults were playing

because we hadn’t been around long enough to learn them

We did know that what people were saying to us didn’t match what we felt about them

Immediately this created an energy dissonance for us

we had a mismatch between what our heart was feeling

and what our intellect was being told was the truth by the adult

This grew and grew as we got older.

We came to the planet with a particular energetic circuit and this was now being rewired in some way

and it didn’t feel good

however to play the game of life we had to learn to go along with our care-givers rules

or risk the consequences

We adapted to survive the environment we were in

Some people chose to be rebellious

Some people chose to be fixers

Some people chose to be chalices of other people’s feelings

Some young people had to grow up fast and become the parent

because the parent didn’t know how for whatever reason.

We do not have parent school mainstream yet because we do not energetically match it yet…..

It is on it’s way……

In the womb we were shaped by our mother”s environment and how that affected her emotionally

As a child in many ways we were a sponge absorbing and learning

although we already had an energetic pattern

often this became distorted by other people’s behaviour

and we allowed it because it was a survivor choice.

As we become able to meet our own basic needs in some ways we start to make different choices using our mind.

Everything we have ever experienced is in our energy field and this is what we are always attracting

on an unconscious level

The universe always matches us and balances us outside

When we become balanced inside……

flexibility is the key

to move with the groove.

If we have a belief about relationships with anything

ourselves, people, food, money

It is all the same on an energetic pattern level

and unless we change that energetic pattern

no matter how many new relationships we create

this pattern will come out

same tent different circus 🙂

until we rewire it through letting go of the old codes

and putting some new ones in

and we can only do that if we include healing the heart issue

the heart is the magnet that attracts.

There aren’t any problems involved…..only the ego mind may label as such

It is our process

It is how we learn and evolve.

Many people aren’t yet tuned in to how this energetic universe works

 they are still focused on believing that tools hold the power

that if they have the latest gadget , more money , more training………

they will be “successful”

that is the most popular earth model for living on our planet at this time.

When the toys are taken away the child inside remains

and is powerless.

Other people hold the power because the energy circuit is wired up in that way.

When we change our core through working with our pattern creators

we energetically evolve

Many people believe that they can do this simply by thinking it

and yet if we observe their behaviour and their energy it isn’t a match for what they believe to be true

for what they are saying……

A famous quote

You shall know them by the fruits of their labours……

This is true for all of us in different ways because we all have had stuff happen that we weren’t happy about

We all have a Pandora’s box

We all have a story

It is the nature of being human.

If we are to change that story

We have to love and accept it

only then can we create something new

otherwise we are fooling ourselves.

The key to being a magical manifestor of the heart

is to empower ourselves through

raising our self-esteem

true self-acceptance of all of us

letting go of

people-pleasing

rebellion simply for the sake of it

wild polarity swings through living the life that is true for us

instead of doing it for someone else

afraid of hurting others with our honest choices

healing our shadow.

We have just completed the Red Dragon Wavespell.

In there over the last 13 days, were lots of clues about how we were letting go of anything no longer serving us

and allowing the goddess energy which we are a part of

to bring us what we need to receive

surrendering to what isn’t flowing

because our ego is trying to make it happen and going against the nature of who we are

trying to make things fit such as is our current ego framework

of

living in a box

when we actually live in a circle 🙂

If something isn’t working out

there is a universal reason for it

how many times does it have to crash before we get it

universe say no 🙂

We do have to apply ourselves and learn frameworks too

and say no

to following old energetic routes that lead us back to the start of our path

down the slippery snake

do not pass go…….

do not collect because we cannot receive and our receiving circuits are blocked by old fears

Our feminine side is the nurturing nature and the part of our circle often rewired by not receiving the love and care we needed when we were growing up

This is the part that is seeking to be honoured and heard

and has it’s shopping list of how that can be achieved in it’s own unique way.

This is what it means to put ourselves first because until we do that……

we put others first

in every way.

We may not think that to be true…..

listen to your heart and feel the difference.

To put self first is what we are here for

and mind our own business 🙂

when we do that we have so much more to share with everyone else.

Be Do Have

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Love to you today cosmic dreamers.

Living from our heart and creating our dreams changes our world.

Go for it.

Virgo full moon is a wonderful time for sending out your intention

to live from love

Divine child shining

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How is your star wavespell  unfolding?

What are you seeing today in your energetic circle?

Today we are in day four of this energetic pathway with each step taking us on a journey of evolution 🙂

With every passing month of doing this Mayan wavespell calendar experientially I am seeing the world through different eyes

and feeling very differently too.

I intended to create this post earlier in the wavespell however the more I go with the flow

and the more I find energetically I cannot “make it fit” my ego timescale or the artificial ego box we have created generally in society

in our western world

which is so out of alignment with the true nature of our cyclical universe.

This way of being is coming in for everyone more and more and the sooner we adjust to it and accept it

the easier the transition becomes

and

the more magical too.

The three previous days are on my facebook page

The number four represents the square and a platform to build the rest of the wave.

Four is a square or a rectangle and in astrological terms this is a powerful shape that can box us in, ground us and/ or be a space to liberate us

our choice 🙂

as the next step is five

and five can bring mastery

and struggle…….

depending on where we are on our path and our cycle.

In our 1’s we come into the world in form and essentially we move from dependent to individual

and form our ego

this continues into our 2’s and at some point some of us learn through relationships

into 3’s decade and the Saturn return time of our karma patterns seeing

how when we do this….

we create that

and our mind puts meaning onto it and each mind has it’s own ideas and perceptions.

Although our body matures

parts of our mind remain behind ready to develop at future points

of crossroads not yet seen

and yet in part written in our destiny

a pre-planned route determined by our sacred thread

This is as it is meant to be …..our soul journey unfolding

in alignment with all that is.

Today the Mayan sign is Blue Self-Existing Monkey

are we playful, open and vulnerable

the clown and a cheeky monkey?

Bringing genuine heartfelt intimacy

maybe a cruel trickster?

maybe we play the role of a clown as a defence mechanism?

Whatever our energetic intention this is always communicated and received

no matter what words are coming out of our mouths.

As this star wavespell is in the waning moon

it is a time of letting go of what is shielding our heart star quality

in contrast to the ego star of the stage

searching for external validation and affirmation.

As we see through the lives of the brave souls who seek the dizzy heights of stardom and open themselves to scrutiny

of the media

they show us all through heart rending performance

they bare their souls seeking love and approval

and there is always a childhood story that sparks this trail of  ego journey.

Heath Ledger .….

the Joker before his tragic death

an amazing gifted man who seemingly felt unloved.

So much talent and torment

The key to this is the understanding that no matter how many outside adornments, trappings, awards and achievements we create

if we haven’t let go of the past wounds of childhood inside

we still feel the same

and no amount of external stuff can fill the void.

In this Blue Storm year we are reminded that whatever we choose as our methodology to fill the gap

when we do not have this filler

the void is revealed

and the feelings that go with it emerge

the ego personality always seeks new ever increasing levels of  satisfaction

and as we age

everything starts to feel the pull

the more baggage we have

the more work it takes to support it

the more props and stage show

the more roadies to haul it

the more groupies to bring the thrills

What if we could be free to be simply us?

