Red Electric Serpent

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Red Electric Serpent

 

 

The Day of Alchemy of the Conscious Dreamer Wavespell

Here is a blog I wrote about this in the last spiral on March 08 this year:

https://flowwithjo.com/category/blue-night-wavespell/

Red Electric Serpent

Sun in Sagittarius Fire

Moon in Aquarius

What we are working with now as to our bigger picture

is so key to

our personal alchemy

We will be seeing our manifestation of this inner work in

Aquarius Sun time

for the next spiral on the

8th of February 2018

I will be creating a retreat

in Glastonbury

at that time

to work consciously with these Universal Codes and Personal Codes

This will be a powerful synergy group

It will be a small group due to the depth of info

so if you wish to come please message me to reserve your space

Here are the links for the videos for

The Webinars of Red Crystal Dragon:

Part 1:

https://d.pr/pF8HMQ

Part 2:

https://d.pr/pF8HMQ

Moon info:

In the next 12 hours here are the codes starting at 10am today :

http://aquaorfire.net/a…/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html…
If you want to check out exact timings here is the website:

https://www.lunarium.co.uk/

AQUARIUS 6 
A gardener with just one leg. 
A liability turned into an asset. Something is missing; something else is freed up. Integration, wholeness, balance, coherence are missing. You discover in their place innovation, wild impressionability, and extravagant opening into multiplicity. The life-force runs wild. Consciousness cannot contain it. It is an explosive display of what it is like when the witness is disenfranchised and all the energy goes into the immediate operator. You become totality bursting loose in a particular personal form. This way of being is simultaneously a throwback to idiosyncratic ways of the past, in the vein of eccentricity and being a character, and a first cracking through of new ways framed as spontaneous revelation. You move into any and every kind of awareness-frequency with abandon and with resiliency, to keep juggling, opening, discovering, and discarding with a fervor and a zest and a trace of really knowing that this is the best way to let go of a whole bunch of stuff and open the floodgates for something different to happen here. Something just like it was a long time ago, and just like it will be when the whole world shakes loose a little.

AQUARIUS 7 
A woman burning a book of black magic. 
Karma works by indirection. We draw to ourselves what we previously activated and as it comes back, we curse the reflection. Such gestures multiply. They gather force and momentum. And soon we have fixed ideas about what is pulling us back and what is carrying us forward. Before you know it, you have become partisan, taking up this side against this other side, swept up in the drama. And you even become sure in your mind that whole segments of existence are bad and terrible and must be renounced completely. Yet you are making a self-commentary in where your mind as led you, and there must come a point in the journey when the mind strips away its disguise and you know once again that all is of God, that all is toward the good, and nothing can ever harm you, unless you insist upon it.

AQUARIUS 8 
A book, the words in it keep changing. 
Destiny can keep rearranging itself under special and unusual conditions, where you have written into the contract ahead of time extravagant allowance for major shifts throughout the course of your lifetime. Ready and able to live several lifetimes in one, you are eager to wipe out the traces of a given cycle and start all over again. In love with change and in desperate need of change. Because one side of mind is dogmatically rigid. And so in order to neutralize and outwit your own dry, stuck places, you make sure to generate innovative, radical currents–slowly wearing away the tight self-identity knots and generating freedom where being stuck in old pictures had sealed off the territory and made life predictable and unbearable.

AQUARIUS 9 
Violets blooming by the barred windows of a dungeon. 
The old past-centered facets of life are predominant in this world. Those who take on the thought patterns of this old earth find themselves immensely trapped in time and space, and in physical form most of all. Yet in the very midst of thinking and operating in this rationalistic way, you are subtly and secretly fostering a great wealth of New Earth consciousness, of fresh ways of seeing. By relentlessly exposing yourself to the rigors and consequences of the mentally-based world, you come to that edge where the way to liberation becomes so sharp that the deeper seeing comes up to give you space and breath. It is quite a process to live between cycles, bridge divergent worlds, and feel the necessity of keeping it all going. But truly the soul is witnessing each dangling moment, and preparing to go free when the season is right and the prison doors open of themselves, as the karma is completed and the unknown calls you onward.

AQUARIUS 10 
A black raven with a bright red head. 
A watcher poised, observant, keen. Seeing into souls. Negatively disposed, absolutely alert to what is wrong, to what is missing, to what should be changed. Fabulously mental, with a gargantuan appetite for trouble, for difficulties, for crises. Scavenger, bird of prey. Karmic endowment of a strange kind. Susceptible to the dark. Wandering in a maze. Knowing just where you are but not who you are. Identity is eclipsed by the necessity to be effective in action. You are compelled from within to make yourself useful, to do the dirty work, to get down under. Gravitating toward the impossible, and somewhat blind to the pitfalls of such a way of operating, you ferret out the facts. You serve a poser behind the scenes, and are obedient to a fault.

AQUARIUS 11 
Crows eating the corn that a farmer has sown. 
Giving yourself free rein to negate, to destroy, and to deny. You go with the darkness and wait to see how its cycle extends. While waiting, you can indulge the lower side of your nature to the utmost. The fun lies in getting away with it. Those most skillful and adroit will keep this malice on subconscious levels and will identify consciously with being the victim of such impulses. A complex and confounding internal politics ensues. You must get away with murder while proclaiming your naive. Ingenuous ignorance of anything wrong. However, the rational mind becomes so entangled in the webwork of spy versus spy that sooner or later every inch of territory is eaten away by plots and counterplots, and nobody is left who can tell who did what to whom. For, once you start letting the carrion birds in, very little virtue territory shall remain.

AQUARIUS 12 
A heated argument turns into laughter. 
Tension and release. Contraction and expansion. The breath of the mind resolving its dualities. In order to make it possible for radical truths and significant realizations to come through, you must first karmically dramatize, inside the ego-mind and outside as well, the unbearable tension between opposing points of view. You enter upon disputes, advocate positions, set up heroes and villains. And then when your whole inner and outer world is packed with dilemmas, problems, arguments and battles, you become ready to seek out synthesis, to enter upon a cycle of restoring wholeness. During your experimental years, spice means everything. But during your maturity, there is no further mileage to be had in turning anything against anything else. Getting it that you made it all up in the first place, and that the rational mind delights in controversy but has its limits. When resolution comes, everything looks different. All of life turns around, and most particularly your relation to yourself changes from the critic into the friend and respectful ally of your own inward intentions.

If you want to know more about personal alchemy tools

and

your Cosmic Codes please contact me

Coming Soon :

How to create personal alchemy with Emotional Freedom Technique

in several locations throughout Somerset

Also a Workshop and Webinar on The 6th Sun ~ what it’s nature reveals and how to work with it to empower yourself on your Spiritual Journey

Hope you can join me

Thank you to everyone who is co creating with me right now

Love you

Pic by Chie Yoshiee

Yellow Solar Human

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Pic:

Hecate by William Blake 

Yellow Solar Human 

 

22 October 2017

The Gateway

of

Yellow Seed Wavespell

and a

human evolution portal day 

 

Gateway as it is a number 9

 

Again lots of revelations on a personal level for me over the past couple of days 

around patterns 

especially my personal patterns

which is the key to understanding The Mysteries

First it is essential to 

Know Thyself 

Then all the other doorways unlock from there

 

My Burner Day 

What does that mean ?

Not sure exactly as I am learning as I go experientially 

Here is what I have found :

Each Wavespell is 13 days 

52 days in 4 Wavespells = A Castle 

Which is also the age that the Mayan Sign of your birth repeats

Our Galactic Signature and the Creativity Code

we are here to embody and create with

as a Human Being carrying a Spiritual Being 

I have mapped my birthdays and each one is aligned to a year

of my human experience Today I noticed some new information:

that for every Burner Year of mine~ It is A Crystal Year on the planet 

A Burner Day occurs every 65 days

from our birthday

So there is an additional 13 day process 

Which is also the same in the Mayan 260 Day Wave 

Red Castle

White Castle 

Blue Castle

Yellow Castle 

Green Castle

Sharing my journey of Burners:

Red Solar Earth ~ 1991 
when I went to London in Nov Wetherspoons age 26

White Crystal Wizard on the planet 

White Solar Wind ~ 2004 ~ age 39 
One of the Venus Transits on the planet
Article here:
 
Blue Crystal Storm on the planet
I stopped smoking and I had a big estrangement within my family
Blue Solar Hand ~

when I was born in 1965 

and

in 2017 when I was 52 ~ a 13 Clear Sign

Yellow Crystal Seed on the planet ~ Red Skywalker Wavespell
and
the current Mayan Year we are in

Yellow Solar Human ~ when I was 13 ~ 1978 ~ a portal year 

A teenager 
Red Crystal Moon on the planet
 

All Crystal Years on the planet

So today I am in my Flowering Burner and seeing where I am as a Human Being 

How my conditioning and coping mechanisms are coming off now 

slowly over time 

to reveal the true being I am 

freer of co dependency code 

freer of conditional love 

freer of culture conditioning 

Moving into balance of the masculine and feminine within me 

As I alchemically heal and shape my destiny 

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I watched the film

Revolver 

again last night

It gave me more insights

Each time we go around our Solar Return we change 

The starry skies connect to our inner cosmic codes 

and 

reveal 

new learning and awareness

Enlightenment 

for those intending it be so 

So 

Knowing thyself is key 

Know your Astrology 

Know the planetary happenings 

Know your Mayan Code

Then travel this life with awareness of what is happening to you

Why you are here at this time 

and

What your Mission Impossible is 

So you can accept it through accepting yourself 

and 

move into a position of empowerment as a result 

 

