Red Moon Wavespell April 2017

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Red Moon Wavespell 2017 

We are now

in the

Green Castle of the heart

once more

4 Castles of cosmic evolution completed 

This is a very powerful Wavespell

and

Castle

It initiates the awakening

to our

real authentic soul self 

and

how much we are embodying it

walking our talk

The planet is Mercury 

I write this blog first and foremost for myself

as it is a record of my journey

and

a record of my co creation

with this amazing cosmic tool of

revealing the cosmic matrix

the code of human evolution 

The 260 Day Wavespell

Going back over my blogs

I am teaching myself where I have been

and

the relevance of each spiral

as each day contains a spiral within it

that is an evolutionary process

and

once this is brought to consciousness within the individual

then one can navigate the path more easily

and

define where one’s focus needs to be

and

where to put one’s attention

for the most transformative results

Key for mastery is to:

Know thyself experientially

and intellectually  

On day 3 of this Wavespell

there is a

13 Clear Sign

of 

Alchemy 

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Blue Electric Monkey 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in 2016

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Here is a blog from 2014 that is very significant for me around relationship

Here is a blog from 2015

Here is a blog from 2015

Red Overtone Skywalker 

Here is a blog I wrote about Red Overtone Skywalker in 2015

Here is another I wrote in the same year different 260 day Wavespell

with different astrological code 

and as I read this re~visiting the energy I felt back then

and

remembering 

how my relating experiences at that time 

had created a heart response from me 

Generally this has come from being in relationship inauthentically 

with people who 

have not learned how to relate respectfully and lovingly 

because they have not personally had that experience shown to them in life 

and 

most importantly 

have not learned how to do it as an adult 

This is so key 

One of the most important teachings

How to be loving and respectful

whilst being authentic 

in relationship

Generally people give more importance to leaning other rules and laws 

with regards to manifesting and magic 

missing a point entirely :

that love is the way forward

for the human race 

and 

The Spiritual Warrior on the Heart Path embodiment process

means:

to sort yourself out on every level

and

as a direct outcome of that process

stop the old codes from being present in you

that hurt you

and

hurt everyone else

What goes around

comes around

that is the true integrated meaning 

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This knowledge changes everything 

This is not innate

and

many people do not understand this 

This has to be learnt by individuals 

and 

comes from 

personal integration within

It is not simply an intellectual process 

It is errenous to believe

that people can simply start behaving in a way

that is different from their experiential learning

people literally do what they know 

so 

do as I say not as I do 

Sound familiar?

Does not compute on a human level 

akin to the belief that affirmations alone will create a manifestation of change 

It is a very deep denial belief

that is a core creation code of deception in our society

and 

a core ego smoke and mirrors misdirection 

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Allowing ourselves to be fooled by this 

allows suffering

it is a natural outcome

If people could simply do this without inner process…

i.e automatically start behaving impeccably and lovingly 

on the outside …

when inside there is no existing structure to support it 

aka in nlp terms as 

The Meta Model 

An article about that here by NLP Academy 

then there would be no experiential learning or human evolution

Many people now know the theory of this

and

yet have not internalised it

and

will not

until it is their spiral time

as this allows the evolution game to be played

and

this may not happen for them in this lifetime 

Our western culture has been impoverished and repressing the sacred feminine 

for thousands of years 

and

as a result has created a model for living that is

harsh 

survivalist mode

War like

and

has to have an absence of gentle and loving feminine energy to maintain that  

there is also an absence of that experience in each human being

on a spectrum

an absence of that emotional intelligence

an absence of emotional awareness 

and 

behaviour therefore resulting in that lack of love

that is unloving and often lacks awareness of even being that 

and 

the pain of not knowing how to do that 

embody that 

feeling that lack and desperation

activating all of that ancestral code

and 

spinning on the wheel of that 

not knowing how to get off it 

knowing that one’s actions are nihilistic 

and

yet continuing with them

in order to “survive”

in our sick society 

Remember what we are being we are creating in the next moment 

and 

we will receive what we give 

which is why there is no need for punishment or law

on one level 

as one receives according to what one has lived 

and 

so it is 

Know them by the fruit of their labours

What is manifest we have co created

This endemic Narcissistic way of relating 

is the foundation stone of our consumer society 

because it is based on thousands of years of experiential learning 

Live by the sword

die by the sword

Here is a website that may be useful in explaining some of the terminology etc around narcissism generally

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The Swords being the mind energy

in Tarot 

Five of Swords in particular ~ defeat 

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Here is an article about the number codes in Thoth 

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Here is an article about the five of swords Thoth by Eli Ismerchantile 

Here is an article about the Cups Wands and Swords in Thoth:

Book of Thoth 6 

Solutions are coming now

because the time is perfectly aligned for that to happen

The balancing of the human being 

The heart and the mind 

The masculine and feminine within 

All are important 

All are key to creating wholeness 

It is the time of the emotional evolution 

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Huge realisations about the spiral for me now

and

how it links in…

It sent me on a vast cookie trail tracing back my soul sat nav since coming to Glastonbury

and 

seeing that incarnate

I had lots of emotional triggers and releases on

Red Overtone Skywalker

day

06 April 2017 

Repeating patterns

Repeating triggers in relationship

Leading to a different outcome 

A different understanding

A different level of relating 

and 

allowing me to be discerning in many ways 

and also that this is not how I choose to relate in a certain framework 

and

if I choose to override my knowingness

and

relate in a way that

does not truly serve me 

I suffer

on an emotional level

on a physical level 

and

this affects everything that I do and create 

It destabilises me 

So 

each time I learn from this 

and how to refine my relating process

often I do not trust myself and my gut 

This took place this time in Aries Sun

and

waxing moon in Leo 

Which is a power time for me

When the Moon waxes at the degree of your Sun it reveals hidden power

Moon time of 25 degrees 

at

9pm on the 6th of April 2017

LEO 25
A circle of neat houses, each one identical.
Mapping out a blueprint, a great plan. Designing into it the perfect escape route, which is anonymity. Going under for the duration, you make absolutely sure that you look and act like a clone of any given prototype that calls no attention to itself. With everything splendidly in place and the perfect disguise solidly maintained, you are safe inside to go into absolutely anything. The inside track becomes as fanciful and free as the outside track becomes innocuous and banal. This way of doing it is half-mad and half-brilliant. It is half-mad in that it is so suppressive to any prospects of expressing and embodying your real self in this world. And it is half-brilliant, offering such outward stability that the inward formative chaos can romp without disturbing the neighbors or anybody–even your own ego-mind. Ultimately it is the perfect way to grapple with being vastly other, yet still needing and wanting to be an integral part of things–loved, accepted, and welcomed. It is a strange bargain, but is, you feel it deeply to be, viable, inescapable, and true.

This is where my Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees comes in handy 

VIRGO 29
A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

as I go for the devil in the detail

Sincere thanks to everyone involved

in this process

and

I truly mean this from my heart

because it is essential to my journey to do this

and

share it 

This has been totally aligned with the

Venus Retrograde process 

which is the core energy of the Mayan Wavespell 

We have had Aries Sun energy

initiating our solar wheel

also

Libra Full Moon coming tomorrow

in the UK 

21 degrees:

This is linking to Inside Degrees Website 

LIBRA 21
A magician wearing a live snake for a belt.
A mobius strip of yes into no into yes. Yes is primally the eager embrace of sense-life in a rapture of release. The No is not being able to handle, even remotely, the social repercussions of being viscerally empowered. The further Yes is at last being able to embrace unreservedly the self that got lost in the world and the world that got lost in the self. Until this final reckoning the No wreaks havoc. You thrash around in a frenzy of trying to spin away from reflected images and impressions. You just cannot bear to hold still and be pinned by ideas about who you are and who your are not. An elemental power in spiral vortex action seeks to consume all false selves and to become so authentic that each breath of experience is purely there with no interpretive filter whatsoever. This power ultimately brings everybody to the point of no longer putting up with being trapped in shallow frequencies and bursts everything open, or else is willing to die trying.

ruled by guess who ?

Yes Venus of course 

As I am living in the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

and 

have my Mars in Libra 

in my 8th house 

at 28 degrees

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

this Full Moon will be impacting me ~

although not intensely it is within an 8 degree orb 

This is my Phoenix Process house

Transformation of survival through knowing my patterns and codes 

Transforming my emotional mind survival experiences 

Releasing emotion that creates distorted beliefs

based on past emotionally debilitating events 

and 

rising from the ashes 

White World Bridger  ~ Cimi ~ energy in the Mayan codex ~ 6 ~ bringing balance 

Here is a pdf by Ferrusca that reveals more about this 

articles about this astrology :

Sabrina Monarch 

Astrobutterfly 

Pam Gregory video

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Also revisited and reminded that my 

Part of Fortuna is in Libra at 13 degrees

LIBRA 13
Men and women in white towels in a steam bath talking and sweating profusely.
When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

Part of fortune in Libra ~ arlenekramer.net

Part of Fortune in Libra ~ marianneohagan.com

Part of Fortune in the 8th house ~ freespiritedmind.com

This is also the completion of

Libra Sun time

from last year

and

here is my blog from then :

White Solar Wind 

which I have just realised

is one of 

my 

Burner Days 

Your Burner day is your Mayan Sign in each Castle

that repeats every 65 days

and is an

enlightenment potentiality day

This was

White Solar Wind 

What I initiated then

I am now expanding on 

in my 

Red Solar Earth

burner Day 

on

April 10 2017

I am crying as I am writing this with the grace of it 

It’s energy is Uranus

What is coming to light 

my inner child is often still afraid of my journey and does not trust the process because of my experiential process of being around narcissistic wounding patterns 

I have mapped each year of my life 

From the Fifth Sun

Here are my burner years :

Blue Solar Hand ~ my Mayan Sign ~ 1965 and will be my year from August 18 2017

planet : earth ~ how I shape my destiny here on earth through healing my emotions and emotional events and relating differently 

Here is a fab film with this theme of revisiting old wounding ~ although not emotional healing in the framework I mean ~ a Hollywood “take” on it 

The Discovery 

Red Solar Earth ~ my Red Castle of awakening ~ 1991 ~ age 26 I moved from Rochdale to London and began working for Wetherspoon’s 

Uranus is the planet ~ this is a mastery code to bringing to light what has ungrounded us and our ancestors and healing it 

White Solar Wind ~ 2004 ~ age 39 ~ Venus transit on the planet 

The initiation of a new 13 year cycle of the Gregorian framework 

Red Skywalker 

Huge wounding and split in my birth family 

Red Skywalker is the mastery code of Creating Heaven on Earth

and

doing that by embodying that

Yellow Solar Human ~ 1978 ~ age 13 ~ becoming a teenager ~ a key Uranus Gateway 

planet ~ earth 

A hard time for me with bullying and trying to choose who to connect to in school also changes in family health 

Knowing your patterns and codes

in this way

creates massive self awareness

and

understanding 

and

self empowerment 

I know many people do not yet share my perspective

around

what is known as

shadow emotions 

Generally uncomfortable feelings that are not happiness or joy 

Everything that allows me to clear all my resistance

and

emotional imbalance is welcomed 

This is paramount for the ego Leo energy

As a Leo my main focus is the heart

and 

I feel and love deeply 

along the way I have been deeply wounded too

This is a huge lesson in how to love

and 

I have not always been loving and respectful 

I have often been egotistical

and I have not been in gratitude 

I have taken people for granted 

and

I am truly sorry for that 

Sincerely if I have ever done anything to you that has been disrespectful to you 

I apologise unreservedly 

I am Sorry 

Please forgive me because there are no excuses for disrespectful behaviour no matter what the provocation

and

this does not mean being a doormat or weak 

It is the essence of integrated authentic compassion

and

to turn the other cheek 

forgive them for they know not what they do

wisdom statements 

and 

to act from this inner space too in a powerful loving way

More about this Venusian power energy in an article 

Sabrina Monarch 

This is key to Ho oponopono way of being

more about that here  

I am learning as to what way of relating I chose to be party to

that created this 

and

to become very discerning

and

stop doing that action

that creates suffering for all

this takes time

and

I still love eating sugar

even though I know it is not good for me

and

it changes the truth of who I am 

biochemically 

and

this again is true in many other arenas of my conditioned mind 

that I am transforming 

Ignorance can create bliss and it can create suffering on the next cycle

Being coming aware

and

embodying Karma codes

is the key

to letting go of suffering

I committed to this process before life 

and 

key to my

Medicine Buddha initiation

in my spiral of 

Blue Hand in October 2016 

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no matter how familiar this old way of relating felt 

I had to change that on many levels 

and 

still am as part of the pixel

in the new age formulating 

This is key to our personal soul journey 

and

role as a planetary server

To heal what has hurt us

to then allow us

to create harmony

through healing the harm and no longer harming our self

or others

In my opinion over many years of experiential learning 

this harmony has to be created from the inside out 

Most peoples’ focus is still

on the outside in

which is a disempowering pattern

as it avoids focus on the self

which is where

the creation code is

This is a key factor to revolutionise

The personal journey

of

being the compassionate Bodhisattva 

who is truly at peace with oneself

on an emotional level and has released all the loss of power tags 

so is the

Sovereign Queen energy 

able to stop playing the power egoic games

and

Be love once again

The Divine child 

transparent wise 

free

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Key learning for me in this code:

The significance again of the Red Skywalker codes 

Which are the creation codes of the conscious dreamer process 

the human being who wants to understand the process of manifestation

and

do it 

through inner transformation work

This is linked to the Gregorian Yearly cycle of 01 January

We are now refining the 13 year cycle that began on 01 January 2004 

What created hell for us personally 

To see what is reflecting back in our holographic world 

so we can change it beaming it from the inside 

This new 13 year cycle of White Mirror began on 01 January 2017 

I blogged about it here:

New Year Cycles Gregorian 

I began a relationship in my

Red Resonant Earth Year in 2014 age 50

The 50 decade being key for becoming the mastery process of the struggle encountered in life so far 

this relationship resulted in two big woundings

in

Red Skywalker 13 day process with that person

Red Skywalker 13 day process being the most powerful process as it contains

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13 Clear signs 

Here is a blog about this:

The first one was on Valentine’s Day 14 Feb 2015 

Red Overtone Earth 

which is a 13 clear sign 

key to what un grounds us seeking light 

day 5 of the process 

This is my Red Castle 

I experienced this energy when I was 22 and I had cervical cancer 

it was 1987

I was in an abusive relationship 

I was also physically attacked by this man 

It began my journey into mental health 

I was experiencing panic attacks, tunnel vision and psoriasis on my face 

The experience I had in 2015 was not the same

but highlighted where I was now 

Very aware of some things 

still in abusive and imbalanced relationship

with massive projection going on 

and

the difference was I felt deep love and compassion for this man 

a deep soul and past life connection

I re ~engaged 

Even if I had stopped this there I am offering you that this would have re emerged somewhere else 

this is deep soul work 

that is happening for planetary evolution and understanding 

and I do not in any way encourage or dismiss abusive behaviour 

My journey involves modelling experiential learning to understand 

I cannot do that with a book

I keep going until I create a completion of a stage and pass through a Gateway 

This is often not good to experience 

I am always hopeful of a loving transformation 

however key learning for me through this journey 

the other person has to be learning how to emotionally evolve and heal 

The spirals have different astrology 

This Spiral in February 14 2016 was Aquarius Sun and Taurus Moon 

in the Mayan 

Galactic Moon Day 8 

The day of integration in the Integration Moon 

My 8th house 

The 260 day Spiral it was in was initiated in the spiral of the Sagi fire

on December 20th 2015 

The second wounding which ended the relationship was on 02 November 2016

White Rhythmic Mirror 

also a 13 Clear Sign Day 

It was on the next spiral of 260 days initiated in Virgo Sun Energy 

Blog here

The event took place on

Self Existing Moon Day 16 

The heart path energy of being free of disempowering relationship 

I am resolving again today to go into more awareness and learning 

to embody 

the 13 Moon energy 

We are in Planetary Moon Day 7 today 

Here is a great article about this by 

Resonant Truth 

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This may not mean anything to you …

yet 😉

For me it reveals my journey and helps me understand it 

I also help people make sense of theirs too when often it feels so hurtful

It can reveal a bigger picture process that can assist in healing it 

Balance of heart and mind 

My Journey with Red Skywalker Process

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My journey with the Mayan calendar

by me actually doing the process 

began on 02 November 2011 

when I went to a workshop at

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

and

purchased a calendar 

and

started to co create with it consciously 

I did not know this at the time but it was 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 

This started a spiral for that date :

In Self Existing Moon Day 16 

02 November 2011 ~ initiation consciously of creating Heaven on Earth ~ only not conscious of exact code 😉  Red Magnetic Skywalker

02 November 2012 ~ New Learning ~ White Lunar Mirror ~ Halloween in Glasto always has been challenging ~ new cosmic code about to come in with old calendar ending on December 21st ~ I had achieved my 5 year plan of being in Kephalonia ~ only on holiday ~ Glastonbury had not been in my awareness at all

02 November 2013 ~ Blue Electric Night ~ Alchemy ~ creating the conscious dream . I was having a real awakening and blogging a lot 

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02 November 2014 ~ Yellow Self Existing Star ~ bombshell dropped ~ end of my 26 year relationship and lots of revelations coming to light around this 

02 November 2015 ~ Red Overtone Skywalker ~ I moved to my new home in Libra 

Creating balance here but being away at my partners place a lot of the time 

02 November 2016 ~ White Rhythmic Mirror ~ coming into balance ~ end of the relationship 

02 November 2017 ~ Blue Resonant Night ~ what will be resonating around living my dream from a love filled space ?

We will have to see 

Current Workshops 

At this time now I am using my experiential journey

to embody my authentic Self

and share

what I know

for others

who feel this is something they would like to be involved in 

As I always say I am simply sharing what I know is all 

A perspective 

Please check out my events page on here and also on my website 

Barefoot Holistics 

Also on Facebook

There are lots of new things to bring light out of the dark 

and

I love sharing them 

I feel so sad for people who are suffering as I know how that feels and I choose to feel it

rather than bottle it up anymore

this has been really tough love too for me around the people I love

and

have loved 

and

I cannot be in relationship with them any more 

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

Lets be that change we want to see 

I can assist you in seeing this process

in your own code now 

with

Mayan and Starcode Readings in person and on Skype 

and

workshops about how the Mayan Calendar works ~ in person and on webinars

and

how to transform it 

with energy coaching one to one in person and on Skype

and

workshops on emotional awareness and how to do EFT ~

Emotional Freedom Technique

and most importantly 

how you can do that for yourself

by learning the process for yourself

to create personal alchemy everyday

Please get in touch to take the first step 

 

 

 

Be Love at Beltane 

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Pic Beltane Kiss by Nat Lee 

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White Wind Wavespell ~ shaping our destiny

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White Wind Wavespell

 

Are you ready to become the Ankh process ?

 

This is the key to shaping our destiny

I found this picture of embodying the Ankh 

My first time of seeing it 

Here:

Ask for what is key for you to see 😉 

 

 

Sekhmet-KomOmbo

White Wind High Priestess

Archetype video

 

On Wednesday 03 August 2016 it was

Blue Rhythmic Hand

Planet is Earth

Day 6 of the White Wind Wavespell in the Mayan Calendar
My personal coming into balance code ~ amazing ways to work with these 
 
Coming into balance with our heart and mind
With our human being self and our soul self
With our masculine and feminine within
 
Transformation of our egoic self
Surrender to our soul path
 
Being the servant of the light through transforming the darkness within us …
 
so we have the potential to fulfil our destiny through being able to embody our soul
 
As a result of doing the inner alchemical transformation work
 
 
Here on earth now
 
 
As A Blue Hand this is a very powerful day for me
and will link in to my 51st year on planet earth
I will be entering my White Galactic Wind process on the 18th of August
This is my White Castle which was initiated when I became a mother 21 years ago
On the 18th of August we have a powerful
Full Moon in Aquarius at 25 degrees ~ the exact degree of my Leo Sun
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Aquarius Moon degree

AQUARIUS 25
A moustache.
Disciplined, constrained, and consistent. Keeping things within the boundaries set by rational cognition, doing what is strictly appropriate. Objectively, impersonally, dispassionately deciding and choosing and following this up with a way of life. Circumspect, intensely aware of reputation and community standing. You live up to the highest standards impeccably and are self-suppressive routinely. Everything has been decided ahead of time. Obedience to the greater instructions. Subordinated to what shall serve and what shall reach far and wide. Able to tailor and custom-fit your behavior and expression so that the greater good is served absolutely, you manifest pure adherence to the law, with no qualms, no quibbles, no questions.

 

The key to being in balance lies within

 
It is all about reconciliation with our inner child so we can return to full love and acceptance of our child self
 

This is the key to personal enlightenment

 
It is nothing glamourous in that sense
It is not about building an empire
Being an iconic leader
Being a brand
It is all about understanding and acceptance of oneself
 
Enjoying the simple “things” in life
The free “things”
The wonderful planet earth and all that is in it
Being with friends and family and enjoying life
Being present
Free from the past ~ truly
Liberation from wounding and fear beliefs as a continuing process
 
Acceptance of what is
 
Seeing everything that feels resistant in life as the next step to evolve
 
Personally
 
The co creation process
 
Setting the heart on fire
 
Releasing the burn of anger
Being able to receive as well as give
 
In flow
 
Coming in and going out
flux
Kundalini
 
Within
 

In the zodiac wheel we have

Aries the initiator

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Uranus in Aries on planet earth at this time
 
to initiate The Red Moon 13 year cycle
 
2006 to 2018
 
Uranus will then go into Taurus to manifest what was initiated
 
New beginnings have been initiated
 
Learning about personal and universal codes and frameworks is a powerful way to be the change
 
In the Mayan framework ~ this is the essence of Red Dragon ~ what the universal codes are bringing for human evolution ~ through each human
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We are going through a planetary process of what is seeking to come to light
 
Pluto in Capricorn
 
 
 
What began for you in mid March and early April ?
 
Spring Equinox ~ sap is rising
 

Next we have Taurus time

mid April and May

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Beltane
 
Anger issues ~ Bullsh*t issues ~ where we are manifesting drama to allow us to see what is seeking to be reworked to align with truth ~ Isis
 
It is what it is 😉
 
What was coming around for you at this time to see yourself manifest and reveal resistance ?
 
 
This is the time of seeing the other ~ the new learning coming in for a reworking to align with our soul destiny ~ what we have come to create
 

This is the essence of this Wavespell we are in ~ the second Mayan Sign of White Wind

Planet ~ Uranus ~ what is coming to light ?

 

Truth from our spirit self freeing itself of wounded heart
and
conditioned mind distortions
 
Which is how human beings evolve on a personal level and therefore transform through this journey on a planetary level
 
A clear space with access to source
 

Then we move into the sign of co creation ~ mid May to mid June

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Gemini

 
Understanding of this process allows us to co create on all levels with people and source
 
Blue Night is the Conscious Dreamer process and the 3rd Mayan Sign
Planet ~ Saturn ~ know your Saturnian patterns
Saturn in Sagi fire on the planet ~ know your wound and if you are speaking truth free of wounding
This is the Gateway to infinity

This code was initiated fully at the time of the Summer Solstice

 

 

as we move into Cancer at 21 June

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This is the structure of our child self

the Universe that we knew as children

creates all our patterns

 

The axis ~ Cancer ~ Capricorn
 
The Mother and Father codes we are here to transform
 
Being born into the perfect tribe to allow this
 
Our personal wounding being planetary wounding
 
Mayan Sign 4 ~ Yellow Seed
Planet Jupiter ~ mastery of our expansion
 
Do we expand our child wound ego framework ?
 
Do we transform our child wound ego to allow wisdom
and
heart healing
 
For us and then the world
For all ancestry code
Past life code
 
All that has been coming up since the Solstice until the 22nd of July
 

Reveals this framework

 
 

Now we have entered a new Mayan year on the 26th of July

 
Now we are in Leo time

Magnetic Moon time 

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This is the heart of the matter
 
In the Mayan this is the 5th sign
 
Red Serpent
The Asteroid belt ~ new consciousness coming in from an old planet scattered between Mars and Jupiter

Relationship with the self

 
How we love and accept ourself is the key
 Ankh
Where we are not is revealed in our day to day reality
 
 
Instead of resisting what our ego does not like
Finds difficult
Is triggering a heart wound
 
We can embrace this now

If we choose

Learn how to work with this to create personal liberation
 
Learn to embrace our polar opposite
 
So we can personally come into peace
 
Acceptance
 
Truly
 
Not lip service
Not a mask
Not an alter ego creation
Instead of holding things at arms length
 
We can accept what is
 
 
Only when we do this can we surrender
 
Heal
 
Get clear
 
Personally
 
 
As a natural part of this process
 

Comes the solutions from a clear place

 
 
Instead of trying to make everyone the same as us
To quell our ego fears of difference
Triggered into defence
by pattern matches for painful relationships in the past
 
We can embrace uniqueness
Celebrate difference
learn how to co operate
Let go of assumptions and judgements
 
 
By dissolving all the times in our personal and ancestral past
that create resistance
 
Being a lover
Letting go of fighting
 
Is the way forward
 
Learning how to relate and co create free from co dependency
 
Are you ready to work within in this way ?
 
It is the Universal time to align with ways that create balance
 
I offer you :
 
 

This is the process

Know Thyself
 
We are the Universe
We are the love we seek
 
To Fly High
First Dig Deep
 
Go within for the treasure you seek
 
 
We are writing new code now
The clues are all around us
 

Follow your Cosmic Cookie Trail

 
Ask and it is given
 
What is perceived as the “negative” is the alchemical Gold
 

Love yourself more every day

and

set yourself free

 
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Illuminating the shadow

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Yellow Cosmic Sun day and the last day in this star wavespell. How are you feeling today? That is the most important question of all if we are truly living from the heart instead of being led by the head.

The energy of this mayan sign is all about questioning the intelligence so we can be in our heart wisdom.

Letting go of being ruled by the limited linear mind and training and transforming our inner dog so it leads us to maturity and love.

We are always going to be bounding off into the shady woods to learn and digress and go round and round for a while as the path is a spiral……

Do we choose to reign in our temper tanting child or live forever in the world of it’s making…..?

Today I have learned of two people dying and I feel this can be such a cosmic nudge to remember ,that although we are infinite beings we have a finite life as this person and what is really important often gets lost in the mundane trivia that our mind likes to wallow in as a way of avoiding total emotional immersion.

I see it every day in Glastonbury where people weave a fantasy land to live in to avoid facing their sadness at a life that has created realities they didn’t want.

What most people don’t realise is that in any moment this can be transformed into the life of their dreams….but only if they get real.

In writing these blogs it is my intention to raise awareness of the emotional evolution we are in, as through my own personal life journey I know this is a truth.

Whether you believe it or share it  as your truth….is of course your personal road trip.

