Red Electric Dragon to Yellow Solar Sun 20 Step Code 5 ~ Mastery process

 

Red Electric Dragon ~ Alchemy ~ mastery ~ stepping through the Gateway of Light

 

Today the Sun is in Capricorn and the Moon

has just gone into waxing in Taurus as I write this 

This is a mastery process

We are in the fifth 20 day process of Red Dragon to Yellow Sun

 

 

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This is the mastery process 

This is the Overtone 

As we are in North Node in Cancer now this is the key to be focusing

on

until May 2020

Here is an article by Astrobutterfly

Making our way towards the full moon in Leo 

and 

a Lunar Eclipse 

Heart opening potentiality

This is a profound energy building time of year to have this process

What we do in this time

will be very powerful for our personal alchemy 

I will start to map these codes now of 20 steps 

This is the Alchemy Code of 

Blue Storm Wavespell

this is my Wavespell ~ day 9 is my sign

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It is time to learn how to parent ourselves 

time to heal all our mothering issues

instead of trying to manipulate and control women

because we are afraid 

because of all our primordial fears and trust issues

that create delusions and illusions

based on past patterns

Healing the wound ends the projection and

allows deep love and intimacy

By the time we get to that golden gateway in

Yellow Human Wavespell

Who will we be ?

Lovers or fighters ?

Let’s be the love we want to see

by loving ourselves

and

making healthy choices

 

Pic by Klimt 

 

 

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Blue Solar Hand

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Blue Solar Hand

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is the

Gateway

of 

Blue Storm Wavespell

which is

the

transformer process

It is the 7th Wavespell

The access process to the mystic

using the 7th Mayan Sign ~ the Blue Hand 

in it’s 9th vibration

The Buddha process Gateway

to healing and completion 

It is also a planetary process code occurring every 4 years

as a blue code so whenever we are in this energy on the planet:

we are transforming the previous three years experiences

and

releasing any emotion and wounding to return to balance 

It is all about transformation

of the shadow personally

and

collectively

 

becoming consciously aware of our shadow issues

the way experiences have created emotional wounding

that have tipped us out of balance 

and often as a child these formational experiences

could not be coped with 

due to circumstances

and

immature child coping mechanisms

so 

were stored until the time and circumstances aligned for the individual

to have matured and be ready to deal and heal with them 

This is a very brief article that I will come back to 

This is my transformational

Burner Day

in 65 Days time I will see the flowering of this 

On this day on 01 December 2016

I initiated a workshop:

Shaping Our Destiny 

This is a theme that is connected to my personal destiny

as this is my personal Mayan Sign 

It’s essence is becoming the potentiality of our soul

The Avatar energy we hold

Our Star Seeded mission

To understand our codes

Heal emotional wounding 

Learn how to mature

Access our full spectrum of being 

Assist others through our own

personal enlightenment process

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

Pluto in Capricorn on the planet

All the underworld coming to light 

Allowing emotional distortions to be expressed 

On my next birthday at 52 I will be embodying this energy as my Gateway

to being 

Mayan Elder Age

having completed my 52 years of the labyrinth

My process of integration this year will reveal this 

This 13 clear sign is the Gateway to the Goddess energy coming in

The chaos 

The storms within created from abusive relationship

of millenia 

of ego immaturity and the havoc and damage that it creates 

and

how ultimately it leads to peace

wholeness

and

personal and planetary evolution

when each person does the inner work 

TheBuddha Process of personal healing 

which is revealed in many mythical folklore 

throughout every culture throughout the world 

Remember that the universal codes

are shaping us all the time 

Do you want to co create with them proactively ?

Do you want to work consciously with your codes?

Do you want to feel self empowered and understand what is happening ?

Have a different perspective from having personal information about yourself

and

your potentiality ?

If so then it is essential that you do

the Great Work 

and 

Know Thyself 

to do this consciously 

If you are not willing to look at yourself in every aspect 

then this cannot happen proactively

it will happen reactively

and this can feel experientially soul destroying 

and 

always is 

ego destroying in truth 

The Universe brings us what we need to evolve not what our ego wants 

This is revealed by 

The 7 of Swords Thoth 

Futility 

The planetary ruler of this card is

Moon in Aquarius 

this

New Moon in Aquarius energy time is an amazing opportunity 

to see our bigger picture as planetary servers 

and is coming on

January 28 in the UK 

at 8 degrees Aquarius :

AQUARIUS 8
A book, the words in it keep changing.
Destiny can keep rearranging itself under special and unusual conditions, where you have written into the contract ahead of time extravagant allowance for major shifts throughout the course of your lifetime. Ready and able to live several lifetimes in one, you are eager to wipe out the traces of a given cycle and start all over again. In love with change and in desperate need of change. Because one side of mind is dogmatically rigid. And so in order to neutralize and outwit your own dry, stuck places, you make sure to generate innovative, radical currents–slowly wearing away the tight self-identity knots and generating freedom where being stuck in old pictures had sealed off the territory and made life predictable and unbearable.

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Check out this link:

Eli Mercantile 7 of Swords Thoth 

The pic below is from The Snow Queen which reveals a process:

The Snow Queen:

On every 7th day in each process

we are alerted to the resonance of what feels harmonious

and what feels disharmonious

we create harmony in ourselves on these days…

by expanding on what is harmonious

by removing 

what does not 

by 

healing the harm 

this is the teaching of Red Moon 

the 13 year cycle we are in year 11 of 

We have all the answers

We have all the tools

We can learn to do our process 

It is all aligned to support us 

In the 13 Clear Signs 

this is the only 

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Summer Solstice Mayan Patterns

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Woke up with some insights

around patterns

at

Summer Solstice time

and

The Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Summer Solstice is

The longest daylight and the most masculine light

in simple terms of the Sun

traditionally being the masculine energy

and

the ego focus

in terms of personality

The maximum inner light receptivity

Tracking the Solstice times in the UK:

Using this website :

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This Year

A rare Full Moon as well just before 

and 

Blue Moon at that

in Sagittarius 

at 29 degrees

the anaretic degree

SAGITTARIUS 29
The ritual slaughtering of a lamb.
It is so hard to give up your fondest notions. It is so testing and trying to be asked by universal spirit to surrender your privileges, to renounce your claim upon your own life. And it is even an extreme act of self-transcendence to come to terms with the position you find yourself in as it really is. Ego-busting comes as a rude shock, even when the time is at hand to leap beyond your own shadow. The very idea draws out to the surface every resistance imaginable. The mind goes crazy with this edge. If only you could control it, manipulate it, relativize it. But excruciating self-awareness accompanies this edge–in particular no sentimentality towards your own excuses and reasons. For you are at that point where there is no place to hide and nothing to do except surrender gracefully, when you have exhausted every other option and found them to be null and void.

