Day out of time ~ Blue Spectral Night 25 July 2017

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Pic by Mariana Pavlova

 

Day out of time 

25 July 2017

Blue Spectral Night

 

The most recent Conscious Dreamer Wavespell

was

07 March to 19 March 2017

 

I did a workshop for

The Positive Living Group in Glastonbury

on day 2 of

The

Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Lunar Seed 

I wrote this blog about it

 

 

This 260 day Wavespell is a way to work consciously with intent

with these spirals of

human evolution

and

the more conscious awareness you have

of your own cosmic codes and patterns

the more you can really become a master at weaving within worlds

and shaping your destiny

which is why this amazing tool is here at this time

for exactly that purpose

and

why we are here at this time for exactly that purpose

because…

it is time for humanity

to raise the game plan

and work powerfully

to transit the old ways

and

create new loving and respectful ones

This is not an easy task

This is not without tears

This requires discipline and determination

and

schooling of

the

Spiritual Warrior

After mapping and working co creatively with this codex and matrix for 6 years

 and

also with Astrology  

I absolutely know that nothing is random through mapping my own process

and

that of many other people

I have been honoured to co create with

I also know experientially

that everything is designed for human evolution

with an energetic framework

which can be a very challenging view for the egoic part of our personality

which may believe that it is confined and limited

and

yes in certain ways that is true

It is a template that has been crafted by a very different consciousness

to the human mind

and

paradoxically is in fact limitless

once the individual decides to embrace that

and

trust the process

and

go with it

releasing any resistance to what is presenting for their transformation

then miracles can commence

Resistance is the edge

of the comfort zone

of the conditioned mind 

Choosing to create love and compassion as the soul purpose of this journey

brings the beauty path

at times this is the opposite

revealing the prima materia for conversion

and

this is always within the self

Blue Night’s planet is Saturn 

Saturn in Sagittarius on the planetary transit right now

to reveal where we are in our great adventure

and what is seeking healing for us

so we can access the star gate

of literally the place where stars are made

remembering that we are made of the same building blocks of the starry skies

 

Where Saturn is in your chart is key

and

understanding it’s structure in your journey

will reveal enlightenment for you

which is the true meaning of enlightenment

Know thyself 

Where Sagittarius is in your chart

is also key 

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If we do not know our patterns and codes

we are in the dark

travelling without a map

Nothing wrong with that position

It is what it is

There is no “right” and “wrong” on the journey

Knowing what questions to ask

and having tools of wisdom

reveals a different way of travelling

It is a choice point

to take full responsibility

for how to create and relate

in this life

 

If you choose to work powerfully

with conscious intent today :

Notice where you are on your journey on this

Day out of time

and

what is unfolding for you because of your choices

in co creation with the universe ~ which we are a part of ~ we are the Universe

and

with others

as

we are all in this together and In Lak ech ~ I am another you ~ literally means that

 

the more consciously aware we become

we can see how other people are literally reflecting part of us

literally 

and

you can actually map this connection

and

see what it is repeating and when

and then understand

why they are in your life and you in theirs

and that this has to happen

there is no way around it this code has to come in

and will no matter how much you may try to avoid it

there is no way to avoid it

because it is key to our personal and collective evolution

 

 

These patterns do not change throughout our life ~

we simply refine our way of working with them to become wise which is exactly why they exist for that purpose of enlightenment

and

to 

learn our lesson of evolution

and

most importantly of love and acceptance of our own wound

and journey

so that we can do that in reality with others 

 

Today see how you have created ways

of being

that have brought magic and joy for you

 

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Pic Maria Pavlova

 

If you haven’t already got one may I suggest you create a 

Book of Shadows 

to record your alchemical process and be specific

These magical ways can be further expanded upon

to release your starseed and gift to the world 

The more painful parts hold the light for the next steps of the journey and record these too with the intention of healing them

as this is the key to personal alchemy 

It is Leo time 

It is time to have the courage to shrug off the old self limiting beliefs

and

really go into that crafted self to reweave it 

The New Year tomorrow

brings the structure of the egoic masks that everyone has created

to live in our conditioned culture of co dependancy

and so the more we know about our self

the more we can start to unwrap our true seed

with gentle care and small steps

with hugs and love

and a structure of support

that will ultimately set us free

and allow us to fly

and change our world

into a place of more beauty

full of amazing butterflies

There is no need to worry it is happening

All that is required is that each person focuses on themselves

and do their personal journey

as and when it feels right for them

because everyone is exactly at the perfect place to allow the cosmic dance 

If you have any worries about the process

then that is something that can be addressed 😉 

Within 

I use Emotional Freedom Technique

and it works and is easy ~

lots of resources on my blog and website

or simply google and get a manual and start today if you feel to 

If you want to know more about

how I do this please contact me I also do group work

and

can travel to you

I love sharing this

It creates self~empowerment

Wishing you an amazing day

beautiful dreamers

 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 24 July 2017~ 2

 

Part two of the blog 

Part 1 here

Several days in between blogs

I am writing this on day 10 

White Planetary Wind

24 July 2017

In my personal Mayan Castle

this is 1992 birthday for me 

I had lived in London for nearly a year and had to leave

I was overworked and under paid

and ill because of it

and most importantly for me to own…

my need to please and try

and

be the manual

that was an impossible ideal

so I was looking for a way out

back to the North

and

my roots

albeit in different counties as it turned out 

I had dreams of a life in the county

having the actual experience changed my goals

and

this is key to understanding our mind can have an inaccurate portrayal

that can only be fully understood

by actually doing the trip itself

instead of simply flicking through travel brochures

which is a metaphor for our human being journey

and

soul journey

and

owning our choices through life

in order to fully understand

how we create

and

to become masters

at

creating harmony and bliss

in this lifetime

 

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Here is a recent picture of Grassington I took this Summer.

It was emotional revisiting the place

where I had so many hopes and dreams for a new beginning

and

still have now…

Somethings have changed radically 

Some are still the same 

as 

some things have changed radically within me

and 

some have not and are still seeking rewiring and healing

so the same themes are playing out still

as the energetic signature is still there

and

I am in a

White Galactic Wind year of integration

until my birthday

which is soon

 

Here is a blog I wrote about today’s energy in 2013

 

Lots of Leo energy now 

 

Here is a great article and overview of the starry skies at the mo

by

Austin Stoppock

 

The 10th day of each Wavespell is

The heart’s desire

in this Wavespell

this is to manifest our spirit 

to embody it 

to be truth 

free from distortion

crafted from our Uranus experience 

Reworking our Saturnian structure

This really happens in earnest from around 42 to 52

as we let go of our earthly conditioning

to be the spiritual warrior of the heart

and

as the New Moon was at 0 degrees Leo yesterday on

Red Solar Dragon Day

Here is a post I wrote in 2013

is my DC in my natal chart

this is so key for me

Here is an article about this

 

White Wind is my White Castle 

White Wind are my kin and tribe

and

meeting lots of them now it is so magical

 

Today in the 13 Moon calendar

It is

Cosmic Moon Day 28

At the Leo Meridian time of 11am to 1 pm here are the star stories

from

Inside Degrees

 

LEO 15 
A woman with many different colored rings on her fingers. 
To be quintessentially yourself in so many different directions is to be big, impressive, and very dramatic. Your individuality is blessed with innate gifts and treasures unlimited, an embarrassment of riches. The outward temptation is to play this up and use it up. The inward path is to develop it into ripe and mature full-on individual genius. However, it takes an advanced soul to be able to move steadily with such intoxicating qualities. And it takes the utmost in sincerity, simplicity, and core presence to just be there while having loads of outstanding, amazing attributes to show and share and give forth freely, with such royal stature and destiny.

LEO 16 
A red-faced man, tears running down his cheeks. He is laughing convulsively. 
In the warp between the worlds, being a representative of one world in the midst of another and being almost invisible. Tending to disappear off-screen and reappear somewhere else. Transported by a special destiny, slipping by the borderguards. As the uproar happens the deep observer looks on at the role the self is playing, which is so incongruous to who one is truly. But the karmic instructions are to play along, and later all shall be revealed. This is a very peculiar soul condition–taking all the loose ends and finishing them off, to be sprung into a different realm at last.

