Red Moon Wavespell ~ initiate infinity



Red Moon Wavespell

Day 1

Beacon Day

Red Magnetic Moon


The raindrop within the ocean of infinity

The Mayan Code of 9 ~ a gateway to a different way of being

We were last on this Wavespell last September

and here is a blog I wrote about my experience of it then:

Red Moon Wavespell 2013

My son had started University and funnily enough I will be picking him up in this Wavespell

with him having completed his first academic year 🙂

If you want to follow the spiral code click on the very first link at the top ~ Red Moon Wavespell

which reveals the 13 day energy codes you can use as a universal life coach

The first 3 days hold the alchemical process:

Red Magnetic Moon

White Lunar Dog

Blue Electric Monkey


yellow human

Pic David Gray


Tomorrow it is my Mum’s Birthday 


red overtone moon


It is David and I’s 25th anniversary together

This will be our challenge year to go beyond emotional dramas 

as we have opposite Moons in Taurus and Scorpio this is a reoccurring theme 

it is a strong polarity

and what can shape us when we learn to work with it

or destroy us when we let ego’s lock horns

Our true soul evolution relationships are the most challenging ones 🙂

We cannot walk away from our destiny 


Green Castle of the Heart

Please click on the links to go to other websites that expand this info

We are in the initiating energetic wave of the last colour code of the 260 day cycle that began on Halloween last October

This fifth element is the manifestation of the preceding four colour bands

We have 52 days to complete this bigger picture cycle

These 52 days are split into four Waves

of cosmic consciousness code:

Red Moon ~ awakening to who we really are rather than what we have been “educated” and conditioned into believing

Code 9 ~ access a higher consciousness by being conscious

White Wind ~ letting our Spirit speak the truth through us ~ being a conduit open to new objective truth 

Code 2 ~ resolve polarity

Blue Eagle  ~ seeing the bigger picture of our life mission and planetary server

Code 15 ~ rising above the mundane and the limit of the human mind

Yellow Star ~ being the star seed we really are free from ego distortion

Code 8 ~ integrate shadow

If any of these energetic signatures are yours it is a very powerful time for you

It may be that they are your Mayan Sign

It could be that they are one of your foundation stones ~ a Castle of 13 years that takes you through a core process

If they are your personal Wavespell then this is your personal life purpose 

If you do not  know this information then here is a decoder to find your first step :

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Put in your birth date and find your Mayan Sign

When you have this you have a starting point for all the other information

Do not worry about doing all this now

that is simply ego speak

There is no rush 

When it happens to you it is always the perfect time

We are always held and loved by the universe 🙂

When you feel drawn to start to work consciously with this information

in the way of being synchronised

You will know it is time for you to go within

and work with your shadow power

Switch on to a whole new level of illumination

This Wavespell is very significant because on July 26 

We start a new Mayan Year of 

Red Solar Moon

It is a year of completion

We are drawing to us now 

everything that is seeking to complete 

that started on July 26 2006

It’s all coming together

If you wish to start working consciously with this 

Ask and it is given

We are still in dark moon in Taurus today

Taurus at 19 degrees 

It is an initiating energy :

A crown turns into goat horns.
A remarkable instinct for the next lesson. Finding it, learning it, and drawing everything out of it that you can. Specialized in destiny activation and interested in nothing else. Purposively driven to take up karmic lessons all the way. Wildly given over to what is taken on. Working the territory as hard as you can. Making way for something new by wearing out the old. Assigned to tough situations, yet knowing it is appropriate. Super strong, and especially tenacious and relentless. In deepest essence, sacrificing yourself so that something can happen here that is going to take a lot of doing. And inside it all, you are curiously resigned to whatever arises, not very concerned because long range results mean everything here. And a moment’s or a lifetime’s discomfort is a small price to pay when destiny is truly involved.

taken from this website:

Once you engage with working powerfully in this way

there is no going back 

and we are able to see the intrinsic correlation of all things

the design

everything purposeful and on purpose

and this gives clarity

to our personal life events

and our raindrop pattern in the wider web landscape 


This is the essence of Red Moon

we are the lotus that begins it’s life at the bottom of the river bed

and rises up through the rich primordial density of the clay

full of nutrients

full of life’s rich tapestries

full of struggle


This is what is required to create our core

and once we start to work with the power of this

everything else pales in comparison


Are you ready ?

There is no choice in our life’s mission now

We choose it before we come here

It is written in our Starcode

Our universal barcode

We came here very specifically with a wired code in every drop 

in our essence

in our dna

every cell

is a part of this holograph

we are builders of worlds 

The only choice we have now is

Do we accept our mission ?

and to truly accept it we start by accepting

everything that has happened so far

and in that process we 

access all our fully integrated light consciousness

This is a continual process

it is already hardwired

it is activated at the perfect time

we choose life

and we are able to do what it takes

The universe never gives us more than we can handle…

We are the universe 🙂

We do need to learn new ways of being

New ways of relating

New ways of living

and this can only come when we clear out the old codes 

we transform the meaning we have given so far to our earthly experiences

and we remember who we are

We each have a code

and others are drawn to us because of their code and ours

If you are a blue like me you are here for the code of shadow work ~ transformation of ego 

