Day 5 ~ heart of the matter


Day 5

The heart of the matter

Here I am setting off on my journey in Glastonbury

Peek a boo

The fool skipping along open to….

everything that their inner code is actually and not what the intellect thinks they are

This photo was taken as part of my first

Open Your Heart Retreat 

before I came to live here 

in February 2011

It included Valentine’s Day Weekend 

This was a huge turning point for me 

In Mayan terms this was the manifestation day of 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is in the Red Castle of Awakening ~ the initiating 52 day process at the beginning of every 260 day spiral

The spiral at that time was taking place

in the 13 Moons framework 

Galactic Moon Day 5

The heart of the matter of what was seeking integration


The priority for me being my creation as initiator of this project and how to share that 

how to share me with others equally 

Having travelled to Glastonbury several times before I was very aware that this was going to really test my boundaries and reveal my ability to hold a space for a group of people all being in this expanded space

This was a catalyst for my process as some very imbalanced relationships came to light of course

and I put myself first 

My dream 

and what I personally needed to do to stop any other ( part of me in another seeking integration)

stopping that in a co dependent way 

as far as I was able and from the space I was in at that time on my journey

Galactic Moon


The Moon of integration


13 Moon document on my resources page and a link here

It covers the energy of Aquarius and Pisces time 

Key to this transition time

The ending of unhealthy boundaries, needing others to access source,becoming consciously aware of our divinity by transforming our inner code 

In this particular evolutionary code of balance ~

Blue Storm Wavespell


This is

Blue Overtone Night

Blue Night is the conscious dreamer code

The human being who is aware that all is not what it seems

That they are a multi faceted being on a quest 

This is a key mastery understanding as to how this multi aspected being works

There is a spiritual aspect of conscious awareness that is connected to source fully


the human being who is here to transform human evolution

by transforming their own very personal part in it

It is the reverse of the ego structured society

This is what I have learned experientially

This is what I share

At this time on the spiral in the 13 moon calendar it is Crystal Moon

Today is day 28 ~ the last day of it

Tomorrow will be very different energy

Crystal Moon is aligned with Gemini and Cancer

Allowing new ways of relating having healed the individual’s core mothering wounds around birth family, cultural family and feeling at home in the body as the individual fully accepts on all levels, everything happening to it so far ~ this encompasses all past lives when this life is healing as all goes back through this time now anyway 

The gift each human being brings is to transcend their own personal wound structure

That is what the human being is here for

that was chosen before life

This is inner alchemy work on everything that hurts


That is revealed as and when it is essential to the Quest

and not before

This particular code is the planet Saturn

It is revealed at key gateway points in life 


More about this here in a great article :

Saturn transits

The structure is revealed at Saturn Return 1 

around 29

Saturn orbits approximately every 30 years

It returns to where it was at our birth

and swipes our Saturn bar code 

See if our soul journey is on track

If the wound/conditioning/society energy is so strong

that the individual has chosen to ignore it’s human spaceship and emotional sat nav 

and given in to imbalance 

and hey who hasn’t at this time?

It is part of the plan after all 

Then a course correction happens as a natural outcome of that creation code 

This Saturnian code repeats for the rest of the individual’s life on a base level

This is what the alchemist is aware of 

and the foundation stone


And as it is for each individual

Each generation shares the Saturnian structure

to build new structures for future generations with future generations

who have different Saturnian code to add to the mix with divine alchemy 

There is nothing “wrong” with this process

or the current state of earth and human beings on an evolution basis

as it is what it is


Paradoxically being out of balance does not feel good 

Every human being can feel that right now and if the human being is allowing the true feelings that go with that state of relationship, to emerge and be expressed

feelings of despair, anger, rage, frustration….


See what thoughts, beliefs and behaviours come as a result of that way of relating

Those that are willing to find solutions will

Those that are ready to work at a deeper level


That this is inner work

Changing the inner changes the outer 




The more the inner changes


The shadow reveals past echoes unresolved

and the structure of magic is unveiled

everything that seems “wrong” actually takes us to the place that seeks light 

and everything is revealed 

all the answers are there

if only the individual dares 

to go to the valley of death

This is the core process revealed 


The Book of Thoth 4 


Death being in the middle 

Death of the personality constructs and old ways 

Process 11 to 21

From Lust 



The Universe


No need for imbalance on planet earth except for the human evolution

Many power positioned individuals are very aware of misdirecting wound

Hence the huge military arena

Take an angry young person ~ the fool


use their anger for the older person’s power trip 

Now that is a very old story indeed on earth’s history 

Another key element of mastery ~

knowing that it takes human being time and experiential living to fully understand 

the process 

having gone round the wheel many times the individual is witness to others fruits of labours

and their own 

becomes a master at bulls*t detecting

However the human being only knows what it knows

so the veil of their personal journey

blocks the revelation until the individual is ready to do the work

This is truly Saturnian 

Time will tell

There are lots of new codes coming in

In this particular 260 day cycle

The code was Aries Sun

Libra Moon

The sacred feminine archetypal energies are coming into conscious awareness

This is key to White Wizard starting in July


This is a symbol for Thoth himself 

The Magician potentiality of The Fool working consciously 

Very key to the 12th 11th and 1st House in the individual’s chart 

Messenger of our god and goddess self 

I do not often get this card for myself or others 😉 

Asteroid Consciousness Codes


Juno is at 4 degrees Libra ~ this was key at 3pm on Tuesday 24th of June 

Day 2 of this wave

Yellow Lunar Sun ~ blog link here

Just become aware of this today


I am writing this a day late too because yesterday I was busy living my dream 

a very full day of wow awareness and practicality too

Seeing who was in my circle

Feeling how I felt about that 

A woman bites into a lemon and makes a face.
Out of phase, out of sync, distressed, and reactive. Seeking comfort and stability where there is none. On a jag of insistency upon your own sensibility and feelings being important and inescapable. You are lulled by pain and anger to become hooked back into old stuck places, compulsively and automatically, in melodramatic display of dissension and dissatisfaction. You have a destructive vibration which is fueled by a high pure nature, but spun out of orbit into the wrong time and place where support and encouragement are lacking. Inside the soul, your lessons center around witnessing the lower nature becoming activated, and moving through this awkward edge into deeper process and broader openings, probing to find a path through the conflicts of the battleground, which can be followed and held to and made a basis for the future.

Juno represents the part of us that is Queen of the Gods ~ truth ~ balance of the masculine and feminine ~ where this is out of balance 

Here is a great article on a personal story about Juno 


Hera is another name for Juno ~ Hera in planetary aspects is a different asteroid and has a different energy

Lots of these asteroids explored in my Persephone Path Workshop series from the dark half of last year

You can access them for free on my Resources page here

Persephone Resources

I felt drawn to Glastonbury in 2010 right at the start of my Blue Hand 13 year cycle I am in year 6 of

and really coming into balance 

This was key for me and my Fool’s journey

To come to the heart chakra of earth


Feel at home

Feel the amazing energy of the place

I only came because I felt drawn to it and I had no intellectual awareness of it 

and when I spent more time here

rapidly becoming aware of my masks and delusions 

My coping mechanisms 

More of which in the next post 

This is what Glastonbury brings 

the expansion into full blown ego place

What is ready to be transformed

and the initiates willingness to feel the pain

and do what it takes to evolve


carry on with coping mechanisms of addictions

and bits of both of course as the integration starts to take place 

This Wavespell is Wavespell 6

It is the key code for balance 

It is the Gateway to Goddess

through Goddess

Healing all our personal feminine wounding at this patriarchal time of peak intensity


The heat is turning up

The cauldron is bubbling

Will you

Won’t you

Join the evolution within?

The piper is calling 

Will you heed the call

or drown the music out?

Here is an Astrology video from Tom giving a bigger picture view of what is happening in the starry skies

Remember ~ until you know your Starry skies personal structure the knowledge is not there to help you understand yourself 

There is no such thing as “self ` sabotage”

The individual is always walking their path

To walk it consciously is the key to self empowerment

Consciousness of the self is the key 

Emotions reveal the true space of relationship of the individual in this life 

Capricorn Full Moon coming up in this Wavespell 


Red Serpent Wavespell ~ Awakening to love


Red Serpent Wavespell


Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand the information

This is a profound and intense Wavespell

It is taking us into the heart of The Tzolk’in 

There is a downloadable Mayan Calendar on my

Resources page of this blog

You can use it online 

You can start your personal process with the calendar with it if you choose 

Download it 

Print it

Laminate it 

Put a bit of blue tac on today

Blue Resonant Monkey 

and start to 

Do the process if you are ready

This is a whole different way of relating than reading about it 

This is key to relationship and

Being the change we want to see 

This is key to Heart and Head Alignment 

The essence of this Wavespell

This is 

The Emotional Evolution


The Blue Castle of Transformation

If you see the DNA pattern ~ this represents portal days

These are days which are key building blocks 

Key structures


our human evolution 

That is what I believe anyway  🙂 

Today represents the centre Wavespell

of the 260 day cycle 

which is 

Blue Monkey 

It is the child inside the adult 

The many splendoured being 

If we have done no inner work

we are unaware of this space 

We do not realise how we create our life

as a human being in this way

If we have done some intellectual work we may be aware

or have theories about what we do and why we do it

We may have had talking therapy…

Read a lot about psychology and theories …

May be in the field of addictions for example …

Have addictions ~

virtually every human being has ~

it is the nature of a human being mind

especially in conditioned society

a pre~requisite coping mechanism

coded in for control over the uncontrollable

We may have been in a world of pain since our childhood life experience

and struggling to cope 

We may be on a roller coaster of ups and downs


We may have perfected some great coping mechanisms to avoid thinking about the past

Repressing how we feel 

Burying things deep 

Usually these are about

who we became as an adult

based on what relationships

we had with the world

and in particular human beings

in our close circle early on




Guess these are coming to the surface

in some way for you right now ?


