Cosmic Conscious Time




Red Cosmic Moon Day ~ the last day of Red Earth Wavespell

Had so much to share yesterday on Yellow Crystal Star Day ~ a gap day as well but went to ground to receive and regenerate. Please click on the links for more info.

Thirteen today ~ cosmic movement

I am learning to pay attention and realise when I am taking on too much energetically and to go with the moon cycle .

Waning moon ~ be in your yin receiving space of tuning in and tuning out distractions and “shoulds”


Yellow Star day brought lots of revelation and insight. Family constellation awareness takes on a whole new dimension ~ literally ~ when you work with the actual energetic ancestor’s natal star charts and see the secret codes hidden within that reveal soul journey awareness.


On the planet we are in year 8 of a thirteen year cycle that began on July 26  2006 with Red Magnetic Moon and hence the energetic overview of this time is found here.

Awakening to our sacred feminine true nature on an individual basis and ……on a cosmic basis as a result. The challenge of the yin coming back in the second year of this thirteen year cycle in July 26 2007 was White Lunar Wizard ~ self ~ empowerment.

The two combined together create the energetics of the third co creative year of July 26 2008 ~Blue Electric Storm Year the year of the great financial crash took place starting in the US in August 2007 and really hitting home in June and July of 2008 in the UK , just as I was doing the biggest property project I had ever done 🙂

On the 4th year of  26 July 2009 the planet was on Yellow Self ~ Existing Seed Year ~ creating a form for the true nature of our seed selves to emerge and awaken and let go of our ego masks. 

On the 5th year 26 July 2010 we had Red Overtone Moon to help us remember our true soul purpose

On the 6th year of  26 July 2011 we had White Rhythmic Wizard Year to bring us into balance

and last year Blue Resonant Storm ~ to unleash our mystical magical true selves

Gratitude to Tracey Gendron for these fab resources.

Here is a link to an overview of mine for this year of Yellow Galactic Seed Year this year 

If you look at what you were doing you may get some revelations 🙂


Everything on one level on our planet is simply dancing to the cosmic rhythm and co creating with what is there ~ for example ~

the climate,

where our planet is in relation to other planets

time of year and proximity to the sun

time of day and proximity to the moon

the energetic pattern that is resonating

For our soul experience on one level our human conscious awareness interacts with this and creates a conscious intent.

To give a gardening example ~ we decide to make a garden and so we shape it with our will.

That said if we try and bend something in it too far away from it’s natural state of being….

it will not thrive and it may even die.

We learn from that process :-)…….

hopefully 🙂

In the recent past we ( the collective generally speaking in humanity and pre~dominantly in the west )have been on a hedonistic , ego spending spree and off on a patriarchal path that believes it knows better than God and Goddess whilst forgetting that is it’s true nature 🙂

That is the journey of forgetting and expressing the extreme masculine viewpoint.

Consumer pattern believes that all can endlessly be created in an even “better” way than is intrinsic and natural . Mankind can come up with more refined products that control and expand on nature’s great bounty…..

yea right 🙂

This is an untruth and an illusion that our collective ego has been really creative at…….


and creating a manipulation pattern.

People who manipulate come from a place of being manipulated. You do not do something you have not energetically experienced.

Part of the manipulation myth is that there is a wonderful by product that comes from this action,

that it is ok to manipulate someone when you know “better” ~ better than the universe?

that the majority will benefit so the end justifies the means……

the greater good bla bla bla

The truth is this pattern is a twisty, slippery pattern that has no basis in honest relationship because it is the pattern of a liar

A liar is always of the ego world.

Heart has no need to lie, nor spirit  for any reason period. The world that is not of ego patterns simply speaks the truth free of all emotion ~

it is what it is.

I don’t know about you but I am experiencing connecting to a great many manipulation myths right now 🙂

They are coming up for my awareness generally and for me personally as to what choices I make as to raising consciousness for myself and others.

I am very aware of letting go of drama as a Leo and I have spent quite a bit of time during this Red Magnetic Moon period, in the courts.

I have no tolerance for bullpoo and bullies . 

At the moment I am looking at several areas of relationship that are coming up as pattern matches for times in my past when other people have thought it ok to bully and judge me ~ make assumptions about who I am based on my gender, my age, my dress, the colour of my skin, my weight, my family background and where I hailed from…..

This is true for everyone in some way and these patterns expand into global issues that get bigger and bigger until we have no choice but to heed their teaching 🙂

If you look at the majority of  “minority” groups who have an “issue” concerning their “human rights” ~ you will see a common thread ~

women are in there

Women and the sacred feminine have experienced extreme unloving behaviour and this is where we are starting to reverse that curve and take a different direction.

I have had lots of communication this week and learned a lot . On this journey I have followed my cosmic cookie trail and been surprised at my findings.

This thread of manipulation goes so deep and only those that are ready and willing to work with this energetic signature in themselves will let go of believing that these threads are “conspiracy theories” and fear mongering ~ there are none so blind as those that will not see.


Creating different relationship realities actually requires doing things and taking action because if people do not speak up then the silence creates a willingness to keep the status quo.

Behind every accusation against our individual truth telling, there is always a fearful individual who does not want to hear that “truth” .

It is the soul journey to speak and stand firm as you navigate illusions ~ it is the creation of the core strength and essential to this year’s Yellow Galactic Seed energy ~ to reveal the true seed that wants to stay safely protected in it’s unaware shell. That said each unawakened pod is essential to the polarity dance at this time and we do not need to provoke an “outing” ~ or be silent and sacrifice our beliefs and self.

I have repeatedly been told that I “shouldn’t” speak my truth because it is for the person I am speaking to , to learn that for themselves. The person speaking this truth to me does not seem to apply that rule to themselves though ~ it is a one way street 🙂

Sound familiar?

If you are ready to be a warrior of the heart ~ and by that I mean to speak of what is honest free from personal ego agenda ~ it requires a high level of personal responsibility to be able to separate the inner wheat from the chaff ~ What is my emotional stuff and what is a clear message?

The difference that makes the difference is being clear of emotional intensity ~ or as clear as you can be and aware of what you are not clear of 🙂


be honest about it 🙂

No matter where we are on our path the clear vibration of honesty is felt and recognised by all.

Manipulation has been inherent in our journey so far because our world structure relies on it with the energetic imbalance of masculinity.

It is all part of the learning of the slave pattern ~ the co dependent pattern.

Over thousands of years people have been “sold” an idea that there is a very good reason why they are less than the other group which justifies them being used and abused….

and so often this has been from an on high perspective of a deity, in this deity’s name  ~ can’t argue with that one can you ?

Wow that is so powerful and persuasive and something so cruel to manipulate innocents in that way through fear and dishonesty.

It is really really simple to see now though for many more people isn’t it ?

For one group of people to have more than they need ~ and for some that is a lot more ~ other people have to have less ……..

and sometimes that is less than nothing. 

For continual products to fit a “success” ego label , there has to be continual product and “growth” ~ even a child can figure out that isn’t sustainable and yet amazingly…….the majority of the western world has gone a long with it.

Time for a change ?

I have just found a great thread about this, from looking for something else. Once you get familiar with the pattern of seeing the smokescreen it is easily spotted and becomes so obvious. An equally big story is created to divert attention and then becomes the focus and then manipulates the “target” audience into doing what the power that be truly wanted in the first place ~ only the targeted group isn’t aware of that and cashes in on that group’s naivety and/or general good naturedness.

All of our feast and famine times in recent history have been purposely created and came from earlier tried and tested manipulation models. War is a really great money making opportunity and smoke screen for the people who don’t  (seem to ) get their hands dirty. In the 1940’s in the UK we had women working the land in place of men and at a time when the land could have returned to the old sustainable ways ~ what happened instead was the implementation of mono crop farming with machinery. Where did the machinery come from ? ~ the USA. This way of farming destroyed our meadow fields, our wildlife, our natural hedgerows and all manner of chemical control came in. The UK were in debt to the US at this time which I guess was the pendulum swing of the opposite experience in earlier days. It was a chance for the US literally to make the UK pay.

No blaming intended here ~ simply a pattern and history repeat and learning.

When we work with small sustainable energetic systems and models that work with nature there is no need for any of this intervention ~ the universe has it all worked out without any help from humans 🙂 It is wisdom that ancient people know and is there to be reconnected to when we are ready to retrain our ego collective.

Looking for any tangible info on this I stumbled across a couple of other stories that you can read about here and here:

What is really interesting is the nuclear story. In the USA they hid what they were doing ~ supposedly for the greater good and they pretended that their nuclear stores weren’t for any sort of weapon ~ untrue. Later in history USA government then accused other countries of doing the same thing 🙂

Where did they get that notion from I wonder ? They had coined it and this is ~ I believe, the real nature of why certain countries ~ one of which is the UK , simply have to keep nuclear power. They can hide other things as they have a perfect excuse ~ a front, a mask….

a lie.

The UK people were sold this vision of cheap , clean fuel and it is very untrue, proved to be an issue with Japan’s recent event ( which was also a repeating historic pattern event in a different way ) and yet more nuclear power is on the cards ~ which doesn’t make any sense does it ? When something doesn’t make sense there is an ego pattern at work 🙂

The other story I found was very unexpected because it reveals a similar pattern about Pearl Harbor and if you look at that story you can see certain similarities to an event in 2001 in the USA.

Makes interesting reading doesn’t it?

Closer to home I have been researching the mortgage companies and in particular their behaviour as to their clients. In 2009 and 2010 the FSA in the UK had certain findings and fined three large companies £millions for their unfair behaviour with their customers ~ this is a matter of public record.

Why in 2013 is this behaviour still continuing? If you need any practical advice on this here is a great forum Consumer Action Group Forum

Have you had an extreme incident with a company that you were buying a product from believing in the old adage ~ the customer is always right?

Having spent much of my adult life in sales and service related industries, I am frequently gobsmacked at the extremity of the masculine behaviour I am currently witnessing.

When I was a young travel clerk I started at Thomas Cook and we had a rigorous list of recommended companies, the “cancellation” market was just coming in and some of the larger companies popular at the time ~ Airtours ~ were not allowed as bookings. When I left there ( on my “youth training scheme”) and worked at another place Soluna Travel ( notice the name 🙂 ) this was different. Travel Companies had incentives for travel agents and the more holidays you booked for them the more renumeration you got ~ in some cases free trips ~ which to the poorly paid travel agent were what made life possible 🙂 If you ever walked into an agency determined to go to Spain and ending up going to Greece this may explain why ? I guess that is still happening today. The people I worked with didn’t reveal the in depth agenda to their customer and at the same time weren’t manipulative to any great degree because many of our customers became personal friends and came back year after year ~ I believe the people had high integrity in their transactions. If there was a choice between two companies though and one had a better incentive for the agent …..guess which was booked ? It tipped the scales.

Some companies believe that it is their right to believe you may be committing an offence in their store if you behave in a certain way and that it isn’t an issue for you or them, if they challenge you about this in public, ask to search you , find nothing and state it was your fault for behaving in a way that creates suspicion, whilst not actually being able to spell that out for you ~

When this viewpoint is challenged, all of this behaviour, seemingly ,is blamed on staff who are not following company guidelines ~ yet when undercover documentaries are made this is often seen to be the reverse ~ they are totally following company guidelines, with pressure being placed upon staff to make their store money no matter what the cost to the customer or honest or fair relationship.

