Magical Empowerment

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Are we ready with our magic wand?

White Wizard Wavespell begins today.

The universal fairy godmother is ready to grant our every wish…….

Are we in the mood to wish upon a star ?

To allow the wind to blow us to your next destination ?

Are we ready to take a chance?

Putting on our travelling clothes?

 To lightly go……

Where we haven’t been before ?

Tis the season of dreams and Mercury Retrograde where our heart is in centre stage

ready to pull us to our next destination

and pulling in all our team players who are ready for the next chapter

in our human adventure.

We have written the loose plot before we came here

and now we are filling in the details and making miracles appear out of thin air

rabbits out of hats

The Magician and the High Priestess conjoined

to birth our delicious dreams.

The magic wand , I offer , is within us

our spine holds the key to our kundalini rising

and the secret is……

to listen to our heart’s desire and let our energy flow ….

a pure clear channel

of joy

within

so we create joy without……

It doesn’t matter what we choose

It doesn’t matter where we go

All that matters is…..

that we go…..

Deeper and deeper within

and have courage to dream big

and take action.

Lots of lovely tools to help us on our adventure now

and we can take a tip from some heroes and heroines that have trodden the path before is……

Lots of clues and signs

and some are very literal and obvious if we are ready to be clear

about where we have travelled this far

This is what it means to be a true seer

Honesty

Taking off the rose tinted spectacles

getting a reality check

otherwise we live in illusion

One of the tools that we can use is The Mayan Wavespell

and I am sharing this with you.

Trust me when I say

it is the most wonderful simple to use…… yet complex and amazing

revealer of our divine matrix

and the key to moving us into synchronised five dimensional living

We really truly live beyond the veil and can see the workings of grace

when we use it experientially

Today is a very good day to plug yourself into it…….

consciously

and even if you can only spare ten minutes a day in your linear schedule to check it out

and notice how it feels

notice how you can work with it to see where you are on your path……

we can raise our awareness

This wavespell is all about self empowerment

The key to living in a way that serves us is to be aware of how we are using our will

To be powerful in a heart centred way

What is our intention?

What is driving us

are we externally referenced ?

Are we coming from an integrated core of love?

This can be confusing when we use our minds to analyse

and we may struggle if we aren’t clear on feeling our feelings

our feelings show us where we are coming from and so the more we learn to trust our feelings

and know whether we are creating from fear ~ ego wounds

or love from authentic self

the more we flow

and the more we refine our wizardry

The more I learn about our energetic universe and the more magical it becomes

The more I clear out old ways of being and the more I learn and feel from intuition

An energy story:

Let’s say we grew up tuning in to people in our circle

and as a young child we didn’t know a lot about the ego mind games and strategies that adults were playing

because we hadn’t been around long enough to learn them

We did know that what people were saying to us didn’t match what we felt about them

Immediately this created an energy dissonance for us

we had a mismatch between what our heart was feeling

and what our intellect was being told was the truth by the adult

This grew and grew as we got older.

We came to the planet with a particular energetic circuit and this was now being rewired in some way

and it didn’t feel good

however to play the game of life we had to learn to go along with our care-givers rules

or risk the consequences

We adapted to survive the environment we were in

Some people chose to be rebellious

Some people chose to be fixers

Some people chose to be chalices of other people’s feelings

Some young people had to grow up fast and become the parent

because the parent didn’t know how for whatever reason.

We do not have parent school mainstream yet because we do not energetically match it yet…..

It is on it’s way……

In the womb we were shaped by our mother”s environment and how that affected her emotionally

As a child in many ways we were a sponge absorbing and learning

although we already had an energetic pattern

often this became distorted by other people’s behaviour

and we allowed it because it was a survivor choice.

As we become able to meet our own basic needs in some ways we start to make different choices using our mind.

Everything we have ever experienced is in our energy field and this is what we are always attracting

on an unconscious level

The universe always matches us and balances us outside

When we become balanced inside……

flexibility is the key

to move with the groove.

If we have a belief about relationships with anything

ourselves, people, food, money

It is all the same on an energetic pattern level

and unless we change that energetic pattern

no matter how many new relationships we create

this pattern will come out

same tent different circus 🙂

until we rewire it through letting go of the old codes

and putting some new ones in

and we can only do that if we include healing the heart issue

the heart is the magnet that attracts.

There aren’t any problems involved…..only the ego mind may label as such

It is our process

It is how we learn and evolve.

Many people aren’t yet tuned in to how this energetic universe works

 they are still focused on believing that tools hold the power

that if they have the latest gadget , more money , more training………

they will be “successful”

that is the most popular earth model for living on our planet at this time.

When the toys are taken away the child inside remains

and is powerless.

Other people hold the power because the energy circuit is wired up in that way.

When we change our core through working with our pattern creators

we energetically evolve

Many people believe that they can do this simply by thinking it

and yet if we observe their behaviour and their energy it isn’t a match for what they believe to be true

for what they are saying……

A famous quote

You shall know them by the fruits of their labours……

This is true for all of us in different ways because we all have had stuff happen that we weren’t happy about

We all have a Pandora’s box

We all have a story

It is the nature of being human.

If we are to change that story

We have to love and accept it

only then can we create something new

otherwise we are fooling ourselves.

The key to being a magical manifestor of the heart

is to empower ourselves through

raising our self-esteem

true self-acceptance of all of us

letting go of

people-pleasing

rebellion simply for the sake of it

wild polarity swings through living the life that is true for us

instead of doing it for someone else

afraid of hurting others with our honest choices

healing our shadow.

We have just completed the Red Dragon Wavespell.