If you are ready to work with them

and get to the heart of the matter

Scorpio is the time to dive in deep 


Go for the burn and learn what makes you tick

What makes you crawl into a corner and cry

What makes your hair stand on end

Rattles your cage 

Drags you into despair 

and how long you stay there 

What you need to calm you down

Drown out the sound 

What action do you take 

Maybe take to the bottle

Find a person to soothe you 

What is your poison ?

In all of these threads lies the Gateway

to your personal Sovereignty 

and the Universe that is you 

will keep taking you there until….

You get it 

Get it ?


Remember that old saying 

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger ?

When you work alchemically with it this is most true


What goes around comes around 


If you are ready to take the bull by the horns

with this information 



It is the perfect time for it


Take a deep breath 

Tune in

Know instead 

that everything that feels like a world of hurt

Holds the keys to our freedom 

Everyone’s Freedom ultimately 

Once we decide to face our fears and

see our suffering in a different light

We realise that all of the things that have happened in the past 

Are still holding us spellbound

Still holding us captive 

Unless we have consciously connected

to our past traumatic events 

with the intention of healing them

and learning new ways of relating that do not cause suffering


Taurus Full Moon in the UK tomorrow ~

06 November 


It is 05 November today and Jack’s birthday 

My Scorpio Cat who is a Blue Self ~ Existing Monkey

He is 16

Happy Solar Return Jack

We are revisiting what happened in late April May this year and years and  tears gone by

It is my moon and I am really revisiting some very old patterns and painful stuff right now

around how I have learned to relate and what my issues are around my foundations 

what really matters to me

what my power struggles are 

what my priorities are 

anger issues 

passive ~ aggressive issues 

nature versus nature

initial family and society conditioning 

and just been reading some fiction I haven’t connect to in a while 

Minette Walters is a great read about psychological pathology and just finished one of her novels

 The Devils Feathers

Took me back to another time and relationships I have been in

where it was more important for me to please them than to be well 

and as a result of that denial of my self 

I got really sick 

because the body does not lie 

What we suppress in our behaviour 

is revealed in our body 

Most people do not question relationships they are in 

do not have awareness of what abusive behaviour is 

because generally speaking there is no bigger picture awareness generally in society 

Most ways of living are base


and brutal 

and what happens behind the net curtains in suburbia is hidden 

These abusive relationships exist in every part of our society 

and this is emerging now ….

If you feel you are alone with any sort of “disfunction” 

or something happened in your family that you are ashamed of 

that you cannot bear to think about 

believe me 

It is a shared human being place 

and everyone has issues 

You are not alone 

and there are ways to change how you feel 

As Souls we are in a different place 

As human beings

it is necessary to create frameworks and boundaries

for balanced 

respectful relationship

and learn how to communicate to others

who we are and what we want in relationship



with power imbalance structures

that are unhealthy….

short term gain for long term pain

Most quick fixes hold this energy 

instead we can let go of emotional pain


the these ways of being obviously will keep repeating because we are still the same 

It is really simple once we are ready to see it 

I am not a fan of cloud cuckoo land 

I am aware that at this time there are many practical things to deal with

in most places on planet earth right now

so the wearing of Rose Tinted Glasses is not an option I favour

as this is total denial 


There are some situations that are going to generate a healthy emotional response

that is not going to be 

in the joy spectrum

Again if we haven’t really looked at how we learned to relate as children creates 

ways of being that are healthy and create joy

and ways that do not 

and how we are still doing them 

nothing will change 

It is as simple as that

Given that most ~ if not all ~ of our teachers in life so far 

Did not have this awareness either 

and most people on planet earth now 

are still in the same boat 

We cannot see things changing any time soon ?

Radical change means doing something different 

and the heart does not do logic

Learn how your human being avatar works

and the information is there for you to use



It’s an old adage 

Information is power

Information about yourself is the most powerful as it gives you the keys to 

know yourself


The co dependent life we are living in Society 

is based on the model of 


Denial of who we really are

Denial of the self

so we become a slave to society 

and to begin with this conditioning is difficult to overcome

because it is deep

and goes back through many generations

so it takes a lot of determination to go through the first layer

and do something different and

start to go in the opposite direction which is


Stop looking for the answers and soothers outside


Remove the pain from the past within and start to develop different habits of relating to yourself 

and in turn the world 

Go to the Roots within you



The Universe that we are part of 

is always assisting us with this 

The cycles of nature hold the key to seasons 

Astrology is the wheel of evolution with different planets in our solar system that are assisting us


Transformation Time


When we start to work with our child like ego 

we start to see who we think we are 

We start to see where our pain and resistance lies 

We see where that came from

We see what structures gave rise to where we are today 


and then we can see where we are now 

Which is often not where we want to be 

Especially at mid life


To come to this place is essential….

We cannot go anywhere else until we come to that place of feeling our pain about ourselves

and who we believe we are in that moment

and how we are not able to love and accept ourselves

We have to be still and face our suffering

It is why it keeps coming so we can do what it takes to let it go 

Great video about this by Gabor Mate 

This is base camp before Everest starts 

Mars in Capricorn started on October 26 and stays until December 05 

Work features strongly 

This is UK ‘s Astrological sign ~ Capricorn 

Often the stiff upper lip and hiding behind work as an identity and an avoidance of intimacy 

Capricorn is the sturdy little goat climbing the mountain of soul learning ~ the disciple 

Mars ~ masculine energy 

Looking for solutions can be very positive 

when it is used as a coping mechanism 

in avoidance of facing the issue and the feelings generated 

it’s a whole different animal 

and this is key

The Goat can also be seen as Pan

Dionysus too 

and an over indulgence of partying 😉

Being honest with ourselves

can be hard as the denial is so ingrained


so keep going 🙂

The Reward is 

Living with Integrity

and the world we live in changing directly as a result

of what you do 

The Inner energetic structure is what has to change 

so the outer can change 

and most people are still working the other way around 

Are you ready to connect to the real Secret ?

It is you

In this Red Moon Year 

This Red Moon 13 Year Cycle 

We can realise that everything that we need is within us 

All the seeds are there

Emotional Freedom Technique can really help you every day 

to be your own 

Healing Guru 

I have some videos of me tapping on my Youtube page


Making your own scripts

if you would like to give it a go 

and take charge of your own personal Emotional Evolution 

When used in an energy coaching format combined with The Mayan and Astrology Framework 

It is amazing 


If you would like to start to work in this way please get in touch

I am doing ebook workshops and in person workshops

that have a structured theme ~

more on my

Persephone Path Workshop Page

I also do one to one coaching and

offer a free consultation on Skype



and I am going to leave you with one of my favourite poets 

Jim Morrison

jim m 

and the inspiration for the name of his band 

The Doors of Perception 


pic by Lacy Miranda

Break on Through( to the other side)

Blue Storm Wavespell ~ time to transform


Transformation Time


Blue Storm Wavespell


Blue Magnetic Storm


Are you ready for your catalytic conversion ?