Having worked for several large profit driven companies I have experienced this profit led, slavery model and the charming manipulators they attract to management 🙂

If we do not speak up about this and make our voice heard then what is the outcome?

I seem to remember that the terrible events of history, that happened all over the world ,are often deferred in responsibility to ~

I was following orders.

It is time for us to awaken to creating respectful relationship for all.

One of the key aha moments I had this week was thanks to a posting on Facebook of my old home town of Rochdale.

I have always wanted to get out of Rochdale from the moment I started to travel. Sorry Rochdalians ~ I know there are some lovely places in the area but the town centre is one of the lowest vibes I have ever come across and in particular the town flats. I have had some happy times there thanks to friends and we used to have a big circle of community.

I was really surprised when I remembered the flats name ~ the Seven Sisters and how that connects to the Pleiades information I am working with today ~ what an amazing reframe 🙂 We are always in the perfect space. This constellation is over my house and is my moon ~ Taurus.

Everything that has taken place so far was absolutely meant to ~ question is ~ do we continue with it or…..

wake up and weave new realities that are in touch with our highest good ~ everyone’s highest good and accept nothing less……..

We are worth it 🙂


Love to you and your awakening beacon of sacred feminine light ~ tomorrow begins a new

energetic signature of White Dog Wavespell ~ unconditional love and connecting to your tribe 



Rewind and Release


Blue Spectral Hand

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Lots of sharing today in this blue hand energy ~ my Mayan sign . 

My number is nine not eleven which is today’s number.

As a nine I am here to assist in the energy of completion ~ end of times 🙂 This is also a blending of sun and moon energy 🙂 Magician and High Priestess.

I know this truly with all my heart and am sharing this with you from that space of love and clarity.

I have created lots of clear space in my own personal inner space and that is why I can share this ~ because I have travelled there first, am travelling there and if you choose you can journey with me.

I am sharing this experientially from what I know ~ this has been revealed to me because I am ready to receive it energetically 🙂

Lots of talk today about the Grand Sextile.  Here is a Mayan blog about it.

Here is mine 🙂

This energy in the heavens is there and as individuals we connect to it with energy within us at where we are on our path with our level of understanding at this time in many ways:





are some of the ways 🙂

I am sharing what I know and so that I do not repeat myself if you haven’t read my New Years post of Yellow Galactic Seed Year then there is lots more in the way of explanation today.

What I am choosing to share today is what I feel intuitively called to ~ this is a day of shadows and as a shadow worker this is the area I am growing more comfortable with primarily in myself and becoming more energised in sharing that with others who are ready to embrace their inner dog, inner child and look to the true source of alchemy ~ the dark side of their moon 🙂

Shadow Workers shine your light 🙂

Our society in the west has thrived on the first part of the cycle ~ yang, sun, self, masculine and going out into the world.

All outer glittery things of the ego ~ the sun sign in astrology.

Now we are moving into balancing the shadow side ~

the Yin and the wild, chaotic feminine. The Pre~menstrual harridan full of strong emotions that have been labelled “bad”

The dark half of our psyche 🙂

The Grand Sextile for our personal planetary harmonics is what happens when we transform and honour this balsamic space 🙂

Number 11 is a powerful number and connected to number 2. Master builder numbers and more about that here.

If you are any of these numbers in your Mayan sign then you will resonate very strongly with the shadow essence and this is your soul mission.

It is the time of tough love and going to the heart of the matter for each individual.

Look, listen and learn and be guided by your body and what is showing up for you now and face your inner demons.

There is no alternative to being in this space energetically , as this is where we are on the planet and the more you can align yourself with this road trip , the more you will liberate yourself.

Many people worry about their thoughts and their law of attraction believing that if they say enough mantras, raise their vibe and visualise rainbows and angels then their dark thoughts will remain hidden in their personal Pandora’s Box.

Vibes don’t do this 🙂 They are what they are 🙂 Takes more than fairy dust to walk our path 🙂

Our vibration and beacon of light ~ our personal Star of David is energetically sending out a code at all times and the more we allow ourselves to get real about this ~ the whole picture not the rose tinted spectacle version ~ the more we can work with it.

Everything that has ever happened to us was meant to happen for our learning.

We haven’t got anything “wrong” or been a “bad” person and this is true for everyone ~ everyone without exception has been here on this planet to play their starring role so we can all learn and create choices as a result of that learning.

We may have chosen less than loving behaviour and this we can address


Everything that has been in our personal road trip has brought us to this space and is there to shape our future.

This is a crossroads in our evolution and if we choose we can weave a new world for ourselves by using the tools available to us at this time.

This is an energetic universe and we have energy therapies to work with our energy in very practical, grounded ways that are part of the power team we already have in place .

It is time to combine what we already know and use our mind in balance with our body and emotions and our spirit leading the way and guiding us on our star coded mission.

It is time for the new myth to be born.

It is time for us to be the hero and heroine in our own story and let go of soap opera living , drama, delusion.

You may find you have been on a journey of being stripped to the bone so you are free from these distractions . You may have “lost” everything. You may have “given up ” your old life.

In the first part of our life ~ as in the first part of our planetary history ~ we are immersed in the literal and surface structure. Creating our ego path. Now it is time to go deeper and work with our inner world and often everything will go through a black hole of inversion. Everything turns on it’s head like a sand hour glass. Everything we have learned is breaking down to birth something new and as the midwives of this birthing we begin with ourselves. This comes through us.

Yesterday I awoke with the prefix Re 

Re added onto a word changes it ~ re ~works it

We are at the “re “stage of……

rebirth, revolution, recreation, reincarnation, relax, rejuvenate, reiterate, rewind, release, reborn, revolve, recycle, receive, rest, recuperate, restore, realise, reality, real, reflexology, reimburse, re – individuate, rescue, reorganise, read, remember, reanimate, relationship, red, ready, regrowth, remerge,retract, revelation, religion, recognition, recognise, re -invent, redolent …..

how many words can you think of ?

Over the past few days I have had some amazing connections with my retreat ~ there is another one 🙂 It is the first year I have been so clear about creating this. I started it in 2011 with my first retreat in Glastonbury and I trusted that although I didn’t know much about the Mayan Wavespell yet I could simply say that and work with what I did know. I had no conscious knowing at that time that this would expand and….

this is what my key learning is…..

we don’t know what we don’t know and if we are to truly let go of repeating ~ there’s another one 🙂 ~ then we have to truly let go and be open to surrendering to what our higher self is seeking to birth through us.

Clearing enough space to allow that is key and the more we understand about how our human spaceship works and guides us with it’s technology the the more we can consciously work with that information and work with it and it’s language.

Our emotional mind is the navigator and attracts to us experiences that have been perceived as positive in the past and negative . The positive can take the form of high energy pleasure palaces of partying, being in love and feeling in our power. There is no judgement in one sense ~ simply this made me feel good and so I want more of it or this made me feel bad so it is dangerous.

The emotional mind is very literal and takes an energetic pattern of that event which encodes that experience with an emotion. It also encodes it with the information available at that moment in time and so we are often living from that energetic pattern today ……even though that pattern and understanding of the world, woven into that energetic  code was from a four year old perspective say ~ that is what is happening for us today energetically and emotionally.

The emotional mind lives in the amygdala and is our fight or flight mechanism. It isn’t rational and isn’t logical ~ this is the role of our cortex as in as much of it knows what it knows from it’s education 🙂.

At times of danger rational thought is cut off ~ if we stand and prevaricate this impedes our survival strategy and so our survival mechanisms take over and shunt resources to parts of our body that enable us to flee or fight or……freeze.

The older we get and the more trauma we experience and the more pattern matches we create,

The more we try and balance that with relaxation activities that stimulate us ~ such as eating certain foods, taking drugs, alcohol etc and the more that expands.

The older we get and the more intense it becomes as all this emotion is increasing and the events we attract to us  ~ with the spiritual intention of healing this  and creating different choices ~ expand .

At the same time our body is experiencing overwhelm with this and cannot tolerate this imbalance and so the energy doesn’t flow in a well~being way.

Our hard drive gets full and we ….



computer say no ……..

We tend to keep doing what has worked in the past as this is what we “know” . To evolve requires new learning 🙂

We are here to evolve 🙂

I hope this illustration reveals to you why talking about things doesn’t create change on it’s own ~ this is the cortex area. This is talking therapy.

This is a different language to emotion and the world of the pattern matching amygdalla 

To create change we work

with the mind ~ logic and emotional areas

with the body at all levels ~

  • energy body of meridians ( acupuncture and Chinese Medicine Wheel for example) ,
  • emotional body and emotions ~ letting those shadow feelings out from the past and allowing ourselves to have and express them now in an authentic expression ,
  • physical body ~ listening to areas where our energy isn’t flowing and physical movement every day

Spirit ~ 

connecting to all that is ~ our guides and our ancestors each day and being a clear channel free from manipulation and ego tripping

We have all the answers for our masculine and feminine to blend in balance within us and this is on one level what the Star of David means.

It is something that is spoken of in many magickal texts ~ the Kabbalah for example. Squaring the circle in alchemical teaching

Now is the time to do that within.

At each energetic shift within we can receive new teaching from the cosmos ~ our universal father and mother.

This is the path of the Sun and Moon.

The Mayan Wavespell when used experientially allows us to connect to the universe and synchronise with the new learning in a timely way ~ at the perfect moment for the bigger picture pattern and at the perfect moment for our individual pattern.

The more you start to look with awareness at your thirteen year life cycles and the more you will see how you are revisiting and reworking your energy code and the potent opportunity to ~ 

be reborn free from repeats

there are those re’s again 🙂

For each and every person on this planet there is a personal process unfolding. On a soul level it doesn’t matter if you are building an Ark just now, opening a healing centre, being a landscape gardener or being a first time mother.

What matters is that you feel good about yourself and enjoy what you do. Be the real you free from artifice.

Anything that comes from that being space will blossom.

If you are not in that love space most of the time ~ free from needing any sort of fix when your plan is going off plan then maybe you are ready to liberate yourself and look to your shadow for the gold ?

A future vision

Imagine a village where 1000 inhabitants were very self aware.

They had learned about their Starcode and their Mayan Sign.

They knew what all their shadow experiences where and the wounds that had been created in the first part of their life.

They knew what their thirteen year cycles were and how their karma wheel turned.

Their intention was always to open their heart and create peace within, to live a wellbeing life in balance experientially and they had let go of prioritising tangible goals ~ goals had become secondary to them feeling good about themselves

They worked on these issues every day as and when they had an emotional trigger with a pattern match event and/or person from their past using EFT

They noticed how , when they released their past “issues” , their beliefs changed as a result . This changed their day to day living. They had less and less  inner “drama” tags ~ no emotional baggage potentiality seeking liberation….

they let themselves be free and clear on many levels

and so it was possible to detach from the drama literally

let go of needing a fix

and so becoming the magical child once more with all the wisdom of experience

Truly a grown up on the inside as well as the outside

and the magical by product of this was that energetically their body was free fro ageing principles and resonating at a high vibe.

