White Worldbridger Wavespell 2017

White Worldbridger Wavespell

began on July 28 2017 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in it’s last cycle in November 2016

My connection to these dates and threads is becoming very synchronised now

it is totally blowing my conditioned mindset

I have no doubt that everything is scripted and written

I have no idea how that happens

as I do not yet embody that consciousness

All I can say is that my spiral is accelerating

as I get closer to my

Gateway birthday

on the 18th of August

I am limited to what I can share in these blogs

because other people are involved in my journey


I cannot write about them

What I can say is that I am in connection with their energy signature

just before they come into contact


I am tuning in to creating videos about our combined energy


specific moon degrees

The synchronising is so powerful now


creating amazing clarity for me


people I am working with

as an energy coach

I can see so many interlinking factors


how all my life experience

is culminating now

to take me into a different space

Revisiting old patterns and relationships with new people

to remember and heal


let go of old worlds

to be free in new ones 

I began this spiral as the last day of my New Mayan Year Retreat in Glastonbury 

26 July 2017 was Yellow Crystal Seed 

a portal day of human evolution 

Letting go of our ego coping mechanism masks

so the true star seed can be revealed 

Sun in Leo 

Moon in Virgo

out and about in Babcary


Keinton Mandeville

on the Virgo part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 


Here I am at Mary Magdalen Church

The shift day was 

Red Cosmic Serpent 

0n the 27th of July 

White Worldbridger began

on the 28th of July 

The day of new learning was the 29th of July 

Blue Lunar Hand 

which is what is seeking to be unveiled

to reveal how we can shape our destiny now

with conscious awareness and healing taking action 

As I have mapped all my Mayan codes this is my birthday year of 1997 

I know what themes I will be working with 

This was when I became pregnant with my daughter 

this whole 13 day spiral is about letting go of out of balance ways of relating

to be literally free of these old ways


exactly why we are here at this time

to heal these ancestral patterns 

This is not any easy mission


we experience a great deal of abusive relating

to become an expert on it

to heal it and share that process with others

who are ready to do that

being a lover not a fighter

is key wisdom


the spiritual warrior of compassion

it is anything but passive


takes a great deal of discipline



to develop trust and surrender

in the face of people

who have not yet developed


conscious ways of relating



full of shadow energy

this is the mastery of self

and what I share on my retreats

is this way of transforming 

The New Seers are here

For more reading:



All the prima materia is within us and matched outside in our circle


all the teachers therefore are in our circle

The ones pushing our boundaries and buttons

A reversal of our ego beliefs of what is “good and safe” is where we have to go 

Surrender to what is ~ 

Tantra ways of working

to release all resistance


what comes after that process

is freedom

from any emotional stressors


fear beliefs

this is a lifelong cyclical process

I went to Avebury on this day with two lovely friends 




Day 3 

Yellow Electric Star 


I met a person who corresponded with this

co creative energy

Combine your Mayan Signs to create your Co Creative Code 

on day 9 Gateway

White Solar Wizard 

with this degree in their chart

in a very significant place

and that meeting created a huge reconnect with a younger me


freedom from lots of beliefs as a result  

It is also key to someone else’s chart that I was working with on my retreat who has many similar patterns and codes to me and reveals my bigger picture too 

This is wow alchemy ~

day 3 of any Wavespell

holding this energy

I made this video



This is the writing I posted on Facebook :

Yellow Electric Star

Day 3 ~ Alchemy

of the White Worldbridger Wavespell

We are now in 
the White 13 Day process of the ending of World’s ~ personal World is the key

In the White Castle

Refining is the vibe

Getting to truth

of what is awakening within us

as to heart opening

The planet of Yellow Star is Venus

Letting go of Venusian delusions and illusions

Scorpio Moon at 9 degrees Waxing


A hand with six fingers. 
Complex nature. Containing within yourself an extra spiral of self-obsession and ultimately superlative capacity. Subjecting yourself to grueling ordeals, rites of passage. Knowing that if you can eliminate your stark weakness, you can grasp hold of your boundless strength. The weakness is that you refuse to believe in yourself, and this is a hard one to uproot. You must, against the grain, find any and every possible way to get around your own adamant self-rejection. The weakness is based upon karmic past experiences in which you failed yourself. Now you assume it will happen again. So, building up strength and courage inside, toward self-overcoming, is the path. And paradoxically, in order to forge such a deepening of life-will, you must endanger yourself and expose yourself to radical crises, in order to rally to your own side and come into your truth in the midst of cutting through your falsehood; thus reclaiming the primal ground of a form of selfhood that is mutational, wildly improbable, and just could be real after all.

I have done a spontaneous video ~


Bear with me in my process lovelies

Big love to you all

We are going through liquification of our ego right now

Which can feel intense




a little crazy

but is essential to emerge as the butterfly

over and over

More and more freedom from the ego wound of thousands of years

dna rewire process happening now

Lots of love beautiful people 
See you at The Green Gathering

I love you



Day 4

The day of structure 

We will be working with this 28 day energy in

October and November in Scorpio Sun 

Red Self Existing Moon 




I made this video 



Here is the writing that I posted with it on Facebook 

Red Self Existing Moon

A Cosmic day of downloads 
Planet Mercury

A portal day

Very key to the Scorpio Gateway when we will be in 
Red Self Existing Moon and Yellow Seed Wavespell

Intense 13 day process with 10 portals of human evolution

Scorpio Moon waxing now as I write


A collection of dolls. 
The inside of things takes charge when the ego-self is out of the picture and we are free to go with our fancy. The outer side of things becomes purely symbolic, just one way to do it. When the formative soul has its way, the world is recreated in a different image. Eliminating the usual mental considerations, the formative soul sticks to how things feel inside, and pushes for a world that matches the inner pictures. Becoming bound up with subtle and hidden layers of existence and tuned out of what is obvious and straightforward. Deeply driven to move out beyond the known into other realities. A resourcefulness that knows no bounds. Able to turn anything back into what it was meant to be. In the process, you crack through every kind of consensus agreement, becoming an outlaw, fused with core existence and drawing the energy out of empty forms into what is here. When you can feel the magic and know it is real, it is the touchstone to make it all real again.

Magnetic Moon day 6

Burner Day coming up on August 26

check out my blog for more info

Blue Self Existing Eagle

Planetary server day

Yellow Human Wavespell ~ seeing our manifestation as a human being so far in this cycle

Another scroll will be completed

Time to get that alchemy going ?

Learn your code

Everything we are attracting now is showing the way through the black hole phoenix process


We are doing this to ourselves to be free

Lots of love and hugs

Be love

Come and connect at The Green Gathering


August 01 2017 Tuesday



White Overtone Dog

I was with lovely women

in a monthly circle

that I so value 

on day 6 Wednesday August 02

Blue Rhythmic Monkey

I set off to

The Green Gathering at Chepstow 

Had a totally magical time meeting my heart tribe of lovely people 

My dream realised of doing this type of connection and sharing conscious transformational ways of personal alchemy 



The weather was very challenging 

Lots of new learning 

Amazing connections 

Initiations into new worlds 

Day 7 Thursday August 03

Yellow Resonant Human 

I did a workshop and had amazing learning that day 

a portal of human evolution and key for my bigger picture

This was in 2002 for me at the age of 37

I moved to Marsden

for 10 years of a different world experience which took me through powerful transitions and alignment with my true nature 



Day 8 Red Galactic Skywalker

Friday August 04

Integrating the previous Wavespell of

Creating Heaven on Earth 

15 July to July 27 2017

This is the process we are working with throughout the New Mayan Year

July 26 2017 to July 26 2018


White Solar Wizard 

Saturday August 05

a planetary energy 

It was the planetary Mayan Year in 1975 

Leaving behind the labyrinth for me


being led by a key

cat energy


beauty and wildness



being taken by surprise

by my universal self bringing me this experience

out of the blue


so key for me to remember

this that a higher consciousness

is taking me through this lifetime trip

on planet earth and has surprises that is key to White Wizard energy ~

letting the magic flow through us 


The Green Gathering is an amazing event 



Sunday August 06

Day 10 

Blue Planetary Eagle

Planetary Server

bigger picture


our heart’s desire to

release old worlds to be free on a personal level and free the world 


Day 11 

Yellow Spectral Warrior

Monday August 07


the day of Aquarius Full Moon


Lunar Eclipse 

The traffic slowed down radically as people went to leave the site


created the perfect alchemical structure for people

to see if they had any buttons being pushed

This connects to the Spring Equinox

Yellow Warrior Wavespell on the 20th of March 2017 


Red Crystal Earth was day 12

Tuesday August 08

Back in Glastonbury

and at a

Mayan Crystal Court

with friends 

In my personal

cycle this was when I was experiencing my Uranus Opposition in 2007 age 42

Lots of things radically changing in my life


I started my training in holistic therapies 

Wednesday August 09

White Cosmic Mirror 

Seeing our reflections and how they have changed

since starting this cycle 13 days ago 

I was at ecstatic dance feeling very different


opening to lots of magical potentiality 

Wow what a spiral of evolution 

What happened in your cycle ?


Key for your

Book of Shadows 











Red Self~ Existing Moon


Red Self Existing Moon

Is the structure of the new archetype coming in 

to be manifest in human consciousness

It is the 4th day of the 13 step process of

White World~Bridger 

In this current spiral this is aligning with the 

Taurus Supermoon Energy taking place in the UK 

on November 14 2016 at 1352 GMT

22 Degrees 

A blindfolded woman who sees the future.
Witnessing dispassionately the flow of time. Standing outside of all linear progression and knowing what is likely to happen here. Supremely disengaged from surface affairs, even lightly dismissive of all secondary considerations, but tuned right in to the thread of prophecy and inner vision. Granted a certain grace to follow the inner track. And serving a larger function as part shaman, part seer, and part commonsensical advisor. Salty wit, earthy and pithy, no nonsense. You know where the bones are buried. Penetrating insight. A throwback to simpler worlds. One who warns of dangers ahead, and is not amused by factions and fragments and phantoms of common assumption.

A Master Builder Number

Here are articles about this:

Darkstar Astrology

Chani Nicholas

Blue Moon astrology 

Evolving Door


Powerfully this is aligned in this spiral

with the 13 Moon calendar 

Each of the 13 Moon energies

stays the same year in year out

Here is a document I made about this

13 Moon calendar 

Just reading this ~ I need to update it 😉 

I created it a while ago and I focused on our personal Moon energy

with my personal Moon being in Taurus 

Just to add something here:

In Taurus Sun time we have the

New Moon in Taurus ~

This is around April 19 to May 20th 

this aligns with the

Planetary Moon

Day 10

of the

Yellow Sun Wavespell 



Spectral Moon

Day 11 of

Blue Storm Wavespell

in the 13 Moon Calendar 


What is manifest time


What is seeking to be released and cleared from shadow time


in the 13 Moon calendar 

The start of the New Cycle is

Magnetic Moon 

which begins on July 26 each year in Leo time


Each Moon lasts 28 days

The Full Moon in Taurus 

is in November


Scorpio Sun time

Here we see the release of the material 

Completion of the 6 Sun cycle Months 

in the

Northern Hemisphere

7th month bringing balance

in Libra


time to go within

The feminine dark half of the year

Receiving the manifestation of what we have created


seeing what there is to integrate 

in the 8th month




to create the energy of the human being

who is freeing themselves


co dependency on all levels

through ego transformation



to become 


Red Self Existing Moon

period of time every year is:

October 18 to November 14

Red Self Existing Moon on November 14 2016

is the last day of this Moon period 

Here is an article about this week’s astrology


Chani Nicholas:

