Winter Solstice Patterns



Winter Solstice Patterns 

The transition pattern was on December 21 2012

The start of a new cycle for humanity

to be

Conscious Dreamers

This is Red Rhythmic Moon Day 9 

which is a human evolution portal day 

coming into balance

with the returning sacred feminine

in a very powerful

13 day processs Wavespell


Yellow Seed 

which takes us out of the centre

of the

Tzol Kin 


reveals our true star seed

at that point in time 




This is my tribal pattern ~

the role of this tribe

is to mine new tunnels for humanity 😉 



Red Earth ~ Code 17 ~ Uranus 

White Wind ~ code 2 ~ Uranus 

Blue Hand ~ code 7 ~ Earth 

Yellow Human ~ code 12 ~ Earth

Combined code : 38 = 11 = Blue Monkey ~

letting go of childhood wounding to be transparent and free to become the divine child Christ Consciousness





It is also connected to :

Paramahansa Yogananda

White Spectral Wind

His Master :

Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri :

Red Resonant Earth

The structure of

Creating Heaven

on Earth is revealed through this amazing book:


The Self Realisation Fellowship :





2012 Shift Code 



2012 Blue Crystal Hand ~ here is a blog about this ~ Yellow Warrior Wavespell


This Cycle began in 2001 ~

Yellow Magnetic Human 

The manifestation of human beings conscious awareness over the past 39 years 

The last cycle began in 1962 

People born in the 60’s in particular will see their human being cycle 

2012 to 2018 :


2013 ~ Yellow Cosmic Human ~ Yellow Sun Wavespell


2014 ~ start of a new 13 Year Cycle ~

Red Magnetic Earth 

2015 ~ Year of new learning White Lunar Wind  ~ Red Dragon Wavespell

2016 ~ Year of Alchemy ~ Blue Electric Hand ~  Red Serpent Wavespell

2017 ~ Year of the structure ~ Yellow Self Existing Human ~ Red Moon Wavespell

2018 ~ Year of Mastery ~ Red Overtone Earth ~ Red Skywalker Wavespell


Shaping our Destiny ~Blue Hand Wavespell


Shaping our Destiny 

Blue Hand Wavespell

pic link

On the 20th of December 2015

We began a new 260 day cycle 

This was initiated in the fire sign




This 260 day process is a

human evolution cycle 

The consciousness coming to light is the potentiality open to all human beings now

To consciously achieve enlightenment

Being the Sagi healer 

Stepping through the Gateway 

To learn about oneself 

and to access divinity as a result of exploring 

The Inner World 

Understanding that everything the initiate needs 

to commence this spiritual path 

Is within

The first part of this 260 day process

is in

what is known as

The Red Castle



There are five Castles in the 260 day process

Imix is Red Dragon 

It is the first 13 day process to initiate 

It is what the Great Goddess is bringing human beings

for their new learning and evolution

The essence of this whole process

What happened at this time is key for each individual’s unique personal journey



Next came a refining process of

White Wizard 

This started on January 02

Here is a blog I wrote about this:

Letting the light in 

From the Fifth Sun

Seeing how the human can flow with the magical process


where there is ego resistance to what is

This is where the healing can be allowed

13 days that may have felt challenging at times

around issues of self empowerment 

revealing where the human can be liberated 

if they choose

Then the Alchemy process happens 


Blue Hand

is the blend

of the first two processes

it began on

January 15 2016


The ability for the human being to consciously work alchemically within

Release old wounding

Allow emotional past events to heal if the individual is ready

As a direct result there is clarity 

freedom through forgiveness



of oneself 


one’s history 



Miracles can and do happen 

As each person experiences this

They are changed

and so is the world

The ripples go out



Each Mayan Sign has a glyph

So for example I am a

Blue Hand

Here is a great document about the Mayan Signs


Therefore this 13 day Wavespell is my

Tribal Code

My essence


the whole process of it is in these 13 codes

Each Mayan Sign also has a tone

A vibration

A number 

The sacred geometry structure

of the variance in unique expression of the divine

in a human being


therefore creativity codes


subsequent creativity potentiality

of that code 

I am a number 9 

My Full Galactic Signature Wavespell

is revealed through my birth date

The day I incarnated

This is

Blue Solar Hand



If you want to know yours

please use this decoder:

This means I was born on Day 9


Blue Storm Wavespell

The last time there was a Blue Storm Wavespell was back in June 2015


Summer Solstice


here is an interesting synchronicity 

Here is a blog I wrote back then at 14 degrees Capricorn

It’s a love thing 

Beads carved from human bone.
The body carries memories of every world we have ever been through. These memory strings or beads bind us to the Earth. We feel pinned to the spot, responsible for everything that happens around us–somehow the one in charge. For we are carrying the continuous memory and legacy of the ancient mystery-streams and of forgotten modes of knowledge. We bear the treasures intact. It makes everything count. It means that we cannot get away from ourselves or our fate for a moment; we are compelled to fulfill our vows and to bring into this world the towering awareness and strange resonance of the giants, of the ancestors, of the great ones, of the inner ways. Never lost; impossible to forget.

which just happens to be the same degree as

Mercury coming out of it’s retrograde 

Funny how that happens isn’t it ? 

Mercury is Thoth

is Hermes

is the Messenger

of the

Gods and Goddess Self 


is now direct 

so we are now in a place of seeing what came out of that January labyrinth revisit that was key to what we will be working with during this 9 month cycle to birth in August 

Here is a great article about this here

Austin Coppock 

We will be starting a Blue Storm Year

on July 26

This will be big

It is a Year 11 

Blue Spectral Storm 

A letting go year 

A catalyst energy 

This 13 year cycle started in 2006


Red Magnetic Moon

so themes that began then around honesty and authenticity are coming to the surface to catalyse human evolution 


The last day of the Blue Hand Wave

is a special day

Blue Cosmic Storm 


I intuitively feel this is very key

It is a portal day 

A building block of human evolution

It is Resonant Moon Day 18

Resonant Moon is the mystic Moon

28 days of feeling what is our vibe

what feels good

what feels dense and dark

1 + 8 = 9

A Gateway

We shape our destiny at this time

by understanding the power

of our emotions



heeding them

balancing them

owning them

taking responsibility for them


the individiuals behaviour that responds in relationship because of them

Learning how to do

respectful loving relationship

takes discipline



to change 

face all the old wounding 


create a new space of being a human being

from the inside out 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto

The underworld 

The shadow 

Blue Storm is code 19


is one of the

Seven Seals of Mastery 


Blue Hand’s planet is Earth

It is code 7

The mystic 

What is resonating ?