Imagine if you lived in this village and were part of this vibe ?

This is being the change……

People who have done their inner energetic work are truly free 🙂

to be

the star that they truly are and need no validation.

On the Day out of time I did a workshop and one thing that came up on that day arrived three times and so I know it is a cookie trail to follow 🙂

There are many roads to Rome and as we have created a pattern in the first part of our lives so it will continue in that same vein in some way.

If we have chosen to be well on a physical level with a gym for example, then this can continue throughout life.

This same energetic code of moving the physical body can be experienced in many ways ~ through gardening, yoga, dance, pilates, swimming, bellydancing  ~ all depends on what outcome we wish to create 🙂 Whatever ways have felt “good” in the past pave the way for the pattern…..

Many times in our youth we connect to youthful teachers who are not wise in wisdom and bring us learning that creates pain for us ~ physically and emotionally. Although this learning can be perceived by our ego ( and emotional mind ) as “bad” “wrong” and can literally have damaged us ….

I offer you that this is the alchemical journey at this time

Our first part of life is for creating this wounding and matches our star seeded mission so that later we can transform it ….

This is all part of the plan 🙂

The more we do our inner transformation and the more we realise this 🙂

So the learning that came on this day is about the psoas muscle. Thank you to Samia Dance for sharing this learning and leading me to look at the bigger picture of this at the perfect time 🙂

I am meeting many women just now who are having issues with this space in their body ~ myself included.

This is part of the energy of Red Serpent in the Mayan ~ kundalini rising. More on my Red Serpent blog here for this week’s awareness

What a synchronistic time ~ of course ~ for core energy awareness in this core wavespell. This is the lovely wonder of our universe bringing us exactly what we are ready to weave with without any limitations.

Lots more about this by Liz Koch here and her awareness of this soul muscle.

The more you realise what you were doing at this time in years past on the gregorian calendar ~ what was I doing this time historically ? The more you see your personal soul thread.

Another way is to look at what you were doing at this time in this energetic signature time which changes each year using the Mayan Wavespell. This can lift the lid to so much awareness for yourself if you are ready to look. This spiral spins and goes through an energetic pattern that starts with the Red Dragon each year ~ what is the cosmic mother bringing us to awaken and the second energy is always White Wind ~ the challenge of allowing spirit to speak through us . The wavespell is the flavour of this over and over every 260 days.


When we look at the holy trinity triangle ~ part of the Star of David and the recent crop circle at Wiltshire and the day out of time image I posted then we can see a similarity ? See my wall on Facebook.


It is all the same energetic code being revealed in certain ways ?

Can you see ?

What is being shown to us universally in the cosmos, in the circle we live in, in our physical body ……

is the same energetic message

and when we bring all of this within and hear the message and let go of our old ways, old feelings …….

we birth the new.

When we have a body issue ~ discomfort ~ there are several places that require a rebalance. It is our core self showing us what seeks release now and a new structure potentiality that naturally comes from passing through this learning gateway.

This is what our modern medi kit framework does not support and what we are reconnecting to ~ remembering . That is why we have travelled here ~ to know this absolutely through experiencing how outside fixes simply do not create a long term feel good factor 🙂

A drug will merely suppress the symptoms and our body will create a bigger event to overcome this suppression. If we are holding emotional energy in our body it completes it’s expansion here.

Is it time for you to go deeper into the somatic wisdom of your human spaceship ?

When we decide to see each “hurtful” message and messenger as our enlightenment process then we are on a whole new energetic highway 🙂

Another part of The Mayan teaching is of the 13 Moon calendar.

The moon is our sacred feminine and our shadow shield.

The more we work with this energy and the more is revealed of the soul path. This Magnetic Moon is a time of hearing,feeling and seeing what we are working with this year.

Energetically we are always matched where we are on our personal shadow evolution.

If we are simply working on an intellectual level then this is the universal  perpective we have which is why ~ in one sense ~ it is fruitless having a debate with someone who is energetically in a different space. It is also why people and events show up to reveal this.

Let’s say you had a childhood of being bullied and being told who you were.

No matter how much you have talked about this to others ~ you may have spoken to a psychologist for years, you may have learned new ways of relating and creating intellectual boundaries.

All of this is wonderful.

Yet you are still attracting bullies and you feel very angry about it because what you have learned does not make any difference to your day to day reality and these people still will not respect ~ often not even understand ~ your terms and conditions about how you wish to relate

time to bring in another aspect into your circle and work with your energetic and emotional body ?

Then watch things change very quickly.

These archetypes won’t vanish off the face of the earth …..however they won’t be affecting you energetically

and when they notice this ……that creates a change 🙂

Deep gratitude to everyone who assisted me on my journey.

I have had so much insight from the lovely people I have been connecting to over the last couple of weeks ~ thank you.

On Aries Moon day and Red Solar Serpent ~ galactic portal day ~  I drew the New Myth Card from The Mayan Oracle pack in the Abbey grounds.

The image is the one on the left only ~ the infinity symbol


This is what is says:

The New Myth

Child of the Sun, you are being called to wakefulness, to your place in the new myth. A great miracle is coming for planet Earth, and the time is now. A new consciousness will be created by the children of the Sun as they ascend with the Earth to a new place among the stars. A new harmonic of light and sound, a golden octave, is being sounded on Earth, ringing in the frequencies of ecstasy, union, and unconditional love.

Child of the Sun, why did you come to Earth? You are the miracle of the new myth unfolding. You came to Earth with a purpose, a plan, a master “blueprint” encoded in your feelings. Live in harmony with that plan. Open your world to the Great Mystery. You are being asked to view your experiences from a mythical standpoint so that you remember your connection to the larger pattern.

Notice the metaphors of your daily life. They key to your personal myth is presenting itself. Your everyday world is infused with a vast mosaic of metaphorical meaning. Everything you do is relevant to the creation of your personal myth, as well as the larger meta-myth.

From now on, there are no more roadmaps, no more creeds, no more philosophies. From here on, your direction comes straight from the universe, moment by moment. This is the path of innocence, the path of trust. Here, each step is walked only once, and the universe speaks in the voice of the present.
Feel the key to the kingdom in your heart. Know that, like the pull of the heavenly bodies, love is neither taken nor given but discovered and allowed. No one is without love, for love is the force that holds universes together. By simply embodying love, you are living the new myth that will create the wave home. Surrender to love and awaken, child of the Sun!

Time to go off road, into new space, to boldly go where no man has gone before ~ are you ready to create the life of your dreams ?

Let your sorrow be your swan song

let it be your salvation

let your sadness sing you in to joy 

It’s time to relate in a whole new way now and ….

let go let go let go let go

what is past is truly past…

we let go of old learning….

let go of the yearning…

all we seek is within us

we hold the keys to unlock our torment…….

we are always held, always loved, 

we are love

pure, pure, pure heart

be the love 

Love to you and your shadow today blending sun and moon, masculine and feminine 🙂

Red Solar Serpent



Red Solar Serpent in the Red Earth Wavespell


This is day two of the new Year and day nine of this wavespell.

Completion day


This is one of the key energetic signatures for growth this year. It is a galactic portal day today ~ a powerful gateway where we can access all that ever was and is ~ we are free to unfetter ourselves from this lifetime and connect to the noosphere to weave with the threads therein.

To connect to this powerful wavespell that recently occurred on May 28th this year is another powerful way to work. Whatever was coming up for you then is something to stir into your cosmic cauldron today if you wish to whip up your relationship mirrors.  My Red Serpent Wavespell blog for this year

I have chosen Lilith today as my picture ~ she is featuring in a big way in our astrology at the moment and if you know what your Lilith moon info is this can help you become clearer about what sacred feminine energetic signature you are working with in this lifetime.

As our planetary sacred feminine has been suppressed so it is within each one of us and this is what we are birthing individually so that collectively we create change.

The key notes of feminine wounding are the way forward ~ healing and creating new relationships with our feminine aspects.

Lilith has been portrayed as a wayward woman in many texts ~ she who would not be suppressed.

Many religious doctrines have their ruling on how dangerous wild women are ~ because they are in their power and a powerful woman who is coming from an inner energy heart space is not to be trifled with 🙂

Women who run with the wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes is a great read.

Women hold the connection to the cosmos with their moon cycle and intuition in a way that men do not and so over thousands of years this has been feared instead of honoured in many areas of society due to the patriarchal swing of things 🙂

This womb wisdom is now being restored and circles of women are reconnecting and remembering by plugging in to their cosmic sisters.

The Goddess is returning like sleeping beauty awakening and so to fully allow that true sacred feminine coming from love rather than wounding we have a dance to do with our personal Lilith expressions 🙂

Some conscious raising questions you can use if you choose:

How do we “do” relationships?

How do we see women ?

How do we love our bodies ?

How do we feel about our gentle feminine aspects?

How do we nurture and mother ourselves?

Do we look to others to do that ?

How do we let our body and chakras show us where we are flowing and where inner work is required ?

Do we embrace our sexual selves?

Can we get naked and look in the mirror and love what we see ?

Can we get naked with others both in body and in presence without any adornment or mask?

Do we allow our true selves to be seen?

Do we play roles ? Who with ?

Have we been burned in relationship?

Do we feel we have ever been truly seen by another?

Are we still modelling our parents in some way?



This time next year how do you want your life to be ?

Who is going to be in your world ?

How are you going to be relating?

Are you going to be behaving differently ?

Are you going to be even more open hearted ? Softer ? Vulnerable ? Open to loving ? Ready to receive whatever the goddess is bringing you by matching her within?

Are you ready for rapture of your heart ?

Ready to light that fire and let the kundalini rise at the perfect time ~ remember that when it is the perfect time it happens effortlessly with Uranus opposition  when this planet pulls up your liquid fire .

If you are around 38 ~ 42 this is a major life transition that happens and what we are often believing is the mid life crisis  ~ it is our soul show firing up.

Wherever we have an unresolved feminine Lilith event this looms large at this time.

As the kundalini rises up our spine it highlights each chakra and all our lower chakra issues are the key. Working below ground in our personal tree of life allows the upper chakras to energise and only when we do this process energetically and heal these areas ….

does the enlightenment process happen within

bringing our shadow to light.

When we are in love the whole world radiates. On a personal relationship basis this honeymoon period of intensity tends to last around 18 months. 

To do this from within without another creates a lifetime experience of heart connection to everyone and everything free from any neediness and not dependent of having conditions met.

We are free from conditions as we are truly unconditional with ourselves.

We do not need something outside of ourselves to create happiness.

So …..

Are you ready to dive in and create a new world for yourself ?

You have everything you need to do that ~ all that is required is that you focus inwards.

Lilith is the gateway to love.

Love to you today and your loving potentiality.








Yellow Galactic Seed Year 2013



Wishing you joy and love on this New Year’s Day Lovelies


Yellow Galactic Seed Year 

This is an amazing time to be alive on our planet and evolve in this emotional evolution

All of the magic we have known through our imagination since we were children is starting to be revealed as truth as the veil is starting to be lifted and we learn who we really are ~ powerful co creators of our reality. 

