Blue Electric Monkey


Blue Electric Monkey 


The picture I have used for this article is of

Hanuman ~ the Hindu God 

More info about him here :


The key about this info that I am focusing on is :

He played a key part in an epic war against a demon God

He was the son of a wind God (Hermes/Mercury/Thoth in other frameworks)

His name can mean ~ pride that was destroyed 

My perception of this is that it is a mythological event

that has been created to embed

a process in humanity

A transformational process

of human evolution

which is also

what the 13 Clear Signs reveal 


In the early stages of humanity and it’s consciousness evolution

this is akin to stories of wisdom


morality through all cultures and ages


stories told to children

fairytales that are often dark




these stories go into a deeper place in the collective consciousness

Now we are starting to work with these archetypes in a whole new way

Humanity is ready to shape their reality


We have been shaping reality unconsciously en masse for millenia

So we can see what creates what

As always this is my experiential opinion

I am a common woman

I have an intention to share my journey and consciousness

It is not my intention to create offence or be disrespectful

This is key awareness too

This is key to working with conscious intention


being as clear a communicator as I can 

being respectful


letting go of what other people think

because I cannot control anyone else 


their opinion of me and my opinions 

All opinions are valid and valued in this amazing 

Reality Game that we are all in

I am writing this in a Capricorn Full Moon energy 

just having gone into Aquarius

at 5 degrees as I initiated this blog 

Humans worshipping an obese nature goddess.
The feminine is the most ancient and the most futuristic of source energies. It is far back and near forward. Either or both ways, in source wisdoms or in awakening vision, you cleave to the Mother for inspiration, guidance, and sustenance. Your whole heart and soul are given over to the lineage of those who know and serve the Goddess. An evolutionary return on the next spiral to a fresh individual discovery of just how to follow the Divine Feminine within Earth expression. Moving into innovations, breakthroughs, epiphanies. Living for these. And in the stream of a whole new world coming into being, right in the center of what is vital and pivotal and must come out. You feel synchronized with the collective, riding the crest of the wave, knowing and remembering what living in the Earth is truly all about.


Articles about this Full Moon at 27 degrees here:

Chani Nicholas 

Joness Jones 

As I write this we are in the last few days of Cancer Sun


Cosmic Moon Day 24 

Moon Day 24 is my Moon Day 🙂 

Every Mayan Moon Day 24 I get deeper insights 

If you know yours tune in to this awareness every month


We are in the last few days of

the Mayan Year

White Planetary Wizard 

the manifestation 10th day code of

Red Serpent Wavespell~ relationship process and the 13 day code that takes us into the heart of the matrix



Blue Monkey Wavespell



Asteroid consciousness coming in ~ new codes of self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us

How has this year been for you ? 

Have you found it easy to go with the flow of the universe rather than your own will ?

We are approaching a tremendously powerful transition year

Blue Spectral Storm


Planet ~ Pluto

On the day I am writing this

Red Overtone Skywalker

Planet Mars

This is the 5th code of

Red Moon Wavespell

The awakening code in the

Green Castle of the Heart



Vladimir Kush ~ Ocean Sprouts 

The 13 day process of

being truth

being the beacon of light

Free of corruption

by transforming corrupted code

corrupted life events

ancestral healing

ancestral awareness

Creating Heaven on Earth through each one of us

as an individual releasing times of Hell on Earth 


Vladimir Kush ~ above the sea level 

Here is a love~ly blog about this code:

13x productions :

Moon Wave Reborn 

This 13 clear sign is

I believe

The alchemy code essence

of the 13

It is the heart of the matter

Venus is the planet

It is literally the spine of the Tzol Kin

It is the central column

The top of the pyramid process

The Blue Castle

The Blue 13 day process of transformation




Born from the Sea  ~  Vladimir Kush 

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is what this 260 day process is all about

Transforming our childhood experiences

so we can grow into emotional maturity

as a collective through each individual doing this maturation process



only then

will we have a harmonious safe space for all

because all will understand what creates peace and harmony

and be it

and live it

This process has always been happening

because all is necessary for human beings to know this

All this pain

All this suffering over thousands of years on planet earth

Has created a structure

A foundation stone

That we are now ready to place another layer on

Everything is perfectly aligned

On time



just because it is going to take time

as long as it takes

For those who are ready to do the process now


It can begin and expand

Peace begins with me



Ascend the Spirit ~ Vladimir Kush 

There is no need for anyone else to do anything

When the individual has that focus on the outside 


a need for everything else


everyone else

to change to be happy

this peace process cannot happen

The ego misdirects and wants to create

a conditioned consumer dream

That is the collective humanity delusion now:

If I buy enough stuff

If I am beautiful enough

If I have the “right” car

If I have the optimum career

A beautiful body/face/dress/wife/husband

If I have more money than my boss


We are all in that money spin doctor game on some level



Vladimir Kush 


in the world we live in right now

it is true that most of us do need money to live


there is a myth that there is a shortage of it

Yet in truth ?

Look around at the

new buildings

new roads

new trains

new stadiums

new structures that corporations are somehow accessing ?

Think about it

Know it is simply another myth an urban fairytale that is obscene and terrible


yet a necessary experience to witness what the ego can do when at it’s most pathological 



It is time for humanity to wake up

to yet another level of man’s inhumanity to man

and see how that ego pathology

has morphed for this generation

For whatever excuse aka lie

It is systemic and we all do it at some level for many reasons 

Be a hypocrite

Live a lie

To try and survive

Do what we know 

Time to see a different solution?


Vladimir Kush 

It is radical

It is hard to swallow for the ego

It leads to freedom

It lets go of blame

It allows new solutions to be created

It is an inner job

All of this war and aggression

comes from our childhood experiences


our ancestor’s childhood experiences

that is where the root structure is 


Vladimir Kush 


From our child development

When we could not get our own way

Because an adult said no

Simplistic ?

