White Dog Wavespell


White Dog Wavespell

White Dog is the second process

in the

Yellow Castle of flowering 


Awakening to our Soul Journey Scroll

in the Mayan Wavespell of human evolution

Red Earth ~ Uranus ~ finding our earthly patterns revealed

White Dog ~ Mercury ~ leaving our birth tribe wounding and following our Sirius Star to our soul tribe

Blue Night ~ Saturn ~  how to be the conscious dreamer and free ourselves from the karma wheel

Yellow Warrior ~ Saturn ~ following the heart path through transforming the ego 


If you are reading this on the day this Wavespell initiates …

you may have been dreaming about childhood playmates

How you experienced relationship in your infancy and formative years

This time is crucial for creating the blueprint and template for the rest of our life 

These ways of perceiving other human beings create our reality

Along with all the dna we carry from our ancestral lines

All the past lives until this point ~ however you believe that to be true 

This is what is coming to light now


pic by Vladimir Kush 

The Mayan 260 day human gestation evolution process is a spiral

So each time a Wavespell process comes around 

It has different Astrology

The planets are in different positions

The earth cycle events are in different stages according to the time of year 


which part of the world we live in


most importantly for you

Where are you?

At what life stage are you?

Where are you on your soul journey right now ?

What this Mayan Matrix reveals is a process

Codes coming in from ???

A structure here on earth designed purely for human evolution into consciousness

That takes human beings thousands of years of hard slog

going through challenges and changes

until suddenly everything comes together all at once 

because all the separate parts are ready

alchemically at their optimum

to create the next stage

of maturation




Vladimir Kush ~ to the top 

We are collectively at this time now

End of times



In a really amazing way

Ready to see all that has gone before

To create a huge leap


personal evolution


planetary evolution

as a result of the personal

It is truly magical this dark time

The dark holds the light

The future comes from that potentiality

This Wavespell

holds the seeds of our childhood rules


belief systems

where we learned how to be love conditionally

because we believed through our experience

that we were loved conditionally

Often these are erroneous beliefs

that a person carries with them

their whole lives

not realising

they have the key to their personal freedom



Vladimir Kush

Repeating this way of relating with other people

because of how they see themselves

Our earthly society generally  is not nurturing or loving

Focuses on what is wrong


creates from that position

Continually reinforcing what is wrong




staying in immaturity 

This creates low self esteem

Craving for love 


Avoiding feelings 

Engaging in wounded ego behaviour

that goes around 

in a vicious circle 


Vladimir Kush

The only way to break that cycle 

is to do inner work

become proactive 

Become aware of personal patterns

Become conscious of oneself 


start to heal

this created conditional love self 

To change how to relate

This is the missing link 

The human emotional evolution

How to love and be in respectful loving compassionate communication with others

because we are with ourselves 




Vladimir Kush


Without this process the cycle repeats

because it has to

it is what it is designed to do


because our inner system creates

our day to day reality

If you felt loved and heard as a child

If you felt you could be truly yourself

in all your emotions 

Then you are off to a great start 

If you had your material needs met and felt safe

Had dna from similar frameworks

Then even better for your inner wheel…

Most people did not 


are creating life from that position

often totally unaware of that too

No amount of money or outer acquisition of status

will change that inner feeling and belief

It will only ever give a temporary veneer that has a shelf life

that gets shorter after each “fix” 

This Wavespell is powerful

as it has a 13 Clear Sign

on the 7th day :

Yellow Resonant Warrior

I will write a separate article about that 

It is also bringing a Solar Eclipse in Pisces on

February 26 

Article about this and current Astrology by Monarch Astrology

Article by Elephant Journal 

We are now in the house of

Hidden Power

Past Lives

The structure of the sensitive soul space

Deep feelings 

Avoidance of feelings ~ coping mechanisms 


Open space

We are in the last segment of the wheel of the feminine time of year



Aries flame


Mariana Pavlova


the next wheel of the journey outward

in the world of the Sun 

Creating with that inner disc of awareness



Let us release old ways


open our hearts to deeper love

through that release

Up coming events 

I have crafted some

awareness workshops



to assist in accessing more tools for creativity 

to align with these magickal times

Blue Night ~ Conscious Dreamer Workshop


08 March in Glastonbury 

Maybe you would like to connect to it with your own event ~ let’s co create 

Spiritual Warrior Retreat  ~ 20 March in Glastonbury 

Let us be the change we want to see

and free to create from a clear space 



13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior


Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 



There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb


Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment


through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :



They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 


one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 


to be aware



to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 


This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed


allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel


On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time


I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 


it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 





Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped


patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 



Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation


Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 




Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 


can be understood in a simple way 


daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :


Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you


designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 


My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational





has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 


where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

A garden planted solely with shade plants.
Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

Summer Solstice time 03 July 2016

Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes


Moon energy changes 


at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 




the roots in our 

tree of life :


When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed


the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color


The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 


Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 


At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 


Red Resonant Serpent 


Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 


The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun


a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun


In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 



Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 


whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 


These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 


It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is


which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 


Where your Saturn is 


what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?


do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 



My understanding of unconditional love 


There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion



a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 


I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 


A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 


The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 


The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become


We know that




will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  


learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 


The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 


clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 


Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 


If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 


personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that


It takes a lot of personal learning 



going over the same old ground 

time and time again 


all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 


The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone


everything else 


to avoid taking any responsibility


feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …


The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been


will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process


we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 


acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 


Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:


A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 


Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 



I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.


If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 


allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

Red Earth ~ integration day



Red Galactic Earth


Today we are in the

8th day

of the

White Dog Wavespell

The Mayan Moon is also in synch as it is Electric Moon day 8

This is the 14th Wavespell

and has a 

Mayan Clear Sign

especially for the alchemist 

travelling consciously 

walking the walk

as well

as talking the talk

on the heart path


This was yesterday

26 September 2015

Yellow Resonant Warrior 


Bear with me as I am writing this in

SuperMoon energy

in Pisces 

The most psychic opening potentiality


My Saturn and Chiron in Pisces

in my first house

have been energetically swiped this morning


I am accessing vast resources of new learning


struggling to focus in


chunk down into bite size pieces

to share

as I have been following so many cookie trails


the practicals of day to day life as a human being

which is challenging for most

right now on planet earth

and essential to master

if one chooses to be calm

in the eye of the storm



my challenges being considerably minimal

compared to many poor souls

drifting around literally on the stormy seas cast adrift


for my place of being

I am truly grateful


feeling so blessed

as to where I am right now

Added to that I am menstruating

so no easy task to be rational

when at my most chaotic 😉 

This Red Earth signature


Article about Schumann frequency


is the energetic of

my Mayan Year


I am re~connecting with it today 

for integration 

noticing what is flowing


what is not

opening to what is seeking emotional release

to allow new beginnings

so timely as we are:

Hot on the heels of the lunar eclipse coming up in Aries 

in the UK that is at 0250 Universal time on the 28th of September

It is at 4 degrees Aries:

A cup overflowing with clear water.
Magic when someone is ready and willing to stand there and allow all of existence to stream and pour through them. They shall activate the forces of magic, the return of wonder, and the feeling for what can be. Abandoning yourself to the frequency of boundless discovery in naive, raw, initial disclosure–exhilarated, ecstatic, triumphant. Unable to contain yourself one moment longer. So enthusiastic and alive that you must find kin, playmates to go places with and cut loose together. A state of being that begs to be shared, that must be spoken, invoked, and honored. It is the release point for a flood of new impuls- es, and when given full momentum, it rallies, inspires, sets the world on fire, and laughs so delightedly and uproariously that no one can resist joining in.

Here are some articles on this:


Shannon Port

Mystic Mamma

Darkstar Astrology

This energy totally connects with the Mayan Galactic Signature of this year

White Planetary Wizard

White Wizard is number 14 in the Mayan 20 signs

It is the first mastery sign of the 7 seals

Signs 1 to 13

being the human being energy process codes

for the alchemy awakening human being

Red Earth

is a mastery process

it is Mayan Sign number 17

number 8

More about the Mayan Signs

in this

fab pdf




Planet is Uranus


Lots of rings and moons

Many moons being named after

Shakespeare characters

in the play’s

Midsummer Night’s Dream 


The Tempest

and the others after Alexander Pope’s play

Rape of the lock

this is no coincidence of course

these are cosmic codes


what is very much coming up

for transformation on our planet now 


right relationship


an awareness of how

many people are being manipulated

with the full conscious intent of other human beings 

to continue thousands of years of enslavement 

Taking a lock of someone’s hair without permission

is theft

and done with such knowledge 

and that creates an outcome

this is a magickal framework

in itself 



one source used for this was

Comte de Gabalis 

This is happening in a massive way

on the world stage now




gathering at the perfect time

as patterns and cycles


repeated for human evolution

and this time around


can be a very different manifestation

as more human beings

start to decide

to take the initiative

having been initiated

to create new ways of relating

that truly lead to harmony

rather than

a false feeling of temporary bliss on tap

that fades very quickly

like a rose in the desert sun

without water to nourish it 

the rose of the English garden idyll

on the other hand …

has ample supplies of rain

something the Brits are always on about

often not seeing that 

the source of their complaint

is also the source of the radiant beauty


What is being brought to light

now on planet earth

through each individual ?