Stripped bare and loved for our true selves?

We are of course…… only our ego doesn’t know that…..

This is the journey.

My biggest learning came through doing my own journey with NLP about my patterns.

Once I created the intention to see them they all started to pop out everywhere with ahas

If you are ready to see yours simply send out that communication

and watch your energy matrix be revealed at the perfect time

just like Neo in The Matrix

My next big reveal was through astrology and seeing my starcode

at the same time the Mayan calendar showed up and took my awareness to a whole new level.

All this wonderful stuff is there for all of us

without discrimination

we are all equal under the sun 🙂

This week I travelled back to my roots and went up North to Marsden where I lived for ten years until October 2011.

I met up with friends and family and revisited past places and events physically and energetically.

The synchronicities were great and I got to meet and hear messages that were perfect for me.

One of the most major shifts doing my NLP training was my project given to me by my teacher.

It ran alongside my training and was to be performed at the last weekend.

It was clowning and filled me with fear as I didn’t like clowns 🙂

I didn’t know anything of what was involved

pure ignorance

and it turned out to be one of the greatest gifts I have ever received

for heart opening

In a nutshell it is about celebrating our shadow

expanding it

and allowing it

we all have a clown that we usually try to hide

because other people don’t find it acceptable

and so we learn to find that unacceptable in ourselves

when we are bored

make a mistake

angry or depressed

when we are clowning it’s allowed and honoured

being in a group of people who are opening and revealing this aspect is truly wonderful

and feels like falling in love

Most of the people I met shared this with me and I hadn’t consciously connected to that.

Here is the Thoth card I got:

Queen of Swords

Amazing what comes from the void 🙂

To revisit this I went to Mars……den

Mars energy is the North

strong masculine energy

It feels literally like travelling to another world

because it is vibrationally.

It’s in a valley and protected by hills

and they also limit the light

Where I live now in Glastonbury is very feminine energy and flat and open

the contrast was striking

Each place has it’s own sacred geometry to be with

This is on one level what jet lag is…..

moving from different energetic zones with their own love language

As in the matrix we have a shared playground to play in

we have our own code and sometimes we find ourselves unable to bond with others

and that is ok because it is the path

the more we become accustomed to seeing, hearing, feeling that

and the easier we flow without resistance to our next playing place.

The mastery is releasing our tags so we fly free in all space

as we are one with the Tao

limitless and unbounded

and that may take many journeys 🙂

Seeing the signs repeated

taking the time to notice

as we reveal the sacred in us and honour it

we see it everywhere.

I went back to some big crossroads in my past and one of them was a house.

I felt at peace with it.

I took a photo of a metal support that runs through the house and has a star on each side

this star has sixteen points

Ishtar’s gate and was called Fallbottom Cottage

This house experience was my journey into my underworld

and the unravelling of my ego

I met all my demons and saw all my ego beliefs revealed

and as I journeyed through them

although it felt very painful

it was the gateway to somewhere else

an opportunity to shed some skins and be reborn

revealing what lies beneath.

At these times we see what is important to us and how our choices have led us to this place.

If we take responsibilities for our actions instead of blaming others

we can integrate those child parts of ourselves that have stayed frozen in time.

To see ourselves clearly it is often easier simply to see the pattern

as our ego is designed to protect itself

If we choose avoidance patterns

what are we avoiding?

If we choose distraction patterns

what are we distracting ourselves from?

If we are seeking oblivion

then if we choose we can look at the hurt place instead

because we always come full circle.

Do we choose to learn and spiritually grow into maturity

or stay a sulky scared child?

With every cycle the energy expands

The ego race is doomed to failure by it’s very nature….

Lilith in 2007 was a star player in mine

there is always someone richer, more beautiful, faster, stronger

has a bigger gun 🙂

The ego path has a shelf life and an expiry date

the soul path every lasting

every choice is perfect

each gesture we make shapes the world

Do we choose to open and be vulnerable and celebrate our shadow

so our child can be free

or remain a prisoner of the mask

we the Mona Lisa smile?

Love to you today and our wonderful innocence.

Doing what we love is the key to heaven on earth.

It’s time to feel our way and allow our pure heart path to be revealed

anything that isn’t that beauty way is now showing up to be released.

If you would like to feedback about your path please do.

If you want to know more please email me with your time/date/place of birth.

The divinity code

universe

How is your learning going so far this year?

It’s an amazing transition time we are in and this time is always challenging.

As an Aquarius rising my personal life challenge is to share my Aquarius self and my Aquarius filter.

It always has been and now I am understanding this more.

It’s only taken me half a century on the planet 🙂

If you are reading this from a position of wayshower and soul traveller then what I say may be unusual and yet you can connect to it

and it may be your perspective too….

and if not

somewhere within you

there is an opening that allows you to hear what I am saying and connect to it

although it may be light years away from where you are now

it may still be felt as potentiality.

For others it may be barking mad and alien

and all of that perspective is ok

that is what gives rise to our creative kaleidoscope of a world.

It would be fab if we could avoid shooting the messenger too

and to accept our differences.

We are where we are and I understand that saying numbers and colours have a vibration makes some people feel ill…..

had a conversation with someone a while back about that and they got very defensive and then went on the attack.

Often our ego tries to destroy what it perceives as a threat…..

the narc pattern comes out to keep the status quo

and radical paradigm shifts are as such

it is a leap too far

the ground moves beneath us

and we struggle to keep our sanity

as a new world looms that is so often radically different to the one our mind knows.

Welcome to the Aquarius Age 🙂

It is always perfect for where we are as well because if we aren’t geared up cosmically to enter that road trip

and it’s out of alignment with our spiritual schedule

then a sabotage will occur for a reason.

The way of the initiate is to know when to push forward and when to hold and this is learned over time when we are on the road to nowhere.

All those dearly beloved gathered here today signed up for this cosmic trip…..

and to forget what we know from previous lives at the beginning and what happens before and after

otherwise we wouldn’t get a fresh outlook and to play and discover and explore would we?

When we are ready for this extra info it arrives ready to explore.

Would you choose in advance some of the key learning curves of your life?

With the mind in charge it’s a big no no to these gateways of “opportunity”

insanity?

Insanity is often where the learning is at it’s peak

the mystical mountain top

We often live in resistance to what is….

It’s unnatural for a parent to outlive their child

is a common theme

If something happens then it is for a reason

If the plants are out “too early” or lambs born at “the wrong time”

How can that be true?

They are here aren’t they ?

It has happened for some reason

and we may not like it

that’s ok

Who are we to know the amazing workings of divinity ?

and yet in a way we do because we are part of it and we are the sacred web of life

and we consciously create it

only until we match up with the script

we often feel reactive and a dandelion seed blown by the wind.

In a majority co dependent pattern world

with the majority of our psyche being of the  reactive pattern

focusing on fixing

something needed outside of us to restore balance inside of us like drugs

having the perspective point at what we can add to ourselves

change about our appearance

as the way to joy

when the true beauty way is within

going deep inside to reveal our inner core structure

The new time is a change of focus and direction

and shape

more emphasis on the circle and spiral

the long and winding road

Here is my offering as to what I have learned so far and how I have come to know some fabulous things about life, the universe and everything 

by following the cosmic cookie trail.