This is why you have people drawn to you that will connect with this code

Once you start to work consciously with this you will start to see this happening in a different way

and understand why you are often a Scapegoat 

Accept that position and heal the Scapegoat events 

and be in a very different position

free from emotional distortion

Whatever our unique code journey we can do for ourselves

and simply by doing that everything changes

If you are a Red  ~  the code of an initiator, awakener and earth conduit

If you are a White ~ the code of  a conduit of truth and empowerment 

If  you are a Yellow ~  the code of  ego and it’s expansion 

Once we really start to understand this process it becomes very simple

When we are in the process of  working in a rigid routine that stifles our creativity

It is not a process and a code for being creative

We cannot be in touch with our conscious mission when we are in this process

which is why we go through a dissolution process 

to remove ourselves from that way of living 

often referred to as a 

dark night of the soul

but this is a misunderstanding 🙂

The soul does not have dark nights…

only the ego 

The ego is scared because it is going against what it has been conditioned to believe is “success” is all

and this takes many layers of going through

a continual process

which takes courage to stay with it

and keep removing the mask of the ego

that is what keeps us plugged into the crazy conditioned hamster wheel


There is no other way

sorry 🙂

Each one of us has to go through this painful process

and there are no short cuts

we cannot get someone else to do it for us

we cannot buy it

There is no premium level to jump the queue 

The price to be paid is going through our personal pain barrier

opening our Pandora’s Box

and taking responsibility for being 

Cosmic Creators

Owning our behaviour

and learning ways of behaving and being



We have reached integrity code

Inside and out.

As we start this process we are matched by the universe

with a power team to guide us

because we are ready to listen

to prioritise our self ~awakening

and put ourselves first

this team involves everyone who has ever done this process 🙂

We are in good hands.

It is truly magical


If you are ready and wish me to be your guide on this journey

please contact me


My next workshop is on the 7th of June in Huddersfield, West Yorks ~

Mercury Retrograde too so perfect heart time to travel back and get to the heart of the matter

I will be sharing this universal transformation process

click on the link for more info :

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

Here is something I wrote yesterday that explains this process ~ in Yellow Cosmic Star Day:


Day 13 ~ Yellow Cosmic Star

Today we are in dark moon Taurus at 7 degrees :

A large ruby inscribed with a prayer.
A beautiful dream that comes true. Conceiving in your heart that a fresh life current is here to be met in the physical. Being magnetized to the spot where the New Earth arises. You feel deeply drawn to give yourself over completely to what the new life-wave asks. Sensing acutely that this is all that counts, and suffering for all of those who are shut off from the bounty. Knowing how hard it is to feel dejected and forsaken, and never forgetting the ache, the longing, the distances, and what it takes to earnestly clasp new life and realize you belong to the heavenly kingdom in the Earth and will never again be out in the cold.

If we choose we can travel back over our time in Taurus Sun

and Taurus Moon

and see where we have been feeling true to ourself.

Where we have acted on what is in our heart rather than listened to our head

When we have felt angry ~ the charging bull

When we have felt frustrated ~ cornered bull

When we have known that what someone is saying and doing is not true ~

When we have been doing the bull poo too


This was the Taurus challenge


To live our heart’s dream takes courage and determination to face our challenges

If we are being true to our authentic selves then we are at odds with the majority on planet earth right now

Most people are in the spin doctor cycle ~

feeling dizzy and wanting to get off the mad merry go round

that requires an extreme counter weight for living in a way that is opposed to being authentic

Our emotional mind always get what it needs and goes the fastest route

Often the road to insanity and ill health

This energy is growing stronger because anything that is not pure code

pure essence


by it’s very nature is degraded and wears off quicker and quicker

the fix has to get bigger

to meet the gap

fill the void

So we can see that the source of the solution is

Go to the void for the answers

Makes sense ?

Whatever is feeling intense , an urge, a need 

Is the code of the addiction seeking a fix

Is the incredible itch seeking to be scratched and no amount of scratching heals it

What we can do if we wish to get to the heart of the matter is look to the clues

All of what is ailing us holds the secrets to our well ~ being

The universe is bringing us our match every day

and revealing the heart homeopathy


Only our ego does not see the truth of it

Our ego sees the irritating person/event/circumstance as pain creating

Are we ready to go beyond this way of relating

and see the rose in the thorns ?


Until we are ready to integrate we are out of bounds

of this next level in our journey

We maybe at the top of the pyramid of the mystical knowledge and believing that there is some miracle cure ~ out there ~ up there ~ a technique to be learned, a talisman to be bought ~ a lover to soothe our sore aching heart

This tone today is the key to going beyond that framework

and becoming the star that we really are

Going within to discover that unchartered universe

the black infinity of our galactic space of our potentiality

When we have been around for a while we are well versed on the experiences in life that create dis ~ harmony for us ~ yes ?

We are aware that we will be doing certain things this week with certain people that create a huge discord

and yet

We will still do them because

What reasons do we give ourselves ?

In each action of dis~harmony that we take we are creating that vibe

We are creating that space and facilitating that code

It really is that simple

So what would we like to create instead ?

What is the opposite of that ?

This is key

This is the code we can focus on now

and start creating a plan to create more of that

When we are creating dis~ harmony how does this feel ?

What emotion?

Where do we feel it ?

What do we do to not feel it ?

Do we allow ourselves to feel it fully or do we distract ourselves ?

Imagine if we decided to do everything that created harmony with no side ~ effects ~ no hangovers, no pain from overwork, no credit card interest to pay

Imagine if we decided to feel everything we had pushed down

Send that intention out

I am going in

I am feeling everything about myself that I do not like until there is nothing left to repress

Imagine that ?

