Seeing the bigger picture

ColloidalSilverSingapore1We are now in a refining phase in the Mayan Wavespell calendar. In the first four wavespells since February the thirteenth 2013 ~ where we started a new 260 day cycle ~ we were in the Red Castle of the East ~ the dawn and awakening, connecting to the earth and grounding ourselves to forge a new path.

Now for the next four, we are in the White Castle of the North where the energy is clear seeing of the truth and refining our energy to clear our energy body. If we choose we can do this holistically and see the bigger picture ~ Mind, Body and Spirit and experience limitless transformation πŸ™‚ This fifth wavespell of the 260 day bigger cycle is Red Skywalker. This energy is all about bringing heaven to earth. As a number five it is the fifth element which is in light ~ mastery and in shadow ~ struggle. Throughout our lifetime we do the rounds with these spaces over and over with different aspects of ourselves.

Each wavespell has thirteen days and if we choose we can work with the energy to bring us more awareness of where we are on our path. It is simple to tune in each day and connect to the energy with whatever time we have available. Each time we do this we create an energetic change within us.

Today we are on day three of this uniting heaven and earth in our day to day life. Heaven is within. It is a belief system that we live. Blue Electric Eagle is today’s energy and this is all about seeing the bigger picture.

Our ego mind gets stuck in a rut and only knows what it knows… is driven by the past and what it believes was a “good” or “bad” experience. It is driven by the emotional mind and feelings and it doesn’t “do” logic. When we become aware of this and how our ego belief system is often steering us down a very limited path that we have often revisited ~ we are at a choice point to see our pattern and do something else.

In our ego driven western society we are led by the head and are often misled. We have lots of mind linked institutions that are coming from an ego viewpoint and this is a patriarchal masculine pattern. Take Science for example. When we understand how the Science community works we can see that it is very much a pattern of control and selective seeing. It is driven by funding and is often tainted by that funding. Much of the research that is heart led and for our conscious evolution never sees the light of day because the companies that provide the funds are interested in profit and in the world of health that is in people being unhealthy πŸ™‚ Many amazing inventions are hidden, bought out etc as they do not fit the money model. That is changing now as part of our turnaround towards Β more feminine patterns.

As we move into the Aquarian Age , we are becoming more individuated and self-reliant and asking more questions. Anyone who has been around for a few years and has a free spirit, questions what our society is “sold” and many people are now becoming more switched on as to what is the motivation behind our Governments and institutions that are ego pattern led.

Most of the big money making industries are invested in war and so to thrive ~ wars have to be created ~ there has to be a threat ~ and so this is created. This also reflects our collective consciousness as we haven’t healed our childhood experiences and past history ~ until that happens they continue to exist because they are what we believe to be true and create learning for us.

When we bring this down to a simple pattern without any political storytelling we see a pattern.

When we look at our bigger picture of history we see that ego fear pattern playing out over and over with different countries.

This was highlighted last week with a programme by Horizon on BBC2 where scientists are using data to see patterns for crime prevention in the USA ~ The Age of Big Data

In the same way we repeat our patterns and they can only repeat if we have the energetic beliefs to support their existence.

Since learning about energy therapies in 2007, I have started to question a huge number of my beliefs and what I have been educated about through the media, my school education and my peer groups general understanding. It felt very unsettling to begin with as my ego didn’t like me messing around with it’s deeply rooted belief system. When I read things that were a quantum leap away from my understanding I literally felt sick ~ it was a step too far. I have learned to take little steps now wherever possible ~ sometimes we get pushed over the edge by universal events πŸ™‚

It is key to our personal evolution that we remain open to new learning because our world is changing so fast….. so creating flexibility patterns that allow this is essential if we choose to move forward. We are in the emotional and electrical evolution.

At this time of year we are in a very masculine focused energy ~ Aries and as I am writing this we are in Aries moon with a new moon coming on Wednesday.

The more we learn about the heavens in terms of what the Sun sign is and what energy it brings, the Moon sign and whether it is waxing or waning and what the planets are doing …….the more we can tune in and if we know about our astrological chart we can see how that affects our individual energy circuitry. We can work with more awareness. In this waning moon time it is a great opportunity to let go.

