Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ Overview of our pathway



Blue Eagle Wavespell

Men is the Mayan name for Blue Eagle

Day 6

Yellow Rhythmic Sun

The Bird totem of The Eagle






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Seek and ye shall find šŸ™‚

The Mayan Wavespell is an infinity code and as such can seem overwhelming to the mind.

If this is your first visit to this blog my offering to you around this is:

If you can simply be aware of it šŸ™‚

Trust your inner voice

take what you feel drawn to

let the rest wash over you until you are ready to receive it šŸ™‚

We are treading on new territory now as we are heading into the Age of Aquarius

We are creating with new mythsĀ 

Ā with new codes

through clearing codes that are corrupted within us

their true teachings have been distorted

as they were meant to for us to learn what that process means and what it creates when we do that šŸ˜‰

Everything is as it is meant to be šŸ™‚Ā 


We are the pioneers

With new ways of being comes new learning for us

so if we can be open and flexible to this

We are sailing into unchartered waters for our human selves only

This is challenging to our ego mind who likes to stay in safe harbours šŸ™‚

We have chosen to be here at this time

It is simply our conditioning speaking when we feel fear

We have our angelic selves on board to steer usĀ 

all that we need do is ask for support and it is thereĀ 


We have to be prepared to trust that process and…

ask šŸ™‚

If this is your Mayan Sign you can connect to it’s essence



If this is your Wavespell it is your life purpose

If it is one of your 13 year life cycles ~ your Mayan Castles ~

this will be revealing key repeating cycles for you






For everyone it is the Blue Transformation Spiral

of our bigger picture spiritualĀ journey

and what we are here for

each one in their own unique way in relationship

to the cosmic evolutionary code

that is The Great Work and The Grand Design


When we feel stuck in a narrow canyon a great way of rising above this is to

connect to our feelings

feel themĀ 

let them reveal what is seeking releaseĀ 

then be able to fly high like the EagleĀ 

to see how it is a necessary part of our path šŸ™‚

It is my Son’s Wavespell and I am now able to see so much more meaning

as to who is in our family circle

and our life so far

that has shaped our life learning so farā€¦.

this is the gift that this information about our bigger picture brings

Each day gives us a Universal Life Coaching Tool to raise our consciousness

Some of the days have links to people I know that have been in his lifeĀ 

shaping his learningĀ 

this is another way to do Family Constellation work šŸ™‚

Ā Each day has :

A divinity code

A process

To work with consciously now

If we choose

Powerfully nowĀ 

If we choose ?

If we are ready to step up and see our true selves

know our true selves

Walk our talk

If you wish to know your Mayan Sign simply use this decoder ~

put in your birth date:


At the time of Summer Solstice and New Moon in Cancer

in the Northern Hemisphere

this time is for going out and connecting to the worldĀ 

Co creation time

Procreation time

The peak of fertility for planting seeds that will ripen in our harvest time


Who we are meeting now is key

for our bigger picture

In the bigger picture of the Mayan CalendarĀ 

We are in the last few days of it before it begins a newĀ 

A process that started last HalloweenĀ 

the essence of which is what has been gestating like a human child in the same patternĀ 

of a 260 day period

Can you see your own personal thread ?

The message from your ancestors who are guiding you

as to your own personal karma wheel and how to end those patterns now ?Ā 

What is no longer needed and can be released for world peace ?


We are in the Green Castle of the Heart

All the threads that have been revealing themselves to us since then are at their peak

This is the heart time


The heart of the matter coming to light to bring us back to ourselves

our true selves

All the ego mask denials are rising to the surface of the cauldron


We have been ~ and continue to be in until July 01 ~ Mercury Retrograde in Cancer

Although it is New Moon in the UK today we are still in dark moon energyĀ 


Here is a great blog about this:


The New Moon came in at 5 degrees in Cancer:

This is from Inside Degrees by Elias Lonsdale:

The Book ~ you can find an interpretation of your Starcode in it’s individual essence using these šŸ™‚ I look every day at the Moon’s degrees when I blogĀ 

A trap door under a rug.
Getting lost and getting found. Shadowed by self all the way. Sent upon a cycle of radical externalization and almost being able to pull it off. Yet you are shadowed, haunted, bugged, and sabotaged by the strangest things. Fate speaks loud and clear and says, “You are doing all this for a purpose, and your expression is pushing so far outward for good reason. But you must remember, get sobered and humbled, be tripped up by what you don’t see and won’t let yourself feel.” Superstitious and peripherally aware of just about everything. Concentrated upon self-intent with ferocious striving insistency. Needing to accomplish concrete external goals and needing to find them to be no longer enough. Pursuing yourself beyond the immediate drama so that soul can restore wholeness, just where persona gets swept away by how easy and natural it is to fill your world with your own ideas and sensibility


So we are going backwards to revisit all our Mothering and Nurturing issues over our life time

that are seeking to be healed

coming up in different guises

creating unhappiness that cannot be denied

no matter how we try and push them down into Pandora’s Box

when we strip down to our essence ~ the bare bonesĀ 

when we commit to our soul journey by working with our ego self

then our star light shines inside out

We are working with this energy until the full moon in Capricorn at 20 degrees arrives on July 12 in Europe

Inside Degrees excerpt again:

Many different perfumes carried by a breeze.
We bear within us many past lives, each one complete, autonomous, and emitting its own subtle, special fragrance. There are points along the journey when we must stand together with the whole line-up of our previous selves and follow out the journey they were all leading to. This is a formidable task. There is a lot to live up to. It grants you authority and conviction and it makes it very hard to get started. In order to get anywhere you must at times deny the awareness that everybody is there, and do whatever you can do, apparently on your own. But truly the depth of experience, the substantive inward development and the power of your inner drive give it away–you are destiny-charged in a larger-than-life fashion. Being self-possessed is your watchword. There is so much to accomplish. And at the center of the journey lies self-knowledge and the overriding determination to clear the karmic slate, to free up what has been trapped and bound and to come to yourself afresh. This destiny-will is guided, cosmically supported, centrally relevant to your whole world, and you will do it. Turn the darkest of hours into the brightest breakthroughs by refusing to stop anywhere or to back down from your resolve to wake up this time and get on with the greater path, at long last.