I am honoured and privileged

to do other people’s charts 

and 

code readings 

It is so wow and creates an access into the bigger picture 

as 

everything is interlinked  

I did a reading for two dear friends yesterday 

and their path together 

Their Astrology

Their combined Mayan Signs

and

when they met 

Truly Magical and Synchronistic

Led me on an intuitive Cookie Trail

The next 260 Day Spiral is:

February 08 2018

Galactic Moon Day 2

Waning Moon in Scorpio

at the Aquarius Meridian time of 1am 

23 degrees of Scorpio:

Inside Degrees Website

SCORPIO 23 
A collection of dolls. 
The inside of things takes charge when the ego-self is out of the picture and we are free to go with our fancy. The outer side of things becomes purely symbolic, just one way to do it. When the formative soul has its way, the world is recreated in a different image. Eliminating the usual mental considerations, the formative soul sticks to how things feel inside, and pushes for a world that matches the inner pictures. Becoming bound up with subtle and hidden layers of existence and tuned out of what is obvious and straightforward. Deeply driven to move out beyond the known into other realities. A resourcefulness that knows no bounds. Able to turn anything back into what it was meant to be. In the process, you crack through every kind of consensus agreement, becoming an outlaw, fused with core existence and drawing the energy out of empty forms into what is here. When you can feel the magic and know it is real, it is the touchstone to make it all real again.

What is coming through for our experience 

during the current Scorpio Gateway 

is key now

as we will be integrating it then 

 

Last degrees of Scorpio and beginning of Sagittarius Moon as I write this:

SCORPIO 29 
An umbilical cord. 
Definitely completely attached, but what you are attached to changes drastically. Each time it is to the source of sustenance. If at first a mother, womb, an elemental past, it can easily become later on a great teacher, a path, a journey. You are still thoroughly, personally hooked into the sweetness, the juice, the power. Yet as the levels shift, as the attunement deepens, you go from destructive enmeshment toward incredible openings. And as you learn to cut loose from each last thing and to move toward the next greater thing, you become adept in the rough process of inner soul work. You have an extraordinary aptitude for taking the most binding and heavy-duty circuits and moving into and through them, grasping hold of the guiding influence of ever-greater circles of allegiance. Leading eventually toward mutation and evolutionary breakthrough of the first magnitude.

 

SCORPIO 30 
A very dark sky, but no rain. 
Holding over yourself karmic matters. The probation of the soul. Intent is all. A karmic dilemma of long standing. An advanced stage of the warrior battling the self. A gloomy foreboding. Self-mistrust. Holding back at the edge with a heavy heart, with a desperation to break through. Yet you have an eerie capacity for denying yourself what is sought. Inwardly frightened, even terrorized. The imaginative dimension takes charge and death saturates it. There is an anticlimactic feeling when it should have happened, it could have happened and yet, it cannot and will not. Karmic crystallizations of will. Nothing truly moving onward until you experience complete surrender, radical self-overcoming.

 

SAGITTARIUS 1
A woman, manacled in solid gold chains.
Vividly attached to your own personal limitations, idiosyncrasies, and karmic backlog, you are identified within the strict circle of familiar difficulties, dilemmas, issues, and problems. Habituated to a thick atmosphere of being surrounded and enveloped by all the places you have hung out forever. Immobilized in your will and truly feeling incapable of overthrowing the past. You feel chaotically fascinated by and deeply saturated in patterns, syndromes, and subconscious escapes. Yet in the fiery midst of this very enchantment, you can go free if you inwardly come to a place where all the old spells no longer work and your resurgent spirit simply refuses to confound itself any further.

The Resonance of Blue Hand

is on

Valentine’s Day 

Blue Hand in it’s pure form 

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To reveal how we can see our bigger picture

and

shape our destiny with

the first Wavespell in the 260 day cycle

awakening us to

what the Great Mother is bringing us 

Before I came to live in Glastonbury I created an 

Open Your Heart Retreat

at that time of year

I will be creating another one for this amazing time 

Watch this Space 

 

Going over my experiences around Valentine’s Day more recently 

I had two events around wounding

in

2016 and 2017 

One in Red Skywalker Wavespell

One in Red Earth Wavespell

Both Red Wavespell’s awakening me to

What creates Heaven on Earth

What creates Feeling safe on Earth 

I revisited times in my past with conscious awareness of what creates the opposite to that for me 

A wake up call 

Key experiential learning for my 

Book of Shadows 

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Have you started yours yet?

Mars has gone into Libra today 

My placement 

Here is an article by CIA 

Lots of workshops coming up

in my locality for you to get involved in

Connect with me on Facebook too ~ lots of videos on there

Here is the latest one and sorry but I still have not figured out how to do this with a pic yet 😉 

 

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Red Cosmic Earth

17 September 2017

 

Video on Facebook Link 

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The 13th Day of Red Serpent

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Lunar Moon day 26

Time to shift our perspective and ground
Ending ancestral wounding

Leo Dark Moon at 26 degrees:

http://aquaorfire.net/astrology/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html#leo26

LEO 26
A fire burns at the bottom of an old well.
Deeply, foundationally held away, asocial and centered upon individual treasures of ancient vintage, you are hostile to close approach. You need leverage and control, and are driven toward extreme autonomy, remembering the way it has always been. Deep in there, warmly radiant, you focus on keeping alive what has gone out upon the surface–a karma of caretaking the mysteries. But your personal expression veers toward crusty, hard-edged, protective, and guarding behaviors that can become obsessive and almost paranoid. Your rigid commitment is to holding steady and outlasting sympathetic cycles and contexts, with a note of fierce conviction that this is all that counts; nothing must moderate or minimize or relativize what has been agreed to and made an iron law.

We are approaching the dark half of the year

New Moon in Virgo approaching

Magickal time for healing our ancestral wounds

 

White Worldbridger Wavespell 2017

White Worldbridger Wavespell

began on July 28 2017 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in it’s last cycle in November 2016

My connection to these dates and threads is becoming very synchronised now

it is totally blowing my conditioned mindset

I have no doubt that everything is scripted and written

I have no idea how that happens

as I do not yet embody that consciousness

All I can say is that my spiral is accelerating

as I get closer to my

Gateway birthday

on the 18th of August

I am limited to what I can share in these blogs

because other people are involved in my journey

and

I cannot write about them

What I can say is that I am in connection with their energy signature

just before they come into contact

and

I am tuning in to creating videos about our combined energy

and

specific moon degrees

The synchronising is so powerful now

and

creating amazing clarity for me

and

people I am working with

as an energy coach

I can see so many interlinking factors

and

how all my life experience

is culminating now

to take me into a different space

Revisiting old patterns and relationships with new people

to remember and heal

and

let go of old worlds

to be free in new ones 

I began this spiral as the last day of my New Mayan Year Retreat in Glastonbury 

26 July 2017 was Yellow Crystal Seed 

a portal day of human evolution 

Letting go of our ego coping mechanism masks

so the true star seed can be revealed 

Sun in Leo 

Moon in Virgo

out and about in Babcary

and

Keinton Mandeville

on the Virgo part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

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Here I am at Mary Magdalen Church

The shift day was 

Red Cosmic Serpent 

0n the 27th of July 

White Worldbridger began

on the 28th of July 

The day of new learning was the 29th of July 

Blue Lunar Hand 

which is what is seeking to be unveiled

to reveal how we can shape our destiny now

with conscious awareness and healing taking action 

As I have mapped all my Mayan codes this is my birthday year of 1997 

I know what themes I will be working with 

This was when I became pregnant with my daughter 

this whole 13 day spiral is about letting go of out of balance ways of relating

to be literally free of these old ways

and

exactly why we are here at this time

to heal these ancestral patterns 

This is not any easy mission

and

we experience a great deal of abusive relating

to become an expert on it

to heal it and share that process with others

who are ready to do that

being a lover not a fighter

is key wisdom

for

the spiritual warrior of compassion

it is anything but passive

and

takes a great deal of discipline

and

faith

to develop trust and surrender

in the face of people

who have not yet developed

any

conscious ways of relating

and

are

full of shadow energy

this is the mastery of self

and what I share on my retreats

is this way of transforming 

The New Seers are here

For more reading:

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All the prima materia is within us and matched outside in our circle

and

all the teachers therefore are in our circle

The ones pushing our boundaries and buttons

A reversal of our ego beliefs of what is “good and safe” is where we have to go 

Surrender to what is ~ 

Tantra ways of working

to release all resistance

and

what comes after that process

is freedom

from any emotional stressors

and

fear beliefs

this is a lifelong cyclical process

I went to Avebury on this day with two lovely friends 

 

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Day 3 

Yellow Electric Star 

 

I met a person who corresponded with this

co creative energy

Combine your Mayan Signs to create your Co Creative Code 

on day 9 Gateway

White Solar Wizard 

with this degree in their chart

in a very significant place

and that meeting created a huge reconnect with a younger me

and

freedom from lots of beliefs as a result  

It is also key to someone else’s chart that I was working with on my retreat who has many similar patterns and codes to me and reveals my bigger picture too 

This is wow alchemy ~

day 3 of any Wavespell

holding this energy

I made this video

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This is the writing I posted on Facebook :

Yellow Electric Star

Day 3 ~ Alchemy

of the White Worldbridger Wavespell

We are now in 
the White 13 Day process of the ending of World’s ~ personal World is the key

In the White Castle

Refining is the vibe

Getting to truth

of what is awakening within us

as to heart opening

The planet of Yellow Star is Venus

Letting go of Venusian delusions and illusions

Scorpio Moon at 9 degrees Waxing

http://aquaorfire.net/a…/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html…

SCORPIO 9 
A hand with six fingers. 
Complex nature. Containing within yourself an extra spiral of self-obsession and ultimately superlative capacity. Subjecting yourself to grueling ordeals, rites of passage. Knowing that if you can eliminate your stark weakness, you can grasp hold of your boundless strength. The weakness is that you refuse to believe in yourself, and this is a hard one to uproot. You must, against the grain, find any and every possible way to get around your own adamant self-rejection. The weakness is based upon karmic past experiences in which you failed yourself. Now you assume it will happen again. So, building up strength and courage inside, toward self-overcoming, is the path. And paradoxically, in order to forge such a deepening of life-will, you must endanger yourself and expose yourself to radical crises, in order to rally to your own side and come into your truth in the midst of cutting through your falsehood; thus reclaiming the primal ground of a form of selfhood that is mutational, wildly improbable, and just could be real after all.

