The Super High Way



Staff of life ~ Cib ย A new wavespell began yesterday with

Yellow Magnetic Warrior


Cib is also known as the Owl ~ a symbol of wisdom


Please click on the links as always to explore other aspects and expand awareness if you choose ๐Ÿ™‚

Gratitude to all my co creative people sharing their dreams ๐Ÿ™‚

This is the journeyer of the stars ~ our soul journey and for me….

this is the path of the heart.

Today we are on day two ~ which always brings the challenge and the new learning ~ย 

Red Lunar Earth

This wavespell was on 19th of July and took us into the new Mayan Year on the 26th so was the transition. Whatever came up as a challenge to you at that time that you haven’t transformed is what is knocking at your door today knocking you off your happy horse ๐Ÿ™‚

What is taking you off your path, off centre and tuning in to the ego channel rather than your heart path?

This warrior’s intention is to open to love and expand the kundalini flow ~ as and when appropriate โค

without forcing it through ๐Ÿ™‚

Kundalini rises with love and when the stars are in the perfect place. It is a given ๐Ÿ™‚

This activation occurs automatically in alignment with our solar system as we are intrinsically connected to it and like all living beings when the optimum conditions are met and come together…..

once activated and when we are awakened we can learn how to flow with it and allow it to take us to where we need to go to raise our consciousness.

When alignment occurs……


The magic happens…….

We are all kin to the stars in the sky and part of the cosmic dance.

Abracadabra ~ been playing a lot recently with the Steve Miller band on media I have been connecting with . It is an ancient word connected to incantation and magical intent.


Just watched a very silly film with lots of giggles and cheesy themes ๐Ÿ™‚ ย ~

The Incredible Burt Wonderstone

which does a great parody of some ” magicians ” on our ego stage ~ for example, Derren Brown and his show about how clever he is at manipulating people ~ big story there about his childhood and needing to be in control I guess. In his message of revelation ~ how we can be tricked and mesmerised, he seems, in my humble opinion, to lose sight of any wellbeing or ecology for his participants for the sake of his art and showmanship …..pure ego. The message, I believe, gets lost in his need to be powerful. Spirit ain’t in it and yet great learning for me as always about relationships and how I do not wish to model a rebalance of my earlier life episodes of loss of power.

This is happening for a reason ~ this ego show ~ like everything on the world stage .

When great tragedies are happening, like the current crisis in Syria, people ask ~ will man never learn and I am offering you now that you realise why this is.

The people who crete wars are very aware of what they are doing and it is a business and an entertainment, a diversion, something that keeps people occupied and full of fear. It stops people from awakening and living consciously because when we are in survivor mode we do not have the time or energy to look deeply into things ~ we are in the position of survival ~

fight, flight or freeze.

This is where most people are in their day to day life ~ stuck on a wheel they feel unable to get off because they do not have an alternative plan and are so simply reacting and fire fighting every day .

It is crucial that people recognise this and we create a new pattern of pro active behaviour .

Most people only seek out therapy when they are in crisis instead of seeing it as a healthy way of being that is essential to life ~ emotional well being is the key.

Wars occur because there is an emotional match for them that comes from fear ~ a lack belief. A deeply held fear that there is not enough and the truth is ~ in the egoic playground of corporate greed that is true ~ however it is simply a market place artifice that allows our emotional evolution to be played out….

and until people deal with their shadow selves and let go of feeling angry and afraid because of their past this life experiences and literal past life experiences ~

nothing will change.

See the evidence all around and become wise to it ๐Ÿ™‚

It isn’t logical, rational or fair ~ it is simply a causality of co dependent relationship where some people have the power and some are powerless and all of that comes from our individual state of mind.

There is no need for it to be so ~ in truth there is an abundance of resources and ways of recycling and alchemically making use of our planet without any need for money or destructive energies ~ this will only happen when people match this way of being from the inside out and be honest ~ take responsibility for who they are and how they live.

How are you doing that and being the change ?

Are you shaping the way forward in your behaviour or are you a Sunday revolutionary ~ a part time activist ?

I choose not to become the behaviour that hurt me and I can only do that when I am being conscious ~ which is , I am happy to say, happening more as I work with my shadow and set myself free.

I choose to share my journey around my learning in my life and in doing so open up the actuality of how our energetic universe really is and how we create our own health and well being from within. This is very challenging for some people as it goes against all their conditioning and reliance on consumer industries…

these industries are invested in illness and co dependency

not free thinking , well people who live a life of joy and love ~ there is no money in that ๐Ÿ™‚

See clearly how the money markets ~ corporations ~ have historically shifted the goal posts ~ like the smoking industry for example which originally was advertised by the medical profession as “good for you” when really it was simply a way of getting a large body of people hooked on a product. This way of controlling people through a commodity started in the military like most other manipulations.

Now the money is made in stopping smoking and the cancer industry and using so called cures that do not cure at all.

Vaccinations cannot possibly work ~ think about it free of any spin ~ how can they possibly work when each person is a unique individual. To allow ourselves to be reduced to the minimum is the opposite of our amazing multi faceted selves.

If I were to say to you that you are exactly the same as everyone else , many people would be defensive about this and argue the opposite and yet…..ย sign up for flu jabs, get young babies pumped full of goodness knows what ~ and trust people they don’t know and who do not know them at all, to tell them how to fix their condition and live from wellbeing ~ isn’t this true madness? Where is the common sense and sovereignty over our own bodies and wisdom about our knowingness ?

The last time you visited a doctor did they actually know you? Spend time asking about what was happening generally in your life? Know your family history ? Have delivered your babies? Popped round for a cup of tea just to see how you were? This is what the family doctor used to be like and our midwives. We have now simply become a clone and part of a commodity to be sold to and farmed.

If you really want to live an empowered life ~ question everything with fresh eyes and step out of your circle ~ imagine you are a visitor from another galaxy here to observe life on planet earth without any investment in it ~ you do not take part in any of the day to day happenings and are therefore free to explore it free of any agenda or entanglement ~ this often sparks new awareness.

To see clearly without attachment and distortion of conditioning we move outside of our circle so there is no prejudice.

Free our minds by freeing ourselves from the one track groove they often fall in to ๐Ÿ™‚ They are meant to ~ it is part of our journey and at the perfect time a new track opens up moving us onwards ๐Ÿ™‚

Here is another great awakening video from Santos:

When you start to work with awareness from the ancients who were connected to source and free spirits at a time that energetically we are moving back to ~

The Matriarchal Society of equality and community where ego’s were not heavily aspected in the masculine ~ then you see simply in the structures that all was shared ~ this is being highlighted with several archaeological digs where there are no buildings bigger or more “elevated” ornate in their design.

A great book for reading about this is The Great Cosmic Mother by Monica Sjรถรถ and Barbara Mor


This Wavespell’s intention:


This Mayan Sign represents the spine in one aspect:


Everything on our body hangs from our spine ~ a timely reminder of this in belly dancing when we check our posture and how we hold our upper body.

Our arms are connected to our heart chakra and anything we are holding on to is felt here .

Anything that is affecting our breath and our intake of universal energy ~ literally ~ is connected to the heart.

The spine is the key to our well being ~ it’s structure holds us upright and lets our energy flow in a loop through the earth and through the stars.

All our energetic information moves around on this interplanetary highway within us ~ constant movement of our holographic blue print and this cell creates our reality ~ in our body and in our world.

As above and so below and so we see the double serpent in ancient wisdom ~ the Caduceus ~ masculine and feminine energy highways run here in our body and around the earth and they create our life on the inside and outside.

Interesting how blue represents the sacred feminine and red the masculine ~ our ego world creates the opposite bandwidth ~ blue typically representing the male of the species and the blue bloods who used silver cutlery and had an intake, as a result, of silver from this.

Silver is associated with the moon, goddess energy, high priestess and seers ๐Ÿ™‚

Many older people ~ 40 and beyond ~ focus on the upper chakras and intellectual learning.

Many younger people seek wisdom before their time, modelling conditioning given in formal education which is the opposite of intuition and try and activate their kundalini rising process from ignorance and often this creates injury ~ however this matches their energetic pattern and where they are in understanding ~ the universe always has to match us where we are as it is universal law.

The universe brings us our beliefs regardless of whether we would judge them to be good or bad. The universe does not judge ~ that is the realm of the human mind and ego.

True karma is simply an energetic match ~ if you do something it creates an outcome.

In coaching I use a well formed outcome and work with an intention that my journeyer wants to create ~ this gives a focus point for the masculine mind within. To work holistically and inclusively this framework honours all aspects of ourselves and the ways those aspects communicate which are very different.

The nature of karma is cause and effect.

It does not have any meaning ~ again the mind creates meaning and that is always subjective according to the individual’s belief system which is why a vaccine has a different affect energetically on each person and their energetic structure. There is no one size fits all ~ it is a none sense and a violation of our sacred selves. Many people do not have any sense of the sacredness of their amazing being ness and live accordingly. This is now changing as part of the shift.

This is why “truth” is a variable and changes as we learn, evolve and transform.

There are shared “truths” too that are constant ~ inherent wisdom. These bare bones are known by innocents ~ open to all. It isn’t rocket science ๐Ÿ™‚

The place of transformation at midlife is the lower chakras ~ when you work with the energies here the upper chakras expand as a by product naturally and this is where the miracles occur. There is no other way to access this as the karma pattern is to be wise takes practice and is experiential ~ it is not granted with a certificate of learning ๐Ÿ™‚ Living the learning and being the change.

Different people have different ideas about what chakra is what in connection to planets and astrology ~ here are some examples:

Linking the chakras

chakras and the planets


Depends on where you are coming from ๐Ÿ™‚

If someone is living from ego then they ignore these areas and tend to focus on intellect and living off the glory of the word alone and this usually means that there is a wide gap between what they speak about and how they actually live.

Mind the gap ๐Ÿ™‚

The ego that has not been transformed reveals itself in the body ย ~ the temple , the vehicle, is blocked because the lower chakras are being ignored.

It can be very difficult to break this pattern as it is often an ego defence mask that is deeply entrenched.

Learning new information assists the ego from feeling insecure as it feels it “knows” something .

If the ego ย “knows ” something that it feels other people are not privvy to then it can feel “superior” .

If that particular ego has an issue of being bullied, manipulated and made to do things it doesn’t want to ~

and who hasn’t had that earthly experience ๐Ÿ™‚

Then this can feel very enlightening and powerful ~ when that transient ego trip wears off ~ as it always does ~ then the ego is back to where it started ~ ground zero because this information does not come from internal, integrated experience .

In truth it isn’t enlightening in the one space that is the key to enlightenment ย ~ changing the heart .

The heart functions through feelings. Any outside information is simply a temporary sticking plaster and it doesn’t create change in itself.

It is very evident in Glastonbury where people fill up the void with the many talks on offer and ignore the sacred in themselves and in their day to day life which is often way out of balance.

