The Magical Process Revealed by the Mayan King

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The Magical Process

revealed by the Mayan King 

Pacal Votan 

Today is the most powerful magical mayan code

in the entire 260 day process

because it is the new learning

for the transformation of the human being 

now 

All I can offer you is my experience

I cannot give any more than that

I believe everyone on this earth is a channel for the divine

We are the cup holders of the God and Goddess creative force

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I did not consciously choose to walk this path

and share this information as a human being 🙂 

I am learning more and more to let go and be guided

I chose this before life on earth 

I started to connect to this calendar when I began

my 13 year cycle of Blue Hand on my birthday in 2009

I went to Kephalonia and Florence on my birthday

to a family wedding of another Blue hand 😉 

I am a Blue Solar Hand 

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I was awakened to this consciousness of this code

by a

Blue Solar Eagle 

Nines are the Gateways 

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More about that here ~  Pacal Votan 

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 Blue Solar Eagle is The Gateway Master

of my pure sign process 13 day process 

The Galactic Signature of

Blue Hand 

I did not understand the language of the Mayan Process

I resonated with the message and I knew it was truth

My Mayan Sign is part of this magical process

It is one of the 13 Clear Signs 

This 13 day process

Blue Storm

is the catalyst code that initiated

at the

Summer Solstice

in this current 260 day cycle 

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I have touched on this briefly in past blogs 

I share it as I learn it

as I feel to

as I am guided

as I channel the information

Co Creating with this 260 day process for 4 years now

Soon going into the 5th Year 

Each number of the 13 steps has a code

Has a function

Has a process embedded within it 

I can talk to you all day about it

and

it will bounce off 

It will not make any sense 😉

apart from what is relevant for you at the perfect time for you

It is not meant to be learned en masse that is the anti thesis of it

and the spiral of it

and the feminine of it  

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This is what the new code coming in 

is about

This is not about intellectual understanding

This is about connecting to

Source 

Being the process 

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Downloading what each person needs to access

at the moment they need it 

Just like Neo in the Matrix

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If you believe that science fiction is not real

then this is not for you….

not yet 😉 

All creations on this earth come from the divine 

Everything is a download and cannot be owned by a human being 

All that I share in my blogs is from somewhere else

filtered through the personality of me 

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The more I evolve my personality and release it 

The more I access 

The more open I become 

to divine will

and the paradox happens

the more free I become 

This is not a concept 

This is a process 🙂 

Getting our ego out of the way 

So what does it all mean?

Time for the human being to realise the truth of who they really are 

In one sense it is the same as all other ways of the wise

The Tree of Life is here to be seen

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The codes of the human being ready

to do the inner alchemical process

are here

on the lid of Pacal Votan’s Tomb 

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There are 13 Signs

There are 13 processes that they are linked to 

The Blue Castle is the third Castle 

The Transformation Cauldron 

 

Initiated by Red Serpent ~ what we are working with all year in focus this year

Relationships 

The nervous system and the maturation of the reptilian survival brain 

moving from survive to thrive 

Love

The Asteroid belt 

It is the Alchemical transformation of the Red Castle

~  that started on the 4th of April ~ 52 days 

4 x 13 process days of awakening code working to evolve the human being 

This was what we were awakening to for new beginnings initiated by Red Dragon Wavespell

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Here is a document holding the codes on my

Resources Page 

Aries Sun

Libra Moon 

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Princess of Wands Thoth

Followed by The White Castle ~ starting on 

Initiated by Red Skywalker

on May 26

The human being ready to do the Great Work

and bring Heaven to Earth

through themselves 

through their actions

coming from clear space

The Fool in Tarot

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4 x 13 day process days of refining the previous 52 days experience 

It was in Red Skywalker 13 day process that I began my relationship with this process in earnest 

I was ready to do the work 

It was time for me to do it

I went to a workshop at the positive living Group 

it was a talk with Jon McCarthy

02/11/2011

Scorpio Gateway 

Self Existing Moon 16 

on the planetary cycle 

White Rhythmic Wizard 

I bought a calendar

I did as he bid ~ be the process

Learn with your heart not your head 

move the blue tac each day

tune in

know what your next learning is 

follow the cosmic cookie trail that is co creation with your universal self 

Be the process

Get in the rhythm of letting the magic flow through us 

The Moon Goddess structure 

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So now we are at the heart of the matter 

The spinal column

The core

Today is Yellow Lunar Human

It’s planet is Earth

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It is my Yellow Castle 

I am in a Yellow Human Year ~ last few days

Each year on our birthday we enter a process

One of four Mayan Signs 

We also have a 13 Year Cycle

again one of the same four signs

Wheels within wheels 

It is complex 

Life is complex and amazing

and…

I am a simple woman

If I can learn it and do it

Anyone can 😉 

It allows balance of heart and mind

Masculine and Feminine

Awareness of the code that is creating all that is 

How Wow is that ?