Wow eh?Ā 

Remember we areĀ 

Cosmically supportedĀ 

our conditioning can be cleared here and now

Isn’t that breathtaking ?


another great blog from Darkstar:

Full Moon in Capricorn

Ready to open your own Pandora’s Box yet ?

It is where all the true family jewels are šŸ™‚

All of this is going to be happening in Yellow Star Wavespell

being the star that we really areĀ 

and the actual day of the full moon is Blue Galactic Eagle

so Ā we can see how what is happening for us in this Blue Eagle Wavespell

we are going to be integrating then


This is the busiest time I have had for working with clients using the frameworks of Energy Coaching

and the Mayan Wavespell and Astrology


no blogsĀ 

This is the first opportunity I have had to do this over an amazing couple of weeks

If you are still waiting for me to come back to you with your Mayan Sign and Starcodes

My apologiesĀ 

I will be in touch in the next few days

That saidĀ 

What this amazing way of relating to the universe brings

is the revealing experientially

that it is always the perfect time for connection

This is the essence of today’s blog and the Blue Eagle 13 day signature codeĀ 

Our life is all about our personal process

Our personal process is what creates the planetary processĀ 

both creating a synergy

This is the Co Creation Code

This is a sizeable blog because of this šŸ™‚

My blogs usually areĀ 

The codes are complexĀ 

as our universal matrix is incredible with all the golden threads that weave our consciousness

We are the silk worms in that beautiful tapestry šŸ™‚


So I started the blog today with a beautiful painting

of the Archangel Gabriel

by Guido Reni 1575

Day 6 today is the balancing code

Yellow Sun is the essence of the language of light

Ahau is it’s Mayan Name



The Sun Thoth Card has been appearing for many of my clients šŸ™‚

and when we start to get into the cosmic groove consciously

with this awareness

we see how we can align with our universal process

and evolve with it on all levels


With our Mind Ā ~

knowing how the Matrix Works by knowing all about our personal code

knowing about the universal code using the Mayan Matrix Synchronising Natural time calendar

knowing about the universal planetary codes interacting with our personal stardust codes ~ our natal astrology chart

With our body ~

knowing how to read our body’s messages to see where to work on clearing ~ our body does not lie whereas our ego mind is a manipulative liar until transformed ~ it is a survivor šŸ˜‰Ā 

knowing what our body requires for optimum performance ~ often the polar opposite to what society conditioning says

knowing that our heart wisdom requires being able to have empathy for ourselves and to be balanced with all our emotions and shadow transformation

feel to heal ~ the missing link for the majority so farĀ 

With our Spirit ~

Becoming a clear channel free of conditioning and mind chatter so we can be guided

Becoming open to new learning and building trust in ourselves again

Remembering who we really are by removing all learning so far that wasn’t coming from a light space ~ the enlightenment process where we go down into our shadow to transcend itĀ 

Religion has used the Codes for it’s own purposes andā€¦.

I know many people are colossolly teed off about this

Ā primarily because of the way that they have been personally Ā abused by people

people I say again šŸ™‚

Human Beings who have taken a truth and made it their own

Ā to fit their purpose

which is what the human being ego mind is designed to do

The more we understand about this and the more we see how this relationship model works

how we work

and we all share this crafty fox personality

and then when we accept it…

we have the ability to work with it

as it is

and accept that fact…

doesn’t mean we have to like the behaviourĀ 

but we accept it is what it is whether we like it or notĀ 

Ā this lesson is a major part of working with transforming our ego

who resists everything it cannot control and makes up mega fibs to make things fit

and get it’s needs met by unholy design šŸ˜‰

wolves in sheep's clothing

rather than resisting it in any way on an emotional and energetic levelĀ 

we go into it within

peace comes from peaceĀ 

many people are still trying to resolve resistance with resistance

unaware and not going there with their own anger issues

their own shadow

Whilst we have people on planet earth in this process

in this way of denial of their own shadow issues

and projecting these issues onto others

then no matter how “righteous” they think they areĀ 

they are still doing the same thing if

they haven’t first looked at what is within them that is having an emotional response

which is being brought to lightā€¦.

as without doing that they are coming from a place that isn’t yet conscious

and therefore able to relate to the other person triggering them


not dealing with their own personal emotional evolutionary process

which happens on the inside of them

by them making peace with everything that has happened

and getting clear of it on all levels

When we are able to be triggeredĀ 

Go within

See what this is connected to from our past

let it go

then we can create something different

otherwise we keep passing the pain parcel on and repeating our past patterns

Our past patterns that we have learned from our ancestors in our dna


in our childhood home

in our culture

in our circle of influence

all of which is revealed in our Mayan Castles

ready and waiting for us to transform

when we are readyĀ 

Being able to be in the full balanced wheel of masculine and feminine within

and therefore able to create new learning

Whenever we do not do this we cannot create something new

because that is not how the process works

and I know because I have done all of that way of relating big time

and of course am still a work in progress šŸ™‚

What I share in my blog is practical ways to do the path

by getting real with ourselves

and using some ancient wisdom tools that are all there for each of us to useĀ 


The Holy Trinity is a metaphor for our own process

These Religious Icons hold the key for us to see the Scriptures in a new light

See the code in each painting from the Renaissance time

Hidden in plain sight

We are now at a time to see the pure message free from distortion and manipulation

The more we clear our personal distortions and the more is revealed

The more we can slough off those cocoon layers

down in our roots

and the more our wings start to grow šŸ™‚

The key characters in all the World Divinity Stories, Myths and Fairytales, Religious Works

Reveal our path

back home

to the stars

We can let go of carrying our cross šŸ™‚

and integrate it

see it in a new light

see everything in a new light


As we are all here to be teacher’s and student’s for each otherĀ 

in this magnificent danceĀ 

we are each at our own level of consciousness ready to play

this isn’t hierarchicalĀ 

it is different awareness though

it is working with different bandwith

That is how the process works Ā 

Archangel Gabriel is the keeper of the Gate of the WestĀ 

Watchtower Ā Code

This is also part of ritual working ~ magical code and the Wheel of Pagan Ceremony

All the same energetic code with a different emphasis given by certain groups of human beings šŸ™‚

There is nothing new under The Sun save it’s interpretation and the meaning given to itĀ 

So we see how at the essence of all the great myths

there is a secret embedded code we can uncover and work with

that reveals the process

of our own personal alchemy

Where we understand universal law

and our part in it

and then use that process from our heart

by transforming our ego

We allow ourselves to access trueness

we allow ourselves to connect direct to our source

and so we have pure consciousness within us

by healing our masculine and feminine

this is the meaning of the second coming

each one of us knowing who we really are by healing our woundsĀ 

and being the heart way showerĀ 


rather than our ego running amok šŸ˜‰

Sagi energy is coming in very soon

Saturn in Sagittarius replacing Saturn in Scorpio

Whatever is showing up for us now of this ilk ~ be it a person bringing us new learning

could be in the guise of a potential new lover

If we can see that we are letting go of this co dependent way of creatingĀ 

often we feel a new lover will bring us love

We can see this in a different light

What if this person is our alter ego that is bringing us the opportunity

to cultivate this within us ?