This is offered to you from the heart and it is what I know so far.

I am attempting to share it in my Taurus Moon capacity ……

Practical and Grounded as much as I can

The Divinity code is appearing now because we are ready to receive this information……

The information of the Gods

as in……

us

yea how exciting……

We are ready to awaken to our true nature which is powerful creative beings who create our unique reality through our beliefs

our thoughts become things.

In the Ancient Egyptian times there was much ado about Thoth and Aleister Crowley and Lady Frieda Harris created The Tarot Thoth deck and lots of books on the subject.

I have just acquired a deck and did my first Mayan spread last night…. more of that later.

He had a connection to Glastonbury and one such connection was Dion Fortune who lived here and is buried in our cemetry.

When I first came here I started reading her books and went to visit her grave.

I have learned a lot from her and still learning.

If you feel drawn check out her books – they are experiential and create profound transformation in the reading.

At the time of Thoth in Egypt from what is understood today

through whoever’s energy circuit and level of understanding….

Which may be very different from the original as the flavour and cycle was very different

is that Thoth has both elements combined within him and is seemingly androgynous

That in terms of an archetypal pattern he is Mercury the messenger and Gemini

this to me , represents balancing our masculine and feminine and hearing our higher soul selves

The legend is that a human stole Thoth’s secret teachings that were hidden from mankind

with that knowledge they would be able to access many magical powers

and so the human was found, the secret books recovered, the person and family punished and sealed in a tomb.

A common theme in our collective story and myth world library.

The metaphor of this story and many others is that humans are not ready to handle the god and goddess self and knowledge

akin to children using adult tools and ways and hurting themselves and others

due to inexperience and immaturity

perfect for our ego world today

and so this is where we are in dark moon time on our planet

Lots of children in adult bodies

seeking to create immortality and worth through outside means

and as the Universe card on this blog shows

only the pure of heart can access and ascend the tree of life.

So much of this may sound like riddles to the uninitiated

and in the past this has been intentional for that very reason

to hide the power of the universe and the code

the holy grail

from those that would seek to use it from an ego space.

Now it’s the time you be accessed by more and more people.

If you are ready…..

and you will know in your heart that you are….

and are willing to do what it takes…..

whatever the universe asks of you

( the universe being you remember 🙂 )

then it’s time to see the code

the real secret

that has always been here

and now is available to more people because our planet is ready to evolve

and so each of us is ready to birth it.

Today we are in Aries Moon

unless you believe in precession then we are in Taurus

Just bought Llewellyn’s moon sign book and am confused on this because I want to know for planting my veggies and I don’t want to be planting them in a barren time so if someone can advise me please message me 🙂

I am intending to work intuitively as well

and learn to trust my experience as a long time gardener

I always question myself and am open to learning.

if we are in tune and a clear vibrating tuning fork we can feel it as well 🙂

So here’s to plain language of New Beginnings

If you design a website or a document some of it may be in code HTML

If you write a blog like me then you can add widgets and media – youtube for example

and you embed a code or put a link to add it to your blog.

If you use a certain company they will have their preferred methodology and you have to use it because that is their divinity code

and if you expand this concept their sacred geometry is revealed because our energetic fingerprint is revealed in everything

Mac is different to Windows

If you play computer games they have a code. You can be in a virtual world fairly free to roam where you will and you will encounter lots of code – only it doesn’t look like code it looks like landscape or a bird or a person.

So it is in our game of life.

This is the tree of life and why we are here

This is why animal totems show up and people show up to reveal the code

Our personal Matrix

On a very simple level we beamed in at a certain time to have a certain experience and be part of a bigger picture production.

We had a code like the virtual experience in the film Total Recall

This film has been upgraded recently with a different code and some interesting product placements and subliminal codes to sell things which is very much today’s consumer lifestyle world.

I prefer the old version in many ways.

We design our trip in advance.

The first part of our trip is designed to allow us to learn and crete an energetic code from the perspective of a child

a dependent 

who largely is reliant on others and is generally made to receive a view of the world perceived by caretakers

and this view isn’t often shared by the child because they are freshly into life and very close to their source

the children are free from education and conditioning to begin with although they carry  past lives code and DNA code

on a cellular level

In this experience the child creates new energetic code  from the original and often in this time this code is very much coming from ego and fear

survival

This energetic code allows the child to create certain life experiences

the universe brings us what we believe to be true

If we want to change this code and have different landscapes, animals and people show up then we have to do something new with our child code.

Often as a child we have created safety programmes designed to allow us to be kept safe in a practical way and yet in a heart way they are very inauthentic as to our spirit and heart knowing.

The child learns code to survive basically by adopting codes of fear based games.

This continues until the child decides to do whatever it takes to live from the heart instead of from the ego.

This is the tipping point and it is often triggered at certain times in alignment with the universal divinity code.

As the universal cycle moves we are always at a point of choice to stay as we are or create new code.

If we have been hurt by a man in our lives we have a code for that.

If we have had uncomfortable relationships with women we have a code for that.

and they keep showing up in some form……

until we change …..

Here is a big gateway point:

To change the code we have to let go of the emotion that was encoded with the experience because it has been anchored.

We cannot create a different game simply by knowing that with our mind.

Remember the pure heart accessing the tree of life wisdom?

There is no judgement in our universe save for what is created by the ego in the human mind.

Things simply are what they are and we all place meaning on them.

What I believe pure of heart means is having let go of our wounding from the past

otherwise we are forever bound to it

and to repeat it

unless we mature

by loving and accepting ourselves

and letting go of needing to please anyone else

We truly grow up inside as well as outside

everyone simply wants to be loved

and when we do this inner work we ascend and are free.

We believe in ourselves.

We have faith in us.

If we have an emotional attachment that hasn’t been released then we are coming to each relationship

fully loaded

like a huge photo file

big media story

on a mission

with all the code to match.

Example:

If we have a belief that people are unjust then we will get lots of game codes to show that in our day to day.

I am not saying that injustice will disappear overnight  in our world as a whole

simply by each individual doing an energy emotional release

it will change over time in alignment with the bigger cycle……

small steps

and things do not change simply by wishing or positive affirmations

I hear lots of people saying:

I didn’t ask for this universe 🙂

Well of course on some level we did because it showed up right on time for us to learn

We created it based on our beliefs, choices and actions

If start to look instead at what is within us to match this then we have a great gateway opportunity

Once we have cleared a lot of our energetic past we create new codes

we have let go of our anger and vitriol.

We have learned how to be a student and a teacher by creating different relationships

and the give and take pattern which is so essential to flow

Being in balance.

Imagine a street in a village and one side has parked cars in one section and on the other side the same only lower down. If traffic only flows one way then the lane with the stopped traffic will eventually build up a tail back. This tail back will get bigger until the moving lane cannot get through either so they stop and when enough space is created then again it’s time to stop and let the other lane through again.

Giving and receiving in balance creates flow.

The same is true of all things.

Money coming in and going out.

Yin and Yang cycle.

When we focus on connecting to the code we start to see patterns.

There are no “good ” patterns or ” bad ” patterns.

That’s the mind coming in to measure and label.

Patterns create a form

Patterns are the code

What we can do is choose an outcome we want to create.

