White Wizard Wavespell
the gateway of truth
Today is one of the
13 clear signs of Pacal Votan
The code on the sarcophagus pictured above
White Cosmic Worldbridger
It is also the Mayan Day of a dear friend of mine
Sending love to you beautiful ❤
We have journeyed through many Gateways together
Shared very similar paths
and truths that we never dared to share with others
and
really started to go with the Goddess code even though it was way out of our comfort zone
We have been through some very challenging times too
and still are
and some things
deep things
very emotionally tough things
are still coming up from that Plutonian underworld right now
Dante’s seven circles of hell
reveal the layers
and codes of alchemy
the essential transformation process that each individual has to go through to allow
Personal Plutonian transformation
aka
anti matter ~ creating death code
anti christ ~ the opposite of consciousness and enlightenment
meaning
being the process
of letting go of old ways no longer serving human evolution
being the change
by personally doing one’s
Pluto Process
which is a totally different thing to
thinking about what it means
and still living old ways
saying affirmations
wanting change
still believing that transformation
can happen by simply bridging the gap and doing more of the same
being the same inside
and
that is impossible of course
old mindset
old emotions and beliefs about the personality
all coping mechanisms created from birth still in operation
mask, goggles and rubber gloves
still on ;- )
fear of intimacy
fear of engagement
setting the human beings stage
from the inside out
This is a living hell
and
burns
the being
until the being decides to do what it takes
to
change with the times
and
takes full responsibility for everything on their personal event horizon
lets go of the old wounds in relationship
works with what is getting on one’s nerves
that was the code for yesterday
Red Crystal Serpent
and
learns how to relate in a conscious
and
emotionally balanced way
now
which is what Emotional Freedom Technique assists the individual to do
let go of the past dictating the present and birth the new
it does not mean
that the individual becomes an
emotionless zombie
quite the opposite
this is what happens when human beings take anti depressants
flat line
everything in containment and stagnancy
I know
I tried them
and just like
gas and air in child birth
they create a distraction for a while
rain stops play
have strawberries and cream
and pretend that all is tickety boo
instead of allowing boo hoo
so creating limbo living
and that is true zombie living
in suspended animation
again
a choice
often a stepping stone
a coping strategy
until the being is ready to be again
I have only just leaned that Pluto goes retrograde for a long period every year as Persephone comes out of the underworld
and this is the perfect time to know that.
Learning more about Pluto being in Capricorn also is making sense in my everyday life
It came in in 2008 and is here until 2023
which synchs in with the Mayan 13 year White Wizard Cycle
beginning on July 26 2019
In 2023 on July 26 the planet goes into
White Overtone Wizard Year
The heart of the matter
of
Self Empowerment
The financial crash was really starting to gain momentum in
White Lunar Wizard Year
which began on July 26 2007
and
once the individual
really starts to synchronise with this process
it all becomes clear as to the divine plan of
human evolution
and
why these seemingly difficult things have to happen
to create new structures
to allow that evolution
doesn’t stop the fear of course ~ that is part of the process 😉
Everything that has ever happened was meant to happen
otherwise it wouldn’t have would it ?
Once the individual can fully embrace that concept
Freedom process has commenced
and if you dear reader are feeling resistant to that concept
I offer you this idea…
This is simply because in your own life
things have happened that your ego feels bruised about
This is key to everything for you
and of course your personal bruise ripples out into the wider web
and…
that is all well and good too in terms of the cosmic cauldron
There is a consciousness
that has everything covered
and
once the individual really starts to have faith in that concept
and recognises that
they are an expression of that consciousness
then
the individual can focus on their priority
which is doing their personal process
and letting go of others
and everything doing their process
This is surrender to the bigger picture
Being the Capricorn Disciple
ready to walk the talk
and
become
a mature master
of their own destiny within the cosmic scipt
which is what this Age
New World
of
Aquarius
is all about
To become individuals in order to truly know oneself
and as a natural effect of that undertaking…
an expert on how to relate to the universe in a co creative way
having transformed their personal current co dependent code
I do not have any Capricorn in my star code
but I have lots of encounters with this energy
and
the UK is a Capricorn country
and
I can now start to see this in a whole new light
The more my awareness grows
and the more I align with the code and the more I can see
In the natural zodiac Capricorn
is the 1oth sign
The number of manifestation and it’s opposite axis is Cancer
which is the 4th house
What is shaped in the human being
in their house and home