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So in personal terms

to help you see a personal experiential perspective

As I blogged yesterday 

My 13 year cycle began in 2009

I was in a paradoxical time 

par for the course for me 🙂 

When I give up what my ego believes is my way and “career”

Usually because whatever relationship I am in 

work

love

no difference on any relationship

because they are simply mirroring what is going on inside

Miracles happen

I shed a snake skin

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to do that

I have to have the courage to listen to my heart

and my soul wisdom

which is difficult when the ego has a conflict around survival and goes into melt down

In 2007 and I had learned new tools to help me listen to this part of me 

All aligned perfectly for this future unravelling process

to

feel this part of me having a panic attack

be with it 

learn from it 

The child within feeling unsafe because of life experiences

past life experiences

ancestral codes

cultural codes 

ancient history running in my cellular self 

Emotional Freedom Technique is part of a ritual of recapitulation

It is shamanic

it is ancient wisdom

it is genuflection

free of any manipulation of wisdom by religious distortion

it is simply a process that allows the human being to accept 

everything

all of the human beings current and past life process

past life process usually creating present process

and

not allowing presence

not allowing clear consciousness of the human being

emotional past embedded experiences getting in the way of that

Albert Einstein quote simplified ~ one cannot create the solution to the problem from the same energetic framework ~ clear the feelings and distortions labelling a situation as a “problem” 

Get clear

Access source assistance 

Move into a whole new way of being

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So today is the clear sign

Yellow Lunar Human

All day 2’s in the 13 day process are Lunar 

New learning days

Shadow days

Moon Days 

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Where can we get clear of our veil 

What is perfectly timed and aligned to do that?

Ask and receive your guidance

What is feeling uncomfortable ?

What is pushing your buttons emotionally?

You do not need to understand all the Mayan Calendar to do this

Understanding yourself is the key 😉 

Letting yourself feel is the key

Being open to feeling all the pain body is the doorway 

Emotional Freedom Technique is gas and air for the soul birthing process 🙂 

Do you feel loved and accepted?

What has been happening to you recently that is feeling painful ?

Maybe in your heart?

Maybe in your body ~ the body reveals the true state of energy flowing and does not lie unlike the ego mind who has lots of ways to mask the pain with avoidance techniques and childish ways of relationship 

Our human body is our philosopher’s stone

This is the key to soul alchemy 

The alignment between the body and the spirit 

Being embodied 

Being love through personal acceptance of our human being history

Here is a wonderful video

by Lovely Leo Tom 

This explains what is happening in a planetary sense right now

and

how the planetary movements are working with the stardust within us 

the energetic codes 

the galaxy quest that is our energetic structure 

Letting go by transforming the ego is key

otherwise we are bound to the labyrinth of our mind 

The myth of the Labyrinth

is the process of using the golden thread

our Goddess self

Ariadne 

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showing us the way out of our mind 

the hamster wheel 

any belief that we are not worthy

In 2010 on my birthday

I was done with my property developing path

I was learning about who I believed I was

I knew about the Mayan Calendar

I knew about my Mayan Sign

I had felt drawn to visit Glastonbury at Aries time ~ new beginnings

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It was an EFT conference and I felt drawn to go

I had felt at home there

I had a huge emotional release 

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I went to play a Mayan Game and felt connected in many ways

I was meeting new people in different locations 

I went to the Goddess Conference at the Mayan New Year 

Red Overtone Moon

The heart of authenticity and honesty year in this 13 year cycle of Red Moon that started in 2006

I knew I had to come and live in Glastonbury 

I started to visit 

In February 2011 I did my first Open Your Heart Retreat 

We moved here in August 2011 and were nearly homeless because the original plan made earlier at Mercury Retrograde

fell through

We booked into a holiday cottage called Dreamtime 

We found the house we live in now with one week to go 

I had faith that I was meant to be here

I came 

I got the perfect place to match my structure that I needed to evolve 

and I offer you this

This is always happening to everyone 😉 

If you believe your ego  is in charge of your life ….

Really ?

Everything is perfectly aligned and a match for where we are in our evolution process

and if that is feeling stark and dark then it is down to the human being to learn how to transform that manifestation by learning what codes of conduct created it 🙂 

Then heal it

Then release it on all levels

Then create something different 

Phoenix process

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The more we let go of our past now

and the more we are free to be the gift that we bring

Have courage 

Fall 

and be held 

by your divine self 

Remember the times when you were young and the magic happened?

When you had the courage to speak your truth?

When you took action even though you were afraid ?

and…

it all worked out ?

Spectacularly on a heart level ?

 

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Maybe didn’t fit the ego tick box of yourself or others

in your conventional circle

who thought you should be “responsible” and “conform” ?