Are we resonating with health and joy vibes and living these frameworks?

When we are not

we get sick 

We are here on planet Earth to evolve

in a partnership with our human being vessel that feels

together with our spiritual self 

our soul self 

who is assisting this process through the human being 

The human being vessel has to surrender to spirit to allow this


trust that there is a greater consciousness at work than the personality is privy to 

sometimes of course this is difficult because it involves human being suffering

being a guinea pig for the greater creation process


which has been happening since the beginning 

the more times the soul has been reincarnated


the more patterns will be recognised sooner

and understood 


surrender or no 

the process is happening 😉  

so the sooner the individual embraces this


feels it all

the sooner the mastery process gets underway 

Going with the flow is key 


We are now at the time of great prophecies coming into being

Old structures breaking down so new ones can rise from the ashes 

It is the time of the Thunderbeings on earth


my belief is

this is empowered human beings forming now

ready to evolve and speak truths

that many do not want to hear

for fear of losing their pleasure palaces

of corruption and vice 


slavery and co dependence 


More about this pic

For those amongst you who have experienced sacred clowning ..

which has been part of my journey 

reading this gave me goosebumps


More general info 

This is the time of living our personal truth to be true to ourselves

and letting go of this 

hell on earth 

that is of human being’s own making 

As we have the ability to create and shape our world

We have the ability to examine that personal process

and keep and expand what is serving us

and release and remodel that which is not  🙂 

Persephone Path 6 ~ Rebirth


This is the last workshop for the dark half of the year 


Are you ready to resource and rebirth yourself at Imbolc ?


It is my intention this year to start publishing my ebooks on


If you wish you can have access to the information therein 

which is time sensitive

This is key to aligning with the spiral


is what the

Mayan Wavespell



allow the individual 

to see


The bigger picture Cosmic Code of Creation unfolding

The big wheel that repeats in some way each year

There are also differences


in the unique experience of the individual

lies the roots of self empowerment

conscious awareness

All that we seek is within us

Having your own personal Mayan Chart and Astrology Chart

Reveals your Star Code


Soul Journey

In this particular workshop the focus is on

Asteroid’s in the chart

This is the new conscious code coming in for human evolution


the return to balance of the Sacred Feminine

In particular Juno 

In this picture she is with her Husband Jupiter 


More about the workshop here

The final Workshop for the dark half of the year.
Imbolc arrives on the 2nd of February
A time of fire in the belly
A time where the earth is starting to warm and the seeds start to stir
New life beckons

This workshop focuses on what has been shown to us

that is seeking renewal and new beginnings potentiality
As each human being changes so the world changes

This workshop will explore where Juno the Asteroid is in your chart

Where you can expand your dedication

to the soul journey

often experienced through a romantic partner 

or people in the birth tribe 

This explores who you really are….
The gifts that you bring
The authentic self seeking to emerge from cultural conditioning

The essence of

Blue Hand Code Process


In this 13 day spiral is the format and structure of shaping our destiny

It is in the 4th Day 

Every 4th Day in a Mayan Wavespell is about the structure

White Self Existing Dog



is the structure

and here is the process revealed in the cross

It is a 13 Clear Sign

Part of the Magical enlightenment process 

ready to access now 

Are you ready to access it ?

We come into the world

Experience tribal wounding 

Tribal Conditioning

It is in our DNA as a human being


It is paradoxically 

the source of freedom from our labyrinth

from our suffering

Through each human being transforming

The world is transformed

Throughout the Zodiac Wheel this year

I will be offering practical workshops

for personal transformation

The first one is at Valentine Weekend 


Loving Goddess ~ The Conscious Process

of the Heart Warrior

Love to you and your journey

If you would like more information please get in touch

This is powerful work using ancient alchemical methodology

with a modern twist


13 ~ movement ~ catalyse

baby magic

Day 13

Blue Cosmic Monkey

Cosmic Moon day 7

The mystic day of this 28 day period

Planet Venus

Friday is Venus day too


This picture contains the process of becoming Venus in it

It is in plain sight

All the symbology in this reveals the personal process of the birth of Venus for the individual 

I have been in the presence of this painting in person in Florence

I got the message energetically barcoded by this close up connection

cosmically swiped 

although I wasn’t aware of it then 

Are you ready to see it?

Be it?

Where is Venus in your chart?

Mine is in Virgo at 29 degrees in my 7th house

A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

So today this is very key for me

It was key for me in my formal education too because I did not conform at 6th form

and I had to make a choice

Magic mushrooms exploration/adventure/travel or compliance and career?

I left school and often felt like I had failed on some level…

Now I know why I took this route and always will

It is key to my evolution in this life.

To be a contrary Mary 

Another nursery rhyme

My take on this? I live on the ley line to the Camino Santiago 

Taurus in the Glastonbury Zodiac ~ my moon

The sacred feminine returning

Mother Goose ~ the craft tradition

The Moon

The Lilith energy 

My Lilith in Aquarius ~ au contraire to popular cultural conditioning 

and at 4 degrees the structure of it.

This will be incarnate in the moon energy tonight at 9 pm ~ 9 being completion

Many fireflies at dusk.
You become aware all at once of staggering things, of astounding things, of world-shattering things. States of revelation. You are being called inwardly to shake off the slumber of the common day and to heed the stirrings of the future. Capable of bounding leaps, your are infused with a spirit of new beginnings. Especially strongly drawn toward altered states and threshold awareness. You’ve been brought to places where all of the shared assumptions and ideologies become pale and lifeless, and something other sparks recognition and pursuit. Collectively inspired to find alternatives, to seek a vision, to gather with those who are similarly touched, you are in on the ground floor of new movements and innovative discoveries. And full of wonder and awe at the process, and at a whole way of things in worlds such as this one.