The process of coming to centre


connecting to source within


for the alchemist working within

this means transforming all that the mind perceives as “bad”

having originally embedded

that “bad experience”


emotional coding


is a red alert to the individual and will keep flagging up 

on every level 

to create a feeling of

disconnection to source

un safety



in a unique way for each individual

so whatever the individual has experienced


continues to know as that


on a shared collective unconscious level for universal code

The emotional mind does this through feelings

and creates a conditioned response

activated through feelings


the original unsafe dynamic 

Once the individual

becomes very aware of

how they do this

the code is unveiled 


freedom can begin


 using a different framework

the curse

can be lifted

because the key is there

the flame has been lit of cosmic fire for that initiate 

Here is a lovely video

to allow the mind to connect with

sound and vision structure

purposefully created to allow centrelines with source

Back to Magic


The Ouroboros process of enlightenment


The Wands Ignite


Book of Thoth 5

The Root of the powers of fire

This day is connected to 

The Circle of Fifths

~ new to me

Followed the Mayan Cookie Trail too which connected to

Yellow Resonant Warrior …

Popol Vuh 

The underworld ~ key to Persephone time ~ Xibalba

The Bacabs

Magickal workings of the Bacabs

chant 42 from ritual of the Bacabs

which also has links to

The Book of Revelations

Have you made your

Book of Shadows

yet ?


As I am finishing this blog


I have just come back from a walk in the twilight

looking at the magickal moon 

with the man I love 


really feeling that this is a potent time of amazing new beginnings

It is electric

It is a knowingness

It is 


Feel the way time now

Recognising the wisdom of our heart

and how it feels

More and more

There is a halo around the moon which perfectly matches this degree:

Pisces at 29 degrees

A large halo in ring formation around the moon.
The Earth is pregnant with alternate futures. Each of her progeny, each possible future could become the one chosen. The criteria center around whichever future stream is most genuinely surrendered to the highest will. It is the same microcosmically as macrocosmically. Many souls are pregnant with alternate futures. The one that prevails will likely be the one most surrendered to the absolute, the most rightful. You feel burstingly full of visions, possibilities, worlds, and streams. And you know that so very much shall pass away, but what is essential will keep on coming. It is very hard to tell who is who and what is what, which way to lean or how to conceive the way it shall go. But if you stay rooted in your inward awareness and enduring core sensibility, you will be tapped as a vessel for what is to be, and that is all you need to know.

This is the key to destiny 

Remember that Pisces in the 12th house

reveals past lives

the past in this life


how our emotions reveal

how we feel


what we are holding onto 

To move on takes emotional release 

I have just started this years

Persephone Path Online Course

with a small group of people

tuning into 

Asteroid Archetypes

and it is 


Building on the energy of last year 

It is getting stronger

When we do what we love

Trust what our heart yearns for

and pursue that

It is a time of great wonder and learning

Love to you and your new beginnings

We are all in this together

Let’s dance and remember that the angels are here to guide us

When we open

White Dog Wavespell ~ Sirius Star


White Dog Wavespell

Sirius ~ the initiating dog star

This is code 10 in the 20 Mayan Codes

It holds the key to the codes of manifestation 


If you are a White Dog

If this is your Wavespell

If this is your White Castle 

This is a key process for you in particular 

for your life 

and if you are an Alchemist then your Prima Materia is here

This code in this astrological framework is the crucible of all creation 

Love this initiating picture which is a time lapsed Sirius Morse Code Message apparently

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand the info 

This is aligning in the UK today

with Gemini Waxing Moon

Great for communications

of these heart opening awareness times

Soon we will be experiencing

Cancer Full Moon at 14 degrees

A dried up streambed covered with smooth rocks.
Unless tragedy strikes, a new Earth cannot be accessed. Only as all the old, familiar places dry up is there a path to walk revealed beneath, pristine and beckoning. It is no use looking back. The way lies right here, strewn with experience, memory, loss, and redemption by walking onward. It is a difficult, painstaking journey from here. You have to go so deep inside burrowing into the cave of navigational realization, that you are held, cherished, known, given all you need; yet as well required, commanded, to become entirely purposeful and to be the path and to cease all complaining and extraneous consciousness. This, in order to do what is here to do, with your entire being in ring- ing conviction and fidelity to the highest.