Nothing left to repress ?

Nothing for the inner critic to rattle on about

No fear of a skeleton in the closet

All cleared out


When we are bare 


Loving the skin we are in

Accepting ourselves

Guess what ?

We do not need the universe to balance us because we are balancing ourselves

Nothing required to trigger us ~ no triggers

No drama ~ we have let go of old dramas

No huge masculine to deal with ~ we are balanced in our masculine

No huge feminine to take on ~ we are balanced in our feminine

We have freedom to create new ways of living


from this inner free space

It takes discipline and work and courage every day to do this

Every day being with what we do not like and how it creates an emotional response

and following that thread back in our personal timeline to an emotional response creation day

So we can feel it to heal it

Integrate it

Become integrated

Resonate with the planet and the universe

Who doesn’t create dis~harmony in this way

Doesn’t need to as it has human beings to do that

It is time for a new way of living free of fear leading the way

Lamat is the essence:

Being the star that we truly are and letting our star seed potential bloom

Love to this process and our luminosity

Are you ready to tap into the fountain of youth ?


Emotion is the key to Eternity


Come to the heart chakra and join me in my yearly retreat

The Circle of Completion

25 July 



Yellow Warrior Wavespell ~ the heart centre



Yellow Warrior Wavespell

Day 5 ~ Yellow Overtone Sun

The language of light 

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These are links to other websites 

The intention is to share from many perspectives 


The brightest star in the Pleiades


This is the yellow gold in the Yellow Castle

The South within the South

The last golden thread before we go into

The Green Castle of the Heart

This is the next code to allow our dream to become a reality

This requires action

and evolution

What we initiated in Aries fire

We are bringing into earthly form in Taurus

being guided by the Isis light

To manifest this dream requires a journey that will create the energetic framework within

to form the earthly structure without

We are in the wheat field of The Gladiator

The Character in the film and the leading picture

This is a very meaningful film

about a man who is chosen because of his loyal, true heart

to govern Rome

because his Emperor Marcus Aurelius knows

that his blood line son ~Commodus

will only use his position 

to further his ego

which is maligned and cruel

He has grown far from the path

and has never felt loved by his father

The reason I have chosen this 

and I often refer to it in my blogs

is nothing to do with the violence or the fighting

It is the message underneath

that even though this man was broken to the core 

all his wordily goods and titles stripped away

and all that he loved destroyed

his spirit remained bright and shining

although he speaks of revenge throughout

again I do not seek to speak of this with any favour

What I seek to share is that this man was loved by his soldiers

loved by the people of Rome

for his courage

and his ability to lead them by being one of them

and walking his talk

through his challenge of fire

The Spaniard

The Gladiator

This story reveals the process

of the warrior of the heart

who in order to follow the path of the heart

has to be reduced to the bare bones

to strip away any false sense of self

to be reviled by shadow victims

to be ridiculed by the sleepwalkers

to be scapegoated by society

and sacrificed 

in sacred rites …

by the profane

who know no better

as they do not know what they do

It is the framework of formation

That is what this time is all about

The Taurus Challenge

what does not kill us makes us stronger

We are here to work the divine 

through us

and let go of our ego stories

Truly what we do in this life

echoes in eternity


walking the heart path



and the will to work tirelessly

with our shadow self


I haven’t been on the internet much as it is a busy time for us in our garden and in our new poly tunnel

as we are blessed with beautiful sunshine

we are seeding, watering, repotting and learning as we go

lots of new ideas every day

I will be sharing more about this on my other blog

It is all related and all shared code and patterns

and I learn so much about the structure of the universe

simply from being a gardener

my Taurus Moon


I have been facing lots of personal challenges

every which way


this time around

I am speaking my truth no matter

what the consequences

I do have the intention to be a clear channel

and let go of past emotion that is triggered by each situation

That is why each situation shows up of course 🙂

To allow this letting go process

As my

Mars is in Libra 

it has been retrograde and continues to be until May 20th

Great blog about that here

which in this Mayan Wavespell  is White Resonant Wind Day

Spectral Moon 19

Letting Spirit Speak through us

by being a ” clear of ego ” channel conduit 🙂

Spectral Moon ~ letting go moon of being in our feminine in balance

by letting go of the need for attention seeking

energy vamping

wanting others to mother and nurture us

instead of doing that for ourselves as




and for me this has meant time travelling

and revisiting all the times in the past of imbalance

and what do I choose now

I choose to follow the path of  ” right relationship “

So often in the past I have been


repressing how I really feel

in case 

I upset others

even though I have tried many ways to communicate this

and been ignored 🙂

This is key now to our New Age time

New times come at this End of Times period

and so we learn new ways

We can only do that by being clear of our old ways

and our anger

and feeling to heal


It is time to see that the old ways were formed very distinctly

all the clues are there 

We may think we have evolved on our planet

but when we examine the evidence 

The fruit of our labours

We can clearly see

If we are clear enough of distortions from within

that essentially it is very simple

It is was it is 🙂

This is the true meaning of karma

The structure of the creation code is very simple

only when our emotional “stuff” gets in the way

It distorts our understanding

makes it fit our ego distortion framework

which in turn lets us do our learning journey

There is nothing “wrong” with this process

most people are not yet aware of this process is all

and still working from old scripts and programmes


they haven’t yet transformed

their personal

scripts and programmes

Do you see ?