I have done a spontaneous video ~

😉

Bear with me in my process lovelies

Big love to you all

We are going through liquification of our ego right now

Which can feel intense

and

destructive

and

a little crazy

but is essential to emerge as the butterfly

over and over

More and more freedom from the ego wound of thousands of years

dna rewire process happening now

Lots of love beautiful people 
See you at The Green Gathering

I love you

 

 

Day 4

The day of structure 

We will be working with this 28 day energy in

October and November in Scorpio Sun 

Red Self Existing Moon 

 

 

 

I made this video 

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Here is the writing that I posted with it on Facebook 

Red Self Existing Moon

A Cosmic day of downloads 
Planet Mercury

A portal day

Very key to the Scorpio Gateway when we will be in 
Red Self Existing Moon and Yellow Seed Wavespell

Intense 13 day process with 10 portals of human evolution

Scorpio Moon waxing now as I write

http://aquaorfire.net/a…/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html…

SCORPIO 23 
A collection of dolls. 
The inside of things takes charge when the ego-self is out of the picture and we are free to go with our fancy. The outer side of things becomes purely symbolic, just one way to do it. When the formative soul has its way, the world is recreated in a different image. Eliminating the usual mental considerations, the formative soul sticks to how things feel inside, and pushes for a world that matches the inner pictures. Becoming bound up with subtle and hidden layers of existence and tuned out of what is obvious and straightforward. Deeply driven to move out beyond the known into other realities. A resourcefulness that knows no bounds. Able to turn anything back into what it was meant to be. In the process, you crack through every kind of consensus agreement, becoming an outlaw, fused with core existence and drawing the energy out of empty forms into what is here. When you can feel the magic and know it is real, it is the touchstone to make it all real again.

Magnetic Moon day 6

Burner Day coming up on August 26

check out my blog for more info

Blue Self Existing Eagle

Planetary server day

Yellow Human Wavespell ~ seeing our manifestation as a human being so far in this cycle

Another scroll will be completed

Time to get that alchemy going ?

Learn your code

Everything we are attracting now is showing the way through the black hole phoenix process

Remember

We are doing this to ourselves to be free

Lots of love and hugs

Be love

Come and connect at The Green Gathering

 

August 01 2017 Tuesday

was

Lammas 

White Overtone Dog

I was with lovely women

in a monthly circle

that I so value 

on day 6 Wednesday August 02

Blue Rhythmic Monkey

I set off to

The Green Gathering at Chepstow 

Had a totally magical time meeting my heart tribe of lovely people 

My dream realised of doing this type of connection and sharing conscious transformational ways of personal alchemy 

 

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The weather was very challenging 

Lots of new learning 

Amazing connections 

Initiations into new worlds 

Day 7 Thursday August 03

Yellow Resonant Human 

I did a workshop and had amazing learning that day 

a portal of human evolution and key for my bigger picture

This was in 2002 for me at the age of 37

I moved to Marsden

for 10 years of a different world experience which took me through powerful transitions and alignment with my true nature 

 

 

Day 8 Red Galactic Skywalker

Friday August 04

Integrating the previous Wavespell of

Creating Heaven on Earth 

15 July to July 27 2017

This is the process we are working with throughout the New Mayan Year

July 26 2017 to July 26 2018

 

White Solar Wizard 

Saturday August 05

a planetary energy 

It was the planetary Mayan Year in 1975 

Leaving behind the labyrinth for me

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being led by a key

cat energy

of

beauty and wildness

and

me

being taken by surprise

by my universal self bringing me this experience

out of the blue

and

so key for me to remember

this that a higher consciousness

is taking me through this lifetime trip

on planet earth and has surprises that is key to White Wizard energy ~

letting the magic flow through us 

 

The Green Gathering is an amazing event 

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Sunday August 06

Day 10 

Blue Planetary Eagle

Planetary Server

bigger picture

and

our heart’s desire to

release old worlds to be free on a personal level and free the world 

 

Day 11 

Yellow Spectral Warrior

Monday August 07

 

the day of Aquarius Full Moon

and

Lunar Eclipse 

The traffic slowed down radically as people went to leave the site

and

created the perfect alchemical structure for people

to see if they had any buttons being pushed

This connects to the Spring Equinox

Yellow Warrior Wavespell on the 20th of March 2017 

 

Red Crystal Earth was day 12

Tuesday August 08

Back in Glastonbury

and at a

Mayan Crystal Court

with friends 

In my personal

cycle this was when I was experiencing my Uranus Opposition in 2007 age 42

Lots of things radically changing in my life

and

I started my training in holistic therapies 

Wednesday August 09

White Cosmic Mirror 

Seeing our reflections and how they have changed

since starting this cycle 13 days ago 

I was at ecstatic dance feeling very different

and

opening to lots of magical potentiality 

Wow what a spiral of evolution 

What happened in your cycle ?

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Key for your

Book of Shadows 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Day out of time ~ Blue Spectral Night 25 July 2017

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Pic by Mariana Pavlova

 

Day out of time 

25 July 2017

Blue Spectral Night

 

The most recent Conscious Dreamer Wavespell

was

07 March to 19 March 2017

 

I did a workshop for

The Positive Living Group in Glastonbury

on day 2 of

The

Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Lunar Seed 

I wrote this blog about it

 

 

This 260 day Wavespell is a way to work consciously with intent

with these spirals of

human evolution

and

the more conscious awareness you have

of your own cosmic codes and patterns

the more you can really become a master at weaving within worlds

and shaping your destiny

which is why this amazing tool is here at this time

for exactly that purpose

and

why we are here at this time for exactly that purpose

because…

it is time for humanity

to raise the game plan

and work powerfully

to transit the old ways

and

create new loving and respectful ones

This is not an easy task

This is not without tears

This requires discipline and determination

and

schooling of

the

Spiritual Warrior

After mapping and working co creatively with this codex and matrix for 6 years

 and

also with Astrology  

I absolutely know that nothing is random through mapping my own process

and

that of many other people

I have been honoured to co create with

I also know experientially

that everything is designed for human evolution

with an energetic framework

which can be a very challenging view for the egoic part of our personality

which may believe that it is confined and limited

and

yes in certain ways that is true

It is a template that has been crafted by a very different consciousness

to the human mind

and

paradoxically is in fact limitless

once the individual decides to embrace that

and

trust the process

and

go with it

releasing any resistance to what is presenting for their transformation

then miracles can commence

Resistance is the edge

of the comfort zone

of the conditioned mind 

Choosing to create love and compassion as the soul purpose of this journey

brings the beauty path

at times this is the opposite

revealing the prima materia for conversion

and

this is always within the self

Blue Night’s planet is Saturn 

Saturn in Sagittarius on the planetary transit right now

to reveal where we are in our great adventure

and what is seeking healing for us

so we can access the star gate

of literally the place where stars are made

remembering that we are made of the same building blocks of the starry skies

 

Where Saturn is in your chart is key

and

understanding it’s structure in your journey

will reveal enlightenment for you

which is the true meaning of enlightenment

Know thyself 

Where Sagittarius is in your chart

is also key 

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If we do not know our patterns and codes

we are in the dark

travelling without a map

Nothing wrong with that position

It is what it is

There is no “right” and “wrong” on the journey

Knowing what questions to ask

and having tools of wisdom

reveals a different way of travelling

It is a choice point

to take full responsibility

for how to create and relate

in this life

 

If you choose to work powerfully

with conscious intent today :

Notice where you are on your journey on this

Day out of time

and

what is unfolding for you because of your choices

in co creation with the universe ~ which we are a part of ~ we are the Universe

and

with others

as

we are all in this together and In Lak ech ~ I am another you ~ literally means that

 

the more consciously aware we become

we can see how other people are literally reflecting part of us

literally 

and

you can actually map this connection

and

see what it is repeating and when

and then understand

why they are in your life and you in theirs

and that this has to happen

there is no way around it this code has to come in

and will no matter how much you may try to avoid it

there is no way to avoid it

because it is key to our personal and collective evolution

 

 