For me I will do whatever it takes to open my heart and live from love and that has involved a close encounter with my shadow side every day for years. There are no short cuts and no skipping over and sidestepping the painful parts of our lives because that is what we are here for to live the darkness in order to reveal the light.

Let’s hear it for the shadow 🙂 Chatting with several people in the past few weeks it seems we have a circle of consensus…..time to let go of biting our tongue when we smell a bullpoo reframe and manipulation…. and we all recognise it  🙂 This year let’s create workshops, opportunities and frameworks to raise reality awareness and in the process we are creating the potentiality of intimate open hearted relationships. Rip off the corsets of repressing our true selves and hold the love space of taking whatever goes with that. It can feel uncomfortable simply because it is new ground.

Everyone knows what their stuff is. We all know what has hurt and what we don’t like about ourselves and our shadow always took shape in our childhood. It isn’t rocket science. It is the same for everyone although we each have our own unique experience. There is no need to come up with elaborate structures or methodologies to release this as all our shadow seeks is to be heard , loved and accepted. To come in from the cold and feel the warmth of inclusion. This is the integration process.

Very simply it’s about love and when we see it we know it. We know when someone is in an open heart space.

The myth of any need to manipulate someone is starting to fray at the edges because people have been around long enough to be on the receiving end of that abusive behaviour. Manipulate ~ lie basically.

Over millenia we have created amazing methodology to explore this shadow side and each generation has evolved and shared insights into our psyche. There isn’t really anything new under the sun only a slight twist to technique.

The key answer I have found is to simply let the emotion out and feel ok with expressing it and I still have work to do in this for myself . I am still uncomfortable with being the one who is unpopular because they speak about things that other people don’t want to deal with. The more we let go of past emotional events and the less emotion is in there to vent and ideally we can keep clearing it so we don’t have volcanic eruptions.

Today I am sharing a story with you about my journey as a therapist with the intention of illustrating the difference between what we call intelligence and heart wisdom which is what today is about and it’s also a portal day so a super gateway to allow time to be transcended. and create a huge shift. From what I understand of the nature of our universe this is how we evolve….through each of our own personal evolutionary journeys weaving together.

In our society we have such a high regard for intelligence as a sign of elitism. We measure a person’s ability with how many exams they can pass and what grades and so many people are excluded because they do not fit this box. Today in our society children who are classed as having behavioural or learning difficulties are seen as deficient and often a problem in some way as they don’t fit the norm and are labelled accordingly. In over 40 years the way the majority of our educational systems work with these out of the box children hasn’t changed …..not the ones I have seen.

Don’t you find that amazing? That in 40 years we haven’t evolved in this area? This is a passion of mine.

How much of your childhood education has been of any real practical use to you as an adult?

When we look closer at our educational system in the UK we can see how it was a duality system for the working classes and elite and birthed. For the former shaped to create a holding space for children so their parents could work on many levels. The subjects were ( and still are in many ways) chosen for the industry in the locality and how their workforce would need certain skills. A sausage factory of Pink Floyd The Wall ilk. I have watched this film many many times with a good friend who certainly had ( and still has ) a wild child very well developed side.

Many people today are still very ignorant as to how this system has no individual free spirit ethos. It isn’t there to create self-empowerment, learning about relationships, how to handle life and how to focus on self esteem in our young people….indeed the opposite is true. We aren’t often privvy to what is driving  the powers that be and their curriculum and sometimes we are so used to being led that we don’t think to ask or challenge …..

When we raise our heads above the parapet we are often humiliated and criticised….what do we know? Poke at the illusion bubble and risk the Wrath of the mask wearer.

Every child knows the simple truth of love or fear because it is an innate knowingness that is often worn over time on the way to adulthood and then can be reclaimed.

Imagine an alternative where young people learned how to do what they loved and about their star seeded mission. How to follow their internal emotional sat nav to live authentically and create new foundations. Instead of one size fits all and you have to be a square peg in a round hole.

In ancient times we had mystery schools teaching of sacred geometry and the building blocks of our universe. We had initiate training for the soul journey to assist our planetary evolution and all of these structures were evident because it was the perfect time for that to happen…..just as now it’s the perfect time for it to return. It is all there magically in waiting for us to energetically match it and so awaken . We have the keys to turn the mechanism and breathe life into the form.

Now is the time for us to reconnect to who we really are so we can live from our heart place and let go of feeding a system that simply perpetuates slavery to the ego.

We are all equal under the sun no matter how unequal people’s distribution of wealth may seem.

Many coaches focus on finance as the way to go because that is a model of excellence and supposed emancipation….I have yet to meet a financially wealthy person who is happy more than not and living an authentic life and although I have never reached the dizzy heights of fame or what is known as financial security ….in my short life I really understood very early on that money cannot buy you anything truly worthwhile because it is an ego created mechanism and as such a manipulation.

We have so many written words, songs, scriptures and gurus from the past teaching us of this and yet how many of us are actually walking the talk of it?

So back to the story of my learning as a therapist. In previous blogs I have shared how I started out wanting to focus on psychotherapy and very quickly realising that although this can give understanding it is only a piece of the puzzle. I added NLP to my tool box that gave further understanding and more techniques….and there came lots of ecology questions for me with using those powerful strategies. If I have ecology questions I find myself going round in circles without a way forward until I can resolve them. Here I learned EFT ( tapping) and this started to show a way forward.

As a fire sign and a blue solar hand in the Mayan calendar my energy is about transformation. Talking therapies for me have to have an outcome to work towards that creates change. This is my energy blueprint and my gift. Simply talking in an unfocused way isn’t my domain.

The teachers I chose were heaven sent to show me their personal techniques of using EFT and again this is where heart wisdom reveals itself . We can all learn the same technique and we will all use it differently because of our starcode and our life mission so if you have ever ruled out a system because of an individual’s methodology  I urge you to seek and be persistent with finding a person who has a different delivery of it because they are out there. To take responsibility for our own learning is the Aquarius way.

In the past I have had many teacher’s who did not meet my expectations in their delivery of course content and as a child I quit some courses and dropped out of sixth form. Revisiting that space as a mature student  I did not limit my learning because of my teachers approach. I love what I learn and so it is easy to learn it and this is the difference that makes the difference. I decide my outcome in life through my actions and attitudes and one of my strengths is persistence. Sometimes life doesn’t match my desires and it often delivers something I wasn’t expecting…my outcome  in life is to open my heart and share that process so I always move in that direction even though it is often going back to go forwards.

 

When we have our training as a therapist most schools insist on doing personal introspection and discovery first because it is key that we know how this process works so we can share it. Many courses today skip that and state that isn’t necessary. This is especially evident with Alpha male pattern NLP schools. They like to sell a course  to completion in a couple of weeks with no or little work on the person first and if we look at the bigger picture of that we can see what a nonsense it is. If a person has no life experience then they simply haven’t lived long enough to transform intelligence into the next stage of integration through experiencing it on a daily basis in a practical way. If they haven’t ever had relationships of a therapeutic nature with people and learned about person centred approach and empathy then how will they pass that knowledge on? Most people I know who have done this are simply looking for a short cut and to manipulate others and have zero awareness of their own patterns. They actually don’t care about other people and don’t want to hear any content because it is boring to them. They simply want to “fix” the other person that is pushing their buttons and feel powerful and they are great teachers in this process….only not about what they think they are teaching….

Most people I have met who have been on these types of courses have lots of parlour tricks to play with people and very little interest in how that can deeply affect the person they are practising their newly learned trickery on. I know in the bigger picture we can say that is the law of karma in action….and if we are to create changes in this then this way of being is not of love and respect or any form of wisdom and maturity system I choose.

When we have done a good delve into our inner work ~ and this I believe is a lifelong peeling of the onion skin process ~ then we can start to work with other people. All the perfect people show up so we can both evolve as we are always an energetic match in some way. This is a true win win when this happens and a beautiful process.

I had one client for over a year on a very regular basis and each time they challenged me. I learned so much from this relationship and as I offered person centred therapy and believed strongly in it , I always let them lead as to the outcome they wanted. Over time I noticed that whatever we supposedly solved in an intellectual sense using a coaching solution based framework, always popped up somewhere else in a different form. This person had tried lots of therapies and lots of coaches and money wasn’t an issue. They made it part of their life. Whenever I made a suggestion that came close to childhood issues they wouldn’t go there. I always give homework to my clients to integrate their experience and minimise any dependency and transference and yet this wasn’t done by them. Whatever frameworks and boundaries I raised around sessions was always breached or pushed and my intuitive offerings overridden.

This person had been on so many courses and had so many certificates and could trot off so many trite positivity intellectualisms at workshops and yet nothing was changing because although we tapped they weren’t allowing their feelings to come up and part of their ego defence mechanism was to create a diversion whenever we came close to the wound.

Despite so many sessions and so many solutions their behaviour wasn’t changing because it wasn’t the right time for them to go there…..and it may never be because there is so much fear blocking the heart opening process. That is their choice and none of my business. What is my business is how I choose to work as a therapist. Eventually I ended the relationship because I wasn’t allowed to be me and so was delivering my energetic intervention in a straight jacket that I allowed. No matter what my relationship is with someone I have to be me. I cannot be someone else’s fix in an out of balanced way. That is co-dependency .There are so many misunderstandings in these areas and no matter how I tried to explain it they couldn’t understand it because to them I was a business service and I was paid for them to use in what way they chose. As we got nearer to the core of their wound their behaviour around any boundaries I was setting became more resistant and in the end I would not allow them to attend a weekend retreat because I knew the impact their behaviour would have on other people in the group….and that wasn’t an outcome I wanted for my retreat. It was sad for me because so much of our relationship was inspirational and it had to end because I was ready to create new circles for me and they weren’t willing to face their fears and let go of control to go into them.

As I have raised my self esteem and confidence I have raised my boundaries too and for me this is about being discerning and seeing people’s patterns through their behaviour….trusting my instincts and wherever possible being open without judging. This comes with experience and the more we release our ego stuff the more we can see clearly.

In Glastonbury this is essential as it is the Heart Chakra of the planet and so the ego stage.

Many people behave as if it is the Crown chakra and become a godly saint archetype. It’s the perfect place to see that being acted out . Many people become something here to enable their ego to perform and forget or try to hide their humanity in the process…..it is so clear to see though through a discerning eye. No one is perfect/happy/saintly all the time and somehow if you act any other way …..authentically revealing a shadow emotion…..then you have fallen from grace.

One of the key learnings for me with EFT was my first teacher Gwyneth Moss and her sharing of our inner dog in our training weekend. Our emotional Mind. This was a major aha moment and really shaped the way I used EFT. Gratitude to you Gwyneth. It has been the foundation of my understanding and pivotal in how I work with myself and everyone else. The emotional mind is a pattern matcher and I have an in-depth pdf about it here.

Our emotional mind does not do intellectual logic. It isn’t rational. It simply wants to avoid pain and bring pleasure ~ hence our addictions. Like a child it doesn’t understand how eating lots of processed sugar every day leads to no teeth and diabetes if unchecked. It doesn’t care if our alcohol intake leads to liver failure or inappropriate behaviour. It is purely concerned with getting it’s fix in whatever way it can so we don’t feel unhappy and it learns this very early on in life. Whatever was used as a sugary pacifier, in a mind, body spirit way, in our childhood is plugged in to our way of living and unless we rewire that pattern it simply expands.

The more we rely on intellectual solutions instead of getting our emotional needs met and the more our emotional need grows and the more we need our fix.

Tapping works by combining mind, body and spirit. It can be used in many ways with content, without content, with or without emotion, with pictures, with art, drawing a line on a piece of paper, watching a film, in your car, in a meeting, in labour….it’s limitless you choose.

Any age,  literally anything even appliances, animals, surrogates, with reiki, with massage…..it’s universal because it is simply energy and  ancient wisdom. It allows us to let go instantly if we are ready…..

Our heart knows our path. Our heart knows if we are on it. Our heart doesn’t need all the intellect to know love because it feels love. Our society loves mind and it has become the primary focus often as an avoidance of pain…… living a life so far removed from who we are.

We are always attracted to rebels, wild child people, the bad boys, rude girls who entrance us with their audacity and derring do. Our desires rarely run to fantasising about the domesticated nice person who is safe and always accommodating and if we have created a life without challenges and colour we are undernourished in our beige haze.

This is where the addictions surface.

So instead of being Stepford wives we can be the imperfect human beings we really are and love ourselves and then we let go of any need to do alter ego behaviours that cause our bodies pain or hurt ourselves and other people physically or emotionally.

Here is a video you can use if you choose to start to tap and create your own scripts. If you don’t find this appeals there are lots more people out there who do it so simply google or go on youtube and explore the world of tapping. It is amazing how quickly we can create wellbeing and peace with this every day for ourselves….who cares if it looks unusual? If it works and there are no side effects what is there to lose except our fear

and……it is free for each of us to do it ourselves.

The EFT community offers so many free resources.

Love to you and your beautiful wild child self.

In the words of The Doors ~ Wild Child full of grace saviour of the human race.

Please try EFT for yourself if you haven’ already…..and share it. If everyone uses EFT each day instead of addictions our world will change. If you are using a pure mind system for letting go of an addiction please consider bringing in your emotions because they are a key part of the process. It’s time to let go of scapegoating and blaming alcohol or drugs for causing destruction in our society ….it’s people who do that with their behaviour and it simply stems from lack of love and understanding.

True to you

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Today we are in the middle of the Blue Eagle Wavespell.

White Galactic Wind is todays universal energy.

This is the wavespell of seeing the bigger picture by being the eagle who flies high in the realms of the gods and sees the wide vistas instead of being limited by the crevice or tunnel at eye level.