This is happening faster and faster as we are at an optimum time for this process ~ we have all the connections in place for this cosmic communication now .

As each one of us integrates and works with solar plexus issues ~ our personal veil ~ our heart opens more and releases it’s wounding and we step through the valley of death into rebirth. We enter the gates of the goddess and usher our sacred feminine within. Our circles complete and expand and we let go of old ways of being on all levels.

When we allow ourselves to truly live from love then our world reflects this around us and this energy changes everything we touch.

All we need do is go within 🙂

Please click on the links for more information on other sites and resources

The number 8 is the infinity symbol and represents the as above , so below and the first image I chose today is the Tree of Life. To create balance our roots below the ground ~ and our lower chakras ~ match what is above.

It is the first place we go to create a strong foundation so our upper growth has the necessary structure to support it.

Caroline Myss The Anatomy of the Spirit is an in depth book on this and great videos here

Number 8 is also the number of Scorpio ~ the death and rebirth time.

We are in Saturn in Scorpio times of tough love and keeping it real 🙂

When we allow ourselves to look at, feel and heal our shadow we remember the wheel of our personal, internal alchemy and transform what we perceive as our darkness into light.

All is love , all is essential to our journey and all is valued in our wholeness.

It is the nature of our journey of transformation and the reason we are here in our human spaceship at this time 🙂


This is the secret ~ go within and change within energetically . Bring heaven to earth in you by letting go emotionally and energetically of your past and be the peace you seek. Until you do this nothing can change because …….

we create our perception of the world.

It is really really really simple 🙂 Like all great truths.

It isn’t difficult ~ it can be painful to look within ~ it has to be done to create new circles for ourselves ~ consciously 🙂

It isn’t a passive experience if you wish to change how you relate to the world 🙂 It involves creating new ways internally and this shapes the external behaviour and energetic interaction with our universe.

You cannot do that by meditation, reading about it or wishing it alone 🙂

When we look at sacred geometry with practical insights and bring the intellectual essence of it into plain language and understanding ~

we can see that these patterns are everywhere and it is all the same simple stuff albeit incredibly complex on another level.

Everything in our universe goes through the same cycles of death and rebirth and Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter.

In this patriarchal time the bigger picture pattern has put all the emphasis on outer, egoic, yang energy and suppressed the feminine, shadow yin energy simply for evolutionary learning 🙂

This is what the Zodiac reveals and as this is in the heavens so it is on Earth.


The moon cycles ~ waxing and waning and the four quarters….

The ley lines on the planet and the chakra points and the same lines in our body.

This is what the Mayan Wavespell reveals to us ~ how our universal energy is always taking us to different places and experiences at significant times…..

All this information is always here under the sun ~ there is nothing new 🙂

There may be new ways to weave with it because of the nature of new times and new learning

There is nothing to fear ~ we are here for an adventure and the more of our personal fear we release the more we can see that to be true on a personal level

and the more we get clear in our own personal energetic bubble ~

the more we see with clarity ~ our own personal pattern and our energetic signature that is the gift we bring to our planet at this lifetime

When we place our focus on ourselves this is when life really takes off with a Quantum Leap and we truly start to master our ego and see it as a friend.


As we integrate, our energy grows stronger and we strengthen our core, we step off the karma deal, get out of the hamster wheel and truly engage with our destiny.

We become transparent through our ego transformation and we let go of our personality needing validating or ego stroking as we remember who we really are and what we came here for 🙂



So much to share with you today about what I have learned and especially what has been brought to my awareness over the last few days of the old year.

Where to begin ?


My intention for this year


Yesterday in my day out of time workshop I focused on what I want to integrate for myself this year and I chose :




This has been a very clear theme for me since arriving in Glastonbury in 2011 and where I have been seeing my own ego masks and dishonesty with heightened awareness ~ big trip in The Heart Chakra of Glastonbury 🙂 Here expanded evolution is potent ~ on the flip side it is also a place of lost souls.

As one of my key ego masks is people pleasing , it has always been difficult to be honest with what I see and believe because I do not like to upset people and through my own self~ development process I have learned to let go of taking responsibility for how other people feel.

Bringing this back to myself ~ I feel shadow emotions when I trigger them in others and I blame myself because I have been blamed.

This is teaching me how to create good boundaries and speak up about blaming when other people seek to blame me, be dishonest about their feelings by turning that onto me ~ becoming a scapegoat ~ and also when I do that with others.


In both perspectives there is a history waiting in the wings to enter centre stage ~ whether a drama will unfold as a result is my choice 🙂

This, I believe, is simply an age old ego mechanism that allows individuals to avoid feeling uncomfortable feelings from an early age ~ which is what the ego’s primary directive is 🙂


A mastery space of ego evolution is allowing all our emotions ~ holistic ~ and letting them guide us on our heart path free from addictive pleasure seeking 🙂

This energy expands as we grow older and this energy that is being held in a shadow limbo bag gets bigger and heavier and attracts the same experiences so the shadow can be brought into conscious awareness at exactly the perfect time for the individual’s evolution and the planetary evolution.

I have learned to speak up and honour my heart wisdom and as much as possible to be speaking my truth from this clear place ~ and I don’t always manage that. Sometimes it comes from ego and fear and is simply a past event seeking release. I am learning new ways to work with this and this is what I share in my blogs 🙂

Learning about my personal natal chart ~ where the planets were at the time of my birth ~ has really helped me and once I understood more about my North Node in Gemini ~ North Node is life purpose ~ this truth telling became clearer.

If you are like me you will often be your own worst inner critic ~ I have Venus in Virgo ~ which is a transit at the moment .

I have learned to listen to this inner critic as it shows me what is seeking transformation as to inner ego passengers I have picked up on my light journey over my lifetime.

These aspects, characters ~ call them what you will ~ performers in my life theatre ~ are often coming from a belief system that has a positive intention to keep us safe.

As parents, for example, we may criticise certain behaviours in our children as we believe this will encourage them to do well.

It is the same mistaken belief that war leads to peace 🙂 We do what we know and that is what often keeps us stuck ~ because it creates the same results that feel so frustrating and hurtful 🙂

We haven’t had an education in our society around being loving and supporting in the UK  ~for many decades it is the opposite ~ and so unless we have had enlightened individuals in our lives ~ chances are we do not have that energetic signature in our energy bubble within….

this is where we can unlearn old ways of relating and bring new energy in …..

This is how I use Emotional Freedom Technique to release old stuff that my inner critic brings for me and other fellow journeyer’s highlight by our relationships with one another

Our archetypal pattern matchers from the past ,The Fool’s journey in tarot , keep showing up in different forms so we get to experience the same situations that previously occurred and we can ~

  • let them go emotionally ~ ideally without passing the pain parcel on. When we get an emotional response we are triggered and that emotion is ours. Ideally before engaging any further we can go and clear that past emotional event and come back to that person clear of it ~ otherwise it will repeat and if it is a pattern match for an emotional biggie ~ lots of events combined into one ~ it will be high on the emotional scale.
  • This is the gift other people bring ~ this is the reason we are here ~to get clear 🙂 When we get clear we are back to being our child self before any wounding and…..with all our wisdom of experiential adulthood ~ magical combo
  • be a teacher and a student ~ we are here to share with other people and speak about behaviour too ~ modelling gentle, respectful relationships where we can each be our unique selves in full glory and the other person does not have to be less or more. In the co creation model we create a third circle in relationship where both parties contribute to this shared space and let go of living in duality and a half to another half. Instead of choosing a masculine leading person to our feminine leading person, each of us balances our masculine and feminine within 🙂

In terms of the seed of life and the sacred geometry of the diamond

we can see how the universe is creating energetically and bring that to consciousness each day ~ this is the gift of connecting to a power team of Astrologers and  Mayan bloggers that may have information that is outside of your field of understanding on a personal level ~ yet you are drawn to it 🙂

Simply connect and take in what you can 🙂 When it’s the right time for you to learn and integrate this is when the teaching appears ~ and this may take many forms ~ open up to it ~ open up to new ways of learning and new patterns 🙂 It is the Cosmic Cookie Trail connecting just for you


This is the Tantra pattern  ~ the universe is the bigger picture that we are part of ~ the big circle.

Look to your own sacred geometry and become an expert on it so you have an awareness of yourself, your path and your journey

this is the smaller unique circle that each one of us has in our own individual way

When we bring these together in co creation tantra ~ we create a powerful integrated, aligned union.

We are always held in this embrace ~

  • having awareness of it and your part in it brings a whole new way of being
  • creating with intention is a different path entirely ~ mastery path
  • working with emotion is the key ~ aligning head and heart is the internal transformation path

We are on the Red Earth Wavespell and this is all about connecting to our core and living from heart and courage.

How the Mayan Wavespell information can assist you in seeing the bigger picture of the Universal Circle:

If you look at the picture of the Mayan Signature for this New Year of Yellow Galactic Seed

July 26 2013




You will see there are four aspects

In the centre is the  yellow seed ~ this is yellow and South in itself and so this year it is an expansion and a flowering of the previous year of                             Blue Resonant Storm Year. We have reached the top of the pyramid and are now on the descent ~ this also means we are in yin energy, receiving and the higher realms of higher consciousness.

At the top  ~ the Northern position ~ we have the Star and the harmonic web we are all weaving ~ harmony from within

and the North is the place of masculine energy and truth, refinement~ the guide and the place we are heading towards.

This is the guiding light ~ being the star that we truly are free from our ego shadow 🙂

In astrological terms I believe this is the Ascendent in our natal chart ~ this is the influencing energy that we are here to work with and often the first thing that people see us as .

Mine is Aquarius with Uranus in Virgo


In West Position is the White Wizard and this is always the challenge. Another way of seeing this is ~ new learning and soul growth 🙂

West is Blue energy and death and rebirth through the shadow. Generally our shadow can be seen as our Moon ~ our emotional, feminine , dark side and all our mothering issues.

White Wizard generally is about self ~ empowerment and allowing the magic to flow through us rather than trying to force something from ego. Letting ourselves be a clear channel so that juicy kundalini light and emotion flows free like a bubbling brook.

As this is a white signature it means we are refining this space.

Mine is Taurus and significantly ~ an insight today ~ my Mum has a lot of Taurus in her astrological chart. When we look in our family circle energetic signature we can see how that has been the perfect place for us to weave our life purpose and expand our energetic code.


In East Position is Blue eagle


East is awakening and raising consciousness and Blue Eagle is seeing the bigger picture of our journey and our path.

I am guessing in astrological terms this is our North Node ~ our life purpose bigger picture and our star seeded mission .

What have we come to learn/integrate and share ?

What has been our own personal awakening ? What is the general theme running through our life that keeps coming up ?

How are we sharing ourself and how do we love doing that and how have we experienced wounding with that ?

In our wounding is our greatest transformation and our greatest gift for the worldwide harmony web weaving.