Please click on the links to take you to other websites which expand on the info

This is my Wavespell and I am day 9

Blue Solar Hand 

This is the energy signature transformation process I was born into 

This energy arrived in Glastonbury with a storm in the early hours lashing rain against our window

This Wavespell process is truly life changing

should you choose to consciously align with it

It literally reveals the divinity code of the cosmos

It reveals our personal process

This information is revealing itself to me on a daily basis as I intend to be it

As my life mission this is all about being a catalyst for change 

in my own life and sharing it with others 

I do this by sharing my journey in this blog

and sharing processes I have learned to help others do the same

These are tough transition times on planet earth 

Blue Storm is an energetic signature that is one of four

that change every year on planet earth 

to take the planet code of evolution 

through a continuous 4 step process in a period of 13 Year Cycles

Red Moon ~ awakening to the beacon of light that we really are 

in the Mayan this is called Muluc

This is code number 9 ~ a Gateway

One of the 13 core process steps

We are currently in a Red Moon Year  ~ number 9 in a 13 year cycle of Red Moon that started in July 26 in 2006

Red Solar Moon started on July 26 2014

check out my blog about that here:

Red Solar Moon Year

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White Wizard comes next ~

self empowerment and refining the process

that begins in Red Moon

in the Mayan this is called Ix and is code number 14 = 5

The heart of the matter and the core

It is one of the seven seals of mastery



Blue Storm ~

the energy of this Wavespell comes next

this is the alchemical process

of Red Moon and White Wizard

to transform so that we evolve

In the Mayan this is called Cauac

This is code number 19 = 1

It is the initiation of the light body 

It is one of the seven seals



as a result of this transformation

we arrive at the fourth

place of flowering Yellow Seed

removing our conditioned mind mask

so that the true seed emerges free from raw ego

In the Mayan this is called Kan and is code number 4

The structure

One of the first 13 core process steps



If you choose you can align with this process

and consciously co create with the universe which we are a part of

this process is happening anyway with or without our “consent” 🙂 

If we choose we can work with awareness which is a very different place of being

it is time for more and more people to do this now 

we are ready to create a new way of being that transcends the karma wheel we have been bound to as human beings 

for many thousands of years 

In the past very few have accessed magical process 

as it has been known 

God and Goddess awareness 

Conscious dreamers being aware of the true nature of the universe 

Many have been the mystics creating alchemical process outside of themselves 

Now we are ready to work with the inside of us 🙂 

This isn’t a purely mind process 

This is what the Wavespell is here for 

This is the emotional evolution 

Aligning our heart with our head in balance 

Aligning our masculine and feminine in balance 

Aligning our way of being in time in balance 

We are ready to navigate and explore our dark matter 

to birth new worlds 

Exciting times indeed and believe me

Everything that has happened to us so far has had to happen

so we can go through the butterfly process and emerge 

We have to be it to transform it

We all have that purpose 

It is how evolution works

with each one of us a part of this beautiful tapestry 


Once you start working in this way you will start to lose any fear that you have about what is happening 

As you work on your own personal fear events and understand them

As you realise it is the society system we have created that is sick and insane 

and so if we follow it we become sick and insane 


As we have created it 

over thousands of years 

It is a culmination of the patriarch ~ extreme masculine on an ego trip led by the head 

We can create something that is balanced instead



because we have all the evidence to look at and learn from

and see clearly what has created what 

and so what to do now instead

to lead us out of this hell of our own making 🙂 

That is created by our beliefs and projections directly 

All these shadow energies that we can now work to transform in each one of us

green heart

How can I use this Divinity Code in a practical way ?

Is a question I am often asked 

as well as a million and one questions about this and that of the Mayan Codex 😉 

and my answer is this :

I share my learning as I am intuitively

learning it in connection

with where I am on my process with living the calendar

remember we are in a new age with new ways of being in natural time 

in the now 

where as society system is ego led not being in the now and getting ahead 

debt for example 

which creates dependency 

having something now when we cannot afford it

To connect to this natural time means one has to be patient

and receive as and when we match the current code 

Be in tune 

to tune in 🙂

Channel the code by being a clear channel free of conditioning which takes work 

clearing our personal conditioned mind

The universe is a matrix of code Each one of us is part of that

and we see our reality matched to our belief systems literally

every day

Change our code and what we see changes because of that 🙂

That is within a universal script of course we are all equal under the sun as to what we create ~ it is only ego script that believes there is “better” or “worse” 

These are man mind made duality measurement codes that come from a limited script

and that is the current way most people see the world 


So what is happening today is not three months away which is why my workshops key information

are written as near to the day as to what I receive intuitively and using the Mayan and Astrological code of the day ….

as are my blogs


we all have the ability to do this 

to channel 

because we are actually doing this by receiving the codes anyway most people don’t allow it

because they are conditioned to be afraid of this “weird stuff” 

because historically people who are in the flow of this had bad things happen to them

from people who didn’t want the masses to be self empowered

because people who are self ~ empowered wouldn’t  be their slaves

and that of course is exactly what is happening now 

same as it ever was

“business models” require planning ahead and making things happen 

that is ok to a degree as we co create with other people and there are practicalities in doing this but the more flexible we become about how we can go with the flow 

which is why I offer in person ways of working and Skype 

so that people have the time sensitive info in an ebook to use when they choose and is in alignment for them


we get together at the perfect moment 

which if you think about this whole way of being makes sense

but when I started out as a holistic therapist

I followed the old patterns until I was stopped

and it snowed for three weeks and I had to adapt and go online 





If you have 150 people all with different codes 

how can they all be in the flow at the same time to suit a workshop presenter ?

We see what happens to flow as a result of commuting times ….

So we have to live it to access it and clear our old code

What we learn with this synchroniser is

a return to ancient ways 

so being in balance with this is key 

You can work with balanced ways of being but if you go to far out of that

imbalance occurs and there isn’t enough time today to create harmony today

because you are doing too much now in one day

of what is really meant to be done in small steps everyday 

Hope this makes sense ?

We have to choose codes that are life enhancing and they are the polar opposite of most of society codes

which require us to to give more than is healthy for us to enable parasites to live off that energy

A job for example that takes up 10 hours of your day  that isn’t setting your heart on fire

and often means being in environments and around people that stress you out 

means you are too tired for anything else

The house becomes a mess 

You have no time to cook

You have to cram all of the nurturing caring side of living 

the creating side of you 

the feminine free wild child you 

that has been repressed 

into a couple of days 

and get a couple of weeks off which leaves you feeling 

resentful and miserable 


So you balance yourself with addictions

As do most of the population 

We self medicate to balance ourselves

to cope 

which is the shadow of Blue Storm

and the planet of Blue Storm is



The West

The setting Sun and the place of transformation 

When we look at the esoteric code of Pluto 

explained on the link above

we can see how this directly ties in to this energy 

Pisces ~ christ consciousness and the polar opposite addictions

and the Age of Pisces we are transiting out of


This is what has to change for all of us 

and this myth that somehow we have to do this because that is what it is 

The answers come 

The steps come 

as we commit to the process 

heal our trust issues so we trust that we are enough and have our own answers

Have courage to tell the truth

believe in ourself

transform our distorted image of ourself

wolves in sheep's clothing

Be the wolf that pioneers the path

Let go of trying to be something we are not

I have been doing the process with this Mayan system for 3 years ~ not in a huge way either

small steps every day

As I am now in my 4th year ~ the structure code 

I am now building on the previous 3 and the steps get bigger 

This is the Tipping Point Process 

Once you have the foundations in place 

the walls start to build rapidly 

Once we heal all our fear events 

The code they carried is transformed so we do not do the same things anymore 

We have got the learning and we become more confident 

We start to relax more 

We have the bigger picture awareness

We have the tools to deal with the challenges

We are self empowered

Inside out 

To thrive we have to meet the conditions to survive 

and that means letting go of old ways taking small steps pro actively if possible 

If we don’t 

We will be pushed into facing our fears 

That is what we are here for to do the process

We are not here to raise 2.4 children, have a company car and a nice sofa 🙂 

and be measured in these terms

We are so much more that that

We are star beings



until we are willing to do what it takes 

we will not receive anything beyond where we are

we will only see glimpses beyond the veil

until we are ready to remove our veil 



We have to choose now

We cannot do both paths because they arrive at different destinations

they have totally different processes and so take us through different challenges

in the first stages it can be painful and we will seem the anti thesis of society 



we have to learn to relate to ourself and the universe in a different way 

go into the abyss 

face our abyss

then and only then can we be free 

and that’s when the true nature of life, the universe and everything is revealed….

and just like was told in 

The Hitchikers Galaxy 

this is 42 

42 is a code and if you have read the info on the link above this Mayan version can actually seem quite simple 🙂 

4 = The structure which in Mayan terms is Yellow Seed ~ the authentic self free of the mask

2 = The new learning coming from shadow which in Mayan Terms is White Wind  ~ speaking the truth from spirit

add them together = 6 Organic Balance =

White World Bridger which is the 13 day code

we have just completed 

Death of the old world’s to create the new through transforming our inner world

Believe me 

Just follow the Yellow Brick Road

Do the inner work

All will be revealed

There are no short cuts 

you cannot buy your stairway to heaven

That is what it takes

Everyone has what it takes

only most will not do it

This energy is Brigid 

The fire Goddess 



Which is also connected

to the archetype of St Brigid


Pic by Kathrin Burleson

Are you ready to 

light your personal fire of transformation ?