In the UK this happens at 0435 on the 6th of January

which is day 4 of this wavespell

Day 4’s give us the structure

of every Wavespell

As this Wavespell process is all about the codes of unconditional love 

finding our tribe 

initiating our healing process

so we can be free…

of dogma 

that is hounding us …

ouch 🙂

cheesy puns there

couldn’t resist


Day 4


Red Self~Existing Skywalker 

The Fool in tarot 

The space cadet travelling the earth

whilst looking to the stars

on their personal

Galaxy Quest 


( watched this again the other day after many years

and it is so funny and tragic

and so key to the difference between ego and truth and the journey between)








any other number of mythical hero’s doing their journey


key to old mythical framework of patriarchy

that we are transiting out of 

the bloke thing

The realisation that has been niggling at me for a long time about 

the Mayan Matrix that I am in my fourth year of experiential learning of 

When I started this relationship

with the matrix

it was 02/11/11

Red Skywalker Wavespell




Self Existing Moon day 16 

Love how this works 😉 

The Mind and logical information is there for the balance

This is the Age we are entering into

where the Masculine will be in balance with the Feminine

once more

and we can align all our systems of knowledge 

with respect and understanding that they are all valid

all different

and all have their own ways of being 

so that we have healed what gave rise to the nature 

of something having to be “right” or “wrong” 

because it doesn’t fit a certain structure tick box

which is possible when we understand how our ego works

and therefore how to work with it

and expand it

through realising how it can be transformed and expand 

and be our loyal inner dog

that is always revealing our self-imposed limitations

and also our healthy boundaries

of understanding that our body is indeed our temple 

and has limitations that are healthy for our well~being 

and if we ignore them then we get sick




and all are inter~linked 

and ultimately as capable adults

we are responsible as individuals 

for that 

It is our vehicle

taking the spiritual conscious part of ourself 

through this life 

and lots of learning

When I started this journey with the calendar I was still very much on 

my patriarchally coded blueprint

as so was the earth

We hadn’t experienced

the shift of code consciousness

beaming through each one of us

that arrived on

The Winter Solstice of 2012 


That day was

Blue Crystal Hand Day 

Creating our destiny by shaping it consciously

getting clear of our ego so we are a clear channel through transforming old wounds

Rhythmic Moon 9 Day ~

coming into balance

through completing cycles 

Being authentic and true

This was day 12 of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

which is all about being the warrior of the heart

and feeling our feelings

letting go of resistance and any need to fight

because we understand that comes from our past

and our wound within

and that fighting inside 

causes fighting outside

and that can never create peace


It is the anti-thesis of peace 

War is war

it is what it is

It is ego having it’s way

and it creates devastation

and we know that very well from history

and what is happening today


that is the key to this Wavespell

that is the key to this time 


world in an eye

is seeing the truth

Why do we need to keep having wars and experiencing suffering here on planet earth?

The solution is there in the end causality 

As it always is

We are all part of this process because it is here for us to see

Manifest on the world stage 

Great video about this

When I first connected

to this Mayan Matrix

I was very resistant to it

because I was faced with a huge system that I did not really want to learn

When I went to Jon McCarthy’s workshop

I was intrigued by what he said

and that he was adamant he could not explain it

that each person had to learn it


one step at a time

because it was different

I know why it is so time sensitive now and why it is so important now and I understand experientially what he means

because it is a process creator perfect for this time


It allows us …

through using it every day…

to de cult ourself

from the process

of conditioning of the patriarchal code and culture

that is specially coded to create co dependency

and the masculine being dominant

When I started doing my Wavespell documents

I focused on the initiating code ~ Magnetic

being Masculine 

and the Electric code being Feminine

and now I believe it is the other way around


that ultimately when in balance there is masculine and feminine in balance in everything

but at the moment

the code is distorted

and corrupted

in all of us 


because we are in the world of this long time distortion

in our dna

from our ancestors

from our current ways of living

The Mayan Matrix initiates


Red Magnetic Dragon

and this is the

Great Mother 

A good read about the Matriarchal times is

The Great Cosmic Mother by Monica Sjöö


There is nothing “wrong” with corrupted code

It isn’t something to be afraid of

The reverse is true 

It is something to be accepting of 

if we can

as we can

and that can be very challenging at first

because it will create an emotional reaction

as many things that are happening on the world stage are not

“right relationship”

