Day 8~ Integrate The End of The World


Day 8 ~ Integrate

In the zodiac wheel this is Scorpio Gateway

It was a Scorpio Moon Day

Cancer Sun

White Galactic Worldbridger Day

Planet Mars ~ Take charge and decide to do something

A day of endings so that new beginnings can start

The Alchemist who is walking the heart path

knows all alchemy begins within

There is no cataclysmic event necessary 

The outer landscape changes as to it’s perception

I had a totally cosmic day 

It was wow

I walked The Tor twice ~ not a photo from the day although it was chilly


Around Noon

To watch the sunset

Noticed the difference in who and what I saw~ the experience

How I felt because of it

All key information

Remember ~ if we do what we have always done….

Time to let new learning and love in

It is written in the starry skies

A new friend revealed some amazing lyrics from Kate Bush and reconnected me

I would not have chosen this ~ this is the beauty of co creation with the new


It was a sublime day of  Seeing and of course a Blue Moon coming ~ or “bad” moon

Time to let the wolf out and stop being the slaughtered lamb of sacrifice 

Look what happens to David ~ it’s not all bad when the initiate goes off the ego path 😉



The Man with the child in his eyes  was one of the first singles I bought and I cried when I played it ~ memories of a young Jo 

Life expectations, dreams

Here is the full lyrics of the album The Kick Inside ~ curtesy of this website  ~ this is the key ~ channeled code:

I’ll let Kate say it as she so amazingly eloquently does 

Moving stranger, does it really matter?
As long as you’re not afraid to feel
Touch me, hold me, how my open arms ache
Try to fall for me

How I’m moved, how you move me
With your beauty’s potency
You give me life, please don’t let me go
You crush the lilly in my soul

Moving liquid, yes, you are just water
You flow around all that comes in your way
Don’t think it over, it always takes you over
And sets your spirit dancing


Saxophone Song
You’ll find me in a Berlin bar
In a corner, brooding
You know that I go very quiet
When I am listening to you
There’s something special indeed
In all the places where I’ve seen you shine, boy
There’s something very real in how I feel, honey

It’s in me, it’s in me-and you know it’s for real

Tuning in your saxophone

The candle is burning over your shoulder
Is throwing shadows on your saxophone
A surly lady in tremor
The stars that climb from her bowels
Those stars make towers on vowels
You’ll never know that you had all of me
You’ll never see the poetry you’ve stirred in me
Of all the stars I’ve seen that shine so brightly
I’ve never known or felt, in myself, so rightly


Strange Phenomena
Soon it will be the phase of the moon
When people tune in
Every girl knows about the punctual blues
But who’s to know the power
Behind our moves

A day of coincidence with the radio
And a word that won’t go away
We know what they’r all going to say
“G” arrives, funny, had a feeling he was on his way

We raise our hats to the strange phenomena
Soul birds of a feather flock together
We raise out hats to the hand a-moulding us
Sure ‘nuf-he has the answer
He has the answer
Om mani padme hum.

You pick up a paper, you read a name
You go out, it turns up again and again
You bump into a friend you haven’t seen
For a long time
Then into another you only thought about last night

You hear your sister calling for you
But you don’t know where from
You know there’s something wrong
But you don’t want to believe in a premonition


Beelzebub is aching in my belly-o
My feet are heavy and I’m rooting in my wellios
And I want to get away and go
From all these mirror windows
I look at eye level, it isn’t good enough
And then I find out, when I take a good look up
There’s a hole in the sky with a big eyeball
Calling me-

Come up and be a kite
And fly a diamond night
A diamond kite, a diamond kite
Ooh, what a diamond!

A diamond kite, on a diamond flight
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the moon, over the moon

I feel a rush along my body like a bullet
I’m 2D, after a push and pull feeling
And I want to get back to safe home
I love the homeland dome
I got no limbs, I’m like a feather on the wind
Well I’m not sure if I want to be up here at all
And I’d like to be back on the ground
But I don’t know how to get down


The Man With the Child in his Eyes
I hear him before I go to sleep
And focus on the day that’s been
I realise he’s there when I turn the light off
And turn over
Nobody knows about my man
They think he’s lost on some horizon
And suddenly I find myself
Listening to a man I’ve never known before
Telling me about the sea
All his love, ’till eternity

Ooh, he’s here again-
The man with the child in his eyes

He’s very understanding
And he’s so aware of all my situations
And when I stay up late
He’s always waiting
But I feel him hesitate
Oh, I’m so worried about my love
They say “No, no, it won’t last forever”
And here I am again my girl
Wondering what on earth I’m doing here
Maybe he doesn’t love me
I just took a trip on my love for him


Wuthering Heights
Out on the wiley, windy moors
We’d roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you
I hated you, I loved you too

Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights.

Heathcliff, it’s me, Cathy come home
I’m so cold, let me in-a-your window

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I’m coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My only one dream, my only master

Too long I roam in the night
I’m coming back to his side to put it right
I’m coming home to wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights (Chorus)

Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it’s me, Cathy (Chorus)

James and the Cold Gun
James, come on home
You’ve been gone too long baby
We can’t let out hero die alone
We miss you day and night
You left town to live by the rifle
You left us to fight
But it just ain’t right to take away the light

Remember Genie, from the casino
She’s still a-waiting in her big brass bed
The boys from your gang are knocking whiskey back
‘Till they get out of hand
And wish they were dead
They’re only lonely for the life they led
With their old friend
Ooh, James are you selling your soul to a cold gun?

Where lies your heart?
It’s not there in the buckskin baby
It’s not there in the gin that makes you laugh long and loud

You’re a coward James
Your running away from humanity
You’re running out on reality
It won’t be funny when they
Rat-a-tat-tat you down


Feel It
After the party, you took me back to your parlour
A little nervous laughter, locking the door
My stockings fall on the floor, desperate for more
Nobody else can share this
Here comes one and one makes one
The glorious union, well, it could be love
Or it could be just lust but it will be fun
It will be wonderful

Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh I need it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Feel it! See what you’re doing to me

God but you’re beautiful aren’t you?
Feel your warm hand walking around
I won’t pull away, my passion always wins
So keep on a-moving in, keep on tuning in
Synchronize rhythm now


Oh to Be in Love
As the light hits you, as you shift along the floor
I find it hard to place my face
How did I come to be here anyway?
It’s terribly vague, what’s gone before

I could have been anyone
You could have been anyone’s dream
Why did you have to choose our moment?
Why did you have to make me feel that?
Why did you make it so unreal?

Oh to be in love, and never get out again
Oh to be in love, and never get out again

All the colours look brighter now
Everything they say seems to sound new
Slipping into tomorrow too quick
Yesterday always too good to forget
Stop the swing of the pendulum, let us through!


L’Amour Looks Something Like You
You came out of the night
Wearing a mask in white colour
My eyes were shining on the wine
And your aura
All in order, we move into the boudoir
But too soon, the morning has resumed


I’m hanging on the Old Goose Moon
You look like an angel
Sleeping it off at a station
Were you only passing through?
I’m dying for you just to touch me

And feel all the energy rushing right up-a-me
L’amour looks something like you

The thoughts of you sends me shivery
I’m dressed in lace sailing down a black reverie
My heart is thrown to the pebbles
And the boatmen
All the time I find I’m living in that evening
With that feeling of sticky love inside


Them Heavy People
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me
They arrived at an inconvienient time
I was hiding in a room in my mind
They made me look at myself
I saw it well, I’d shut the people out of my life
So now I take the opportunities
Wonderful teachers ready to teach me
I must work on my mind
For now I realize that everyone of us
Has a heaven inside

Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Them heavy people help me
Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me

They open doorways that I thought were shut for good
They read me Gurdjieff and Jesu
They build up my body
Break me emotionally, it’s nearly killing me
But what a lovely feeling!
I love the whirling of the Dervishes
I love the beauty of rare innocence
You don’t need no crystal ball
Don’t fall for a magic wand
We humans got it all, we perform the miracles


Room for the Life
Hey there you lady in tears
Do you think that they care if they’re real women?
They just take it as part of the deal.
Lost in your men and the games you play
Trying to prove that you’re better, woman
But you needn’t get heavy with them
Like it or not, we were build tough
Because we’re woman

No, we never die for long
While we’ve got that little life to life for
Where it’s hid inside, no, we never die for long
Oh-woman, two in one
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Inside of you, can be two, woman
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Mama woman-aha-

Night after night in the quiet house
Plaiting her hair by the fire, woman
With no lover to free her desire
How long do you think she can stick it out
How long do you think, before she’ll go out, woman
Hey get up on your feet and go get it now
Like it or not we keep bouncing back
Because we’re woman


The Kick Inside
I’ve pulled down my lace and the chintz
Oh, do you know you have the face of a genius
I’ll send your love to Zeus
Oh, by the time you read this, I’ll be well in touch

I’m giving it all in a moment or two
I’m giving it all in a moment for you
I’m giving it all, giving it, giving it-giving it
This kicking here inside makes me leave you behind
No more under the quilt to keep you warm
Your sister I was born-you must lose me
Like an arrow shot in the killer storm

You and me on the bobbing knee
Didn’t we cry at that old mythology he’d read
I will come home again, but not until
The sun and moon meet on yon hill


Get the message?

Let Goddess in she has ways beyond our wildest dreams….

Another song I loved

Hazel O’Conner

Will You ?

I had a dalliance with a man who called me his Katie and so being the code of this now 

I think I was about 15/16?

Dug out this old pic 


Who was I then?

What remains of that self now?

Some things I want to keep expand and heal

and some ~ especially the physical ~ I have no choice but to release

One day for good 🙂 

Life is short

Choose Love 

Heal the past and be free

to open 


Day 7 ~ Resonating with the catalyst code?