Writing this blog has allowed me to see this 


This is the beauty of age too ~ being able to understand through looking back

and see clearly having healed distorted beliefs about oneself

being different to the “norm”

which is actually an insane way to live

and everyone knows that deep down

29 degrees in the anoretic degree

If you read this link you will see this is key

there is a different angle to this for those doing

The Great Work

Part of this process is going where angels fear to tread

this is the shadow workers process not the love and light brigade process 😉

It can seem like the way of a sadist to plunge into the abyss over and over


this is the enlightenment process



personally meeting what is known in common culture as the nemesis energy

Teaming up with relationships and people

that are the core of wounding on the planet in a very personally matched way

and we are all wounded and doing mask behaviour 🙂 

To begin with this is not conscious 

Early life

As the initiate awakens this becomes conscious

As the adept works with this internally it becomes clearer 

Soul mates are challenging in this way of relationship 

They are meant to be 

Each person’s pattern is exactly what is required to go deep and heal deep

Eyes wide open 


Hearts ready to heal

Fluffy kitten stuff this ain’t

The potential for deep love and connection?


The role model on all levels ?



Today we are working with the last degrees of Capricorn

An architect carefully surveying old ruins.
What is to be seen is the outer skeleton of things. What is to be known is the inner essence of things. The code, the extraordinary revelation, the realization is there inherently in the very substance of existence. A practiced eye can see inside, can penetrate and illuminate. The schooling in perception comes between lives and then overshadows each and every idea or notion anybody can come up with. But to access and do honor to this advanced faculty is rare. For seeing the whole truth is excruciating to the ego-mind. And therefore the battle is on to awaken to your innermost truth, or to succeed brilliantly in adapting your truth to the marketplace, selling your soul to the highest bidder.

How to work with this within:

The more the individual knows their old ruins and is stripped bare the more becomes clear as to personal alchemy

Seeing the ego mind ~ this is where emotional freedom technique comes in to clear the self blame and self judgement and turn excruciating into ecstasy 

Blue morning glories growing up a tall trellis.
Heightened ability to bring the greater self into action. The towering presence of the one who knows informing each moment. A huge and formidable destiny-dedication to bring all of yourself through into this world. A steadfast, adamant quality of soul. The prenatal resolve to work out all remaining karmas and be free. Intensive focus upon soul evolution. Purpose, will. You have something to grow into throughout your life. Ancient ways, unfallen heights, seeing through. Staggered by what you have taken on. Ripening on the vine. Under massive pressure from within. The path and journey of ascension, with the body honored and the world renewed. Awakening and tapping the source for endeavors, projects, and tasks requires top-level clearance and the truest endowment of inward faculties to see them through and light up the world.

How to work with this:

Top level clearance is accessed through becoming a clear channel , clearing old wound events very specifically, allowing access to universal energy and balance with giving and receiving ~ again Emotional Freedom Technique working very specifically achieves this clear space and working with it intuitively every day ~ all is revealed ~ perfectly in synch again with the natural time and rhythms instead of being stuck in the Gregorian calendar past ~ the Mayan Wavespell synchronisor is key to this too

This is the Aquarian Age coming in and my Ascendant energy is at 0 degrees so a blend of the 3

A two-headed calf.
Taking a good look at things with an eager eye brings you right into the middle of the dilemma of polarities. As you stand there faced with the different sides, you are impartial; neither side pulls you more sharply than the other. Immense opportunity. Huge challenge. You have vital potential for brilliant synthesis, but a subtle temptation to think too long. A schooling in alchemy in every moment–do you find what is ready to emerge or do you think about it? Progressive evolution draws you through all your mistakes into all that can be.

This will be at 3pm today in the UK so if you are able it is a good time to tune in for the bigger picture of you seeking to evolve ~ potentiality ~ if you are reading this later ~ think back to that time.

If you are not in the UK then your time will be different

This is the lunarium I use 

We are going to be working with this energy soon in the centre of the Tzolkin


For all those that like to be practical and plan ahead 

August 12 to 24th

This includes my 50th birthday so is very key for me and the process I am going to be working with all my 5oth year

and my

Chiron Return in Pisces 1st House 

Pagan fire worshippers dancing.
Trance states. At home in psychic realms and other realities. The self abandoned to the tribe–to the sweep of the moment, to the energies that arise. On fire with longing and poignant, bittersweet reflections. A throwback, a native, a primal soul. Emotional, depths-centered, superphysical, you are energized tremendously by special occasions, extraordinary meetings, unexpected miracles and tragedies. Expectant and waiting for something wild and unknown to break through. Mediumistic, vicarious, and charged with a life-force that must be followed out. A certain distinctive fate to be at times disappearing and gone and at other times resurgent and mighty–all depend upon the tides of fortune. And it will always change in unpredictable, exciting, disorienting, and multiple ways.

If you are ready to work at this level please get in touch so we can formulate a plan 

The Blue Monkey process of transparency ~ clearing the wounding ~ 

The new learning is Yellow Lunar Human

August 13

This day will connect to what is revealed starting tomorrow 

for my awareness and choice point of integration

This is always happening for everyone only most are not aware…

yet 😉

That is happening now on a big scale though as it is the time

I will be in my 7th year of my current 13 year cycle 

Red Resonant Earth


Who I am meeting now, what I am doing now 

is crucial

for my crucible

my inner evolution

We are in the last degrees of Capricorn Moon this morning


key for anyone with Capricorn placements

Slipping into Aquarius Moon this afternoon and evening

this is key for Aquarius Sun people

and anyone with Aquarius energy in any placement in their chart


Another way to look at this is Capricorn represents the part of the ego in each of us

being amplified at the moment


The fear spectrum, the mask seeking to come off


The husk of humanity ego

being catalysed by the universal interaction

set on fire ~ anger events

enveloped in water ~ sadness events

eaten whole to be shat out  ~ consuming events 

crushed by a large object ~ disempowerment events

Whilst these events may appear negative to the ego

They are essential to release the seed within

Tonight in the UK more thunderstorms


The cloud formations being posted on Facebook

this one by Isaac Sibson from Marsden West Yorkshire

remind me of the film

Independence Day 

As with all ego based films

there is some truth in there usually with a large helping of fear to amp up the appeal:-) 

A simple virus overwhelms a complex computer system in these alien invasion films

Just like a human being gets overwhelmed by a cold ~ which is simply a healing process of feminine bringing balance to the overworked masculine activities and environments

Many may be feeling overwhelmed at the moment

Trying to do all and be all to all


of that is of our own making and allows each individual to see how this is happening

bring it back to oneself

take ownership of this behaviour and way of relating


notice what that allows to happen


Compensatory measures

learned as a child

Time for change ?