Day 2 on Sunday 04 October is the day of new learning 

Yellow Lunar Sun

Letting more light in through transforming our shadow


Day 3 on Monday 05 October is the day of Alchemy 

Red Electric Dragon

Becoming open to what our cosmic mother is sending our way by learning about the matrix and healing our feminine wounding events so we can receive free from conditioned mind filters


Today we are in Waxing Moon in Aquarius in the UK

At the time of writing at 17 degrees:

An old woman drying herbs.
Knowing what you know, being who you are and going where you go, with absolute autonomy. A complete world unto yourself. Living out away from the unwelcome intrusion of alien perspectives. Ornery, taciturn, eccentric. Convinced that your own truth-consciousness is the real thing and that very few others know what they are talking about. Steeped in experience of a solitary kind. A highly distinctive mode of awareness. You seek to link ancient wisdom with future worlds, absolutely intent upon losing nothing in the translation. Rabidly convinced you must not concede unnecessary territory to the common mind of today. Acutely well-informed and voluminously knowledgeable. Working for the future Earth, you are supremely intolerant of compromises and latter-day confusions.

As we are coming up to Aries Full Moon and Lunar Eclipse on Wednesday 08 October in the UK

all of this feminine archetype fits in with remembering what we initiated in the Spring at the time of Aries Sun

The Youthful part of us that is also the archetype of Persephone

Here is a blog with more info about that

The Persephone is going down into Pluto energy to work with her underworld 

All the things seeking balance in this Libra Month 

We also have Mercury Retrograde

which is time to get out of our heads

and into our hearts starting today

Moving from :

Scorpio at 2 degrees:

A large stately bronze horse.
Pride. Stupendous and rigid pride. “I am right.” You have held tightly within reputation, stature, the highest standards, the way it should be. Revering the authority that is central. Vastly given over to schemes and dreams. Idiosyncratic and self-referential, immune to reflection. Driven from before. And always standing up for yourself forcefully, while inwardly self-betrayal oriented and doubtful. Political intrigue. Maintaining the appearance. You don’t know how to stop. Karmically transfixed by convictions, forces, factions, and biased points of view that seem inevitable. Nothing ever changes, stuck with the same destiny-edge, deeply at the mercy of what has gone before. A link in a chain, strictly enforced.


Libra at 16 degrees

A woman: The lower half of her body is a serpent.
Magic working simultaneously from two divergent levels. The regular, human, everyday magic of holding yourself together as a complex and volatile mix by sheer intent. And the deeper magic of yielding into the undersoul, the passions, the desires, the impulses, and the skills of the subconscious levels. Primarily being absorbed in the deep forces of body and soul. But meanwhile bending over backwards to frame everything in normalcy. This combination is extremely difficult to maintain. It is fragile, delicate, and dangerous. You secretly exult in how impossible it really is and urge yourself onward to work this magic and wield it with the same kind of life-force that moves at the edge of an abyss and stays on that edge in a balancing act that may capsize at any moment. And it therefore is entered upon with a passion of the most dazzling cross between sheer foolishness and a wizard’s mastery.


More about that here from Darkstar Astrology


Blue Storm Patterns


Using the Decoder we can see all of history revealed and a way of understanding evolution patterns 

The next Blue Storm Year will begin on July 26  2016

This is Blue Spectral Storm and is therefore an energy of dissolution

this could mean building an ark is wise

and as an ark is actually the

inside structure that allows our soul energy to be fully immersed within us

this could be a good move on our part

We will be transforming en masse what is seeking to be released over the past 11 years

in this Red Moon awakening process

That could be potentially a challenging year for the collective 

If we go back in time to recent challenges that affected the world at large

the last world war for example

It began in a Blue Storm 13 Year Cycle in 1928

In 1932 we had Blue Overtone Storm Year that was also a galactic portal

a gateway to access all of time and the heart of the matter

The struggle that creates the mastery

In 1936 we had Blue Solar Storm and the completion of a cycle

In 1940 we had Blue Cosmic Storm 

The last year of that cycle and the shift

If you look at history detailed on these links and are aware of what is happening in the world today 

We can see many things repeating

Sometimes in a slightly different way 

but the underlying code remains the same

It is very important now that we start to see this business code

the consumer code 

the de~personalise

de~ humanise code 

for what it really is 

The out of control ego of a select few 

that is getting away with murder literally now 

only because people are not self~aware 

and are playing their part in allowing it

rather than addressing it 

Going along with it 

Ignoring it 

Pretending life is great 

Pretending this is

The American Dream 

When in truth

It is a very sick system

That can only be changed when….

everyone is prepared to opt out of it 

and Be the change we want to see

Here are a some films I found interesting this week along these themes:

Hannah Arendt




If you are ready to work with yourself

and create personal alchemy during this aligned time of the year 

Here are a series of 6 Workshops 

1 per month

That I have co created for this purpose of 

Becoming aware of what our Fears are 

and using the transformation of them 

to unveil our true selves 

The first one begins on Saturday 11 October at 11am 

or you can access via an ebook 

you can arrange a time to suit us mutually to Skype with me

I will need to do your Mayan Sign and Astrology to do this so please give time for this

The first one initiates the process and sets an intention



To take you to the heart

of feeling unsafe 

that is very much resonating in our society right now

How to take our power back by letting go of what has created it

Learn new ways to relate without sacrifice 

Transform any distorted codes

we have experienced in our life journey so far with the power of fire


The most important thing is that each person learns how to do this for themselves

to be truly self~empowered 

This involves learning how to do EFT 

and doing it consistently 

More about them here 

A clip from the film Hannah Arendt:

Red Skywalker Wavespell ~ Creating Heaven on Earth




Red Skywalker Wavespell 

Red Magnetic Skywalker 

Ben is the Mayan Name and it is code 13 in it’s pure form ~

the shift we can make to enlightened soul by integrating our shadow 



This is the 13 step code for Creating Heaven on Earth

It is what the 260 day cycle is all about

We go from Red Dragon status of new learning coming in

To the potentiality of the Integrated Angel

over and over again with each cycle

if we follow the divinity code therein each day’s galactic signature

and align with it 

we evolve 


Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand the information

having a bit of a blip with that today ~ fingers crossed it is simply requiring cookies cache clearing because I use this website a lot and it has never happened before 

Let me know please if you can access it 🙂 

The leading picture today is by Casey Vogt

I was drawn to it straight away as I feel it really sums up this Galactic Signature 

We are in this amazing Matrix and we are seemingly a human being 

Can be very confusing at times 

I have a workshop on Saturday with this very title

Creating Heaven on Earth

and this blog is for this too

Everything is starting to integrate nicely with this linking 

in a Pisces Supermoon energy this can be a little tricky though 

and really reveals our patterns around bounderies and sensitive sore spots 

plus there are lots of things happening in the starry skies this week that make for resistant energy 

It is an emotional time and we are harking back to Pisces Sun earlier in the year 

This was dreamtime in the Zodiac Wheel and the last step of that 12 energy process 

This was back in March 15 to April 14

which links in with the challenge of this Sign 

Blue Spectral Night 

This shows up with Virgo Sun and Venus in Virgo just now 

Our inner critic can limit our evolution 

our mind can keep us stuck on slow 

There are ways to change that though 

Thank Goodness 🙂 

Virgo is in light form pure love

The angel free from ego mind spin

the earthy goddess that grounds 


when the ego mind is dominant it is another story 

We are in Virgo Decan 2 time 

Darkstar Astrology speaks of this

Wherever you have Virgo in your Starcode  it is being activated  especially if it is your Sun and Venus 

Wherever you have Pisces ~ it is being activated ~ especially if it is your Moon

To be creating heaven on earth we clear our ego distortions 

Lovely post about that Supermoon energy here with Bill Attride

White Castle 



We are now ready to go through another 4 codes of transformation 

The 260 day spiral is a process of transformation of the human being 

Spin Cycle 

Set to

Wash out the conditioning 

Get the dirty laundry out 

and clean it 

because it holds the key to our salvation

and removing what our mind believes are indelible stains 

That is what is so magical 

When we intend to be clear 

We start a process of alchemy 

and our Angelic A team 

once asked for assistance 

are ready with their guidance 

thing is though

We do have to ask them

and be ready to listen to their way of communicating 

which isn’t always clear to us because it is unfamiliar 🙂


We are required to create the perfect structure for this 


Mind Body and Spirit 

Willing first of all to see what we believe are our “imperfections”

and start to unlearn and heal what we feel 

is unloveable 


260 day cycle 

started on 18 July 2014 and this started with the Red Castle ~

this is the new dawn Cycle of 52 days ~

new learning coming in for the ego

and the easiest way to recognise that is by how you feel about “it”

or if you have stopped feeling ,

what you do to avoid thinking about “it”  