When I was in my 17th year

I was in

Yellow Cosmic Human

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It was spectacular for my Midheaven Sagi self  at 4 degrees:

SAGITTARIUS 4
A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

This reminds me of the pool scene in Joe Black 

warning explicit content 🙂

This is also directly connected to my Merlin Asteroid in my 9th house ~ completion house

Great article about Merlin Asteroid :

Merlin Asteroid Article

The third degree 😉 

SAGITTARIUS 3
Clouds overhead seen in a reflecting pool.
Enlightenment rarely comes by pursuing straight lines, by following predictable tracks. If you wish to find the secrets to the mysteries, you must give yourself over completely to the flux and to the ferment, and allow the winds of destiny to prevail entirely. This immediate sense world casts a very different glow than the heavens ever could. By identifying yourself with each shifting nuance, every flicker of instantaneous movement, you find the inner worlds way to waking up here in this Earth. But this journey is a perilous one, for you become awash in so many far-flung spheres, and there is no map and there are no shortcuts. You must somehow see right through your own most addictive and compulsive impulses, and ride the wild waves homeward through sheer presence of mind and gut conviction that everywhere leads to the same place. And that if you find yourself cast into any corner of fate it is the one perfect place to get home free within, if you can hang on and let go and never lose your sense of humor.

Today’s Tarot Card this illustrates this beautifully

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Interference 

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8 of swords

Let you of mind dictating imbalance

and creating dictatorships

to free humankind 

Currently Leo Moon at 7 degrees in the UK as I finish this

LEO 7
A very weak cup of tea.
The outward performance is thin and tenuous, not much there at all. The inner journey is huge. You are concentrating so utterly upon the cosmic mysteries that all personal and even individual reputation and reflection seem pathetically small and insignificant. You are being zapped by huge forces, taken on the cosmic grand tour. As the deep inner opens, the surface outer becomes formal and almost wooden. You are called away. Rarely present in a human context. It all depends upon how far you are willing and able to go with this. If you blast free into an expanded selfhood activation, everything will form around that whole new world to be in. But if, as so often happens, you are not quite here, but not quite all there yet either, the transitions can be excruciating; as you prepare for the infinite life, but are hooked back into the regular life and snagged by image and impression. For you will be consistently reflected back to self as one fragment of yourself and this can be awkward and inwardly agonizing. All you want is to wake up and become your greater self. And meanwhile your lesser self has lots to handle, standing in for someone who is never quite home.

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Blue Monkey divinity codes of the heart

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Blue Monkey Wavespell

This is the big one 😉

Are you ready to transform?

Are you ready to do the work?

This is the 13 day process that is the centre core of the

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The Mayan 260 day synchronising process

that is perfectly timed and created

for the human evolution process happening on planet earth right now

You can access one I made to download

and print off on my Resources page

here is a direct link

Mayan Wavespell Synchronisor 

The key to this is doing the process of the calendar

being the process

 

I am going to share a lot of info about myself today

and my process

and please hear this for yourself

The key to this process is for you

to do this for yourself

that is what this

Age of Aquarius brings 

Know thyself

To thine own self be true 

Learn your codes 

Learn how you tick  

This is the key to this year of self~empowerment

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Individuation

and

Individual Awareness

Uranus light bringing activation

Light coming in to the individual as a direct result of transforming the shadow and making the space for new codes within

new relationships without are manifest

as a result of this conscious process

Conscious relating to ourselves

Conscious relationship as a result of that process

with others

This is the enlightenment process

I start today’s blog with a picture of me from around 10 years ago

My 40th birthday that year

This is Halloween and my witchy self on full view 

Yesterday we had Jupiter

go into Virgo until September 2016

Here is a great article about this

and lots more astrological info including

The New Moon in Leo on the 14th

 

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Gray Crawford

For people of my generation in particular there is a key role to play in Virgo energy

especially around the sacred feminine and being in touch with that part of ourself beyond the limits of our mind

Virgo is the 6th sign in the wheel that allows us to bring in a balance with a healthy attitude and behaviour around healing, being and doing

Mastery of Virgo ~ potentiality ~  as esoterically

Jupiter is the planet of expansion and Mastery

whatever has been coming in over the last 12 months in Jupiter in Leo reveals ego and heart issues around feeling loved and the courage to be who we really are and let go hiding especially if we feel an outcast 

which is the majority of people who are paving new paths 😉 

Feeling there is a 

cross to bear

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and 

continual crisis crossroads choices

and wow amidst all this is…

an

alchemical potentiality to birth the phoenix process

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The Mayan Sign reveals the cross

the Rosy Cross

of potentiality through integration

to allow full acceptance of everyone and everything in our personal path

and be the transparent free child as a result of that process

Free of all wounding

Free to live from the heart

and love all

My Mayan Sign from my birthday

reveals the cross I will be working with 

Red Resonant Earth 

Red Earth ~ planet Uranus How centred, grounded and aligned I am so that I can feel safe on the earth and my tree of Life has good roots. My circuitry to the earth is embodied 

Red Moon ~  planet Mercury ~ my higher self guiding me to work with everything in me ~ Hermes is Mercury ~ currently Mercury in Virgo for discernment today ~ looking back over recent months and honest and authentic relationships is a good place to see the fruits of our labours and our significant others ~ are we having honest relationship or is it all smoke and mirrors ?

