Day 2 of the catalyst ~ new learning


Day 2

Yellow Lunar Sun

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Day 2 of each 13 day process is the new learning

Today if you choose you can pay attention to what that is for you

Lunar Days ~ the moon energy coming back into focus

Most people on the planet know their Sun sign only and this is only part of the multi faceted jewel of stardust that each person is creating with

In the bigger picture of planet history

We are at the spiral tip of the patriarch

Maximum masculine energy expression

Each Zodiac bigger picture Age lasts approximately two and a half thousand years and the patriarchal age has been in full swing I guess since the Age of Aries 


These time zones go backwards

So we are just transiting the Age of Pisces and no one knows for sure when the Age of Aquarius is


the New Age brings new ways

new codes

so I am feeling this transition coming in through myself and this is key to why I had to move to Glastonbury in 2011 because this is a very different part of the world to where I was in the North of the UK and Glastonbury fits my pattern.

This is core for today’s theme which is all about this re~structure of our human understanding.

Today’s energy in essence, is really about the Yin and Yang


The Sun and Moon coming into balance energetically within each one of us

Once this process is in homeostasis and resonating with the universal energy

the Sagittarius Galactic Centre is being accessed


So again it is revealed that the universe always has everything in exact alignment . All the languages of Astrology and reading patterns all sing the same tune using different frameworks basically.

The emphasis over say Pisces and Aries Ages ~ around 5000 years ~has been masculine and the ego development. This is also in alignment with a human being being born and becoming a teenager. Individuation occurs and separation from birth family to form a personality.

An individual.

Unique persona formed from multi experiential experiences and code.

Nature and Nurture.

All the same core patterns are there.

In order for this process to happen, there has had to be a repression of the feminine energy in some areas, to allow it to go full swing.

Many people take this repression extremely personally and are very resistant to it and that is totally understandable because it is often a harsh energy to encounter and can be oppressive and pathological.

Immature ego is often very aggressive and destructive and hard to receive.

It is essential to our human evolution evidently ~ otherwise it would not be happening.

It is necessary and I often encounter people in healing work who are doubting this process ~ and I understand why because it is natural. This has been my process too. It is key to our personal ego protection plan and a way of coping with how disempowering it feels to be in this way of relationship

The ego likes to feel it is in control and it is to a certain extent

The universe has the ultimate creation control and the more the individual works with their ego to accept this

The easier it becomes to go with the flow and accept divine will and allow our own personal soul journey to unfold as it is meant to.

Surrender of the personality to do divine will’s Grand Design

Everything that has happened historically 

was meant to

Everything that has happened to us as an individual

was meant to

There is nothing that we “need” to learn or add to ourselves once we reach the process of being a physically mature human being ~ it is all in there ready to work with

Like any seed cosmically coded ~ just add water 😉


The education and conditioning we are programmed with, to be part of society is for that framework and has nothing to do with who we really are

that said, the paradox is that this is also key to the balance and transition and why the people who are here to actively and consciously work with the transition are

everyday people living everyday lives

because this is key to what is undergoing transition and balance

Make sense?

Everything that you have ever done is absolutely essential to your soul journey

How could it not be?

The secret now is being the soul detective and midwife for yourself


Following your own personal cookie trail

Ready to see the signs

and transform those seeds and experience into trees of life

with roots that are grounded and strong

to allow the tree to flourish


The personal shadow is the storehouse

The core inner cauldron

bubbling away with the prima materia of all ages of man

since time began


The wound

The framework of the wound

The essence of it

The dark Goddess of emotion


In the current social network framework of society

self empowered


self existing

spirit led

individuals need not apply because this energetic profile

does not “need” society

does not “need’ someone to bring happiness and stability

does not “need’ the coping mechanisms of the Neptunian escapism

to self medicate and cope with their feelings of pain

at being so out of alignment

of the path

the self empowered individual has cleared enough free space on their personal hard drive to allow access to source for their guidance and information


and that is limitless

so ensures that it can outsource anything that Sky or Virgin have on offer 😉

Look at Virgin’s logo for a clue on that and I can’t even download it onto this blog which says a lot.

It is not an equal infinity sign.

