White Wizard Wavespell ~ the gateway of freedom

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White Wizard Wavespell 

the gateway of truth

Today is one of the

13 clear signs of Pacal Votan

The code on the sarcophagus pictured above

White Cosmic Worldbridger

It is also the Mayan Day of a dear friend of mine

Sending love to you beautiful ❤

We have journeyed through many Gateways together

Shared very similar paths

and truths that we never dared to share with others

and

really started to go with the Goddess code even though it was way out of our comfort zone 

We have been through some very challenging times too

and still are

and some things

deep things

very emotionally tough things

are still coming up from that Plutonian underworld right now

Dante’s seven circles of hell

reveal the layers

and codes of alchemy

the essential transformation process that each individual has to go through to allow

Personal Plutonian transformation

aka

anti matter ~ creating death code

anti christ ~ the opposite of consciousness and enlightenment

meaning

being the process

of letting go of old ways no longer serving human evolution 

being the change

by personally doing one’s

Pluto Process

which is a totally different thing to

thinking about what it means

and still living old ways 

saying affirmations

wanting change

still believing that transformation

can happen by simply bridging the gap and doing more of the same

being the same inside 

and 

that is impossible of course

old mindset

old emotions and beliefs about the personality

all coping mechanisms created from birth still in operation 

mask, goggles and rubber gloves

still on ;- )

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fear of intimacy

fear of engagement

setting the human beings stage

from the inside out

This is a living hell

and

burns

the being

until the being decides to do what it takes

to 

change with the times 

and

takes full responsibility for everything on their personal event horizon

lets go of the old wounds in relationship

works with what is getting on one’s nerves

that was the code for yesterday

Red Crystal Serpent 

 

and

learns how to relate in a conscious

and

emotionally balanced way

now

which is what Emotional Freedom Technique assists the individual to do

let go of the past dictating the present and birth the new

it does not mean

that the individual becomes an

emotionless zombie

quite the opposite

this is what happens when human beings take anti depressants

flat line

everything in containment and stagnancy 

I know

I tried them

and just like 

gas and air in child birth

they create a distraction for a while

rain stops play 

have strawberries and cream

and pretend that all is tickety boo

instead of allowing boo hoo

so creating limbo living

and that is true zombie living

in suspended animation

again

a choice 

often a stepping stone

a coping strategy 

until the being is ready to be again

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I have only just leaned that Pluto goes retrograde for a long period every year as Persephone comes out of the underworld

and this is the perfect time to know that.

Learning more about Pluto being in Capricorn also is making sense in my everyday life 

It came in in 2008 and is here until 2023

which synchs in with the Mayan 13 year White Wizard Cycle

beginning on July 26 2019

In 2023 on July 26 the planet goes into

White Overtone Wizard Year 

The heart of the matter

of

Self Empowerment 

The financial crash was really starting to gain momentum in

White Lunar Wizard Year

which began on July 26 2007

and

once the individual

really starts to synchronise with this process

it all becomes clear as to the divine plan of

human evolution

and

why these seemingly difficult things have to happen

to create new structures

to allow that evolution

doesn’t stop the fear of course ~ that is part of the process 😉

Everything that has ever happened was meant to happen 

otherwise it wouldn’t have would it ?

Once the individual can fully embrace that concept 

Freedom process has commenced

and if you dear reader are feeling resistant to that concept

I offer you this idea…

This is simply because in your own life 

things have happened that your ego feels bruised about

This is key to everything for you

and of course your personal bruise ripples out into the wider web

and…

that is all well and good too in terms of the cosmic cauldron

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There is a consciousness

that has everything covered

and

once the individual really starts to have faith in that concept

and recognises that 

they are an expression of that consciousness

then

the individual can focus on their priority 

which is doing their personal process 

and letting go of others

and everything doing their process

This is surrender to the bigger picture

Being the Capricorn Disciple

ready to walk the talk

and

become

a mature master

of their own destiny within the cosmic scipt

which is what this Age

New World

of

Aquarius

is all about

To become individuals in order to truly know oneself 

and as a natural effect of that undertaking…

an expert on how to relate to the universe in a co creative way

having transformed their personal current co dependent code

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I do not have any Capricorn in my star code