New asteroid for me ~ Hermione in the chart ~ 121 ~ the daughter of Helen of Troy who has a disastrous first marriage because of her father’s betrothal as spoils of war, but runs away and marries her first love and grandfather’s choice 

Hermione asteroid

 

This is again key to the new Mayan Year we are in ~ Red Moon 13 year cycle ~ White Planetary Wizard ~ The Moon Goddess ~ planets ~ the asteroid belt 

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The asteroid belt

between Mars and Jupiter

is changing our collective consciousness with new archetypes to embody

If you haven’t seen this film 

Moon 

it is wow 

it is dark 

Following A David Bowie Capricorn Cookie Trail 

At the time I started writing this article

is the exact degree of dark moon in Cancer in the UK

at 23 degrees

CANCER 23
A man putting together pieces of broken pottery.
Nothing works any more. The form of things is breaking apart. In your mind’s eye, you can remember how it once went, and you can certainly try to put it back together as it was. There is something about doing this that teaches you all kinds of things. And when you are called inside to reconstruct the old world and somehow keep it together one way or another, you must do it. One lesson you will eventually learn is how the mind works and why it is convinced that this task is so very necessary. But meanwhile, there is an elegance, sophistication, a cultured touch and sensibility that provides entry into so many fascinating worlds. Karmic recapitulation. Going back to the same places to do the same things can be quite a story to tell. Every bit of it is ebbing as it happens. All of your constructions in mind and outer form cannot hold on much longer. But the ego-mind is most tenacious and insistent in such destiny verges, hoping to postpone the deluge one more delicious moment.

My Hermione in the 6th house 🙂  

Yellow Seed ~ planet Jupiter ~ the mastery of understanding the mask and why and how it was created ~ what it allowed to happen and how to let it go to reveal the true seed underneath ~ letting go of being the anti matter, the scapegoat, the emotional chalice and imbalance for others in relationship  🙂 My Jupiter is in Gemini 5th house and what I have been saying about relationship mastery 

Blue Hand ~ my challenge and gift  to keep shaping my destiny and complete ~ keep doing the inner work and balancing this with doing the practicals 

White Wind ~ letting spirit speak ~ again Uranus is the planet. When we are present we channel truth free of mind interference 

when we use EFT to clear distortions and start to balance our emotional body re align our patterns and clear distortions then everything becomes clearer and easier to know what choice to make

the energy in the body flows

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accessing the 5th dimension in person

as all lessons are learned

healed

and the light

revealed 

within 

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Depending on how you see that

and do that with yourself

there are many computations possible 

If you are a similar age to me 

I am 50 in less than a week

You will have similar planetary placements

If you want to do your own chart is a link:

astro.com

My biggest houses

are my first and seventh

My first unlocks my seventh

The first house being in the underworld as everyone’s is

The first six houses are all in the underworld using the format on astro.com

I am not an Astrologer

I learn and share intuitively and this is key to the nature of what the 260 day process is bringing us now to embody 😉

My first house holds the key to unlock the secrets of the mystery

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I am about to enter my

7th year of my 13 year cycle

Red Resonant Earth

in my own Mayan Sign

of

Blue Hand 

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Everything that I have ever experienced is now coming up and in for me to work with in particular since the

Summer Solstice

and my 13 day process of

Blue Storm that began

on 21 June

and my Mayan Sign is day 9 of

in broad terms we are now going into the feminine half of the year

The light in the Northern Hemisphere is diminishing and I was chatting with a friend last night who agreed that the weather and vibe shifted yesterday in the South West of the UK

there was a distinct autumnal flavour

and to use his words a Robin was singing their Sad September Song

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photo link 

and maybe the Robin is not sad

but I agree that this is how I interpret it 

I totally resonated with that

Do you resonate with that ? 

There is a nature code that you can see, smell, hear and feel 

This chat was in the shift of

White Cosmic Dog

yesterday

and I have a lot in common with my friend

as we have shared

tribe patterns

so understand each others process

This is key to this fusion time of

Sirius Gateway at the Solstice

with it’s asteroid placement of 13 degrees Cancer

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There is no distinct masculine and feminine of course as all is a fusion of energies