Yes and the truth is most things are very simple at their core

All the technology we have today was created by a human being who once had an issue in their childhood

Take washing up for example

Do you want to play out in the garden with your friends in the sunshine ?

Or wash a pile of dishes that someone else had made ?

Food for you maybe that you didn’t like and had to eat

and now you have to wash the many pots as well





at all those around you

especially those making you do that or ridiculing you

and no way to avoid that

or the next level was even worse if you did

as maybe it was compounded with guilt and shame and humiliation

or more punishments so any choice available is an unwanted choice 

Take education for example

4 T

Pink Floyd animation from The Wall

Do you want to go and sit in a classroom with an adult who doesn’t like their job

learning about something that has zero interest for you


no practical or fun application with a group of peers

who are equally unhappy about said situation


may even blot out all learning opportunities whether you want them or not

because they are louder and ruder

and more aggressive than you 

Do you want to go to a place where you are bullied every day by other children

and adults


now have to pay for it at a so called higher level

with no guaranteed position at the end of this system you had to do

Now law in the UK


when you have got yourself in debt and have no money

have a pittance given to you ~ eventually

as long as you agree to take any job

virtually any where

for a pittance

Do you want to wear a uniform and be a clone

Do you want to serve others who are rude and bully you?

Do you want to coercively bullied ?

This is now illegal in the UK for person to person

Article here

yet our authority systems are doing it every day to all citizens

So is it a surprise that our society has issues ?

Is it a surprise that our society is sick ?

People are not machines

People are amazing beings

I know what I am sharing here

Is so simple in many respects

It will be ridiculed by many

As I said earlier it ain’t rocket science 😉 and no surprises to many

and yet once you start to do your research and go down that rabbit hole

it get’s even darker than a

Stephen King Novel but that is where we have to go to find out the truth 


All the evidence is there in plain sight of our mad society 


what it is creating

and how corporations are actively seeking to overrule laws


common sense


these are also individuals


human beings that are no different to anyone else

yet think that they are 

These individuals are the key power manipulators

who extort and manipulate society rules

to bully and get what they want

through fear and abuse

and yet  

seemingly many people admire them


create TV shows about them doing exactly that


even vote them into positions of power ???

All parts of the system are essential to it’s expansion and creation


Vladimir Kush ~ Behind the trees

If we look at generational patterns

using tools like



The Mayan Calendar

we can look in depth at family patterns

How each generation has followed on from the last

Seeking to deal with their childhood issues



This is key to this Astrological time of year

The astrological time of Cancer and Capricorn

The Mother and The Father

The Matriarch and the Patriarch

All our structures

that we create with throughout life


formed in the 4th House 


Vladimir Kush Moonwatch

In the natural zodiac this is Cancer

Where the bottom rung of

The Stairway to Heaven is

Midheaven being where we are manifesting our personal

Heaven on Earth

In the natural zodiac this is Capricorn

The 10th House

Here is an image I found to illustrate this ~ link to Dustin’s Website below :

What we manifest throughout life

is structured in our roots of childhood

Home and Family 

Our birth tribe 

If you start to look at your family constellations

you will see how they have shaped and formed your personal patterns


Vladimir Kush 

I offer you:

It is what we are here for to be consciously aware of at this time

To focus on how the home is the creation crucible

How it has been put under great stress


it’s importance has been overlooked

in a society who does not seem generally to value that

or understand that

part of our structure

which does not create something consumable

with a monetary value


this is total madness and unworkable

Something has got to give

at the moment that is the human beings who are collapsing under the strain

In turn becoming a “burden” on a system that is already under pressure

This week I have been noticing this in structures I have

Canopies pulled too tightly ripping under the strain in the wind

Pulled this way and that

Getting thinner

The fabric weakening

overstretched for a long time like me

Bed sheets pulled beyond their size eventually giving way

A tiny hole pulled apart eventually gives way to the forces

Coming undone



Surrender to the stronger forces

Time to stop resisting what is
knowing it cannot be sustained

I cannot sustain living like this with too much to do


too little resources


no way to do it 

Mission Impossible 

How many times have I been in this insane situation at work and at home ?


a pill will not fix this

Who does the housework? The garden? The nurturing?

Working a 40 hour week minimum with commuting on top that you don’t get an allowance for ?

Two weeks holiday a year if lucky?


Madness Process ~ outcome ?


Vladimir Kush

This process is designed purposefully

on one level

to restrain and control



by wilful children

lacking emotional maturity

lacking restraint

lacking the will to do what is needed from a place of integrity

from a place of balance

from a place of wisdom


inner control 


how is that possible when conditioned codes of co dependency

do not allow that

actively promote addiction and dependency



Look at the evidence of all these business models ~ no long term vision because ?

It is not a pretty sight ~ it is a road to nowhere in it’s present format

Often men are excluded from their children’s bonding process

Children are often placed in nursery and child minding with strangers

Births are managed clinically

I am not stating any of this to criticise simply stating truth

(Things are changing too bringing a turnaround )

Everything is being machinated to the extreme


it is madness

The feminine aspects are being repressed and denied

The simple and free things in life are no longer valued or even recognised by many

My Grandparents were born at the start of the world war times



Their generation experienced first hand what it was like to be a child

in a time of threat and


There has often been a propaganda myth circulated

that unwed mother’s


single parents

was a new bad thing that arrived in the 80’s by the media in the UK

There were lots of single parents in these earlier times

Lots of unwed mother’s throughout time

Lots of sex before marriage throughout time

Lots of men coming back from the war with post traumatic stress

Lots of women too with post traumatic stress who were nursing these men in the field

and at home

Dealing with the aftermath

My Great Grandmother had six boys…

that she looked after most of the time as a single parent

Her husband became an invalid after the first world war 

with no support whatsoever from the state system

that decided there had to be war 

She took in washing and lodgers

as if 6 boys to look after wasn’t enough

She killed herself in her 60’s 

She had had enough 

This is a common story in our history


very typical 


things have moved on in many ways 

on the economic and material level 

One of her son’s 

my Grandfather

was a Leo 

Like many of his peers he had

Saturn in Cancer 

A structure of emotional security 

An emotional feminine energy 


Cancer being the sign connected to the Moon 


This is a fabulous article about Saturn in Cancer 

I have learned so much by reading it 



Generational patterns of bringing light in 1915:

Uranus in Aquarius

Pluto in Cancer 

Neptune in Leo 

A time before the depression of the 30’s 

Very key to today’s repeating patterns around what led up to that state of being 

Silent Movies 

Key to awareness process

The Silver Screen 


Some celebrities transferred into sound 

A whole different way of acting out …

Some did not

Huge archetypal patterns and memes being broadcast into the collective

around ego identity structures

Can you recognise some of your ancestors patterns?

Some of yours?

I studied English Lit and have always been an avid reader 

I can see how my life has been shaped by this interaction 

Just had a big aha today around DH Lawrence ~ Sons and Lovers 

I studied this at school and I found it really depressing

but I can now see how it impacted on me in a big way as it was meant to 

I spent a lot of my time watching the Hollywood films with my Nan 

Saturday afternoons 

My belief system around happy endings

What determined success


Women and their role

Men and theirs 

All a Hollywood script with very little basis in real life 

escapism and yet the majority of people…

still do not recognise how we are being brainwashed by a framework

that does not care that this cognitive dissonance

creates mental illness

because it goes against fundamental human nature and values

held by the majority of human beings


we need to go there to know that 

What has changed today ?

We now get to see a bigger picture of the star on the screen


how their quest for stardom 

did not create a happy ending for them

and yet what they shared entertained millions of people


the personas where amazing

and at the same time they were suffering yet wearing a mask

just the same

as human beings who did not have their material wealth or fame  


How many celebrities of the 40’s, 50’s and 60’s

are now being seen in a whole new light as they truly were



what they were hiding ?

Their sexuality 

Their Plutonian shadow 

Their abusive behaviour 

Their self abuse

because they did not feel loved and accepted

and therefore did not love and accept themselves 

I cannot find an article about

Neptune in Leo transit around 1915

but I have found this article about

Pluto in Capricorn at 27 Degrees 

I did not know this but this is the exact degree of the USA ‘s chart 

Here is a very revealing archive article by 

Dane Rudhyar 

Uranus in Aquarius in 1915

and again in 1996 to 2003 

when my daughter was born 

an article here :

evolving door


here are some celebrities from both periods 


This is what I am passionate about 

sharing ways 

sharing information


personal empowerment and transformation

amidst all these dark experiences 

is where the magical light is found 

Is where hope lives

Dreams are found again

in the realms of the

Soul seeking the impeccable path of truth 



Vladimir Kush Dreamcatcher 

If you are ready to work consciously with these spirals of evolution

I have some workshops and ebooks that you may find beneficial :



A Day Out Of Time Webinar 

Simply click on the links 

Wishing you joy and love wherever you are on your Cosmic Cookie Trail

here I am on mine 


Blue Spectral Eagle ~ 11 Letting go day


Red Serpent Wavespell

Day 11



Blue Spectral Eagle




Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand on the information

eagle woman


Today we let go


We let go of all that isn’t joy or love ways of relating that we

have experienced in the last 11 days


It is the last portal day 

Today we can see the bigger picture if we are able to fly high

and look down on ourselves


This is the Meta position


The energy of

Archangel Metatron

Again as well as connecting to the story of this we can see it is also simply a code


A meta code


The bigger picture code of creation


That we are here as Indiana Jones ~




Lara Croft Feminine


combined as the Avatar team



to decipher 

We are the code breakers 🙂

bringing in the new myth of the Aquarius Age

Today is day 11  and always about letting the wave of creation we have birthed….

crash onto the beach

and all about letting go of anything that has been showing up

over the last 11 days that feels tight 

our Serpent skin wanting to be shed so we are free to fly high

and be in a space of love 

Blue Eagle energy flies high above the path and sees how everything has been perfectly aligned to bring us to where we are.

If we feel stuck in a tight spot that is squeezing us ~ something’s gotta give 

We may be afraid to let it go because it is what we know

If we keep holding on the universe brings stronger energy to bust us out of our cocoon 

It is moving closer to butterfly time in the Norther Hemisphere


Transformation and birthing is a messy process 🙂

It is painful

notice the wording in this video which beautifully reveals the process

and it is the same in the soul transformation


losing the head and feet 🙂

so that new focus points are birthed

Today is also 

waning Sagittarius Moon


The Wayshower energy

The Archer and the bow

What can be released

The Chiron energy of the wounded healer

so we can start to trot again on our path 

those little hooves finding firm footing


 I have lots of ways to support people on their butterfly process 

and learn new ways of using EFT to live the life we want 

I have ways to work with every budget and different approaches such as Thoth Tarot and energy coaching with an outcome you wish to create.