There is a lot of cruelty

a lack of compassion evident for all beings and the living earth

a focus on material rather than humanity

a pathology of power imbalance and abuse


manipulative relationship

pretending that people have the answers rather than admitting they have not

All of the what has long been written of in religious works

which free of any agenda 

contain great wisdom about code and how to live 

but demand conditions be met through a third party 😉 

Truth is no one needs a third party when they are a clear channel

because access to wisdom is freely available

on the superhighway to consciousness

and this process happens faster and faster

when we start the inner alchemical process

of looking at our personal belief system

and how we feel about ourself

and our life so far


and start to know how we tick

how our processing systems work

and wise up 

realise that we came here for that very reason

to be the galactic guinea pig 

ready to experience the current gene pool of humanity

and custom coded our life mission before we even came here 



that this particular incarnation is crafted with many other previous ones

under our Orion’s belt 

It can feel tough right now 

and yet

these are the perfect alchemical conditions 

that are able to create

New Worlds

Sirius is the scorcher and this is the energy of White Dog

Another name for Sirius in Ancient Egyptian Culture is Sothis 

Kea is a Greek Island in the Cyclades known for Sirius worship

It is not a playful puppy energy

It is A Rottweiler with attitude

It is here to bark an energetic call to bring on huge tidal forces of chaos

which align in Egypt on a yearly basis to bring the Nile floods

which are essential for fertility 

natural fertility that is

that comes from other areas 

and is cyclical

rather than man made out of balance resources

dug out of the earth

and used in an out of balance way

that brings the earth into out of balance 

and so everything else goes out of balance

the insects

the diseases

and all the beings

the pathological  pattern

of the out of balance masculine mind

on an ignorant 

out of touch with source 






This is key to the Red Earth Wavespell

we completed yesterday

and if you have experienced

being in an out of balance relationship in this way,

where you feel your resources have been plundered

and then you were cast aside ~ and who hasn’t?

Then this is key healing code

The volcano within unleashed

This story is in all the myths

Lots of films

Lots of cartoons ~

Frozen right now is one of the leading ones

Books and poetry

and yet


most people believe that is all it is 

a story

because most do nothing about it 

That is changing now as

Sleeping Beauty awakens

This Full Moon in Cancer 


Sun ~ Pluto conjunction 

which in plain language means

Our emotional self is coming to a peak ~ that is what the Moon does

It connects to our Mother experiences, our feminine experiences

our shadow side of what we repress because we feel ashamed /sad/angry 

because when we were children we did not get

the nurturing and emotional support that we needed

and that is everyone isn’t it ?

It is not about blame 

It is about being honest about the way human beings

have created the home 

and society

over recent generations


how men and woman have related

and created families 

largely without any education

or support in doing so

with lots of wars and people swapping roles

and losing loved ones

and it is all there to be seen

and now what do we have ?

How does all of this affect how we feel about our lives ?

Celebration of the material

and giving our children

to other people to look after

What is the point of having a child if we can never have a relationship

because we are not together with that child ?

Giving our children to strangers 

In school 

Giving our children vaccinations or else

Giving up our personal intuition and freedom

because someone else knows more than we do about us

about our child

about how we should live and die 

Did we sign up for that ?

Did we agree to that?

When did we agree to that ?

Do you remember ?

The truth in now emerging about our consumer society

and how we are manipulated and this is all what we are here to learn

and transform


so emotions will emerge and we have a choice about what we do with them.

This is the teaching of White Dog 

blue wolf

Do we do the emotions and heal them ?

Do we do the emotional drama and blame others?

Do we become aware of conditioning and conditions so we can choose our next steps?

Do we play the victim ~ blame and avoid taking responsibility ?

All of our creation code comes from this Cancer space

which is the Summer Solstice time in the Northern Hemisphere

The Moon is the planet connected to Cancer

We are now in the opposite spectrum of the Winter Solstice time



Saturn ~ the structure ~ is the planet of Capricorn

with the rings of time…notice the dates on the white spot phenomenon?