creates the structure of the soul journey
all the seed intentions and potentiality are born herein
the 4th Mayan Sign is Kan
Yellow Seed
and
due to the survival of the species
this is also the place where
all human mask coping mechanisms are forged
to protect the heart and human from further harm
all very well intentioned
and also as the saying goes
the road to personal hell and ruin…
until
the individual is ready
to let go of building walls
to keep the world out
and realises that all of this is part of the grand design
and what is feared
holds the keys to freedom and salvation
the way out of the labyrinth is there all the time
in what the ego perceives as
“the problem”
and
constantly is aiming to not feel pain
so misdirects the individual all the time
to not go there
to build great towers on the outside
to build the ego up
and yet the wise heart
brings all the matching pain blueprints
over and over
in circles
in patterns
hoping that the individual will at last get the hint and…
get to the heart of the matter
and feel the pain and heal it
and
then from that ruined ego
accepting it’s shadow feelings at last
all new forms can come
It is very simple really
All that has hurt us heals us
and this is key to personal alchemy
However the ego overlooks simple 😉
It has been a profoundly challenging week for me
I haven’t been able to do a lot except deal with my everyday life
and
recover from it
If this has also been the case for you big hugs
We have to go through the black holes to come out the other side 😉
I intended to do lots of things and blog on certain very powerful days
but the universe had other ideas
and this is so key
to this 13 day code
that is a planetary code
What I mean by this in simple terms
is that the planet earth has 4 codes in the Mayan Matrix Calendar
each have 13 year cycles
each year has a different code within that 13 year cycle
they are:
Red Moon ~ the current 13 year cycle ~ Awakening to authenticity ~ started in 2006
White Wizard ~ next 13 year cycle ~ self empowerment by being a clear conduit
Blue Storm ~ the transformational one that is a catalyst for change
Yellow Seed ~ The true star seed ~ which becomes covered in a protection mask through the human being experience
This current 13 day process we are now in the 13th day of
White Wizard
will be featuring in a big way when it takes centre stage on July 26 as
White Planetary Wizard
This code is all about getting our ego
out of the way
and letting our karmic journey unfold instead
I will share a way that I have learned to do this later
and again…
key to this code and these times
it does turn everything traditional and conditional literally…
on it’s head
That is it’s absolute purpose
I have been discussing this with my Astrologer friend Carolina as well as to destiny/fate/karma
call it what you will 😉
We believe the only free will you have is how to play the cards you are dealt
because we come to earth with a code
that is revealed with our
Astrology and Mayan Sign
and the more the individual star journeyer learns to read this code
and
understand it
and
understand the personal pattern
the more conscious the journeyer becomes about themselves
and their
star seeded mission
This heart mission
is not to be a blazing celebrity or famous or ego trip
to be a guru or have followers
it is all about the challenge we face as common people
whatever our personal challenge that has been there
since we were first born
some people are doing their journey being famous too
and that is the paradox
that is essential to the game of the matrix
it is a totally different game plan
If you are here to be a game changer
by truth telling about shadow stuff
which is the key to this new world code
then…
what goes with that is not an easy path right now
nor has it ever been
but gets easier to navigate
the more the individual embraces the codes of truth
free from any manipulation or distortion
and to do that
starts within
at the home and the hearth
What I share in my blogs is largely what I have come to know
experientially
and shared as such as my experiential journey
however this alchemical journey is not
“my way”
It is an ancient pathway
and as such I am following in the footsteps
of all previous and future pathfinders
to quote Keats who I read at school and did not understand at all at the time
or how about
William Blake
“To See a World…”
(Fragments from “Auguries of Innocence”)
To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.
A Robin Redbreast in a Cage
Puts all Heaven in a Rage.
A dove house fill’d with doves and pigeons
Shudders Hell thro’ all its regions.
A Dog starv’d at his Master’s Gate
Predicts the ruin of the State.
A Horse misus’d upon the Road
Calls to Heaven for Human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted Hare
A fiber from the Brain does tear.
He who shall train the Horse to War
Shall never pass the Polar Bar.
The Beggar’s Dog and Widow’s Cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.
The Gnat that sings his Summer song
Poison gets from Slander’s tongue.
The poison of the Snake and Newt
Is the sweat of Envy’s Foot.
A truth that’s told with bad intent
Beats all the Lies you can invent.
It is right it should be so;
Man was made for Joy and Woe;
And when this we rightly know
Thro’ the World we safely go.
Every Night and every Morn
Some to Misery are Born.
Every Morn and every Night
Some are Born to sweet delight.
