It’s chilly here in Somerset as we approach the magical dates of the end of a Mayan Calendar.
The energy is still very intense as the spiral speeds faster and faster synchronising our integration.
Over the last eleven days we have been experiencing our intuitive dream self and the patterns of that energetic space.
Our heart’s desire revealed through our sacred feminine selves.
It has been a very emotional time for me and a tough time of keeping my nose to the grindstone ……
seeing where my inner child is seeking a release because of emotion I am feeling
this is my inner guidance revealing how my past is still presenting today.
When you live in an intense energetic space like Glastonbury
and a feminine energy place like Hawaii , Fiji, the Greek islands for example
it can be very tricky to balance out achieving the masculine balance of doing and linear action.
This is the wonder and the challenge of living here.
We are now in an amazing expansive time of Sagittarius energy and two of my family members are Saggi’s so this is a key time for us.
Here is a wonderful blog on this:
Living in a family of four fire signs ~ Leo, Aries and two Saggi energy bubbles is very potent
We have a very dynamic interaction especially here
at a time that my children are rapidly individuating and becoming adults too.
This has given me so many insights and much learning just now.
My insights today were around the sharing of this synchronisation in a way that everyone can understand and use
with a down to earth practical approach
Lots of workshops coming up in the next few months on integration as part of this transition process.
This really helps me focus on what I can do in my process and share that with others.
I have an in person workshop coming in Glastonbury
and if you aren’t in Glastonbury you can also access it through pdf and on skype/phone/email with me too.
This has proved a little tricky to physically get out on my blog today as it’s a Virgo moon and with every energy we have the sun and the shadow aspects.
I have three lots of Virgo in my chart and one of those aspects is in Venus which gives rise to me being a stickler for perfection
and doing “the right thing”
so lots of other tasks to do before I got around to it in the real sense……
I get frustrated with myself around this as it can block spontaneity as you can imagine….
and I am learning to be accepting of myself in my maturity
( honestly……..:-) ok some of you will shake your heads on that one….working at it )
This morning I was so excited as I had so many ideas that were bursting to be shared and now it is tea time….
For a long time I have been guided as to circles and cycles and working with the planets and the moon
When someone asked me for an appointment for a tapping session with EFT on a new moon a couple of years ago I was a little puzzled…..
Now I get it 🙂
If you haven’t got in synch with that way of working just yet….
When the time is “right” for you it will become a nudge from the universe.
This is what I have integrated over the past twelve months of living in the Glastonbury Zodiac
The Heart Chakra of the world.
I have gone in a slightly different direction to the one I was following in Huddersfield and it wasn’t what I thought I would be doing…..
however I trusted the process and now my integration on this is happening.
Here you cannot do anything more than be your ego.
It is simply how it is.
If you are working to transform your ego and let go of it running the show then there is so much amazing stuff to learn and share
Many people are called here to do this and arrive for an event
and keep coming back…….
Some, like me, come to stay until it’s time to leave
until they have completed their cycle and dance with the energy here
Many people lose their way in a mind sense and become part of the sleeping beautyness
believing they have found the light
when in truth they have simply swapped their circle of influence for a different brand with the same content.
Glastonbury is an intoxicating opium den where many come for a fix.
It elevates the mood on some days and dives down deep on others…
If you allow yourself to feel it
and many don’t
and are unaware of it’s powerful amplifying qualities.
I had an open day recently at The Heart Centre
which is a beautiful room where I work in Glastonbury
and a seed of my creativity to a dream I have had for a very long time
a place of heart centred community and transformation…….
and someone wise shared an insight about the Glastonbury experience
that it draws people to embrace their ego in whatever way is seeking expression
so the inside is drawn outside and we can see it manifest
It is on first sight an unusal place of the individual and artistic expression
and a place of amazing workshops and all things cosmic
beyond anywhere else I know of in the UK on display as it were
However like most glittery things in the ego world
much of it is shallow and scratch the surface and the veneer disappears
leaving a raw wound visible underneath.