If we have lots of clutter then that is a pattern of holding on. If we have lots of chaos in our lives then there is an imbalance in the opposite polarity which is order. There is no “good” or “bad” about this ~ it is what it is . If we have a lack of order then we will struggle to create flow. At this time of year we are in Spring which in the Chinese wheel of five elements is Wood. The opposite polarity of this is Autumn and in this system is Metal.

To allow more flow now we can see where we can create space within and therefore space without ~ what are we holding on to? What have we been experiencing since Autumn and the Scorpio gateway in October, that is seeking release in us so we can truly experience new beginnings?

I have a new blog that has just started: Seed of Sacred Living

I am going to be sharing my journey into new ways of living in terms of food and growing that food. I have been a gardener since I was knee high to my Grandad and pottered around his garden listening to his love of nature. He had lots of AA books ( Automobile Association) and Readers Digest Β and shared his journey in learning about all the wildlife that came into his urban garden. He had a pond and a greenhouse and I remember sitting on his back door step watching the hedgehog family visiting to snack on food he put out for them. Lovely memories .

I have recently acquired some books on the vibration of food with a high science quota of information so I can understand more about food in this way. I have known for a long time, that most food we have been educated to believe is healthy in the UK has simply been a marketing plan with no basis in truth.

As I am currently working with addictions using energy therapies and have lots of food addictions ~ sugar, chocolate and old ways of eating, it is fascinating to learn about the mood changes that come with lots of different foods such as meat ~ very addictive and stimulating with the same pattern as nicotine and caffeine. Also eating anything that is from an animal and therefore anything the animal has taken into it’s energetic being is passed to us. Although this may now be common knowledge after the huge fears that came with Mad Cow Disease and salmonella in eggs on a broad basis, we soon forget the bigger picture ~ what manure are we using on our veggies ? What vibe are our veggies growing in? Reading a book about the electrical in all living beings and how we create different electrical polarities to regenerate is fascinating stuff. Will be sharing more of this as I learn how to integrate it in my day to day experience. All living beings respond to the love vibration and when we merge with that being through consuming it ~ what vibe do we choose? Many products marketed as being healthy ,vibrant … that true? If the person involved in the growing and packing process is there reluctantly and feeling miserable about it, undervalued etc……how does that transfer to the goods? Everything is connected πŸ™‚

I have often felt a dissonance from people I know who are vegetarian/vegan/have knowledge of energy therapies and ancient practices such as tai chi ~ because……

they aren’t a vibrant picture of health and don’t walk their talk. Many people I know have gone down this avenue from a fear based intention and I understand this.

What I have learned is ~ back to the bigger picture~ it’s the whole deal that works.

If we have a belief system that is largely fear based then we cannot receive from the universe. Imagine our cell receptors that are limiting our experience because of times in the past when we have been hurt and so our feminine in circuit is being filtered.

It doesn’t matter how much juice we drink or how much yoga we do ~ we have beliefs that block our circle being completed. Let’s say we have had a bullying experience as a child and it was around girls ~ if we haven’t cleared that emotionally our ego is still of the belief that girls are unsafe and the universe has to bring us that reality. If we look closely at our life experience we will see we are still living that in some way in our relationships today.

The older we are the bigger that pattern ~ it becomes a black hole that has energetically increased with each matching experience. This results in an imbalance and in ph terms this is acidic.Β 

When we have too much acid, the metaphor ~ eats away at us ~ is inflammatory ~ is blistering ~ and if left unchecked will create dis~ease. It is impossible for someone who has this pattern to create wellbeing on a long lasting basis because being peaceful and harmonious isn’t a match for their underlying vibration.

Eating high vibe foods and being out in nature will help counterbalance this ~ the key is to let go of the acidity emotionally. Letting go of the vitriol changes the vibe of the organs in the body. At the moment it is a great time to cleanse the liver and gallbladder. The liver is where anger is processed and the gallbladder ~ bitterness and bile. Again a prime example of this is the gall~bladder being unable to process fatty foods and dairy ~ it is not an energetic match if we are holding bitter vibes. Coconut is a great way to heal and allow nurturing ~ matches breast milk in many ways. Tapping on our bitterness and bile creates a shift on the inside.

One of my key dis~ease areas that I have written about before ~ my teeth. Since my teenage years I have had teeth removed to make space, braces that damaged enamel and a series of enamel veneers, crowns , metal removed and currently plastic crowns allowing a shift in my central governing channel.