Otherwise become unravelled

Time to get real

This is so key for me 

So key for the Age of Aquarius coming in

Being the change

Understanding coping mechanisms

Understanding how I tick 

What conditions allowed me to be the person I have become


and as I have crafted myself

I have the evidence that I am a creator

I can weave myself anew 


New Wavespell begins tomorrow and I will not be blogging every day

Just as and when I feel too as it takes a lot of time and energy

Yellow Human is the 13 day process that lets us see our human beingness

The planet is Earth

The code is 12 in the 20 Mayan Signs

This is the tail end of the year I am in 

The structure of the human being in co creation with the spirit

What the individual is working with in the last 13 days specifically

is manifest 

It is all there to be seen

If you are ready to work proactively with yourself and you would like a co pilot to help you navigate

please get in touch

This is my seed gift 

This is my journey first and foremost


As I am very aware of patterns and code

I can assist people to see what is there ready for transformation


cannot do it for anyone 😉 

It takes dedication and discipline 

It isn’t a passive approach at all

Love to you and your inner child today

If you can take the time out today

to get in touch with that part of yourself

It will be hugely beneficial for you


in turn 

the universe

Which we are all creators of 😉 

Today’s Thoth Tarot

Queen of Wands


Feeling this is my energy at the moment with Jupiter in Leo 

and my exact degree of Chiron in Pisces ~ no doubt 😉

This is what learning code reveals

My core values are honesty and right relationship

as anything else ends in a puddle of tears 

and I am an expert on that position 😉 

I intend to create more joy now by being as honest as I can 

Blue Hand Wavespell ~ shaping our destiny




Blue Hand Wavespell



This is the transformational 13 day spiral

Gateway to the Goddess returning in us

that is

Code 7 

Manik is the Mayan name 



We are here to unveil the mystery now

The mysterious game of life we are playing is being revealed

Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Are you ready to shift your focus and understand on a deep level what that means ?

To go within

Stop focusing on the world stage and see the lessons it is showing you ?

and go to the place that creates it all?



Most people have an intellectual understanding of how the universe works

What the soul journey is 

but are not yet being it 😉

To know something with the mind is simply an awareness

To be working with the control centre that is creating our individual reality 

Is entirely a different thing

different point of perception

and the true meaning of self actualisation


The World Stage 

The focus is still on the ego framework

and this is key

that we see the “results of what happens when we “succeed” in the ego realm

To succeed in our ego driven society means we become famous 

have adoration

get paid well for being that personage

acquire goods 

acquire material wealth

but this does not change the ego on the inside.

As we see with recent world events of people who have it all on the surface and yet do not feel worthy or loved

Feel angry and sad

and do not express this aspect of themselves

deny it

repress it 

and this process is the process of depression

and inside they are dying to this truth

When we do not express this part of ourself because it is not a match for “success” 

It isn’t “positive living” 

It is not what society at large wants to hear because the majority are in denial 

feel desperate about this ego trip they are on

and do not know how to get off it

This is the reality check these brave beings bring for the community at large to see

The roles they have played of the clown

The role playing mask

The Joker

A key part of my journey


This is not the way forward 

This is the anti thesis of living from the heart and the ego believes it is the power centre and creates everything…

which is not true

and why we lose our power and love of living when our heart isn’t in it

If all of that were true about the ego running the show then who was in charge when we were created or being born

when the miracles happen

the magical “coincidences”

the things that ego logic cannot explain…

and it does not matter how much “success” and adoration we get from the outside because the more that happens

the more that reveals the polar opposite on the inside of the famous person

So time for a wake up call 

there have been plenty of people that came before who have been in this place

of leaving planet earth at seemingly their own hands ….

I offer it is part of the Grand Design that is part of The Great Work

the ego has issues with that perspective of course…






individuals who did not believe they were

(read about their childhood and all the clues are there)

so sought validation 

and the desperation that builds when no amount of ego driven support systems work

and the pain gets bigger

so the fixes get bigger

until it is no longer sustainable and the fixes do not touch the pain 

There are solutions available 

There always have been

For those ready to work with awareness 

ready to do what it takes to work with this ego compulsion

and to do that 

first and foremost one has to become an expert on oneself 

and the demons that drive us 

that are of our own making

The enemy within

This road isn’t easy and it takes discipline to do it

which is why most people will not do it because….

Their ego wants a quick fix

because that is what it has been conditioned to be

in our conditional world

Where the ego and the masculine has reached the peak of it’s power trip

Now things are changing 

The code is changing 


The Sacred Feminine is returning 

and so it is wise

to learn how to ride the snake of the feminine

and be open to it’s teaching 

all bets are off 

all the old ways are dissolving  and anything that used to work for our ego will be destroyed

It is time for something new 

Today we are on day 3 of this Wavespell

Here is a document I created that you can use with any Wavespell if you want to synchronise with it:

Wavespell Transformation Process



Day 3 in every Wavespell ~ in every year 3 , in every 3rd Mayan

Moon Month is the day of co creative potentiality

The day of Alchemy

The day of Magic

Red Electric Moon




If you want to work with this powerfully

then I am going to ask you some deeper questions :

How much do you know about your self and what motivates you to do things ?

Do you know what your Moon Sign is and how it affects you ?

Do you know what your triggers are ~ your fears ?

Are you aware of how to manage your responses to stress?

Do you know how your body works with your breath and physiology ?