Which for many takes the form of

using avoidance distractions




Being “spiritual” and meditating to escape the mind






Being drawn to human beings in various ways 



Being an academic or an adventurer or maybe acting out


Or whatever we all use to avoid dealing with the uncomfortable 

and what we can do as an alternative to that avoidance 

is to feel it and hear it’s message 

and let it take us into our personal hell so we can make peace with it 

because whatever ails us is our road to recovery 

We are not our behaviour 

All our hurts and wounds

All our addictions 

everything that our ego paints as a picture of doom and gloom 

of “failure” 


the path to freedom 

White Castle Codes 

Each Castle has 4 codes of soul process


The White Castle has:

Red Skywalker ~ Creating Heaven on Earth Code

White Worldbridger ~ letting go of the past to create a different future Code

Blue Storm ~ transformation catalyst ~ emotions heal Code

Yellow Human Code ~ our humanity is the key to healing Code


Red Skywalker ~ awakening to the fact

that we hold the keys to our personal Heaven Here on Earth 

This Wave has initiated today September 08 2014


The challenge day is tomorrow ~ White Lunar Wizard Day ~ this harks back to the White Wizard Wavespell on July 31 2014  ~ the second Wavespell of the 260 day cycle , which is all about self~empowerment 

so you see if you are ready to see you can be very specific using this tool ~ all is revealed and that is how the universe works ~ everything has a meaning and a reason and happens exactly at the perfect time 

all the clues are there for our angelic transformation

and don’t worry if you are not ready to dive in at that level ~ take your time  and go at your own pace 


The day of alchemy is on Wednesday 10 September

 Blue Electric Eagle 

Combine the info you have today ~ what is feeling Heavenly / Hellish 

with tomorrows info dating back to July 

and on Wednesday you have the energy of the Eagle who can rise high above the path and see the small self on the life path 

and get a bigger picture awareness hopefully 

The Blue Eagle Code of 13 days is in the Green Castle ~ the heart part of the cycle 

The last cycle of this was June 22 ~ Blue Eagle Wavespell

Insights as to what is appertaining and potentiality to shift those old stuck patterns to allow creativity 

Unleash the Goddess within

Let Cinders off the hook 

at this time of the fairytale story circuit 

we are integrating our fairy godmother archetype 

to do it ourselves 

which is good news for vegetables and small rodents as they don’t have to change so we can go to the ball 🙂


On day 4 we have Yellow Self Existing Warrior 

Yellow Warrior issues we may be facing would be highlighted back in May 14 Yellow Warrior Wavespell

check your diary


your emails to see what was emerging

This is the Yellow Castle part of the process  ~ the flowering 

The Warrior of the Heart 





The Sagi fire Chiron Archetpe 

The balanced person who is in a personal process of taking full responsibility for their journey 

in a healthy way 

freeing themselves  from co dependency codes 

realising that it is all about us 

this life

everything we see 

we see through our filters that come from our personal life experience 

hence all the signs in animal totems, tarot  etc are all personal to us as messages for us to reveal the code of the game of life we are playing with our own personal rules as well as some shared ones.

What level have we set for ourselves ~ easy or hard ~ maybe mellow ?

So as we create everything we experience

 in the way we have learned to give and receive

through our interpretation of our daily events…

we can change anything that doesn’t feel good by understanding how we can change our inner sat nav 

and for this I share EFT used alongside ancient alchemy frameworks 

that work in today’s world 

If we think we can change the world without changing ourself first 

All of ourselves 

Then we do not understand the creation process 

and we have to become an expert on this 

and we transform as we are doing it 

that is the beauty of it 

So for example if we speak of the world being consumed by unsustainable consumables 

and are still consuming 

How is that going to change ?


We are all in this process together ~ blame free statement 

We all have to change this society 

because each individual is creating it 

Taking Responsibility is the key

and letting go of fighting and lack is an inner journey

first and foremost 


This Divinity Code is not reliant on any human being to work

It does not need any human intervention to exist 

There is no need to worry about anything in fact

It is all taken care of 

by something that we are a part of that is 



If you choose now 

You can start to create on a whole different level 


with your Code 

and the Secrets of the Alchemists of all time 

This way of being is open to all who are ready to 




Love to you and your Creation Process 

Here’s a little story about my magical adventure yesterday 

I went to a local house ~ Lytes Cary 

They always have old second hand books for sale 

and I found one called  Enquire Within upon everything by Herbert Jenkins  

This link makes an interesting read about the world wide web 

 It is Version 113 

I randomly opened it to find….

a 4 leaf clover pressed between the pages

The entry was 745 ~ pyramids 



It wasn’t referring to the buildings or shapes but the game of billiards 

There seems to be all manner of literally everything in this book  and I was surprised at the good advice and info especially that of psychic phenomena 🙂 

We were chatting about Agatha Christie and Hercule Poirot  which is mentioned in the wiki link 🙂

Hadn’t bought the book yet though  

This was on Yellow Cosmic Human Day  ~ day 13

If you wish to work with the Universe 

and do the Great Work

at The Dark Half of the Year 

Here are some Persephone Path Events for you:



Click on the link for Facebook :

Persephone Path

Here is a link to my website :

Barefoot Holistics 

There are a variety of locations or by ebook and Skype 

First one is in Glastonbury on Saturday October 11 2014 

If you like my blog and find it useful please can you support me 

and my writing of it with a donation ?

As my work as a writer of this

and a therapist

is what allows me and my family to live

I am getting a regular connection with Readers which is lovely

and I am very grateful for that support

I wish to continue to offer this

and Mayan info and Starcodes for free so if you can pay £1

this will make all the difference to me .


I have a donate button on this site ~ you can donate any amount 

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Bless You 





Persephone Path

red overtone moon

Persephone Path

White Resonant Wind in the Yellow Warrior Wavespell

We have begun the spiral again and are on the second energetic of what our sacred feminine selves ~ our goddess natures, our gaia spirits…..

are ushering in at this new age time.

Today we can tune in to what is seeking release ~ our egoic Leo waning, dark moon  selves ~ any egoic forms….

so we can be true to our heart’s and allow ourselves to weave new ways of being.

Synchronistic September ~ the wheels of karma turning

We can see what is resonating for us now ~ what is our vibe ~ what are we attracting ?

I had an amazing experience last night and it could be ~ my imagination 🙂

It could be the effect of watching the Chronicles of Riddick ~ late at night and eating a cheese sandwich 🙂

It could be lots of things that my ego mind loves to keep it’s rational perspective and control over….

and it could be actually a true experience ~ that I cannot rationalise/measure and explain using a mind frame.

That is what I am connecting to more and more on my Glastonbury journey and this is expanding more and more as I allow it.

This is what I know as The Persephone Path.

I awoke early hours and had a connection to light and shapes in the Star of David being shared in my body  ~

can’t put it into words but it was amazing 🙂 

It is lost in translation and this is important to bear in mind.
Take for example learning a language.

There is so much more involved than learning words

as these words came from a way of being

a culture

body language

a way of living energetically according to the flavour of that region

and so certain words have a literal meaning that do not convey their truth

Gestalt ~  mentioned in a drama last night ~ more than the sum of their parts ~ which is what it means to live life on full throttle  from the heart

having integrated the ego 🙂

Often we get lost in translating ourselves to another because we speak a different tongue and have a different tribe ….

and we can be living next door to one another …..

we can be members of the same family even 

blood relatives

we can live poles apart as to our way of relating 

This will get stronger as we move deeper into Aquarius as we individuate

and part of us expands into knowing itself and letting go of co dependent relating……

part of us is seeking to be wholeheartedly heard

and we go back to go forward

our circles ~ our personal vesica pisces space integrates until there is only now

and we have brought the past totally into acceptance and the future is simply a whisper away and an exciting space

we live simply

free from entourage

ego trappings

in the flesh living our fantasy for real.

Living what we believe

It is the time of year ~ Virgo when we are connecting to the circles and cycles of seeing our harvest in carnate 

Everything that is on our table fresh from the field or somewhere else 🙂  ~ is a reflection of  our thoughts, beliefs and behaviours.

I am off back to my roots to the North on the 10th which is always significant ~ a change of the four directions, moving from South to North.

As above , so below.

It is the second day of the Red Moon Wavespell and I am sharing a

Glastonbury Tales Workshop


Friday the 13th of September ( sacred day of Venus 🙂  at the Friends Meeting House High Flatts Huddersfield at 7pm

If you aren’t in that locality you can also take part online or in person with a monthly workshop in Glastonbury starting on

Friday 20 September at my home at 7pm ~ The Persephone Path and you can of course do both 🙂 

this is on Red Overtone Skywalker Day ~ bringing heaven to earth through us ~ by awakening and connecting to our heart path and healing our shadow.

I am going to start something new ~ my eldest child leaving the nest and starting university ~ a new gateway of learning and being at his completion of a cycle time.

This brings a change within me and a time of deep emotion.

Seeing how our life cycles change and remembering how it was for me ~ seeing it through different eyes as a mother.

This autumn brings an opportunity for all of us to prepare for the dark time in the northern hemisphere with consciousness ~ if we choose  🙂

I am creating an energetic space to launch this intention just before the autumn equinox on September 22nd

Working within ~ as above so below ~ is our dark time ~ the Persephone Path.