Many people will have experienced being blocked at this time either physically and/or mentally ……

and thinking the tool has the answer  😦

In the UK we have had lots of snow and ice .

Jack Frost nipping at our toes.

I have been connecting to lots of people this week via Skype

who are finding their path thwarted in some way at the moment.

There is a big Libra accent – finding the balance and the universe always balance us so when we are too much in our masculine we get a feminine blast

too much in our feminine we get a linear poke in the ribs.

This is all great stuff and it often seems perverse to be saying that.

It is what I have found to be true 🙂

This is Aquarius time

Which is when we connect to all god and goddess possibility within us

A few years back I had thought I had got into great flow with my holistic business and had lots of clients.

Then it snowed for three weeks 🙂

Nooooooooooooooooo

That is when I made a huge shift because during this time of physically no clients

I discovered online communities and skype

and from this different direction

I was connecting to amazing avenues that I hadn’t dreamed of…..

because we don’t know what we don’t know.

This is where focusing on our mind’s direction and guidance can be extremely limiting

and we can open up to the universal mind and family

that is always there to support and guide us to abundance and love

if only we will stop being in our masculine on a mind mission and be still

and connect

and heed the signs.

On one level there are two sides to every coin

light , expansion and love

dark and constricting and fear

heart and ego

and you can tell the difference with some simple check ins

Are we attached to an outcome?

Do we have an agenda?

Are we excited and full of joy

Are we moving towards something with openness

or banging a drum for attention

and maybe a compilation of  ego and heart……

Straining at something isn’t ease of birthing is it?

Relax don’t do it when you want to succumb to it….

relax don’t do it…

when you want to…

come

and there is no difference to creating blissful living in so many ways to the orgasm process

and that’s a different chapter…..

The more we move into the Aquarius Age

and the more we are feeling this shift

It’s time to limber up

free ourselves from our fears

be as flexible as we can

as new shifts bring new learning.

Lots of people are feeling challenged and some people are really wearing their heart on their sleeve now which is so lovely to see.

As we move towards the full moon in Leo tomorrow this energy is building.

Leo is all about heart opening

becoming the lion heart by facing our fears and having the courage to transcend them

by being open and vulnerable and letting go of our pride

How many of us are able to reach out to other people and feel loved ?

How many of us can allow ourselves to receive ?

Be able to trust and be honest

and let go of the outcome?

When I had my first encounter with my universal self saying no in a big way

I was in my early twenties and had chosen to be in a relationship with a controlling bully

As a result of this I lost my mind for a while….

I felt isolated from everyone and everything because I was living a lie

I was in public service at the time in the leisure industry and I put on a mask to serve.

Inside I was very frightened and desperate and I didn’t feel I could turn to anyone.

My physical symptoms reflected this and I developed psoriasis on my face

I used to wear foundation and that had to stop

I had palpitations

this increased to panic attacks because I ignored the signs and didn’t know how to find a way out

and be honest with everyone

Eventually I got cervical cancer

and tunnel vision

I started to have migraines that distorted my vision and as a result I looked for an outside fix ( because that was all I knew back then)

I had to wear glasses which helped to a degree.

I went to the doctors for advice and at that time my doctor didn’t have any awareness of how the mind and emotion create these symptoms

(most still don’t because if they did they wouldn’t be trying to solve things using drugs)

and so prescribed me valium.

I still had all the feelings, my situation hadn’t changed,

I was in a bubble where I felt numb

and I couldn’t function and I felt like a very glum goldfish in a world that was totally alien to me.

Somehow I came through it and back then I didn’t have a clue about anything holistic and only my will power got me to move forward.

I did the cold turkey and sought practical solutions which meant finding small steps to get through and keep going

I got support through structures outside of myself which is what most people are still doing 25 years later

and it’s time for a change 🙂

I was off work for a while because I literally couldn’t pick up the phone

and I didn’t get any sympathy from my boss because he couldn’t see my inner wound.

Funnily enough he had a nervous breakdown (breakthrough) shortly after mine and ironically maybe he missed out on the universe showing him through me

so he got his own turn because we shared the same vibes as is always the way with law of attraction.

Deaf to the message let’s turn up the volume

and take your fingers out of your ears and stop la la ing 🙂

I had lost the confidence to function and was in total headless chicken and overwhelm….

in a standing still sort of a way 🙂

Over time through being still and gentle with myself ….

I didn’t have a choice because my body enforced this by shutting me down

which is what happens in many cases at this time of year.

When it is cold and dark we cannot light ourselves up with the sun or commune with our green goddess

so the energy is unplugged and we are reliant on our inner generator for light and warmth….

hence Sad

This time of year the more we do our inner work and the more resources we have on all levels.

Composting our Karma and the real core recycling.

Rotted down poo is the best fuel for those spring flowers.

A year or so after this crossroads it was the right time to move on and in a couple of years I moved to London

in a new relationship with my partner of today.

Here I had a huge extended family working for Wetherspoon’s and all of my personal experience

with my mental health road trip

was invaluable for the people I met and who were often at this same crossroads

and I shared my story with them often with a cup of tea and sympathy

in the kitchen

and in the sharing they could see that I had got through it

and so, therefore could they

and that it was ok to say you were struggling with life and everything that it involved

and that was true family acceptance

It’s time for us all to share who we really are and our vulnerability

so we can evolve

we all have the same stuff going on

we all want to be loved and respected for who we are.

Ego simply attracts so much ego

I remember at crisis times since then I have always been honest and sought help more and more

I am a human being

I make mistakes and I mess up

and through this process is the greatest time of my evolution

When I had my property crisis I went to property seminars and met some lovely heart centred people who really wanted to help other people transform their crisis into a new possibility

There were very young people who were transforming and challenging local councils and courts

There were also the very masculine predators who were looking to make a killing

in their glittery splendour

as the vampire archetypes cold blooded without a beating heart it seems

because they have been wounded and often seek to redeem through building portfolios to hide in….

all are valuable and all allow love to blossom with their truth.

We are ready to move into allowing ourselves to not know and open up to the

dark matter that holds our galaxy together

and is our glue too

and we will create this

willingly or unwillingly

the universal goddess knows it is where we are heading and is birthing it through us

It’s a time of surrender to whatever we are resisting

feel those labour pains

The majority of the planet is still slumbering in sheeple land

and making noises about change and transformation

when we actually look closer we see that is the same song of slavery to the hamster wheel that has always been sung

only now it is in a different choir

How many bubble bursters are there out there terrified of having to do something new?

Wanting to pop someone else’s dream because it is too brilliant and illuminates their darker world ?

How many speak the language of the new love world and yet do the dance of the cave dweller ?

To create a new way of being

we actually…. create….. a new way of being?

A thought gives rise to a dream

A word gives the thought a voice

Action brings it into being

Repeated action brings change and creates new pathways.

We have to go into long virgin grass sometimes, tangled thickets and sometimes we get many scratches

and nettle stings

oooo and find a dock leaf to soothe the sting

sometimes we have to howl with the moon

Our mind would weave us a safe playground of knowingness and this is what kills our spirit

If we make choices that conspire with it

It is all of our choosing and always perfect.

I am constantly wowed by the intricacy of our amazing universal selves.

Today I am sharing more of my Thoth journey and my latest read

The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life by 

Drunvalo Melchizedech.

This has totally inspired me

and I am getting a compass 🙂

I will share more of this in another blog because this is huge.

It is easy to see where our spirit wants to go

where our excitement goes

and for me when I feel like a child on Christmas morning…..

it’s a heart thing

Woo Hoo

In January it is sometimes easy to lose focus and wonder at what is next….

and when we surrender to that we allow something new to appear

instead of trying to make things happen we allow our higher self to bring us amazing gifts

and it usually comes when we least expect it

and…..

it isn’t what we think it is

Look back at how many times you have taken an unexpected turn on your path

look back and see how you have learned so much in this shadow space

when we allow others to give to us these miracles occur

and so often we don’t do that because our mind is stage directing

Lots of people talking about NLP today

and I got my learning through a great school with wise teachers

The Heart path.

So many NLP courses focus on the masculine power alpha approach

teaching techniques that aren’t love based and are manipulative in many ways

The Dark Side 🙂

Like Darth Vadar in Star Wars who wanted power to become more powerful than his adversaries and defend his heart

and in the process lost his humanity by denying it

when the true way to becoming powerful is to become more vulnerable  than your opponent and in the process

let go of any need to fight

let go of any need to do the dance

by integration through the wound

by exposing our gentle underbelly to the sword

and our heart on the sleeve

When we choose to live in a world of protection and defence walls

we close off to love too.

Walls close everything out and we stay in the gilded cage of our own making.

See the iceberg floating by and jump

where will it take us

Down the rabbit hole

to new countries that speak in a different tongue

have different beliefs

different customs

and  different ways of living life

where do we start this new journey?

By looking within and broadening our internal horizon’s

slipping off our straight jackets

changing our circle

daring to dream

finding something new to do that challenges us.

When I met my new partner we went to the Caribbean. We had lots of adventures going on a submarine and flying in a mini plane.

Afterwards he admitted they terrified him.

Me too.

One day we went on a yacht cruise and we went snorkelling

It was a wonderful experience and he was keen to swim out to an island some way from the yacht. On the return to the harbour we were shown a pool of sharks. These sharks had been where we were swimming. Our faces drained of colour as we looked at each other. Our guides explained they were harmless and didn’t have teeth however I guess that wouldn’t have registered if we had met one close up in the sea 🙂

We wouldn’t have asked for a cheesy grin photo 🙂

Later my partner admitted he couldn’t swim  very well but had decided to go for it as it was shallow and we had flippers and masks 🙂

In the book I have mentioned there is a section on initiate tests in Egypt and having to swim through a pool of crocodiles

the crocodiles had been fed but the initiates didn’t know that 🙂

Life is a series of initiate tests

For each challenge we have an opportunity to go through a gate and experience the rewards

Everything in life is a reward

It is life

Let’s live and love

and let go of anything that feels less than love and joy.

It is why we have feelings…

to override the mind and navigate with the heart.

Life is an adventure we can all share in

and be the open hearted loving people we want to see

This isn’t something anyone can fake

and you cannot simply buy a tee shirt for it

because if you don’t feel it

no one else can feel you.

Love to you all and bringing that god and goddess potential to full brilliance.

This was a lovely film I watched this week that has such a great simple message of love

Here is my tapping video to open to the Cosmic Cookie Trail:

The divinity code

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How is your learning going so far this year?

It’s an amazing transition time we are in and this time is always challenging.

As an Aquarius rising my personal life challenge is to share my Aquarius self and my Aquarius filter.

It always has been and now I am understanding this more.

It’s only taken me half a century on the planet 🙂

If you are reading this from a position of wayshower and soul traveller then what I say may be unusual and yet you can connect to it

and it may be your perspective too….

and if not

somewhere within you

there is an opening that allows you to hear what I am saying and connect to it

although it may be light years away from where you are now

it may still be felt as potentiality.

For others it may be barking mad and alien

and all of that perspective is ok

that is what gives rise to our creative kaleidoscope of a world.

It would be fab if we could avoid shooting the messenger too

and to accept our differences.

We are where we are and I understand that saying numbers and colours have a vibration makes some people feel ill…..

had a conversation with someone a while back about that and they got very defensive and then went on the attack.

Often our ego tries to destroy what it perceives as a threat…..

the narc pattern comes out to keep the status quo

and radical paradigm shifts are as such

it is a leap too far

the ground moves beneath us

and we struggle to keep our sanity

as a new world looms that is so often radically different to the one our mind knows.

Welcome to the Aquarius Age 🙂

It is always perfect for where we are as well because if we aren’t geared up cosmically to enter that road trip

and it’s out of alignment with our spiritual schedule

then a sabotage will occur for a reason.

The way of the initiate is to know when to push forward and when to hold and this is learned over time when we are on the road to nowhere.

All those dearly beloved gathered here today signed up for this cosmic trip…..

and to forget what we know from previous lives at the beginning and what happens before and after

otherwise we wouldn’t get a fresh outlook and to play and discover and explore would we?

When we are ready for this extra info it arrives ready to explore.

Would you choose in advance some of the key learning curves of your life?

With the mind in charge it’s a big no no to these gateways of “opportunity”

insanity?

Insanity is often where the learning is at it’s peak

the mystical mountain top

We often live in resistance to what is….

It’s unnatural for a parent to outlive their child

is a common theme

If something happens then it is for a reason

If the plants are out “too early” or lambs born at “the wrong time”

How can that be true?

They are here aren’t they ?

It has happened for some reason

and we may not like it

that’s ok

Who are we to know the amazing workings of divinity ?

and yet in a way we do because we are part of it and we are the sacred web of life

and we consciously create it

only until we match up with the script

we often feel reactive and a dandelion seed blown by the wind.

In a majority co dependent pattern world

with the majority of our psyche being of the  reactive pattern

focusing on fixing

something needed outside of us to restore balance inside of us like drugs

having the perspective point at what we can add to ourselves

change about our appearance

as the way to joy

when the true beauty way is within

going deep inside to reveal our inner core structure

The new time is a change of focus and direction

and shape

more emphasis on the circle and spiral

the long and winding road

Here is my offering as to what I have learned so far and how I have come to know some fabulous things about life, the universe and everything 

by following the cosmic cookie trail.

This is offered to you from the heart and it is what I know so far.

I am attempting to share it in my Taurus Moon capacity ……

Practical and Grounded as much as I can

The Divinity code is appearing now because we are ready to receive this information……

The information of the Gods

as in……

us

yea how exciting……

We are ready to awaken to our true nature which is powerful creative beings who create our unique reality through our beliefs

our thoughts become things.