In there over the last 13 days, were lots of clues about how we were letting go of anything no longer serving us

and allowing the goddess energy which we are a part of

to bring us what we need to receive

surrendering to what isn’t flowing

because our ego is trying to make it happen and going against the nature of who we are

trying to make things fit such as is our current ego framework

of

living in a box

when we actually live in a circle 🙂

If something isn’t working out

there is a universal reason for it

how many times does it have to crash before we get it

universe say no 🙂

We do have to apply ourselves and learn frameworks too

and say no

to following old energetic routes that lead us back to the start of our path

down the slippery snake

do not pass go…….

do not collect because we cannot receive and our receiving circuits are blocked by old fears

Our feminine side is the nurturing nature and the part of our circle often rewired by not receiving the love and care we needed when we were growing up

This is the part that is seeking to be honoured and heard

and has it’s shopping list of how that can be achieved in it’s own unique way.

This is what it means to put ourselves first because until we do that……

we put others first

in every way.

We may not think that to be true…..

listen to your heart and feel the difference.

To put self first is what we are here for

and mind our own business 🙂

when we do that we have so much more to share with everyone else.

Be Do Have

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Love to you today cosmic dreamers.

Living from our heart and creating our dreams changes our world.

Go for it.

Virgo full moon is a wonderful time for sending out your intention

to live from love

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How is your star wavespell  unfolding?

What are you seeing today in your energetic circle?

Today we are in day four of this energetic pathway with each step taking us on a journey of evolution 🙂

With every passing month of doing this Mayan wavespell calendar experientially I am seeing the world through different eyes

and feeling very differently too.

I intended to create this post earlier in the wavespell however the more I go with the flow

and the more I find energetically I cannot “make it fit” my ego timescale or the artificial ego box we have created generally in society

in our western world

which is so out of alignment with the true nature of our cyclical universe.

This way of being is coming in for everyone more and more and the sooner we adjust to it and accept it

the easier the transition becomes

and

the more magical too.

The three previous days are on my facebook page

The number four represents the square and a platform to build the rest of the wave.

Four is a square or a rectangle and in astrological terms this is a powerful shape that can box us in, ground us and/ or be a space to liberate us

our choice 🙂

as the next step is five

and five can bring mastery

and struggle…….

depending on where we are on our path and our cycle.

In our 1’s we come into the world in form and essentially we move from dependent to individual

and form our ego

this continues into our 2’s and at some point some of us learn through relationships

into 3’s decade and the Saturn return time of our karma patterns seeing

how when we do this….

we create that

and our mind puts meaning onto it and each mind has it’s own ideas and perceptions.

Although our body matures

parts of our mind remain behind ready to develop at future points

of crossroads not yet seen

and yet in part written in our destiny

a pre-planned route determined by our sacred thread

This is as it is meant to be …..our soul journey unfolding

in alignment with all that is.

Today the Mayan sign is Blue Self-Existing Monkey

are we playful, open and vulnerable

the clown and a cheeky monkey?

Bringing genuine heartfelt intimacy

maybe a cruel trickster?

maybe we play the role of a clown as a defence mechanism?

Whatever our energetic intention this is always communicated and received

no matter what words are coming out of our mouths.

As this star wavespell is in the waning moon

it is a time of letting go of what is shielding our heart star quality

in contrast to the ego star of the stage

searching for external validation and affirmation.

As we see through the lives of the brave souls who seek the dizzy heights of stardom and open themselves to scrutiny

of the media

they show us all through heart rending performance

they bare their souls seeking love and approval

and there is always a childhood story that sparks this trail of  ego journey.

Heath Ledger .….

the Joker before his tragic death

an amazing gifted man who seemingly felt unloved.

So much talent and torment

The key to this is the understanding that no matter how many outside adornments, trappings, awards and achievements we create

if we haven’t let go of the past wounds of childhood inside

we still feel the same

and no amount of external stuff can fill the void.

In this Blue Storm year we are reminded that whatever we choose as our methodology to fill the gap

when we do not have this filler

the void is revealed

and the feelings that go with it emerge

the ego personality always seeks new ever increasing levels of  satisfaction

and as we age

everything starts to feel the pull

the more baggage we have

the more work it takes to support it

the more props and stage show

the more roadies to haul it

the more groupies to bring the thrills

What if we could be free to be simply us?

Stripped bare and loved for our true selves?

We are of course…… only our ego doesn’t know that…..

This is the journey.

My biggest learning came through doing my own journey with NLP about my patterns.

Once I created the intention to see them they all started to pop out everywhere with ahas

If you are ready to see yours simply send out that communication

and watch your energy matrix be revealed at the perfect time

just like Neo in The Matrix

My next big reveal was through astrology and seeing my starcode

at the same time the Mayan calendar showed up and took my awareness to a whole new level.

All this wonderful stuff is there for all of us

without discrimination

we are all equal under the sun 🙂

This week I travelled back to my roots and went up North to Marsden where I lived for ten years until October 2011.

I met up with friends and family and revisited past places and events physically and energetically.

The synchronicities were great and I got to meet and hear messages that were perfect for me.

One of the most major shifts doing my NLP training was my project given to me by my teacher.

It ran alongside my training and was to be performed at the last weekend.

It was clowning and filled me with fear as I didn’t like clowns 🙂

I didn’t know anything of what was involved

pure ignorance

and it turned out to be one of the greatest gifts I have ever received

for heart opening

In a nutshell it is about celebrating our shadow

expanding it

and allowing it

we all have a clown that we usually try to hide

because other people don’t find it acceptable

and so we learn to find that unacceptable in ourselves

when we are bored

make a mistake

angry or depressed

when we are clowning it’s allowed and honoured

being in a group of people who are opening and revealing this aspect is truly wonderful

and feels like falling in love

Most of the people I met shared this with me and I hadn’t consciously connected to that.