These patterns do not change throughout our life ~

we simply refine our way of working with them to become wise which is exactly why they exist for that purpose of enlightenment

and

to 

learn our lesson of evolution

and

most importantly of love and acceptance of our own wound

and journey

so that we can do that in reality with others 

 

Today see how you have created ways

of being

that have brought magic and joy for you

 

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Pic Maria Pavlova

 

If you haven’t already got one may I suggest you create a 

Book of Shadows 

to record your alchemical process and be specific

These magical ways can be further expanded upon

to release your starseed and gift to the world 

The more painful parts hold the light for the next steps of the journey and record these too with the intention of healing them

as this is the key to personal alchemy 

It is Leo time 

It is time to have the courage to shrug off the old self limiting beliefs

and

really go into that crafted self to reweave it 

The New Year tomorrow

brings the structure of the egoic masks that everyone has created

to live in our conditioned culture of co dependancy

and so the more we know about our self

the more we can start to unwrap our true seed

with gentle care and small steps

with hugs and love

and a structure of support

that will ultimately set us free

and allow us to fly

and change our world

into a place of more beauty

full of amazing butterflies

There is no need to worry it is happening

All that is required is that each person focuses on themselves

and do their personal journey

as and when it feels right for them

because everyone is exactly at the perfect place to allow the cosmic dance 

If you have any worries about the process

then that is something that can be addressed 😉 

Within 

I use Emotional Freedom Technique

and it works and is easy ~

lots of resources on my blog and website

or simply google and get a manual and start today if you feel to 

If you want to know more about

how I do this please contact me I also do group work

and

can travel to you

I love sharing this

It creates self~empowerment

Wishing you an amazing day

beautiful dreamers

 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 24 July 2017~ 2

 

Part two of the blog 

Part 1 here

Several days in between blogs

I am writing this on day 10 

White Planetary Wind

24 July 2017

In my personal Mayan Castle

this is 1992 birthday for me 

I had lived in London for nearly a year and had to leave

I was overworked and under paid

and ill because of it

and most importantly for me to own…

my need to please and try

and

be the manual

that was an impossible ideal

so I was looking for a way out

back to the North

and

my roots

albeit in different counties as it turned out 

I had dreams of a life in the county

having the actual experience changed my goals

and

this is key to understanding our mind can have an inaccurate portrayal

that can only be fully understood

by actually doing the trip itself

instead of simply flicking through travel brochures

which is a metaphor for our human being journey

and

soul journey

and

owning our choices through life

in order to fully understand

how we create

and

to become masters

at

creating harmony and bliss

in this lifetime

 

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Here is a recent picture of Grassington I took this Summer.

It was emotional revisiting the place

where I had so many hopes and dreams for a new beginning

and

still have now…

Somethings have changed radically 

Some are still the same 

as 

some things have changed radically within me

and 

some have not and are still seeking rewiring and healing

so the same themes are playing out still

as the energetic signature is still there

and

I am in a

White Galactic Wind year of integration

until my birthday

which is soon

 

Here is a blog I wrote about today’s energy in 2013

 

Lots of Leo energy now 

 

Here is a great article and overview of the starry skies at the mo

by

Austin Stoppock

 

The 10th day of each Wavespell is

The heart’s desire

in this Wavespell

this is to manifest our spirit 

to embody it 

to be truth 

free from distortion

crafted from our Uranus experience 

Reworking our Saturnian structure

This really happens in earnest from around 42 to 52

as we let go of our earthly conditioning

to be the spiritual warrior of the heart

and

as the New Moon was at 0 degrees Leo yesterday on

Red Solar Dragon Day

Here is a post I wrote in 2013

is my DC in my natal chart

this is so key for me

Here is an article about this

 

White Wind is my White Castle 

White Wind are my kin and tribe

and

meeting lots of them now it is so magical

 

Today in the 13 Moon calendar

It is

Cosmic Moon Day 28

At the Leo Meridian time of 11am to 1 pm here are the star stories

from

Inside Degrees

 

LEO 15 
A woman with many different colored rings on her fingers. 
To be quintessentially yourself in so many different directions is to be big, impressive, and very dramatic. Your individuality is blessed with innate gifts and treasures unlimited, an embarrassment of riches. The outward temptation is to play this up and use it up. The inward path is to develop it into ripe and mature full-on individual genius. However, it takes an advanced soul to be able to move steadily with such intoxicating qualities. And it takes the utmost in sincerity, simplicity, and core presence to just be there while having loads of outstanding, amazing attributes to show and share and give forth freely, with such royal stature and destiny.

LEO 16 
A red-faced man, tears running down his cheeks. He is laughing convulsively. 
In the warp between the worlds, being a representative of one world in the midst of another and being almost invisible. Tending to disappear off-screen and reappear somewhere else. Transported by a special destiny, slipping by the borderguards. As the uproar happens the deep observer looks on at the role the self is playing, which is so incongruous to who one is truly. But the karmic instructions are to play along, and later all shall be revealed. This is a very peculiar soul condition–taking all the loose ends and finishing them off, to be sprung into a different realm at last.

The last day of the Cosmic Moon

The last day of the 13 Moon Cycle

that began

on

July 26 2016

 

Today is a really good day

to be with your heart

and

see how you are feeling

We do not know what life holds for us 

We cannot see our entire path

because we cannot experience it if we do

and

often that feels difficult to do

because this earthly life can be so painful

to keep moving forward with an open heart takes great courage

and …

it is the only way we truly learn through our experiences

as to what creates hurt

and what creates joy

and

then to work wisely when the time is right

and

all the elements are present for us in every moment

if we are ready to look

and

do what it takes to be disciplined

There is also the paradox

that we often have to go deep into the dark path to know this

and not know for a good while ~ which the ego is not a fan of 😉

This is a key mastery path though to master and transform the scaredy cat ego 

to create a change for not only us

but for others

and

for human evolution too

and

to trust that our higher self knows

and

will support us even though our conditioned mind

may be screaming for mercy

remember it is ego deconstruct time now for each human being

so that the world can change because each human being changes

When we open more and trust more then miracles are manifest

and that was my experience yesterday

Amidst lots of emotional storms

I found myself with friends

in the centre of the Glastonbury Zodiac

and

later in the Gemini part of the Zodiac

where I used to live

and

where I started this

Gemini Imix Quest on 24 May 2017

 

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with a beautiful group of Sufi people

I was watching a rainbow emerge from clear skies and huge clouds

I was welcomed as a human being

I felt loved and accepted

I did not know the language of the prayers

but they spoke to my heart

and I felt I belonged in a roomful of people I did not know

but whom I felt at one with

more than many people I have known for years  

Finding our tribe is key now

to be free of any more wounding

Focusing on being loving and authentic in relationship

free of any need to sacrifice or compete is the key

as this is the new code of creation for humanity

that is beaming through the galaxies now

 

 

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A new door opened up 

A new path became known

Where does it go ?

I do not know

but I made the choice to venture into an unknown space

and

the creation codes of that place are now in motion ~

will keep you posted as it unfolds

Mercury will be passing by Regulus in the next couple of days ~

the star in the heart of the celestial Lion

Where this is in your chart is key for healing your heart to regulate your experience of giving and receiving love

 

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Fuller info at Hermetic Podcast

I have an event in Glastonbury for the New Year

on July 26

Living Crystal of the Heart

More info here

I also have one at The Green Gathering on August 03

Love to see you

At the Green Gathering

I will be doing individual readings  for the Mayan Year ahead

and

Emotional Freedom Technique Circles to create harmony 

and 

one to one sessions too

more info here:

Green Gathering

You can also come and see me for a reading in person in Glastonbury

or

online using media

 

Today is key for seeing where we are in light of our spiritual journey

and how it is manifest for us now ~

to boldly go where no man or woman has gone before 

we are writing new code

 

 

 

 

 

Red Skywalker 15 July 2017 ~ part 1

 

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I haven’t written a blog in a long time 

Been a really busy bee with lots of new stuff happening for me 

Generally I have been posting on Facebook

so if you haven’t connected to me on there yet please do

I am writing this

Creating Heaven on Earth thread

in

Cancer Sun time

It is a very personal thread ~ Leo is in Mercury ~ which is my code

for my God and Goddess self

Leo is in the North Node transit on planet earth

Article by Ruby Slipper

As a Leo Sun this is a big time for me 

Leo just gone into Mars too and a huge Leo New Moon coming up this weekend 

All these transits are hitting my chart in so many ways

So…

A very key transformational time for me in this spiral

that began on the 24th of May 

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Since the Spring Equinox

I have been visiting sacred sites

and

ley lines

connecting to this energy locally in the

Glastonbury Zodiac 

with groups

with friends 

co creating with gaia and the starry skies

the Dragon Lines are opening and sharing their energy more every day

We are mirroring each other as human’s are opening

and

deconstructing now remembering our true nature

Here I am at Mitchell’s Fold 

This is an amazing area with a lovely earthy energy and lots to see

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Here I am playing Poo Sticks in Sussex

This is the weekend when Red Skywalker Wavespell initiated 

I was at a farm called 

Heaven Farm 

Here is a video I made which explains how I perceive this energy 

 

Red Skywalker is the human being

who is actively learning

how to heal and relate

lovingly and respectfully to themselves 

tantra method of focusing

on the

vibration of desire

 

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on the basis that peace creates peace 

suffering creates suffering etc

hence being the love we seek

is the way to create that outcome

and

that harmony is created naturally for the human being

who has healed any harm ~

this is the

Blue Monkey energy signature

A really simple and practical book that teaches this practice is:

Introduction 

The Transformation of Desire

Tantra

by Lama Yeshe 

I woke up very early on a morning of this wavespell

with some revelations

about this personal pattern for me

as it is key to my personal evolution 

again this is the most important focus

for the individual ~

this change of focus literally creates new world’s for humanity

Here is a new page with Red Skywalker Dates in the Gregorian calendar

so you can cross reference your personal experience

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Here I am in a crop circle ~ it was a wow day of wonder

and

we also visited Avebury 

 

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I absolutely love having these amazing adventures with other people

and

it ties in with my first job as a travel agent ~ in a whole different way 

I am living my dream at last

and

still experiencing lots

of

emotional release too 

In this 13 day process in the past

I have had an initiation

and

also a very big release of old ways of relating that created toxicity 

 

Please check out my previous Red Skywalker blogs

from October/November 2016 to explain:

Red Skywalker 1

Red Skywalker 2

 

 

Here is a Video by Kaypacha ~ a Leo ~ that explains the current transits and how that relates to Halloween 2016 when these events happened for me :

 

 

 

Today I felt intuitively to map my codes into it ~

this is what I also do for my client’s

to create a bigger picture of understanding

how we have co created so far

so we can expand what feels good

and

release what does not 

This Mayan Matrix is not an abstract

it is a very practical workable tool

that reveals

consciousness in action

It gives an overview too and validity to the statement ~ it was not meant to be ~ easier to let go and surrender to the path  of a consciousness

that is seeking to guide our ego

and

transform it to heal

disrespectful and unloving behaviour 

You can map your birth years

and

discover your 13 year cycles

You can see then how each Mayan Day in those codes

will be activating these experiences

in order to work deeply and with awareness

and

in particular where you are now in your 13 year cycle 

Red Magnetic Skywalker

Nov 01 2011 ~ I got initiated into the calendar process ~ creating heaven on earth process

The last time it was this spiral of Red Dragon was 1965

when I was in my Mother’s womb ~ key for my generation born

after May 1965 in 1965

 

White Lunar Wizard 

my daughter and my Grandfather’s general code ~ also a planetary code of July 26 ~ new learning coming in

Blue Electric Eagle

my son’s and friends code ~ the Wavespell process I have been in this year ~ alchemy day

Yellow Self Existing Warrior

~ the structure of the heart path ~ what is being revealed now which initiated at The Spring Equinox

Red Overtone Earth ~ 13 Clear Sign

A 13 Clear Sign ~ when I was 22 1987 ~ I was very ill ~ key for my shamanic opening and what I had to learn to heal in myself so I could assist other people ~

Blue Hand energy 

Key to wounding in 2016 which created clarity and closure

White Rhythmic Mirror~ 13 Clear Sign

A Gregorian planetary code and my paternal lineage ~ this was my fathers year in 1995 ~ the year my son was born My father is a Gemini with Leo Moon and they both have North Node in Scorpio

Key to wounding in 2016 which created clarity and closure

This is a human evolution portal 

Blue Resonant Storm

A planetary code ~ 2012 ~ the year of the shift on Winter Solstice

Yellow Galactic Sun~ 13 Clear Sign

Key to integrate the last Wavespell of Yellow Sun which has just completed ~ 02 July to 14 July 2017

Red Solar Dragon

 

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I have two lovely friends in Avalon that have this Gateway Signature 

 

The Gateway to assimilate what happened in the Red Dragon 52 day process which began on the 24th of May

 

This is also a Leo New Moon on 22 July at 0 degrees Leo ~ my MC in my chart 

Here are Inside degrees info :

As it is 0

I use 1 degree Leo and 29 and 30 degrees Cancer for an Alchemical Combination :

CANCER 29 
A large school of baby fish swimming in a group. 
You spawn fertile variations on an archetypal theme. These surround and envelop you. Saturated with your own creations; afloat in a multitime warp. It is all old stuff, backed up too far, too long. And so the familiarity smothers, the closeness renders insensible. You are just about consumed by myriad pasts streaming through. And the only possibility is to acknowledge how fed up you are with yourself, and to open to fresh facets with no expectations, no assumptions, no programs, nothing but the living moment.

~ Contents ~

CANCER 30 
Wild grapes growing everywhere. 
Drawing forth the very best in everything. Selecting out the quintessence, the most vital part, and offering it nurturance and acknowledgment. A celestial quality of perception. Being entirely capable of persuading just about anybody that life is good, that marvelous things are at hand, and that we are all in this together. Sisterhood, brotherhood, camaraderie unlimited. You sense into the place where the situation resolves and completes itself by creative release. You have the epochal realization that there is nothing to hang onto, and that when the containers are broken open, all the vibrancy spills out and blesses the whole. An instantaneous impulse informed by much experience, becoming the instinct for bringing out the truth and letting Earth-life hold sway as a pageantry of trust in the wisdom of the life-force, with nothing to hold back.

~ Contents ~

LEO 1 
A divorced husband and wife enjoying each other’s company. 
The little ego desires what it does not desire, needs what it does not need. It goes after most avidly what it later finds is so very different from what would be good to have. But then things turn again and even the most unconscious patterns reveal their redemptive glory. It all depends on where you are along the spectrum: the initial expansion, the inevitable contraction to follow, or the tempered and seasoned expansion later. In the middle point, it can be hell. But things start out so amazingly and they end up as such a gold mine of experience and self-understanding from all this. Much of life is midstream and involves meeting shadows, enduring reversals, and basically being forced to go absolutely everywhere you never wanted to go. The reason it comes out right in the end is that you move through all of it and discover there is somebody in here who knows how to do that and who remains unscarred, not even discouraged, and is just waiting for the next opening to take up the Earth’s schooling in the way that fiery souls invite and welcome, strangely enough.

A lovely Avalon Astrologer :

White Planetary Wind

~ 1992 for me ~

Living in Cumbria and Colne and visiting Bolton Abbey 

I was back there a few weeks ago 

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on

Blue Rhythmic Storm Day 

 

Blue Spectral Night

Yellow Crystal Seed 

The New Mayan Year 

A Galactic Portal of human evolution 

Red Cosmic Serpent 

More about these energies in part 2 

I am noticing how centred I am most of the time now 

My behaviour has changed and I am making healthier choices in relationships 

and…

having a magical time with my soul tribe 

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lots of new connections coming in with really amazing synchros and sharing info 

Hope you are experiencing this too 😉

If you would like to know more about your codes

and

how you can align

with the new Mayan Year

please get in touch

Be the beautiful starseed

you truly

are 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Blue Rhythmic Hand

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Blue Rhythmic Hand

This is my Blue Hand Balance code ~

Code 6 of

White Wind Wavespell

 

Here is a blog I wrote in the last spiral in August 2016 

This is a key process because it contains a Burner Day 

Red Self Existing Serpent 

on Day 4 

It is the structure code

All about our relationship with ourselves and how our kundalini is flowing

Survive stage ?

Thrive stage?

Are we working through our ego stuff to go beyond base level ?

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I am writing this article in

Taurus Sun

Aquarius Waning Moon

AQUARIUS 12
A heated argument turns into laughter.
Tension and release. Contraction and expansion. The breath of the mind resolving its dualities. In order to make it possible for radical truths and significant realizations to come through, you must first karmically dramatize, inside the ego-mind and outside as well, the unbearable tension between opposing points of view. You enter upon disputes, advocate positions, set up heroes and villains. And then when your whole inner and outer world is packed with dilemmas, problems, arguments and battles, you become ready to seek out synthesis, to enter upon a cycle of restoring wholeness. During your experimental years, spice means everything. But during your maturity, there is no further mileage to be had in turning anything against anything else. Getting it that you made it all up in the first place, and that the rational mind delights in controversy but has its limits. When resolution comes, everything looks different. All of life turns around, and most particularly your relation to yourself changes from the critic into the friend and respectful ally of your own inward intentions.

More Astrology here from

Sabrina Monarch

To be consciously aware takes courage 

It is not a head game 

It is not a mind game 

alone 

It is the heart path

 

Gentle Deer energy

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Becoming the potentiality

of our

Avatar ability is the essence of

Blue Hand ~ Code 7

through surrender to the will of the divine 

our

Spirit Self ~ White Wind

Found in Arcturus and the Pleiades star constellations?

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Pic from this website

Who knows ?

More about that here 

with all these articles :

Stargates

crystal links

souled out glossary 

souled out avatars

thoughts and stuff

galactic diplomacy

biblioteca

It corresponds to the Libra Full Moon we have just experienced 

Arcturus at 24 degrees Libra ~ where is that in your chart ?

LIBRA 24
A chameleon with moving pictures appearing on its back.
Blown by the wind. Shifted by every current. Absolutely adaptable. You can become anything on demand–compelled to cover up, to externalize, to be what others wish. Instantaneously given over before you can stop it. An immense gift and a special curse. The gift is to open up every situation simply by being there and participating. The curse is to have your own self discarnate and oblivious. It is a very sharp edge of doing world work and losing self in the process. Agreed to beforehand, quite strange. Yet perfectly beautiful in becoming the world out of love, compassion and a kind of selflessness which just has to be so very transparent and empathic.

