Day 5
The heart of the matter
Here I am setting off on my journey in Glastonbury
Peek a boo
The fool skipping along open to….
everything that their inner code is actually and not what the intellect thinks they are
This photo was taken as part of my first
Open Your Heart Retreat
before I came to live here
in February 2011
It included Valentine’s Day Weekend
This was a huge turning point for me
In Mayan terms this was the manifestation day of
Yellow Sun Wavespell
This is in the Red Castle of Awakening ~ the initiating 52 day process at the beginning of every 260 day spiral
The spiral at that time was taking place
in the 13 Moons framework
Galactic Moon Day 5
The heart of the matter of what was seeking integration
The priority for me being my creation as initiator of this project and how to share that
how to share me with others equally
Having travelled to Glastonbury several times before I was very aware that this was going to really test my boundaries and reveal my ability to hold a space for a group of people all being in this expanded space
This was a catalyst for my process as some very imbalanced relationships came to light of course
and I put myself first
My dream
and what I personally needed to do to stop any other ( part of me in another seeking integration)
stopping that in a co dependent way
as far as I was able and from the space I was in at that time on my journey
Galactic Moon
is
The Moon of integration
13 Moon document on my resources page and a link here
It covers the energy of Aquarius and Pisces time
Key to this transition time
The ending of unhealthy boundaries, needing others to access source,becoming consciously aware of our divinity by transforming our inner code
In this particular evolutionary code of balance ~
Blue Storm Wavespell
This is
Blue Overtone Night
Blue Night is the conscious dreamer code
The human being who is aware that all is not what it seems
That they are a multi faceted being on a quest
This is a key mastery understanding as to how this multi aspected being works
There is a spiritual aspect of conscious awareness that is connected to source fully
and
the human being who is here to transform human evolution
by transforming their own very personal part in it
It is the reverse of the ego structured society
This is what I have learned experientially
This is what I share
At this time on the spiral in the 13 moon calendar it is Crystal Moon
Today is day 28 ~ the last day of it
Tomorrow will be very different energy
Crystal Moon is aligned with Gemini and Cancer
Allowing new ways of relating having healed the individual’s core mothering wounds around birth family, cultural family and feeling at home in the body as the individual fully accepts on all levels, everything happening to it so far ~ this encompasses all past lives when this life is healing as all goes back through this time now anyway
The gift each human being brings is to transcend their own personal wound structure
That is what the human being is here for
that was chosen before life
This is inner alchemy work on everything that hurts
That is revealed as and when it is essential to the Quest
and not before
This particular code is the planet Saturn
It is revealed at key gateway points in life
More about this here in a great article :
The structure is revealed at Saturn Return 1
around 29
Saturn orbits approximately every 30 years
It returns to where it was at our birth
and swipes our Saturn bar code
See if our soul journey is on track
If the wound/conditioning/society energy is so strong
that the individual has chosen to ignore it’s human spaceship and emotional sat nav
and given in to imbalance
and hey who hasn’t at this time?
It is part of the plan after all
Then a course correction happens as a natural outcome of that creation code
This Saturnian code repeats for the rest of the individual’s life on a base level
This is what the alchemist is aware of
and the foundation stone
And as it is for each individual
Each generation shares the Saturnian structure
to build new structures for future generations with future generations
who have different Saturnian code to add to the mix with divine alchemy
There is nothing “wrong” with this process
or the current state of earth and human beings on an evolution basis
as it is what it is
and…
Paradoxically being out of balance does not feel good
Every human being can feel that right now and if the human being is allowing the true feelings that go with that state of relationship, to emerge and be expressed
feelings of despair, anger, rage, frustration….