Everything that has happened over the last 28 days

is what is seeking to come to light



Awakening to truth free of distortion

Being the Beacon of Light 

Realising that what is manifesting outside of us has the seed within us 

Understanding that we are here to personally evolve …

Stop doing the Bullshit 

Let go of being a hypocrite

Stand up for what is right relationship

Be the change we want to see 

Get clear about our communication

Get doing the things we are here to do 

Be disciplined



It is really really simple

If the people of the world are not being and living these qualities 

then the world will not be so 


Pic by Vladimir Kush

Self sustaining first 

In this 13 day process of

White World bridger

We go through 13 steps of revealing our inner world

This is the magical alchemy that the 260 day process brings 

Once the individual starts to work with their personal knowledge

becoming wise to themselves

their codes

their purpose in this lifetime

shadow and light

strengths and weaknesses

This energy of awakening and enlightenment starts to expand 

This is what human beings have been questing for since the beginning of time

This is the Philosophers Stone of Alchemy

for the human being 

also known as 

The Beauty Path 


The Enlightenment Path 

revealed by 

Green Tara 

for example in the Buddhist Tradition

Here is some info about this 

Our Mayan Codes 

We have 13 personal processes using our personal Mayan Sign

throughout the 260 day cycle 

To illustrate this I will continue sharing my personal process in my blogs

I am a

Blue Solar Hand


In this cycle which began in September

My first Wavespell ~

Blue Magnetic Hand

appeared on 02 October

Blue Hand Wavespell

Initiating me in the

Red Castle of awakening

when I was receiving a

Medicine Buddha Initiation

in Leeds 


I purchased a copy of the Green Tara image shown above

Now in this current Wavespell

I am experiencing what is seeking release 

Blue Lunar Hand ~

the second Sign



is Day 2 of this process


White Worldbridger

so what was happening for me at the beginning of October

is now revealed 

to allow me to expand what is serving me 


release what is not 

When you work out all your

Mayan Years

during this lifetime 

you will see particular themes and threads in relationships

in personal development 

My Blue Lunar Hand year was when I was 32

It was in August 1997

when I had been a Mother for two years 

so themes I was working with a transforming in myself then 

are key to me reaching my full potentiality now

What is expanding

heart opening

is often also very challenging

because it usually involves going out of the comfort zone


shedding all those skins

that are keeping our true seed gifts hidden


Crossing the thresholds

of our personal understanding

to step into our

star seeded mission


human evolution

is the key to

shaping our destiny

Key current planetary shifts:

Pluto in Capricorn article by Astrology hub ~ the underworld of the patriarchy  beginning 2008 and ending 2023 ~ this cycle began in Blue Electric Storm Year on the planet ~ the alchemical year of Red Moon 13 year cycle which began in 2006

Neptune ~ highlighting our delusions and illusions by BeingWholeWoman

Neptune and the South Node by Darkstar Astrology

This  13 day process which holds the structure

of becoming

Self Existing

has it’s

Gateway Day


White Solar Wizard 

Self empowerment 


Moon Goddess of


Ixchel peq

Which is bringing in new archetypes of conscious

for the return to balance of 


Sacred Feminine 

Lilith is key here 

Here is an article about Lilith by Aeternalight 

Lilith in Scorpio is the current placement which is a return to 2007

Here is an article about that then:


What was happening for you then?

This was just before the financial crash which materialised with

Pluto in Capricorn

Very little is being written now about this surprisingly 

This placement is here until February 14 2017

A very key date 

Valentine’s Day 

You may be experiencing someone else’s “revenge” as a Scapegoat

around their personal repression of the Sacred Feminine 

and their personal projections

Going into depth with your personal patterns is key 

to seeing what role you are playing for others

This is very important in terms of sexual relationships


who we allow into our sacred space 

Also key to what this allows to release now

Issues over control

Often people focus on trying to control everything outside of themselves

because of times in the past where they had no control and were wounded

focusing on controlling the shadow inner child parts instead

that are 

seeking transformation through loving maturity

is the key shift

so many wounds in our society as a result of overriding our innate rhythms and cycles

to fit  the unnatural ego structures

that require human beings to act like machines


deny our humanity

Here is a current Lilith article by Julia

Here is an article about gaslighting feminine emotional behaviours  


Yashar Ali 


For more in depth information

about this path

of the



Follow the cookie trail of 

The Priestess in Thoth 

This reveals key information


Articles by Eli Serebeth



Book of Thoth 3


The Empress


The Wavespell of

White Worldbridger

in this timescale

bridges two

Mayan Moons


November 14 


White Overtone Dog Day

It was the last day of Red Self~Existing Moon

On November 15 on

Blue Rhythmic Monkey Day

Red Overtone Moon began

28 days of mastering what has come before

to let go of struggling and resistance 

The Heart’s desire

Day 10


Blue Planetary Eagle 

Mastery of our life purpose as a planetary server

this was on November 19

Whatever was happening for you today is key to what you are here

to master in this lifetime


Neptune went direct 

article by aeternalight

Time for all the veils and mirages to drop away 

The focus being on Chiron


Our personal wounding

Our Ancestral Wounding

What we are here to clear to allow new worlds to emerge through us

directly as a result of our personal healing process

Article by Aeternalight

Blue Eagle’s planet is Jupiter 


currently on our planet transit

we have Jupiter in Libra

Expanding into balance 

Healing Harm to create true integrated Harmony 

where your personal Jupiter is 

is also a key focus 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury ~ our God and Goddess self 

becoming embodied

a Boddhisatva incarnate

as a result of the human being 

creating the inner structure to do their potentiality journey 

rather than the ego self journey staying stuck on the labyrinth 

of Venus desire’s 


Day 11 ~ Yellow Spectral Warrior ~ Sunday 20 November

Revealing what we are here to release on our heart path

planet ~ Saturn


Saturnian patterns 

Waning Moon in Leo 


Day 12 ~ Red Crystal Earth ~

Monday 21 November

Planet Uranus 

The structure of getting clear about what has ungrounded us in the past

so we can feel safe on planet earth now free of fear

so essential to clear past emotional trauma 


which leads us into the shift day on

Tuesday  22 November

White Cosmic Mirror

Seeing our outer world change due to our inner work on our beliefs


balancing of our emotional self

The shift in focus to inside as a priority

realising that everything is happening for a reason

to help us make that shift away from old unhealthy patterns no matter how painful that may feel

and remembering that we are responsible for our selves and how we live

We create our own perception

our own reality 

our own pain on many levels

How our persona views our life journey


This may feel like an open wound at the moment 

If you are like me ~ at 51 ~ doing a full on Chiron in Pisces process

salt on the soft flesh 

It is also a purification

a ritual cleansing to allow rebirth 

This is the time for seeing the patriarchy in it’s stark reality 

in the fruits of it’s labours

what has been created by extreme masculine energy


repression of the feminine for all human beings

this is what we are all experiencing now 

the pain of all ages 

the manifestation of all that has come before



Here is a a article by Bethany Webster 

It is time for change

The next Wavespell is Blue Storm


this is my Wavespell

It begins on Wednesday 23 November 

I am beginning a new series of workshops at

The Sangha House in Taunton 

on 01 December at 7pm


on my

Mayan Day


my Burner Day 

Blue Solar Hand 


it is in the

New Moon energy of Sagittarius 

article by Aeternalight

perfectly aligned for healing our wounding to create balance

and allow more joy to flow

this is activating my Midheaven 

This workshop is experiential and reveals:

How to Shape our Destiny 

Become our potentiality 

by transforming and integrating 

our shadow emotions

Knowing ourself

Here is a link to the event

If you would like to know more about this process

How to work with the Mayan Calendar 

How to heal yourself and open your heart on a daily basis 

Please get in touch

Although this time on planet earth may seem extremely challenging 

it holds all the seeds of new beginnings within it 

We are fully capable of doing what it takes to do this transformation

it is why we are here at this time 

Lots of love 

Live the adventure

Set your heart on fire 


White Worldbridger Wavespell ~ endings to allow beginnings



White Magnetic Worldbridger 

The Wavespell of balance 

Number 6 

My life is going very fast right now…

how is yours?

Things falling by the wayside as the earth starts to warm?

It has been a beautiful day today


Barton St David 

Frosty with blue skies

Here are some pics I took last week on a similar day 


I felt really alive 

Signs of Spring everywhere

Everything feels very intense right now 

I am feeling deeply vulnerable and open 

with lots of layers falling away 


I have had my busiest week with clients

doing energy coaching

for a long time 

many feeling big shifts

as are many of my friends


I would just like to send love from my heart to yours

I love you and value our wonderful friendship

gorgeous people 

I am dedicating this blog today to my long time beloved friend Debs


A White Cosmic Worldbridger 

Who has always been such a source of love and support for me 


so many others 

Gone through some tough times too 😉

You are an amazing woman and such a strong soul

such a supporter and creator for the sacred feminine 

Thank you for being in my life 

I love you 

It is a profoundly spiritual time of awakening

to what creates 


Heaven on Earth




allowing heart connection


what does not too 😉

noticing when old wounding is blocking our access to love 

from within 


that is what is the source  


all feelings of separation from source

inner beliefs 

Full Moon in Virgo time launching this Wavespell

Snow Moon


Great article by Keen.com


I have been 

working with other people

clearing emotional trauma

using a bigger picture soul framework


it is 

 such a gift for all involved

especially for me

as always the issues and patterns relate to me 

It is such a feeling of grace


I realised tonight I am in my 9th year of this work 

I have so much I want to write

but I haven’t yet got the time yet

so this is going to be short and sweet until I have 🙂

I have been asked to write an article for something I am very passionate about


I will share info on that soon too 

I care deeply about emotional health and well being 

It is my life’s work 

This Wavespell

is all about that 

Letting go of all our past life trauma 

By focusing on what is troubling us today 

Starting with today and radiating outwards 

This Mayan Sign is the 6th Sign 

It is the balance sign

If you are a White Worldbridger 

This is your essence 13 day process 

The planet is Mars 

Mars in Scorpio right now and this is featuring in a big way for deeper healing and feeling in the masculine taking us to whole new levels

Here is a great article by Beingwholewoman 


Being the masculine energy of the Conscious Creator

Making life supporting

Heart Opening choices 

on a very personal level

Which requires death of the ego through transformation


Surrender to Spirit

Here is a well written document about Mayan Signs




Owl totem 


This is the only Wavespell that does not have a 13 Clear Sign 

which is significant 

Don’t know why yet….

Just learning about this but will write when I do 

The last Wavespell had 3 😉 

I will be writing an article about that as soon as I can

Big planetary stuff coming up

in the next couple of weeks


SuperMoon energy

Solar Eclipse in Pisces 


Blue Storm Wavespell

08/09 March

This is my Wavespell


the last time this Wavespell happened

was the Summer Solstice in 2015 

when I launched a quest to meet my soulmate 

Here I am doing a Pisces Moon ceremony 


My Chiron and Saturn

are conjunct the 18 degrees

This is my first house 

I have a feeling this is going to be huge for me

I have designed an online workshop for those ready to work with this energy to

Catalyse their Journey 


More info here

Being the Catalyst 





Please do get in touch soon

if you feel to do it


you haven’t worked with me before

as I need to do charts for you and I am really busy at the moment 

Taking deep breaths is good right now

Getting out in nature


Getting out of that head space 

It is all unfolding perfectly 

Pure Grace 

My cookie trail today took me on a twin flame theme 

really touched me 

I know lots of people feeling this right now

this is for you lovelies

Twin flames ~ mirror of my soul.com



Not a huge fan of the music but love the theme of the video :

Love the music and the imagery 

Wishing you a joyful time as the butterfly wings start to unfurl 

The light is returning 




White Planetary Worldbridger ~ leaving the past behind

Arsenal MSS

White Planetary Worldbridger

Day 10 

The manifestation day of our heart’s desire

in every 13 day wavespell process

In this Wavespell of Red Earth

Here is my earlier blog about this

This is all about truly letting go of our past

Please click on the links to take you to other websites that expand on the info and unless they are mine they are wholly independent of me 