The last day of the Cosmic Moon

The last day of the 13 Moon Cycle

that began

on

July 26 2016

 

Today is a really good day

to be with your heart

and

see how you are feeling

We do not know what life holds for us 

We cannot see our entire path

because we cannot experience it if we do

and

often that feels difficult to do

because this earthly life can be so painful

to keep moving forward with an open heart takes great courage

and …

it is the only way we truly learn through our experiences

as to what creates hurt

and what creates joy

and

then to work wisely when the time is right

and

all the elements are present for us in every moment

if we are ready to look

and

do what it takes to be disciplined

There is also the paradox

that we often have to go deep into the dark path to know this

and not know for a good while ~ which the ego is not a fan of 😉

This is a key mastery path though to master and transform the scaredy cat ego 

to create a change for not only us

but for others

and

for human evolution too

and

to trust that our higher self knows

and

will support us even though our conditioned mind

may be screaming for mercy

remember it is ego deconstruct time now for each human being

so that the world can change because each human being changes

When we open more and trust more then miracles are manifest

and that was my experience yesterday

Amidst lots of emotional storms

I found myself with friends

in the centre of the Glastonbury Zodiac

and

later in the Gemini part of the Zodiac

where I used to live

and

where I started this

Gemini Imix Quest on 24 May 2017

 

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with a beautiful group of Sufi people

I was watching a rainbow emerge from clear skies and huge clouds

I was welcomed as a human being

I felt loved and accepted

I did not know the language of the prayers

but they spoke to my heart

and I felt I belonged in a roomful of people I did not know

but whom I felt at one with

more than many people I have known for years  

Finding our tribe is key now

to be free of any more wounding

Focusing on being loving and authentic in relationship

free of any need to sacrifice or compete is the key

as this is the new code of creation for humanity

that is beaming through the galaxies now

 

 

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A new door opened up 

A new path became known

Where does it go ?

I do not know

but I made the choice to venture into an unknown space

and

the creation codes of that place are now in motion ~

will keep you posted as it unfolds

Mercury will be passing by Regulus in the next couple of days ~

the star in the heart of the celestial Lion

Where this is in your chart is key for healing your heart to regulate your experience of giving and receiving love

 

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Fuller info at Hermetic Podcast

I have an event in Glastonbury for the New Year

on July 26

Living Crystal of the Heart

More info here

I also have one at The Green Gathering on August 03

Love to see you

At the Green Gathering

I will be doing individual readings  for the Mayan Year ahead

and

Emotional Freedom Technique Circles to create harmony 

and 

one to one sessions too

more info here:

Green Gathering

You can also come and see me for a reading in person in Glastonbury

or

online using media

 

Today is key for seeing where we are in light of our spiritual journey

and how it is manifest for us now ~

to boldly go where no man or woman has gone before 

we are writing new code

 

 

 

 

 

Burner Day ~ Red Self Existing Serpent

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Pic Serpent Mother Burning Man

Burner Days 

Wow I have had the most amazing couple of days with my Sistar

Love you beautiful amazing being

Jyoti Imix 

We have found so much on our cookie trail today ~

will need a few days to blog and share

and this is so key

about who we are in relationship with

and

what that consciousness and code co creates

Today I am feeling so inspired

and

reconnecting

to an amazing adventure time

when I was a young woman leaving the UK for a new life

and

it was such an awakening

to something beyond my cultural conditioning

Doing the Mayan Calendar mapping with astrology

has revealed this so much

and

EFT ~ Tapping has created amazing evolution

and

openings to so much freedom 

This circle of Burner Days

begins today

18 April 2017

In the last decan of Aries Fire 

Article by Darkstar Astrology 

Waning Moon in Capricorn 

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As I write this

Capricorn Moon at 22 degrees ~ master builder number

Inside Degrees

CAPRICORN 22
A bare altar covered with black velvet.
Death is a force that brings into Earth something from beyond and this something is the X factor in the human equation. Your own previous deaths as major sign-posts which hold you to your noblest and most surrendered ways of being. Mortality has spoken; immortality arises from the ashes. A threshold awareness that hugs the edge between the worlds and bows before a God who presides over the living and the dead. You stride across worlds, in tune with myriad frequencies, and are quite able to make way for the unknown, the infinite, the other side of life. A fiercely-held intention to bow before what truly is and fall for nothing less, no matter how attractive or appealing.

Red Self Existing Serpent

The planet ~ the asteroid belt

bringing in new consciousness

out of the ashes of old planets

This is the awakener

To go beyond survival and base human animal instinct is the key to ego mastery

It is the essence of the Wavespell process

Essential to go beyond Groundhog Day 

Letting go without needing to know why is often the only way to personal peace ~

a blast from the past :

 

This is the structure day of

White Wind Wavespell

White Magnetic Wind
Blue Lunar Night
Yellow Electric Seed
Red Self-Existing Serpent
White Overtone World-Bridger
Blue Rhythmic Hand
Yellow Resonant Star
Red Galactic Moon
White Solar Dog
Blue Planetary Monkey
Yellow Spectral Human
Red Crystal Skywalker
White Cosmic Wizard

This is in the 

Green Castle of the heart

Burner Days are collective community emotional venting days

Here is a link from : How to practice Mayan Astrology by Bruce Schofield and Barry C Orr 

that explains this in great detail 

Notice what is happening

on the world stage 

They happen every 65 days

which is 

5 Wavespells apart

5 being a mastery number in the Mayan

1 5 9 13 is a key spiral for code

1 ~ initiation in an energetic signature ~ Magnetic

5~ the next time that signature appears for mastery ~ Overtone

9 ~ the Gateway of completion of that level and entry into the next ~ Solar

13 ~ The shift of paradigms and structure potentiality ~ transform conditioning to align with the Cosmos ~ also key to Sagi fire as the 9th sign of healing ~ Cosmic 

Next one in 65 days is

White Self Existing Dog 

also a

13 Clear Sign 

Planet 
Mercury 

This is the structure of 

Blue Hand Wavespell

Blue Magnetic Hand
Yellow Lunar Star
Red Electric Moon
White Self-Existing Dog
Blue Overtone Monkey
Yellow Rhythmic Human
Red Resonant Skywalker
White Galactic Wizard
Blue Solar Eagle
Yellow Planetary Warrior
Red Spectral Earth
White Crystal Mirror
Blue Cosmic Storm

Blue Self~Existing Eagle 

is the West

and

transforming energy 

Planet is Jupiter

Mastery process

This is the structure of the planetary server

the evolved conscious human being

Yellow Human Wavespell

Yellow Magnetic Human
Red Lunar Skywalker
White Electric Wizard
Blue Self-Existing Eagle
Yellow Overtone Warrior
Red Rhythmic Earth
White Resonant Mirror
Blue Galactic Storm
Yellow Solar Sun
Red Planetary Dragon
White Spectral Wind
Blue Crystal Night
Yellow Cosmic Seed

The South Burner is 

Yellow Self Existing Sun

The structure of the human being

able to hold the light code

of consciousness

having healed all

ungrounded

events

emotions

beliefs 

Day 4 of

Red Earth Wavespell

Red Magnetic Earth
White Lunar Mirror
Blue Electric Storm
Yellow Self-Existing Sun
Red Overtone Dragon
White Rhythmic Wind
Blue Resonant Night
Yellow Galactic Seed
Red Solar Serpent
White Planetary World-Bridger
Blue Spectral Hand
Yellow Crystal Star
Red Cosmic Moon

Each individual has Burner Days too which are your Mayan Castles

From the Fifth Sun

My Burner Days

so for example my Mayan Sign is :

Blue Solar Hand 

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My Mayan Burner days are:

Red Solar Earth ~ East ~ Awakening ~ planet Uranus 

This was in last weeks Wavespell of :

Red Moon Wavespell

This is listed on

astrodreamadvisor.com

Wavespell site 

Amazing resources on this site that is now listed as:

lightcenterlove.com

Red Magnetic Moon
White Lunar Dog
Blue Electric Monkey
Yellow Self-Existing Human
Red Overtone Skywalker
White Rhythmic Wizard
Blue Resonant Eagle
Yellow Galactic Warrior
Red Solar Earth
White Planetary Mirror
Blue Spectral Storm
Yellow Crystal Sun
Red Cosmic Dragon

Red Solar Earth is the Gateway

to authenticity and integrity

becoming aware of what has ungrounded you

Healing it 

Over and over 

until there is nothing there to interrupt your connection to mother earth 

White Solar Wind ~ the North

refining day ~ planet Uranus 

The Gateway to truth and allowing our spirit to speak to us free of egoic distortions