This is the 4th and 1oth house in terms of the astrological pie 

This is all about how our early family life and learning

creates code

and is manifest in our behaviour and environment 

The life purpose of the Midheaven

on the chart

is also on the cusp of the 10th house

and all of our soul blueprint


how we climb our personal inner stairway to heaven is in our natal chart 

and this is where the spiritual journey can really be activated 

once we are in the process of clearing our karma wheel 

If we are not working

with all levels of our human being energetics

we cannot access this fully 

We have to transform our inner codes

to create a Gateway


The Sun ~ our Sun sign

is the light filter that we come with

It is this life’s filter for consciousness and our fortune flavour

It is in conjunction ~ meaning next to 


Pluto aka death planet, Hades and The Underworld 

Darth Vadar trying to get Luke to go to the “dark side” by hating his father

and therefore following in his father’s footsteps 

fuelling the shadow feelings of hatred and bitterness

because …

the ego did not get what it wanted 


and became a black hole

a machine

who would not accept the dark side of itself

all the feelings that it didn’t want to feel

because it was too painful

and so these feelings ate away at it 

and created code that needed feeding 

a bottomless put of need 

fed by things that could never heal it 

because all they did was avoid the feelings

and paint on a happy face 

a mask

that lasted for a while 

and that period became shorter and shorter 

and the fix had to get bigger and bigger


even whole planets of energy couldn’t fill the gap


That is the story of letting the raw ego go for broke

The wounded child running the world systems 

without any wisdom

but believing it knows it all

on one level

This also connects to Uranus being the lightning catalyst for change

and busting us out of this stagnant cocoon 

Uranus in Aries initiating fire




The wounded healer that cannot die 

in all of us 

Chiron is in Pisces and so the polarity is there

We can go beyond these old patterns and ways when we are ready to

We have the ability to 

We have all the support systems ready to access to begin

We can let go of suffering 


Many addictions seem like the anti dote to the poison

A way out of our emotional pain

When we fix with temporary measures 

without healing the core issue 

we suppress the wound

That means the message has to get louder 

Emotional pain becomes energetic imbalance 

this manifests as physical pain

When we treat the symptoms we are not fixing anything

When we avoid the pain for a while it does not go away 

It simply goes beyond our awareness for a while 

There is no quick fix ~

lots of pieces in the puzzle

coming together

We are here to see that 

There is no golden ticket answer

The key is seeing what codes create wounding

and then the bigger picture of creating new ways to live 

that embrace all of this knowledge 

In the past we have been told that we “catch” viruses

that we have a bacterial problem 

and that there is a man made solution

in the form of a pest control

of a biological drug

we can screen for it 

we can prevent it


and yet 

when we go deeper and look at all the circumstantial code

the bigger picture

we can see that it takes lots of things to create something 

rather than scapegoating 

and pointing the finger at one group

one animal

one bacteria 

Plagues used to come because people

were living in an out of balance environment 

without clear boundaries 

and healthy spaces 

and that needed to change 

it wasn’t simply the fault of plague carrying rats 

and eliminating the rat wasn’t the key 

taking responsibility for how society lives is key 

People only have to live in poverty and squalor

because there is the polar opposite of people having too much

and being narcissistic 

It is really simple common sense

For each of us to bring forth equal society 

truly equal not lip service politics

that are pure ego manifestation


each of us has to become balanced within

inside out

that is how our planet works 

and for most people right now

that is not an option that they will even consider

and so it is 

For the ones who are ready

to become free 

it is simple

We all know what our stuff is

We all know how we feel ~ when we allow it 

It is time to cry 


It is time to grieve 

in order to conceive 

It is time to let go of all our wounding 

and repressed true natures 


so we can be at one with nature again

Day 2 of this Wavespell is Blue Monkey 

connecting to our inner child and hearing it 

Letting go of all our ego’s clever little tricks 

that allowed us to survive but will never let us thrive

because they are lies that shield us from love

Defence systems block everything out 

Day 3 ~ Yellow Electric Human

The day of Alchemy 

Our body does not lie

Tune in



Hear the wisdom come through

The New Year Gregorian Style 


This was Yellow Crystal Star

using the Mayan Matrix

I created an astrological chart for my home on this day

when I felt intuitively to do so

Not sure what this will mean yet but will share as and when I do

you can access it lower down

It was day 12 of

Red Earth wavespell

you can read my blog for that here

Day 12 

Crystal Clear Code that comes from integrating the ego

which means we get to see the complex structure of the universe

and align with it 


Pic by Mara Berendt Friedman

Be the star that we really are 

rather than the puffball inflated ego story that has no integrity

and is all over the place

looking for validity through other people 

and is as strong a vehicle

as a hot air balloon 

Great for short journey’s and fun…

surface Gemini living

but for going any further into

soul space and outer galaxies

an inner craft that requires no material vessel

is far more able and stable


Here is the chart I created

with lots of asteroids on there 

If you would like to offer any observations please do 

I welcome your perspective 

I will be exploring it over the next few months

Yellow Crystal Star Starcode 01 January 2015

Last few days for the

Persephone Workshop 4

That perfectly aligns with this Code

If you are ready to look at your Underworld 

and see the treasure that it holds 

Please get in touch

More info on the link above

Book here

Remember our natal chart is our Adventurer’s Map

for our Soul Quest here and now…


Shows us where we have been in past lives


what our Mission Impossible is

this time around

should we dare to accept it …

are you ready for the time of your life ?


White Dog Wavespell ~ from ego to spirit



White Dog Wavespell


Takes us from ego to spirit



Are we a playful puppy on the surface?


A wolf in sheep’s clothing?

wolves in sheep's clothing

Are we playing Red Riding hood skipping through the forest ?


Ripe for devouring…..

Ready for our next step on the learning ladder of love ?

Today if we choose we can hear our inner dog and set an intention

to heed it

to heal it

to honour it

and to let go of it dictating our day to day 

which is the nature of the beast in us all

after all

We may be a spiritual being having a human experience


this human being vehicle shares it’s software survival mechanisms with the mammal world

we have so much in common with man’s best friend

The Dog Mind

People say that a dog will love you unconditionally 

no matter how you treat it

or who you are

It doesn’t judge you…..

