Winter Solstice Patterns

9ef70ecffdd1a0a53723e6e28d540895

 

Winter Solstice Patterns 

The transition pattern was on December 21 2012

The start of a new cycle for humanity

to be

Conscious Dreamers

This is Red Rhythmic Moon Day 9 

which is a human evolution portal day 

coming into balance

with the returning sacred feminine

in a very powerful

13 day processs Wavespell

of

Yellow Seed 

which takes us out of the centre

of the

Tzol Kin 

and

reveals our true star seed

at that point in time 

 

 

 

This is my tribal pattern ~

the role of this tribe

is to mine new tunnels for humanity 😉 

 

 

Red Earth ~ Code 17 ~ Uranus 

White Wind ~ code 2 ~ Uranus 

Blue Hand ~ code 7 ~ Earth 

Yellow Human ~ code 12 ~ Earth

Combined code : 38 = 11 = Blue Monkey ~

letting go of childhood wounding to be transparent and free to become the divine child Christ Consciousness

 

 

 

 

It is also connected to :

Paramahansa Yogananda 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paramahansa_Yogananda

White Spectral Wind

His Master :

Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swami_Sri_Yukteswar_Giri

Red Resonant Earth

The structure of

Creating Heaven

on Earth is revealed through this amazing book:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autobiography_of_a_Yogi

and

The Self Realisation Fellowship :

https://www.yogananda-srf.org/

 

 

 

 

2012 Shift Code 

 

 

2012 Blue Crystal Hand ~ here is a blog about this ~ Yellow Warrior Wavespell

 

This Cycle began in 2001 ~

Yellow Magnetic Human 

The manifestation of human beings conscious awareness over the past 39 years 

The last cycle began in 1962 

People born in the 60’s in particular will see their human being cycle 

2012 to 2018 :

 

2013 ~ Yellow Cosmic Human ~ Yellow Sun Wavespell

 

2014 ~ start of a new 13 Year Cycle ~

Red Magnetic Earth 

2015 ~ Year of new learning White Lunar Wind  ~ Red Dragon Wavespell

2016 ~ Year of Alchemy ~ Blue Electric Hand ~  Red Serpent Wavespell

2017 ~ Year of the structure ~ Yellow Self Existing Human ~ Red Moon Wavespell

2018 ~ Year of Mastery ~ Red Overtone Earth ~ Red Skywalker Wavespell

Advertisements

Red Moon Wavespell April 2017

Buddha-Weekly-Green-Tara-Closeup-Buddha-Deity-Meditational-Buddhism

Red Moon Wavespell 2017 

We are now

in the

Green Castle of the heart

once more

4 Castles of cosmic evolution completed 

This is a very powerful Wavespell

and

Castle

It initiates the awakening

to our

real authentic soul self 

and

how much we are embodying it

walking our talk

The planet is Mercury 

I write this blog first and foremost for myself

as it is a record of my journey

and

a record of my co creation

with this amazing cosmic tool of

revealing the cosmic matrix

the code of human evolution 

The 260 Day Wavespell

Going back over my blogs

I am teaching myself where I have been

and

the relevance of each spiral

as each day contains a spiral within it

that is an evolutionary process

and

once this is brought to consciousness within the individual

then one can navigate the path more easily

and

define where one’s focus needs to be

and

where to put one’s attention

for the most transformative results

Key for mastery is to:

Know thyself experientially

and intellectually  

On day 3 of this Wavespell

there is a

13 Clear Sign

of 

Alchemy 

moongoddess

Blue Electric Monkey 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in 2016

artsfon.com-77249

Here is a blog from 2014 that is very significant for me around relationship

Here is a blog from 2015

Here is a blog from 2015

Red Overtone Skywalker 

Here is a blog I wrote about Red Overtone Skywalker in 2015

Here is another I wrote in the same year different 260 day Wavespell

with different astrological code 

and as I read this re~visiting the energy I felt back then

and

remembering 

how my relating experiences at that time 

had created a heart response from me 

Generally this has come from being in relationship inauthentically 

with people who 

have not learned how to relate respectfully and lovingly 

because they have not personally had that experience shown to them in life 

and 

most importantly 

have not learned how to do it as an adult 

This is so key 

One of the most important teachings

How to be loving and respectful

whilst being authentic 

in relationship

Generally people give more importance to leaning other rules and laws 

with regards to manifesting and magic 

missing a point entirely :

that love is the way forward

for the human race 

and 

The Spiritual Warrior on the Heart Path embodiment process

means:

to sort yourself out on every level

and

as a direct outcome of that process

stop the old codes from being present in you

that hurt you

and

hurt everyone else

What goes around

comes around

that is the true integrated meaning 

vajrayogini_from_thangka

This knowledge changes everything 

This is not innate

and

many people do not understand this 

This has to be learnt by individuals 

and 

comes from 

personal integration within

It is not simply an intellectual process 

It is errenous to believe

that people can simply start behaving in a way

that is different from their experiential learning

people literally do what they know 

so 

do as I say not as I do 

Sound familiar?

Does not compute on a human level 

akin to the belief that affirmations alone will create a manifestation of change 

It is a very deep denial belief

that is a core creation code of deception in our society

and 

a core ego smoke and mirrors misdirection 

4 T

4 T

Allowing ourselves to be fooled by this 

allows suffering

it is a natural outcome

If people could simply do this without inner process…

i.e automatically start behaving impeccably and lovingly 

on the outside …

when inside there is no existing structure to support it 

aka in nlp terms as 

The Meta Model 

An article about that here by NLP Academy 

then there would be no experiential learning or human evolution

Many people now know the theory of this

and

yet have not internalised it

and

will not

until it is their spiral time

as this allows the evolution game to be played

and

this may not happen for them in this lifetime 

Our western culture has been impoverished and repressing the sacred feminine 

for thousands of years 

and

as a result has created a model for living that is

harsh 

survivalist mode

War like

and

has to have an absence of gentle and loving feminine energy to maintain that  

there is also an absence of that experience in each human being

on a spectrum

an absence of that emotional intelligence

an absence of emotional awareness 

and 

behaviour therefore resulting in that lack of love

that is unloving and often lacks awareness of even being that 

and 

the pain of not knowing how to do that 

embody that 

feeling that lack and desperation

activating all of that ancestral code

and 

spinning on the wheel of that 

not knowing how to get off it 

knowing that one’s actions are nihilistic 

and

yet continuing with them

in order to “survive”

in our sick society 

Remember what we are being we are creating in the next moment 

and 

we will receive what we give 

which is why there is no need for punishment or law

on one level 

as one receives according to what one has lived 

and 

so it is 

Know them by the fruit of their labours

What is manifest we have co created

This endemic Narcissistic way of relating 

is the foundation stone of our consumer society 

because it is based on thousands of years of experiential learning 

Live by the sword

die by the sword

Here is a website that may be useful in explaining some of the terminology etc around narcissism generally

flyingmonkeysdenied.com

The Swords being the mind energy

in Tarot 

Five of Swords in particular ~ defeat 

five-of-swords

Here is an article about the number codes in Thoth 

Book of Thoth 5

Here is an article about the five of swords Thoth by Eli Ismerchantile 

Here is an article about the Cups Wands and Swords in Thoth:

Book of Thoth 6 

Solutions are coming now

because the time is perfectly aligned for that to happen

The balancing of the human being 

The heart and the mind 

The masculine and feminine within 

All are important 

All are key to creating wholeness 

It is the time of the emotional evolution 

images

Huge realisations about the spiral for me now

and

how it links in…

It sent me on a vast cookie trail tracing back my soul sat nav since coming to Glastonbury

and 

seeing that incarnate

I had lots of emotional triggers and releases on

Red Overtone Skywalker

day

06 April 2017 

Repeating patterns

Repeating triggers in relationship

Leading to a different outcome 

A different understanding

A different level of relating 

and 

allowing me to be discerning in many ways 

and also that this is not how I choose to relate in a certain framework 

and

if I choose to override my knowingness

and

relate in a way that

does not truly serve me 

I suffer

on an emotional level

on a physical level 

and

this affects everything that I do and create 

It destabilises me 

So 

each time I learn from this 

and how to refine my relating process

often I do not trust myself and my gut 

This took place this time in Aries Sun

and

waxing moon in Leo 

Which is a power time for me

When the Moon waxes at the degree of your Sun it reveals hidden power

Moon time of 25 degrees 

at

9pm on the 6th of April 2017

LEO 25
A circle of neat houses, each one identical.
Mapping out a blueprint, a great plan. Designing into it the perfect escape route, which is anonymity. Going under for the duration, you make absolutely sure that you look and act like a clone of any given prototype that calls no attention to itself. With everything splendidly in place and the perfect disguise solidly maintained, you are safe inside to go into absolutely anything. The inside track becomes as fanciful and free as the outside track becomes innocuous and banal. This way of doing it is half-mad and half-brilliant. It is half-mad in that it is so suppressive to any prospects of expressing and embodying your real self in this world. And it is half-brilliant, offering such outward stability that the inward formative chaos can romp without disturbing the neighbors or anybody–even your own ego-mind. Ultimately it is the perfect way to grapple with being vastly other, yet still needing and wanting to be an integral part of things–loved, accepted, and welcomed. It is a strange bargain, but is, you feel it deeply to be, viable, inescapable, and true.

This is where my Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees comes in handy 

VIRGO 29
A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

as I go for the devil in the detail

Sincere thanks to everyone involved

in this process

and

I truly mean this from my heart

because it is essential to my journey to do this

and

share it 

This has been totally aligned with the

Venus Retrograde process 

which is the core energy of the Mayan Wavespell 

We have had Aries Sun energy

initiating our solar wheel

also

Libra Full Moon coming tomorrow

in the UK 

21 degrees:

This is linking to Inside Degrees Website 

LIBRA 21
A magician wearing a live snake for a belt.
A mobius strip of yes into no into yes. Yes is primally the eager embrace of sense-life in a rapture of release. The No is not being able to handle, even remotely, the social repercussions of being viscerally empowered. The further Yes is at last being able to embrace unreservedly the self that got lost in the world and the world that got lost in the self. Until this final reckoning the No wreaks havoc. You thrash around in a frenzy of trying to spin away from reflected images and impressions. You just cannot bear to hold still and be pinned by ideas about who you are and who your are not. An elemental power in spiral vortex action seeks to consume all false selves and to become so authentic that each breath of experience is purely there with no interpretive filter whatsoever. This power ultimately brings everybody to the point of no longer putting up with being trapped in shallow frequencies and bursts everything open, or else is willing to die trying.

ruled by guess who ?

Yes Venus of course 

As I am living in the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

and 

have my Mars in Libra 

in my 8th house 

at 28 degrees

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

this Full Moon will be impacting me ~

although not intensely it is within an 8 degree orb 

This is my Phoenix Process house

Transformation of survival through knowing my patterns and codes 

Transforming my emotional mind survival experiences 

Releasing emotion that creates distorted beliefs

based on past emotionally debilitating events 

and 

rising from the ashes 

White World Bridger  ~ Cimi ~ energy in the Mayan codex ~ 6 ~ bringing balance 

Here is a pdf by Ferrusca that reveals more about this 

articles about this astrology :

Sabrina Monarch 

Astrobutterfly 

Pam Gregory video

vajravarahi_mandala

Also revisited and reminded that my 

Part of Fortuna is in Libra at 13 degrees

LIBRA 13
Men and women in white towels in a steam bath talking and sweating profusely.
When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

Part of fortune in Libra ~ arlenekramer.net

Part of Fortune in Libra ~ marianneohagan.com

Part of Fortune in the 8th house ~ freespiritedmind.com

This is also the completion of

Libra Sun time

from last year

and

here is my blog from then :

White Solar Wind 

which I have just realised

is one of 

my 

Burner Days 

Your Burner day is your Mayan Sign in each Castle

that repeats every 65 days

and is an

enlightenment potentiality day

This was

White Solar Wind 

What I initiated then

I am now expanding on 

in my 

Red Solar Earth

burner Day 

on

April 10 2017

I am crying as I am writing this with the grace of it 

It’s energy is Uranus

What is coming to light 

my inner child is often still afraid of my journey and does not trust the process because of my experiential process of being around narcissistic wounding patterns 

I have mapped each year of my life 

From the Fifth Sun

Here are my burner years :

Blue Solar Hand ~ my Mayan Sign ~ 1965 and will be my year from August 18 2017

planet : earth ~ how I shape my destiny here on earth through healing my emotions and emotional events and relating differently 