Here are several really great articles

about this:

Darkstar Astrology Full Moon in Sagittarius

Bill Attride ~ Solstice 

Chani Nicholas

Austin Coppock 

Blue Moon Astrology 

This degree in Sagittarius is also close to

The Galactic Centre 

Here are some fab articles about this:

galacCenter

Librarising.com

horary.com

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This Years Solstice

Mayan info :

June 20 2016

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Blue Night Wavespell

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Planetary ruler is Saturn 

which is also the ruler of Sagittarius Decan 3 

Star at 29 degrees:

Sinistra 

The Decan of the Full Moon

Here is an article by

Darkstar Astrology 

Akbal is the Mayan name 

It is 

Crystal Moon Day 22 ~ master builder number 

The Moon days vary as the timings fluctuate as the astrology changes times 

The Mayan Planetary year is :

White Planetary Wizard

 

Last Summer Solstice was also initiated

on a

Blue Wavespell

my Wavespell

Blue Storm Wavespell

Here is an article I wrote about that: 

Catalytic Converter Solstice 

 

I sent out a magical intention at the previous Winter Solstice 

to meet my heart’s desire 

I actioned it at Summer Solstice by joining a dating agency 

He contacted me at Leo’s Gate in August 

Here’s an article about this :

Rare 888 Lion’s Gate Portal 

This is a photo he took of me 

a couple of week’s ago

at a Sacred Site 

St Michael’s Mount 

I am so happy and really feeling in a heart opening relationship in a way I have never felt before

because 

I have never been so consciously aware of myself before in this lifetime 

and

it is the wow factor

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Past Solstices Mayan info:

 

2010

June 21st at 1128

White Solar Wizard

Crystal Moon Day 23

Planetary Year is :

Yellow Self Existing Seed 

2011

June 21st 1716

Blue Planetary Storm

Crystal Moon Day 23

Planetary Year is :

Red Overtone Moon

2012

June 20th  2309

Blue Planetary Night

Crystal Moon Day 22

Planetary Year is:

White Rhythmic Wizard

2013

June 21 0504

Red Crystal Moon

Crystal Moon Day 23

Planetary Year is :

Blue Resonant Storm

2014

June 21 1051

White Cosmic Wizard

Crystal Moon Day 23

Planetary Year is: 

Yellow Galactic Seed 

Now I have done the dates

until June 20 2020

so not a huge amount of research 

but…

If you look at these dates ~ a period of 10 years 

there is a significant pattern 😉

and

maybe if I find out more Solstice dates from earlier years I am guessing there will be a repeating link…

Every 4 years there is a significant shift 

All the other years

apart from 2016 and 2020 

are

Planetary Mayan Signs 

which are:

Red Moon

White Wizard 

Blue Storm

Yellow Seed 

but on 2016 and 2020 

There is instead the code of Blue Night 

The Conscious Dreamer 

on 2020 this is Blue Overtone Night 

which is in the new 13 year cycle of 

White Wizard on planet Earth 

I love how I am learning

about the magical matrix

of this amazing divinity transformational tool 

It’s an amazing time of creating right now 

so remember to be brave 

have courage 

Let your heart lead you 

Anything is possible 

If you are willing to do the work 

to unite 

the masculine and feminine 

within 

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Fly high

Dig Deep

First go within 

For the treasure you seek 

Love is the key 

Blue Storm Wavespell ~ catalyse to harness the chaos

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Blue Storm Wavespell

begins

with

Blue Magnetic Storm

and 

takes the human being through an evolution of consciousness process

13 steps

13 codes

 

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to arrive at today’s placement

of

Blue Cosmic Monkey 

 

In very simple terms this is a process of mastery as it begins with the 19th Mayan Sign

Blue Storm

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If you click on the links as you feel to this will take you to other sites revealing more info 

Blue Storm is the process

of becoming aware of the chaos

that can be experienced by human beings

due to having raw emotional wounding that has not been consciously addressed

or resolved by the individual

In this framework

of 

the emotional mind 

fight /flight/freeze system

repeated patterns occur and the individual experiences

the same emotional events in a similar way

which triggers the individual emotionally

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emotional hijack

 

the individual has learned coping mechanisms as a child to deal with these triggers

most of these are unconscious and reactive

and are

avoidance based

confrontational

passive aggressive 

denial based 

create disease in the human body 

and as such do not create harmony for the individual or the “other”

working with conscious awareness allow the individual to become 

self aware 

proactive

and

heal the wounding

learn new ways to address

the pattern of relationship

which as a result

creates change with everything the individual encounters

common sense if reflected upon

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The individual then

experiences more and more peace

calmness within

calmness without as a result as that person

radiates their inner world outward

and 

creates relationship differently

consciously 

on a very personal level

energetically

emotionally

as well as 

intellectually

The planet of Blue Storm is Pluto 

 

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A color image of Sputnik Planum, Pluto’s frozen “heart” of nitrogen, carbon monoxide and methane ices.
Credit: NASA/JHUAPL/SWRI

Here is a recent scientific article about Pluto which reveals key mythology links

The underworld

The wounding

The Shadow experiences

what is frozen in time and space

the unresolved

unloved

parts of the psyche 

seeking integration

The collective unconscious 

ready for repatterning and renewal

These Wavespells

hold the key to this conscious evolution process

By being in synch with the planetary codes beaming out in our Universe 

From the Fifth Sun

Today

March 20 2016

we are in the shift step 

Day 13 is always this energy

Cosmic Movement 

The Cosmos Consciousness of the human being evolves

As each individual becomes conscious and evolves 

At the moment the majority of human beings who are awake

are

focusing on frameworks of consciousness

outside of themselves

Intellectual constructs and Healing fixing methods

The key Mastery focus

is working with oneself 

Within

Personal Wounding

Otherwise the anger and grief remains

The coping mechanisms formed at the time of wounding remain

Relationship with self and others remains 

in childhood ways

so….

the child ego is mainly unchanged and untrained

Still feeling unloved

Blue Monkey is the 11th Mayan Sign

The planet is Venus 

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pic Gordon Rife 2006 Solar eclipse

What is seeking release within on a deeper level

Seeking to come to light 

around self acceptance

around self love 

Nurturing and loving oneself in a mature and healthy way ?

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Here is a list of past times of this Wavespell from

astrodreamadvisor.com 

Previous Wavespells
October 14th to October 26th, 2004
July 1st to July 13th, 2005
March 18 to March 30th, 2006
December 3rd to December 15th, 2006
August 20th to September 1st, 2007
May 7th to 19th, 2008
January 22nd to February 3rd, 2009
October 9th to 21st, 2009
June 26th to July 8th, 2010
March 13th to 24th, 2011
November 28th to December 10th, 2011
August 15th to 27th, 2012
May 2nd to 14th, 2013
January 17th to 29th, 2014

October 4th to 16th, 2014

last one : June 21st to July 3rd, 2015

Huge thanks to Tracey Gendron for this resources which have been vital for my learning 

As you can see from the list 

the last time this spiral of 260 day process was in March was in 2011 and 2006

a five year cycle 

which is significant 

At this time

it is the time of the 

Spring Equinox

in the Northern Hemisphere

which is early this year 

We begin the zodiac wheel 

in

Aries

fire initiation 

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Time for the zodiac wheel of conscious cycle process

to begin

Here is a lovely article by Bill Attride about this 

This is my Masculine Wavespell

that I was born into 

I was born on the 9th day

Blue Solar Hand 

 

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Number 9 in any process is

The Gateway of Consciousness

The Buddha process

The peace process

Red Moon is the 9th Mayan Sign 

Ferrusca pdf ~ great info on Mayan Signs

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The Mayan calendar also has a 13 Moon calendar that stays the same 

so when we are born we also have a Mayan Moon

My Mayan Moon is Red Magnetic Moon

which involves initiation into

The Authentic

Honesty

We are in a 13 year process of Red Moon on planet Earth 

We are in Red Solar Moon month 

the 9th month

Gateway of completion Moon

until July 24 we are in

White Planetary Wizard

Seeing how self empowered we are

going with the flow

letting go of feeling a need to create the magic

allowing the magic to manifest as a conscious process

removing any resistance to what is

allows this 

This will change on July 26

to

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Revealing what is seeking emotional release

the catalyst 

of 11 years

as part of the 13 year cycle that began in 2006 

Hiding our true self creates deception and dishonesty codes

that create more of the same 

Hiding our light serves no one and allows darkness to prevail

denial creates pain and it will out

the sooner it is out the less the deeper pain

and the grief can soothe and heal 

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This is a very big year of balance 

which will be revealed in the Libra Lunar Eclipse on the 23rd of March in the UK

Here is a video about this and the equinox by

Pam Gregory

Libra 3 degrees 

 

LIBRA 3
An inaccurate, imaginative map of the world.
Subjective depths become all-permeating. The surface facts seem like nothing. You are plunged into your internal voyage, and compelled to take it up blindly and innovatively. You cannot depend upon anybody’s previous experience, for you are moving into a whole different reality–inward development as a total way of life, yet surrounded and beset by pressures, demands, and distorted reflections. You therefore have to operate virtually oblivious to the feedback loop of the sociocultural sphere–to be blind, deaf, and dumb to how anything appears to anybody. And to act as though the inner world you are cooking up for the future is all that counts, and everything else is a blur of facts, figures, and passing semblances.

