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Blue Electric Monkey 

 

The picture I have used for this article is of

Hanuman ~ the Hindu God 

More info about him here :

Wikipedia 

The key about this info that I am focusing on is :

He played a key part in an epic war against a demon God

He was the son of a wind God (Hermes/Mercury/Thoth in other frameworks)

His name can mean ~ pride that was destroyed 

My perception of this is that it is a mythological event

that has been created to embed

a process in humanity

A transformational process

of human evolution

which is also

what the 13 Clear Signs reveal 

 

In the early stages of humanity and it’s consciousness evolution

this is akin to stories of wisdom

and

morality through all cultures and ages

and

stories told to children

fairytales that are often dark

and

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these stories go into a deeper place in the collective consciousness

Now we are starting to work with these archetypes in a whole new way

Humanity is ready to shape their reality

Consciously

We have been shaping reality unconsciously en masse for millenia

So we can see what creates what

As always this is my experiential opinion

I am a common woman

I have an intention to share my journey and consciousness

It is not my intention to create offence or be disrespectful

This is key awareness too

This is key to working with conscious intention

and

being as clear a communicator as I can 

being respectful

and

letting go of what other people think

because I cannot control anyone else 

or

their opinion of me and my opinions 

All opinions are valid and valued in this amazing 

Reality Game that we are all in

I am writing this in a Capricorn Full Moon energy 

just having gone into Aquarius

at 5 degrees as I initiated this blog 

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The feminine is the most ancient and the most futuristic of source energies. It is far back and near forward. Either or both ways, in source wisdoms or in awakening vision, you cleave to the Mother for inspiration, guidance, and sustenance. Your whole heart and soul are given over to the lineage of those who know and serve the Goddess. An evolutionary return on the next spiral to a fresh individual discovery of just how to follow the Divine Feminine within Earth expression. Moving into innovations, breakthroughs, epiphanies. Living for these. And in the stream of a whole new world coming into being, right in the center of what is vital and pivotal and must come out. You feel synchronized with the collective, riding the crest of the wave, knowing and remembering what living in the Earth is truly all about.

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Articles about this Full Moon at 27 degrees here:

Chani Nicholas 

Joness Jones 

As I write this we are in the last few days of Cancer Sun

and

Cosmic Moon Day 24 

Moon Day 24 is my Moon Day 🙂 

Every Mayan Moon Day 24 I get deeper insights 

If you know yours tune in to this awareness every month

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We are in the last few days of

the Mayan Year

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the manifestation 10th day code of

Red Serpent Wavespell~ relationship process and the 13 day code that takes us into the heart of the matrix

and

precedes

Blue Monkey Wavespell

 

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Asteroid consciousness coming in ~ new codes of self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us

How has this year been for you ? 

Have you found it easy to go with the flow of the universe rather than your own will ?

We are approaching a tremendously powerful transition year

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Planet ~ Pluto

On the day I am writing this

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Planet Mars

This is the 5th code of

Red Moon Wavespell

The awakening code in the

Green Castle of the Heart

 

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Vladimir Kush ~ Ocean Sprouts 

The 13 day process of

being truth

being the beacon of light

Free of corruption

by transforming corrupted code

corrupted life events

ancestral healing

ancestral awareness

Creating Heaven on Earth through each one of us

as an individual releasing times of Hell on Earth 

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Vladimir Kush ~ above the sea level 

Here is a love~ly blog about this code:

13x productions :

Moon Wave Reborn 

This 13 clear sign is

I believe

The alchemy code essence

of the 13

It is the heart of the matter

Venus is the planet

It is literally the spine of the Tzol Kin

It is the central column

The top of the pyramid process

The Blue Castle

The Blue 13 day process of transformation

 

 

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Born from the Sea  ~  Vladimir Kush 

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is what this 260 day process is all about

Transforming our childhood experiences

so we can grow into emotional maturity

as a collective through each individual doing this maturation process

and

then

only then

will we have a harmonious safe space for all

because all will understand what creates peace and harmony

and be it

and live it

This process has always been happening

because all is necessary for human beings to know this

All this pain

All this suffering over thousands of years on planet earth

Has created a structure

A foundation stone

That we are now ready to place another layer on

Everything is perfectly aligned

On time

Happening

and

just because it is going to take time

as long as it takes

For those who are ready to do the process now

personally

It can begin and expand

Peace begins with me

 

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Ascend the Spirit ~ Vladimir Kush 

There is no need for anyone else to do anything

When the individual has that focus on the outside 

and

a need for everything else

and

everyone else

to change to be happy

this peace process cannot happen

The ego misdirects and wants to create

a conditioned consumer dream

That is the collective humanity delusion now:

If I buy enough stuff

If I am beautiful enough

If I have the “right” car

If I have the optimum career

A beautiful body/face/dress/wife/husband

If I have more money than my boss

etc

We are all in that money spin doctor game on some level

 

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Vladimir Kush 

and

in the world we live in right now

it is true that most of us do need money to live

and

there is a myth that there is a shortage of it

Yet in truth ?

Look around at the

new buildings

new roads

new trains

new stadiums

new structures that corporations are somehow accessing ?

Think about it

Know it is simply another myth an urban fairytale that is obscene and terrible

and

yet a necessary experience to witness what the ego can do when at it’s most pathological 

 

 

It is time for humanity to wake up

to yet another level of man’s inhumanity to man

and see how that ego pathology

has morphed for this generation

For whatever excuse aka lie

It is systemic and we all do it at some level for many reasons 

Be a hypocrite

Live a lie

To try and survive

Do what we know 

Time to see a different solution?

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Vladimir Kush 

It is radical

It is hard to swallow for the ego

It leads to freedom

It lets go of blame

It allows new solutions to be created

It is an inner job

All of this war and aggression

comes from our childhood experiences

and

our ancestor’s childhood experiences

that is where the root structure is 

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Vladimir Kush 

 

From our child development

When we could not get our own way

Because an adult said no

Simplistic ?

Yes and the truth is most things are very simple at their core

All the technology we have today was created by a human being who once had an issue in their childhood

Take washing up for example

Do you want to play out in the garden with your friends in the sunshine ?

Or wash a pile of dishes that someone else had made ?

Food for you maybe that you didn’t like and had to eat

and now you have to wash the many pots as well

anger

resentment 

frustration 

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at all those around you

especially those making you do that or ridiculing you

and no way to avoid that

or the next level was even worse if you did

as maybe it was compounded with guilt and shame and humiliation

or more punishments so any choice available is an unwanted choice 

Take education for example

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Do you want to go and sit in a classroom with an adult who doesn’t like their job

learning about something that has zero interest for you

and

no practical or fun application with a group of peers

who are equally unhappy about said situation

and

may even blot out all learning opportunities whether you want them or not

because they are louder and ruder

and more aggressive than you 

Do you want to go to a place where you are bullied every day by other children

and adults

and

now have to pay for it at a so called higher level

with no guaranteed position at the end of this system you had to do

Now law in the UK

and

when you have got yourself in debt and have no money

have a pittance given to you ~ eventually

as long as you agree to take any job

virtually any where

for a pittance

Do you want to wear a uniform and be a clone

Do you want to serve others who are rude and bully you?

Do you want to coercively bullied ?

This is now illegal in the UK for person to person

Article here

yet our authority systems are doing it every day to all citizens

So is it a surprise that our society has issues ?

Is it a surprise that our society is sick ?

People are not machines

People are amazing beings

I know what I am sharing here

Is so simple in many respects

It will be ridiculed by many

As I said earlier it ain’t rocket science 😉 and no surprises to many

and yet once you start to do your research and go down that rabbit hole

it get’s even darker than a

Stephen King Novel but that is where we have to go to find out the truth 

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All the evidence is there in plain sight of our mad society 

and

what it is creating

and how corporations are actively seeking to overrule laws

and

common sense

and

these are also individuals

aka 

human beings that are no different to anyone else

yet think that they are 

These individuals are the key power manipulators

who extort and manipulate society rules

to bully and get what they want

through fear and abuse

and yet  

seemingly many people admire them

and

create TV shows about them doing exactly that

and

even vote them into positions of power ???

All parts of the system are essential to it’s expansion and creation

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Vladimir Kush ~ Behind the trees

If we look at generational patterns

using tools like

Astrology

and

The Mayan Calendar

we can look in depth at family patterns

How each generation has followed on from the last

Seeking to deal with their childhood issues

 

 

This is key to this Astrological time of year

The astrological time of Cancer and Capricorn

The Mother and The Father

The Matriarch and the Patriarch

All our structures

that we create with throughout life

are

formed in the 4th House 

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Vladimir Kush Moonwatch

In the natural zodiac this is Cancer

Where the bottom rung of

The Stairway to Heaven is

Midheaven being where we are manifesting our personal

Heaven on Earth

In the natural zodiac this is Capricorn

The 10th House

Here is an image I found to illustrate this ~ link to Dustin’s Website below :

What we manifest throughout life

is structured in our roots of childhood

Home and Family 

Our birth tribe 

If you start to look at your family constellations

you will see how they have shaped and formed your personal patterns

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Vladimir Kush 

I offer you:

It is what we are here for to be consciously aware of at this time

To focus on how the home is the creation crucible

How it has been put under great stress

and

it’s importance has been overlooked

in a society who does not seem generally to value that

or understand that

part of our structure

which does not create something consumable

with a monetary value

and

this is total madness and unworkable

Something has got to give

at the moment that is the human beings who are collapsing under the strain

In turn becoming a “burden” on a system that is already under pressure

This week I have been noticing this in structures I have

Canopies pulled too tightly ripping under the strain in the wind

Pulled this way and that

Getting thinner

The fabric weakening

overstretched for a long time like me

Bed sheets pulled beyond their size eventually giving way

A tiny hole pulled apart eventually gives way to the forces

Coming undone

Unravelling

Enough

Surrender to the stronger forces

Time to stop resisting what is
knowing it cannot be sustained

I cannot sustain living like this with too much to do

and

too little resources

and

no way to do it 

Mission Impossible 

How many times have I been in this insane situation at work and at home ?

and

a pill will not fix this

Who does the housework? The garden? The nurturing?

Working a 40 hour week minimum with commuting on top that you don’t get an allowance for ?

Two weeks holiday a year if lucky?

Exhaustion?

Madness Process ~ outcome ?

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Vladimir Kush

This process is designed purposefully

on one level

to restrain and control

wilful

children

by wilful children

lacking emotional maturity

lacking restraint

lacking the will to do what is needed from a place of integrity

from a place of balance

from a place of wisdom

and

inner control 

but

how is that possible when conditioned codes of co dependency

do not allow that

actively promote addiction and dependency

enslavement

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Look at the evidence of all these business models ~ no long term vision because ?

It is not a pretty sight ~ it is a road to nowhere in it’s present format

Often men are excluded from their children’s bonding process

Children are often placed in nursery and child minding with strangers

Births are managed clinically

I am not stating any of this to criticise simply stating truth

(Things are changing too bringing a turnaround )

Everything is being machinated to the extreme

and

it is madness

The feminine aspects are being repressed and denied

The simple and free things in life are no longer valued or even recognised by many

My Grandparents were born at the start of the world war times

in

1914/15 

Their generation experienced first hand what it was like to be a child

in a time of threat and

insecurity

There has often been a propaganda myth circulated

that unwed mother’s

and

single parents

was a new bad thing that arrived in the 80’s by the media in the UK

There were lots of single parents in these earlier times

Lots of unwed mother’s throughout time

Lots of sex before marriage throughout time

Lots of men coming back from the war with post traumatic stress

Lots of women too with post traumatic stress who were nursing these men in the field

and at home

Dealing with the aftermath

My Great Grandmother had six boys…

that she looked after most of the time as a single parent

Her husband became an invalid after the first world war 

with no support whatsoever from the state system

that decided there had to be war 

She took in washing and lodgers

as if 6 boys to look after wasn’t enough

She killed herself in her 60’s 

She had had enough 

This is a common story in our history

and

very typical 

and

things have moved on in many ways 

on the economic and material level 

One of her son’s 

my Grandfather

was a Leo 

Like many of his peers he had

Saturn in Cancer 

A structure of emotional security 

An emotional feminine energy 

Nurturing 

Cancer being the sign connected to the Moon 

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This is a fabulous article about Saturn in Cancer 

I have learned so much by reading it 

by

Celestina 

Generational patterns of bringing light in 1915:

Uranus in Aquarius

Pluto in Cancer 

Neptune in Leo 

A time before the depression of the 30’s 

Very key to today’s repeating patterns around what led up to that state of being 

Silent Movies 

Key to awareness process

The Silver Screen 

KID (THE)

Some celebrities transferred into sound 

A whole different way of acting out …

Some did not

Huge archetypal patterns and memes being broadcast into the collective

around ego identity structures

Can you recognise some of your ancestors patterns?

Some of yours?

I studied English Lit and have always been an avid reader 

I can see how my life has been shaped by this interaction 

Just had a big aha today around DH Lawrence ~ Sons and Lovers 

I studied this at school and I found it really depressing

but I can now see how it impacted on me in a big way as it was meant to 

I spent a lot of my time watching the Hollywood films with my Nan 

Saturday afternoons 

My belief system around happy endings

What determined success

Romance 

Women and their role

Men and theirs 

All a Hollywood script with very little basis in real life 

escapism and yet the majority of people…

still do not recognise how we are being brainwashed by a framework

that does not care that this cognitive dissonance

creates mental illness

because it goes against fundamental human nature and values

held by the majority of human beings

and

we need to go there to know that 

What has changed today ?

