White Wizard Wavespell ~ pure magic

 


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White Wizard Wavespell 

The Mayan name is Ix

Pure Magic 

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All the pictures in today’s blog are by the artist

Susan Seddon ~ Boulet

beautiful images that are truly magical

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Here is a link to the late Artist’s website

 

As we have now travelled through the first thirteen steps of the

Mayan Signs in their pure form in

Red Dragon Wavespell

 

We have initiated our process for this 260 day cycle

that will take us through to April 03 2015

The last five steps have been in a new year :

Red Solar Moon

White Planetary Dog

Blue Spectral Monkey

Yellow Crystal Human

and created a Cosmic shift yesterday with

Red Cosmic Skywalker

The Red Dragon (Imix) 13 day code

takes us through a process

of opening up to what

The Great Mother is bringing us

new learning

the potentiality of evolutionary change 

through emotional awareness and expression

and bringing balance within us to our sacred feminine

so that through that inner process happening

on the inside of each person

and as a result each person changing their belief systems and behaviours

learning how to create different relationship models

and

being the change 

living their learning

which is a proactive process

 

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Taking responsibility

means understanding how we respond to our life outside of us

based on what beliefs we have created through our life so far

What meaning we have given to the world

and then arrive at a choice point of …

having become aware of our response

Is it in balance with the feminine?

Respectful?

Loving?

Peaceful?

 

because this shapes everything on planet earth and everyone’s response matters

We are all on this world together

and that is going to increase in people’s awareness now

many things happening that will challenge people’s belief systems 

rock the foundations of society

as the truth of many situations are coming to light 

and reveal stark reality

which is a match for our collective shadow coming to light 

The veil being lifted 

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We each create heaven on earth through how we are being 

Red Cosmic Skywalker (Ben) as the 13th step

created a shift yesterday 

 

especially if we aware of this place of creating

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This New Year of Red Solar Moon began on July 26 2014

Muluc is the Mayan Name

 

 

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If you look at the link above to this it reveals the  Mayan Cross

that

gives the consciousness code as to what we are working with this year

and very simply we are completing a cycle

that began on July 26 2006 each and everyone of us

on whatever level of conscious awareness we are at 🙂

This is about bringing in The Solar and The Moon into balance

The dark and the Light  

The Masculine and Feminine

These are the energies:

In number 9 

 

 

Red Moon (Muluc)~

awakening to our authentic self ~ we have all that we need within us to evolve ~ everything that has happened so far on planet earth

Red Serpent (Chicchan)~

relationship first and foremost with ourselves ~ letting our kundalini show us where our energy is seeking to flow, intimacy and connection

Yellow Human (Eb)~

We are human beings holding a spiritual being and our body reveals all 

This is what is seeking to emerge 

Our body is our temple is our philosopher’s stone 

to become experts on our own body and let it speak to us about what it needs to live well

and allow our spirit to come in by clearing the perfect space

Blue Storm (Cauac)

The point of transformation and the challenge

Our shadow beliefs and fear of loss 

to evolve we have to let go of old ways and this often means leaving relationship’s behind

creating new understanding about who we are and working with our shadow issues

Being present and comfortable with all our emotions and recognising that each one brings us a catalyst opportunity of honesty

and let go of any unhealthy ego coping mechanisms

that are keeping our ego society stuck in dishonesty

consumerism

and out of alignment with well~being because we are out of alignment as individual’s 

White Dog (OC) ~ 

Our compliment if we let go of conditional love that comes from conditioning

Following the Sirius Star that initiates every New Mayan Year

Dog Star

Dog Days

Often cataclysmic deluges and emotional dramas are part of this initiator because it represents our birth tribe 

The place where we incarnated and learned a lot about wounding and the polar opposite of honest loving relationship 

To leave the first circle is an essential part of the alchemical journey of soul evolution

It is often a very painful initiation

 

I am just reconnecting to this shamanic process by revisiting the part of my NLP training

that I was most drawn to

as a Blue Solar Hand (Manik)

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The Carlos Casteneda branch

NLP is a combination of several schools of process to achieve transformation

The “creators” of NLP in the 70’s studied several different “experts” in their field that stood out to see what was the difference in their process

that made the difference

If you ready the wiki entries you will see that neither of these entries heap praise or validity about the content 

and that is the paradox of the path less travelled

It isn’t mainstream

or science 

or widely accepted 🙂

So not for the faint hearted

It is for the adventurer who is curious and ready to explore 

Discover for themselves what is “true” about the universe

by connecting ultimately to their source

and that is what it means to be a Sourcerer 

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When I started out on my self discovery in earnest it was at the start of Red Moon in 2006

Using this Mayan Wavespell now gives me these insights as I see the frameworks

People started entering my life to open Gateways into new worlds I had no knowledge of

Energy therapies

Goddess Dance

Tarot 

All of this was in my White Wind (Ik) Castle ~ a period lasting 13 years 

Connecting to Spirit

Just as the planet has 13 year cycles

~ so do we and sometimes they are exactly the same as the planet ~

if we are born on July 26

In my 13 Year Cycle this bridged year 10 and 11 for me 

So I was seeing what was manifest in my world ~ what I had shaped through my way of being from my birthday in 2005 Blue Planetary Hand

to what I was seeking to let go of in 2006 ~ Yellow Spectral Human 

Once I started to go deeper with the Mayan I saw how everything has been evolving in a different way

and now through that awareness of the universal pattern and my pattern

I can co create in a different way

To use a shamanic framework for this process is key

If we actually want to be the change that is

This involves clearing out our current circle of inventory 

a de~clutter process of everything that has ever happened to us

So we can be clear and free of our conditioned ways of thinking, feeling and being

Recapitulation Process is essential to evolve

and enter a new circle space

 

We are always creating from this place of being

so really simply …

if we have not done any inner work

we have to keep creating the same karma wheel stuff every day

because that is how the universe works 🙂 

I am re~reading 

The Sorcerer’s Crossing by Taisha Abelar 

Here is a link to a pdf

A person can do this in many ways

I use Emotional Freedom Technique

which is simply a process

of using intention and presence 

a modern twist using ancient wisdom and an integrative holistic system that works

inclusively 

with

Mind Body Spirit language systems 

To use it with this Wavespell of Magical self~empowerment

is very powerful especially if it is your personal Wavespell

as this is your life purpose

It takes us in a 13 day process

from initiating the Magician within today

to letting go of old worlds ~

if we do not do that ~

how can we create

new ones?