The soul journey is all about our personal process

As soon as the initiate decides to take their power back it begins

and this is happening on a bigger scale than ever before

because it is time

and it happens for the individual at the perfect time 

not a second before

because the universe is full of paradox and so absolutely perfectly crafted

We can relax more and more

as we let go of our personal acquired conditioned template and transform it

to let more downloads flow

and as we clear our emotionally distorted history

we start to see a clearer picture forming

What I have learned so far is this:

I have always been an empath and I am a very emotional person because of that

Many people who I have been in relationship have no awareness of their emotional self because their coping mechanism has been to repress it

This is also a generational programme because it was not safe to do feelings

I have always been a fixer

I have always looked for solutions so that people who aren’t doing that

feel safe

Does this way of relating work?

On many levels no of course not

Part of that programme is the language of light

Learning how to create relationships that feel authentic and balanced and safe

Environments that support that

Holistic ways of eating and being on the planet free from a commercial agenda

which creates “facts” to support that agenda

What I have often seen as “in the way”

a pain ~ sometime literally

I now realise is the key to unveiling my new learning of how to relate

To be an enabler of people in “power”, empaths believe they are not powerful as are the polar opposite providing support and often in a passive way, when in truth it is actually the other way around as to co~dependence. People who are in traditional ego power positions are usually coming from a very big place of fear and denial in order to be there and need lots of support which is usually financially based in order to feel worthy.

This is key to the money model too.

The money model allows people to buy their illusion of a stairway to heaven and so anyone still running this out of balance model is still doing the old way.

The old ways cannot create new ways.

It is very simple.

Taking small steps is key now wherever possible.

If the initiate wants to do the soul path then the old path has to go ~ one cannot walk both.

Part of this transition is the revealing of how the universe really is and unveiling.

In order for that to happen the illusionary man made systems are collapsing in order to allow this to move

otherwise what happens ?

I want to do my dream but I have to keep everything the same?

How can our society be revealed in truth if all the systems stay in place ?


At the start of this path it will constantly feel challenging ,simply because the framework is being changed and the personality is starting to deconstruct

the conditioned mind, does not have the answers only what has worked/not worked before

so it panics in the face of new experience… and this is where Emotional Freedom Technique comes in.

There is no birthing the evolved human without this over and over

to work with that emotion very specifically and realise that our higher self always has the answers

however to access them requires transformation of the conditioned mind

This is a multi level approach and sound complicated but like anything starts very simply

Just by accepting how we feel

Once we start to work with this new framework everything starts to move along.

It is designed for this very purpose.

It isn’t really about EFT per se, it is about acceptance of the self and the process of that.

If the individual does not start to work pro actively with their code then the code within creates as it is

As it has always done

As a result life events for the human being reflect this

Patterns repeat anyway ~ this is shown in the Mayan patterns where I am now able to see on a particular day exactly what year this corresponds to and what I am working with as a choice point.

How the individual works with their personal patterns is key to the level of personal evolution.

So the first step is becoming very aware of those patterns and what emotions we are often repressing because in the past other people in our circle were the ones who expressed them

and didn’t like it when we did that, or we chose not to because we didn’t like how they felt when received

and this is so key


Another pre~requisite for this pat is to accept our part in the whole and total responsibility for everything in our life now


Yes to many

There is no blame on this heart path

Feeling the honest feelings is key ~ it is not about “right” or “wrong”

For the emotional side it is how we felt

Ancestral Code Aspect of the language of light

Aspects that may be seeking balance for you as coping mechanisms seeking evolution

Hyper mobility and flexibility to counter balance rigidity

Excessive emotional outbursts ~ doing the repressed person’s share

Oversharing ~ counteracting silence

are examples of behaviour attempting to balance two individuals and their polar opposites.

Today we are in Virgo Moon in the UK

and as I stated this blog this morning it was

at 6 degrees:

A banyan tree that creates an entire forest.
A towering stature. Containing within yourself a vast creative force that can fill the world with its diverse and multiplex awareness. You have a graphic ability to evoke, to capture, to epitomize a realm, a world, to draw it forth, to highlight it. And this then extends into many others, such that the illumination, the fresh angle is sharply relevant and universally resonant. Experiencing for yourself the wisdom of the ages, proving it out afresh by experimentation and open discovery. Piercing to the core with your fluent presence in this world. Saying in so many different ways “Here it is, here it is again. I have found it over here”–the living proof that nature is totally alive, that the creative power is everywhere, and that all of it yearns to be given voice, to be celebrated, to be acknowledged by one who can reach to the vasts and penetrate to the details and make macrocosm and microcosm one.