In the Ancient Egyptian times there was much ado about Thoth and Aleister Crowley and Lady Frieda Harris created The Tarot Thoth deck and lots of books on the subject.

I have just acquired a deck and did my first Mayan spread last night…. more of that later.

He had a connection to Glastonbury and one such connection was Dion Fortune who lived here and is buried in our cemetry.

When I first came here I started reading her books and went to visit her grave.

I have learned a lot from her and still learning.

If you feel drawn check out her books – they are experiential and create profound transformation in the reading.

At the time of Thoth in Egypt from what is understood today

through whoever’s energy circuit and level of understanding….

Which may be very different from the original as the flavour and cycle was very different

is that Thoth has both elements combined within him and is seemingly androgynous

That in terms of an archetypal pattern he is Mercury the messenger and Gemini

this to me , represents balancing our masculine and feminine and hearing our higher soul selves

The legend is that a human stole Thoth’s secret teachings that were hidden from mankind

with that knowledge they would be able to access many magical powers

and so the human was found, the secret books recovered, the person and family punished and sealed in a tomb.

A common theme in our collective story and myth world library.

The metaphor of this story and many others is that humans are not ready to handle the god and goddess self and knowledge

akin to children using adult tools and ways and hurting themselves and others

due to inexperience and immaturity

perfect for our ego world today

and so this is where we are in dark moon time on our planet

Lots of children in adult bodies

seeking to create immortality and worth through outside means

and as the Universe card on this blog shows

only the pure of heart can access and ascend the tree of life.

So much of this may sound like riddles to the uninitiated

and in the past this has been intentional for that very reason

to hide the power of the universe and the code

the holy grail

from those that would seek to use it from an ego space.

Now it’s the time you be accessed by more and more people.

If you are ready…..

and you will know in your heart that you are….

and are willing to do what it takes…..

whatever the universe asks of you

( the universe being you remember 🙂 )

then it’s time to see the code

the real secret

that has always been here

and now is available to more people because our planet is ready to evolve

and so each of us is ready to birth it.

Today we are in Aries Moon

unless you believe in precession then we are in Taurus

Just bought Llewellyn’s moon sign book and am confused on this because I want to know for planting my veggies and I don’t want to be planting them in a barren time so if someone can advise me please message me 🙂

I am intending to work intuitively as well

and learn to trust my experience as a long time gardener

I always question myself and am open to learning.

if we are in tune and a clear vibrating tuning fork we can feel it as well 🙂

So here’s to plain language of New Beginnings

If you design a website or a document some of it may be in code HTML

If you write a blog like me then you can add widgets and media – youtube for example

and you embed a code or put a link to add it to your blog.

If you use a certain company they will have their preferred methodology and you have to use it because that is their divinity code

and if you expand this concept their sacred geometry is revealed because our energetic fingerprint is revealed in everything

Mac is different to Windows

If you play computer games they have a code. You can be in a virtual world fairly free to roam where you will and you will encounter lots of code – only it doesn’t look like code it looks like landscape or a bird or a person.

So it is in our game of life.

This is the tree of life and why we are here

This is why animal totems show up and people show up to reveal the code

Our personal Matrix

On a very simple level we beamed in at a certain time to have a certain experience and be part of a bigger picture production.

We had a code like the virtual experience in the film Total Recall

This film has been upgraded recently with a different code and some interesting product placements and subliminal codes to sell things which is very much today’s consumer lifestyle world.

I prefer the old version in many ways.

We design our trip in advance.

The first part of our trip is designed to allow us to learn and crete an energetic code from the perspective of a child

a dependent 

who largely is reliant on others and is generally made to receive a view of the world perceived by caretakers

and this view isn’t often shared by the child because they are freshly into life and very close to their source

the children are free from education and conditioning to begin with although they carry  past lives code and DNA code

on a cellular level

In this experience the child creates new energetic code  from the original and often in this time this code is very much coming from ego and fear

survival

This energetic code allows the child to create certain life experiences

the universe brings us what we believe to be true

If we want to change this code and have different landscapes, animals and people show up then we have to do something new with our child code.

Often as a child we have created safety programmes designed to allow us to be kept safe in a practical way and yet in a heart way they are very inauthentic as to our spirit and heart knowing.

The child learns code to survive basically by adopting codes of fear based games.

This continues until the child decides to do whatever it takes to live from the heart instead of from the ego.

This is the tipping point and it is often triggered at certain times in alignment with the universal divinity code.

As the universal cycle moves we are always at a point of choice to stay as we are or create new code.

If we have been hurt by a man in our lives we have a code for that.

If we have had uncomfortable relationships with women we have a code for that.

and they keep showing up in some form……

until we change …..

Here is a big gateway point:

To change the code we have to let go of the emotion that was encoded with the experience because it has been anchored.

We cannot create a different game simply by knowing that with our mind.

Remember the pure heart accessing the tree of life wisdom?

There is no judgement in our universe save for what is created by the ego in the human mind.

Things simply are what they are and we all place meaning on them.

What I believe pure of heart means is having let go of our wounding from the past

otherwise we are forever bound to it

and to repeat it

unless we mature

by loving and accepting ourselves

and letting go of needing to please anyone else

We truly grow up inside as well as outside

everyone simply wants to be loved

and when we do this inner work we ascend and are free.

We believe in ourselves.

We have faith in us.

If we have an emotional attachment that hasn’t been released then we are coming to each relationship

fully loaded

like a huge photo file

big media story

on a mission

with all the code to match.

Example:

If we have a belief that people are unjust then we will get lots of game codes to show that in our day to day.

I am not saying that injustice will disappear overnight  in our world as a whole

simply by each individual doing an energy emotional release

it will change over time in alignment with the bigger cycle……

small steps

and things do not change simply by wishing or positive affirmations

I hear lots of people saying:

I didn’t ask for this universe 🙂

Well of course on some level we did because it showed up right on time for us to learn

We created it based on our beliefs, choices and actions

If start to look instead at what is within us to match this then we have a great gateway opportunity

Once we have cleared a lot of our energetic past we create new codes

we have let go of our anger and vitriol.

We have learned how to be a student and a teacher by creating different relationships

and the give and take pattern which is so essential to flow

Being in balance.

Imagine a street in a village and one side has parked cars in one section and on the other side the same only lower down. If traffic only flows one way then the lane with the stopped traffic will eventually build up a tail back. This tail back will get bigger until the moving lane cannot get through either so they stop and when enough space is created then again it’s time to stop and let the other lane through again.

Giving and receiving in balance creates flow.

The same is true of all things.

Money coming in and going out.

Yin and Yang cycle.

When we focus on connecting to the code we start to see patterns.

There are no “good ” patterns or ” bad ” patterns.

That’s the mind coming in to measure and label.

Patterns create a form

Patterns are the code

What we can do is choose an outcome we want to create.

This is what I have learned to do in my life

and am still learning

and I share it with others.

If we want to create harmony then we can follow a code

There used to be a coaching saying…..

it isn’t where you are now……it’s where you want to be.

For me

it is where you are now AND where you want to be.

The journey is the sacred path we take

and being happy now is the secret.

Being happy simply is letting go of any expectations and mind chatter that says you cannot 🙂

It is always there as part of our factory setting

only sometimes we forget for a while.

The more we allow ourselves to receive the more our self worth and esteem grows from within.

We allow vulnerability and intimacy through trusting others

and offering the hand of friendship and love

and learning along the way

We are the fool.

In our lifetime we are the fool over and over and we set off on a great adventure.

Each drop of the universe has the universal code in it at heart.

This is the microcosm within the macrocosm.

Back to Egypt….

Here is an interesting awareness of the pyramid

and here is more info about the amygdalla

and  how our mind pattern matches

So now is the time to tune in to more awareness of our code and creating the life we want to live and taking action and choices that support that.

A code is a code and many people are wanting one thing whilst choosing another

A self loathing code and expecting the universe to reflect back beauty and peace

A lack and competitive vibe and expecting abundance and co-operation

A buy your stairway to heaven vibe and expecting heart opening relationships

sometimes that is out of lack of awareness

and sometimes that is avoidance of facing our shadow.

In this time of Eris we can see that some astrologers would choose to demote the planet Pluto rather than accept a new discordant archetype  planet

so would most people

however she is here so it’s clear that the time is perfect for her revealing.

Interesting that this planet is very slow moving so that anyone born after 1922 has the same vibe of Eris in Aries

If you are ready to get the ball rolling in your own circle now is the time to align

with the yin and yang cycle

Here is a fab website illustrating this.

It may feel a bit strange to begin with simply because it is new

the more we go with the universe and the more we flow with the universe.

You may also get some aha moments as to why you never wanted to eat breakfast

( maybe much ado about breakfast is marketing a plastic fantastic cereal product ? )

and why you are a night owl or an early riser

the real reason we want to rest in the afternoon

and so our awareness becomes clearer

and we get to transit easier through these challenging times.

This is the last day of the White Wind wavespell where we have been speaking our truth or not and in White Cosmic Wizard day we can let go of trying to create the magic using things outside of us as our ego focus and follow the yin

allowing the magic to flow through us

by being authentic and a clear channel

Tomorrow brings an exciting wavespell of death and transformation with

blue eagle

We go on our next 13 days of discovery by rising up and seeing the bigger picture

When we look down from a great height we can see our tiny form on the landscape far below and how we have come far

and still have exciting terrain ahead

this can align us with our guidance team

who are waiting in the wings to give support when asked

ask and it is given

sometimes we seem to be stuck in a very dark place

and yet suddenly a crack of light appears

and in the next moment we are bathed in luminous light

such is the nature of the journey

If you would like to know more about how to access info about your unique code

or the universal code

please message me with your time/date and place of birth

and we can also arrange a chat on skype to discuss where you are now….

and where you want to be and

it is totally free 🙂

Love what I do and I learn every time I do this with someone

If you would like to know more about The Mayan spread for Tarot get in touch.

It’s an amazing way to blend different circles of influence.

If you would like to learn about the moon cycles and how to use them here is a link for an ebook workshop I have created to share that

Awakening Moon

I use emotional freedom technique and NLP in an energy coaching format to change my divinity code and love sharing it with others as 

a wonderful self-empowerment tool.

My Mayan Thoth reading was so perfect for yesterday when I created it on Red Crystal Skywalker day.

I will create a document and share it soon.

What an amazing magical world we live in.

Thank you to everyone who shares so much wonderful info and websites that make my blogs possible.

Love to you all and your Blue Eagle 13 days of mystical vision quest.

What will you see ?

Sacred Journey Day

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Wow what a day. How has yours been?

It is Day 12 of the white wind wave spell and so today we can see a crystallisation of our sacred journey with Red Crystal Skywalker

Who or what was your angel connection today?

Who did you meet?

Did you have any profound plops ( the noise it makes when a penny drops )

Where has your cookie trail taken you today and did you see the signs along the way?

I had a lovely day in The Heart Centre  doing aromatherapy reflexology 🙂

The room is curtained in pink satin and today although very cold, the sun shone and the sky was a beautiful blue.

The room felt and looked radiant.

I have just bought some bean bags and used them for the first time this week for reflexology treatments instead of my couch.

This has changed my perspective as I am now sat on the floor looking out of the window.

Outside there is a tree and today was the fluffiest puffed up sparrow I have ever seen.

As I get into the groove of the treatment I was letting go more and more of my mind chatter and going into the zone…….

this is why I love doing these treatments ….

Be Do Have

To create relaxation for our clients we become relaxation 🙂

The synchronistic blend I used today had top and middle notes of eastern flowers such as Ylang Ylang and Jasmine 

with lower notes of Sandalwood 

adding a touch of rose from some heart chakra opening

and a special Star Child (One of my favourite shops in Glastonbury )  blended oil of lughnasadh to bring balance

pure heaven.

Each drop of essential oil carries an energetic vibration that weaves it’s magic all by itself

and along with the gentle loving touch and methodology of pressing the feet , energy blocks and tension simply fall away.

If you haven’t experienced one yet I highly recommend you do

It is one of the most wonderful bodywork therapies I know

total bliss.

There are many roads to Rome and some of them simply involve

allowing ourselves to receive

So one of the key groups I am choosing to create this year is a holistic hang out for therapy friends to share healing days

in the past I have been to lots and I love them.

If you haven’t tried one yet why not set one up in your area?

You can have supercharge healings ….

imagine four people simultaneously sending you love with massage and reiki ?

Imagine that out in nature?

In a herb garden on a summer’s day surrounded by bees and butterflies

and after grazing on a light lunch

 fresh veggies and fruit picked and eaten within minutes.

Wow.

How energised will that feel?

I love using energy therapies and living this way of life and once it was only a dream………

I have had so many inspired aha moments this week and tomorrow I will write a longer blog to share that

The mind is willing tonight and the body is saying it’s time to go into the zen zone

and dream.

I wonder what my sparrow angel was singing to me?

More of that tomorrow……

I will leave you with a video that shares two loves of my life

Louise Hay and Tapping.

Empowering people to let go and allow more joy.

Love to you.

Awakening Moon

eca6e07c4d31d87de2ee77b7ede72274This has been an amazing day of learning for me so far. Hows it going for you?

This blog post is in essence inspired by and created for  my workshop Awakening Moon Circle as I create a sliver of energetic synchronistic nowness for it.

One of the key shifts for me since moving to Glastonbury in October 2011 was letting go of my old structure

to prepare me for going with the flow and sharing with others

the new way of relating we are going into now with the Aquarius Age

Glastonbury is the heart chakra of the world.

It is the perfect place for connecting to the goddess landscape and the sacred feminine.