 

 

 

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We see how we block what is coming through as to sacred feminine code

by all the beliefs we hold around sacred feminine wounding 

personal and collective

The Sacred Feminine comes in from the left

The here and now 

In the left hand 

If we have emotional energy blocks on this 

We cannot receive fully 

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We are breaking our circle and circuitry with the universe

and only

we can heal that with our heart

and how we feel about ourselves and our life 

 

 

 

Today July 31st 2014 we are initiating this 13 day process

White Magnetic Wizard

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We are now working on the next level following on from the first 13 steps 

Number 14 ~ added together is 5 

The Centre

The heart wisdom place 

the heart attracts what we need which is often not what the ego wants 🙂

 

If you choose you can do some enquiry as to what showed up for you in the last 13 days around new learning

let’s you see yourself

What was magical ?

Want to expand…

Trusting the process

and letting the magic flow through us

by getting our ego butt out of the way 🙂 

 

What feels tough?

Emotionally intense,draining?

What relationships are seeking a tweak around boundaries ?

Where are we out of balance and the universe is bringing us

alter ego people/events to show us what is seeking integration ?

What did we learn in early life to cope

through being primarily in our masculine

and using controlling behaviour/intellectual mind games/competitive frameworks that

are ego based

and as a result are the antipathy of open loving intimacy ?

Tomorrow we have the day of challenge

 

 

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Blue Lunar Eagle 

Time to work with our higher self and see our bigger picture pattern

Fly high above the situation to see where we are on our path

and let our heart wisdom guide us

These two energies are key to the alchemical process of the next 13 days and in the third day  Saturday 02 August

we see them combined in:

Yellow Electric Warrior

Activating the Warrior of The Heart

that comes

from an evolved ego being

and this is created in many ways

generally speaking

through experiential learning

and being on planet earth

functioning as a capable adult in all ways

having learned through the university of life

and maturity through that process as an individual

and when we can be the Zen Master in our own home

then we have really achieved something monumental 🙂

 

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The Waxing Moon in Virgo as I am writing this ~ at 27 degrees:

Inside Degrees  by Elias Lonsdale

The Magician disrobes. He has no sex organs.

We bear a dream within us

In that dream, we can magically disperse every partisan consideration

and make the truth a commonsensical shareable thing.

We endow that dream with more of ourselves than any outwardly existing realities.

Slowly we foster it’s seeds.

There just must be a way to find a common point

to be no longer jerked around with gender politics 

and all the other anti brotherhood 

anti sisterhood 

currents.

So we endow the dream

with our heart’s aspirations

and when we give our all to it

the dream comes true

but until that point

we are world’s apart 

from others

harbouring the dream

of our coming reunion 

with 

everybody

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We are in Leo Sun and as a Leo I am loving this time

We have Lammas tomorrow on the day of the challenge

and this kicks off some amazing astrological events

More about that here on DarkStar Astrology

As we go further into August Leo Decan 3 arrives on the 4th day of this Wavespell ~ Sunday 03 August

bringing us this foundation stone to work with of Red Earth

and as this Leo is ruled by Jupiter and Jupiter is currently in Leo ~ wow 

time to hear the Lion roar 

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Magical Intentions ~

 

Tonight in the UK ~ 10pm

is a really good time

to send out those intentions

to bring us into balance

so that we can create our dream

and live from the heart

Waxing Moon in Libra at 2 degrees

This totally connects to my Retreat

which was last Saturday

What is coming up at the moment is anger

for many people

and

indignation around

creating imbalance to live a life

that is

so far out of our natural way of being  

and the imbalance of a few

having a lot when there really is no need

and this pattern

is created by greed and fear of feeling

People who are in tune with their feminine

are often ridiculed and bullied by those who are not …

and the tides are starting to turn on this now

For many people who are learning new ways of being

and being the change

the magic is happening and that feels a relief 

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For those who have the courage to follow their heart

and trust their feelings

Miracles happen

and all the evidence is there to be seen

that is the opposite of what we have been conditioned to believe 🙂 

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It has taken me 9 years to arrive at this place of grace

and there is a long way to go yet on my personal peace process…

and it is so worth it 

To sit with a group of fellow travellers

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sipping Linden Tree Tea picked on a Moon Gardening foray 

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in a beautiful garden

Sharing ourselves

Walking the beauty path of the Glastonbury Sacred Zodiac

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The amazing Somerset landscape 

in good company 

being real through accepting the reality of life

as we are accepting where we have been 

more and more 

Celebrating the honey time 

and being blessed by abundance

whilst accepting our shadow and releasing it ….

to reveal even more ways

of understanding and connection

that come from this process

The synchronicities were

Wow

People had aligned in a spiral

where they were next to each other in their Astrological Signs

and in some cases their Mayan Signs or their Mayan numbers

and on the day we were 9 with a person I had just met

and it was their Mayan Sign Day no less 🙂

What are the chances of that ?

 

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and so much more….