Energy circles and alchemy workshops  

This is key to

Being the change we want to see


Most people are just starting to know themselves and realise that this is how we raise consciousness on our planet

It is impossible for our planet to birth a new paradigm and new beginnings

when the majority of people are still holding old mindsets
old energy
old emotion

from the past….

and so the past keeps repeating

It really is that simple 

Our planet is our playground and it holds the energy of the Age of Aquarius coming in


To play easily with this energy requires

alignment with it

Learning new ways for each and every one of


We are the new dawn and

the midwives of this change  


Heads up on the next Wavespell arriving on Tuesday

so you can  team up with me if you choose to work powerfully with this energy 🙂

I also have a workshop next weekend

Art of Alchemy with EFT


If you cannot make it and would like one in your home town I am happy to travel

if you can get a small group together 🙂

 So New Wavespell starting on February 25th
A 13 day spiral that is all about our reflections being shown

If you have been experiencing a tough time over the last eleven days as old issues have been coming up around relationships ~ loving the skin you are in
your health
your wealth
How you want to live being very different to how you are living

then this next transformational Wavespell is a great way to work

consciously with this raw material

The White Mirror Wavespell


is all about seeing the world

that we live in as a holograph and a reflection of our beliefs

We create our world based on our electric holograph

that we have shaped through our life experience so far

The empowering aspect of that

is letting go of any belief that someone else is responsible for our life situation

As we have created it 
(and most of our creation is without any conscious awareness)

We can now start to work consciously with it if we are ready to

In whatever way we are ready to

knowing that we are always supported by the universe

It is what we are here for 

This is why the knowing and accepting of oneself is so important

This is the first place to go to start to connect to our source powerfully

and be able to shape our world 

When we are in denial of taking responsibility and blaming others

we are putting our power outside of ourselves

and so…..

the power is held by others

When we are ready to look at ourselves…. no matter how painful

We begin the mastery process of alchemical lead into gold

There are tools to support us

We each have the answers within that are unique

We have frameworks available at this time to work with that are crafted for this process 

If it is your personal wavespell this is your life journey and soul purpose.

It comes around every 260 days to work with. If you choose to work consciously with it then it is very powerful. A time of connecting to co create with the universe and raise your vibe, centre your core and integrate.

If this is your Mayan Sign this is your Wavespell:

White Magnetic Mirror
Blue Lunar Storm 
Yellow Electric Sun
Red Self-Existing Dragon
White Overtone Wind
Blue Rhythmic Night
Yellow Resonant Seed
Red Galactic Serpent
White Solar World-Bridger
Blue Planetary Hand
Yellow Spectral Star
Red Crystal Moon
White Cosmic Dog 

If you don’t know your Mayan Sign here is a decoder ~ simply put in your date of birth:

If you would like me to send you more info for a bigger picture please message me and I will do this for free ~ giving you a more in depth about where you are on your 13 year cycle.

This often makes more sense of what is happening right now in your world.

Currently I have a two week wait on this as I am busy at the moment doing lots of charts and signs for people 

The energetic code for this Wavespell is :

Living honestly from the heart and seeing each resistance that arrives as simply a gateway to new learning

Letting go of any emotion arising that isn’t love and joy

Connecting to what belief systems have been created that aren’t loving that brought this event to reveal that

Letting go of any past events that are looking to be integrated now that we are still holding on to 

If we do not commit to this process for ourselves and become proactive then we are reactive and these same patterns will repeat until we change our inner:

energetic blueprint ~ our thoughts and beliefs
emotional body ~ our heart hurts
way of relating to ourselves and the universe ~ creating self supporting and loving frameworks that are free of co dependency
Being honest with ourselves

We are the projector of our inner world

If our heart’s desire isn’t happening in a feeling good way then it is simply

Time to change our inner slides 

That is the only way to change the outer 








Don’t be scared to love….

Turn a different corner 🙂


Love to you and your letting go

Catalyst Coming Wavespell



White World Bridger Wavespell


Day 4

The Structure Day of every 13 day Wavespell


Todays energy signature is 

Red Self Existing Moon


Please click on the links to expand on the information which leads to other web sites

all about awakening today

to firstly

our own structure


secondly as a point of focus ……

because as any adept knows

to know thyself is the key focus

and what we are here for 

the co creative focus is to know the universal pattern now that we are co creating with

The language of light

and the new wave of energy coming in

The new code

I have had an amazing few days processing information that I have intuitively received


as I create the space within

using my catalytic convertor resource

my shadow

I am doing this in many different ways 🙂

 *I use the Mayan 13 day energy spirals to synchronise with what my universe is creating and raise my awareness

*I set an intention at the start of the spiral for the next step in my evolution

*I am guided by the energetic nature of the spiral

This one is all about surrender and death of old worlds to bring in the new

which comes hot on the heels of 

the bringing

Heaven to Earth Wavespell

Red Skywalker Wavespell

I did a blog  on each day of that wave which you can access and see how each day has a divine code to work with

on whatever level we choose

That framework remains the same ~ the nature of the energy pattern it creates changes


So now in this Wavespell we are refining what came into our awareness

~ came to light from our shadow space ~

on December 22 for the thirteen days over the festive period

What is seeking to die and make space through it’s transformation

so that we can 

fly high and dig deep

and go first within for the treasure we seek ?


This Wavespell started on January 4th


The framework I personally use

for my enlightenment process:

 *I use a Thoth thirteen day tarot spread that I do on the first day with an intention based on the nature of the Wavespell and what I am seeking to transform within me

* I create a document

* and every day I look at it in connection with the Mayan Wavespell

 *This gives me my energetic signature of the day and the universal signature of the day

the co creative framework

and connect to the cosmos ~ see what is coming in

Each day has an energetic signature to work with

I am very aware of seeing signs around me

In me ~ my body and emotion reflect what is seeking well being

what is emulating well being

It is child’s play

Feels good ~ heart full of joy


Feels other than ~ something that has potency to transform

The Wholly Grail that I am  🙂



Moon Patterns to weave with





On Waxing Moons ~ expansion , co creation, creativity out in the world

On Waning Moons ~ reception, regeneration, rebirth

The Moon is our sacred feminine self

Our emotion

Our mask and shield

Our mother love

Our potency

Our Goddess Gifts


She hasn’t been flavour of the month for many a moon

her power is growing now 🙂

Waxing moon in Aries today in the UK

New Beginnings

In the dark half of the year it is still going within time for

Inner Work

Letting our emotions reveal the root of our shadow




Shows us a path to the light

by going into the veil and the way is

the valley of death

leaf lantern

Magically on entering the library last week

I saw a book in the new in section

This was the third time I had a cosmic nudge to Dan Brown’s new book and so

I took the hint and selected



Just reading it now

and wow

so many messages for me 

what a cosmic cookie trail it has led me on ~ thank you Dan Brown

I have a different perspective to his

of the personal alchemy code

We all have this unique view which is why….