Some are Born to sweet delight,
Some are Born to Endless Night.
and as is revealed in Donnie Darko ….
Here is a link to interpret the themes
Just watched that again with my daughter who is a White Wizard
with the same tone as my Grandfather
His Mother committed suicide on his birthday
and my mother found her
and
this impacted heavily in my ancestral code
and
I am seeing it now showing up in many ways
From Donnie Darko’s language and theme:
The manipulated living start to die in earnest at 40
because of trying to stay the same and play the ego game
of eternal youth
which is not possible in an ageing vehicle
instead what is possible is acceptance of the human being life span
and opening up to new learning as a
planetary server
and…
at this time of transition
the path finders are not here to sacrifice themselves to do that
This is co dependent code
This is essential to integrate any belief that an individual is here
to do the trip for others
that is an ego mis direction 😉
I time travelled back with the songs in the film
so many key life events triggered in remembrance
and haunting lyrics with
and another ~ Killing Moon
Echo and the Bunnymen
The Killing Moon
Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine
Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
In starlit nights I saw you
So cruelly you kissed me
Your lips a magic world
Your sky all hung with jewels
The killing moon
Will come too soon
Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine
Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him…
See it is there to be seen
depending on the place the individual is at
everyone is a channel of the universal code
This is all the collective has to do
to
“save the world “
give up the ego
and be prepared to look at what the personal ego believes about itself
It is time to rip the Band Aid off
and
see the truth of Band Aid in the 80’s
none sense
because the fruits of the labours are there to be seen
it is still happening
because other people cannot do the journey for anyone else
or
“fix it”
To change the world the individual has to be prepared to feel everything
rather than let the ego project it outwards
which is what the child does to be safe and survive
no matter how much the individual thinks about things
the feelings remain
this is out of balance
Feel it
then let all the pain out
then the answer comes from a different clearer space
otherwise it is simply an ego “plot” to project and pretend
Time to grow up and face the music ?
or
keep playing the same old tune and cry into the coffee
and I have been doing bits of both as that is the nature of it for those that feel
Once the initiate has done enough inner ego transformation this becomes clear
This is key to Taurus time now
Time to cut the bull poo folks inside
and then no need for it be manifest outside
Key to personal enlightenment
and
to use a gardening metaphor
because it is all the same process
A living being is a intrinsically a paradox
Very delicate on one level and yet immensely strong in other ways
If a gardener puts raw manure on young plants shoots
it burns them
because it has not had time to mature and alchemically change
when it has alchemically changed
it is a wonderful life giving elixir that comes from that process
although not all plants require this and some thrive on nutrient deficient soil
Basically Bull burns
and if the individual has not healed their original anger events
on all levels
not just think they have
then the vibe of that is what is creating reality
not what bull comes out of the manipulated mouth piece
It is what it is
Is Is
Isis
Taurus
Hathor
With the Sun, Mercury and Venus in Taurus at the moment
Is Is is strong ~ it is what it is no matter what our ego tries to do to manipulate matter
the illusion will out when the time is right
Proof of the pudding is in the eating
Be Do Have
Back to my personal story
When the individual reaches 40 life begins as the saying goes
the 4’s are structure codes for soul transformation
My 40th birthday was in 2005
It was the year before the current 13 year cycle began on planet earth in 2006
It was Yellow Cosmic Seed Year on the earth
a big year for moving the mask of the collective human being
for me personally I was on a year 10 ~ Blue Planetary Hand
The codes of my own sign and what I had manifested for myself
through using my own hands
my own Gateways
This year was the 10th year of my cycle of White Wind
which began on my birthday in 1996
This was not a happy place in many ways
It had meant letting go of lots of old ways
and massive fear trips
and
the ripples are still coming from that
I have done lots of things that I regret
and I am constantly revisiting them every day
in my current reality
and feeling pain because of it
and
I know that all of it
all of it
was essential for me to be writing this blog today
and
I also know that I signed up for it
so..
what to do?
Do it 😉
Learn whatever I need to
and
keep moving
keep feeling
keep being
keep as open as I can
and share my process
In our shadow aversion society the truth is not rewarded
Scapegoat time
What I have done has created an outcome
That outcome has created feelings and a way of life
and
I have done that
yes with other people too
and
do I choose to keep doing relationships that hurt ?
That are inauthentic and dishonest?
To create more of the same ?
That would be crazy wouldn’t it ?
and yet that is what most of the human being collective is doing
and has been doing for centuries
Time to see things in another way ?