That is the answer to

the whole deal 


The Secret 🙂

The only way

which is open to all by the way…

the only requirement is to do the inner work

of transforming the shadow self

is to re calibrate our personal code 

in conjunction with the cosmos which is bringing us our daily new codes

and letting us align with them

by seeing where our resistance is

and for each person that is unique 

Letting our resistance go

no if’s or buts 🙂

To go with the flow

of the universal wheel

and in alchemical terms this means

working with our prima materia

in a timely fashion with the heavenly bodies

who are perfectly placed to bring us into alignment

by following the zodiac process

the heavenly 12 step dance

the 12 energetic codes of the Zodiac

and we are the 13th step 

The mover and shaker

The magnificent midwife

The birther of worlds

The stardust embodiment 🙂

Animal totem this week


My daughter and I invariably encounter our local wildlife that is way out of our comfort zone 🙂

Big beasties that is

Especially big beasties that  fly

One aspect of my workshops’s at the moment is

sharing this awareness as to patterns and codes

with different perspectives

Since I started consciously working as a therapist in 2007…

which is my pattern and code in the Mayan

Blue Solar Hand

which is all about completion,

gateway transformation through healing

and …



Using my hands for bodywork

for tapping

for energy touch

for gardening


shaping the earth

In Somerset there is a word for big


On moving a bean bag we found a gurt big beetle underneath

It is called A Great Diving Beetle

and may be the mamma of the larva in our newly created pond

aka “the bathtub” in a former life

I thought they were damsel flies

Here is the totem for this ~ May Bug/Beetle take your pick


When I first started working with people with phobias

I realised that there was a pattern emerging

for example people who were afraid of spiders

Once we started  working on letting go of the fear of the spider

other threads emerged that were linked

that matched the pattern

Of course each person will have a different response 

and different threads to explore

and different feelings to feel to heal

often with “beasties”

the pattern is around things we cannot control in our environment

things that are unpredictable

move in fast movements

that cause us emotional pain

physical pain


Often in adult’s this is linked to earlier periods in childhood of bullying


being unable to create a safe space for oneself

So the key thing about this code

The Warrior of the Heart Code


Being able to feel safe in the environment  now

and able to develop strategies in relationship now

that do not create the same code as the “abusive distorted code” experienced

Being the change

This is often lost in translation when people are not ready to hear it

still full of fighting talk


Still in the land of the Red Mist 

breathing the dragon fire

wanting to slay the miscreants

Still the Red Bull fuelled fighter 🙂


I am often feeling this energy and I know many people are using this

pattern at the moment

to go head to head

full of heated passion



Once we become very aware of our code and codes generally

through going within and doing our inner journey

We know


Our anger always comes from our personal life experience

and when we deal with that

and deal with our anger

We work powerfully

and do not become

an abuser with a “righteous” crusade

Which is a very old script indeed

There is never any justification to use violence for instigation

to defend oneself as a last resort when all other means have failed maybe

Many in the past chose to be part of the pyre

to stay pure and free from becoming the behaviour they abhored


Now we have new ways to

Deal with our anger before our anger deals with us 🙂

All that these power struggles are :

Build up of each individuals anger and frustration

Projected outward and then greatly magnified

like a firestorm


So unless we want to add our personal fuel to the fire

we work on ourselves

feel to heal

and let go of any belief that there is an enemy to be fought

apart from our own ego 🙂

So what does the 13 day code

of the heart warrior reveal ?


The key question for each person 

What did it reveal for me ?

It began on Wednesday the 14th of May

Synchronistically the full moon in Scorpio in the UK

The Wesak Moon ~ The Buddha Moon

The Taurus and Scorpio 

powerful polarity

the soul versus the ego journey

Whatever is in our day to day life reveals our personal code and our next steps

For me the focus has been about planting seeds 

and getting my passion for my dream

into the physical 


Lots of hard physical work in the beautiful sunshine

It is simple for me

I do what I love

and part of that is

Helping people find their true code

and this became very clear as soon as I began my 13 year cycle of Blue Hand

back on my birthday in 20o9

I have been on a roller coaster ride ever since

and some of it has been scary 

and hairy 🙂

Which is what I am now shearing with people who are having that same experience

Buckle up


Day 1 ~ In a full moon in Scorpio

What is seeking death and rebirth to get free from the ego show ? The Warrior of the heart is calling

Day 2 ~ the challenge of Red Lunar Earth ~

what is pulling me away from belonging to the earth, feeling grounded and centred in earthy Taurus energy at this time ?

Am I still stuck in the veil of forgetfulness and unable to connect ?

Here lies the way forward by going back to the past.

Just notice how much time is spent every day that is not here and now.

Preparing for future days ~ not here and now ~ remembering how it was
.not here and now

When I get this/have this/am this 
..I’ll be happy 

What if we can be happy here exactly as we are ?

The ego in it’s raw state cannot 🙂

Work with that raw state and release the peaceful inner space free from triggers

Day 3 ~ the alchemy day to blend days one and 2

White Electric Mirror

What is calling me ?

What is holding me back ?

What am I calling to me to show me my next steps that I can release and transform ?


Day 3 ~ The hall of mirrors reveals

what our beliefs are in plain sight.