If you have ever worked with rescued animals you know that is not true at all

Animals who have been mistreated or experienced trauma

have huge behavioural issues

just like human beings do

We all have adapted our behaviour due to our life experience

we all make judgement values every day either consciously

or at deeper levels beyond our conscious awareness

and that is simply how it is

This is a survival programme

This dictates ~ literally ~ how we live every day

We make choices based on past choices

We avoid things that match situations that created discomfort in our past

We are drawn to people and experiences that have created nirvana for us in the past

even if that means it is not a good health/age appropriate/evolutionary step now

is that free will ?

freedom ?

Really ?

So much fear driven choice ~ like our conditioned and controlled society systems ….

that are heartless

which is why it is so beneficial and essential

to become great friends with our loyal White Dog now

and instead of shouting at it to stop barking at you when you are triggered and anxious….

because you have a match from a past trauma

drown it out at relax time 

with lots of alcohol

decide instead so listen to it

be with it

feel it


heal it through

understanding, compassion, 

for ourself

know ourself

what triggers us

what is seeking release

know what is giving rise to our response

and take personal responsibility for it

so we can become a clear channel

to go through the spiral

and reach the place of

Spirit at the end

If this is your Wavespell this is your life mission

and where you are in it is very significant 🙂

If you have other family members and friends in it

You will see how they are creating with you in a deep way

Each day gives you the thirteen steps to heal all issues created in your birth tribe

All people on earth at this time have these issues in this way because….

that is the nature of this time

Balsamic Moon



We all have relationship wounding

and as you heal yours

and learn new ways to relate and co create

this ripples out 

across the planet

If this is your sign then this gives you the core essence of your script 

and your archetypal energy in this life

White Dog’s are different to the rest of the pack

They are loyal and have a huge capacity for love

Big Hearts


Extremely deep feeling people

who have often had to find ways to hide that

in order to survive….

Now it is time to take off those ego masks

blue wolf

to let go of feeling despairing of these patterns coming again

so many times


Now is the time to go beyond them

Beyond the labyrinth


by having the courage to…..

Face our fears

To speak the truth

of the heart



Here is my card of initiation today

to let go of what my inner dog seeks to release so I can speak from my heart

The Tower

Time for a 13 day spiral of deconstruction

Good Friday is the day of death 

of the ego

The human mind set

ready for rebirth on Sunday

which perfectly aligns with 

the day of alchemy in this Wavespell

Magical as always

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Balsamic Moon



White Overtone Wizard Day in the White Dog Wavespell

We are in the Balsamic Moon of Cancer just before Leo New Moon tomorrow. Please click on the links for more sites with great resources.

This is a very powerful time in the smaller picture and it is the energy of the bigger transition time on our planet.

The darkest before dawn

The dark night of the soul.


I am a balsamic moon energy and I just read a fabulous blog about this  (linked above )and reminded myself of what the flavour of that brings.

It brings the edge of reason and I usually arrive at the death of an era in a place I am drawn to……an end of a cycle.

This has often been frustrating for my ego personality as I was drawn to that place for a reason and when I show up, just get into my stride, believe I have found the perfect space ~ pooof ~ gone with the wind and the void appears.

Is that true for you ?

Are you an endings person ?

It is an essential space and at the moment not valued in our western world. The value is on youth, the beginning and the never ending “growth” towards the sun which is inevitably destined to burn out.

I am tired today and I have been over the past few days needing to nap and recuperate which my personality finds frustrating and I am learning to go with however I feel.

We have watched some good thought provoking films this weekend which give rise to lots of angles to explore.

Side Effects is very deep and I won’t go into detail of the plot 🙂 It is about anti ~ depressants and how they affect the true nature of the feelings that are being pushed down, which reflect the lives that many are living that are not setting heart’s on fire and creating feelings of distress.

How many people do you think in your town are not living the life of their dreams ? How many people are really happy with their day to day ?

Are you ?

I also watched an old classic that I haven’t seen for a few years ~ One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest. It’s old but the sentiments still ring true.

 A perspective ~ A man who is honest about his desires versus a societal group who are repressing theirs and find his honest desires unpalatable and believe they are the sane ones who have the “right” perspective. What is often perceived as the human condition of repression of our baser animal nature ~ however this baser animal nature is there with energetic drives pulsing with primordial cycles ……..when we place them in shadow they or no less powerful and are ready to “escape ” and lead us into the light and our true state of being. This way does not serve the slavery pattern 🙂 Our society way of living in the patriarchal system has a very high price tag.