Here is the Thoth card I got:

Queen of Swords

Amazing what comes from the void 🙂

To revisit this I went to Mars……den

Mars energy is the North

strong masculine energy

It feels literally like travelling to another world

because it is vibrationally.

It’s in a valley and protected by hills

and they also limit the light

Where I live now in Glastonbury is very feminine energy and flat and open

the contrast was striking

Each place has it’s own sacred geometry to be with

This is on one level what jet lag is…..

moving from different energetic zones with their own love language

As in the matrix we have a shared playground to play in

we have our own code and sometimes we find ourselves unable to bond with others

and that is ok because it is the path

the more we become accustomed to seeing, hearing, feeling that

and the easier we flow without resistance to our next playing place.

The mastery is releasing our tags so we fly free in all space

as we are one with the Tao

limitless and unbounded

and that may take many journeys 🙂

Seeing the signs repeated

taking the time to notice

as we reveal the sacred in us and honour it

we see it everywhere.

I went back to some big crossroads in my past and one of them was a house.

I felt at peace with it.

I took a photo of a metal support that runs through the house and has a star on each side

this star has sixteen points

Ishtar’s gate and was called Fallbottom Cottage

This house experience was my journey into my underworld

and the unravelling of my ego

I met all my demons and saw all my ego beliefs revealed

and as I journeyed through them

although it felt very painful

it was the gateway to somewhere else

an opportunity to shed some skins and be reborn

revealing what lies beneath.

At these times we see what is important to us and how our choices have led us to this place.

If we take responsibilities for our actions instead of blaming others

we can integrate those child parts of ourselves that have stayed frozen in time.

To see ourselves clearly it is often easier simply to see the pattern

as our ego is designed to protect itself

If we choose avoidance patterns

what are we avoiding?

If we choose distraction patterns

what are we distracting ourselves from?

If we are seeking oblivion

then if we choose we can look at the hurt place instead

because we always come full circle.

Do we choose to learn and spiritually grow into maturity

or stay a sulky scared child?

With every cycle the energy expands

The ego race is doomed to failure by it’s very nature….

Lilith in 2007 was a star player in mine

there is always someone richer, more beautiful, faster, stronger

has a bigger gun 🙂

The ego path has a shelf life and an expiry date

the soul path every lasting

every choice is perfect

each gesture we make shapes the world

Do we choose to open and be vulnerable and celebrate our shadow

so our child can be free

or remain a prisoner of the mask

we the Mona Lisa smile?

Love to you today and our wonderful innocence.

Doing what we love is the key to heaven on earth.

It’s time to feel our way and allow our pure heart path to be revealed

anything that isn’t that beauty way is now showing up to be released.

If you would like to feedback about your path please do.

If you want to know more please email me with your time/date/place of birth.

True to you

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Today we are in the middle of the Blue Eagle Wavespell.

White Galactic Wind is todays universal energy.

This is the wavespell of seeing the bigger picture by being the eagle who flies high in the realms of the gods and sees the wide vistas instead of being limited by the crevice or tunnel at eye level.

Many people will have experienced being blocked at this time either physically and/or mentally ……

and thinking the tool has the answer  😦

In the UK we have had lots of snow and ice .

Jack Frost nipping at our toes.

I have been connecting to lots of people this week via Skype

who are finding their path thwarted in some way at the moment.

There is a big Libra accent – finding the balance and the universe always balance us so when we are too much in our masculine we get a feminine blast

too much in our feminine we get a linear poke in the ribs.

This is all great stuff and it often seems perverse to be saying that.

It is what I have found to be true 🙂

This is Aquarius time

Which is when we connect to all god and goddess possibility within us

A few years back I had thought I had got into great flow with my holistic business and had lots of clients.

Then it snowed for three weeks 🙂

Nooooooooooooooooo

That is when I made a huge shift because during this time of physically no clients

I discovered online communities and skype

and from this different direction

I was connecting to amazing avenues that I hadn’t dreamed of…..

because we don’t know what we don’t know.

This is where focusing on our mind’s direction and guidance can be extremely limiting

and we can open up to the universal mind and family

that is always there to support and guide us to abundance and love

if only we will stop being in our masculine on a mind mission and be still

and connect

and heed the signs.

On one level there are two sides to every coin

light , expansion and love

dark and constricting and fear

heart and ego

and you can tell the difference with some simple check ins

Are we attached to an outcome?

Do we have an agenda?

Are we excited and full of joy

Are we moving towards something with openness

or banging a drum for attention

and maybe a compilation of  ego and heart……

Straining at something isn’t ease of birthing is it?

Relax don’t do it when you want to succumb to it….

relax don’t do it…

when you want to…

come

and there is no difference to creating blissful living in so many ways to the orgasm process

and that’s a different chapter…..

The more we move into the Aquarius Age

and the more we are feeling this shift

It’s time to limber up

free ourselves from our fears

be as flexible as we can

as new shifts bring new learning.

Lots of people are feeling challenged and some people are really wearing their heart on their sleeve now which is so lovely to see.

As we move towards the full moon in Leo tomorrow this energy is building.

Leo is all about heart opening

becoming the lion heart by facing our fears and having the courage to transcend them

by being open and vulnerable and letting go of our pride

How many of us are able to reach out to other people and feel loved ?

How many of us can allow ourselves to receive ?

Be able to trust and be honest

and let go of the outcome?