North Node in Gemini for me


In the South we have the Red Earth and this is hidden ~ below ground 🙂

This is the lower chakra ~ as above and so below. Red Earth is our core energy and how grounded and centred we are. Are we earthed ? Do we feel we belong? Have we let go of our fear so we can be flexible and bend with the winds of change. Are our roots going down deep to reach the deep water and be strong or have we yet to heal tribal issues of birth family, one to one relationships and therefore know ourselves truly from our own inner wisdom ?

This is the area we are looking to resolve and through revisiting we strengthen and as we expand our foundation what is above ground can truly shine. If we are not shining our solar self to full capacity then our masculine energy may be feeling depleted and our light dimmed.

I am feeling this is our Sun sign .

Are we allowing ourselves to be the true nature ~ without holding back ~ out of some belief that we have to turn ourselves down and limit our beautiful beingness ?

Mine is Leo.


The minute I shared that as a younger person I always got what felt like a negative response ~ unless from a fellow Leo.


What I have learned through finding out about my natal chart is that I am so much more than a Leo and …..

that I am learning to let my Leo energy roar as I let go of my conditioning and early life experience that has the ego flavour.


The essence of this year is all about letting our true nature emerge as the price is too high to suppress it.

The more we can all let ourselves be free on all levels and the more our planet is brought back into balance ~ as our soul playground it only ever reflects where the ego and soul is in it’s evolution and…..

just like the hundred monkey’s theory as we tip towards wholeness and integration of our shadow selves, release those ego masks and be free

Our very own earth eden will be restored

It starts as always in our own back yard 🙂

We have to be the change we want to see.


If you are ready to commit to your change process and new learning please get in touch.

There are lots of ways we can co create together.


Wishing you a liberating year with lots of love and the recognition that we are worth it.


It is all about our personal process and our pattern ~ the more we know about this and the

more power for our flower.


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Light Language of Leo



Yellow Self Existing Sun ~ Day four of the Red Earth Wavespell

Back in the Glasto circle after a few days outside in the Buddhafield Bubble.

It’s great to go somewhere outside of our circle to get a fresh perspective and see our pattern revealed.

When we do this we can liberate ourselves from habitual ways of being and move on in every way to co create something new.

Please click on the links ~ these will lead you to new places of other people’s websites/resources/my resources that assist in creating a bigger picture view 🙂 I love to share what inspires me.

We move into Leo Sun today and as a Leo this is a great time for me to be in my centre core energy. I also have Aquarius ascendant and so a very clear seeing time for me to create choices from discernment by balancing both these faces of my star code energetic pattern.

 I chose a picture of Leonardo Da Vinci today as a representation of the Christ Consciousness that this Mayan day brings.

It is the “heretics” of the age that are often the true bringers of the light free from ego 🙂

The language of consciousness is literally held in the light of the Sun’s energy and in our Sun sign this is the consciousness we are seeking to evolve in this lifetime and the gift we bring.

We are the God and Goddess energy and the bringers of the new dawn ~ our human bodies and personalities in each lifetime are literally the birthers of the new ways of being.

Everyone is playing their part perfectly at this time.

We are in Capricorn moon as I am writing this in the UK and this moves into Aquarius later today as we greet the full moon in Aquarius.

Over the weekend I have been working very consciously with awareness of how this time is showing me times in the past and also my future .

We have had Sagittarius moon energy on Friday and Saturday ~ way shower and truth speaker and this moved into Capricorn on Sunday with a look at where we are on the stairway to heaven .

In simplicity there are two paths ~

  • the way of the mind and the ego and this artificial way of living that is led by our head ~ the patriarchal path that our planet is currently transiting from
  • the way of the heart and the soul and the true nature of our learning playground of planet earth that is experiential created by us for our emotional evolution that is where we are heading towards ~ the sacred feminine

Depending on where we are on our personal path is the key and focusing on this is the way to being and living from the heart free from making things happen, making things fit, living from fear and living in a way that is driven from our past so that we cannot be in the now ~ and ~ being future based believing that when we have xyz and abc all will be well.

The key to happiness in being in balance and living in all worlds in constant flux ~ flexibility free from “woulds” and “shoulds” and allowing ourselves to simply trust in our own guidance and intuition.

Blending our masculine and feminine within us and releasing the past to create anew is the light journey.

All things in our universe are ~ in our universe ~ we are on an all inclusive trip 🙂 there is nothing to be lost and everything to be gained on this love boat and the more we relax into this the more we enjoy the journey. So many paradoxes 🙂

There is always sufficient for our planetary life ~ we simply transform and move around with all our resources ~ everything stems from this same Goddess pattern of life cycle and I was reminded of this in a Women’s Workshop this weekend about the menstrual cycle ~ as it is with the moon, the seasons and the intrinsic pattern of the four quarters so it is of course within us:


This morning I have been contemplating what I have learned this weekend as I have been watering my garden and doing cleaning ~ general chores that are essential for day to day life. When I am nourishing my personal circle ~ my garden that I have created ~ I can see the structure of myself revealed.

The sacred pattern and cycle structure is inherent in everything ~ this is the holographic universe.

Once we understand this very simple principle experientially we can work in magical ways and create our lives consciously with awareness and this gives us ~

conscious choice.

Meditation is simply that ~ to be aware of ~

us and our thoughts

to be aware of ~


giving time to be present with ~


The time of the guru is past ~ we all have Buddha and Christ and any other deity energy encoded within us 🙂 We are everything that has ever been and will be ~ now 🙂 

We don’t need any activation from another ~ when it is our “go” time our green light comes on automatically 🙂

I went to three workshops this weekend and all revealed some magic for me.

Lots of connections, fun and heart connection in Karen Skehel’s Open Your Heart lifecoaching workshop ~ lots of shared methodologies here too that I have learned and used in mine ~ and remembering them ~  and I loved the experiential journey we all shared ~ remembering how we are all in this together and have so many shared spaces of life . This is the tantra pattern. Shared space and individual space and knowing where we end and another begins so we can be individuals and have common ground to come together. She shared the Ho’ opono pono exercise and that was a deeply moving experience ~ to speak the simple words to another ,one to one, face to face. We remembered that each of us has the ability to assist in reflecting each other back and to see ourselves in another

In Lak”ech ~ I am another you.



I went to an EFT workshop. It was lovely to take part in a true sharing of Gary Craig’s creation of the process of Emotional Freedom Technique ~ to be shared freely from the heart as a tool that is universal, for all and free to learn and to access it’s wisdom. Craig Trafford has a simple, practical delivery and for me this reminded me of the basic core of the nature of this wonderful energy tool ~ most people have no awareness of it yet and it is creating amazing change and transformation. Craig’s passion for it re ~ignited mine . He succinctly explained the process and how it releases the past conditioning easily ~ lots of pertinent subjects for the camping too that we could all borrow benefits from 🙂

Gratitude to these people who are sharing wonderful ways of living inspired lives and of course this was what the theme of this year was all about ~ setting the heart on fire 🙂 Doing what we love ~ having the courage to live our true nature is the core of this.



What I loved about Buddhafield was the relaxed, chilled, open hearted environment, where people were being themselves, eclectic, coming together and feeling the love in whatever way that flowed for them.

There were intellectual workshops, meditation, yoga, singing, tai~ chi, qui~gong, trance dance, art, social change, birthing, bands, rituals, ceremony, tribal, and so much more…..

lots of people from all different backgrounds and experiences sharing the beautiful landscape and sunshine in relaxed, respectful ways and with the intention of being present , free  on one level of key addictive and mood changing substances ~ drugs and alcohol and certain foods that are not part of a Buddha way of living ~

The enlightenment process is  not something abstract or elaborate on one level ~ this is one of the paradoxical aspects of our reality road trip.

It is very simple ~ for each one of us to transform our shadow beliefs about ourselves as individuals and to love and accept what we have chosen in this lifetime.

An Englishman’s home is his castle ~ is a famous saying. It can also be his prison.

To be fully enlightened we do not need a castle as we are the fool who is the child with the open heart free from all beliefs that are fear based ~ which basically means we have learned them in our relationship with the universe so far. We are the traveller who steps lightly and is free from carrying baggage as we have created our internal transformation and shrugged off that heavy load …..

we are free to go where the wind blows us and happy to do so 🙂


To unlearn fear beliefs is the heart path and to realise that each event that has ever happened to us has been captured as an evolutionary photo shoot ~ a sensory picture that our humanity believes is “the truth” when in reality it is simply something that has happened to us that we have placed meaning on.

All these events are perfectly placed for us and each one of us is perfectly placed to dance with each other

When we are very young when we feel uncomfortable we cry. When we get hurt , we cry and this is healing for us. It is an emotional response that allows us to release that uncomfortable event and energy. It allows healing. It allows release. It allows us to access our sacred feminine healing side.Often as we get older we are educated not to do this and the circle is broken and we are stuck in the wound stage.

When we have a lot of heat in the world it reaches a crescendo. Clouds gather and the energy is released through a storm ~ electricity that has built up is released and discharged. The air and land is cooled by water and everything is brought into balance. If there has been a prolonged period of heat and drought then the storms are bigger and more powerful.

Water is emotion .

Water is the healing energy and restores harmony in this pattern and so it is true for our own healing circle. Many of us have stopped crying and are stuck in the anger and pain and this creates heat in our bodies. This heat expands and inflames.

If we regain the ability to let our own wheel turn and our cycle complete then we create flow.

Our society is focused on the masculine energetic times of the yang period ~ the masculine, the ego, the show and doesn’t value the resting, dark void spaces of the sacred feminine ~ the yin and going within.

All of this is now swinging around.

As I have spoken of before , one of my key motivating moments was reading The Celestine Prophecy and learning about ways of being and communicating that allow us to follow our personal Cosmic Cookie Trail with light language.

I put that into practise this weekend and trusted my gut about who to connect with ~ I simply got a feeling to talk to them and share about the Mayan Calendar and magically they had connections to Glastonbury 🙂

I also felt quite grounded and in balance most of the time ~ had a few wobbles literally and this alerts me to me going out of my circle  and emotional events from my past seeking release.

On our transistion path we often do go way out of balance to come back in ~ whatever is seeking to be integrated looms large. If we have been pushing aspects of ourselves down like corks under water ~ there is a natural balancing occurs …..

and rest assured it will 🙂

at the perfect time .

We may have to stop being in certain circles for a while …..doesn’t mean we cannot ever go back there….. but if we are honing our sensitivity and allowing ourselves to be more in our sacred feminine for example…..

there are certain places that would not be energetically compatible with and cause an electric storm

so horses for courses 🙂

Trust in one’s ability to travel the landscape and know the perfect time for action and rest is one of the key areas to focus on building energetically now.


One of my favourite places to visit was The Secret Glade. It was a beautiful sacred green space that offered soothing balms of serenity away from the glare of the sun and the madding crowds. 

We sought sanctuary there to cool and connect to the earth ~ here it is:


Today I have been at my Moon Gardening meeting and have been sharing so much about the moon, plants, astrology and had an amazing time. The people who are there have wonderful stories and many years experience of this world and it’s inhabitants and I love listening to them and asking their opinion. I also feel that my voice is equally heard and we are all in balance with our giving and receiving 🙂

There are storms forecast for the UK this week  ~ hopefully that won’t interrupt my retreat but if it does there will be lots of learning 🙂

The more we learn to accept whatever heads our way and intend to learn and open our heart with it and the easier it is to enjoy the ride.