What a magical year this is

Love to you

and your magical process

from

The Heart Chakra

If you feel to know more please get in touch 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Red Solar Moon ~ Completion Year

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Red Solar Moon 

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A New Year 

Wishing you joy and love in all that you create this year

Please click on the links to take you to other websites with more information

This is year of completion 

Year 9

Here is a document I created for this

Universal Lifecoach Step 9

 

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Completion of a Cycle that began on July 26 2006 

This is the planetary Cycle 

This is the 3rd retreat I have created in Avalon

Each Year I become aware of more amazing remembrances of myself

of the Universe I live in

through letting go of my conditioning 

and connecting to 

The Mayan Wavespell calendar

Here is a video about this here:

The wheel within a wheel 

I have learned to learn in a different way 

To be with what is

As and when

It is the natural time 

rather than cramming information into my head 

surplus to requirements 

I have always had a natural inclination to do this but I thought I was weird 🙂 

Now it is becoming clearer with each passing day 

As I get clear.

Awaken to who I am rather than who I think I am

Start making conscious choices

as I live 

in alignment with 

the codes of consciousness

Free of distortion

What does that mean?

It means on a practical level

Every day I learn to feel fully

Let go of doing a mind mechanism to avoid feeling my feelings

Let my feelings guide me as to my conditioned response 

my conditioned feelings

my people pleasing

my rebellion 

My inner wars 

My inner fears

Who is the real me under all these behaviours?

I set an intention last year to be light and free 

Like when I travelled as a young woman with a rucksack on my back

When I felt life was a great adventure ready to unfold 

I already had conditioning of course 

It didn’t hold me back from exploring 

being open and vulnerable 

ready to receive 

As life expands we attract what we are 

sometimes it is hard to shake those extra energy passengers off 

we become weighed down 

and lose our bearings 

This year we can see how everything that has ever happened was meant to happen

If we choose

If we are ready to co create with the power of 9 

Step off our personal karma wheel 

by making peace with our history 

and change the world by doing this simple process

This is the core of the message of Red Moon

Everything we need for our Cosmic Evolution is to be found within each one of us

It is all inside

It is already here

The Cosmic Seed

It is in our humanity 

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Inside ~ Out 

is where

it is at

Are you there yet ?

With your own balance process?

Look around you in your life

All the clues are there to be seen

We have already been to where we are headed

Simply retracing our steps of evolution

and in the process of acceptance

through making peace 

in this life time

We heal all the other lifetimes because …

they have all led us to this place 🙂

and as we heal and accept we realise this

All was meant to be

All is part of our process

 

Pretty amazing miracle

Miracles are happening now 

More will become evident

As people start to be this process 

Let our feelings be our guide 

Whenever we are feeling something that isn’t joy or love

It is our next integration event unfolding

potentiality to be clear 

If we are brave enough to

face our fear

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Truly amazing time to be alive

It’s challenging to be here in Balsamic Dark Moon time on the planet 

We can do it

It’s why we are here 

All each one of us has to do

Is believe in ourselves

and start to perceive what happens in our world in a different way

Open the Doors of our Perception

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See everything coming our way

Is our next step 

Our Goddess Gateway 

Sacred Feminine returning

Butterfly Process

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I share simply what I know is all  🙂 

Loving the Leo ride being a Leo

and the summer sun of conscious light information

is feeling ecstatic

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This first Month in the Mayan 13 Moon calendar is

Magnetic Moon

whilst the spiral of the Wavespell is constantly spiralling the 13 Moon calendar remains the same every year 

Here is a document I made to explain the 13 Moons :

13 Moons

As always I recommend that you Google to receive your magnetic attraction that matches you where you are

I call this process

Following the Cosmic Cookie Trail

The Moon pattern is looming large this year 

The Moon energy holds the key to all

The shadow

The emotional evolution

The feminine coming into balance 

Making Waves

all these steps are clear in nature so we can

simply align at this time

 

 

 

 

 

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The 13 Step creation process remains the same

whatever Mayan Framework you use it in 😉

Here is a website that explains each of the 13 Numbers ~ or Tones they are cosmic code and hold the energetic blueprint of a process within them when used in succession along with the calendar they synchronise and each step evolves our consciousness in a spiral of evolution:

The 13 Galactic Tones 

Here is a document I made that you can use for this every day with the Wavespell

if you choose to use it as a universal synchroniser and life coach tool :

Wavespell Transformation Tool

The Mundane holds the key

Just like everyday gardening and household chores hold the seeds of the process

It is never ending

It is a wheel

Always cleaning to be done

Always caring

nurturing

new planting 

weeds 

🙂 

Astrology of today in the UK

 

Leo Sun ~ Decan 1 

Here is the line up from an astrological report for the month 

Jupiter in Leo

Mars in Scorpio 

At the time I am doing the workshop at 11am it is Dark Moon in Cancer at 27 degrees

This is the feminine energy initiating that we are working with for the next 260 day cycle:

Red Dragon Wavespell ~ initiate the spiral of home

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Red Dragon Wavespell

Initiating the spiral of Home

Home is where the heart is 

Imix ~ is the Mayan name 

Day 1 of a 260 day birthing period

Earth

East Awakening

Going through a galactic divinity process

that is perfectly created 

to synchronise us

with what is 

and let go of 

what isn’t 

in alignment with our heart

The shadow of this energy is issues of trust

taking on the role of

being the cosmic mamma 

the fixer

the caretaker 

the controller 

so instead

we can heal our trust issues and let the true universal mamma do her thing 

she doesn’t have any trust issues

as she is free of the human mind and co dependent conditioning 🙂

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The name of the game is remembering that everything

we see in the 3d dimension

Is a reflection of us

 

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Here we go again on the spiral vortex of emotional evolution

Bringing balance to our planet

by bringing balance to ourselves

by raising our conscious awareness of ourself

as that is where everything starts 

The Alpha and Omega of Us

That is it ~ the whole deal in a nutshell

and it is

really

really

really

simple 

Whenever life get’s complicated that is all we need to remember

How we are responding to whatever

is happening to the outside world

Is of our own making

We are creating meaning about this that is unique to us

We are having an emotional reaction about this that is unique to us 

We have created all of this because of our life so far 

Therefore the solutions …

to anything we are feeling and making meaning that we do not want 

lies in these earlier life events 

When we know ourself

understand ourself 

When we start to create a manual for ourself 

We understand how our buttons and switches work 

and then we understand how to work with them 

Instead of resisting what they do 

Most of our suffering comes from our resistance to

what is 

This resistance comes to the table

with everything that matches resistance in the past 

That doesn’t mean that we want to wipe the slate clean of our experiential life so far

and become an emotion free machine

a saintly somnambulist walking through life in a comfortably numb space 

( lot’s of people choose this route understandably)