When I had my first encounter with my universal self saying no in a big way

I was in my early twenties and had chosen to be in a relationship with a controlling bully

As a result of this I lost my mind for a while….

I felt isolated from everyone and everything because I was living a lie

I was in public service at the time in the leisure industry and I put on a mask to serve.

Inside I was very frightened and desperate and I didn’t feel I could turn to anyone.

My physical symptoms reflected this and I developed psoriasis on my face

I used to wear foundation and that had to stop

I had palpitations

this increased to panic attacks because I ignored the signs and didn’t know how to find a way out

and be honest with everyone

Eventually I got cervical cancer

and tunnel vision

I started to have migraines that distorted my vision and as a result I looked for an outside fix ( because that was all I knew back then)

I had to wear glasses which helped to a degree.

I went to the doctors for advice and at that time my doctor didn’t have any awareness of how the mind and emotion create these symptoms

(most still don’t because if they did they wouldn’t be trying to solve things using drugs)

and so prescribed me valium.

I still had all the feelings, my situation hadn’t changed,

I was in a bubble where I felt numb

and I couldn’t function and I felt like a very glum goldfish in a world that was totally alien to me.

Somehow I came through it and back then I didn’t have a clue about anything holistic and only my will power got me to move forward.

I did the cold turkey and sought practical solutions which meant finding small steps to get through and keep going

I got support through structures outside of myself which is what most people are still doing 25 years later

and it’s time for a change 🙂

I was off work for a while because I literally couldn’t pick up the phone

and I didn’t get any sympathy from my boss because he couldn’t see my inner wound.

Funnily enough he had a nervous breakdown (breakthrough) shortly after mine and ironically maybe he missed out on the universe showing him through me

so he got his own turn because we shared the same vibes as is always the way with law of attraction.

Deaf to the message let’s turn up the volume

and take your fingers out of your ears and stop la la ing 🙂

I had lost the confidence to function and was in total headless chicken and overwhelm….

in a standing still sort of a way 🙂

Over time through being still and gentle with myself ….

I didn’t have a choice because my body enforced this by shutting me down

which is what happens in many cases at this time of year.

When it is cold and dark we cannot light ourselves up with the sun or commune with our green goddess

so the energy is unplugged and we are reliant on our inner generator for light and warmth….

hence Sad

This time of year the more we do our inner work and the more resources we have on all levels.

Composting our Karma and the real core recycling.

Rotted down poo is the best fuel for those spring flowers.

A year or so after this crossroads it was the right time to move on and in a couple of years I moved to London

in a new relationship with my partner of today.

Here I had a huge extended family working for Wetherspoon’s and all of my personal experience

with my mental health road trip

was invaluable for the people I met and who were often at this same crossroads

and I shared my story with them often with a cup of tea and sympathy

in the kitchen

and in the sharing they could see that I had got through it

and so, therefore could they

and that it was ok to say you were struggling with life and everything that it involved

and that was true family acceptance

It’s time for us all to share who we really are and our vulnerability

so we can evolve

we all have the same stuff going on

we all want to be loved and respected for who we are.

Ego simply attracts so much ego

I remember at crisis times since then I have always been honest and sought help more and more

I am a human being

I make mistakes and I mess up

and through this process is the greatest time of my evolution

When I had my property crisis I went to property seminars and met some lovely heart centred people who really wanted to help other people transform their crisis into a new possibility

There were very young people who were transforming and challenging local councils and courts

There were also the very masculine predators who were looking to make a killing

in their glittery splendour

as the vampire archetypes cold blooded without a beating heart it seems

because they have been wounded and often seek to redeem through building portfolios to hide in….

all are valuable and all allow love to blossom with their truth.

We are ready to move into allowing ourselves to not know and open up to the

dark matter that holds our galaxy together

and is our glue too

and we will create this

willingly or unwillingly

the universal goddess knows it is where we are heading and is birthing it through us

It’s a time of surrender to whatever we are resisting

feel those labour pains

The majority of the planet is still slumbering in sheeple land

and making noises about change and transformation

when we actually look closer we see that is the same song of slavery to the hamster wheel that has always been sung

only now it is in a different choir

How many bubble bursters are there out there terrified of having to do something new?

Wanting to pop someone else’s dream because it is too brilliant and illuminates their darker world ?

How many speak the language of the new love world and yet do the dance of the cave dweller ?

To create a new way of being

we actually…. create….. a new way of being?

A thought gives rise to a dream

A word gives the thought a voice

Action brings it into being

Repeated action brings change and creates new pathways.

We have to go into long virgin grass sometimes, tangled thickets and sometimes we get many scratches

and nettle stings

oooo and find a dock leaf to soothe the sting

sometimes we have to howl with the moon

Our mind would weave us a safe playground of knowingness and this is what kills our spirit

If we make choices that conspire with it

It is all of our choosing and always perfect.

I am constantly wowed by the intricacy of our amazing universal selves.

Today I am sharing more of my Thoth journey and my latest read

The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life by 

Drunvalo Melchizedech.

This has totally inspired me

and I am getting a compass 🙂

I will share more of this in another blog because this is huge.

It is easy to see where our spirit wants to go

where our excitement goes

and for me when I feel like a child on Christmas morning…..

it’s a heart thing

Woo Hoo

In January it is sometimes easy to lose focus and wonder at what is next….

and when we surrender to that we allow something new to appear

instead of trying to make things happen we allow our higher self to bring us amazing gifts

and it usually comes when we least expect it

and…..

it isn’t what we think it is

Look back at how many times you have taken an unexpected turn on your path

look back and see how you have learned so much in this shadow space

when we allow others to give to us these miracles occur

and so often we don’t do that because our mind is stage directing

Lots of people talking about NLP today

and I got my learning through a great school with wise teachers

The Heart path.