We now get to see a bigger picture of the star on the screen

and

how their quest for stardom 

did not create a happy ending for them

and yet what they shared entertained millions of people

and

the personas where amazing

and at the same time they were suffering yet wearing a mask

just the same

as human beings who did not have their material wealth or fame  

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How many celebrities of the 40’s, 50’s and 60’s

are now being seen in a whole new light as they truly were

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and

what they were hiding ?

Their sexuality 

Their Plutonian shadow 

Their abusive behaviour 

Their self abuse

because they did not feel loved and accepted

and therefore did not love and accept themselves 

I cannot find an article about

Neptune in Leo transit around 1915

but I have found this article about

Pluto in Capricorn at 27 Degrees 

I did not know this but this is the exact degree of the USA ‘s chart 

Here is a very revealing archive article by 

Dane Rudhyar 

Uranus in Aquarius in 1915

and again in 1996 to 2003 

when my daughter was born 

an article here :

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and

here are some celebrities from both periods 

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This is what I am passionate about 

sharing ways 

sharing information

for 

personal empowerment and transformation

amidst all these dark experiences 

is where the magical light is found 

Is where hope lives

Dreams are found again

in the realms of the

Soul seeking the impeccable path of truth 

 

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Vladimir Kush Dreamcatcher 

If you are ready to work consciously with these spirals of evolution

I have some workshops and ebooks that you may find beneficial :

R~Evolve 

and 

A Day Out Of Time Webinar 

Simply click on the links 

Wishing you joy and love wherever you are on your Cosmic Cookie Trail

here I am on mine 

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Return of The Dragon ~ Initiate Integrate Ignite

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Red Magnetic Dragon

The Return of the Dragon

The initiating

Red Dragon Wavespell

Initiate Integrate Ignite

 

Today my focus and initiation in this sharing of my perspective through this blog 

Is code 

The Matrix revealed

I began this blog

on the 2oth of December 2015

The day of the new cycle 

my intuitive choice for code

in the Northern Hemisphere at

The darkest time of the year

Just before the Winter Solstice

The Sun was in Sagittarius Decan 3

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This is a fabulous article by Darkstar Astrology 

This is the light coming to conscious awareness

as part of the gateway of completion

The Pericardium meridian  ~ guardian of the heart 

Just before the shift to Capricorn

The Moon was Waxing to a full moon on Christmas Day

The first one since 1977

the year that Chiron was discovered 😉 

More about 

Full Moon in Cancer by Darkstar Astrology 

It is a powerful one so be very aware of what you are consciously creating with your behaviour on that day 

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A self-schooling in using the mind appropriately. You are learning how to dump overboard all preconceptions, all belief systems, every opinion based on previous experience. You are discovering how to think and act from a disinterested, steady, and cool vantage point. And you are one-pointedly intent upon grasping the central message that what you weigh down by negative bias, by apprehension, and by dark conviction comes back to haunt you a thousandfold; while what you set free, by precise and accurate read-outs and follow through, becomes such a blessing that you swim in it forever. By witnessing exhaustively just how negative intent and affirmative intent work, intelligence is refined to the utmost, and the approach taken is optimized quintessentially and exquisitely.

This is the day of balance ~ day 6

White World Bridger 

Good to be present and clear and free of fear

Christmas itself reveals exactly where we are out of balance and overcome by the collective conditioning 😉 

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The Moon

The degree at 11am

22 degrees in Aries

Master builder number

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The inner worlds can be just as animated, as fully fleshed out, as vivid and vibrant as any outer world could ever hope to match. There are vast kingdoms to explore on the inner. It is all a matter of motivation: if you seek for inward substantiation, you will get it to infinity and beyond. Here you get what you ask for. Everything snowballs. It tests you mightily, in that everything inside comes out. A wish like magic becomes embodied. Being so fertile and ingenious is one of the most demanding possible arenas to put yourself in. Most difficult of all is that if you fear or dread, resist or deny, these too have full power to play themselves out all the way. The inner life becomes the place where everything’s happening, and where you must cultivate your highest and your best, or else be treated to the validation and proof of whatever you put in there coming out again amplified, magnified, completely full-on.

This is the

Heart Meridian time

Leo time

The time of transition on the planet

Balsamic Moon

Returning to true authentic balance

of the masculine and feminine within

through healing all the heart imbalances

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The glyph that leads this blog

reveals a process

It is a cross

Christ Consciousness Process

The individual codes there unveil

what is required to allow

return to home within

Inner Work

What the initiate does now

will be manifest at the time of the

Summer Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere

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It is a

 time of great change on planet earth

A time of immense challenge

New codes being formed

It can feel like the human being is going mad from time to time

especially for those leading the change 

who will often be deemed insane by the majority

who are not yet able to see the light to come …

as still veiled in the darkness of their own shadow and ignorance

and

coming from old code perspective 

The start of a new 260 degree cycle

began on the 20th of December

I have done a small amount of research on this and this has not happened

at this Solstice time

for at least around 45 years ~ that is as far back as I have checked

This is an amazing time of human evolution

Human Beings becoming a part of the enlightenment process en mass

because the time is aligned

The tipping point has been reached

There has been sufficient learning in one direction

The patriarchal pattern

The masculine bias

The mind full ness

Enough data and patterning in the collective consciousness over milennia

Enough prima materia to work with

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All the resources are there

The planets align

Humanity is right on time…

 

 

To consciously awaken

and weave new ways

by reworking what is already there

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How did you find Saturday 19 December ?

Yellow Cosmic Sun Day 

A portal day of human evolution to reveal how much light the individual can hold

free from shadow as a direct result of their own personal transformation process

This was the last day of the 260 day cycle that was initiated on April 04 2015 :

It was Aries Sun

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Libra Moon at 13 degrees

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When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

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Where were you back then?

Here is my blog from that time:

Red Dragon Wavespell Solar Moon Return 

Where are you now ?

What new things/people/circumstances have come into your life?

What has gone out ?

Where have you experience balance?

Where have you experienced imbalance?

Self Enquiry Exercise 

Saturday 19 December 2015 …

if you choose :

Go over what happened and tune in

See yourself

See your cosmic script

What happened on that day that felt blissful

That felt the opposite

This is the emotional evolution time

Time for the human being to become emotionally intelligent

and

understand

How the conscious dreamer program works

How the soul journey works

How the emotions

when in balance

reveal

homeostasis

and

when the emotional sat nav is honoured

and

coming from a balanced clear space

there is absolute alignment with the path

the journey

that the soul chose

To reach that state of being

The human being of today

has

generally speaking

A lot of work to do

On an inner level

This is a pre requisite here and now

for the journey

Clearing

All the emotional events up to now

Learning what circumstances created that place of being

and

How everything that the individual is today

Is a culmination of life experiences in this life

and every other life before that one

All of this is revealed in depth in the personal Zodiac chart

and

The Mayan Matrix

 

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This is the 5th Sun time in the Mayan pic above 

more about this here and for your own cookie trail ~ google 😉 

and in this picture is a piece of obsidian in the mouth of the figure in the centre

obsidian is for working with the shadow

Just started watching a fab series on Channel 4 and reading a book that goes with it that explores the bigger picture of world civilisations

and their wisdom and alignment with the stars 

Heaven’s Mirror 

inspired by my soulmate 😉 

If the individual wants to become enlightened

This is necessary…

to know the bigger picture

and 

especially 

To know one’s own:

patterns

Codes

Wounding

and

to take absolute responsibility

for all of this creation process

in order to

own

and integrate

the personality story

and

achieve liberation from it

by accepting it

and

therefore becoming truly compassionate

a lighter being

in every sense

In balance with personal light and darkness

and

always ready to see what is seeking transformation

Each person is limited on a daily basis

to play the game of life on earth

Learning the rules of the game is key

This is a level playing field in that sense

All are bound by the rules

No one is outside the system

Free will is part of the package

This is the mastery

Surrendering to divine will

requires a great faith

in the beauty and wisdom of all that is

This takes courage

and

the ability to overcome fear

All the fear is created in the early stages of life on earth

and

existing dna of the ancestors

and

this is

the key

to living cosmically

and

allowing

full magical destiny

at it’s fullest majesty

 

The Mayans were known for their human sacrifices

Today this is continuing in the form of human beings 

taking in a literal sense 

words of ways of living from conscious beings 

interpreted by unconscious beings 

and

consequently the words being perceived in a base and literal sense 

just been watching this with my daughter revisiting old Disney movies

El Dorado 

clear-signs

On a higher vibe consciousness

those that are ready to see 

and

do what it takes 

know that these ancient wise words in all cultures

offer truth 

right relationship 

great guidelines of harmony 

Potentiality 🙂 

and 

Day 3 of the Wavespell is

the Day of Alchemy 

The day of

Blue Electric Night 

Planet 

Saturn 

Know your structure 🙂 Your life from 0 to 30 is key pattern code 

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The human being who is consciously aware and self~empowered

The Seeker of Truth

The Disciplined Disciple 

and 

The Conscious Dreamer 

Day 1 and 2 of The Wavespell combined 

Day 2 ~ White Lunar Wind ~ truth direct from Spirit 

requires becoming a clear channel 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus ~ what is coming to light ?

This synchronistically arrives and aligns in the Northern Hemisphere

with 

The Winter Solstice 

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The timing of the Solstice is

Taurus Waxing Moon at 17 degrees :

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A pomegranate broken open.
The spilling out of blood and guts–arriving at the critical point where it all comes out. Huge relief and release. Something held forever, with great tension and pressure, yet destiny brings such a reckoning of all the places at once that you will postpone it as long as you can. The freeing up of karmas when all else is lost. The glory in defeat. The great turnaround is always in you, and waiting for it is the hardest thing you will ever do. It has to be so ripe to bursting–the moment that counts. Timing is the great art. Everyone freed as you are freed. Nothing held back any longer ever again.

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Capricorn Decan 1 

Darkstar Astrology 

Capricorn is The Triple Heater Meridian 

This is such an amazing time

and

so key for my Persephone Path Workshops

😉 

So many times I have been scapegoated and gas lighted for challenging people in my life

who are not willing to own their own shadow and come up with

some “spiritual” cloaking device that is totally insincere

Bullsh*t in plain language 

The people who I work with are also echoing this scapegoating dance

as are my circle of friends and family I have an intimate relationship with

It is finally time to feel that this truth is at last coming to light 

There are very few people on this earth who are willing to have the courage

to be honest

authentic

bare their soul 

risk being vulnerable 

in order to 

be loved and accepted for their true nature as a human being

hosting an angelic soul 

Thank you for being in my life 

For reading what I share from my heart with you

as my personal truth and experiential understanding 

as 

a common woman 

For all those people who have been doing this amazing work with me 

Deep gratitude lovelies

Thank you for trusting me and being in relationship with me 

It means a lot and I love this way of relating with you 

Love to you 

This new time is so key for those with  tenacity and a free spirit

In the Mayan 13 Moons 

On the day of the new cycle 

Red Rhythmic Moon 

Coming into balance with the universal cycles

The 6th Moon 

Day 8

Time to integrate what is feeling out of balance 

again if you click on the link the cross process is there 

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Great website about the meridians and emotions 

Natural Health Zone 

Emotions

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Red Rhythmic Moon is the 6th day

~ balance ~

of 

the 13 day process

Yellow Seed Wavespell 

It is a portal day 

Yellow Seed is all about the coping mechanism masks

that our ego has created to keep us “safe” 

which in heart terms

generally means closed down

and

inauthentic

for fear of opening up and being hurt again

so the universe …

which is also ourself 🙂 

keeps bringing opportunities to heal that wounding

by matching that exact pattern 

in the hope that the human being will start to get the message

that in the perceived problem

is where the solution lies 

The next step on the heart path

totally unique and personalised for the individual 

and what that individual chose in this lifetime 

even though it is so painful 

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I have been in huge transition myself 

literally moving to the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

so I have not had time to blog 

I am in an amazing place and I love it here 

I have also experienced lots of joy in my relationships

in a way I have never experienced before 

and when I have time I will share some info on this

On the Yellow Cosmic Sun day I was playing some music

from when I was initiated into being a woman 

and

that has travelled with me wherever I have been 

The words are profound

and thinking back over my life

with a different conscious perspective 

really blew my mind 

and

the music transported me 

created a feeling of perceptions opening 

Thank you Jim Morrison ( A Sagi)

and The Doors back then around 1980 

and

onwards

and 

to Jim now 

my fellow 9 

awakening me even more to 

Gateways To Go Through 

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I love our Co Creation Process

 

If you are ready to Initiate Integrate and Ignite your journey 

by becoming consciously aware of your Cosmic Code 

and how to weave with it 

Alchemically 

Magically 

and set sail on an adventure

into your inner depths 

Please get in touch 

I love creating with people who have the courage 

to Dare to Dream

and 

Be the change they want to see 

Red Earth Wavespell ~ Being here now to access the galactic centre

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Red Earth Wavespell

Red Magnetic Earth

Rhythmic Moon Day 9

Coming into balance through completing cycles

Winter Solstice time

in the Northern Hemisphere

and the light

returning 

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Joy to all

I am having an extremely challenging time with re~visiting old patterns

Most people are and hugs to you if that is true for you

Breakdowns to breakthrough

It is intense

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand on the info in this blog

These websites are wholly independent of me and allow individual access to all where we are on our unique journey