Having a sound bath creates healing ~ it doesn’t alter how you live and relate in your daily routine though , so as an abstract on it’s own, it will not create new ways of being in that bigger picture way and requires other elements and process for conscious evolution.

No one else telling you something about energy healing, is going to change how you feel about a life experience when you were 8 ,that created a belief system in you that you were a “bad” person for using your left hand for example.

It may start a process for you that leads to change ~ the key is you start that internal process of release for yourself.

The only person who creates healing is that person and no matter how many people send you love and light or put you in a book of prayers, your ill health has happened because you are living out of alignment with who you truly are and that is the message being ignored.

By all means ask for prayers ~ and get your focus on creating some changes as soon as you can with awareness of what has occurred , because this is your wake up call ๐Ÿ™‚ This is a nudge from your higher self.

Here is a big tip ๐Ÿ™‚

If you are in a relationship with someone who you feel in love with ( or maybe it is a platonic friendship/ a boss and employee relationship/ a family member) and truly want to continue having a relationship with….

and they say they are in love with you ( value you, respect you, love you )…..

but their behaviour has been disrespectful, unloving and dishonest to you in some way ย ( maybe many times )and they say they will change:

How are they creating new ways of relating now ?

  • Are they voluntarily attending practical re ~ education that they have chosen to learn how to relate differently?
  • Are they actively working on themselves every day to release old ways of being using energy therapies ( not just talking about their past) so they can transform their energy signature?


Or are they simply telling you that this is so whilst their day to day routine and way of living is exactly the same as it ever was …..

How can it be that they are aligning with creating change ย ? No evidence of it in tangible, practical reality.

It is impossible that this can happen karmically because they are no creating a pattern of change.

Tis simply lip service ๐Ÿ™‚

More importantly for you ~

what are you doing about your re~ alignment process that brought this episode to your conscious awareness?

You cannot create a different way of being by solely feeding information into yourself.

This is the old co dependent pattern of adding something to yourself when everything you need to change is within ๐Ÿ™‚

The shadow being transformed into light is the enlightenment process and so if you do not work with this energetically and emotionally then the heart simply repeats the same old attraction process of that pattern.

To create good boundaries you can create good fences in the physical.

If your neighbour has no idea about healthy boundaries ~ as to trying to drag you into their drama, or your boss has a need to bully you to feel powerful it doesn’t matter what you do to protect yourself in the physical on one level ๐Ÿ™‚

You cannot change them.

Build a bigger wall ~ they get a bigger ladder or a trampoline ~ or crash their tractor into your garden ๐Ÿ™‚

You can change how you relate to them and face your challenges ~ be the heart warrior.

Each pain in the butt experience, brings an opportunity to learn and grow and learn new ways of being and the universe always brings us what we need for our next step ~ ignore this at your peril because you will play the game ~ you cannot avoid your destiny ๐Ÿ™‚

What you choose to avoid expands until it is so big that there is no way round it ~ believe me I have had this experience ~ I survived and it did make me stronger ๐Ÿ™‚ It is the game of life ~ growth through challenge.



Louise Hay’s little turquoise book ~ Heal Your Body ~ has a wonderful spinal chart where you can see what your body is communicating with it’s energy flow disruption.

It reveals a blocked well being signal is all and when you tune into that message and your heart’s feeling, you will find the solution.

Here is a spinal chart ~ lots on the internet if you google them and great websites with wonderful info:



This signal is always linked to past events and although our mind may label these past events as misadventure, mistakes and criticise ~ I offer you there is no such thing.

Everything that has happened thus far is significant, has a reason and is part of our expansion process and when we clear this inner critique we see that ~ we see the reason because we are in a position of clear space.

If you are going to assist people compassionately through a painful process of domestic violence for example ~ to have compassion truly you have been there yourself. You are effective as a survivor who has gone through the process and as a result is now in a place where the person you are helping wants to be. Simply being with them as evidence in physical form, that it is possible to transcend their current situation, is enough. Your journey is pure inspiration and light for them. Anyone who has been in therapy with an academic who has no personal experience of their situation ~ simply learned the basics on an open university course ~ knows how it feels to be with someone who has not been initiated by the fire of the experience. Empathy cannot truly exist ~ no matter how well meaning the student . They have no idea of how it feels to have a panic attach from reading about it in a text book.

To be the real deal we have to feel.

Whatever you see as your worst moments are your finest hours in terms of the soul journey ~ this is what you are here to do. This is the wounded healer , the masterful magical magician of experiential transformation. This is our area of expertise ๐Ÿ™‚ We have lived it, survived it and are now ~ through working with it ~ thriving.

We aren’t here to evolve our human race and planet for the personal success story of Joe Bloggs and wow what a man he was with his business empire and Manhattan skyscrapers ๐Ÿ™‚ Most of the planet is still on that belief highway. Even though they know that the planet cannot sustain the current ego trip of consumerism they are still buying a new car ~ but hey they meditate and think positive thoughts. They mean well ~ just aren’t taking any action or commiting to any patterns that align with heading in the direction of letting go ~ because……

they aren’t ready to let go of their ego identity and masks…..

That is the truth of it ~ I walk a spiritual path and…..

I drive a Range Rover and wear designer clothing and compartmentalise my life ๐Ÿ™‚

We all do it in someway and this is the integration process ~ it isn’t going to happen over night and if we choose to do that because of fear ~ we are still ego tripping ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

We are all on an about turn at the perfect time in our personal integration process and the key is to be honest about it ~ย 

Be honest to ourselves and take responsibility instead of deflecting and blaming so we can stand tallย 

  • admit our ignorance
  • free ourselves from ego
  • open up to new learning.

However we learned to feel powerful as a young person is our ego mask

so whether that was through a certain way of intellectualising ~ good at school and exams for example ~ smart, creating art work ~ artistic, being admired for how we look ~ attractive, being sporty ~ strong in our body and competitive, success at work ~ workaholic and money earning ย …..

these are our double edged swords

If we believe money keeps us safe…..

money often keeps us stuck and blocks our path as we buy our safety and is the ultimate ego override ๐Ÿ™‚

No amount of money can secure our health, well being and feelings of love and being in our heart space because it isn’t a part of us.

Generally people who hide behind money have massive emotional issues and self esteem wounds and do not do feelings ~ money is cold, unfeeling and has no loyalty ~ a commodity pattern of slavery buying and selling with no intrinsic worth.

The ego always sees the negative in anything that isn’t shiny and positive and labels it according to it’s teaching from teacher’s who were not coming from light ~ their own ego trip.

The truth is the shadow is the pure gold dressed up in rags ๐Ÿ™‚

It is a hidden treasure and is only revealed to the true seeker who is willing to face their

darkest moments and bring the light to them.

It doesn’t matter how much you know ~ it is how you feel in the way of the heart.

We are liberating ourselves from these old constructs now ~ time to let Lilith out and explore our wild sides ~ free ourself from domestication and roam into the wilderness beyond the back yard.

Are you ready ?

We have just completed the death and transformation spiral of ย Blue Night ~ is our life a dream or a nightmare ~ maybe a combination.

The simple way to tune in to creating a dream life is simply to connect to what you love doing and what sets your heart on fire.

That is it ~ starting point and the initiate space. Simple. It is all about how you feel.

This spiral is all about letting your higher self guide you ~ trusting that you are part of something that has eternal wisdom and is unfettered by the small world limitation of the ego. This is allowing grace to flow through all the chakras and experientially light the fire within.

It is a yellow spiral ~ the South Castle in the Mayan wavespell.ย 

We have just entered Virgo Sun Astrology ~ time to craft and create through grounded action ๐Ÿ™‚

It is Expansion of the past wave spells of

Blue Night ~ the dream ~ just completed ~ what is seeking movement for you now ?ย 

White Dog ~ just before this ~ where are you still living from conditions that have been imposed through society and your childhood ? Where are you blocking unconditional love and support from the universe and insisting on staying with groups that do not support loving relationship ~ finding your tribe is key ๐Ÿ™‚ Healing birth tribe issues is key ๐Ÿ™‚

Red Earth ~ the path and your core ~ healing an issues of exterior focus, outside energies knocking you off balance because there is an inner core healing required , tuning in to your life mission from within.


All of this is expanding now so you can open up the throat chakra ~ which is connected to the solar plexus. When we have past history that hasn’t been healed we are resistant to change from fear, we speak in anger and we simply create more of that vibe :-)

The throat chakra is the goddess portal that is the part of our body that allows ascension from our body to our head from love.

If we have constantly been told that we are “wrong” we are “stupid” ย or we are different ~ in a demeaning way ~ which is always the way with transformative souls ๐Ÿ™‚ There is inner transformation required to change this code … no matter how much we intellectually think….. this was simply coming from ignorant people who were low in conscious awareness our emotional mind still feels demeaned unless we have released that past reality….

and sure enough people will be showing up to trigger this emotional space on a regular basis.

The key secret is to be real about how you feel and don’t put a positive spin on it ~ use this opportunity wisely to ascend within by letting go so you can truly turn the other cheek without any feeling because you have no inner reality to tag ~ and…

you can speak from the heart about the other person’s behaviour.

This avoids the universal necessity for emotional drama because your energetic code no longer requires it

You have moved a long to a new way of being ๐Ÿ™‚

When we are clear on the inside then the way becomes clear and we can see things coming from this wise space.

In Glastonbury , the high street is Aquarius and opens up all the channels of bigger picture wisdom ~ it can also be seen as the dove.ย 

Many people come here to connect and receive wisdom in the heart chakra and lose the will to be a creative force as it also brings the illusion of love for them. It is a place that is so addictive and can keep an individual stuck on their own personal ascension process as they become passive ~ an intaker of intellect and over dose on it. A different therapy to receive every day and receive and yet they are not actively doing anything to move themselves a long.

Remember you cannot buy your stairway to heaven ~ Karma Cola by Gita Mehta is a great book on this.

Whatever we are expands here so we can see it ~ often the sick get sicker and people die.ย 

What is seen as an illness in our society is actually part of our healing process ~ in cancer for example ~ our bodies create a tumour that is designed to heal the ย extreme emotional vibe of anger and bitterness running through our body. Being in this space of ill health often brings the support we are seeking in the form of outside care and support ~ although we have to get ill to allow this to happen ~ often in childhood the only time we have received nurturing and feminine energy is when we get ill. We can re~ pattern this belief system. If we look at what was happening in our life around the time of getting ill we can see the bigger picture.

When we use drugs to intervene we block this healing process from ignorance and believe that others can heal us when in truth only we can heal ourselves. The more drugs we take to suppress our symptoms and the more the message from our spirit is being stifled and ignored.

In truth when we live a life that we love and that is in alignment with our true nature ~

We live a life of vitality.