It is a natural time to work with our lower chakra issues so we can nurture our roots and as a result in Springtime we will emerge in a different space .

If we do not change within ~ nothing can change without and so our world will not change.

The message I hear from our collective spirit ancestor’s and gaia that I am energetically connected to is to change the focus now.

All patterns are the same ~ in micro so is the macro.

To change our world we redress the balance ~ firstly within.

We look at how we are being the change

how are we creating new learning for ourselves and letting go of the ego show.

Our world cannot change without this as we are the birthers of reality

we are the soul midwives

If we do not know how to be in balance within ~ our world cannot reflect a balance. 

The world is not separate from us ~ it is us.

This year is all about integration ~

calling our souls back in from  events that have wounded us

changing any child based beliefs that seek to mature now

the child within matures when this healing happens and only when 

We are bound by our beliefs

When we really understand this deep concept we can align with patterns of belief that align with move us towards living our dream

Strengthening our core

creating powerful , balanced masculine and feminine frameworks to navigate the chaos at this transition time

The magic al process that happens as a result of this is:

As we let go of our “dark times of the soul”

we open up our light receptivity

we match different realities that are far removed from the realms of ego living

We develop strong intuition, faith and

as we strengthen our integrity

the world around us starts to shift

as we open up new neural pathways

we go beyond the linear

into gateways of goddess experience

we become……………

even more………

immaculate in a clear space

It is the beginning of the end of the ego game……

and the awakening of new ways 🙂

Time to honour and exult these ways and relax into them

our forbears have left the clues in many ways 🙂

My intention at this Persephone time is to share and connect with people who are working with the shadow themselves

energetically and emotionally

and are creating change constellations at this synchronistic time

If we are still churning out the same “stuff” on a creativity level

being the same

going to the same spaces

being around the same people

in the same way

then there is a pattern of…….

the same

and so…

we aim to stay the same

thing is…..

the universe is moving on 🙂

If we are afraid of change then rest assured our universe will bring us life experiences to match this fear

I offer you this is simply the karma wheel 

If on the other hand we choose to embrace our fear and look at it,

when it was formed,

go deep to it’s roots and hear it’s story

then let go of our issues of trust

how we have learned to try and control our world

and learn to do something new


learn to trust that the universe is always bringing us what we need ~

to evolve

it’s a different perspective to staying in the same four walls 

and being a consumer 🙂

The more trusting we become the more the universe matches that trust

it brings us more magical ways of living on our planet 

with other people

in loving, respectful ways

and we soften our experience

The end is the beginning

The only constant is change

This isn’t about anyone else

This is the wild paradox

When you are willing to go to the scariest place in the universe ~

to the heart of you

When you don’t want anything

When you don’t need anything

When you have no fear of anyone or anything and accept your destiny willingly

seeing the beauty

owning your sovereignty

travelling lightly on this path

the beauty way



this is the magical , spontaneous , child space 

of Leo 

that is within every living soul.

Time to take our power back

with courage and love 

and reclaim 

our birthright.

Love to you

Persephone People

bringers of the new dawn.

I absolutely know this to be true because this is my

Glastonbury experience

and I am living my beliefs

and it is so worth it

all those child birth pains are so worth what comes 

as part of this process 🙂

The Super High Way



Staff of life ~ Cib  A new wavespell began yesterday with

Yellow Magnetic Warrior


Cib is also known as the Owl ~ a symbol of wisdom


Please click on the links as always to explore other aspects and expand awareness if you choose 🙂

Gratitude to all my co creative people sharing their dreams 🙂

This is the journeyer of the stars ~ our soul journey and for me….

this is the path of the heart.

Today we are on day two ~ which always brings the challenge and the new learning ~ 

Red Lunar Earth

This wavespell was on 19th of July and took us into the new Mayan Year on the 26th so was the transition. Whatever came up as a challenge to you at that time that you haven’t transformed is what is knocking at your door today knocking you off your happy horse 🙂

What is taking you off your path, off centre and tuning in to the ego channel rather than your heart path?

This warrior’s intention is to open to love and expand the kundalini flow ~ as and when appropriate ❤

without forcing it through 🙂

Kundalini rises with love and when the stars are in the perfect place. It is a given 🙂

This activation occurs automatically in alignment with our solar system as we are intrinsically connected to it and like all living beings when the optimum conditions are met and come together…..

once activated and when we are awakened we can learn how to flow with it and allow it to take us to where we need to go to raise our consciousness.

When alignment occurs……


The magic happens…….

We are all kin to the stars in the sky and part of the cosmic dance.

Abracadabra ~ been playing a lot recently with the Steve Miller band on media I have been connecting with . It is an ancient word connected to incantation and magical intent.


Just watched a very silly film with lots of giggles and cheesy themes 🙂  ~

The Incredible Burt Wonderstone

which does a great parody of some ” magicians ” on our ego stage ~ for example, Derren Brown and his show about how clever he is at manipulating people ~ big story there about his childhood and needing to be in control I guess. In his message of revelation ~ how we can be tricked and mesmerised, he seems, in my humble opinion, to lose sight of any wellbeing or ecology for his participants for the sake of his art and showmanship …..pure ego. The message, I believe, gets lost in his need to be powerful. Spirit ain’t in it and yet great learning for me as always about relationships and how I do not wish to model a rebalance of my earlier life episodes of loss of power.

This is happening for a reason ~ this ego show ~ like everything on the world stage .

When great tragedies are happening, like the current crisis in Syria, people ask ~ will man never learn and I am offering you now that you realise why this is.

The people who crete wars are very aware of what they are doing and it is a business and an entertainment, a diversion, something that keeps people occupied and full of fear. It stops people from awakening and living consciously because when we are in survivor mode we do not have the time or energy to look deeply into things ~ we are in the position of survival ~

fight, flight or freeze.

This is where most people are in their day to day life ~ stuck on a wheel they feel unable to get off because they do not have an alternative plan and are so simply reacting and fire fighting every day .

It is crucial that people recognise this and we create a new pattern of pro active behaviour .

Most people only seek out therapy when they are in crisis instead of seeing it as a healthy way of being that is essential to life ~ emotional well being is the key.

Wars occur because there is an emotional match for them that comes from fear ~ a lack belief. A deeply held fear that there is not enough and the truth is ~ in the egoic playground of corporate greed that is true ~ however it is simply a market place artifice that allows our emotional evolution to be played out….

and until people deal with their shadow selves and let go of feeling angry and afraid because of their past this life experiences and literal past life experiences ~

nothing will change.

See the evidence all around and become wise to it 🙂

It isn’t logical, rational or fair ~ it is simply a causality of co dependent relationship where some people have the power and some are powerless and all of that comes from our individual state of mind.

There is no need for it to be so ~ in truth there is an abundance of resources and ways of recycling and alchemically making use of our planet without any need for money or destructive energies ~ this will only happen when people match this way of being from the inside out and be honest ~ take responsibility for who they are and how they live.

How are you doing that and being the change ?

Are you shaping the way forward in your behaviour or are you a Sunday revolutionary ~ a part time activist ?

I choose not to become the behaviour that hurt me and I can only do that when I am being conscious ~ which is , I am happy to say, happening more as I work with my shadow and set myself free.

I choose to share my journey around my learning in my life and in doing so open up the actuality of how our energetic universe really is and how we create our own health and well being from within. This is very challenging for some people as it goes against all their conditioning and reliance on consumer industries…

these industries are invested in illness and co dependency

not free thinking , well people who live a life of joy and love ~ there is no money in that 🙂

See clearly how the money markets ~ corporations ~ have historically shifted the goal posts ~ like the smoking industry for example which originally was advertised by the medical profession as “good for you” when really it was simply a way of getting a large body of people hooked on a product. This way of controlling people through a commodity started in the military like most other manipulations.

Now the money is made in stopping smoking and the cancer industry and using so called cures that do not cure at all.

Vaccinations cannot possibly work ~ think about it free of any spin ~ how can they possibly work when each person is a unique individual. To allow ourselves to be reduced to the minimum is the opposite of our amazing multi faceted selves.

If I were to say to you that you are exactly the same as everyone else , many people would be defensive about this and argue the opposite and yet….. sign up for flu jabs, get young babies pumped full of goodness knows what ~ and trust people they don’t know and who do not know them at all, to tell them how to fix their condition and live from wellbeing ~ isn’t this true madness? Where is the common sense and sovereignty over our own bodies and wisdom about our knowingness ?

The last time you visited a doctor did they actually know you? Spend time asking about what was happening generally in your life? Know your family history ? Have delivered your babies? Popped round for a cup of tea just to see how you were? This is what the family doctor used to be like and our midwives. We have now simply become a clone and part of a commodity to be sold to and farmed.