Opening Picture is Artephius a famous Alchemist of the ages

In truth there is no time per se

There are periods of the day and year where things happen

and these have been formatted into a globally used

Gregorian calendar

that excludes certain planetary activities

These create ways of being



That serve a religious framework which demands certain ways of being

a human being and are conditional

and if we do not obey

we are 

a heretic


by definition 



non compliant 


makes us subversive to those demanding submission to their code

Once we start to understand

this on a deeper level 

as a human being 

we understand that the life we believe to be free and democratic in society

is in fact a myth 

and the total opposite is indeed true

and this is a turning point 


If we choose to see it fully 

it is a gateway 

into a new potentiality of being

but it does mean

that we have to be ready to shed our skin of conditioning

when a snake no longer sheds it’s skin…

it is no longer a snake …


face some harsh truths 

about the reality of this life 

in order to face our own personal harsh truths 

and go beyond them

and this is key to understanding 

why our planet is currently the way it is 

to help us literally see what had to happen

in order for this place and time to exist 

so we understand the laws of creation

and learn what creates what 

and then start to create consciously

by becoming our own conscious code creator

This is what the Age of Aquarius is all about

and we are just crossing

the threshold of it 

Until we are ready to Cross

this threshold personally 


we are bound by the rules 

of the first part of our life

before initiation into awakening

not because we are 

“bad” “wrong” “unworthy”

simply because

that is how this energy matrix works

and to resist these rules

is a futile process

that causes much suffering

and a dark night of…the ego


The Energy Matrix works

From literal codes of conduct

which is the true meaning of karma 

Here is a Brit film illustrating this in a way


Time is a man made concept

from the man made mind

a framework to give meaning

and therefore reason and logic 

to put everything and everyone 

literally in it’s time and place 

and in one aspect this allows things to happen and for relationship to occur

to enable human beings to relate and create 

This is now coming to it’s full blooming


and we can literally see the manifestation of it in all it’s glory 


in it’s full madness

and what that creates 

The logical intention

of so many systems

designed to fix

a historical issue

with a mind matrix of one sided raw ego …

not really looking at how this individual system interacts with everything else because the individual isn’t looking at their bigger picture yet

and so cannot see what isn’t within them

has expanded to create it’s polar opposite

from one extreme to another

this attempt to bring conformity and control

has gone beyond the point of harmonious creativity 


chaotic pathological ego extremism

because that is where we have to go

to know that 🙂 

Lucy is a great film illustrating this and an unseen outcome

People commuting at the same time

creates a total nightmare experience every day

that has allowed us to see

how all beings


on the same timetable

does not happy commuting make

despite all the theories around home working

and the wonders that technology will do


These wonders working with old inner mindsets

simply create more of the same because it is coming from old code

and this is what humanity is on the abyss of realising


doing something about 

because clearly

certain codes of relating are very flawed right now 


This is meant to happen

as code is experiential

and although often a painful process 

this is where we have to go 


because this is the shadow process

and this is when the light comes in

Many people are still offering machine ways of fixing things 

Go and get a tune up 

Have a make over with a machine that will retune you to harmony 

and it may do for a while

just like a drug will help for a while


it does not deal with the causality 

of what created that way of being within us

and that is the key place where it all begins


This personal process

when we understand it

reveals the diamond in the making

that we are

and that has to be learnt on our personal journey by learning about our initial world

and then literally transforming it into a new one 

Remember as well  that any machine has a human component 

and that is the ghost in the machine 🙂 


If you want to be reliant on someone else’s view of harmony

albeit a machine filtered one

If you want to be co dependent on a computer generated rhythm

and rely on it to bring you into balance 

Or another person creating code for you with hypnotherapy using their vibe and code

That is ok 

It does not lead to self empowerment per se

but it may start you in that general direction

 If that is where you are it is true for you

and this way of relating

is the same in many aspects

as the conditional and conditioned society 

It is co dependent 




There is nothing “wrong” with that 

It is what it is 

It is not the route of the Hermeticist

or the Alchemist


and if you wish to let go of being 


and learn instead as to what is creating ill health


pushing your buttons

with the intention of integrating these experiences

and learning how to see them as

your inner gold potential 

and taking power back



it is time for you to learn

or should I say…


the tools of the trade 


If you are feeling to do this

then chances are

it is what you are here for

and your journey 

and that you will have done many journeys many times before 

Here is an interesting article about this:

The key understanding to this code

is this 


All that our ego seeks outside of us is what we are ready to

integrate and develop on the inside of us 

Instead of seeking a someone 

an event 

a career 

an experience 


as our next step to bliss 

there is another way 

Seeking that experience within us 

and therefore not coming from a “needy” place when setting out on our

Adventure Quest 

which is a very different space and creates a very different outcome

This does take a lot of inner work

Looking at our core 


Remembering who we really are

and tuning in to that wisdom by letting go of our raw ego demands

Being a disciple by being disciplined

as in the ways of Kung Fu


Kill Bill ~ albeit an extremely ego appealing film ~ is a great metaphor and also extremely violent and has many very disturbing chapters that echo parts of society that are deeply disturbing and non the less true . Bill ~ Will ~ the ego that is evolved in some ways as brought into submission through menial tasks and repetition  subservience and servitude to a master

but again that is not inner alchemical work around the emotional issues

There is no acceptance

There is therefore no forgiveness or understanding 

and therefore the raw emotional ego seeks revenge to appease it 

what this film doesn’t show is that at the end

that raw ego is still unappeased and will seek other targets

and of course will find them

What is coming up to the surface of the cauldron currently being stirred

at this enlightening time of 


Click on the link to see lots of deeper meaning at this time

We have a Full moon coming up in the UK in Cancer






have all been in Capricorn

over the holiday season


Mars ~

which is key to the Mayan Sign of White World Bridger as it is it’s ruling planet 

is currently in Aquarius 

so any planets in Aquarius will be highlighted as to masculine energy coming up and Venus and Mercury will shortly be leaving Capricorn to join Aquarius too

so this is key for 

The New Age coming in

It is an intense time this Uranus in Aries until 2019 

Liquid Light coming in to break open the mind set 

to prepare for the next 

13 Year Cycle 

White Wizard coming on July 26 2019

and this is why so many systems are breaking down now

because there time is over and new beginnings will come from their ruins

Uranus then moves into Taurus

for 7 years and watch that Isis energy 

move mountains 


So if you want to work in the way of the Goddess

and the nature of the Alchemist

now is a really good time to prepare 

and get into alignment 

The Gregorian Calendar says we have a new year approaching

In the Mayan Calendar 

this arrives on July 26 2015

and this will be 

White Planetary Wizard


We will be seeing the codes of

self empowerment


on planet earth

The last ten years of the current 13 year cycle of Red Moon being revealed

This cycle started on July 26 2006

Working with awareness of these codes can really boost this understanding

of where we are on our path if we are ready to work wisely within

If you are ready here is a great way to get some clarity 

Look at what is manifest today 

December 30 2014 

What feels good that you choose to keep

that you are not dependent on

That sets your heart on fire

That feels true 

That feels empowering 


If you know how to start working out your key code in the Mayan Matrix

This is an exercise I have just done 

If you are a White World Bridger for example

start with the year of your birth 

( Whatever your Mayan Sign start with your date of birth)

Here is a decoder:


then put every four years in until now

This will give all your White Worldbridger Codes 

(or whatever your Mayan Sign is)

Then look at what Wavespell they are the code for

and see what they creation code they are

Find them in this chart and the first one

The Magnetic

is the Wavespell

2o Wavespells




Look back at what you were doing in those years and write about it 

Put in your Age , the year and what really jumps out at that time

Could be you started school/junior/high/college/uni

Could be you moved somewhere

You started a career

Fell in love

Became a parent

Experienced a great challenge

Discovered your passion

If you are coming to your 50’s decade you will have most of your 13 codes 

If you are 52 and beyond you will have all of them

Whatever our age this exercise

 gives amazing insights about our journey

of being the person we are today

and what created that person

Some aspects will bring joy

others will bring pain

and the joyful ones maybe ones we wish to expand upon

and the painful ones are the ones we can choose to transform if we are ready to

So that we are ready to go beyond our pure humanity

and go to the place beyond limitation


The Alchemy story is simply a process

When we are ready to do our personal process

we are ready to go beyond the common restrains

The same process applies to all material things

and we are material


whether we apply the rules to cooking 

to chemistry

or to our inner world

the systems are clear

the things we perceive as a problem area

are actually triggering us into transforming


birthing new ways

when we are ready to receive that information

we are ready for 

Being still and knowing 

that we are 


Once we really start to work with this understanding of code

we can see how everything 


is coming into our circle 

to assist us on our human evolution

When we allow it

When we align with it 

We really flow and this powerful current

gets stronger and stronger


The Universal breath blows

through the instrument

of our harmonics

and plays our tune 

If that isn’t a harmonious one

instead of blaming the universe

we learn how to create a different more refined 


that is in tune with cosmic law and code coming in



If you feel ready to explore your inner galactic centre 

Please contact me for more info

Next Universal aligned Workshop

Persephone Path 4 10 January 2015

Code for 2015 ~ add the numbers together ~ 8 ~ integration

More info here


Thank you for being part of my world in 2014

Looking to continuing our adventures together and hope that you will share your experiences on the blog

It is a challenging time for us all and that is also what makes it so wonderful

the potential is there when we go beyond our fears

by facing and feeling them

Bringing the old world out

into the open

so we can become more open

and create intimacy and honesty in our world

Be the gift we are here to be 




Love to you 

White Worldbridge Wave ~ Dogged determination


White Overtone Dog


The day 5 of

The White World ~ Bridger Wave

please click on the links to expand with other websites

The heart of the matter day of any Wavespell

The Core 

Really experiencing intensity already

in the descent into the underworld time in the Northern Hemisphere 

How about you ?



started her journey on the 23rd of September

and another name for her is Kore ~ coincidentally 😉

Pluto has just gone direct aka Hades

This week’s astrology from Cafeastrology

So all our underworld is up for inspection

We may be feeling dogged, desperate and/or determined now 

As we walk the path of hellfire in this death star code

This walking the talk requires discipline

clear communication


the ability to stay open to the new code

when the ego is feeling fearful 

It can seem as grim as The Reaper 

as this comes into play with other people who are old code for our childhood issues

and many people have no idea of what “right relationship” means even as an abstract

but this “grimness”….

 is purely ego perspective

The seasoned adept adventurer recognises that the death of old world is simply an essential step

in creating new ones 

and the more we evolve our ego 

the more self~ evident this becomes

As we have just experienced a New Moon in Libra 

We are in the realm of Justice 

The scales

Anything that is unfair

out of balance 

our next step in our personal evolution of 

“right relationship”

is appearing now 

for us to let go of our dog days of depression


clear our anger issues 

clear our codes


create new code

What started this process of our dream in late March and April

Aries Sun

The initiation 

Is coming to a completion in the full moon in Aries on the 8th of October

Had lots of insights in the last couple of days 

Amazing code being revealed

and for those that are ready to receive it

It is revelation time

All our media is always revealing the code 

All our next steps are here to be seen in everything we do

and what our ego sees as “bad” is actually the solution and our salvation

Take Neo for example 

in The Matrix 

aka The Mayan Wavespell

I looked for pictures for this blog and put Dogstar in Google 

not realising that is the name of his band ~ or should I say Keanu


Keanu has his North Node in Gemini like me 

which is Cosmic Code for Right Relationship

and here is a weird one I discovered….


Can’t say I remember that episode 

Just watched the film


and it illustrates the code perfectly

and reveals why it is essential now for each one of us to learn how we create and what is causality.