Every event

Every illness

Every “negative” situation has a basis in emotional wounding

It is the energetic framework of our universe.

When we truly understand this as a collective, our universe will be a very different space ๐Ÿ™‚

This is the journey we are on now ~ the return to our true nature and the return to the stars.

Our ancient people who lived this way many years ago knew of this and thus astrology was born and the language of consciousness and light…..

that we are returning to

In our fear lies the way of our greatest strength.

Anything ย that has been happening to you in the past 39 days through these energy spirals that feels uncomfortable on an emotional or physical level is the key ……

to your salvation


and when you transform these challenging feelings

you also transform our universe.


If you only get one point of illumination from this blog please let it be this…..

You are the salvation of ย our planet

you are the sanctuary, the garden of eden

you are Orion’s belt, the cosmic consciousness, the philosopher’s stone, the milky way

The cup holder of the Gods incarnate ~ look at the constellation ๐Ÿ™‚

Your spine and the planets that orbit it through your chakras are the key to life ~ turn the cup on it’s head and go within, reverse the polarity ๐Ÿ™‚

You are the magic โค โค โค

You have the power ~ when you believe in yourself ๐Ÿ™‚

Remember to work with intuition means to be in tune and go with the flow and face our challenges ~ย 

Everything brings opportunity for expansion into freer states. Each challenging opportunity that is learned from evolves our community.


If , for example, we accept a lesser way of being and become a battery hen , with little regard for our true heart’s yearning, then….

rest assured we will get sick

just like the battery chicken raised for consumption, that has never looked to the starry skies with wonder,

never been in the open space of the forest without a tour guide,

never experienced not knowing what the next day will bring ……

because it is sure of another day in hell on a handcart…..

our soul yearns to be free and live unfettered ~

to go where it feels drawn

and hear the call of the wild


We are here to embody the will of god and goddess into being through our bodies here on earth

and that means actually doing something that ….

evolves the path ๐Ÿ™‚

Of course whatever we are doing does that on every level ~ do you choose to expand more of

your light and sunshine by transforming your shadow voluntarily or do you prefer to stay as

you are until you get nudged over the edge of your comfort zone?

Very different positions ๐Ÿ™‚

Love to you warriors of the heartย 

May you find your way into the light


New Workshop starting in September:

The Persephone Path

In person in Glastonbury and online







Manifesting Miracles ?



Yellow Planetary Human Day

What a magical ride I am experiencing here in the Glastonbury Zodiac. It is amazing and I intend to conjure up a new way of working as there is so much I want to share and receive and how to do that in the time frame of a day……and be balanced.

Aries waning moon today gives me a heads up on this ~ to let go of being led by the head as much.

This is key to aligning heart and mind which is where we are at on the planetary scale.

This Blue Night Dreamspell has been a truly gob smacking journey for me to enter new worlds and create different perspectives. Hover your mouse and follow the cookie trail links.


Today is a galactic activation portal day ~ can you feel the gateways opening up ? Time to travel into new space.

Bear with me all those people who have sent me information and are waiting to hear back ~ I will as soon as I can and it lines up ๐Ÿ™‚

The key to working with the Mayan Calendar is ~ it is timely. It is totally time sensitive and synchronises our energy with the universal pattern and raises our conscious awareness ~ when we allow it to ๐Ÿ™‚

Living in Glastonbury means we get access to cutting edge news beyond the veil and speakers come from all over to share their consciousness .

I could write several books on the talk of Wednesday evening ๐Ÿ™‚ ~ Santos Bonacci has a lot to share about ย and have note after note of the subject matter ~ it was soooooooo magical and connected to my Red Moon post ~ I even watched Jack the Giant Slayer just before it, which was mentioned in the topic of the talk.

I am very aware that is my mind doing it’s “thing” ~ consuming information and so it is there to be accessed as and when ~ all the information has gone in at one level ๐Ÿ™‚

No need to worry about any loss of resources and that is the beauty of working with the spiral.

Anything irrevelant or irreverant at this moment will be stored for later.

I am learning to see energetic signatures like swipe cards ~ when it’s time, we connect, we see and we explore ~ it’s a given….

I have literally been side swiped today with my car and nearly head on this week ~ part of the Glasto no boundaries pattern ~ taking it in my stride and noticing that ~ hurrah at last ๐Ÿ™‚ No danger to me as I saw the first one coming and the second I wasn’t in my car ~ some very strong masculine coming in to impact me and I feel unscathed. Having an old car lessens the worries ~ barefoot living ๐Ÿ™‚ As long as I get from A to B that is all that matters and I love my Leo car ~ Peugeot ~ the third in a short space of time to match past patterns and aid learning in various ways…..

the more we relax into this life experience and enjoy the journey…..

the more we love our time here and we remember

we chose it.

Heart felt thanks to you Santos for your sharing. So many refinements for me, different angles ~ especially of my own zodiac Starcode and journey into Avalon. Totally a gift for me as to your talk and the people there ~ the whole experience. Thank you to Samia Dance for inviting me. There will be learning shared from it as and when ~ if you want to view it in full it has been filmed and check out his website for loads of stuff to blow your mind wide open

Today is the number of manifestation


The key to this time is to shift, what Carlos Casteneda called the assemblage point .

It is great to be aware that what our religious frameworks have sold to us as “truth” is a spin ๐Ÿ™‚

It’s a mass marketing manipulation plan and many of our historical “facts” are simply a titivation tourism ploy to attract pilgrims and create beliefs that supported a hierarchy, patriarchy and that individuals were mere mortals who could not access their own divinity ~ the Church was a necessity for that role.

When in truth we are Gods and Goddesses and creators of our own reality on this game of life road trip ๐Ÿ™‚

I offer you that all this was meant to happen at this time on our planet for our learning and evolution because that is how our universe works ~ with a framework of beliefs and energetics that create our material reality.

Belief exists on one vibration and solids appear from that starting point ~ a twinkle in your father’s eye ๐Ÿ™‚

All of this outside learning is very important. The nature of this time is that the majority of people all have this energetic signature

Externally referenced


No matter what perspective or viewpoint, what indoctrination, religion, belief system ~ the emphasis is on the outside framework.

To create a shift within is the one that is not yet being focused on and so ……

Even though we may say that certain people haven’t awoken yet to the reality of life beyond societal conditioning…..

Even the ones that have…..

are still using intellect and information and …..

this is the same pattern if you see what I mean ๐Ÿ™‚

To create an energetic change in an energetic universe requires changing more than an intellectual awareness and most people miss this.

If you want to raise your vibration and become clear of your past then to do that does not happen purely by changing the information you hold in your brain in the logical part.

You can spend a lifetime talking about your angst and the human part of you ~ your personality ~ and this alone will simply bring awareness of what you don’t feel happy about.

To let go of what you don’t feel happy about requires letting go of the pain experienced so far using energy therapies and creating different ways of being in the world for yourself.

You cannot create change without this process .

As we age you often hear people saying they lose access to daily tasks and forget things. Their body starts to deteriorate .

I offer you that this does not have to happen and can change ~ your health and memory can be restored and indeed improved ~ if you are willing to make room in the now ~ by clearing your energetic and emotional clutter. All becomes clear when you are ready to see ๐Ÿ™‚

As I often say in these blogs ~ you are your own healer and if you set an intention to discover your silver lining in each so called “negative” event and health experience, you will see the angelic ascension possibility and your life will change.

I sincerely got asked if I was a fairy last night by a visitor in my local pub The King Arthur ๐Ÿ™‚ Only in Glastonbury. I love the alternative way of living and views offered here ๐Ÿ™‚

Today in the number 10 we have the manifestation of the last nine days incarnate ~ in form.

Showing up today is something for you to look at ~ if you choose ~ in depth.

I thought my week couldn’t get more magical in terms of synchronicities ~ last night’s belly dancing with Kash Salem ~ which creates so much vibrancy and fun and I invite you to come along and join us ~ ย had so many connections to my past group in so many ways.

Today I set off for, what I thought was, a mundane visit to my dentist in Somerton. Somerton was part of the zodiac mentioned on the talk by Santos as was Compton Dundon, where I live and Gemini across the road. Somerton is the Leo part of the zodiac and I have visited it’s symbolic landscape, village and church. Revisited the church today with different eyes and awareness ๐Ÿ™‚

I highly recommend John Wadsworth and Anthony Thorley ย  for their amazing resources and workshops around the zodiac ~ the alchemicalย having been on one of them and other workshops. ย  Their resources were shared at Santos’s workshop~ unbeknown to Santos that John was in the room ๐Ÿ™‚ They are both Aries ~ another great synchronicity.

For me, this reminded me that none of our resources are truly “ours”.

This is an ego framework that often pushes my buttons, when I see people using frameworks and ideas ~ literal language ~ in their work after working with me and there is no credit given back to me as a source of inspiration.

I know I have done this too ~ everyday I see something that inspires me to create a property project, a decoration, a document or a design in my garden and nothing I do is truly “mine” it is a blend of resources that alchemically mix together and form a hybrid just like a new plant . The creation that pours from me is an eclectic mix of lots of knowledge and wisdom that has flowed through others to be received by me and has my unique cosmic cake recipe . That said I do always intend to quote my sources and resources when I can ~ sometimes I do not directly name people as I haven’t had a chance to get their permission.

I know that if I feel miffed about this then that is ego in me and instead of crititicising this part of me for having ego ~ I value it.

This is the shadow that is seeking emotional evolution. This is my humanity that allows me to learn and grow.

This autumn the shadow is the new black folks so let’s love it and bring it within.

When I have an ego feeling on this ( or anything else ๐Ÿ™‚ ) I use emotional freedom technique to travel back and look at times when I may feel I haven’t been acknowledged, credited, over looked, my boss has taken my ideas, I haven’t feel heard, I felt used etc that is the area of this and as soon as I connect to this….

The past threads show up intuitively so I can hear them as they are without saying I “shouldn’t ” feel them because it isn’t “spiritual” etc

We feel what we feel and the shadow wheel is the “shouldn’t” ~ the manipulative process of not taking responsibility that is part of our co dependent blame game inherent in society.

When we take responsibility for our feelings regardless of whether we “should” have them or not ~ the truth is we do ~ then we take our power back.

When we honour ourselves by allowing all of our feelings ~ this is where we get the alchemical process within.

This allows more magical passes to happen ~ another Carlos Casteneda book and found woven into all great sacred energy frameworks of movement such as Yoga, Tai Chi and belly dancing.

Back to today….

I went for a crown replacement which I have blogged about before ~ my trials of dentistry and passively accepting “expert” opinion in the past . This has brought a great avenue of learning for me. I have had the metal taken out and resin put in and now I am having porcelain put in to see how that suits my bio chemistry.

I thought I would be there for a while and I wasn’t as this didn’t happen today. I need to pass some time before my next appointment and so I ambled into a shop that caught my eye ~ previously it had been closed because it only opened recently and only opened Thursday, Friday and Saturday ~ serendipitous.