Again if we look deeply into our past romantic relationships we will see a patternĀ 

We are often drawn to elements outside of ourselves that are a polar opposite

to bring balance

When we are with them we feel balanced šŸ™‚

Sound familiar ?

They have an essence of us that it being revealedĀ 

The Alchemy Day of any Wavespell is Day 3





This Wavespell’s Day 3 is

Red Electric Earth

Caban is it’s Mayan Name

Synchronistically this energy is appearing in all of the influences of individual’s I am connecting with at the moment

We have been visited by a Fox ~ similar to Coyote

Fox animal totem

Red Earth is one of my 13 Year Castles and I was in it when I met the

Father of my Children

I became a Mother in this Castle


So Day 1 of the Wavespell ~ Blue Magnetic Eagle ~ rise up and see our bigger picture ~

what is seeking transformation so we can evolve

and serve our planet by serving ourself and

reconnecting to our true star seeded mission ?


Day 2 ~ Yellow Lunar Warrior ~

what is our heart wound to heal so we come truly from the heart,

free from ego,

free from shadow wound, are we truly living our dream or still

going forward with a nightmare that we are avoiding facing the

reality of ?


When we blend these two together we find ourself strengthening

our core

and calling ourselves back in soul retrieval

healing all the times we have been manipulated

lied to

controlled against our knowingness

lost our confidence due to being undermined

finding cause to doubt ourselves


taken advantage of






All of this behaviour is happening to human beings in plain sight every day throughout the world

It is happening in our home

in our school

in our supermarket

in our medical services

in our society systems

in our financial services

and so we have the perfect codes within each of us to create something new

that comes from a pure clear space free from emotional distortion

when we honour ourselves

and take the most important step

to remember the sacred within us

that we are worth more than this base level of existence šŸ™‚

Are we ready to live it ?


As I started to write this blog the Moon was in Cancer 6 degrees Ā again Inside Degrees website excerpt~ perfect for today’s number 6 :

The medusa’s head with writhing snakes for hair.
Karma is frequently anticipated and anxiously dreaded. We know we must confront whatever we have given power to haunt us. Ancestors, collective undertows, personal mistakes of the past, everything comes due. And so there must be the utmost honesty and integrity, dedication and perseverance, to cut right through the gathering storm clouds and rescue or redeem what is essential, what is vital. When karma is this palpable and heavy duty, the only skillful means is to cultivate a life-giving perspective and to inject all of the negativity with this elixir, until there is nothing further to worry about. Because you have become forward looking enough to turn any past around and to make any darkness luminous from within, and to be able to walk on.


Once we start to reveal and remember our centre we rock

with the universe šŸ™‚

We remember who we really are and we light up


We move out of Victim Mode and we seize the moment

We know it is down to us to weave with our destiny



Open to intimacy

This is an amazing film and my daughter introduced me to this ~ thank you Sagi Way showerĀ 

The Fault in our StarsĀ 

This has a key message for me ~ pain is meant to be felt

and the Shakespeare Play from whence it’s title comes:Ā 

The title is inspired from Act 1, Scene 2 of Shakespeare’s play Julius Caesar, in which the nobleman Cassius says to Brutus: “The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, / But in ourselves, that we are underlings.”

As human beings , when we avoid this essential part of our process

we become insane and do very hurtful things to other people

and our planet.

Many people put on a religious ego mask

a spiritual ego mask

and the stronger this persona is

the bigger the shadow that is being hidden


to deny our pain

is to become the narcissist

and this is the ultimate ego warriorĀ 

the ultimate lunaticĀ 

who is avoiding their moon messages off on a crusade

The most loving thing we can do is love our luna self

love it

accept it

heal it

and let go of being led by our head

when our heart is the wise woman beyond all of time


Events on the Horizon in the Heart Chakra in Glastonbury šŸ™‚



EFT Circle


I have a new EFT Circle staring next Friday 04 July 7pm Ā ~ this is a monthly meet drop in

I will be sharing how EFT works and the intention is a fun circle of supportĀ 

Ā£6 concessions available

green heart

Mayan Retreat 25 July ~ 27 July

My yearly retreat in the Taurus part of the Glastonbury Zodiac

Circle of Completion


If you are short of cash but want to come Ā message me ~ I Ā am not motivated by cash šŸ™‚ I do have to have some to pay my bills at the mo but I find I am always able to do that ~ we can work something out Ā šŸ™‚Ā 

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

in Hebden Bridge Calderdale

venue tbaĀ 

Saturday 16 September

11 to 2 Ā£33 Please book early

12 places available due toĀ magical numbers

Are you ready to work powerfully with awareness of your own path and gifts?

Do you have the discipline to work alchemically with your own essence ?

Ready to be The Seer ?