If you really want to live an empowered life ~ question everything with fresh eyes and step out of your circle ~ imagine you are a visitor from another galaxy here to observe life on planet earth without any investment in it ~ you do not take part in any of the day to day happenings and are therefore free to explore it free of any agenda or entanglement ~ this often sparks new awareness.

To see clearly without attachment and distortion of conditioning we move outside of our circle so there is no prejudice.

Free our minds by freeing ourselves from the one track groove they often fall in to 🙂 They are meant to ~ it is part of our journey and at the perfect time a new track opens up moving us onwards 🙂

Here is another great awakening video from Santos:

When you start to work with awareness from the ancients who were connected to source and free spirits at a time that energetically we are moving back to ~

The Matriarchal Society of equality and community where ego’s were not heavily aspected in the masculine ~ then you see simply in the structures that all was shared ~ this is being highlighted with several archaeological digs where there are no buildings bigger or more “elevated” ornate in their design.

A great book for reading about this is The Great Cosmic Mother by Monica Sjöö and Barbara Mor


This Wavespell’s intention:


This Mayan Sign represents the spine in one aspect:


Everything on our body hangs from our spine ~ a timely reminder of this in belly dancing when we check our posture and how we hold our upper body.

Our arms are connected to our heart chakra and anything we are holding on to is felt here .

Anything that is affecting our breath and our intake of universal energy ~ literally ~ is connected to the heart.

The spine is the key to our well being ~ it’s structure holds us upright and lets our energy flow in a loop through the earth and through the stars.

All our energetic information moves around on this interplanetary highway within us ~ constant movement of our holographic blue print and this cell creates our reality ~ in our body and in our world.

As above and so below and so we see the double serpent in ancient wisdom ~ the Caduceus ~ masculine and feminine energy highways run here in our body and around the earth and they create our life on the inside and outside.

Interesting how blue represents the sacred feminine and red the masculine ~ our ego world creates the opposite bandwidth ~ blue typically representing the male of the species and the blue bloods who used silver cutlery and had an intake, as a result, of silver from this.

Silver is associated with the moon, goddess energy, high priestess and seers 🙂

Many older people ~ 40 and beyond ~ focus on the upper chakras and intellectual learning.

Many younger people seek wisdom before their time, modelling conditioning given in formal education which is the opposite of intuition and try and activate their kundalini rising process from ignorance and often this creates injury ~ however this matches their energetic pattern and where they are in understanding ~ the universe always has to match us where we are as it is universal law.

The universe brings us our beliefs regardless of whether we would judge them to be good or bad. The universe does not judge ~ that is the realm of the human mind and ego.

True karma is simply an energetic match ~ if you do something it creates an outcome.

In coaching I use a well formed outcome and work with an intention that my journeyer wants to create ~ this gives a focus point for the masculine mind within. To work holistically and inclusively this framework honours all aspects of ourselves and the ways those aspects communicate which are very different.

The nature of karma is cause and effect.

It does not have any meaning ~ again the mind creates meaning and that is always subjective according to the individual’s belief system which is why a vaccine has a different affect energetically on each person and their energetic structure. There is no one size fits all ~ it is a none sense and a violation of our sacred selves. Many people do not have any sense of the sacredness of their amazing being ness and live accordingly. This is now changing as part of the shift.

This is why “truth” is a variable and changes as we learn, evolve and transform.

There are shared “truths” too that are constant ~ inherent wisdom. These bare bones are known by innocents ~ open to all. It isn’t rocket science 🙂

The place of transformation at midlife is the lower chakras ~ when you work with the energies here the upper chakras expand as a by product naturally and this is where the miracles occur. There is no other way to access this as the karma pattern is to be wise takes practice and is experiential ~ it is not granted with a certificate of learning 🙂 Living the learning and being the change.

Different people have different ideas about what chakra is what in connection to planets and astrology ~ here are some examples:

Linking the chakras

chakras and the planets


Depends on where you are coming from 🙂

If someone is living from ego then they ignore these areas and tend to focus on intellect and living off the glory of the word alone and this usually means that there is a wide gap between what they speak about and how they actually live.

Mind the gap 🙂

The ego that has not been transformed reveals itself in the body  ~ the temple , the vehicle, is blocked because the lower chakras are being ignored.

It can be very difficult to break this pattern as it is often an ego defence mask that is deeply entrenched.

Learning new information assists the ego from feeling insecure as it feels it “knows” something .

If the ego  “knows ” something that it feels other people are not privvy to then it can feel “superior” .

If that particular ego has an issue of being bullied, manipulated and made to do things it doesn’t want to ~

and who hasn’t had that earthly experience 🙂

Then this can feel very enlightening and powerful ~ when that transient ego trip wears off ~ as it always does ~ then the ego is back to where it started ~ ground zero because this information does not come from internal, integrated experience .

In truth it isn’t enlightening in the one space that is the key to enlightenment  ~ changing the heart .

The heart functions through feelings. Any outside information is simply a temporary sticking plaster and it doesn’t create change in itself.

It is very evident in Glastonbury where people fill up the void with the many talks on offer and ignore the sacred in themselves and in their day to day life which is often way out of balance.

Having a sound bath creates healing ~ it doesn’t alter how you live and relate in your daily routine though , so as an abstract on it’s own, it will not create new ways of being in that bigger picture way and requires other elements and process for conscious evolution.

No one else telling you something about energy healing, is going to change how you feel about a life experience when you were 8 ,that created a belief system in you that you were a “bad” person for using your left hand for example.

It may start a process for you that leads to change ~ the key is you start that internal process of release for yourself.

The only person who creates healing is that person and no matter how many people send you love and light or put you in a book of prayers, your ill health has happened because you are living out of alignment with who you truly are and that is the message being ignored.

By all means ask for prayers ~ and get your focus on creating some changes as soon as you can with awareness of what has occurred , because this is your wake up call 🙂 This is a nudge from your higher self.

Here is a big tip 🙂

If you are in a relationship with someone who you feel in love with ( or maybe it is a platonic friendship/ a boss and employee relationship/ a family member) and truly want to continue having a relationship with….

and they say they are in love with you ( value you, respect you, love you )…..

but their behaviour has been disrespectful, unloving and dishonest to you in some way  ( maybe many times )and they say they will change:

How are they creating new ways of relating now ?

  • Are they voluntarily attending practical re ~ education that they have chosen to learn how to relate differently?
  • Are they actively working on themselves every day to release old ways of being using energy therapies ( not just talking about their past) so they can transform their energy signature?


Or are they simply telling you that this is so whilst their day to day routine and way of living is exactly the same as it ever was …..

How can it be that they are aligning with creating change  ? No evidence of it in tangible, practical reality.

It is impossible that this can happen karmically because they are no creating a pattern of change.

Tis simply lip service 🙂

More importantly for you ~

what are you doing about your re~ alignment process that brought this episode to your conscious awareness?

You cannot create a different way of being by solely feeding information into yourself.

This is the old co dependent pattern of adding something to yourself when everything you need to change is within 🙂

The shadow being transformed into light is the enlightenment process and so if you do not work with this energetically and emotionally then the heart simply repeats the same old attraction process of that pattern.

To create good boundaries you can create good fences in the physical.

If your neighbour has no idea about healthy boundaries ~ as to trying to drag you into their drama, or your boss has a need to bully you to feel powerful it doesn’t matter what you do to protect yourself in the physical on one level 🙂

You cannot change them.

Build a bigger wall ~ they get a bigger ladder or a trampoline ~ or crash their tractor into your garden 🙂

You can change how you relate to them and face your challenges ~ be the heart warrior.

Each pain in the butt experience, brings an opportunity to learn and grow and learn new ways of being and the universe always brings us what we need for our next step ~ ignore this at your peril because you will play the game ~ you cannot avoid your destiny 🙂

What you choose to avoid expands until it is so big that there is no way round it ~ believe me I have had this experience ~ I survived and it did make me stronger 🙂 It is the game of life ~ growth through challenge.



Louise Hay’s little turquoise book ~ Heal Your Body ~ has a wonderful spinal chart where you can see what your body is communicating with it’s energy flow disruption.

It reveals a blocked well being signal is all and when you tune into that message and your heart’s feeling, you will find the solution.

Here is a spinal chart ~ lots on the internet if you google them and great websites with wonderful info:



This signal is always linked to past events and although our mind may label these past events as misadventure, mistakes and criticise ~ I offer you there is no such thing.

Everything that has happened thus far is significant, has a reason and is part of our expansion process and when we clear this inner critique we see that ~ we see the reason because we are in a position of clear space.