Here is a fab film with this theme of revisiting old wounding ~ although not emotional healing in the framework I mean ~ a Hollywood “take” on it 

The Discovery 

Red Solar Earth ~ my Red Castle of awakening ~ 1991 ~ age 26 I moved from Rochdale to London and began working for Wetherspoon’s 

Uranus is the planet ~ this is a mastery code to bringing to light what has ungrounded us and our ancestors and healing it 

White Solar Wind ~ 2004 ~ age 39 ~ Venus transit on the planet 

The initiation of a new 13 year cycle of the Gregorian framework 

Red Skywalker 

Huge wounding and split in my birth family 

Red Skywalker is the mastery code of Creating Heaven on Earth

and

doing that by embodying that

Yellow Solar Human ~ 1978 ~ age 13 ~ becoming a teenager ~ a key Uranus Gateway 

planet ~ earth 

A hard time for me with bullying and trying to choose who to connect to in school also changes in family health 

Knowing your patterns and codes

in this way

creates massive self awareness

and

understanding 

and

self empowerment 

I know many people do not yet share my perspective

around

what is known as

shadow emotions 

Generally uncomfortable feelings that are not happiness or joy 

Everything that allows me to clear all my resistance

and

emotional imbalance is welcomed 

This is paramount for the ego Leo energy

As a Leo my main focus is the heart

and 

I feel and love deeply 

along the way I have been deeply wounded too

This is a huge lesson in how to love

and 

I have not always been loving and respectful 

I have often been egotistical

and I have not been in gratitude 

I have taken people for granted 

and

I am truly sorry for that 

Sincerely if I have ever done anything to you that has been disrespectful to you 

I apologise unreservedly 

I am Sorry 

Please forgive me because there are no excuses for disrespectful behaviour no matter what the provocation

and

this does not mean being a doormat or weak 

It is the essence of integrated authentic compassion

and

to turn the other cheek 

forgive them for they know not what they do

wisdom statements 

and 

to act from this inner space too in a powerful loving way

More about this Venusian power energy in an article 

Sabrina Monarch 

This is key to Ho oponopono way of being

more about that here  

I am learning as to what way of relating I chose to be party to

that created this 

and

to become very discerning

and

stop doing that action

that creates suffering for all

this takes time

and

I still love eating sugar

even though I know it is not good for me

and

it changes the truth of who I am 

biochemically 

and

this again is true in many other arenas of my conditioned mind 

that I am transforming 

Ignorance can create bliss and it can create suffering on the next cycle

Being coming aware

and

embodying Karma codes

is the key

to letting go of suffering

I committed to this process before life 

and 

key to my

Medicine Buddha initiation

in my spiral of 

Blue Hand in October 2016 

14753366_10209168943593401_5538755269311834909_o

no matter how familiar this old way of relating felt 

I had to change that on many levels 

and 

still am as part of the pixel

in the new age formulating 

This is key to our personal soul journey 

and

role as a planetary server

To heal what has hurt us

to then allow us

to create harmony

through healing the harm and no longer harming our self

or others

In my opinion over many years of experiential learning 

this harmony has to be created from the inside out 

Most peoples’ focus is still

on the outside in

which is a disempowering pattern

as it avoids focus on the self

which is where

the creation code is

This is a key factor to revolutionise

The personal journey

of

being the compassionate Bodhisattva 

who is truly at peace with oneself

on an emotional level and has released all the loss of power tags 

so is the

Sovereign Queen energy 

able to stop playing the power egoic games

and

Be love once again

The Divine child 

transparent wise 

free

1617689_10152244853949297_2111140389_o

Key learning for me in this code:

The significance again of the Red Skywalker codes 

Which are the creation codes of the conscious dreamer process 

the human being who wants to understand the process of manifestation

and

do it 

through inner transformation work

This is linked to the Gregorian Yearly cycle of 01 January

We are now refining the 13 year cycle that began on 01 January 2004 

What created hell for us personally 

To see what is reflecting back in our holographic world 

so we can change it beaming it from the inside 

This new 13 year cycle of White Mirror began on 01 January 2017 

I blogged about it here:

New Year Cycles Gregorian 

I began a relationship in my

Red Resonant Earth Year in 2014 age 50

The 50 decade being key for becoming the mastery process of the struggle encountered in life so far 

this relationship resulted in two big woundings

in

Red Skywalker 13 day process with that person

Red Skywalker 13 day process being the most powerful process as it contains

3

13 Clear signs 

Here is a blog about this:

The first one was on Valentine’s Day 14 Feb 2015 

Red Overtone Earth 

which is a 13 clear sign 

key to what un grounds us seeking light 

day 5 of the process 

This is my Red Castle 

I experienced this energy when I was 22 and I had cervical cancer 

it was 1987

I was in an abusive relationship 

I was also physically attacked by this man 

It began my journey into mental health 

I was experiencing panic attacks, tunnel vision and psoriasis on my face 

The experience I had in 2015 was not the same

but highlighted where I was now 

Very aware of some things 

still in abusive and imbalanced relationship

with massive projection going on 

and

the difference was I felt deep love and compassion for this man 

a deep soul and past life connection

I re ~engaged 

Even if I had stopped this there I am offering you that this would have re emerged somewhere else 

this is deep soul work 

that is happening for planetary evolution and understanding 

and I do not in any way encourage or dismiss abusive behaviour 

My journey involves modelling experiential learning to understand 

I cannot do that with a book

I keep going until I create a completion of a stage and pass through a Gateway 

This is often not good to experience 

I am always hopeful of a loving transformation 

however key learning for me through this journey 

the other person has to be learning how to emotionally evolve and heal 

The spirals have different astrology 

This Spiral in February 14 2016 was Aquarius Sun and Taurus Moon 

in the Mayan 

Galactic Moon Day 8 

The day of integration in the Integration Moon 

My 8th house 

The 260 day Spiral it was in was initiated in the spiral of the Sagi fire

on December 20th 2015 

The second wounding which ended the relationship was on 02 November 2016

White Rhythmic Mirror 

also a 13 Clear Sign Day 

It was on the next spiral of 260 days initiated in Virgo Sun Energy 

Blog here

The event took place on

Self Existing Moon Day 16 

The heart path energy of being free of disempowering relationship 

I am resolving again today to go into more awareness and learning 

to embody 

the 13 Moon energy 

We are in Planetary Moon Day 7 today 

Here is a great article about this by 

Resonant Truth 

feature_image_template47-620x400

This may not mean anything to you …

yet 😉

For me it reveals my journey and helps me understand it 

I also help people make sense of theirs too when often it feels so hurtful

It can reveal a bigger picture process that can assist in healing it 

Balance of heart and mind 

My Journey with Red Skywalker Process

quetzalcoatl_a_major_deity_of_the_cholula_people_wdl6756

My journey with the Mayan calendar

by me actually doing the process 

began on 02 November 2011 

when I went to a workshop at

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

and

purchased a calendar 

and

started to co create with it consciously 

I did not know this at the time but it was 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 

This started a spiral for that date :

In Self Existing Moon Day 16 

02 November 2011 ~ initiation consciously of creating Heaven on Earth ~ only not conscious of exact code 😉  Red Magnetic Skywalker

02 November 2012 ~ New Learning ~ White Lunar Mirror ~ Halloween in Glasto always has been challenging ~ new cosmic code about to come in with old calendar ending on December 21st ~ I had achieved my 5 year plan of being in Kephalonia ~ only on holiday ~ Glastonbury had not been in my awareness at all

02 November 2013 ~ Blue Electric Night ~ Alchemy ~ creating the conscious dream . I was having a real awakening and blogging a lot 

Blog 

02 November 2014 ~ Yellow Self Existing Star ~ bombshell dropped ~ end of my 26 year relationship and lots of revelations coming to light around this 

02 November 2015 ~ Red Overtone Skywalker ~ I moved to my new home in Libra 

Creating balance here but being away at my partners place a lot of the time 

02 November 2016 ~ White Rhythmic Mirror ~ coming into balance ~ end of the relationship 

02 November 2017 ~ Blue Resonant Night ~ what will be resonating around living my dream from a love filled space ?

We will have to see 

Current Workshops 

At this time now I am using my experiential journey

to embody my authentic Self

and share

what I know

for others

who feel this is something they would like to be involved in 

As I always say I am simply sharing what I know is all 

A perspective 

Please check out my events page on here and also on my website 

Barefoot Holistics 

Also on Facebook

There are lots of new things to bring light out of the dark 

and

I love sharing them 

I feel so sad for people who are suffering as I know how that feels and I choose to feel it

rather than bottle it up anymore

this has been really tough love too for me around the people I love

and

have loved 

and

I cannot be in relationship with them any more 

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

Lets be that change we want to see 

I can assist you in seeing this process

in your own code now 

with

Mayan and Starcode Readings in person and on Skype 

and

workshops about how the Mayan Calendar works ~ in person and on webinars

and

how to transform it 

with energy coaching one to one in person and on Skype

and

workshops on emotional awareness and how to do EFT ~

Emotional Freedom Technique

and most importantly 

how you can do that for yourself

by learning the process for yourself

to create personal alchemy everyday

Please get in touch to take the first step 

 

 

 

Be Love at Beltane 

natlee

Pic Beltane Kiss by Nat Lee 

13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 

 

IMG_20160605_133454913_HDR

There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb

of 

Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment

also 

through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :

Astrodreamadvisor.com 

clear-signs

They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 

because…

one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 

is

to be aware

and

awake

to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 

summer-solstice

This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed

by 

allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel

kcsand

On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time

and

I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 

because…

it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 

Intellectually

Emotionally 

Energetically 

Physically

Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped

and

patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 

 

eye

Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation

Objectivity 

Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 

and 

relate 

feature_image_template47-620x400

Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 

and 

can be understood in a simple way 

on 

daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :

lawoftime.org/decoder

Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you

and

designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 

tumblr_mmk6kyQd2Y1s3br4bo1_500

My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational

chaotic

wild

illogical 

and

has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 

so 

where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

GEMINI 29
A garden planted solely with shade plants.
Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

Summer Solstice time 03 July 2016

Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes

the 

Moon energy changes 

showcase-moon_birds_priestess

at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 

Base

Sacral

Solar

the roots in our 

tree of life :

rootchakra4

When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed

with 

the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color

yellow_warrior_2_7_12

The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 

2bla-naissance-de-venus-botticelli-1485-detail

Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 

220px-Carved_Conch

At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 

 

Red Resonant Serpent 

ouroboros

Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 

3d-lightning-storm-1-2-s-307x512

The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun

also 

a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun

 

In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 

now 

moon_luis-gonzalezpalma1

Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 

so 

whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 

 

These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 

7.29.15-Sirius

It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is

Mercury 

which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 

and

Where your Saturn is 

and 

what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?

or 

do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 

 

7f4a7b30cdbaf1bb4d6d6374d423c9d5

My understanding of unconditional love 

 

There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion

emotionless

reactionless

a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 

IMAG1250

I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 

unloved

A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 

agni

The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 

10438319_973107116055104_3855246029533270637_n

The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become

 

We know that

events 

circumstances

people 

will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  

and

learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 

Sekhmet-KomOmbo

The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 

and 

clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 

1814286-neo

Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 

7161101_orig

If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 

of 

personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that

paradoxical 

It takes a lot of personal learning 

Discipline 

and

going over the same old ground 

time and time again 

and 

all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 

devil

The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone

and

everything else 

shadow-steven-kenny-300x301

to avoid taking any responsibility

or

feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …

yet 

The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been

and

will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process

and

we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 

3bthi4oveog_by_msamsonov-d7uoxgr

acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 

59114eae5b5806a7be9853890c5fd7f6

Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:

Tomorrowland 

A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 

thunder_and_lightning

Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 

 

 

I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

LEO 9
A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.

 

If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 

and 

allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

Red Earth Wavespell

IMAG1366

Red Earth Wavespell

Lots of links to other sites and resources that have no connection to me

other than they inspire me

unless I state otherwise

or they are my blogs

Following the Cosmic Cookie Trail

is something I share with a passion 

Hover your mouse to find them 

 

It has been a long time since my last blog

Lots happening in my life 

Lots of work to do 

Shaping the earth literally 

I am in a new space and a big garden that was empty

Which is a repeating theme in my life

as a Blue Hand 

Shaping and transforming spaces and places

and 

now very much my inner space too

Another blank canvas

a new 4 year cycle 

What will I manifest this time ?