This took place on Friday and I put out the mirrors

that amazingly survived the fence panels being blow apart in December and February

I cleaned them and placed them intuitively around the garden

They reflect the light and energy back to the central lawn

which is now heart shaped 🙂

Will get some quality pics of the surrounding countryside 

to share

as my phone doesn’t reveal the absolute heaven of this place


All the flowers are framing the space

and let’s hope the weather lasts all summer 

perfect for working outdoors with body work





This is one of my key codes for feeling total bliss


beautiful plants

all the creatures that come

The scents

The feelings I feel of relaxation and enjoying this with my fellow beings

Paradise 🙂

On Friday evening I went to a talk at The King Arthur

by Stephanie South

who is a very significant person

involved alongside Jose Arguelles 

for communicating and collating this amazing Mayan Code that many are connecting to now

Loved the message 

which I believe is what flows through each one of us

when we are in synch with the cosmic code

and what happens as I write this blog 

I share cosmic conscious ideas with my own filtration system 

as everyone does 

I do not read a lot about the Mayan as I prefer to synch with it 

and learn intuitively

I cannot take in huge amounts of info in one go anymore

and you may feel this too

I can only take in what is relevant

when it is relevant 🙂

and part of me that 

knows what is relevant

knows 🙂

so I didn’t know anything about Stephanie until I was invited to this talk

I didn’t realise even that her website is the one I link to

for decoding

I am going to write more about this when I have had time to look over the things that were new for me

so I can share links with you

What I felt was resonance

We are speaking the same language

the language of light codes

and that is so 

lovely to share

as there are few people who are resonating with that as of yet

I have just discovered for myself

by this I mean it is new to me 🙂

a new bigger picture of the significance of the birth day each year

and how it works with the Wavespell and the 13 year cycle

every day it amazes me 🙂

This is what happens when you follow this calendar

and let go of artificial time

Remember that we can only access this new way when we are ready to let go of being defined by the old 🙂

They are two totally different states of being 

Today what I have felt to share is the energy of Ahau

Which is the Mayan term for Yellow Sun

The code for today


Ahau is the codex

Pluto ~ the 9th planet is it’s planet

Pluto was first “discovered” in a Red Solar Moon Year in 1909 

We are going into a Red Solar Moon on July 26

The Myth of Pluto

the code being transmitted that is awakening and transforming us now

We have thirteen opportunities to be with this energy over a 260 day Wavespell cycle

It is right at the bottom of the calendar

It is the very last day in the whole cycle

Yellow Cosmic Sun

and a galactic portal day

Which means it is a gateway to all cosmic knowledge free from limitation

Each time we have done a full pass with all the other energy codes

We arrive at this energetic space

If we are doing that inner work

I keep speaking about :-)…


We can shine more

We are free from our shadow tyranny

and so we can match the christ consciousness

that is being beamed in

This isn’t hierarchical

It doesn’t mean anyone is “better”

It is a

competition free


What it means is that we have transcended our personal circumstances so far

and this is the true meaning of transcendence 🙂

Thing is none of the “ego rules” have validity here

we cannot fake it to make it

be something we are not

buy our stairway to heaven

The code is revealed to the whole universe 🙂

We cannot hide

We cannot run

We cannot do anything except

Be our true self

When the majority of people really understand this experientially

are present experientially

that means that the majority of shadows will be transformed

the lead into gold

and imagine what this will mean for the whole universe?

Only then will our planet be heaven on earth

free from tyranny

as tyranny will no longer be a code

or a match 

for human beings

In the meantime each one of us that is being the change

can access more light

and share that with others

although that in itself is very challenging


each person’s shadow sees what it sees 

feels what it feels

does what it believes


This is the true meaning of corruption

The Key thing to remember is

that every time we are in a challenging space

we are given a choice

Do we want to stay the same and do the drama?

Do we choose to do the inner work and literally rise above “it”

“it” being :

Our inner child ready to let go of getting it’s emotional neediness fulfilled by another

so we can feel whole again

As we face each challenge

we learn new codes and skills

and every time

The choices we make to be a warrior of the heart

Do make a difference

We have to experience life and live our learning

Love to you and yours 🙂

Lovely Flower Star child






Blue Night Wavespell ~ the human is the key



Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Planetary Human

Yellow Human Tribe

Day 10 

Heart’s Desire

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This is the thirteen day spiral of the conscious dreamer

being aware that they are the dream weaver

as part of the bigger dream we are all the warp and weft of ~ the ribbons of creation

Each one of us is a rainbow thread 

The universe that we are also a part of 

Is the loom


and as I clear more and more of

my personal creation code 

I transform my corrupted code

and so I can open to my angelic higher self

to come into me

This is the Christ Consciousness process


I have had an amazing  journey over this last ten days

Seeing this spiral in a very different way

because it is the time for me to see it in a different way

If you are doing your journey consciously and working with your shadow in this way

you will understand what I mean

This is becoming mainstream now 

The Universal loom is sharing this awareness

with people ready to work with it

This is especially important for anyone who is assisting people through healing and trauma

for understanding

Flower Prayers

There is a code of creation that is interlinked…

The web

and so this is why when working on issues of heart and mind

One does not completely clear the issue 

There are many golden threads to it

These threads are inter woven with other individuals

part of the current evolution story

and essential to the law of attraction

and our heart as a magnet

that brings in the perfect thread for us at the perfect time

for all of creation 


This is the true soul attraction pattern

This is the true meaning of the heart’s desire

that may come cloaked in a “goal”

in a five year plan 🙂

It comes to us in the way of our current conscious understanding

How else can it come ?