All through the last wavespell of the mask

 Yellow Seed 

I have had first hand experience of suffering

and

seeing suffering

and I am now seeing the world in a whole different way

Thanks to the languages of consciousness

Astrology

and

The Mayan Calendar

revealing code

The Galactic code

My personal code

and of course I am doing this

with the assistance of many people in my circle

and transforming my code

and emotions using EFT

As I am learning these processes

and sharing how to do that with others

Autodidactic ways of learning

The well trodden path of the Alchemists and Hermetics of the Ages

which is an essential way of being

for the spiritual traveller seeking truth

and following their personal cosmic cookie trail intuitively 

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I am finding ways of

remembering old wisdom frameworks

combined with

practical

grounded

modern applications

and seeing how the Matrix of our universe

is so different

to the Matrix of our Ego based  Society

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I have just returned to Glastonbury in the South West of the UK

from the North West and North East of the UK

and travelling old routes in the process

I can see my energetic signature now

as plain as the nose on my face

and with this knowingness

comes surrender

to the process

This journey is full of fear based emotions

This is what is essential to the enlightenment process

To feel all of our emotions that we have repressed so that we can

take off the coping mechanism masks

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and start to align with the code of conduct

that matches

truth

free of distortion

This is the day of Alchemy

in this 13 Step Code 

on Tuesday 23 December 2014

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It is so simple that all children know it

and need no intellectual education

to understand it

This way of being is free

from man made education

It is free

of man made mind manoeuvres

and

manipulations

that hold us in a belief system

that creates need and wanting

as opposed to freedom of being

To walk this path takes courage to be with our wounded

Sacred Feminine

and learn how to

work with our

Moon Energy

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The ways of being that feel disturbing

to our Core

Repressed

Hurting

Scapegoated

Outcast

Feeling less than

Feeling rejected

Unable to express

Create

Unsure

Labelled as the inappropriate truth teller

All of this code

knocks us off centre

and

off our happy horse

so that we can see our conditioning and conditions

in plain sight

if only we can see that this is the way back to our source

via our source er ess

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instead of continuing the code of powerlessness

victim hood

buying in to disinformation

dissemination

dissonance

distancing

and the propaganda

of those

who would have free spirits

locked away

to retain their power

Just like in all the fairytales

purposefully designed

to keep the flame burning brightly

for all those ready to see

the light

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As I write this it is the darkest before dawn

At 1135  this evening in the UK

We have the Winter Solstice

in 0 degrees Capricorn

Cap-Moon

A hugely potent

New Moon

 

More about this here:

Mystic Mamma

and

Darkstar Astrology

and here

Elsa.com

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Time to go deeper into our

dark Goddess Lilith 

Lilith in Virgo is transiting at the moment

More about the transit here

More about Lilith in Virgo here

and 

all our 

Earth Goddess

Self Care 

Returning to the old ways of Health through knowing

and especially knowing ourself

as our first port of call

aligning with our Moon cycles

The ways of the wild woman

The ways of the natural woman hearing the wisdom of the plants 

and seeking deeper magic of seeing the source of wounding 

being pro active rather than reactive

to live differently 

instead of purely fixing the wounds that come from

living the death culture

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The Workshops I am doing at the moment are so potent

As I am sharing what I am ready to remember and learn

Creating Circles of Consciousness

Codes of the Sacred Feminine

coming in

One of the key components of this teaching

is something that has been running throughout my life

A myth that I loved from being a very young girl at this time of year

It was played every Boxing Day

Jason and the Argonauts

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It was a ritual that I shared with my Father 

We loved these films

Greek Mythology 

and 

like the other UK tradition 

of Indiana Jones at Christmas time

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The Archaeological Adventurer exploring strange new worlds

and

finding powerful artefacts 

that were in the hands of people 

who abused their power

as you will know

if you are a regular reader of my blog

This constellation is above my house

in the Taurus part of the 

Glastonbury Zodiac

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The Hero Archetype

who is the epitomy

of the masculine Sagittarian

off to face the challenges

and is the key to living our dream

that will take us on a journey

of seeing our self~imposed limitations

These mythical stories hold the key

to a self~ development

inner and outer process

that is now very timely

with the addition of the Strong Feminine

weaving together in each individual

Medea the Sorceress

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The Hercules Challenge

for each one of us

to go beyond our initiating ego stages 

and code is revealed

in the

12 Labours 

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and all these codes of transformation

are found in all the myths

and religions

as they are

codes of christ consciousness

and human evolution

coming to the fore now

because the timing is now 🙂 

 

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The key to accessing

wild new information

beyond the limits of our ego mid labyrinth

is to

go within to all the codes

that are holding us

back in our own personal hell

This is the teaching of many religions

and lost in distortion of the translation

because of the nature of religion

which is a distorted teaching at the hands of men

who wish to deny individuals

their own power

that is the Age of Pisces

that we are moving out of now

Most people cannot hear this message

because they are still full of ego trauma

and are resistant to the message

misunderstand the message

We do not create our suffering consciously

We do not create our illness consciously

We do not create our way of living that creates this code

in any way out of conscious choice

and we can let go of blaming when we are free of emotional distortion

All of this way is unconscious

Is the darkness

Is the wound

and this has to happen

so that we understand this experientially

like Chiron

We are Chiron

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This code is channeling through every single human being

Every single human being is part of the matrix of the universe

Every single human being is part of the code of our evolution

Every single human being is at different stages of the journey 

I am really starting to integrate

and understand this

and it is so empowering

It is so amazing

and

it is still hard to suffer and to see others suffering

My Chiron is in Pisces which is a key transit right now

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Chiron the Rainbow Bridge by Barbara Hand Clow

is an amazing book I am currently reading about this 

and

as I am 50 next year

and will be experiencing

Red Resonant Earth Year

this is really resonating for me

Once we understand

that people

have to do their code

have to do their pattern

have to do their destiny path

because that is how this universal

game of life works

on planet earth

It is a whole different way of living

It is tough to get the conditioned mind around

and there will be a lot of resistance if we are not ready yet

and that is key too

We come in as and when

We cannot access this route purely with our mind

How our mind works has to change 

from our conditioned way of thinking

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The Playstation Game Format is key

Remembering that we are all channels

Nothing

Zero

Nada

Is outside the code

The more we transform our ego…

which is extremely resistant to this message

The more we understand this

and it is

wow

and it is going to get even more wow

The more we go into our core and work with the essence

of what is looking to be integrated

The more stable we become

Just like the stardust that we are made of

We have the same structure and creation process

in many ways

and once we really start to understand

this creation code process

and the only way to truly understand it

is to be it…

the more we become the Master and Mistress

through balance of our inner masculine and feminine

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of our universal energy

and what goes with that

is the ability

to be powerful

having done what is required

to align with codes

process

ways of being

that do not create suffering

because we have

accepted and aligned

with all that is

in order to truly be

The Seer

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Blue Hand

Code 7 ~ The Mystic

and

Yellow Human

Code 12 ~ The Chalice of complex stability

are the Mayan Signs

that are

Earth Energy

and these are in the same Castle Code

as Red Earth

each Mayan Sign

has it’s own planetary energy code

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The Galactic Centre

is Sagittarius at 26 degrees

this is key to our natal chart

Key to you if you have this degree

Key to these evolutionary times

of going into the core

and heart of our galaxy

by going into our own core and Stargate

HEART CHAKRA

Someone close to me has this code

and it has been revealed to me through them

intuitively following the cookie trail

It is key to my Midheaven

and is

my galactic centre in my natal chart

Next Workshop 

Persephone Path 4 ~

Soul Structure of The Seer

More about Persephone here

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My next workshop is on January 10th in Hebden Bridge in the North of the UK

Come and connect to this powerful circle if you feel ready to

In person is different to Skype one to ones and you can combine both

wherever you are in the world you can work with this Code

I do an ebook that has time sensitive information

as to the Astrology and Mayan Codes

and your Personal Codes

This time we will be working with the energy

of what arises

in this

Red Earth Code of 13 days

and integrating it

Red Earth is connected to the planet earth

and brings up the earth energy

with Uranus as it’s planet 

Uranus being in Aries

at the moment is key

We are revisiting what was happening

at this time before

The last time of this spiral was April 05 to 17 2014

Aries time

see the connection ?

The other word is Chrysomallus ~ a butterfly 

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The butterfly process that comes from

the transformational journey open to everyone 

This is the tree of life process of our own personal healing journey

and this is so specific

using this framework

so fabulous for getting to the heart of patterns and issues

even if we are not consciously aware yet

of how to do this

and haven’t yet become familiar with this process

we can get into the groove of the spiral

start to shape new ways

and use all of our experiences so far

to know ourself

and start our inner enlightenment process

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Love Lights the way

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Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is the fourth wavespell in this 260 day spin cycle on the shadow transformation programme.

Are you fully loaded and ready to create and expand with the previous three wavespells ?

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Moon in Pisces today ~ great for christ consciousness and psychic ability 🙂

We began our awakening with Red Dragon Wavespell on Halloween ~ what is our cosmic Goddess bringing us for rebirth and renewal?

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We refined with White Wizard Wavespell  on November 13th ~ getting our “but” out of the way ~ our ego power trip posing as empowerment and transforming these belief systems so the magic can flow through us instead of believing we have to create it ~ it’s all there all that is required is that we let go……

and flow

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We came to the Goddess doorway on November 26 , which completed yesterday ~ Blue Hand Wavespell.

This is the death portal of rebirth and renewal of what has come before that is no longer serving us.

Ego framework of planet earth society is a construct of out of balance patriarchal…..

and is the perfect vehicle for us to learn experientially 

how to live in an out of balance way

there is nothing “wrong” with it 

and it is all here at the perfect time so we can understand

what it feels like to live in this extreme masculine energy

this co dependent relationship

that creates a misalignment with the balanced way of being

being….

in balance with our masculine and feminine within

and therefore…..

creating this without 🙂

In the Precession of the equinoxes 

we are in the dark ages

and it is here where we begin our journey back to the light

The Golden Age

This is what many ancient teachings talk about

and we can experience them using the Mayan Wavespell

Astrology

The Pagan Wheel

Holistic approach to life

Whole self in Hokey Cokey 🙂

If you haven’t already :

Watching this fabulous series will explain a lot about this 

The Pyramid Code

I watched it on Netflix UK

Here is The Band of Peace on Youtube

It expanded my awareness of what is in Egypt and brought together lots of threads for me

what I really loved about it was the holistic approach of many different viewpoints coming together

different pieces of the circle creating a synergy

and a multi faceted hologram being created

that is such a different view to a linear single lens approach.

There are lots of pieces of wisdom from The Dogon Tribe , Mayan, and a wise Egyptian Elder……

and so much more…..

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If you want to know more about the Great Cycle then click on this vast storehouse of knowledge 

Halexandria.org

You will see we are in the Balsamic Moon time on planet earth

Many of you reading this will be shadow midwives

choosing to come at this time to assist in the rebirth 🙂

It is a challenging time no doubt

and it is…..

scheduled

These great cycles are what shape the cosmos

and evolve it

only the ego worries 🙂

In Glastonbury it is a very tough experience at times

known as….

The Glastonbury Experience

This time of year in the capitalist cult is a mis direction in many ways

to cash in

It is what is propping up the Wizard of Oz smoke and mirrors

The Sagittarius Way showing energy is all about 

Way showing ourselves

Looking within at our shadow

transforming it

letting go of any distortions we believe about ourselves

so we can live true to our heart

In the Egyptian process of transformation from one world to the next ~ leaving our human body

the heart is weighed.

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Those with a heavy heart may not pass into the next life 

heavy heartedness signifies going against the “truth” of living in the light

In the matriarchal times of Nefertiti 

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people on earth were very conscious and aware of how to live in a balanced way free from ego

as the Golden Age moved into the next phase ~ the Silver Age and round the cycle into the ….

fall from grace

the masculine stepped in as a go between 

between a person and their divinity

and demanded a price for it

Buying the stairway to heaven with Shabti dolls

which has been replicated world wide

people live in poverty and the Church ~ the religious framework 

is very wealthy

This is the duality and the current imbalance 🙂

as the teachings of truth are manipulated to create fear beliefs

The People have the power

only when the people know this

and are on the heart path

of 

knowing 🙂

Which is very far removed from intellectual education.

The time for enlightenment is now

we are the bringers of the new dawn….

each through our own transformation

 

The picture I started with today is the magical cookie trail which began last night with my daughter and I out in the freezing cold darkness of the back garden.

It is a photo taken by Paul Burwell and his story is a true heart tale ~

he takes a vow of poverty to pursue his passion 

Back to last night 

I was watching Game of Thrones 

Series 1 Episode eight ~ the pointy end

Which I find very dark and yet compelling at the moment and very in synch with these balsamic times.

I had seen a star as I went outside to switch off the heating ~ something I find very irritating when it is cold or raining and yet often see things on this trip 🙂

unlike any other star I had seen and I shouted my daughter to view it….

truth is I was scared and wanted moral support 🙂

It seemed to be moving and yet …..it wasn’t a plane or a helicopter ~ we get those here after dark in the military zone

The colours were changing on the star

there was no noise

she took a photo of it and it appeared on her digital camera , as a rainbow snake pattern

I looked it up on google and found it was Saiph

A shiny star on Orion’s belt.

See the synchronicity ?