Everything has a reason and a season and a web to weave.

Lots of love to you today with your journey.

If you wish to participate consciously with the new year beginning on July 26 please contact me with your time, date and place of birth.

If you wish to enhance your experience further with one of my workshops that is energetically designed for this time then please book your space. The full info is on this blog thread here.

This is for people who are ready to get clear and be on purpose with their integration

process from day one of Yellow Galactic Seed year.




Spinning the web



Day 13 ~ bask in the warmth of the Yellow Cosmic Warrior energy

We have completed the  Yellow seed Wavespell in full today and it is time to weave a quantum leap time traveller suit 🙂

Time to future vision as to what seeds can be taken from these thirteen days to weave some powerful stuff in this coming new year of Yellow Galactic Seed.

Are we living what we truly believe?

There was a time where wisdom was woven into the carpets to keep it alive ~ now we can bring that into ourselves as it is the perfect time.

Today is Moon in Scorpio and the energy is building strongly towards the peak of the full moon in Aquarius on Monday 22 July.

It is time to notice all those words of wisdom that your ego mind is speaking to you about your state of the affairs of your heart ~ the feelings ~ the bigger picture ~ the energy of the new age coming in ~ how we weave with our community planet earth.

Many ego masks have mutated to deliver a different sermon ~ however they are still singing that same old song of ~ manipulation and saving the planet/others/the poor soul when this is simply a “fix it ” strategy that is authenticity absent.

To achieve master of the middle path ~ being in balance ~ we reconcile all our inner worlds and pay attention to all of them.

All the signs and clues are there when we allow ourselves to come to centre.

If you are ready to do this now and get your chariot ready to follow the yellow seed brick road that commences on the 26th of July ~ then here’s how I can help you on your journey if you choose to honour me as your guide.

Lots to ponder today when I was setting up my photo shoot for my Open Your Heart Retreat that starts on July 25th.

If I had “trotted this out” as a re run of last year then I would not be in the moment of knowingness that I am delivering it now ~ that is the difference.

Walking my talk of going with the flow and being in the moment as much as we possible can rather than being too future based which usually comes from time constraints and sometimes fear based too.

What I am learning to do …..I am sharing with you

It is “a path” not “the path” as each path is personal…..and there are some shared areas of general signposts and common ground.

Whatever I share is intended to help support you to make your own choices from a place of self empowerment and shape your spider web through your own shadow filter.

Chances are if you are connecting to me you are a shadow worker, a seer and a person who has a specific life mission to work with this end of times energy and by doing your own transformational process you can help others do the same.

We are here to be our star show from the heart ~ anyone who believes they have to rescue anyone else or be a saviour for others has lots of inner work to do ~ we are here primarily to be our unique self and change ourselves….

that is the only person we can change and when we start to really understand that and do it ~ everything else changes. This is mastery ~  to know, to let go of putting the cart before the horse 🙂

Lots of spiders in my tent today and a ghost moth in it’s folds.

Part of the learning of the shadow worker is attracting creatures of the night ~ both literally ,metaphysically and in many different forms.

As our inner light increases and our power grows internally we attract darkness in all forms and learning to create good boundaries is key.

Instead of creating protection using magic ritual we can transform our own energy and as a result we create healthy relationships with everything in our circle.

Once you familiarise yourself with your true nature ~ just like a flower we do not consciously choose our colour ~ we come at a perfectly aligned time on our planet to perform an evolutionary mission to create learning for ourselves and everything we touch energetically.

The more you understand this and work from knowing yourself and the more you can walk your path with the tools of  heart wisdom.

Our ancestors have left us lots of resources embedded within us and we only need to ask ~ be a clear channel and hey presto ~ we get the answers.

Learning how to be a clear channel is the key

We have a mind and it’s great to use it ~ learning how to use universal codex is handy 🙂

We are all in this pattern in some ways …..

and if you choose to really be able to divine you can get a distinct advantage on the future and wait it brings…. as the more you synchronise with clear consciousness, the more you learn to read the world you live in and the people who come along time after time.

Timing is essential and knowing when is potent is key

My work is designed to self empower and share co creative frameworks that liberate us from being reactive as long as you are ready to do what it takes and take responsibility for your learning. 

To walk the heart path takes courage ~ this is why the new year starts in Leo time . 

It is also around Lammas ~ time to see the harvest we have reaped, see which seeds have come to fruition and those chickens that have come home to roost now that we may be looking to move on 🙂 Whatever is ripe and abundant in our garden is a sure sign of our seed catalogue within 🙂


Are you ready to be your soul not a role?

  • Are you ready to love openly, madly , deeply and face all your inner demons ? ~ if you are not prepared to love yourself in this way then you cannot do it with anyone or anything else ?
  • Are you ready to turn everything on it’s head and see the world as it really is…. rather than how your mind thinks and has been taught to believe so far?
  • Are you ready to go wild in the country….

where snakes in the grass are absolutely ~ free ?

If so then ……

What I do may be just the ticket…..

Here is the bare bones outline of my Open Your Heart Retreat

Break the pattern by being in a new space 🙂

You can come in person ~ 12 places

£20 per person per day ~ 2 hours per day at Compton Dundon Somerset

concessions of £10 per person per day

and if you book them all £ 90 ~ £10 reduction

£40 concession.


Same price online and you will get the same information ~ an ebook and a one to one session with me on the phone, by email or on skype for 60 minutes .

The workshop has some exercises to do on your own  ~ to get to the heart of your answers ~ and then a follow up session with me using EFT 

You don’t need any knowledge of any content or EFT ~ I will assist you with that. If you do have knowledge then we will be working on a different level.

You will receive info on your Mayan Sign,Starcode and where you are on your 13 year cycle.


All of this takes place in the waning moon time which is the time to receive ~ yin energy, letting go, Goddess and weaves with this full moon Aquarius energy ~ full of potent wisdom from this waxing moon at this moment.

When the retreat starts we are in Pisces energy then Aries and ending in Taurus ~ we are working in Taurus in the Glastonbury Zodiac.

Christ Consciousness and Dreaming, New Beginnings with Youthful Knight Energy and Goddess Gateways ~ wow what a holy trinity 🙂

July 25 Thursday

Day out of time Blue Resonant Night ~ Blue for death and transformation

Time to let go of all mind constraints and float free ~ connect to the heart. What is seeking to be born ? What is resonating for us that is truly heart free from addictions?

Pisces Moon

July 26 Friday Yellow Galactic Seed ~ yellow for solar plexus power

Do I live what I believe ?

Starting in Pisces in the morning and going into Aries in the afternoon

New beginnings and we will be using all the wonderful compost potential that has arrived in this Yellow Seed Wavespell . How are we bullsh*tt*ng ouselves and others 🙂 Fun space of being able to bring some humour to our creativity

July 27th  Saturday Red Solar Serpent ~ east, awakening, grounding

Our intimacy issues and all about loving the skin we are in. This is a supercharged day as it is a galactic activation portal day.

Do you have awareness of intimacy ?

Do you know yourself ?

Loving ourselves creates the ability to listen to our intuition and follow our heart

Aries Moon and new beginnings still.

July 28th Sunday White Planetary Worldbridger

What is seeking surrender so we can let the new world in ?

Aries Moon

July 29th Monday Blue Spectral Hand

Rounding up to shape and step through the goddess gateway ~ shaping our world by clearing our past to be free

Aries into Taurus Isis energy. Grounded , earthy, practical ways of bringing heaven to earth.

This day is a monumental gateway and here is a blog that shares all that information.

If you wish to join me please send your intention as soon as you can as I am away tomorrow for a couple of days and I have some preparation work for you if you wish to connect to this that I need to get underway as soon as I return.

Lots of love to you today Warriors of the heart 

Time to create clear choices to frame our intentions for our eden space










Crystal Clear



Blue Crystal Eagle ~ 

Day 12. This is the day to create crystal clear forms of structure by rising high into the shamanic realms of the gods and seeing our bigger picture overview. Where are we on our path ?

It is the penultimate day of this powerful wavespell and the last galactic activation portal day of the ten.

If this is your first day on this blog you can look back as I have posted each day with each individual number in this Yellow Seed Wavespell.

The Mayan Wavespell is time sensitive ~ it has an energetic pattern we can connect with each day to synchronise with the universal energy in a conscious aware way.

If you click on the links more information is revealed that is specific ~ it is expanded and

often lead to other people’s websites.

Gratitude to all the people who are sharing this cosmic information 🙂

Day 12 combines 9 plus 3 in every Wavespell.

Wavespells run continually in 13 day spirals that are unique .

The bigger spiral is 260 days and this in itself is an integration time machine that creates transformation ~ experientially 🙂

It is a magical tool left for us by the Maya at the perfect time for our own personal and planetary heart integration.

On a simple level today we can work with this wave spell and look at Day 9 first

this is in the Yin part of the spiral and at the higher consciousness scale of receiving from our higher self and universal energies.

In this spiral it was Yellow Solar Human. This was last Sunday 14 July so whatever was happening on Sunday 🙂


and we can go bigger with the actual Wavespell’s of these days if we are ready.

On day nine in whatever way we were feeling sublime ~ Is the codex.

  • We each have our own as we are unique.
  • There are also some generally shared energetic principles for wellbeing world living.
  • This is the tantra pattern 🙂 

Yellow Human Wavespell took place last on May 15 to 27 this year ~ whatever was in your life then is pertinent.

Here is my blog for this current wavespell this time around : Sublime nine.

  • In our own personal chalice of our humanity we have all the secrets of our heart success.
  • In our mind we have thoughts ~ which of those beliefs serve us now ?
  • In our body we have health or energy blockages ~ what changes can we make as to what we fuel our sacred temple with , where we dwell and how we interact with fellow earth dwellers ~ the basic energy intake of food, how we allow our breath to be fully inhaled without any hindrance and how we flow with what is…..

where this isn’t happening what steps can we start to make now ? They may be small….huge tapestries are created from many small threads as is our personal journey and our universal journey.

In our spirit ~ are we setting our heart on fire ~ filled with enthusiasm and living our dream ?

Do we live what we believe ?

This is the key for this coming planetary year of Yellow Galactic Seed and what this current wave spell is preparing our seed beds for 🙂

This again is the bigger picture pattern of the universal 13 year journey that began on July 26  2006 with Red Magnetic Moon.

What was happening for you in 2006 ???????


Our planetary bigger picture is that we are awakening to who we truly are in a bigger picture way ~ en masse ~ gradually people are realising the truth about being a spiritual being on a journey in a human body .

Next year is highlighting integration ~ are we truly living from our heart belief’s or are we acting out in some way and the mask is getting tighter or slipping at revealing times.

All the threads are there for us to weave.

We also have our own personal 13 year cycle which is different to the planetary one ~ unless we are born on July 26th. Then it is the same 🙂

If you wish to know yours please message me your time, date and place of birth and I will send this info to you.

