White Wizard Wavespell ~ the gateway of freedom


White Wizard Wavespell 

the gateway of truth

Today is one of the

13 clear signs of Pacal Votan

The code on the sarcophagus pictured above

White Cosmic Worldbridger

It is also the Mayan Day of a dear friend of mine

Sending love to you beautiful ❤

We have journeyed through many Gateways together

Shared very similar paths

and truths that we never dared to share with others


really started to go with the Goddess code even though it was way out of our comfort zone 

We have been through some very challenging times too

and still are

and some things

deep things

very emotionally tough things

are still coming up from that Plutonian underworld right now

Dante’s seven circles of hell

reveal the layers

and codes of alchemy

the essential transformation process that each individual has to go through to allow

Personal Plutonian transformation


anti matter ~ creating death code

anti christ ~ the opposite of consciousness and enlightenment


being the process

of letting go of old ways no longer serving human evolution 

being the change

by personally doing one’s

Pluto Process

which is a totally different thing to

thinking about what it means

and still living old ways 

saying affirmations

wanting change

still believing that transformation

can happen by simply bridging the gap and doing more of the same

being the same inside 


that is impossible of course

old mindset

old emotions and beliefs about the personality

all coping mechanisms created from birth still in operation 

mask, goggles and rubber gloves

still on ;- )


fear of intimacy

fear of engagement

setting the human beings stage

from the inside out

This is a living hell



the being

until the being decides to do what it takes


change with the times 


takes full responsibility for everything on their personal event horizon

lets go of the old wounds in relationship

works with what is getting on one’s nerves

that was the code for yesterday

Red Crystal Serpent 



learns how to relate in a conscious


emotionally balanced way


which is what Emotional Freedom Technique assists the individual to do

let go of the past dictating the present and birth the new

it does not mean

that the individual becomes an

emotionless zombie

quite the opposite

this is what happens when human beings take anti depressants

flat line

everything in containment and stagnancy 

I know

I tried them

and just like 

gas and air in child birth

they create a distraction for a while

rain stops play 

have strawberries and cream

and pretend that all is tickety boo

instead of allowing boo hoo

so creating limbo living

and that is true zombie living

in suspended animation


a choice 

often a stepping stone

a coping strategy 

until the being is ready to be again


I have only just leaned that Pluto goes retrograde for a long period every year as Persephone comes out of the underworld

and this is the perfect time to know that.

Learning more about Pluto being in Capricorn also is making sense in my everyday life 

It came in in 2008 and is here until 2023

which synchs in with the Mayan 13 year White Wizard Cycle

beginning on July 26 2019

In 2023 on July 26 the planet goes into

White Overtone Wizard Year 

The heart of the matter


Self Empowerment 

The financial crash was really starting to gain momentum in

White Lunar Wizard Year

which began on July 26 2007


once the individual

really starts to synchronise with this process

it all becomes clear as to the divine plan of

human evolution


why these seemingly difficult things have to happen

to create new structures

to allow that evolution

doesn’t stop the fear of course ~ that is part of the process 😉

Everything that has ever happened was meant to happen 

otherwise it wouldn’t have would it ?

Once the individual can fully embrace that concept 

Freedom process has commenced

and if you dear reader are feeling resistant to that concept

I offer you this idea…

This is simply because in your own life 

things have happened that your ego feels bruised about

This is key to everything for you

and of course your personal bruise ripples out into the wider web


that is all well and good too in terms of the cosmic cauldron


There is a consciousness

that has everything covered


once the individual really starts to have faith in that concept

and recognises that 

they are an expression of that consciousness


the individual can focus on their priority 

which is doing their personal process 

and letting go of others

and everything doing their process

This is surrender to the bigger picture

Being the Capricorn Disciple

ready to walk the talk



a mature master

of their own destiny within the cosmic scipt

which is what this Age

New World



is all about

To become individuals in order to truly know oneself 

and as a natural effect of that undertaking…

an expert on how to relate to the universe in a co creative way

having transformed their personal current co dependent code


I do not have any Capricorn in my star code

but I have lots of encounters with this energy


the UK is a Capricorn country


I can now start to see this in a whole new light

The more my awareness grows

and the more I align with the code and the more I can see

In the natural zodiac Capricorn

is the 1oth sign 


The number of manifestation and it’s opposite axis is Cancer

which is the 4th house 

What is shaped in the human being

in their house and home

creates the structure of the soul journey 

all the seed intentions and potentiality are born herein

the 4th Mayan Sign is Kan

Yellow Seed 


due to the survival of the species

this is also the place where

all human mask coping mechanisms are forged

to protect the heart and human from further harm 

all very well intentioned

and also as the saying goes

the road to personal hell and ruin…


the individual is ready

to let go of building walls 

to keep the world out 

and realises that all of this is part of the grand design

and what is feared

holds the keys to freedom and salvation 

the way out of the labyrinth is there all the time 

in what the ego perceives as

“the problem”