Day 7

This is always what is resonating

In this Wavespell

Red Resonant Serpent

Kundalini rising through the human being 

the asteroids 

This is Code 5 ~ the heart of the matter

What is getting on your nerves and you cannot express that for whatever reason?

Usually something about relationship?

This is the key to this wavespell and what has been happening in the past 7 days will reveal this here and now

This can make self discovery simple

Start now 

Here and now 

That is the cookie trail start

Working with this will reveal all the past threads that led to here

Again very short blog today.

I am tired ~ intense week  so been taking it easy chilling out and doing a detox on food.

The practicals of this process

are not rocket science

Our ego imbalance society  has made everything so complicated to hide truth in part

Disempower the individual

from listening to their own inner voice that knows

Feel good naturally?

Feel healthy?

Feel happy?

Lots of energy generally in a balanced way?

Not dependent on anyone/anything/any situation

to feel vibrant and enjoying life

If not…

A course correction is required

Big course corrections happening now

All that is required ~ let go of denial 

Stop drowning that info out 

and start taking steps to get back on track

with the real reason for being here

It is child’s stuff actually 

Ask and it is given

All we need is within

All the tools are available without

Go for it 

What is the alternative?

Believe there is no answer?

Really ?

Let the music play

Feel everything

so that all the energy can flow and the individual feels ok to ….



who they are 

not a construct 

Clear the blocks and download limitless stream code 


Day 6 ~ what is masking the seed


Day 6 ~ Friday June 27 

Venus Day 


That friday feeling

Yellow Rhythmic Seed

Balance Day

Running a day behind. Big life events happening for me potentially now that I cannot go into further because of confidentiality otherwise I would to explain because it is a huge veil lift and awareness.

I aim to be as open as possible .

It is key to my soul and human evolution

I cannot be open sharing private things about other people as that is disrespectful in this particular cookie trail

so just to say that doing the code has it’s rewards

and just when the individual is seduced into a doubting Thomas old code ~

a miracle appears on the event horizon to remind the native that this universal model is mind~blowing indeed and does in fact have wisdom beyond the limited awareness of the human being

This is a short blog therefore to balance the very long ones.

Yellow Rhythmic Seed

You may find yourself in a very different space 

The strengths that the individual has honed as part of conditioned culture

are paradoxically also the weaknesses

The armour of the Knight is also what keeps love out


The shield of protection deflects deeper intimacy

The crossing of arms

The mind games

The debates

The not dealing with grief and anger…..

Whatever our mind has fashioned for emotional safety is our personal prison

At mid life this parental control button comes off proactively

by the individual…

Or the individual will be wrestled to the ground

by a hoard of sacred feminine deconstructionists of various forms

and have this device surgically removed

Resistance is futile

Cancer is the season

of the emergence of the butterfly


Not ready to emerge yet?

The sun melts the ice caps

thaws the heart

The pod erupts 

The wings unfurl

It’s a love thing…

To resist the universal love machine takes a lot of resistance 

Our consumer society is a master of it 

Consumer society does not want lots of happy empowered beautiful butterflies

cross pollinating love and creativity

When the universal sirens come calling

it is wise to pay attention

The Goddess returning is a very potent persuader and is not taking no for an answer

Jupiter is the planet of this sign

Jupiter is currently in Leo and guess who is a Leo?

My Jupiter is in Gemini

5th house ~ the home of Leo ~ naturally expanding now 


Ok it’s pretty obvious when my kundalini is being activated to the aware reader

 my generation is currently being activated around the generational planets

 I have a very eclectic sense of music as you will know if you are a regular reader

this was a fast moving epoch of many flavours

and I like lots of them being an Aquarius Rising

Disco today from my Persephone time 🙂

Love to my Cancerian girlfriends who I used to party with all over the globe 

I really miss dancing in this way but there doesn’t seem to be that now and perhaps could be in a different format without additional mood altering coping mechanisms

Listening to generational music from the past

is a great way to get in touch with repressed memories

If you love music this is a way your experience has been encoded and embedded along with experiences in relationship

Great to use EFT with too

and great to move that energy and shake off anything stuck

Noticing the words is key too ~ reveals beliefs around relationships

Lovers are often referred to as “Baby” for example 

Yellow Seed

is the number 4 of the 20 signs

so the structure of the transformation into balance 

Just like Code 4 in the zodiac is Cancer 

in the individuals code this can be different

4th house holds the key to unlock the Age of Aquarius

Get in the Groove

All the musical codes of the generation we are born in are key to the vibe of course

Whatever coping mechanisms the individual used as a young person

to deal with incoming relationships

are ready for evolution

so that human beings can get to the heart of the matter

get real

up close 

and personal

and it is all there in the songs ….

The lengths the human being will go to 

to avoid facing intimacy issues 

No education on this in our school systems though is there?

No awareness for most people in their family

So how do people learn?

That is what this time is all about

human evolution emotional intelligence,

awareness and expression


Time to stop hiding and repressing feelings 


let the heart share it’s wisdom

Our emotions are the key to being free

The body does not lie

Everything is coded what level are you working at lovely ?

Embrace the all 

Day 5 ~ heart of the matter


Day 5

The heart of the matter

Here I am setting off on my journey in Glastonbury

Peek a boo

The fool skipping along open to….

everything that their inner code is actually and not what the intellect thinks they are

This photo was taken as part of my first

Open Your Heart Retreat 

before I came to live here 

in February 2011

It included Valentine’s Day Weekend 

This was a huge turning point for me 

In Mayan terms this was the manifestation day of 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is in the Red Castle of Awakening ~ the initiating 52 day process at the beginning of every 260 day spiral

The spiral at that time was taking place

in the 13 Moons framework 

Galactic Moon Day 5

The heart of the matter of what was seeking integration


The priority for me being my creation as initiator of this project and how to share that 

how to share me with others equally 

Having travelled to Glastonbury several times before I was very aware that this was going to really test my boundaries and reveal my ability to hold a space for a group of people all being in this expanded space

This was a catalyst for my process as some very imbalanced relationships came to light of course

and I put myself first 

My dream 

and what I personally needed to do to stop any other ( part of me in another seeking integration)

stopping that in a co dependent way 

as far as I was able and from the space I was in at that time on my journey

Galactic Moon


The Moon of integration


13 Moon document on my resources page and a link here

It covers the energy of Aquarius and Pisces time 

Key to this transition time

The ending of unhealthy boundaries, needing others to access source,becoming consciously aware of our divinity by transforming our inner code 

In this particular evolutionary code of balance ~

Blue Storm Wavespell


This is

Blue Overtone Night

Blue Night is the conscious dreamer code

The human being who is aware that all is not what it seems

That they are a multi faceted being on a quest 

This is a key mastery understanding as to how this multi aspected being works

There is a spiritual aspect of conscious awareness that is connected to source fully


the human being who is here to transform human evolution

by transforming their own very personal part in it

It is the reverse of the ego structured society

This is what I have learned experientially

This is what I share

At this time on the spiral in the 13 moon calendar it is Crystal Moon

Today is day 28 ~ the last day of it

Tomorrow will be very different energy

Crystal Moon is aligned with Gemini and Cancer

Allowing new ways of relating having healed the individual’s core mothering wounds around birth family, cultural family and feeling at home in the body as the individual fully accepts on all levels, everything happening to it so far ~ this encompasses all past lives when this life is healing as all goes back through this time now anyway 

The gift each human being brings is to transcend their own personal wound structure

That is what the human being is here for

that was chosen before life

This is inner alchemy work on everything that hurts


That is revealed as and when it is essential to the Quest

and not before

This particular code is the planet Saturn

It is revealed at key gateway points in life 


More about this here in a great article :

Saturn transits

The structure is revealed at Saturn Return 1 

around 29

Saturn orbits approximately every 30 years

It returns to where it was at our birth

and swipes our Saturn bar code 

See if our soul journey is on track

If the wound/conditioning/society energy is so strong

that the individual has chosen to ignore it’s human spaceship and emotional sat nav 

and given in to imbalance 

and hey who hasn’t at this time?

It is part of the plan after all 

Then a course correction happens as a natural outcome of that creation code 

This Saturnian code repeats for the rest of the individual’s life on a base level

This is what the alchemist is aware of 

and the foundation stone


And as it is for each individual

Each generation shares the Saturnian structure

to build new structures for future generations with future generations

who have different Saturnian code to add to the mix with divine alchemy 

There is nothing “wrong” with this process

or the current state of earth and human beings on an evolution basis

as it is what it is


Paradoxically being out of balance does not feel good 

Every human being can feel that right now and if the human being is allowing the true feelings that go with that state of relationship, to emerge and be expressed

feelings of despair, anger, rage, frustration….