when we understand the deeper codes we realise

there is no “competition” or a need to compete as we are all on our golden thread that leads us into the dark 

as seekers of our own

personal truth 🙂

What is the next step exclusively for us on our very own tailor made journey

My connection to the novel:

Our family went to a wedding in Florence

where the novel is set

in 2009

which was our paradoxical year of loss as property renovators

the financial crash

and renewal of catalytic thrust to remember our passion as adventurers and travellers

course correction through an ego fall 🙂

As a teenager I studied History of Art

and when I went to the Uffizi gallery I got to see these wonders in person

there is no substitute for the intensity of colour and the energy for a Giotto

in the flesh



These early works of art can seem unsophisticated compared to the later works of other artists ~ their energetic flavour shines through.

To be in the presence of something that was intended to be of sacredness is felt by the heart

this is also a key to the heart path that differs from the mind

I saw Medusa by Caravaggio


Birth of Venus by Botticelli


I wasn’t intellectually aware of Primavera shown at the start of the blog

or that he had painted many illustrations for Dante’s Divine Comedy

and this

Map of Hell

Lots of new learning for me

Avoiding any spoiler alerts by revealing any plot 

the key message for me is the code

Dan Brown’s books have a theme

which I feel is so valuable and 

allows mainstream access to these hidden alchemical worlds

through entertaining stories

such is the nature of many a book from the past that is a hidden gift of personal transformation

which has been portrayed as a factual event

whatever our level of entry

we can all follow the cosmic cookie trail

that have been accessed by the few 

for centuries

and are now open to all

Most of the amazing works of Art could only be seen by the elite in the houses of the rich

such as the Medici family

who were powerful bankers

and if you read the information on their rise and fall here

Medici bank

you will see that again history is simply repeating itself ~

another cycle

there is nothing new under the sun in terms of our history repeating

What I am about to say may cause a few ripples to the ego 🙂

I am simply speaking from my experiential viewpoint of my journey so far

After working with people all my life in the entertainment and leisure world in different ways

in the service world

in the holistic health world

All these places with similar shared patterns

what I know to be true is this:

We each have a cosmic code that we came here with

embedded 🙂


If we keep that cosmic code the same 

the cosmic code we attract stays the same


it isn’t rocket science 🙂

No matter how many positive affirmations we speak

workshops we go on

massage and energy releasing treatments we have

meditations we do

We are doing them

having them

receiving them

releasing them

and our code changes very little


our emotion stays the same

it attracts the same

our cup of emotion is so full of shadows

that we are full to bursting

and our energy body 

physical body

wealth body

becomes distorted to accommodate that 

emotional structure

we haven’t evolved emotionally

because unless we release that old emotional code

on all levels

it remains the same

and so we are still doing the same

coping mechanisms to deal with all that emotion

they may mutate to something that appears new

We may swap alcoholism for religion and be born again

We may let go of emotional eating for embroidery

We may evolve our workaholism for workshopaholism

and inside we stay the same….

so we attract the same life experiences

as we are still unaware that we have a code

that is primarily alchemically transformed


by our feelings 🙂

now these ancient codes are on public display

now is the time for the curtains to be drawn back

This book ,  Inferno, like anything in our world, reflects knowledge back to us at a level

we are ready to receive

depending on where we are on our path

Are we ready to go within and create



Capricorn Space ?

Being with our inner Inferno

and our own personal hell ?


Pan space in a balanced way

Allowing our feelings to be in balance because we have grieved and raged

and freed our slave

Giving up and abstinence is the opposite of mastery

and can be an avoidance pattern

which means the alchemy process hasn’t been achieved

the pain has simply been diverted

Codes in plain sight :

The paintings of a time

the craft work

the carpets design

the movements in a sacred dance

an energy well being framework of movement such as yoga and tai chi

all hold the divinity code

like a seed

in sacred sacrament

ready for the seal to be broken open at the perfect time

beauty in the eye of the beholder

one of the codes in the book Inferno :

to see through the eyes of the dead

What this means to me :

When I have an emotional reaction to something

that isn’t love and joy

I know there is an old wound story there

This emotional wound holds pure gold in it’s raw form of shadow

When I am still holding this wound it brings like circumstances in my everyday world

so I have an opportunity to revisit this wound pattern

and create a different experience for myself

So for example my car may break down

I visit a garage

Something happens in my relationship with the garage

and I am unhappy about it

If I continue in this vein I am creating with this unhappy pattern

emotional vibe is the creative life force

If instead ~

I am in the unhappy place

I feel these unhappy feelings

I be with them ~ they seek to be felt

I then tap ( Emotional Freedom Technique) on these feelings and expand on these

What is the his ~ story here?

If these are very strong feelings that seem dis proportionate to

the causal event

I know there are several threads in there with roots in several stories in my past

When I have released this unhappy feeling event of today as much as I can 

I  go to the other places as much as feels necessary and is feeling emotional

and when I clear these root places

I see through the eyes of death transformed

I have surrendered to my feelings now

I have surrender to what is

I have surrendered to what is within me that is an old story

recognising that whatever I am seeing in my world

Is somehow related to me

It isn’t bad or good

It is simply the universe ~ which is me

bringing me my beliefs

and there are lots of ways to look at that bigger picture if I choose

it is all about my choice 🙂

When I have cleared these old wound stories

I am clear of that history

I haven’t changed my past

I have changed how I feel about it 🙂

I have freedom from the emotional hold it has on me

What happens at this point is…..