constantly is aiming to not feel pain

so misdirects the individual all the time

to not go there

to build great towers on the outside 

to build the ego up

and yet the wise heart

brings all the matching pain blueprints

over and over 

in circles

in patterns

hoping that the individual will at last get the hint and…

 get to the heart of the matter

and feel the pain and heal it 



then from that ruined ego 

accepting it’s shadow feelings at last

all new forms can come

It is very simple really

All that has hurt us heals us

and this is key to personal alchemy 

However the ego overlooks simple 😉


It has been a profoundly challenging week for me 

I haven’t been able to do a lot except deal with my everyday life 


recover from it

If this has also been the case for you big hugs

We have to go through the black holes to come out the other side 😉

I intended to do lots of things and blog on certain very powerful days 

but the universe had other ideas

and this is so key

to this 13 day code

that is a planetary code 

What I mean by this in simple terms

is that the planet earth has 4 codes in the Mayan Matrix Calendar

each have 13 year cycles

each year has a different code within that 13 year cycle 

they are:

Red Moon ~ the current 13 year cycle ~ Awakening to authenticity ~ started in 2006

White Wizard ~ next 13 year cycle ~ self empowerment by being a clear conduit 

Blue Storm ~ the transformational one that is a catalyst for change

Yellow Seed ~ The true star seed ~ which becomes covered in a protection mask through the human being experience 

This current 13 day process we are now in the 13th day of

White Wizard

will be featuring in a big way when it takes centre stage on July 26 as

White Planetary Wizard 

This code is all about getting our ego

out of the way

and letting our karmic journey unfold instead

I will share a way that I have learned to do this later

and again…

key to this code and these times

it does turn everything traditional and conditional literally…

on it’s head


That is it’s absolute purpose 

I have been discussing this with my Astrologer friend Carolina as well as to destiny/fate/karma

call it what you will 😉

We believe the only free will you have is how to play the cards you are dealt 

because we come to earth with a code 

that is revealed with our

Astrology and Mayan Sign

and the more the individual star journeyer learns to read this code



understand it


understand the personal pattern

the more conscious the journeyer becomes about themselves

and their

star seeded mission

This heart mission

is not to be a blazing celebrity or famous or ego trip 

to be a guru or have followers

it is all about the challenge we face as common people 

whatever our personal challenge that has been there

since we were first born

some people are doing their journey being famous too

and that is the paradox

that is essential to the game of the matrix

it is a totally different game plan

If you are here to be a game changer

by truth telling about shadow stuff

which is the key to this new world code


what goes with that is not an easy path right now

nor has it ever been

but gets easier to navigate

the more the individual embraces the codes of truth

free from any manipulation or distortion

and to do that

starts within

at the home and the hearth

What I share in my blogs is largely what I have come to know 


and shared as such as my experiential journey

however this alchemical journey is not 

“my way”

It is an ancient pathway

and as such I am following in the footsteps 

of all previous and future pathfinders 

to quote Keats who I read at school and did not understand at all at the time

Ode to a Grecian Urn

When old age shall this generation waste,
Thou shalt remain, in midst of other woe
Than ours, a friend to man, to whom thou sayst,
“Beauty is truth, truth beauty,” – that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know. (lines 46–50)

or how about

William Blake


“To See a World…”

(Fragments from “Auguries of Innocence”)
To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.

A Robin Redbreast in a Cage
Puts all Heaven in a Rage.
A dove house fill’d with doves and pigeons
Shudders Hell thro’ all its regions.
A Dog starv’d at his Master’s Gate
Predicts the ruin of the State.
A Horse misus’d upon the Road
Calls to Heaven for Human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted Hare
A fiber from the Brain does tear.

He who shall train the Horse to War
Shall never pass the Polar Bar.
The Beggar’s Dog and Widow’s Cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.
The Gnat that sings his Summer song
Poison gets from Slander’s tongue.
The poison of the Snake and Newt
Is the sweat of Envy’s Foot.

A truth that’s told with bad intent
Beats all the Lies you can invent.
It is right it should be so;
Man was made for Joy and Woe;
And when this we rightly know
Thro’ the World we safely go.

Every Night and every Morn
Some to Misery are Born.
Every Morn and every Night
Some are Born to sweet delight.
Some are Born to sweet delight,
Some are Born to Endless Night.


and as is revealed in Donnie Darko ….


Here is a link to interpret the themes

Just watched that again with my daughter who is a White Wizard

with the same tone as my Grandfather

His Mother committed suicide on his birthday

and my mother found her


this impacted heavily in my ancestral code


I am seeing it now showing up in many ways 

From Donnie Darko’s language and theme:

The manipulated living start to die in earnest at 40

because of trying to stay the same and play the ego game

of eternal youth

which is not possible in an ageing vehicle

instead what is possible is acceptance of the human being life span 

and opening up to new learning as a

planetary server


at this time of transition

the path finders are not here to sacrifice themselves to do that 

This is co dependent code

This is essential to integrate any belief that an individual is here 

to do the trip for others

that is an ego mis direction 😉

I time travelled back with the songs in the film

so many key life events triggered in remembrance 

and haunting lyrics with

mad world

and another ~ Killing Moon

Echo and the Bunnymen


The Killing Moon

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

In starlit nights I saw you
So cruelly you kissed me
Your lips a magic world
Your sky all hung with jewels
The killing moon
Will come too soon