Libra is the time Persephone goes into the underworld

Aries is the time she emerges

at this Lunar Eclipse 

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What was coming to an end at Libra time in September ?

 

Lilith in Libra transit is key 

and reveals this coming to light 

here are some articles:

Mystic Medusa

Ruby Slipper

What has been challenging

during the last 6 months

for you

is what is seeking healing in you

is what is seeking healing in humanity

Are you ready to know yourself

take responsibility for your responses

be pro active 

Look within

This is the emotional evolution

conscious evolution time 

Are you brave enough to face your demons?

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Straight

No taking the edge off time

Free of mind altering substances 

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It is worth it

to be free 

My Mayan Sign is a 13 step process in itself 

that is the Gateway

to personal freedom

revealed

on the sarcophagus of

Pacal Votan

13 clear signs

 

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This is an amazing time 

of personal freedom potential 

and is key 

to

personal alchemy

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Learning about the mind began in earnest for me

when I became a parent 21 years ago

I studied psychology 

and

later

studied energy therapies

specifically

Emotional Freedom Technique

this was life changing for me

It is my personal peace procedure

I use it on a daily basis and share how to do this with others

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Having this awareness of my mind was critical to understanding

how I was experiencing triggers

and how to understand them

how to work with them

how to release them slowly and carefully as and when

Astrology and the Mayan Calendar came later

these frameworks help me understand the universal creation process

I am creating workshops this year

that are practical and based on process

This is my current one 

Being the Catalyst 

 

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Be the gift that you are

The magical child free of wounding

Open hearted

Joyful

Loving 

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Our wounding is an essential step of embodying what creates hurt for the human being

so we can understand how that happens

and

create new ways of being 

from that place of  experiential understanding

and

when healed

clear space of creativity

and

co creation code 

Day 12 and Day 10 ~ It’s a love thing

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Day 10 ~ Yellow Planetary Star

was on Tuesday 30 June 2015

and

links

in to today’s code

of how

that is manifesting

clarity potentiality

This was the day of being the star that we really are rather than ego led

We are all a work in progress around this and that is why we incarnate here on earth

To be the Star

To interact

To create star systems

Galaxies 

We literally are stardust 

Organic beings 

Miracles 

How can the human being mind ever believe in knows more than divinity

Look at the amazing organic structures and systems on our planet

doing their own thing

Huge Stars on their own galactic trip 

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No need for human being control

Only the human ego is afraid 

As it knows it actually does not have a say in the bigger picture

and has to go with the 

Grand Design

Resistance shows up 

It is natural 

All feelings are natural

To guide the individual as to what is safe and not safe

Keep the being alive

This is all human evolution downloaded in the mother’s womb 

Then the personal experience happens

Day 10

is the manifestation of our heart’s desire 

The 10th house in our chart

In the Mayan 20 Signs

this is White Dog 

The human being incarnate here and now

Radiating conditioned codes

Ready to know what those codes create 

How their personal road trip feels 

I spent most of the day doing charts to the nth degree 

and lots of wows

Oh my Goddess 

It is all there to be seen in my experience

and now I can see the code

The site I use for the degree 

is

Inside Degrees 

This is the moon degree as I am writing this:

CAPRICORN 14
Beads carved from human bone.
The body carries memories of every world we have ever been through. These memory strings or beads bind us to the Earth. We feel pinned to the spot, responsible for everything that happens around us–somehow the one in charge. For we are carrying the continuous memory and legacy of the ancient mystery-streams and of forgotten modes of knowledge. We bear the treasures intact. It makes everything count. It means that we cannot get away from ourselves or our fate for a moment; we are compelled to fulfill our vows and to bring into this world the towering awareness and strange resonance of the giants, of the ancestors, of the great ones, of the inner ways. Never lost; impossible to forget.

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Everyone has their own natural inclination on this

I call that

Following the Cosmic Cookie trail 

My trail will not be the same as yours in this degree

Our evolutionary learning path is shared 

Same lessons for all human evolution

All pixels in the bigger picture

Changing the world view

Here is a great Astrological update from  Leo Tom 

The 10th house in the natural zodiac is 

Capricorn

Cap-Moon

We are what we eat 

We are what we think

We are what we feel

We are what we believe

We are also our original star vibe

Spock 😉 Now in another dimension with a dog/unicorn hybrid?

Maybe a Capricorn Dog ?

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and  as such…

all things can be crafted accordingly

by the human being  ready for this great work

 pre~requisites for this :

ready to look at oneself from every angle

radical self responsibility

ready to do whatever it takes 

to transform

and be 

free

letting go of doing this for any other reason than that 

free from ego agenda

Now is the perfect time for that process

Day 12 ~ today

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White Crystal Dog

Sirius Code

Today ties in with that 

How clear is our Dog self 

The inner dog

Unconditional-love

The fight or flight part of us that is programmed for survival

The Terminator who is out to destroy any threat

Avoid any “dangerous” areas

wolves in sheep's clothing

largely based primarily on those early years in life

raw base primal

instinctual

no thinking 

no logic

Act from pure emotional instinctual response 

anything but Zen Master

and yet can be when transformed

Zen-Dog

Leads us on a repeat of events

The mind connected to this illogically 

The heart meanwhile is bringing those patterns in

With the opportunity to

heal

learn

and

transcend

on earth in a practical human being way 

The Transcendental Process

Within each human being facing each”challenge”

with the viewpoint of removing any man made obstacle in their path

To be free and aligned with their destiny

Amazing films with this theme:

The Fault in our Stars

Oblivion

Edge of tomorrow

The Adjustment Bureau

Love Tom Cruise film’s  they are so revelatory and he is a Cancer Sun

and just doing this cookie trail showed a news report about him 

that is absolutely key to this Capricorn Full Moon

Here is a link to his Astrology 

He is 52 ~ Saturn Square 

Mayan Elder year ~

he has completed his 4 x 13 year cycles  

and his birthday is tomorrow so going into his 53rd year

He is a White Crystal Worldbridger 

So reflected in his films 

The crystal clear structure of ending of worlds

Code 12 of Blue Eagle

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Seeing the bigger picture mastery code

In the Green Castle of the heart 

This is my son’s wavespell  😉 

Tomorrow he begins a Cosmic Year ~ Blue Cosmic Monkey 

and he is born in the Cosmic Moon time in the 13 Moons

So perfectly aligned for getting in touch with his divine child 

by being with his earth born child

and leaving the Church 

Priorities of what is heartfelt now

So today if the individual chooses

To get in touch with heart longings

heart hurts

and see how each are connected

All that we need is within us

that is the message of this

Red Solar Moon Year

coming to a completion now

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Today it is Cosmic Moon day 6

The new year of

White Planetary Wizard

begins in 24 days time

See the code ?