See what thoughts, beliefs and behaviours come as a result of that way of relating

Those that are willing to find solutions will

Those that are ready to work at a deeper level


That this is inner work

Changing the inner changes the outer 




The more the inner changes


The shadow reveals past echoes unresolved

and the structure of magic is unveiled

everything that seems “wrong” actually takes us to the place that seeks light 

and everything is revealed 

all the answers are there

if only the individual dares 

to go to the valley of death

This is the core process revealed 


The Book of Thoth 4 


Death being in the middle 

Death of the personality constructs and old ways 

Process 11 to 21

From Lust 



The Universe


No need for imbalance on planet earth except for the human evolution

Many power positioned individuals are very aware of misdirecting wound

Hence the huge military arena

Take an angry young person ~ the fool


use their anger for the older person’s power trip 

Now that is a very old story indeed on earth’s history 

Another key element of mastery ~

knowing that it takes human being time and experiential living to fully understand 

the process 

having gone round the wheel many times the individual is witness to others fruits of labours

and their own 

becomes a master at bulls*t detecting

However the human being only knows what it knows

so the veil of their personal journey

blocks the revelation until the individual is ready to do the work

This is truly Saturnian 

Time will tell

There are lots of new codes coming in

In this particular 260 day cycle

The code was Aries Sun

Libra Moon

The sacred feminine archetypal energies are coming into conscious awareness

This is key to White Wizard starting in July


This is a symbol for Thoth himself 

The Magician potentiality of The Fool working consciously 

Very key to the 12th 11th and 1st House in the individual’s chart 

Messenger of our god and goddess self 

I do not often get this card for myself or others 😉 

Asteroid Consciousness Codes


Juno is at 4 degrees Libra ~ this was key at 3pm on Tuesday 24th of June 

Day 2 of this wave

Yellow Lunar Sun ~ blog link here

Just become aware of this today


I am writing this a day late too because yesterday I was busy living my dream 

a very full day of wow awareness and practicality too

Seeing who was in my circle

Feeling how I felt about that 

A woman bites into a lemon and makes a face.
Out of phase, out of sync, distressed, and reactive. Seeking comfort and stability where there is none. On a jag of insistency upon your own sensibility and feelings being important and inescapable. You are lulled by pain and anger to become hooked back into old stuck places, compulsively and automatically, in melodramatic display of dissension and dissatisfaction. You have a destructive vibration which is fueled by a high pure nature, but spun out of orbit into the wrong time and place where support and encouragement are lacking. Inside the soul, your lessons center around witnessing the lower nature becoming activated, and moving through this awkward edge into deeper process and broader openings, probing to find a path through the conflicts of the battleground, which can be followed and held to and made a basis for the future.

Juno represents the part of us that is Queen of the Gods ~ truth ~ balance of the masculine and feminine ~ where this is out of balance 

Here is a great article on a personal story about Juno 


Hera is another name for Juno ~ Hera in planetary aspects is a different asteroid and has a different energy

Lots of these asteroids explored in my Persephone Path Workshop series from the dark half of last year

You can access them for free on my Resources page here

Persephone Resources

I felt drawn to Glastonbury in 2010 right at the start of my Blue Hand 13 year cycle I am in year 6 of

and really coming into balance 

This was key for me and my Fool’s journey

To come to the heart chakra of earth


Feel at home

Feel the amazing energy of the place

I only came because I felt drawn to it and I had no intellectual awareness of it 

and when I spent more time here

rapidly becoming aware of my masks and delusions 

My coping mechanisms 

More of which in the next post 

This is what Glastonbury brings 

the expansion into full blown ego place

What is ready to be transformed

and the initiates willingness to feel the pain

and do what it takes to evolve


carry on with coping mechanisms of addictions

and bits of both of course as the integration starts to take place 

This Wavespell is Wavespell 6

It is the key code for balance 

It is the Gateway to Goddess

through Goddess

Healing all our personal feminine wounding at this patriarchal time of peak intensity


The heat is turning up

The cauldron is bubbling

Will you

Won’t you

Join the evolution within?

The piper is calling 

Will you heed the call

or drown the music out?

Here is an Astrology video from Tom giving a bigger picture view of what is happening in the starry skies

Remember ~ until you know your Starry skies personal structure the knowledge is not there to help you understand yourself 

There is no such thing as “self ` sabotage”

The individual is always walking their path

To walk it consciously is the key to self empowerment

Consciousness of the self is the key 

Emotions reveal the true space of relationship of the individual in this life 

Capricorn Full Moon coming up in this Wavespell 

Day 4 ~ the catalytic structure


Day 4

White Self~Existing Wind

Day 4’s of every wavespell are the structure of that 13 day, 13 step process

Each one is unique in the 20 wavespell process

Each one holds many different energetic templates

This is a very complex process and once the individual starts to work with it experientially

It becomes easy

The human being mind is limited to what it knows and has experienced

The universal consciousness accesses all and is limitless

How does the human being access it ?


This is a mastery step

and it may sound like I am speaking in tongues

Remember that the earth is where the spirit incarnates in a vehicle to evolve

Other places not of this earth have different formats

Earth and the full stage set, have the perfect learning set up holographically ~ shared game sets that everyone accesses with shared understanding generally speaking although again always unique to that person’s perception which has evolved due to their ancestral and cultural lineage

past life lineage


this life lineage


The universe is always reflecting back to us where we are

The universe is always supporting us where we are

we are part of the universe

The universe is always bringing us what we need rather than what we want


It is not a shopping experience in terms of a consumer catalogue although there is a framework for that and a popular one of course

and some people see it that way because that is where they are on their personal game plan evolution

So there is a game format~ the game of life

and I like to use the playstation model to illustrate that as a metaphor

People often get frustrated asking for guidance from their guides /angels/higher self saying that they are asking and yet not receiving or not understanding

This game of life and evolution is bound by parameters just like everything in the universe

These parameters apply to all human beings equally 

There are no shortcuts

So the universe always brings the individual their perfect next step

Often to the individual this seems insurmountable



How can that not be the truth on the heart path ?

the part that feels this is insurmountable, is the part of the human being mind that is limited to what it knows intellectually and experientially and may feel overwhelmed and that there is too much to hold already ~ a key place of being for anyone in the Chiron in Pisces transit like me 😉 This is very revealing ~ too much to do, not enough time, trying to do all, be all and be perfect in everything ~ key to Lilith in Virgo transit.


The human being is evolving on the path and is met equally

as below so above may be a different way to see it ?

The level the human being structure is at on all levels

allows the divine intervention in conscious open honest dialogue 

instead of speaking in tongues

spirit comes through our human being filter system 

sometimes things get lost in translation which is where intuition kicks in


Lost in translation is a film I watched this week

Loved it 

This is a key understanding and where this catalyst process comes in

The secret to this is the nature of Blue Storm which is a planetary cycle of emotion being the catalyst for human beings ~ again on all levels

often our mindset will actively avoid the person or event that will bring new learning, deep feelings,

love actually …

everything is on the road to love and allows us to access love

through it’s transformation

Our heart is the key

It feels the way

It knows and brings a repeating pattern scenario of all that ails us~ this is the shadow aspect of the heart’s desire

What aches? The grief of the past and what all human beings are seeking deep down ~ a release from their shadow holding them back ~ the personal enlightenment completion which happens with that personal relationship patterning and re-patterning process


If this is not dealt with at the time of the emotional event it is stored ~ in another way ~ it is frozen/put into holding space/goes to another realm in terms of soul retrieval

Time after time it repeats in our life ~ a matching event in some way ~ giving an opportunity for healing and at the same time these repeating events add to the pain bubble until left unchecked and unhealed it becomes a black hole

This is also our personal ancestral repeats in some way

also our personal soul lineage repeat in some way 

The energy dynamic of this is immense

Jupiter proportions


Depending on the person’s pattern it can then manifest as physical symptoms

The body does not lie 

Energy always has to complete it’s circuit somewhere

The body reveals where there is an imbalance and communicates that

In terms of holding body fat for example

this has the same cycle


Most of the western culture human being eats far too much above any nutritional requirement and metabolism

and the majority of the diet is surplus to requirements of the body’s nutritional need

As the food goes in ~ most of which on general terms is unnatural ~ the body does not recognise that substance and so ~ puts it on hold ~ does not know what to do with it so stores it somewhere until it can figure it out and the human being has the time and structure to detox and rid themselves of it and most importantly stop putting it back in

In terms of the universal structure, where it is stored is directly related to where something is not being addressed emotionally in that person’s life

There are many books about this and again often it is very simple 

If the body is also discharging lots of waste product  that is a message .

To use my cats for an example. When I used to feed them commercial cat food there was lots of very smelly waste. Now that they have natural food there is very little.

This is of course a complex area of nutrition and the key is to intend to become an expert on oneself and learn ~ it can seem overwhelming at first ~ take little steps .

This is very much my process and I have not eaten any meat for over a month now . I cannot drink alcohol any more and I haven’t smoked for 11 years. I still eat lots of sugar based foods. It is a journey for us all as and when we are ready or not. I know that I have an addictive personality and am working with that over and over.

So back to the structure ~ the universe and our spirit meets us where we are


When the individual ~ the initiate ~ the alchemist in training ~ starts the conscious process , there majority of the inner circuitry has been distorted if that person is over 30 and/or younger and had a traumatic and very out of balance start to life ~ this again is a generalisation of course because it is a blog speaking to a wider audience

So at that point the conduit and channel guidance will reflect that to match that

This is the reason that many individuals do not go deeper as it takes discipline ~ Capricorn ~ to do the work 

It is life long

There are no quick fixes 

No online cheats like in Playstation 

However it does get easier and the rewards are amazing 

To use another metaphor ~

Jason and the Argonauts myth



Jason sets sail with the Olympian athletes to go and get the Golden Fleece ~ the Ram

This is the Aries start to the zodiac wheel ~ the initiation

The Golden Fleece heals the human ~  even from death brings back life ~ new beginnings~ another metaphor for the alchemical transmutation of the shadow into light


Naturally he has to sail to the ends of the earth to get it and faces death challenges with his companions

Hera ~ the Goddess is at the helm of the ship but can only help him a limited amount of times

so he has to be discerning and often this is a last resort


The key to the planetary game is human evolution

Hera is an asteroid and this is the new sacred feminine energy being revealed to expand on the new energetic templates coming in now ~ key to White Wizard Mayan Sign and the White Wizard new year coming on July 26

you can also add this info to your chart ~Hera in my chart is in my 11th house at 22 degrees Sagittarius 

11th house ~ naturally Aquarius on the zodiac wheel

22 ~ master builder number 

This is key to yesterday’s post and my South Node in Sagi 

Blackbirds flying out of a pie.
Darkness seeks release by the right vessel, at the right time, in the right place. You must be able to contain the darkness and to form it into an exquisitely sculpted-out seething chaos, and then discover your willingness and ability to reverse field, to give over the very thing you took as your own. This comes the hard way, by enduring the ravages of living in a volatile chaos almost as victim and then seizing command of your own vessel. Until you do it, the darkness leaks out around the edges and fosters the worst all around. Usually, triggering so much subtle destruction and indulgence in the negative brings you up short, and triggers the final reckoning and the huge release, sending darkness on its way and opening a space for light to flood through and start a new cycle, where the old had seemed to be decadent and established for the duration.