So many NLP courses focus on the masculine power alpha approach

teaching techniques that aren’t love based and are manipulative in many ways

The Dark Side 🙂

Like Darth Vadar in Star Wars who wanted power to become more powerful than his adversaries and defend his heart

and in the process lost his humanity by denying it

when the true way to becoming powerful is to become more vulnerable  than your opponent and in the process

let go of any need to fight

let go of any need to do the dance

by integration through the wound

by exposing our gentle underbelly to the sword

and our heart on the sleeve

When we choose to live in a world of protection and defence walls

we close off to love too.

Walls close everything out and we stay in the gilded cage of our own making.

See the iceberg floating by and jump

where will it take us

Down the rabbit hole

to new countries that speak in a different tongue

have different beliefs

different customs

and  different ways of living life

where do we start this new journey?

By looking within and broadening our internal horizon’s

slipping off our straight jackets

changing our circle

daring to dream

finding something new to do that challenges us.

When I met my new partner we went to the Caribbean. We had lots of adventures going on a submarine and flying in a mini plane.

Afterwards he admitted they terrified him.

Me too.

One day we went on a yacht cruise and we went snorkelling

It was a wonderful experience and he was keen to swim out to an island some way from the yacht. On the return to the harbour we were shown a pool of sharks. These sharks had been where we were swimming. Our faces drained of colour as we looked at each other. Our guides explained they were harmless and didn’t have teeth however I guess that wouldn’t have registered if we had met one close up in the sea 🙂

We wouldn’t have asked for a cheesy grin photo 🙂

Later my partner admitted he couldn’t swim  very well but had decided to go for it as it was shallow and we had flippers and masks 🙂

In the book I have mentioned there is a section on initiate tests in Egypt and having to swim through a pool of crocodiles

the crocodiles had been fed but the initiates didn’t know that 🙂

Life is a series of initiate tests

For each challenge we have an opportunity to go through a gate and experience the rewards

Everything in life is a reward

It is life

Let’s live and love

and let go of anything that feels less than love and joy.

It is why we have feelings…

to override the mind and navigate with the heart.

Life is an adventure we can all share in

and be the open hearted loving people we want to see

This isn’t something anyone can fake

and you cannot simply buy a tee shirt for it

because if you don’t feel it

no one else can feel you.

Love to you all and bringing that god and goddess potential to full brilliance.

This was a lovely film I watched this week that has such a great simple message of love

Here is my tapping video to open to the Cosmic Cookie Trail:

Awakening Moon

eca6e07c4d31d87de2ee77b7ede72274This has been an amazing day of learning for me so far. Hows it going for you?

This blog post is in essence inspired by and created for  my workshop Awakening Moon Circle as I create a sliver of energetic synchronistic nowness for it.

One of the key shifts for me since moving to Glastonbury in October 2011 was letting go of my old structure

to prepare me for going with the flow and sharing with others

the new way of relating we are going into now with the Aquarius Age

Glastonbury is the heart chakra of the world.

It is the perfect place for connecting to the goddess landscape and the sacred feminine.

At first I resisted this shift because it was new…..

and I thought I had already got my show on the road with the work I was doing…..

and I trusted that to open up I had to trust even more and simply go with what I was connecting to anew

even though I didn’t know where I was headed or why.

We don’t know what we don’t know….

In this process of creating this workshop I have created new documents that are practical and I learned new things

My mind would love to simply duplicate the past by using old documents as it takes less time…….

and then……..

I stay in the past

and it isn’t fresh and it isn’t now 🙂

I love creating these documents and finding beauty along the way.

and I love sharing them with you.

Today is Red Galactic Moon

in the speaking our truth from the heart  White Wind Wavespell.

We are now in Red Resonant Moon time

This is the seventh year of a thirteen year spiral of Red Moon and now is the time to connect to who we truly are

Set our hearts on fire

and let go of any hurts or mind devices we have created to separate us from being the star of our own show

So if you are ready to go deeper and create experiential change please message me or simply dive in and get your workshop

here. It is an ebook.

It is £10

If you cannot afford that then please pay what you can using my donate button.

Barefoot Holistics

It includes 30 minutes of energy coaching with me and in our connection we are going to create some magic at this new moon time.

Are we ready to awaken even more and unleash our goddess selves within?

That includes men too of course.

Loving the intuitive magical world.

Synchronising with the universe

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The universe doesn’t have a mind like a person and neither does our soul.

They are free from thought and linear belief systems and so have a different way of operating that is beautifully complex and at the present time of our collective ego development largely outside our understanding.

When we do get glimpses of the bigger picture it literally blows our mind.

This year I am sharing ways of synchronising with this system and aligning with it as this is where I am on my path.

The most important shift that I got was when I moved from being primarily reactive to being proactive and focusing on my self first. This felt unnatural at first as it seems to fly in the face of all that we are taught and so it feels paradoxical however as we travel and shape this groove it does become clear.

At this time of transition many paradoxical patterns are surfacing as we change our direction and focus to return to who we truly are and move away from over emphasis of the mind.

Most people on our planet are reactive and putting others first as part of our formatting over the years has been to be of this pattern. We have had generations of people who have learned through education and conditioning to live in a society led by patriarchal teaching. All of this has been perfect for our learning and evolution and the majority of the sacred feminine teaching has been repressed and hidden. Only a select few were privy to the teaching and this is how it was meant to be because it matched the bigger picture. This teaching is now going global because it’s the time of the great awakening and where the secrets of living from our hearts instead of being led by our head  are flowering.