Do you know how to create a place of sanctuary for yourself when you are in the eye of the storm?

Are you able to see what is coming around

for your hero/heroine’s journey ?


When you are feeling chaotic do you know why and how to deal with it ?

Do you have a direct connection to your source ?

Do you feel loved and supported ?

Do you know who you are and why you are here ?

All of this way of being and knowing

about you

Is the only way you are ever going to feel in your core power

and it all there

ready and waiting for you to connect to ~

all that is required is for you to do it

because if you do not know this about yourself … 

then you do not know so you are in a reaction process

rather than a proactive process

and that is what is creating your reality

every day until you change it 🙂



To do this means you are going to

have to focus on learning

about the most important person in your life….


To do this means you have to carry water and chop wood

Do the mundane

It isn’t glamourous

You won’t be famous

and you won’t give two hoots about that space of being


because it is simply an illusionary palace of ego


To do this journey means looking at the ego personality we have constructed

step by step

and take the masks off layer by layer

wolves in sheep's clothing

recapitulate with the intention of letting go of old ways and wounds

great book on this methodology ~

I personally use EFT to recapitulate and re~pattern

and feel it is ideal and hey it works 🙂

The Sorcerer’s Crossing by Taisha Abelar 






to put down the bottle that takes us to another place

but leaves us with an after taste

to leave behind the safety net

the comfort blanket

that seems to offer sanctuary

but only because it is what our conditioned self knows

We are now going into the void 

Are you ready ?

Your soul is

It has no fear 

You signed up for the trip

Just like waiting for your turn on the big dipper

You are in the queue

No turning back

Take a deep breath and go into the fun house

The house of Mirrors







Our ego is apt to get scared at this point because it is going off road 

into unknown territory 

So  that is something that the warrior of the heart has to bear in mind 

It is a double edged sword 

The gift of all this fear is that it is the power source

It is the torch in the darkness 

It is what guides us in the enlightenment process 

It is the paradox on the path

To work powerfully with it we want to be aware of it

Hear it

Feel it

and follow it back to it’s source

so we can connect to ours free of this drama and create free from the past

otherwise we will still create it

because that is how the creation process works with human beings

It is our salvation

When we work with this prima materia we get to see our conditioned personality

that we have created on our life journey so far

We have created it

We can transform it

We can create anew

One we understand these universal creation codes

We take our power back from all the places we have left it

in times of emotional distress 

This is The Secret

We hold all our potential within us

We are The Cosmic Seed

which is what today is all about

which is what this year is all about 

remembering within is the direction to go 

Red Moon


Code 9


Once you start to de – clutter your inner space

You are on the road to Freedom

It does take a lot of work

It takes work every day

It is so worth it 

and if you think about this in principle you will see that this makes sense 

The only thing that reacts and creates stress to outside events

Is our programming on the inside 

Everyone is unique on what stresses them

So instead of focusing the most

on generalised management processes of  stress ~

clue that is outside of self and anything outside is

obviously outside ~ really simple

put the focus on what causes me stress 

with the intention of knowing oneself

now that is powerful 



The only thing we can change is us 

our inside 

To do this it is key to understand how we relate to the world

What creates well~being relating for us : 

Codes ~ systems ~ processes  that create self~empowerment where we feel supported equally 

Learn how to do this by being it ~ not just an intellectual concept that we are a million miles away from in reality and start with small steps that takes us from where we are now and are sustainable

What creates stressful relating for us:

Raising awareness about why that happens based on the past events and ways of being

Understanding how we do what and why ~ essential for our logical mind

Letting go of these old ways on all levels ~ emotionally and energetically 

Aligning all our systems ~ our human being ones ~ manual for our personal spaceship

Our spiritual ones ~ seeing our bigger picture and accepting and allowing new understanding through transforming our ego

We are amazing beings.

On the bigger picture pattern of our planetary evolution

We have been through some extremely tough times 

Out of balance masculine energy and ego based living is extreme 

We are all on a turnaround 

a healing process 

No one is “wrong”

No one is “right”

These are ego frameworks of duality and polarity and our ego speaking because it has history with whatever is arising

Ego tick boxes 😉 

There are clearly models of “right relationship” that are balanced and respectful

as most human beings are not yet in this position themselves then the universe we live in isn’t going to be that either is it

It is reflecting the collective understanding of  “life”

The reality of it not some

photo shopped glamourised Hollywood


Once we start to transform our own personal ego history

we can really understand this

because we become free of this framework within us 

We start to access co creation codes as well as

co dependent ones and we get off the addiction process

which is a counter balancing coping mechanism

for living out of alignment with our true state of being

understand and be able to live them

to understand that things are happening now because they match people’s belief systems 

They match people’s inner world

most of which is hidden and in denial in order to

get through life 

How about loving life ?

How about remembering who we really are and what is possible now ?

When we are ready to become an expert on 


how I work

how I am now 

how I want to be

Tool up for

Apprenticeship of Aquarius Being

Be open to new learning

Be ready to go in

and do what it takes

To Dream the Dream into reality 

That is what it takes to birth new worlds for the individual and as part of that process 

the universe 

Woo Hoo 

Once you start to work in this way it becomes clear that just like the wisdom says 

everything does happen at the perfect time ~ if it is meant to 

and this is in one part because of the patterns and circles and cycles so instead of trying to re~invent the wheel ~ go with it and harness the universal power 


If a pattern does not align it cannot happen

Random things do not happen ~

there is a meaning for everything and a causality

and although part of us may trust ancient wisdom 

old wive’s tales





they are all simply “belief systems” that we choose to give credence to our own way of living or not

because of our personal conditioned code and pattern

there is often also a part of us that is not happy unless it understands

not true for everyone

but generally part of the code for those who seek to be self~empowered

and not accept any old bull

this is about being in balance with

Mind Body and Spirit

The Holy Trinity



because they have been around the circuit a few times……

Of course this way of being is not for everyone 

certainly not for the fix it fast or faint~hearted 

This is for the hero’heroine who is up for the discovery quest  for real

in person

and doesn’t mind  facing a few monsters as they reveal their internal monsters 🙂


If that is you and you are ready for a voyage of discovery 

please get in touch

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I have a Northern Workshop in Hebden Bridge on September 13 

Please click on the link to book and for more info

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Blue Overtone Monkey

2085676693_0d58d0a987Blue Overtone Monkey in the Blue Hand Wavespell

Today is the mastery day achieved often through a struggle.