At first I resisted this shift because it was new…..

and I thought I had already got my show on the road with the work I was doing…..

and I trusted that to open up I had to trust even more and simply go with what I was connecting to anew

even though I didn’t know where I was headed or why.

We don’t know what we don’t know….

In this process of creating this workshop I have created new documents that are practical and I learned new things

My mind would love to simply duplicate the past by using old documents as it takes less time…….

and then……..

I stay in the past

and it isn’t fresh and it isn’t now 🙂

I love creating these documents and finding beauty along the way.

and I love sharing them with you.

Today is Red Galactic Moon

in the speaking our truth from the heart  White Wind Wavespell.

We are now in Red Resonant Moon time

This is the seventh year of a thirteen year spiral of Red Moon and now is the time to connect to who we truly are

Set our hearts on fire

and let go of any hurts or mind devices we have created to separate us from being the star of our own show

So if you are ready to go deeper and create experiential change please message me or simply dive in and get your workshop

here. It is an ebook.

It is £10

If you cannot afford that then please pay what you can using my donate button.

Barefoot Holistics

It includes 30 minutes of energy coaching with me and in our connection we are going to create some magic at this new moon time.

Are we ready to awaken even more and unleash our goddess selves within?

That includes men too of course.

Loving the intuitive magical world.

Synchronising with the universe

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The universe doesn’t have a mind like a person and neither does our soul.

They are free from thought and linear belief systems and so have a different way of operating that is beautifully complex and at the present time of our collective ego development largely outside our understanding.

When we do get glimpses of the bigger picture it literally blows our mind.

This year I am sharing ways of synchronising with this system and aligning with it as this is where I am on my path.

The most important shift that I got was when I moved from being primarily reactive to being proactive and focusing on my self first. This felt unnatural at first as it seems to fly in the face of all that we are taught and so it feels paradoxical however as we travel and shape this groove it does become clear.

At this time of transition many paradoxical patterns are surfacing as we change our direction and focus to return to who we truly are and move away from over emphasis of the mind.

Most people on our planet are reactive and putting others first as part of our formatting over the years has been to be of this pattern. We have had generations of people who have learned through education and conditioning to live in a society led by patriarchal teaching. All of this has been perfect for our learning and evolution and the majority of the sacred feminine teaching has been repressed and hidden. Only a select few were privy to the teaching and this is how it was meant to be because it matched the bigger picture. This teaching is now going global because it’s the time of the great awakening and where the secrets of living from our hearts instead of being led by our head  are flowering.

The key to allowing our sacred feminine blossoming is to unleash the goddess energy within all of us.

This is the key – within.

In the patriarchal masculine energy pattern we are pre-disposed to follow male and masculine models having had lots of programming that this is where our strength lies. Men are from Mars…….actually our masculine is in Mars and men and women can access their feminine energy and Venus. We are moving away from literal duality knowledge and being two halves make a whole living where one unit comes together with another. In times past men were believed to be the masculine energy and women the feminine  and the nature of the Aquarian age is balancing those energies within us. Women may be different in terms of their menstrual cycles and I believe that male cycles haven’t been looked at with any great focus. As we raise our consciousness our understanding expands and amazing new information comes to light. We are all intrinsically connected to the heartbeat and rhythms of the universe and the more we release our conditioning the more is revealed to us once more.

Here is a great link on aspects of this:

Kundalinicon

We are largely focused on mind control that comes from intellect rather than heart wisdom that comes from feelings.

Most business models for success are based on repression of feelings and are very selective about being exclusive and expensive to create an outcome of what is deemed “professional” and it is “just business” . Everything has a price, everything can be bought, everything can be achieved and fixed through writing a cheque, buying a course, wearing a uniform of some kind and connecting to a model that is designed by the super rich to achieve the label of having “made it”

It is surface living and superficial and has a very short shelf life and to achieve this model we have to go outside and work with the manipulation mindset of “fake it till you make it”  and this road to hell is of course paved with good intentions such as ” help others and you help yourself” and for some people this belief is genuine and heart centred and for others it’s a spin doctor’s reframe game of smoke and mirrors to justify behaving in a mercenary manner to get what you want.

If, like me, you are not prepared to pay any of this price tag because deep down you absolutely know to your core that this is a huge illusion that is well past it’s sell by date and part of a very outmoded way of living……. then maybe you feel inspired to do something else ?

It is tricky during this transition phase to get clear about how to go about this process because most people you speak to about moving away from this way of living are so full of the fear of letting go and so addicted and plugged into this system. On a heart level we can be heard and yet the message is so radically different to the regular collective call that as a messenger we often get shot.  Most people have some much emotional stuff stored in their energy body that anything coming close to their ego armour gets shot to pieces no matter how well-meaning or illuminating.

If the ego is running the show then it requires a cast iron plan with a proven formula so no risk involved……..and that is so opposed to the way of the heart and freedom.

People who are sharing their heart based businesses it is time to take a deep breath and know that this way of being is new and people will come and connect in time and often that will be when facing a brick wall or deep universal nudging – steep learning curve approacheth 🙂

My belief on this new time is that we are now very much into the universal wheel and way and so for me at New Year we went out for a short time and then went back home again as we felt so out of sorts and it felt so unnatural.

What we have been living with the Gregorian traditional calendar is so out of synch with the true rhythm of the universe that the more authentic we become and the more we resist the out of synch tradition. The clues are in the month names even September is the seventh month not the ninth working with the zodiac system.

Now is the half way point in the Mayan calendar and we are at the top of the pyramid energetically and communing with the heavens as the Capricorn energy shows. It is the time of going within and seeking resolution within rather than a new year check list without.

So many of our sacred ceremonies have been manipulated by our consumer world, however when we resist the conditioning we can feel our true nature instead.

So many posts about wanting sleep, needing rest and not wanting to get up in the dark and illness at this time of year because we are going against what our authentic self needs. When we have all this collective manipulative energy coming in – yang in it’s base nature , our body reacts to balance it with yin energy hence the colds , flu and headaches. Our body is our amazing philosopher’s stone that is so often ignored and overidden by using drugs to mask and control the symptoms as we have forgotten to heed our own body wisdom and revere our sacred earthly temple.

Again when we have a reactive pattern than we are very biased to reacting. The pattern is simple once we become aware.

If we take the time to do an energetic letting go work out on a daily basis then our journey becomes a lot easier and smoother without the jagged edges……this is a very peaceful oriented model that creates great flow and delight although drama queen’s who like their life to be like a soap opera avoid this option for obvious reasons.

I am becoming more disciplined in this because I know it creates huge benefits and allows more consistency and less roller coaster rides.

A raised eyebrow replaces a hysterical dive for the duvet and chocolate induction on a large scale. Our triggers get less and we recover quicker.

Moving away from this ego framework as a therapist/coach/transformational process provider……means we do not offer other ego’s a fix or have ego tick boxes that the undeveloped ego can feel safe with as we don’t have a traditional model that is known, tried and tested.

Only a select few who are willing to face their fear will come at first because as way showers we do not have all the answers – being synchronised and working with not knowing and trust is a key part of aligning with the sacred feminine.

This is a crucial first step that initiates take

owning our place of being and taking responsibility for everything occurring in our world

Synchronising with the universe means going into the unknown and being present. There is a divine reason for everything and so we trust that process, When it is the time to know , we know.

It means looking deeply into ourselves as a microcosm of the macrocosm and most people are too afraid to do that and yet until we do it we cannot truly unleash the goddess within 🙂

It is a very exciting time.

Today is the third day of a wave spell that is core to this process – more here:

Facebook White Wind Wavespell

When we focus on doing the inner work on ourselves we transform and our power grows from a heart perspective.

Many therapists and coaches are unaware of this and believe their clients to be different from themselves.

The more people who understand this and the more the shift happens.

We attract ourselves and this year using the linear gregorian calendar of January 01 2013 is the year of White Planetary Mirror.

This year those who choose to work consciously with this energy will have fabulous breakthroughs. The mirror does not distort or lie – it does not have a mind just like our higher self or our universe. It simply reflects back to us what our individual unique experience of our world is. This year is a galactic activation portal year which allows us to integrate ourselves to a whole new level if we choose. The more we clear what we call our shadow and the clearer our mirror becomes.

Many people understand projection to be feeling irritated by another and this really being their shadow self projected rather than about that person – they are really irritated by themselves and seeing that through another. Each person has their own irritation as they have their own understanding.

If we are reactionary then often the other person is then not focused upon and instead self-blame steps in.

An expanded version of this:

Both are important 🙂 and letting go of blame through releasing the emotion – anger and sadness etc is the key.

My understanding through doing my own inner work and working with many people and their patterns over many years……

experientially integrated……

is that we are seeing a match for our life experience through that person in some way

at the perfect moment.

There is nothing “bad” about any of these feelings or indeed the other person per se – their behaviour may be unloving, inappropriate and/or abusive and that ideally will be an issue to be looked at if at all possible.

It is an opportunity to evolve by noticing how we are connecting to them and how this is resonating within us and this then places us at a point of choice.

We have created a crossroads where we can notice this information and do something with it and primarily this is by releasing the feelings that aren’t joy and love.

In this process we raise our consciousness.

Each person we connect to is a time travelling portal opportunity to revisit our past hurts and let them go so we relate in a new way now and when we do this for us and release our past we are truly free of it and we evolve.

We can create from inspiration and this shift in us shifts our universe.

This is how our universe expands and evolves through our process rather than independently outside of us.

If you do not have a personal energy transformation process that focuses on feelings rather than purely intellect or body work then this part of integration is key for you.

This is the emotional evolution.

Everything is important and the feelings are the key to moving into the heart and living from it.

If you are a white mirror then this is a powerful time for you this year.

If you don’t know what you are please message me or go onto my website and past blogs for more info.

A planetary mirror is the number ten. We are in a year ten which started in January 2004. Last year we were in Red Solar Skywalker which was all about completion of this thirteen year cycle. Red Skywalker energy is all about connecting to our soul journey – the sacred journey we are here to experience.

There are lots of ways to use this amazing synchronising tool gifted to us by our Mayan family .

It is now once more the time to reconnect with their wisdom so we align with our universe and bring in this sacred feminine energy through us.

This is why we are receiving information about it.

Synchronicity 🙂

This is the key. We are the birthers of the new age . We are the midwives. We are the bringers of the new dawn 🙂

It really doesn’t matter what part we choose to play because all are valid and equal.

We have free will and we each choose.

The universal cycle has been in the dark moon for many thousands of years and that was what was perfect for that time.

Now we are moving into The Age of Aquarius and remembering who we really are. This is a great movie that illustrates this perfectly :

Through the beauty of our dreams that are our higher self guiding us and our shadow showing us what seeks integration.

We are shooting comets creating life and amazing stuff in our cosmic wake ……so exciting.

Everything that is showing up now that feels emotionally tough, is simply past issues looking to be integrated so we can get our star show on the road and be who we truly are.

We are being reborn.

We repeat our cycles over and over so we get to experience them in a different way and the more aware of this we become the more we can create consciously and in terms of manifesting , we become aware of our intrinsic creation patterns. We become enlightened.

The more we work with this Mayan wavespell signature and the more we see synchronistically and go with the flow rather than attempting to carve our ego path and receive a course correction.

It is time to let go of being directed by outside influences and ways of fixing ourselves in an out of balance way. This is where the focus has been.

If we choose to embrace our lives as a sacred journey and allow our true nature and emotion to emerge then anything is possible.

Now is the time of circles and working within.

If we haven’t done our inner work then we cannot access universal creating because we are energetically speaking a different language.

We are on a mission to save the world, save the lost and the needy and…….and if we are focused on any mission other than our own sacred journey then we living the ego path and that path will take us round and round in circles to disappear into our own black hole rather than through the eye of the storm to inner peace.

This year I am creating workshops at synchronised universal times of ancient sacred living.

These will be at key transition points of Imbolc, Spring Equinox, Lammas and Samhain for larger events.

I know that for many people who like to book ahead and get a date and precise information to satisfy their diary, planning and linear mind this is a very unsatisfactory way of being and I understand that:-)

What I have learned in being the change we want to see in the world we simply have to allow new ways of letting this info come in and connect when this is the right time for us and significantly when we are in alignment with the bigger picture of this amazing universe we live in and how it really functions.

So if you feel you and I have some creativity that is written in the stars then get in touch and connect by subscribing to my blog, newsletters and facebook feeds and when I know what is up and coming I will share and if it matches for you then we are an energetic fit and we are creating our own flow.

In terms of availability I will be working in person In Glastonbury and offering online workshops too.

The online will include Skype one to one sessions .

I can travel and do group workshops too so please invite me and if I can come I will.

I have received lots of invitations to webinars recently about making big money through coaching…..

and to me this doesn’t resonate with where our planet is heading for no matter how it is dressed up or justified

and I know that we are all going through a pattern of downsizing to move away from ego .

When we have lots of cash we tend to buy our way through life avoiding our learning and going off road into the sticky backwaters

speaking from experience here too 🙂

Most people I work with don’t have lots of cash to spend generally at the moment and resist spending it on themselves

and that isn’t changing anytime soon

It is all part of our transition process 🙂

The key is to pay what you can afford and to invest in yourself in terms of putting ourselves as a number one priority and valuing ourselves

this is an essential shift to being proactive and changing direction

and it does pay huge dividends

Where our focus is is where our energy flows and is amplified.

Committing to a sustainable energy exchange that we can afford each month

because if we avoid commitment to changing within consistently

then nothing in our outside world will change

and our outside will also be erratic.