IMAG1088

Lots of work to do here

So I have been digging out the turf and replanting the plants I brought with me

and some additional ones 😉

It is really full on clay so intense to work with

Adding grit and compost so the plants can live 

Very heavy to shift

Great workout though

Noticing how that feels and my limits

Essential to be healthy 

having balanced physical work

out in nature

connecting with the earth

Feels so wonderful at this time of year

Everything bursting into life 

Sunshine warming my body 

For me this is so much more creative 

than going to a gym 

to keep fit

I had an idea to then shape the soil I had taken out 

into

Goddess sculptures 

12987101_10207604854372148_2784611090115657213_n

and

this was part of the first 

Moon Garden Workshop 

247

I did here 

More about

Moon Gardening on this blog:

Moon Gardening in Glastonbury

Facebook page

If you want to buy the ebook for £1 it is available here

Barefoot Holistics Online Shop

I know it doesn’t look like much at the moment 😉

Watch this space

I was inspired by

The Lost Gardens of Heligan

and 

The Yorkshire Sculpture Park

I have been posting links to these on my

Pinterest Site 

I find Pinterest really beautiful and inspiring

and highly recommend giving it a go if you haven’t already 

I don’t know how all these sites work properly but am learning as I go so bear with me 🙂 

and 

 

My Facebook 

Seed of Sacred Living Album

The picture that leads today is from my partner,

Jim’s allotment

We have been putting in a lot of hours 

and

this is so key for me 

Being with someone who shares key values and interests

Passions and desires 

As well as contrasts

for that Magnetic connection too 

We have lots of exciting plans for future projects with food and plants

Will be sharing them as and when they unfold 

It is a lot of fun simply exploring these potential paths

More about this food growing ~ when I get time ~ on this blog here

Seed of Sacred Living

Red Earth Mayan info

Some resources:

Ferrusca pdf

13 x productions Red Earth Article

The planet is Uranus

What is seeking light ?

Pushing up out of the earth

What is seeking grounding?

What is feeling ungrounded?

In you

This is the 13th Creation Wave

It is the shift wave

The alignment with Cosmic Consciousness

How to seek and find your destiny 

It is the awakening wave

in the

Yellow Castle

of

Flowering

images-2

so

What has been happening in our personal process

since 20 December 2015

when this 260 day evolutionary process started

in Sagi fire

is now bursting into bloom

images-2

Where is Uranus in your birth chart?

Uranus on a planetary level is in Aries right now 

emphasis on the individual 

It is one of the seven mastery processes

Code 17 = 8

Integrate

In this game of life we are playing

We create our reality remember

It is what we are here for 

The more conscious we become

Most importantly about our own self 

The more we can then work consciously with our self 

Raise our self awareness

Understand how we have come into being…

What life experiences have created for us as to our interface with the universe

Personal belief systems

interacting with cultural systems

that give rise to thoughts

that create emotions

that drive us to action

and 

inaction

If we are not very conscious or aware of our patterns and reactions

then our life will be very reactive and influenced by the collective 

so 

it is very beneficial for the individual to wake up

and

do 

The Great Work

because that is the only personal inner process

that changes the outer game play 

Focus if you choose

This can be overwhelming at first

It is very complex 

To make it simpler 

We simply start with now

How am I feeling right now ?

If I am feeling anything other than joy and love 

There is a reason for that way of being

and

I am partly creating that in response

to what is happening in my environment

and 

the consciousness passing through me 

being filtered by my conditioned mind

There are some environments and experiences that are current on planet earth

that are very imbalanced

and

will not illicit a feeling of wellbeing and peace

unless the individual is an extremely enlightened master who is untouched by the outside world

Zen-Dog

As the majority of human beings are not at this level in their human form

This is where

the individual can choose 

to do the inner work

to get clear

feel empowered

become more engaged with this transformational game of life

become a master of oneself 

This is key for me

and

what I do

and

share

I felt intuitively to create an 

Emotional Awareness Course 

butterfly-stained-glass

This is a structured ebook course that can be done as and when you choose

You can add on coaching with me if you choose too

to work at a deeper level

and 

an

Emotional Freedom Technique Circle 

love_eyes

also known as a Tapping Circle

at my house 

to facilitate this

It is close to the Full Moon

every month

hkuyutrjpg copy

You may notice a theme around the Moon

I do Moon Gardening just after New Moon

Emotional Workshops around the Full Moon 

1488309_10152078821524785_1867976889_n

to align with the emotional body when it is fullest

and

revealing what is seeking healing 

and 

what is ready to be unveiled for personal

and

therefore human conscious evolution en masse

1508176_268908526604996_1242204553_n

I was searching through memorabilia this week

to find some documents for my Son

I found lots of posters from past workshops

Cards sent to me well wishing me on our move to Glastonbury

and

a wish list for my garden years ago

plants and veg

structures and new ways

A manual for the Lost Gardens of Heligan

which I last visited in 2002 

I cried as I noticed

that all of these wishes were now manifest

even though there has been so much hardship and emotional wounding

along the way

Earth-Mother

It is very important at this challenging time

to keep the faith

in yourself 

See how you are making those steps forward

Feel all those feelings around regret

self hatred

self criticism

Allow those wounds to be felt and heard if you can

as and when

because this is the conditioned part of the psyche simply wanting to be allowed expression

This is key to integration

Great article about that here:

The Holy simplicity of sitting with our pain

abb901146fe0a16212b47b45eae1d767

Often wounded parts are created

because they have not been allowed expression by our childhood caretakers 

These are ancestral patterns 

that are ready to be transformed now 

en masse 

another great article:

It didn’t start with you

Find people to align with

that are ready to be the change

do the work

create new relationship patterns as a result

of this personal transformation

Honesty Authenticity Integrity based ways of being free of bullsh*t

Start to leave behind what creates hurt for you

taking the small steps 

644372_430093133739819_1884740470_n

Remember you have all you need within

It is what we are here for at this time 

Your heart knows what to do 

so therefore

do you 😉

otherwise it is simply lip service 

rose-colored-glasses

aka 

spiritual bypassing

Fab article by Robert Augustus Masters

Here are some resources about ego that I found informative recently :

What is the shadow by Stephen A Diamond

Brandon Bays

 

 

How does Astrology help?

It reveals what is currently happening in the starry skies

and

how those energetic patterns influence your energetic patterns

this takes learning

and

it isn’t rocket science

it is doable 

it is key to knowing oneself 

It is wow actually

magickal

 wonderful stuff 

mTykE2R8BDPVGLGefmyhYHQ

 

As we are currently just into Gemini

It is time for Co Creating

Relationship month

Sun in Gemini 

Venus just gone into Gemini

 

Resources about current Astrology :

Chani Nicholas

Pam Gregory 

How does the Mayan Calendar assist me in my personal creation process ?

It is an intuitive human evolution tool that reveals our personal life journey

soul journey

cookie trail 

It takes time and focus

For me it has been amazing and helped me understand my personal patterns 

It is all there to be seen 

Red Earth is my Red Castle 

My awakening 

It began when I was 18 

in 1983

this lasted for 13 years 

What I was doing at 18

My initiation

Is what I am now expanding and transforming

I am in my last Red Earth Year in terms of my 52 year cycle of 4 x 13 year cycles 

Red Resonant Earth 

What is resonating for me around feeling safe on earth 

IMAG0999

When I am in a Red Earth Year

The Planet is in White Wizard 

so

Uranus 

and 

the Asteroid belt 

new feminine consciousness coming in 

White Wizard also being the mastery code of 14 = 5

Letting the magic flow and aligning with it 

These cycles occur every 4 years 

 

The man I met on my birthday last year

Jim

is the Gateway in this 13 day process

Red Solar Serpent

This is also my Dad’s Mayan Wavespell tomorrow

White Lunar Mirror

and

my Aunt’s Yellow Self Existing Sun on day 4

which is also my Mum’s Mayan Year this Year 

Cosmic 

So this is a very key process for me over the next 13 days 

My Jupiter is in Gemini 

My North Node is in Gemini The bottom rung of my stairway to Heaven

is at

4 degrees Gemini 

GEMINI 4
An island just visible off the coast.
When the future is alive, all of its many dimensions flourish in a world away from the commonly mapped out standard territory. The inward twin is given free rein to picture and dream into and even open the space toward what can be and shall be in more vibrant worlds to come. The outward twin carries on as ever in the accustomed role of maintaining the status quo. But so little energy is given to this one, and so much life-force is funneled into sensing new worlds and exploring all the amazing places which these new worlds spark on the inside of the soul, timelessly and authentically.

 

 

 

Lilith has just entered Scorpio 

I will be writing a separate article about this 

After many years of questing for answers

It is finally all starting to make sense…

At times 😉 

 

If you feel ready to look at your patterns and start to find new ways to be the gift that you are 

The Star Seed 

Please get in touch

There are many ways to create with these amazing tools 

To unveil

and 

Be free 

Wishing you a wonderful 

Red Earth Journey 

God and Goddess within

397582_588139951202644_1558553681_n

We create all our mind ruts

We can create new ones too

Release the old 

When we choose 

and 

feel to heal 

Today as I write this

we are in

waning Capricorn Moon at 16 degrees:

CAPRICORN 16
Dinosaur bones discovered while digging.
Purpose marks the spot. A mixed-up approach. Fusing together components that do not match. Doggedly pursuing straight intent, yet you’re wide open, unwittingly, to whatever will show you a different picture. Tremendous karmic backlog. Oppressive and detailed. The soul’s record kept strictly in mind–there’s no freedom here. The future does not dawn. However, redemptive hard work is immensely powerful, harnessed as what must be done to achieve a goal you’ve barely glimpsed. Something great is possible if all assumptions are cast away and the direct evidence of deep experience becomes centrally there.

 

It is time to get our hands dirty

and 

do the work

Find the buried treasure

in our sacred land 

within 

 

Red Earth ~ Gaia Source Soul Code

gaia-greek-mythology

Gaia Time 

Virgin untouched by mankind mind  

and

the return to balance

of the sacred feminine

It is an amazing time for healing now

Lots happening in the starry skies to support this

with a New Moon in Virgo tomorrow in the UK and a partial solar eclipse allowing the moon energy to be strong to guide us into release

and pave the way for balance

coming with Libra later in the month

It is at 741 am at 20 degrees Virgo

An article by Cosmic Intelligence Agency here:

New Moon in Virgo 

and another one here by

Elephant Journal:

New Moon in Virgo 

Suggestions for tuning in for your ground shaking shift:

Check out where Virgo is in your chart

See what is in your 6th house

See what is at 20 degrees in your chart

and

whatever has been surfacing recently that is wonderful ~ align more with that

whatever has been painful ~ go deep into that with the intention of creating new ways of relating  

remembering that this is key to being the change of humanity

through each person taking responsibility for how we all relate personally

and doing the walk 😉

VIRGO 20
The expanse of the Himalayas in the distance.
When you place a spiritual/cosmic perspective upon every single little thing that happens, you will either overshoot the mark or discover perfect meaning. The overshooting of the mark happens when the little mind and the greater mind become warped in their relativities. Proportion tumbles before pregnant magnitude. Everything is sprinkled with archetypal overtones. Perfect meaning arises here when the truth is the yardstick and you simply align yourself with the truth in a nondogmatic fashion. The spirit of discovery becomes the spur. The unknown makes the known precious and poignant. You finally get it right that every microcosmic situation is a jewel in the making, and only needs to be appreciated and boosted by faithful beholding. The passage is from thinking about it to becoming at home within the path of bringing all worlds together, just as the occasion makes possible, with a light touch and an easy grasp of the reins.