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Been on an amazing cookie trail

over the last few days

with my

Aquarius in Lilith friend ~

an

Aries Heart path traveller 

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Lilith in Aquarius Article by Sanjaperic.com

Understanding how we have created our sense of self is essential to be conscious 

To then be able to understand the construct process

then

deconstruct 

rebuild 

and

most importantly heal those hurts 

in the starry skies and the matrix of this Mayan 260 day continual spiral process

one can map one’s one personal evolutionary journey 

Here is mine in this codex:

White Magnetic Wind 

I became a mother at my Saturn Return 

Blue Rhythmic Hand 

huge wounding year for me with massive emotional outcome

2001 ~ huge planetary wound year with 911 

Yellow Spectral Human 2006

My Uranus Opposition deconstruct started

so I could get into alignment with my soul journey 

also the start of the

Red Moon 13 Year cycle we are currently in

All the tools are here

to do this process now

because it is the time to be

the lover that you want

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pic Nat Lee

to be the embrace that you need

to be the fire rekindled

to be ready to go into the deep darkness to find your inner light 

 

I am sharing them in workshops and retreats and my one to one work so join me

This process is also

the new learning of the

Conscious Dreamer Code 

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Pic Maria Palova

Seeing our Saturnian Cycles

Revealed so we can learn

and

recraft them

in a space of

Wisdom 

Shed your skins and fly

beautiful butterflies 

Do the work 

Be free 

Understanding this process to emotional evolution is the key 

To birth the new world the old has to die 

within us 

Burner Day ~ Red Self Existing Serpent

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Pic Serpent Mother Burning Man

Burner Days 

Wow I have had the most amazing couple of days with my Sistar

Love you beautiful amazing being

Jyoti Imix 

We have found so much on our cookie trail today ~

will need a few days to blog and share

and this is so key

about who we are in relationship with

and

what that consciousness and code co creates

Today I am feeling so inspired

and

reconnecting

to an amazing adventure time

when I was a young woman leaving the UK for a new life

and

it was such an awakening

to something beyond my cultural conditioning

Doing the Mayan Calendar mapping with astrology

has revealed this so much

and

EFT ~ Tapping has created amazing evolution

and

openings to so much freedom 

This circle of Burner Days

begins today

18 April 2017

In the last decan of Aries Fire 

Article by Darkstar Astrology 

Waning Moon in Capricorn 

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As I write this

Capricorn Moon at 22 degrees ~ master builder number

Inside Degrees

CAPRICORN 22
A bare altar covered with black velvet.
Death is a force that brings into Earth something from beyond and this something is the X factor in the human equation. Your own previous deaths as major sign-posts which hold you to your noblest and most surrendered ways of being. Mortality has spoken; immortality arises from the ashes. A threshold awareness that hugs the edge between the worlds and bows before a God who presides over the living and the dead. You stride across worlds, in tune with myriad frequencies, and are quite able to make way for the unknown, the infinite, the other side of life. A fiercely-held intention to bow before what truly is and fall for nothing less, no matter how attractive or appealing.

Red Self Existing Serpent

The planet ~ the asteroid belt

bringing in new consciousness

out of the ashes of old planets

This is the awakener

To go beyond survival and base human animal instinct is the key to ego mastery

It is the essence of the Wavespell process

Essential to go beyond Groundhog Day 

Letting go without needing to know why is often the only way to personal peace ~

a blast from the past :

 

This is the structure day of

White Wind Wavespell

White Magnetic Wind
Blue Lunar Night
Yellow Electric Seed
Red Self-Existing Serpent
White Overtone World-Bridger
Blue Rhythmic Hand
Yellow Resonant Star
Red Galactic Moon
White Solar Dog
Blue Planetary Monkey
Yellow Spectral Human
Red Crystal Skywalker
White Cosmic Wizard

This is in the 

Green Castle of the heart

Burner Days are collective community emotional venting days

Here is a link from : How to practice Mayan Astrology by Bruce Schofield and Barry C Orr 

that explains this in great detail 

Notice what is happening

on the world stage 

They happen every 65 days

which is 

5 Wavespells apart

5 being a mastery number in the Mayan

1 5 9 13 is a key spiral for code

1 ~ initiation in an energetic signature ~ Magnetic

5~ the next time that signature appears for mastery ~ Overtone

9 ~ the Gateway of completion of that level and entry into the next ~ Solar

13 ~ The shift of paradigms and structure potentiality ~ transform conditioning to align with the Cosmos ~ also key to Sagi fire as the 9th sign of healing ~ Cosmic 

Next one in 65 days is

White Self Existing Dog 

also a

13 Clear Sign 

Planet 
Mercury 

This is the structure of 

Blue Hand Wavespell

Blue Magnetic Hand
Yellow Lunar Star
Red Electric Moon
White Self-Existing Dog
Blue Overtone Monkey
Yellow Rhythmic Human
Red Resonant Skywalker
White Galactic Wizard
Blue Solar Eagle
Yellow Planetary Warrior
Red Spectral Earth
White Crystal Mirror
Blue Cosmic Storm

Blue Self~Existing Eagle 

is the West

and

transforming energy 

Planet is Jupiter

Mastery process

This is the structure of the planetary server

the evolved conscious human being

Yellow Human Wavespell

Yellow Magnetic Human
Red Lunar Skywalker
White Electric Wizard
Blue Self-Existing Eagle
Yellow Overtone Warrior
Red Rhythmic Earth
White Resonant Mirror
Blue Galactic Storm
Yellow Solar Sun
Red Planetary Dragon
White Spectral Wind
Blue Crystal Night
Yellow Cosmic Seed

The South Burner is 

Yellow Self Existing Sun

The structure of the human being

able to hold the light code

of consciousness

having healed all

ungrounded

events

emotions

beliefs 

Day 4 of

Red Earth Wavespell

Red Magnetic Earth
White Lunar Mirror
Blue Electric Storm
Yellow Self-Existing Sun
Red Overtone Dragon
White Rhythmic Wind
Blue Resonant Night
Yellow Galactic Seed
Red Solar Serpent
White Planetary World-Bridger
Blue Spectral Hand
Yellow Crystal Star
Red Cosmic Moon

Each individual has Burner Days too which are your Mayan Castles

From the Fifth Sun

My Burner Days

so for example my Mayan Sign is :

Blue Solar Hand 

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My Mayan Burner days are:

Red Solar Earth ~ East ~ Awakening ~ planet Uranus 

This was in last weeks Wavespell of :

Red Moon Wavespell

This is listed on

astrodreamadvisor.com

Wavespell site 

Amazing resources on this site that is now listed as:

lightcenterlove.com

Red Magnetic Moon
White Lunar Dog
Blue Electric Monkey
Yellow Self-Existing Human
Red Overtone Skywalker
White Rhythmic Wizard
Blue Resonant Eagle
Yellow Galactic Warrior
Red Solar Earth
White Planetary Mirror
Blue Spectral Storm
Yellow Crystal Sun
Red Cosmic Dragon

Red Solar Earth is the Gateway

to authenticity and integrity

becoming aware of what has ungrounded you

Healing it 

Over and over 

until there is nothing there to interrupt your connection to mother earth 

White Solar Wind ~ the North

refining day ~ planet Uranus 

The Gateway to truth and allowing our spirit to speak to us free of egoic distortions

This is in 

White Wizard Wavespell

White Magnetic Wizard
Blue Lunar Eagle
Yellow Electric Warrior
Red Self-Existing Earth
White Overtone Mirror
Blue Rhythmic Storm
Yellow Resonant Sun
Red Galactic Dragon
White Solar Wind
Blue Planetary Night
Yellow Spectral Seed
Red Crystal Serpent
White Cosmic World-Bridger

By clearing past ego events that created emotional wounding

the human being becomes free of old patterns

and

co dependant relating

this creates self~empowerment

and

flow with the universe

Blue Solar Hand ~ West ~ transformation to become avatar potentiality

planet earth

This is the Gateway to emotional freedom 

again through healing past emotional events

to become clear and free

in balance with emotions

able to access emotional stability and be serene in the eye of the storm

This is in Blue Storm Wavespell

Blue Magnetic Storm
Yellow Lunar Sun
Red Electric Dragon
White Self-Existing Wind
Blue Overtone Night
Yellow Rhythmic Seed
Red Resonant Serpent
White Galactic World-Bridger
Blue Solar Hand
Yellow Planetary Star
Red Spectral Moon
White Crystal Dog
Blue Cosmic Monkey

Yellow Solar Human ~ South ~

the philosopher’s Stone ~

our human body ~

Planet Earth 

This is the Gateway to our true human nature

of pure love

and

sacred embodiment of consciousness

In full love and acceptance of ourselves we cannot hurt any other

The Wavespell is Yellow Seed 

This process has 10 human evolution portals and this is one of t

Yellow Magnetic Seed
Red Lunar Serpent
White Electric World-Bridger
Blue Self-Existing Hand
Yellow Overtone Star
Red Rhythmic Moon
White Resonant Dog
Blue Galactic Monkey
Yellow Solar Human
Red Planetary Skywalker
White Spectral Wizard
Blue Crystal Eagle
Yellow Cosmic Warrior