This is what I have learned to do in my life

and am still learning

and I share it with others.

If we want to create harmony then we can follow a code

There used to be a coaching saying…..

it isn’t where you are now……it’s where you want to be.

For me

it is where you are now AND where you want to be.

The journey is the sacred path we take

and being happy now is the secret.

Being happy simply is letting go of any expectations and mind chatter that says you cannot 🙂

It is always there as part of our factory setting

only sometimes we forget for a while.

The more we allow ourselves to receive the more our self worth and esteem grows from within.

We allow vulnerability and intimacy through trusting others

and offering the hand of friendship and love

and learning along the way

We are the fool.

In our lifetime we are the fool over and over and we set off on a great adventure.

Each drop of the universe has the universal code in it at heart.

This is the microcosm within the macrocosm.

Back to Egypt….

Here is an interesting awareness of the pyramid

and here is more info about the amygdalla

and  how our mind pattern matches

So now is the time to tune in to more awareness of our code and creating the life we want to live and taking action and choices that support that.

A code is a code and many people are wanting one thing whilst choosing another

A self loathing code and expecting the universe to reflect back beauty and peace

A lack and competitive vibe and expecting abundance and co-operation

A buy your stairway to heaven vibe and expecting heart opening relationships

sometimes that is out of lack of awareness

and sometimes that is avoidance of facing our shadow.

In this time of Eris we can see that some astrologers would choose to demote the planet Pluto rather than accept a new discordant archetype  planet

so would most people

however she is here so it’s clear that the time is perfect for her revealing.

Interesting that this planet is very slow moving so that anyone born after 1922 has the same vibe of Eris in Aries

If you are ready to get the ball rolling in your own circle now is the time to align

with the yin and yang cycle

Here is a fab website illustrating this.

It may feel a bit strange to begin with simply because it is new

the more we go with the universe and the more we flow with the universe.

You may also get some aha moments as to why you never wanted to eat breakfast

( maybe much ado about breakfast is marketing a plastic fantastic cereal product ? )

and why you are a night owl or an early riser

the real reason we want to rest in the afternoon

and so our awareness becomes clearer

and we get to transit easier through these challenging times.

This is the last day of the White Wind wavespell where we have been speaking our truth or not and in White Cosmic Wizard day we can let go of trying to create the magic using things outside of us as our ego focus and follow the yin

allowing the magic to flow through us

by being authentic and a clear channel

Tomorrow brings an exciting wavespell of death and transformation with

blue eagle

We go on our next 13 days of discovery by rising up and seeing the bigger picture

When we look down from a great height we can see our tiny form on the landscape far below and how we have come far

and still have exciting terrain ahead

this can align us with our guidance team

who are waiting in the wings to give support when asked

ask and it is given

sometimes we seem to be stuck in a very dark place

and yet suddenly a crack of light appears

and in the next moment we are bathed in luminous light

such is the nature of the journey

If you would like to know more about how to access info about your unique code

or the universal code

please message me with your time/date and place of birth

and we can also arrange a chat on skype to discuss where you are now….

and where you want to be and

it is totally free 🙂

Love what I do and I learn every time I do this with someone

If you would like to know more about The Mayan spread for Tarot get in touch.

It’s an amazing way to blend different circles of influence.

If you would like to learn about the moon cycles and how to use them here is a link for an ebook workshop I have created to share that

Awakening Moon

I use emotional freedom technique and NLP in an energy coaching format to change my divinity code and love sharing it with others as 

a wonderful self-empowerment tool.

My Mayan Thoth reading was so perfect for yesterday when I created it on Red Crystal Skywalker day.

I will create a document and share it soon.

What an amazing magical world we live in.

Thank you to everyone who shares so much wonderful info and websites that make my blogs possible.

Love to you all and your Blue Eagle 13 days of mystical vision quest.

What will you see ?

Awakening Moon

eca6e07c4d31d87de2ee77b7ede72274This has been an amazing day of learning for me so far. Hows it going for you?

This blog post is in essence inspired by and created for  my workshop Awakening Moon Circle as I create a sliver of energetic synchronistic nowness for it.

One of the key shifts for me since moving to Glastonbury in October 2011 was letting go of my old structure

to prepare me for going with the flow and sharing with others

the new way of relating we are going into now with the Aquarius Age

Glastonbury is the heart chakra of the world.

It is the perfect place for connecting to the goddess landscape and the sacred feminine.

At first I resisted this shift because it was new…..

and I thought I had already got my show on the road with the work I was doing…..

and I trusted that to open up I had to trust even more and simply go with what I was connecting to anew

even though I didn’t know where I was headed or why.

We don’t know what we don’t know….

In this process of creating this workshop I have created new documents that are practical and I learned new things

My mind would love to simply duplicate the past by using old documents as it takes less time…….

and then……..

I stay in the past

and it isn’t fresh and it isn’t now 🙂

I love creating these documents and finding beauty along the way.

and I love sharing them with you.

Today is Red Galactic Moon

in the speaking our truth from the heart  White Wind Wavespell.

We are now in Red Resonant Moon time

This is the seventh year of a thirteen year spiral of Red Moon and now is the time to connect to who we truly are

Set our hearts on fire

and let go of any hurts or mind devices we have created to separate us from being the star of our own show

So if you are ready to go deeper and create experiential change please message me or simply dive in and get your workshop

here. It is an ebook.

It is £10

If you cannot afford that then please pay what you can using my donate button.

Barefoot Holistics

It includes 30 minutes of energy coaching with me and in our connection we are going to create some magic at this new moon time.

Are we ready to awaken even more and unleash our goddess selves within?

That includes men too of course.

Loving the intuitive magical world.

New Story

leaf lanternToday is the last day of 2012 

I have spent the last few days connecting to the past and feeling my energetic story.

Part of this has involved integrating my work and photos which have been on different devices using different formats.

When we are experiencing transition and change this is often the way to notice it…..

by looking how what we are doing on the outside is reflecting our inner world.

We can see our inner mechanisms at work and this is a key part of our awakening process.

I have made a shift to using a Mac over the past couple of years due to my Son’s influence and how it offers such a different format to windows

I love the beauty of it.

In this simple journey I see how our collective ego pattern has created so many different systems that vie for attention and support

and how many systems are incompatible

and so a choice is often required……

we cannot choose all and oneness in our ego world

and it may take a while to integrate and for the bigger picture to become simpler

as we are in the Aquarian age where part of this transition is to become independent and celebrate our uniqueness

and to co create in this phase is tricky……

We are all involved in the bigger wheel and all on a different cog and so one size does not fit all.

There are many paradoxes on this path

the clear way for each of us is to go within

and for many initiates this step is the hardest of all because it flies in the face of all our society conditioning.

Many people have never learned how to listen to their own voice or allow their own innate wisdom

gut instinct

and

it is always there to be accessed……

when we are ready to own our power and act on it.

Today in the Mayan wavespell we are Red Solar Earth on the ninth day of the Red Moon 13 day spiral.

Today we see in the number nine energy , how the past eight days complete.

What insights have we learned over the last nine days about who we really are ?

Just to remind you if you are following the blogs …..