but I have lots of encounters with this energy

and

the UK is a Capricorn country

and

I can now start to see this in a whole new light

The more my awareness grows

and the more I align with the code and the more I can see

In the natural zodiac Capricorn

is the 1oth sign 

Cap-Moon

The number of manifestation and it’s opposite axis is Cancer

which is the 4th house 

What is shaped in the human being

in their house and home

creates the structure of the soul journey 

all the seed intentions and potentiality are born herein

the 4th Mayan Sign is Kan

Yellow Seed 

and

due to the survival of the species

this is also the place where

all human mask coping mechanisms are forged

to protect the heart and human from further harm 

all very well intentioned

and also as the saying goes

the road to personal hell and ruin…

until

the individual is ready

to let go of building walls 

to keep the world out 

and realises that all of this is part of the grand design

and what is feared

holds the keys to freedom and salvation 

the way out of the labyrinth is there all the time 

in what the ego perceives as

“the problem”

and

constantly is aiming to not feel pain

so misdirects the individual all the time

to not go there

to build great towers on the outside 

to build the ego up

and yet the wise heart

brings all the matching pain blueprints

over and over 

in circles

in patterns

hoping that the individual will at last get the hint and…

 get to the heart of the matter

and feel the pain and heal it 

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and

then from that ruined ego 

accepting it’s shadow feelings at last

all new forms can come

It is very simple really

All that has hurt us heals us

and this is key to personal alchemy 

However the ego overlooks simple 😉

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It has been a profoundly challenging week for me 

I haven’t been able to do a lot except deal with my everyday life 

and

recover from it

If this has also been the case for you big hugs

We have to go through the black holes to come out the other side 😉

I intended to do lots of things and blog on certain very powerful days 

but the universe had other ideas

and this is so key

to this 13 day code

that is a planetary code 

What I mean by this in simple terms

is that the planet earth has 4 codes in the Mayan Matrix Calendar

each have 13 year cycles

each year has a different code within that 13 year cycle 

they are:

Red Moon ~ the current 13 year cycle ~ Awakening to authenticity ~ started in 2006

White Wizard ~ next 13 year cycle ~ self empowerment by being a clear conduit 

Blue Storm ~ the transformational one that is a catalyst for change

Yellow Seed ~ The true star seed ~ which becomes covered in a protection mask through the human being experience 

This current 13 day process we are now in the 13th day of

White Wizard

will be featuring in a big way when it takes centre stage on July 26 as

White Planetary Wizard 

This code is all about getting our ego

out of the way

and letting our karmic journey unfold instead

I will share a way that I have learned to do this later

and again…

key to this code and these times

it does turn everything traditional and conditional literally…

on it’s head

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That is it’s absolute purpose 

I have been discussing this with my Astrologer friend Carolina as well as to destiny/fate/karma

call it what you will 😉

We believe the only free will you have is how to play the cards you are dealt 

because we come to earth with a code 

that is revealed with our

Astrology and Mayan Sign

and the more the individual star journeyer learns to read this code

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and

understand it

and

understand the personal pattern

the more conscious the journeyer becomes about themselves

and their

star seeded mission

This heart mission

is not to be a blazing celebrity or famous or ego trip 

to be a guru or have followers

it is all about the challenge we face as common people 

whatever our personal challenge that has been there

since we were first born

some people are doing their journey being famous too

and that is the paradox

that is essential to the game of the matrix

it is a totally different game plan

If you are here to be a game changer

by truth telling about shadow stuff

which is the key to this new world code

then…

what goes with that is not an easy path right now

nor has it ever been

but gets easier to navigate

the more the individual embraces the codes of truth

free from any manipulation or distortion

and to do that

starts within

at the home and the hearth

What I share in my blogs is largely what I have come to know 

experientially

and shared as such as my experiential journey

however this alchemical journey is not 

“my way”

It is an ancient pathway

and as such I am following in the footsteps 

of all previous and future pathfinders 

to quote Keats who I read at school and did not understand at all at the time

Ode to a Grecian Urn

When old age shall this generation waste,
Thou shalt remain, in midst of other woe
Than ours, a friend to man, to whom thou sayst,
“Beauty is truth, truth beauty,” – that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know. (lines 46–50)

or how about

William Blake

 

“To See a World…”

(Fragments from “Auguries of Innocence”)
To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.

A Robin Redbreast in a Cage
Puts all Heaven in a Rage.
A dove house fill’d with doves and pigeons
Shudders Hell thro’ all its regions.
A Dog starv’d at his Master’s Gate
Predicts the ruin of the State.
A Horse misus’d upon the Road
Calls to Heaven for Human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted Hare
A fiber from the Brain does tear.

He who shall train the Horse to War
Shall never pass the Polar Bar.
The Beggar’s Dog and Widow’s Cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.
The Gnat that sings his Summer song
Poison gets from Slander’s tongue.
The poison of the Snake and Newt
Is the sweat of Envy’s Foot.

A truth that’s told with bad intent
Beats all the Lies you can invent.
It is right it should be so;
Man was made for Joy and Woe;
And when this we rightly know
Thro’ the World we safely go.