If you are a similar age to me and live in the UK you may remember a programme called Mr Benn?

This shop is called The Vintage Linen Press atย Broad Street Somerton

It is so much more than a shop ~ it is a magical journey back into the past and as I entered there were too other ladies who were ooing and ahhing at their discoveries ๐Ÿ™‚ If you come prepare to spend some time here, as this little treasure is crammed full of beautiful linens, cottons, jewellery , artifacts and books ~ Enid Blyton old editions that brought back lots of memories for me. I bought a vintage heart cake tin and this beautifully bound note book ~ which is ~ as you can see below ~ sacred seed geometry fabric ๐Ÿ™‚ It reconnects you to older times, different generations and especially our own past world.


Anne and I had a magical chat and I feel it is the start of something ย meaningful ~ she shares my birthday ~ if you see the post previous to this you will see that this week I have found out ~ and bumped into ~ so many people who share my birthday. The last time I had close proximity to so many Leo’s was at school ~ never on this scale or sharing the exact date of birthday though.

Other local people popped into the shop while I was there and it is lovely to see this close knit country community chatting about the meaningful things in life ~ friendships and daily events that have an emotional impact. I didn’t feel this when I lived in the City of London , apart from with our pub community of customers and staff. Living here is a blessing as people connect and share their time and energy and to me that is what life is about ~ intimacy.

So even though my mind thought I had gone to the dentist for a while, the universe revealed something else was in store and I am learning to be amazed by how many magical synchronicities are popping up. The more we clear our inner space of Saturn rings and karma wheels repeating until we acknowledge and transform them and the more fun and magic lies in store.

My plant book arrived today and I had another insight about mushrooms ~ my children do not like them and often I have held back on pushing anything to my children as a “should” ( 5 veggies a day for example) as I feel that it is important that children have sovereignty over their own diet. I have worked with many young people with so called food disorders and have learned that this often comes as the ultimate control system for them, that opens up when their caretakers try and control everything for their children from fear. It is very difficult finding the middle path as a parent ~ mostly I find the more I push something the more it is pushed back and I do not want to manipulate either ๐Ÿ™‚

I may be my children’s mother ~ they have come through me as a gateway and I am honoured to have been there for them . I know that they often have equal and greater wisdom than me ~ as do most young people ~ simply because they have had less years of conditioning on this planet ๐Ÿ™‚ That said ~ they are also human young people and have the same distortions and immature ego’s as absolutely everyone else on this planet ~ some have more areas than others ~ we all have innate wisdom access too. We are all teachers and students ~ if we allow it ๐Ÿ™‚

If you have found your manifestation day wanting then look within.

What brought this state of being into place?

It is important to realise that in the universal perspective everything is valued, everything is part of the process and all is equal.

Only our ego says otherwise.

We do not know who sees us each day from afar, who shares our work with another and where these seeds blow ~ and thank goodness because if it was all simply done to our own orbit our world would be a very different space wouldn’t it?

Our universal framework is so infinite and has been around the block a few times. It is artful vague and deeply prosaic ~ a myriad of miracles

and so are we ๐Ÿ™‚

As part of this holographical energetic space we are part of the perfection of all that is and all that is is doing it all so effortlessly

All we have to do is focus on the learning of Scrooge ~ minding our own business ~ evolving our own ego so we emotionally and spiritually mature and making people ~ mankind ~ and life our business.

A great business model is cash flow ~ often the root of lack of stability and continuity in new start ups. If we have 1 million pounds coming in and 1 million pounds and 1 pence going out then there is an in balance and this is where the bank steps in selling us services we don’t need based on debt ~ the never never and the future space in an over geared financial lending model.

To be in flow the money comes in and goes out , in balance at the perfect time ~ it isn’t held in storage for the future. Each day we are required to be in the here and now based on the here and now ~ not on a future investment coming in, not on a parent’s inheritance. This is why often, in our history, one generation lives in indulgent fashion based on their forebears and ย lives as a child without taking responsibility or creating anything. These are the wild pendulum swings of polarity living.

We have enough models now in history to recognise patterns of behaviour and outcomes that come as a result of them.

Tomorrow is Red Spectral Skywalker Day ~

time to let go of anything not serving your dream life

Focus on what is required to bring heaven to earth for you ~ there is only you knows what that is for you ~ the devil is in the detail ๐Ÿ™‚

If you choose here are some enquiry questions:

  • What are your feelings around past events that are seeking release so you can feel good every day?
  • What is happening in your body that reveals a message for you ? Anywhere that is painful/inflamedย /low energy/lacking movement
  • What beliefs have you created about life in general/your life in general/ other people in your life that feel anything other than joy or love

We create our garden of eden experience based on how we receive life and just because….

this has always happened…..

beliefs such as……

I don’t know what I want…….

I can’t believe I can change this because of xyz

I have to do this/be this/go there


All of that inner talk…..

Remember that the only person who allowed those beliefs to form

was you ๐Ÿ™‚

Therefore you can change it.

We got the power ๐Ÿ™‚


Are you ready to take your power back, call yourself in and transform what your mind perceives as “bad” into neutral?

We believe we can’t change the past ~ actually we can because when we change how we feel about it ~ it has served it’s purpose and falls away.

It is essential we do this as a collective now as we can clearly see that our duality polarity brings violence and serves no one in terms of living from peace least all our planet ๐Ÿ™‚

We are renewed through recycling our own experience and seeing it in a different light

When we see and feel it in a different light then…..

our electrical circuitry is different and we are transparent.

All of the systems outside are simply a refection of the inside ~ it is all the same stuff~


Empty your human chalice ~ your heart.

It will then have no need to keep bringing you those annoying ego pokes that match your inner world.

As always the basis of this is simple.

On the 25th there is the second Star of David planetary alignment and this is key too.

It is key in as much as it will light us up where we are and highlight what is seeking integration through self empowerment ~

White Crystal Wizard is the energetic sign for this


Today’s card from Mayan Oracle by Spilsbury and Brynner:

Realm Shift ~ which is all about shifting your assemblage point ๐Ÿ™‚ It is also about the Star of David planetary alignment

Quantum Leap, expanded reality, web of possibility, assemblage points, the unknown

Loosen your moorings journeyer ~ make room for miracles and expanded realities !

In receiving this lens you are being asked to take a Quantum leap, beyond the confines of your own reality. You and this reality are entering a total shift of realms.

This is just a snapshot ~ it is an amazing book and I highly recommend it. If you choose to work with me we will be using this as a reference and as you can see it totally aligns with today’s glyph.

Wow ๐Ÿ™‚



If you keep doing the same thing and not doing any inner energetic/emotional work then you cannot create a change ~ it really is that simple.

You can read every book on the planet that was ever written, you can go to every workshops, have a kazillion pounds and build yourself a golden stairway to heaven ย ~ inside you stay the same ๐Ÿ™‚ You therefore manifest ~ the same ~ there will be variance on a theme of course as your life is a butterfly kaleidoscope.




the inner world of ego will simply be the academic with the same outlook before the attempt to buy/educate on the outside.

This is why I share EFT because

I know it works because of how it has affected me and the people I work with.

This isn’t a sales pitch ~ it’s simply shared with you from the heart because I genuinely want for you to get this and join me in feeling self empowered and free and the more people that do that the more I get to experience a different world. I am intrinsically connected to everyone and everything and anything I can do to bring more love and joy is simply beneficial for me ๐Ÿ™‚ It is an energetic, emotional and practical win win for all.

This is the way forward folks.

Yes I make my living from working with people with these methods and anyone who knows me and has experienced me in that way knows that I give my all to people ( and am honest about what I see and believe ), because I genuinely care about my fellow beings and my planet earthship and all her inhabitants.

I am passionate about this and know that there is so much more wonderment to be experienced the clearer we become within. Our inspiration expands as our spirit soars.

I love sharing this and my intention is to be there to assist people break free of co dependency related patterns in all forms by being their own therapist ๐Ÿ™‚

I offer free consultations and if you want to know more about your Mayan sign then please send me your time,date and place of birth.


Sacred Feminine

The planetary path we have been on for thousands of years has focused on the masculine polarity and as a result of this the feminine has been placed into darkness. One of the key aspects required now is that we bring that to light within each of us.

The process of minimising the feminine has often meant debasing it and removing it’s power through separating women and all of the archetypes.

Women are not allowed power positions in most religions and it isn’t because of their inferiority ~ it is because of their connection to source and knowingness.

There is a deep distortion and smoke and mirrors routine that has been in place for centuries and although we may believe that we are free of seeing the feminine as lesser or only through certain lenses, the lower consciousness still holds that vibration.

I am starting this simply for awareness without any judgement ~ it is what it is and we are what we are.

Again, we may think we have an outlook on life ~ only to notice how our programming becomes evident in certain situations ๐Ÿ™‚

If you have ever experienced a hurt event emotionally or physically from a women ~ no matter what their intent ~ this is part of the sediment of your soul stream evolution that seeks release.

Notice in what areas of your life you interact with women for example.

  • Do you allow them as teachers?
  • Do you see them as nurturing vessels?
  • Do you fear them?
  • Do you allow yourself to receive from others without limitations?
  • Are you open to new ways of relating?
  • Do you allow yourself to be admired/admire women?

Unless we clear this sediment of experience then we block our new experiences from our Goddess selves. Many women are very masculine and many men very feminine at this time. To create planetary balance we create internal balance of our feminine by healing this and allowing new beliefs and ways of being.

We can all mother and nurture ourselves from within and let go of needing the earth or other people to do that for us in an unsustainable way as all we need is within.

We may believe we hold certain views ~ when we look deeper at our actual behaviour we often see something very different actually happening ๐Ÿ™‚

Love to you today fellow explorers. Embracing our humanity in true light of it’s reality is what is required to fly high in the spirit world by aligning both aspects of our beingness.

We aren’t saints or sinners we are human beings with spiritual essence.

Heres some EFT for you from me ๐Ÿ™‚







Red Moon Awakening




Red Moon Awakening


Where to begin ? It is Aquarius full blue moon energy ~ the second full moon in Aquarius and so potent and with it’s energetic signature of the bigger picture on a galactic activation portal day ~ it is tricky to write a blog ๐Ÿ™‚ Lots happening.

Blue Moon and Red Moon ๐Ÿ™‚

Red resonant Moon Day

Lots of links to click on to give more information ~ hover your mouse and surf the cookie trail where you feel drawn lovelies.

What is true for you is the key.


I feel very blessed to be living the life I am leading and I am starting with this energetic space of love and sharing. I absolutely love being in Glastonbury which is the energetic heart chakra of the world. I had no knowledge of this space when I set a five year intention to open my heart and do what I love ~ sharing healing soul journey frameworks using holistic energy therapies. Back in 2007 when I consciously started this journey I was in a very different space and knew very little about energy therapies, chakras and didn’t really believe in the soul at all having an aversion to all things religious.