So we can learn to let go of hurting ourselves and other people

So we can see how our society is the source of anti~social behaviour


positively reinforcing modelling

that behaviour

creating pathological relationships

How our mainstream idols 

our so called success symbols

are false prophets


taking us down a very destructive uncaring path

The models of human behaviour that create material wealth are actually

very sick models 

and align with

anti social behaviour for the majority of people

and our planet 

and yet somehow the vast majority do not seem able to grasp that

and are still doing the same thing yet expecting everything to change

This is true madness

and yet how can things change when most people are plugged into watching models of relationship on soap operas….

drama laden death scenes

destructive and violent ego action movies and games

plots with ego base people doing nasty things to others

which of course is a match for where most of our society are 


in their past

like a lost time traveller 

or Kirk and Crew with no Scotty to beam them and their unicorn dog up from a remote planet

with a dark side of the moon 


Transcendence is a personal process

purely crafted


for each individual to do

and as that happens 

all systems are go

all our suffering is self created 

and that is not a blame

it is a fact

If we aren’t yet ready  to stop putting poison in our bodies 

on whatever level

be it with media

with drugs

with food

with relationship

then we aren’t ready to do what it takes to live in balance

and therefore

we won’t



Which organ is steering your chariot of fire?


Is it your heart and your heart’s desire ?

Maybe another chakra lower down?

Could it be your base chakra ?

Genitals ?

Cocky Arrogant behaviour is a bit of a giveaway …..


Womb with a view ?

Maybe the dream factory of the liver ?

Being pickled for posterity ?

Drowned out dreams

When we decide to face our demons instead ….

Learn how to get real with how we feel

and be sober 

be straight 

let go of taking the “edge off”

softening reality until the edges are blurry

to try and avoid how we feel about our personal theatre

Neptune in Pisces is key

Then something very different happens

Today’s energy is all about getting to the heart of the matter

of our birth tribe

the place that created everything that is happening and playing out for us today

the pattern maker

How about :


Letting go of emotional drama 

and being free of conditional love 

love through conditioning 

looking for love in all the “wrong” places ….

and believe me 

I have been an expert on that process for many years 

and am still on the circuit of reformation

I am not holding myself up as a saint 😉 

Far from it

I feel all the emotions 

I have buttons that get pushed

only now it takes me less time to recover 

and bounce back 

because I tap on my personal his~ story


I realised a long time ago 

that I have a choice 

how to live this life 

and I chose to do whatever it took to learn

how to create genuine peaceful healthy ways of living

for me and my family

It isn’t an easy path

but it is an amazing one  

Have you started that approach yet to your life path ?

Pro active code creator

Dog star

Here is a pic of Glastonbury Tor with the Sirius Star


We are Cosmic Code 

Each Code creates a process

We are the same as a computer character in a computer game 

Hence we have computer games so we can see our own process

because we are ready to see it 

In a computer programme when a character performs a task it interacts with the code of the game 

If the character does x

y happens

If a character does a 

b happens 

We have the majority of the world believing that if they do x 

b happens 

It is a distortion

It is impossible 

and yet thousands will still keep doing x 

year after year believing it creates b when it can only ever create y

because it is what it is

this is denial of the very evidence in front of their eyes

Peace has a code 

It is the polar opposite of war code 

Doing the war code expecting peace is so insane 

Believing that pathologically ill people who have an ego as big as the country they are running

(on behalf of a bunch of other similar people who do not even feel a need to declare that position)

are ever ever ever going to care 

about someone else 

apart from them selves….

Is illogical Jim

Is it Spock?


Time for us to see what is under our noses ?

Take responsibility ?

Or continue to say one thing and live another ?

What we do shapes our reality

and if we are still running the same codes inside from our youth ….

What goes in comes out 

It is all there to be seen

Our childhood dramas being played 

on a giant planetary movie screen

Are we ready for a brave new world ?

It will only happen when we start to be brave enough to deal with our personal emotional stuff

and stop focusing on the outside of us for all the answers 

Red Solar Moon Year is all about

personal internal balance of our shadow



Pics of dogs with human bodies ~ Martine Roch

White Worldbridger Wave ~ presence potential


White World~bridger Wavespell

The Mayan Name is Cimi

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand your information


We are in the white wave within the white Castle 

We are refining what came in the Red Castle that started on July 18 2014

4 Wavespells in that Awakening time 

Each lasting 13 days 

Each having their own evolutionary code 

52 days of Awakening to our next step

We move into the next cycle now

of potential clearing of our conditioning

White Castle is all about


truth emerging 

as a result of that transformational process

which is what Cimi is all about

It is about the death and rebirth process

A supernova remnant believed to be the remains of a massive star that exploded over 300 years ago.

If this is your sign then this all about your energetic signature 

These 13 days reveal your very essence 

If you are a:

Red Dragon White Worldbridger Blue Monkey Yellow Warrior 

This code is what will be in your


White Castle of a 13 year Cycle in your life

at some point

and so this is the essence of your refining code

and what is key for you to integrate to transcend living in the past

This amazing tool is here to use

right here and now

alongside some other amazing frameworks

of practical and experiential transformational tools

We are ready to do the alchemical journey for real

If we choose 🙂


The thing is with this framework is it is a new way of being a human being 

being doing having 

Walking the talk 

and I can explain it 

and do so over and over 

and for the individual you have to be it to fully understand it

Live the learning


It is a daily way of being and letting go of old ways that are in their essence

creating ill health and imbalance

In this White Castle we have just had the opening code of

Red Skywalker

Bringing Heaven to Earth 13 Days of process

taking us through an awareness

of what we do to

Create Heaven or Hell on Earth for ourselves

If you have been awake and aware you will have the info you need to know what is pushing your buttons 

aka ~ what is seeking release in you 

clearance potential

that has been making it’s presence known in the last 13 days



There are 13 Moons in the Mayan calendar

Magnetic Moon started on July 26


as well as your Mayan Sign you have a Mayan Moon Sign

The Mayan Sign is the masculine

The Mayan Moon Sign is the feminine

My Mayan Moon is Magnetic 

check your Mayan Sign and your Moon Sign here by putting in your date of birth in this decoder:


During this 28 day period we attract what we need for our next steps  for our personal evolution…

which in turn is in synch with the universal evolution bigger picture

What showed up for you that in one sense may have been new on the surface 

and paradoxically may also be old news and old patterns ?

This is what we will be working with for the whole year and our initiation

Lunar Moon started on August 23rd


This is our area of new learning

coming to light space

being revealed

veil lifting

This is often the sticky patch

or as Stephen King says

The itty bitty shitty committee 🙂 

This is also the route to freedom

when we are ready to do what it takes and unplug from the ego matrix and live in the real world

be sober

be free of all our addictions and ego entanglements 

and that is a long winding road 

that takes courage 

to be free of crutches 

and be able to be with ourself without running away from our life that we create every moment 

Take the rose tinted glasses off 


let go of avoidance techniques and mood lifters 






in all our self’s various forms

sun and moon


Electric Moon

We are ready to get that wand out now

the cauldron

the spell casting books

the weighing scales

This is Moon numero 3

The Magic one started on September 20th 

We have 28 days to focus on what is coming in 

The stuff of Moon 1 and 2

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what is seeking release

what we wish to keep 

what we seek to power ourselves up with by transforming it within

so we can shine

Remember that the essence of this Planetary Year is

Red Solar Moon 

bringing completion of 9 years of planetary patterns

so we can move off our karma wheel if we are ready to

by working with our shadow 

Inner Work

The cauldron within

The sacral is the space of relationship 

so to use the words of a couple of my childhood puppet friends ….

Sooty and Sweep 

(Sooty is holding the wand)

Izzy Wizzy let’s get busy 


We are coming up to the Autumn Equinox in the Northern Hemisphere 

Libra will  be here very soon

It is that time of year to bring those scales in and weigh our heart 

Does it feel heavy?

Is it full of joy ?

Maybe some of both ?

Let’s expand the joy by letting go of the heaviness


change the world 

Today we have initiated this 13 day spiral 

What happened today ?

Mainly the tail end of Leo Waning Moon

The biggest ego in the zodiac and the biggest heart and solar energy too

blends of all

light and dark 

Moving into Waning Virgo before New Moon in Libra on Wednesday 

The challenge day tomorrow

Blue Lunar Hand 

and as it is also a Monday perfect for EFT

and tapping on any stuff coming up that feels icky

and holding us back which may be feelings

and /or pain in the body

remembering that pain is a signal

to show us something is seeking a change of behaviour/way of

relating with us as the universal dancer


Are you ready to go through those Doors ?


Day 3

The Day of the Equinox in the UK 

Alchemy day 

and a powerful one being the Alchemy Day of the Alchemy Moon 

Yellow Electric Star 

Being the star that we really are 

Our true star energy 

that is totally a different world to 

the egoic star


Remember that we are always in balance in a way

as the universe will balance us 

If we are living inauthentically 

this means what comes to balance us

or is already there 

often creates ill health or unhappiness as a side effect of that way of being 

and we have to choose to change that


Choose Life ?

New Ways for New Worlds 

Love to you and yours 


If you are ready to work consciously with all of yourself these coming workshops

may be a start to the path of the heart

Persephone Path Workshops



Core Strengthening


Red Crystal Earth

Day 12 of Surrender Wavespell

White Worldbridger

Complex stability Structure and a Galactic Portal Day

Remember to click on the links to expand awareness ~ they lead to other websites with more information.

We are in the last two days of the refining wavespell

On the 17th comes The Catalyst Wavespell

Blue Storm Wavespell

My personal catalytic converter.

Our personal Wavespell is our journey for soul transformation and our star seeded mission.

It is what we are here to alchemically work with for ourselves and in this process we change worlds.

Pretty exciting stuff ?

If you want to use a framework for catalysing yourself

then my workshop 


May be of interest ~ take part anywhere in the world in a way that suits you.

As I am preparing for this now ~ it is a blue Wavespell and so it is a gateway of death and transformation ~ I am becoming very aware of what is seeking a new code for me and as a consequence of this , I am learning a lot about code in all different arenas.

Energy Therapies:

Once I became connected with awareness of energy therapies I entered a different world………

which is also what this wavespell is designed for and can only happen if we allow it 🙂 … … … … … 

This happened back in July 2006 when I had my first Reiki healing from my friend in Marsden who I later trained with in Reiki at her healing centre.

I had never heard of Reiki and had just started doing a lot of new things, such as belly dancing and when we move into new circles lots of newness happens. Much of this newness I was very nervous about and was very different to anything I had done before and this is a key strategy for transformation ~ feel the fear and….bust out of our comfort cocoon 🙂

I know this information because I have tools that I have created and learned about ~ universal decoders ~ as well as a capacity to hold a lot of information as an Aquarius Rising .  You may find the information I share in my blogs overwhelming to begin with ~ and notice that 🙂 My offering ~ take what is resonating for you 🙂

I am different to you ~ I have a unique code and so do you and chances are you process differently. My intention in sharing my journey is simply that. Some things may resonate with you and may touch you ~ you may feel you want to learn more about that thread ~ you may want to share what you know ~ this is the magic of co creativity. We are all teachers and students and here to relate.

Mundane Tools in plain sight:

If you know how to use your email account as a magical cookie trail store, this can reveal hidden treasure and dates about key times in your life ~ so bear that in mind before you delete.

Remembering that to be in balance with Mind, Body and Spirit is the key to being powerful and the magical alchemist.

I was intending to connect to when I had my consciousness awareness raised around energy frameworks ~ remembered that I had been on holiday to Greece, came back and was feeling very dizzy and ungrounded with vertigo symptoms. I checked my email and there was my flight itinerary. It gave me exact dates to work with. 

Now I have the Mayan Wavespell decoder to check out what energy signature Wavespell I was on ~ Blue Night. All about connecting to our dream and our potentiality. As we transform our energetic triggers and what is prompting nightmares from our past ~ sometimes past lives too ~ we create clear space and learn about our process. We learn about our cosmic code and how to work with it in relationship to the universal code. This is what I call:

Following the Cosmic Cookie Trail.

If you would like to open up more to following your cosmic cookie trail ~ here is a video I created for that purpose that you can use every day to set that intention using Emotional Freedom Technique.

Back then, I was in Year 10 of a thirteen year cycle of White Wind. Connecting to Spirit. That Year specifically was Blue Planetary Hand ~ shaping my life through gateways and seeing what was manifest in my life ~ what I had created according to my beliefs.