This is so key to the soul journey process and the 11th and 5th house ~ leo being the key to healing the child wound ~ the Lion and the Unicorn 

My Jupiter ~ mastery planet ~ is in this 5th house

so this is what I am here to master ~ 

Jupiter at 25 degrees Gemini 

A cave in deep ocean waters.
Stunning ways to preserve lost knowledge and lost worlds. The treasure chest is full to bursting. A leavening agent. A corrective to shallow patterns of existence. You are able to be so multidimensional that vastly divergent realities can be lived simultaneously and often are. Care and effort stand behind this place over myriad lifetimes. Contains boundless intact awareness held for the future. A contact point underneath conscious awareness. Faithful to the cause. Integrity above all.

Another asteroid in my chart is Vesta

She is in the next degree and brings the light of my sacred feminine aspect on this process


A cave with carved walls. It is an ancient temple.
A constant reminder of what exists in other time frames, but is missing from the now. You are secretly living in futures and pasts to an extraordinary extent. What is in there speaks eloquently. The world voices of the now fall on deaf ears. Distracted, elsewhere, elusive, remote. Inhabiting the inner mind and lost to the outer mind. You’re in a poised verge where what ultimately and essentially makes sense is the reverse mirror image of what everybody says and thinks. The minority of one, keeping the balance intact.


The key to the

off the planetary game

is spiritual evolution and expression

What is the difference ?

The planetary game has

a 3D play area

time sensitivity

cycles of seasons

planetary cycles which are zodiac and Mayan cycles which are energetic templates

lots of interaction with living 3d beings

A human being vehicle 

The human being vehicle has an emotional sat nav for guidance

This outlines who the human being is… in terms of how to interact in this 3d playground in a healthy way

It defines healthy boundaries

Most of which in today’s society are being ignored and overridden 

This has been happening for a long time on planet earth

In order to evolve one has to be it and feel it and know it


The human being has free will to make choices

It does not have free will over it’s original coding ~ astrology and ancestral line, past life etc

So …..

The human being has a galactic code and incarnates

It has a spirit to guide it

It can only access that spirit fully and clearly as it becomes conscious and is ready in alignment with the overall universal plan ~ everything on the web being interconnected


The key to this Aquarian Age coming in is to remember what it’s code is:

The human being is a cup holder of the Gods

A cup holder

A chalice 

The holy grail



Cancer time now and in our personal chart

is the structure of the human being experience creating the distortions

The home

The mother or the mothering experience/caretaker 

This is where the human being experiences what life is like on planet earth

What is seeking evolution now

The beginning of the turnaround age of becoming awake and aware of this whole process

From birth the human being has a priority ~ to survive

Often that can mean being dishonest, a hypocrite, having to hide true feelings, having to do and be and go to places that put that sensitive soul under huge psychological pressure

As a child the human being does not have the ability or resources to support itself emotionally,psychologically etc so all those out of balance events go on hold until the environment and the person are ready and able to integrate that which has been put on hold

On the planet at this time, the majority of human beings do not understand the human being process itself

Do not understand the human vehicle

Do not have emotional intelligence or self~awareness

Do not have a conscious awareness of themselves even though may intellectually understand the soul journey on some level


The true soul alchemist process start is when the individual focuses on the self and is ready to learn tools to assist them on their personal inner process

Understanding how the ego works and making friends with our own ego with it is key

If a person does not have some framework to use to assist with their own ego evolution then why would that person want to open their pandora’s box?

All that pain in there?

The ego will say that it is all sorted anyway ~ got over “it ” ~ this is a key ego manipulation

If the individual has not gone through all their pain events consciously then there is no conscious awareness

there is no enlightenment process holistically

there may be an intellectual conscious awareness and that is not the same

The hurt is still there

So the heart is still bringing the match


This is where Emotional Freedom Technique comes in

Partly what this technique can do is to start a ritual for the person ready to be with the parts of themselves seeking healing and ready to take the time to do it for it’s own sake 

not for a certificate

not for a degree

not for a cv

not for a career

not for anything else except for that person deciding it is their time to do this for them

The person is ready to bring themselves into balance

Into awareness of all the causality

Into awareness of emotional distortion

Into emptying their cup to allow their spiritual counterpart to come into them because their is clear space



The inner structure is being transformed 

The crucible is ready 

The student is ready

Open to new learning


What happens then is miraculous and the healing journey really starts to unfold in a huge way


The time of Uranus opposition is key ~ around 42 ~ bringing balance

a key current gateway for going onto another path

Of course many individuals are now going off the grid at very early ages ~ especially in alternative places so these key astrological gateways may also change in some way and others come in

I have only just started learning Astrology and ….

as with all things ~ you don’t really need to formally learn this old style ~ the information is useful of course

What I offer is this is a new age and new ways

I am an autodidactic learner

I now learn as an addition to what I am channeling

as and when I need that information

I read small bite size pieces of several books at once ~ as and when I feel to

because I am aligning with universal energy 

I was not aware of my Pluto transit until I started writing this blog 🙂

This is the primary reason I write it ~ for me 

Today’s Mayan Sign is White Self~Existing Wind


The framework of truth 


The planet is Uranus


This is one of my planetary codes

We have four planetary codes in the Mayan and these are called Castles

Each Castle starts on a birthday and lasts 13 years

White Castles are refinement of Red Castles ~ what the Great Mother of yesterday’s energy is awakening us to

Four Castles of 13 years comes to 52

When the human being is 52 it is a Mayan Elder having completed the four evolutionary codes

I have nearly completed mine and am at my Chiron return this year at 50.

At 52 it will be my Saturn square . I learned this from my friend yesterday who is learning this in Astrology.

I have now created documents for each of my Castle’s

and so today I know that today’s energy reflects my year in 2012 which is the first birthday I had in Glastonbury.

This was a very difficult time for me because I had to live in this intense energy all the time and I wasn’t just visiting and going back to a different framework in Yorkshire. As a family we were having a combination of conditioned code and working with conditioned frameworks such as making money, school times and conditioned rules.

At the same time I was in a year 4 of personal truth and this process of what I am describing in this blog so huge polarity and facing the choice point of whether to remain out of alignment with truth ~ which my ego preferred to feel “safe” and compliant . Whenever I took that choice the resistance that manifested was huge.

Something I am just looking at now ~ showed up ready to be worked with ~ is how the human being has a code ~ a wheel and the universe has a planetary code ~ a bigger wheel that all of humanity is working with.

These combinations are the tantra wheel process.

When using this decoder and putting in a date ~ so for example my birth date

It reveals the planetary code as well.

Our birth date reveals our Mayan Sign.

Our yearly birthday reveals what year we are in in that 13 year cycle.

The planetary birth day is 26 July 


The planet also has four castles ~ 13 year cycles

Red Moon ~ awakening to authentic self ~ this is the current 13 year cycle that began in 2006 and we are in year 9 of ~ Red Solar Moon ~  Mercury

White Wizard ~ refinement of authentic self by letting the universal energy flow ~ self empowerment ~ coming up White Planetary Wizard ~ the asteroid belt

Blue Storm ~ transformation of the individual ~ emotions show where that is required to catalyse the human being to evolve ~ Pluto

Yellow Seed ~ as a result of the 3 other castles, the coping mechanism masks come off and the true individual is revealed ready to be the gift that they really are free from hiding ~ Jupiter


My White Castle years ~ every 4 years ~ correspond to Blue Storm Years on the planet


When I was in White Self~Existing Wind ~ being an independent authentic truth teller ~ as much as I actually was at that time ~ on the planet it was Blue Resonant Storm ~ what was resonating with emotion on the planet

In zodiac terms

My Uranus ~ bringing light and allowing me personally to go beyond the personal planets ~ my Uranus is in Virgo at 13 degrees

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto ~ currently in Capricorn 

Here is a great article about this with specifics about the degrees of the current Pluto transit and how it will hit your chart ~ again if you feel ready to work at this level and haven’t got a chart yet you need this info ~ it is free 

All you need is a chart so google free birth chart


This Pluto current transit is hitting my 1st and 7th house ~ my self and my mystic revealed by what is resonating ~ traditionally the Aries and Libra axis ~ am I in balance ? This is also the current North and South node on the planet but in reverse ~ Libra North Node

The more I work on my inner self and the more my spirit can guide me because I am ready and able and doing what it takes on all levels for this mission 

My planets being resonated ~ Saturn at 15 degrees Pisces first house on the 16th of April ~ which was  ~ the thirteenth day of the initiating wavespell Red Dragon ~ Red Cosmic Skywalker ~ what has to shift to bring heaven to earth for the individual ~ what has to shift personally in the way of relating.

So My Saturn in Pisces at 15 degrees:

Many kinds of fruits arrayed on a silver tray.
The inner kingdom seeks to come out. Everything is ripe and ready for emergence. There have been gathered many soul gifts in divergent worlds and now there is a harvest time, An immense earth force presses to the surface to release and reveal an underlying feeling tone of righteous triumph, exultant mastery, the gathering of the tribes. The frequency of sociocultural renewal, with everybody here together offering their best. A subtle, permeating tone underscores the outward power with mystic fervor, a deep and strong combination to make a difference and to carry through what is intended.