What we do now really matters

Today the tarot card is

The Lovers

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All our relationships reveal

the next step for creating balance

Outside revealing inside

 

 

Each person who is pushing our buttons allows the enlightenment process to go deeper

They are simply our personal

Star Wars

in action

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In carnate

Our holograph

Integrating all the archetypes now to rescue oneself 

and creating a power team 

All roads lead to love

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If only we will see the signs

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Stop Look Listen

Feel

Reveal

Do the work

Be the dream desire

Start to take the small steps knowing the universe supports our path

and it will be a rocky one at times

The Hobbit adventure is not what Bilbo was looking for….

and it was the time of his life 

When we begin the heart path the nature of this is…

we do it for the love of it

we do it for ourselves

we do it for all of humanity

we do it for our mother earth

We do not have all the answers….

yet

Goddess does 

We have faith that if we do the process

trust the process

All will be revealed

And the beat goes on…

Love to you beautiful people

Let’s live the real dream from our hearts

Free of any need to prove or validate ourselves

Free to be in the garden

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Fly high 

Go deep 

First look within for the treasure you seek 

Day 11 ~ letting go to flow with Full Moon

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Red Spectral Moon

Day 11

Full Moon in Capricorn 

Sun 9 degrees

Moon 9 Degrees

In the 9th Mayan Sign

Cosmic Gateway 

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I am actually writing my blog out of synch here 

Getting back in alignment

I have felt really out of synch last couple of days and my body has been revealing this

Great information

Just been taking it easy this afternoon

Lying on the grass

Body on the earth

Touching the plants

Smelling the flowers

Seeing the bees

In Somerset it is positively fecund with the heat

the moisture is like Florida

I feel held in a blissful bubble like being a young child again

Care free to be 

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When I am in this space I can access the divine code easily

It doesn’t mean I am wise by any means

Just clearer to tune in

So we are at the gateway point of man’s journey to being the disciple

with this Capricorn Full Moon at 9 degrees

CAPRICORN 9
A woman washes a man’s feet and dries them with her hair.
Unfallen light becomes a force to be reckoned with, for it seeks to renew the world. Small things add up here as ritual pervades. Greater worlds’ beings called in to mediate, guide, heighten, restore, and heal. Your intuitive faculties are resplendent with inner pictures. Something great to be done in small steps, taken up from within. A great journey from the origin of the world to full creative power of the living spirit enacted faithfully.

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A very Mary Magdalene image to begin

This is the feminine coming in

and I am meeting many people who are still doing self sacrifice believing it to be service

How can that be?

How can it possibly be of service to the planet/Universe/Divinity

to live in a way that means an individual  does not put themselves and their own needs first and is unhappy ?

If that does not happen then all else fails

If an individual is exhausted, angry, out of balance , 

and allowing that

believing that is someone else’s call

Something is way off beam

This way of being leads to anything but love and joy

and is simply an ego cloaking device we are collectively working through

to raise consciousness

from our place of  distorted conscience

that comes from the piety of religion

guilt, shame, not being enough, bla bla black sheep

the truth is ego always puts itself first as that is the factory survival setting 

Speaking of  Nursery Rhymes

Nursery Rhymes hold the key to wisdom

and are memes

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I have a close friend blackbird now in my garden

He comes into my poly tunnel and I chat to him 

I don’t know what he says but I know it is a code 

Here is a blackbird totem perspective 

speaks volumes for this time 

Sing a Song of Sixpence

Sing a song of sixpence,
A pocket full of rye.
Four and twenty blackbirds,
Baked in a pie.
When the pie was opened,
The birds began to sing;
Wasn’t that a dainty dish,
To set before the king?
The king was in his counting house,
Counting out his money;
The queen was in the parlour,
Eating bread and honey.

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The maid was in the garden,
Hanging out the clothes,
When down came a blackbird
And pecked off her nose.[1]
The final line of the fourth verse is sometimes slightly varied, with nose pecked or nipped off. One of the following additional verses is often added to moderate the ending:

They sent for the king’s doctor,
who sewed it on again;
He sewed it on so neatly,
the seam was never seen.[1]
or:

There was such a commotion,
that little Jenny wren
Flew down into the garden,
and put it back again.[1]

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There are many inferences ~ the alchemist’s is again the process

Look at the blackbird’s totem

24 = 6 = balance

rhythmic 

The Full Moon

Sun and Moon in balance 

The inner alchemical marriage of masculine and feminine in balance through inner work

King ~  Masculine ~ Gold ~ potentiality shadow into gold and feeling worthy within. Emperor

Queen ~ Feminine honey ~ turning vinegar into honey and gaining sovereignty within process ~ empress 

Maid ~ Persephone in the garden of Eden

Blackbird ~ removing conditioning to allow knowingness in balance

Jenny Wren

She is always in my garden visiting the compost bin area

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A  Celtic bird totem

Cancer Sun at 9 degrees 

 

Water

What is coming into conscious awareness through the Sun code 

CANCER 9
A skeleton playing a flute.
Death is a haunting accompanist to the tender side of life. The spinetingling touch of death close at hand renders poignant and accentuates what is vital in the world of the living. It takes courage to dance with death. Fear is natural under the circumstances. You have to play your fear and turn it into the music of courage. Wandering along the threshold between the living and the dead, belonging to neither world, yet integrally part of both. Intimately familiar with every side of existence. One who passes as a stranger, unknown and unknowable. Solitude is your element. The contemplation of the mysteries becomes as natural as breath, as ingrained as holding steady in the violent windstorm of life in the Earth. Lyrical, melancholy, and disassociated from familiar comforting things. A mist or haze wraps you about, creating an aura of the uncanny, and it is there you feel at home and nowhere else.

Here is a more in depth article about the astrology

At looking at the chart what immediately jumps out at me is it is highlighting the 1st and 7th houses

If we want to do our spiritual path and access the mystical

Focus on loving and nurturing our selves

healing where that has not happened

learn how to do it now 

Let go of abusive relationships

Parent ourselves instead of expecting the other to do it 

In tarot today I got 

Thoth

The Chariot

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Code 7 Book 3 

The stairway to heaven on earth

for the individual brave enough to walk the talk  🙂

Hold your horses 

Be still Know that we are god self 

and work the core

do and be the Great Work 

This time is so powerful

The Zodiac sign of The Moon in it’s fullness

with the God Self 

The Manifestor Man

Everything that has been showing up on our personal world stage in the last 11 days

is key to our personal evolution

Each one knows what needs to change for them

Go do it

If the answer is not clear ~ ask ~ find out ~ learn

In this day and age everything is possible and online 

Time to mould some new forms with water and earth 

Let go of the old you

or live that code for the rest of this life 

Work in progress ~ Blue Solar Hand

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Blue Solar Hand

My Mayan Day

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This was Monday ~ Moon day

I am lagging behind in writing my posts as big stuff happening still

and wow this is intense 

key to my

Lilith in Aquarius 

at 4 degrees:

AQUARIUS 4
Many fireflies at dusk.
You become aware all at once of staggering things, of astounding things, of world-shattering things. States of revelation. You are being called inwardly to shake off the slumber of the common day and to heed the stirrings of the future. Capable of bounding leaps, your are infused with a spirit of new beginnings. Especially strongly drawn toward altered states and threshold awareness. You’ve been brought to places where all of the shared assumptions and ideologies become pale and lifeless, and something other sparks recognition and pursuit. Collectively inspired to find alternatives, to seek a vision, to gather with those who are similarly touched, you are in on the ground floor of new movements and innovative discoveries. And full of wonder and awe at the process, and at a whole way of things in worlds such as this one.

becoming very aware of my chart now and going deeper with it.

I love doing this work and each person coming in reveals me and my path.

And…I don’t know what I don’t know just like everyone else here to do the trip ~ otherwise what would be the point ?

Saint? Sinner? 

Just polar labels for the mind and indoctrination models 

Human being on a mission to balance themselves with their spiritual self 

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Charting can also be an avoidance and so key to the love and light brigade

That which is easy ~ labelled positive 

Is not the alchemical process

The positive comes naturally as a part of the process and for real not an intellectual concept ~ more light

through working with the wound and what is difficult

letting go of denial of this place 

This is where new universe’s are forged

in the black hole 

The Galactic Centre

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The Vertex 

How do I integrate myself in society in a way that is balanced so I can bridge all worlds and be accepting of myself and accepting of others ~ it is all interwoven

However entanglement is not the key 

I have done lots of work on the Narcissist pattern

How I am on the spectrum

How I am on the spectrum of the opposite ~ the empath

and how to blend the two now

because in my view this is the next step of evolution

Alchemically coming into centre

Two sides of the same coin and the mastery process because both extremes are coping mechanisms

and 

feeling is the key to intimacy 

Feels pretty barren without intimacy doesn’t it 

Being seen and loved for who we are by others in relationship ?