Like every ego pattern there is no true heart space evident for many resident’s and visitors
and all is energetically based on ever shifting sands
and houses of cards
built without firm foundation
there is no substance and the actions reveal the true nature of the inner workings
the puppet masters pulling the strings.
Masks and glitterati.
This is the nature of the shadow world
and so this is where we are in the UK on the wheel of the year
and the wheel of the planet.
We are in the dark of the moon phase where it often gets darkest before dawn.
It is a wonderous place to be this underworld
just like Gollum in The Hobbit
The ring became his nemesis and his undoing and yet he was there to give gifts to Bilbo Baggins on his journey.
I remember this story as a young girl at junior school.
We had some lovely teachers who inspired us with magical stories and encouraged our imagination
thank you Mrs Wadsworth wherever you are now
You touched my heart with your wonderous stories and gentle wisdom.
Do you look around you at your circle?
Have a look what is in your house, on your curtains , your fabrics and ornaments…
What do you see revealed of your secret journey in your pictures…….?
Have you looked at what your higher self has been guiding you to buy and collect so you become aware of your path?
The inside coming outside?
I laugh when I see something that has been under my nose all along and yet not been ready to be revealed….
In my house and garden
on many of my cushion covers and clothes
circles have been sneaking in for a few years.
When I first came to Glastonbury I visited a crop circle.
That was profound and anyone who says one of these can be created by a group of people with a torch , some string and a some wood
I cannot envisage that happening
I certainly couldn’t do it
and I don’t know about you but my tipping point on this knowingnesshas been reached and flowed over….
that there is so much exciting stuff out there
beyond the linear mind and our so called “real world”
that is the place of education and mankind
that I am not interested in debating it
I trust and know it is what it is
and I have let go of trying to debate or convert anyone
as I have been down that road so many times
and I finally get it that people who are in one energy circle of beliefs and understanding
are not in alignment with another
and that’s ok
each to their own
it is all part of the game of our evolution.
We have been connecting with our tribes
as we come to the end of a cycle
we are letting go and transiting.
Just in the process of reading a couple of fabulous books
depending where you are on your path they may call to you:
Barbara Hand Clow – The Mayan Code
So if we are ready and positioned to move from survivor to thriver
then it’s time to visit with our shadow and shake off our fear
allow our inspiration to flow
dare to dream and meet our challenge once more
Our dream journey and path lets us experience what is there that seeks release
as we become the fool many times on the road less travelled
we can see our circle revealed
and in doing so integrate all the parts of us that have strayed and got lost in the woods
I had let go of Christmas because I really cannot stand the manipulation used by the consumer world
and one that I had become so caught up in
and as I went through my black hole of letting go of my way of being a consumer
starting in the financial crash of 2008
that has lost sight of the true nature of this wonderous time of year
now I am returning to it in a new way
free from being pulled into the magnetic void
of what can be a very imbalanced
pure shopping overload
The shortest day of the solstice is the signal that light is soon to return
This week I have watched several films and again experienced synchronicity
that working with the wavespell brings awareness of
two were based in Somerset although one was medieval and set in the 16th century and the other set now in the US
When you start to experience this way of living every day you see the matrix revealed…
and everything has a different meaning
and is sooooooo magical.
It is the life we are truly born to live.
The one that affected me the most was :
It shows the total madness of how we are living ego led lives that actually make no sense at all…
and of course to evolve this is what we are here to learn.
I cried alot and as I cried I tapped and let go of all that hurt my wounded inner child feels.
All those times I have felt wounded by my life experience and how things and people didn’t match my expectations.
So now is the season for being that divine child that is clear and resonant.
The adult that has integrity and is independent
freeing ourselves of co dependency
creating new ways of relating
that feel good
and allow us to be truly present
feeling full of goodwill
without a need for presents
Joy to the world and to all of us
we are each a valuable unique snowflake crystal
in a blizzard of bliss
Whether shadow or light
we are all perfect in the language of love.
If you choose to know more about your patterns and want to co create with me please get in touch.