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him…

See it is there to be seen

depending on the place the individual is at 

everyone is a channel of the universal code

This is all the collective has to do


“save the world “

give up the ego

and be prepared to look at what the personal ego believes about itself

It is time to rip the Band Aid off


see the truth of Band Aid in the 80’s 

none sense

because the fruits of the labours are there to be seen

it is still happening 

because other people cannot do the journey for anyone else


“fix it”

To change the world the individual has to be prepared to feel everything

rather than let the ego project it outwards

which is what the child does to be safe and survive

no matter how much the individual thinks about things

the feelings remain

this is out of balance

Feel it 

then let all the pain out 

then the answer comes from a different clearer space

otherwise it is simply an ego “plot” to project and pretend 

Time to grow up and face the music ?


keep playing the same old tune and cry into the coffee

and I have been doing bits of both as that is the nature of it for those that feel

Once the initiate has done enough inner ego transformation this becomes clear

This is key to Taurus time now 

Time to cut the bull poo folks inside

and then no need for it be manifest outside


Key to personal enlightenment


to use a gardening metaphor 

because it is all the same process

A living being is a intrinsically a paradox

Very delicate on one level and yet immensely strong in other ways

If a gardener puts raw manure on young plants shoots

it burns them

because it has not had time to mature and alchemically change

when it has alchemically changed

it is  a wonderful life giving elixir that comes from that process

although not all plants require this and some thrive on nutrient deficient soil 


Basically Bull burns

and if the individual has not healed their original anger events

on all levels

not just think they have 

then the vibe of that is what is creating reality

not what bull comes out of the manipulated mouth piece 

It is what it is

Is Is 




08 Goddess Hathor bas-reliefs on Roman birth house

With the Sun, Mercury and Venus in Taurus at the moment 

Is Is is strong ~ it is what it is no matter what our ego tries to do to manipulate matter

the illusion will out when the time is right 

Proof of the pudding is in the eating

Be Do Have 

Back to my personal story

When the individual reaches 40 life begins as the saying goes

the 4’s are structure codes for soul transformation

My 40th birthday was in 2005

It was the year before the current 13 year cycle began on planet earth in 2006

It was Yellow Cosmic Seed Year on the earth 

a big year for moving the mask of the collective human being

for me personally I was on a year 10 ~ Blue Planetary Hand

The codes of my own sign and what I had manifested for myself

through using my own hands

my own Gateways 

This year was the 10th year of my cycle of White Wind

which began on my birthday in 1996

This was not a happy place in many ways

It had meant letting go of lots of old ways

and massive fear trips


the ripples are still coming from that

I have done lots of things that I regret

and I am constantly revisiting them every day

in my current reality 

and feeling pain because of it


I know that all of it 

all of it 

was essential for me to be writing this blog today 


I also know that I signed up for it


what to do?

Do it 😉

Learn whatever I need to 


keep moving

keep feeling

keep being

keep as open as I can

and share my process

In our shadow aversion society the truth is not rewarded 

Scapegoat time 

What I have done has created an outcome

That outcome has created feelings and a way of life


I have done that

yes with other people too


do I choose to keep doing relationships that hurt ?

That are inauthentic and dishonest?

To create more of the same ?

That would be crazy wouldn’t it ?

and yet that is what most of the human being collective is doing

and has been doing for centuries

Time to see things in another way ?

The time is absolutely ready for it

and this is what becomes very self evident

once the individual starts to

be the process of the Mayan 260 day synchroniser 

That is what it is designed for

This new 26000 year code of human evolution 

and the human being 


what it is all about

by being it 

Living naturally in alignment with source code

letting go of ego ways and rules

freeing oneself from conditioning 

The individual’s personal code

ties in with society structure

with the potential to create change in that structure

if the individual is prepared to stand up for their beliefs 

this process

birth’s the new age

Soul midwife procedure on a personal level

and isn’t it true in your life experience

that the majority of people are decent and honest to a large degree

wanting a different life ?


how many are prepared to actually do something about it

rather than moan about their lot in life or escape using mood changing strategies ?

The process of change cannot happen without human being engagement 

When the dissolution process starts to happen for the individual

it will bring fear

because the known world

the comfort zone

has to go


What appear to be “safe”

created from imbalance

will naturally bite the bull in the testicles


such is the code polarity now

Taurus and Scorpio

the second and 8th axis




The Goddess axis 

Do you want to be safe and stay in the cave?

Pull down the blinds while the world burns?

Play calming music whilst seething inside?