Kissed, held, tactile engagement in a respectful loving way ? 

So key for the Leo me 

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It is difficult for me having my Wavespell in the energy of a full moon

Not least the biggest soul axis time of the 4th and 1oth house 

The formation of manifestation

What we are doing now will manifest at Capricorn Winter Solstice 

I do not have any traditional planets here but always Capricorn co creators arrive to get me moving with my discipline  

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Things coming in on a soul level for the planet

Things coming in on a personal level

What is in Cancer and Capricorn for you ?

Cancer ~ mothering,nurturing,home

Capricorn ~ fathering,discipline,work

Soul Journey ~  deeper levels beyond the mundane

What is in your 4th house ?

What is in your 10th ?

If you are A Yellow Seed ~ number 4 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key

If you are a White Dog ~ number 10 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key 

In general terms ~ taking the mask off ~ Yellow Seed ~ to reveal the true seed underneath the coping mechanisms 

to manifest soul relationships and love free from conditioning which is truly unconditional ~ White Dog 

This is the heart’s desire free from any material ego construct 

In my 4th House is My North Node in Gemini at 10 degrees 

Where I am going in this life:

GEMINI 10
A young woman notices the handsome man has fangs.
Blows of fate. Acts of God. Abrupt awakenings to what was suspected but naively denied. You become drastically aware of all that was hidden, and jump to conclusions. The gathering of events to prove a point, to generate a change, to draw it all out. Curiosity, probing. Yet as well, casual oblivion and riding high in euphoric assumptions. Setting yourself up for turnarounds, epiphanies, metanoia. The leap over the edge into the dark from the light that reveals the other side of life can generate cynicism and negative feedback loops, by the implication that behind every shining wonder there lies its reverse shadow image. The mind proving itself right and falling down its own hole.

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Always loved Dracula

Such a deep and consuming passion for endless love 

and….

potentiality 

and…

wow a lot of carnage in pursuit of the lost Goddess resurrection process

It is really painful but death is part of it 

Interview with a Vampyre and Brad Pitt’s role compared to Tom Cruise 

A life of pain to know love through knowing what it is not and where it does not live …

 

 

To catalyse change

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This 13 day process is all about catalysing the human being to work with their shadow self

aka the emotional body

Mr Hyde 

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This process is not linear

This process is a spiral

The authentic self is not a zombie 

or a compliant domesticated animal 

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On the day I sat and watched myself all day wherever I went and making notes

who showed up

what showed up

how I felt about that 

nothing dramatic or epiphany esque

which is what the soap opera self is conditioned to believe life is about 

Disney Drama 

All Disney movies contain code for human evolution

Everything is code and the individual activates with it whatever level of being they are at in the Universal Script

more awareness more realisations for me

letting go of being the drama queen archetype through owning my stuff

and learning how to relate 

not manipulate 

key to this Jupiter in Leo time 

mastery of ego to open the heart

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This time is a birth time of the disciple willing to walk the talk

People who are incarnating at this balsamic moon time

of all ages

are experiencing rapid change because of the spiral reaching it’s extreme masculine

It is the time of the pre~menstrual storm

The time of the head wanting what it wants 

The heart bringing in new wisdom

but to do that the human being has to surrender to what is given

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Coming up next is Yellow Human Wavespell

This is my Yellow Castle 

and the year I am in

Yellow Rhythmic Human

It is bringing me everything I need to see where I am in balance with my humanity

and most importantly…

where I am not

It’s a roller coaster ride for empaths

and emotions

and like a yo yo 

like

IBS 

Fear and Love doing the dance 

Yes Yes Yes Yes 

Noooooooooooo

Yes I want that…

Noooooooo not again

Oh really? 

Are you kidding me ~ honestly

I thought I had done that to death and yet….

and yet here is the grim reaper saying it is time to go deeper

Saturnian cycles

Neptunian levels ~ work with the Moon and access Neptune free of delusion

another layer to heal

Walk your talk echoes the Goddess

The lead picture is me at 18 on a total hedonistic 2 weeks in Ios 

The party island and so key to living in the body and connecting to other human beings

At that time I was a total party animal. I went away 3 times that year ~ I was a travel agent.

Each time I came back I was in need of another holiday to recover 😉 

It is a key time for anyone ~ especially a 9

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18 = 9 

This pattern is key to me creating balanced human being ness

I could only do that in that way then because there was a holistic structure to support that way of being

This year was wild partying and the year I reconnected with an old flame 

A childhood sweetheart who I sat next to in school

This was so key to my emotional coding and what I am here for this time around

To shape my destiny 

Completion of awareness of the process ~ not necessarily that I will achieve it and often I am at a place of despair on this 😉 Getting used to that though

To access being a clear channel by healing all my emotional wounding

To stop doing imbalanced co dependent behaviour

I am very self aware

I have been working with myself in this way since 2007 

It does get easier on some levels

It also gets more complex and deeper

and as I strip away the layers I feel more

I become more empathetic

I can See more because of this

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It also means I have to be very discerning and disciplined

My body at 50 cannot tolerate what it did at 18

It is not meant to and I offer that learning and being emotionally aware 

Creates Co creation Code

letting go of Co dependent Code

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No doubt you are aware that the heart is not logical though

It is the Universal tool for bringing what we need for our soul and planetary evolution

and often that is the anti-thesis of what the ego wants.

Over the past few days I have seen all my past incarnate with different people

It is pure grace

Noticing how I am affected or not affected

any triggers there

Just watching this video of me is a trigger ~ I am really going through some stuff here at the time of the making of the video and it is so evident with my energy levels. 

This is often what happens ~ for me too ~ I focus on the person revealing the process and I am put off because they are not superhuman 🙂 

It is the process that is key ~ not shooting the messenger ~ seeing beyond to the message 

No human being here right now holds the model or the solution

The solution is in each one of us

doing the personal process

What is seeking evolution within revealed outside of us ?

I love people

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With some people my boundaries have been so skewed because I could not be assertive

Afraid of the response if I did

and in truth how I would be perceived

Often Scapegoated

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truth be told though

It is first and foremost about me for me

as it is for every individual

this myth of being of service and self sacrifice

Is one of the biggest denials masqueraded by the ego

The paradox

To really start to work with this the individual has to let go of their denial

and face the raw self

I may be 50 and had a lot of experience that the 18 year old did not have

but I still have the same core patterns and conditioning

with Jo and my relationship to Jo

and therefore the world

At my Chiron return this is so powerful

It is designed for this very reason

50’s ~ the same as day 5’s ~ the heart of the matter

the struggle to be the authentic human being free from ego constructs that are

Totally self imposed for a good reason ~ to cope with life 

Any feelings of shadow are self created and although the individual may believe this comes through the other

All the feelings the individual has 

are the individuals

Who else could they belong to ?

This is responsibility in action

It is a complex process but here is a simple formula:

Feeling:

Something is happening in my world

Something does not feel good about it 

I do not feel good about it 

Self enquiry possible ~ being as specific as I can

Here I suggest Emotional Freedom Technique because it works

and everyone can do it including children

Be with the emotional trigger

It is the next step to freedom and conscious awareness

Feel the feeling with the intention of feeling and release

Then see what comes to light

What created this feeling in terms of my relationship with the world

Then go deeper if you feel ready

When has this feeling/event happened before ?