This is what most people on our planet do not understand

focus on the inside and the outside changes

this is the secret

the more we focus on the outside and the more we lose our inner power

When we do what we love we let go of needing financial reward and stuff emotionally

I do the majority of my sharing for no money reward

because in the process of sharing my learning my heart opens and I evolve

I learn through this process

and at this time I do have to live and use money to do that

we all do

For everyone who has an excess of wealth someone else has contributed to that

and often that means someone is in deficit to balance that

so it is finding a balance that works for all parties in my circle

again the world shift we are going through

learning new ways of living

and balancing our accountancy books

I understand this doesn’t fit any banking business model I have ever worked with and I have had lots of experience of cash-flow forecasts, schedules of work in property renovating and organising groups of people in the leisure industry and what my life experience has shown me so far in these areas is that it’s all great in theory, the figures all stack until…….and that’s when the big black holes appear.

We cannot future forecast life and who on earth would really want to?

Really who are we kidding ?

It is so hilarious on one level when you see clearly this designer charade and so sad on another.

And it is what it is too.

It reflects our collective unconscious just now.

It is such a limiting approach totally coming from an ego positive intention of reigning in our sacred feminine free spirit so we can buy stuff we don’t need, from people we don’t like and prop up……what?

Our wounded little boy and girl self who felt they got a bad deal out of life….and I do not in any way seek to trivialise people’s life experience.

We all have extreme experiences in our journey because it is through them that we really learn the most isn’t it?

It is important that if we want to live a happy life we see these experiences as the true value that they are and let go of them once they have served their purpose.

No one is here to be punished or experience a terrible, sad life and the more we do our inner work and the more we can see that.

As we let go we move into more knowingness and heart wisdom that can only be accessed experientially.

As we come into centre we can let go of extremes.

If we haven’t experienced something then we cannot truly know it and be able to work with it – this is the magical alchemical path that more people are awakening to.

My intention this year is to share my own learning and experience in a practical way so that people have the tools and awareness for themselves and my dream is to create lots of beautiful Heart Centre places and projects with other people around the world to do this.

I do not hold myself up as a guru or a paragon of virtue as I am simply sharing where I am. I have learned a lot on my journey and love what I do.

It has taken me many paths to find the processes I use and I know they work because they have worked primarily for me and I will not share anything with other people that I do not use myself.

I find it frustrating that many therapists are offering services to people and clearly not doing their own work as a priority , as a first point of call and yet are claiming to be able to assist others.

Time for integrity

Walking our talk

We are all a work in progress and if we offer guidance to others then for me to have integrity, individuals offering transformational process match this.

You shall know them by the fruit of their labours... is an old adage……discernment is key.

I have no religion to be clear on this and now I recognise the plain message from old scriptures that have been used to manipulate people through fear.

Lots of great wisdom when seen clearly without the window dressing.

Are we intending to be the most accepting of ourselves and coming from love or are we saying one thing and doing another?

The most important transformational tool that I have found for myself is Emotional Freedom Technique because this is what creates the shift and changes our energy circles.

It integrates and creates amazing transformation in the model of Einstein thinking:

We cannot create a solution to the problem in the same energy circle that created it.

When we tap on what our ego mind sees as “the issue” then we allow this to be accepted and loved. We are then in a very different space. We allow ourselves to open up to new ways of being that come from our source.

Sourcery 🙂

When people align with their true nature they have no fear because fear exists outside of the source and now and is simply an ego control mechanism.

Moon awakening through the thirteen moon calendar to raise the feminine in us:

So coming on Saturday 12 of January is Red Galactic Moon and this is a number eight in this wavespell so all about integrity.

The moon energy itself is number nine in the Mayan and I am a number 9 which is all about completing cycles.

I am meeting a few number nines just now .

My view of this – we are here to complete ourselves through integration and share this with others ready to receive.

On January 11th we have New Moon In Capricorn and on the 10th we are going into a new moon in the Mayan calendar.

Each month this Mayan moon changes.

This month it is the number seven moon Red Resonant Moon and this occurs every January 10  until February 06

We are in year seven of the thirteen year cycle of Red Moon and this is what is the bigger picture of now – the theme of returning and remembering and awakening.

So it is a time of creating a new cycle and fluid structure that is based on integrity, being real and owning our stuff as we see it reflected in what we see around us and creating something that is heart based now

guided by our feelings

felt to be true in our body.

My first workshop of 2013 is on Saturday 12 January in person or online

Awakening Moon Circle

Connecting to our sacred feminine selves and using transformational energy therapies to align with our authentic selves

It has a combination of masculine and feminine format

embracing all of us and working holistically

Some key questions to help us to focus on what we want to expand on in our lives

What we can let go of in our lives

and integrating by learning how to be in synch

taking the small steps

at a time that is perfect for us.

Lots of info in this and it can seem overwhelming

and we don’t need to learn it all at once

when it is the perfect time we can

The more we connect to this wisdom we realise the deceptions we have been accustomed to

there is no need to worry about time or competition

we are all held and supported by our universal mother

we are all equally loved and valued

each customer connects with everyone perfectly as is their energetic match

so we can tap on our anxiety and fears around

lack

competition

dog eat dog mentality

We are not beasts of burden

unless we believe ourselves to be

we are amazing creative souls living our dream

and in this process we can allow ourselves to

access

allow

and

go with the flow of love

Love to you all this 2013 Year

May we see ourselves reflected in love

May we create beauty and open our hearts by remembering and revealing our true nature.

New Story

leaf lanternToday is the last day of 2012 

I have spent the last few days connecting to the past and feeling my energetic story.

Part of this has involved integrating my work and photos which have been on different devices using different formats.

When we are experiencing transition and change this is often the way to notice it…..

by looking how what we are doing on the outside is reflecting our inner world.

We can see our inner mechanisms at work and this is a key part of our awakening process.

I have made a shift to using a Mac over the past couple of years due to my Son’s influence and how it offers such a different format to windows

I love the beauty of it.

In this simple journey I see how our collective ego pattern has created so many different systems that vie for attention and support

and how many systems are incompatible

and so a choice is often required……

we cannot choose all and oneness in our ego world

and it may take a while to integrate and for the bigger picture to become simpler

as we are in the Aquarian age where part of this transition is to become independent and celebrate our uniqueness

and to co create in this phase is tricky……

We are all involved in the bigger wheel and all on a different cog and so one size does not fit all.

There are many paradoxes on this path

the clear way for each of us is to go within

and for many initiates this step is the hardest of all because it flies in the face of all our society conditioning.

Many people have never learned how to listen to their own voice or allow their own innate wisdom

gut instinct

and

it is always there to be accessed……

when we are ready to own our power and act on it.

Today in the Mayan wavespell we are Red Solar Earth on the ninth day of the Red Moon 13 day spiral.

Today we see in the number nine energy , how the past eight days complete.

What insights have we learned over the last nine days about who we really are ?

Just to remind you if you are following the blogs …..

We are in the seventh year of the Red Moon cycle on our planet

this Red Moon archetype is all about the return of the sacred feminine

through each one of us on our world

This is the most important aspect 🙂

The change comes as we change

The world that is created through us as a reflection of our beliefs ….

a holograph

a playground constructed for our soul evolution

created by us for us

to go through ever evolving cycles

so that we can know ourselves

by experiencing lots of different perceptions

through the being of them

We are now at a very exciting time of the turning point in our tipping point

where we are now allowing the true nature of our amazingness to be experienced

by all

who dare to dream

and let go of living from the limitation of our ego selves

by transforming our darkness into light.

On this journey many of us have been plunged into the void in order to make the transition

we have to let go of the circle that we were born into

and all the wounding involved in that place

where we learned to believe we weren’t loved by teachers who believed the same

this is the karma wheel of beliefs creating our reality

This is the initiate path of the ego

and naturally the ego does not choose what it sees as it’s own demise……

Most people are dragging their heels on the slippery slopes of the descent into what we call Hades

and because our ego doesn’t take responsibility for anything at this stage

because that would mean feeling strong emotions….

it loves to pass the parcel and use the blame game

scapegoats

and deflections.

Thing is if we don’t go and experience our own personal version of hell willingly

and then let go of it

seeing it for what it truly is

a place of misunderstandings and acting out from a place of hurting…..

We are creating it over and over every day until we do…..

In our past generations of humanity this has been very literal and visceral

and sadly for many on our planet this is still true.

Only we can change that reality by changing our inner slides.

What we see on our world stage is the very old performance of avoidance.

It’s easy to recognise in the form of people creating patterns of getting their emotional needs met through

mood altering stuff

external definition through stuff

focusing on the unconscious rather than the conscious

dishonesty

hypocrisy

being around people we dislike……..

what would happen if we didn’t ?

doing jobs we find disheartening………

Is it possible that we could let go of believing that we have to earn x to support this false edifice of y?

using lots of props to support this woeful artifice

wanting something on the outside that doesn’t match on the inside

manifesting through manipulation and energy structures that are not love structures

and so like most illusions

it is simply a matter of time before the created artifice disappears in a puff of green smoke….

beings full of fear

because of the shadow energy body we are carrying around that is dragging us down

There have been lots of films on TV over Christmas to illustrate this

and unless we are cut off from the universe in a remote backspace like the moon……

we are very aware of all the myths and archetypal stories that are interwoven everywhere for our guidance in case we are so unconscious

that we have become a zombie 🙂

I watched a film last night called Moon which illustrates the metaphor of this calling…..

The essence of this film is that mankind has chosen to farm the moon for it’s power supply.

The moon in esoteric terms is our feminine energy and our shadow selves.

The more we work to know our shadow selves and transform this energy

the more grounded and powerful we become

as we know ourselves and accept ourselves

the more magical gifts are revealed

and no one has the ability to have any power over us

as is shown in our myths such as Snow White who is essentially our pure sacred feminine

compared to our narcissistic ego personality wounds of the Snow Queen

this is currently playing out on Channel 5 in the UK in a drama series

Once Upon a time

Great heart stories every day through modern fairytale

In 2013 I am focusing on creating and sharing workshops that empower people to work with this energy in a practical way.

If you feel moon awareness may be of interest to you please message me.

Wherever we are and whatever we are doing

we are always called at the perfect time

and if we choose to ignore the calling then the message simply gets louder

Before we came in we committed to doing this journey

and we have been part of the bigger story many times

when we remember who we truly are and what magic we possess

we become the thriver rather than the survivor

Why would we want to accept this illusion that our ego driven society purveys?

That we live a life of limitation and are unable to create our dream ?

That the dream is as empty as material goods?

They have no ability to generate love so why is the majority of our planet still intent in going down the pursuit of happiness externally?

Our major industries show where our energetic focus and beliefs lie

Pharmaceuticals and War

Drugs to mask the symptoms of how we are living out of alignment with who we truly are

Weapons to destroy a perceived threat of the other

a mad world that exist because our ego believes it needs to on a deep level

Time to create a different story instead?

The essence of the transition is to keep what is coming from love and let go of what is sponsored by fear

and take the small steps

in tandem with our universal energy wheel

The key focus of the initiate energy is to work from a powerful space of intention

being mindful and focused

on what we choose to create

and essentially by accepting what is our true story now

when we get squeezed by the darkness patterns

what pops out?

Is it love and light?

Most people wear a mask to cover up their true nature

and we only show the parts of us we have learned are loveable

based on what we were educated and conditioned to do as a child

it is essential that we unlearn this to create our future of being authentic and having honest relationships

Imagine a future where we can truly be us and how good that feels?

Having let go of all our inner child ego hurt from the past

we are no longer needing to attract in old matching patterns from the past so we can heal them

Instead we can feel good about who we are

feel confident and have good self-esteem

we bounce back at any of life’s challenges

and we don’t take things personally because there is no inner shadow energy feeling hurt to be triggered

We don’t create more of the same old same

We don’t need to blame anyone and we don’t need an ego drama fix

We have a love of life because we are engaged in what we chose to come and create

We don’t feel angry because we understand that people are in a different space…

and that doesn’t mean we become a doormat or passive

We are empowered

We are strong

because we are integrated and light within

The outside show is seen truly as it is

an artifice of our choosing

We can create our dream way of living in a sustainable way that doesn’t compromise anyone else

and in this process our planet isn’t compromised either

When we all meet our emotional needs from the inside we let go of competition and needing stuff in an unsupported way

Making the transition is tricky as we change our patterns

part of that process is resistance from others that reflect the parts of us seeking transition

and so this route requires persistence, trust and dedication.

This journey is open to all who are willing to do what it takes

and sometimes this can be daunting and demanding

so not for the faint hearted

only those with courage and determination will meet the challenge and it is so worth it.

In the traditional calendar we are facing the end of 2012

in the universal cycle we are at midpoint in winter in the northern hemisphere.

The Mayan wavespell year begins July 26th so again we are at midpoint

and over the past months since October Scorpio gateway

we have been working with the darkness and shadow

This Blue Storm Year is midway.

It is a number seven year and so we have reached the top of the pyramid in the thirteen year cycle

We are experiencing everything that needs to die so we can be reborn

We may have had a tough year

of dissolution

and if we embrace this we move onto a new cycle

if we resist …..

it continues

the way is through

this is the alchemical transformation

the liquifying process that changes the caterpillar to butterfly

Many people have left the planet this year and in their passing we have learned much

Everything happens for a reason

It may not be revealed at the time and maybe never to us in this lifetime

I have noticed more and more how I am aware of how I can only relate to people because of their expectations and beliefs

and this can also trigger emotion

especially frustration 🙂

Our ego can be so limiting at times

as on one level it determines how we interact with this interface of life

however the more we become aware

the more we heal and let go

and the more freedom we have to go to new places and experience new things

when we are starting out in life without prior experience of what we call failure

then we take on great challenges from the naiveté of youth

and it is possible to revisit that energy without the lack of wisdom and without fear

if we are willing to face our shadow

this is the gift of now.