Saturn in Pisces ~ boundaries, masks,coping mechanisms and for me these have been various addictions over the years ~ alcohol , drugs, sex, co dependent relationships on all levels

Pluto in Capricorn at 15 degrees:

A woman wearing a necklace of skulls.
Feminine power of the deepest kind. Ancient, impressive, and formidable. Standing for the Dark Goddess. Authoritative, proud, and knowledgeable. Can be attracted to pouring on the power and becoming personally identified with dominant behaviors. Lack of compassion, very little forgiveness. Not generous-spirited. Imperious, demanding, and not to be denied. If sparked by wakeful seeing–redemptive and cauterizingly renewing. But if captured by old pictures–autocratic, ideological, and retaliatory. The perfect soul-gift for those with pure intention. Otherwise, a scourge.

Just had a good cry this morning about this and how I have not felt loved and accepted that this is my personal take ~ and tapped and cried ~ let it go as much as I can

Then enquiry:

What did this way of relating do ? What did it allow for me?

To avoid taking responsibility for my happiness and blame others even though I know intellectually I am perfectly capable of doing lots of things and can achieve big projects because I have but this also changed when I became a mother which was when I started my White Castle ~ at my Saturn return . This created conflict because I wanted to be with my children and not work and that did not happen. I was way out of balance, overstretched and allowed it 🙂 I also had to challenge lots of health frameworks and belief systems.The violations I had allowed for myself, I would not allow for my children and this was intense and frightening because I was scapegoated over and over. I  have allowed myself and my values to be violated many times believing I had to and often that was true in a way because I was vulnerable with young children and wanted to ensure their safety of a roof over their heads etc~ that was then and this is now and now ~ this is not how I am relating any more in a big way because I am so aware of the price of that way of relating for all concerned….

and this is still in process too as I am taking the steps and working with what is and who I am 😉

On a planetary scale this is why women in particular, will tolerate domestic abuse and abusive relationship ~ again the wound of the sacred feminine ~ no rights in law, chattels, locked away, children taken ~ ancestral codes still running ready for transformation in each human being.

This is a core transition from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius

The 12th house being transformed ~ what is commonly called christ consciousness.

The other planets ~ in the 7th house

My Pluto at 15 degrees Virgo

A man inherits a vast fortune.
Aristocracy takes many forms. Whether by karmic predisposition or by bloodline or both, being granted the ultimate pedigree for serving effectively. Those who have ruled can serve. Those who have mastered can give themselves over. Those who have attained can extract the essence of what they have come to before and utterly discard the rest. Showered with blessings. Filled to overflowing with the streams of your background, you are yet definitely motivated to use all this as a springboard and not to lean back on it. You feel the impulse to renew gifts, treasures and mysteries–to revitalize the old streams, to make relevant and essential what has previously proven to be steady and enduring. And most of all, endowed with a fluency in drawing from the well something fresh and new, and being so at home in bringing it all through that you become an individual here in the midst of things, who just happens to know and be familiar with just about anything you need to access from the well that never runs dry.

My Uranus at 13 degrees will be swiped energetically and not sure when but I need to find out because….inner work required with this degree ~ ideally it would be good to be as clear as possible of my past emotional events otherwise this could be a volcano and it will be what is meant to be too :

A man with hair on his back.
Peppery, fiery, contentious, and spoiling for a fight. Born ready, shot from a cannon, one of a kind–volatile in the far extreme. Convinced of things. Taking sides, even inventing them, you are impelled by the polarized consciousness to be so fiercely partisan that the destructive overwhelms the constructive. Incited to riot by what is wrong with the world–not reconciled, not accepting, not at peace. Self-righteous and headstrong. In perfect moments, ebullient and magnificent and the most charming a being can be, much of the time you are feuding and bickering and blindly consumed by the lower mind. Keenly good at self-deception, the world’s best at blind self-fidelity. The perfect promoter of the unpopular cause. But you feel tormented by the way in which all of this perpetuates itself and cannot find freedom. You search for a way through, hungry for self-overcoming, and needing so badly to emerge from the thicket of the mind, to be affirmative of existence with no doubts making the world intolerable to sit in one more moment.


See how knowing this information can allow the individual to work with conscious awareness?

If the individual is also working alchemically with the emotional body too and clearing old goo then there is a different outcome possible on the table

Scapegoat shadow workers are so powerful when this chalice is clear and not being a receiver of this energy anymore ~ then the energy goes somewhere else and sometimes it goes back to the place it was initiated creating transformation as it does in a catalytic way.

The ultimate mission in Mayan terms ~ the Blue Monkey ~ at the heart of the calendar ~ the divine child who is the adult transformed and therefore transparent ~ free from wounding and free to live in peace

Planet Venus


Remembering that Venus has many aspects particularly when in balance 

Back to the playstation model…

Tomb raider was my favourite game

I have learned about the terrain and how to be in it in balance without physically hurting myself too much ~ pain awareness, good boundaries in action ~ most of the time anyway until I don’t ~ new shadow awareness time

I have learned how I work to a degree that I can be aware and function to a good level without being eaten by predators every two seconds and having to start again

I have enough life and medical aid as I learn new things about health

I have found the treasure because I take the time to discover and explore

I am able to defend myself without violence 

I have more self confidence and assertion skills

I can say what I want more and to a degree know what I want so be discerning

I am a good communicator most of the time and learning more every day

I am letting go of the fear of being me ~ having worked on past events where I spoke my true feelings and got an outcome that felt uncomfortable/was scapegoated/ridiculed/bullied/attacked etc

Most of the old world transiting ~ will oppose the individual seeking truth ~ unawake/unaware/not ready to see themselves and evolve ~ a necessary pre~requisite of playmates 

Human beings are all on the same path even though it often feels untrue especially when meeting the greatest teachers who are often very close to our heart .

I do not play Tomb Raider any more ~ I watch my children play it and this is also key

I do not like game playing on one level ~ it is limited to the designer’s constructs ~ in many games it is an ego structure and in some ~ especially human ~ competitive 

I choose instead to focus on my game plan for my evolution

It can seem overwhelming to the ego and the mind at the start ~ the universal self knows the path and brings the exact match for everything at the perfect time though

It is greatly assisted by the human being intending to be open and willing to learn new ways 

Ready to be with all of themselves at all times

Ready to focus on oneself as a priority

Ready to see oneself everywhere and feel the feelings that go with that 

Often this is intense at the beginning 

So the ability to trust is key ~ the more the inner work is done on trusting the self this expands

The ability to not know is key ~ surrender to divine will

The ability to apologise genuinely and be humble ~ that takes time in my experience as there are big coping mechanisms there around barriers the ego builds

and as a reforming people pleaser it can be easy to fall into the avoidance of apologising oneself out of existence

rather than telling the truth of how one really feels and it is anything but sorry especially in a “spiritual” community which is often one of the most poisonous and stuck communities there are ~ takes courage to say one’s truth here 😉 

and it is essential for the warrior of the heart

so the more that person clears their past 

and the more this comes from transformed ego space 

freer of emotional baggage 

If you are ready to start this process

or wish to go deeper

Here is my up and coming workshop :

It is via ebook and there are options and levels to suit all wherever you are on your path and in the world

You can then co create with me via Skype, email or phone if you want to go deeper and do some transformational energy coaching

Emotional balance workshop


Today’s pictures

I have featured many by the same artist, I love her work and I cannot find the link on facebook

I have mentioned her on another blog with White Wind where I used purely her pics. When I find I will add a link.

Apologies for this and the others I have used without reference ~ if I know them I will always quote them








Alchemy ~ dragon’s den


Day 3 ~ Alchemy


What crossed your path today?

What appeared in your circle?

What did you notice?

Any triggers, any button pushes? How did you feel?

All pertinent information for the Alchemist 

Today we have the blend of Sunday’s initiation ~ the Solstice

combined with yesterday’s new learning .

Today was the day for transforming the two to combine and voila 

something else comes into being

Another way to work with this is to look back to this Wavespell’s last circuitry and see what you have been creating with since then.

This was just as we were going into the underworld in Libra time on

October 04th last year 


If the alchemist has been working intellectually today ~ there may be new insights as to the soul journey

Seeing what is coming round for deeper work

If the alchemist has been working with the emotional levels 

that is deeper work

Seeing how there is no logic here

and how this reveals the soul journey

a great way to get in touch with feelings ~

play meaningful songs and see if you really are emotionally free or the vibe allows emotions to surface 

I have had an amazing journey today with a fellow alchemist and shadow worker

another aspect of me and I her

and this is also so revealed using the Mayan framework as we meet at the perfect time both sharing this 13 day wavespell

as our

13 day process and star seeded soul mission this time around


Todays energy is

Red Electric Dragon

hence the leading picture

The planet is Neptune 

So on this process we have had two days of Pluto

and now

a day of Neptune

Neptunian aspects can be where we hide things and escape 

This 13 day process is key for Red Dragon’s

it is also significant for the start of this 260 day cycle on April 04 ~ Aries initiation

New beginnings

In order for us to catalyse ourselves out of that labyrinth of the mind

requires becoming aware and taking ownership of our delusional beliefs.

A reality check ….

As and when the perfect time is.

The heat is turning up under the cauldron


What seems like a thorn in our side

is actually our next step to freedom.