Dark Moon in Virgo now

as I am putting in the finishing touches

of this blog

Virgo at 11 degrees:

VIRGO 11
A four-year-old girl dressed as a nurse.
Innocence has its ways to persist. You can grow up, yet retain the stance of the novice, the beginner, the wonder-worker. You foster a knack of renewing your original, basic values and way of being at every critical juncture–a quality unique and unmistakable. At any age and within all situations, coming at things as though we all just got here and we are simply trying things on for size. The best of this quality is a sticking to prenatal resolves of a lofty integrity that refuses steadfastly to fall under the weight of the critical mind. The worst of this quality is that in its zeal, its dedication, and its self- insistency, it invariably puts others to shame and generates in others the self-consciousness and self-judgement you are yourself bypassing. Therefore, what is good for yourself proves to be bad for others, and results in a quandary, a confusing and puzzling situation, eventually impelling you to add one borrowed ingredient: the ability to take yourself lightly.

images-2

Pic link

In the Mayan Wavespell calendar:

The Wavespell began on

07 September 2015

Red Earth Code 

The 13th Wavespell Code

The shift code

 

 

The Base/Root Chakra

is the key focus for grounding code

and

structure

and

establishing a deep connection to the earth to the

living organism of Gaia

 

This is a Mastery Code

 One of the Seven Seals 

 

 

 

The last 4 codex of  awakening to truth

in the Mayan 20 signs…

 

 

 

are the first four steps of this process

and

the conscious process of light

being held within the human being

who is coming into balance

 

as a result of healing the shadow 

 

 

 

I dedicate this blog

to a new person in my life:

Jim 

who is step 9 of this process

and is a Gateway

to love in action for me 

as a fellow 9

I am so blessed

to have you in my life

beautiful man 

 

cloud-nine-640x360_copy

This is such an amazing time in my life

as I began my 7th year on my birthday

in my 13 year cycle of

Blue Hand

6a00d83451cfe069e200e551743d8b8833-800wi

which is my Mayan Sign

My 13 Year Cycle is about transformation and shaping my destiny through healing

and in it’s pure form it is the

7th Mayan Sign

so the Mystic signature

There are so many levels and ways to use this Mayan Code Wisdom synchronising process

 

Red Resonant Earth

 

 

I give thanks and gratitude for the 50 years I have been on this planet

and every single person and experience in it

I give thanks for all the people in my life now

and just want to say that

I love you

and that what I see reflected back to me

is truly wonderful

People are everything to me 

This is the last year of my Red Earth Codes

The year of the Mystical

and the magical universe brings us together 

and I encourage all of you out there to do this work

because this is the manifestation of it and reflection of it

as revealed in step 2 of this 13 day process ~

White Lunar Mirror

on 08 September 2015

which is my Father’s Mayan Sign and he is a Gemini

as is my Mother

as is

My new partner :

Meeting a soul mate who is so alike on one level with shared experiences 

and so opposite on others

to create the perfect union to heal and enjoy life with

in a healthy way 

in a complimentary way 

rather than a co dependent fuelled way

All the painful process that led up to

this place today is worth it

and

enlightenment cannot happen without it

and of course there is so much more for me transform within

and awaken to 

and

I have the perfect partner who is consciously aware to do that with

and this is key mastery process

to be with people who can truly see you

because you are ready to be seen

as a result of loving and accepting yourself

My North Node in Gemini is all about 

Conscious Code Relationship 

 

 

uranusright_nic_big

 

The Planet of Red Earth is Uranus

the light bringer

Interesting names for it’s moons ~ Shakespeare characters and very key to it’s code 🙂

If you follow the cookie trail of these characters

and explore them

new conscious code archetypes are revealed 

Portia ~ The Merchant of Venice ~ is key for me 

In particular this activation takes place in the human being

throughout key gateways in life

and is very active with the kundalini rising process

at the human being age of around 42

This often triggers a mid life crisis to remind the human being that this life is finite

and has a mission

This alerts the individual to present ways of being and if that aligns with this mission

This is known as

Uranus Opposition 

Uranus is in the place opposite to where it was at the human being’s birth

and

pulls the kundalini up the spine through the chakras

and is a powerful process

of unblocking the connections of these wheels of energy 

to allow full connection to the cosmic circuits

and the grid of the universal energetic matrix

Great book on this :

The Liquid Light of Sex by Barbara Hand Clow 

images

Please click onto links by the way

to take you on a cookie trail to other sites 

hover your mouse and find portals to potentiality 😉 

This is a shared space of awareness into new ways of being

a human 

Red Earth

 Is the Awakening Code

in the Yellow Castle of Flowering

We have been into the heart of the Tzolkin and are now coming out of it

What began at the start of this 260 day process of new beginnings and balance 

The initiation of Aries Sun on 04 April 

and

Libra Moon 

1488309_10152078821524785_1867976889_n

is now being revealed as to what has been given light through personal transformation

and what is still seeking light

by showing us emotional feelings of ungroundedness

Here is a document I created at this time to explain this 260 day process:

Red Dragon Code

 

It is also on my Resources page  of this blog 

If you know your own personal astrological chart you can see how this code that is beaming out universally 

Is working with your own personal energy codes 

Princess of Wands Thoth 

wandsprs

Sharing this as always simply as my experiential journey as a common woman

who is living my learning

and finding it easier to go with the flow of life

and my soul journey

as I transform all my ego’s resistance to what is

Everything at this transition time is being flipped on it’s head

Aries Initiation

Uranus in Aries Transition

What is seeking the phoenix process

of fire storm ?

phoenix_rising_by_hardnox757

What is seeking liberation that requires obliteration

Holocaust process of evolution

Truly New Beginnings 

Prune the vine seeking release and regeneration

Spirit wants to feel 

This is the emotional evolution 

The Catalyst time 

The start of a new spiral

The return to balance of the sacred feminine 

From within

From the patriarchal pathology and all that the ego perceives as “bad”

to be controlled

to be pushed away

to be painful

Is 

Where “it’ is at 

Shadow is the new black

shadow-steven-kenny-300x301

Pic link

The pain is what leads to the paradise experience through the releasing of it

Feel it

Heal it 

Go through the black hole

All that each person is avoiding

coping with

distorting

masking

blocking out 

Is the Gateway to freedom 

Once the individual truly understands this

Truly understands their personal process

Starts to work with all the conscious raising and transforming tools that are there now

and aligns totally with source within

then miracles happen

10438319_973107116055104_3855246029533270637_n

Firstly the individual has to be open 

to :

not knowing …

because all the regular rules are off around the mapped out

intellectual 

controlling mind

that manipulates

All our human being ancestral coding is:

naturally

manipulative

The infant manipulates it’s parents /caregivers

to survive 

BoyDog

Just think about that for a moment

From the second the human being starts to form inside it’s mother

there is a consciousness within it

that optimises it’s chance of survival

maximises it’s ability to live and survive

and that is not intellectual

as there is no intellectual structure  

(as science currently recognises that)

in a developing foetus 

so what is that knowingness ?

With this awareness comes great insight as to how our

base chakra instinct

rootchakra4 

is chameleon like in it’s quality 

maps all the biology

and previous ancestral earth codes

to 

live on planet earth

with

everything that ever came before

and

everything that is happening now

and

all that has “kept us safe” historically …

 can also can keep us stuck and frozen

in that past model

bound in paralysis and fear

and 

if you are able to 

and have enough

painful ego free space 

to allow it truly on every level….

See that any story

of evil people doing things to others purely from evil mindset

has the structural basis in each human being foetus code of survival

which in our current human evolution time line 

is based on 

fear

lack

cruelty 

power play 

bullying

using shadow emotions to control others

I am not stating this in any way as any sort of allowance for abusive behaviour

simply sharing truth of shared common ground

of human being basic development and survival code 

Now we can release this

and 

Start working on all levels:

Working with personal fear beliefs 

to be free of them 

and at the same time releasing the emotions that bind them

and embed them within each person 

Reaching emotional maturity on every level as a human being 

Letting go of child emotional neediness programmes :

wanting an instant fix

a gratification

drama

attention seeking 

power play

ego tripping

On planet earth

many

human beings

have everything

to hand

to manipulate

and

avoid emotions

and

intimacy:

 

Pornography

All manner of quick foods

Anything from anywhere on the material level

Instantaneously 

and the money to buy it

even if they do not have real money right now 

not realising that this illusionary way to relate and avoid pain

is only temporary

causes more pain in the long run

and all the time 

the deeper levels of consciousness are feeling everything

just like the human being under the knife on the surgeon’s table

but oblivious of it on the higher conscious level

The organ is still removed and the body experiences the trauma of that

and the healing process required that goes with that

The consciousness aware of every aspect of it

The body still a living process of every thing about it 

There is always a reckoning

and the price for dishonest relationship with the self

Is so so painful 

There is no avoidance 

It is what it is 

So…

What to do ?

Face it all on a personal level

and

get a reality check

Be with all of ourselves

All of our aspects of self

and

all of our previous life events

so we can open to knowing

our personality self and start to master the key processes to integrity

Know Thyself

To Thine Own Self Be True

These processes cannot happen

when the human being is in denial

of personal shadow events

that give rise to shadow behaviour

 

pb-120425-clay-figures-03.photoblog900

Doing this process of accepting and allowing all of  life

Allows the human being to revisit the past

and in doing so

Plug back in to 

Re source

by going to the time and place where the disconnect happened

This is the integrity process 

through

personal

integration

This is where the lotus emerges

eyeflower-elizabeth-zaikowski

pic link

literally from going down into

that

feeling shitty space 

 

Water

In alchemical terms

this is the prima materia

Holds all the codes for the personal enlightenment process 

There are some shared frameworks

for every human being on the planet

and

some individual unique codes

for the individual

as to where that person is

on their

soul journey spiral

as part of the collective dance routine

This is revealed using the conscious frameworks of the ancients

the alchemists

of all time 

shakespeareClown2

Astrology

The Mayan Wavespell

Reveal

Destiny ~ potentiality

and

Creation Code

In particular the learning of the Mayan Matrix in an experiential way over the last 4 years

has revealed this to me 

For all those still trying to do this purely from a head led framework alone 

The balance coming in

is from the sacred feminine

free from conditioned mind control

clear space

source space 

unfettered by controlling manipulative co dependent bullsh*t 

downloading direct from the divine

Corporate is on it’s way out 

Co operate is on it’s way in 

Resistance is futile 🙂 

For all those struggling

with

loss of ego status

as the descent process of deconstruct is happening to you 

please realise that this is what human evolution requires now 

integrity from personal integration 

sustainability for the sacred in all life

free of sacrifice 

and

truly

the best things in life are free

Go deep into this if you can

and recognise the struggle within

is simply the untrained ego within

hurting

It is the initiation to the sacred fire

and

the light 

Screen-Shot-2013-10-09-at-1.38.35-PM-300x275

The ego of the individual burning off the old constructs

 and

it  is simply feeling bruised

because of

it’s cultural conditioning

and

afraid that it is less than

and

has done something wrong

as it does not fit

the consumer model of perfection

which has been purposely created

exactly to cash in on this fear

know the truth of freedom

from consumerism

and all it’s entangled threads

that bind us to

scarcity beliefs

of

not valuing ourselves

and

feeling insecure which is the true basis

for

feeling unhappy

10428140_653245541457017_2561658283445775890_n

No amount of money buys happiness 

To be well

To be loved

To be honoured

and

respected

by honourable fellow beings

To be happy

with nothing

and

no one 

on

this wondrous beautiful planet

and

all the miracles of every day 

Takes work and discipline …

for most adults who are conditioned

Work Within  

This is The Great Work

This is The Road Less Travelled

and is not

simply 

mindfulness

which is often

yet another

ego coping mechanism

and

can be more of the same old avoidance

of feeling feelings

The Emotional Evolution is here

and time to understand

how feelings create everything and are the driving force

of the human being’s

creation of patterns 

 

 _GAIA

Letting go of everything on all levels

that allowed a human being to feel and experience

a lack of love 

Everything stems from this place 

Happiness is an emotional experience

felt in the heart 

It is not a construct

or something one comes to in the mind

indeed it can be a complete absence of thoughts 

and

free of conditioning

that is the paradox 

It is a transformational process

for  many adult humans

who have lost the ability to feel joy without conditions attached by the ego

simply coped and compensated until there is emotional constipation 

however…

in all those conditions lies the key to freedom and sovereignty

Here is a lovely film about this

Hector and the Search for Happiness

 

 

On a personal level

I am moving soon and where will I go ?

I do not know yet but will be staying in the locality of Glastonbury

and

I know that this is a four year cycle for me that is repeating 

and..