The time is absolutely ready for it
and this is what becomes very self evident
once the individual starts to
be the process of the Mayan 260 day synchroniser
That is what it is designed for
This new 26000 year code of human evolution
and the human being
realising
what it is all about
by being it
Living naturally in alignment with source code
letting go of ego ways and rules
freeing oneself from conditioning
The individual’s personal code
ties in with society structure
with the potential to create change in that structure
if the individual is prepared to stand up for their beliefs
this process
birth’s the new age
Soul midwife procedure on a personal level
and isn’t it true in your life experience
that the majority of people are decent and honest to a large degree
wanting a different life ?
However
how many are prepared to actually do something about it
rather than moan about their lot in life or escape using mood changing strategies ?
The process of change cannot happen without human being engagement
When the dissolution process starts to happen for the individual
it will bring fear
because the known world
the comfort zone
has to go
What appear to be “safe”
created from imbalance
will naturally bite the bull in the testicles
such is the code polarity now
Taurus and Scorpio
the second and 8th axis
Possessions
Safety
Material
The Goddess axis
Do you want to be safe and stay in the cave?
Pull down the blinds while the world burns?
Play calming music whilst seething inside?
Pretend that all is well and buy another makeover ?
when the truth really is
fear is running amok
and many are still trying to patch up the truth
with drugs to suppress the pain
and the pain is going deeper and deeper
seeking expression and release
So called dysfunctional families and systems are simply
manifested realities of what previous generations of human beings
have seeded
with
living out of balance
and
ignorance
simply to know that
so that through that experiential knowing
something else can come
and it is
Today’s code is influenced
by the planet Mars
If you know where Mars is in your chart
and
which house
this will be helpful for you to get in touch with your personal masculine code
It will reveal what is seeking to come into balance within your personal galaxy within
and any anger issues that appear now
leave a cookie trail to follow that leads back to the big bang personal event
that triggered that
and also what the personal mission is
this mission started in the womb
the star structure combined with the human dna
all the prior ancestral code
is embodied
and
the mother
also as the vessel
imparts their current relationship experience with the universe
On a mind level this can be chartered with family constellation
and Mayan Signs and Cycles
and if the individual has access to the family tree like I have had
this is an amazing additional blueprint to add
This Cosmic sounding stuff actually has a very grounded application
that assists in the understanding of where the individual has come from
and what codes the individual is now working with…
and
if the individual is prepared to work holistically
and be the process
then miracles and magic happen naturally
because the reality of the universe is revealed more and more
as the individual transforms their personal veil
The shadow
otherwise the Scorpio stays on the surface
and that is not a happy place for that energy to be
It seeks deep connection
It seeks to go beyond skimming the shallows and hiding in shadows
It seeks to see the bigger picture
dive deep
It seeks to become the phoenix rising from the ashes
pic:
http://hardnox757.deviantart.com/art/phoenix-rising-133765076
If it cannot do that
it becomes a survivor
and lashes out in pain
kill or be killed
With the full moon in Scorpio coming up next Monday in the UK
all that was initiated last October will be completing
Scorpio Decan 2 Scorpio 13 degrees
May 04 which is the mastery day of the
Blue transformation Wavespell starting on Friday
Blue Hand Wavespell
This is my personal 13 day code as a Blue Hand
and people already showing up to help me understand this
as always
right on time
this is what the process brings experiential understanding to the meaning
that many people believe in
If it is meant to happen it will
exactly 🙂
Everything is coded
All our codes continually repeat in cycles
and if we are consciously aware we can really start to see that in action
and truly let go of our ego leading
If someone does not have a code to be in a certain pattern on a certain day
they cannot be
that is a very simple explanation of course
Once the individual starts to understand how the matrix works
It becomes easier to let go
and engage
in the process
of personal transformation
letting go of resistance to what is
and embracing the
Killing Moon
It does not mean being passive
It does not mean lying down and let the world walk all over you
It does not mean structureless
boundaries breached
and
giving power to anything and everyone
It is the anti thesis of that
If the individual chooses to do the journey
It means commitment to doing what it takes
Keep getting back up
Keep chopping the wood and carrying the water
It is why women and men who allow their feminine
have a natural inclination to doing this process
because they are already doing it
Just like Mother Earth
Overwhelmed
Over stretched
unrecognised
exploited
selfless to a point of
un healthy ness
and on the brink of falling over the edge
one step away from complete exhaustion
and yet somehow still going