To take part in this workshop I will need your birth info to create charts for you to reveal your 13 Year Cycle

Your Starcode

Your Mayan Sign

Life purposeĀ 

Star Seeded Mission

This is a powerful experiential workshop šŸ™‚





2015 USA

Next Year ~ A Workshop in Norfolk Virginia USA

is now coming into being

Woo Hoo exciting adventure to the place of The Mermaid šŸ™‚

thanks to my friend and fellow Mayan Journeyer Deb Lassiter’s invitation šŸ™‚Ā 

Thank you Deb

Please get in touch if you are feeling to come

It will be in Spring/Early Summer ~ will be posting about it as it takes form

What I love about this in terms of my blog is the pictures thatĀ foretell what is potentialityĀ 

I have written about Washington and the Da Vinci Code books of Dan Brown

and posted the labyrinth in Chartres


and here is the labyrinth at The Edgar Cayce Centre in Virginia where we may hold the workshop šŸ™‚

So I am going to leave with that theme of The Mermaid

The Siren that is calling us homeĀ 

beautiful souls that we are

we are always on our journey

we are all meaningful

we are all loved by our Universal MotherĀ 

time to remember šŸ™‚


White Wind Wavespell ~ star resonance



White Wind Wavespell


Day 7

Yellow Resonant Star

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We are at the top of the pyramid todayĀ 

Day 7 is the day of feeling what is resonating in us

What is resonating truth

What is resonating untruthĀ 

Learning new truths perhaps to create right relationship of well being for each one of us

Today as I initiate this post the Moon is in waning Capricorn

25 DegreesĀ 

From Inside Degrees website

A woman wearing a mask made out of butterfly wings.
Wrapped about in customary trappings. Made to look and act the part superbly. Programmed to do everything on cue. Taking yourself in hand, and subordinating all other factors to ambition, power, and worldly position. In a premeditated, systematic, superorderly fashion, fitting the role. So good at this you fool yourself. The perfect wraparound set-up of simply turning yourself into what everybody needs to see. But because there is so much manipulation and control in it, this can become highly corrupted. It all depends on the motivation. At best, you will become a viable role model for a given set of characteristics of an advanced kind to be embodied perfectly. But at worst, you will deceive and beguile and maneuver so smoothly that nobody will know what you serve, who your master is, and where all this comes from after all.

Lamat is the Mayan name for today’s energy

Lamat Code is number 8 ~ integrate

When we integrate

We live our learning

We strengthen our core

and we can stop the fragmentation process

the degenerative process that leads to the initiation of the death star

Western Society promotes the Culture of Death

by letting the masculine ego lead

the culture of Youth

that hasn’t got experiential wisdom

indeed ignores it to escape

the feelings that it does not want to feel

and the crux of the matter is those feelings will not be ignored

are simply aching to be explored


Holistically there are lots of things to bring togetherĀ 

in being the star that we really are

rather than society’s star show

performing a role

being compliantĀ 

so that we know our place inĀ 

wearing ourselves out

and sacrificing our self forā€¦.

What ?

So that we do not see the truth of our slavery system

Our consumer patternĀ 

that is exhaustingĀ 

and debilitatingĀ 

and becomes very evident at middle age

If we are prepared to be honest about it

prepared to be honest about our life

our choices

One of the key issues of Capricorn is

To feel

and own the feel factor

rather than avoid the pain

rather than create a stiff upper lipĀ 

be defined through work

be the goat climbing the rocky mountain to get to the top

not realisingā€¦.

that we take yourselves with us wherever we go

the view may change

but our eyes and filters

our perceptions remain

until we are ready to knowĀ 

that this is the key to everything

Knowing ourself

Seeing how we create our day to day reality

by what we believe and do

which generally comes about byā€¦.

how these things make us feel

not whether they are logical

or create any well being

Capricorn is the Astrological sign of the UK

In the last seven days I have moved from

the place of my roots in the North

where I did my workshopĀ 

Creating the Dream with heart alchemy

noticing what I love about being in the North and the people there

and the different style of relationship

what is familiar and comfortable

and my comfort blanket

Noticing how I resonate in this place of my birth

with my kins folkĀ 

who have many similar shared birth tribe experiences

triggering lots of memories, nostalgia

times in the past

and mostly these are fond feelings

I notice the contrast to the SouthĀ 

especially the light in Somerset

the quality of which always amazes me

It is so bright

This time in summer it was balmy in Manchester and humid in Hebden Bridge šŸ™‚

now that is pretty rare šŸ™‚

Loved my time there in the beauty and friendliness of Lancashire and Yorkshire

I noticed I felt very different this timeĀ 

a time of Mercury Retrograde in Cancer

and that I didn’t feel to go out and socialiseĀ 

I didn’t have the energy ~ just to be in close proximity to my family

because that was where I needed to be

and I am learning to go with that and not fight it šŸ™‚

It is difficult to fight the ego in Glasto bubble though because the ley lines are so strong

that the evocation takes over


and all is revealed šŸ™‚

A common them that is becoming louder now is the Red Moon arrivingĀ 

The Red Solar Moon on July 26

It is bringing with it all our heart aches around lack of love

lack of mothering

lack of nurturing

lack of support

in the tail end of the patriarchal pattern

cold reality

stark bare bonesĀ 

grit your teeth and bear it

give up your goddess for the greater good

give us your sons for sacrifice

give us your daughters for more sons

the Ā harsh reality of the holocaust that is still burning usĀ 

caustic entrails

that inflame our bodies and minds

Many people are feeling battered and bruised


a tadĀ 



tossed against the cliffs was one participant’s comment

lost and adrift at sea

abandoned and bereft

by a sick society

that will have it’s pound of fleshĀ 

and show no mercy

There is no cold comfort hereĀ 

The children of the great mother are learning that the false family

the society that we have arrived at today

does not care for it’s people

and puts possessions and property above humanity

as a priority

We are told there is no money

cuts required

and we do not challenge thisĀ 


there is money for stadiums

for new hospitals

for supertrains

for mountains of drugs

for a military machine

for new houses

there is money for those things

but not for people who do not want to give their allĀ 

and be told what to doĀ 

be dependent on

a sick structureĀ 

that is making each one of us sick as a result


How do we start to create a different model ?