I didn’t read Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch, for a very long time because “god” was in the title. When I was ready to receive that information I allowed myself to go beyond my ego’s view.

When I talk about “ego” , what I mean by this , is the personality aspect of ourselves that comes with our human vehicle package ๐Ÿ™‚ The part of ourselves that has learned , been educated and is conditioned and lives by what it knows in this way ~ the part that is limited by life so far and has often been hurt by it. This is the pattern maker, the karma wheel, the risk assessor who believes that anything “unknown” is highly suspect and therefore scary . This is our loyal dog friend who shows us where we can transform our shadow experiences and live our enlightenment process and liberate ourselves by doing so.

Through our greatest fear is our greatest gateway and this cutting edge space is off our mind map ~ the path not yet travelled in this lifetime.

Our soul journey is all about learning ~ we ย don’t know what we don’t know ~ this is what we are here for.


The moon represents the feminine, the emotional and the dark side that we haven’t yet shed light on.

Like the craft project we can buy and scratch off the black layer to reveal a beautiful rainbow picture of colours underneath. In the same way we play a virtual game , each part of the picture, the new map and territory is revealed at the perfect time for our planetary process and our personal process within that picture ~ all is awakening in a delicate web of co creativity.

When I came to Glastonbury I heard the siren call ~ I could not explain it. I felt the urge, the pull, I just “knew”. There was no rational explanation for this that I could give. It coincided with many things I was doing at that time around self~development and psychic exploration. I was simply connecting to a new way of being and allowing myself to trust the process ~ to trust in my innate heart wisdom.


To follow the Red Moon path is not easy.ย  It is the same as the salmon returning home to spawn and having to swim upstream to the river’s source at great energetic cost and often against the flow of the majority vibe.

It means going through the Scorpio gateway of death and rebirth. Often the clients I work with are reluctant to do this and contact me coming from a space of fear because their known world is dissolving and they feel very frightened by it. I often face resistance to what I offer them because at this stage of gateway check points, their ego is still very much alive and kicking and avoiding descent into the underworld of change.

Death in all ways is a friend and the natural cycle of the gateway ~ to create new things and new ways, the ego has to shed it’s skin and energetically let go on all levels to create anew. It isn’t enough to think it or have a goal with action steps ~ to shed the energetic past is essential too.

This is what energy therapies bring ~ new dawns, new horizons and new space for the new age.

My Ascendant is Aquarius , my sun in Leo and my moon in Taurus. This is my holy trinity ๐Ÿ™‚ In terms of the biblical stories, religion and ritual we are now at a new time of living those journeys within us and using these metaphors and magical processes for our internal transformation. This is a revelatory time. The more we clear this internal space of our personal journey and the more we resonate with clear tones and become a chalice to hear our higher self speak.

If you are ready to do that and go with the flow then this time at the start of the new Mayan Year is the perfect time for it. Whatever has been happening in your life over the past 26 days since July 26 reveals the whole year for you.

This Year is Yellow Galactic Seed and is all about integration.

The planet has a thirteen year cycle ~ this is the bigger picture.

This current cycle is Red Magnetic Moon which began on July 26 2006.

Think on your life back then if you wish to illuminate your initiation process ~ often this is challenging ๐Ÿ™‚


Each of us has a thirteen year cycle. On my birthday last Sunday I entered Year 5 on my thirteen year cycle of Blue Magnetic Hand. Blue Overtone Hand.ย This is The Hierophant in Tarot.

I am a Blue Hand and so this is very much my time of shaping my world, stepping through gateways of death and transformation and honing my priestess energy of being a clear seer of patterns ~ first and foremost for myself and sharing it with others. I had no knowledge of the Mayan Calendar or end of times prophecy in 2012 ~ end of a ย 26000 year cycle and beginning of a new direction into the sacred feminine. This was revealed to me in 2010 at the start of my new 13 year cycle when a person appeared to share this with me. I already felt this in my heart and this information was further validation of my journey which was very reassuring for my ego ๐Ÿ™‚ Looking back this Mayan connection started consciously in 2000 with my reading of The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield.

This year I am honing my self belief in particular as I recognise the importance of this and how working with our core energy and confidence in knowing ourselves, trusting in our amazingness as a sacred being is the key ~ the secret to surfing through this fast changing world with flexibility, dexterity and a lust for life. This comes from loving oneself ย and letting go of fear by transforming it and as we move through the energetic process of transforming our wounds within we go into the fifth dimension as a by product. We let go of surface living and dive deep into heart space and we move from survivor to thriver ~ what doesn’t kill us transforms our ego. There is a lot of talk about this ~ do you struggle to understand it? Do you know what duality and the fifth dimension means experientially ? I aim to share about it in my blogs ๐Ÿ™‚ Please let me know how I can bring more illumination .

I didn’t know I would be working with the Wavespell in this way , it was a workshop I attended in Glastonbury that set me on the path and I simply allowed myself to trust it. Often my ego will question everything and I have learned to overrule it. If I get emotional intensity around my inner ego voice, I use emotional freedom technique to connect to this to see what this is bringing up for transformation from my past. Once I have cleared this space, as much as is required at this time ~ I am free to create from inspiration and letting my spirit speak unfettered ๐Ÿ™‚

This is how I work with clients, with workshops and what I love to share ~ it s ancient wisdom and a co creative framework that frees us from co dependent ways of relating to ourselves , other people and the universe. This is the core energetic slipstream that is coming in to take us on our heart and mind alignment path. You have all the threads of this personal evolution within you that is only accessible by you in your own energetic slot ๐Ÿ™‚

Often this is difficult to put into words ~ I will do my best to share this with you ~ bear in mind that where you are in your own energetic space determines how you receive what I say. If you feel resistance to anything here , this is great information for you ๐Ÿ™‚

Blue Overtone Hand for me means my number 5 is working with the planetary number 8 ~ co

creation, using gateway, death and transformation frameworks to integrate for myself and

share with others how I have done that. Mastery through struggle ๐Ÿ™‚ Letting go of ego masks

that we have created to feel safe and in truth keep us stuck and unable to be intimate because

we block the universal energy flowing through us ~ this is how it is meant to be and allows us to

play the transformation gameย 


Shadow transformation ~ energetically ๐Ÿ™‚ Aligning mind and heart.


If you read the link for Blue Overtone Hand it reveals all the areas for me to work with this year for myself ย and you will also have one that is unique for you. Your thirteen year cycle may be the same as the planetary one.

In moving to Glastonbury I am able to be far more open than was possible in Huddersfield , ( on a day to day basis, as generally speaking there are many people here who are very self aware and consciously working with their enlightenment process ~ it is a place that draws pilgrims internationally and probably cosmically ๐Ÿ™‚ ), as the energetic frameworks there generally speaking ~ the collective mind set and behavioural day to day way of living , are not compatible with a lot of the work I do. That said I love the North and the integrity of my people and my roots. This is only ~ as always ~ the ego surface environment. In every village there are wonderful groups of people who are learning and sharing their moon energy selves with psychic development, self – awareness groups and holistic therapies and systems. The substrata is growing and people are embracing their true nature and strengthening their voice in speaking their heart truth. This is often met with a great deal of resistance, disrespect and fear. I am constantly amazed at how, on one level in the UK , our media represents our society as being :civilised: and yet day to day reality is so far removed from loving and respectful ~ civil ~ ways of being. Had an experience of that today and another reminder of the past ~ people who see the world very differently to me and seem to enjoy being nasty ~ that still hits a nerve and so more releasing on that. Jealousy in seeing other people live a life of joy whilst being unable to experience it for oneself often prompts low vibe behaviour and I don’t know why I am still literally sickened when I see it as I have seen so much of it ~ spiteful, childish behaviour in adult bodies ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I am often rendered speechless ย with my mouth open ~ glad that it doesn’t enter my head to be the same. I am not a paragon of virtue ~ that isn’t one of my vices though ๐Ÿ™‚ Sometimes we may feel that we are “gullible” when we fall prey to ways of relating that overlook what other people may perceive as “obvious” ego tripping and manipulation ~ I prefer to see it as seeing beyond that way of relating so it doesn’t occur to us to look for it ~ it is a strength in my eyes and not a weakness and I choose to ride above this low dense vibe.

The key to this challenge is to be true to ourselves. We “know” the way of honesty and integrity. It is something that does not need to be learnt ~ often unlearning is the nature of the journey at midlife. Each part of our life holds key learning and co creates with the universe perfectly. On one level we are always in alignment and synchronised and when we choose to step this up a gear and work consciously, this is when more magic comes in.

To allow magical process requires a belief in magical process ๐Ÿ™‚ Something that most of us have been exposed to in childhood and is woven in to our energetic code thankfully.

This is the Delphic Code

Earth cycle and our cycle


The Co creative process.

I am going to explain my process in my blogs to share how this framework works so that maybe you can see how it could work for you.

One of the biggest resistances that the ego brings is doing something new where painful shadow areas are revealed ~ so to do this work means you have to be brave and have courage to face your demons ~ consciously.

To raise consciousness in this way means looking at yourself and this is why I believe that any frameworks that are offered to us where someone else does that for us ~ totally ~ or an ascension, passive process where we can simply do some exercises each day ,without looking at our stuff and avoiding the uncomfortable ~ is simply an avoidance pattern.

The key to our own journey means to go within and work with our inner world.

We can meditate all day every day, if we live in an environment where we are supported and getting all our practical needs met by others ~ however for most of us, that isn’t “real” life. In this transition time on our planet we are in the uncomfortable stage of birthing something new and finding the middle ground of spiritual, sacred living and practical earning a living and physically supporting our body in a well~ being way. This is in a nourishing way through food, what we put into our body and where we put it ๐Ÿ™‚ The more we raise our wellbeing vibe and the more our environment needs to change.

To use a literal child birth metaphor:

In the first stage of childbirth the body starts to open up the passageway for delivery and starts a rhythm. It takes over free from any mind control ~ it doesn’t matter what you think at this point , you cannot override this process on one level. If you become afraid and start to try and resist it then you can slow it down and you can go into a pause . The contractions can stop because the body is interpreting these fear signals as maybe a danger to the mother, that the mother isn’t in a safe space to give birth ~ if for example the mother was out in the open countryside and hadn’t reached her planned nesting space. The body can pause long enough to allow a safer space , however it is on a time scale of it’s process. Same with our life cycle and soul journey in each lifetime.