Every Night and every Morn
Some to Misery are Born.
Every Morn and every Night
Some are Born to sweet delight.
Some are Born to sweet delight,
Some are Born to Endless Night.


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and as is revealed in Donnie Darko ….

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Here is a link to interpret the themes

Just watched that again with my daughter who is a White Wizard

with the same tone as my Grandfather

His Mother committed suicide on his birthday

and my mother found her

and

this impacted heavily in my ancestral code

and

I am seeing it now showing up in many ways 

From Donnie Darko’s language and theme:

The manipulated living start to die in earnest at 40

because of trying to stay the same and play the ego game

of eternal youth

which is not possible in an ageing vehicle

instead what is possible is acceptance of the human being life span 

and opening up to new learning as a

planetary server

and…

at this time of transition

the path finders are not here to sacrifice themselves to do that 

This is co dependent code

This is essential to integrate any belief that an individual is here 

to do the trip for others

that is an ego mis direction 😉

I time travelled back with the songs in the film

so many key life events triggered in remembrance 

and haunting lyrics with

mad world

and another ~ Killing Moon

Echo and the Bunnymen

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The Killing Moon

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

In starlit nights I saw you
So cruelly you kissed me
Your lips a magic world
Your sky all hung with jewels
The killing moon
Will come too soon

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms, too late to beg you
Or cancel it though I know it must be
The killing time
Unwillingly mine

Fate up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him…

See it is there to be seen

depending on the place the individual is at 

everyone is a channel of the universal code

This is all the collective has to do

to 

“save the world “

give up the ego

and be prepared to look at what the personal ego believes about itself

It is time to rip the Band Aid off

and

see the truth of Band Aid in the 80’s 

none sense

because the fruits of the labours are there to be seen

it is still happening 

because other people cannot do the journey for anyone else

or

“fix it”

To change the world the individual has to be prepared to feel everything

rather than let the ego project it outwards

which is what the child does to be safe and survive

no matter how much the individual thinks about things

the feelings remain

this is out of balance

Feel it 

then let all the pain out 

then the answer comes from a different clearer space

otherwise it is simply an ego “plot” to project and pretend 

Time to grow up and face the music ?

or

keep playing the same old tune and cry into the coffee

and I have been doing bits of both as that is the nature of it for those that feel

Once the initiate has done enough inner ego transformation this becomes clear

This is key to Taurus time now 

Time to cut the bull poo folks inside

and then no need for it be manifest outside

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Key to personal enlightenment

and

to use a gardening metaphor 

because it is all the same process

A living being is a intrinsically a paradox

Very delicate on one level and yet immensely strong in other ways

If a gardener puts raw manure on young plants shoots

it burns them

because it has not had time to mature and alchemically change

when it has alchemically changed

it is  a wonderful life giving elixir that comes from that process

although not all plants require this and some thrive on nutrient deficient soil 

seed

Basically Bull burns

and if the individual has not healed their original anger events

on all levels

not just think they have 

then the vibe of that is what is creating reality

not what bull comes out of the manipulated mouth piece 

It is what it is

Is Is 

Isis

Taurus

Hathor 

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With the Sun, Mercury and Venus in Taurus at the moment 

Is Is is strong ~ it is what it is no matter what our ego tries to do to manipulate matter

the illusion will out when the time is right 

Proof of the pudding is in the eating

Be Do Have 

Back to my personal story

When the individual reaches 40 life begins as the saying goes

the 4’s are structure codes for soul transformation

My 40th birthday was in 2005

It was the year before the current 13 year cycle began on planet earth in 2006

It was Yellow Cosmic Seed Year on the earth 

a big year for moving the mask of the collective human being

for me personally I was on a year 10 ~ Blue Planetary Hand

The codes of my own sign and what I had manifested for myself

through using my own hands

my own Gateways 

This year was the 10th year of my cycle of White Wind

which began on my birthday in 1996

This was not a happy place in many ways

It had meant letting go of lots of old ways

and massive fear trips

and 

the ripples are still coming from that

I have done lots of things that I regret

and I am constantly revisiting them every day

in my current reality 

and feeling pain because of it

and 

I know that all of it 

all of it 

was essential for me to be writing this blog today 

and

I also know that I signed up for it

so..

what to do?

Do it 😉

Learn whatever I need to 

and

keep moving

keep feeling

keep being

keep as open as I can

and share my process

In our shadow aversion society the truth is not rewarded 

Scapegoat time 

What I have done has created an outcome

That outcome has created feelings and a way of life

and

I have done that

yes with other people too

and

do I choose to keep doing relationships that hurt ?