Pretend that all is well and buy another makeover ?

when the truth really is

fear is running amok

and many are still trying to patch up the truth

with drugs to suppress the pain

and the pain is going deeper and deeper 

seeking expression and release

So called dysfunctional families and systems are simply

manifested realities of what previous generations of human beings 

have seeded


living out of balance 



simply to know that

so that through that experiential knowing

something else can come

and it is

Today’s code is influenced

by the planet Mars

If you know where Mars is in your chart


which house

this will be helpful for you to get in touch with your personal masculine code 

It will reveal what is seeking to come into balance within your personal galaxy within

and any anger issues that appear now

leave a cookie trail to follow that leads back to the big bang personal event

that triggered that

and also what the personal mission is 

this mission started in the womb

the star structure combined with the human dna

all the prior ancestral code

is embodied


the mother

also as the vessel

imparts their current relationship experience with the universe

On a mind level this can be chartered with family constellation

and Mayan Signs and Cycles

and if the individual has access to the family tree like I have had

this is an amazing additional blueprint to add 

This Cosmic sounding stuff actually has a very grounded application 

that assists in the understanding of where the individual has come from

and what codes the individual is now working with…


if the individual is prepared to work holistically

and be the process

then miracles and magic happen naturally

because the reality of the universe is revealed more and more

as the individual transforms their personal veil

The shadow 

otherwise the Scorpio stays on the surface

and that is not a happy place for that energy to be

It seeks deep connection

It seeks to go beyond skimming the shallows and hiding in shadows

It seeks to see the bigger picture

dive deep 

It seeks to become the phoenix rising from the ashes




If it cannot do that

it becomes a survivor

and lashes out in pain

kill or be killed

With the full moon in Scorpio coming up next Monday in the UK

all that was initiated last October will be completing

Darkstar Astrology

Scorpio Decan 2 Scorpio 13 degrees

May 04 which is the mastery day of the

Blue transformation Wavespell starting on Friday

Blue Hand Wavespell


This is my personal 13 day code as a Blue Hand

and people already showing up to help me understand this

as always

right on time

this is what the process brings experiential understanding to the meaning

that many people believe in

If it is meant to happen it will

exactly 🙂

Everything is coded

All our codes continually repeat in cycles

and if we are consciously aware we can really start to see that in action

and truly let go of our ego leading

If someone does not have a code to be in a certain pattern on a certain day

they cannot be

that is a very simple explanation of course

Once the individual starts to understand how the matrix works

It becomes easier to let go

and engage

in the process

of personal transformation

letting go of resistance to what is

and embracing the

Killing Moon


It does not mean being passive

It does not mean lying down and let the world walk all over you


It does not mean structureless

boundaries breached


giving power to anything and everyone

It is the anti thesis of that

If the individual chooses to do the journey

It means commitment to doing what it takes

Keep getting back up

Keep chopping the wood and carrying the water

It is why women and men who allow their feminine

have a natural inclination to doing this process

because they are already doing it

Just like Mother Earth


Over stretched



selfless to a point of

un healthy ness

and on the brink of falling over the edge

one step away from complete exhaustion

and yet somehow still going



remember that the universe always balances us

until we choose to redress and adjust and say enough learn and evolve 

This is the Libra Moon we are working with that initiated this 260 day cycle 

Red Dragon Wavespell


Let go of base survival and any belief that this is ok

because in truth we are all born to a mother

and we all have equal rights in the universe

it is only mankind that decrees otherwise

and this exists

because at the moment it is essential to the evolution framework to change this each human being has to learn how this came into being ~

the process that created it over thousands of years 

and just on simple practical local levels such as how laws

came about because of people not being fair to each other

and how the laws and support systems

that are in our society

are also out of balance 

and there are reasons for that too

everything has a reason and a season

it did not just pop up out of the blue overnight

because someone created a vision board and said some magic words 😉

Here are some resources for learning about Pacal Votan if you choose

This film is created with an emphasis on the masculine

and intellect

and coming from that space

as is this one about

The Red Queen

Here is my offering to you as a 9


The Mayan Cycle we are in is Red Moon


It is the Gateway that each person has to go through to be free

To be awake

To be authentic

To be free

If the individual does not choose this

then no further conscious evolution can happen

because that is what it takes first of all

We are on a year 9 on the planet which is why this balance is so key

If you are on a year 9 this is key too for your personal Gateway

The way to complete the cycle

is to heal everything in the personal history that ego has an issue with

If the individual is prepared to do that then 

the pawn becomes a queen

obtains sovereignty

and has the keys to paradise

free of arrow wounds

This is what the codes reveal on Pacal Votan’s tomb

I believe

and my code is on there 😉

I am the embodiment of

Blue Solar Hand 

and I choose to be that every day as much as I can

and it is not easy

being the Seer

of shadow

especially today when I have had confirmation that 

what I felt intuitively 

back in 2001 was true and I was totally exploded and used


and it is also amazing too

and another layer can be released of living a lie

Todays code is what it takes to be

Self Empowered

the previous 12 days and their codes

have shown the individual

in their life experience

what is seeking change

for them

Each day has a blue print

and if the individual chooses to be it

then the process happens on a transformational level

which is what is 

revealed as the

Quetzalcoatl process 

Ready to be the Cosmic Shift

To bring oneself into balance

by letting go of one’s personal old world

in order to end it 

End it

Begin again 


which means there is paradoxically no end at all simply a Gateway to another way of being

It is a truly wonderful time to be alive and part of the matrix

and actually

get to be the conscious creator

and with that goes big responsibility to be the change and understand that most of the time to begin with the energy of that person will be constantly challenged and denounced because the other person is not ready to embrace that code