This 13 day process is very significant 

Pakal color

My Mayan day and Sign ~ Blue Solar Hand

is one of the 13 clear signs on Pacal Votan’s tomb

It is the 6th Wavespell and so brings balance between the heart and the head

These 13 signs are each part of 13 day processes

that assist the simple human to become the plumed serpent ~ the clear conduit having transformed all wounds and completing the circuit of consciousness

This is an active and conscious process that involves the mind, body and spirit

and most importantly

The emotions

The heart 

In astrological times the Dragon ~ the Great Mother ~ can be seen also as the North and South Nodes of our Moon


My North Node is Gemini ~ right relationship new learning ~ this is my stairway to heaven degree ~ the IC

An island just visible off the coast.
When the future is alive, all of its many dimensions flourish in a world away from the commonly mapped out standard territory. The inward twin is given free rein to picture and dream into and even open the space toward what can be and shall be in more vibrant worlds to come. The outward twin carries on as ever in the accustomed role of maintaining the status quo. But so little energy is given to this one, and so much life-force is funneled into sensing new worlds and exploring all the amazing places which these new worlds spark on the inside of the soul, timelessly and authentically

My South Node Sagittarius ~ comfort zone MC/Midheaven:

A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

and access point to the galactic centre at 4 degrees ~ the structure of my ladder ~ galactic centre being 26 degrees

My North Node degree is Gemini in my 4th house at 10 degrees Gemini:

A young woman notices the handsome man has fangs.
Blows of fate. Acts of God. Abrupt awakenings to what was suspected but naively denied. You become drastically aware of all that was hidden, and jump to conclusions. The gathering of events to prove a point, to generate a change, to draw it all out. Curiosity, probing. Yet as well, casual oblivion and riding high in euphoric assumptions. Setting yourself up for turnarounds, epiphanies, metanoia. The leap over the edge into the dark from the light that reveals the other side of life can generate cynicism and negative feedback loops, by the implication that behind every shining wonder there lies its reverse shadow image. The mind proving itself right and falling down its own hole.

This is so key to my work with the shadow and what I attract in relationship

and my challenge

All the coping mechanisms ~ aka ~ masks ~ I have developed from birth are masks no matter what my ego likes to pretend to defend me from myself

All masks block soul journey intimacy and full immersion and dance with the universe

there are no “good” masks 

Some are deemed more favourable in society and that is all ~ two sides of the same coin 😉

If you don’t yet have that information and feel it may be of interest then you need to have a birth chart done

google free astrological birth charts and put in your info

North Node is where we are headed in this life ~ out of the comfort zone 

South Node ~ very familiar and comfort blankety

Often what feels safe is what is keeping the individual stuck

and blocks the flow 

sort of a beige feeling ~ magnolia

rather than a technicolour dreamcoat experience

Are you ready to liquefy to become the beautiful butterfly revealed?

Tomorrow the structure day is revealed 

The conscious dreamer format 



Day 2 of the catalyst ~ new learning


Day 2

Yellow Lunar Sun

Remember to hover your mouse and click on the links to expand info 

Day 2 of each 13 day process is the new learning

Today if you choose you can pay attention to what that is for you

Lunar Days ~ the moon energy coming back into focus

Most people on the planet know their Sun sign only and this is only part of the multi faceted jewel of stardust that each person is creating with

In the bigger picture of planet history

We are at the spiral tip of the patriarch

Maximum masculine energy expression

Each Zodiac bigger picture Age lasts approximately two and a half thousand years and the patriarchal age has been in full swing I guess since the Age of Aries 


These time zones go backwards

So we are just transiting the Age of Pisces and no one knows for sure when the Age of Aquarius is


the New Age brings new ways

new codes

so I am feeling this transition coming in through myself and this is key to why I had to move to Glastonbury in 2011 because this is a very different part of the world to where I was in the North of the UK and Glastonbury fits my pattern.

This is core for today’s theme which is all about this re~structure of our human understanding.

Today’s energy in essence, is really about the Yin and Yang


The Sun and Moon coming into balance energetically within each one of us

Once this process is in homeostasis and resonating with the universal energy

the Sagittarius Galactic Centre is being accessed


So again it is revealed that the universe always has everything in exact alignment . All the languages of Astrology and reading patterns all sing the same tune using different frameworks basically.

The emphasis over say Pisces and Aries Ages ~ around 5000 years ~has been masculine and the ego development. This is also in alignment with a human being being born and becoming a teenager. Individuation occurs and separation from birth family to form a personality.

An individual.

Unique persona formed from multi experiential experiences and code.

Nature and Nurture.

All the same core patterns are there.

In order for this process to happen, there has had to be a repression of the feminine energy in some areas, to allow it to go full swing.

Many people take this repression extremely personally and are very resistant to it and that is totally understandable because it is often a harsh energy to encounter and can be oppressive and pathological.

Immature ego is often very aggressive and destructive and hard to receive.

It is essential to our human evolution evidently ~ otherwise it would not be happening.

It is necessary and I often encounter people in healing work who are doubting this process ~ and I understand why because it is natural. This has been my process too. It is key to our personal ego protection plan and a way of coping with how disempowering it feels to be in this way of relationship

The ego likes to feel it is in control and it is to a certain extent

The universe has the ultimate creation control and the more the individual works with their ego to accept this

The easier it becomes to go with the flow and accept divine will and allow our own personal soul journey to unfold as it is meant to.

Surrender of the personality to do divine will’s Grand Design

Everything that has happened historically 

was meant to

Everything that has happened to us as an individual

was meant to

There is nothing that we “need” to learn or add to ourselves once we reach the process of being a physically mature human being ~ it is all in there ready to work with

Like any seed cosmically coded ~ just add water 😉


The education and conditioning we are programmed with, to be part of society is for that framework and has nothing to do with who we really are

that said, the paradox is that this is also key to the balance and transition and why the people who are here to actively and consciously work with the transition are

everyday people living everyday lives

because this is key to what is undergoing transition and balance

Make sense?

Everything that you have ever done is absolutely essential to your soul journey

How could it not be?

The secret now is being the soul detective and midwife for yourself


Following your own personal cookie trail

Ready to see the signs

and transform those seeds and experience into trees of life

with roots that are grounded and strong

to allow the tree to flourish


The personal shadow is the storehouse

The core inner cauldron

bubbling away with the prima materia of all ages of man

since time began


The wound

The framework of the wound

The essence of it

The dark Goddess of emotion


In the current social network framework of society

self empowered


self existing

spirit led

individuals need not apply because this energetic profile

does not “need” society

does not “need’ someone to bring happiness and stability

does not “need’ the coping mechanisms of the Neptunian escapism

to self medicate and cope with their feelings of pain

at being so out of alignment

of the path

the self empowered individual has cleared enough free space on their personal hard drive to allow access to source for their guidance and information


and that is limitless

so ensures that it can outsource anything that Sky or Virgin have on offer 😉

Look at Virgin’s logo for a clue on that and I can’t even download it onto this blog which says a lot.

It is not an equal infinity sign.

The soul journey is all about our personal process

As soon as the initiate decides to take their power back it begins

and this is happening on a bigger scale than ever before

because it is time

and it happens for the individual at the perfect time 

not a second before

because the universe is full of paradox and so absolutely perfectly crafted

We can relax more and more

as we let go of our personal acquired conditioned template and transform it

to let more downloads flow

and as we clear our emotionally distorted history

we start to see a clearer picture forming

What I have learned so far is this:

I have always been an empath and I am a very emotional person because of that

Many people who I have been in relationship have no awareness of their emotional self because their coping mechanism has been to repress it

This is also a generational programme because it was not safe to do feelings

I have always been a fixer

I have always looked for solutions so that people who aren’t doing that

feel safe

Does this way of relating work?

On many levels no of course not

Part of that programme is the language of light

Learning how to create relationships that feel authentic and balanced and safe

Environments that support that

Holistic ways of eating and being on the planet free from a commercial agenda

which creates “facts” to support that agenda

What I have often seen as “in the way”

a pain ~ sometime literally

I now realise is the key to unveiling my new learning of how to relate

To be an enabler of people in “power”, empaths believe they are not powerful as are the polar opposite providing support and often in a passive way, when in truth it is actually the other way around as to co~dependence. People who are in traditional ego power positions are usually coming from a very big place of fear and denial in order to be there and need lots of support which is usually financially based in order to feel worthy.

This is key to the money model too.

The money model allows people to buy their illusion of a stairway to heaven and so anyone still running this out of balance model is still doing the old way.

The old ways cannot create new ways.

It is very simple.

Taking small steps is key now wherever possible.

If the initiate wants to do the soul path then the old path has to go ~ one cannot walk both.

Part of this transition is the revealing of how the universe really is and unveiling.

In order for that to happen the illusionary man made systems are collapsing in order to allow this to move

otherwise what happens ?

I want to do my dream but I have to keep everything the same?

How can our society be revealed in truth if all the systems stay in place ?


At the start of this path it will constantly feel challenging ,simply because the framework is being changed and the personality is starting to deconstruct

the conditioned mind, does not have the answers only what has worked/not worked before

so it panics in the face of new experience… and this is where Emotional Freedom Technique comes in.

There is no birthing the evolved human without this over and over

to work with that emotion very specifically and realise that our higher self always has the answers

however to access them requires transformation of the conditioned mind

This is a multi level approach and sound complicated but like anything starts very simply

Just by accepting how we feel

Once we start to work with this new framework everything starts to move along.

It is designed for this very purpose.

It isn’t really about EFT per se, it is about acceptance of the self and the process of that.

If the individual does not start to work pro actively with their code then the code within creates as it is

As it has always done

As a result life events for the human being reflect this

Patterns repeat anyway ~ this is shown in the Mayan patterns where I am now able to see on a particular day exactly what year this corresponds to and what I am working with as a choice point.

How the individual works with their personal patterns is key to the level of personal evolution.

So the first step is becoming very aware of those patterns and what emotions we are often repressing because in the past other people in our circle were the ones who expressed them

and didn’t like it when we did that, or we chose not to because we didn’t like how they felt when received

and this is so key


Another pre~requisite for this pat is to accept our part in the whole and total responsibility for everything in our life now


Yes to many

There is no blame on this heart path

Feeling the honest feelings is key ~ it is not about “right” or “wrong”

For the emotional side it is how we felt

Ancestral Code Aspect of the language of light

Aspects that may be seeking balance for you as coping mechanisms seeking evolution

Hyper mobility and flexibility to counter balance rigidity

Excessive emotional outbursts ~ doing the repressed person’s share

Oversharing ~ counteracting silence

are examples of behaviour attempting to balance two individuals and their polar opposites.