Which is what the teaching means :

We can only change ourself…

and in that process everything changes 

We are here for that very purpose

to bring new ways of being 

It is in essence all about relationship

Our individual relationship with the universe that we are a divine child of


Today we are on the 12th Mayan Sign 


Famous Yellow Human’s are:


and Aleister Crowley

The Mayan Wavespell is complex

as it reveals the divinity code 🙂

So of course it is a multi splendoured thing that at first take can be

overwhelming for the mini mind 🙂

Good Grief says Charlie Brown within  ~ are you kidding me ?

Snoopy ~ the Zen Dog ~ is his higher self ~ he gets it 

and cannot speak Charlie’s language

so does he best to get the message through 🙂


That was my first reaction to The Wavespell

 because I wasn’t ready to work with it and my ego was” on a mission” to do other things 🙂

What I mean by this is:

the part of me that is conditioned by my learning so far on planet earth

that often struggles to get messages from the higher self …

because it hasn’t yet created enough clear space within

and learned the language and code of the way the universal self communicates

The mini me often has wobbles and self confidence issues now

because it still has a lot of wobbles and self confidence issues from the past to clear and transform 🙂

It is on one level as simple as that 🙂

These integrations had to take place in my human being ness before I was ready to take the next step 🙂

Lost in translation

because part of our soul self is lost 🙂

And it is meant to be lost 🙂

It was lost for that very purpose so it can found

and create the alchemical change of enlightenment at the perfect time 

This is the game we are all playing now

End of times

So this whole cosmic carpet can come together when it is the time for it to come together…

not conveniently calling in a mass soul retrieval

because that matches someone’s ego frame workshop

That has been crafted purely from their head and unclear space

We all do what we know

We can always recognise ego at work 🙂

This of course is a very strong conditioned pattern at the moment

Our society demands payment for services…

that in truth are surplus to requirements

out of balance for all

feathering of selective nests

siphoning of resources for a select few

and I guess that a few of you reading this will deem me 

barking mad

to speak of tragedies as simply as a game

I do not intend any disrespect or lack of feeling

It is a hard game to play emotionally for those that are open hearted

It hurts

It is tough


It is necessary 

This is how new worlds are born in this current gameplan

The tension of the opposites

This is what we have just been experiencing 

with Taurus Sun and New Moon as the initiating energy 

Now we are working with the building energy of full moon in Scorpio 

on the day of the new Wavespell

14 May 

Yellow Warrior 

The Cosmic Code of the Warrior of the heart blazing a trail of love

Most people in the alternative health and Spiritual tribes

are …

due to patriarchal code still running in ourselves…

still focusing on…

the patriarchal code 🙂


Head driven

Being mindful

Mind focused


frameworks that purely focus on

positive thinking

and so although they seem to have a slightly different emphasis

to the mainstream health and wealth tribes

in truth

are still

by being that process

 creating the same thing as the mainstream

simply selling a different product

The core shift that is happening now

is that it is the human being who creates the change within

by bringing balance within

by  enlightening ourselves

by  working with our individual shadow

and therefore the collective shadow

and doing it on a daily basis

becoming an expert on our personal code

being own guru

instead of worshipping

at the altar of the ego personality

whose books line our shelves

The point I am making is this:

It is time to learn about ourselves and bring this into balance now 🙂

Talking book days are coming to an end

for the human who realises experientially

that the process of heaven on earth

happens by:

working with all our biggest challenges 

we encountered in the first part of our lives

They happened on purpose

for a reason

in a season

that swings around

on the wheel of life 🙂

Today it is Saturday

Saturn day

The wheel of karma

It is all about creating circles now 🙂

In the Mayan Wavespell system

there are  20  Archetypal Codes 

They are called Star Glyphs


Each human being incarnates with one of these codes

The first 13 are the foundation stones

of the consciousness code :

Red Dragon ~ initiation ~  awakening to unknown universal code coming in

White Wind ~ challenge to speak the truth and allow spirit to speak through us

Blue Night  ~ alchemy of the first two ~ allowing the dream to be seen by clearing the nightmare

Yellow Seed ~ the process structure ~ taking off the ego masks we crafted as children

Red Serpent ~ awakening to kundalini process ~ intimacy starts to awaken in our centre

White World ~ bridger ~ being balanced in all worlds so we can be present

Blue Hand ~ going through transformation gateways  allowing the mystic in us to speak to the universal goddess

Yellow Star ~ being the star we really are through integration

Red Moon ~ being the beacon through completing our circle within

White Dog ~ the hearts desire ~ love free from conditioning ~ the heart tribe

Blue Monkey ~ letting go of child wounding ~ calling our spirit back in

Yellow Human ~ crystal clarity within our human self free of ego bondage

Red Skywalker ~ The Fool ~ constantly moving to create new learning and heaven on earth from within 


You can find yours here if you put in your date of birth:

The next seven correspond to the Seven Seals

in Alchemy

Free masonry

Magical practise

Seven chakras


All the same story of code with a slightly different angle and point of view

depending on the time and place they were created

and the energy of the person creating them

channeling them


In truth as a human being

we are channels of consciousness

we are the chalice


no thing is truly belonging to an individual

no thing is new under the sun

we are all bound by the same “rules” and yet have free will whether we allow ourselves full access to the whole board …

by how much our ego will is running our show

These are two very different formats that are often completely opposed to each other by their very nature

and in this essence why anything that is led by making money

cannot by it’s very nature and code

create any well being

because a business has to drive it’s product 

and driving a product all the time 

regardless of cosmic code and cycles

has to create an unsustainable outcome

think about it

and look at our world crisis points …

see the fruits of our labours

where the mini mind thinks it knows better than the divine


we have our ego to allow us to create with it’s framework

otherwise why be here ?