It means ~ sword of the giant

In the past two years I have been here in the heart chakra

my personal learning has taken a huge change in direction towards

circles and cycles

stars and calendars

The language of consciousness

I am currently reading 

The Keys of Enoch

I borrowed it from an amazing resource on my doorstep ~

The Library of Avalon

and my awareness of code 

and pattern

is expanding

I am creating inner space through letting go of

who my ego thinks I am

so that 

who I truly am can connect more

and guide me

Yes I am a human being and I honour that part of me

and I am a spiritual being who has come here for a reason

and I am allowing that to happen

The heavy heart of my humanity

is transforming into acceptance of how things are….. and being able to see clearly as a result of that process

as I clear my suffering

Lots of that came up in the last thirteen days 🙂

Times of challenge reveal our inner workings and beliefs 

so we can create new code and sacred geometry

all that has come before us has brought us to this place

Choosing to hold our space from love takes courage

it happens whilst feeling the fear 🙂

Seeing what the fear speaks of

Honouring it

and if possible at that time 

doing the loving thing

which may be a challenge

and is often misunderstood 🙂

Being kind sometimes means tough love

instead of people pleasing 🙂

If we are in difficult co dependent relationships

it doesn’t always mean that we do not love that person

when we love ourselves equally it may mean we have to move away from that person

if they are not willing to evolve in a way that feels fair for all parties

The Warrior of the heart builds self confidence 

self esteem 

inner strength

faith in oneself

and one’s ability to 

forge ahead on the path

knowing that we are always held and loved

and that everything happens for a reason

The more we develop this side of ourselves

and let go of clinging to old ways

and crisis living

the more room for our language of love and light energy body

that is so much more than lip service

It is time to honour the dark aspects of our collective so we can create new ways of being

where all emotions are in balance and honoured

as the way showers 

of being honest and authentic in relationship

to all

 

 

Are you ready to really connect to your true self and learn more

ways to do that ?

If you are please get in touch for a chat so you can explore what

is seeking heart expansion.

I do not offer a sale

I do not offer a Christmas incentive 

as these ways of being are old ways 🙂

I offer a pay what you can afford framework and flexible ways to co create.

You may feel you wish to let go of new year resolutions and the linear calendar

and start to connect more with the universal ways of being

so you can experience magical ways of allowing

Let’s be the change we want to see.

I start each wave spell with a Thoth Tarot thirteen card spread.

We set an intention and each day you have a card to work with 

along with

The Mayan Wavespell spiral of thirteen days ~

The universal energy

Simply for seeing the synchronicity it is amazing

It allows us to see our energetic code at that time.

If you wish to book one please message me

£13 per 13 card reading

My intention:

To create a sacred love and light structure through transforming my shadow

My card today is 

Prince of Disks

This is what is seeking masculine energy through me in the next thirteen days ~ the Yang 

The expansion

 

We have just gone into Mars in Libra ~ bringing balance to our masculine 

New learning for me today on this.

Mars is seen by some astrologers as in detriment in this sign

My Mars is in Libra and at 28 degrees

My Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees

Just learned something about this ~ having planets in late degrees is significant as to having past lives perfecting this area.

I am a nine in the Mayan and this certainly resonates for me

Gemini north node and south node Sagittarius ~

last life I was a Sagi and in this life I am surrounded by them 🙂

More about this here:

My second card is The Fool

this is 

the challenge and growth area

to be the un carved block ~ open to new learning.

Wow 🙂 

Remember when we are doing the inner work now ~ in the Northern hemisphere we are in the underworld of Persephone

we are preparing for Aries time of next Spring and seeds to sow

Prince of Disks is a part of that

Inside creates the outside.

On April 21st we have our fifth Uranus Pluto square

this is on day four of the White Dog Wavespell of finding our tribe and unconditional love that starts on April 18.

This is also a galactic portal day and very powerful

Red Self Existing Skywalker Day.

Bringing heaven to earth through each one of us ~ we are the cosmic channels 🙂

When we do what we truly love

when we truly love who we are

we are the Sirius Star 

Love to your language of love and light spiral.

 

Yellow Star Wavespell

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Yellow Star Wavespell

 

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A powerful day today with the last wavespell of this current Tzolk’in 260 day cycle . It’s a full moon and a lunar eclipse and the ephemeris pictured shows you where the planet’s are today and how this energetic signature will affect certain parts of the planet more than others.

With this Astrologers’ perspective Peter Stockinger ~ how it will affect the UK in particular for four months and women especially in that region. I chose this at “random” today ~ what I intuitively felt to do and share.

Everyone’s perspective is purely unique of course and the majority of the planet still do not understand this very basic premise:

We all have our unique perspective based on our life experience

We are not taught self~development in most Western schools

We are not encouraged to be a free spirit or create independency patterns in our dependent patriarchal led society

We are not advised to be heart led and be

the star that we truly are

because that doesn’t serve our consumer led, ego driven way of life in the majority of our planet earth at this time 🙂

However…….

times they are a changing and if you choose now

 

you can do this for yourself by learning

about your energetic signature

 

and your star seeded mission at this transit time.

Why would you want to do that you may ask ?

 

What will happen if I change my focus from giving , being in my masculine and the outward pattern of being ego led?

 

Outward pattern focus on ………the stuff outside of us the individual

and this is what most people are still doing because this is familiar, ingrained and what they know

most people are doing this with their “spiritual journey” and believe they are “following their path”

For most this is still the ego outward pattern.

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Anything outside of you…..

is well

ya know sort of

outside 🙂

and

will only influence your way of being for a short while until the ego realises it is a temporary fix and wants something new.

We learn these ego fixes as a child and they are

coping mechanisms .

The flavour of this heart dwelling wavespell  ~ it is in the fifth green segment of the Mayan Wavespell calendar, is to show us what our ego coping mechanisms are so we can outgrow them and instead of “coping”

we can thrive 

by creating an inward focusing pattern that is totally self sufficient in terms of each individual getting their emotional needs met from within.

This is truly “sustainable” …

as it means in the bigger picture

We no longer “need” to consume planet earth to feel good and define

ourselves through “stuff”

 

This is the beauty of learning about patterns and sacred geometry.

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Again, at this time, many people are still on the intellect track of cramming in information about sacred geometry and the fibonacci sequence, the golden seed and so on.

Nothing “wrong” with that.

It won’t create heaven on earth for you in isolation.

Anything that happens as a singular focus, in isolation and linear is a masculine pattern and is more often than not ego led and definitely mind led 🙂

This is what patterns reveal and enable us to let go of debate, duality and ego arguing about “the best” way . “the right” way and all the ego stuff that gets in the way of

creating heaven on earth and harmonious co creating.

If we haven’t healed our inner conflict around this within us and therefore creating self~ confidence and high self~ esteem from core integrity then this will continually keep showing up outside of us to show us that 🙂

This is the true meaning of law of attraction 🙂

It is impossible to live in peace and harmony outside if it doesn’t dwell within us ~ 

harmony code 🙂

If you have spent a life time creating rose beds with the intention of having an Eden space ~ only to have a farmer continually bulldoze it, neighbours spray it, or a new development show up just as your prize flower is ready to open like in the film Dennis the Menace 🙂

(If you haven’t seen this I thoroughly recommend it for bellylaughs)

Here is the clip of the moment:

Maybe it is time for you to realise that this is you creating this reality inside out ?

your inner slides require a change of view  instead 

because the inside creates the outside 🙂

Instead of blaming “the villain”

and  “the menace” which is our inner child “dennis”

the part of us that has never grown up and is stuck in that space in the past

and bringing us that information today so we can free ourselves and integrate

blame ~ is an ego mask of avoiding the feelings

then we can do something else

heed the message

and let go of shooting the messenger

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everyone benefits as we become responsible on all levels

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What does create heaven on earth for us as individuals is to use a holistic, integration pattern ~ an inclusive one that involves the whole person.

To initiate your inward focusing pattern can be as simple ~ simple is the heart path pattern ~ as

Learning about your pattern 🙂

The more in depth you go and the more you can see exactly what is happening for you at a particular time and how you can create a change in circumstance for yourself.

When we are creating a pattern and this pattern creates a behaviour  there are outcomes that match that.

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If you want to change the outcome you have to change the pattern

Here is a document I created  that you can use if you choose with a video

This is how the universe changes and as we are a part of the universe

yea ok ho hum ~ it ain’t rocket science is it really 🙂

and each one of us doesn’t need to be super human in a mind capacity, to understand how our universe works either

because we are superhuman 🙂

Lovely paradox.

We all have the same access to everything even though our way of living at this time may not seem to hold that vision

underneath the illusion version

it is true

but only

if we believe it and half the power of that self belief

by activating our spleen energy in a healthy way instead of

venting it from an ungrounded , shame perspective around stuff we cannot stomach

The spleen energy is emerging now with the sacred feminine earth energy 

that we create within us and in turn without.

Being a hero within meeting our own dragons is a very different perspective from being on a crusade fighting the good fight for “others” like the Salvation Army modus operandi for example.

When we look at our Starcode ~ our natal chart of where the planets where when we arrived on planet earth ~ a shooting star of consciousness, then we can be consciously aware of our star seeded mission this time around.

When we are ready to do this and walk our talk ~ use this conscious information to create an outcome of living in harmony ourselves ~ everything starts to become crystal clear.

Knowing your Mayan Sign is another way of doing this.

 

The Mayan Wavespell is the Matrix code and the more we learn about it and our individual code and be it every day 

It becomes second nature and we are being the change we want to see in the world.

 

When we start with the Starcode we get lots of information and we start to use a bigger picture perspective of our energy signature. We are so much more than our Sun sign.

When we focus simply on our Sun Sign ~ we are connecting to the masculine linear ego led pattern because that is what this energy is.

If we have chosen to evolve our consciousness in this lifetime and awaken to our true nature then this is where we start by learning about our initial focus of what this energetic signature brings for us.

There will be expansion of this energy and key times of this expansion.

Do we choose to live as an ego being who lives in the outer pattern and expands the ego consuming way of being to try and fill the void within us that the ego creates as we experience

many events that feel hurtful to us .

Do we at some point decide to look at what has created that “disharmony” relationship and how we can transform our experience through knowing about how “we work” on all levels?

When we have this inner focus and lead from within then all is revealed as we transform.

That is the secret.

As we change our energetics within we expand our feminine and we allow ourselves to receive instead of giving all the time.

We develop our circle in balance .

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We give and receive in equality.

We become balanced in our masculine and feminine as we transform our ego events.

We heal our shadow.

This is the alchemical lead into gold process that creates heaven on earth for us.

The more time we spend on ourselves ~ knowing our true energetic signature and unveiling it through clearing off any emotional event “distortions” and the easier our life flows and the more magical life becomes.

We cannot see and experience the matrix fully without unveiling our own matrix because……

to see it, to live it fully ~ we have to own it

and to own it….

requires owning all of ourselves, our behaviour and our life so far ~ all our behaviour.

We cannot “go” anywhere else until we “go” here 🙂

We can of course create the illusion of going and having by using money and stuff but as soon as that disappears ~ and ageing brings that on which is why we currently age to reveal how we really feel . It is part of the ego transformation process.

When we don’t need that process it will end.

Life can seem cruel to the ego personality ~ because the ego personality has expectations and ideas is all ~ it has rules and regulations about how life “should” be  in resistance to “what is”

If someone dies young often the resistance is ~ they went before their time

How can that be?

The truth is ~they died and there will be many reasons as to why that happened for their and other people’s learning experience I believe.

Our ego may not like that.

It uses a coping mechanism to deal with it instead of feeling the feelings. It disowns the feelings of fear, sadness, anger and labels the experience as “wrong”.

Byron Katie’s framework “the Work” is a great way to see this.

Whenever we have an experience we often use this pattern of focusing on the outward and avoiding the true direct nature of the feeling which is

fear of our own ego personalities death and what that could mean for us.

A thriving mechanism can be to own that for ourselves, face it , feel it and let it go.

Indigenous people do not have this mind construct and in many tribes they do not have language for future experiences. They live in the now. 

They don’t do “fear” in the way our western society does ~ that doesn’t mean any lack of awareness of danger.

When we live in the now we do not fear the future  and this creates a different reality.

Our western way of life ~ our city system ~ does not allow this and we have to plan our future.

Another reason we cannot be in the now is because we haven’t cleared our past emotionally and therefore energetically

and this energy is constantly triggered in our day to day through current events that cause us to “time travel” and re experience these past events.

We have no room in our day to day because our “hard drive” is full up and we are running slow with all our human hardware over burdened with these big data files taking up all our energetic space.

This is happening in the collective as each individual hasn’t “cleared their cache” 

At this time of the year in the Northern Hemisphere , we are in the Persephone Underworld.

This is the time to go into our lower chakras and vent our spleen , visit our emotional wounds and clear our cache.

It’s time to connect to our Aries , youthful energy and revisit Aries time earlier this year and see what came up as our challenge.

As we leave the gateway of Pisces energy in February and March each year ~ Pisces reveals our dreams, we immediately encounter our growth area of where we expand to create them. The challenge that is our next step on our evolutionary journey and what is required to be the Hero and Heroine in our own Mystical Movie of life.

Our own Mystery school 🙂

So today we can travel back and remember.

To use the garden as a metaphor ~ we may be planting bulbs now for Spring. What do we choose to bloom in the garden of our heart?

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We can also be aware of our challenges over the past few days, weeks and maybe there is a pattern emerging.

The universe ~ which we are part of ~ is bringing us an opportunity now to create new patterns and free ourselves from old karma.

When we started our journey here this time we had a code and a mission that we chose to experience.

To know this experience we start with the wounding process:

We choose a family to be born into that creates a pattern of being that we are choosing to evolve as a collective consciousness.

There is nothing “wrong” with this pattern. It is what it is. Our experience of it may feel “wrong”, it may feel hurtful and maybe ~ as with the majority of relationship patterns on planet earth at this time 

It may have felt disrespectful and unloving. It may have felt we were dishonoured, told we couldn’t be who we were.

It could be that we experienced being:

bullied, manipulated, controlled, abused, unsupported emotionally and physically.

In order to create new patterns in this duality framework that we currently live in 

We have to know the pattern to transform experientially.

Then we have a choice.

We can carry on being that pattern and live it with our behaviour ~ chip off the old block 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and decide to change it at key times in life ~

become a life ~ long learner and transformer 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and pretend we are changing it by doing the same thing in a different way ~ wearing an ego mask 🙂

All of these choices are important on planet earth because they allow the game of life to be played.