There are key structures though

The key structure we are working with in our 50’s

is the heart of the matter

Leo energies

and we are in the last day of the

Leo Gateway

today

Here are some links about that

Art of the feminine

and my perspective on the infinity link is the card in Thoth 

Change 

through integration and doing the disciple work 🙂

This is key to this earth energy now 

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The generation of people who are 50 

are the earth lovers

with my Pluto in Virgo in my 7th house at 15 degrees

VIRGO 15
A man inherits a vast fortune.
Aristocracy takes many forms. Whether by karmic predisposition or by bloodline or both, being granted the ultimate pedigree for serving effectively. Those who have ruled can serve. Those who have mastered can give themselves over. Those who have attained can extract the essence of what they have come to before and utterly discard the rest. Showered with blessings. Filled to overflowing with the streams of your background, you are yet definitely motivated to use all this as a springboard and not to lean back on it. You feel the impulse to renew gifts, treasures and mysteries–to revitalize the old streams, to make relevant and essential what has previously proven to be steady and enduring. And most of all, endowed with a fluency in drawing from the well something fresh and new, and being so at home in bringing it all through that you become an individual here in the midst of things, who just happens to know and be familiar with just about anything you need to access from the well that never runs dry.

Here is an interesting article on Pluto in Virgo

and

Lilith first house which are both key for me  

Pluto in Virgo blog spot 

I see this as a Hades and Persephone dance hence my shadow work and this generation busting through old archetypes of co dependent relationship that is abusive to the sacred feminine on all levels

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pic link 

I also have Uranus in Virgo in my 7th House at 13 degrees

VIRGO 13
A man with hair on his back.
Peppery, fiery, contentious, and spoiling for a fight. Born ready, shot from a cannon, one of a kind–volatile in the far extreme. Convinced of things. Taking sides, even inventing them, you are impelled by the polarized consciousness to be so fiercely partisan that the destructive overwhelms the constructive. Incited to riot by what is wrong with the world–not reconciled, not accepting, not at peace. Self-righteous and headstrong. In perfect moments, ebullient and magnificent and the most charming a being can be, much of the time you are feuding and bickering and blindly consumed by the lower mind. Keenly good at self-deception, the world’s best at blind self-fidelity. The perfect promoter of the unpopular cause. But you feel tormented by the way in which all of this perpetuates itself and cannot find freedom. You search for a way through, hungry for self-overcoming, and needing so badly to emerge from the thicket of the mind, to be affirmative of existence with no doubts making the world intolerable to sit in one more moment.

oh yes that is an intense pattern of mine

and one that I am now tiring of 

as yet again preparing to duel with the devil of the patriarchal systems

and needing to move house again

and 

my whole life has seemed to be part of this polarity 

I guess like me you have often felt it would be easier to live as a recluse

stack shelves

that is not the path of the shadow worker

hiding in the wings 😉 

It is what we signed up for at this transition time

and when doing the inner work it does get easier

happend easier

and allows the individual to

take power back

revisit old wounds

heal

speak truth

feel good about honouring oneself 

and the sacred feminine

because if people do not do that now

Who will ?

Just watched a lovely film

Women in Gold 

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Devastating yet enriching as is the soul journey

Be the honour of what is

“right relationship”

is key for love 

 

Astrology and the Mayan 260 day process

help the individual recognise patterns

and see that their script is written already

How we choose to portray our part 

is the magical part 

The Art

and when we combine this

Mind Map from the starry skies 

the sat nav for the soul journey 

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and 

use heart wisdom

freed from emotional distortion

using EFT 

Emotional Freedom technique

See my resources page specifically for EFT for that

Oh my Goddess it is wow 

Everything that seemed “bad” about ourself

suddenly frees us into 

realisation that everything happened for a reason

and our weirdness is the sign of the awakened soul

I have put an excerpt here from this website which really touched me

sharing it with that intention

Do not ever doubt your magical beauty awakened people 

Our difference is so magnificent and extraordinary

Keep believing in yourself through all these dark times 

and do the work

to feel and know the warmth of the eternal sun and light 

Know that we are all in this together

we are always held and loved

Ask for help and it is given 

An Ode to the Misfits

Here’s to the wild, the weird and the wonderful.
To those that drop deep into their own flow and lose sight of the shore. Who discard the rules, the labels and the chains that once bound them in search of the truth of their heart.
Here’s to the mismatched puzzle pieces that don’t get invited to join in all the reindeer games; that get left behind in the dust to learn their own way to fly. Who in their sacred solitude grace the skies with wings of freedom and a grace born of soul fire.
To the rare, unearthly beings that walk the road less traveled, taking the adventure that rises on this path with purpose and passion.
Here’s to the rebels, the heartsick originals, and the bittersweet loneliness that fuels their spirit. To the one’s that won’t conform, back down or step aside. To the one’s that were not born to fit in but to gloriously stand out.
To the tribe of troublemakers that think so far outside the box, they dream on the edges of the infinite. To those that dance even though they have no idea how. Who stumble and make it part of the steps, sing completely off key and totally out of tune.
Here’s to the awakened one’s whose purpose is to feed their soul not starve it. Whose mantra is the drumbeat of their own heart and the possibility that looms on the horizon. To the one’s who dare to be open, to love and to live.
To the magical, the mystical and the misunderstood. To the wise ones that move between the shadows and the light. To those that howl to the Full Moon and run naked in the streams. To those who read the compass written on the walls of their heart’s and follow the North Star etched upon their spirit.
Here’s to the fallen, the broken and the shattered. To those that know to be cracked is to let the light in deeper. Who know that the best fruit is on the very tip of the branch and the brightest jewels are hidden within the roughest of surfaces.
Here’s to the brightly colored, divine visionaries that won’t stand down, play small or sit out.
Here’s to the wild one’s. Here’s to you.
Ara