Go back to that 

Replay that

Do the same process

Keep doing it until the emotion is cleared

Then everything changes 

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This is the emotional evolution

Emotional Events are coded into our human body in a powerful way as a learning experience

to teach the individual what literally creates pain

It is a survival mechanism which allows avoidance of pain

If the individual starts to work with this then they evolve

and learn how to do relationships in a different way

In a way that they can state what is acceptable and not acceptable

State desires and needs 

It is a process

As a child that is not an option

As an immature adult that is not an option until the adult decides to make it an option

and be pro active 

work on themselves and their emotional baggage

This can happen very quickly with EFT 

and …

it is not a quick fix

It is life long because learning and evolution is life long

Whatever the universe is bringing in right now 

that is uncomfortable

is what our planet needs to birth something new

It is what the human being needs to birth something new 

Each human being that does this personal process

relates differently because of it

This ripples out on the web of life

Being the change we want to see happens with this process

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This is not about a therapist doing it for another

Passive receiving of healing

That is another thing entirely

This is about each being becoming the pro active Red Skywalker

The Fool

as and when ready to

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The alchemist

ready to do the personal inner marriage

Can you walk amongst the beauty 

be in it

not of it

engage in love free from sacrifice ?

For people in powerful relationship now 

It is time to integrate the polar opposites so being open to this is key

The easy option of comfort zone and compatibility of the astrological chart 

is not it 🙂

Bursting each other wide open is it 

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Being able to stay open and love deeply 

even though this is pushing all the buttons ….

All the buttons being pushed hold the key

to go beyond ego limitation

I am not suggesting abusive relationship ~ the opposite 

Being discerning 

Stating boundaries

Being honest about what is coming up

This is conscious relationship

This is the future

It begins here

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Blue Hand is the 7th Mayan Sign

It addresses the gateway to the mystic

What is resonating reveals

the ecstatic and compatibility with the divinity code 

It reveals what is not through pain

It’s planet is Earth

So in this wavespell

Pluto and Earth

The underworld and the early experience ~ hell on earth

allow completion

It is the Christ process ~ the Buddha process ~ the enlightenment process

Light let in through transforming the self

Total engagement with divinity accessed because of that

Remember all the clues are there in the body

If we are shutting down emotionally around relationship then this will

be revealed in emotional constipation

the colon

Not to put too fine a point on it…

Holding on to old sh*t 

Literally 

If someone is so repressed emotionally they may be healthy most of the time

Usually that means an empath partner does that emotional expression for them

That also means there will be a distorted code going on to allow this imbalance too

What has to happen for emotion to be expressed usually is anything but loving 

no surprise given our current cultural trip on relationship

and focus on external structures at the expense of compassion and caring in our communities 

 

Becoming really aware of this way of relating is key for both people

If this is at the start of the relationship it can be hugely beneficial as there is no personal wounding between the two parties

there is awareness potentially of what has hurt in the past

If the couple have the courage to transform this together

The level of shadow into love is truly Cosmic 

At the beginning this takes a big leap of faith 

and the intention to trust that the God and Goddess self has created this crucible which is revealed in the Astrology in great detail as to the degrees and planetary placements 

I am now at a level of amazing awareness of code through doing this process 

and…

My body cannot tolerate toxicity and toxic relationships 

This is the process

It is the descent all of humanity is on

As the human being is stripped naked on all levels

there is a pendulum swing

The desert is visited for contemplation and awareness of what created this space

~ it’s all in any Wisdom Doctrine underneath the manipulated religious overtone

What happened to these Archetypes such as Jesus 

is the process of human evolution

There are several stages to go through

The more the individual learns how to work with the self ~ the less emotional drama ensues because the individual has learned how to relate in a way that is ecological

and most importantly the first step of that process is to clear the emotional baggage

free up emotional expression

Let go of the loaded gun

Understanding one’s own code is key

The patterns

A phd in personal patterns

A master of oneself 

This is what it takes 🙂

If you are ready to do that process pro actively 

Here is a workshop designed exactly for that purpose 

Balance Workshop

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Remember it is on the cards right now for us all

People who are doing this work will not be famous or popular or leading the way in the general traditional ego framework because this is the framework of the pioneers 😉

That is the path at the moment and it is evolving quickly …

The ego doesn’t feel comfortable with it though which is exactly why it has to be done 

Are you going to let your ego overrule divinity and stay “safe” for a while longer ?

Remember as you change everyone will notice and this will also create a wave ~ ultimately what role model do you want to manifest

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

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Can you learn and do “right” relationship ?

A choice is…

Do we accept our mission impossible ?

Or do we have it thrust upon us until we submit ?

Look at all the wonderful gadgets involved

It is dynamic 

Miracles guaranteed as the individual aligns with their soul journey on all levels

It is the birthing process

It only seems impossible at the start 😉 

Our universal self knows

It is the natural process

Love to you and yours

Day 8~ Integrate The End of The World

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Day 8 ~ Integrate

In the zodiac wheel this is Scorpio Gateway

It was a Scorpio Moon Day

Cancer Sun

White Galactic Worldbridger Day

Planet Mars ~ Take charge and decide to do something

A day of endings so that new beginnings can start

The Alchemist who is walking the heart path

knows all alchemy begins within

There is no cataclysmic event necessary 

The outer landscape changes as to it’s perception

I had a totally cosmic day 

It was wow

I walked The Tor twice ~ not a photo from the day although it was chilly

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Around Noon

To watch the sunset

Noticed the difference in who and what I saw~ the experience

How I felt because of it

All key information

Remember ~ if we do what we have always done….

Time to let new learning and love in

It is written in the starry skies

A new friend revealed some amazing lyrics from Kate Bush and reconnected me

I would not have chosen this ~ this is the beauty of co creation with the new

Grace 

It was a sublime day of  Seeing and of course a Blue Moon coming ~ or “bad” moon

Time to let the wolf out and stop being the slaughtered lamb of sacrifice 

Look what happens to David ~ it’s not all bad when the initiate goes off the ego path 😉

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The Man with the child in his eyes  was one of the first singles I bought and I cried when I played it ~ memories of a young Jo 

Life expectations, dreams

Here is the full lyrics of the album The Kick Inside ~ curtesy of this website  ~ this is the key ~ channeled code:

I’ll let Kate say it as she so amazingly eloquently does 

Moving
Moving stranger, does it really matter?
As long as you’re not afraid to feel
Touch me, hold me, how my open arms ache
Try to fall for me

(Chorus)
How I’m moved, how you move me
With your beauty’s potency
You give me life, please don’t let me go
You crush the lilly in my soul

Moving liquid, yes, you are just water
You flow around all that comes in your way
Don’t think it over, it always takes you over
And sets your spirit dancing

(Chorus)

Saxophone Song
You’ll find me in a Berlin bar
In a corner, brooding
You know that I go very quiet
When I am listening to you
There’s something special indeed
In all the places where I’ve seen you shine, boy
There’s something very real in how I feel, honey

(Chorus)
It’s in me, it’s in me-and you know it’s for real

Tuning in your saxophone
Doo-ba-doo-ba-doo

The candle is burning over your shoulder
Is throwing shadows on your saxophone
A surly lady in tremor
The stars that climb from her bowels
Those stars make towers on vowels
You’ll never know that you had all of me
You’ll never see the poetry you’ve stirred in me
Of all the stars I’ve seen that shine so brightly
I’ve never known or felt, in myself, so rightly

(Chorus)

Strange Phenomena
Soon it will be the phase of the moon
When people tune in
Every girl knows about the punctual blues
But who’s to know the power
Behind our moves

A day of coincidence with the radio
And a word that won’t go away
We know what they’r all going to say
“G” arrives, funny, had a feeling he was on his way

(Chorus)
We raise our hats to the strange phenomena
Soul birds of a feather flock together
We raise out hats to the hand a-moulding us
Sure ‘nuf-he has the answer
He has the answer
Om mani padme hum.