The more we can create a sanctuary for ourselves at this time of transition, the more we can position ourselves to process and the more we can go with the flow. The more energy we have to deal with the changes on all levels. We can go to ground and be where we need to be and move with the grace of the Dragonfly. ย We had this beautiful visitor this week in our garden and we sat still watching it fly close to us . If you have a lot of fire in your energetic Starcode you will be used to this process. If you have a lot of Scorpio in your Starcode then this is a good framework to create as this is the cycle of now ~ death and rebirth ~ especially true for Ascendent, North Nodes and Moon in Scorpio ๐Ÿ™‚


The first part of actual ย birthing can feel overwhelming . It is physically exhausting and when a contraction comes you have to ground and earth yourself ~ you have no choice ๐Ÿ™‚ Anyone who has been in labour and wandering around when one comes ~ remember this? It is so powerful. You cannot move and are rooted to the spot. Our body has this somatic wisdom and moves our mind out of the way so it can do what it needs to do. This is true for our soul evolution ๐Ÿ™‚

When the birth passage is ready to let the baby through the cervix of the mother is 10 centimetres wide ~ manifestation number ~ notice the sacred geometry inherent in all process and the patterns ๐Ÿ™‚

At this point there is a strange transition time. The contractions stop and the mother feels in a very different space. This in time to allow the next stage to come in and not push, if you push at this time you may get complications ๐Ÿ™‚ Often the feelings here can be intense ~ euphoric and despair .

In terms of birthing our new way of being this is the time to let all the composite parts of our project, new framework, people, places …..

start to materialise and form a circle.

This birthing energetic pattern creates the same framework regardless of sex of the person involved and regardless of an actual baby to be born ๐Ÿ™‚

Do you recognise the symptoms ?

Our planet is in these stages and so are we and depending on how old we are and what planets are coming our way and lighting our code ~ these are typically the stages we keep revisiting as we go through the spirals.

We have a couple of days left before we enter the lunar moon on August 23 and this will bring us our challenge and growth area for this year.


Like the swallow getting ready to migrate lots of aspects need to be in place to provide the perfectly aligned time slot for them to flock and make the passage safely.


During this time the labouring mother is advised to puff and blow and simply be in that space resisting the urge to push.

When the urge to push comes it is so powerful that in labour it often evokes a bellow ๐Ÿ™‚ This is where all energy is ideally channelled to push the baby through a very small space ๐Ÿ™‚

We revisit this pattern every month with the moon cycle.


For a bigger picture of the cycle of the moon there is a generic pattern that takes us through the energy of the astrological zodiac ~ as well as the individual true moon phases that change each month:

At the beginning of each moon cycle we have the new moon energy which is still dark moon ~ no face of the moon is visible. ย In this phase we are in the psychic connection ~ especially women. The unseen.

This is Balsamic Moon.

This is the transition stage and a merging of Pisces and Aries ~ the darkest before dawn. The dark night of the soul and where the richest rewards are to be found.

Go within.

In the first seven days of New Moon we go through the same stage of early morning ~ the Yang phase. This is the masculine energy, Aries , new beginnings and fire. The initiation. So it is in the first years of our youth as young adults. This moves into Taurus ~ Isis energy, on an ego level, material, the manifesting miracle goddess. Then we go into Gemini ~ the ego and higher self twins and the mind .

In the first quarter moon we have the first three signs of the Zodiac.

The second quarter is a good time for moving that youthful energy into deeper refinement. Cancer ~ home, Mother and the collective mind set of the planet.ย  Leo time ~ now ๐Ÿ™‚ Strength, courage and heart opening through working with the ego and seeing our harvest ~ what have our seeds yielded for us ? Next we have Virgo ~ grounded, earthy sacred feminine that is free from man ( ego ๐Ÿ™‚ ) pure love and Venus.

As we reach full moon timeย  which is when this is written~ around the 14th day of the moon cycle, we have the emotion building and potency rising and depending on which moon energy we are working with a unique time of powerful intention. What is seeking to be released so we can be reborn? What has been waxing within that we can let go with the waning moon…….



In the third part we begin the waning and haveย Libra ~ for balance ~ our masculine and feminine within. This can be viewed from witnessing the collaboration of the first two quarters of the moon.Then comes Scorpio the gateway through death and rebirth. This takes us through the Scorpio ~ Taurus Gateway that is known in the Pagan wheel as Samhain on 31 October ~ taking us into the underworld and 01 May ~ Beltane on 01 May. Lots of mythical stories about this.


When we move into the third phase we have entered the yin ~ receiving. What we have sown comes back in ๐Ÿ™‚

The third moon quarter holds the bigger picture energy of ย Sagittarius ~ the way showing, truth telling energy and the journeyer. Also the wounded healer Chiron archetype .ย 

This third stage of the moon quarter general bigger picture view is a very powerful time of Autumn, the fall, the letting go of all old ways seeking to die and go into the earth ~ compost for the spring bulbs to emerge.

In the fourth quarter we have winter and Capricorn ~ grounded father energy of the mountain to be climbed. This is the energy of the disciple on the path. Here the energy signature can be clear as to what work can be done, it can also avoid the emotional aspect of the path by avoiding feelings. Energetically this brings a bare bones landscape that can lack love at the expense of material needs being met in our patriarchal current climate in the West. The Aquarius cup of the gods comes next ushering in the new age and individuality followed by Pisces ~ dreams and christ consciousness energy through feelings and openness. This can be a time of clear sight free from outside distractions. What inner travelling we do here brings rich rewards for the next cycle of fecundity. Here are the roots of our tree of life and essential to balance and healthy upper growth .

Within this bigger picture cycle is the true moon phase ~ you can check out what the moon energy is by using ย a lunarium and by starting to tune in each couple of days to how you feel ~ maybe creating a moon diary to see how the moon cycles affect you. Each person has their own unique moon and planet signature and so has a different individual experience.

What has blown me away in Glastonbury is how I feel here and how my intuition is increasing day by day. In discovering more about patterns I am constantly amazed by the synchronicities. In the tiny village where I live , we have met few people so far. My landlord has the same birthday as me ~ just found out this weekend. My partner has two other people in the village with the same birthday as him ๐Ÿ™‚

In creating Mayan Sign and Starcode information for people , my experiential energetic journey has expanded. I have done many for people who share virtually the same planetary signatures as me and literally experienced Namaste and In lakech ~ I have seen myself reflected in others. I have seen how their personal life experience and their choices have created very unique personalities and so I have learned so much simply by doing the process ๐Ÿ™‚

When I work with other people in this way I am truly honoured to be in relationship with them and so for me, this goes far beyond any “business” ๐Ÿ™‚

This is my life’s work and sharing my journey with others through my blogs is another key aspect.

Yesterday I went to my moon gardening club.


I am sworn to secrecy on many aspects ๐Ÿ™‚ If you wish to know more and want to come then please message me and I will put you in touch with the host ๐Ÿ™‚

As we are creating a circle then most of that personal information stays in the circle to create a framework of trust and support.

If you are too far from Glastonbury to come , may I suggest you find one locally and if there isn’t one create one ๐Ÿ™‚ This is so much more than simply gardening. It is creating a circle that aligns with the sacred feminine and a sharing of wisdom within it and……

it is so much fun ๐Ÿ™‚ I feel like a little girl again with my friends .

I have been intending to create tea ceremony workshops since being inspired by The Hill That Breathes website and their tea ceremony. Drinking tea as a way of ingesting a vibration of a plant in a group with an intention. We had this yesterday and it was amazing. It has opened up a whole new world for me and this is my dream becoming reality ~ living the life I love and bringing my learning into experiential being.

Been talking a lot about this in the past few days with different people. The shamanic principles of using psychedelic plants to go through gateways of consciousness that people like Carlos Casteneda, Terence McKenna and lots of 60’s and 70’s rock bands spoke of and explored ~ bringing Eastern insights into Western consciousness. You can do this in lots of gentle ways too that are similar to taking homeopathy and flower essences ~ although these ways can bring unexpected intense emotions and pain to the surface as can any process.

There are some great books out there on this ~ sharing the amazing energetic wisdom of plants and trees especially for healing.

A new one for me is “52 flowers that shook my world : a radical return to earth” by Charlotte Du Cann ~ haven’t read it yet but feeling that it will be a revelation .

This was told to me by my ย moon gardening host at my party over the weekend . This looks truly magical ๐Ÿ™‚ I tried to search for it on Amazon but 50 had stuck in my head and plants rather than flowers and so could not find it at all. She shared some extracts yesterday and I wrote down the full title ~ found it ๐Ÿ™‚ This is what I love about co creating ~ we don’t know what we don’t know and as much as we search for it if it isn’t energetically connected we may not access it until it is synchronised.

This book may not be in tune for me in some way now so I am open to this ~ often one of the idiosyncrasies of Aquarius energy that can be tricky to navigate. Being a bigger picture, often future based energy, can lead to a pattern of being too far ahead and collecting/holding on to things before their time and struggling to chunk into smaller bite size manageable pieces to work with in the here and now ๐Ÿ™‚ Often I have purchased books and read them , based on recommendation and they haven’t resonated with me at all ~ learning to go with the flow of this more and more.

Anything I speak of in my blog ~ anything that indeed issues from my mouth ~ is my inner energetic journey and so may be unsuitable for yours ๐Ÿ™‚ We will ~ if you are reading this ~ have shared space ๐Ÿ™‚

Another way of “knowing” a next door opening on the cookie trail , is to be aware of seeing something in your circle three times ~ popping up again and again into the sidelines of your stage show and therefore your peripheral vision. This is something to pay attention to.

As a body worker I trained in aromatherapy and love to use essential oils ~ this is now broadening into using more straight from the garden. Artemesia has been wafting it’s way into my world. I love the colour and tried to grow it in my garden in Yorkshire but my terrain was too wet and heavy. I went to my favourite shop in Glastonbury ~ Star Child to explore certain oils yesterday and my nose led me to Davanaย . They are also highlighting tree oils and Hazel is the tree of the month ~ a present I received this weekend from my gardening friend of the same name ~ magical. The oil smells wonderful too.

Another benefit of the gardening club ~ swapping seeds and plants ๐Ÿ™‚ Sharing of sacred seed.

One of my bibles for my aromatherapy is Aromatherapy for healing the Spirit by Gabriel Mojay

I am currently hopping in and out of what is termed “fiction” ~ I don’t believe in such a thing ๐Ÿ™‚

It is all coming from the collective pool of cookie trail wisdom ๐Ÿ™‚

I am currently reading “The Key” by Simon Toyne and this is leading me to new ~ ancient ~ spaces. He speaks of a fictional space in Turkey called The Ruin. I posted on Facebook yesterday about Tau Cetiย ย and this came as a result of reading this “fiction”. The Tau symbol is also Ik in The Mayan Wavespell ~ the second step on the 260 day calendar that is our challenge to bring in in this new cycle.