Much of our modern health systems in the West have no awareness of ancient wisdom which has been available for thousands of years in the East ~ as it would be Β  πŸ™‚ East awakening ~ West transformation through death πŸ™‚

Trying to explain to a dentist about this often falls on deaf ears and this is key to my own journey about why I am experiencing this with my teeth. The key areas for issues is connected to the bladder meridian which is being “pissed off” πŸ™‚

This is also the area of the throat chakra and ingoing of the breath ~ where I receive from the world and my feminine intake. It is also linked to my nose and what gets up it πŸ™‚ and my knowingness πŸ™‚ My Lilith in Aquarius.

I really have an issue with close mindedness and a lack of respect and gentleness in relationships. It is a major issue I have at the moment where I am experiencing that in my life and….

it’s an opportunity to heal it. This is the journey we are all on and how our universe pattern of opposites creates πŸ™‚

What I find difficult to swallow is arrogance of ego led individuals who believe if it cannot be measured or proven using their ways of doing that……it doesn’t exist.

The pattern of limitation and immaturity.

My first injury to this part of my face was as a child on someone else’s bike ( that I “should’t ” have been on. It was too small and I didn’t know how to work the brakes) I was going down a hill on my street and my mum was coming round the corner in a car. I put the front brake on, skidded down the road…..on my face. I went to hospital and had stitches and although I have done lots of tapping on this there are more threads to be healed and more learning…..Lots of experiential revisiting too.

Many people I have encountered in health industries and many people I have had as client’s with trauma from receiving care from individuals in this sector, have emotional trauma because the individuals had no empathy for them. They felt brutalised not just by their physical trauma but by the lack of kindness and compassion Β that was there for them.

When I work with EFT with this we go back to that event and we release the emotion that has been frozen in time. Then when that space has been energetically desensitized and decluttered a bigger picture view can often be seen because the hurt is no longer there distorting the picture. It is important that the first part takes place before moving onto the second part of the process……… which is seeing why that may have been happening for the other party ~ the ego loves to go to this place straight away to avoid feeling the pain however when that happens the avoidance pattern means no healing and that frozen space remains πŸ™‚

When it is truly cleared we are in a different energetic space ~ this is the process of forgiveness .

We can then see that often people in medical service have developed strategies to allow them to work with people in pain all day ~ which often means they have never Β been a touchy feely person because early in life they had experiences that prevented that ~ or they learned to layer armour in their training and probably both as it was simply their energetic pattern expanding. To do their work they have to work with the clock ~ look at the none sense of junior doctor’s in A and E ~ yet we spend millions on uniforms πŸ™‚ madness……

The more we look with our eyes open the more we see the madness all around πŸ™‚ How many people do you know who want a war machine? Although we speak out and march and protest……it still goes on. It is time to see how to really create a change in our world in a different way ~ from within ~ by looking at our patterns and changing them.

When we have no need anymore for parental control……it will cease to exist ~ may take a few generations yet……

The key for our evolution now is to explore balanced ways of having relationships with others that aren’t motivated by fear.

If we aren’t living a balanced life ~ and for most of us that is impossible if we are plugged into western ways of living and working ~ we start to take steps towards that holistically.

Exploring new ways of being is key and often that means revisiting old ways paradoxically.

Back to the metal element . Today I am researching colloidal silver to use for treating my gums. This is today’s picture. I am also using ph balanced water to drink and salt based toothpaste. The toothpaste also contains essential oils ~Β myrrhΒ is a key one for healing this pattern.

Teeth and gums are about decisions made and how we bite into life. If we are having root canal issues ~ deep root undermining.

How often have we trusted “professionals” and experienced emotional and physical wounding? No blame intended ~ simply being discerning. As an individual they see life according to their learning……and that often isn’t a match for ours on a well-being basis ~ it is always a match for us vibrationally and….an opportunity to raise our vibe πŸ™‚

It is time to become a professional on ourselves. Anything is possible now as all knowledge is available via the world wide web and the more we learn to use our intuition and balance our masculine and feminine, the more we live in harmony and create heaven on earth.

Please feel free to feedback on your experiences on the blog. I am very interested to hear about anyone’s experience with colloidal silver.


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