We find what resonates for each one of us

and what creates well being for each individual from a place of honestyĀ 

a place of openness to new learning

learning about how our body can thriveĀ 

What it really requires free of any “product”

free of needing to be a “consumer”Ā 

Learning about the lies we have been told to promote :

For example

The drug industry ~ who get richer the sicker we becomeĀ 

The Dairy Industry ~ Ā in the Uk ,who have led us to believe that we can be healthy by ingesting an animal’s milk meant for it’s babies

The Breakfast Industry ~ who tell us breakfast in the early morning is the most important meal of the day and that we should eat lots of sugar and wheat product ~ absolutely against any truth of how the body cycles work

The food industry, Ā some of whom, lie about anything and everything simply to sell their productĀ 

Look at the historical evidence and pattern:

Cigarettes are good for you say Doctors in the 1950’s

Cigarettes are found not to be good for certain people and the lawsuits start

Now we have a different market for getting off cigarettes

With your busy lifestyleĀ 

( at the factory farm for 8 hours a day, doing something you don’t like, with people, you cannot stand but hey pays that mortgage Ā )

Convenience foods are good for you

oops fat although it tastes good ~

because convenience food actually is processed and doesn’t taste good without lots of additives like fat ~ too much creates obesity

soā€¦we’ll swap it for sugar and other chemical combos and …

creates food addicts in the human and pet population

without informing said population

population sick ~ special diets , foods ,drugs

I am just readingĀ 

There is a cure for DiabetesĀ 

By Gabriel Couzens MDĀ 

website here :

It makes a lot of sense to me and I am really focusing on this next layer for me and my pets

I am sharing it with my nearest and dearest and getting a lot of resistance

and I know that is simply how it is

and how it has been on my road to recovery of my real self


This is a huge wave coming in our society because people are simply not aware

of what the causality is aroundĀ 

the culture of death road

and it isn’t pretty for the individual or the collective

It is time for us to take total responsibility for getting ourselvesĀ 

in balance with our sacred feminine



In the UK it is very clear what systems are becoming stronger to shape and control our society

which means wearing the mask and performing

The bank systems are systematically spreading in all areasĀ 

I know this through my own personal experience

an underclass is being created as a Scapegoat Group


each one of us is going to feel this getting stronger

this is the soul journey

and a very strong reason to strengthen ourselves

and come together for support

to get us through these shadow times of transition

When we are ready to reveal our vulnerabilities and our soft side

to people we feel we resonate and feel safe with

ideally a group where we be with that emotional energy

and then move that emotional energy on by letting it be felt, heard , honoured and let go

That is what an EFT Circle does and why I love to create them

It is the perfect structure of

coming together with

Mind Body Spirit

Head and Heart

Science and Wisdom

I watched The Dallas Buyers Club last night and this theme echoes there

There are a small group of elitist arrogant people who are very good liars and would have the majority believe that all the controls are there forĀ 

our own interests

This is the true meaning of conspiracy theory

The truth is often misdirectedĀ 

turned around

These people conspire to control the market

by eliminating all competitionĀ 

and relaying on people complying and being “nice”

the truth comes out when you rattle this cage of venomous snakes

This is what is behind all the drug wars

the poppy fields

the suffering

Thousands of years of misery of the majority

Ā created by the dictators

the clue is in the word šŸ™‚

The dictators can only dictate if the dictated toĀ 

allow itĀ 

Ever had an adult bully, manipulate and abuse you as a child?

Humiliate you?

Shame you ?

Treat you with different rules?

This is where it all stems from

Creates systems of Ā co dependency and substance abuse

See the pattern ?

This is what we are here to change andĀ 

feel to heal

If you haven’t seen the whole film I highly recommend it as it reveals the whole cycle

Pass the pain parcel cycle

instead we can stop

unwrap it

and see the gift it brings us

personally and planetary

All of our “stuff” comes from our childhood and then expands

that is the key

that is the creativity

that is the code that is creating our life here and now

and we have the power to change it in every moment

I watched a video the other day about a process of overcoming our fears by using an arrow breaking exercise

I shed a tear


One woman holds the arrow in a tension

whilst another decides to break it with her throatĀ 

using a positive intention to step forward through her fears

The most poignant moment for me is when the woman breaks the arrow and falls into the embrace of the other woman

She is held

She is loved

She is safe

She dared to have courage and was caught and supported as a result

Like a child taking it’s first step into it’s mothers’s arms

Trusting that safe space

Having the faith in the feminine

This has been very much eroded in our society

Our family structures have changed

Women and Men’s roles have changed

Often that has meant that the sanctuary of home

the safety net of community

has been destroyed

Fast moving changes have swept individuals into chaos

the unknown

From this dark cauldron we have the perfect learning to know

what allows us to create anew

from the ashes





So to transform this space that is exactly what we do

Expand what is honest and fair for all of humanity

and let go of that which isn’t

and we can all agree on those basic principles

when we are free of ego

Most of our planet is not in that space yetĀ 

Those of us who are ready to do what is the code of true living

Do it nonetheless

and expand our joy and loveĀ 

by transforming our shadow any way

For the love of it

For the love of us

For the love of all that is inherently “good” in our human heaven on earth place

If you are feeling you would like to know more about how you can do this process for yourself I have the following workshops coming up:

Moon Gardening

Weekly as you please in person

Monthly Online


First one tomorrowĀ 





WordPress Site ~ not yet created the blog but watch this space šŸ™‚

Facebook pageĀ 

Moon Gardening Glasto



If you live in Glastonbury or nearby you can join us on Monday’s 2 ~ 4 as and when

If you don’t but would like to connect on some level and get into the Goddess Gardening Groove with lovely LunaĀ 

you may like to via my monthly Ebook

This will be at a bare minimum of Ā£1 donation ~ Ā meaning , it isn’t about the money for money’s sake ~ simply to cover costs šŸ™‚

We do it because we love it and have to pay money to live at the moĀ 

This is a new project and a passion of mine to assist people in a practical way with the return of the feminine

Simply doing this process gets us in tune with The Moon Cycles and reveals the Creation Code

I love the thought of what this co creating will seed tooĀ 

Lots of lovely gardening communities cross pollinating and creating new ways of being


Red Solar Moon Retreat ~ Circle of Completion



I create a retreat every year in the Taurus part of the Glastonbury Zodiac and we explore and work on sacred sitesĀ 

To take part I will need your birth info in advance so I can do your charts ~ Astrological and Mayan

This will give you very detailed info as to where you are on your life path and what you will be working with in this coming year

It is a big oneĀ 

We are completing the last nine years and in that process there is the potentiality to birth something new as a result

This gateway ~ which always happens with number 9Ā 


can create powerfully a whole different level of awakening for the next four yearsĀ 

In the bigger picture this is all about the message of today’s blog.