Working consciously with these codes

is mind blowing

and

therefore heart opening 

Red Moon Wavespell April 2017

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Red Moon Wavespell 2017 

We are now

in the

Green Castle of the heart

once more

4 Castles of cosmic evolution completed 

This is a very powerful Wavespell

and

Castle

It initiates the awakening

to our

real authentic soul self 

and

how much we are embodying it

walking our talk

The planet is Mercury 

I write this blog first and foremost for myself

as it is a record of my journey

and

a record of my co creation

with this amazing cosmic tool of

revealing the cosmic matrix

the code of human evolution 

The 260 Day Wavespell

Going back over my blogs

I am teaching myself where I have been

and

the relevance of each spiral

as each day contains a spiral within it

that is an evolutionary process

and

once this is brought to consciousness within the individual

then one can navigate the path more easily

and

define where one’s focus needs to be

and

where to put one’s attention

for the most transformative results

Key for mastery is to:

Know thyself experientially

and intellectually  

On day 3 of this Wavespell

there is a

13 Clear Sign

of 

Alchemy 

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Blue Electric Monkey 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in 2016

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Here is a blog from 2014 that is very significant for me around relationship

Here is a blog from 2015

Here is a blog from 2015

Red Overtone Skywalker 

Here is a blog I wrote about Red Overtone Skywalker in 2015

Here is another I wrote in the same year different 260 day Wavespell

with different astrological code 

and as I read this re~visiting the energy I felt back then

and

remembering 

how my relating experiences at that time 

had created a heart response from me 

Generally this has come from being in relationship inauthentically 

with people who 

have not learned how to relate respectfully and lovingly 

because they have not personally had that experience shown to them in life 

and 

most importantly 

have not learned how to do it as an adult 

This is so key 

One of the most important teachings

How to be loving and respectful

whilst being authentic 

in relationship

Generally people give more importance to leaning other rules and laws 

with regards to manifesting and magic 

missing a point entirely :

that love is the way forward

for the human race 

and 

The Spiritual Warrior on the Heart Path embodiment process

means:

to sort yourself out on every level

and

as a direct outcome of that process

stop the old codes from being present in you

that hurt you

and

hurt everyone else

What goes around

comes around

that is the true integrated meaning 

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This knowledge changes everything 

This is not innate

and

many people do not understand this 

This has to be learnt by individuals 

and 

comes from 

personal integration within

It is not simply an intellectual process 

It is errenous to believe

that people can simply start behaving in a way

that is different from their experiential learning

people literally do what they know 

so 

do as I say not as I do 

Sound familiar?

Does not compute on a human level 

akin to the belief that affirmations alone will create a manifestation of change 

It is a very deep denial belief

that is a core creation code of deception in our society

and 

a core ego smoke and mirrors misdirection 

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Allowing ourselves to be fooled by this 

allows suffering

it is a natural outcome

If people could simply do this without inner process…

i.e automatically start behaving impeccably and lovingly 

on the outside …

when inside there is no existing structure to support it 

aka in nlp terms as 

The Meta Model 

An article about that here by NLP Academy 

then there would be no experiential learning or human evolution

Many people now know the theory of this

and

yet have not internalised it

and

will not

until it is their spiral time

as this allows the evolution game to be played

and

this may not happen for them in this lifetime 

Our western culture has been impoverished and repressing the sacred feminine 

for thousands of years 

and

as a result has created a model for living that is

harsh 

survivalist mode

War like

and

has to have an absence of gentle and loving feminine energy to maintain that  

there is also an absence of that experience in each human being

on a spectrum

an absence of that emotional intelligence

an absence of emotional awareness 

and 

behaviour therefore resulting in that lack of love

that is unloving and often lacks awareness of even being that 

and 

the pain of not knowing how to do that 

embody that 

feeling that lack and desperation

activating all of that ancestral code

and 

spinning on the wheel of that 

not knowing how to get off it 

knowing that one’s actions are nihilistic 

and

yet continuing with them

in order to “survive”

in our sick society 

Remember what we are being we are creating in the next moment 

and 

we will receive what we give 

which is why there is no need for punishment or law

on one level 

as one receives according to what one has lived 

and 

so it is 

Know them by the fruit of their labours

What is manifest we have co created

This endemic Narcissistic way of relating 

is the foundation stone of our consumer society 

because it is based on thousands of years of experiential learning 

Live by the sword

die by the sword

Here is a website that may be useful in explaining some of the terminology etc around narcissism generally

flyingmonkeysdenied.com

The Swords being the mind energy

in Tarot 

Five of Swords in particular ~ defeat 

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Here is an article about the number codes in Thoth 

Book of Thoth 5

Here is an article about the five of swords Thoth by Eli Ismerchantile 

Here is an article about the Cups Wands and Swords in Thoth:

Book of Thoth 6 

Solutions are coming now

because the time is perfectly aligned for that to happen

The balancing of the human being 

The heart and the mind 

The masculine and feminine within 

All are important 

All are key to creating wholeness 

It is the time of the emotional evolution 

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Huge realisations about the spiral for me now

and

how it links in…

It sent me on a vast cookie trail tracing back my soul sat nav since coming to Glastonbury

and 

seeing that incarnate

I had lots of emotional triggers and releases on

Red Overtone Skywalker

day

06 April 2017 

Repeating patterns

Repeating triggers in relationship

Leading to a different outcome 

A different understanding

A different level of relating 

and 

allowing me to be discerning in many ways 

and also that this is not how I choose to relate in a certain framework 

and

if I choose to override my knowingness

and

relate in a way that

does not truly serve me 

I suffer

on an emotional level

on a physical level 

and

this affects everything that I do and create 

It destabilises me 

So 

each time I learn from this 

and how to refine my relating process

often I do not trust myself and my gut 

This took place this time in Aries Sun

and

waxing moon in Leo 

Which is a power time for me

When the Moon waxes at the degree of your Sun it reveals hidden power

Moon time of 25 degrees 

at

9pm on the 6th of April 2017

LEO 25
A circle of neat houses, each one identical.
Mapping out a blueprint, a great plan. Designing into it the perfect escape route, which is anonymity. Going under for the duration, you make absolutely sure that you look and act like a clone of any given prototype that calls no attention to itself. With everything splendidly in place and the perfect disguise solidly maintained, you are safe inside to go into absolutely anything. The inside track becomes as fanciful and free as the outside track becomes innocuous and banal. This way of doing it is half-mad and half-brilliant. It is half-mad in that it is so suppressive to any prospects of expressing and embodying your real self in this world. And it is half-brilliant, offering such outward stability that the inward formative chaos can romp without disturbing the neighbors or anybody–even your own ego-mind. Ultimately it is the perfect way to grapple with being vastly other, yet still needing and wanting to be an integral part of things–loved, accepted, and welcomed. It is a strange bargain, but is, you feel it deeply to be, viable, inescapable, and true.

This is where my Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees comes in handy 

VIRGO 29
A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

as I go for the devil in the detail

Sincere thanks to everyone involved

in this process

and

I truly mean this from my heart

because it is essential to my journey to do this

and

share it 

This has been totally aligned with the

Venus Retrograde process 

which is the core energy of the Mayan Wavespell 

We have had Aries Sun energy

initiating our solar wheel

also

Libra Full Moon coming tomorrow

in the UK 

21 degrees:

This is linking to Inside Degrees Website 

LIBRA 21
A magician wearing a live snake for a belt.
A mobius strip of yes into no into yes. Yes is primally the eager embrace of sense-life in a rapture of release. The No is not being able to handle, even remotely, the social repercussions of being viscerally empowered. The further Yes is at last being able to embrace unreservedly the self that got lost in the world and the world that got lost in the self. Until this final reckoning the No wreaks havoc. You thrash around in a frenzy of trying to spin away from reflected images and impressions. You just cannot bear to hold still and be pinned by ideas about who you are and who your are not. An elemental power in spiral vortex action seeks to consume all false selves and to become so authentic that each breath of experience is purely there with no interpretive filter whatsoever. This power ultimately brings everybody to the point of no longer putting up with being trapped in shallow frequencies and bursts everything open, or else is willing to die trying.

ruled by guess who ?

Yes Venus of course 

As I am living in the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

and 

have my Mars in Libra 

in my 8th house 

at 28 degrees

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

this Full Moon will be impacting me ~

although not intensely it is within an 8 degree orb 

This is my Phoenix Process house

Transformation of survival through knowing my patterns and codes 

Transforming my emotional mind survival experiences 

Releasing emotion that creates distorted beliefs

based on past emotionally debilitating events 

and 

rising from the ashes 

White World Bridger  ~ Cimi ~ energy in the Mayan codex ~ 6 ~ bringing balance 

Here is a pdf by Ferrusca that reveals more about this 

articles about this astrology :

Sabrina Monarch 

Astrobutterfly 

Pam Gregory video

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Also revisited and reminded that my 

Part of Fortuna is in Libra at 13 degrees

LIBRA 13
Men and women in white towels in a steam bath talking and sweating profusely.
When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

Part of fortune in Libra ~ arlenekramer.net

Part of Fortune in Libra ~ marianneohagan.com

Part of Fortune in the 8th house ~ freespiritedmind.com

This is also the completion of

Libra Sun time

from last year

and

here is my blog from then :

White Solar Wind 

which I have just realised

is one of 

my 

Burner Days 

Your Burner day is your Mayan Sign in each Castle

that repeats every 65 days

and is an

enlightenment potentiality day

This was

White Solar Wind 

What I initiated then

I am now expanding on 

in my 

Red Solar Earth

burner Day 

on

April 10 2017

I am crying as I am writing this with the grace of it 

It’s energy is Uranus

What is coming to light 

my inner child is often still afraid of my journey and does not trust the process because of my experiential process of being around narcissistic wounding patterns 