Catalytic conversion


I have changed my inner space

I change my law of attraction

I change my energetic code

I get a total reframe

and if I choose I can also use EFT to expand on this reframe to open myself up to

new learning

new adventure

ready to be open to new ways of being

The Secret Formula:

No matter who

or what


 magical food



we do

if our inner receptors are on closed and hurt

the love goddess energy is like the wolf faced with the three little pigs red brick house 

who huffs and puffs 

and cannot get in

because of the wall 

we have built around our heart

the code of 

keep out

All of these amazing gifts that we are wishing to create change for us 

cannot resolve our energetic system


check out these amazing new ways of transformation

find groups and people who you can connect to

who are using these frameworks and see for yourself

and first and foremost start to learn them yourself


see the magic

feel the difference

This is the major starting point

Most of the frameworks today are in reverse order and focus at the beginning and outside

Start with the end in mind

Remember that the most important thing to you that you hold sacred

is what is the key

What we are being

is what we are doing

is what we are creating

The intention is very important and is the difference that makes the difference

If we are being manipulative

we are sending out a code

and this code means…..

a message to the universe

Live by the sword and die by the sword

We are what we eat

what we believe

what we do


If we do not treat ourselves respectfully …..

guess what 🙂

The universe shows us lots of events and people to reveal that way of being so we can see that

The Map of Hell painted by Botticelli reveals all these places

and people back then really believed there was such a place….

as hell

some people still do

We have no way of knowing what is the true intention about these creations by the original person unless they choose to speak to us 🙂

What I believe, is reading Dante’s history , is that he was exiled from the place he adored ~ Florence

He was exiled from the woman he adored who married another

He was in his own personal hell every day and as he was feeling all those feelings this gave rise to his way of using that space


he wrote about it

What I now see ~ which I didn’t in 2009 when I saw those paintings

is the code in them.

The hell I see is the one each person creates with their thoughts and beliefs 

Their victim story

The Primavera Process

We are a living walking breathing history

The past has created us as adults

Everything we experience today has been shaped by our interactions on planet earth


so this past creates our future

Do what we have always done and…..

we create the same


So the past is the right hand side of the painting

and here we see a dark angel ( known by some as Zephyrus  who, as the west wind , brings transformation ~ see the link here ~ Primavera meanings where there is an in depth interpretation of characters) whispering to the first woman

It is similar in many ways to the Pan painting

From this interaction there are plants coming from her mouth

the next woman in line appears to be pregnant

In the middle 


in red

is Venus

Next in line are the three graces

being the focus for a messenger of Eros love’s arrow

To the left on completion we have a male ~ thought to be Mercury

otherwise known as Hermes and Thoth in other culture’s

The process of Spring and new beginnings

and yet ~  are oranges manifest in Spring  in Italy?

So we go from the wind ~ spirit speaking a message to a human being

who’s message gives rise to flowery words

who becomes pregnant and is the epitomy of abundant fertility

The root chakra

the sacral chakra 

the solar plexus

Venus as the heart chakra space in the middle

She gives rise to the throat, third eye and crown

which in turn creates the masculine energy of thought and reason

In terms of the seasons

the dark months of the year and spiritual inner work

give rise to the process of Spring

Aries time

It is the darkness that brings the light process

If you feel ready to start using this alchemical process for



or to use your awareness in a different way


I have a workshop that may be of interest 🙂


The next Persephone Path ~ Catalyst

is taking place 

on the 18th of January 

which is the next Wavespell to follow this one and is 

the catalytic  energy of Blue Storm

It is my personal Wavespell

It is perfectly aligned 

for this work in the waning moon of Leo

More info here:

Persephone Path  Catalyst


red overtone moon

Thoth Card Reading for Day 3 ~ the co creative day


Wonderful article here about this

which explains the bigger picture


Be Do Have and Universal Laws

and the opposite of my card today

The Prince of Swords

shows what happens when we go out of balance purely into mind and reason alone

We lose the heart aspect and therefore


lose heart ways of being and go out of balance into being led by the head

Our inner demons hold great power…..

over us if we let them weep and wail

force for amazing strength and transformation

if we are willing to 

look them in the eye


transform them

Be the catalytic crucible


Love to you beacons of light









Heaven on Earth ~ 13 Cosmic Shift




Red Skywalker Wavespell 

Day 13

Red Cosmic Serpent Day

Today we complete this energy spiral

Please click on the links to explore other sites

Today is movement day

What is seeking a shift?

Had a power cut in Somerset today.

Huge gusts of wind and hail

I predict a lot more of these this year

When our outer power is cut off we see many things

How self~ reliant we are

Can we generate our own heat and light source or are we dependent ?

Many people experiencing a power interruption……

which allows us to experience a change of circumstance

and an opportunity to




get off that karma merry go round

break the mold

change direction


Re Route our Sat Nav

by allowing our personal planetary space craft

to get an upgrade 🙂

Our Red Serpent Energy is our philosopher’s stone

Our body shows us where there is energy blockage that is interrupting the flow between earth and sun

Sun is our light source and our light giver

Our heavenly realm

Earth is our home and our humanity

This circuit ideally flows freely


and our human spacesuit is a vibrant craft

Our human command centre is our mind

It limits our journey by what it knows and uses our ego to navigate

based on the past

some of which is essential for our survival

The ego will do anything to meet it’s primary directive

Feel good and survive

Sometimes it creates totally bonkers methodology to meet this directive

If we have experienced euphoria with alcohol or heroin 

and this allows us to numb our emotional pain

It opts for that modus operandi

The immature ego does not care about what the side effects of this choice are

The means to this “Heavenly”  end are irrelevant

Look to history for the epic results of ego crusades

This is the narcissist who does not want to deal with their hurt

and is not willing to learn or invest time and energy in this inner transformation

This is our planet’s manifestation at the moment

Our mind

Our thoughts

create belief systems

create how our body creates

creates what that body creates in the world

Really simple

When we get stressed about something we set off a chain reaction

Our body is in fight, flight or freeze mode

Instead of feeling the feeling of fear

the ego looks for ways to discharge it 

strategies to avoid feeling it

When we have been doing this for a long time

Our body processes that energy and that energy is toxic to our spaceship

Imagine holding an expanding vat of acid for forty years in your body

This is vitriol

bitterness and bile

extreme masculinity

To counter balance that acidity our body creates a system to combat it


It creates lots of cells to process it

We have an outbreak of extreme masculine ego just now

at this turn around zone

What sort of thoughts and beliefs go with this expanding vat of acid?