Today’s planet is Venus 

 

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My Venus is in Virgo at 29 degrees 

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A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

also in my 7th 

This is the anaretic degree and it is still playing out and will do for me because it is my mastery of relationships

and to become a master takes experiential learning

and becoming the wound to understand it

and be it on all levels

heal it transmute it

and share that with others

to turn this world around and bring balance because we have accomplished that miracle within our inner world

so this process has to happen from within each person

before the outside world

will reflect that en masse  

Here is an article about that:

The anoretic degree medical astrology

People who know

how to relate consciously

are as rare as Hen’s teeth 😉

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that is a fact 

I do not mean people who talk the talk

I mean people who are walking the walk

I know I am very self aware and doing the process

and…

everything that is coming up for me right now is very revealing about how I am still relating like a child around men especially 🙂

I get gut instincts but then do not honour them 

because I haven’t healed enough

I still have big trust issues and so I do need to keep going there…

until I don’t 🙂

You cannot do that with your thoughts

in a Virgoan bubble safe from harms way 

The Universe brings us what we need not what our ego wants 

key learning

a match comes for what we need to integrate

and remember 

we are the universe

no one is doing anything to us

we are doing it to us 

to get clear about how we actually do relationship

rather than how we think we do it 

and this is often frustrating

in this Venus Retrograde

and that is how it works

Our next step is only revealed when it is the perfect time 

So an amazing time of connection

Here is David Bowie star seeding the code into the collective psyche in 1972 

This is the Mayan Code of Red Dragon initiation:

Moonage Daydream 

I’m an Alligator

I’m a Mamma Pappa coming for you 

Letting go of being stuck

Tomorrow brings a magical

13 Pacal Votan clear Sign

 

clear-signs

I will blog about this then

In alignment 

It is so key for me 

Goes back to the second year of this 13 year cycle

when I first came to Glastonbury and got the Goddess calling to come

and I did 

and wow 

never saw that coming ….

or any of this Mayan Stuff

or so many people who I hadn’t met yet 

and love now 

Isn’t life an absolutely amazing adventure ?

A

Mission Impossible 

and yet somehow 

we do it 😉 

Love to you and your divine child coming into it’s own 

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Keep moving

Keep loving

Keep open 

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Relating Code

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Red Galactic Serpent

Day 8 of White Mirror Wave

The day of Hiroshima 

The depth of inhumanity

 

When I look back at human history

How were these things possible

These actions

These decisions

These choices in relationship

made for the many

by the few

How can this be?

Total pathological ego of people in positions of power

Total abuse and corruption of power

The effects are still rippling out

and 

unfortunately this is what has had to happen and is still happening

as part of understanding how the human being can be in relationship

Little boy ~ aptly named for the masculine child unleashing a holocaust 

A link about Hiroshima here

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The Oleander was the first flower to return

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Healing properties of Oleander

Do you think that the majority of the population

would have agreed to the choice of  using these atrocities 

if asked?

Are now?

Informed consent by the consensus ?

The populace weren’t even aware of these monstrous creations used

supposedly in their name 

No one in a place of sanity would ever consider that this choice should have ever been made for any reason

and yet may have seen it as such

because of the propaganda at the time once coerced 

and..

some people still will

because they are not ready to stand up

and be an awakened citizen because of fear

of what that means

No more hiding like a child

and deferring responsibility to people who bully and abuse

weaker human beings

and also people who are sensitive

and will not fight because they cannot be the behaviour they abhor

It is not in their nature

or in their consciousness

and so again history of these people reveals genocide 

and still

people blame “god”

how can “god ” allow such a thing rhetoric

human beings totally in denial of any responsibility for their actions

and using “god” as a reason

this use of divinity 

as an excuse for murder and terrible cruelty

with the creator on their team

manipulation

and 

abuse

of the sacred feminine in all of humanity

in all of the earth

has continued for centuries now as an excuse to dominate

and

steal

These energetic blueprints can be seen repeating in their exact locations

by the individual ready to see the pattern

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Those who start to look at their own patterns

around relationship

are seeing these energetics very clearly 

and this is the key to bring balance to everything

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Once the individual starts to understand how they relate

as a human being

is the source of all their creativity

a major mastery step is created

not just for the individual

but for the whole of humanity

Each human being actually doing this internal alchemical process

is one conscious cell

one pixel

in the bigger picture of the human evolution

 

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This is what the second coming process is 

 

Each human being understanding themselves

Creating emotional intelligence

Healing and clearing the past

Reset 

Wizardry 

For Real 

Being the change

is what creates a different reality 

So here is my personal story around The Red Serpent process of Relationship, just to help illustrate this as an experiential understanding, which is the reason I write the blogs.