I wasn’t consciously aware of that then ~ but I was very aware that my life was changing drastically and was open to finding new ways of living. At that time I was a property renovator and had achieved a lot of satisfaction through transforming houses in my village. I loved Greece and had gone there for the first time with my children and partner, after a long period of not visiting it because I didn’t feel it offered amenities for very young children with the marble floors and heat.

They were old enough to cope with that structure in 2006 and so I chose a Greek Island that was small and beautiful and unknowingly on one level I chose a small village named Aghia Efimia ~ which is named after   Saint Efimia ~ a woman of good honour and strong resolve. The name is often shortened to Effie ~  also the name of a friend of mine in Crete where I lived for a while as a young woman.

Lots of synchronicities I can now see ~ the sacred feminine vibe of the independent woman being one of the key energies as this Saint’s name day is 16 September ~ Virgo. When I read this story about how she achieved her Saint title ~ her process ~ I remember how so many human beings have suffered experientially, to create these codes, so we can know them today and see the pattern……… and of course how we have done the same.

Now we have an opportunity to do something different at this amazing time on our planet.

Here is an icon of Effie:


Here is a picture of Paradise Beach:


So to another way that has been revealed to me in the past few days ~ catalytic conversion through my Cat 🙂 Here he is ~ Arnold.



Here he is ~ he’s a little monkey for drinking anyone’s drink and loves glasses rather than bowls.

He has been drinking more recently and losing weight and this has happened to my beloved cat Bob who died in 2011 before I came to Glastonbury. Bob took me on a cookie trail through homeopathy and I chose it because I knew that conventional medical treatments were simply dealing with the symptoms instead of what was giving rise to them. Sadly he had a lot of trauma from a car accident and lots of physiological issues that came from this and his diet ~ and this is key learning about what we feed our pets that are totally unsuitable for them and that we are often unaware of because we trust the informed opinion of people who we believe to be “experts” in their field .

Here is a great website on homeopathy for cats

Our pets are our avatars and when they are in close relationship to us they align with our energy structure. This often means they get sick because as domestic pets they are often not living in their true healthy way of being ~ just in the same way that most human beings aren’t ~ we are out of balance with our wild child and eating food that is very out of synch with our bodies true state.

This is accelerating now as our universal code is changing ~ this is very important to be aware of this 🙂 What used to work for previous generations ~ such as a job for life and certain dietary requirements ~ does not align with the cosmic code now ~ new learning time 🙂

If you think about this on a very rational level it makes sense ~ only our ego ~ that doesn’t “do” logic disagrees as it wants to keep everything the same as

same = safe 

thing is our universal code is evolution ` this is where our ego resistance kicks in and this creates suffering

We suffer when we resist the reality of life


Reveals the law of attraction code, the matrix and the string theory ~ quantum frameworks, magnetic attraction ~ many names and frameworks.

What it reveals is the energetic signature that is our universal creation system.

What I realised early on in my journey , is that there are lots of threads involved in creating something ~ our universe is complex. That may seem really obvious and yet I find human beings often overlook the simple truths ~ a paradox 🙂

When something happens in our lives that creates unease and dis~ ease there are components that make up this cookie that we have baked ~ this outcome had a recipe.

As a fledgling therapist I tried to explain this to my clients ~ a bigger picture pattern was present and all of this required looking at and keeping what was serving them and most importantly ~

letting go of what wasn’t ~

there wasn’t a quick fix for most issues.


Creating a different outcome from a different recipe 🙂

As a therapist I can bring this awareness to my client ~ it is my speciality and something I delve deeply into and learn about and do the process for myself and…..

most importantly

the client has to do this process for themselves which often flies in the face of our society conditioning and medical model ~ go to doctor ~ get drugs ~ seemingly fixes the symptoms ~ however the rest of the life circle that gave rise to the symptoms do not change and so….symptoms come back and often louder and brighter to be heard instead of supressed

Holistic approach is very different.

Homeopathy is the pure energetic of something ~ no actual live material in there only the energy signature.

It is very useful if you are working with a deep conscious level issue, a child, an animal  ~ the circumstances may not be available through an inability to communicate ~ and bear in mind that although this method sounds very gentle it isn’t always the case.

It is important to check out the whole picture ~ medical experts involved to look at the physiology and check that out and experts in homeopathy too  ~ overturn every stone if possible

and you may feel you are expert enough on yourself 🙂

Due diligence required ~ I use the term “expert” to refer to someone who has intellectual and experiential knowledge in their field ~ and not about the person having the homeopathy ~ depending on how well they “know thyself”

This is not an exact science because our unique code brings us….

the next step on our learning ladder 🙂

We attract what we need to heal us and so whenever we are facing an imbalance there is our solution.

Back to Arnold 🙂

Living on ley lines brings amazing learning and a high level of light ~ light is radiation. This in itself illuminates our shadow and reveals our next steps. Moving to Glastonbury raised my awareness of what effect that code of light ~ a very intense grid of light as the heart chakra of the planet ~ has on my family’s code and I include my cats of course.

Today’s energy is all about that structure of being centred and earthed.

Many people look to holistic therapies themselves as a way of salvation and miss the key component ~ to transform oneself as the most important step and not use their chosen “trade” as a power trip to feel good through believing they can “heal others” . Each person is their own healer 🙂 People who share healing modalities are part of that process ~ not the process 🙂 

So my beloved Arnold took me on a cookie trail ~ which leads me back to salt once more in a different way.

I wrote about this last year ~ my journey with water and feeling tired, de~hydrated .

My journey with food ~ eating foods fresh from the vine and growing food myself using lots of amazing new learning.

My journey around my own boundaries and how I worked with people generally and clients and co dependency patterns. 

I recognised his symptoms and so looked up Hypothyroidism ~ certain symptoms in me and a lot of people I am connected to right now 🙂

In the bigger picture on the planet it is a big shared pattern as part of our planetary transformation at this time.

Letting go of old ways of relating and creating new heart ways of being ~ on a deeper level….

When we heal these old hurts our thyroid ~ which is the butterfly organ on our throat ~ the Goddess Gateway from our body to our head ~ transforms. This has always been the symbol of my community projects and at the back of my house this is the rare butterfly that lives there:

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The Common Blue

If you have any of these symptoms it may be useful to explore this Homeopathic Remedy which will bring the energy signature to match it…..

The vibration about this is

Trust ~

The homeopaths remedy is Natrum Muriaticum


great articles about this here

for the vibe

for the symptoms


I also recommend looking at our life structures ~ what is supporting healthy relationship in all aspects of our life and….

looking at what gave rise to distrust in our past

events ~ releasing these aspects emotionally are

essential ~ and this changes our  trust code 🙂

Of course I cannot do this with Arnold in many ways ~ I am aware of some key life events where he has had emotional and physical trauma and can do surrogate tapping and Quantum Touch for him and I do.

Something else is now triggering this response and this allows a new learning process to happen.

Seeing these life events in this way creates a different experience 🙂

My biggest shift in recent times is simply being with him ~ in loving presence.

Taking the time to relate to him and value him ~ treasure him in my life …..

Treasure my wonderful life and smell the roses 🙂


When we transform our core every day

and align with how our heart loves to thrive ~

meet our challenges to survive

Everything has a crystal clear magical quality in our lives.

This wonderful life we have is available in many different versions that are determined in the most part with our channel choice.

Yesterday I got the Sun card in Thoth

Great article about that here

and I ordered my homeopathy from Helios  🙂


See the synchs in plain sight 🙂

Love to your earthly Uranus potential today.



Catalyst Coming Wavespell



White World Bridger Wavespell


Day 4

The Structure Day of every 13 day Wavespell


Todays energy signature is 

Red Self Existing Moon


Please click on the links to expand on the information which leads to other web sites

all about awakening today

to firstly

our own structure


secondly as a point of focus ……

because as any adept knows

to know thyself is the key focus

and what we are here for 

the co creative focus is to know the universal pattern now that we are co creating with

The language of light

and the new wave of energy coming in

The new code

I have had an amazing few days processing information that I have intuitively received


as I create the space within

using my catalytic convertor resource

my shadow

I am doing this in many different ways 🙂

 *I use the Mayan 13 day energy spirals to synchronise with what my universe is creating and raise my awareness

*I set an intention at the start of the spiral for the next step in my evolution

*I am guided by the energetic nature of the spiral

This one is all about surrender and death of old worlds to bring in the new

which comes hot on the heels of 

the bringing

Heaven to Earth Wavespell

Red Skywalker Wavespell

I did a blog  on each day of that wave which you can access and see how each day has a divine code to work with

on whatever level we choose

That framework remains the same ~ the nature of the energy pattern it creates changes


So now in this Wavespell we are refining what came into our awareness

~ came to light from our shadow space ~

on December 22 for the thirteen days over the festive period

What is seeking to die and make space through it’s transformation

so that we can 

fly high and dig deep

and go first within for the treasure we seek ?


This Wavespell started on January 4th


The framework I personally use

for my enlightenment process:

 *I use a Thoth thirteen day tarot spread that I do on the first day with an intention based on the nature of the Wavespell and what I am seeking to transform within me

* I create a document

* and every day I look at it in connection with the Mayan Wavespell

 *This gives me my energetic signature of the day and the universal signature of the day

the co creative framework

and connect to the cosmos ~ see what is coming in

Each day has an energetic signature to work with

I am very aware of seeing signs around me

In me ~ my body and emotion reflect what is seeking well being

what is emulating well being

It is child’s play

Feels good ~ heart full of joy


Feels other than ~ something that has potency to transform

The Wholly Grail that I am  🙂



Moon Patterns to weave with





On Waxing Moons ~ expansion , co creation, creativity out in the world

On Waning Moons ~ reception, regeneration, rebirth

The Moon is our sacred feminine self

Our emotion

Our mask and shield

Our mother love

Our potency

Our Goddess Gifts


She hasn’t been flavour of the month for many a moon

her power is growing now 🙂

Waxing moon in Aries today in the UK

New Beginnings

In the dark half of the year it is still going within time for

Inner Work

Letting our emotions reveal the root of our shadow




Shows us a path to the light

by going into the veil and the way is

the valley of death

leaf lantern

Magically on entering the library last week

I saw a book in the new in section

This was the third time I had a cosmic nudge to Dan Brown’s new book and so

I took the hint and selected



Just reading it now

and wow

so many messages for me 

what a cosmic cookie trail it has led me on ~ thank you Dan Brown

I have a different perspective to his

of the personal alchemy code

We all have this unique view which is why….

when we understand the deeper codes we realise

there is no “competition” or a need to compete as we are all on our golden thread that leads us into the dark 

as seekers of our own

personal truth 🙂

What is the next step exclusively for us on our very own tailor made journey

My connection to the novel:

Our family went to a wedding in Florence

where the novel is set

in 2009

which was our paradoxical year of loss as property renovators

the financial crash

and renewal of catalytic thrust to remember our passion as adventurers and travellers

course correction through an ego fall 🙂

As a teenager I studied History of Art

and when I went to the Uffizi gallery I got to see these wonders in person

there is no substitute for the intensity of colour and the energy for a Giotto

in the flesh



These early works of art can seem unsophisticated compared to the later works of other artists ~ their energetic flavour shines through.