Learning how to work with that position takes strength and courage

and lots of dark nights of the ego

until a tipping point is reached

and I haven’t got there yet

but I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable

as I transform my wounds and code

Today was massive 

clearly it needed to happen to move me along

and get really clear about my past relationships 



Perfect timing for the too ~ thank you Carolina 

This was recently “discovered”

and is key to this Sacred Feminine Code Coming in 

Nebra Sky Disk

“Nebra Scheibe” by Dbachmann. Licensed under CC BY-SA 3.0 via Wikimedia Commons – http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Nebra_Scheibe.jpg#/media/File:Nebra_Scheibe.jpg

Exercise for today if you choose

to release old worlds with some deep enquiry 


What did you plan to do in the last 14 days that did not go according to plan?

How did that make you feel?

Tap on that

Here is a video I made about Triggers :


Be it

Feel it

With the intention of letting it go

and learning

what your ego structure is

What does this reveal about your personal life mission?

What are you here to personally evolve?

What is your challenge that pushes your anger buttons?

What is hiding underneath the anger ?

Where did that begin ?

Ready to be free of it ?


Once the individual starts to get clear about the patterns and their code

Everything lines up

No need for assumptions

simply stream consciousness

into that clearing space

of emptying the cup that is full of distortions

The bigger picture emerges

from the haze and the fog

Focus emerges as a shining light

from the doom and gloom 


Workshop coming up on 16 May

to work with this

Taurus Manifesting energy

You can take part in person in Glastonbury

or online by ebook and Skype at a mutually convenient time 

This will give you information specifically about your code

and what is coming up to be cleared

to allow you to be free of old conditioning and patterns

and assist in your soul journey

It is perfectly aligned

Blue Self~Existing Night

The code for allowing the conscious dreamer

to emerge free

from the nightmare of past events

It is the structure code of the Yellow Sun 13 day process

It is a portal day ~  a human evolution day 

Yellow Sun is the Mastery Code of enlightenment

The language of light

free from distortions

We are enough 


White Wizard Wavespell ~ Moon Goddess


White Wizard Wavespell

The Moon Goddess returning to power process

This is the code of self empowerment

and the sign is Ix

I have just made the direct connection of this to the Moon Goddess:


who is a similar archetype to

Lilith, Iris and Eris 


who is the leading picture in this blog

This Wavespell is: 

Code 14 

The mastery code 

and the first of the

Seven Solar Seals 

the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades


The shamanic feminine returning

to full radiance and light through each human being 😉 

at the time of the new 26000 year cycle

that began on December 21 2012

with the

Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere

foretold in the Indigenous myths

article about that here

The Aries New Moon

aligns with this tomorrow in the UK 

This is new beginnings time

very late in the sign and at 29 degrees


Dr. Jekyll drinks the potion.
The unconscious mind and the subconscious mind bear seeds of worlds which the conscious mind had yet to penetrate. These worlds can turn from dark to light and back again, but they are there, crying out to be fathomed, accessed, given their part in the dance. It is no longer possible to push into far shadows that part of the light which dwells in darkness. And so you must bring up, playfully or mischievously, candidly or surreptitiously, all of the hidden places. So that nobody can deny how much of our energy and resource indwells the deep and how all of our being longs to be known, to be seen, to be activated, to partake in the dance of life freely.and there is a reason for this 

as always this is perfectly aligned energy

with the starry skies

It is at the time of

Aries Decan 3 

which is ruled by


It is also key to the

Vertex in the natal chart

which is in the

Andromeda constellation


Destiny’s Gate 


this is very key for the individual 

and what was covered in the

Persephone Path 5 Workshop

whose day of Mayan Energy was

Blue Spectral Storm

This linked in to the

Aquarius New Moon on the 18th of February  

seeing our bigger picture

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

along with Yellow Sun 

and these two Mayan signs

are the ending mastery codes of the matrix

code 19 and 20 

which is very synchronistic for today as 

Pluto has gone retrograde

going deeper

back over old ground

the underworld

to unearth that which is seeking light to allow new beginnings 

Article about this here

look out for July 15 and 16 ~ big day 


You can locate the Persephone Path ebook

on the Resources page of the blog 




and this can be seen as the code for the new age the planet is transiting into

the age of human beings becoming consciously aware en masse

leaving behind the ego head led society 

that does not co operate

co depends instead

in imbalance

believing that the ego is powerful and omnipotent 

when it is the absolute anti thesis of this 

and whichever side of the duality the human being is on

there is a scarcity 

a lack belief

fear based code

fuelling the creation process

the path is already there

and the key to this shamanic code

is to find it

to unveil it

to reveal it 

this is the true art of manifesting

that the majority are not yet seeing

and there is a reason for that

until the individual realises that following the cosmic cookie trail is the key

and the beginning

the alpha

step one

is within the individual because that determines the way it is seen and perceived and at the beginning this is by it’s very nature 

distorted code and filtering

this is what Quetzecoatl is:

the human being on earth who is ready to unveil their own code and work to bring balance to the Jekyll and Hyde and end the duality game 