Today we are in Virgo Moon in the UK

and as I stated this blog this morning it was

at 6 degrees:

A banyan tree that creates an entire forest.
A towering stature. Containing within yourself a vast creative force that can fill the world with its diverse and multiplex awareness. You have a graphic ability to evoke, to capture, to epitomize a realm, a world, to draw it forth, to highlight it. And this then extends into many others, such that the illumination, the fresh angle is sharply relevant and universally resonant. Experiencing for yourself the wisdom of the ages, proving it out afresh by experimentation and open discovery. Piercing to the core with your fluent presence in this world. Saying in so many different ways “Here it is, here it is again. I have found it over here”–the living proof that nature is totally alive, that the creative power is everywhere, and that all of it yearns to be given voice, to be celebrated, to be acknowledged by one who can reach to the vasts and penetrate to the details and make macrocosm and microcosm one.

I have been working with someone this morning and I thought the card that came was very apt :

The Hierophant


Here is a Thoth link for it:


This card is referred to the letter Vau, which means a Nail; of this instrument nine appear at the top of the card; they serve to fix the oriel behind the main figure of the picture.

The card is referred to Taurus; therefore the Throne of the Hierophant is surrounded by elephants, which are of the nature of Taurus; and he is actually seated upon a bull. Around him are the four beasts or Kerubs, one in each corner of the card; for these are the guardians of every shrine. But the main reference is to the particular arcanum which is the principal business, the essential, of all magical work; the uniting of the microcosm with the macrocosm.

Accordingly, the oriel is diaphanous; before the Manifestor of the Mystery is a hexagram representing the macrocosm. In its centre is a pentagram, representing a dancing male child. This symbolizes the law of the new Aeon of the Child Horns, which has supplanted that Aeon of the “Dying God” which governed the world for two thousand years. Before him is the woman girt with a sword; she represents the Scarlet Woman in the hierarchy of the new Aeon. This symbolism is further carried out in the oriel where, behind the phallic headdress, the rose of five petals is in blossom.

The symbolism of the snake and dove refers to this verse of the Book of the Law— chap. I, verse 57:
“there are love and love. There is the dove, and there is the serpent”.
This symbol recurs in the trump numbered XVI.

The background of the whole card is the dark blue of the starry night of Nuit, from whose womb all phenomena are born.
Taurus, the sign of the Zodiac represented by this card, is itself the Bull Kerub; that is, Earth in its strongest and most balanced form.

The ruler of this sign is Venus; she is represented by the woman standing before the hierophant.

Chapter III of the Book of the Law, verse xi, reads:
“Let the woman be girt with a sword before me.”
This woman represents Venus as she now is in this new aeon; no longer the mere vehicle of her male counterpart, but armed and militant. In this sign the Moon is “exalted”; her influence is represented not only by the woman, but by the nine nails.
It is impossible at the present time to explain this card thoroughly, for only the course of events can show how the new current of initiation will work out.

It is the aeon of Horus, of the Child. Though the face of the Hierophant appears benignant and smiling, and the child himself seems glad with wanton innocence, it is hard to deny that in the expression of the initiator is something mysterious, even sinister. He seems to be enjoying a very secret joke at somebody’s expense. There is a distinctly sadistic aspect to this card; not unnaturally, since it derives from the Legend of Pasiphae, the prototype of all the legends of Bull-gods. These still persist in such religions as Shaivism, and (after multiple degradations) in Christianity itself.

The symbolism of the Wand is peculiar; the three interlaced rings which crown it may be taken as representative of the three Aeons of Isis, Osiris and Horus with their interlocking magical formulae. The upper ring is marked with scarlet for Horus; the two lower rings with green for Isis, and pale yellow for Osiris, respectively.

All these are based upon deep indigo, the colour of Saturn, the Lord of Time. For the rhythm of the Hierophant is such that he moves only at intervals of 2,000 years.

Today’s Mayan energy is a mastery code

The planet again is Pluto


If you know where Pluto is in your chart and which house 

you will hold key information for your shadow.

If you are a similar age to me ~ Pluto in Virgo ~ our generation is turning everything on it’s head now 

On the Planet we have a long transit of Pluto in Capricorn 

What was happening for you in 2008 that may have bust you out of a cocoon?

The underworld is emerging

The under belly is coming into the light

Hell on earth ?

Feels like it sometimes right now in this melting pot forging new structures in the forges of the Gods

It is all on the spectrum of evolution that it taking us towards the awareness of creating heaven on earth

when the individual understands that each one of us

has the power to do this

when we learn how to heal our heart and live from it


If you feel ready to start your own Pluto Process

Here is my latest online workshop coming up :

Emotional Balance Workshop



The day of Alchemy

Magical happenings 

Catalytic Converter Solstice


Catalytic Converter Solstice

I am back and blogging

Wishing you love and joy on Solstice Day

Is it a coincidence that this day is my personal Wavespell this year?

Of course not 😉 

It is a synchronicity and so key for my understanding particularly as the Moon is in Leo and it is waxing.

My Leo Sun degree is 25 and when this is in my moon every moon cycle I can see exactly where I am in relation to the Matrix 

This is my unveiling . It is happening anyway and to all of us ~ the difference for me is I am starting to see it and understand it and work consciously with it ~ maybe you are too. It is a wonderful exciting process and often scary too.

Everything that has been happening to me over the past couple of days has been so key to my personal power and evolution and because I understand the Astrology to exact degrees I can see the Matrix playing out in all it’s majesty .

If my ego has an issue with that then there is something to be released and learned because the truth is that the Universal Mother is bringing in evolutionary code as always….

We can ride the wave or be swept out to sea in order to see where we are in the chain of creation. Once the individual can see the codes in action there can be no doubt as to destiny written in the stars and resonating within the human being. The choice we have is the level we play the game at and this is not hierarchical this is humble humanity level first.

Clearing that inner space to do divine will or feel the drag of resistance slowing us to a halt.

It has been an intense ride and still is ~ no time to blog or catch a breath it seemed and sometimes still does

and I am sharing a glimpse of my experience so far in a different way on the day of the longest light and the move back into the feminine .

This has been my learning from it and I am trusting this process.

I am always sharing my journey and what I see, what I believe and my experiential life journey is all.

I am a simple woman approaching my 50th Solar return in August.

I am in a healing transit of Chiron in Pisces until 2018

and seeing and feeling everything that hurts and all my coping mechanisms for avoiding dealing with these hurts over the years.

My challenge is to be with them, see them, feel them most importantly and release any emotions that I have held onto so that I can accept myself and my life so far exactly as my personality believes it to be.

This is the enlightenment process and key to changing the planet through each person doing this process.

Only when I do this can I be at peace with myself

and from this place everything else can begin anew.

I am still living in Glastonbury although much of my current way of living is changing rapidly daily.

What I believed about my past has been brought to light as mostly a myth and this has felt unsettling to say the least.

I have been in a relationship for longer than out of one and although some of the time I have been single and briefly some of the time in other relationships, this is core to my code.

It defies rational logic. 

It is so key to the majority of relationships human beings are having with themselves primarily

Logically there is a sense of what on earth is my life about and why am I living this way and yet…

I am…

often because there seems no alternative

Maybe this is key for you

Maybe this is affecting you in a big way right now and….

believe me you are not alone 

It is key to our human evolution

What I understand through learning more about my Astrology and my Mayan patterning and structure is assisting me on this catalytic conversion and I am initiating my communication again today as it is the first day of what is known in the Mayan calendar as a Wavespell.

It is the dna energetic spiral that I was born into in this amazing ancient framework, that is a synchroniser .

It assists with the conscious evolution of each person, releasing the old conditioned mindset and understanding in order for the human being, who is ready, to embrace this new human evolution code coming in, wholeheartedly.

This is my fourth year of working with it and everyday I am learning more and more.

Blue Magnetic Storm


That said I know that this is a very hard time on planet earth for most people, not least myself. Knowing about patterns and codes does not ease the emotional pain or help the individual feel comfortable with these transitions.

In addition to these intellectual frameworks , I have other tools to use that are helping me make my transition.

They aren’t new tools ~ ancient ones with a modern twist

They are the tools of the alchemist and this is not a quick fix it is life long

I use energy healing holistically in many forms

the key though is the emotional aspect

allowing our emotional selves to emerge 

is the key to living authentically from the heart

and this is tough in a world that feels that has to be hidden and protected

For this I use Emotional Freedom Technique 

It assists me in letting me be the sensitive deep feeling person I am


stop hiding those parts of myself that feel threatening to others and have therefore been repressed

My anger and grief



guilt and anxiety ~ so key in this Lilith in Virgo transit ~ the pressure to people please and be perfect to keep people at bay on the shadow side 

and necessary to the conscious creator who wants to understand the process of 

right relationship

and bring it to light 

often to huge denial disapproval because hey…

that means doing the right thing which is not what the egotist wants to hear at all

Everything of the known is starting to unravel now faster and faster.

The conditioned personality rug is being whipped out from under our very feet and this often results in a fall.

This may feel like a fall from grace but is actually the reverse.

Our human being society has moved into such a shadow place, so far from the language of light, that it is truly a sight to behold. We are now seeing all the constructs of our collective ego trappings, falling around our ears like the stage set of Shakespeare’s play :

Midsummer Night’s Dream.

There is so much denial going on at this time on the planet.

I am currently experiencing it on all levels in all societal systems I am interacting with.

I am able to be in this position because I am in a place of being stripped to the bare bones.

If this has started to happen to you then I offer you this belief:

In order to do the spiritual path takes courage and being in a place where the individual cannot buy their way out

Cannot avoid standing up for their values and speaking their truth

which is often avoided when money is involved.

If there is cash, the individual can pay the bill even when the individual does not want to

Uncomfortable truth can be avoided

The individual can move

The individual can buy a new stage

new costumes

new props

and carry on with the illusion.