I also know that I am letting go of so many old ways of being 🙂

I absolutely know that my personal alchemical transformation process is working

and I am developing resources to share this process even more 

Exciting times ahead for all those ready to weave new beginnings

Workshop Coming up 

23 September 

Ebook and Dynamic Energy Coaching to work one to one

Art of Alchemy ~The Persephone Path

More info here

0_a7906_a6e8a5fb_XXL

This Course takes us through the dark half of the year of the Yin time

The time to go down into our personal underworld

and align with all the cosmic patterns

and

codes

hades_with_persephone_by_macs0799-d312rt0

let go of any resistance that is getting in the way of our heart’s desire

which ultimately is seeking

the healing of any hurts 

to be free to live in harmony

We create our relationship with the divine

and now is the time

to 

take our power back

and 

shine

Red Earth Wavespell ~ the shift day

red moon1

Red Earth Wavespell 

Red Cosmic Moon 

The shift Day 🙂

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand on the bare bones here 🙂

Wow ~ what an amazing trip on this Red Earth Code which is one of my foundation stones in my Mayan Blueprint

I have been blown away with what I have engaged with in many different ways over the last few days

I love my life

I love my family and my friends

Deep gratitude for everyone who is creating with me

on my journey….

and theirs

I couldn’t do it without you 🙂

 

I was hoping to do a blog yesterday but couldn’t manage it as not enough hours in the day ~ or energy 

as I have been working on deep stuff with my clients 

and that means me too

as all my connections have shared journey’s and that is what I love about what I do

Pure magic all around

Yesterday was Yellow Crystal Star and a galactic portal day 

vitruvioaureo2

so huge for getting to be crystal clear about who we really are

letting go of who our ego thinks we are 

and as a result being able to go forward with our star seeded mission 🙂

I am blessed to be creating with people who are ready to get their hands dirty

and let go of being afraid of their own shadow

Take responsibility

Go to Gladiator School

Get jiggy wi it 🙂 

and that is so refreshing because this is the time for

being the real deal 🙂

Here is a very to the point video ~ This is not for the faint hearted so please bare in mind if you are going to watch it 🙂

This is The Secret to everything

and once we realise how the emotional mind works ~

totally irrationally 

addictively

 

as a partner of the untrained ego that is 

on a mission to get whatever it “needs”

no matter how unhealthy

no matter how delusional

and it’s will be done

This is what happens when our shadow runs amok 

and it will ~ mutating shape shifting 

until the core issues are addressed

and the emotional stuff let go

then….

We are in a whole different space

and only then

tumblr_ln1z5nz6lt1qhyqx9o1_400

As a result of looking deeply at my own patterns I have gone back to my birth today and done my Mayan Castles

We have thirteen year cycles

that have a key energy that is evolving us

I have started this before but not in as much depth

This time I also put on key events 

I put on the Planetary 13 Year Cycles too

and got so many insights 

So many awakenings as a result

realising new knowledge

about how everything happens at the perfect time

People come onto planet Earth and leave planet Earth 

when they are scripted to

and although our ego may have big issues with this

especially if our ego is untouched and raw

full to bursting with emotion

unprocessed wounding

then the very nature of that space is

denial

because huge parts of the ego’s past are still so painful

that it will not look 

does not want to feel to heal

apart from certain things that it knows about

and feels safe with

That is part of the ego’s remit

and it is simply doing

what an untrained ego does

even though it doesn’t really keep anyone “safe”

It keeps the ego safe is all

stuck in la la land

If you haven’t done this yet with your Mayan Castles and you know how to ~

I highly recommend that you do because the mind works on knowledge

and this is mind blowing stuff 🙂

This is key to knowing thyself 🙂

This is

The Book of Shadows

with times, dates and your divinity code

If you know your family and friends birthdates

factor them in

because they are scripted

in your sacred geometry 🙂

If you are already doing this with this amazing tool of

The Wavespell

accessing Cosmic Codes

you will know truly for yourself

beyond any doubt

that

this amazing magical time of living

truly accessing all that is

has begun

and it is wild

and it is so worth

facing your demons

to access this for real

and it is the only way in

the entry price 

is 

through the shadow

This is how the cosmos works

lift your own veil

All veils go

which is why it is essential 

to 

emotionally evolve

to get off the karma wheel

and blow our potentiality sky high

by blowing our beliefs that keep us “safe”

into orbit

What we do in life echoes in eternity 🙂

For those who are prepared to do what it takes 

to be free 

by walking through the valley of death

death of the ego self

through transformation

When we start to see how our birth tribe created the perfect crucible for all that we are here to transform

then….

everything starts to make sense

The Planet has thirteen year cycles and we are in

Red Moon Cycle which started on July 26 2006

The Mayan Wavespell starts anew each year on July 26 and has 

Four Different Castles that alternate:

Red Moon ~ awakening

White Wizard ~ self empowerment

Blue Storm ~ catalyst of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ being authentic

I have a document for this on my Resources page

I also have a 13 Moons document too

The reason why the new year starts at this time is because unlike the Wavespell that spirals each year so is different

The Moons are fixed

The Moon is the Sacred Feminine Framework

It is the way of transformation

It is the emotional process

and it starts with the heart of the matter

in Leo

0_0_0_0_250_373_csupload_48213954

This is the labyrinth and the way to let 

The Goddess lead us 🙂

Paradise awaits

Here on Earth

in everyday life

Getting the learning

Busting the cocoon

it is time now to access the mysteries

through our mysteries

I am adding resources daily to the pages

and the key is for you to follow your own cookie trail too

because you know where you need to go 

to find

your next step

on the cosmic cookie trail

Each path is different as each life experience is different

and there are car shares possible on the route to the rose 

The highway to heaven shares

the same by laws for all 🙂

This is the Tantra pattern

In doing my Castles in depth I realised

I was born at the time of the last

Red Moon 13 Year Cycle

I came in on year 9 of it in 1965

It started on July 26 1954

and ended in 1967

It was a galactic activation portal of awakening

So it is being reactivated now and in July 26 this year we are in a Year 9 

which will be a biggie for me as it’s a match for my birth

Tomorrow we start a new Wave of White Dog

Unconditional love and finding our Tribe

Following our Sirius Tribe

The Dogons 🙂

All of that is worth a cookie trail on Google 🙂

Follow the shooting stars and see where you end up

On Saturday we go into Taurus

Get ready to take the bull by the horns

This is also the day of the challenge

Blue Lunar Monkey Day

When this energy is being channeled through 

the ego elephant in the room

it is a tricky little monkey

2085676693_0d58d0a987

In shadow ~ It is the childish brat that doesn’t want to act responsibly

loves the blame game

stuck in denial

cloud cuckoo land

Peter Pan….

which reminds me

I went into Glastonbury today 🙂

It was the anniversary of my first visit in the Gregorian Calendar

I felt sad as I was so enchanted when I first came

full of my own illusion and delusions

and now I see a different space

under the facade

I love living here….

Jo in Glastonbury

and I get tired of bull poo

It is really wearing

especially my own stuff coming up that I know isn’t real but it feels it 🙂

exhausting even

to play these charades

and I know

that is why I came here

to clear my cache

and get real

clear out that clutter shelf in my evolution cupboard

It does get easier with practice

and the more you can laugh at yourself 

the easier the ride

tears come thick and fast

anger comes to the fore

instead of hiding in the people pleaser knicker drawer 🙂

buddha-nose-table-lo1

A truly authentic person starts to emerge 

beneath the grease paint

false smile

tension holder

with a sigh of relief and release

This is what the Taurus challenge brings

because we cannot be in intimacy

open hearted

if we are afraid to be honest

feeling not good enough

doubting ourself

being a childish manipulator

if we are playing the perfection role

that we learned to play because of circumstances as a child

My name from my Grandad was Gagan

something I got told off about at school by teachers who were eager to correct me

I decided today to google the meaning 

and here is the link I found

It means

Heavenly Sky 

1239779_10151641679092076_1420638111_n

My Grandad was a Leo and he died in my Year 11 of my Yellow Human Castle

My letting go year

My White Spectral Wind Year

He left the planet at the end of the planetary cycle of White Wizard

He was a White  Wizard ~ the same as my daughter

He was born in year 1 of White Wizard in 1915

So magical 🙂

I always feel he is with me

especially in my garden as that is where we spent time together when I was a child

Here’s a lovely voice singing beautiful words 

about our beloved life here

I share it with love to you and yours

from my heart

with sincerity

Keep the faith of our humanity’s ability to create anew

by having faith in yourself

and your ability to love and accept yourself

for everything

because it is through this process

that you will achieve miracles

and be reborn

and when each one of us can do this

The world will see a new dawn

purple-rose-petals-hd-background

If you are ready to do the process

here is a workshop for that purpose 

available on two dates 

perfectly aligned 

with the Wavespell

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy in Glastonbury

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy in Yorkshire 07 June

and you can attend these online if you are in another location

Be free

 

 

Red Earth Wavespell ~ the magical day

love_eyes

 

Red Earth Wavespell

Day 7 ~ The day of magic

Blue Resonant Night

Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Today is the day of magic

This is the code of number 7

This is the energy of the Seer

This is Blue ~ death and transformation through the shadow

The West

Western Society is the shadow that has encroached on the ancient world that is in alignment

causing a transformation

Believe it or not it was meant to happen

It is forseen

The ancient people knew that the travellers of the West were bringing death to them and their ways

It is the nature of the cycle

Death and Rebirth

If you are a Blue Mayan sign then this is your essence

Death and rebirth

If you are a Blue Night 

Akbal

this is your essence

shadow worker

and I offer you an alternative perspective today if you choose to see it 🙂

You are here at the emergence of

shadow work in the mainstream

 

This is what is happening now ~ new understanding coming in about the way we relate

and how in patriarchal times

where the emphasis has been on the masculine aspect of self

and the ego part of self

outside focus

material worth

The time of the expansion of ego in the spiral of extreme

for our learning

it is very easy to see

what happens when we live from ego

and imbalanced masculine

as all the evidence is there

We have the fruit of ego labours

beliefs

patterns of behaviour

values

on display 

unripe for the picking

lacking any nurturing potential

barren

sterile

seedless

an absence of compassion

as there is no emotional caring

Compassionate connection code is not a match

for the egotist

all feelings are repressed ~ feelings aren’t professional

don’t let emotion get in the way of business conduct

20110315002922

We have lots of half baked

half cocked

spinning ego 

bull stories going around

with no integrity

as the people spinning them 

are as flaky as

the sugar coated cereals they are selling

out of ego need and greed

and…..

We simply do what we know

and reap what we sow

that is the truth of it 🙂

lanternfruit

We are all receiving our match in some way

because that is how the universe works on one level

Cause and effect

which is revealed in the simple alchemy process of cooking

Recipes 

Raw ingredients

Combined in a certain way

With the addition of a process

create something different

If we miss an ingredient out or do something slightly different….

the outcome is different

rainbow-sheep

The true meaning of Karma

is code

is pattern

the reality checker

bringing us back to our path

and our heart’s desire all the time

and

Our Heart’s Desire

in plain code

is to be balanced

That is how our heart works at it’s fullest flow

at it’s optimum

Stuff comes in

from our external environment

and our internal environment

is processed and cleansed and cleared

and goes out the other side carrying the code to other parts of our body

Our body reveals our life’s process

and the magic of creation code

It is the philosopher’s stone

It is the Grail

It is the chalice

Our personal unique body holds

the secrets of our own mysteries

1508176_268908526604996_1242204553_n

If we do not understand the basic principles of how our body works 

according to the latest knowledge on planet earth

even the bare bones of it

such as how our food is transformed into a resource

how organs process it

how our mind creates beliefs that determine the values we make, choices we take 

codes of relationship

and very basic principles of holistic health

that many separate aspects come together simultaneously

to create the well rounded healthy human being

which is why it is essential to create that holistic process….

as simply coming from one angle

mirrors the ego pattern 

and cannot create overall well being

it is impossible 

This is one of the huge

very common sense

aspects of the principle to

Know Thyself

 

If we do not know how to nourish ourselves 

How to nurture ourselves

How to create a sanctuary of a home

How to keep ourselves clean and our home clean

How to use nature’s gifts in balance

How to cook

How to relate to people in a balanced and respectful way…..

We are dis~empowered

child like

dependent on parental figures to empower us in the way of their choosing

which

if ego based

is not healthy or respectful

or 

good for us

and this is something that in the UK we aren’t taught in education

Most homes from many generations have never done this as their parent’s didn’t know this

Then how do we know how to do it?

This is one of Western Societies delusions

and illusions about how most people live

Most people do not know how to take care of themselves and do not learn about it 

Doesn’t even cross their mind to learn about it

We are often told that many of today’s society issues are only present today

that in itself is untrue

The same issues around relationships are as old as the hills

Only acceptance of them and the revealing of them has changed as our ego issues have changed

My partner grew up in a very abusive home 

He had no knowledge of how to take care of himself on any level

He knew how to survive

He was bullied, beaten and emotionally traumatised every day of his life

When he became a parent how did he know how to parent?