We are in the seventh year of the Red Moon cycle on our planet

this Red Moon archetype is all about the return of the sacred feminine

through each one of us on our world

This is the most important aspect 🙂

The change comes as we change

The world that is created through us as a reflection of our beliefs ….

a holograph

a playground constructed for our soul evolution

created by us for us

to go through ever evolving cycles

so that we can know ourselves

by experiencing lots of different perceptions

through the being of them

We are now at a very exciting time of the turning point in our tipping point

where we are now allowing the true nature of our amazingness to be experienced

by all

who dare to dream

and let go of living from the limitation of our ego selves

by transforming our darkness into light.

On this journey many of us have been plunged into the void in order to make the transition

we have to let go of the circle that we were born into

and all the wounding involved in that place

where we learned to believe we weren’t loved by teachers who believed the same

this is the karma wheel of beliefs creating our reality

This is the initiate path of the ego

and naturally the ego does not choose what it sees as it’s own demise……

Most people are dragging their heels on the slippery slopes of the descent into what we call Hades

and because our ego doesn’t take responsibility for anything at this stage

because that would mean feeling strong emotions….

it loves to pass the parcel and use the blame game

scapegoats

and deflections.

Thing is if we don’t go and experience our own personal version of hell willingly

and then let go of it

seeing it for what it truly is

a place of misunderstandings and acting out from a place of hurting…..

We are creating it over and over every day until we do…..

In our past generations of humanity this has been very literal and visceral

and sadly for many on our planet this is still true.

Only we can change that reality by changing our inner slides.

What we see on our world stage is the very old performance of avoidance.

It’s easy to recognise in the form of people creating patterns of getting their emotional needs met through

mood altering stuff

external definition through stuff

focusing on the unconscious rather than the conscious

dishonesty

hypocrisy

being around people we dislike……..

what would happen if we didn’t ?

doing jobs we find disheartening………

Is it possible that we could let go of believing that we have to earn x to support this false edifice of y?

using lots of props to support this woeful artifice

wanting something on the outside that doesn’t match on the inside

manifesting through manipulation and energy structures that are not love structures

and so like most illusions

it is simply a matter of time before the created artifice disappears in a puff of green smoke….

beings full of fear

because of the shadow energy body we are carrying around that is dragging us down

There have been lots of films on TV over Christmas to illustrate this

and unless we are cut off from the universe in a remote backspace like the moon……

we are very aware of all the myths and archetypal stories that are interwoven everywhere for our guidance in case we are so unconscious

that we have become a zombie 🙂

I watched a film last night called Moon which illustrates the metaphor of this calling…..

The essence of this film is that mankind has chosen to farm the moon for it’s power supply.

The moon in esoteric terms is our feminine energy and our shadow selves.

The more we work to know our shadow selves and transform this energy

the more grounded and powerful we become

as we know ourselves and accept ourselves

the more magical gifts are revealed

and no one has the ability to have any power over us

as is shown in our myths such as Snow White who is essentially our pure sacred feminine

compared to our narcissistic ego personality wounds of the Snow Queen

this is currently playing out on Channel 5 in the UK in a drama series

Once Upon a time

Great heart stories every day through modern fairytale

In 2013 I am focusing on creating and sharing workshops that empower people to work with this energy in a practical way.

If you feel moon awareness may be of interest to you please message me.

Wherever we are and whatever we are doing

we are always called at the perfect time

and if we choose to ignore the calling then the message simply gets louder

Before we came in we committed to doing this journey

and we have been part of the bigger story many times

when we remember who we truly are and what magic we possess

we become the thriver rather than the survivor

Why would we want to accept this illusion that our ego driven society purveys?

That we live a life of limitation and are unable to create our dream ?

That the dream is as empty as material goods?

They have no ability to generate love so why is the majority of our planet still intent in going down the pursuit of happiness externally?

Our major industries show where our energetic focus and beliefs lie

Pharmaceuticals and War

Drugs to mask the symptoms of how we are living out of alignment with who we truly are

Weapons to destroy a perceived threat of the other

a mad world that exist because our ego believes it needs to on a deep level

Time to create a different story instead?

The essence of the transition is to keep what is coming from love and let go of what is sponsored by fear

and take the small steps

in tandem with our universal energy wheel

The key focus of the initiate energy is to work from a powerful space of intention

being mindful and focused

on what we choose to create

and essentially by accepting what is our true story now

when we get squeezed by the darkness patterns

what pops out?

Is it love and light?

Most people wear a mask to cover up their true nature

and we only show the parts of us we have learned are loveable

based on what we were educated and conditioned to do as a child

it is essential that we unlearn this to create our future of being authentic and having honest relationships

Imagine a future where we can truly be us and how good that feels?

Having let go of all our inner child ego hurt from the past

we are no longer needing to attract in old matching patterns from the past so we can heal them

Instead we can feel good about who we are

feel confident and have good self-esteem

we bounce back at any of life’s challenges

and we don’t take things personally because there is no inner shadow energy feeling hurt to be triggered

We don’t create more of the same old same

We don’t need to blame anyone and we don’t need an ego drama fix

We have a love of life because we are engaged in what we chose to come and create

We don’t feel angry because we understand that people are in a different space…

and that doesn’t mean we become a doormat or passive

We are empowered

We are strong

because we are integrated and light within

The outside show is seen truly as it is

an artifice of our choosing

We can create our dream way of living in a sustainable way that doesn’t compromise anyone else

and in this process our planet isn’t compromised either

When we all meet our emotional needs from the inside we let go of competition and needing stuff in an unsupported way

Making the transition is tricky as we change our patterns

part of that process is resistance from others that reflect the parts of us seeking transition

and so this route requires persistence, trust and dedication.

This journey is open to all who are willing to do what it takes

and sometimes this can be daunting and demanding

so not for the faint hearted

only those with courage and determination will meet the challenge and it is so worth it.

In the traditional calendar we are facing the end of 2012

in the universal cycle we are at midpoint in winter in the northern hemisphere.

The Mayan wavespell year begins July 26th so again we are at midpoint

and over the past months since October Scorpio gateway

we have been working with the darkness and shadow

This Blue Storm Year is midway.

It is a number seven year and so we have reached the top of the pyramid in the thirteen year cycle

We are experiencing everything that needs to die so we can be reborn

We may have had a tough year

of dissolution

and if we embrace this we move onto a new cycle

if we resist …..

it continues

the way is through

this is the alchemical transformation

the liquifying process that changes the caterpillar to butterfly

Many people have left the planet this year and in their passing we have learned much

Everything happens for a reason

It may not be revealed at the time and maybe never to us in this lifetime

I have noticed more and more how I am aware of how I can only relate to people because of their expectations and beliefs

and this can also trigger emotion

especially frustration 🙂

Our ego can be so limiting at times

as on one level it determines how we interact with this interface of life

however the more we become aware

the more we heal and let go

and the more freedom we have to go to new places and experience new things

when we are starting out in life without prior experience of what we call failure

then we take on great challenges from the naiveté of youth

and it is possible to revisit that energy without the lack of wisdom and without fear

if we are willing to face our shadow

this is the gift of now.

The universe always matches us if only we are willing to look at that match incarnate eye to eye.

On July 26 2013 we enter Yellow Galactic Seed year on our planet

The magical year of integrity through integration.