Everything that has happened so far to the individual reveals this code

and the law of attraction is the heart

bringing what the individual needs to heal

and clear the rose thorns from the path

so that the way is free to be seen

to the rose garden

to Eden once more by first clearing the thorns within



Heaven on Earth

The Red Skywalker process


for the individual

White Wizard is the refining castle

of the planet

Red Moon is the awakening and the East

The planetary code of transformation is widdershins

just like the Ages of Precession 

The cycle is going backwards

amazingly huge and comprehensive website here 

The initiation of Red Dragon cycle

begins with the East 

Red Moon is the East ~ awakening to sun rise

White Wizard is the North ~

refining the East energy by aligning with true code free from distortions

and it’s planetary influence is the asteroid belt

and this is the next planetary year code

we go into on July 26 as

manifestation of the past 9 years


the Asteroid belt is full of

Goddess Archetypes 


that are ready to be brought into human being consciousness

to bring balance once more 

to the human being

with the sacred feminine embodiment

Here is an interesting article about dna and women and lovers

and another about women and their children

and although it is not mentioned

the fathers of the children will also be connected in the same vein on a cellular level

this new age reveals new ways to see this cellular connection


which is what

The Age of Pisces is all about

as the 12th house pisces brings the culmination of all of our human being evolution so far

if you look to your personal natal chart and what is in it in the 12th House or Pisces

you will find your code revealed around this

and if it is empty of the regular planets

look for asteroids and fixed stars 😉 

New energies to be integrated 

also look to it’s opposite house

which is the underworld in terms of the natal chart


opposite axis activator

which is


and the 6th house

when the individual aligns with the earth


healing using natural ways of being free from ego contamination 

in balance 

this happens naturally 

Virgo time is

Mayan Lunar Moon time 

this is also key to Chiron and our personal healing zone 

Chiron coming into consciousness in 1977

Earth Day is April 22nd

which just happens to be Planetary Moon day 19


Blue Rhythmic Storm Day

bringing balance to our emotional being

as the catalyst for heart healing and opening

see how everything magically links in ?

It is all taken care of 

already scripted

all the individual has to do 

is learn it and be it 🙂

in alignment for them by developing intuition

from a clear and integrated inner space 


White Wizard 13 year cycle begins in 2019

aligning with Uranus in Taurus 


what we are initiating now with

Uranus in Aries

will bear fruit then


and the more clearing we have done

the more we can align

be present 

in the now 

allowing our

higher isis energy

<clue: is is ~ it is what it is 😉 not what the ego distorts>

to guide us

free from ego rules and restrictions of fear


if you are still trying to read the future

and over extending using protection code

doing things today in an out of balance way

doing things for others based on fear

trying to control and manipulate

living using dishonest code of our hypocritical society

based upon hiding the authentic self

believing that the ego mind holds the secrets

that the universe is a material catalogue to fulfil an ego edifice 

to hide behind and prove worth

then be aware 

this code is past it’s sell by 😉

time to get real


and discover the magic that has always been there

all the time

within ourself 

and when the individual truly gets their ego out of the way

by hearing it

and working with it

transforming it and all it’s wounds 


then everything flows 

all resistance is where the

prima material of the alchemist is

ready to be unearthed

and formed into



from what is perceived as

the beast 


remember fair travellers

to fly high

first dig deep


look within for the treasure you seek 



all the solutions are found in the perceived problem


the wise alchemist is

the open hearted learner 


the fool on the journey…

which is a very different position

to the fool stuck on the labyrinth wheel

afraid of their own shadow


be the green man


reap the rewards ?

Lots of workshops coming up this year to help you live your life’s adventure

Consciousness Codes of:


Mayan Sign


Transformational Tools

you can use to empower yourself


create cosmic change 

from within 


A powerful one next month with Taurus

and the time for practical application

to manifest your heart’s desire by unveiling the gift of our true self

on the

16th of May in Glastonbury

or by ebook and skype

more info coming soon please get in touch to register your interest as charts are required for this 

this is day 4

of the

Yellow Sun Wavespell

and therefore the structure of the enlightenment process

Blue Self~Existing Night 

and a

human evolution day ~ a galactic portal

This is the key code for accessing the dream free from the ego nightmares 

Moon Gardening in Glastonbury 


begins again on Monday 27 April  

in the Taurus part of the Glastonbury Zodiac at my home


Donation for resources to share and group outings 

This group meets every week informally as and when people feel to come

We share gardening wisdom, drink tea, swap plants and seeds  and explore gardens including our members own gardens 

no knowledge of gardening or moon gardening is required 

this year we are also intending to share our experience and produce at fairs

in the locality too 

Please get in touch if you wish to come 

this way of being with nature is so great to re align and attune with the great mother and her circles and cycles


activate our innate knowingness that has been forgotten

and is perfectly timed to be remembered now 

This is Yellow Spectral Seed day ~ letting go of all masks so we can emerge as the true seed .