This is in 

White Wizard Wavespell

White Magnetic Wizard
Blue Lunar Eagle
Yellow Electric Warrior
Red Self-Existing Earth
White Overtone Mirror
Blue Rhythmic Storm
Yellow Resonant Sun
Red Galactic Dragon
White Solar Wind
Blue Planetary Night
Yellow Spectral Seed
Red Crystal Serpent
White Cosmic World-Bridger

By clearing past ego events that created emotional wounding

the human being becomes free of old patterns

and

co dependant relating

this creates self~empowerment

and

flow with the universe

Blue Solar Hand ~ West ~ transformation to become avatar potentiality

planet earth

This is the Gateway to emotional freedom 

again through healing past emotional events

to become clear and free

in balance with emotions

able to access emotional stability and be serene in the eye of the storm

This is in Blue Storm Wavespell

Blue Magnetic Storm
Yellow Lunar Sun
Red Electric Dragon
White Self-Existing Wind
Blue Overtone Night
Yellow Rhythmic Seed
Red Resonant Serpent
White Galactic World-Bridger
Blue Solar Hand
Yellow Planetary Star
Red Spectral Moon
White Crystal Dog
Blue Cosmic Monkey

Yellow Solar Human ~ South ~

the philosopher’s Stone ~

our human body ~

Planet Earth 

This is the Gateway to our true human nature

of pure love

and

sacred embodiment of consciousness

In full love and acceptance of ourselves we cannot hurt any other

The Wavespell is Yellow Seed 

This process has 10 human evolution portals and this is one of t

Yellow Magnetic Seed
Red Lunar Serpent
White Electric World-Bridger
Blue Self-Existing Hand
Yellow Overtone Star
Red Rhythmic Moon
White Resonant Dog
Blue Galactic Monkey
Yellow Solar Human
Red Planetary Skywalker
White Spectral Wizard
Blue Crystal Eagle
Yellow Cosmic Warrior

Working consciously with these codes

is mind blowing

and

therefore heart opening 

Red Moon Wavespell April 2017

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Red Moon Wavespell 2017 

We are now

in the

Green Castle of the heart

once more

4 Castles of cosmic evolution completed 

This is a very powerful Wavespell

and

Castle

It initiates the awakening

to our

real authentic soul self 

and

how much we are embodying it

walking our talk

The planet is Mercury 

I write this blog first and foremost for myself

as it is a record of my journey

and

a record of my co creation

with this amazing cosmic tool of

revealing the cosmic matrix

the code of human evolution 

The 260 Day Wavespell

Going back over my blogs

I am teaching myself where I have been

and

the relevance of each spiral

as each day contains a spiral within it

that is an evolutionary process

and

once this is brought to consciousness within the individual

then one can navigate the path more easily

and

define where one’s focus needs to be

and

where to put one’s attention

for the most transformative results

Key for mastery is to:

Know thyself experientially

and intellectually  

On day 3 of this Wavespell

there is a

13 Clear Sign

of 

Alchemy 

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Blue Electric Monkey 

Here is a blog I wrote about this in 2016

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Here is a blog from 2014 that is very significant for me around relationship

Here is a blog from 2015

Here is a blog from 2015

Red Overtone Skywalker 

Here is a blog I wrote about Red Overtone Skywalker in 2015

Here is another I wrote in the same year different 260 day Wavespell

with different astrological code 

and as I read this re~visiting the energy I felt back then

and

remembering 

how my relating experiences at that time 

had created a heart response from me 

Generally this has come from being in relationship inauthentically 

with people who 

have not learned how to relate respectfully and lovingly 

because they have not personally had that experience shown to them in life 

and 

most importantly 

have not learned how to do it as an adult 

This is so key 

One of the most important teachings

How to be loving and respectful

whilst being authentic 

in relationship

Generally people give more importance to leaning other rules and laws 

with regards to manifesting and magic 

missing a point entirely :

that love is the way forward

for the human race 

and 

The Spiritual Warrior on the Heart Path embodiment process

means:

to sort yourself out on every level

and

as a direct outcome of that process

stop the old codes from being present in you

that hurt you

and

hurt everyone else

What goes around

comes around

that is the true integrated meaning 

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This knowledge changes everything 

This is not innate

and

many people do not understand this 

This has to be learnt by individuals 

and 

comes from 

personal integration within

It is not simply an intellectual process 

It is errenous to believe

that people can simply start behaving in a way

that is different from their experiential learning

people literally do what they know 

so 

do as I say not as I do 

Sound familiar?

Does not compute on a human level 

akin to the belief that affirmations alone will create a manifestation of change 

It is a very deep denial belief

that is a core creation code of deception in our society

and 

a core ego smoke and mirrors misdirection 

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Allowing ourselves to be fooled by this 

allows suffering

it is a natural outcome

If people could simply do this without inner process…

i.e automatically start behaving impeccably and lovingly 

on the outside …

when inside there is no existing structure to support it 

aka in nlp terms as 

The Meta Model 

An article about that here by NLP Academy 

then there would be no experiential learning or human evolution

Many people now know the theory of this

and

yet have not internalised it

and

will not

until it is their spiral time

as this allows the evolution game to be played

and

this may not happen for them in this lifetime 

Our western culture has been impoverished and repressing the sacred feminine 

for thousands of years 

and

as a result has created a model for living that is

harsh 

survivalist mode

War like

and

has to have an absence of gentle and loving feminine energy to maintain that  

there is also an absence of that experience in each human being

on a spectrum

an absence of that emotional intelligence

an absence of emotional awareness 

and 

behaviour therefore resulting in that lack of love

that is unloving and often lacks awareness of even being that 

and 

the pain of not knowing how to do that 

embody that 

feeling that lack and desperation

activating all of that ancestral code

and 

spinning on the wheel of that 

not knowing how to get off it 

knowing that one’s actions are nihilistic 

and

yet continuing with them

in order to “survive”

in our sick society 

Remember what we are being we are creating in the next moment 

and 

we will receive what we give 

which is why there is no need for punishment or law

on one level 

as one receives according to what one has lived 

and 

so it is 

Know them by the fruit of their labours

What is manifest we have co created

This endemic Narcissistic way of relating 

is the foundation stone of our consumer society 

because it is based on thousands of years of experiential learning 

Live by the sword

die by the sword

Here is a website that may be useful in explaining some of the terminology etc around narcissism generally

flyingmonkeysdenied.com

The Swords being the mind energy

in Tarot 

Five of Swords in particular ~ defeat 

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Here is an article about the number codes in Thoth 

Book of Thoth 5

Here is an article about the five of swords Thoth by Eli Ismerchantile 

Here is an article about the Cups Wands and Swords in Thoth:

Book of Thoth 6 

Solutions are coming now

because the time is perfectly aligned for that to happen

The balancing of the human being 

The heart and the mind 

The masculine and feminine within 

All are important 

All are key to creating wholeness 

It is the time of the emotional evolution 

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Huge realisations about the spiral for me now

and

how it links in…

It sent me on a vast cookie trail tracing back my soul sat nav since coming to Glastonbury

and 

seeing that incarnate

I had lots of emotional triggers and releases on

Red Overtone Skywalker

day

06 April 2017 

Repeating patterns

Repeating triggers in relationship

Leading to a different outcome 

A different understanding

A different level of relating 

and 

allowing me to be discerning in many ways 

and also that this is not how I choose to relate in a certain framework 

and

if I choose to override my knowingness

and

relate in a way that

does not truly serve me 

I suffer

on an emotional level

on a physical level 

and

this affects everything that I do and create 

It destabilises me 

So 

each time I learn from this 

and how to refine my relating process

often I do not trust myself and my gut 

This took place this time in Aries Sun

and

waxing moon in Leo 

Which is a power time for me

When the Moon waxes at the degree of your Sun it reveals hidden power

Moon time of 25 degrees 

at

9pm on the 6th of April 2017

LEO 25
A circle of neat houses, each one identical.
Mapping out a blueprint, a great plan. Designing into it the perfect escape route, which is anonymity. Going under for the duration, you make absolutely sure that you look and act like a clone of any given prototype that calls no attention to itself. With everything splendidly in place and the perfect disguise solidly maintained, you are safe inside to go into absolutely anything. The inside track becomes as fanciful and free as the outside track becomes innocuous and banal. This way of doing it is half-mad and half-brilliant. It is half-mad in that it is so suppressive to any prospects of expressing and embodying your real self in this world. And it is half-brilliant, offering such outward stability that the inward formative chaos can romp without disturbing the neighbors or anybody–even your own ego-mind. Ultimately it is the perfect way to grapple with being vastly other, yet still needing and wanting to be an integral part of things–loved, accepted, and welcomed. It is a strange bargain, but is, you feel it deeply to be, viable, inescapable, and true.