A number eight year and the image says it all

If we are willing to let go of our past and all that hasn’t served us

the time we spend now preparing that inner space

will reap rich rewards

we will match the universal bigger picture

Most generally hype about this Mayan calendar has come from the ego pattern focus

of misdirection and fear……

the true gift is the divinity code

that is open to all

who dare to unlock their own personal Pandora’s Box

and take a good look at what is inside.

It is the gift of synchronising with all that is.

This is the inspiration for workshops I am creating now.

At the start of 2012 I did not have this awareness and this has been an amazing year for me connecting to this.

I had to trust in the process and face my fear in doing so.

During Christmas my family and I reconnected to Tomb Raider with Lara Croft  and have had fun exploring the virtual world of ancient civilisations.

This has been such a fun teaching tool for me

There is still the most emphasis on the ego world of violence and arousal of this part of us as a key part of the gaming process

over time as we change

this will change

part of our life challenge is facing adversarial archetypes to overcome our fear

and as we do this on the inside and balance ourselves then extreme violence will no longer be necessary

and it may take a while…..

Are we ready to have fun?

Are we ready to do what we love no matter what it takes?

Are we ready to make friends with our ego and open our heart to what wants to live in us?

My intention is to have a magical year and trust in my divine self more and more.

I am intending to be in some wonderful sacred spaces

co creating with others who are choosing to live sacred lives

in reality

by being the change

Our lives here are fleeting and short in this form

when we honour who we really are and treat ourselves accordingly

with reverence and respect

our lives have meaning and true worth

we allow our magnificent creativity to be unleashed

I had a dream to be in Kephalonia in 2012 running a retreat.

That didn’t work out as I saw it originally.

Instead I was there with my family having a retreat for myself.

This was one of the major highlights of my year

and allowed me to be clear of the powerful Glastonbury bubble that can often cloud our vision

as our ego looms large when we are in it 🙂

I remembered and reconnected to the wonderful feminine healing energy of Greece

which has always been such a high energy heart space for me

and where I intend to create retreats for others with me doing what we love.

Simply being there is so uplifting in this natural beauty space.

Check out my photos.

If you feel you are drawn to a heart opening retreat in Kephalonia please message me.

This is another aspect I have integrated this year.

I had an intellectual knowing of this and now I really feel it.

Our journey is a process and we follow a certain path that is predetermined in many respects by our energetic alignment at birth.

Astrology is the language of consciousness.

This Starcode and Mayan sign is our sacred geometry and is what guides us to experience a certain flavour of the universal tapestry

there are many paths we can take within this framework

and

we have a star coded mission that will always assert itself

with or without our ego consent and co-operation.

If you want to know more about this please message me with your time,date and place of birth and I will send you the information.

If you already have this and would like to know more….

what year you are on in your thirteen year cycle and how to work with this with awareness…..

please message me

As I co create with everyone I learn and evolve and I am so grateful for living this life in this way.

Love to everyone who has been with me so far and I look forward to our meetings and connecting in the coming months.

I am planning an event in my home village at Lammas in August 2013 which will be focusing on sending out our Yellow Seed Intentions to the universe.

I would love to co create this with other people offering heart opening workshops so please get in touch if you feel this calls to you.

It is in the Gemini and Taurus of the Glastonbury Zodiac

So we have all the tools we need and all the raw material within us to weave the magic……

Are we sitting comfortably?

Then let’s begin….

What is possible for us now?

Love to you all and our wonderful potentiality.

I was given a gift by a friend in Glastonbury and I have recently started reading it….

It is wonderful and I would love to share it with you if you haven’t yet seen it.

Ramtha The White Book

I am simply recommending the wisdom in the words in the book alone

and not the wider scope of anything connected beyond that of which I have no personal experience

What we believe we conceive.

Here is a fab video in a great series of sharing the mystery teachings.

Integrity

snowflakes23

It’s chilly here in Somerset as we approach the magical dates of  the end of a Mayan Calendar.

The energy is still very intense as the spiral speeds faster and faster synchronising our integration.

Today in the wavespell we are in Day 11 Red Spectral Skywalker of the Blue Night and letting go of what is out of alignment with our dreams

Over the last eleven days we have been experiencing our intuitive dream self and the patterns of that energetic space.

Our heart’s desire revealed through our sacred feminine selves.

It has been a very emotional time for me and a tough time of keeping my nose to the grindstone ……

seeing where my inner child is seeking a release because of emotion I am feeling

this is my inner guidance revealing how my past is still presenting today.

When you live in an intense energetic space like Glastonbury

and a feminine energy place like Hawaii , Fiji, the Greek islands for example

it can be very tricky to balance out achieving the masculine balance of doing and linear action.

This is the wonder and the challenge of living here.

We are now in an amazing expansive time of Sagittarius energy and two of my family members are Saggi’s so this is a key time for us.

Here is a wonderful blog on this:

Blue Moon Astrology

Living in a family of four fire signs ~ Leo, Aries and two Saggi energy bubbles is very potent

We have a very dynamic interaction especially here

and now

at a time that my children are rapidly individuating and becoming adults too.

This has given me so many insights and much learning just now.

My insights today were around the sharing of this synchronisation in a way that everyone can understand and use

with a down to earth practical approach

Lots of workshops coming up in the next few months on integration as part of this transition process.

This really helps me focus on what I can do in my process and share that with others.

I have an in person workshop coming in Glastonbury

and if you aren’t in Glastonbury you can also access it through pdf and on skype/phone/email with me too.

Integration * Clarity workshop

This has proved a little tricky to physically get out on my blog today as it’s a Virgo moon and with every energy we have the sun and the shadow aspects.

I have three lots of Virgo in my chart and one of those aspects is in Venus which gives rise to me being a stickler for perfection

and doing “the right thing”

so lots of other tasks to do before I got around to it in the real sense……

I get frustrated with myself around this as it can block spontaneity as you can imagine….

and I am learning to be accepting of myself in my maturity

( honestly……..:-) ok some of you will shake your heads on that one….working at it )

This morning I was so excited as I had so many ideas that were bursting to be shared and now it is tea time….

For a long time I have been guided as to circles and cycles and working with the planets and the moon

When someone asked me for an appointment for a tapping session with EFT on a new moon a couple of years ago I was a little puzzled…..

Now I get it 🙂

If you haven’t got in synch with that way of working just yet….

no worries

When the time is “right” for you it will become a nudge from the universe.

This is what I have integrated over the past twelve months of living in the Glastonbury Zodiac

The Heart Chakra of the world.

I have gone in a slightly different direction to the one I was following in Huddersfield and it wasn’t what I thought I would be doing…..

however I trusted the process and now my integration on this is happening.

Magic.

Here you cannot do anything more than be your ego.

It is simply how it is.

If you are working to transform your ego and let go of it running the show then there is so much amazing stuff to learn and share

Many people are called here to do this and arrive for an event

and keep coming back…….

Some, like me, come to stay until it’s time to leave

until they have completed their cycle and dance with the energy here

Many people lose their way in a mind sense and become part of the sleeping beautyness

believing they have found the light

when in truth they have simply swapped their circle of influence for a different brand with the same content.

Glastonbury is an intoxicating opium den where many come for a fix.