If you are ready to really get your show on the road this year and blaze a trail I can assist you with this information and a coaching framework that is user friendly ~ you do not need to know all of this information to use it ~ you already are in many ways 🙂 

Working with more awareness and intention gives a whole different flavour 🙂

Day 3 of this Spiral was White Electric Worldbridger.

This is the yang electric energy that was a combination of day one and two ~ our seed intention  ~ Yellow Magnetic Seed sent out to the universe for revealing our fresh stardust energetic potential that met with our challenge on day two ~ the challenge to openness and Red Lunar Serpent .

This also showed up on Red Serpent Wavespell on May 28 this year ~ the other ten portal wavespell that takes us into the heart of the Tzolkin.

So Day 3 White Worldbridger ~ what was this energy blend that created surrender for us ?

The White Worldbridger wavespell was on April 19th so for a bigger picture view of what was happening to you for surrender ~ look to that time of 13 days.

This is how we can weave the magic and create transformation for ourselves at the most powerful time of the year. The old year is coming to a close now and we begin anew with the yellow southern energy that arrives in two days.

When we are in alignment on our path :

  • We feel good, healthy and wealthy ~ from within and so it is outside of us.
  • We are rock solid, integrated and self assured.
  • We trust in our universal plan.

When we are off track :

  • we don’t feel good,
  • our health suffers
  • we experience lack patterns
  • because there is something ready to evolve and integrate
  • and if we ignore this ~ the cosmic nudge steps up and becomes more expanded until….

we pay attention 🙂 and make a course correction.

Remembering that our ego is what it is and does what it does for a reason ~ it has a code to work by just like a computer programme. We can upgrade it and clear off the viruses if we do so experientially. We cannot “buy” a plug in. There are no short cuts ~ this is what we came here to do ~ experientially evolve.

Time to get crystal clear about ourselves and be liberated ?

Time to live our true authentic selves.

Time to see our bigger picture and our sacred thread in this bigger emotional evolution?

Time will tell.

Very simply whatever has been feeling inspired, great and heart is our heart and if we expand on that no matter what our inner critic says ~ love will prevail. If we carry on with what our ego is well versed in then we go further away from our soul journey because our ego simply lives from the past until it is trained to live in the present ~ by transforming it’s past and clearing it from any heart hurts 🙂

It’s all good ~ let’s celebrate the last days of the blue energy of death and transformation. It is Moon in Scorpio today and the trinity of Scorpio energy is here with us to illuminate our sacred feminine ushering in alongside the sun in Cancer. This sign ~ the eighth astrological sign ~ has a big part to play in this upcoming year eight so be prepared to dive in deep. Emotional intensity is building and through it comes the potential of deep connection for ourselves and in turn with others. Don’t you yearn for intimacy and loving relationship rather than surface ~ kept at a distance and arms length circling ?

Big things happening on July 29th and my retreat starts on July 25th . More to come on the next blogs…..

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Love to your Eagle vision sight today.








Day Eleven ~ Liberation with White Spectral Wizard

The warm weather takes it’s toll energetically and we are reminded that everything in our universe has an energetic entourage that comes with it.

The less baggage we carry and the easier to move and explore.

Today we are in the day of death that each wavespell eleventh day brings.

We can be free from what is haunting us ~ 

if we are willing to pay the toll and do what it takes to set ourselves free ~ holistically in Mind, Body and Spirit.

It’s a total show affair and only by covering all angles is it possible to complete a change of circle and in the process a change of circumstance.

Yesterday I mentioned my perspective as loving my home comforts and as much as I have worked on liberating myself from hang ups about sharing my cleansing space ~ the truth is I like to have privacy and cleanliness in my sacred space and so when I go to places that do not provide this I have to bear this in mind.

Is it a sacrifice I am prepared to make ?

How will this affect me physically and energetically ?

When we change we have to take what goes with that ~ and it can mean we do not play in the same playgrounds that we used to visit or behave in the same way .

I feel this is what maturity brings us ~ discernment through knowing ourselves and what makes us tick. It is our responsibility to create well~being world’s for ourselves.

We can change some things about ourselves ~ surface events and learning that can be released with the ability as an adult to shape our existence in a way that was impossible as a dependent from a child space.

Some things are deeply enmeshed in our essence ~ here is where knowing our astrological natal chart and Mayan Sign gives awareness.

These energetic structural aspects are what shape our journey and learning and are to be honoured ~ learning how to do this from a love space can be achieved by using the sacred skills practised by death and shadow workers for millennia.

Shadow work is where it is at just now ~ tough love time ~ Saturn in Scorpio .Time to ponder our pit and pendulum and our void and free ourselves from our own dishonesty ~ who are we trying to kid ? We cannot hide from ourselves.

Time to be free from all ego masks that we learned as a child to keep ourselves safe as this has expanded to keeping us stuck in a role instead of living from our soul.

If we learned to be a bridge, read and fix and people please to keep the peace and provide a safe haven for our caretakers…..

Maybe some of these are familiar:

The ever adaptable shape shifting chameleon that can be all things to all people and so be liked, avoid being a threat and harmonise every situation by doing for others that which they really need to learn to do for themselves instead of getting someone else to do it for them….

and as we are doing that role we are often avoiding the person we are “fixing” it for’s placement ~ the shadow

As the eternal sunny side up optimist ……we do not show our shadow self without inducement 

As we have been such “good children” we allow the opposing temperament to slip out like the wolfy tail under grandmamas negligé after a few G and T’s…the polar opposite of the devilish diva 🙂

Hopefully not at the golf club gala though…. or our whole suburban dream may flip into instant nightmare as we are outed as an imposter in this living the dream artifice 🙂

This will happen more and more if we ignore our “dark side” as it will have it’s say. The drama will develop and notch up the energy the more we aim to suppress it.

If you “think” you have addressed this by committing a huge faux pas at some theatre of your life and behaving in a servile way bowing and scraping , muttering apologies and promising never to be such a “bad person” ever again ~

this is an illusion as this “bad” person is as much the real you as the good fairy role. Neither is “good” or “bad” just the thinking makes it so ~ according to a chap who knew a thing or two about drama ~ Will Shakespeare.

There is always a reason for this mask slipping event 🙂

Unless we change how we feel by doing some emotional clearing and get to…

our real deal

the pantomime will continue

what we call “real life” in our western society is so far from our true state of play and it is time to create something more fitting for our earthly existence.

Today’s pic is the Day of the Dead celebration skull . Showing what is underneath ~ the bare bones. From earth we are created and to earth we will return in this form ~ many times. The more I have learned about energy therapy and astrology ~ and especially the Mayan Wavespell and the more I know this with certainty. Hey can’t prove it tho 🙂 For me to know for myself is enough as anyone seeking definitive “proof” is living in the realm of ego existence and any motion I make to enlighten that circle will meet resistance 🙂

Only our ego is afraid of death ~ because it believes we are limited and finite and so in part this is true. However if we start by facing our end and the acceptance of it ~ we can free ourselves from the fear of it.

A great pattern ~ start with the end in mind. What do you want to be energetically on the day you leave this earth ~ this is what you take with you on your next trip 🙂

How do you want to have influenced planet earth by who you are ~ not what you have created on the outside ~ who you have touched with genuine , honest , open heart sharing by baring your soul for no reward ‘cept that.

Who are you now and with that space who will you become ?

What is expanding ?

If your caretakers had a huge fear of the shadow emotions and death and chose to liberate themselves temporarily through immersion or escapism ~ such as alcohol , weed or work then this will be a pattern within you too.

Everything we have experienced is within us.

The more we face these ego perceived inner demons head on and go through the feelings and the more we allow ourselves to transcend the past by burying what is seeking death and transformation now.

If we do not do this by choice ~ it will expand ~ it is the process of our evolution.

There is nothing to fear except our fear by doing this. 

We have all the tools we need to transform on our planet today as this is the transition time.

If you had a caretaker who often let you down by being dishonest, inconsistent and avoided feelings ~ maybe a top ranking narcissist who behaved like a bullying child , then you will naturally have issues around trust  and feeling worthy.

You may feel that you do not matter and why bother ? You may feel that no one cares about you ~ your own parent’s didn’t care about who you were or what mattered to you and this will still be showing up in all areas of your life no matter how much you put a brave face on…..

Your parent’s may have been super critical and pushed you to extremes……

All of this comes because of what each generation learned from others and often there is a positive intention rooted behind it ~ with no knowledge of how our mind and emotions really work.

I guess we have all done things from a space of well meaning only to cringe years later at our ignorance ?

What I did last year sometimes has that flavour as I believe change is happening so fast now with all the energetic connections we have. The more I learn and the more my ignorance shows.

I have worked with a range of people .

Some have experienced severe abuse both on  physical and emotional level and some would seem to have come from what would generally be known as “good” household’s ~ behind closed doors there is a different world to that of our general consensus of society beliefs.

I suppose in many respects we would say that aristocracy was a model for excellence and yet , as Diana Princess of Wales revealed in her tragic death, the truth of the lack of loving behaviour in these families ~ to “mould” them into their roles and expectations, was of an equal measure and felt equally ~

If you haven’t watched The King’s speech it really reveals this.

In my experience the results of the person and how they are feeling life now and seeking liberation now ~ are the same not matter the difference on scales of receiving.

All roads of living out of love lead to the same place…..

feeling less than and confused, lost, and out in the cold ~ low in confidence and self~esteem are many shared results of having received in this way.

To be the self empowered liberated shaman that today’s energy represents is an amazing mastery potentiality.

We can shape shift ~ by changing our inner beliefs, our inner thoughts, expectations and inner chat that follows us around ~ not by gagging it or drowning it out but by hearing it and recapitulating anything that doesn’t serve us.

We don’t actually need any education and are often so much more flowing on our path without it 🙂 Just re~reading Stalking the Wild Pendulum by Itzhak Bentov . It is an amazing consciousness book written by a man who had no formal education.

Everything comes to us at the perfect time ~ if we allow ourselves to see it and free up our inner space.

This week I had a frog visit my potato bed ~ yin veggies. I was watering the foliage and out she popped. Only because I have opened up a space to create a poly tunnel was this possible ~ I opened my circle. Otherwise she couldn’t have come in with the fence .

This is the perfect timing and I am reminded of the times when she has come into my life before ~ such as at the end of being a property renovator for a money making way of life. There was a large pond in the garden there with lots of frogs. My ego went through hell in that space and as a result I learned so much.

I also received a visit from a cricket and a dragonfly .

In case you didn’t realise there are lots of links with this blog and if you hover your mouse over the words there are lots of cookie trails you can follow if you want to go further and know more.


So if you want to share yourself in deeper more honest ways of relating now that feel heartfelt, loving and intimate:

Be honest with yourself 🙂

How are you going about it?

Have you had good teachers of that way of being or do you need to learn how?

Are you connecting to people who can relate in the way you want or are you barking up the wrong tree ?

Are you wanting to create something in a space that cannot support the being you are wanting to birth ?