When he became a parent with our children

he experienced a crisis point

he didn’t want to repeat past parenting patterns

at that point he decided to take action about his situation

This has been key to my knowing thyself journey and our families

I started to learn about psychology to understand what created emotional responses in me

and how I had been shaped by my life experience

This was at my Saturn Return when I first became a Mother

I am a very solution focused person and I realise now that the way I have 

experienced life so far has been instrumental to where I am now

Everything has had significance and value

When I worked in Travel and Tourism

I saw how sales worked

I saw manipulation process

I saw the business model

I saw the selling of dreams

and

how unaware that most people who went into a travel agency

are about how they are processed and packaged 

How people believed they were in a holiday bubble

where the reality of the place they were visiting 

had no impact on their holiday persona and expectations

Brits abroad :-)

This was eye opening

 

Eyes the window of the soul

Working from a different perspective of leisure I entered the world of bars, pubs, restaurants

and the corporate large model to the small ye old pubbie

2390628_cca5fddc

This gave me great structures of discipline….

and how the manual for running the business in minutia 

actually could not be created in reality

because there weren’t enough hours in the day and I would not treat people like slaves

ultimately all models I ever experienced showed a truth

that if you followed the formula of what “should” happen

you couldn’t create a profit 

The two worlds didn’t match

and this is what is revealed as the same pattern

Who we think we are ~ ego

Who we really are ~ how we behave 

taking-off-the-the-mask-271x300

Most of the time our ego loves the fancy designer label

The ego stroke

 

not realising the true price of this acquisition ….

no matter which discount store we buy from

When we do not take responsibility and get real about what is happening in our day to day world

blame others

love drama

then huge atrocities can happen and do happen

look at history

It doesn’t happen overnight ~ it is incremental

If we aren’t prepared to look at ourselves

know ourselves

understand what makes us tick

recognise that we have a responsibility for everything happening to us

through our ways of behaving

then are we prepared to take what goes with that?

That is what is happening now

as part of the global trance dance

of transcendence 

through

ignorance 

of

co ~ dependence

Are we prepared to live in a world that is run by narcissists ?

How about sociopaths and pathological psychopaths whose behaviour runs unchecked

because the majority of our society is hiding under the bed

unwilling to challenge the 

ego elephant in the room?

Living the artificial dream

Here is a great film that focuses on these principles

 

It is time for each one of us to change the world

by taking personal responsibility

for our own process and learning

on a very practical level

to understand how we respond

what determines our response

Is our response creating 

an outcome that is honest, authentic and respectful ?

If we really believe that handing over

control to a group of people

who have 

untrained ego’s the size of a small country

to run our country 🙂

Is a good idea ?

Given the evidence so far ????

That a group of elitist

unbalanced

exclusive

patterned individuals

who have rarely had any experience with anyone outside of their social group 

rarely even had any sort of life experience in any sort of a practical grounded way

is going to bring heaven on earth

despite evidence of thousands of years to the contrary ?

Then we can see that code 

behaviour

giving rise to this…..

unless changed….

will simply create more of the same

and this is core to creating change within each one of us

Animal Totems

are

patterns

and

codes like everything else

The Animal Totem of Blue Night is

The Bat

common_blossom_bat_1

The energy signatures of everything are part of

The Matrix of our Universe

and follow rules of existence and engagement

once we start to really resonate with this

conscious awareness of patterns

it becomes clearer

why certain things appear in our circle of influence

at certain cycles

as we follow the same cycles too

It starts to make sense

that on the one hand it is really mundane

It is also paradoxical too

as what is happening to us on our process is all part of our soul evolution

which doesn’t make any sense to the ego way of thinking

It is often the opposite to what we know 🙂

Spring code ~ a programme runs

Some aspects change each year and are not repeated ~ variables

otherwise everything would be the same every year

Some things remain fairly constant most of the time

for a range of time

There is a spectrum of potentiality

and our life is the same

 

The more we become aware

through life experience

of what happens at each Spring for example

the more we can come from a place of knowing 

and create choices based on that

eye_of_the_earth_mother_by_winterwintstick-d3gb2bc

The more we become aware of what happens

to the planets each Spring

The code of the Spring months Aries and Taurus

When the energies really rise

for example

The more we come from a place of knowing

and create choices based  on that

The more we know about what happens

to our personal planets

in our starchart ~ 

where the stars were at the time of our birth

to expand beyond simply knowing our Sun Sign

and how the Moon phases affect our emotional self 

for example

The more we come from a place of knowing

and create choices based on that

third-eye-chakra-catherine-g-mcelroy

 

The more we know about our Mayan Sign

The planet’s thirteen year cycle

Our thirteen year cycle 

For example Blue Night is my higher self in the Mayan

It is connected to my

Taurus Moon of Isis

which is what is being revealed to me

as I integrate my shadow 

and lift my veil

I see myself without ego distortions

and as a result of this process

I connect to my own truth on the inside

and clear my conduit to the source

and can access 

the objective truth

The more I come from this place of knowing

about me

I create choices based on that

I recognise the signs more easily

I know when to wait

I know when to act

I know when to speak

I know when to be silent

I know how the intention I come with to each time and space

creates 

The more I know about my Great Work

The more I know about the Great Work

The more powerfully I can work

with this knowing 🙂

Always learning

Always a work in progress

1975211_706868289369898_1014954224_n

 

This is creating a harmony combination

of many worlds and ways

between old warring tribes of :

One God Christ Consciousness of Faith 

versus other multi Gods

Pagan Wheel

Goddess Culture

Science

Gnosis

Alchemy

Creating a cosmic cookie cake of….

Being a true hearted clear Seer 

right the way through

like a stick of rock

kundalini

We can start to see that our dreams and goals take on a new meaning

as we clear our conditioning

and ego bias

We shrug off the “shoulds”

See “resistance” in a new way…..

The road to our freedom

letting go of obeying our internal ego master

taking our power back from the inside out

opening the bars of our self imposed prison

and following the path of our heart’s desire

which in essence has very simple plans

to be the true gift of our authentic selves

living on the land

in harmony

by being harmony

528770_332168066906703_942518402_n

If you are ready to work on a deeper level

with yourself

from a place of being real

and honest

shadow work

ready to follow the ancient heart path of the alchemist

ready to be clear about response

ready to be open to different perceptions

this workshop may be for you

 

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

Isis-Mari

 

 

 

 

Red Earth Wavespell ~ the catalyst day

A supernova remnant believed to be the remains of a massive star that exploded over 300 years ago.

Red Earth Wavespell

Day three

The day of Alchemy

Blue Electric Storm

 

Another way to look at this

is the spiral that birthed this year

in the 13 year cycle on planet earth

We are on Year 8 of a 13 year cycle

of

Red Moon

Yellow Galactic Seed

which is on Day 8 of this Wavespell 

Last year this Wavespell began on

July 19 2013

So if you choose you can remember what you were doing then….

and are revisiting now

This energy is the catalyst now that is also the catalyst for the whole year

It was a Blue Resonant Storm Year in 2012

so we are working with this energy to catalyse us this year

to enable us to take off our ego masks

Masked-Ball-2

 

I always learn a lot when I go to visit my birth tribe and where I hail from.

I haven’t been to the place of my birth but the place where I raised my family and spent the longest time in one place as an adult.

As a fire sign I have been to many place to create my central pattern.

Lots of insights today about this and how I have changed…

and therefore changed my relationships.

This is another key secret on the mastery of centring path.

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

Remember that although our focus is on ourself

we are interacting on many levels and influencing the whole of the universe ~ as we are a part of the whole

~ whether we believe that to be true or not 🙂

This is difficult to describe in many ways as it so much more than I can speak of as you know ~ I’ll give it a go 🙂

There is a Universal Script that affects us all ~ everything

This script is filtered by each part of the universe in the way that part believes and receives

When we are seeking to heal ourselves holistically and live free from fear and all it’s creation codes

one of the primary secrets is

that our beliefs shape our relationship with the universe

and this belief system affects everything else

 

So this is key to creating well being and recovery from any illness or way of living that feels lacking/painful in some way

This is the process of alchemy

This is hidden in our shadow scripts until we are ready to lift the lid

and explore our personal Pandora’s box

pandoras-box

Let’s say we believe we have to do something at a certain time

and our will is “hell bent” on getting that to happen

If it is not meant to happen at that time ~ it won’t  

and we will get lots of learning at that time about what it means to do that will pushing

Because in order for us to hold that belief we have certain behaviours that we use

Let’s say we believe that someone else

is responsible for our being healthy

and that the only way to be well

is down to what we put into ourselves

that is our scripted story of belief

The universe can only bring us what we believe to be true in accordance with it’s own objective structure

and it’s basis for that

is to evolve through our evolution following a plan

otherwise we wouldn’t have a seasonal script or a what a day is script etc

They are all cosmic programmes to give an analogy ~ script that are running

So if that is a core belief then how can we heal ourselves?

To understand that this is not a truth

only our truth at this moment ~ 

We go through a process of experiential learning

All learning experiences themselves go through a process ~ a spiral just like the Wavespell

ouroboros

So for me as a child I went through lots of experiences of health and ill health

and

how the society of that time deemed health was achieved

maintained

and

re~ achieved

when lost

and I went through a spiral

I went through my conditioning and education by society

When I reached adult hood I had lots of experience of the medical model

and how it felt to be on the receiving end of that

 

When I became a mother I was now in a second position of learning

What had I experienced and what did I feel was something I wanted to continue with my children?

I was brand new at motherhood

and so I felt that I was not able to feel comfortable with making informed opinion about many things

because I had not” done” motherhood before

So I went for a combination of approaches which often brought me to a place of high anxiety 

Trust my head and the medical model/science etc?

Trust my family and friends opinion?

Trust my gut and instincts ?

Over time I learned to balance what I was receiving as to information and what I knew from life experience and my patterns…

and my heart wisdom 

481312_10151276316439961_1265470956_n

I started to see how this instinctual knowledge ~ our tribal lineage ~

is devalued in our consumer society

and how the system of health was operating a system designed to disempower the individual

to create a dependency on the so called “expert” and the corporate that was training that “expert” to be conditioned with that belief system

This came on the back of earlier experiential learning with my education of a similar format 

At 15  my  free spirit kicked in and started questioning ~ in a big way ~ what I was being

told about who I was and what my role was in society

This also happened to coincide with my going into new worlds of exploration with certain fungus families and conscious raising herbs 🙂

Screen shot 2012-05-01 at 8.15.23 PM

So part of me ~ as a people pleaser ~ loves to conform and please and create harmony

Another part loves to rebel ~ anti establishment and busting conditioning cocoons

I love learning and had a huge appetite for it and am an open book for seeing different ways of being

and that has to be a match for me and my values

This can get me into deep water at times as I am often playing the fool

and seeing the positive whilst ignoring the darker aspects that are revealed later on

The universe brings me this as my learning path of course ~ my ego ticks me off or cheers me on in whatever way I am not meeting it’s emotional demands based on it’s old school ways of being 🙂

It wants the quick fix after all because it is how it is designed to get what it needs now to survive

I have always spoken up….eventually

This has been very challenging ~

nearly getting struck off by my doctor for example

I have chosen to keep going with this although sometimes this has brought huge uncomfortable situations in life

All I can say on this is keep going with your truth telling part from the heart

because it is essential to not only your evolution but the entire universe’s 🙂

Heart tree

Our ego ~ that creates our patterns on one level ~ our emotional mind ~ is operating an insanity code that does not create well being

Remember the universe does not judge

label or

blame…..

and many paradoxes that are outside the field of what our mind knows and labels….

right or wrong

as Rumi quotes

As we work energetically and emotionally these paradoxes are revealed at the perfect time 

when we are ready and able to accommodate them through revealing our heart wisdom

by being it

Being the change we want to see

There is always a reason ~ we live in a causality framework ~ for everything~

only the ego denial denies that to avoid certain uncomfortable realities

and cause and effect that it does not like as to believe

 as that would mean ~ it hasn’t got any control over that ~ which of course is true ~ it hasn’t 🙂

Everything happens for a reason and as an individual we may not be privy to that.

All that is happening in our universe is allowing learning to happen and so this creates a new way of being. 

To get to a place of living in harmony and being healthy we go through all the stages that lead up that ….

which involve living out of harmony and getting sick

so we understand what has created that place of being

Everything starts with a positive intention ~ look for a solution to sickness for example 

At the time this happened in the West there was lots of revolution 

As our consciousness as a whole was based on very literal control mechanisms then that gave rise to lots of that manifesting

Projecting of emotion and blaming 

Making other people responsible

War

Immunisations

Outside ~ In approach

Discomfort caused by others

 

Now we are at a place of realising that we create our reactions

We choose how we feel

We take responsibility for that

Very young children cannot deal with their emotional state

because they do not have the mechanisms in place to do that

and have to receive as they are dependent 

They feel what they feel

and they take on whatever is in their circle of influence ~

hence lots of inflammatory childhood manifestations of anger

with childhood dis ~eases 

So the medical model creates a fix ~ immunise ~ which then becomes ~ vaccinate .