and
See what thoughts, beliefs and behaviours come as a result of that way of relating
Those that are willing to find solutions will
Those that are ready to work at a deeper level
Know
That this is inner work
Changing the inner changes the outer
Wisdom
The more the inner changes
voila
The shadow reveals past echoes unresolved
and the structure of magic is unveiled
everything that seems “wrong” actually takes us to the place that seeks light
and everything is revealed
all the answers are there
if only the individual dares
to go to the valley of death
This is the core process revealed
in
Death being in the middle
Death of the personality constructs and old ways
Process 11 to 21
From Lust
to
The Universe
No need for imbalance on planet earth except for the human evolution
Many power positioned individuals are very aware of misdirecting wound
Hence the huge military arena
Take an angry young person ~ the fool
use their anger for the older person’s power trip
Now that is a very old story indeed on earth’s history
Another key element of mastery ~
knowing that it takes human being time and experiential living to fully understand
the process
having gone round the wheel many times the individual is witness to others fruits of labours
and their own
becomes a master at bulls*t detecting
However the human being only knows what it knows
so the veil of their personal journey
blocks the revelation until the individual is ready to do the work
This is truly Saturnian
Time will tell
There are lots of new codes coming in
In this particular 260 day cycle
The code was Aries Sun
Libra Moon
The sacred feminine archetypal energies are coming into conscious awareness
This is key to White Wizard starting in July
This is a symbol for Thoth himself
The Magician potentiality of The Fool working consciously
Very key to the 12th 11th and 1st House in the individual’s chart
Messenger of our god and goddess self
I do not often get this card for myself or others 😉
Asteroid Consciousness Codes
Juno is at 4 degrees Libra ~ this was key at 3pm on Tuesday 24th of June
Day 2 of this wave
Yellow Lunar Sun ~ blog link here
Just become aware of this today
I am writing this a day late too because yesterday I was busy living my dream
a very full day of wow awareness and practicality too
Seeing who was in my circle
Feeling how I felt about that
LIBRA 4
A woman bites into a lemon and makes a face.
Out of phase, out of sync, distressed, and reactive. Seeking comfort and stability where there is none. On a jag of insistency upon your own sensibility and feelings being important and inescapable. You are lulled by pain and anger to become hooked back into old stuck places, compulsively and automatically, in melodramatic display of dissension and dissatisfaction. You have a destructive vibration which is fueled by a high pure nature, but spun out of orbit into the wrong time and place where support and encouragement are lacking. Inside the soul, your lessons center around witnessing the lower nature becoming activated, and moving through this awkward edge into deeper process and broader openings, probing to find a path through the conflicts of the battleground, which can be followed and held to and made a basis for the future.
Juno represents the part of us that is Queen of the Gods ~ truth ~ balance of the masculine and feminine ~ where this is out of balance
Here is a great article on a personal story about Juno
Hera is another name for Juno ~ Hera in planetary aspects is a different asteroid and has a different energy
Lots of these asteroids explored in my Persephone Path Workshop series from the dark half of last year
You can access them for free on my Resources page here
I felt drawn to Glastonbury in 2010 right at the start of my Blue Hand 13 year cycle I am in year 6 of
and really coming into balance
This was key for me and my Fool’s journey
To come to the heart chakra of earth
Feel at home
Feel the amazing energy of the place
I only came because I felt drawn to it and I had no intellectual awareness of it
and when I spent more time here
rapidly becoming aware of my masks and delusions
My coping mechanisms
More of which in the next post
This is what Glastonbury brings
the expansion into full blown ego place
What is ready to be transformed
and the initiates willingness to feel the pain
and do what it takes to evolve
or…
carry on with coping mechanisms of addictions
and bits of both of course as the integration starts to take place
This Wavespell is Wavespell 6
It is the key code for balance
It is the Gateway to Goddess
through Goddess
Healing all our personal feminine wounding at this patriarchal time of peak intensity
The heat is turning up
The cauldron is bubbling
Will you
Won’t you
Join the evolution within?
The piper is calling
Will you heed the call
or drown the music out?
Here is an Astrology video from Tom giving a bigger picture view of what is happening in the starry skies
Remember ~ until you know your Starry skies personal structure the knowledge is not there to help you understand yourself
There is no such thing as “self ` sabotage”
The individual is always walking their path
To walk it consciously is the key to self empowerment
Consciousness of the self is the key
Emotions reveal the true space of relationship of the individual in this life
Capricorn Full Moon coming up in this Wavespell
flow with jo 