The key to allowing our sacred feminine blossoming is to unleash the goddess energy within all of us.

This is the key – within.

In the patriarchal masculine energy pattern we are pre-disposed to follow male and masculine models having had lots of programming that this is where our strength lies. Men are from Mars…….actually our masculine is in Mars and men and women can access their feminine energy and Venus. We are moving away from literal duality knowledge and being two halves make a whole living where one unit comes together with another. In times past men were believed to be the masculine energy and women the feminine  and the nature of the Aquarian age is balancing those energies within us. Women may be different in terms of their menstrual cycles and I believe that male cycles haven’t been looked at with any great focus. As we raise our consciousness our understanding expands and amazing new information comes to light. We are all intrinsically connected to the heartbeat and rhythms of the universe and the more we release our conditioning the more is revealed to us once more.

Here is a great link on aspects of this:

Kundalinicon

We are largely focused on mind control that comes from intellect rather than heart wisdom that comes from feelings.

Most business models for success are based on repression of feelings and are very selective about being exclusive and expensive to create an outcome of what is deemed “professional” and it is “just business” . Everything has a price, everything can be bought, everything can be achieved and fixed through writing a cheque, buying a course, wearing a uniform of some kind and connecting to a model that is designed by the super rich to achieve the label of having “made it”

It is surface living and superficial and has a very short shelf life and to achieve this model we have to go outside and work with the manipulation mindset of “fake it till you make it”  and this road to hell is of course paved with good intentions such as ” help others and you help yourself” and for some people this belief is genuine and heart centred and for others it’s a spin doctor’s reframe game of smoke and mirrors to justify behaving in a mercenary manner to get what you want.

If, like me, you are not prepared to pay any of this price tag because deep down you absolutely know to your core that this is a huge illusion that is well past it’s sell by date and part of a very outmoded way of living……. then maybe you feel inspired to do something else ?

It is tricky during this transition phase to get clear about how to go about this process because most people you speak to about moving away from this way of living are so full of the fear of letting go and so addicted and plugged into this system. On a heart level we can be heard and yet the message is so radically different to the regular collective call that as a messenger we often get shot.  Most people have some much emotional stuff stored in their energy body that anything coming close to their ego armour gets shot to pieces no matter how well-meaning or illuminating.

If the ego is running the show then it requires a cast iron plan with a proven formula so no risk involved……..and that is so opposed to the way of the heart and freedom.

People who are sharing their heart based businesses it is time to take a deep breath and know that this way of being is new and people will come and connect in time and often that will be when facing a brick wall or deep universal nudging – steep learning curve approacheth 🙂

My belief on this new time is that we are now very much into the universal wheel and way and so for me at New Year we went out for a short time and then went back home again as we felt so out of sorts and it felt so unnatural.

What we have been living with the Gregorian traditional calendar is so out of synch with the true rhythm of the universe that the more authentic we become and the more we resist the out of synch tradition. The clues are in the month names even September is the seventh month not the ninth working with the zodiac system.

Now is the half way point in the Mayan calendar and we are at the top of the pyramid energetically and communing with the heavens as the Capricorn energy shows. It is the time of going within and seeking resolution within rather than a new year check list without.

So many of our sacred ceremonies have been manipulated by our consumer world, however when we resist the conditioning we can feel our true nature instead.

So many posts about wanting sleep, needing rest and not wanting to get up in the dark and illness at this time of year because we are going against what our authentic self needs. When we have all this collective manipulative energy coming in – yang in it’s base nature , our body reacts to balance it with yin energy hence the colds , flu and headaches. Our body is our amazing philosopher’s stone that is so often ignored and overidden by using drugs to mask and control the symptoms as we have forgotten to heed our own body wisdom and revere our sacred earthly temple.

Again when we have a reactive pattern than we are very biased to reacting. The pattern is simple once we become aware.

If we take the time to do an energetic letting go work out on a daily basis then our journey becomes a lot easier and smoother without the jagged edges……this is a very peaceful oriented model that creates great flow and delight although drama queen’s who like their life to be like a soap opera avoid this option for obvious reasons.

I am becoming more disciplined in this because I know it creates huge benefits and allows more consistency and less roller coaster rides.

A raised eyebrow replaces a hysterical dive for the duvet and chocolate induction on a large scale. Our triggers get less and we recover quicker.

Moving away from this ego framework as a therapist/coach/transformational process provider……means we do not offer other ego’s a fix or have ego tick boxes that the undeveloped ego can feel safe with as we don’t have a traditional model that is known, tried and tested.

Only a select few who are willing to face their fear will come at first because as way showers we do not have all the answers – being synchronised and working with not knowing and trust is a key part of aligning with the sacred feminine.

This is a crucial first step that initiates take

owning our place of being and taking responsibility for everything occurring in our world

Synchronising with the universe means going into the unknown and being present. There is a divine reason for everything and so we trust that process, When it is the time to know , we know.

It means looking deeply into ourselves as a microcosm of the macrocosm and most people are too afraid to do that and yet until we do it we cannot truly unleash the goddess within 🙂

It is a very exciting time.

Today is the third day of a wave spell that is core to this process – more here:

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When we focus on doing the inner work on ourselves we transform and our power grows from a heart perspective.

Many therapists and coaches are unaware of this and believe their clients to be different from themselves.

The more people who understand this and the more the shift happens.

We attract ourselves and this year using the linear gregorian calendar of January 01 2013 is the year of White Planetary Mirror.