To use gardening terms:

A plant that loves free~ draining soil, lots of sun and very few nutrients will not fare well in heavy, wet soil in a shady , rainy area no matter how much effort you give or love language you speak.

It may survive but it  ain’t going to thrive ~ doomed to result in plant that is unable to be it’s true nature. If you are looking for spiritual seekers they may be in short supply on the football terraces because they are different tribal patterns.

This is the journey of life ~ have the dream and go on the quest ~ and be open to new learning

and recognise when to stop that path because it isn’t ever going to create the outcome you intended

but through the experience of taking that path you now have had the opportunity to see your own pattern and learn about others

and through this death and rebirth process…..

a new beginning is born with wisdom .

We are all death and birth in each moment and this is the co creation process. Nothing is ever lost or wasted on our journey, We all add fuel to the fire of transformation.

Here is my froggie in my garden yin space :


and here is Basil basking on the hammock in his new playground:

IMAG0261Love to you and your liberation from the mask seekers of the heart wisdom





Manifestation Miracle




Red Planetary Skywalker

Day ten brings us the potentiality of our manifestation in form ~ so whatever you have been weaving in the past ten days comes to fruition ~ it may be in your intended awareness or lower down in levels of consciousness that you may be unaware of ~ part of you knows though and to raise that sunken cargo up simply intend it and watch it rise to the light 🙂

If you look deeper you will see your inner world showing up on the outside today and if it isn’t pleasing to the eye…..

it may not be our ego’s reason why…..

our universal self has brought us a gift ……

this may take a while to reveal itself , if at all……

and that is what goes with our soul trail.

It leadeth where we do not know and it will out….

I have had a heart felt day of magic in Avalon that has reconnected me to the flavour I found when I first came.

There are some lovely people in this sacred land and I love making that connection and remembering the golden rules of the cookie trail …..

the crumbs lead in a spiral at the perfect time , weaving in circles to new spaces and this often means leaving the old behind and emptying out so we can be refilled.

This involves having faith and believing that everything belongs to a divine plan that may be currently beyond our reasoning and understanding.

Our Red angelic messenger energy is present today. We bring heaven to earth through us ………

Maybe some of today feels good and we can focus on that and make a note of some tweaking about the rest and paying attention to the way things are too that may be outside of our control .

What is the hidden message ? Has this happened before ? Is there a brand new pattern being created if I let it ?

Just like a garden designer, many things look great on paper and when the plants have spread their foliage in the real garden….

the reality doesn’t come together like we imagined.

Today I have been to the first of a Moon Gardening club and loved every moment. Fellow gardening women, moon and astrological related subjects and sharing of wisdom, tips and a beautiful garden to see in the sunshine with home made elderflower cordial and a cup of tea. Bliss. I am so excited about what this brings into my life and the people who will become new friends I hope.

Life’s great mystery can be so exciting ……unknown treasures just around the corner waiting to be unwrapped. A new chapter has begun.

Amazing what can happen when we stop pushing that massive boulder up the mountain and get ourselves out of the way ???????

I used to get disappointed if the plan in my head didn’t come off and now I am really starting to get used to my plans being thwarted by a universal idea happening instead ~ my ego is getting used to it that is 🙂

Something beyond my wildest dreams…….

well maybe not my wildest ~ heaven forbid ~ anything it seems is becoming possible now in this transition time.

Be careful what you wish for 🙂

Today I have learned so much in such a short space of time ~ a miracle ~ my life has felt abundant and….

it is the least physical of many days.

I am taking things easy in preparation for my camping foray at Buddhafield this weekend.

I survived a pre run in my garden on Saturday ~ although I didn’t get a lot of z’s and was reminded of my being a parent of very young children again and sleep deprivation. I don’t do well without switch off  and become a zombie. I did totally appreciate my real bed the evening after though. I so appreciate undisturbed sleep now and value the, what I thought were , the small things in life that we so often take for granted ~ that actually are the most important. When I was younger I slept easily, everywhere and tolerated some hideous bathroom arrangements ~  especially in Greece. Now I struggle with shared amenities that are on the iffy side so….I may be struggling this weekend, I won’t be blogging either as I am taking minimum stuff in my micro tent but will post pics afterwards as long as I survive the compost loos and torrid tentness 🙂


Hope your manifests today are feeling good for you as you create your own personal heavenliness here on earth. 

Lots of love and may the force be with you lovely people.

Feel the force

Sublime nine ?



Day nine ~ the completion of the loop. Yellow Solar Human

We are now in the Yin part of the spiral and this pattern is evident in many areas ~

First seven steps we are climbing the stairway to heaven and……yang going out.

This is revealed in the beginning of  our life journey on earth until around 30. Then we have our Saturn return.

We are on the masculine cycle and outer world focus, sending our energy out and shaping and moulding our structural holograph on the earth ~ finding our way and letting our ego lead us.

At the age of 40 ~ ish we have our mid life experience ~ a Uranus opposition ~ and this is where our life can ~ Can not will it is a conscious decision and active process ~ if we choose ~ become our spiritual journey in a powerful way ,as we allow ourselves to receive from our higher self and transform our ego ~ to create our own personal freedom, step off the hamster wheel and become strong in our core by going within.

So ~ back to the smaller pattern of the wave spell ~ on the 7th step of each spiral we have reached the pinnacle of our personal pyramid and are in the land of the Gods ~ able to listen to our godself ~  if we clear enough space and turn down the volume of 3d living ~ the material and all it’s associated patterns.

The heart path is the 4th dimension and so to reach this place within ~ the first step remember ~ cannot be achieved from outside no matter how many workshops and intellectual cramming we do ~ this part of the journey is not entered into by a written exam ~ it is heartfelt and experiential.

To go beyond duality and opposites, polarity and debate ~ we decide for ourselves what the “right” thing for us is. One size does not fit all. We are on our own individual quest for ……

Loving ourselves, bringing ourselves to centre, calling our spirit and energy back in from wherever far lands it has gone to to escape the here and now

and our body reveals whether we are in alignment with our true nature by whether we are flowing and full of vibrant health.

If this is not the case then there is an inner script that is motivating an exterior way of being that requires a re~write and that is always a past ancient history waiting to be brought up to date 🙂

Today we complete the past eight days and eight years and so on……

  • What is seeking completion now?
  • Have you got any ideas as to solutions?
  • What can you do differently now to go with the flow of this transition time?

If you are a number 9 then you are here to complete for yourself and if it is the perfect time for you…..

to assist in helping other’s complete their cycle at this time of end of days.

End of the old ways of being .

This is my number and now I understand that I can see my life’s journey and events through different eyes of perception.

Here is my solution using my coaching framework:

The ego will out ~ especially in Glastonbury.

This is the land of Glasto Goggle Vision and the place of the Rose Tinted Spectacle Spectacle 🙂

This is the space that shows the ego in full technicolour and people flock here for a fix ~ me included 🙂 I was enchanted by the place as it showed my my illusions and fantasies…..

and eventually came down to earth with a bump.

Glastonbury is a beautiful place and simply creates a hall of mirrors that reveals our shadow side as equally as our higher self….

the mastery is seeing that. 

Are we being The Fool in truth ~ the open hearted, curious seeker and space and time traveller…..

or The Devil card stuck in ego land of addictions and illusion.

Depending on what outcome we choose to create for ourself is the key ~

  • do we choose to get lost and live out our fantasy that we cannot do in other places when we are not visiting the Glasto theatre ?
  • do we choose to look at what that fantasy story is and our heart’s desire and allow ourselves to integrate this aspect of ourselves in every day life no matter where we are and with on this planet ?

Two different ways of being 🙂

If you find your ego is still playing the blame game and wanting to rant I offer you this ~

It is what it has learned to do over a period of time is all ~

after all, watch any film, soap opera or drama and you don’t see many people sitting down calmly discussing ways to co create do you?


our media is mainly focused on the drama ~ acting out and full throttle emotional exchange at top notch.


I find this exhausting now having partaken in this for several decades ~ it isn’t doing it for me and wears me out ~ just don’t want to put my energy there.

I want to move on and do something different 

Experientially I know it doesn’t create anything other than ego posturing because that is what it is ~ and so why expect it to create something it is not 🙂

Same pattern as making wars creates peace ~ total none sense.

It creates death and money for the tank makers.

Here is what my new methodology is and I have used it on a few occasions. It can be difficult to do in some areas as most people won’t have a clue what I am talking about  and …..

this is the challenge.

If you are ready to try it please do and feedback on the blog 🙂

  • To move forward on our relationships we have to let go of being stuck by and bound by anyone else’s ego patterns ~ first and foremost our own.
  • First of all we can focus on the outcome we want to create ~ how do we choose to relate to this person, system  etc
  • I choose to honour and respect others and allow them to be them without sacrificing or diminishing myself ~
  • I am me and open to new learning and ways of relating
  • They are them and hopefully the same ~ if not it’s a non starter in that respect
  • I am not seeking to change the person or get them to agree ~ I am intending to be openly heard and communicated with
  • If the other says or does something I have an emotional response to for any reason and this triggers me I am going to say that

Ideally at this point of being triggered or seeing that they have been triggered ~  I would stop the inter change and go away and tap on it ~ otherwise the past will simply repeat in some way because I am/ they are in that energy of the past and that includes:

  • the feeling of it
  • the beliefs of it

When I have tapped and released this event I will be in a clearer space and this is the gift of the meeting and the trigger ~ an opportunity to clear a past ego trip 🙂

If they can do this we are both clearer  ~ may not be the case with many people yet


If the person is open and knows how to we can tap together and this allows sharing and intimacy.

We can see each other’s inner worlds if we are ready to allow that

This can be a way down the path and take a while to get to.

You can actually have fun with it if appropriate as often triggers are so child like and come from two year old learnt behaviour of wanting our way simply for that reason ~ like a clown you can emphasise it with humour and emphasise that which is normally hidden because of conditioning. If you are experiencing shadow emotions you can actually play them out shouting :

I have been triggered and pull funny faces ~ tag the other person ~ and point a finger gun at them saying they’ve been triggered.

This can of course have the opposite affect so be aware because the other person ~ being triggered even more can turn into a dark star and obliterate you from the world stage. Caution is therfore advised and maybe only try this out with people you know well and have agreed to this state of play.

If you use this playful strategy with the intention of avoiding those shadow emotions , then that is of course a smoke and mirrors deflection that will simply keep you were you are. Comedy is often used as a passive aggressive strategy for anger and notice how some stand~up’s have a powerful volcano simmering under those rapid fire one ~ liners. This scenario is the inner brat performing for an ego stroke and that will expand because the void can never be filled by someone else or something else ~ nothing outside can get close. Most of our society is being puppeted by passive aggressive strategies.

My intention is to create free flowing dialogue from the heart and let go of duelling ego living.

The whole world has the same agenda ~ to be loved and respected for who we are.

When we are ready to own that instead of projecting our shadow experiences onto the other “bad guys” ~ maybe we can all sit together and play happy families for real.

What do you think ?

Love to you today divine beings .

Let’s create some seed liberation strategies for the new year coming that let our true seed selves hang out free from fear fetters.

In this way we can generate deeper intimate relationships that feel good and empower all.