That are inauthentic and dishonest?

To create more of the same ?

That would be crazy wouldn’t it ?

and yet that is what most of the human being collective is doing

and has been doing for centuries

Time to see things in another way ?

The time is absolutely ready for it

and this is what becomes very self evident

once the individual starts to

be the process of the Mayan 260 day synchroniser 

That is what it is designed for

This new 26000 year code of human evolution 

and the human being 

realising 

what it is all about

by being it 

Living naturally in alignment with source code

letting go of ego ways and rules

freeing oneself from conditioning 

The individual’s personal code

ties in with society structure

with the potential to create change in that structure

if the individual is prepared to stand up for their beliefs 

this process

birth’s the new age

Soul midwife procedure on a personal level

and isn’t it true in your life experience

that the majority of people are decent and honest to a large degree

wanting a different life ?

However 

how many are prepared to actually do something about it

rather than moan about their lot in life or escape using mood changing strategies ?

The process of change cannot happen without human being engagement 

When the dissolution process starts to happen for the individual

it will bring fear

because the known world

the comfort zone

has to go

rose-colored-glasses

What appear to be “safe”

created from imbalance

will naturally bite the bull in the testicles

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such is the code polarity now

Taurus and Scorpio

the second and 8th axis

Possessions

Safety

Material

The Goddess axis 

Do you want to be safe and stay in the cave?

Pull down the blinds while the world burns?

Play calming music whilst seething inside?

Pretend that all is well and buy another makeover ?

when the truth really is

fear is running amok

and many are still trying to patch up the truth

with drugs to suppress the pain

and the pain is going deeper and deeper 

seeking expression and release

So called dysfunctional families and systems are simply

manifested realities of what previous generations of human beings 

have seeded

with 

living out of balance 

and 

ignorance

simply to know that

so that through that experiential knowing

something else can come

and it is

Today’s code is influenced

by the planet Mars

If you know where Mars is in your chart

and

which house

this will be helpful for you to get in touch with your personal masculine code 

It will reveal what is seeking to come into balance within your personal galaxy within

and any anger issues that appear now

leave a cookie trail to follow that leads back to the big bang personal event

that triggered that

and also what the personal mission is 

this mission started in the womb

the star structure combined with the human dna

all the prior ancestral code

is embodied

and 

the mother

also as the vessel

imparts their current relationship experience with the universe

On a mind level this can be chartered with family constellation

and Mayan Signs and Cycles

and if the individual has access to the family tree like I have had

this is an amazing additional blueprint to add 

This Cosmic sounding stuff actually has a very grounded application 

that assists in the understanding of where the individual has come from

and what codes the individual is now working with…

and

if the individual is prepared to work holistically

and be the process

then miracles and magic happen naturally

because the reality of the universe is revealed more and more

as the individual transforms their personal veil

The shadow 

otherwise the Scorpio stays on the surface

and that is not a happy place for that energy to be

It seeks deep connection

It seeks to go beyond skimming the shallows and hiding in shadows

It seeks to see the bigger picture

dive deep 

It seeks to become the phoenix rising from the ashes

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pic:

http://hardnox757.deviantart.com/art/phoenix-rising-133765076

If it cannot do that

it becomes a survivor

and lashes out in pain

kill or be killed

With the full moon in Scorpio coming up next Monday in the UK

all that was initiated last October will be completing

Darkstar Astrology

Scorpio Decan 2 Scorpio 13 degrees

May 04 which is the mastery day of the

Blue transformation Wavespell starting on Friday

Blue Hand Wavespell

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This is my personal 13 day code as a Blue Hand

and people already showing up to help me understand this

as always

right on time

this is what the process brings experiential understanding to the meaning

that many people believe in

If it is meant to happen it will

exactly 🙂

Everything is coded

All our codes continually repeat in cycles

and if we are consciously aware we can really start to see that in action

and truly let go of our ego leading

If someone does not have a code to be in a certain pattern on a certain day

they cannot be

that is a very simple explanation of course

Once the individual starts to understand how the matrix works

It becomes easier to let go

and engage

in the process

of personal transformation

letting go of resistance to what is

and embracing the

Killing Moon

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It does not mean being passive