Each perspective is equally valid and valued ~ one cannot exist without the other.

As each perspective evolves through the interaction with each other

everything changes

that is why all we need focus on is ourself because when we change ~

everything changes 🙂

The more inner emotional work we do and the more we understand this and let go of trying to control the others because our times in the past around being controlled are healed.

It is the only way ~ you cannot do this with intellect because it isn’t how the emotional mind works.

 

What you choose is your destiny 🙂

I am in the process of creating some new videos to help people who want to help themselves by enhancing their inner emotional therapist ability 🙂

They are on their way and I will put them up as and when they become available so please bear in mind that you may wish to choose to use them for a particular emotional event ~ when they are all there 🙂

We all know what our issues are and now is an amazing time to clear them and thrive .

Ways I co create with people choosing to thrive now:

I use Emotional Freedom Technique and have had a fabulous journey with it.

I create workshops for people who are brave enough to face their demons by facing their shadow.

These are time sensitive and contain the astrological and Mayan information.

They have coaching frameworks for self development and to focus with intent on what you choose to create and let go of

I work one to one in person and on Skype

Today’s workshop is Persephone Path

I work with people who are ready to do what it takes to know themselves , empower themselves and let go of needing other people to do that for them.

Over several years of working as a holistic therapist and being a mother and a woman in relationships I have learned a lot about co dependent ways of relating.

I have worked my way through lots of addictions and ego stuff so my school of life is experiential and I offer this as “a” way.

If you are feeling inclined to ride this powerful Saturn in Scorpio Snake time please get in touch.

It is my honour to work with you and the wonderful thing about this way of working is we both get a shift in one to one work.

In circle work we all get to create a synergy that is greater than our individual parts ~ true Gestalt.

I am another you and I love co creating .

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This is my video channel on You Tube ~ theflowjo1

The sooner we all go into ourselves and the sooner we feel real 

in that space of grace

we are self supported 

and nothing can burst our bubble

of beauty 

when we love ourselves

everything is beautiful 

and we trust our universal process

love to you and your transformation

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Seeing the bigger picture

ColloidalSilverSingapore1We are now in a refining phase in the Mayan Wavespell calendar. In the first four wavespells since February the thirteenth 2013 ~ where we started a new 260 day cycle ~ we were in the Red Castle of the East ~ the dawn and awakening, connecting to the earth and grounding ourselves to forge a new path.

Now for the next four, we are in the White Castle of the North where the energy is clear seeing of the truth and refining our energy to clear our energy body. If we choose we can do this holistically and see the bigger picture ~ Mind, Body and Spirit and experience limitless transformation 🙂 This fifth wavespell of the 260 day bigger cycle is Red Skywalker. This energy is all about bringing heaven to earth. As a number five it is the fifth element which is in light ~ mastery and in shadow ~ struggle. Throughout our lifetime we do the rounds with these spaces over and over with different aspects of ourselves.

Each wavespell has thirteen days and if we choose we can work with the energy to bring us more awareness of where we are on our path. It is simple to tune in each day and connect to the energy with whatever time we have available. Each time we do this we create an energetic change within us.

Today we are on day three of this uniting heaven and earth in our day to day life. Heaven is within. It is a belief system that we live. Blue Electric Eagle is today’s energy and this is all about seeing the bigger picture.

Our ego mind gets stuck in a rut and only knows what it knows…..it is driven by the past and what it believes was a “good” or “bad” experience. It is driven by the emotional mind and feelings and it doesn’t “do” logic. When we become aware of this and how our ego belief system is often steering us down a very limited path that we have often revisited ~ we are at a choice point to see our pattern and do something else.

In our ego driven western society we are led by the head and are often misled. We have lots of mind linked institutions that are coming from an ego viewpoint and this is a patriarchal masculine pattern. Take Science for example. When we understand how the Science community works we can see that it is very much a pattern of control and selective seeing. It is driven by funding and is often tainted by that funding. Much of the research that is heart led and for our conscious evolution never sees the light of day because the companies that provide the funds are interested in profit and in the world of health that is in people being unhealthy 🙂 Many amazing inventions are hidden, bought out etc as they do not fit the money model. That is changing now as part of our turnaround towards  more feminine patterns.

As we move into the Aquarian Age , we are becoming more individuated and self-reliant and asking more questions. Anyone who has been around for a few years and has a free spirit, questions what our society is “sold” and many people are now becoming more switched on as to what is the motivation behind our Governments and institutions that are ego pattern led.

Most of the big money making industries are invested in war and so to thrive ~ wars have to be created ~ there has to be a threat ~ and so this is created. This also reflects our collective consciousness as we haven’t healed our childhood experiences and past history ~ until that happens they continue to exist because they are what we believe to be true and create learning for us.

When we bring this down to a simple pattern without any political storytelling we see a pattern.

When we look at our bigger picture of history we see that ego fear pattern playing out over and over with different countries.

This was highlighted last week with a programme by Horizon on BBC2 where scientists are using data to see patterns for crime prevention in the USA ~ The Age of Big Data

In the same way we repeat our patterns and they can only repeat if we have the energetic beliefs to support their existence.

Since learning about energy therapies in 2007, I have started to question a huge number of my beliefs and what I have been educated about through the media, my school education and my peer groups general understanding. It felt very unsettling to begin with as my ego didn’t like me messing around with it’s deeply rooted belief system. When I read things that were a quantum leap away from my understanding I literally felt sick ~ it was a step too far. I have learned to take little steps now wherever possible ~ sometimes we get pushed over the edge by universal events 🙂

It is key to our personal evolution that we remain open to new learning because our world is changing so fast….. so creating flexibility patterns that allow this is essential if we choose to move forward. We are in the emotional and electrical evolution.

At this time of year we are in a very masculine focused energy ~ Aries and as I am writing this we are in Aries moon with a new moon coming on Wednesday.

The more we learn about the heavens in terms of what the Sun sign is and what energy it brings, the Moon sign and whether it is waxing or waning and what the planets are doing …….the more we can tune in and if we know about our astrological chart we can see how that affects our individual energy circuitry. We can work with more awareness. In this waning moon time it is a great opportunity to let go.

If we have lots of clutter then that is a pattern of holding on. If we have lots of chaos in our lives then there is an imbalance in the opposite polarity which is order. There is no “good” or “bad” about this ~ it is what it is . If we have a lack of order then we will struggle to create flow. At this time of year we are in Spring which in the Chinese wheel of five elements is Wood. The opposite polarity of this is Autumn and in this system is Metal.

To allow more flow now we can see where we can create space within and therefore space without ~ what are we holding on to? What have we been experiencing since Autumn and the Scorpio gateway in October, that is seeking release in us so we can truly experience new beginnings?

I have a new blog that has just started: Seed of Sacred Living

I am going to be sharing my journey into new ways of living in terms of food and growing that food. I have been a gardener since I was knee high to my Grandad and pottered around his garden listening to his love of nature. He had lots of AA books ( Automobile Association) and Readers Digest  and shared his journey in learning about all the wildlife that came into his urban garden. He had a pond and a greenhouse and I remember sitting on his back door step watching the hedgehog family visiting to snack on food he put out for them. Lovely memories .

I have recently acquired some books on the vibration of food with a high science quota of information so I can understand more about food in this way. I have known for a long time, that most food we have been educated to believe is healthy in the UK has simply been a marketing plan with no basis in truth.

As I am currently working with addictions using energy therapies and have lots of food addictions ~ sugar, chocolate and old ways of eating, it is fascinating to learn about the mood changes that come with lots of different foods such as meat ~ very addictive and stimulating with the same pattern as nicotine and caffeine. Also eating anything that is from an animal and therefore anything the animal has taken into it’s energetic being is passed to us. Although this may now be common knowledge after the huge fears that came with Mad Cow Disease and salmonella in eggs on a broad basis, we soon forget the bigger picture ~ what manure are we using on our veggies ? What vibe are our veggies growing in? Reading a book about the electrical in all living beings and how we create different electrical polarities to regenerate is fascinating stuff. Will be sharing more of this as I learn how to integrate it in my day to day experience. All living beings respond to the love vibration and when we merge with that being through consuming it ~ what vibe do we choose? Many products marketed as being healthy ,vibrant …..is that true? If the person involved in the growing and packing process is there reluctantly and feeling miserable about it, undervalued etc……how does that transfer to the goods? Everything is connected 🙂

I have often felt a dissonance from people I know who are vegetarian/vegan/have knowledge of energy therapies and ancient practices such as tai chi ~ because……

they aren’t a vibrant picture of health and don’t walk their talk. Many people I know have gone down this avenue from a fear based intention and I understand this.

What I have learned is ~ back to the bigger picture~ it’s the whole deal that works.

If we have a belief system that is largely fear based then we cannot receive from the universe. Imagine our cell receptors that are limiting our experience because of times in the past when we have been hurt and so our feminine in circuit is being filtered.

It doesn’t matter how much juice we drink or how much yoga we do ~ we have beliefs that block our circle being completed. Let’s say we have had a bullying experience as a child and it was around girls ~ if we haven’t cleared that emotionally our ego is still of the belief that girls are unsafe and the universe has to bring us that reality. If we look closely at our life experience we will see we are still living that in some way in our relationships today.

The older we are the bigger that pattern ~ it becomes a black hole that has energetically increased with each matching experience. This results in an imbalance and in ph terms this is acidic. 

When we have too much acid, the metaphor ~ eats away at us ~ is inflammatory ~ is blistering ~ and if left unchecked will create dis~ease. It is impossible for someone who has this pattern to create wellbeing on a long lasting basis because being peaceful and harmonious isn’t a match for their underlying vibration.

Eating high vibe foods and being out in nature will help counterbalance this ~ the key is to let go of the acidity emotionally. Letting go of the vitriol changes the vibe of the organs in the body. At the moment it is a great time to cleanse the liver and gallbladder. The liver is where anger is processed and the gallbladder ~ bitterness and bile. Again a prime example of this is the gall~bladder being unable to process fatty foods and dairy ~ it is not an energetic match if we are holding bitter vibes. Coconut is a great way to heal and allow nurturing ~ matches breast milk in many ways. Tapping on our bitterness and bile creates a shift on the inside.

One of my key dis~ease areas that I have written about before ~ my teeth. Since my teenage years I have had teeth removed to make space, braces that damaged enamel and a series of enamel veneers, crowns , metal removed and currently plastic crowns allowing a shift in my central governing channel.

Much of our modern health systems in the West have no awareness of ancient wisdom which has been available for thousands of years in the East ~ as it would be   🙂 East awakening ~ West transformation through death 🙂

Trying to explain to a dentist about this often falls on deaf ears and this is key to my own journey about why I am experiencing this with my teeth. The key areas for issues is connected to the bladder meridian which is being “pissed off” 🙂

This is also the area of the throat chakra and ingoing of the breath ~ where I receive from the world and my feminine intake. It is also linked to my nose and what gets up it 🙂 and my knowingness 🙂 My Lilith in Aquarius.

I really have an issue with close mindedness and a lack of respect and gentleness in relationships. It is a major issue I have at the moment where I am experiencing that in my life and….

it’s an opportunity to heal it. This is the journey we are all on and how our universe pattern of opposites creates 🙂

What I find difficult to swallow is arrogance of ego led individuals who believe if it cannot be measured or proven using their ways of doing that……it doesn’t exist.

The pattern of limitation and immaturity.

My first injury to this part of my face was as a child on someone else’s bike ( that I “should’t ” have been on. It was too small and I didn’t know how to work the brakes) I was going down a hill on my street and my mum was coming round the corner in a car. I put the front brake on, skidded down the road…..on my face. I went to hospital and had stitches and although I have done lots of tapping on this there are more threads to be healed and more learning…..Lots of experiential revisiting too.

Many people I have encountered in health industries and many people I have had as client’s with trauma from receiving care from individuals in this sector, have emotional trauma because the individuals had no empathy for them. They felt brutalised not just by their physical trauma but by the lack of kindness and compassion  that was there for them.

When I work with EFT with this we go back to that event and we release the emotion that has been frozen in time. Then when that space has been energetically desensitized and decluttered a bigger picture view can often be seen because the hurt is no longer there distorting the picture. It is important that the first part takes place before moving onto the second part of the process……… which is seeing why that may have been happening for the other party ~ the ego loves to go to this place straight away to avoid feeling the pain however when that happens the avoidance pattern means no healing and that frozen space remains 🙂

When it is truly cleared we are in a different energetic space ~ this is the process of forgiveness .

We can then see that often people in medical service have developed strategies to allow them to work with people in pain all day ~ which often means they have never  been a touchy feely person because early in life they had experiences that prevented that ~ or they learned to layer armour in their training and probably both as it was simply their energetic pattern expanding. To do their work they have to work with the clock ~ look at the none sense of junior doctor’s in A and E ~ yet we spend millions on uniforms 🙂 madness……

The more we look with our eyes open the more we see the madness all around 🙂 How many people do you know who want a war machine? Although we speak out and march and protest……it still goes on. It is time to see how to really create a change in our world in a different way ~ from within ~ by looking at our patterns and changing them.

When we have no need anymore for parental control……it will cease to exist ~ may take a few generations yet……

The key for our evolution now is to explore balanced ways of having relationships with others that aren’t motivated by fear.

If we aren’t living a balanced life ~ and for most of us that is impossible if we are plugged into western ways of living and working ~ we start to take steps towards that holistically.

Exploring new ways of being is key and often that means revisiting old ways paradoxically.

Back to the metal element . Today I am researching colloidal silver to use for treating my gums. This is today’s picture. I am also using ph balanced water to drink and salt based toothpaste. The toothpaste also contains essential oils ~ myrrh is a key one for healing this pattern.