It is the opposite of that 

It is understanding how we came to believe what we do about ourselves

and others

and then realise that everything every day is showing us where we have evolutionary possibility 

through our resistance

 emotions that are uncomfortable

that are doorways of change 

Gateways 

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The Great Mother of creation brings us this 

Our ego , whilst full of pain and 

maybe piss and vinegar patterns 

pretends that it is above all this 

has a “better plan” 

:you don’t really need to go backwards into all that mire do you ?:

Once we understand that this is

the raw ego’s prime directive code

to avoid pain in any shape or form 

It starts to shed some light on why it would do that 

It is a shallow simple survival programme that has no depth to it

It isn’t meant to 

Neanderthal style fight or flight free of any sophi ~stication of logic of conscious awareness

There are other programme’s for that …

However to access these one has to master being disciplined with the raw ego response 

and for any addictive programme re ~patterning this takes determination to create a new pattern

forge a new path in the wires of the brain for example

It has the same pattern as a person who has no life experience to draw on in certain areas

No field of depth 

The ego doesn’t know that certain hedonistic pursuits lead to a very unwell space for the body further down the line

or for the planet 

and it does not care ~ it is incapable of caring 

It is a simple reader of the past and a risk assessor based on what it knows works/does not work

and has a very limited scope therefore

which is why it leads us to live a limited life 

if we let it 

It does not do feelings the mind 

that is the remit of the heart 

being in alignment and in balance with the brain

Ego is wanting to fix the pain fast

no matter what the long term cost 

So we can see where this ego pattern is rampaging now on the world stage 

because it is having it’s will within each one of us 

This is the first biggest challenge in the soul journey and ego evolution

Do you have what it takes to do the dance with the devil ?

Your own personal devil that will do anything it can to distract you and keep you on the path of

what you know feels good

familiar 

fabulous 

That we all learned as children and young adult’s to transport us

to our own personal heaven for a while

 

using something to change our mood 

change our state 

let loose the dragon within

it may be we chased the dragon

shrugged off the shyness with a little alcohol

raised the temperature with some speed

unleashed the mind with some mushrooms

escaped “reality” with a good film and lots of goodies to put in our mouth to stuff down our feelings 

These behaviours may have mutated into different ego personas

Achieving recognition with a “job” title 

Becoming certified as an intellectual 

a healer 

an alternative freedom fighter for whatever….

All ego masks which we are in the last few days

of with the Mayan Year changing in a weeks time

We are now in the new age of transitioning all these escape

and coping mechanisms which are not long lasting or sustainable

and wear us out

It takes a lot of energy to prop up these shadow pursuits

and the cost is way to high for all of us on planet earth

 

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so is it time now…

 

to get back to the reality of who we really are 

instead of a society created construct conscript

that has outgrown this uniformity

and is ready to connect to the core 

All of these ways of being have allowed us to get to where we are today

and this is key

to accept them and in doing so accept ourselves as this is the way home 🙂

It is again very simple this process ~

honest truth is the way and the code

and it is what it is

clear and simple

Resistance is resistance and it creates resistance

so if you want to create resistance…

be resistant

On the other hand if you want to be accepted

then that is acceptance 

Who is going to accept you

if you don’t accept yourself ?

The universal part of you

is going to keep bringing you the parts of you

that you don’t accept

giving you an opportunity to ~

well accept them

and then when you accept them

you have healed the original resistance created in your childhood

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That is what we are here for 🙂

It doesn’t mean that how that person is behaving

is something we feel is “right relationship” respectful etc or something we want in our world

Everyone is where they are ~ that is the truth

A two year old may have tantrums

and it’s parent resists that behaviour sometimes/maybe all the time

and that is how that child learns about it’s will

and another’s will  

and carries that pattern in life

until it learns how to do it differently

 or not

On one level it all starts from the moment we are born

and our mind starts to make rules about the world

We all have choices throughout life whether to change and modify or behaviour 

do an update to live in balance 

or to blame our Mother and Father figures and stay in victim mode

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This Mayan 260 day Astrological overview

 

The astrology gives the heavenly universal codes 

I am learning about this and this is my personal perspective as always 

The Sun is our light consciousness and as the last cycle was rounded up in Cancer yesterday 

Yellow Cosmic Sun day always ends this 

The movement of light 

by creating a lighter space in our heart’s 

All of our suffering comes from dis~ honesty

Living out of light

Creating shadows

In authenticity 

The foundation of our ego society 

where work and money are The God 

This little ditty about work setting you free hung over some gates in the not too distant past 

These gates weren’t pearly and they weren’t heavenly

and what started out as a mission for one group in society ~ a scapegoat

converted into many groups who got in the way of the mission

See the raw ego pattern?

So you could reflect back on the last 260 day cycle

and see where this was showing you your ego mask area 

seeking to come off

Here is what I wrote yesterday on my Facebook page:

Day 13 ~ Yellow Cosmic Sun

The last day of the 260 day Halloween initiated spiral has arrived

What is ready to shift today that has birthed over this gestation period ?

What light moment has aha’d us into a new consciousness ?

What can we create movement with

Within

To create new beginnings without

What have we integrated in our core

So we can let the barriers down

Remove the outer layers of our ego masks

Heal our heart

Are you ready to see what this cycle has
rejuvenated in us
rebirthed in us
let the layers dissolve
let the ancestors be heard within the dna
let the structure be revealed

to be healed

on all levels

So we are ready for the next level of potentiality

Today at the time of writing we have

Waning Moon in Aries at 3 degrees
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The outer casing of the Great Pyramid being removed.
Candor, stark naked honesty. Getting rid of all false coverings, going for what counts. You are sharply intent upon getting at the truth and staying on the truth. Self-disclosure. An extraordinary aptitude for reality, you are the world’s most direct person, willing to be seen and known unequivocally. The jackhammer treatment. Blunt, brutal, and straightforward. Devoid of charm or grace, but right on the mark, gutsy and truly incorrigible.