To be in the presence of something that was intended to be of sacredness is felt by the heart

this is also a key to the heart path that differs from the mind

I saw Medusa by Caravaggio


Birth of Venus by Botticelli


I wasn’t intellectually aware of Primavera shown at the start of the blog

or that he had painted many illustrations for Dante’s Divine Comedy

and this

Map of Hell

Lots of new learning for me

Avoiding any spoiler alerts by revealing any plot 

the key message for me is the code

Dan Brown’s books have a theme

which I feel is so valuable and 

allows mainstream access to these hidden alchemical worlds

through entertaining stories

such is the nature of many a book from the past that is a hidden gift of personal transformation

which has been portrayed as a factual event

whatever our level of entry

we can all follow the cosmic cookie trail

that have been accessed by the few 

for centuries

and are now open to all

Most of the amazing works of Art could only be seen by the elite in the houses of the rich

such as the Medici family

who were powerful bankers

and if you read the information on their rise and fall here

Medici bank

you will see that again history is simply repeating itself ~

another cycle

there is nothing new under the sun in terms of our history repeating

What I am about to say may cause a few ripples to the ego 🙂

I am simply speaking from my experiential viewpoint of my journey so far

After working with people all my life in the entertainment and leisure world in different ways

in the service world

in the holistic health world

All these places with similar shared patterns

what I know to be true is this:

We each have a cosmic code that we came here with

embedded 🙂


If we keep that cosmic code the same 

the cosmic code we attract stays the same


it isn’t rocket science 🙂

No matter how many positive affirmations we speak

workshops we go on

massage and energy releasing treatments we have

meditations we do

We are doing them

having them

receiving them

releasing them

and our code changes very little


our emotion stays the same

it attracts the same

our cup of emotion is so full of shadows

that we are full to bursting

and our energy body 

physical body

wealth body

becomes distorted to accommodate that 

emotional structure

we haven’t evolved emotionally

because unless we release that old emotional code

on all levels

it remains the same

and so we are still doing the same

coping mechanisms to deal with all that emotion

they may mutate to something that appears new

We may swap alcoholism for religion and be born again

We may let go of emotional eating for embroidery

We may evolve our workaholism for workshopaholism

and inside we stay the same….

so we attract the same life experiences

as we are still unaware that we have a code

that is primarily alchemically transformed


by our feelings 🙂

now these ancient codes are on public display

now is the time for the curtains to be drawn back

This book ,  Inferno, like anything in our world, reflects knowledge back to us at a level

we are ready to receive

depending on where we are on our path

Are we ready to go within and create



Capricorn Space ?

Being with our inner Inferno

and our own personal hell ?


Pan space in a balanced way

Allowing our feelings to be in balance because we have grieved and raged

and freed our slave

Giving up and abstinence is the opposite of mastery

and can be an avoidance pattern

which means the alchemy process hasn’t been achieved

the pain has simply been diverted

Codes in plain sight :

The paintings of a time

the craft work

the carpets design

the movements in a sacred dance

an energy well being framework of movement such as yoga and tai chi

all hold the divinity code

like a seed

in sacred sacrament

ready for the seal to be broken open at the perfect time

beauty in the eye of the beholder

one of the codes in the book Inferno :

to see through the eyes of the dead

What this means to me :

When I have an emotional reaction to something

that isn’t love and joy

I know there is an old wound story there

This emotional wound holds pure gold in it’s raw form of shadow

When I am still holding this wound it brings like circumstances in my everyday world

so I have an opportunity to revisit this wound pattern

and create a different experience for myself

So for example my car may break down

I visit a garage

Something happens in my relationship with the garage

and I am unhappy about it

If I continue in this vein I am creating with this unhappy pattern

emotional vibe is the creative life force

If instead ~

I am in the unhappy place

I feel these unhappy feelings

I be with them ~ they seek to be felt

I then tap ( Emotional Freedom Technique) on these feelings and expand on these

What is the his ~ story here?

If these are very strong feelings that seem dis proportionate to

the causal event

I know there are several threads in there with roots in several stories in my past

When I have released this unhappy feeling event of today as much as I can 

I  go to the other places as much as feels necessary and is feeling emotional

and when I clear these root places

I see through the eyes of death transformed

I have surrendered to my feelings now

I have surrender to what is

I have surrendered to what is within me that is an old story

recognising that whatever I am seeing in my world

Is somehow related to me

It isn’t bad or good

It is simply the universe ~ which is me

bringing me my beliefs

and there are lots of ways to look at that bigger picture if I choose

it is all about my choice 🙂

When I have cleared these old wound stories

I am clear of that history

I haven’t changed my past

I have changed how I feel about it 🙂

I have freedom from the emotional hold it has on me

What happens at this point is…..

Catalytic conversion


I have changed my inner space

I change my law of attraction

I change my energetic code

I get a total reframe

and if I choose I can also use EFT to expand on this reframe to open myself up to

new learning

new adventure

ready to be open to new ways of being

The Secret Formula:

No matter who

or what


 magical food



we do

if our inner receptors are on closed and hurt

the love goddess energy is like the wolf faced with the three little pigs red brick house 

who huffs and puffs 

and cannot get in

because of the wall 

we have built around our heart

the code of 

keep out

All of these amazing gifts that we are wishing to create change for us 

cannot resolve our energetic system


check out these amazing new ways of transformation

find groups and people who you can connect to

who are using these frameworks and see for yourself

and first and foremost start to learn them yourself


see the magic

feel the difference

This is the major starting point

Most of the frameworks today are in reverse order and focus at the beginning and outside

Start with the end in mind

Remember that the most important thing to you that you hold sacred

is what is the key

What we are being

is what we are doing

is what we are creating

The intention is very important and is the difference that makes the difference

If we are being manipulative

we are sending out a code

and this code means…..

a message to the universe

Live by the sword and die by the sword

We are what we eat

what we believe

what we do


If we do not treat ourselves respectfully …..

guess what 🙂

The universe shows us lots of events and people to reveal that way of being so we can see that

The Map of Hell painted by Botticelli reveals all these places

and people back then really believed there was such a place….

as hell

some people still do

We have no way of knowing what is the true intention about these creations by the original person unless they choose to speak to us 🙂

What I believe, is reading Dante’s history , is that he was exiled from the place he adored ~ Florence

He was exiled from the woman he adored who married another

He was in his own personal hell every day and as he was feeling all those feelings this gave rise to his way of using that space


he wrote about it

What I now see ~ which I didn’t in 2009 when I saw those paintings

is the code in them.

The hell I see is the one each person creates with their thoughts and beliefs 

Their victim story

The Primavera Process

We are a living walking breathing history

The past has created us as adults

Everything we experience today has been shaped by our interactions on planet earth


so this past creates our future

Do what we have always done and…..

we create the same


So the past is the right hand side of the painting

and here we see a dark angel ( known by some as Zephyrus  who, as the west wind , brings transformation ~ see the link here ~ Primavera meanings where there is an in depth interpretation of characters) whispering to the first woman

It is similar in many ways to the Pan painting

From this interaction there are plants coming from her mouth

the next woman in line appears to be pregnant

In the middle 


in red

is Venus

Next in line are the three graces

being the focus for a messenger of Eros love’s arrow

To the left on completion we have a male ~ thought to be Mercury

otherwise known as Hermes and Thoth in other culture’s

The process of Spring and new beginnings

and yet ~  are oranges manifest in Spring  in Italy?

So we go from the wind ~ spirit speaking a message to a human being

who’s message gives rise to flowery words

who becomes pregnant and is the epitomy of abundant fertility

The root chakra

the sacral chakra 

the solar plexus

Venus as the heart chakra space in the middle

She gives rise to the throat, third eye and crown

which in turn creates the masculine energy of thought and reason

In terms of the seasons

the dark months of the year and spiritual inner work

give rise to the process of Spring

Aries time

It is the darkness that brings the light process

If you feel ready to start using this alchemical process for



or to use your awareness in a different way


I have a workshop that may be of interest 🙂


The next Persephone Path ~ Catalyst

is taking place 

on the 18th of January 

which is the next Wavespell to follow this one and is 

the catalytic  energy of Blue Storm

It is my personal Wavespell

It is perfectly aligned 

for this work in the waning moon of Leo

More info here:

Persephone Path  Catalyst


red overtone moon

Thoth Card Reading for Day 3 ~ the co creative day


Wonderful article here about this

which explains the bigger picture


Be Do Have and Universal Laws

and the opposite of my card today

The Prince of Swords

shows what happens when we go out of balance purely into mind and reason alone

We lose the heart aspect and therefore


lose heart ways of being and go out of balance into being led by the head

Our inner demons hold great power…..

over us if we let them weep and wail

force for amazing strength and transformation

if we are willing to 

look them in the eye


transform them

Be the catalytic crucible


Love to you beacons of light









Cosmic Gateways

White Cosmic Mirror Day ~ May Day ~ Love to you on Beltane ❤

Day 13 in the White Worldbridger Wavespell . Day 13’s and Mayan sign 13’s are all about movement ~ shifting into new ways of understanding and new ways of being if we choose.

Have you had a shift in the last thirteen days ?

Have you encountered resistance and had an emotional response to it?

The gateway of Scorpio full moon and the lunar eclipse that accompanied it brought that potential ~ our choice to avail ourselves and co create with it to jettison a heavy load of past out moded and out dated code, beliefs, emotion from our childhood and earlier adult life…….or not 🙂

Letting go of the notion of “right” and “wrong” , applying the same perspectives to a new way of being and surrendering to what is dying first and foremost within us……and therefore creating a shift without 🙂

To co create is to surrender to the universal mamma within all of us ❤
If we have issues around mamma energy then …..we will struggle with this so if we choose to allow it ~ this has to be released 🙂

Our sacred feminine seeking to expand within.

This becomes possible as we transform our masculine ego and linear self and create light space. Change our inner slides and our exterior world is manifest ……..through the heart and emotion. An all embracing, inclusive, compassion for ourselves ~ true forgiveness at the perfect time for our next step.

Everything happens at the most fecund time ❤

The flowers flower at their perfect moment ~ without mind intervention ~ the conditions for flowering are met 🙂
When we feel everything we allow vulnerability ~ although we may be afraid we allow this.
feel the fear ~ and …….

Feel the fear 🙂

and look at what is giving rise to the fear ?

If we can ~ let the fear go 🙂

Then take action ❤

When we are coming from a place of fear ~ fear is the motivator ~ this influences the outcome.

Fear is a positive part of our humanity ……and provides great information if we choose to let this information be heard and acted upon and …..

If this fear is primarily a child issue we haven’t let go of ~ there is no “time” framework in our mind ~ (most people’s memory doesn’t have a time encoded in digital format like a photo on a digital camera ~ some people do 🙂 Learning how you store your information in your unique way can give lots of awareness and understanding ~ and how other people do it differently and understanding theirs can give easier communication and understanding ~ a form of empathy. Some people naturally “know: this too without intellectual learning :-)) and we are not in that framework today ~ we are an adult ~ and if our circumstances have changed ~ we aren’t dependent on someone for something ~ it may be the perfect time to let that fear go as it is no longer needed and we can work with our emotional mind to allow that belief and event …….and the emotion……..to be released and liberate ourselves now.
Each person knows that ~ in some cases it may be unconscious ~ if we are ready to let it go ~ we can ❤

This is the two worlds of higher self aiding our ego and our soul journey 🙂

When we allow this and love and accept ourselves in this process,
when we love and accept everything that has happened to us as a gift for our understanding and evolution ~

we can walk into a new world free of the old ❤

This takes time and isn’t linear 🙂 Nothing in our universe is linear except that which is created by mankind’s masculine energy .

At each moment we encounter a repetition of the past ~ May the first.
If we choose we can be open to enquiry from our past ~ What has happened on May the first in your life?

Beltane ~ the time of fecundity, of fertility, of celebrating the time of

the sap rising and our beautiful co creativity.

Balancing masculine and feminine within and creating harmony ~

birthing ~

something new to our planet 🙂

We are influenced by all that is as a human flower on our planet ~ the sun, the moon, the planets.

Our body responds with physiological changes and our thoughts are involved in the creation process.

We have free will. Our will comes through the filter of our ego 🙂

The Mayan calendar has been around a while 🙂 Had a few laps on the global circuit 🙂

Today it speaks of a potential to see our selves reflected at this time of Beltane ❤

When we love and accept ourselves that is enough 🙂

We do not “need” another person to validate us, or to use as an indicator that we are worthy,

We do not “need” to put anything in our body to change our mood and enhance the beautiful being that we are

We do not “need” to have someone to be responsible for our wellbeing

We do not “need” to avoid anything or anyone

We do not “need” to be part of a group, have a label, wear a set of clothes to identify who we are ……..because we know who we are

We do not “need” to fill a void in us

We do not “need” to control, reject, enforce, make, should, role play, manipulate, please, ………..