To change this picture requires action

Removing the events from the past emotionally 

feeling the feelings we are avoiding

Allowing acceptance and forgiveness

when it is our time to do that

When we are ready

This removes the blocks

In each chakra


 the lower ones hold the gateways

and unlock the heart

remove the walls

surrender to the evolution process


Thing is we all know what we are angry or sad about

and when we decide to take responsibility for

how we feel

We activate our creative power

when we are looking to blame others still

we cut our power off 

the source of our suffering is seen as outside of ourselves

and we cannot control the million things outside ourselves so….

we feel overwhelmed


lose our energy

What is the point?

Personally I believe the point is for each one of us to

get our cosmic cookie trail on the road


Be the change we want to see 🙂

Be our Passion

Live from the heart

Create new ways of living and relating

simply because

they are from the heart

and this takes


Evolution of our heart space

This individual process…..

is what changes the cosmos

When we are in ego imbalance mode ~ we are still overusing our mind

being led by our head 🙂

Our mind is very useful

and can also keep us stuck in old paradigms 

We are now in a New Age of Individuation

to activate our oneness

first requires

celebration and refinement of our uniqueness

It is essential to

Know Thyself 

in order to

Know Oneness

Remember that our ego loves to be a talking book

full of “spiritual knowledge”

that it hasn’t personally experienced of itself

pretty much like a spiritual “app” to buy online

When we haven’t got that “app” plugged in 

where is the “knowledge”?

Take away ego structures and supports and we see the true initiate revealed

This is what is happening now

Bare Bones time

Time to walk the walk 🙂


Many people are afraid of this because….

they don’t know how


not knowing isn’t acceptable in our ego society

especially in certain spiritual communities

who thrive on their “knowledge”

and use it to feel superior

admitting we don’t know unleashes a tremendous force of spiritual support

Imagine your A Team with a huge sigh of relief 🙂

( A = Angelic)

This path is open to everyone and no one is excluded

except by their own ego 🙂

Here are some great intentions that can be spoken aloud

often and allow the initiation to begin


I am asking for help and I trust it will come

I am open to new learning

I am willing to do whatever it takes

to create heaven on earth within me


then let go of how this will happen

Being open to miracles

and new ways 

and at the same time…..

start to learn about the important stuff about how a human being really works

how our experiential universe really works

and most importantly

how you work uniquely and yes you’ve guessed it…..

Know Thyself is the gold route 🙂

Here’s an interesting insight ( well I think so :-))

I got this morning after tapping on this very subject

My partner and I were looking back over these thirteen days as to what is looking to shift

What comes up for us around Heaven on Earth

What the future holds

Making a 5 year plan for our mind to work with as a focus point

The key was how to reconcile what is happening in the world and the ego frameworks and being able to follow our spirit when all around controls are getting tighter around putting people in boxes and labels ~ ego society does not like free spirits and seeks to control that energy generally

The key is balance of the duality if at all possible as a place to be heading for to match the universal pattern

Spirit and Material World

Mind Body Spirit

Science and Magic

This is what the tools of my trade have given to me

Practical ways that work 

and why I love to share them

I took a leap of faith many times in my life ~ not least moving to Glastonbury with nowhere to live

It is part of the process of the Magician and High Priestess marriage 🙂

My Insight

On the Mayan Calendar of Planet Earth we are in a thirteen year cycle

This changes on July 26 every year at Leo time

The first seven years of every thirteen year cycle are the initiating years

the climb to the top of the pyramid 

This took place initiating in Red Magnetic Moon from July

2006  which is the overall flavour of the thirteen year spiral ~

awakening to our cosmic true nature and the ushering in of being in tune with our emotional, feminine selves

to Blue Resonant Storm in July 2012

which included the shift to a new paradigm in the Winter Solstice of December 21 2012

the new energetic pattern of the heart 

The next six years build on this energy just the same as the micro pattern in each Wavespell

Doing the lower chakra transformation automatically transforms the upper chakras

All the same pattern 🙂

On July 26 this year we go into Red Solar Moon

Completion of a cycle


On July 26 2015 we go into White Planetary Wizard



On July 26 2016 we go into Blue Spectral Storm

Dissolution ~ this will be a tough year for any resistance patterns same in many ways as this year using the regular calendar


On July 26 2017 we go into Yellow Crystal Seed Year ~ same as yesterday’s energetic blueprint


On July 26 2018 we go into Red Cosmic Moon Year 

Cosmic Movement 


On July 26 2019 we go into a new thirteen year cycle of White Magnetic Wizard


This will be a powerful cycle of magic and self empowerment

using a co creative framework ~ number 3

My intention for my five year plan

To open a retreat in Cephalonia Greece that is fully operational

for the new White Castle Cycle of White Wizard on July 26 2019

This will take me and my circle of family and friends

on a journey

on a process

on an adventure

The last time I did this Glastonbury wasn’t on my map 🙂

and here we are

Where will this intention take us?

Where will you be?

Do you have a dream?