It elevates the mood on some days and dives down deep on others…

If you allow yourself to feel it

and many don’t

and are unaware of it’s powerful amplifying qualities.

I had an open day recently at The Heart Centre

which is a beautiful room where I work in Glastonbury

and a seed of my creativity to a dream I have had for a very long time

a place of heart centred community and transformation…….

 and someone wise shared an insight about the Glastonbury experience

that it draws people to embrace their ego in whatever way is seeking expression

so the inside is drawn outside and we can see it manifest

It is on first sight an unusal place of the individual and artistic expression

and a place of amazing workshops and all things cosmic

beyond anywhere else I know of in the UK on display as it were

However like most glittery things in the ego world

much of it is shallow and scratch the surface and the veneer disappears

leaving a raw wound visible underneath.

Like every ego pattern there is no true heart space evident for many resident’s and visitors

and all is energetically based on ever shifting sands

and houses of cards

built without firm foundation

there is no substance and the actions reveal the true nature of the inner workings

the puppet masters pulling the strings.

Masks and glitterati.

This is the nature of the shadow world

and so this is where we are in the UK on the wheel of the year

and the wheel of the planet.

We are in the dark of the moon phase where it often gets darkest before dawn.

It is a wonderous place to be this underworld

just like Gollum in The Hobbit

The ring became his nemesis and his undoing and yet he was there to give gifts to Bilbo Baggins on his journey.

I remember this story as a young girl at junior school.

We had some lovely teachers who inspired us with magical stories and encouraged our imagination

thank you Mrs Wadsworth wherever you are now

You touched my heart with your wonderous stories and gentle wisdom.

So….. circles

Do you look around you at your circle?

Have a look what is in your house, on your curtains , your fabrics and ornaments…

What do you see revealed of your secret journey in your pictures…….?

Have you looked at what your higher self has been guiding you to buy and collect so you become aware of your path?

The inside coming outside?

I laugh when I see something that has been under my nose all along and yet not been ready to be revealed….

In my house and garden

on many of my cushion covers and clothes

circles have been sneaking in for a few years.

When I first came to Glastonbury I visited a crop circle.

That was profound and anyone who says one of these can be created by a group of people with a torch , some string and a some wood

I cannot envisage that happening

I certainly couldn’t do it

and I don’t know about you but my tipping point on this knowingnesshas been reached and flowed over….

that there is so much exciting stuff out there

beyond the linear mind and our so called “real world”

that is the place of education and mankind

that I am not interested in debating it

I trust and know it is what it is

and I have let go of trying to debate or convert anyone

as I have been down that road so many times

and I finally get it that people who are in one energy circle of beliefs and understanding

are not in alignment with another

and that’s ok

each to their own

it is all part of the game of our evolution.

We have been connecting with our tribes

as we come to the end of a cycle

we are letting go and transiting.

Just in the process of reading a couple of fabulous books

depending where you are on your path they may call to you:

Barbara Hand Clow – The Mayan Code

and Claudie Planche – Starmaya

So if we are ready and positioned to move from survivor to thriver

then it’s time to visit with our shadow and shake off  our fear

allow our inspiration to flow

dare to dream and meet our challenge once more

Our dream journey and path lets us experience what is there that seeks release

as we become the fool many times on the road less travelled

we can see our circle revealed

and in doing so integrate all the parts of us that have strayed and got lost in the woods

I had let go of Christmas because I really cannot stand the manipulation used by the consumer world

and one that I had become so caught up in

and as I went through my black hole of letting go of my way of being a consumer

starting in the financial crash of 2008

that has lost sight of the true nature of this wonderous time of year

now I am returning to it in a new way

free from being pulled into the magnetic void

of  what can be a very imbalanced

pure shopping overload

The shortest day of the solstice is the signal that light is soon to return

This week I have watched several films and again experienced synchronicity

that working with the wavespell brings awareness of

two were based in Somerset although one was medieval and set in the 16th century and the other set now in the US

When you start to experience this way of living every day you see the matrix revealed…

and everything has a different meaning

and is sooooooo magical.

It is the life we are truly born to live.

The one that affected me the most was :

Seeking a friend for the end of the world

It shows the total madness of how we are living ego led lives that actually make no sense at all…

and of course to evolve this is what we are here to learn.

I cried alot and as I cried I tapped and let go of all that hurt my wounded inner child feels.

All those times I have felt wounded by my life experience and how things and people didn’t match my expectations.

So now is the season for being that divine child that is clear and resonant.

The adult that has integrity and is independent

freeing ourselves of co dependency

creating new ways of relating

that feel good

and allow us to be truly present

feeling full of goodwill

without a need for presents

Joy to the world and to all of us

we are each a valuable unique snowflake crystal

in a blizzard of bliss

Whether shadow or light

we are all perfect in the language of love.

If you choose to know more about your patterns and want to co create with me please get in touch.

Into the blue

How are you bearing up after your journey into Mercury Mind Games over the past three weeks?

It’s been a powerful journey and the last thirteen days of the Mayan Unconditional love wavespell of White Dog has brought many gifts for you I hope 🙂

We have been going through a wave of unconditional love showing us our companions of destiny who bring great gifts during their time with us

As the saying goes

Some come for a reason

some for a season

and some come for a lifetime

and as a reflection of everything that is our life experience

a mirror of that in some way

we see our beliefs reflected and where we can enhance and let go

It can be very simple ……when we use our feelings to guide us

If our inner dog has been barking in alarm that is always an emotional response and is linked to our past

The framework I use :

it’s a pattern match for something that has happened in the past that our fight/flight/freeze defence mechanism of our emotional mind has been triggered by

and we can notice that and how this trigger creates a feeling

If you want to give it a go here is a document you can use for when your buttons are being pushed:

 Daily Button Pushing Questionnaire

then we can be with that feeling and feel it because clearly it is showing up to alert us to something that has hurt us before

and I use emotional freedom technique to tap on this and let it go

Here’s a video that can help

and allow myself to have insights about what that was about in the past

and let that go

and then see what I want to do about the situation now free from being pushed into a response that is fear led

When I am free from this response I can come from inspiration instead and be living in the now

Otherwise I repeat that pattern all over again because energetically I am still reacting to that match with the same awareness and emotion

Make sense?