Be the beacon of light


Trust our intuition

Know that there is so much more accessible to us than we are currently resonating with

that opens up

as we go within

and clear our code

Empty our cache so that all that predictive pattern

are free from us

so we are freeĀ 

to be the giftĀ 

The Star SeedĀ 

We are born to beĀ 


Love to our Spiritual Truth emergingĀ 

when we have the courage to speak up


and burn bright



White Wind Wavespell ~ The messenger of our god self



White Wind Wavespell

The initiation of 13 days of code of Ā Spirit

Connection to our God Self

The challenge and growth area of the whole Mayan Wavespell

Ik is the Mayan Name

Please hover your mouse to reveal the links to click on and expand the info with other websites

Todays Moon in Waxing Libra moving into Scorpio later today

on the heels of a full moon in Sagittarius coming on Friday

Hermes messenger of the Gods archetype

who is also connected to

The Pleiades

Thoth and

Hermes TrimagestusĀ 

Sun in Gemini

Mercury in Retrograde in Cancer until July 17

A fast moving energetic

As I am writing this blog we have the moon in the astrological degree of Libra 28

A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

This is from a wonderful resource called

Inside Degrees

If you know your astrological chart you can look at your planets in a different way and check out the degrees

Synchronistically as I started to read this I remember my Mars is in LibraĀ 

I still haven’t integrated all the learning about my chart by any stretch of the imagination šŸ™‚

This is the degree of my Mars in Libra ~ love it when that happens.

White Wind is also one of my Mayan Castles

one of my 13 year cycles

My White Castle of refinement

The key colour codes of the Mayan Wavespell calendarĀ 

take us through an energetic cycle

like a galactic washing machine spin cycle

twin tub šŸ˜‰Ā 

My Nana used to have one of these

She was a Libra

and my Grandad had a Libra Moon


where our conditioned behaviour from society is cleansed

and we are spun outĀ 

so we can be rebornĀ 

by rememberingĀ 

who we really are

and getting back in full contact with our Gemini twinĀ 

our soul sista and brother

who is our Angelic A Team ready and waiting to guide us

when we get our ego out of the wayĀ 


by feeling our emotions…

instead of thinking up avoidances

pretty much like inventing chore avoidance machines because we don’t like the chores…


if we simply feel the feelings generated around not wanting to do the chores

and let them go

be honest with ourselves and others

and also get real about life

there are some very boring mundane things that our ego doesn’t want to do

and someone has to do them

or life gets very uncomfortable…

and often that someone is the one that isn’t valued


Ā in society

and the dark matter that holds the universe together

who is not accounted for in the accounts

who works seemingly tirelessly

to hold” it” all together

and yet is ignored or berated

the ones who are the mother role

the priceless ones

that have no “business rating”

no pastiche

do not provide aspiration

inspiration for the majority of young people

who puts on their wish list that they want to grow up to be a wonderful mother figure ?

Yet where would we be without the mothers ?

Without the people who work for minimum wage and less ?

How would it be possible for the ego icons to achieve their stratospheric positions

without minions ?

This skewed view of ignorance is at last

on the swing back into balance


The Mayan calendar itself has five bandwiths

It has the same castles as individuals:

Red for awakening ~ East

White for refinement of that awakening ~ North

Blue for transforming that first and second position ā€¦.West

Yellow is the result ~ the flower that opens as a result of that cross pollination šŸ™‚ ~ South

The seed that has been co createdĀ 


is carried on the winds to all direction

perfectly places to germinate a new idea

a new life

a new myth

which is the current seed spin cycleĀ 

Here is a lovely blog about this I found on my cookie trail today


I found the blog as a result of the leading picture and trying to find the artist ~ to no avail.

So whichever colour you are that is your essence ~

your cosmic code



Wherever you are in the world ~ maybe you are travelling like meĀ 

You can be aware of the change of direction and what it is revealing for you šŸ™‚

Today I am up in the North

the place of my rootsĀ 

I am visiting my parents who are both Gemini’s

My North Node is in Gemini

and also my Jupiter

So I was perfectly placed in my family

to learn the code of my Gemini planets

This is how knowing our astrological chart can empower us revealĀ 

our personal energetic code

and can start a processĀ 

an ancient path

of the Hermetic





that so many have travelled before

this is one of the ways


Know Thyself

It gives the amazing access to following the cosmic cookie trail in a powerful way

by allowing a clear connection to our core

and strengthening our connection to our higher self

which is what the New Age in Aquarius is all about

Whatever has been happening for you

in the last thirteen days is the initiating energy of Red Moon

check out my Red Moon Wavespell blogs for this šŸ™‚

which is going to be what we are working with in the new Mayan year starting on July 26

Red Solar Moon

All our cosmic chickens coming home to roost from 2006 šŸ™‚

The start of this 13 year Red Moon Cycle

that we will be in year 9 of

So to go back a little ~

The Mayan Wavespell has five Castles

It has in addition to the four mentioned above

a fifth element

The Green Castle

which reveals the culmination of the other four~

the energy we started with back on Halloween last year


We are in the second 13 day spiral of that Castle

The White Castle of refinementĀ 

So we are working with what has awakened in us

What is seeking light

How we can bring ourselves into balance with our Swan energy

Swan totem


How can we share the spiritual truth that we know

when the majority of people are not aware ?

That is the challenge šŸ™‚

I have spent a lovely Red Moon Wavespell in the main šŸ™‚

I have been around many people who are open and seeking

Some people who are in institutional places

authority places

places that require reform

and bringing into balance

to let go of unsupportiveĀ 



manipulative frameworks

by their very nature of being in that vibeĀ 

can be very intolerant

and resistant

to any speaking of truths around that

and much of that space of being is perfectly placed

to help us all create rightful relationship

which is what we are all working with in the evolution process right now šŸ™‚

Of course all of this interaction for me is triggering past events in my life around authority

allowing me to work with my shadow

bring up emotions for my soul healing and integration

and to learn how I can communicate more clearly free from my ego

This is of course the code that is revealed in many works of artĀ 

the process of soul evolution

and is clear in

The Birth of Venus

showing the wind being blown by the angel on the left ~ Zephyros


So to unlock the code of this wave

simply connect to the energy each day ~

check out the resources on my pages


Day 1 ~ initiate and set an intention

Look at the White Wind Wavespell

Day 2 ~ the challenge and growth area Blue Lunar Night ~

reveal the true dream by transforming all nightmare experiences of

the pastĀ 

Day 3 ~ the blend of days 1 and 2 ~ Yellow Electric Seed ~

take the ego mask off because the true seed is only revealed when

we are free of ourĀ maskĀ 

and so on ~

all the codes are there

and these three are the magical essence of

the whole thirteen day process


Wishing you an amazing spiral of Sagittarius Fire

Being the way shower by healing our woundsĀ 


Red Moon Wavespell ~ Completion Day



Red Moon Wavespell

Red Solar Earth DayĀ yesterday when I started this blog



Waxing Moon in Virgo

Please hover your mouse and click on the links to follow the cosmic cookie trail šŸ™‚