I know they will be difficult for people to relate to at times because there is a lot of esoterica in here and it is purposefully designed that way. I am sharing , literally , a magical process . This is the key to this New Year of White Planetary Wizard, we have just started in the Mayan Calendar. In essence each person is their ego story as well as their energetic blueprint. Their ego personality that has beliefs about how the world is based partly on life experience. Many of these beliefs have a strong emotional embedding code which means basically, when the young child or young adult was developing they had an event, or a series of events in relationship that created patterns of how they interface with the world with intense feelings. This way of encoding is a survival mechanism that does not require thinking ~ it is a deep unconscious process like breathing and this is so key to understand . It happens automatically without conscious awareness most of the time ~ until the individual is ready to work with it pro~actively, having the resources and skills to do that. When the time is aligned.

In the bigger picture this is the same process that keeps each planet on it’s trajectory, allows the amazing universe to create each day ~ without any need for human intervention so whenever our ego has any doubt that our universal wise consciousness has everything covered ~ it is a good time to remind our ego self of that. The ego is a prickly pear on that matter as it knows it really has very little control over anything so creates lots of smoke and mirror avoidance techniques to deny this truth.

First of all  key understanding is that the ego does not want to consciously relive anything emotionally upsetting because it is a survival threat and so turns down the volume most of the time. For the individual to understand what that story line ~ code~ is for them , is essential for self~empowerment, otherwise the individual is literally “at the mercy” of their emotional pattern match triggers and that is very dis~empowering.

The more intense these events and the harder to suppress. This is known as post~traumatic distress disorder. You do not have to be in the military to have experienced this. In the world we live today there is so much pressure and people are living so unnaturally out of the rhythm of natural cycles that this is huge. The more mature the human being in age, the more pattern matches will have happened and the more stress to the emotional mind. This is where the human being psyche ~ ego ~ creates coping mechanisms.

These coping mechanisms are often not healthy or logical ~ they are coming from an ego that is immature, afraid and does not have a logical overview so makes simple solutions. OCD is one example, emotional eating and instant fix ~ consuming patterns are allowing people to carry on in very unhealthy relationships and this is in alignment with the patriarchal pattern. There is no common sense evident ~ major clue to ego patterns of control ~ everything that is happening in the UK around not supporting people in community ~ an ancient fear control manipulation pattern with lots of sophisticated spin doctoring now 🙂

A coping mechanism usually involves matching a pattern where the individual had an ecstatic experience or gained positive reinforcement as a child. This could be drug based, which is why people become addicts ~ to escape any pain. This is not resolving the core issue so more drugs have to be taken as the pain expands. As a natural part of the pain pattern the individual will be taking part in behaviour that matches the first wound so this in itself will create more pain.

One of my patterns is being a people pleasing high performing student and getting good grades which allowed others people in my circle to benefit ~ I enabled them with my performance. This of course is echoed in my blogs and how I create a lot of info and how I give to people I am in relationship with which can often be over sharing.

 

This way of behaving is not about “judgement” this is just simple natural outcome . This behaviour creates that outcome. If a person is dishonest then this does not create honesty. Telling lies is not “kind”. Murder is murder. There is no justification for behaving abusively or dishonestly or killing another being . It is killing for whatever reason. There are different perspectives as to causality and reactivity on the spectrum .Our human ego tries to reframe the behaviour to allow it to continue and sugar coats it in some way. Our own personal propaganda machine, which is reinforced by the cultural machine, that is wanting the individual to consume and keep this unhealthy way of co dependent relationship spinning . This is why it is essential that each individual recognise their story and code of co dependency to create a different way of relating and release it now.

Any sort of bullying or deceit creates an outcome and it is the way the universe works ~ simple laws . The universe always brings a match for the person and I know some people struggle with this but I offer you ~ look deeply and you will see how this happens in a very imbalance extreme patriarchy pattern that we are currently in.

My view:

If, for example, a vulnerable person gets abused it does not mean they have been “bad” in a past life and are getting their “just rewards” in this one or deserve it in any way. Anyone believing that model, I believe, has some unreleased relationship issues with something that has happened to them in this life around wanting others to be punished, feeling unjustified, powerless and angry. That is always true if a person has an emotional reaction to anything ~ personal stuff.  That is how our personal stuff is revealed ~ emotional intensity 🙂 What is getting on our nerves is key to Red Serpent Relationships and if not addressed it goes deeper into body issues especially spinal.