Where the square shrugs off the “shoulds” and decides to morph into a circle 🙂

This is the day of the divine child

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Today we are revisiting our childhood and seeing how we can be free to be unfettered from our mind and return to the true zen master child of the universe that we really are.

If today is your birthday then this is what the year brings for you. This is your Mayan mission.

Today we have been in the waning Libra moon in the early hours and as I write this we have slipped into dark moon Scorpio.

Today’s Thoth card reading for me is the Adjustment card which is Venus in Libra ~ love in balance by being balanced within in our masculine and feminine.


We are always balanced by the universe and if we are experiencing an uncomfortable imbalance by people or events that are aggressive 

We require an internal course adjustment with our masculine so we can have healthy boundaries 

If we are experiencing an uncomfortable imbalance around passivity and maybe passive ~ aggressive behaviour ,

where someone is pretending to aquiese to our wishes but stabbing us in the back in some way or using subversive, manipulation and taking without asking ~ huge energy power drainers that are very common childish strategies for

“getting our own back ” and in my experience in the hospitality and service industries I have seen a great deal of this

Thing is people always get what they feel is their due.

If a company treats it’s employees is a disrespectful manner and creates a slavery system ….

which is often heavily disguised to lure people in with all sorts of perks………

yet it becomes very self evident very quickly that this is unfair relationship the buyer beware 

payback time.

The employee may feel unable to quit but will extract their revenge.

They will take back what they feel they are owed ~ free drinks, food, gifts to friends over the bar, free telephone calls, free printing and sabotage the food.

In one case when we left a pub and restaurant as managers , our previously sweet natured chef left soon after ~

with the contents of the safe 🙂


Wouldn’t it be so much easier if we all stopped this imbalanced charade and created a new way of living instead ?

How many people do you know who love doing what they do ?

How many people are a slave to the system ~ believing it a necessary “evil” .

When I work with people as a life coach I use the system I used for myself.

Where I am now and where I wish to be .

This is the nature of the life journey.

Evolution……through new learning.

Often we focus on the now place with too much emphasis simply from lack of awareness.

This creates a focused intention and can be overwhelming as we tell our story of woe to everyone and of course ourselves.

A key shift can be:

I am focusing on this place of how it is for me now ~

with the intention of letting it go.

It is important to give equal attention to where we would like to be and where we are charting our map, creating our charts and setting our compass to.


This is the new world of our making and paradoxically get into a time machine to step into our past and the world past in order to head for a different future potentiality 🙂


The Adjustment card is our planetary struggle just now and as we often visit this pre ~ menstrual dark moon tug of war within and without ~ going out of balance to come back in and…..

Scorpio death and rebirth.

We are now heading in the opposite direction on the planet and so we are re~ calibrating our paths en masse.

This can feel very disorientating for us all as old ways are crumbling and it’s death of the empire time 🙂

We are going towards the feminine.

The sun’s magnetic field is currently reversing and the poles are shifting on earth……

and there are lots of consumer spin stories that are attempting to sell our guilt trip ego parts a blame story that we can only redress by buying a green lifestyle and people are falling for it

because the collective ego has been conditioned to feel bad and responsible in order to be a perfect obedient consumer

I am not saying I do not believe we need to make changes about how we use resources on planet earth

I am saying everything is happening for a reason and…..we cannot consume our way out of it no matter what green label is on the product.

Once we actually take those distorted lenses off our eyes we can see that most of these green products are still being made from oil based products and hail from the same profit companies who are seeking to make a huge profit to carry on with their out of balance lifestyles.

The only way we can create a true balance is for each of us as individuals to learn about co creative relationships and let go of dependency and this is what the Age of Aquarius is about.

Emptying our collective cup is the first step and recapitulation of capitalism.

A truly free state comes from our inner free state.

As we de~ cult ourselves from this way of living we may find ourselves reeling at times and so it is wise to create a sanctuary space for ourselves and if at all possible go easy and gently and take small steps.

Limit our exposure to things that tip us over the edge and find support with like minded souls who are on the same adventure quest.

Finding our tribe is essential now so be disciplined about cutting the ties with people and ways of being that push your buttons. To move into new space means letting go of the old…..

which is very different to doing more of the same with a different T shirt

In psychological terms you may be feeling under stress about this adjustment ~ check out this information on symptoms of anxiety disorder and adjustment disorder ~ with the intention of raising awareness and finding ways to let go of them 

often the ego will start “headless chickening” at these and labelling you ~ if this happens stop exposing yourself to the information and if you know how to tap ( emotional freedom technique) on whatever it brings up and who helped create this labelling inner critic in your early life ~ this is learned behaviour

One of the key issues I see in Glastonbury and people who are opening up to spiritual awakening is overload of anxiety and is often par for the course for re patterning.

Often people overload themselves with fear information and become ill because of it.

Small steps and being balanced in what we give and receive is key at this reboot time.

If you don’t know how to tap ~ learn. It is free and easy and children can and do do it. If you want help look for people in your area who are trained in EFT and if you are trained in EFT and you haven’t got community support groups 

Why not create one ? A tapping circle is potentially superb healthy support framework.

It is also sacred geometry and truly magical.

Squaring the circle

It also works 🙂

Take control of your destiny in an empowered way ~ choose the heart path and ask for support and your universal self will bring it.

To go into new learning takes skill as an adult. 

Creating beliefs to support that journey is essential.

The Mayan Wavespell

can assist in providing a divinity code and framework to help us do that. 

The planet has thirteen year cycles which reveal the shape of the evolutionary pattern we are on and this information is available to everyone. If you decide to align yourself with it you will be amazed at what you can do.

At the moment we are on year eight of a 13 year cycle of Red Moon.

Yellow Galactic Seed is this year and it started last July 26. It is all about this Adjustment card.