You pick up a paper, you read a name
You go out, it turns up again and again
You bump into a friend you haven’t seen
For a long time
Then into another you only thought about last night

You hear your sister calling for you
But you don’t know where from
You know there’s something wrong
But you don’t want to believe in a premonition

(Chorus)

Kite
Beelzebub is aching in my belly-o
My feet are heavy and I’m rooting in my wellios
And I want to get away and go
From all these mirror windows
I look at eye level, it isn’t good enough
And then I find out, when I take a good look up
There’s a hole in the sky with a big eyeball
Calling me-

(Chorus)
Come up and be a kite
And fly a diamond night
A diamond kite, a diamond kite
Ooh, what a diamond!

A diamond kite, on a diamond flight
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the lights, under the moon
Over the moon, over the moon

I feel a rush along my body like a bullet
I’m 2D, after a push and pull feeling
And I want to get back to safe home
I love the homeland dome
I got no limbs, I’m like a feather on the wind
Well I’m not sure if I want to be up here at all
And I’d like to be back on the ground
But I don’t know how to get down

(Chorus)

The Man With the Child in his Eyes
I hear him before I go to sleep
And focus on the day that’s been
I realise he’s there when I turn the light off
And turn over
Nobody knows about my man
They think he’s lost on some horizon
And suddenly I find myself
Listening to a man I’ve never known before
Telling me about the sea
All his love, ’till eternity

(Chorus)
Ooh, he’s here again-
The man with the child in his eyes

He’s very understanding
And he’s so aware of all my situations
And when I stay up late
He’s always waiting
But I feel him hesitate
Oh, I’m so worried about my love
They say “No, no, it won’t last forever”
And here I am again my girl
Wondering what on earth I’m doing here
Maybe he doesn’t love me
I just took a trip on my love for him

(Chorus)

Wuthering Heights
Out on the wiley, windy moors
We’d roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you
I hated you, I loved you too

Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights.

(Chorus)
Heathcliff, it’s me, Cathy come home
I’m so cold, let me in-a-your window

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I’m coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My only one dream, my only master

Too long I roam in the night
I’m coming back to his side to put it right
I’m coming home to wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights (Chorus)

Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it’s me, Cathy (Chorus)

James and the Cold Gun
James, come on home
You’ve been gone too long baby
We can’t let out hero die alone
We miss you day and night
You left town to live by the rifle
You left us to fight
But it just ain’t right to take away the light

(Chorus)
Remember Genie, from the casino
She’s still a-waiting in her big brass bed
The boys from your gang are knocking whiskey back
‘Till they get out of hand
And wish they were dead
They’re only lonely for the life they led
With their old friend
Ooh, James are you selling your soul to a cold gun?

Where lies your heart?
It’s not there in the buckskin baby
It’s not there in the gin that makes you laugh long and loud

You’re a coward James
Your running away from humanity
You’re running out on reality
It won’t be funny when they
Rat-a-tat-tat you down

(Chorus)

Feel It
After the party, you took me back to your parlour
A little nervous laughter, locking the door
My stockings fall on the floor, desperate for more
Nobody else can share this
Here comes one and one makes one
The glorious union, well, it could be love
Or it could be just lust but it will be fun
It will be wonderful

(Chorus)
Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh feel it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Oh I need it, oh, oh, feel it, feel it my love
Feel it! See what you’re doing to me

God but you’re beautiful aren’t you?
Feel your warm hand walking around
I won’t pull away, my passion always wins
So keep on a-moving in, keep on tuning in
Synchronize rhythm now

(Chorus)

Oh to Be in Love
As the light hits you, as you shift along the floor
I find it hard to place my face
How did I come to be here anyway?
It’s terribly vague, what’s gone before

I could have been anyone
You could have been anyone’s dream
Why did you have to choose our moment?
Why did you have to make me feel that?
Why did you make it so unreal?

(Chorus)
Oh to be in love, and never get out again
Oh to be in love, and never get out again

All the colours look brighter now
Everything they say seems to sound new
Slipping into tomorrow too quick
Yesterday always too good to forget
Stop the swing of the pendulum, let us through!

(Chorus)

L’Amour Looks Something Like You
You came out of the night
Wearing a mask in white colour
My eyes were shining on the wine
And your aura
All in order, we move into the boudoir
But too soon, the morning has resumed

(Chorus)

I’m hanging on the Old Goose Moon
You look like an angel
Sleeping it off at a station
Were you only passing through?
I’m dying for you just to touch me

And feel all the energy rushing right up-a-me
L’amour looks something like you

The thoughts of you sends me shivery
I’m dressed in lace sailing down a black reverie
My heart is thrown to the pebbles
And the boatmen
All the time I find I’m living in that evening
With that feeling of sticky love inside

(Chorus)

Them Heavy People
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me
They arrived at an inconvienient time
I was hiding in a room in my mind
They made me look at myself
I saw it well, I’d shut the people out of my life
So now I take the opportunities
Wonderful teachers ready to teach me
I must work on my mind
For now I realize that everyone of us
Has a heaven inside

(Chorus)
Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Them heavy people help me
Them heavy people hit me in a soft spot
Rolling the ball, rolling the ball, rolling the ball to me

They open doorways that I thought were shut for good
They read me Gurdjieff and Jesu
They build up my body
Break me emotionally, it’s nearly killing me
But what a lovely feeling!
I love the whirling of the Dervishes
I love the beauty of rare innocence
You don’t need no crystal ball
Don’t fall for a magic wand
We humans got it all, we perform the miracles

(Chorus)

Room for the Life
Hey there you lady in tears
Do you think that they care if they’re real women?
They just take it as part of the deal.
Lost in your men and the games you play
Trying to prove that you’re better, woman
But you needn’t get heavy with them
Like it or not, we were build tough
Because we’re woman

(Chorus)
No, we never die for long
While we’ve got that little life to life for
Where it’s hid inside, no, we never die for long
Oh-woman, two in one
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Inside of you, can be two, woman
There’s room for a life in your womb, woman
Mama woman-aha-

Night after night in the quiet house
Plaiting her hair by the fire, woman
With no lover to free her desire
How long do you think she can stick it out
How long do you think, before she’ll go out, woman
Hey get up on your feet and go get it now
Like it or not we keep bouncing back
Because we’re woman

(Chorus)

The Kick Inside
I’ve pulled down my lace and the chintz
Oh, do you know you have the face of a genius
I’ll send your love to Zeus
Oh, by the time you read this, I’ll be well in touch

(Chorus)
I’m giving it all in a moment or two
I’m giving it all in a moment for you
I’m giving it all, giving it, giving it-giving it
This kicking here inside makes me leave you behind
No more under the quilt to keep you warm
Your sister I was born-you must lose me
Like an arrow shot in the killer storm

You and me on the bobbing knee
Didn’t we cry at that old mythology he’d read
I will come home again, but not until
The sun and moon meet on yon hill

(Chorus)

Get the message?

Let Goddess in she has ways beyond our wildest dreams….

Another song I loved

Hazel O’Conner

Will You ?

I had a dalliance with a man who called me his Katie and so being the code of this now 

I think I was about 15/16?

Dug out this old pic 

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Who was I then?

What remains of that self now?