Being proactive

Aha the ego has a cure to control this “dis ~ ease ” and later it becomes big business

In reality it is simply a mask ~ just like all other ego mechanisms  ~ 

This mask has it’s benefits but it isn’t addressing the core issue ~

the anger in our society because of how our society is relating to itself

each other

and the planet and all it’s resources and beings

We are now at a time of addressing this because we have had sufficient learning about the fix outside ourselves

and it is becoming known in all circles how are beliefs shape how we live our lives 

Through lots of experience with drugs and vaccines we are aware of how they do not create healing

when the core issue is suppressed.

They only deal with the symptoms.

We know talking about things over and over gives some release ~

brings the inside outside

and in whatever way we believe we do relationship of being heard ~

it works on some level

and….

It doesn’t create a two way relationship on it’s own

with ourself and the universe

which is the essential process

If we are so stuck in our ego and it’s will be done…

then it is so

and we are held in our past and the nature of that is….

We cannot fully access our now

If we believe someone else has to take responsibility for our health and well ~being as an adult

then we cannot heal ourselves because we are giving that power to someone else ?

If we believe we catch an illness of someone ~

then other people have the power to make us sick

and the only way to avoid that is to avoid other people and immunise ?

If we believe that men are the masculine and only men can have authority ~

then only men can authorise and give permission ?

If we believe that we create our own reality with our beliefs ….

If these beliefs are resistant because of being controlled and manipulated in the past ~ they create resistance….

Resistance creates feelings of….

anger? despair? frustration? grief? 

That creates behaviour of….

Fighting ?

Trying to get control?

Withdrawal?

Acting defeated? 

1174643_10151603687207361_32672542_n-1

When we decide to take our power back we own our emotional responses

and decide to understand

what has created that response

and be able to create a different one that comes as a result of new learning

This new learning comes when we let go of the old on all levels

That can only happen when we let go of living in our past

because our past feels safer than today

because it is our comfort zone

the paradox is that comfort zone is here to be changed and that is the nature of the universe

Our past learning doesn’t match today’s world 

tumblr_ln1z5nz6lt1qhyqx9o1_400

When we are having a relationship with someone

and they are behaving in a way we do not like 

and this creates an emotional response in us

Here is a different way to see that if you choose

First of all connect with your feelings

What feelings are they triggering in you that feel uncomfortable?

As soon as you can focus on these feelings

as they are the most important aspect of this event to be given full attention and process

They are always triggered as a result of a past event(s)

The older we are, the more trauma we have experienced and the bigger the emotional response 

if we have done no conscious emotional alchemy process

This is what is commonly known as post traumatic disorder 

Every human being has this experience on some level

because we all experience trauma every day in some way ~ such is life in the western world

What I mean by that is

we get other people behaving in a way we do not like ~

it’s the end of times and this is happening exactly for that reason ~

to birth something new now.

 

I use EFT ~ tapping

Tapping works because it allows us to connect with all levels of our being using ancient wisdom tools

It only works on an emotional level when we connect to our emotions 🙂 

Tap on this emotion and love and accept it if you can

When we are ready to heal event this the universe aligns us with the perfect vehicle for triggering it ~

at the perfect time

for us

for the other people involved ~ and there will be many ripples going out in this chain reaction

for the universal plan that we are all major players in

 

Remember that 🙂

Be with how you feel ~ this is an essential part of the process ~

being present with your whole emotional self without judging or labelling if you can

20110315002922

Keep tapping on this place of being and the emotion will go down and you will have an energetic release ~

may be yawning, feeling tired, burping 🙂

Then you will get insights as to what this is connected to ~ similar events from the past

The more you start to do this and the more your mind opens up to reveal this to you….

because you are ready to deal with it

Remember the pattern of evolution of a child continues …..

When we have the coping mechanisms to deal with things

then we are ready to deal with things

Most people don’t have these abilities or awareness

and so stick

to doing their coping mechanisms

which create a solution in some way

We all do this on some level 

It is how the integration process works

We live in a society that is led by avoidance and dishonesty processes

because they are the cornerstones underpinning it’s very existence

It is what it is because human consciousness is where it is

1794534_792998560729533_356771567_n

If we do not have people on different place of learning and evolution then we cannot have this process happening

The person who is playing the role of our trigger allows this to happen ~ this is the key relationship process is all and the more we use a personal alchemy process the more this is revealed to us

As we start to become experientially more response~ able ~ we know we are creating our response

The more we let go of  emotions from the past and so the volcano isn’t there any more

The more we do not react because there is no trigger in us

and this gives rise to the saying

When we change everything changes 

When a person does something to us that we do not like

We do not relate back in an emotionally charged way

and so there is a different interaction

This again is what many people do not realise

because they don’t yet understand

the emotional, energetic, vibrational nature of the universe

When we interact we others no matter what is coming out of our mouth ~ our script that is often dishonest

because it isn’t really the truth of what is in our heart

We are bringing all of us to the table 🙂

All of our selves are there and so we get the causality of that

The only way to change that is to change that within us

and learn different ways of relating if we do not already know this relationship skills ~ honest , respectful, communication

Being balanced in our masculine and feminine

leonardo_da_vinci_the_mona_lisa

Everything happens for us at the perfect time and we have free will to relate and be in the universe at whatever level we choose 

We choose powerfully by choosing to know ourselves 🙂

To evolve ourself

To strengthen our core and live in right relationship code and transform our ego

Light up our own catalytic convertor within

Be the lightening within

Be the thunder being of the Blue Storm

The more we release our resistance

The more we let go of our limitations

The more we take our pawn status to that of the Queen who can go anywhere as the liberated lady of the game of black and white 

Move from Queen of Ego….

the-queen-of-hearts-from-alice-in-wonderland

                                                                                                                                           by being Alice 

and the embodiment of Elaine the Moon Goddess shown below 

painted by that illuminator painter again ….

 Dante Gabriel Rossetti

Following this cookie trail has revealed magical connections which are revealed if you look on the page link for Dante above. 

There is a photograph of him at the bottom , which was taken by …

Charles Lutwidge Dodgson

aka…

Lewis Carroll 

wow

grailmaiden

This can also be seen in tarot as

The Princess of Cups

Which just happens to be….

coincidentally 🙂

The card of the day

for a leading Leo in my life

and this is dedicated to her

With love

for being such an inspiration in my life

The more we become aware of how the universe really works 

through understanding the aspect of it that is….

ourselves

the more we can face our challenges in life with courage

Heart open

Ready to rock

Be the fool wholeheartedly

shakespeareClown2

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Red Earth Wavespell ~ the learning day

images-3

 

 

Red Earth Wavespell 

Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Yesterday we entered the Yellow Castle of flowering and expansion

and today we face our next step of learning

White Lunar Mirror Day

We see our

feminine

lunar

shadow 

emotional 

chaotic

wild child 

universal aspect

Within every spiral the colours follow the same sequence to take us on a journey of development 

If we choose we can connect to these consciously and commune and create with the cosmos

that we are a part of

Within each castle are four spirals which hold the codes of consciousness of that castle

ZThothback

 

Which is also reflected in the Thoth Tarot deck ~ 

shown above  🙂

The Yellow Castle

is the South

It is the fourth step 

It is the expansion of the other three Castles

Where the process we started in the Red Castle

which in these 260 step spiral started in Halloweeen this time around

expands….

 

There are four Wavespells to this Castle of our seed flowering

So this first Wavespell is bringing the expansion of awakening

As it is Red Earth it is all about birth

our humanity

our clay bodies

our connection to the land

our feminine sacred connection

our base chakra

our birth tribe connection

and allowing ourselves to feel part of the earth rainbow

earth is also heart ~ swap the letters around ❤

Heal ourselves and we heal the earth

is the key code 

not….the other way around ❤

It is our personal wounding on the inside

that creates earth wounding behaviour on the outside 🙂

That is where the focus lies to follow the ancient wisdom code

Dante Gabriel Rossetti: Beata Beatrix, ca 1864-70.

Beata Beatrix by Rosetti

All the wisdom codes are here right now

always have been in plain sight ~

the painting by Rosetti reveals the code of the dark and the light and becoming a clear channel

only ….

when the right time aligns then we get to see them and become them in a different way 🙂

We connect to the heavens through healing our relationship with the earth

and being present in the now

in our bodies

happy to be there and not seeking to escape 

our personal experience in any way

because being ourselves is too painful

It is all about that process

That process within us and our inner

Tree of Life

If we do not focus on this inner working of personal alchemy 

then….

nothing will change 

as it simply cannot

that is the true secret emerging at this time

All ancient myth and wisdom stories

bring this teaching coded within them

for the mystery process and enlightenment cycle

Aladdin for example

All the processes of creation ~ stars for example 

go through shared process

We have been going through the process of emotional and intellectual maturity 

on our planet 

this is taking us into new ways of being 

This code takes us from our centre ~ seeing how centred we are….

Red Magnetic Earth

into the energy of this earthly 13 year cycle 

Red Moon

Red Cosmic Moon

Remember…

To fly high

first go deep

and go within for the treasure you seek

As we heal our rainbow light points and wheels

we cease to seek solace outside

Mother-Earth

 

 

 

This is one of my four castles and I began this thirteen cycle

on my birthday in 1983

 

when I was 18 = 9

I am a number 9 🙂

so every time this energy spiral comes around I am connecting to my castle

of awakening and connecting

All the patterns I created  back then I am working with now

and the choices I made then

and the choices I am making now….

I met my partner when I was 24 in my sixth year 

White Rhythmic Wind

The lovers card

Bringing masculine and feminine through my connection with him

which we are now integrating within each one of us to let go of our alter egos

in each other

We are in our 25th year this year

of 

relationship

and 

learning to reconnect every day in a new way

Family Constellation

I have three family members that I know of so far in this Wavespell

Two members it is their day today

I have friends who share this Wavespell too

This is another amazing way to use this divinity tool

To understand who is in our circle of influence and to see our connection in another magical way 🙂

There is so much to explore and I connect to it intuitively

at the perfect time

by continually emptying my cup using Emotional Freedom Technique

so I can go forward on my evolution 

by transforming my past experience 🙂

This is what has to happen to allow that process of movement

which is very personal and unique

We have our own cosmic cookie trail to follow

Being in the now

We access what is pertinent for us

Now 🙂

The Process of EFT

The movements involved in the original EFT actually model the symbolic sacred ritual of 

genuflecture in many ways

this realisation fell out of my mouth in conversation 🙂

Wow what a plop that was ….

The terminology I use for insight 

I find this often happening as this knowledge flows through me ~ I am simply a galactic conduit 

what is often called a channel or medium

in truth  this is what we all are I believe

and the more we allow this by being a clear vessel

the more this happens

this aspect in itself it totally worth healing our shadow 🙂

Nothing new under the sun simply how we share it uniquely with our own creativity

This is one of the first pictures that stirred my heart in Glastonbury

and is so connected to the Avalon Myth:

images-4

I cannot find who it is painted by on google if anyone knows please say 

So this code is all about being grounded 

in our centre and feeling we belong to our tribe

Today we can see with intention

how we are doing that 

as it is the perfect day to see ourselves reflected back

How we are feeling triggered and ungrounded

What situations and people tip us off balance

What is the next step of our alchemical process

Tomorrow it is the alchemy day of Blue Electric Storm

I use a thirteen day Thoth spread

to connect me each day to the Mayan Wavespell

~ the universal cycle

The Thoth spread reveals where I am on the day I set my intention

Yesterday I began with The two of Cups ~ Love

Love being back in the North and seeing my family and friends

this is the most important things to me

I love people 

and am at last feeling able once more to express that love and gratitude

my life feels so magical even though there are big challenges arising

and this was also true at 18

Ego mind tends to forget all of our achievements and wonderful life episodes and

indeed often overshadows our memories of joy and bliss 

until we transform the dark clouds of rage and sorrow

then the rainbow comes again

through the alchemical fire process

of our vitriol

2802

Today I have The Chariot

Holding my horses time

letting my heart wisdom lead instead of my head 🙂

All is safe and well 

My first card led me to this amazing set of timely films about

Thoth and Alchemy

I am sharing them with you

All we need do to be guided is to ask….

and it is given 🙂

Wishing you joy and love on your Red Earth Wave

and a little video about Earthing ~ I believe the first option holds the key if at all possible 🙂

seed

Cosmic Conscious Time

eca6e07c4d31d87de2ee77b7ede72274

 

 

Red Cosmic Moon Day ~ the last day of Red Earth Wavespell

Had so much to share yesterday on Yellow Crystal Star Day ~ a gap day as well but went to ground to receive and regenerate. Please click on the links for more info.