Just watched Cloud Atlas ~ amazing ~ and long ~ typical Aquarius film ๐Ÿ™‚ Illustrates patterns and reincarnation brilliantly and the Gladiator line ~ what we do in life echoes in eternity…..don’t understand the nose perspective though ๐Ÿ™‚ Another one ~ย Trance by Danny Boyle ~ some disturbing mind mess to push buttons in true Danny Boyle style. Still not sure if I have figured it out ~ or if I want to ๐Ÿ™‚

In this Blue Night Wavespell of dreams and my solar return I am really getting it ~ getting that to live my dream I have to be courageous and create my heart’s intention and face my challenges, ridicule and most of all the “little” me that is scared to death of my true magnificent being ness. The “little” me that gets scared of having a party, who will come, who will get on , will the weather be fine…..bla bla bla


and forgets that I am here to simply create a space for people to connect and that it is their choice and responsibility of how to do that ๐Ÿ™‚


We came together as a team and made food.

We came together as a team and created a place to hold the space ~ some of that creativity is staying for the next phase ๐Ÿ™‚ Loving my pergolas ๐Ÿ™‚

We came together as a team and gave heart to our sacred space and allowed ourselves to negotiate that authentically.

The result?

A wonderful eclectic group of souls who shared their energy, messages and gifts given truly from the heart.ย 

My weekend was truly divine being around, giving and receiving in a balanced way ~ a party that I have been at in various guises throughout my lifetime and noticing how this time was different. What I enjoyed, how relaxed/stressed I was and who was there for me to co create with.

Not so long a go I was living a different reality ~ it was a different picture and there wasn’t a great deal of presence for me. Presents ~ yes ๐Ÿ™‚ Diverting state through mood altering mechanisms and lots of ego ploys ~ taking the edge off.

This time I was fully present, feeling alive, in my body and around people I felt very joyful and comfortable with ~ it was an easy place to be. On the day of my birthday I was simply at home with my family who could be there and my beloved cats. It was sunny, the flowers were out. I felt excited at the prospect of what will unfold with the people I am connecting to.

I have heaven on earth ย here and now ๐Ÿ™‚


That won’t always be true ~ and…..

that is souly my responsibility ๐Ÿ™‚ It is becoming more constant that heavenly space and when I fall off my happy horse ~ I get back on quicker.

All I need do is allow it. Instead of what the “little” me thinks is what I “should” be doing ~ let me allow what my goddess self brings and align with the sublime instead of mundane ๐Ÿ™‚ The mystery is just that ๐Ÿ™‚

I drew a card on my party and this was Oc ~ aligning with companions of destiny.

Love to you and your full moon in Aquarius revealing your bigger picture pattern.

Watch this space for new workshops and ways of connecting.

I will be in Manchester and Huddersfield for the Red Moon Wavespell and also starting some new groups in Glastonbury on how to use EFT in a practical way to get clear this year.

To follow this blog effortlessly please sign up and if you wish to know more about your Mayan Sign and 13 year cycle send me your time, date and place of birth.

Todays card ~ Cib


It is my pleasure to serve you ๐Ÿ™‚ย 







Blue Night Wavespell


Blue Night Wavespell

How has your journey into the new Mayan year of Yellow Seed been?

I have been busy outside with the garden and preparing for my solar return this week. The weather has been good again and the vegetables are growing well. This also means lots of work to do and being physical ~ essential for moving the energy and well being. I love the way the weather has shaped our summer time experience in such a feel good way this year. Hope it continues for my party .

I have had lots of insights and new learning recently and one of the key things that is different about this Mayan New Year , compared to the traditional New Year on 01 January, is to be still and see what is happening around you and in you ~ see the signs ๐Ÿ™‚

As always this blog is offered to you from the heart as “a” way rather than “the” way and there are links to other sites if you click ~ lots of info to explore.

One of the key areas of the Mayan Wavespell that isn’t given as much internet space, is the ย detail of 13 moon calendar. These moons take place at the same time every year whereas the wavespells change as to their dates, as they spiral.

The moon signatures are a wonderful way of working with conscious awareness and to follow the numerical signature which also appears in other frameworks such as the tarot.

The intention that can always be present ~ and is my personal choice ~ is to open the heart and follow the love path.

I don’t read a lot about these subjects en masse. I have always been a three book at a time gal and now I know why ๐Ÿ™‚ I have aligned myself with the experiential , synchronistic pattern of working ~ read what you are being guided to at that time through your intuition and hone your knowingness. When it is done, it has done ~ at that time ~ until it comes around again ~ as it will repeatedly .

Open up your third eye and clear your channel ~ be still, go to ground and receive.

If you want to truly go with the flow and get your ego out of the way ~ this is the way ๐Ÿ™‚

Remember to refill your cup anew ~ empty your chalice of conditioned learning.

The sacred feminine pattern is a different flavour and like the toddler who clings on to one toy but wants the new one as well, yet cannot hold both ~ let go ๐Ÿ™‚

Embrace the new way.

Trust that you know and it is time.

If you try and cram too much in once you are on this path you will feel top heavy ~ become spacey and ungrounded and feel unwell. This is showing you an out of balance pattern and is happening to many people at the moment. The direction we are heading as a human race is changing direction is all and the more you allow that to happen, see the signs and hear that siren call and the more you will unfold into true ness.

It needs to be happening on all levels ~ what goes into your body, where you take your body and who you are around.

If people are leaving your life in droves do not be afraid of this ~ it is part of the process ~ the dissolution. All people come in for the spin when it is their perfect time and are perfectly capable of doing that. Just like a flower opening it’s petals ~ it doesn’t “need” assistance. When all conditions are met for flowering ~ it happens naturally and so it is with us as we are also here to flower and send out our sacred seed to the sun and the wind to ripen and grow ~ and it may not be in way we thought ๐Ÿ™‚

Only the ego labels it as “negative”

The dark night of the soul is the purification process of shedding outmoded ways of being , the caterpillar liquefies to transform to the butterfly.

It is butterfly season ~ betweenย  Lammas, the harvest and Leo time of strength, courage and heart and Autumn Equinox and Virgo ย ~ sacred feminine , earthy, cycles of gut intuition. This website reveals great wisdom of yin and yang cycles and this chart shows the cycle that can bring great awareness to everything at certain times of the day, the month, the year using the same four quarters pattern ~ also the moon cycle.


We are swinging in towards the dark half of the year and able to see what we have manifested as to our personal bounty love yield.


In the Tzolkin of 260 days there is an energetic signature , that if we follow it, tunes us in and aligns our mind and heart to the universal rhythmn.

It is perfectly taking us into the sacred feminine.

The first energetic signature that starts the wave is Red Magnetic Dragon ~ Imix. This is the energy of the East and of Neptune ~ awakening. This is the bigger picture intention ~ the initiator. To be open to the pachamama mother bringing us our evolution. All the patriachal tales of knights killing the dragon ~ the slaying of the sacred feminine. Now the tides are turning at the perfect time.

This energy was present on August 12 ~ in the form of a number 12 ~ the 12th day of the White Dogย Wave spell. Red Crystal Dragon.

On this day, if you were working consciously , you could see what new structures were being formed for you with crystal clear awareness free from any conditions that you had learned over the years through life on planet earth ๐Ÿ™‚ This is how you can co create with this calendar which reveals the divinity code.

At the start of the 260 day signature this energy ushers in the next step on our enlightenment ~ that our mind is not aware of ~ we don’t know what we don’t know ๐Ÿ™‚

Not a comfortable place for the ego mind who likes to feel it is in charge of life as it knows it.

We often speak collectively of the void, the unconscious, the primordial and many addictions languish in the realms of avoiding or taking us to this space.

In reality there is no such thing on planet earth in nature as a void. Everything is full of something ๐Ÿ™‚ If a vacuum is created it is manmade and an artifice.

  • Sometimes our ego may feel empty and our stomach gurgles for food that we don’t need and has no nutritional value ~ yet has been educated over time to be emotionally nourished by.
  • Life may seem too difficult and jagged so to soften the edges we take alcohol and drown our sorrows and our dream factory ~ the liver. This is also the place of anger processing.
  • As the planets pass and the moon phase changes our heart may sing along with the cosmos and yearn for times past . How did you feel in Cancer Sun and Moon ?

If you keep a diary you will start to see an energetic and emotional pattern and become aware of your high and low tides. This time of outer and inner energetics will become more evident and stronger feeling . The more we go with it , the easier the streaming ๐Ÿ™‚

Men have often been excluded from this moon time as it has been believed, in the literal, duality framework of men being the masculine and women being the feminine archetypes and energy. In the holistic, inclusive, co creative pattern of wholeness within each of us , this is changing.

There is no good and bad, no empty and full ~ only the mind seeks to label. There is simply difference and when we become more familiar with the unfamiliar this changes and enlightenment happens.

By being the change ~ by behaving in the way we want to experience our world, we create a difference.

The second energetic signature in the 260 day calendar is White Lunar Wind ~ Ik ~ and it breathes from the North and Uranus ~ the power planet of light

The second day of each wavespell is the challenge ~ what we do not yet know and often a shadow aspect seeking transformation.

White wind represents our spirit speaking to us to bring this consciousness.

This is the essence of the 260 days ~ to allow this clear speaking guidance to be heard, witnessed and shown through our day to day life. If we are still overrun with ego past drama and fears because we haven’t cleared this then we will distort these messages which often come through other challenging people or events.

Anything that challenges us also strengthens us ~ if we allow ourselves to go through the process with courage. We may be afraid ~ simply because many times in the past this has been painful in some way ~ now we can transform that experience.

All experiences are pain free and without good/bad /right/wrong labels in one sense. If we have an emotional charge or belief about something in this way then there is always a personal experience that can be transformed. This is where I use emotional freedom technique to go back to my past or the past of the person I am working with and let it go and re pattern the belief.

This I believe is our personal process every day and why we are here ๐Ÿ™‚

The third energetic signature is Blue Electric Night.

The third energy in every wavespell is the blend of one and two coming together ~

the initiating unknown sent from our universal mother self ~ yang going out

the incoming challenge and growth area ~ yin coming in

blending the two to co create and synergise .

Blue Night is the third eye, the dreamer realising that they are the dreamer and the dreams. We are the creators of our reality and the more we hone this skill, ย the more we allow this to strengthen and the more we go within the less we are affected without. We start to recognise our path more readily and lose the jitters when we seem to veer off the straight and narrow ๐Ÿ™‚

To be a clear seer requires softening the focus and blending the left and right eyes ~ masculine, feminine, past and present, giving and receiving.

When we try and force seeing and working out ~ headaches arise particularly aural migraines. If you are constantly looking at harsh lighting or strong lighting this affects the eyes so be gentle with yourself and relax ๐Ÿ™‚ Here is another metaphysical view.

When it is the right time it will happen, if it ain’t happening it isn’t the right time ๐Ÿ™‚ ย Tune in as to what new learning is coming through.