A great exercise for today is this exercise of stark honesty

First of all with ourselves:

What has been the theme running through this whole year that has felt very uncomfortable ?

Where have I been feeling the most resistance ?

Who or what has been showing up in the outer world to prod the pain body ?

Emotionally ?

Physically ?

Go within and feel it with the intention of raising conscious awareness

What is at the root of this way back in childhood ?

What survival mechanism did we create to avoid feeling it ?

What Mind Mask ?

What head led coping mechanism that allowed us to get along with a way of living we abhor ?

With a bunch of people we believe are full of sh*t ?

All of which started off in the playground

This dishonesty is making us sick on some level

It is creating a sick society

and only when we stop doing the bullish*t will it change

It’s really simple ~

Our body does not lie

If we are physically carrying around extra baggage

We are living out of alignment with who we are and out of balance

If we are trying to hide our true place in life ~ our true being

by being inauthentic to project an image so we can be socially “acceptable”

whatever that is and it mutates along with the latest gimmick

We will be constantly getting sick and feeling tired trying to spin all the plates

leaking energy from our ruptured core

radiating rage

toxic thoughts turning our inner world into an imbalance ph

fuelled by all that attracts

If we carry on trying to plaster that over with an anti~depressant pattern

of fake positivity

Put a bubble of bounce over all that mountain of frustration and despair

The wound goes deeper and the volcano pressure gets higher

Instead we do the opposite and we go within

Deeper and deeper

Feel it all with the intention of being honest with ourselves

Open the door to it

Face it

Admit it

Whatever it is

It is actually simply something we believe about ourselves

When we look over our life so far

The fruit of our labours

How do we measure up to our inner critic ?

What have we created ?

What is our legacy ?

The only thing that matters for our soul journey at this point

At this crossroads

Is what we feel and believe about ourselves

That determines everything else that is going to happen from this moment

Everything else happens because of how we feel about ourselves

That is how we interface with the universe

That is how we create our experience

If we are afraid to feel our strongest emotions

that determines our life

Keeping them at bay

Avoidance of those intense currents within

So

this is where we go

First

When we go into our void it changes everything

It is where we get to the heart of the matter

All our biggest emotional events are creating our Cosmic Road Trip right now

If we are feeling like a boat tossed on a stormy sea

Time to visit that inner ocean and be brave

Weigh our heart and see if it is as light as a feather

or heavy as the the world on our shoulders

This is the hardest thing we ever have to do is admit how we feel

to ourselves

and sit down with our whispering voices from our past that are haunting us today

in every way

Today Jupiter goes into Leo

Expansion of our heart and courage

and

Expansion of our ego

For many this will be a one sided show on the outside

Building a legacy so that the little self will make it’s mark on the earth

coming from a place of lack of self worth

because little self doesn’t want to look at who it really is

the truth of it’s whole self

It wants to do something “new”

New bright shininess

Doesn’t want to recycle

Has to have money to buy things because it doesn’t want to learn or take care of itself

A child dependent on paying for services

and yet feeds off the suffering and servitude of others who are capable

and has them believe are the people who need them

because they have the money

and therefore the power

Time for truth for some who are ready to connect to their power source

Willing to do what it takes

To create stability and sustainability structures

so that humanity can thrive

rather than strive

The new cycle starts all over again tomorrow with a new layer of evolution unfolding

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We are human beings and we all do stuff that we aren’t proud of 

We have all made mistakes

We all hide ourselves from the world in some way rather than admit our human frailness

because we have been conditioned to

If we don’t learn to behave differently about this 

turn this around 

within ourselves

nothing can change 

How could it ?

The universe is always changing because change is life 

To embrace and enjoy life

We embrace change

and we create it within us

If we are sending out mixed messages of honesty because we have learned to do that

as a way of keeping safe

We reap what we sow 

We get mixed messages back

and so honesty is the best policy 

The truth is always there in what we receive

It is simply in a different form

Our true vibration

is always being transmitted and received by everyone and everything

which is why the universe brings us what we need 

and that is very different to what our ego wants 

which is why our ego seeks to override it 🙂

 

This process takes time 

and key to assisting it’s birthing

is patience and being gentle with oneself 

This is the bigger picture of the whole deal that arrives tomorrow ~

Day 2 of the Wavespell

White Lunar Wind

This is our challenge and growth area of new learning

When we integrate our shadow 

the past ways of learning that created issues around telling the truth

any beliefs that got in the way of us being a clear channel and connecting to source 

free from ego distortion

we are free 

and accordingly

we see

we hear

we connect 

are on line 

with the divine 🙂

Isn’t that worth a few trips into the doldrums for some tapping and weeping and wailing with focused intent ?