In our current world vulnerable people are being exploited by those who are power tripping and coming from a lack of consciousness awareness and that is how it is. Ignorance and lack of any awareness and compassion ~ that is the majority of human beings right now to extremis because of historical events.. It isn’t something I simply accept either ~ I do get angry about it and if I can I do something about it I do . I am currently in a lot of dialogue with various community systems around how they are not supporting me or the majority of people and how they could change. When I am not accepting I look at how this has happened to me in the past ~ pattern match ~ and what is still resonating . If I am in a rage position, often there is a lot of past relationship disempowerment and imbalance to shift and if that is not the case, then there is a pattern match of relationship that is hugely distorted happening . This is happening a lot now on the world stage because the shift to balance is happening. This is a year 10 on the planet in terms of the Mayan Calendar. This means we see what is manifest as a collective, around self~empowerment in relationship en masse. Mostly it is not a happily ever after story is it? It does have a lot in common with many of the fairy tales that reveal the code of relationship over generations.

We are all carrying the ancestral codes in our genes and these include geographical locations .

These are all past life patterns as well. This is what is revealed in our Astrology.

With the Full Moon in Aquarius we have just had we are seeing the bigger picture and this has been certainly true for me.

The level of self awareness around how I relate has been profound. Working with patterns and codes is key for me with Saturn in my first house and Lilith here too. 

 

Here is a crop circle that I tried to find with a friend but we didn’t 🙂

Crop Circle 

The info on here is given as esoteric info but if you are ready look deeper ~ it is the process revealed . The Mayan 260 day calendar is an enlightenment process.

We went to two amazing sites on that day ~ they were exactly what we needed ~ deep feminine energy ~Avebury was one ~ here I am experiencing grounding energy ~ I literally felt I was held and deeply brought into my connection with the earth 

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I initiated a search for a soulmate on a dating site at the Summer Solstice ~ totally ego uncomfort zone and not believing that this could be possible but knowing new learning coming in

 The key has been revealing pattern and code ~ in particular my past patterns and theirs and how we can create healing from that connection now.

What I have experienced has had a profound awareness as to my sharing of myself and as a result  I have become very focused on what I want to expand and what I want to release now to relate differently

There is no difference to the universe whether this is sexual/romantic/business etc

There is no difference 😉

All about our interface and what Saturnian structure we form until around 30

This is key mastery 

Remember we are in Red Moon 13 Year cycle so this is about awakening to honesty and authenticity ~ who we really are not who our ego has designed for us. Time for those layers and masks to come off and often this means a lot of emotion needing release to allow loving acceptance of ourself. Every other person allows us to see a part of ourself seeking integration now ~ the core model of relating has been  two halves make a whole

This is happening quickly now ~ I have been mapping minutiae of code using the Moon degrees ~ when the contact comes in ~ what degree ~ what this creation code is

When it came in initially and what it is triggering

What expectations ~ Disney World Happy Ending Consume Code etc ?

One of the key factors is the four year cycle 

This is perfectly revealed for me now

and other combo’s too

For example I am experiencing a Saturn return of 29 years since I went to Greece and seeing and connecting with people and patterns of that time

What am I still doing that no longer serves me?

What is magical that I want more of?

What needs to change in me to allow this experience to manifest?

Oh my Goddess ~ really this level of micro study ~ really yes.

This is what it takes to know oneself and it is so worth it 😉 

Or would you rather….

watch a soap opera, play a game, bury your head in the sand?

Your choice ~ all of it ~ everything in this whole universe

We have got joint custody of the divine child we are all co creating.

As I started writing this in my Taurus Moon ~ waning ~ letting go ~ this is the structure of manifesting, letting go of bulls*t and being ISIS energy ~ is is get it? Practical, grounded , sensual, feminine energy expressed and being love in action.

It is all there to be seen ~ the matrix ~ the veil is vanishing so get centred and core aware 

 

It was 4 degrees :

TAURUS 4
A man talking in his sleep.
A psychic faculty is dreamt into and sustained, leaving everything wide open for passive absorption. Going so deep in there, an altered state, that you become karmically thrown into the dilemma of translation between the worlds. Being used by astral forces, and learning to adapt. Indwelling a place reserved for those who are not ready to activate. But, oh, the dreams, the vapors. Remembrance. Recapitulation. Return. Longing for connection between the worlds, you may be able to take the underworld route through if disciplined attunement is fostered. Creative powers are dammed up and filtered through into naive wistfulness. You wait, hope, and are drawn back and back until the inner worlds have been heard and respected and the balance can be restored.

People believe still that a pattern can be changed and I offer this ~ we have codes and we chose the codes before incarnation

We have no choice around the universal pattern or the pattern we have once here

However the pattern we have is a distortion of the true code ~ and so if we choose to heal the distorted code ~ emotionally and energetically ~ the natural outcome and reframe is that we align with truth free of distortion

This takes courage

It takes discipline

It takes heart

It is possible for everyone and everyone and….

What is stopping that ?

Ourself ~ the ego 

That is it 

So go for it 

It is so magical 

It is Freedom