Teeth and gums are about decisions made and how we bite into life. If we are having root canal issues ~ deep root undermining.

How often have we trusted “professionals” and experienced emotional and physical wounding? No blame intended ~ simply being discerning. As an individual they see life according to their learning……and that often isn’t a match for ours on a well-being basis ~ it is always a match for us vibrationally and….an opportunity to raise our vibe 🙂

It is time to become a professional on ourselves. Anything is possible now as all knowledge is available via the world wide web and the more we learn to use our intuition and balance our masculine and feminine, the more we live in harmony and create heaven on earth.

Please feel free to feedback on your experiences on the blog. I am very interested to hear about anyone’s experience with colloidal silver.

 

Synchronising with the universe

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The universe doesn’t have a mind like a person and neither does our soul.

They are free from thought and linear belief systems and so have a different way of operating that is beautifully complex and at the present time of our collective ego development largely outside our understanding.

When we do get glimpses of the bigger picture it literally blows our mind.

This year I am sharing ways of synchronising with this system and aligning with it as this is where I am on my path.

The most important shift that I got was when I moved from being primarily reactive to being proactive and focusing on my self first. This felt unnatural at first as it seems to fly in the face of all that we are taught and so it feels paradoxical however as we travel and shape this groove it does become clear.

At this time of transition many paradoxical patterns are surfacing as we change our direction and focus to return to who we truly are and move away from over emphasis of the mind.

Most people on our planet are reactive and putting others first as part of our formatting over the years has been to be of this pattern. We have had generations of people who have learned through education and conditioning to live in a society led by patriarchal teaching. All of this has been perfect for our learning and evolution and the majority of the sacred feminine teaching has been repressed and hidden. Only a select few were privy to the teaching and this is how it was meant to be because it matched the bigger picture. This teaching is now going global because it’s the time of the great awakening and where the secrets of living from our hearts instead of being led by our head  are flowering.

The key to allowing our sacred feminine blossoming is to unleash the goddess energy within all of us.

This is the key – within.

In the patriarchal masculine energy pattern we are pre-disposed to follow male and masculine models having had lots of programming that this is where our strength lies. Men are from Mars…….actually our masculine is in Mars and men and women can access their feminine energy and Venus. We are moving away from literal duality knowledge and being two halves make a whole living where one unit comes together with another. In times past men were believed to be the masculine energy and women the feminine  and the nature of the Aquarian age is balancing those energies within us. Women may be different in terms of their menstrual cycles and I believe that male cycles haven’t been looked at with any great focus. As we raise our consciousness our understanding expands and amazing new information comes to light. We are all intrinsically connected to the heartbeat and rhythms of the universe and the more we release our conditioning the more is revealed to us once more.

Here is a great link on aspects of this:

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We are largely focused on mind control that comes from intellect rather than heart wisdom that comes from feelings.

Most business models for success are based on repression of feelings and are very selective about being exclusive and expensive to create an outcome of what is deemed “professional” and it is “just business” . Everything has a price, everything can be bought, everything can be achieved and fixed through writing a cheque, buying a course, wearing a uniform of some kind and connecting to a model that is designed by the super rich to achieve the label of having “made it”

It is surface living and superficial and has a very short shelf life and to achieve this model we have to go outside and work with the manipulation mindset of “fake it till you make it”  and this road to hell is of course paved with good intentions such as ” help others and you help yourself” and for some people this belief is genuine and heart centred and for others it’s a spin doctor’s reframe game of smoke and mirrors to justify behaving in a mercenary manner to get what you want.

If, like me, you are not prepared to pay any of this price tag because deep down you absolutely know to your core that this is a huge illusion that is well past it’s sell by date and part of a very outmoded way of living……. then maybe you feel inspired to do something else ?

It is tricky during this transition phase to get clear about how to go about this process because most people you speak to about moving away from this way of living are so full of the fear of letting go and so addicted and plugged into this system. On a heart level we can be heard and yet the message is so radically different to the regular collective call that as a messenger we often get shot.  Most people have some much emotional stuff stored in their energy body that anything coming close to their ego armour gets shot to pieces no matter how well-meaning or illuminating.

If the ego is running the show then it requires a cast iron plan with a proven formula so no risk involved……..and that is so opposed to the way of the heart and freedom.

People who are sharing their heart based businesses it is time to take a deep breath and know that this way of being is new and people will come and connect in time and often that will be when facing a brick wall or deep universal nudging – steep learning curve approacheth 🙂

My belief on this new time is that we are now very much into the universal wheel and way and so for me at New Year we went out for a short time and then went back home again as we felt so out of sorts and it felt so unnatural.

What we have been living with the Gregorian traditional calendar is so out of synch with the true rhythm of the universe that the more authentic we become and the more we resist the out of synch tradition. The clues are in the month names even September is the seventh month not the ninth working with the zodiac system.

Now is the half way point in the Mayan calendar and we are at the top of the pyramid energetically and communing with the heavens as the Capricorn energy shows. It is the time of going within and seeking resolution within rather than a new year check list without.

So many of our sacred ceremonies have been manipulated by our consumer world, however when we resist the conditioning we can feel our true nature instead.

So many posts about wanting sleep, needing rest and not wanting to get up in the dark and illness at this time of year because we are going against what our authentic self needs. When we have all this collective manipulative energy coming in – yang in it’s base nature , our body reacts to balance it with yin energy hence the colds , flu and headaches. Our body is our amazing philosopher’s stone that is so often ignored and overidden by using drugs to mask and control the symptoms as we have forgotten to heed our own body wisdom and revere our sacred earthly temple.

Again when we have a reactive pattern than we are very biased to reacting. The pattern is simple once we become aware.

If we take the time to do an energetic letting go work out on a daily basis then our journey becomes a lot easier and smoother without the jagged edges……this is a very peaceful oriented model that creates great flow and delight although drama queen’s who like their life to be like a soap opera avoid this option for obvious reasons.

I am becoming more disciplined in this because I know it creates huge benefits and allows more consistency and less roller coaster rides.

A raised eyebrow replaces a hysterical dive for the duvet and chocolate induction on a large scale. Our triggers get less and we recover quicker.

Moving away from this ego framework as a therapist/coach/transformational process provider……means we do not offer other ego’s a fix or have ego tick boxes that the undeveloped ego can feel safe with as we don’t have a traditional model that is known, tried and tested.

Only a select few who are willing to face their fear will come at first because as way showers we do not have all the answers – being synchronised and working with not knowing and trust is a key part of aligning with the sacred feminine.

This is a crucial first step that initiates take

owning our place of being and taking responsibility for everything occurring in our world

Synchronising with the universe means going into the unknown and being present. There is a divine reason for everything and so we trust that process, When it is the time to know , we know.

It means looking deeply into ourselves as a microcosm of the macrocosm and most people are too afraid to do that and yet until we do it we cannot truly unleash the goddess within 🙂

It is a very exciting time.

Today is the third day of a wave spell that is core to this process – more here:

Facebook White Wind Wavespell

When we focus on doing the inner work on ourselves we transform and our power grows from a heart perspective.

Many therapists and coaches are unaware of this and believe their clients to be different from themselves.

The more people who understand this and the more the shift happens.

We attract ourselves and this year using the linear gregorian calendar of January 01 2013 is the year of White Planetary Mirror.

This year those who choose to work consciously with this energy will have fabulous breakthroughs. The mirror does not distort or lie – it does not have a mind just like our higher self or our universe. It simply reflects back to us what our individual unique experience of our world is. This year is a galactic activation portal year which allows us to integrate ourselves to a whole new level if we choose. The more we clear what we call our shadow and the clearer our mirror becomes.

Many people understand projection to be feeling irritated by another and this really being their shadow self projected rather than about that person – they are really irritated by themselves and seeing that through another. Each person has their own irritation as they have their own understanding.

If we are reactionary then often the other person is then not focused upon and instead self-blame steps in.

An expanded version of this:

Both are important 🙂 and letting go of blame through releasing the emotion – anger and sadness etc is the key.

My understanding through doing my own inner work and working with many people and their patterns over many years……

experientially integrated……

is that we are seeing a match for our life experience through that person in some way

at the perfect moment.

There is nothing “bad” about any of these feelings or indeed the other person per se – their behaviour may be unloving, inappropriate and/or abusive and that ideally will be an issue to be looked at if at all possible.

It is an opportunity to evolve by noticing how we are connecting to them and how this is resonating within us and this then places us at a point of choice.

We have created a crossroads where we can notice this information and do something with it and primarily this is by releasing the feelings that aren’t joy and love.

In this process we raise our consciousness.

Each person we connect to is a time travelling portal opportunity to revisit our past hurts and let them go so we relate in a new way now and when we do this for us and release our past we are truly free of it and we evolve.

We can create from inspiration and this shift in us shifts our universe.

This is how our universe expands and evolves through our process rather than independently outside of us.

If you do not have a personal energy transformation process that focuses on feelings rather than purely intellect or body work then this part of integration is key for you.

This is the emotional evolution.

Everything is important and the feelings are the key to moving into the heart and living from it.

If you are a white mirror then this is a powerful time for you this year.

If you don’t know what you are please message me or go onto my website and past blogs for more info.

A planetary mirror is the number ten. We are in a year ten which started in January 2004. Last year we were in Red Solar Skywalker which was all about completion of this thirteen year cycle. Red Skywalker energy is all about connecting to our soul journey – the sacred journey we are here to experience.

There are lots of ways to use this amazing synchronising tool gifted to us by our Mayan family .

It is now once more the time to reconnect with their wisdom so we align with our universe and bring in this sacred feminine energy through us.

This is why we are receiving information about it.

Synchronicity 🙂

This is the key. We are the birthers of the new age . We are the midwives. We are the bringers of the new dawn 🙂

It really doesn’t matter what part we choose to play because all are valid and equal.

We have free will and we each choose.

The universal cycle has been in the dark moon for many thousands of years and that was what was perfect for that time.

Now we are moving into The Age of Aquarius and remembering who we really are. This is a great movie that illustrates this perfectly :

Through the beauty of our dreams that are our higher self guiding us and our shadow showing us what seeks integration.

We are shooting comets creating life and amazing stuff in our cosmic wake ……so exciting.

Everything that is showing up now that feels emotionally tough, is simply past issues looking to be integrated so we can get our star show on the road and be who we truly are.

We are being reborn.

We repeat our cycles over and over so we get to experience them in a different way and the more aware of this we become the more we can create consciously and in terms of manifesting , we become aware of our intrinsic creation patterns. We become enlightened.

The more we work with this Mayan wavespell signature and the more we see synchronistically and go with the flow rather than attempting to carve our ego path and receive a course correction.

It is time to let go of being directed by outside influences and ways of fixing ourselves in an out of balance way. This is where the focus has been.

If we choose to embrace our lives as a sacred journey and allow our true nature and emotion to emerge then anything is possible.

Now is the time of circles and working within.

If we haven’t done our inner work then we cannot access universal creating because we are energetically speaking a different language.

We are on a mission to save the world, save the lost and the needy and…….and if we are focused on any mission other than our own sacred journey then we living the ego path and that path will take us round and round in circles to disappear into our own black hole rather than through the eye of the storm to inner peace.

This year I am creating workshops at synchronised universal times of ancient sacred living.

These will be at key transition points of Imbolc, Spring Equinox, Lammas and Samhain for larger events.

I know that for many people who like to book ahead and get a date and precise information to satisfy their diary, planning and linear mind this is a very unsatisfactory way of being and I understand that:-)

What I have learned in being the change we want to see in the world we simply have to allow new ways of letting this info come in and connect when this is the right time for us and significantly when we are in alignment with the bigger picture of this amazing universe we live in and how it really functions.

So if you feel you and I have some creativity that is written in the stars then get in touch and connect by subscribing to my blog, newsletters and facebook feeds and when I know what is up and coming I will share and if it matches for you then we are an energetic fit and we are creating our own flow.

In terms of availability I will be working in person In Glastonbury and offering online workshops too.

The online will include Skype one to one sessions .

I can travel and do group workshops too so please invite me and if I can come I will.

I have received lots of invitations to webinars recently about making big money through coaching…..

and to me this doesn’t resonate with where our planet is heading for no matter how it is dressed up or justified

and I know that we are all going through a pattern of downsizing to move away from ego .

When we have lots of cash we tend to buy our way through life avoiding our learning and going off road into the sticky backwaters

speaking from experience here too 🙂

Most people I work with don’t have lots of cash to spend generally at the moment and resist spending it on themselves

and that isn’t changing anytime soon

It is all part of our transition process 🙂

The key is to pay what you can afford and to invest in yourself in terms of putting ourselves as a number one priority and valuing ourselves

this is an essential shift to being proactive and changing direction

and it does pay huge dividends

Where our focus is is where our energy flows and is amplified.

Committing to a sustainable energy exchange that we can afford each month

because if we avoid commitment to changing within consistently

then nothing in our outside world will change

and our outside will also be erratic.

This is what most people on our planet do not understand

focus on the inside and the outside changes

this is the secret

the more we focus on the outside and the more we lose our inner power

When we do what we love we let go of needing financial reward and stuff emotionally

I do the majority of my sharing for no money reward

because in the process of sharing my learning my heart opens and I evolve

I learn through this process

and at this time I do have to live and use money to do that

we all do

For everyone who has an excess of wealth someone else has contributed to that

and often that means someone is in deficit to balance that

so it is finding a balance that works for all parties in my circle

again the world shift we are going through

learning new ways of living

and balancing our accountancy books

I understand this doesn’t fit any banking business model I have ever worked with and I have had lots of experience of cash-flow forecasts, schedules of work in property renovating and organising groups of people in the leisure industry and what my life experience has shown me so far in these areas is that it’s all great in theory, the figures all stack until…….and that’s when the big black holes appear.