Virgo in 1 degree

A volcano erupting at night.
Burning through the restrictions of the day. Taking on and transmuting the world of ordinary consciousness. Inwardly erupting with all that it leaves out, you become a conduit for the suppressed, the repressed, and the denied facets of self and life. Exposing yourself to the onslaught of conventional ideas and their consequences. Aching and longing to turn the world around, you are given to subtle or obvious ways to channel and express what lives inside, you feel intensively committed to bringing it all together within the ordinary compass of everyday life. Saturated with deep impressions of what this Earth is moving through, you are being given the chance to stand in for that–to bring it, and perhaps even to become it.

Are you feeling it ?


and today we have the day of manifestation of our heart’s desire ~ day 10

White Planetary Mirror

As I write this today we have moved to Moon in Virgo 9 degrees:


A man mixing cement.
Jammed tight with concepts. Thinking about what you are doing. Interpretations, evaluations, opinions, and surmises.

Void of heart-force. Believing in progress, bent upon success. You strictly, rigidly carry out what the mind dictates, a form of ignorance that is very clever. Something missing in the soul. Compensations on top of compensations. Exceedingly busy, hyper, with plans, projects, and enterprises. You are very good at achieving results. Riveted to the phenomena. But prone to casting shadows that come back to haunt. Shortsighted and hooked into what is convenient and pragmatic, perfect in small outer things–all of existence becomes small outer things.


If you have a lot of Virgo energy and particularly Saturn in Virgo this will be resonating for you just now

I have three bands in




and so I can be a nit picky critic especially with myselfĀ 

I have the tenacity of a terrier around detail which is my polar opposite to my Aquarius AscendentĀ 

and this , like everything within us, has it’s dark and light qualities

It allows me to see patternsĀ 

It allows me to go deep into the devil in the detail

It allows a high standard of finish in my physical workĀ 

It means that I am very disciplinedĀ 

and it can be obsessive and I can get stuck in it all if I allow it

What is my saving grace is often my greatest weakness

and the key to this shadow or light process ~ usually a combo šŸ™‚

is ā€¦.


What is driving the force that we are creating with ?

Who is in the hot seat ?

What emotion are they carrying ?

Are they a loaded gun on a hair trigger ?

Are they coming from a place of evolved experiential beingness ?

clean of any abuse and victimhood

and free of becoming the abuser ~ particularly substance abuse pattern of relationship

which is inherent in our worldĀ 

in so many formats and evolving every day as the ego does

because the ego is a staunch survivor šŸ™‚


Whatever emotion and unresolved issues we are carrying around on the inside are fuel to the world pyre

and are key to our initiation process

the creation crucible

the trial by fireĀ 

that purges us

Once we start to look at the elements of our planetary stardust that make up our own personal alchemy


we can see what inherent qualities we have

within our molten lava force

to shape anew our planet earth

through our own personal inner alchemical transformation

This is one very important aspect of knowing ourselfĀ 

knowing our personal elemental make up

so we can work with it with a keener conscious awareness

and this is what Red Moon is all about

the road to knowing ourself


For example for me I can see in these planetary codes I carry

The reasons why my life has been shaped so far

How I can wield my own personal masculine sword for my own good and simply in that

simply for me and how I live my life

I create a new universe

because I am one person in the tapestry of humanity

and that is enough to turn the tide

I touch everyone else

because I am part of the web šŸ™‚

We do not need righteous crusades ~ that is always ego on it’s high horse

not wanting to deal with it’s own evolution and focusing on everyone else’s shadow qualities instead of looking to it’s own

simply to live in right relationship

It will continue to resonate in the Red Moon Year

and grow stronger

the voice of reason

through knowing reasonable

and that no thing is meaningless in our mother earth inclusive family

As human beings we are living and have been living at a very base level for a very long time

to learn and go through all the codes of creation that take place in stages

in cycles

at the perfect time

just like a human child goes through development stages

Most of our society is being shaped by ego led children in adult bodies who are high on the ego spectrum

because that is how today’s society focusesĀ 

topsy turvy

those who have the biggest undeveloped egos lead and are worshipped

those that crave the limelight

those that are power hungryĀ 

those that are out of control

are running the show

because that is the nature of things

people who are self aware have no need to do any of those things

and that is the key


It is very frustrating when we are being governed by people who have risen to the top of the tree and believe

that is what has value

and those that value life and do not aspire to wealth and riches are seemed as pariahs

are seen as parasites

are scapegoated as the ones who are the dependents and should be shamed and ridiculed

when this is simply avoidance of shadow

by the ones who have climbed the mountain on the backs of others

who have taken what isn’t fair or honest without asking

who have manipulated and bullied others

who have basically lied and distorted the facts

because that is what the ego full of shadow does

anything but look at it’s own misdeedsĀ 

This is true for every single person on planet earth in varying degrees

because it is an inbuilt part of the human condition

any two year old reveals this pattern of exerting will with tantrums to get what it needs

We are all here to evolve with it

We are all here to learn and experience our ego

and it is the essential companion on the journey and the path

Most adult’s do not even know it exists and are in deep denial

We know when this process is happening because there is a delete pattern running and whenever anyone goes near that shadow

a defence programme is triggered

and we start to run a learnt behaviour that we learned in our birth family

usually this is to avoid any acceptance of what is being said

avoid responsibility in any way

and immediately start to attack the other person and their shadow

and/or come up with a smoke and mirrors diversion

It is practised to perfection by the power holders ~ politicians

What this allows to happen is an avoidance of feeling the feelings that created this shadow