This year those who choose to work consciously with this energy will have fabulous breakthroughs. The mirror does not distort or lie – it does not have a mind just like our higher self or our universe. It simply reflects back to us what our individual unique experience of our world is. This year is a galactic activation portal year which allows us to integrate ourselves to a whole new level if we choose. The more we clear what we call our shadow and the clearer our mirror becomes.

Many people understand projection to be feeling irritated by another and this really being their shadow self projected rather than about that person – they are really irritated by themselves and seeing that through another. Each person has their own irritation as they have their own understanding.

If we are reactionary then often the other person is then not focused upon and instead self-blame steps in.

An expanded version of this:

Both are important 🙂 and letting go of blame through releasing the emotion – anger and sadness etc is the key.

My understanding through doing my own inner work and working with many people and their patterns over many years……

experientially integrated……

is that we are seeing a match for our life experience through that person in some way

at the perfect moment.

There is nothing “bad” about any of these feelings or indeed the other person per se – their behaviour may be unloving, inappropriate and/or abusive and that ideally will be an issue to be looked at if at all possible.

It is an opportunity to evolve by noticing how we are connecting to them and how this is resonating within us and this then places us at a point of choice.

We have created a crossroads where we can notice this information and do something with it and primarily this is by releasing the feelings that aren’t joy and love.

In this process we raise our consciousness.

Each person we connect to is a time travelling portal opportunity to revisit our past hurts and let them go so we relate in a new way now and when we do this for us and release our past we are truly free of it and we evolve.

We can create from inspiration and this shift in us shifts our universe.

This is how our universe expands and evolves through our process rather than independently outside of us.

If you do not have a personal energy transformation process that focuses on feelings rather than purely intellect or body work then this part of integration is key for you.

This is the emotional evolution.

Everything is important and the feelings are the key to moving into the heart and living from it.

If you are a white mirror then this is a powerful time for you this year.

If you don’t know what you are please message me or go onto my website and past blogs for more info.

A planetary mirror is the number ten. We are in a year ten which started in January 2004. Last year we were in Red Solar Skywalker which was all about completion of this thirteen year cycle. Red Skywalker energy is all about connecting to our soul journey – the sacred journey we are here to experience.

There are lots of ways to use this amazing synchronising tool gifted to us by our Mayan family .

It is now once more the time to reconnect with their wisdom so we align with our universe and bring in this sacred feminine energy through us.

This is why we are receiving information about it.

Synchronicity 🙂

This is the key. We are the birthers of the new age . We are the midwives. We are the bringers of the new dawn 🙂

It really doesn’t matter what part we choose to play because all are valid and equal.

We have free will and we each choose.

The universal cycle has been in the dark moon for many thousands of years and that was what was perfect for that time.

Now we are moving into The Age of Aquarius and remembering who we really are. This is a great movie that illustrates this perfectly :

Through the beauty of our dreams that are our higher self guiding us and our shadow showing us what seeks integration.

We are shooting comets creating life and amazing stuff in our cosmic wake ……so exciting.

Everything that is showing up now that feels emotionally tough, is simply past issues looking to be integrated so we can get our star show on the road and be who we truly are.

We are being reborn.

We repeat our cycles over and over so we get to experience them in a different way and the more aware of this we become the more we can create consciously and in terms of manifesting , we become aware of our intrinsic creation patterns. We become enlightened.

The more we work with this Mayan wavespell signature and the more we see synchronistically and go with the flow rather than attempting to carve our ego path and receive a course correction.

It is time to let go of being directed by outside influences and ways of fixing ourselves in an out of balance way. This is where the focus has been.

If we choose to embrace our lives as a sacred journey and allow our true nature and emotion to emerge then anything is possible.

Now is the time of circles and working within.

If we haven’t done our inner work then we cannot access universal creating because we are energetically speaking a different language.

We are on a mission to save the world, save the lost and the needy and…….and if we are focused on any mission other than our own sacred journey then we living the ego path and that path will take us round and round in circles to disappear into our own black hole rather than through the eye of the storm to inner peace.

This year I am creating workshops at synchronised universal times of ancient sacred living.

These will be at key transition points of Imbolc, Spring Equinox, Lammas and Samhain for larger events.

I know that for many people who like to book ahead and get a date and precise information to satisfy their diary, planning and linear mind this is a very unsatisfactory way of being and I understand that:-)

What I have learned in being the change we want to see in the world we simply have to allow new ways of letting this info come in and connect when this is the right time for us and significantly when we are in alignment with the bigger picture of this amazing universe we live in and how it really functions.

So if you feel you and I have some creativity that is written in the stars then get in touch and connect by subscribing to my blog, newsletters and facebook feeds and when I know what is up and coming I will share and if it matches for you then we are an energetic fit and we are creating our own flow.

In terms of availability I will be working in person In Glastonbury and offering online workshops too.

The online will include Skype one to one sessions .

I can travel and do group workshops too so please invite me and if I can come I will.

I have received lots of invitations to webinars recently about making big money through coaching…..

and to me this doesn’t resonate with where our planet is heading for no matter how it is dressed up or justified

and I know that we are all going through a pattern of downsizing to move away from ego .

When we have lots of cash we tend to buy our way through life avoiding our learning and going off road into the sticky backwaters

speaking from experience here too 🙂

Most people I work with don’t have lots of cash to spend generally at the moment and resist spending it on themselves

and that isn’t changing anytime soon

It is all part of our transition process 🙂

The key is to pay what you can afford and to invest in yourself in terms of putting ourselves as a number one priority and valuing ourselves

this is an essential shift to being proactive and changing direction

and it does pay huge dividends

Where our focus is is where our energy flows and is amplified.