Perfect for planting ideas that bring joy to the heart for this year

Taurus Sun and working towards the Scorpio full moon

It is Leo waxing moon at 24 degrees :

LEO 24
Sunrise over Stonehenge.
Immortal stature. Undiminished interior presence. A throwback to heroic times and places, character elevated, the universal code upheld, you are stalwart, uncompromising, and even rabid. Vertical understanding and allegiance. Exquisite sensibility. Nobility and the core of human nature embodied. You have a subtle undertone of magic and miracle, yet you’re often overtly quiet, simple, and straight. All goes into the spirit, poignant and evocative and moving.

Red Dragon Wavespell ~ solar moon return


Red Dragon Wavespell

Red Solar Moon

Completion in it’s pure form

This is Code 9 in the Mayan Matrix

This is the Gateway to Goddess

and the key

to the sacred feminine coming in through each human being 

This is the day of completion in the Red Solar Moon Year

we are in until July 25th

What happens today to the individual

is very pertinent

to being in balance with our true authentic self

the pure essence of our spirit

underneath all the masks our personality

our ego self

has created

for it’s protection so far in life

and collectively

what the human race has created to protect itself

from the reality of life on earth and other human beings

to shield itself from the truth

of the nature of the ego 

that can be pathological

and a sociopath 

intent on staying alive no matter what the cost

or sacrifice to other people or the planet

and the truth around our life and death that the individual has little control over especially death

Today in the UK at the time of writing it is Waning Moon in Capricorn at 25 degrees

A woman wearing a mask made out of butterfly wings.
Wrapped about in customary trappings. Made to look and act the part superbly. Programmed to do everything on cue. Taking yourself in hand, and subordinating all other factors to ambition, power, and worldly position. In a premeditated, systematic, superorderly fashion, fitting the role. So good at this you fool yourself. The perfect wraparound set-up of simply turning yourself into what everybody needs to see. But because there is so much manipulation and control in it, this can become highly corrupted. It all depends on the motivation. At best, you will become a viable role model for a given set of characteristics of an advanced kind to be embodied perfectly. But at worst, you will deceive and beguile and maneuver so smoothly that nobody will know what you serve, who your master is, and where all this comes from after all.


It doesn’t matter where the individual goes or what the individual knows

if there is fear from the past

more information will not clear the fear

and this is key to being in balance

the individual takes the individual wherever and whenever it goes

This is key to the Goddess Gateway

and in particular for women

releasing the damsel in distress role playing

and any belief that has been created from conditioning that there is such a dominant archetype 

It is a smoke and mirrors code to disempower

a magical spell

a curse of old

to allow the masculine free reign to run wild

key to Aries Sun shadow 

All masks are masks and there are no “right” ones or “wrong” ones 

The ones that are masquerading as “good” ones

are even more insidious than the collectively perceived “bad” ones

for that very reason

especially when scapegoating and blame models are used

to allow people pleasing


controlling behaviour

all of which is inauthentic and dishonest

and create 


energy draining 

and more entanglement

poisonous webs

passive aggressive behaviour



laughing at other people’s misfortune

and generate emotions that match this





All of this is key to Astrology too

which can assist in understanding the journey the individual is on

The Mayan Matrix is initiated with

Red Dragon


Red Dragon’s planet is Neptune

In esoteric terms of the soul journey

It is the expression of the spiritual Sun

so any planets the individual has in Neptune are key

and the house it is in is also key to working with this energy

It is the higher form of the moon and so key to the consciousness that can come

through working with the shadow and transforming it

Very simply

If the individual is not ready to let go of the past and old ways of the Piscean Age

it embodies

then it cannot access the Aquarian Age because it’s cup is full and it is literally living with old code 

More about Neptune esoteric here

In the starry skies yesterday 

the sacred feminine luminaries lighting the way

Venus and the Pleiades 


More about this here

The Red Dragon energy is key to the nodes in our astrological chart 

Where our comfort zone of the past is

Where we are headed in this life

and where we will experience pain if we try and stay in our comfort zone

I am doing a worksop in person or online next weekend about this

It is intended to give information to the individual about their chart and code

and most importantly sharing frameworks about how to work energetically and transformatively with that information

How to train your Dragon

Here is an exercise to do if you choose around personal authenticity

Since the start of the wavespell 9 days ago on April 04th

How often have you lied to others?

Lied to yourself?

How often have you been lied to?


Bullied or someone in your circle bullied?

How often have you held back from saying what you really felt?

What were the feelings that came as a result ~ can you identify your emotions?

Many people cannot and this may surprise you

Triggers hold the key to consciousness raising and are a gift 

How often have you blamed the other person for how you feel

rather than owning how you feel

remember that is always the individual’s responsibility and reveals the pain body 

If you choose to go deeper

What event/person does this match from your past

Are you ready to let go of the past

Feel to heal

If you can just feel the feelings without trying to understand them or work out a solution

This is a key step to overriding the conditioned ego mask

and allowing balance of the heart and mind

Key to Blue Solar Storm

which is a part of the cross of Alchemy

in Red Solar Moon revealed on the link at the start of this blog

The catalyst of feeling free of our emotional distortions

and allowing our emotional sat nav to be clear and free to guide us 

This is also key to the Aries Alchemical process of



My cat Arnold is a Blue Solar Storm

he has been having a tough time again recently

please send love to him 

I appreciate any support for him as love is the key to health and well being

and he is in the hands of the Gods because of his inner code around fear


lots of learning as always when anything

challenging takes us into emotional territory

which is a key part of our human evolution

and what motivates the caring compassionate human to find new ways to live and relate 

Love to you and your truth 




Yellow Cosmic Sun ~ Ultimate Open Heartedness


Yellow Cosmic Sun


We are in the last day of the current 260 day cycle

that began on 18 July 2014

How do you feel ?