We cannot future forecast life and who on earth would really want to?

Really who are we kidding ?

It is so hilarious on one level when you see clearly this designer charade and so sad on another.

And it is what it is too.

It reflects our collective unconscious just now.

It is such a limiting approach totally coming from an ego positive intention of reigning in our sacred feminine free spirit so we can buy stuff we don’t need, from people we don’t like and prop up……what?

Our wounded little boy and girl self who felt they got a bad deal out of life….and I do not in any way seek to trivialise people’s life experience.

We all have extreme experiences in our journey because it is through them that we really learn the most isn’t it?

It is important that if we want to live a happy life we see these experiences as the true value that they are and let go of them once they have served their purpose.

No one is here to be punished or experience a terrible, sad life and the more we do our inner work and the more we can see that.

As we let go we move into more knowingness and heart wisdom that can only be accessed experientially.

As we come into centre we can let go of extremes.

If we haven’t experienced something then we cannot truly know it and be able to work with it – this is the magical alchemical path that more people are awakening to.

My intention this year is to share my own learning and experience in a practical way so that people have the tools and awareness for themselves and my dream is to create lots of beautiful Heart Centre places and projects with other people around the world to do this.

I do not hold myself up as a guru or a paragon of virtue as I am simply sharing where I am. I have learned a lot on my journey and love what I do.

It has taken me many paths to find the processes I use and I know they work because they have worked primarily for me and I will not share anything with other people that I do not use myself.

I find it frustrating that many therapists are offering services to people and clearly not doing their own work as a priority , as a first point of call and yet are claiming to be able to assist others.

Time for integrity

Walking our talk

We are all a work in progress and if we offer guidance to others then for me to have integrity, individuals offering transformational process match this.

You shall know them by the fruit of their labours... is an old adage……discernment is key.

I have no religion to be clear on this and now I recognise the plain message from old scriptures that have been used to manipulate people through fear.

Lots of great wisdom when seen clearly without the window dressing.

Are we intending to be the most accepting of ourselves and coming from love or are we saying one thing and doing another?

The most important transformational tool that I have found for myself is Emotional Freedom Technique because this is what creates the shift and changes our energy circles.

It integrates and creates amazing transformation in the model of Einstein thinking:

We cannot create a solution to the problem in the same energy circle that created it.

When we tap on what our ego mind sees as “the issue” then we allow this to be accepted and loved. We are then in a very different space. We allow ourselves to open up to new ways of being that come from our source.

Sourcery 🙂

When people align with their true nature they have no fear because fear exists outside of the source and now and is simply an ego control mechanism.

Moon awakening through the thirteen moon calendar to raise the feminine in us:

So coming on Saturday 12 of January is Red Galactic Moon and this is a number eight in this wavespell so all about integrity.

The moon energy itself is number nine in the Mayan and I am a number 9 which is all about completing cycles.

I am meeting a few number nines just now .

My view of this – we are here to complete ourselves through integration and share this with others ready to receive.

On January 11th we have New Moon In Capricorn and on the 10th we are going into a new moon in the Mayan calendar.

Each month this Mayan moon changes.

This month it is the number seven moon Red Resonant Moon and this occurs every January 10  until February 06

We are in year seven of the thirteen year cycle of Red Moon and this is what is the bigger picture of now – the theme of returning and remembering and awakening.

So it is a time of creating a new cycle and fluid structure that is based on integrity, being real and owning our stuff as we see it reflected in what we see around us and creating something that is heart based now

guided by our feelings

felt to be true in our body.

My first workshop of 2013 is on Saturday 12 January in person or online

Awakening Moon Circle

Connecting to our sacred feminine selves and using transformational energy therapies to align with our authentic selves

It has a combination of masculine and feminine format

embracing all of us and working holistically

Some key questions to help us to focus on what we want to expand on in our lives

What we can let go of in our lives

and integrating by learning how to be in synch

taking the small steps

at a time that is perfect for us.

Lots of info in this and it can seem overwhelming

and we don’t need to learn it all at once

when it is the perfect time we can

The more we connect to this wisdom we realise the deceptions we have been accustomed to

there is no need to worry about time or competition

we are all held and supported by our universal mother

we are all equally loved and valued

each customer connects with everyone perfectly as is their energetic match

so we can tap on our anxiety and fears around

lack

competition

dog eat dog mentality

We are not beasts of burden

unless we believe ourselves to be

we are amazing creative souls living our dream

and in this process we can allow ourselves to

access

allow

and

go with the flow of love

Love to you all this 2013 Year

May we see ourselves reflected in love

May we create beauty and open our hearts by remembering and revealing our true nature.

Integrity

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It’s chilly here in Somerset as we approach the magical dates of  the end of a Mayan Calendar.

The energy is still very intense as the spiral speeds faster and faster synchronising our integration.

Today in the wavespell we are in Day 11 Red Spectral Skywalker of the Blue Night and letting go of what is out of alignment with our dreams

Over the last eleven days we have been experiencing our intuitive dream self and the patterns of that energetic space.

Our heart’s desire revealed through our sacred feminine selves.

It has been a very emotional time for me and a tough time of keeping my nose to the grindstone ……

seeing where my inner child is seeking a release because of emotion I am feeling

this is my inner guidance revealing how my past is still presenting today.

When you live in an intense energetic space like Glastonbury

and a feminine energy place like Hawaii , Fiji, the Greek islands for example

it can be very tricky to balance out achieving the masculine balance of doing and linear action.

This is the wonder and the challenge of living here.

We are now in an amazing expansive time of Sagittarius energy and two of my family members are Saggi’s so this is a key time for us.

Here is a wonderful blog on this:

Blue Moon Astrology

Living in a family of four fire signs ~ Leo, Aries and two Saggi energy bubbles is very potent

We have a very dynamic interaction especially here

and now

at a time that my children are rapidly individuating and becoming adults too.

This has given me so many insights and much learning just now.

My insights today were around the sharing of this synchronisation in a way that everyone can understand and use

with a down to earth practical approach

Lots of workshops coming up in the next few months on integration as part of this transition process.

This really helps me focus on what I can do in my process and share that with others.

I have an in person workshop coming in Glastonbury

and if you aren’t in Glastonbury you can also access it through pdf and on skype/phone/email with me too.

Integration * Clarity workshop

This has proved a little tricky to physically get out on my blog today as it’s a Virgo moon and with every energy we have the sun and the shadow aspects.

I have three lots of Virgo in my chart and one of those aspects is in Venus which gives rise to me being a stickler for perfection

and doing “the right thing”

so lots of other tasks to do before I got around to it in the real sense……

I get frustrated with myself around this as it can block spontaneity as you can imagine….

and I am learning to be accepting of myself in my maturity

( honestly……..:-) ok some of you will shake your heads on that one….working at it )

This morning I was so excited as I had so many ideas that were bursting to be shared and now it is tea time….

For a long time I have been guided as to circles and cycles and working with the planets and the moon

When someone asked me for an appointment for a tapping session with EFT on a new moon a couple of years ago I was a little puzzled…..

Now I get it 🙂

If you haven’t got in synch with that way of working just yet….

no worries

When the time is “right” for you it will become a nudge from the universe.

This is what I have integrated over the past twelve months of living in the Glastonbury Zodiac

The Heart Chakra of the world.

I have gone in a slightly different direction to the one I was following in Huddersfield and it wasn’t what I thought I would be doing…..

however I trusted the process and now my integration on this is happening.

Magic.

Here you cannot do anything more than be your ego.

It is simply how it is.

If you are working to transform your ego and let go of it running the show then there is so much amazing stuff to learn and share

Many people are called here to do this and arrive for an event

and keep coming back…….

Some, like me, come to stay until it’s time to leave

until they have completed their cycle and dance with the energy here

Many people lose their way in a mind sense and become part of the sleeping beautyness

believing they have found the light

when in truth they have simply swapped their circle of influence for a different brand with the same content.

Glastonbury is an intoxicating opium den where many come for a fix.

It elevates the mood on some days and dives down deep on others…

If you allow yourself to feel it

and many don’t

and are unaware of it’s powerful amplifying qualities.

I had an open day recently at The Heart Centre

which is a beautiful room where I work in Glastonbury

and a seed of my creativity to a dream I have had for a very long time

a place of heart centred community and transformation…….

 and someone wise shared an insight about the Glastonbury experience

that it draws people to embrace their ego in whatever way is seeking expression

so the inside is drawn outside and we can see it manifest

It is on first sight an unusal place of the individual and artistic expression

and a place of amazing workshops and all things cosmic

beyond anywhere else I know of in the UK on display as it were

However like most glittery things in the ego world

much of it is shallow and scratch the surface and the veneer disappears

leaving a raw wound visible underneath.

Like every ego pattern there is no true heart space evident for many resident’s and visitors

and all is energetically based on ever shifting sands

and houses of cards

built without firm foundation

there is no substance and the actions reveal the true nature of the inner workings

the puppet masters pulling the strings.

Masks and glitterati.

This is the nature of the shadow world

and so this is where we are in the UK on the wheel of the year

and the wheel of the planet.

We are in the dark of the moon phase where it often gets darkest before dawn.

It is a wonderous place to be this underworld

just like Gollum in The Hobbit

The ring became his nemesis and his undoing and yet he was there to give gifts to Bilbo Baggins on his journey.

I remember this story as a young girl at junior school.

We had some lovely teachers who inspired us with magical stories and encouraged our imagination

thank you Mrs Wadsworth wherever you are now

You touched my heart with your wonderous stories and gentle wisdom.

So….. circles

Do you look around you at your circle?

Have a look what is in your house, on your curtains , your fabrics and ornaments…

What do you see revealed of your secret journey in your pictures…….?

Have you looked at what your higher self has been guiding you to buy and collect so you become aware of your path?

The inside coming outside?

I laugh when I see something that has been under my nose all along and yet not been ready to be revealed….

In my house and garden

on many of my cushion covers and clothes

circles have been sneaking in for a few years.

When I first came to Glastonbury I visited a crop circle.

That was profound and anyone who says one of these can be created by a group of people with a torch , some string and a some wood

I cannot envisage that happening

I certainly couldn’t do it

and I don’t know about you but my tipping point on this knowingnesshas been reached and flowed over….

that there is so much exciting stuff out there

beyond the linear mind and our so called “real world”

that is the place of education and mankind

that I am not interested in debating it

I trust and know it is what it is

and I have let go of trying to debate or convert anyone

as I have been down that road so many times

and I finally get it that people who are in one energy circle of beliefs and understanding

are not in alignment with another

and that’s ok

each to their own

it is all part of the game of our evolution.

We have been connecting with our tribes

as we come to the end of a cycle

we are letting go and transiting.

Just in the process of reading a couple of fabulous books

depending where you are on your path they may call to you:

Barbara Hand Clow – The Mayan Code

and Claudie Planche – Starmaya

So if we are ready and positioned to move from survivor to thriver

then it’s time to visit with our shadow and shake off  our fear

allow our inspiration to flow

dare to dream and meet our challenge once more

Our dream journey and path lets us experience what is there that seeks release

as we become the fool many times on the road less travelled

we can see our circle revealed

and in doing so integrate all the parts of us that have strayed and got lost in the woods

I had let go of Christmas because I really cannot stand the manipulation used by the consumer world

and one that I had become so caught up in

and as I went through my black hole of letting go of my way of being a consumer

starting in the financial crash of 2008

that has lost sight of the true nature of this wonderous time of year

now I am returning to it in a new way

free from being pulled into the magnetic void

of  what can be a very imbalanced

pure shopping overload

The shortest day of the solstice is the signal that light is soon to return

This week I have watched several films and again experienced synchronicity

that working with the wavespell brings awareness of

two were based in Somerset although one was medieval and set in the 16th century and the other set now in the US

When you start to experience this way of living every day you see the matrix revealed…

and everything has a different meaning

and is sooooooo magical.

It is the life we are truly born to live.

The one that affected me the most was :

Seeking a friend for the end of the world

It shows the total madness of how we are living ego led lives that actually make no sense at all…

and of course to evolve this is what we are here to learn.

I cried alot and as I cried I tapped and let go of all that hurt my wounded inner child feels.

All those times I have felt wounded by my life experience and how things and people didn’t match my expectations.

So now is the season for being that divine child that is clear and resonant.

The adult that has integrity and is independent

freeing ourselves of co dependency

creating new ways of relating

that feel good

and allow us to be truly present

feeling full of goodwill

without a need for presents

Joy to the world and to all of us

we are each a valuable unique snowflake crystal

in a blizzard of bliss

Whether shadow or light

we are all perfect in the language of love.

If you choose to know more about your patterns and want to co create with me please get in touch.

Spectral Blue Hand in Red Earth Wavespell ~ Letting go so we see clearly and renew our commitment to self transformation

Supernova Scorpion time and a wonderful space for letting go of old patterns

We are in Blue Spectral Hand of the Mayan Red Earth Wavespell.

Lot of posts on what this is about further back in my blog and if you want a more personal insight please message me direct and ask whatever specifically you want to know.

It always brings great learning opportunities for both of us 🙂

I will answer you as soon as I can – I do have several people awaiting their info at the mo so please be patient.

I also have a family and I am intending to be balanced in all areas of my life and am learning as I go.

If you need a quick answer or quick fix I am not the person for you at this time 🙂

It is always the right time when you get your response.

This is what I am learning on my path about co creating and being in my power without diminishing myself or another and reverting to co dependent ego manipulation

And I am a work in progress so I do have my own stuff I am working through all the time

and

I can as a result aid you with yours 🙂

If you honour me with your trust

It can be so confusing and paradoxical all this travelling the spiritual sacred path can’t it?