Committing to a sustainable energy exchange that we can afford each month

because if we avoid commitment to changing within consistently

then nothing in our outside world will change

and our outside will also be erratic.

This is what most people on our planet do not understand

focus on the inside and the outside changes

this is the secret

the more we focus on the outside and the more we lose our inner power

When we do what we love we let go of needing financial reward and stuff emotionally

I do the majority of my sharing for no money reward

because in the process of sharing my learning my heart opens and I evolve

I learn through this process

and at this time I do have to live and use money to do that

we all do

For everyone who has an excess of wealth someone else has contributed to that

and often that means someone is in deficit to balance that

so it is finding a balance that works for all parties in my circle

again the world shift we are going through

learning new ways of living

and balancing our accountancy books

I understand this doesn’t fit any banking business model I have ever worked with and I have had lots of experience of cash-flow forecasts, schedules of work in property renovating and organising groups of people in the leisure industry and what my life experience has shown me so far in these areas is that it’s all great in theory, the figures all stack until…….and that’s when the big black holes appear.

We cannot future forecast life and who on earth would really want to?

Really who are we kidding ?

It is so hilarious on one level when you see clearly this designer charade and so sad on another.

And it is what it is too.

It reflects our collective unconscious just now.

It is such a limiting approach totally coming from an ego positive intention of reigning in our sacred feminine free spirit so we can buy stuff we don’t need, from people we don’t like and prop up……what?

Our wounded little boy and girl self who felt they got a bad deal out of life….and I do not in any way seek to trivialise people’s life experience.

We all have extreme experiences in our journey because it is through them that we really learn the most isn’t it?

It is important that if we want to live a happy life we see these experiences as the true value that they are and let go of them once they have served their purpose.

No one is here to be punished or experience a terrible, sad life and the more we do our inner work and the more we can see that.

As we let go we move into more knowingness and heart wisdom that can only be accessed experientially.

As we come into centre we can let go of extremes.

If we haven’t experienced something then we cannot truly know it and be able to work with it – this is the magical alchemical path that more people are awakening to.

My intention this year is to share my own learning and experience in a practical way so that people have the tools and awareness for themselves and my dream is to create lots of beautiful Heart Centre places and projects with other people around the world to do this.

I do not hold myself up as a guru or a paragon of virtue as I am simply sharing where I am. I have learned a lot on my journey and love what I do.

It has taken me many paths to find the processes I use and I know they work because they have worked primarily for me and I will not share anything with other people that I do not use myself.

I find it frustrating that many therapists are offering services to people and clearly not doing their own work as a priority , as a first point of call and yet are claiming to be able to assist others.

Time for integrity

Walking our talk

We are all a work in progress and if we offer guidance to others then for me to have integrity, individuals offering transformational process match this.

You shall know them by the fruit of their labours... is an old adage……discernment is key.

I have no religion to be clear on this and now I recognise the plain message from old scriptures that have been used to manipulate people through fear.

Lots of great wisdom when seen clearly without the window dressing.

Are we intending to be the most accepting of ourselves and coming from love or are we saying one thing and doing another?

The most important transformational tool that I have found for myself is Emotional Freedom Technique because this is what creates the shift and changes our energy circles.

It integrates and creates amazing transformation in the model of Einstein thinking:

We cannot create a solution to the problem in the same energy circle that created it.

When we tap on what our ego mind sees as “the issue” then we allow this to be accepted and loved. We are then in a very different space. We allow ourselves to open up to new ways of being that come from our source.

Sourcery 🙂

When people align with their true nature they have no fear because fear exists outside of the source and now and is simply an ego control mechanism.

Moon awakening through the thirteen moon calendar to raise the feminine in us:

So coming on Saturday 12 of January is Red Galactic Moon and this is a number eight in this wavespell so all about integrity.

The moon energy itself is number nine in the Mayan and I am a number 9 which is all about completing cycles.

I am meeting a few number nines just now .

My view of this – we are here to complete ourselves through integration and share this with others ready to receive.

On January 11th we have New Moon In Capricorn and on the 10th we are going into a new moon in the Mayan calendar.

Each month this Mayan moon changes.

This month it is the number seven moon Red Resonant Moon and this occurs every January 10  until February 06

We are in year seven of the thirteen year cycle of Red Moon and this is what is the bigger picture of now – the theme of returning and remembering and awakening.

So it is a time of creating a new cycle and fluid structure that is based on integrity, being real and owning our stuff as we see it reflected in what we see around us and creating something that is heart based now

guided by our feelings

felt to be true in our body.

My first workshop of 2013 is on Saturday 12 January in person or online

Awakening Moon Circle

Connecting to our sacred feminine selves and using transformational energy therapies to align with our authentic selves

It has a combination of masculine and feminine format

embracing all of us and working holistically

Some key questions to help us to focus on what we want to expand on in our lives

What we can let go of in our lives

and integrating by learning how to be in synch

taking the small steps

at a time that is perfect for us.

Lots of info in this and it can seem overwhelming

and we don’t need to learn it all at once

when it is the perfect time we can

The more we connect to this wisdom we realise the deceptions we have been accustomed to

there is no need to worry about time or competition

we are all held and supported by our universal mother

we are all equally loved and valued

each customer connects with everyone perfectly as is their energetic match

so we can tap on our anxiety and fears around

lack

competition

dog eat dog mentality

We are not beasts of burden

unless we believe ourselves to be

we are amazing creative souls living our dream

and in this process we can allow ourselves to

access

allow

and

go with the flow of love

Love to you all this 2013 Year

May we see ourselves reflected in love

May we create beauty and open our hearts by remembering and revealing our true nature.