This is a very powerful time in the smaller picture and it is the energy of the bigger transition time on our planet.
The darkest before dawn
The dark night of the soul.
I am a balsamic moon energy and I just read a fabulous blog about this (linked above )and reminded myself of what the flavour of that brings.
It brings the edge of reason and I usually arrive at the death of an era in a place I am drawn to……an end of a cycle.
This has often been frustrating for my ego personality as I was drawn to that place for a reason and when I show up, just get into my stride, believe I have found the perfect space ~ pooof ~ gone with the wind and the void appears.
Is that true for you ?
Are you an endings person ?
It is an essential space and at the moment not valued in our western world. The value is on youth, the beginning and the never ending “growth” towards the sun which is inevitably destined to burn out.
I am tired today and I have been over the past few days needing to nap and recuperate which my personality finds frustrating and I am learning to go with however I feel.
We have watched some good thought provoking films this weekend which give rise to lots of angles to explore.
Side Effects is very deep and I won’t go into detail of the plot 🙂 It is about anti ~ depressants and how they affect the true nature of the feelings that are being pushed down, which reflect the lives that many are living that are not setting heart’s on fire and creating feelings of distress.
How many people do you think in your town are not living the life of their dreams ? How many people are really happy with their day to day ?
Are you ?
I also watched an old classic that I haven’t seen for a few years ~ One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest. It’s old but the sentiments still ring true.
A perspective ~ A man who is honest about his desires versus a societal group who are repressing theirs and find his honest desires unpalatable and believe they are the sane ones who have the “right” perspective. What is often perceived as the human condition of repression of our baser animal nature ~ however this baser animal nature is there with energetic drives pulsing with primordial cycles ……..when we place them in shadow they or no less powerful and are ready to “escape ” and lead us into the light and our true state of being. This way does not serve the slavery pattern 🙂 Our society way of living in the patriarchal system has a very high price tag.
One of my passions is “mental health”.
Many barbaric models of assisting people with their “mental health” are still present today and hopefully this will change soon.
With the way back to authentic expression our true nature can be liberated once more and we can be free.
Just reading these books connects the reader to the tradition and the code of source.
This is my higher self, my angel, my universal guide ~ call it what you will ~ assisting me.
As I have said before in my posts ~ I believe we are all channellers and this is how we connect to our soul purpose and path.
We are all innately wired to do this ~ all that is required is that we allow it.
In balsamic moon time this is the perfect place to be quiet, rest, regenerate, go within and listen to what is seeking an energetic clearance so we can
and create some new paths to explore in the time honoured tradition ~ in this new moon of Leo which is all about living from the heart, with courage and strength.
It takes all of these qualities to follow your heart’s desire , see your dream unfolding and be prepared to align with the patterns required to do that.
Strength to the ego means outward yang energy of building a tower to speak to the stars. Climb every mountain ~ seek your answers outside, from a book, from someone else who is……someone else 🙂
Someone else and intellectual information will have some of the threads that are generic ~ the unique cookie trail for you comes from your source to the source. This is the original meaning of sorcery and self empowerment .
Inner strength means admitting your weaknesses, your true feelings, honouring your vulnerable soft belly ~ the crab of Cancer . The softness beneath the armour protection.
To connect to the bigger picture consciousness, clear from our own past history habits, we have to hear the message of the divine .
To clear the past history we have to release what Paolo labels as “the pact” in this book.
This are all the beliefs we have created around conditional love. The way we limit the universal goddess from gifting to us exactly what we need in the foolish and often deeper conscious place of believing our mind knows better. We do not align with abundance and experience lack instead in some way.
From the moment we entered form as a growing foetus we took on lots of conditions. We learned that love was conditional from our mother’s experiences of life as a passenger. We learned to feel all her emotions and energetic signatures.
When we were birthed we learned we felt well being when certain conditions were met and when they weren’t we learned the opposites in different degrees.
All of these conditions we have logged.
All these conditions pre~determine beliefs and outcomes for us.
As we have believed about life and love and our space within all things ~ we have created a reality.
Nothing “good” nothing “bad” on one level ~ simply when we do this that happens. The karma wheel.
Then our mind, as it became more complex through maturity and life experience, labelled that energetic pattern.
If a person has never experienced a loving gentle relationship as a child how will they know as an adult how to create one ?
Will it happen automatically ?
Will this person have to decide to learn how to do that in the same way they learn how to drive a car ?
We are not born knowing how to do that 🙂
At some point we can choose to create the life we want rather than a conditioned life ~
a life we have been conditioned to believe is “true”
We let go of rituals that have become too controlling and routine ~ designed by our ego mind to keep us “safe”
and we tune in to the wild wood rhythm that is seeking to play a different tune ~ the earth drum ~ the resonance of heart.
The initiate is awoken to their time of raising consciousness by a trip in the darklands.
When our ego route drops off the edge of the world we have no choice but to take an inner inventory and see just how able we are to stand on our own two feet. This also reveals all our chakra issues in the base of our tree of life. The Base, the Sacral and the Solar Plexus chakras.
We are shown where we have work to do in belonging, self~ belief and confidence in knowing who we are and what we are prepared to do to honour ourselves.
Remembering that is what we are here for ~
to know who we are and how much we are prepared to go through the valley of death ~ of our own conditioning .
So we sing in our soul fragments.
We rebirth ourselves.
We are magical manifestors with a conscious awareness of our power and heart wisdom.
The ego loves to believe it knows best ~ we will do this and that here and there and so it is 🙂
What you may find happening more and more is that you are feeling drawn to other things, new places and new faces and if you allow yourself to do this with an open heart and mind then you will see the divine at work through you.
There are lots of re ~ workings of old threads both in places of sacred ley lines and meeting points and new endings and beginnings necessary through our energetic presence there ~ if you feel a calling and you know it is strong ~ heed it. Go willingly rather than be energetically blown by a hurricane ~ the energy increases to bring us to our space .
Top tip for the future trip ~
Know yourself forsaking all others if you want to live a free life and have more fun and adventure,
Become more comfortable with the uncomfortable
and love yourself .
It’s the only way to be a clear channel and commune with the heavens from a true heart space ~ anything else creates distortion and static .
Lots of ladybirds around at the moment .
See the signs in your circle.