I have mapped each year of my life 

From the Fifth Sun

Here are my burner years :

Blue Solar Hand ~ my Mayan Sign ~ 1965 and will be my year from August 18 2017

planet : earth ~ how I shape my destiny here on earth through healing my emotions and emotional events and relating differently 

Here is a fab film with this theme of revisiting old wounding ~ although not emotional healing in the framework I mean ~ a Hollywood “take” on it 

The Discovery 

Red Solar Earth ~ my Red Castle of awakening ~ 1991 ~ age 26 I moved from Rochdale to London and began working for Wetherspoon’s 

Uranus is the planet ~ this is a mastery code to bringing to light what has ungrounded us and our ancestors and healing it 

White Solar Wind ~ 2004 ~ age 39 ~ Venus transit on the planet 

The initiation of a new 13 year cycle of the Gregorian framework 

Red Skywalker 

Huge wounding and split in my birth family 

Red Skywalker is the mastery code of Creating Heaven on Earth

and

doing that by embodying that

Yellow Solar Human ~ 1978 ~ age 13 ~ becoming a teenager ~ a key Uranus Gateway 

planet ~ earth 

A hard time for me with bullying and trying to choose who to connect to in school also changes in family health 

Knowing your patterns and codes

in this way

creates massive self awareness

and

understanding 

and

self empowerment 

I know many people do not yet share my perspective

around

what is known as

shadow emotions 

Generally uncomfortable feelings that are not happiness or joy 

Everything that allows me to clear all my resistance

and

emotional imbalance is welcomed 

This is paramount for the ego Leo energy

As a Leo my main focus is the heart

and 

I feel and love deeply 

along the way I have been deeply wounded too

This is a huge lesson in how to love

and 

I have not always been loving and respectful 

I have often been egotistical

and I have not been in gratitude 

I have taken people for granted 

and

I am truly sorry for that 

Sincerely if I have ever done anything to you that has been disrespectful to you 

I apologise unreservedly 

I am Sorry 

Please forgive me because there are no excuses for disrespectful behaviour no matter what the provocation

and

this does not mean being a doormat or weak 

It is the essence of integrated authentic compassion

and

to turn the other cheek 

forgive them for they know not what they do

wisdom statements 

and 

to act from this inner space too in a powerful loving way

More about this Venusian power energy in an article 

Sabrina Monarch 

This is key to Ho oponopono way of being

more about that here  

I am learning as to what way of relating I chose to be party to

that created this 

and

to become very discerning

and

stop doing that action

that creates suffering for all

this takes time

and

I still love eating sugar

even though I know it is not good for me

and

it changes the truth of who I am 

biochemically 

and

this again is true in many other arenas of my conditioned mind 

that I am transforming 

Ignorance can create bliss and it can create suffering on the next cycle

Being coming aware

and

embodying Karma codes

is the key

to letting go of suffering

I committed to this process before life 

and 

key to my

Medicine Buddha initiation

in my spiral of 

Blue Hand in October 2016 

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no matter how familiar this old way of relating felt 

I had to change that on many levels 

and 

still am as part of the pixel

in the new age formulating 

This is key to our personal soul journey 

and

role as a planetary server

To heal what has hurt us

to then allow us

to create harmony

through healing the harm and no longer harming our self

or others

In my opinion over many years of experiential learning 

this harmony has to be created from the inside out 

Most peoples’ focus is still

on the outside in

which is a disempowering pattern

as it avoids focus on the self

which is where

the creation code is

This is a key factor to revolutionise

The personal journey

of

being the compassionate Bodhisattva 

who is truly at peace with oneself

on an emotional level and has released all the loss of power tags 

so is the

Sovereign Queen energy 

able to stop playing the power egoic games

and

Be love once again

The Divine child 

transparent wise 

free

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Key learning for me in this code:

The significance again of the Red Skywalker codes 

Which are the creation codes of the conscious dreamer process 

the human being who wants to understand the process of manifestation

and

do it 

through inner transformation work

This is linked to the Gregorian Yearly cycle of 01 January

We are now refining the 13 year cycle that began on 01 January 2004 

What created hell for us personally 

To see what is reflecting back in our holographic world 

so we can change it beaming it from the inside 

This new 13 year cycle of White Mirror began on 01 January 2017 

I blogged about it here:

New Year Cycles Gregorian 

I began a relationship in my

Red Resonant Earth Year in 2014 age 50

The 50 decade being key for becoming the mastery process of the struggle encountered in life so far 

this relationship resulted in two big woundings

in

Red Skywalker 13 day process with that person

Red Skywalker 13 day process being the most powerful process as it contains

3

13 Clear signs 

Here is a blog about this:

The first one was on Valentine’s Day 14 Feb 2015 

Red Overtone Earth 

which is a 13 clear sign 

key to what un grounds us seeking light 

day 5 of the process 

This is my Red Castle 

I experienced this energy when I was 22 and I had cervical cancer 

it was 1987

I was in an abusive relationship 

I was also physically attacked by this man 

It began my journey into mental health 

I was experiencing panic attacks, tunnel vision and psoriasis on my face 

The experience I had in 2015 was not the same

but highlighted where I was now 

Very aware of some things 

still in abusive and imbalanced relationship

with massive projection going on 

and

the difference was I felt deep love and compassion for this man 

a deep soul and past life connection

I re ~engaged 

Even if I had stopped this there I am offering you that this would have re emerged somewhere else 

this is deep soul work 

that is happening for planetary evolution and understanding 

and I do not in any way encourage or dismiss abusive behaviour 

My journey involves modelling experiential learning to understand 

I cannot do that with a book

I keep going until I create a completion of a stage and pass through a Gateway 

This is often not good to experience 

I am always hopeful of a loving transformation 

however key learning for me through this journey 

the other person has to be learning how to emotionally evolve and heal 

The spirals have different astrology 

This Spiral in February 14 2016 was Aquarius Sun and Taurus Moon 

in the Mayan 

Galactic Moon Day 8 

The day of integration in the Integration Moon 

My 8th house 

The 260 day Spiral it was in was initiated in the spiral of the Sagi fire

on December 20th 2015 

The second wounding which ended the relationship was on 02 November 2016

White Rhythmic Mirror 

also a 13 Clear Sign Day 

It was on the next spiral of 260 days initiated in Virgo Sun Energy 

Blog here

The event took place on

Self Existing Moon Day 16 

The heart path energy of being free of disempowering relationship 

I am resolving again today to go into more awareness and learning 

to embody 

the 13 Moon energy 

We are in Planetary Moon Day 7 today 

Here is a great article about this by 

Resonant Truth 

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This may not mean anything to you …

yet 😉

For me it reveals my journey and helps me understand it 

I also help people make sense of theirs too when often it feels so hurtful

It can reveal a bigger picture process that can assist in healing it 

Balance of heart and mind 

My Journey with Red Skywalker Process

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My journey with the Mayan calendar

by me actually doing the process 

began on 02 November 2011 

when I went to a workshop at

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

and

purchased a calendar 

and

started to co create with it consciously 

I did not know this at the time but it was 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 

This started a spiral for that date :

In Self Existing Moon Day 16 

02 November 2011 ~ initiation consciously of creating Heaven on Earth ~ only not conscious of exact code 😉  Red Magnetic Skywalker

02 November 2012 ~ New Learning ~ White Lunar Mirror ~ Halloween in Glasto always has been challenging ~ new cosmic code about to come in with old calendar ending on December 21st ~ I had achieved my 5 year plan of being in Kephalonia ~ only on holiday ~ Glastonbury had not been in my awareness at all

02 November 2013 ~ Blue Electric Night ~ Alchemy ~ creating the conscious dream . I was having a real awakening and blogging a lot 

Blog 

02 November 2014 ~ Yellow Self Existing Star ~ bombshell dropped ~ end of my 26 year relationship and lots of revelations coming to light around this 

02 November 2015 ~ Red Overtone Skywalker ~ I moved to my new home in Libra 

Creating balance here but being away at my partners place a lot of the time 

02 November 2016 ~ White Rhythmic Mirror ~ coming into balance ~ end of the relationship 

02 November 2017 ~ Blue Resonant Night ~ what will be resonating around living my dream from a love filled space ?

We will have to see 

Current Workshops 

At this time now I am using my experiential journey

to embody my authentic Self

and share

what I know

for others

who feel this is something they would like to be involved in 

As I always say I am simply sharing what I know is all 

A perspective 

Please check out my events page on here and also on my website 

Barefoot Holistics 

Also on Facebook

There are lots of new things to bring light out of the dark 

and

I love sharing them 

I feel so sad for people who are suffering as I know how that feels and I choose to feel it

rather than bottle it up anymore

this has been really tough love too for me around the people I love

and

have loved 

and

I cannot be in relationship with them any more 

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

Lets be that change we want to see 

I can assist you in seeing this process

in your own code now 

with

Mayan and Starcode Readings in person and on Skype 

and

workshops about how the Mayan Calendar works ~ in person and on webinars

and

how to transform it 

with energy coaching one to one in person and on Skype

and

workshops on emotional awareness and how to do EFT ~

Emotional Freedom Technique

and most importantly 

how you can do that for yourself

by learning the process for yourself

to create personal alchemy everyday

Please get in touch to take the first step 

 

 

 

Be Love at Beltane 

natlee

Pic Beltane Kiss by Nat Lee