I have been working with someone this morning and I thought the card that came was very apt :

The Hierophant


Here is a Thoth link for it:


This card is referred to the letter Vau, which means a Nail; of this instrument nine appear at the top of the card; they serve to fix the oriel behind the main figure of the picture.

The card is referred to Taurus; therefore the Throne of the Hierophant is surrounded by elephants, which are of the nature of Taurus; and he is actually seated upon a bull. Around him are the four beasts or Kerubs, one in each corner of the card; for these are the guardians of every shrine. But the main reference is to the particular arcanum which is the principal business, the essential, of all magical work; the uniting of the microcosm with the macrocosm.

Accordingly, the oriel is diaphanous; before the Manifestor of the Mystery is a hexagram representing the macrocosm. In its centre is a pentagram, representing a dancing male child. This symbolizes the law of the new Aeon of the Child Horns, which has supplanted that Aeon of the “Dying God” which governed the world for two thousand years. Before him is the woman girt with a sword; she represents the Scarlet Woman in the hierarchy of the new Aeon. This symbolism is further carried out in the oriel where, behind the phallic headdress, the rose of five petals is in blossom.

The symbolism of the snake and dove refers to this verse of the Book of the Law— chap. I, verse 57:
“there are love and love. There is the dove, and there is the serpent”.
This symbol recurs in the trump numbered XVI.

The background of the whole card is the dark blue of the starry night of Nuit, from whose womb all phenomena are born.
Taurus, the sign of the Zodiac represented by this card, is itself the Bull Kerub; that is, Earth in its strongest and most balanced form.

The ruler of this sign is Venus; she is represented by the woman standing before the hierophant.

Chapter III of the Book of the Law, verse xi, reads:
“Let the woman be girt with a sword before me.”
This woman represents Venus as she now is in this new aeon; no longer the mere vehicle of her male counterpart, but armed and militant. In this sign the Moon is “exalted”; her influence is represented not only by the woman, but by the nine nails.
It is impossible at the present time to explain this card thoroughly, for only the course of events can show how the new current of initiation will work out.

It is the aeon of Horus, of the Child. Though the face of the Hierophant appears benignant and smiling, and the child himself seems glad with wanton innocence, it is hard to deny that in the expression of the initiator is something mysterious, even sinister. He seems to be enjoying a very secret joke at somebody’s expense. There is a distinctly sadistic aspect to this card; not unnaturally, since it derives from the Legend of Pasiphae, the prototype of all the legends of Bull-gods. These still persist in such religions as Shaivism, and (after multiple degradations) in Christianity itself.

The symbolism of the Wand is peculiar; the three interlaced rings which crown it may be taken as representative of the three Aeons of Isis, Osiris and Horus with their interlocking magical formulae. The upper ring is marked with scarlet for Horus; the two lower rings with green for Isis, and pale yellow for Osiris, respectively.

All these are based upon deep indigo, the colour of Saturn, the Lord of Time. For the rhythm of the Hierophant is such that he moves only at intervals of 2,000 years.

Today’s Mayan energy is a mastery code

The planet again is Pluto


If you know where Pluto is in your chart and which house 

you will hold key information for your shadow.

If you are a similar age to me ~ Pluto in Virgo ~ our generation is turning everything on it’s head now 

On the Planet we have a long transit of Pluto in Capricorn 

What was happening for you in 2008 that may have bust you out of a cocoon?

The underworld is emerging

The under belly is coming into the light

Hell on earth ?

Feels like it sometimes right now in this melting pot forging new structures in the forges of the Gods

It is all on the spectrum of evolution that it taking us towards the awareness of creating heaven on earth

when the individual understands that each one of us

has the power to do this

when we learn how to heal our heart and live from it


If you feel ready to start your own Pluto Process

Here is my latest online workshop coming up :

Emotional Balance Workshop



The day of Alchemy

Magical happenings 

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