That way we really become detached from the drama 

because our personal drama has become

our personal self empowered place of grace

through our own self awareness process

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The Sun is consciousness ~

the masculine code of our evolution

that everything on earth is receiving every day

 

The Mayan Wavespell is a continuing spiral

so this initiating Wavespell changes every time 

because of this 

This is

The Grand Design

This time it is in Cancer Sun

In the Astrological Wheel Cancer is the 4th sign

everything is birthed through the Great Mother

 

It is all about the

Great Mother

Nurturing 

Home 

It matches Red Dragon’s energy 

What is being birthed through the race of humanity in alignment with the conscious code 

For each one it is different as each one is in a different place on their emotional evolution 

Each one has a different Astrology and Mayan Sign

Whenever our personality feels in despair about life on earth

our heart has more clearing to do 

we are connecting to our personal history ~ always 

and in doing so we are losing connection to our source 

to clear the connection and re~establish it we clear our story

Simple

I use EFT 

Emotional Freedom Technique 

It is simple and easy to do 

Anyone can do it and it works 😉

It does take time to build a skill ~ new learning

Cancer in Decan 3 today

Cancer ~ Pisces which is Decan 12 overall ~

the crystal clarity code 🙂

 

Each astrological Sign is split into 3 Decans to give a more refined overview of that energy

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website for this:

www.claralucia.com

A wheel within a wheel

like the Mayan Wavespell in many ways

Here is a great article explaining this by Darkstar Astrology 

In the Moon at midnight in the UK we had

Waning Aries Moon at 11 degrees

Inside Degrees Website

ARIES 11
Sunlight illuminating dust in the air.
The marvel is that the observer exerts so strong a presence, yet disappears into the atmosphere. You find yourself to be centrally pivotal, yet subtly underlyingly a pure witness to the objective turn of events. You inhabit the edge between self-will and a higher will. You hold to the sharp borderline between the infinite and the finite, so that you can create yourself anew out of whole cloth. Transformation can take many forms. You are endowed here with power of wishing, the capacity to visualize and imagine whatever comes next. An astounding skill at coming back to life, recreating everything, taking into your self worlds ending and worlds beginning. All is poised within. A way of looking at things that magnifies the wonder and overcomes all of the dross, in a strong quest to find yourself amidst the debris of lost worlds and to salvage the dream and the vision.

 

We also have the blessing of Leo in Jupiter

for the next 12 months to expand our ability to be courageous

and be open to love 

open our hearts

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The Mayan Calendar also has 13 Moons

 

This framework stays the same each year and aligns with the start of the new Mayan Year on July 26 every year 

So we are in the last few days of Cosmic Moon energy

The 13th Moon of feminine movement

In the heart

It is magical number 22 = 4

July 18 = 9

Lots of resources on my resources page being added 

I learn as I create them 🙂

Here is an old one about the Mayan Moons ~ there are lots of resources on the internet

if you google and follow your own cookie trail

you will find what is perfect for you 

So this cycle will take us up to Easter next year ~ April 04 2015 

I am looking at the significance of this pattern in more detail as to astrology and the signature codes and will post about that at another time 

The key thing for me is to focus on my patterns and what I am feeling to expand on and release in this period 

and to look at 

what is seeking completion for me that began on July 26 2006 

with a Red Moon cycle of 13 years beginning 

I will be focusing on this on my workshops

next week in Glastonbury 

More here if you feel to come and join me on July 25/26/27 

Circle of Completion 

If you cannot come in person you can get your personal info via email and/or Skype about it ~ please contact me for details

Remember that Red Moon beacon is

all about the message of awakening to :

 

the more I know myself

the more I can  be myself

the more I trust myself

the more I realise that 

I am enough

and

the less I feel worried by lack

the less I get knocked off my happy horse

the less I rely on the moving swirls around you me to

sustain myself

because I sustain myself

free from any need

to be anything other

for any others

than 

who I really am

after all 

I am the universe 

We are the universe

all we need do is remember that 

and be it 

Co create from a

balanced

grounded

place

of  

responsible relationship

 

Within and therefore without 

Yellow Star Wavespell ~ Bee it

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Yellow Star Wavespell

Being the star that we really are 

Please click on the links or hover your mouse to reveal website links to expand on the info

Lamat is the Mayan name 

There are 20 Star Glyphs in the Mayan Wavespell

Lamat is number 8 

Which is all about integration

As above so below 

What is below is giving rise to what is above  🙂

The Tree of Life’s most important focus point for health and well being is the root area

This is the same in our spiritual path

Through our root work

Through our birth tribe 

comes our transformation and our flowering 

Be Do Have 

Whatever we are being 

Creates our doing

Creates our having

 

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This is universal law 

Whatever was our initiating family process 

continues until we transform it

Doesn’t matter what we “think”

the head is not our centre 

Our centre is our heart 

Our heart is what is creating our reality through our feelings 

You cannot un think fear

You cannot rewire fear 

It will simply mutate and get bigger until you feel the fear

and transform it 

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We are now in the last 13 days of the Mayan 260 day Wavespell

that started on Halloween in 2013

The day of death

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Holy day

Where the veil is very thin between worlds 

In the planetary year which begins each year on July 26

we are in

Yellow Galactic Seed 

Taking our ego coping mechanism mask off 

Otherwise we get stuck in our role playing mode 

which is an ego construct that we created in childhood 

and which allows our ego to stay in denial 

of all it’s experiences of heart hurts since we were born

So in this last Wave we can feel to heal

and unearth the star that we really are 

If we choose

and that is the key Secret 

Lamat is the key code 8 

and so reveal the process we can use to integrate 

Be the change we want to see 

If we are being dishonest in any way then we are distorting our light code 

We are disconnecting from source 

We are using a cloaking device that may believe it is light

when in truth it is hiding our star shine 

Whenever we have emotions that are unresolved 

the essence of them creates distortion

there is nothing “wrong” with this 

this is what it means to be human

It is what it is 

If we are pretending to be pure positivity then we are being a false prophet 

If we are acting out we are by that very definition 

a thespian 

and that way of being creates drama

which is what the ego craves as an ego rub

Our society is addicted to drama 

We cannot change this until we be honest about it 

When we are in denial we are at a distance 

through disassociation 

and therefore are removed from the very thing that has the potentiality to transform us 

This is often called Victim mode 

Has the qualities of blame and shame 

Which allows the feelings to be passed along to the other 

instead of being felt 

When they are felt with an intention of healing and transformation 

 being conscious with them 

which is all that is required 

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they go 

and we are free of them 

and free of our past 

When we do not  do this process 

Our past is still with us

energetically and emotionally 

We take ourselves with us wherever we go 

Most of our planetary process is being made by child minds of distortion

Full of ego

In denial

and this way of being has no long term view

or common sense 

wants a quick fix

money no matter what the cost 

This has been happening for a long time and it is 

Time for a change 

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This is a great film to illustrate this point 

Human Beings have created a crisis with Bees 

and we are all involved in some way 

It is a society thing 

We are all in society and we are all being something in this manifestation

whether we are buying almonds from this mono farm

whether we are buying honey that is processed

A farmer in mono culture 

A consumer who is unaware of what they are buying

Instead of blaming each other 

It is time to overcome our differences and focus on a solution

What gave rise to this situation?