Some things I want to keep expand and heal

and some ~ especially the physical ~ I have no choice but to release

One day for good 🙂 

Life is short

Choose Love 

Heal the past and be free

to open 

Day 5 ~ heart of the matter

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Day 5

The heart of the matter

Here I am setting off on my journey in Glastonbury

Peek a boo

The fool skipping along open to….

everything that their inner code is actually and not what the intellect thinks they are

This photo was taken as part of my first

Open Your Heart Retreat 

before I came to live here 

in February 2011

It included Valentine’s Day Weekend 

This was a huge turning point for me 

In Mayan terms this was the manifestation day of 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is in the Red Castle of Awakening ~ the initiating 52 day process at the beginning of every 260 day spiral

The spiral at that time was taking place

in the 13 Moons framework 

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The heart of the matter of what was seeking integration

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The priority for me being my creation as initiator of this project and how to share that 

how to share me with others equally 

Having travelled to Glastonbury several times before I was very aware that this was going to really test my boundaries and reveal my ability to hold a space for a group of people all being in this expanded space

This was a catalyst for my process as some very imbalanced relationships came to light of course

and I put myself first 

My dream 

and what I personally needed to do to stop any other ( part of me in another seeking integration)

stopping that in a co dependent way 

as far as I was able and from the space I was in at that time on my journey

Galactic Moon

is

The Moon of integration

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13 Moon document on my resources page and a link here

It covers the energy of Aquarius and Pisces time 

Key to this transition time

The ending of unhealthy boundaries, needing others to access source,becoming consciously aware of our divinity by transforming our inner code 

In this particular evolutionary code of balance ~

Blue Storm Wavespell

Storm

This is

Blue Overtone Night

Blue Night is the conscious dreamer code

The human being who is aware that all is not what it seems

That they are a multi faceted being on a quest 

This is a key mastery understanding as to how this multi aspected being works

There is a spiritual aspect of conscious awareness that is connected to source fully

and

the human being who is here to transform human evolution

by transforming their own very personal part in it

It is the reverse of the ego structured society

This is what I have learned experientially

This is what I share

At this time on the spiral in the 13 moon calendar it is Crystal Moon

Today is day 28 ~ the last day of it

Tomorrow will be very different energy

Crystal Moon is aligned with Gemini and Cancer

Allowing new ways of relating having healed the individual’s core mothering wounds around birth family, cultural family and feeling at home in the body as the individual fully accepts on all levels, everything happening to it so far ~ this encompasses all past lives when this life is healing as all goes back through this time now anyway 

The gift each human being brings is to transcend their own personal wound structure

That is what the human being is here for

that was chosen before life

This is inner alchemy work on everything that hurts

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That is revealed as and when it is essential to the Quest

and not before

This particular code is the planet Saturn

It is revealed at key gateway points in life 

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More about this here in a great article :

Saturn transits

The structure is revealed at Saturn Return 1 

around 29

Saturn orbits approximately every 30 years

It returns to where it was at our birth

and swipes our Saturn bar code 

See if our soul journey is on track

If the wound/conditioning/society energy is so strong

that the individual has chosen to ignore it’s human spaceship and emotional sat nav 

and given in to imbalance 

and hey who hasn’t at this time?

It is part of the plan after all 

Then a course correction happens as a natural outcome of that creation code 

This Saturnian code repeats for the rest of the individual’s life on a base level

This is what the alchemist is aware of 

and the foundation stone

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And as it is for each individual

Each generation shares the Saturnian structure

to build new structures for future generations with future generations

who have different Saturnian code to add to the mix with divine alchemy 

There is nothing “wrong” with this process

or the current state of earth and human beings on an evolution basis

as it is what it is

and…

Paradoxically being out of balance does not feel good 

Every human being can feel that right now and if the human being is allowing the true feelings that go with that state of relationship, to emerge and be expressed

feelings of despair, anger, rage, frustration….

and

See what thoughts, beliefs and behaviours come as a result of that way of relating

Those that are willing to find solutions will

Those that are ready to work at a deeper level

Know

That this is inner work

Changing the inner changes the outer 

Water

Fire

Wisdom

The more the inner changes

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The shadow reveals past echoes unresolved

and the structure of magic is unveiled

everything that seems “wrong” actually takes us to the place that seeks light 

and everything is revealed 

all the answers are there

if only the individual dares 

to go to the valley of death

This is the core process revealed 

in 

The Book of Thoth 4 

death

Death being in the middle 

Death of the personality constructs and old ways 

Process 11 to 21

From Lust 

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to

The Universe

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No need for imbalance on planet earth except for the human evolution

Many power positioned individuals are very aware of misdirecting wound

Hence the huge military arena

Take an angry young person ~ the fool

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use their anger for the older person’s power trip 

Now that is a very old story indeed on earth’s history 

Another key element of mastery ~

knowing that it takes human being time and experiential living to fully understand 

the process 

having gone round the wheel many times the individual is witness to others fruits of labours

and their own 

becomes a master at bulls*t detecting

However the human being only knows what it knows

so the veil of their personal journey

blocks the revelation until the individual is ready to do the work

This is truly Saturnian 

Time will tell

There are lots of new codes coming in

In this particular 260 day cycle

The code was Aries Sun

Libra Moon

The sacred feminine archetypal energies are coming into conscious awareness

This is key to White Wizard starting in July

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This is a symbol for Thoth himself 

The Magician potentiality of The Fool working consciously 

Very key to the 12th 11th and 1st House in the individual’s chart 

Messenger of our god and goddess self 

I do not often get this card for myself or others 😉 

Asteroid Consciousness Codes

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Juno is at 4 degrees Libra ~ this was key at 3pm on Tuesday 24th of June 

Day 2 of this wave

Yellow Lunar Sun ~ blog link here

Just become aware of this today

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I am writing this a day late too because yesterday I was busy living my dream 

a very full day of wow awareness and practicality too

Seeing who was in my circle

Feeling how I felt about that 

LIBRA 4
A woman bites into a lemon and makes a face.
Out of phase, out of sync, distressed, and reactive. Seeking comfort and stability where there is none. On a jag of insistency upon your own sensibility and feelings being important and inescapable. You are lulled by pain and anger to become hooked back into old stuck places, compulsively and automatically, in melodramatic display of dissension and dissatisfaction. You have a destructive vibration which is fueled by a high pure nature, but spun out of orbit into the wrong time and place where support and encouragement are lacking. Inside the soul, your lessons center around witnessing the lower nature becoming activated, and moving through this awkward edge into deeper process and broader openings, probing to find a path through the conflicts of the battleground, which can be followed and held to and made a basis for the future.

Juno represents the part of us that is Queen of the Gods ~ truth ~ balance of the masculine and feminine ~ where this is out of balance 

Here is a great article on a personal story about Juno 

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Hera is another name for Juno ~ Hera in planetary aspects is a different asteroid and has a different energy

Lots of these asteroids explored in my Persephone Path Workshop series from the dark half of last year

You can access them for free on my Resources page here

Persephone Resources

I felt drawn to Glastonbury in 2010 right at the start of my Blue Hand 13 year cycle I am in year 6 of

and really coming into balance 

This was key for me and my Fool’s journey

To come to the heart chakra of earth

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Feel at home

Feel the amazing energy of the place

I only came because I felt drawn to it and I had no intellectual awareness of it 

and when I spent more time here

rapidly becoming aware of my masks and delusions 

My coping mechanisms 

More of which in the next post 

This is what Glastonbury brings 

the expansion into full blown ego place

What is ready to be transformed

and the initiates willingness to feel the pain

and do what it takes to evolve

or…

carry on with coping mechanisms of addictions

and bits of both of course as the integration starts to take place 

This Wavespell is Wavespell 6

It is the key code for balance 

It is the Gateway to Goddess

through Goddess

Healing all our personal feminine wounding at this patriarchal time of peak intensity

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The heat is turning up

The cauldron is bubbling

Will you

Won’t you

Join the evolution within?

The piper is calling 

Will you heed the call

or drown the music out?

Here is an Astrology video from Tom giving a bigger picture view of what is happening in the starry skies

Remember ~ until you know your Starry skies personal structure the knowledge is not there to help you understand yourself 

There is no such thing as “self ` sabotage”

The individual is always walking their path

To walk it consciously is the key to self empowerment

Consciousness of the self is the key 

Emotions reveal the true space of relationship of the individual in this life 

Capricorn Full Moon coming up in this Wavespell