The Emotional Mind is a different animal to the Logical Mind and they don’t speak the same language which is why we can rationalise something forever and a day and we still get triggered

Here is a document explaining that:

Emotional Mind

Feel it and let it go and be free 🙂

Watched an amazing heart film which has apects of this yesterday

It shows how we are repeating patterns over and over in our history because we haven’t let our inner dog go and it has escalated time and time again

to epic proportions

war after war that doesn’t make any rational sense

fear running amok and literally destroying everything in pursuit of contolling that which cannot be controlled or known…..

life

beautiful free spirit 🙂

Miracle of  St Anna

shows the farce of our created society and the beauty of truth and love

that transcends it

Today we are in the White Cosmic Wind energy of speaking our truth with that cosmic experiential awareness

We always take ourselves with us wherever we go and we always reveal our pattern

with our inside world showing up on the outside world

Our beliefs create how we experience life on planet earth

As we are leaving this wave behind we have lots of insights to take into Blue Night Wavespell which starts tomorrow

We are going into the abyss of our inner galaxy to explore our dreamworld and how we are dreaming ourselves into being as the conscious dreamer

I am working with The Mayan Wavespell calendar for myself and with clients

because it works extremely well with my way of being in the world

and have been doing so experientially over the past twelve months now…… rather than learning it in an purely educational way using my mind alone

and what I mean by this is that I was educated to believe I could read things and learn a course and I would “know it”

and now I know that to “be it” on an energetic process I have to actually become it by integrating it and doing it

Be Do Have

This is the mastery process and our life process

When we read something we have an awareness of it on an intellectual basis and the next step is to put the learning into prectice to see how it works for us

or not

in reality

This is a holistic approach

We get to grips with the theory out in the field in practicality

using what we have learned 🙂

as we integrate our learning we can become wise

and we can also access universal wisdom

as we allow our higher selves/spirit/intuition/collective unconscious

to guide us

and let go of imposing our will and making things happen out of alignment with the path and cycle of the bigger wheel

This is the true test of will

when to act and when to be still as in The Chariot card

In my reading for November I got an interesting mix of cards :

The Tower being one of them

This is what our ego often fears

change and dissolution

however only by letting go of that which doesn’t feel a match for us so that we can flow to where is

can we truly create freedom

freedom from our ego pushing us, driving us and saying now , now , now

like an impetuous child that demands it’s needs be met

the heart does not “need” anything knows that all is well and trusts the process

our intention determines everything in how we set off in our creation process

and when we clear our emotional baggage we can give and receive in a more balanced way

As we journey we evolve our ago through our process and we allow our true authentic self to emerge nore and more

If we do not allow our true heart’s desire than we keep receiving distortions in our field showing us where we aren’t being truly honest with ourselves in who and what we attract

until we decide to do whatever it takes to be the true us

no matter what the cost 🙂

For years I have had several books on the go at once and often didn’t complete reading them because I lost heart and interest

and my inner critic who had been educated to read to the end had something to say about that

however I chose to listen to my heart wisdom and my feelings instead and strengthen that voice

Part of me knew that was the perfect action for me and so I chose to ignore my ego and go with my knowingness

This has become stronger since moving to Glastonbury and I have let go of needing to know why and surrender to trusting my knowingness

As I have connected to the Mayan Wavespell calender all has been revealed at the right time in synch with the universal cycle

this is such an amazing gift that The Mayan’s have given us knowing that it would serve us at this time

Deep gratitude for all that ever is and will be

This goes against the grain of our western way of living and if you have been feeling the pressure of all of this incoming information recently

the changes in so many things

speeding up of integration

and here in Somerset the Isle of Avalon has had so much water, it appears as an island again from certain directions

roadways blocked with emotional outpouring

literally manifest so we can literally experience our inner world on the outside

take heart this is blue resonant storm year

It is always the perfect unfolding of events

no one has got it “wrong”

there is nothing to fear

the universe is right on time and so are we walking our path

all is happening now because it matches our beliefs

As we change our beliefs the world will change as it always has

unlearning to remember who we really are

creators of our own dream on our quest for rememberance

On this bigger picture of thirteen years we are in year seven

and this thirteen year cycle started with Red Magnetic Moon Year seven years ago

What where you doing in July 26 2006 – July 26 2007?

What had you started?

I started my self-discovery with NLP training and Emotional Freedom Technique training.

So the next wavespell arriving tomorrow will really help us to go within and dare to dream

Blue Night Wavespell.

I am a Blue Solar Hand and my higher self and guide using the Mayan framework is blue night

Using the astrological framework I am a Leo with Aquarius rising

The Mayan information gives an amazing bigger picture view of astrology in a different way if you choose to take that route 🙂

If you want to do this

please check out my website

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

on the bigger picture page – there are links on there

Here is a direct link to my document

Mayan Sign

or simply google to find your own 🙂

and if you wish you can contact me with your time,date and place of birth

and I will start you off with sending you that info and giving you a bigger picture view of yourself

which is the key to journeying with awareness

For me it has clarified so much of my journey so far with great ahas and illuminated my path even more

All of my sharing involves other people and I thank them for their amazing resources

Tracey Gendron in particular has a wonderful website with lots of inspiring info

astrodreamadvisor.com

I have also recently connected to a hidden gem in my hometown

Claudie Planche and Stargaia

and today am again sharing a wonderful video that is connected to her work at the end of my blog

I am just in the process of reading Claudie’s book Starmaya

this is incorporating lots of other frameworks too and she gave a fascinating talk at our wonderful

Glastonbury Positive Living Group a couple of weeks ago

about sacred geometry and crop circles and so much more

I love this stuff

sets my heart on fire and awakens the  spiritual seeker in me.

My intention in creating these blogs is to raise awareness of amazing resources for us all to connect to at this time of transition

we signed up for this journey and we are very capable of meeting the challenge

I aim to offer practical solutions to help people work with awareness of the bigger picture with our Starcode Map

Our Starcode that we beamed in with

When we work in alignment with the universal pattern

which is cyclical instead of linear

than it all happens and is revealed at the perfect time

the more we go with the flow and relax into it

the more we see how we are going around for another go and if we want to do things differently

we can look at what changes we can create

through letting go of past ways of relating

and taking action

in a new way

The Mayan wavespell transcends language when we allow it 🙂

On a practical level we can see how our ego way of living is totally unrealistic.

As the festive season approaches we have lots of stuff out for delivery and we are informed that our precious prezzie will arrive

in 2001 I had a courier business with my partner

Part of it was a franchise called Fastway and it may or may not still be going 🙂

Love the name?

We had six vans that we bought brand new from a well known worldwide company

and they all broke down just after their warranty expired a year later

we found out that this fault was known about and unrectified when we bought them

because an honest individual who worked at the dealership thought we should know 🙂

We learned about it at the perfect time as had we known we wouldn’t have bought them and had the valuable experience

This is the hero/heroine’s challenge that is our learning and unlearning process

Many mail order companies promise their customer’s the earth and cannot ever practically deliver the goods

when they say they will

and this is a great metaphor for ego letting go and walking the path

There are so many unknown variables to get that parcel from a to z

so many potential time stops

floods

traffic

animals on the road in rural areas

gridlock in cities

unexpected happenings

illness

losing the parcel

and last week I grinned when I saw the latest way of controlling that by the company on their track and trace

it gave a specific time slot of arrival of an hour – an hour before

so if I didn’t look at the track and trace email at that time I would have missed that info

and even though I was aware and in the house

I nearly missed him because he rang the wrong doorbell and

as luck would have it I ran outside when my gut instinct said to

and he was just getting in his car

The more flexible we are about meeting others where they are

without sacrificing ourselves to do so

because our relationship is mutually matched and respected

and honouring our uniqueness

and speaking our truth with openess because we value ourselves

and the more we heart co create

To move from a to z takes time

and that is what we are here for

our minds may think they know

and our day to day living shows us the truth of where we are

We are here for an experiential journey and there are no shortcuts

there are ways to work with the process as well

and the key is

change the inside emotionally

and enjoy the ride

feal the fear get less as you go through the eye of the storm

and survive

Love to you today with speaking your cosmic truth

Enjoy this amazing video