We may have been ignorant about it

We may have not realised or had any awareness about it 

We may have a lot of emotion about it 

We have all done things that aren’t “right relationship”

that is part of our learning process 

We do what we know 

and it is time to be honest about this

instead of denying it 

We all do the best we can and sometimes that is a really crap best 

When we decide to be honest and let all our feelings come up about whatever is feeling intense

we reveal a honeycomb 

our own catacomb 

deep in the recess 

the void 

and we start our cookie trail of healing 

This is the honey 

This is the raw food 

This is the seed of our discontent 

the reason for our sterile seed culture of control 

Our ego believes that when it controls everything it is safe 

This of course gets stronger

OCD 

OCD comes from big life events that had huge emotional impact for us

that we couldn’t control

so for example people in our close circle who died from Cancer 

Heart attacks 

and in some way we blame ourselves for what we didn’t do 

or they didn’t do

when in truth our ego’s biggest fear is death

death of itself as the little self 

When someone close to us dies our ego sees it’s own mortality up close and personal

If you are in close relationship now with someone with OCD 

it has a huge impact on that relationship

this has been my experience 

and I would not enable it and so the relationship ended at that point 

because no matter how I communicated my position with my knowledge and information

as a therapist 

and my own personal life experience 

the person’s inappropriate behaviour with me and my family did not change

because how can it

when they do not want to face their fears 

I know about OCD personally as this has been a coping mechanism for me 

It does

as all behaviour does 

have a positive intention to allow our emotional mind to feel good 

that categorically does not mean that it is healthy either 

We are all constantly swinging on the wild pendulum of the healthy spectrum here 

on our soul journey 🙂

At times of stress in my environment 

I created a coping mechanism of cleaning and creating harmony

This is also a learned experience from my Grandma who was a Libra 

She created sanctuary through her house 

It was immaculate 

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I love places that are clean and tidy and how it feels

when there is a place for everything and everything in it’s place

and my mind knows where to access things on a practical level

and I like wild messy chaotic spaces too 

but they tend to be somewhere I visit or create in my garden

When we clean in a physically

energetic way it is like a gym fix

endorphins pump

we get exercise

we get a high 

we feel good 

we have a lovely space to be in

the energy flows 

I discovered this as a child at home when my parents worked full time 

I created a harmonious space inside and out if I could 

this later led to property developing and gardening 

When I worked in the pub trade I did this in a bigger scale 

and in larger pubs this was exhausting 

When I had children I couldn’t live in chaos and  would make my timetable expand to fit my harmony rules

Sometimes this meant doing decorating and accounts at night 

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Way out of balance to fit my ego box 

I am still working with this energy because it is part of my pattern

as a Blue Hand 

I recognise it now 

I work with it 

I honour it 

I accept it 

and when the time is aligned I transform it 

This takes dedication and discipline and that is what is required to be the star that we really are 

This is not an easy path 

It takes courage to be the rose 

It takes strength of character to follow the golden threads of the labyrinth 

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and transform the minotaur of Taurus ego living 

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Pic by William Blake 

Now if we go deep into the coded message found in this ancient tale 

we see what this gives us to process 

If we choose to give in to ego living we die a cruel death 

It isn’t a judgement 

It is what it is

Our choices have consequences 

Our conditioning and ego masks are coping mechanisms created by an immature child mind set 

they allow us to survive by getting our emotional needs met in some way

but they do not allow us to thrive or ascend into our heart free of pain

The fabulous thing about being the star that we really are is….

We can access this at any time 

all it takes is our will to do it 

We don’t need anyone else to do it for us

We simply ask and it is given

It is our soul birthright 

open to all 

who are willing to walk their talk 

and learn in living practice every day 

to be the codes of truth 

the codes of well being 

and let go of

distorted truths

manipulation

deception

dishonesty

co dependency

and pretending to be something we are not 

i.e spiritual 

We are all human beings with sh*t going on

so lets cut the bullish*t 

It’s the only way we are going to create new ways of being is by owning our shadow 

If we don’t own it we cannot access it can we ?

and so we are doing ourselves a disservice 

because this is the enlightenment process

and the way to our shiny star potential

Here’s a great  video about the current Star show that is pulling our strings for our 

evolution process at the height of Sun energy:

So here’s some info about the Moon ~

our Luna assistant that helps us lift our veil as and when we are in perfect timing with our solar script :

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Pic by Tristan Elwell

As I started writing this we were in Moon in waxing Libra at 12 degrees

LIBRA 12
The burning of a bough of sage.
Wishful thinking. Hoping for the best. Looking toward a new start. Naive and gullible, you are suspended, quiet, receptive, and lacking in discernment. Desiring with authentic feeling to bring a resonant impulse to bear, yet hobbled by blind fervor and tunnel vision. Prone to easy ways out and ideological positions. You are oddly poised between sheer reflective inwardness and exaggerated attempts to come out with ways to get on with the shared reality. A bit confused and at a loss. But charming, endearing, appealing, well-intentioned, and idealistic in ways half delusional and half genuinely restorative.