This is where my Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees comes in handy 

VIRGO 29
A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

as I go for the devil in the detail

Sincere thanks to everyone involved

in this process

and

I truly mean this from my heart

because it is essential to my journey to do this

and

share it 

This has been totally aligned with the

Venus Retrograde process 

which is the core energy of the Mayan Wavespell 

We have had Aries Sun energy

initiating our solar wheel

also

Libra Full Moon coming tomorrow

in the UK 

21 degrees:

This is linking to Inside Degrees Website 

LIBRA 21
A magician wearing a live snake for a belt.
A mobius strip of yes into no into yes. Yes is primally the eager embrace of sense-life in a rapture of release. The No is not being able to handle, even remotely, the social repercussions of being viscerally empowered. The further Yes is at last being able to embrace unreservedly the self that got lost in the world and the world that got lost in the self. Until this final reckoning the No wreaks havoc. You thrash around in a frenzy of trying to spin away from reflected images and impressions. You just cannot bear to hold still and be pinned by ideas about who you are and who your are not. An elemental power in spiral vortex action seeks to consume all false selves and to become so authentic that each breath of experience is purely there with no interpretive filter whatsoever. This power ultimately brings everybody to the point of no longer putting up with being trapped in shallow frequencies and bursts everything open, or else is willing to die trying.

ruled by guess who ?

Yes Venus of course 

As I am living in the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

and 

have my Mars in Libra 

in my 8th house 

at 28 degrees

LIBRA 28
A single white swan swimming through gray mist.
Different and the same. Distinguished by vertical composure, yet intended to stay down under. A special destiny-task, a mission, an assignment. Taught to blend in and become each world passed through, yet remaining incorrigibly other. Excellent at taking up required roles and ways of life and finding the best in them. You have a remarkable social gift for making the world a better place. Endowed with higher characteristics and heavenly nature, you are sublime, yet shrugging self off–“no big deal.” The wonders of anonymity. So many changes to move through, rippling waves of time. Standing far above, dispassionately: “I shall do what is rightful.” The singular voice of the highest ethic, pure and essentialized.

this Full Moon will be impacting me ~

although not intensely it is within an 8 degree orb 

This is my Phoenix Process house

Transformation of survival through knowing my patterns and codes 

Transforming my emotional mind survival experiences 

Releasing emotion that creates distorted beliefs

based on past emotionally debilitating events 

and 

rising from the ashes 

White World Bridger  ~ Cimi ~ energy in the Mayan codex ~ 6 ~ bringing balance 

Here is a pdf by Ferrusca that reveals more about this 

articles about this astrology :

Sabrina Monarch 

Astrobutterfly 

Pam Gregory video

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Also revisited and reminded that my 

Part of Fortuna is in Libra at 13 degrees

LIBRA 13
Men and women in white towels in a steam bath talking and sweating profusely.
When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

Part of fortune in Libra ~ arlenekramer.net

Part of Fortune in Libra ~ marianneohagan.com

Part of Fortune in the 8th house ~ freespiritedmind.com

This is also the completion of

Libra Sun time

from last year

and

here is my blog from then :

White Solar Wind 

which I have just realised

is one of 

my 

Burner Days 

Your Burner day is your Mayan Sign in each Castle

that repeats every 65 days

and is an

enlightenment potentiality day

This was

White Solar Wind 

What I initiated then

I am now expanding on 

in my 

Red Solar Earth

burner Day 

on

April 10 2017

I am crying as I am writing this with the grace of it 

It’s energy is Uranus

What is coming to light 

my inner child is often still afraid of my journey and does not trust the process because of my experiential process of being around narcissistic wounding patterns 

I have mapped each year of my life 

From the Fifth Sun

Here are my burner years :

Blue Solar Hand ~ my Mayan Sign ~ 1965 and will be my year from August 18 2017

planet : earth ~ how I shape my destiny here on earth through healing my emotions and emotional events and relating differently 

Here is a fab film with this theme of revisiting old wounding ~ although not emotional healing in the framework I mean ~ a Hollywood “take” on it 

The Discovery 

Red Solar Earth ~ my Red Castle of awakening ~ 1991 ~ age 26 I moved from Rochdale to London and began working for Wetherspoon’s 

Uranus is the planet ~ this is a mastery code to bringing to light what has ungrounded us and our ancestors and healing it 

White Solar Wind ~ 2004 ~ age 39 ~ Venus transit on the planet 

The initiation of a new 13 year cycle of the Gregorian framework 

Red Skywalker 

Huge wounding and split in my birth family 

Red Skywalker is the mastery code of Creating Heaven on Earth

and

doing that by embodying that

Yellow Solar Human ~ 1978 ~ age 13 ~ becoming a teenager ~ a key Uranus Gateway 

planet ~ earth 

A hard time for me with bullying and trying to choose who to connect to in school also changes in family health 

Knowing your patterns and codes

in this way

creates massive self awareness

and

understanding 

and

self empowerment 

I know many people do not yet share my perspective

around

what is known as

shadow emotions 

Generally uncomfortable feelings that are not happiness or joy 

Everything that allows me to clear all my resistance

and

emotional imbalance is welcomed 

This is paramount for the ego Leo energy

As a Leo my main focus is the heart

and 

I feel and love deeply 

along the way I have been deeply wounded too

This is a huge lesson in how to love

and 

I have not always been loving and respectful 

I have often been egotistical

and I have not been in gratitude 

I have taken people for granted 

and

I am truly sorry for that 

Sincerely if I have ever done anything to you that has been disrespectful to you 

I apologise unreservedly 

I am Sorry 

Please forgive me because there are no excuses for disrespectful behaviour no matter what the provocation

and

this does not mean being a doormat or weak 

It is the essence of integrated authentic compassion

and

to turn the other cheek 

forgive them for they know not what they do

wisdom statements 

and 

to act from this inner space too in a powerful loving way

More about this Venusian power energy in an article 

Sabrina Monarch 

This is key to Ho oponopono way of being

more about that here  

I am learning as to what way of relating I chose to be party to

that created this 

and

to become very discerning

and

stop doing that action

that creates suffering for all

this takes time

and

I still love eating sugar

even though I know it is not good for me

and

it changes the truth of who I am 

biochemically 

and

this again is true in many other arenas of my conditioned mind 

that I am transforming 

Ignorance can create bliss and it can create suffering on the next cycle

Being coming aware

and

embodying Karma codes

is the key

to letting go of suffering

I committed to this process before life 

and 

key to my

Medicine Buddha initiation

in my spiral of 

Blue Hand in October 2016 

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no matter how familiar this old way of relating felt 

I had to change that on many levels 

and 

still am as part of the pixel

in the new age formulating 

This is key to our personal soul journey 

and

role as a planetary server

To heal what has hurt us

to then allow us

to create harmony

through healing the harm and no longer harming our self

or others

In my opinion over many years of experiential learning 

this harmony has to be created from the inside out 

Most peoples’ focus is still

on the outside in

which is a disempowering pattern

as it avoids focus on the self

which is where

the creation code is

This is a key factor to revolutionise

The personal journey

of

being the compassionate Bodhisattva 

who is truly at peace with oneself

on an emotional level and has released all the loss of power tags 

so is the

Sovereign Queen energy 

able to stop playing the power egoic games

and

Be love once again

The Divine child 

transparent wise 

free

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Key learning for me in this code:

The significance again of the Red Skywalker codes 

Which are the creation codes of the conscious dreamer process 

the human being who wants to understand the process of manifestation

and

do it 

through inner transformation work

This is linked to the Gregorian Yearly cycle of 01 January

We are now refining the 13 year cycle that began on 01 January 2004 

What created hell for us personally 

To see what is reflecting back in our holographic world 

so we can change it beaming it from the inside 

This new 13 year cycle of White Mirror began on 01 January 2017 

I blogged about it here:

New Year Cycles Gregorian 

I began a relationship in my

Red Resonant Earth Year in 2014 age 50

The 50 decade being key for becoming the mastery process of the struggle encountered in life so far 

this relationship resulted in two big woundings

in

Red Skywalker 13 day process with that person

Red Skywalker 13 day process being the most powerful process as it contains

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13 Clear signs 

Here is a blog about this:

The first one was on Valentine’s Day 14 Feb 2015 

Red Overtone Earth 

which is a 13 clear sign 

key to what un grounds us seeking light 

day 5 of the process 

This is my Red Castle 

I experienced this energy when I was 22 and I had cervical cancer 

it was 1987

I was in an abusive relationship 

I was also physically attacked by this man 

It began my journey into mental health 

I was experiencing panic attacks, tunnel vision and psoriasis on my face 

The experience I had in 2015 was not the same

but highlighted where I was now 

Very aware of some things 

still in abusive and imbalanced relationship

with massive projection going on 

and

the difference was I felt deep love and compassion for this man 

a deep soul and past life connection

I re ~engaged 

Even if I had stopped this there I am offering you that this would have re emerged somewhere else 

this is deep soul work 

that is happening for planetary evolution and understanding 

and I do not in any way encourage or dismiss abusive behaviour 

My journey involves modelling experiential learning to understand 

I cannot do that with a book

I keep going until I create a completion of a stage and pass through a Gateway 

This is often not good to experience 

I am always hopeful of a loving transformation 

however key learning for me through this journey 

the other person has to be learning how to emotionally evolve and heal 

The spirals have different astrology 

This Spiral in February 14 2016 was Aquarius Sun and Taurus Moon 

in the Mayan 

Galactic Moon Day 8 

The day of integration in the Integration Moon 

My 8th house 

The 260 day Spiral it was in was initiated in the spiral of the Sagi fire

on December 20th 2015 

The second wounding which ended the relationship was on 02 November 2016

White Rhythmic Mirror 

also a 13 Clear Sign Day 

It was on the next spiral of 260 days initiated in Virgo Sun Energy 

Blog here

The event took place on

Self Existing Moon Day 16 

The heart path energy of being free of disempowering relationship 

I am resolving again today to go into more awareness and learning 

to embody 

the 13 Moon energy 

We are in Planetary Moon Day 7 today 

Here is a great article about this by 

Resonant Truth 

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This may not mean anything to you …

yet 😉

For me it reveals my journey and helps me understand it 

I also help people make sense of theirs too when often it feels so hurtful

It can reveal a bigger picture process that can assist in healing it 

Balance of heart and mind 

My Journey with Red Skywalker Process

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My journey with the Mayan calendar

by me actually doing the process 

began on 02 November 2011 

when I went to a workshop at

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

and

purchased a calendar 

and

started to co create with it consciously 

I did not know this at the time but it was 

Red Skywalker Wavespell 

This started a spiral for that date :

In Self Existing Moon Day 16 

02 November 2011 ~ initiation consciously of creating Heaven on Earth ~ only not conscious of exact code 😉  Red Magnetic Skywalker

02 November 2012 ~ New Learning ~ White Lunar Mirror ~ Halloween in Glasto always has been challenging ~ new cosmic code about to come in with old calendar ending on December 21st ~ I had achieved my 5 year plan of being in Kephalonia ~ only on holiday ~ Glastonbury had not been in my awareness at all

02 November 2013 ~ Blue Electric Night ~ Alchemy ~ creating the conscious dream . I was having a real awakening and blogging a lot 

Blog 

02 November 2014 ~ Yellow Self Existing Star ~ bombshell dropped ~ end of my 26 year relationship and lots of revelations coming to light around this 

02 November 2015 ~ Red Overtone Skywalker ~ I moved to my new home in Libra 

Creating balance here but being away at my partners place a lot of the time 

02 November 2016 ~ White Rhythmic Mirror ~ coming into balance ~ end of the relationship 

02 November 2017 ~ Blue Resonant Night ~ what will be resonating around living my dream from a love filled space ?

We will have to see 

Current Workshops 

At this time now I am using my experiential journey

to embody my authentic Self

and share

what I know

for others

who feel this is something they would like to be involved in 

As I always say I am simply sharing what I know is all 

A perspective 

Please check out my events page on here and also on my website 

Barefoot Holistics 

Also on Facebook

There are lots of new things to bring light out of the dark 

and

I love sharing them 

I feel so sad for people who are suffering as I know how that feels and I choose to feel it

rather than bottle it up anymore

this has been really tough love too for me around the people I love

and

have loved 

and

I cannot be in relationship with them any more 

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

Lets be that change we want to see 

I can assist you in seeing this process

in your own code now 

with

Mayan and Starcode Readings in person and on Skype 

and

workshops about how the Mayan Calendar works ~ in person and on webinars

and

how to transform it 

with energy coaching one to one in person and on Skype

and

workshops on emotional awareness and how to do EFT ~

Emotional Freedom Technique

and most importantly 

how you can do that for yourself

by learning the process for yourself

to create personal alchemy everyday

Please get in touch to take the first step 

 

 

 

Be Love at Beltane 

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Pic Beltane Kiss by Nat Lee 

Red Galactic Earth

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Red Galactic Earth 

I am writing this on 01 March 2017

St David’s Day 

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The Village I live in is

Barton St David

I was intending to do an article on the

13 Clear Sign

that took place yesterday

Yellow Resonant Warrior

However

having read my blog

I realised there is already one there from last year that explains the process :

Yellow Resonant Warrior blog 2016

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

I will add to this with my experience from yesterday

28 February 2017

I am now adding Gregorian dates to my posts as much as possible

to aid the use of the code

for people working experientially with the Wavespell

which is fundamentally what I believe is it’s purpose

The last time we were in this spiral

was

last summer 

 

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Yellow Resonant Warrior was on June 13 2016

approaching the

Summer Solstice on 20 June 2017

which was

Blue Night Wavespell 

the code of the conscious dreamer 

Here is a blog I wrote back then about

Solstice Patterns

This year is a fabulous code

for the Sacred Feminine :

Red Electric Moon 

The Alchemy Code 

of 

Blue Hand Wavespell

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It is on June 21st this year and that makes it on Crystal Moon Day 23

It is the shaping our destiny code

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If you choose you can journey back to this timeframe

when the Sun was at it’s zenith

and

see how you were out in the world

with whom and where

and

what you were creating 

Most importantly what you were experiencing that was resonating with joy 

and to go even deeper 

what was allowing that to happen for you 

to manifest a way of being

that felt Heavenly 

I am sharing this video from Mariah Carey from around 1990

because it is very significant for me 

and

still pulls my heartstrings because I still have an emotional attachment to it 

It was a key song when I met the Father of my children

The version I have chosen shows the lyrics

The key here is to become free of an attachment to a person

and

instead 

see the message as a connection to

Source

and

Self Love

to be free of addiction to “love”

and

unhealthy relationships

 something that is a star lit path in my life

and

the work I do as a result of this personal journey

which is becoming clearer and less painful ~

key to our Spiritual Path

is to become an expert on our wounding and then to recover

only then can we transform on all levels ~

this is not simply lip service 

A lot of anger has been coming up for me around injustice in relationship because key life events happen at this time of year

Being manipulated and lied to 

especially when vulnerable 

so that other people get to do what they want 

that is not 

“right relationship”

Is abusive

Causes deep heartfelt sorrow as a result 

Feelings of unworthiness

Low Self Esteem

Powerlessness

Despair 

Self Destruction 

All significant for this Chiron in Pisces time 

the recent 

Solar Eclipse in Pisces 

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So then if you choose to go even deeper :

What belief systems created this action for you?

Travelling back over your lifetime

How was this a repeating pattern for you?

This time of year especially as we are connected

to these repeating timeframes and cycles

for that exact purpose

to revisit and heal 

What experiences did you have as a child that held you in this co creative loving embrace

that were replaying ?