The spiral is coming to the point of coping mechanism failure and breakdown.

Some people may stop reading at this point as this can feel overwhelming and that there is nothing to be gained in facing uncomfortable truth’s…

I was once of that very same opinion and some parts of me are still flailing madly at going down that plughole into the black hole.

The water is getting stronger and the chaos pulling a rip tide of destruction that is the dark Goddess undertow.


My offering ~ the sooner we go on the Persephone Path and the sooner we get laid

bare to truth that is 


The sooner the individual starts to know their own weaknesses

to avoid pain

and the sooner those same threads alchemically become

their new web

that is super strong 


free of old story 

and it starts a cosmic reversal that is stratospheric 

and of course already scripted

all that is required is that each and everyone 

goes with this flow

The Butterfly process


If , as a human being, you are still inclined to believe that the heart path is found in books 

In a workshop

In a guru’s gaze

I am here to remind you that this path is that of the mystic

That of the intellect

and that does not create alchemy within

The School of Source access is where enlightenment is found

All the answers are there and can be found in books and places and people and….

the key is in our own personal history.

Our own personal mystery school.

We access this when we free up the space internally and most of all healing heart space

Each of us is the chalice 

Each of us holds unique dna

Ancestral lines

with ancestral code

of everything that has happened before since the beginning of time 

only now

It is the time to convert that code consciously en masse

for the next chapter

This happens within

each person

healing their hurt

In the last thirteen days ~ especially yesterday ~ you may have been experiencing repeating patterns

Since April 04 you may have been overwhelmed like me with the practicals.

At the start of the Zodiac Wheel is lift off.


All that is coded within us and where we really are as human beings

Is given centre stage

to play a performance

This is not the same as where that person thinks they are

and this is so key to everything

In the bigger picture our planetary society pretends to be something

Holds up ideals

Has systems in place

that bear no realty to the human beings that inhabit that community

Most people are not happy with life or how their life has manifested

and are putting a brave face on most of the time

aka a mask

Most people are not coping

Most people are struggling to keep up with whatever construct they have made in life

that is so far from their childhood dream and wonder how on earth this happened.

How on earth did the human collective arrive here?

At this destination?

Mostly sleepwalking, head down with very few conscious thoughts

even less conscious actions

because of fear 

This whole energetic pattern is perpetuating the planetary mess

and until each one of us takes responsibility for their part in it 

it will remain so

In the garden I have growing my beans and learning a lot.


It is the same as anything in life we can learn through our relationship with something.

I believe we live in a causality universe and this is the nature of patterns and what karma means.

These are the basic building blocks of our universe.

Numbers and code.

We are all Rubik Cube’s personified.


So human beings come in with a code and then interact with the environment.

Understanding this is important as it allows the individual to see what creates what.

This is key to understanding and creation and key to being conscious and responsible.

It is also key to our next conscious evolution code and exactly why we get triggered and why we have an emotional reaction so that we know that ~ what is perceived by the ego as the problem, as the issue, as in the way

Is actually the solution on all levels

key to the Red Moon Year we are in

All answers lie within

So when I get up in a morning and I go out to my garden and something has decimated my bean plant, I want to know what that is.

So I can do something about it and create a solution.

If I have a huge emotional reaction to that situation then chances are this is not just about bean decimation by an unknown cause .

This is a link to a pattern that has happened before and created a similar result for me as an individual.

In other words there is history.

Personal history code is what is creating our personal lives every day because, I believe, that is how our universe is created, personally and in a group sense and most importantly, that each person does this and perceives the universe in their history perspective.

One an individual becomes aware that this is the case then they are initiated

and therefore able to start to work proactively with it.

Then and only then there is a whole new approach.

Until the individual decides that everything in their personal world, is their personal code

and open up to learning how to work with that code

and change it

the individual is in reactive mode

and often feels disempowered and angry, hurt and despair 

At the moment 

the majority of humanity is engaged in avoiding these feelings and so disengaging from reality 

Neptunian escapism ~ highlighted yesterday.


Shifting the focus

Mood altering activities

often ones that have been embedded early on

Do nothing to change a person’s feelings or situation

but take them out or away or deeper into unconsciousness

In truth though 

the morning after…

the reality is still there and the harsh realism is too much to bear and so a bigger dose is required

All the pain and the roots of the personal discomfort with what is


and so any medication and mood altering that is being used does not change or alter the root code


This requires work and discipline and most people do not care for that 

Do not yet know how to do that 

Lack the courage to do it and break free

and the new world that each soul seeks has not yet been created

because it is being built from these lego blocks of pain

it comes from a clear space 

a source space 

of the shadow worker

ready to heal and ready to do what it takes 

Walk the talk.

The bean may be eaten by a rabbit

may be chewed by a rat 

it may be sublime to the slug

There may be a human saboteur 

The human gardener is creating with the universal seed

So has to become an expert on causality and what condition each unique species of seed 

thrives in and then set about creating that structure

The universe has universal frameworks and codes

Sacred Geometry

As do we 

The only control each person has is around their own code 

and the choices that are made with it

Every four days there is a code formation

Every four years there is a bigger wheel

and once our foundation structure is created around 29 years of age this simply repeats in different ways and…

the core structure is there 

I am not a rocket scientist

and I am learning it 

I am learning the secrets of creation in every day things

and if I can 

Why not you ?

The majority of people are missing the point

You are the point for you

I am the point for me

Know what you are and the gift you bring

Everything that your ego believes is bad about you is your saving grace

Is your solution

Today’s Solstice Code


Here is a fab article by Darkstar Astrology and lots of article links to be found if you hover your mouse over the text

Cancer Decan 1

Remember what we are working with now is what we will be connecting with at Capricorn time.

This is the fourth house is the natural zodiac.

It is the structure of everything that creates the human being on earth. It is the place of home, where we are born, our carers, our birth family and what the disciple chose to be born into to know the experience of this family, to energetically be the structure of it in terms of the human ancestral lines therein. 

Critically to experience the causality of that place and what wounds are created as a result of the behaviour that come from the beliefs within the family and the environment created by the family.

Also the wider circle of the community and culture.

The individual will then be working unconsciously with all that conditioned code until initiated and ready to work consciously with their personal wound.

This is key to the planetary Saturn in Sagittarius structure that we are out of for a few months until September. Currently we are having a Saturn in Scorpio revisit to see what is still there to be felt, integrated and burned off so the phoenix can rise from the ashes and be reborn.


The Mayan Calendar has five bands of colour

There is a 260 day cycle

That integrates the human being on whatever level of conscious awareness they are at 

It begins with 52 days in Red

Awakening to what the Cosmic Mother is bringing us

4 Wavespells of 13 days of process code that each follow 4 colours 

This code is initiated with Red Dragon Wavespell

This current cycle began on 04 April 2015

It then goes into 52 days in White and we are currently in that time period working with refining what began in the first 52 days

This is initiated by Red Skywalker 13 day Wavespell ~ creating heaven on earth and is the key to the human who is ready to consciously evolve 

Pakal color

It then goes into Blue in 13 days time ~ transforming what was in the first two time periods and that is the most intense time as we are in the heart of the matter.

This is initiated with Red Serpent ~ our relationship with the universe and 10 portal days of human evolution

After that we have Yellow ~ the resulting manifestation

Initiated with Red Earth and how grounded we are and on our path 

and Green which is unique for the wavespell process and not present for the individual 

seeing where we are free of conditioning and in our natural state of unconditional love 

This is initiated with Red Moon

where we are being our authentic selves and

key to this Red Solar Moon year we are reaching the end of on July 25th which is Year 9 0f a 13 year cycle which began in 2006

Each day has a unique code

Each day has a planetary code

It is complex and it becomes simple too over time like any new learning

This current 13 day process is connected to the planet Pluto ~ the underworld, personal hell planet and as it is my code ~ I appear in 9 days ~ it is key to my life experience and journey and what I bring to the feast table

I have been working with awareness of my personal patterns since 2007 when I started to really connect to my true path.

Using the Mayan calendar has helped me see very specifically what I am working with both for myself and people I work with.

It is mind blowing.

It has really given me a totally different vision of my life and of the universe I live in.

At the moment I am looking at ways of sharing my vision and experience

in different ways

to break down the steps even more

into practical easy ways for people to use every day and so will be sharing them.

As the new year is starting on July 26 and it is such a key one this is important:

White Planetary Wizard 

This year will reveal our empowerment position

How we are letting magic flow through us

How we are still running old ego code believing that we are needing to create things from our mind

Our mind being out of balance and leading from old patterns 

Upcoming Events

I have a 3 day workshop taking place in Glastonbury ~ please see my events pages and you can come in person or via ebook and Skype 

I also have a workshop in Southampton 

and if you are ready to let go of the old story you are perfectly aligned

Here is the energy of today’s Solstice in Glastonbury 

Leo at 29 degrees:

LEO 29
A broken sword.
Consecration to a higher power. The giving-over of the personal will–the marvel of root change. Coming to the end of your own path, and it is just the beginning of the greater way. The heart must open. The infinite must be born inside. The destiny-necessity is there–so much karmic backlog. So many ways to be right and to be wrong. The realization in the very midst that there is nobody listening to the old tale and everybody is awaiting somebody else to come through. A profound and utter doorway into a great unknown. What has been is finished. What shall be is so very different. And what is now is a question and a prayer and a destiny that must find its redemption.

If you are now personally ready to turn the tide for yourself and empower yourself by really being yourself

being the catalyst 

please get in touch

Here is a link to a decoder where you can check out your Mayan Sign

and anyone else’s 

start to see your code

and work with the universe on all levels 

It is what we are here for 

I will be doing a mini blog every day over this 13 day period so if you feel to ~ subscribe and join my on my adventures 

Jo in Glastonbury