All the fear spectrum

This is happening on everyone’s world stage every day


Everyone knows what is bothering them but many do not speak out because of the fear of what happens when they do

because that has happened to them in the past

and the key to overturning this is to go back to those past times ~ each one of us

and replay it consciously with the intention of letting it go

to feel the feelings we repressed

and when we do that new answers come and we can move on and speak out

If we do not go through this child development process then we are literally stuck in it

Fear of public speaking always has a childhood event linked to it and when we go back there we see how it has been influencing us ever since

This is how I work on myself and assist others on leaving the past and I use EFT ~ tapping

It worksĀ 

We have to be brave enough to face our ego though and admit we have stuff going on

Which takes courage in itself because it is not the done thing to admit we are not perfect

If we do not go through this we cannot move on because that is how the universe works and our evolution process works

The universe matches us every step of the way and brings us what we need to heal

No judgement

No right or wrong

Simply a match so we see who we are and where we are on the path





That is what today’s energy is all about

Seeing what is present on the world stage for us all to see

If we are in victim mode we blame others

This is a key ego defence and allows us to be powerless

If we really believe that someone else created something

we give our power away and will remain co dependent

When we are in this space we are full to the brim with shadow pattern

shadow emotion

Stuff from our past

We are being a child in terms of stuck in our past and dependent on all levels

That doesn’t mean that people in our world are not doing things

that are the opposite of honest and healthy relationship either

If we focus on what we are seeing happening that does not create a healthy happy world for all

We have a key starting point ~ a list of things that we would like to change šŸ™‚

and the opposite of what could be happening to that we would beĀ 

What we would like to see insteadĀ 

and then we have an Alpha and Omega creation pattern

We have a framework of where we are now and where we want to be


Which in the bigger picture of planet earth

and human evolution is what is always happening šŸ˜‰

Remember when you were a child ?

What was happening in your world of duality

The world where adult’s said one thing and did another ?

This is what we are working with now literally



ways of relating that make no logical sense and are unclear

because the people creating them are unclear

and are coming from a shadow space šŸ™‚

i.e all of us in different ways and levels of awareness

this is how the game of life is played so we can learn about this

These behaviours that we received as children

created beliefs for each one of us

These ways of relating were very unrefined

very dishonest

very double standards

and defied any sort of logicĀ 

the child mind was very confused over how to relate to these adult’s

that gave out constant mixed messages ?

Said one thing and did another

Said one thing and were in denial of their true emotional state ~ lied in other words

Father Christmas, The Tooth Fairy

Bribery to be good and quiet and not embarrass the adult…

To create peace we have to kill people

To create well being we cover up the symptoms that are speaking the truth of what we are feeling

We know better than them ~Ā usually saying the same message in a different language is all when we go deeper

They are different to us and must be stopped

They are invaders we must limit them ~ history ?????

Who has not invaded who and everyone originates from where ??????

How far back do you go to know where to send someone back to ??????

This is historical ego selection tick boxing from ego fear

Instead of the individual addressing their personal fear

We haven’t got enough resources

We have to put things in us to be well and feel good

because the world is a dangerous place

and we have an antidote for it

We don’t need to feel it

feel the fear

How many scientist’s have a fear story that has motivated them to create an insecticide ~ a fear of creepy crawlies?

How many politicians had an emotional event that prompted them to try and control things locally, globally ?

How many “authorities” reveal information about them and are open and honest about their motivation

and yet demand every minutia detail about the individual

Is that fair ?

Is that equally balanced ?

The majority of our past “leaders” have come from severely emotionally deprived and loveless upbringing

check out any former or present Ā leader’s family history

Check out any “successful” person’s background and we find a big wounding story

and yetā€¦.

we are still letting these narcissistic uncaring people decide how we live every day

decide who lives and who dies

how they live

and what is important

The vast majority are still believing that someone who has spent all their youth learning how to kick a ball around a fieldĀ 

is an expert on how to live a happy balanced life

despite evidence to the contrary

and this is the mass delusion

and yet those that are seeking to live in balance and honesty

face ridicule by the masses

and the truth is

this isĀ 

so the denial pattern can continueā€¦.

Which is how it is meant to be in our duality framework at the moment

as we are here to learn how this works

so each player in this game of life learning is at different stages and has their own beautiful pattern

red overtone moon

and once we understand our patterns and learn about cycles

through conscious awareness raising systems like Astrology and The Mayan Calendar

If you are ready to see this differentlyĀ 

start to see howĀ 

each event that feels challenging

has an emotional impact on us

allows us to go within

and heal

and then share ourselves in a different way

and keep speaking about the structures that we can createĀ 

that allow us to live free of shadow

It will take time

maybe a very long time

and each day as we all do a little bitĀ 

by working on our interior

the world changes as a result

If each one of us does our bit in this way

then the cumulative affect is huge šŸ™‚


Whatever themes have been coming to light

In our space

In our face

The last 9 days

Are our next steps on our inner stage transformational process

If you can find a way to connect to your centre

that part of you that is not the here and now personality

the part of you that is eternal and here to transform all of those scenarios that are stinging your soul in this time bound plane

of karmic rules and regs

We may feel like we are firefighting or talking to a brick wall in our insane systems that we call societyĀ 

in truth that is exactly why we are here and it is all part of a Grand Design

We are here to understand consciously

how our creation system works


This has been going on for millennia and in different ways

Ā all have the same goal

to live and let live

in love

I went to a fabulous workshop by Ian Rees of

It was the last in a series of talks about Dion Fortune

A way showing woman who is was remarkable for the age that she was born in

as wayshowers are

A Sagittarius and in the Mayan a White Overtone Wind

A speaker of spirit in the mastery number of 5

Her life mission is the number 5 code synchronistically with today’s energy of White Mirror

Her Mayan Sign is the code for day 5 of transforming the egoĀ 

squaring the circleĀ 

and going through the looking glass of ego beliefs

Wavespell decoder

White Mirror Wavespell


It has been amazing to see the transformation in Ian as he has been delivering these workshops

because he is being the process in doing the process šŸ™‚

That is The Secret


This last workshop is all about Dion Fortune’s great last work

The Magical Battle of Britain

and he has downloaded all of these so you can take part if you wish


Magical šŸ™‚

We all have this ability to be the change

We all have access to be the gift we are born to be

When we are willing to work with our own shadow

We kiss the limitless

We are freeĀ 

to be



Are you ready to reveal yourself ?