If you are going to assist people compassionately through a painful process of domestic violence for example ~ to have compassion truly you have been there yourself. You are effective as a survivor who has gone through the process and as a result is now in a place where the person you are helping wants to be. Simply being with them as evidence in physical form, that it is possible to transcend their current situation, is enough. Your journey is pure inspiration and light for them. Anyone who has been in therapy with an academic who has no personal experience of their situation ~ simply learned the basics on an open university course ~ knows how it feels to be with someone who has not been initiated by the fire of the experience. Empathy cannot truly exist ~ no matter how well meaning the student . They have no idea of how it feels to have a panic attach from reading about it in a text book.

To be the real deal we have to feel.

Whatever you see as your worst moments are your finest hours in terms of the soul journey ~ this is what you are here to do. This is the wounded healer , the masterful magical magician of experiential transformation. This is our area of expertise 🙂 We have lived it, survived it and are now ~ through working with it ~ thriving.

We aren’t here to evolve our human race and planet for the personal success story of Joe Bloggs and wow what a man he was with his business empire and Manhattan skyscrapers 🙂 Most of the planet is still on that belief highway. Even though they know that the planet cannot sustain the current ego trip of consumerism they are still buying a new car ~ but hey they meditate and think positive thoughts. They mean well ~ just aren’t taking any action or commiting to any patterns that align with heading in the direction of letting go ~ because……

they aren’t ready to let go of their ego identity and masks…..

That is the truth of it ~ I walk a spiritual path and…..

I drive a Range Rover and wear designer clothing and compartmentalise my life 🙂

We all do it in someway and this is the integration process ~ it isn’t going to happen over night and if we choose to do that because of fear ~ we are still ego tripping 🙂 

We are all on an about turn at the perfect time in our personal integration process and the key is to be honest about it ~ 

Be honest to ourselves and take responsibility instead of deflecting and blaming so we can stand tall 

  • admit our ignorance
  • free ourselves from ego
  • open up to new learning.

However we learned to feel powerful as a young person is our ego mask

so whether that was through a certain way of intellectualising ~ good at school and exams for example ~ smart, creating art work ~ artistic, being admired for how we look ~ attractive, being sporty ~ strong in our body and competitive, success at work ~ workaholic and money earning  …..

these are our double edged swords

If we believe money keeps us safe…..

money often keeps us stuck and blocks our path as we buy our safety and is the ultimate ego override 🙂

No amount of money can secure our health, well being and feelings of love and being in our heart space because it isn’t a part of us.

Generally people who hide behind money have massive emotional issues and self esteem wounds and do not do feelings ~ money is cold, unfeeling and has no loyalty ~ a commodity pattern of slavery buying and selling with no intrinsic worth.

The ego always sees the negative in anything that isn’t shiny and positive and labels it according to it’s teaching from teacher’s who were not coming from light ~ their own ego trip.

The truth is the shadow is the pure gold dressed up in rags 🙂

It is a hidden treasure and is only revealed to the true seeker who is willing to face their

darkest moments and bring the light to them.

It doesn’t matter how much you know ~ it is how you feel in the way of the heart.

We are liberating ourselves from these old constructs now ~ time to let Lilith out and explore our wild sides ~ free ourself from domestication and roam into the wilderness beyond the back yard.

Are you ready ?

We have just completed the death and transformation spiral of  Blue Night ~ is our life a dream or a nightmare ~ maybe a combination.

The simple way to tune in to creating a dream life is simply to connect to what you love doing and what sets your heart on fire.

That is it ~ starting point and the initiate space. Simple. It is all about how you feel.

This spiral is all about letting your higher self guide you ~ trusting that you are part of something that has eternal wisdom and is unfettered by the small world limitation of the ego. This is allowing grace to flow through all the chakras and experientially light the fire within.

It is a yellow spiral ~ the South Castle in the Mayan wavespell. 

We have just entered Virgo Sun Astrology ~ time to craft and create through grounded action 🙂

It is Expansion of the past wave spells of

Blue Night ~ the dream ~ just completed ~ what is seeking movement for you now ? 

White Dog ~ just before this ~ where are you still living from conditions that have been imposed through society and your childhood ? Where are you blocking unconditional love and support from the universe and insisting on staying with groups that do not support loving relationship ~ finding your tribe is key 🙂 Healing birth tribe issues is key 🙂

Red Earth ~ the path and your core ~ healing an issues of exterior focus, outside energies knocking you off balance because there is an inner core healing required , tuning in to your life mission from within.


All of this is expanding now so you can open up the throat chakra ~ which is connected to the solar plexus. When we have past history that hasn’t been healed we are resistant to change from fear, we speak in anger and we simply create more of that vibe :-)

The throat chakra is the goddess portal that is the part of our body that allows ascension from our body to our head from love.

If we have constantly been told that we are “wrong” we are “stupid”  or we are different ~ in a demeaning way ~ which is always the way with transformative souls 🙂 There is inner transformation required to change this code … no matter how much we intellectually think….. this was simply coming from ignorant people who were low in conscious awareness our emotional mind still feels demeaned unless we have released that past reality….

and sure enough people will be showing up to trigger this emotional space on a regular basis.

The key secret is to be real about how you feel and don’t put a positive spin on it ~ use this opportunity wisely to ascend within by letting go so you can truly turn the other cheek without any feeling because you have no inner reality to tag ~ and…

you can speak from the heart about the other person’s behaviour.

This avoids the universal necessity for emotional drama because your energetic code no longer requires it

You have moved a long to a new way of being 🙂

When we are clear on the inside then the way becomes clear and we can see things coming from this wise space.

In Glastonbury , the high street is Aquarius and opens up all the channels of bigger picture wisdom ~ it can also be seen as the dove. 

Many people come here to connect and receive wisdom in the heart chakra and lose the will to be a creative force as it also brings the illusion of love for them. It is a place that is so addictive and can keep an individual stuck on their own personal ascension process as they become passive ~ an intaker of intellect and over dose on it. A different therapy to receive every day and receive and yet they are not actively doing anything to move themselves a long.

Remember you cannot buy your stairway to heaven ~ Karma Cola by Gita Mehta is a great book on this.

Whatever we are expands here so we can see it ~ often the sick get sicker and people die. 

What is seen as an illness in our society is actually part of our healing process ~ in cancer for example ~ our bodies create a tumour that is designed to heal the  extreme emotional vibe of anger and bitterness running through our body. Being in this space of ill health often brings the support we are seeking in the form of outside care and support ~ although we have to get ill to allow this to happen ~ often in childhood the only time we have received nurturing and feminine energy is when we get ill. We can re~ pattern this belief system. If we look at what was happening in our life around the time of getting ill we can see the bigger picture.

When we use drugs to intervene we block this healing process from ignorance and believe that others can heal us when in truth only we can heal ourselves. The more drugs we take to suppress our symptoms and the more the message from our spirit is being stifled and ignored.

In truth when we live a life that we love and that is in alignment with our true nature ~

We live a life of vitality.

Every event

Every illness

Every “negative” situation has a basis in emotional wounding

It is the energetic framework of our universe.

When we truly understand this as a collective, our universe will be a very different space 🙂

This is the journey we are on now ~ the return to our true nature and the return to the stars.

Our ancient people who lived this way many years ago knew of this and thus astrology was born and the language of consciousness and light…..

that we are returning to

In our fear lies the way of our greatest strength.

Anything  that has been happening to you in the past 39 days through these energy spirals that feels uncomfortable on an emotional or physical level is the key ……

to your salvation


and when you transform these challenging feelings

you also transform our universe.


If you only get one point of illumination from this blog please let it be this…..

You are the salvation of  our planet

you are the sanctuary, the garden of eden

you are Orion’s belt, the cosmic consciousness, the philosopher’s stone, the milky way

The cup holder of the Gods incarnate ~ look at the constellation 🙂

Your spine and the planets that orbit it through your chakras are the key to life ~ turn the cup on it’s head and go within, reverse the polarity 🙂

You are the magic ❤ ❤ ❤

You have the power ~ when you believe in yourself 🙂

Remember to work with intuition means to be in tune and go with the flow and face our challenges ~ 

Everything brings opportunity for expansion into freer states. Each challenging opportunity that is learned from evolves our community.


If , for example, we accept a lesser way of being and become a battery hen , with little regard for our true heart’s yearning, then….

rest assured we will get sick

just like the battery chicken raised for consumption, that has never looked to the starry skies with wonder,

never been in the open space of the forest without a tour guide,

never experienced not knowing what the next day will bring ……

because it is sure of another day in hell on a handcart…..

our soul yearns to be free and live unfettered ~

to go where it feels drawn

and hear the call of the wild


We are here to embody the will of god and goddess into being through our bodies here on earth

and that means actually doing something that ….

evolves the path 🙂

Of course whatever we are doing does that on every level ~ do you choose to expand more of

your light and sunshine by transforming your shadow voluntarily or do you prefer to stay as

you are until you get nudged over the edge of your comfort zone?

Very different positions 🙂

Love to you warriors of the heart 

May you find your way into the light


New Workshop starting in September:

The Persephone Path

In person in Glastonbury and online