Whenever we get a pattern match

for what our emotional mind believes creates joy and wellbeing

this creates more feelings of joy and wellbeing

Sometimes that is not a healthy choice 

Sometimes that creates co dependency where we are reliant

on certain mood enhancing activities

that are not healthy for us and keep us needing a fix 

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This is where we are at the crossroads

on planet earth in our human evolution 

The Soul Warrior 2017

Yesterday you may have experienced certain things 

9 months on ~ a human gestation period

You may be in a very different space from last year

This is very true for me 

You may be feeling very differently 

The Astrology has changed 

This time around the 13 day process is in

Pisces Sun 

A Solar Eclipse

New Moon in Pisces Waxing energy 

As I begin this we have gone into 

Aries Waxing Moon 

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The Princess of Wands Thoth

is the lead picture in this blog 

New Beginnings 

Soon the Aries Wheel of fire will begin

Lots of things happening in the

energy loom of the starry skies 

We now have the experiential information that we will be working with

for

this years 

Blue Night Wavespell on the 7th of March 

If you want a bigger picture 

and a framework to work with

It has to be personal for you 

Anything that happened yesterday will reveal what was resonating for you

That created joy

That created pain 

These are key 

Ankh

Expanding the joy

by transforming the pain

Our pain experiences hold the key to our freedom

because they create beliefs and ways of being that create more of the same 

until we tune in 

and

learn

how to pay attention

become conscious of them

and

until we do

the volume gets louder 

to get our attention 

The whole ideal with the 260 day process

and 

the 13 clear signs 

is to intend to become clear 

transparent 

and 

free

to journey in this world

with the

open loving heart of a child

eye

full of curiosity and magic

and

the wisdom of the spiritual warrior 

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full of awe and wonder 

in this earthly realm

key to this state of being 

is

the recapitulation process 

however you do that 

Here is a book that can reveal ancient ways :

The Sorcerers Crossing 

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pic mariana palova

Here is a great article about the current Astrology by

Monarch Astrology 

Venus is going retrograde 

Going over old ground

in the heart mystery school 

This is a very challenging time for us to release the things that challenge our ego

by facing the triggers

and 

facing our fears 

so we can create

New Beginnings 

Some of these ways of relating can seem so deeply spellbinding 

and

if you listen to music from your past

watch movies

You will see what is still holding you in it’s time embrace 

Any deep emotional experience is embedded in our psyche

just like I have embedded these videos

and

in the same way you can now erase and delete anything that is causing you pain

longing

stuckness 

with some powerful techniques you can learn 

so you can be 

Emotionally Free

Remember it is simply a part of us that is doing that to ourselves 

Pisces is the 12th House of Hidden Power 

Want to reclaim your sovereignty and feel good?

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I am designing lots of courses and workshops this year for that purpose

and

I am excited about what is coming

It is a deep Phoenix process I have been on in the past few years 

I am creating some ideas with a fellow kin Sister for the Sacred Wheel times this year

and…

Mystery School in Glastonbury

This has been my dream for a long time and now everything is coming together

When I first became aware of it I had no idea of what I had to go through for it to become a reality 

A lot of letting go 

A lot of surrendering

A lot of emotional pain

Was it worth it ?

Absolutely 

There is no going back 

Trust and have faith in your higher self 

It knows where you are headed

If you are wise …

Learn about yourself and draft your own map

You are the only one

on this journey of yours

There are no passengers on your ride 

You may hitch with others for a while 

You may entwine for a time…

We come in and go out 

Alone 

It does not mean we have to be lonely 

The way we look at each event is entirely of our own making 

so…

How do you see yourself?

Who looks back in the mirror?

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Cry until there are no more tears

That is what crying is for 

To heal

To release 

To grieve for that which is gone

To surrender to our vulnerability 

To be with the truth that in this life we are finite 

and

yet also infinite beings 

and

as we feel everything 

and

realise that in doing so we do not die

that our emotional mind learns this wisdom

that it can feel deeply and live 

and

heal

and 

love more

as a result because we are aware of our limiting beliefs in this process

and

then let go of them 

Red Earth Wavespell Feb 09 2017 ~ what came to light about how you feel on this earth and what grounds you/un grounds you

White Dog Wavespell  Feb 22 2017 ~ we are on day 8 ~ what came around again today and in the past week about conditional love 

Both of these Wavespells in Galactic Moon of integration 

As I finish this blog

Aries at 23 degrees:

ARIES 23
A bottle labeled “drink me.”
The force of events sweeps away who we thought we were and plunges us to a deeper place beyond the known. The sheer immediacy, the sudden clarity shifts mountains of intent into a different octave altogether. Being taken by storm is the most direct path from here to there. And when cosmic worlds are urgently coming through, the only smart thing is to step aside and make a huge amount of room for unexpected guests, at events you could never have arranged in your wildest dreams.

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Be the gift that you are

and

live your true dream

free of any nightmares that once were

 

Yellow Lunar Human ~ 13 Clear Sign

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Pic by Mariana Palova

All pics in this blog are by this fabulous artist 

Yellow Lunar Human 

This is a very key

13 Clear Sign

It is the new learning ~ Lunar 

It is in the Blue 13 day process of

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is in the central column of the Tzol Kin

It is in the Blue Castle of Transformation

I am writing this just after this Wavespell has completed in January 2017

In Aquarius Sun

in Dark Moon Aquarius 

however…

It was in Capricorn Sun 

The Wavespell began on 14 January

Resonant Moon Day 5 

The actual day was 15 January 

If you want to look back and see what was happening for you then

That began in this 260 day spiral in the process of:

Yellow Human Wavespell

 ~ 06 to 18 December 2016 

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The Blue Monkey Wavespell

reveals the human being’s individual process of evolution

which is a unique and deeply personal process

and

of course has shared components and patterns

that are common ground and archetypal

and…

You may have noticed that things are shifting so fast

on planet earth right now … that it is hard to keep up 

In this Spiral

the Blue Monkey is aligned with Cancer and Capricorn time 

God and Goddess

Matriarchy and Patriarchy

Mother and Father

Summer and Winter Solstice 

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The light is returning 

The seeds are still in frosty ground 

Imbolc has not yet arrived

We are still in the Yin energy 

and 

the Goddess Returning power is getting stronger every day

bringing great change to the human being landscape

everything that is seen as an issue

is activating the perfect

fecund structures

for change

and the magick is afoot

Remembering that we write the stories after all 

and

there is definitely space for more love and intimacy

here and now  

All it takes is a mind shift

A heart release 

A powerful intent of purpose

and 

New forms take place 

Just as children are created …

often

in passion 

The same structures are Universal

Stars are born 

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Tis the Season to be disciplined 

To be Consciously aware  of our Creativity powers

and

our crafting

take full responsibility for our actions 

which come from our inner world 

Do we choose to educate ourselves ?

To mature

To go beyond our childhood experiences that created limitations 

and 

Expand our awareness now ?

Or do we keep going round the same old story of

Grim Fairy Tale 

Same lines

Same Tunes 

Same behaviours 

and 

somehow believe that a different ending will appear …

Insanity that is ?

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Most human beings are stuck in this rut

and

it is so painful for everyone

and

are ready to break the mold …

The Universe is creating this Crucible now 

So it is absolutely the time 

to 

Alchemically work with that Inner Gold 

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It is time to Unlearn

To release 

To break free

To reveal 

The true child within 

with

Wisdom 

All the Gifts of the journey

and

full of Grace

Love

and

compassion and Gratitude

for what this

Human Being Journey

has manifested

even though

there may have been many painful steps along the way

All are part of the process

and

lead to love

and

we are becoming expert Creators

aren’t we?

 

 

 

New Year Cycles ~ Gregorian

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Pic by Amanda Clark

White Magnetic Mirror 

01 January 2017

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We are starting a brand new 13 Year Cycle 

This is a refining cycle

in 

the

Blue Castle of Transformation

refining the last

13 day process of the evolutionary

Red Serpent Wavespell

It allows us to look at what is reflecting back at us

The planet is Neptune 

Here is an article about the Esoteric Nature of Neptune by Mermaid 

This energy is a

Mastery Code 

Code 17 in the Mayan Signs

It is the Sword of Truth 

It is a major Gateway

for people who are working on a deeper level

to become clear of conditioned ego mindsets 

As I am writing this it is New Years Eve 2016

Red Cosmic Earth 

Here’s a pick I took recently of Silbury Hill

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I have just realised the significance of these cycles through contact with

a dear friend and co creator of mine 

whose birthday it is soon 

The Gregorian New Year begins

in Capricorn Sun time 

The time of the Patriarchy and the code of the Disciple 

and

the Catholic Church format

Here is an article about that:

This calendar is not in alignment with natural time 

The Mayan Wavespell is 

and

you will notice how different that feels if you start to synch with it

and

notice the synchronicities becoming more evident as you do 😉 

The Mayan new year starts on July 26 in Leo time 

The last time the planet was in a Jan 01

White Mirror Wavespell 13 year cycle

that is significant for me was:

1965 because that is the year I was born 

 

As I started this cookie trail it was

Aquarius Waxing Moon energy in the UK

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A book, the words in it keep changing.
Destiny can keep rearranging itself under special and unusual conditions, where you have written into the contract ahead of time extravagant allowance for major shifts throughout the course of your lifetime. Ready and able to live several lifetimes in one, you are eager to wipe out the traces of a given cycle and start all over again. In love with change and in desperate need of change. Because one side of mind is dogmatically rigid. And so in order to neutralize and outwit your own dry, stuck places, you make sure to generate innovative, radical currents–slowly wearing away the tight self-identity knots and generating freedom where being stuck in old pictures had sealed off the territory and made life predictable and unbearable.