We are all Zen masters out of this Earth Framework 🙂


To return our journey back to the stars

from whence we came…





We learn about who we really are

by bringing our ego into balance

to allow this process

If we do not do this process

then we cannot be it ?

Simple innit?

In principle 🙂

Always is when it is

God’s honest truth

Free of religion that is

The language of light from The Sun I mean


So the Seven Mastery Seals

and the power source

these are the codes of the initiated seeking



transforming from a pawn

to a Queen

free of co dependent code


This place of becoming a Queen is not a love and light journey

It is forged through journeying in our inner dark spaces

the anti matter that creates universes and binds everything together 

This is the heart path available to all who are ready to face our inner demons 🙂


White Wizard ~ self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us from the higher universal code

Blue Eagle ~ Seeing the bigger picture and rising above the ego small mind 

Yellow Warrior ~ Seeing the heart path as the evolutionary middle road ~ being a lover rather than a fighter

Red Earth ~ feeling we belong here by integrating our tribal wounding  ~ earth is our evolution space

White Mirror ~ how we see our beliefs reflected back through everyone and everything so we know the creation code

Blue Storm ~ emotions guide us All are valid All are part of our wheel ~ being balanced in all of them free from ego

Yellow Sun ~ the language of consciousness All is love in action 🙂 To transcend duality on the earth playground we transcend it within 


Painting by Barry Stevens


So the Spiral of Blue Night

we are seeing manifest today

is a Universal Lifecoaching Tool

A code

A process

Each step 

Each Day

Holds the energetic code

If this is your Mayan Sign your essence is all about this

and what you do and have done throughout your life

is key to this process for the whole universe 🙂

Do you see how everything you have been experiencing in life so far 

has revealed this ?

If you wish to look at this 13 step process click on Blue Night Wavespell 

and see it revealed 🙂

Yellow Human is one of my thirteen year cycles

which took place from 5 to 17

and I will be starting a Yellow Rhythmic Human Year

on my birthday in August

If you check out my Resources page I have created documents you can use if you choose to see your own Castles

If you do this you will see the bigger picture of what is happening to you and why

What threads are being revisited to you can get clear 

heal your heart

and in the process 

align with your dream


Gustav Klimt ~ The Kiss

As I have been revealing my centre in Blue Overtone Hand this year

and going through lots of transformation process

to knock off my square ego corners and create a circle of completion

it will be interesting to see what flowers as a result of my process this year

It has been very challenging coming to Glastonbury

to live rather than simply visit

and I knew that it would be

It has been torrid at times 🙂

Having to live a practical life amidst the 52 chakra lines 

is not for the faint hearted alchemist

It is the initiation by fire

It is a great place to test oneself as to how integrated one’s centre is

What seeks calling in

What seeks transformation

and choices


Do I choose to live from the heart 

even though I am afraid of other people’s reactions

and so my inner self is afraid that is the heart of the matter ?

The shadow of the people pleasing enabler

Thing is

what is truly within us is always being communicated to the wider world 

there is no avoiding our evolution

and this can be frightening for the ego

who has spun false senses and spaces where it can lie to itself and believe it is in control 

That isn’t an option here 

The light of the enabler pattern is super wizardry  for modelling in NLP terms

Superb at sniffing out the code


The ways of being that create the outcome required

and often have very complex structures of learning

and creativity


Leonardo da Vinci

who didn’t fit the ego tick box of his time

being a bastard 

i.e born out of wedlock 

We are in a Renaissance time now 

potential to blend all different worlds of understanding free of ego

We always have the ability to empower ourselves and learn how to create with each and every step

If we are simply willing to ask and do what it takes to create the outcome of truth

When we walk the talk

our reward is multi faceted

We live well with simple means

free from needing to give energy to ego edifices which drain us on all levels

We have time to smell the rose

who by any other name smells delightful

We live in clutter free beautiful space and travel lightly on the earth

and truly know who we are

free from any need to be 

ego validated


we know who we are and in the fullest sense

we are power ~ ful 

we go on the road less travelled 

and our reward is to access the all

as we have truly removed all our limitations

inside out

We are free

We are limitless

Heart tree


I have created a newsletter you can download here

Barefoot News May 2014

If you feel ready to work with me in this way I have some workshops coming up:

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

in Yorkshire 07 June


Preparing for the coming new year

so you can work with more tools and awareness

Completing the Circle in Glastonbury

3 day retreat 25 July 


It’s a number 9 ~ completion of 9 years in a number 9 energy of Red Moon 

wow ~ powerful 

As a 9 it is a biggie for me 🙂

Blue Night Wavespell ~ Conscious Dreamer Code



Blue Night Wavespell 

Conscious Dreamer Code

Day 2 ~ the challenge day

Yellow Lunar Seed

the growth day

that matches the whole year of feeling the fear

being with the fear

hearing it speak to us

feeling it’s squeeze on us

listening to it’s message

all about stories from the past

our past specifically

and then seeing the absolute treasure in all of this

Yellow Galactic Seed Year of Integration

Removal of the ego mask that is keeping us living small

from the confines of our mind

and the collective mind too

that is heavily invested in all the little worker bees knowing their place in the human race