Here is the website link :

Inside Degrees

 

 

When we align with the Cosmos we can get a glimpse of Cosmic Code free from any distortion

and we see it though our decoder ~ our human personal process 

so that is why the more we clear our personal process

with a personal daily process

the clearer we can access it

All of these natural process ways of relating

The cycles of the cosmos

are representing natural time 

and that is the essence of The Mayan Wavespell

and this includes the 13 Moon calendar

This is why synchronicities become common place 

we are in synch with what is 

and we are decoding 

deconstructing

de culting

from the ego artificially created matrix

and into the true source

So we are in recovery 🙂

 

The more we are enveloped in the ego matrix that is out of synch

the more resistance we feel

because it isn’t natural

and natural is where it is at 

because natural is the result of universal consciousness free of any man intervention

It is an illusion that the ego knows anything that is greater than universal consciousness

and pure arrogance 

We live in an arrogant world fuelled by masculine linear wounded child code just now 

and it’s time is the big turnaround 

Here is a great blog by a fellow Glastonian that reveals the alchemical codes of sacred geometry

When we start to co create and transform our chalice by healing our shadow 

the serpent comes back down through our crown and forms a circle of constant alchemical transition

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I am a Blue Hand and so my code is number 7 in the 20 Mayan Codex of Mayan Signs

which is why I have  Mercury connections and Thoth as one of my guides

Code 7 is the mystical gateway to the crown chakra 

to let the kundalini come in ~ the kundalini starts to rise at around 42 with Uranus opposition 

Great blog about that here 

Liquid Light of Sex by Barbara Hand Clow is a great read on this 

we allow the kundalini ascension process by working consciously with our seven solar seals ~ our chakras 

This is what is often known as

The Mid Life Crisis

The Glastonbury Experience 

We get another go at resolving our life conflicts and most times we repeat unconscious ego masks 

only at an older age 

generally with more life experience 

if we are ready to

we can see a different perspective 

and create different choices 

and at the same time get in touch with what is important to us

what drives us

and the truth of our shadow egotistical self 

seeking to be expressed 

let out of the closet

wolves in sheep's clothing

 

So if we always got emotional needs met with a lover 

a physical fulfilment of our root chakra 

we are going to keep doing that in some way until we learn otherwise 

and go into what that is really about 

and find a way to do that co creatively instead of co dependently 

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Pic by Klimt ~ The Kiss

As we bring what has previously been beneath our conscious awareness

and created behaviour that is devoid of consciousness …

and we know we are doing this whenever we are participating in behaviour that has a distinct absence of health and creates uncomfortable side effects ;- ) 

and we still do it because it is…

compulsive 

deeply coded in our amygdala 

then we are at the gateway of

Blue Hand 

We are at a choice point 

Do we want to carry on or transform ?

Woa that feels so familiar and lights up our brain feel good factor points

through our root chakra gateway 

and yet 

it doesn’t last 

When our enabler device has worn off ~

intoxication code of drugs “in loveness” we are confused as to what on earth was our reasoning

and this is an essential part of the awakening process 

We are experiential beings

and we are here to experience and understand

what comes from our choices 

on whatever level of consciousness we are ready to create with 

So back to today’s code of Yellow Star 

Here’s a fun exercise you can use if you choose and you know your Mayan Sign and another person’s that you are in relationship with in some way

Thank you Deb Lassiter for sharing this with me 🙂 

Take both your Mayan Seals 

so Mine is Blue Hand 7 and my partner is White Dog which is 10 

Added together is 17 = 1 and 7 = 8 

Yellow Star and synchro here ~ the number 8 has the * symbol as it’s upper case 

So together our Signs are co creating Yellow Star 

This is the gateway above and beyond the seven seals that has the potentiality to create harmony when we integrate our shadow 

We are then literally starting a process beyond the world of duality and polarity

as we resolve them within us and bring ourselves into balance 

Today’s Libra Moon 

Next we do the numbers ~ the galactic tones 

I am a 9 and he is a 18 total 22

2 and 2 = 4

Self Existing 

Yellow Self Existing Star 

Which is the code for creating co creative foundation structures 

free from co dependency 

which is so true of our life journey together 

This is the key code of the structure in the Red Serpent Wavespell 

which is one of two super powerful Waves that has 10 portals 

Here is a blog I wrote about this last year and wow what a synchrony

even though I didn’t have conscious awareness of that when writing it 🙂

Love this 

We can do this with our family circle 

friends circle 

something seeking transformation and feeling uncomfortable circle 

It reveals the code

Knowing our birth families code is a great bigger picture tool too 

and we all need to focus first on ourselves 

because that is the key to alchemy

Know Thyself

 

 

So The next thirteen days gives us the potentiality

to be the star that we are 

 

gloves off 

mask off risking it all for true love 

of ourselves

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Day two ~ tomorrow July 6 is the day of new learning

and often our challenge

 

Red Lunar Moon

this will reveal what we are working with

in the new year Red Solar Moon starting July 26

being the beacon of light essentially

which in itself is number 9 of completion so a big year ahead 

 

 

 

Day 3 on Monday ~ also Scorpio Waxing Moon

is our day of alchemy potentiality

White Electric Dog 

Bring the Day 1 and Day 2 together and create a cosmic mix ~ How are we being our Solar Star energy ? What is your Sun Sign 

How are we seeking transformation with our luna self  ~ What is your Moon Sign ?

What can be possible to shine the light of our tribe and unconditional love free from our conditioning

and as a side effect ~ let go of drama 

because 

there is no emotional need for it 

as we are following our Sirius Star and living our soul mission

instead of trying to live from the heart on the ego route 

which is not possible as it isn’t connected to source coded sustainability 

More about the Dog Days of Cancer here with this great blog by Darkstar Astrology:

and talking of Heart Days 

Leo energy is in for an amazing time of expansion with Jupiter in Leo for a year starting on July 17 

numerology ~ 8 🙂

More info on this great link here

So Leo always brings the new Mayan Year in starting July 23rd for Leo Sun Sign

which happens to be my sign 

Still time for you to join me in the Heart Chakra for my yearly retreat on July 25th 

If you wish to have a deeper look at what year on your 13 year cycle you are on

and what is coming in for completion with you in the forthcoming year 

Circle of Completion 

Wishing you an amazing 13 day spiral of getting to the heart of your star energy 

 

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