This can all sound confusing at first for the Novice I know 

It is amazing once it starts to click though 

The Gregorian Calendar

New Year 01 January

has 4 Castles :

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Red Skywalker ~ the most powerful transformation code for the Spiritual Warrior here to transform on an inner level 

Check out the 13 Clear Signs blogs on Red Skywalker 

White Mirror ~ how to see your inner landscape projected outside so you can change what is not loving and respectful ~ Heaven on Earth 

Blue Night ~ the conscious dreamer who is transforming their waking dream using the first two processes 

This was key at the Summer Solstice and here is a blog I wrote about that 

Yellow Star ~ using the Starcodes and Mayan Signs to help navigate the journey of the Matrix to reveal the star that we really are rather than the limited ego version 

We have been in a

13 year cycle of Red Skywalker

that is completing in the next few hours as I write this blog 

This began in 2004 

This was the year of the Venus Transit 

Article about that here:

The actual event took place on a 13 clear sign day 

Blue Electric Monkey 

Here is a blog I wrote about that 

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this further adds to the understanding that is being spoken of in many

Astrological articles and videos right now 

Here is a post by Sabrina Monarch 

We have been going through a very difficult birthing period for thousands of years

in humanity’s cycle 

and

we are in a key phase of consciousness now 

It is a very painful process 

at times 

and 

now it is all coming together 

The time is aligned 

We have all we need to sustain this shift 

It may not feel like it when the going is tough 

and yet …

within every perceived problem 

is the solution 

Everything that creates a hell on earth 

gives us the awareness of how to stop creating it 

Re write our personal history and story now 

To create something anew 

At this time we have Mars in Pisces ~ the Spiritual Warrior 

This is revealed in the Mayan as Yellow Warrior ~ Code 16

The heart path

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a mastery code 

Code 16 

This is the Wavespell on the day of the Spring Equinox 

so for all of you who are ready to do the inner work in the way of the heart 

revealing inner codes and beliefs 

I have created my passion 

that I love to share

in the Glastonbury Landscape 

in the Libra part of the Zodiac 

I will be making some videos to share more info soon 

It is the Heart Chakra 

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This is when I first came to live here in 2011

This is the Gateway to Spring Workshop:

The Spiritual Warrior Retreat

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

In Glastonbury 20 March 2017

More info here 

I am so excited about this ~ it has been my dream since 2007 ~ I did not have all the tools in place ~ now I do and the time is right

Blue Solar Hand

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Blue Solar Hand

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is the

Gateway

of 

Blue Storm Wavespell

which is

the

transformer process

It is the 7th Wavespell

The access process to the mystic

using the 7th Mayan Sign ~ the Blue Hand 

in it’s 9th vibration

The Buddha process Gateway

to healing and completion 

It is also a planetary process code occurring every 4 years

as a blue code so whenever we are in this energy on the planet:

we are transforming the previous three years experiences

and

releasing any emotion and wounding to return to balance 

It is all about transformation

of the shadow personally

and

collectively

 

becoming consciously aware of our shadow issues

the way experiences have created emotional wounding

that have tipped us out of balance 

and often as a child these formational experiences

could not be coped with 

due to circumstances

and

immature child coping mechanisms

so 

were stored until the time and circumstances aligned for the individual

to have matured and be ready to deal and heal with them 

This is a very brief article that I will come back to 

This is my transformational

Burner Day

in 65 Days time I will see the flowering of this 

On this day on 01 December 2016

I initiated a workshop:

Shaping Our Destiny 

This is a theme that is connected to my personal destiny

as this is my personal Mayan Sign 

It’s essence is becoming the potentiality of our soul

The Avatar energy we hold

Our Star Seeded mission

To understand our codes

Heal emotional wounding 

Learn how to mature

Access our full spectrum of being 

Assist others through our own

personal enlightenment process

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

Pluto in Capricorn on the planet

All the underworld coming to light 

Allowing emotional distortions to be expressed 

On my next birthday at 52 I will be embodying this energy as my Gateway

to being 

Mayan Elder Age

having completed my 52 years of the labyrinth

My process of integration this year will reveal this 

This 13 clear sign is the Gateway to the Goddess energy coming in

The chaos 

The storms within created from abusive relationship

of millenia 

of ego immaturity and the havoc and damage that it creates 

and

how ultimately it leads to peace

wholeness

and

personal and planetary evolution

when each person does the inner work 

TheBuddha Process of personal healing 

which is revealed in many mythical folklore 

throughout every culture throughout the world 

Remember that the universal codes

are shaping us all the time 

Do you want to co create with them proactively ?

Do you want to work consciously with your codes?

Do you want to feel self empowered and understand what is happening ?

Have a different perspective from having personal information about yourself

and

your potentiality ?

If so then it is essential that you do

the Great Work 

and 

Know Thyself 

to do this consciously 

If you are not willing to look at yourself in every aspect 

then this cannot happen proactively

it will happen reactively

and this can feel experientially soul destroying 

and 

always is 

ego destroying in truth 

The Universe brings us what we need to evolve not what our ego wants 

This is revealed by 

The 7 of Swords Thoth 

Futility 

The planetary ruler of this card is

Moon in Aquarius 

this

New Moon in Aquarius energy time is an amazing opportunity 

to see our bigger picture as planetary servers 

and is coming on

January 28 in the UK 

at 8 degrees Aquarius :

AQUARIUS 8
A book, the words in it keep changing.
Destiny can keep rearranging itself under special and unusual conditions, where you have written into the contract ahead of time extravagant allowance for major shifts throughout the course of your lifetime. Ready and able to live several lifetimes in one, you are eager to wipe out the traces of a given cycle and start all over again. In love with change and in desperate need of change. Because one side of mind is dogmatically rigid. And so in order to neutralize and outwit your own dry, stuck places, you make sure to generate innovative, radical currents–slowly wearing away the tight self-identity knots and generating freedom where being stuck in old pictures had sealed off the territory and made life predictable and unbearable.

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Check out this link:

Eli Mercantile 7 of Swords Thoth 

The pic below is from The Snow Queen which reveals a process:

The Snow Queen:

On every 7th day in each process

we are alerted to the resonance of what feels harmonious

and what feels disharmonious

we create harmony in ourselves on these days…

by expanding on what is harmonious

by removing 

what does not 

by 

healing the harm 

this is the teaching of Red Moon 

the 13 year cycle we are in year 11 of 

We have all the answers

We have all the tools

We can learn to do our process 

It is all aligned to support us 

In the 13 Clear Signs 

this is the only 

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Red Skywalker Wavespell 2

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Red Skywalker Wavespell

part 2

As promised this article continues

I just want to say at this point that the day of the last article was a day

I will remember the whole of my life

without going into any personal details 

My world has changed drastically over the last year with moving 

meeting new people

my children growing up and moving in and out 

and

old patterns returning ensuring that I had to change

I haven’t had chance to do much writing or working in my normal way

I have been in a very intense birth canal process

which has been absolutely testing me to the limit

culminating on 

White Rhythmic Mirror Day 

with an out of the blue event…

in some ways but in others lots of signs along the way

and

really big note to self here:

People who had intense traumatic starts in life 

Develop major defence mechanisms 

which often mean extremely ruthless survivor strategies 

that take a lot of rewiring 

This current situation is going to take me a while to recover from

and

I am struggling a bit at the moment 

with seeing any light at all sometimes

I know that what has happened recently 

will eventually lead to a different version of me 

The Butterfly process

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A restructuring 

I also realise how I am a lot more resilient than when this first started happening to me

and 

that my survival mechanisms 

have become more refined over time 

I am yo yoing a bit 

and

having  big emotional blips

and 

keeping as centred as I can

letting the emotion out as much as I can 

That is what the emotional support system is there for 😉 

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Right now I am hurting deeply 

and 

my heart is breaking 

again…

Over and Over this process

My whole life 

It is essential to my learning I know 

and

it is so hard

to fathom

I have been in similar situations many times

I thought I had really come to a different place in relationship 

I know it is fundamental to my wounding and transformation process

and

everything about it 

reveals more understanding about our life patterns and how they shape us

and

how important it is to do the emotional work

I am still very vulnerable

after years and years

of being in inauthentic and abusive relationships

on a personal level

and in a wider circle

because that is the situation in our society right now in the UK

These circles and cycles

happen to reveal that 

What goes around comes around

until we get completely clear about relating

until we get completely clear about how to live free of distortions

and

step through the Master Teacher Gateway 

White Mirror 

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All our delusions and illusions will not stand the testimony of time 

Are being and will continue to be laid bare

before us 

So we can be free of cruelty

Denial 
deception 

and

Lies 

This is the teaching of the Devil Card

in Thoth 

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Here is an article by Eli Ismerchantile

The Book of Thoth Liber

The Book of Thoth 4

At the time of the webinar I did yesterday it was waxing Moon in Capricorn 

Time to do the work

of discipline 

As White Mirror is the 18th step 

It is the Master Gateway of 9 

If you know your family tree then if this is not your Mayan Sign

or your White Castle

you may have members of your constellation who are 

This is key to reflecting and seeing  what is a deception being held in place

by an old belief system 

My Father and other family members have this code 

so it is key to my patriarchal line 

very key to any relationships I have with men

It is the White Castle of Red Skywalker 

It reveals masculine wounding in my family 

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pic Steven Kenny 

Where Neptune is in your chart will be key for you 

This is a generational planet 

Here is an article about this by trans4mind.com 

My Neptune is in Scorpio

and

so this is again

a very key time for me 

My Moon is in Taurus in my 2nd house

Scorpio is my 8th and 9th house 

with Neptune in my 9th 

This process is essential to my healing Gateway 

especially as a 9 in Mayan Signs

When the New Moon was in Scorpio at 7 degrees it was highlighting this for me in opposition to my Moon in Taurus at 7 degrees 

Here is an article by Darkstar Astrology 

I have experienced this intense changing energy described in the article 

No matter what our mind has planned 

Destiny will make us play by the

Universal themes

coming in for upgrading human evolution

and

no good comes of going over old ground

trying to figure out what you could have done differently

in many ways…

except for in depth healing and clearing 

any guilt tripping 

angst 

and

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and

what I have been doing

is listening to my inner chat around events 

seeing where I am still stuck in

Victim Consciousness

Having extreme self doubt at times especially in my capabilities and power

and 

seeing who is revealing these old themes for me

to show me their source outside 

then doing what I need to do to reform inside 

because there is only me

who can change my inner world in this way 

I have had lots of amazing times over the last year too

and this has revealed what I love about my life 

Here is a pic of me experiencing a lovely time in the Summer

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My Taurus Moon energy loves home

and

home comforts

Sensual delights

Being comfy generally …

At this time on planet Earth there is precious little of that 

and 

in my time plan

this time of year is where I find myself at the core of the earth 

Looking at my Persephone archetype being ruthlessly stripped bare 

to reveal my skeleton stability …

the 

bare bones of my structure 

As I am also in a year 8 

this is the theme of it all 

All my heart wounding life patterns coming in for disclosure

and through healing 

potential closure 

If I do the work

Heed the lessons 

and not shy away from my responsibilities 

because 

everything I do ripples out onto the world

so just to recap:

White Rhythmic Mirror

is a Clear Sign Day

also a portal day of human evolution 

and in this spiral took place on

Wednesday 2nd of November 2016

which was Sagittarius Waxing Moon 

My 10th House 

The house of Manifestation

and

in Mayan Signs 

the House of White Dog

as the

10th Mayan sign

Zen-Dog

also

The Heart’s Desire 

which in a deeper sense brings healing that is required

My North Node in Gemini is in my 4th House

which is the basis of the structure of the 10th

This is also key to my North and South Node 

North in Gemini  ~ Right Relationships

through healing the South Node in Sagi Fire ~ wounding and inauthenticity

My longest romantic relationship being with a Sagi Man ~ the Father of my children ~ also a White Dog 

If you check out your 4th and 10th you will see your key manifestation structure 

On Thursday 03 November

was

Blue Resonant Storm 

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What was happening today was key to this whole Blue Storm Year

and if you want to know more in depth about this

please check out my Webinar that goes with this 

I found myself struggling but still managed to go to an important new opportunity for me

a lovely community arising

that I am going to be a part of and holding my first workshop

in the Blue Storm Wavespell 

My Wavespell 🙂 

On my Mayan Day 

Blue Solar Hand

My Burner Day 

on the 1st of December 

I will be sharing more info about that soon

I cried in my presentation…

that was ok ;-)

On Friday 04 November 2016

Yellow Galactic Sun 

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The day of the webinar 

Here is where we integrate the Yellow Sun Wavespell

that happened in the Red Castle a short while ago

Yellow Galactic Sun is a Clear Sign

Yellow Sun Wavespell is initiated with a Clear Sign

Yellow Sun is the 20th Mayan Sign

and the Goal if you like

To be able to hold light in all aspects

of the

mind

body

and

soul  

It’s planet ~ along with Blue Storm’s is ~ Pluto 

The Underworld

As I write this on Saturday 05 December 

We have the 9th day 

the Gateway 

Red Solar Dragon

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Completion Gateway especially if you are a Red Dragon 

The energy of what the Great Mother initiated for us in the Red Castle in September

is now revealed in this process

This is what we are working with in this Spiral of 260 days evolution

to

Create Heaven on Earth Experiences

Day 10 Sunday 06 November 2016

White Planetary Wind 

As I am in a White Wind Year this is my manifestation 13 day process

and yes so key to everything that has happened 

Truth from Spirit embodied and shared from a healed heart and ego 

Day 11 Monday 07 November 2016

Blue Spectral Night 

The letting go of the nightmares of the Conscious Dreamer

by being consciously aware

of what situations and ways of relating

have created such scenarios and story lines

playing out 

Day 12 Tuesday 08 November 2016

Yellow Crystal Seed

This is the structure of getting clear of our

ego masks and coping mechanisms

hence intense ripping of yarns that bind us that the ego loves

and keep us playing in the realms of the little self 

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The day of the shift:

Wednesday 09 November 2016

Red Cosmic Serpent 

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Again very poignant for me and just realising this 

The shift of the way a person relates

allows full kundalini flow 

The heart of the matter of the 5th Sign of Red Serpent

The healed heart allows health and wealth to blossom

The native is in tune and balance 

ever expanding 

as they evolve with the new conscious awareness 

the Archetypes coming in from the Asteroid Belt 

of

The Sacred Feminine returning to us all

In finishing 

It may seem extremely dark at times 

The light always returns just after the darkest hours 

Faith

Hope

Belief in the love of our fellow humans 

can always be seen and felt if we allow it 

Love to you all and big hugs from me to you 

We came here to do this work 

and

we are very capable of it 

It is the making of us after all

Adversity awakens our inner strength

and

fire to transform 

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Red Castle September 2016 ~ Wavespell Dates

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Red Castle Spirals 

Red Castle is initiated by Red Dragon

Planet Neptune 

Wavespell 1 ~ Red Magnetic Dragon Wavespell ~ 06 September 2016 ~ Neptune initiates ~ what the Great Mother is bringing us 

All the first 13 Mayan Signs in

Pure Form 

Wavespell 2 ~ White Magnetic Wizard Wavespell ~ 19 September 2016 The Asteroid Belt between Mars and Jupiter ~ what is coming into consciousness of self~ empowerment ~ as we transform our conditioned ego we flow with the magic of the Universe 

Wavespell 3 ~ Blue Magnetic Hand Wavespell ~ 02 October 2016

The Earth ~ how we are becoming our potentiality ~ seeing how Wavespell 1 and 2 have brought us the prima materia to create transformation and work powerfully to shape our destiny ~ from within 

Burner Day on Day 4 05 October 2016  ~ White Self Existing Dog ~ next Burner Day in 65 Days 

This is a key day for the collective emotional wounding around conditional love 

Wavespell 4 ~ Yellow Magnetic Sun~ 15 October 2016  Planet Pluto ~ what is coming to light around our shadow wounding Seeing the flowering of where we are in this awakening and initiating Castle ready for the next step to commence.