The key I believe is comitting to our dream because this is what helps us go forward with trust and faith

both in ourselves and what our universe is bringing us to contemplate

It can be tricky to navigate at times as our ego mind always asks why and wants to know the outcome before it takes a single step

for fear of what may happen to us

Of course this is a well honed mechanism that we have created over milennia in order to hang around on the planet for a while so we get to play the game of life

and soul discovery

and it is always perfect for us

The more we learn about how the universe really works

rather than how we have been ego educated to believe it works

and the more we discover just how much fun it is

the more we empower ourselves, believe in ourselves and know we are here for a spiritual adventure

and the more we let go of the fear of taking new initiatives or repeating seemingly old relationships

and the more we can plunge in knowing that our spirit is taking us where we fear to tread

and when we go through this often shady wood space of giant spiders and powerful archetypes

and it feels so awful and threatening

it often turns out it just feels it for a while

until it no longer does

everything passes

we emerge unscathed and reborn into a lighter space

The key to this time is surrender

of course many people have a different view of that place

as we are all on a different place on our path

There is no wrong and right about this view

unless we are still in a place of duality perspective

black and white

right and wrong

and we can talk semantics on this all day

what I mean by it is that people see the world according to their life experience

and so everyone has their own view based on that place

Everyone has their own ego perspective based on their wounding too

the more you have let go and unlearned your ego space

the more you have healed your own shadow and let go of people pleasing

the more you have let go of your fear around putting yourself first from a heart space ~ ego transformed

you really do not take anything personally energetically

because you have let go energetically rather than simply intellectually

so are free to travel with less baggage

Following an outer framework of Ryanair/Easyjet where you only have hand held luggage

without all the add ons

This is a great initiate test

If we can navigate their framework without getting caught out by all the hidden add on costs that aren’t clearly outlined at the time of booking

then we could be :

very aware

Scrooge from miserliness and awareness from own manipulation techniques

Skint so acutely aware of budget and mindful of having no credit card for bail out

I have experienced this way of travelling a few years back in Florence

and sat in a deserted bus station with my family at 3 am

like a group of pioneers in a strange land with our suitcases in a circle

being circled by the so called  “underworld” of Florence

awaiting pick up by the bus

It was going against the recommendations of any travel expert to be in such a place

as was Brindisi on our way there

however we were fine

although it felt scary, frustrating and very disempowering at certain moments

and we learned alot

and maybe we don’t make that choice again 🙂

Because it may seem cheap at the outset

however as always the universe balances us up

and the price is often high in another way

no such thing as a free lunch

however we don’t know that until we have experienced it and gone through it

and

the way I do that surrender on an energetic level is to use emotional freedom technique

so I let go of all emotion coming up at that time

I let go of the triggers that created a belief I was in a place that wasn’t safe

otherwise those triggers remain

and I have beliefs about that

 again

and

I get stuck on it and keep recreating it

instead of letting go

The key focus is about us and the outcome we want

and if we don’t have a dream

and we don’t know what we want

then how can we be focused ?

how can we navigate ourselves anywhere ?

Being in balance is about moving forwards

and

sometimes revisiting the past

so we can move forwards again.

Surrender now for me is all about surrender to our higher self who is eager to show us the way

if only we allow it

If we are lost in letting others determine their way all the time

we are out of balance

The way I have learned to work with co creation relationships

instead of co dependent ones

is to keep it simple

focus on the pattern of direct to source

Am I getting my emotional needs met myself or am I looking for something outside of me to do that?

What is sponsoring that choice?

As a society we are co dependent in the UK generally speaking

We have created a system that is reliant on a variety of  hubs that we have to buy into

and all of that is perfect because it matches our beliefs and pattern of co dependency

this is the transition we are going through

a whole cycle of moving away from something that has expanded beyond it’s original intention

What was the original intention ~ often a very positive one such as the NHS

a great idea that has to evolve in line with our emotional energetic evolution

and is seeking further change because it isn’t meeting practical needs

as expectations have changed

and in the bigger picture of our soul evolution back to creating well-being from within

and being in alignment with our authentic selves

we do not create dis-ease

Letting go of being reactive and becoming pro active changes this

So often we are so out of balance in our hamster wheel that we do not have time to smell the roses and to actually stop and take a bigger picture view

We are made to do that when the universe says no

no job

no relationship

no money

and it is a wonderful crossroads threshold time

This is the pattern of the universe ~ expansion

everything in our world is based on the same theme as with the seasons, plant cycles ~ birth, death and rebirth

and of course us as people

and us as spiritual beings seeking evolvement

Everything has to match

People have to be in different stages of development so we can all weave a tapestry together and learn

It is an amazing very complex dance of life

and also very simple

and the more we let go of our stuff in terms of emotional baggage

the more we let go of the need of ego stuff

and the simpler everything becomes

and all of this takes time

small steps

at the perfect time of the planets energetic influence

and at the perfect time for us

and

we don’t need to know all the answers

only our mind needs that

and our mind is very important too

balance in all things

sometimes we experience disharmony so we can see how we are out of synch

and then we can make a course correction

and some people never do

and that’s ok for them

it is also ok for us not to be in a relationship with people who don’t want to do that

because that isn’t where we are

and sometimes this can get a little bit sticky to handle.

We are moving away from money as an artificial exchange as we are in huge imbalance

and it is going to take alot of time to create that change

because it took a while to create it

and

without causing the same patterns we have had in the past

which often involved war because communication in any other way became impossible through fear

We are revisiting a planetary pattern of 06 November 1933

and even though things may seem tough right now

for many of us we aren’t involved in a world war which we are remembering today in the UK

Remembrance Day

All those poor souls who have suffered and given their lives

and I mean

all the people

everyone is affected

Where is the parade for the mother’s and father’s who gave their sons

the people who were left behind to wait the unknown

the ones who disagreed and were jailed

the ones who could not take any more and were shot

the people we have today who are still in a war zone whilst back in surburbia

the unknown soldier

the orphan

the echoes of this everywhere still radiating on like a mushroom cloud

and we needed to do that and we still will until we stop looking to create change purely outside of ourselves through ego

Here is a very poignant video by Rebecca Shaman and her lunascope is wonderful too.

whilst we still have people who are in duality mode – black and white, right and wrong

and that is the majority of our planet

who aren’t aware and awake

when we are in this place

and I am still there in places where I haven’t let go of my wound and am feeling emotions that aren’t love and joy 🙂

and the majority of our people are resonating with anger and sadness

then we have fiery energetic patterns

we have passive aggressive relationships

and aggressive ones too

Most people aren’t even aware that it isn’t what they are consciously thinking that is their vibration they are sending out

most people are still believing that if they say something enough

positive affirmation

meditation

and say all the right “spiritual things”

Wear the spiritual uniform

Go to the “right” workshops

then somehow they are creating change

whilst on the inside they are really angry about their past

The vibration that is the true us is sending out that heart resonance

to attract the true us

a pattern seeking healing

and so the events and circumstances arise that show our true place of being

and our ego self ~ the shadow

so struggles with that

and we get frustrated because we feel we are doing and saying the right things

We cannot be dishonest with ourselves though

and here is where our philosopher’s stone shows us the way

our body reveals where our energy is going off track

Louise Hay is a great starting point and I still revisit her wisdom every day

Here is a new site I have found of great interest with different perspectives:

Our Spiritual Nutrition

So intent can be the starting point for what we want to create

and often where we want to be isn’t where we are

In NLP terms  a “Well Formed Outcome” is a starting space for looking at where we are wanting to be and seeing if this really matches our values or is simply an ego avoidance

Do we truly want to create this dream

Are we doing it for us or for someone else

because we think we should

we’d be a nice person

our family expect it of us

and on a deeper level of conditioning

How are we repeating old family cycles

old society cycles

old relationships that do not serve and empower us or the people we have in our circle

we are all in a hell of our own making whilst suffering in silence and dishonesty

On Tuesday 13 November we have the start of some amazing energetic events

even if we think we do not know how to align with them

we actually always know in our heart

and we can tune in

We have a solar eclipse in Scorpio New Moon

If we just look at this very simply:

The Sun – our masculine self and our leading Hero in our life movie

is being covered with our moon which is our feminine emotional side and our shadow

which is all in alignment with our earth self being grounded, feeling we belong and base chakra

and in alignment with our earth as a planet and her Gaia energetic pulse

with a Scorpio super energy

and Scorpio is all about the trinity of

Death and Rebirth

Wherever we have Scorpio in our charts we can look deeper

Wherever we are having a repeating pattern we can look deeper

It is the ground zero starting point.

If we do not look at where we are with awareness and self-acceptance then we cannot navigate anywhere else.

Here is a bigger picture of this month’s astrological happenings

What is seeking release in us so we can surrender to our dream?

the dream is the gift we are here to bring as our contribution to the planetary and humanity emotional evolution

Where we value above all else our emotional sat nav as being our guide

our ego will being transformed to a higher will

our living in our heart from love instead of fear

and we can do this with the pursuit of our dream,

happiness

through authenticity and honesty

so that no one else is paying a high price for our ego well being

because we are taking the steps that are leading us back towards the light

through the darkness

by revealing our true selves

instead of playing roles and wearing masks

manipulating others out of fear

being hypocrites

If we do not stand for something

we do not stand for anything

so many people sit on the fence for fear of being “wrong”

being rejected

being inappropriate

being deemed aggressive

and energetically this is because all of this has happened to all of us in the past

and our ego doesn’t want it to happen again

so we prevaricate, procrastinate, hold back, hide our light……

Now is the time to speak up for what we believe in

feel the fear and do it anyway

and

most importantly let go of the fear

so it doesn’t complete it’s energetic cycle within us

and create dis-ease

My methodology is to revisit the past

have a good look at it using our mind

look at what it created in our body

get real about how that feels

have a reality check to look at where we are and who is in our circle

reflecting back to us

Let go of old hurts by tapping on the feelings that come up

and create new ways of relating

When we believe that we matter

and it is written through us like a stick of rock energetically

I am worth it

and we don’t need to buy a hair product to know that 🙂

When we truly feel it the universe matches us

and we start to let go of outer validation

We don’t need a certain car to prove our worth

We don’t need to agree with people to be their friends

we don’t need to belong to a group

we don’t need proof of our opinion with scientifical studies

This doesn’t mean we don’t create frameworks with studies to raise awareness and share information

The difference is

We don’t need to

It is coming from a totally different space.

When we transform our ego we have nothing to proove

and are solid as a rock

our roots go deep

we have visited our ego many times

and as we works with our building blocks of the lower three chakras we open our heart

we live our dream each day

we let go of defining our outcome by ego rules

and we let our higher selves and the universe

bring us results beyond our widest dreams

because our higher self and the universe are limitless

they are literally unlimited because they do not have a mind or beliefs in the way we do as egoic individuals

When we allow ourselves to co create with the universe in this way

which of course is us too

then we truly co create from the heart

Our heart is the key to unlocking our abundant authentic selves

It holds the secrets to our heart’s desire

how we are open and intimate

and how we are hurt and seek integration

When we see our shadow we see what eclipses our sun masculine energy

and how our moon reveals our our true feminine self.

In this Blue Resonant Storm year of the Mayan calendar we can see how we create stormy conditions with our emotions

and how we can bring awareness of our heart yearning for wholeness when that storm arises

A storm brings healing and clearing when we allow it

if we do not heed it’s teaching it get’s bigger.

This is the misunderstanding of the Mayan prophecy

In a recent tarot reading I got The Tower Card for November ~

In years past I have had this card many times and was afraid of it

now I welcome it as I know when I go through this cycle I grow up emotionally and spiritually

as I let go of old ways

I am sending out a big heartfelt thank you to everyone in my circle right now for assisting me on my journey

I love and value everyone

especially my family who are such amazing teachers for me.

Thank you for choosing to have me in your circle

and you too my readers who often I do not know.

Creating this to send out creates learning for me that I love to share.

I invite you to feedback to me on the blog.

Lastly a special mention for my business partner and friend, Alison Sutton who I share The Heart Centre with

We have been on a great journey together these past few months and we are learning new ways to do that.

Thank you for inviting me to journey with you and hugs for all that we have shared .

You are a very special person.

It is our intention that The Heart Centre be a first step for us creating a community of Heart Centre Therapists

to share new ways of working from the heart

with authentic and honest relationships.

Over the next few months we are crafting workshops and meetings and hope you will contact us for what you want to know or share.

It could be you have a practical business that is related in our local community and can offer skills or services.

Maybe you want to connect to other self-employed therapists.

Maybe you are looking for a place to work from.

Maybe you are seeking to connect to something you may not know yet 🙂

Maybe you are ready to open your heart even more.

In these changing times it can feel difficult to move forwards because of the letting go of old ways and so often we get confused

and the key I believe it to develop trust and belief

faith

in ourselves

and the universe we are a part of.

We are always held and loved

and where we do not feel that

is where our next step lies within.

Love to you

Jo

White Mirror Day 2 Relationships

Day two of the wavespell and Blue Lunar Storm.

Day two is all about the challenge.

This energy is really about addictive behaviour which is often highlighted in the relationship fix.

Getting our energy vampire style through another.

Today’s energy ~ how are we seeing ourselves reflected back through others

Instead of being two halves making a whole

we can bring our shadow to light and be integrated

I have created a document today you can use in a practical way every day:

Daily Button Pushing Questionnaire

If you want to know more about how you can work with this wavespell in a powerful way to create transformation please get in touch.

Love to you and your catalytic storm breaking

www.barefootholistics.co.uk