One of my passions is “mental health”.

Many barbaric models of assisting people with their “mental health” are still present today and hopefully this will change soon.

With the way back to authentic expression our true nature can be liberated once more and we can be free.

I am re~ reading Paolo Coehlo The Valkeries on “impulse”

Just reading these books connects the reader to the tradition and the code of source.

This is my higher self, my angel, my universal guide ~ call it what you will ~ assisting me.

As I have said before in my posts ~ I believe we are all channellers and this is how we connect to our soul purpose and path.

We are all innately wired to do this ~ all that is required is that we allow it.

In balsamic moon time this is the perfect place to be quiet, rest, regenerate, go within and listen to what is seeking an energetic clearance so we can 

be clear

be free 

be rejuvenated 

and create some new paths to explore in the time honoured tradition ~  in this new moon of Leo which is all about living from the heart, with courage and strength.

It takes all of these qualities to follow your heart’s desire , see your dream unfolding and be prepared to align with the patterns required to do that.

Strength to the ego means outward yang energy of building a tower to speak to the stars. Climb every mountain ~ seek your answers outside, from a book, from someone else who is……someone else 🙂

Someone else and intellectual information will have some of the threads that are generic ~ the unique cookie trail for you comes from your source to the source. This is the original meaning of sorcery and self empowerment .

Inner strength means admitting your weaknesses, your true feelings, honouring your vulnerable soft belly ~ the crab of Cancer . The softness beneath the armour protection.

To connect to the bigger picture consciousness, clear from our own past history habits, we have to hear the message of the divine .

To clear the past history we have to release what Paolo labels as “the pact” in this book.

This are all the beliefs we have created around conditional love. The way we limit the universal goddess from gifting to us exactly what we need in the foolish and often deeper conscious place of believing our mind knows better. We do not align with abundance and experience lack instead in some way.

From the moment we entered form as a growing foetus we took on lots of conditions. We learned that love was conditional from our mother’s experiences of life as a passenger. We learned to feel all her emotions and energetic signatures.

When we were birthed we learned we felt well being when certain conditions were met and when they weren’t we learned the opposites in different degrees.

All of these conditions we have logged.

All these conditions pre~determine beliefs and outcomes for us.

As we have believed about life and love and our space within all things ~ we have created a reality.

Nothing “good” nothing “bad”  on one level ~ simply when we do this that happens. The karma wheel.

Then our mind, as it became more complex through maturity and life experience, labelled that energetic pattern.


If a person has never experienced a loving gentle relationship as a child how will they know as an adult how to create one ?

Will it happen automatically ?

Will this person have to decide to learn how to do that in the same way they learn how to drive a car ?

We are not born knowing how to do that 🙂

At some point we can choose to create the life we want rather than a conditioned life ~

a life we have been conditioned to believe is “true”

We let go of rituals that have become too controlling and routine ~ designed by our ego mind to keep us “safe”

and we tune in to the wild wood rhythm that is seeking to play a different tune ~ the earth drum ~ the resonance of heart.


The initiate is awoken to their time of raising consciousness by a trip in the darklands.

When our ego route drops off the edge of the world we have no choice but to take an inner inventory and see just how able we are to stand on our own two feet. This also reveals all our chakra issues in the base of our tree of life. The Base, the Sacral and the Solar Plexus chakras.

We are shown where we have work to do in belonging, self~ belief and confidence in knowing who we are and what we are prepared to do to honour ourselves.

Remembering that is what we are here for ~

to know who we are and how much we are prepared to go through the valley of death ~ of our own conditioning .

So we sing in our soul fragments.

We rebirth ourselves.

We are magical manifestors with a conscious awareness of our power and heart wisdom.

The ego loves to believe it knows best ~ we will do this and that here and there and so it is 🙂

What you may find happening more and more is that you are feeling drawn to other things, new places and new faces and if you allow yourself to do this with an open heart and mind then you will see the divine at work through you.

There are lots of re ~ workings of old threads both in places of sacred ley lines and meeting points and new endings and beginnings necessary through our energetic presence there ~ if you feel a calling and you know it is strong ~ heed it. Go willingly rather than be energetically blown by a hurricane ~ the energy increases to bring us to our space .

This is a great chart for this energy being shown

Top tip for the future trip ~

Know yourself forsaking all others if you want to live a free life and have more fun and adventure,

Become more comfortable with the uncomfortable 

and love yourself .

It’s the only way to be a clear channel and commune with the heavens from a true heart space ~ anything else creates distortion and static .

Lots of ladybirds around at the moment .

See the signs in your circle.

Love to you and your Freya Goddess energy of the Viking Northern lands. The North represents  wisdom, truth, direct energy, refinement, integrity