In our recent historical past in the UK, the majority of people didn’t do emotion.

It wasn’t the time for emotion to be expressed as if you did the outcome wasn’t often favourable and there weren’t systems there to support it and those systems have come about because of that 🙂
Shell shock, post traumatic stress, counselling, being able to say that we aren’t happy

Terrible things our humanity has passed through to birth this understanding and create these systems and discoveries. This is the nature of our evolution ~ the pattern of overcoming through adversity…..:/

and so we have a different perspective we can come from now 🙂

To live in the world and be sensitive and authentic meant you couldn’t survive in the earlier half of the 20th century , in a big way ~ and many people who allowed that true state of being left the planet after making their mark

Making a choice of authenticity meant a polar opposite to the mass place of being.

As people who are led by the emotional mind we often make choices that are highly illogical ~ yet keep us safe on an emotional level

Our parents and grandparents growing up in the 19 10’s, 20’s, 30’s and 40’s ~ developed coping mechanisms and gave love in the way they knew how. Often that meant putting a brave face on things, soldiering on, living in scarcity and limited means ~ the famous stiff upper lip and carry on with a cup of tea.

It worked on a survival level and …….we are all here now as part of that way of being.
It is still working for many people 🙂

These earlier formative generational patterns that are within us ~ the middle life people who are transiting 40’s and 50’s and 60’s ~ have created ways of being and belief systems that can be upgraded now ~ to use a computer term 🙂

Time to integrate and assimilate and create anew keeping heart wisdom that serves.

Time for our emotional evolution process. ❤ ❤ ❤

The ego mind ~ emotional mind ~ can only offer what it knows and what it’s survival has depended upon , so earlier generations wounding sources became their way of showing love ~ food was often one way to show you valued your family and as it had been scarce when it became more abundant this was a way of showing love.

Utility furniture and possessions were extremely limited ~ consumerism in the 50’s . My Nan loved food, clothes and furniture and that was her feel good factor ~ something she could now control when as a child she could not. She had to accept what the circumstances were as did most of the population ~ some did not and some thrived at this time for many reasons.

Whatever we learned as children as ways of showing love , feeling loved, feeling love being conditional, dependent on……..

all of this is within us unless we transform it and let go of the feelings of wounding through acceptance……
that we cannot change the circumstance because it is past
we can change how we feel about it……..
and create new ways of feeling love

See how these past patterns have manifested in our world ?

This awareness ~ particularly when seen from a personal perspective can give rise to huge awakening .

There is nothing wrong with us ~ we simply are what we are and we are learning

What do we choose ~ now 🙂 ?
Whatever and whoever is showing up at this time …..
that reflects old ways of relating
reminds us of times and people in the past…..

Is a gateway to change if we choose it.

Aquarius time allows us to step into our co creative power now if we choose

To birth new ways of co creating and raising our consciousness

Through us and our change.

This White Mirror energy is also what our January Gregorian calendar shows this year is about.

The Mayan year started on July 26th 2012 and in this framework it is about Blue Storm energy ~ letting go of using addictions, letting go of hiding our authentic selves

Tomorrow is the start of the Blue Storm wavespell and we are in the waning moon of Aquarius ~ this is a powerful 13 days of potentiality for letting go initiated with Aquarius energy.


If you are ready to let in more light and let go of old ways it is a very

good time to do it and co create with your higher self.

If I can assist you in the process please let me know 🙂 It is my


We have all the answers for ourselves and know what we want to change 🙂

We may not know how to do that and seek some inspiration ❤

I can assist with raising awareness and consciousness with your Mayan Sign and Starcode ~ this is a totally free service and I offer this with gratitude as part of my learning process.

Each time I do a chart for someone I learn something new ❤

This will help you see a bigger picture understanding for yourself ~ also where you are on your 13 year cycle so you can work with more awareness and empower yourself ~ often makes sense of events that may seem baffling 🙂 Calms down the inner critic 🙂

If you want to know this information please message me your time, date and place of birth.

I offer a free consultation and can do this anywhere in the world ~ phone/skype and in person in Glastonbury.

I specialise in EFT ( tapping ) which I use in an energy coaching format ~ like conventional coaching in terms of creating an outcome you wish to create. Using EFT to let go of past issues, events, anything that is holding you back in an ecological holistic framework. Looking at all areas of life rather than a quick fix to get out of a sticky spot. If you are looking for a quick fix I am not your woman 🙂

If you are at a crossroads you may need to clear past issues so you can find a way forward that works with all the circumstances you are in ~ in a gentle, respectful way that is also practical.

If , like me, you are working on a sugar addiction and have some resistance to new ways of eating because part of you really loves xyz and so how can you let that go 🙂 ? Push me pull me energy that often goes round in circles ~ reveals old worlds holding us in their planetary orbit 🙂

Finding small steps to do that voyage to the new world ~ that are sustainable and move to a new place gradually integrating new learning a long the way, I believe is the key and is what I offer.

I choose to learn experientially 🙂 As I work with my clients I am working with myself and we all get a shift ~

I shift as I am tapping and I always attract the people into my life that reflect where I am

My client shifts ~ working with their answers and unique place of being and my input and experience with my life and holistic therapies and coaching

The universe ~ as we change the universe changes through us ~ our outcome is heart based intention and emotional evolution of letting go of the past ❤

We are always a work in process and we are pure love now ❤
Our choices are all part of the web of life ❤
What we choose echoes in eternity :0

Love to you today Cosmic Gateways


❤ ❤ ❤

Heart empowerment

yellow humanDay nine of the White Worldbridger Day and today is the ninth day ~ White Solar Wizard. This is always a round up day as a nine and if you are a number nine in the Mayan calendar then this is key for you as a time for having completed a cycle ~ maybe the sum total of many lives . This time around you are really here to get your soul show shining brightly and chances are you have had lots of learning early in your life around feeling separation and a stranger in your own land, your own family. A cuckoo in the nest, an alien in your tribe ~ on a different planet to the rest of your peer group 🙂

There is a very good reason for that 🙂

Number nine’s can be completion of pattern clearers when they clear their own energy and belief systems that they have learned in the first couple of segments of life ~ childhood and early adulthood. Often this manifests in midlife as a course correction ~ if we have veered far away from our star seeded course and gone down the ego path.

Over the Scorpio full moon and lunar eclipse we have been revisiting old goo and patterns that are seeking release so we can be reborn. Take heart if you have been having a tough time of experience and illness as this is what Scorpio energy brings. Depending on where you are on your soul journey and time of life this can be very potent. Taurus and Scorpio axis on Thursday reveals big value issues that go deeper than material worth and material structures and patterns. Time to let go and move into new circles once more.

There is another major eclipse coming up on May 9th solar eclipse with sun and moon in Taurus and this links into the World Bridger energy ~ it is a galactic day ~ integration and all about death of old ways of being ~ duality ~ two worlds . Starting on May the 2nd we have Blue Storm Wavespell which is the energy of this year ~ releasing our addictions and being authentic.

Glastonbury brings a super charge evolution and expansion process and will expand exactly where you are in all ways. How you work with that energy depends on several things and a key area is the shadow. I am hosting a retreat in August in the Gemini part of the zodiac that you may be interested in ~ more info coming soon ~ if you feel it may be of interest please message me 🙂

It can be an unsettling place for any initiate as the wonder of Glastonbury as the heart chakra is ~ feel the love. The shadow aspect ~ feel where the blocks to love and self acceptance and then a crossroads 🙂 It is a challenge to be disciplined in this place of illusion and choose the heart path.

  • Choose to feel the blocks and let your soul take you through ego transformation and looking within at the ego defence mechanisms you have learned as a child…….?
  • Live in denial in never never land and use addictive behaviours that shape shift to keep that shadow covered ~ like Harry Potter’s invisibility cloak ?
  • Become the shadow behaviour and manipulate all the signs that your soul is bringing to show you where enlightenment can happen using smoke and mirrors ~ avoidance?

Seeing what is driving that bus of behaviour can give some clarity 🙂

I have had an enlightening few days with lots of physical stuff going on ~ feeling sick and huge headaches on the actual day of Scorpio full moon which was when I was doing my EFT Circle. Feeling the pull to create new choices and alignments in lots of my world spaces. My card yesterday ~ Reach for the stars and let go of the low vibes 🙂

Yesterday I felt a lot better ~ there was a sting in the tail just as I was least expecting it with a big trigger around behaviour I have experienced many times in the past and something I feel very strongly about. Time to explore and create new boundaries for myself and how I relate.

It can be difficult to get clear about anything in Glastonbury for any period of time ~ it’s nature is to bring heart healing and free from the mind my offering on it is this ~ the universe brings us what we need not what we want which I have come to really experience on a personal level in the past few years at my mid life turning point and as this is relatively new learning for me ~ and a paradigm shift  ~ so all old rules are off that my mind and ego are used to ~ it can feel frustrating and exhausting as I go through this evolutionary tunnel for myself. I know it leads to more light if I choose to go there though. Getting easier to see the gateway points now.

The more I clear any resistance to that , through being shown earlier life events that link in to this resistance ~ and have formed beliefs and opinions about it and emotion that is on the fear spectrum ~ the more learning I have and the more I have expanded my awareness and consciousness. My intention is to allow myself to open my heart more and more and be open to things and ways that I may not yet know so I can evolve ~ otherwise I stay stuck in what I have become in the past on a human level ~ I live my life led by my head and by my ego and in that framework I am stuck on a revolving roundabout of mutating ego manoeuvres.

One of my challenges of being open and connecting to other people is that in the past people often get the impression on meeting me that I don’t know anything about anything because I don’t do the ego show…..and I don’t want to….. and I am looking at finding new ways to relate here in person 🙂

Part of my harmonising pattern has precluded me from speaking out in the past when something comes up that I feel isn’t loving behaviour and gentle and respectful ~ I have always been scapegoated when I bring up issues that people do not want to deal with and I do not want to impact aggressively or disrespectfully in other people’s life paths as that is a key value for me. Also I often have felt I don’t know enough about whatever it is …….that doesn’t seem to stop other people from speaking and “teaching” and……many people are teaching something that isn’t implicitly expressed and yet that is what is being expressed.That isn’t a behaviour I wish to model consciously with intent.

This has led to lots of inner enquiry and tapping ( EFT) for me . It was very much a theme of our circle on thursday. Some people who have experienced manipulation and unloving behaviour by caretakers are very aware of how that feels and do not want to pass that pain parcel on ~ so the dilemma is ?

How can we speak our truth and be in our masculine energy without creating the same relating pattern with others ?

If we want to move out of this framework and evolve this is key. My feeling is ~ until I have removed my anger from these times in the past when I was on the receiving end ~ I will struggle with this in my behaviour ~…….I am learning to speak up and stand in my power and share my knowingness and at a full moon time this can be very heightened. I have witnessed lots of power tripping workshops in Glastonbury especially ~ masquerading as something else and I do not like the dishonesty.

The Emperor’s New Clothes ~ what to say ? Who is truly aware of what they are doing and being dishonest about it ……and if you speak up ……..how many will pretend that they do not agree ( although behind the net curtains……..) because they need that co dependent structure like a heroin user ? My code of behaviour now is avoiding drama if I can……unless something directly affects me in a way I feel is abusive , I choose not to engage ….otherwise I would spend all my time in this drama …….

I am focusing on what directly affects me and being the heroine in my own life 

I came to Glastonbury as a cosmic nudge ~ it wasn’t on any goal plan I had 🙂 My mind interpreted many things and I followed it’s lead creating workshops based on what I had learned both through knowledge ~ books, courses, workshops and experience ~ my real life practicality . My heart led me to Glastonbury ~ I didn’t know why I came ~ I trusted my gut that I needed to come at a time when I was allowing myself to be drawn to where I had my next life stage. This has gone in a different way to what I expected especially in learning about the Mayan calendar ~ it wasn’t what I thought it was and what it truly is ~ is wow 🙂 I have had to go through lots of illusions in this process ~ in this place anything goes 🙂 It’s a wild ride ~ shakes the core.