Letting go of ego strategies we learned as children that were useful for that time and are ready for release now if we want to live authentically in relationships of honesty and intimacy.

This year is bringing integration and the calling in of our separated parts that went adrift at emotional crisis times.

On July 26 2014 we enter the energy of Red Solar Moon and with that the completion of this Red Moon Cycle that started in 2006 .

If you think back to what was happening for you in that year I am guessing it will be significant to your awakening.

So we are working towards this energy now and the more we can integrate past events the stronger our core becomes.

Each person requires their own integration and that means working with transforming their shadow.

That doesn’t mean having a degree in shadow work or working purely as a “healer”  or therapist with other people .

There are many people who do not walk their talk and focus on other people.

This way of being is not integration and is an ego mask. 

If you are looking for someone to assist you on your journey, look for someone who lives what they believe not someone who tells others how to live and does the opposite ~ like most politicians 🙂 

By their fruit ye shall know them says the Bible….. and this collective book of wisdom comes from many learned experiential souls who have learned through living it …..

Due to the times and requirements of evolution their stories were spin doctored and used for manipulating and controlling the masses…..

so we could experience what it means to be out of balance in patriarchy and the extreme right of masculine

Now we can see their teaching differently if we are ready for it

minus the religion 🙂

In the Mayan Moon calendar

there are 13 moons and these stay the same every year unlike the wave spell which spirals .

We are in Overtone Moon as well today ~ number 5.

This moon is where we are starting to rise and let go of the struggle. A great blog about this here.

On July 18th 2014 we start a new 260 day Wavespell

and it is in a waning Aries Moon.

It is the Sun sign of Cancer

What do we need to let go of around being led by our youthful masculine head that will create new beginnings where we can nurture our feminine selves and our mother earth ?

It follows the full moon on the 12th of July in Capricorn. It is another dark moon energy.

At this dark moon time it is possible to see what your future holds by connecting to your patterns. 

Generally as a populace we have become like domesticated pets and lost most of our connection with our wild side.

We have turned down the volume of our sacred selves in order to become subservient to this sick societal out of balance way of living and in doing so…..

overridden our emotional compass.

One of the attractions of using EFT is it is an amazing, often instant stabilising tool of inner peace and yet there is a temptation to also use it as an avoidance of painful emotions and to steer clear of sticky situations which becomes…..

ego avoidance 🙂

The motivation that is sponsoring our action is the difference that makes the difference

We are in an emotional evolution and that doesn’t mean freedom from our emotions ~

quite the opposite

acceptance of them and releasing any that haven’t been accepted in our past so we can live from today.

We are ready to come back to being in balance with them as people who are living a life that allows health expression and harmonious ways of living, both with our planet and everything on it.

Pain exists as a message to tell us when we are not in alignment with our true state of being.

It is there for us as children so we can learn how to navigate our terrain and where we end and another begins.

This other may be different to us and this difference may result in our demise ~

a harder surface, a softer one, 






the emotions that result from these interactions may have to be stored until later in life

when we are ready to deal with them and when planet earth is ready to deal with them

All of this beauty path has been fully created to allow this

this is the fifth element 


When we have learned the reason for pain and learned the frameworks that allow us to live 

and live them

with healthy behaviours that support the absence of pain as an outcome….

then so it is.

If we behave immaturely then we receive a mature behaviour from outside to show us this.

When we are creating a life of healing and new learning it is important to understand how to achieve holistic change and move away from co dependency.

Each person heals themselves and only if they allow it so that is a very important mastery understanding.

If it isn’t the time for that individual, it will not happen and if they have beliefs about needing others to do that then it will not work for any length of time.

Remember that when we are experiencing a lack of flow of health,happiness and wealth ~ and they are all the same thing 🙂

a pattern has created that 

Just like a knitting pattern for  making Joseph in the nativity play will not create the three Kings

 a pattern that has lack in it has to create lack

Most people do not want to look at their lack patterns and like to be given a soothing treatment instead or go off on a fantasy quest  ~ an ego response to avoid anything labelled as painful

Unless we look and accept our lack patterns we are unaware about ourselves and are ignoring the true treasure trove.

If we are suffering from anxiety, there are thoughts and beliefs that create that within us based on how we place meaning on what is happening outside of us.

At this point some people may use something to drown out those feelings such as a relaxant ~ a chemical and vibrational match for that feeling and something that is very familiar such as a depressant like diazepam or alcohol.

They may get that fix for something physical that has manifested.

Once that fix is stopped the symptoms return.

The illusion of reliance on the medical model is fading fast…..

If a person is in a toxic environment that is causing them physical and emotional trauma the symptoms will get worse and if they are being cloaked by chemicals then the volcano builds inside.

Another solution is to work holistically:

  • look at the environment and day to day life and see what is causing the stress and look for ways to modify it or move to a more supportive one.
  • look at what the stress is triggered by/who/what behaviours/language and see what could change so that wouldn’t happen
  • look at what this matches from childhood

Create a plan to create a new space of living that brings balance

Create a plan to let go of the stressors from within using EFT and NLP and other cognitive behaviour techniques ~ change the thoughts, beliefs and the behaviour that are unsupportive of peaceful, harmonious living

  • Start the process on a daily basis by getting in touch with the authentic person within by learning about our energetic signature ~ astrology and Mayan Sign and what our challenges have been ~ our mind can start to make sense of what has happened so far 🙂
  • Start to align with the universal pattern ~ go with the flow
  • and rest in waning moon, receive from the universe, create space to go within
  • work with and embrace our inner shadow at the dark time of the year
  • learn about our masculine and feminine within
  • listen to our bodies
  • Go outward in the light time of the year and the waxing moon
  • Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail

Shine our light from the heart

Know thyself and the universe that we the divine child of 

There is only love

We are always held and always loved and it is only our beliefs that tell us otherwise

and that is meant to be so because that is how we journey and create the alchemy.

In this rebirth, this time of new beginnings 

we first have to go through death

It is really simple ~ we cannot birth a new mindset with the old one 

an upgrade is required that comes from the cosmic collective cauldron

inspired collaboration free from the ego.