In the UK it is Good Friday and as I write this we are in the count down

to the lunar eclipse and Full Moon in Libra

The next spin cycle starts tomorrow

If you go to

The Resources Page

I have created a document that you download from there 

that gives my interpretation of it 

Red Dragon Wavespell in Aries 


We are in the last day of Red Solar Moon today 

the 9th Moon 

Tomorrow the new cycle begins

with Red Planetary Moon

literally the codes of manifestation of

The Sacred Feminine 

at a very symbolic time of


New Beginnings

New life



We are at the human being evolutionary destination again

as this is a galactic portal day 

How the human being starts at

Red Magnetic Dragon 


and goes through 260 days of living cosmic code 




and a

cosmic mix perfectly spun

being a channelled

avatar of consciousness

in flesh and bone

The Fool 




Setting out on the journey again

to create the world stage anew through each Fool’s personal life story 

The Universe does not require our life force to be sacrificed

simply that 

each person does the pattern

so that 

the web is woven 

over and over

with slightly different forms 

small steps over millennia 

evolving consciousness in it’s wake 



and so many paradoxes in this learning

everything matters

and no thing matters above another thing

The key now is to understand this process


and to do it 


let go of being defined by our raw ego

who is simply a child 

and by the nature of this a very unconscious child 

full of shadow 

All of this is coming to light

now on planet earth 

green heart

Which means we are in for some shake ups

to crack the death culture

wide open 

so that the ego led empire will crumble

and the balance will start to return

from the chaos and destruction

Time to let go of all that ego bulls*t 

The lies

The structure of false ego identities 

This feels huge at the beginning 

Walls are crumbling down and structures feel wobbly 

and that is why it is key to be pro active 

and work on the inner structure to create complex stability

It is time for new code

new myths

new ways

out of the ashes of the ruins and those at the top of the ego structures

will try to hold on for dear life

so time to be aware as all will be revealed 

To open the heart the individual works

with child issues

The shadow 

The biggest ego mask is denial of this and coping mechanisms

that will do anything to not feel emotional pain

All those who are believing that intellectual work will prevail

take heed 

It is an ego lie 

The ultimate mask

of the spiritual warrior of the mind 




more mind

more information

anything to not go to the dark recesses of the human beings life so far 

which is where enlightenment is

De construction 

un learning 

removal of indoctrination


masses education


lies about society and power structures


facing all that uncomfortable stuff of denial

that the individual does not want to face about the empire

and so keeps the empire going

Total madness

Now is the time for radical responsibility

Anything that is being held at arm’s length



bring in for a death embrace

smell the breath of death 

and allow all the fear to be felt 


remember that the human being dies

and all that means

because when the human race is in denial of this 

genocide is manifest in the world

and the human race

justifies this genocide

Conscious human beings

understand the balance

and the structure of ego

because of living the process and that without the awareness of death in every moment

there can be no true life 

Each Mayan Sign’s process

is revealed in the cross


Yellow Cosmic Sun

Code 20

Higher Self is Yellow Seed

The mask of the coping mechanism

each child creates to be able to live in this unnatural society world of today

that is so far out of alignment with source

When the child becomes an adult the coping mechanism can begin to be transformed

if the individual is independent and safe enough to do so 

The true seed can then be revealed by transforming the existing patterns free from emotional and energetic distortion


Red Dragon is the subconscious helper

Code 1



Everything that is in our world is here to assist us move out of the mask 

live an authentic life 

Step one

Being able to actually be open to that way of seeing the world and trusting the process even though the ego may fear it and not understand it 

White Dog is the Challenge

Code 10

The codes of our birth tribe and wounding

create conditioned way of seeing and living in the universe

the building blocks of the world

that are essential to be transformed

otherwise nothing can change and history repeats 


Blue Storm

The compliment 

Code 19 

The catalyst of emotional evolution 

Emptying our cup 

Emotional Freedom 

Free and easy flowing with all our emotions

letting go of trying to keep all our shadow emotions in check

in order to avoid upsetting others and rocking the boat 

The more we clear our past emotional events and make peace with our life

the more we can relate to others honestly free of rage 

free of passive aggressive childish games 

Doing our inner work is what this means

not being a “spiritual” person

who is pretending to be something they are not 

like all the politicians

like all the religious figures 

in history 

A human being is the same

as any other human being

We are all born through our mother and we will all die

yellow human

pic by Alex Grey 



all equal 

all with human mess ups 

so let’s be honest about who we are as a race 


when all of us can be honest 

all will change 

Let’s be the change


live in balance from the heart