Honing that way of being and allowing that to happen was a huge crossroads for me. I believe it happened because I had done a huge amount of energy clearing with my own patterns and wounding and with my clients that I attracted ~ in particular on healing my feminine archetypal relationships and beliefs. Allowing myself to receive again was key ……and refining that by seeing clearly what was repeating when that happened and my own role in the relationship.

In my training and working as a therapist I have been on many events and workshops and worked with therapists as their therapist. One of the key patterns of a therapist or a coach is around self empowerment, people pleasing, fixing,and a need to be needed ~ a need to be in control.

This has been my journey ~ facing my shadow around my passive and aggressive aspects of my personality and behaviour and how I have been working with co~dependency issues. How I learned as a child , ways of behaving to empower myself which were often manipulative ~ people pleasing ~ from caretakers that were not in any way conscious or aware of these patterns ( so I believe ). My journey has been to transcend these patterns and behaviours and let go of relating in this way. I am very mindful of not jumping in with two feet in a situation that I haven’t had time to observe and understand and of letting my mind lead with assumptions……and this is a work in progress. If I have energy to clear on this and it is compelling, I am aware that I can do that, because once triggered into that energy I am coming from that place in some way.

The more we clear this energy the less that happens. We become the divine child again, clear from ego…..

Today’s energy is all about that ~ being empowered from the heart

and letting the magical universe flow through us instead of thinking

the tool has the power 🙂

This wizard energy is manifest in many aspects and I love Sonia Choquette’s book about this  ~ Souls lesson and purpose ~ which asks the reader which level they are at ~ experientially 🙂 Are we a novice ~ well versed in this issue ~ achieving mastery of it over many revisits 🙂 ?

The Mystery schools and magical practices often focus on outside of self rituals and ceremonies.

This is key to understanding ~ discernment. Many people often struggle with the concept of discernment and confuse it with judgement ~ and my offering on this is :

Judgement confusion ~ judgement energy to be cleared ~ issues around self esteem, not feeling good enough, not wanting to look at self, poor me, victim, inner child stuff . Triggers around this always reveal times in the past when this has occurred to the person feeling an emotional response and wanting to deflect that by various avoidance methods.

Using mind techniques to create debate ~ 

The ego wearing the clever coat ~ this is a big NLP pattern. The elite club with a new language and set of masculine energy tools that elevate them to godlike proportion ~ all these new words to confuse people with so I can outdo them 🙂  ~ they won’t be able to win at an argument and my ego can feel superior. 

I have been to NLP events where people speak in NLP’isms and cover their heart, leading on intellect ~head to head ~ no honest , intimate communication to be felt ~ and in real life you often find that people who seek this pattern  have experienced huge powerlessness and been manipulated in earlier life ~ often on a very abusive scale. They attract predators and seek to deal with these predators by outwitting them with their new laser light sword ~ darth vadar style. If only they would look within and feel their true force ~ the source and allow it to shine brightly ~ the magic would truly flow from the heart . Experientially I have seen many people on this trip and watched them “play” with other people with their new tools ~ and I do not like this behaviour.

People who haven’t cleared their wound pattern energetically and have the discipline to create new patterns that move away from co-dependence ……………….

cannot access new energetic circles ~ they simply morph onto a seemingly new plan …..but it’s the same old pattern deep down and they simply sabotage themselves because they aren’t  ready to enlighten within………..

In past history the magical traditions focus on creating masculine patterns and use intellectual process ~ now is the time of the sacred feminine on a large scale and following the heart path from within.

As the picture shows ~ and was the energy yesterday ~ Red Galactic Skywalker , this is about balancing our masculine and feminine within and in the process freeing our inner child.

The journey is a process and experiential. 

You cannot do this outside of yourself ~ any knowledge raises awareness ~ to integrate that knowledge requires experiencing it for yourself.

If you are using knowledge without having experienced it then where is the integrity ?

Our patriarchal pattern of evolution has been having ways of living enforced without our conscious informed consent and this is perfect for our soul evolution.

Now some of us, are understanding that this expanded patriarchal pattern has a way of relating to us that is very out of balance and unhealthy for us.

The planet is at the remit of a minority of ego centric people who control the majority and the majority have to live according to their plan  ~ which is a small percentage of the people have the wealth and live in a world of opulence made from the efforts of the majority of people who live in poverty  ~ this is a result of our collective conscious awareness and belief systems. It is a similar pattern to the Virgin media logo ~ which isn’t equal and isn’t a number eight 🙂 Guess which side it is heavily influenced on ? Perfect for where we are now ~ and moving away from.

The levels of profit have expanded so that in our factory pharma food have maximum cheap ingredients that have been manipulated and distorted and have no nutritional value ~ to match our collective  co dependent beliefs that someone should nurture us and we are unable to nurture ourselves, then if we choose we can blame them and avoid taking responsibility for ourselves……or take responsibility and create ways to nurture ourselves.

Did we have conscious awareness of this? Did we give informed consent? Did we actually collude in this process…….on a soul level we choose all our experiences ?

Consciously in my humanity……no I didn’t choose this and why on earth would I ?…… and I choose to create a world that is different to this …..which is what I choose to create within me and share with others who are of a like mind and seek to balance within and what I believe I came here to do at this time.

I accept that going through places and learning that may not feel good  is part of my learning curve 🙂

In this process of moving away from this ~ what I am going to term ~ unloving behaviour ~ and a hugely popular way of relating in Glastonbury ~ one of the clever ego defence mechanisms is to focus on one aspect and one polarity swing instead of looking at the whole ~ and again this happens because that aspect hasn’t been cleared and in that process ~ integrated.

This is distortion at work ~ and reveals a belief ~ isolating who takes responsibility  and exclusive rather than inclusive ~ a child like belief system that excludes certain parties ~ on a pattern level revealing fragmentation. It isn’t inclusive and it isn’t integrated which reveals what lies beneath.

Here is my view on this ~

If you are hosting a workshop or facilitating a process there is a responsibility inherent in that ~ take full responsibility for being the initiator and be honest about what you are doing ……and allow your participants to make an informed choice…..and if you aren’t capable of doing that……because you don’t have enough learning yet and are a novice…..then maybe consider waiting until you do….take responsibility for your position. Do an ecology check 🙂 If someone is teaching you about NLP do they teach about using this with respect and awareness…..or how they mesmerise and control people? How powerful you can become ~ like a speed junkie 18 year old in a Suburu 😉 How do they advertise ~ what are their manipulation techniques for getting you on their course ? See clearly and what is really attracting you to it 🙂 Is it Alpha driven? Is it a short cut to an ego identity that is surface pond skimming and has no deep foundation ? Is it coming from a bigger picture view or a skewed angle perspective?

Yes each adult can take responsibility…..and they don’t know what they don’t know………what are you choosing to co create and what is sponsoring that creation? Heart or ego led? What is the intention ?

As always this is a big learning for me too.

If you have just started learning something new , that is a powerful transformational tool ,  maybe be a guinea pig for it yourself  for a good while and use it over a period of time so see how it affects you ~ before you use it on someone else especially people who are vulnerable and seeking to open their heart, in particular children.

What is your therapeutic/relationship/psychological understanding and experience  ~ what foundation is this being built on?

To work with an adult is one thing ~  generally they have learned a lot about relating in some way and again if they are in a place of extreme vulnerability  ~ be very careful about proceeding with anything and explain in depth about where you are coming from, what you offer and how you believe it will work. Instead of making assumptions ~ ask questions and be clear and honest about what your intention is and what theirs is …..as much as you can

Maybe instead of using an avoidance of ……well it is their responsibility, they didn’t ask, I am not their caretaker bla bla bla Deferring any responsibility

and I have heard it so often in Glastonbury

How do we know the questions to ask? 

I grew up believing that people are innately good and choose to relate to me from that place ~ over time I have learned that people aren’t all coming from an honest loving space and so I have learned to be discerning.

I watch my children and see how so often they have trusted and believed whatever is advertised on TV and revisited my own child process …..and seen how the rules of manipulation have changed and experienced them too. At one time a product couldn’t be termed “The Best” and was labelled with the prefix of “possibly” now it seems that anything goes……

Each time we go into a world of consumerism we are open to manipulation ~ each supermarket, TV, the shopping mall, the sales call and all of these worlds specialise in understanding the ego mind and how to manipulate it.

If you choose to perpetuate this system and be part of it’s expansion then choose these patterns ~ all is good in our world of co creation and evolution. 

If you want to make it fit ~ it has to be now ~ it is time …..and it is coming from the ego mind ~ choose patterns and process to override your inner emotions and squash them down so your ego can journey on and you can ignore your body wisdom and your sacred feminine .

Whenever we pattern interrupt a process an aspect of this is blocking the message, the inner child choosing to speak and reveal an enlightenment opportunity.

The more we engage in that process the more we empower our ego and disempower our heart wisdom.

If someone had a huge trauma it may be helpful to let go of that trauma…….and maybe….to understand, learn and evolve from it……instead of blocking it out as though it never happened……because……

I believe it happened for a reason……everything does.

Our shadow always shows for a reason at the perfect time and if we choose to ignore it then a bigger nudge will come later in time.

Being in balance is the key  ~ focusing on being in a joyful space and patterns that support that ~ on the happy horse ~ and when we are not ~ what is causing that.

If our ego believes it can override the universal cycle ~ wow ~ we have a big ego shadow ~ the narcissist pattern ~ some deep  wound that is very powerful. We can override our innate knowingness…… and many people do ~ the majority of people on the planet at this time . This is free will.

This has a huge price to pay ~ I prefer a model of being our authentic selves and creating a way of living that truly feels good without any need for addictions, material props and ego structures.

Whilst we are dependent on these our house of cards will be prone to collapsing at every breath of wind or heavy footed giant shaking our treasure tree.

On a practical level how can I empower myself from the heart ?

The masculine , linear mind is very important in our process and being empowered to use it in balance is the key ~

Until we energetically clear our first part of life on earth we aren’t ready to take the next step of our space journey ~ in the EFT Circle I used a space metaphor of a rocket split into three.

We start at Earth and we move from Mars to Venus  – masculine to feminine – and let go of any heavy vibes by using internal alchemy of changing our shadow to light and in the process creating super powered rocket fuel which will propel us onwards 🙂

Creating goals empowers us to create our dream and get practical ~ make a plan ~ then……

let go of how that is going to happen because you are choosing to go on any journey and the universe will bring you that process ~ be open to it

and take action ~ being aware of yourself and your patterns is key.

The tools I have for becoming aware ~ if you are ready to look at your patterns are:

Mayan Sign and Starcode ~ this reveals your soul mission and energetic code

If something is coming up for you that is blocking your well-being I offer energy coaching and have lots of resources you can use for this to be aware of the universal time  that is influencing this , my intention is to empower you to do this yourself using Emotional Freedom Technique~

The Mayan Wavespell calendar ~ this is my version with links to lots of other creative sources

You can work with this each day to become aware of what is happening in the universal forces to create change

What has happened to me in the past at this time?

This is a document to raise personal awareness of that My Karma Wheel ~ pages and pdf and ……maybe create your own.

Being aware of Karma patterns with Kalma Karma and Co Dependency

When you have the intention to become aware ~ all will be revealed, at the perfect moment, for you to work with and empower yourself…….

If you are ready to be the phoenix rising from the ashes

If you are ready to evolve and let go of old ego ways of being and be truly a magical process.

A wasp appeared at The Heart Centre this week ~ paying attention to what is happening in our day to day world is key and is a divine message from our universal self ~ if we are ready to see 🙂

A message I got yesterday ~ Igor ~ not watched this……love the connection ~ I can see clearly now which is what this Blue Storm Energy Year is all about 🙂


Here’s a video about Triggers with a video soon about the next step ~ when the shadow is revealed with emotion