Are you ready to bring the wild child back ?

The one who was free from wounding having gone through the underworld and baptism of fire ? 



and purely for love

It takes action and training 🙂

It isn’t a passive process.

The Adjustment Bureau is a love ~ ly film for illustrating the Power of Love

Have faith in yourself now and …….

Build self esteem and self confidence through transforming all the stuff that is within you that speaks the opposite.

That’s The Secret at this time of dissonance

Workshops to assist your process

My next Persephone Path Workshop is all about this. Click on the link to find out more. If you need assistance with learning about Skype and how to access my online workshops, please let me know, I will be delighted to explain.

If you wish to join in person or online please contact me.

When we love ourselves we are free from any need

Blue Hand Wavespell


Blue Hand Wavespell

The initiatory wave spell for the way shower. Are you ready to go through the doors of perception to see through a glass darkly?

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The West is the best …….sings James Morrison of The Doors who took their name from The Doors of Perception , a phrase in WilliamBlake’s book of poems The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, written shortly after The french Revolution.

This is also a famous book title by Aldous Huxley who pursued different perceptions by using powerful hallucinogenic’s such as Mescaline, to bypass the ego and transcend limitations.

In some ways this frees the person from their personality and allows a soul view 🙂

There can be trace elements of that person’s persona included 

such as rose tinted glasses or paranoia as anyone knows who has had a “bad trip”

Many are having a “bad trip” at the moment as their ego can only see what it sees about a current perceived situation

and often takes the fear pill rather than the excited pill

Have you ever experienced a total free fall

bring it on 


That is my intention every time…..

To feel less fear and be up for the next step

that I do not know


Feeling more comfortable with not knowing


for the next lily pad to float close enough to board

and travel downstream to my next destination

and just like the playstation game

save my progress so far, get a life pack, new tools 

new information

a new map




Some of that time may be spent in a cave recapitulating what my ego is offering up

for renewal

sadness, anger, stark terror

running at full rhetoric of 


and tapping using EFT so I can let go of my emotion and be free in my choices

It is my Mayan Sign

Blue Hand

It is gateway time



The seventh sign 


Perfect name that often reflects how my life seems to involve my attempt to spin lots of plates  🙂


We are now at the peak of the pyramid in the Mayan energies

of the seven

so this seventh sign brings us the energy of :

the mystic

the high priestess

the third eye

our own hallucinagenic that we create in our third eye

the pituitary/pineal and/or both:-)

This gland is the intuitive power plant and gateway that is the deck of our personal Starship Enterprise

the navigator

the throne

the high altar

and the death goddess

It’s the place that beams in when we are ready to do the deed

that needs to be done

in order to face our demons and go forward through the valley of death

where our ego says

no no no

like in the horror movies where they split up and we are squirming on the settee

knowing that in real life our ego would never allow that

We would be clinging together with big wide eyes and shaking thighs

This is the end is a film that has lots of parts that do nothing for me

but the part that resonates is that when the shinola hits the fan as Stephen King would say 🙂

we don’t suddenly become superheroes……

we simply amplify our egos and that often isn’t a pretty sight

I have met few people in my life who are willing to model the ethos our western world seems to hold dear

fairness and honesty with impeccability in action

but I live in hope.

We watched The Rainmaker yesterday and it fired me up again

This is a wonderful film about humanity and compassion and doing what is “right” because it is 🙂 It is also an expose of the pathology of the ego 

Here is another awareness expanding film by Michael Moore Capitalism.

There were some big gut wrenches for me in there that defy belief ~ these “business” ideas would not emerge in the mind of a healthy balanced person which is why they are often really shocking when revealed.

They are purely pathological and a product of the psychopathic persona.

Remembering though, that all that is required in this lifetime is that we see that we are the gateway and the portal 

that we are brought different polarity perspectives that match our beliefs…..

so that we can integrate and create transformation in ourselves

and purely in that personal transition we create a new energetic perspective on our planet…..

and everything changes as a result.

Self acceptance is the key that unlocks the magic.

Yesterday was the end of the empowerment wave spell and movement day.

I connected to lots of new learning that opened up my doors of perception 

Removing a spell as in Siouxsie and the Banshees Spellbound which was one of my favourite bands in the 80’s and I modelled her around how I looked and danced. When I listen to the music now I feel a tension in my chest ~ the music feels very “tight”. I like an eclectic selection of music 🙂

See what you think:

We are in waning Virgo moon ~ edging towards the dark moon with a new moon beckoning in Sagittarius


it is time to decide what to clear and transform ready for the new beginnings coming on December 02nd.

Here is a snapshot of lots of planetary happenings in a great blog


In the next thirteen days we are in the third wave spell of the bigger cycle of 260 days

The Co Creative wave spell of electricity

remember this started with Halloween

What can we peel off as another layer now to co create with our universal mother?

Where are we so blind that we cannot see and it is causing us grief?

What is our gateway point

our crossroads and our Hecate.

There are so many entangled webs we have woven over time on our planet

these thorns have grown thick and strong in our sleeping beauty kingdom and hide the treasure within our walls.

If we are ready to bust free and start to look for the truth using lady liberties’ torch

the beacon

Blend the gift of our great mother from the Red Dragon Wavespell ~ the cosmic nudge of doors closing so new ones can open

and what is seeking unravelling and allowing for the magic to flow and our self empowerment to expand from our heart with the White Wizard Wavespell revelations 

both in Scorpio 🙂

What is ready to end and transcend for you and me and everybody ?

If you need any assistance with insights and tools to see your bigger picture

and ways to beam your light

even more

Open my door

If you want a thirteen card Thoth reading ~ let me know  🙂

I love seeing our divinity code clearly revealed 

the potentiality based on our current energetic pattern

the tarot template

that can change when we do

and of course when others do too

My initiating card today is

seven of wands ~ valour

and I dreamt about snails enveloping other snails 

snail totems


Hello I love you won’t you tell me your name?

Let’s go for Love Street…..

Loving our beloved brother and Sagi light shower Jim

thank you for shaping my life

with your songs of the serpent 

Blessings to you for bringing your gifts and so much soul searching 🙂