Thirteen today ~ cosmic movement

I am learning to pay attention and realise when I am taking on too much energetically and to go with the moon cycle .

Waning moon ~ be in your yin receiving space of tuning in and tuning out distractions and “shoulds”

 

Yellow Star day brought lots of revelation and insight. Family constellation awareness takes on a whole new dimension ~ literally ~ when you work with the actual energetic ancestor’s natal star charts and see the secret codes hidden within that reveal soul journey awareness.

 

On the planet we are in year 8 of a thirteen year cycle that began on July 26  2006 with Red Magnetic Moon and hence the energetic overview of this time is found here.

Awakening to our sacred feminine true nature on an individual basis and ……on a cosmic basis as a result. The challenge of the yin coming back in the second year of this thirteen year cycle in July 26 2007 was White Lunar Wizard ~ self ~ empowerment.

The two combined together create the energetics of the third co creative year of July 26 2008 ~Blue Electric Storm Year the year of the great financial crash took place starting in the US in August 2007 and really hitting home in June and July of 2008 in the UK , just as I was doing the biggest property project I had ever done 🙂

On the 4th year of  26 July 2009 the planet was on Yellow Self ~ Existing Seed Year ~ creating a form for the true nature of our seed selves to emerge and awaken and let go of our ego masks. 

On the 5th year 26 July 2010 we had Red Overtone Moon to help us remember our true soul purpose

On the 6th year of  26 July 2011 we had White Rhythmic Wizard Year to bring us into balance

and last year Blue Resonant Storm ~ to unleash our mystical magical true selves

Gratitude to Tracey Gendron for these fab resources.

Here is a link to an overview of mine for this year of Yellow Galactic Seed Year this year 

If you look at what you were doing you may get some revelations 🙂

 

Everything on one level on our planet is simply dancing to the cosmic rhythm and co creating with what is there ~ for example ~

the climate,

where our planet is in relation to other planets

time of year and proximity to the sun

time of day and proximity to the moon

the energetic pattern that is resonating

For our soul experience on one level our human conscious awareness interacts with this and creates a conscious intent.

To give a gardening example ~ we decide to make a garden and so we shape it with our will.

That said if we try and bend something in it too far away from it’s natural state of being….

it will not thrive and it may even die.

We learn from that process :-)…….

hopefully 🙂

In the recent past we ( the collective generally speaking in humanity and pre~dominantly in the west )have been on a hedonistic , ego spending spree and off on a patriarchal path that believes it knows better than God and Goddess whilst forgetting that is it’s true nature 🙂

That is the journey of forgetting and expressing the extreme masculine viewpoint.

Consumer pattern believes that all can endlessly be created in an even “better” way than is intrinsic and natural . Mankind can come up with more refined products that control and expand on nature’s great bounty…..

yea right 🙂

This is an untruth and an illusion that our collective ego has been really creative at…….

distorting

and creating a manipulation pattern.

People who manipulate come from a place of being manipulated. You do not do something you have not energetically experienced.

Part of the manipulation myth is that there is a wonderful by product that comes from this action,

that it is ok to manipulate someone when you know “better” ~ better than the universe?

that the majority will benefit so the end justifies the means……

the greater good bla bla bla

The truth is this pattern is a twisty, slippery pattern that has no basis in honest relationship because it is the pattern of a liar

A liar is always of the ego world.

Heart has no need to lie, nor spirit  for any reason period. The world that is not of ego patterns simply speaks the truth free of all emotion ~

it is what it is.

I don’t know about you but I am experiencing connecting to a great many manipulation myths right now 🙂

They are coming up for my awareness generally and for me personally as to what choices I make as to raising consciousness for myself and others.

I am very aware of letting go of drama as a Leo and I have spent quite a bit of time during this Red Magnetic Moon period, in the courts.

I have no tolerance for bullpoo and bullies . 

At the moment I am looking at several areas of relationship that are coming up as pattern matches for times in my past when other people have thought it ok to bully and judge me ~ make assumptions about who I am based on my gender, my age, my dress, the colour of my skin, my weight, my family background and where I hailed from…..

This is true for everyone in some way and these patterns expand into global issues that get bigger and bigger until we have no choice but to heed their teaching 🙂

If you look at the majority of  “minority” groups who have an “issue” concerning their “human rights” ~ you will see a common thread ~

women are in there

Women and the sacred feminine have experienced extreme unloving behaviour and this is where we are starting to reverse that curve and take a different direction.

I have had lots of communication this week and learned a lot . On this journey I have followed my cosmic cookie trail and been surprised at my findings.

This thread of manipulation goes so deep and only those that are ready and willing to work with this energetic signature in themselves will let go of believing that these threads are “conspiracy theories” and fear mongering ~ there are none so blind as those that will not see.

 

Creating different relationship realities actually requires doing things and taking action because if people do not speak up then the silence creates a willingness to keep the status quo.

Behind every accusation against our individual truth telling, there is always a fearful individual who does not want to hear that “truth” .

It is the soul journey to speak and stand firm as you navigate illusions ~ it is the creation of the core strength and essential to this year’s Yellow Galactic Seed energy ~ to reveal the true seed that wants to stay safely protected in it’s unaware shell. That said each unawakened pod is essential to the polarity dance at this time and we do not need to provoke an “outing” ~ or be silent and sacrifice our beliefs and self.

I have repeatedly been told that I “shouldn’t” speak my truth because it is for the person I am speaking to , to learn that for themselves. The person speaking this truth to me does not seem to apply that rule to themselves though ~ it is a one way street 🙂

Sound familiar?

If you are ready to be a warrior of the heart ~ and by that I mean to speak of what is honest free from personal ego agenda ~ it requires a high level of personal responsibility to be able to separate the inner wheat from the chaff ~ What is my emotional stuff and what is a clear message?

The difference that makes the difference is being clear of emotional intensity ~ or as clear as you can be and aware of what you are not clear of 🙂

and…..

be honest about it 🙂

No matter where we are on our path the clear vibration of honesty is felt and recognised by all.

Manipulation has been inherent in our journey so far because our world structure relies on it with the energetic imbalance of masculinity.

It is all part of the learning of the slave pattern ~ the co dependent pattern.

Over thousands of years people have been “sold” an idea that there is a very good reason why they are less than the other group which justifies them being used and abused….

and so often this has been from an on high perspective of a deity, in this deity’s name  ~ can’t argue with that one can you ?

Wow that is so powerful and persuasive and something so cruel to manipulate innocents in that way through fear and dishonesty.

It is really really simple to see now though for many more people isn’t it ?

For one group of people to have more than they need ~ and for some that is a lot more ~ other people have to have less ……..

and sometimes that is less than nothing. 

For continual products to fit a “success” ego label , there has to be continual product and “growth” ~ even a child can figure out that isn’t sustainable and yet amazingly…….the majority of the western world has gone a long with it.

Time for a change ?

I have just found a great thread about this, from looking for something else. Once you get familiar with the pattern of seeing the smokescreen it is easily spotted and becomes so obvious. An equally big story is created to divert attention and then becomes the focus and then manipulates the “target” audience into doing what the power that be truly wanted in the first place ~ only the targeted group isn’t aware of that and cashes in on that group’s naivety and/or general good naturedness.

All of our feast and famine times in recent history have been purposely created and came from earlier tried and tested manipulation models. War is a really great money making opportunity and smoke screen for the people who don’t  (seem to ) get their hands dirty. In the 1940’s in the UK we had women working the land in place of men and at a time when the land could have returned to the old sustainable ways ~ what happened instead was the implementation of mono crop farming with machinery. Where did the machinery come from ? ~ the USA. This way of farming destroyed our meadow fields, our wildlife, our natural hedgerows and all manner of chemical control came in. The UK were in debt to the US at this time which I guess was the pendulum swing of the opposite experience in earlier days. It was a chance for the US literally to make the UK pay.

No blaming intended here ~ simply a pattern and history repeat and learning.

When we work with small sustainable energetic systems and models that work with nature there is no need for any of this intervention ~ the universe has it all worked out without any help from humans 🙂 It is wisdom that ancient people know and is there to be reconnected to when we are ready to retrain our ego collective.

Looking for any tangible info on this I stumbled across a couple of other stories that you can read about here and here:

What is really interesting is the nuclear story. In the USA they hid what they were doing ~ supposedly for the greater good and they pretended that their nuclear stores weren’t for any sort of weapon ~ untrue. Later in history USA government then accused other countries of doing the same thing 🙂

Where did they get that notion from I wonder ? They had coined it and this is ~ I believe, the real nature of why certain countries ~ one of which is the UK , simply have to keep nuclear power. They can hide other things as they have a perfect excuse ~ a front, a mask….

a lie.

The UK people were sold this vision of cheap , clean fuel and it is very untrue, proved to be an issue with Japan’s recent event ( which was also a repeating historic pattern event in a different way ) and yet more nuclear power is on the cards ~ which doesn’t make any sense does it ? When something doesn’t make sense there is an ego pattern at work 🙂

The other story I found was very unexpected because it reveals a similar pattern about Pearl Harbor and if you look at that story you can see certain similarities to an event in 2001 in the USA.

Makes interesting reading doesn’t it?

Closer to home I have been researching the mortgage companies and in particular their behaviour as to their clients. In 2009 and 2010 the FSA in the UK had certain findings and fined three large companies £millions for their unfair behaviour with their customers ~ this is a matter of public record.

Why in 2013 is this behaviour still continuing? If you need any practical advice on this here is a great forum Consumer Action Group Forum

Have you had an extreme incident with a company that you were buying a product from believing in the old adage ~ the customer is always right?

Having spent much of my adult life in sales and service related industries, I am frequently gobsmacked at the extremity of the masculine behaviour I am currently witnessing.

When I was a young travel clerk I started at Thomas Cook and we had a rigorous list of recommended companies, the “cancellation” market was just coming in and some of the larger companies popular at the time ~ Airtours ~ were not allowed as bookings. When I left there ( on my “youth training scheme”) and worked at another place Soluna Travel ( notice the name 🙂 ) this was different. Travel Companies had incentives for travel agents and the more holidays you booked for them the more renumeration you got ~ in some cases free trips ~ which to the poorly paid travel agent were what made life possible 🙂 If you ever walked into an agency determined to go to Spain and ending up going to Greece this may explain why ? I guess that is still happening today. The people I worked with didn’t reveal the in depth agenda to their customer and at the same time weren’t manipulative to any great degree because many of our customers became personal friends and came back year after year ~ I believe the people had high integrity in their transactions. If there was a choice between two companies though and one had a better incentive for the agent …..guess which was booked ? It tipped the scales.

Some companies believe that it is their right to believe you may be committing an offence in their store if you behave in a certain way and that it isn’t an issue for you or them, if they challenge you about this in public, ask to search you , find nothing and state it was your fault for behaving in a way that creates suspicion, whilst not actually being able to spell that out for you ~

When this viewpoint is challenged, all of this behaviour, seemingly ,is blamed on staff who are not following company guidelines ~ yet when undercover documentaries are made this is often seen to be the reverse ~ they are totally following company guidelines, with pressure being placed upon staff to make their store money no matter what the cost to the customer or honest or fair relationship.

Having worked for several large profit driven companies I have experienced this profit led, slavery model and the charming manipulators they attract to management 🙂

If we do not speak up about this and make our voice heard then what is the outcome?

I seem to remember that the terrible events of history, that happened all over the world ,are often deferred in responsibility to ~

I was following orders.

It is time for us to awaken to creating respectful relationship for all.

One of the key aha moments I had this week was thanks to a posting on Facebook of my old home town of Rochdale.

I have always wanted to get out of Rochdale from the moment I started to travel. Sorry Rochdalians ~ I know there are some lovely places in the area but the town centre is one of the lowest vibes I have ever come across and in particular the town flats. I have had some happy times there thanks to friends and we used to have a big circle of community.

I was really surprised when I remembered the flats name ~ the Seven Sisters and how that connects to the Pleiades information I am working with today ~ what an amazing reframe 🙂 We are always in the perfect space. This constellation is over my house and is my moon ~ Taurus.

Everything that has taken place so far was absolutely meant to ~ question is ~ do we continue with it or…..

wake up and weave new realities that are in touch with our highest good ~ everyone’s highest good and accept nothing less……..

We are worth it 🙂

 

Love to you and your awakening beacon of sacred feminine light ~ tomorrow begins a new

energetic signature of White Dog Wavespell ~ unconditional love and connecting to your tribe