Taurus Isis time of course so no chance of that

manipulation misdemeanour missus


not on my shift bellows the cantankerous cow

Me that is

and from what I am hearing many of you too 😉

who are sick and tired of being sick and tired

played for a fool

Which is very different…

from being the open hearted kind fool 

I am withdrawing my support from any out of balance 



speaking up

I am supporting ways of being that are fair and honest

and that starts with 

taking responsibility for my part in

The cult of cash

The cult of co dependent living

The cult of feeling

I need something in an unhealthy way

I feel embarrassed at so many of my past behaviours

yikes ;-(

and no doubt there will be a lot more to surface as I wise up 

and that’s ok

because I am here for exactly that reason

to let myself be vulnerable now

instead of pretending that

I am fearless

I am choosing to let the masks fall

and admit my mistakes

so I can be open to new learning

and learn how to relate in the code of 

my dream world

of respect and honesty for all

a world without need greed and bullying

letting go of predatory behaviours 

because there is enough for us all

when we let go of lack codes

of competition

and cruelty

to hide our wounds

and pretend we are

strong and powerful from ego


It is a new moon in the Mayan today

Spectral Moon

The moon of letting go 

Lots of aha moments coming together now with new learning

in this New Moon in Taurus

Taurus is my Moon and so when Taurus code is in play for a month in the masculine energy

and the feminine comes in too

Solar eclipse in Taurus and in my exact degree of 8 degrees on the 29th


Oh yes getting to see my star code chart in a whole new way

and understand exactly what has been all part of my code creating

and now being a code breaker

both in understanding and repatterning

and this is what I am creating today for tomorrows first ever workshop

Creating the Dream withIsis heart alchemy

Took me on a long trail of discovery and as I have been creating this ebook

I have been looking at lots of my previous ebooks and creativity

It’s been amazing

Seeing where I was when I created them
Seeing myself and my place of evolution in every word

every picture


seeing it all in glorious technicolour 

the wow factor

penny drop

Lots of stuff I have known intellectually for a long time

Feeling I have integrated it 

and that creates a whole different way of being

It feels good

It’s the tipping point where the paradox happens and everything is turned on it’s head

because we have shifted our focus from being led by the head


Our higher self comes through in the same way

we relate to everything and everybody

through our personal cookie code

and mine has been on full blast for a while

go here

go there

 do this

do that

and I am tired

I know I am tired

I know I am a human being


I go do it


I am needing to get more focused on my boundaries with this world and 

the other worlds

and my relationships

how I relate 🙂

Changing my code


It’s funny isn’t it how our mind has one belief about who we are

and yet we find ourself saying things that seem out of character

We try and play roles

and say the PC thing

(Politically Correct)

but the world we live in is not PC really

and neither are we

Whatever our Freudian slip 

it is our inner world

because in truth we can only be us

because we are us

and when we try and be anything else

we are spinning a yarn

that inevitably trips us up

at some point

It is so much easier when we spill the beans

and frees us up to be 

well free  😉

Free Spirit on our Spirit path

There is no escaping that energy now ~ this year


is that energy

Take the mask off

or feel it’s power 

drain you

Ego living demands high prices

and is a high maintenance mistress

the stuff of nightmares

rather than dreams





This was me last night

My body gave in at last

I got 15 hours sleep 🙂

Needed it 🙂

Thanks for all your support on my current tango

It is the making of me 

Anything that we do to cut through bull poo

is 🙂

Yea I get it

I actually get it 

my code gets it

as well as my head


Here is a document you can use for your

Taurus Challenge

if you choose

To check out the code for transformation from dream to nightmare living

simply follow the thirteen day spiral of Blue Night

Each day gives you the exact information to create with our universal self

and get clear

so we can create a new world

The only way we create new world’s is inside out

Here is a document that can get some focus on this

Dream Journey

Here is an audio that can give you info on this ~ be in a place it’s safe to relax to listen

Dream Journey meditation

It is really simple and even if people do not understand anything about New Age speak




the Mayan Calendar

What each one of us does every day gives rise to something

it is really simple

and we all know deep down when we are wearing a mask

It’s child’s play

and a child knows when an adult isn’t being honest

yet a child learns to be silent and do what the adult says is the truth

because if it doesn’t it is in a whole world of pain…

This is the distorted code we are living with just now 

and it is time for a change don’t you think?


So to stop this bullying pattern

We let go of doing that anymore


That’s the simple version 

It is a lot more complex than that

and yet that is the simple truth

It takes two to tango

Do you want to tango …

or learn a new dance that beats to the drum of the heart ?

All that it takes to get off the mad manipulation merry go round

is the intention

and the rest follows in small steps

as and when we are ready to get it on

Be real

Do the deal


live it

We are worth it and

The Secret is

The Shadow is the key to it all

when we let go of fearing ourself

everything else falls into place

Love to you and your  Dreams

If you want to know more

the ebook is ready and you can access it now

on my shop to work with as and when you choose

online shop

or align with a workshop near you

or create one and I will come 🙂

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy 

Great films to explore the ego:

Fight Club ~ I was doing the Ikea module 😉

I resisted this film for a long time despite being Brad Pitt being in it

and I had totally pre~judged it 

this is a very clever film

Revolver ~

Jason Statham is always Jason and no different in this ~ this is a multi layered amazing film 

Both these films are very violent which is a sign of the times and equally the strength of the untrained and repressed ego

they do make the point of the ego fracture very succinctly though

This is how our ego works to “protect us” from all those feelings of rage and fear that we are really feeling

Now we have new ways to let those go instead of disintegrating