Day nine ~ the completion of the loop. Yellow Solar Human
We are now in the Yin part of the spiral and this pattern is evident in many areas ~
First seven steps we are climbing the stairway to heaven and……yang going out.
This is revealed in the beginning of our life journey on earth until around 30. Then we have our Saturn return.
We are on the masculine cycle and outer world focus, sending our energy out and shaping and moulding our structural holograph on the earth ~ finding our way and letting our ego lead us.
At the age of 40 ~ ish we have our mid life experience ~ a Uranus opposition ~ and this is where our life can ~ Can not will it is a conscious decision and active process ~ if we choose ~ become our spiritual journey in a powerful way ,as we allow ourselves to receive from our higher self and transform our ego ~ to create our own personal freedom, step off the hamster wheel and become strong in our core by going within.
So ~ back to the smaller pattern of the wave spell ~ on the 7th step of each spiral we have reached the pinnacle of our personal pyramid and are in the land of the Gods ~ able to listen to our godself ~ if we clear enough space and turn down the volume of 3d living ~ the material and all it’s associated patterns.
The heart path is the 4th dimension and so to reach this place within ~ the first step remember ~ cannot be achieved from outside no matter how many workshops and intellectual cramming we do ~ this part of the journey is not entered into by a written exam ~ it is heartfelt and experiential.
To go beyond duality and opposites, polarity and debate ~ we decide for ourselves what the “right” thing for us is. One size does not fit all. We are on our own individual quest for ……
Loving ourselves, bringing ourselves to centre, calling our spirit and energy back in from wherever far lands it has gone to to escape the here and now
and our body reveals whether we are in alignment with our true nature by whether we are flowing and full of vibrant health.
If this is not the case then there is an inner script that is motivating an exterior way of being that requires a re~write and that is always a past ancient history waiting to be brought up to date 🙂
Today we complete the past eight days and eight years and so on……
- What is seeking completion now?
- Have you got any ideas as to solutions?
- What can you do differently now to go with the flow of this transition time?
If you are a number 9 then you are here to complete for yourself and if it is the perfect time for you…..
to assist in helping other’s complete their cycle at this time of end of days.
End of the old ways of being .
This is my number and now I understand that I can see my life’s journey and events through different eyes of perception.
Here is my solution using my coaching framework:
The ego will out ~ especially in Glastonbury.
This is the land of Glasto Goggle Vision and the place of the Rose Tinted Spectacle Spectacle 🙂
This is the space that shows the ego in full technicolour and people flock here for a fix ~ me included 🙂 I was enchanted by the place as it showed my my illusions and fantasies…..
and eventually came down to earth with a bump.
Glastonbury is a beautiful place and simply creates a hall of mirrors that reveals our shadow side as equally as our higher self….
the mastery is seeing that.
Are we being The Fool in truth ~ the open hearted, curious seeker and space and time traveller…..
or The Devil card stuck in ego land of addictions and illusion.
Depending on what outcome we choose to create for ourself is the key ~
- do we choose to get lost and live out our fantasy that we cannot do in other places when we are not visiting the Glasto theatre ?
- do we choose to look at what that fantasy story is and our heart’s desire and allow ourselves to integrate this aspect of ourselves in every day life no matter where we are and with on this planet ?
Two different ways of being 🙂
If you find your ego is still playing the blame game and wanting to rant I offer you this ~
It is what it has learned to do over a period of time is all ~
after all, watch any film, soap opera or drama and you don’t see many people sitting down calmly discussing ways to co create do you?
our media is mainly focused on the drama ~ acting out and full throttle emotional exchange at top notch.
I find this exhausting now having partaken in this for several decades ~ it isn’t doing it for me and wears me out ~ just don’t want to put my energy there.
I want to move on and do something different
Experientially I know it doesn’t create anything other than ego posturing because that is what it is ~ and so why expect it to create something it is not 🙂
Same pattern as making wars creates peace ~ total none sense.
It creates death and money for the tank makers.
Here is what my new methodology is and I have used it on a few occasions. It can be difficult to do in some areas as most people won’t have a clue what I am talking about and …..
this is the challenge.
If you are ready to try it please do and feedback on the blog 🙂
- To move forward on our relationships we have to let go of being stuck by and bound by anyone else’s ego patterns ~ first and foremost our own.
- First of all we can focus on the outcome we want to create ~ how do we choose to relate to this person, system etc
- I choose to honour and respect others and allow them to be them without sacrificing or diminishing myself ~
- I am me and open to new learning and ways of relating
- They are them and hopefully the same ~ if not it’s a non starter in that respect
- I am not seeking to change the person or get them to agree ~ I am intending to be openly heard and communicated with
- If the other says or does something I have an emotional response to for any reason and this triggers me I am going to say that
Ideally at this point of being triggered or seeing that they have been triggered ~ I would stop the inter change and go away and tap on it ~ otherwise the past will simply repeat in some way because I am/ they are in that energy of the past and that includes:
- the feeling of it
- the beliefs of it
When I have tapped and released this event I will be in a clearer space and this is the gift of the meeting and the trigger ~ an opportunity to clear a past ego trip 🙂
If they can do this we are both clearer ~ may not be the case with many people yet
If the person is open and knows how to we can tap together and this allows sharing and intimacy.
We can see each other’s inner worlds if we are ready to allow that
This can be a way down the path and take a while to get to.
You can actually have fun with it if appropriate as often triggers are so child like and come from two year old learnt behaviour of wanting our way simply for that reason ~ like a clown you can emphasise it with humour and emphasise that which is normally hidden because of conditioning. If you are experiencing shadow emotions you can actually play them out shouting :
I have been triggered and pull funny faces ~ tag the other person ~ and point a finger gun at them saying they’ve been triggered.
This can of course have the opposite affect so be aware because the other person ~ being triggered even more can turn into a dark star and obliterate you from the world stage. Caution is therfore advised and maybe only try this out with people you know well and have agreed to this state of play.
If you use this playful strategy with the intention of avoiding those shadow emotions , then that is of course a smoke and mirrors deflection that will simply keep you were you are. Comedy is often used as a passive aggressive strategy for anger and notice how some stand~up’s have a powerful volcano simmering under those rapid fire one ~ liners. This scenario is the inner brat performing for an ego stroke and that will expand because the void can never be filled by someone else or something else ~ nothing outside can get close. Most of our society is being puppeted by passive aggressive strategies.
My intention is to create free flowing dialogue from the heart and let go of duelling ego living.
The whole world has the same agenda ~ to be loved and respected for who we are.
When we are ready to own that instead of projecting our shadow experiences onto the other “bad guys” ~ maybe we can all sit together and play happy families for real.
What do you think ?
Love to you today divine beings .
Let’s create some seed liberation strategies for the new year coming that let our true seed selves hang out free from fear fetters.
In this way we can generate deeper intimate relationships that feel good and empower all.