and…
remember that the universe always balances us
until we choose to redress and adjust and say enough learn and evolve
This is the Libra Moon we are working with that initiated this 260 day cycle
Red Dragon Wavespell
Let go of base survival and any belief that this is ok
because in truth we are all born to a mother
and we all have equal rights in the universe
it is only mankind that decrees otherwise
and this exists
because at the moment it is essential to the evolution framework to change this each human being has to learn how this came into being ~
the process that created it over thousands of years
and just on simple practical local levels such as how laws
came about because of people not being fair to each other
and how the laws and support systems
that are in our society
are also out of balance
and there are reasons for that too
everything has a reason and a season
it did not just pop up out of the blue overnight
because someone created a vision board and said some magic words 😉
Here are some resources for learning about Pacal Votan if you choose
This film is created with an emphasis on the masculine
and intellect
and coming from that space
as is this one about
The Red Queen
Here is my offering to you as a 9
The Mayan Cycle we are in is Red Moon
Muluc
It is the Gateway that each person has to go through to be free
To be awake
To be authentic
To be free
If the individual does not choose this
then no further conscious evolution can happen
because that is what it takes first of all
We are on a year 9 on the planet which is why this balance is so key
If you are on a year 9 this is key too for your personal Gateway
The way to complete the cycle
is to heal everything in the personal history that ego has an issue with
If the individual is prepared to do that then
the pawn becomes a queen
obtains sovereignty
and has the keys to paradise
free of arrow wounds
This is what the codes reveal on Pacal Votan’s tomb
I believe
and my code is on there 😉
I am the embodiment of
Blue Solar Hand
and I choose to be that every day as much as I can
and it is not easy
being the Seer
of shadow
especially today when I have had confirmation that
what I felt intuitively
back in 2001 was true and I was totally exploded and used
cruelly
and it is also amazing too
and another layer can be released of living a lie
Todays code is what it takes to be
Self Empowered
the previous 12 days and their codes
have shown the individual
in their life experience
what is seeking change
for them
Each day has a blue print
and if the individual chooses to be it
then the process happens on a transformational level
which is what is
revealed as the
Quetzalcoatl process
Ready to be the Cosmic Shift
To bring oneself into balance
by letting go of one’s personal old world
in order to end it
End it
Begin again
Cyclically
which means there is paradoxically no end at all simply a Gateway to another way of being
It is a truly wonderful time to be alive and part of the matrix
and actually
get to be the conscious creator
and with that goes big responsibility to be the change and understand that most of the time to begin with the energy of that person will be constantly challenged and denounced because the other person is not ready to embrace that code
Learning how to work with that position takes strength and courage
and lots of dark nights of the ego
until a tipping point is reached
and I haven’t got there yet
but I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable
as I transform my wounds and code
Today was massive
clearly it needed to happen to move me along
and get really clear about my past relationships
Perfect timing for the too ~ thank you Carolina
This was recently “discovered”
and is key to this Sacred Feminine Code Coming in
“Nebra Scheibe” by Dbachmann. Licensed under CC BY-SA 3.0 via Wikimedia Commons – http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Nebra_Scheibe.jpg#/media/File:Nebra_Scheibe.jpg
Exercise for today if you choose
to release old worlds with some deep enquiry
What did you plan to do in the last 14 days that did not go according to plan?
How did that make you feel?
Tap on that
Here is a video I made about Triggers :
EFT
Be it
Feel it
With the intention of letting it go
and learning
what your ego structure is
What does this reveal about your personal life mission?
What are you here to personally evolve?
What is your challenge that pushes your anger buttons?
What is hiding underneath the anger ?
Where did that begin ?
Ready to be free of it ?
Once the individual starts to get clear about the patterns and their code
Everything lines up
No need for assumptions
simply stream consciousness
into that clearing space
of emptying the cup that is full of distortions
The bigger picture emerges
from the haze and the fog
Focus emerges as a shining light
from the doom and gloom
Workshop coming up on 16 May
to work with this
Taurus Manifesting energy
You can take part in person in Glastonbury
or online by ebook and Skype at a mutually convenient time
This will give you information specifically about your code
and what is coming up to be cleared
to allow you to be free of old conditioning and patterns
and assist in your soul journey
It is perfectly aligned
Blue Self~Existing Night
The code for allowing the conscious dreamer
to emerge free
from the nightmare of past events
It is the structure code of the Yellow Sun 13 day process
It is a portal day ~ a human evolution day
Yellow Sun is the Mastery Code of enlightenment
The language of light