It does not mean lying down and let the world walk all over you

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It does not mean structureless

boundaries breached

and

giving power to anything and everyone

It is the anti thesis of that

If the individual chooses to do the journey

It means commitment to doing what it takes

Keep getting back up

Keep chopping the wood and carrying the water

It is why women and men who allow their feminine

have a natural inclination to doing this process

because they are already doing it

Just like Mother Earth

Overwhelmed

Over stretched

unrecognised

exploited

selfless to a point of

un healthy ness

and on the brink of falling over the edge

one step away from complete exhaustion

and yet somehow still going

Earth-Mother

and…

remember that the universe always balances us

until we choose to redress and adjust and say enough learn and evolve 

This is the Libra Moon we are working with that initiated this 260 day cycle 

Red Dragon Wavespell

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Let go of base survival and any belief that this is ok

because in truth we are all born to a mother

and we all have equal rights in the universe

it is only mankind that decrees otherwise

and this exists

because at the moment it is essential to the evolution framework to change this each human being has to learn how this came into being ~

the process that created it over thousands of years 

and just on simple practical local levels such as how laws

came about because of people not being fair to each other

and how the laws and support systems

that are in our society

are also out of balance 

and there are reasons for that too

everything has a reason and a season

it did not just pop up out of the blue overnight

because someone created a vision board and said some magic words 😉

Here are some resources for learning about Pacal Votan if you choose

This film is created with an emphasis on the masculine

and intellect

and coming from that space

as is this one about

The Red Queen

Here is my offering to you as a 9

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The Mayan Cycle we are in is Red Moon

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It is the Gateway that each person has to go through to be free

To be awake

To be authentic

To be free

If the individual does not choose this

then no further conscious evolution can happen

because that is what it takes first of all

We are on a year 9 on the planet which is why this balance is so key

If you are on a year 9 this is key too for your personal Gateway

The way to complete the cycle

is to heal everything in the personal history that ego has an issue with

If the individual is prepared to do that then 

the pawn becomes a queen

obtains sovereignty

and has the keys to paradise

free of arrow wounds

This is what the codes reveal on Pacal Votan’s tomb

I believe

and my code is on there 😉

I am the embodiment of

Blue Solar Hand 

and I choose to be that every day as much as I can

and it is not easy

being the Seer

of shadow

especially today when I have had confirmation that 

what I felt intuitively 

back in 2001 was true and I was totally exploded and used

cruelly

and it is also amazing too

and another layer can be released of living a lie

Todays code is what it takes to be

Self Empowered

the previous 12 days and their codes

have shown the individual

in their life experience

what is seeking change

for them

Each day has a blue print

and if the individual chooses to be it

then the process happens on a transformational level

which is what is 

revealed as the

Quetzalcoatl process 

Ready to be the Cosmic Shift

To bring oneself into balance

by letting go of one’s personal old world

in order to end it 

End it

Begin again 

Cyclically 

which means there is paradoxically no end at all simply a Gateway to another way of being

It is a truly wonderful time to be alive and part of the matrix

and actually

get to be the conscious creator

and with that goes big responsibility to be the change and understand that most of the time to begin with the energy of that person will be constantly challenged and denounced because the other person is not ready to embrace that code

Learning how to work with that position takes strength and courage

and lots of dark nights of the ego

until a tipping point is reached

and I haven’t got there yet

but I am getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable

as I transform my wounds and code

Today was massive 

clearly it needed to happen to move me along

and get really clear about my past relationships 

 

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Perfect timing for the too ~ thank you Carolina 

This was recently “discovered”

and is key to this Sacred Feminine Code Coming in 

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Exercise for today if you choose

to release old worlds with some deep enquiry 

 

What did you plan to do in the last 14 days that did not go according to plan?

How did that make you feel?

Tap on that

Here is a video I made about Triggers :

EFT

Be it

Feel it

With the intention of letting it go

and learning

what your ego structure is

What does this reveal about your personal life mission?

What are you here to personally evolve?

What is your challenge that pushes your anger buttons?

What is hiding underneath the anger ?

Where did that begin ?

Ready to be free of it ?

 

Once the individual starts to get clear about the patterns and their code

Everything lines up

No need for assumptions

simply stream consciousness

into that clearing space

of emptying the cup that is full of distortions

The bigger picture emerges

from the haze and the fog

Focus emerges as a shining light

from the doom and gloom 

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Workshop coming up on 16 May

to work with this

Taurus Manifesting energy

You can take part in person in Glastonbury

or online by ebook and Skype at a mutually convenient time 

This will give you information specifically about your code

and what is coming up to be cleared

to allow you to be free of old conditioning and patterns

and assist in your soul journey

It is perfectly aligned

Blue Self~Existing Night

The code for allowing the conscious dreamer

to emerge free

from the nightmare of past events

It is the structure code of the Yellow Sun 13 day process

It is a portal day ~  a human evolution day 

Yellow Sun is the Mastery Code of enlightenment

The language of light

free from distortions

We are enough 

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