When we are in an excited, creative and relaxed space ~ relax , don’t do it, when you want to succumb to it ๐Ÿ™‚

Lots of new language and ways of being coming through ~ here is a great glossary

A Late Quartet is a great film illustrating this ~ we are in a process of letting go in the second part of our life as ultimately we have to let go of everything earthly when we leave the planet and if we can accept this then we have less suffering. The biggest ego fear is fear of death ~ it is the nature of all things though ~ death and rebirth.

This is the flavour of this year ~ number eight to integrate and realise that each moment is a bonus ๐Ÿ™‚

In this wave spell the challenge tomorrow is Yellow Lunar Seed.

Blue energy is all about death and transformation. Blue night ~ Akbal ~ ย is Saturn and the heart. It is the form and the mystery ~ here lies the paradox.

In terms of Saturn ~ this is the lord of karma, we have come here with an energetic signature of our natal astrological chart ~ the time we stepped into our earthly self bringing our star awareness ~ our spirit.

We have been educated to look outside for answers as that is our patriarchal structure in the West, however that focus can prevent us seeing our true nature and answers.

The dream world of nightmares and fears reveals where we have a heart issue from our past. This may be in this life or a past life as energy continues in spirals and patterns ~ as it is with the universal code of creation so it is with the soul journey. We all have the same overall pattern with unique codes. This is how we weave together.

Once you start to understand your own pattern then you see the cosmos pattern in a different way ๐Ÿ™‚

Most people do not want to look at their past because it is painful and their ego is a harsh critic. ย This is the path we must walk though as all the answers are here.

It is what has been termed the valley of death ~ looking at all that seeks to die in us ๐Ÿ™‚

The ย third eye chakra is linked to the sacral chakra. ย As above so below.

When we are relating in ways that are out of alignment with our sacred self ~

respectful and loving are in alignment, then we often have issues in our third eye area such as headaches, migraines and dizziness.

If we are still trying to relate in ways we learned as a child and teenager when we are at midlife then our higher self will nudge us through this area.

One of the key changes with aligning the heart and head is to let go of leading with the mind. We cannot enter a heavenly state with our head and thinking alone.

To feel :good: from a true state of being, without using artificial state changing in our environment, we do not have an imbalance of feeling ย :bad:

We have let go of times of feeling :bad: and repatterned our beliefs around how we relate to the world

We live in a way that is true for us and we are in a world of our own making where we are free of dishonest relationships

We are empowered within and love and accept ourselves and therefore love and accept others

Our inner slides are free of past life debris

This takes time and effort of course ๐Ÿ™‚

It is worth it.

We are worth it.

It is the perfect time on our planet to engage in this activity.

Stop, look, listen

All around is a world of amazing potential, beauty and joy…….

To truly see it and feel it we change our reality, we allow ourselves to dream and we take action at the perfect time to go into our unknown more and more.

By allowing our child within to be seen, heard and loved.

If you would like some assistance with getting clarity on what is coming up for you at this Magnetic Moon time please contact me.

You may wish to know , for example, what year in your thirteen year cycle you are in so you can work with more awareness.

You may be experiencing challenges and feeling the energy of the full moon .

Maybe you are looking for a regular connection each month to raise your consciousness and clear any resistance coming your way.

This time is the foundation point for the whole year ย ~

remember that this is all about you and your process ~

not what “project” you are doing ~

it is realising that you are the project

and all that matters is that you feel good ~

when we really work with this realisation miracles happen and the “project” blossoms naturally without resistance because it is heart aligned ~ because we are heart aligned ๐Ÿ™‚

The Magnetic Moon changes on August 23rd to Lunar Moon so this time will reveal what is seeking light within us. Here is a link to my 13 moon calendar.

This is also Yellow Planetary Human Day and a galactic portal ๐Ÿ™‚ It is a great time to use EFT to clear those past emotional issues that attract their archetypes into our circle for our emotional evolution.

Time to call our spirit in and empower ourselves ~ when we remember we have created everything in our world today we can see the recipes and rerwite our cookery book where we choose ๐Ÿ™‚

The first three moons in the year are very powerful for connecting and tuning in to our spiritual selves.

Love to you today cosmic dreamers.

Art work today from Third Eye Fine Art America


Balsamic Moon



White Overtone Wizard Day in the White Dog Wavespell

We are in the Balsamic Moon of Cancer just before Leo New Moon tomorrow. Please click on the links for more sites with great resources.

This is a very powerful time in the smaller picture and it is the energy of the bigger transition time on our planet.

The darkest before dawn

The dark night of the soul.


I am a balsamic moon energy and I just read a fabulous blog about this ย (linked above )and reminded myself of what the flavour of that brings.

It brings the edge of reason and I usually arrive at the death of an era in a place I am drawn to……an end of a cycle.

This has often been frustrating for my ego personality as I was drawn to that place for a reason and when I show up, just get into my stride, believe I have found the perfect space ~ pooof ~ gone with the wind and the void appears.

Is that true for you ?

Are you an endings person ?

It is an essential space and at the moment not valued in our western world. The value is on youth, the beginning and the never ending “growth” towards the sun which is inevitably destined to burn out.

I am tired today and I have been over the past few days needing to nap and recuperate which my personality finds frustrating and I am learning to go with however I feel.

We have watched some good thought provoking films this weekend which give rise to lots of angles to explore.

Side Effects is very deep and I won’t go into detail of the plot ๐Ÿ™‚ It is about anti ~ depressants and how they affect the true nature of the feelings that are being pushed down, which reflect the lives that many are living that are not setting heart’s on fire and creating feelings of distress.

How many people do you think in your town are not living the life of their dreams ? How many people are really happy with their day to day ?

Are you ?

I also watched an old classic that I haven’t seen for a few years ~ One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest. It’s old but the sentiments still ring true.

ย A perspective ~ A man who is honest about his desires versus a societal group who are repressing theirs and find his honest desires unpalatable and believe they are the sane ones who have the “right” perspective. What is often perceived as the human condition of repression of our baser animal nature ~ however this baser animal nature is there with energetic drives pulsing with primordial cycles ……..when we place them in shadow they or no less powerful and are ready to “escape ” and lead us into the light and our true state of being. This way does not serve the slavery pattern ๐Ÿ™‚ Our society way of living in the patriarchal system has a very high price tag.

One of my passions is “mental health”.

Many barbaric models of assisting people with their “mental health” are still present today and hopefully this will change soon.

With the way back to authentic expression our true nature can be liberated once more and we can be free.

I am re~ reading Paolo Coehlo The Valkeries on “impulse”

Just reading these books connects the reader to the tradition and the code of source.

This is my higher self, my angel, my universal guide ~ call it what you will ~ assisting me.

As I have said before in my posts ~ I believe we are all channellers and this is how we connect to our soul purpose and path.

We are all innately wired to do this ~ all that is required is that we allow it.

In balsamic moon time this is the perfect place to be quiet, rest, regenerate, go within and listen to what is seeking an energetic clearance so we canย 

be clear

be freeย 

be rejuvenatedย 

and create some new paths to explore in the time honoured tradition ~ ย in this new moon of Leo which is all about living from the heart, with courage and strength.

It takes all of these qualities to follow your heart’s desire , see your dream unfolding and be prepared to align with the patterns required to do that.

Strength to the ego means outward yang energy of building a tower to speak to the stars. Climb every mountain ~ seek your answers outside, from a book, from someone else who is……someone else ๐Ÿ™‚

Someone else and intellectual information will have some of the threads that are generic ~ the unique cookie trail for you comes from your source to the source. This is the original meaning of sorcery and self empowerment .

Inner strength means admitting your weaknesses, your true feelings, honouring your vulnerable soft belly ~ the crab of Cancer . The softness beneath the armour protection.

To connect to the bigger picture consciousness, clear from our own past history habits, we have to hear the message of the divine .

To clear the past history we have to release what Paolo labels as “the pact” in this book.

This are all the beliefs we have created around conditional love. The way we limit the universal goddess from gifting to us exactly what we need in the foolish and often deeper conscious place of believing our mind knows better. We do not align with abundance and experience lack instead in some way.

From the moment we entered form as a growing foetus we took on lots of conditions. We learned that love was conditional from our mother’s experiences of life as a passenger. We learned to feel all her emotions and energetic signatures.

When we were birthed we learned we felt well being when certain conditions were met and when they weren’t we learned the opposites in different degrees.

All of these conditions we have logged.

All these conditions pre~determine beliefs and outcomes for us.

As we have believed about life and love and our space within all things ~ we have created a reality.

Nothing “good” nothing “bad” ย on one level ~ simply when we do this that happens. The karma wheel.

Then our mind, as it became more complex through maturity and life experience, labelled that energetic pattern.


If a person has never experienced a loving gentle relationship as a child how will they know as an adult how to create one ?

Will it happen automatically ?

Will this person have to decide to learn how to do that in the same way they learn how to drive a car ?

We are not born knowing how to do that ๐Ÿ™‚

At some point we can choose to create the life we want rather than a conditioned life ~

a life we have been conditioned to believe is “true”

We let go of rituals that have become too controlling and routine ~ designed by our ego mind to keep us “safe”

and we tune in to the wild wood rhythm that is seeking to play a different tune ~ the earth drum ~ the resonance of heart.


The initiate is awoken to their time of raising consciousness by a trip in the darklands.

When our ego route drops off the edge of the world we have no choice but to take an inner inventory and see just how able we are to stand on our own two feet. This also reveals all our chakra issues in the base of our tree of life. The Base, the Sacral and the Solar Plexus chakras.

We are shown where we have work to do in belonging, self~ belief and confidence in knowing who we are and what we are prepared to do to honour ourselves.

Remembering that is what we are here for ~

to know who we are and how much we are prepared to go through the valley of death ~ of our own conditioning .

So we sing in our soul fragments.

We rebirth ourselves.

We are magical manifestors with a conscious awareness of our power and heart wisdom.

The ego loves to believe it knows best ~ we will do this and that here and there and so it is ๐Ÿ™‚

What you may find happening more and more is that you are feeling drawn to other things, new places and new faces and if you allow yourself to do this with an open heart and mind then you will see the divine at work through you.

There are lots of re ~ workings of old threads both in places of sacred ley lines and meeting points and new endings and beginnings necessary through our energetic presence there ~ if you feel a calling and you know it is strong ~ heed it. Go willingly rather than be energetically blown by a hurricane ~ the energy increases to bring us to our space .

This is a great chart for this energy being shown

Top tip for the future trip ~

Know yourself forsaking all others if you want to live a free life and have more fun and adventure,

Become more comfortable with the uncomfortableย 

and love yourself .

It’s the only way to be a clear channel and commune with the heavens from a true heart space ~ anything else creates distortion and static .

Lots of ladybirds around at the moment .

See the signs in your circle.

Love to you and your Freya Goddess energy of the Viking Northern lands. The North represents ย wisdom, truth, direct energy, refinement, integrity