The universe always matches us if only we are willing to look at that match incarnate eye to eye.

On July 26 2013 we enter Yellow Galactic Seed year on our planet

The magical year of integrity through integration.

A number eight year and the image says it all

If we are willing to let go of our past and all that hasn’t served us

the time we spend now preparing that inner space

will reap rich rewards

we will match the universal bigger picture

Most generally hype about this Mayan calendar has come from the ego pattern focus

of misdirection and fear……

the true gift is the divinity code

that is open to all

who dare to unlock their own personal Pandora’s Box

and take a good look at what is inside.

It is the gift of synchronising with all that is.

This is the inspiration for workshops I am creating now.

At the start of 2012 I did not have this awareness and this has been an amazing year for me connecting to this.

I had to trust in the process and face my fear in doing so.

During Christmas my family and I reconnected to Tomb Raider with Lara Croft  and have had fun exploring the virtual world of ancient civilisations.

This has been such a fun teaching tool for me

There is still the most emphasis on the ego world of violence and arousal of this part of us as a key part of the gaming process

over time as we change

this will change

part of our life challenge is facing adversarial archetypes to overcome our fear

and as we do this on the inside and balance ourselves then extreme violence will no longer be necessary

and it may take a while…..

Are we ready to have fun?

Are we ready to do what we love no matter what it takes?

Are we ready to make friends with our ego and open our heart to what wants to live in us?

My intention is to have a magical year and trust in my divine self more and more.

I am intending to be in some wonderful sacred spaces

co creating with others who are choosing to live sacred lives

in reality

by being the change

Our lives here are fleeting and short in this form

when we honour who we really are and treat ourselves accordingly

with reverence and respect

our lives have meaning and true worth

we allow our magnificent creativity to be unleashed

I had a dream to be in Kephalonia in 2012 running a retreat.

That didn’t work out as I saw it originally.

Instead I was there with my family having a retreat for myself.

This was one of the major highlights of my year

and allowed me to be clear of the powerful Glastonbury bubble that can often cloud our vision

as our ego looms large when we are in it 🙂

I remembered and reconnected to the wonderful feminine healing energy of Greece

which has always been such a high energy heart space for me

and where I intend to create retreats for others with me doing what we love.

Simply being there is so uplifting in this natural beauty space.

Check out my photos.

If you feel you are drawn to a heart opening retreat in Kephalonia please message me.

This is another aspect I have integrated this year.

I had an intellectual knowing of this and now I really feel it.

Our journey is a process and we follow a certain path that is predetermined in many respects by our energetic alignment at birth.

Astrology is the language of consciousness.

This Starcode and Mayan sign is our sacred geometry and is what guides us to experience a certain flavour of the universal tapestry

there are many paths we can take within this framework

and

we have a star coded mission that will always assert itself

with or without our ego consent and co-operation.

If you want to know more about this please message me with your time,date and place of birth and I will send you the information.

If you already have this and would like to know more….

what year you are on in your thirteen year cycle and how to work with this with awareness…..

please message me

As I co create with everyone I learn and evolve and I am so grateful for living this life in this way.

Love to everyone who has been with me so far and I look forward to our meetings and connecting in the coming months.

I am planning an event in my home village at Lammas in August 2013 which will be focusing on sending out our Yellow Seed Intentions to the universe.

I would love to co create this with other people offering heart opening workshops so please get in touch if you feel this calls to you.

It is in the Gemini and Taurus of the Glastonbury Zodiac

So we have all the tools we need and all the raw material within us to weave the magic……

Are we sitting comfortably?

Then let’s begin….

What is possible for us now?

Love to you all and our wonderful potentiality.

I was given a gift by a friend in Glastonbury and I have recently started reading it….

It is wonderful and I would love to share it with you if you haven’t yet seen it.

Ramtha The White Book

I am simply recommending the wisdom in the words in the book alone

and not the wider scope of anything connected beyond that of which I have no personal experience

What we believe we conceive.

Here is a fab video in a great series of sharing the mystery teachings.

Into the blue

How are you bearing up after your journey into Mercury Mind Games over the past three weeks?

It’s been a powerful journey and the last thirteen days of the Mayan Unconditional love wavespell of White Dog has brought many gifts for you I hope 🙂

We have been going through a wave of unconditional love showing us our companions of destiny who bring great gifts during their time with us

As the saying goes

Some come for a reason

some for a season

and some come for a lifetime

and as a reflection of everything that is our life experience

a mirror of that in some way

we see our beliefs reflected and where we can enhance and let go

It can be very simple ……when we use our feelings to guide us

If our inner dog has been barking in alarm that is always an emotional response and is linked to our past

The framework I use :

it’s a pattern match for something that has happened in the past that our fight/flight/freeze defence mechanism of our emotional mind has been triggered by

and we can notice that and how this trigger creates a feeling

If you want to give it a go here is a document you can use for when your buttons are being pushed:

 Daily Button Pushing Questionnaire

then we can be with that feeling and feel it because clearly it is showing up to alert us to something that has hurt us before

and I use emotional freedom technique to tap on this and let it go

Here’s a video that can help

and allow myself to have insights about what that was about in the past

and let that go

and then see what I want to do about the situation now free from being pushed into a response that is fear led

When I am free from this response I can come from inspiration instead and be living in the now

Otherwise I repeat that pattern all over again because energetically I am still reacting to that match with the same awareness and emotion

Make sense?

The Emotional Mind is a different animal to the Logical Mind and they don’t speak the same language which is why we can rationalise something forever and a day and we still get triggered

Here is a document explaining that:

Emotional Mind

Feel it and let it go and be free 🙂

Watched an amazing heart film which has apects of this yesterday

It shows how we are repeating patterns over and over in our history because we haven’t let our inner dog go and it has escalated time and time again

to epic proportions

war after war that doesn’t make any rational sense

fear running amok and literally destroying everything in pursuit of contolling that which cannot be controlled or known…..

life

beautiful free spirit 🙂

Miracle of  St Anna

shows the farce of our created society and the beauty of truth and love

that transcends it

Today we are in the White Cosmic Wind energy of speaking our truth with that cosmic experiential awareness

We always take ourselves with us wherever we go and we always reveal our pattern

with our inside world showing up on the outside world

Our beliefs create how we experience life on planet earth

As we are leaving this wave behind we have lots of insights to take into Blue Night Wavespell which starts tomorrow

We are going into the abyss of our inner galaxy to explore our dreamworld and how we are dreaming ourselves into being as the conscious dreamer

I am working with The Mayan Wavespell calendar for myself and with clients

because it works extremely well with my way of being in the world

and have been doing so experientially over the past twelve months now…… rather than learning it in an purely educational way using my mind alone

and what I mean by this is that I was educated to believe I could read things and learn a course and I would “know it”

and now I know that to “be it” on an energetic process I have to actually become it by integrating it and doing it

Be Do Have

This is the mastery process and our life process

When we read something we have an awareness of it on an intellectual basis and the next step is to put the learning into prectice to see how it works for us

or not

in reality

This is a holistic approach

We get to grips with the theory out in the field in practicality

using what we have learned 🙂

as we integrate our learning we can become wise

and we can also access universal wisdom

as we allow our higher selves/spirit/intuition/collective unconscious

to guide us

and let go of imposing our will and making things happen out of alignment with the path and cycle of the bigger wheel

This is the true test of will

when to act and when to be still as in The Chariot card

In my reading for November I got an interesting mix of cards :

The Tower being one of them

This is what our ego often fears

change and dissolution

however only by letting go of that which doesn’t feel a match for us so that we can flow to where is

can we truly create freedom

freedom from our ego pushing us, driving us and saying now , now , now

like an impetuous child that demands it’s needs be met

the heart does not “need” anything knows that all is well and trusts the process

our intention determines everything in how we set off in our creation process

and when we clear our emotional baggage we can give and receive in a more balanced way

As we journey we evolve our ago through our process and we allow our true authentic self to emerge nore and more

If we do not allow our true heart’s desire than we keep receiving distortions in our field showing us where we aren’t being truly honest with ourselves in who and what we attract

until we decide to do whatever it takes to be the true us

no matter what the cost 🙂

For years I have had several books on the go at once and often didn’t complete reading them because I lost heart and interest

and my inner critic who had been educated to read to the end had something to say about that

however I chose to listen to my heart wisdom and my feelings instead and strengthen that voice

Part of me knew that was the perfect action for me and so I chose to ignore my ego and go with my knowingness

This has become stronger since moving to Glastonbury and I have let go of needing to know why and surrender to trusting my knowingness

As I have connected to the Mayan Wavespell calender all has been revealed at the right time in synch with the universal cycle

this is such an amazing gift that The Mayan’s have given us knowing that it would serve us at this time

Deep gratitude for all that ever is and will be

This goes against the grain of our western way of living and if you have been feeling the pressure of all of this incoming information recently

the changes in so many things

speeding up of integration

and here in Somerset the Isle of Avalon has had so much water, it appears as an island again from certain directions

roadways blocked with emotional outpouring

literally manifest so we can literally experience our inner world on the outside

take heart this is blue resonant storm year

It is always the perfect unfolding of events

no one has got it “wrong”

there is nothing to fear

the universe is right on time and so are we walking our path

all is happening now because it matches our beliefs

As we change our beliefs the world will change as it always has

unlearning to remember who we really are

creators of our own dream on our quest for rememberance

On this bigger picture of thirteen years we are in year seven

and this thirteen year cycle started with Red Magnetic Moon Year seven years ago

What where you doing in July 26 2006 – July 26 2007?

What had you started?

I started my self-discovery with NLP training and Emotional Freedom Technique training.

So the next wavespell arriving tomorrow will really help us to go within and dare to dream

Blue Night Wavespell.

I am a Blue Solar Hand and my higher self and guide using the Mayan framework is blue night

Using the astrological framework I am a Leo with Aquarius rising

The Mayan information gives an amazing bigger picture view of astrology in a different way if you choose to take that route 🙂

If you want to do this

please check out my website

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

on the bigger picture page – there are links on there

Here is a direct link to my document

Mayan Sign

or simply google to find your own 🙂

and if you wish you can contact me with your time,date and place of birth

and I will start you off with sending you that info and giving you a bigger picture view of yourself

which is the key to journeying with awareness

For me it has clarified so much of my journey so far with great ahas and illuminated my path even more

All of my sharing involves other people and I thank them for their amazing resources

Tracey Gendron in particular has a wonderful website with lots of inspiring info

astrodreamadvisor.com

I have also recently connected to a hidden gem in my hometown

Claudie Planche and Stargaia

and today am again sharing a wonderful video that is connected to her work at the end of my blog

I am just in the process of reading Claudie’s book Starmaya

this is incorporating lots of other frameworks too and she gave a fascinating talk at our wonderful

Glastonbury Positive Living Group a couple of weeks ago

about sacred geometry and crop circles and so much more

I love this stuff

sets my heart on fire and awakens the  spiritual seeker in me.

My intention in creating these blogs is to raise awareness of amazing resources for us all to connect to at this time of transition

we signed up for this journey and we are very capable of meeting the challenge

I aim to offer practical solutions to help people work with awareness of the bigger picture with our Starcode Map

Our Starcode that we beamed in with

When we work in alignment with the universal pattern

which is cyclical instead of linear

than it all happens and is revealed at the perfect time

the more we go with the flow and relax into it

the more we see how we are going around for another go and if we want to do things differently

we can look at what changes we can create

through letting go of past ways of relating

and taking action

in a new way

The Mayan wavespell transcends language when we allow it 🙂

On a practical level we can see how our ego way of living is totally unrealistic.

As the festive season approaches we have lots of stuff out for delivery and we are informed that our precious prezzie will arrive

in 2001 I had a courier business with my partner

Part of it was a franchise called Fastway and it may or may not still be going 🙂

Love the name?

We had six vans that we bought brand new from a well known worldwide company

and they all broke down just after their warranty expired a year later

we found out that this fault was known about and unrectified when we bought them

because an honest individual who worked at the dealership thought we should know 🙂

We learned about it at the perfect time as had we known we wouldn’t have bought them and had the valuable experience

This is the hero/heroine’s challenge that is our learning and unlearning process

Many mail order companies promise their customer’s the earth and cannot ever practically deliver the goods

when they say they will

and this is a great metaphor for ego letting go and walking the path

There are so many unknown variables to get that parcel from a to z

so many potential time stops

floods

traffic

animals on the road in rural areas

gridlock in cities

unexpected happenings

illness

losing the parcel

and last week I grinned when I saw the latest way of controlling that by the company on their track and trace

it gave a specific time slot of arrival of an hour – an hour before

so if I didn’t look at the track and trace email at that time I would have missed that info

and even though I was aware and in the house

I nearly missed him because he rang the wrong doorbell and

as luck would have it I ran outside when my gut instinct said to

and he was just getting in his car

The more flexible we are about meeting others where they are

without sacrificing ourselves to do so

because our relationship is mutually matched and respected

and honouring our uniqueness

and speaking our truth with openess because we value ourselves

and the more we heart co create

To move from a to z takes time

and that is what we are here for

our minds may think they know

and our day to day living shows us the truth of where we are

We are here for an experiential journey and there are no shortcuts

there are ways to work with the process as well

and the key is

change the inside emotionally

and enjoy the ride

feal the fear get less as you go through the eye of the storm

and survive

Love to you today with speaking your cosmic truth

Enjoy this amazing video