My Thoth card for today reflects this

Prince of Disks


I had this card before ~ initiated my Yellow Sun Wavespell on December 09

More about that here on Love lights the way Blog

If you are ready to explore your inner world more


would like some assistance please contact me

If you would like to join an online group to share your experiences of working with Mayan Wavespell’s please join my Facebook Group

If you would like to know more about your thirteen year cycle, Starcode or Mayan Sign please send me your time, date and place of birth

I offer free consultations

so you can see how this can really work for you

Tomorrow is the start of a new 13 Day Cycle ~ which is essentially about Surrender

White Worldbridger Wavespell

If it is your Wavespell remember this is all about your cosmic mission 🙂

I have created a new practical document to use for our own awareness raising and synchronising with this pattern or indeed any of the Wavespells. 

It is free

If you would like me to send you one please message me

Love to your Cosmic Desires today

Let the fire grow higher 


Picture Credits

James Roe for the lovely heart focused picture

Picture 3

and for the white women pictures Andrew Gonzales

Sorry on the sources for the others there was no information as to artists or creators

Heaven on Earth ~ 12 Crystal clear formula



Red Skywalker Wavespell

Yellow Crystal Seed

Day 12

Day 12 of the Wavespell is the day of clarity


crystal awareness

The day of being crystal clear about what is required to create a structure for our co creation with

our higher self

our human self

our shadow self

and from this alchemical transformation place

we let go ~ yesterday’s dissolution in day 11 

of what is no longer serving us

co dependency

ego tango’s

outside “proof” that we are “successful”

It is the day that represents the new dance structure

We have the raw material in Days 9 and 3 to create this magical number 12

Look back on the entire structure of these past 12 days

and see our own personal


glass ceiling 🙂


Stained-glass ceiling of the Palau de la Musica Catalana, Barcelona, Spain 20130621

Remember it is

self imposed

Today is also a Galactic Portal Day

A powerful portal for integration


seeing if our chart ~ our map ~ aligns with our intended destination

are we heading in the light direction

with a team of focused navigators

who are aiding and abetting our heart opening process 🙂


This is always the case in this Wavespell ~ that this 12th day is a galactic portal ~ regardless of when it falls

This structure allows us to see the power and majesty of the universe and it’s amazing creativity

The Wheel turning and that there is a set framework in many respects….

and because there are so many other elements that come in to play 

there is also flux

In today’s particular universal energy ~ the astrology of the planets

we are in day two of new moon

although people refer to New Moon as New Beginnings

Wise weavers know that in the first flush of the youthful energy

we are still in the dark

the moon light isn’t reaching the earth

we are still in the in-between space of inter world

Time to still go within and be with the new seeds arising within

hold back on actioning them

noticing how it feels to temper our impulse for instant gratification 

always a sign of ego 🙂

whatever is done at the first flush will not last in terms of co creation for manifesting

often tis a rash route

and generally creates letting go for what is going to come……

later on as the energy stabilises

the middle of the waxing time ~

Waxing is the first fourteen days between new and full moon 

Day 7 is the pyramid zone

is a very good time to go out in the world to co create

if you have an intention 

that your relationship with others will bear abundant fruit


Remember also that this is still the dark half of the year

This is a great astrological forecast that really splits the year 2014 in two halves

by Austin Coppock

which really connects to the Mayan New Year starting in July

Remember that the majority of world focus is on

Ego Yang and going out energy

and overlooks the Yin time

Each are important to be in our full power

The more time we spend in transforming our shadow now

The more this will reflect back when the sun is in it’s power from Spring Equinox

for those in the Northern Hemisphere

Love Austin’s take on keeping the integrity of our wheel of clay

Thoth Card Today and Yesterday 

forgot to post this yesterday



The Wheel for dissolution Day


Here is a link for this

my take is: 

Look to the signs mentioned ~ Taurus, Scorpio, Leo 

Leo is the heart and having the courage to face the wheel of destiny and all it’s teaching

Also key to the same info in the Astrology Reports 🙂



5 of Wands

This is a great blog about this


Different cards ~ similar imagery 🙂

Remember that our Gold is found within our Lead

Light in our dark

This is the alchemy secret

of the Golden Seed

Heart Path

When we are ready to face our demons within

with courage

We cast off any seed husk that our ego has constructed

we bare our soul to the world

free from agenda

simply for the freedom

of loving the skin we are in

Love to you and your 
Seed Intentions
burnishing bright

building bulb energy time 🙂

Remember there are many shared patterns that we can learn from in nature that are optimum for creation

man made systems sometimes try too hard to reinvent the wheel 🙂

Love this video and love to tap with it 🙂

Picture links ~

Starting Flower of Life

Tree of Life ~ Mary Stubberfield

Heaven on Earth ~ 10



Red Skywalker Wavespell

Day 10

White Planetary Wind

The day of manifestation of our heart’s desire

Please click on the links for more info to follow the cosmic cookie trail 🙂

They expand on the information

Beautiful artwork today from Andrew Gonzales

So what has shown up today that is your bliss ?

What inspired thought has sprung from the well of your soul and brought you a quest 

I love this time of year

The frantic festivities have past

The madness of the consumer frenzy

and there is a bare bones feel about ….

the next steps….


stripping back


The dark before dawn where the bulbs hidden deep in the earth are starting to activate new life

A little shiver of excitement here and there in their stirring

a flicker of Imbolc around the corner

a glimpse of things to come 

that we have stored below ground

and are very slowly gathering the energy to emerge

Today we may feel something is coming as a blessing from our 

journey into our dark places

I am reconnecting to a dream I have that started long ago

When I first visited Greece

and lived there at my first Uranus Initiation of 21

In Crete

Today the Mayan Energy of White Wind

speaks of this Uranus energy

The initiator

the power

the breath of fresh air

Spirit speaking through us

This is the Goddess energy Sign in the 260 Day cycle

This is the Goddess coming in day 

in response to our initiation

this is her encouraging us to go on a journey


to love the process

look for the light

the silver lining 


in every dark moment


I felt inspired to look for the Apollo and Athena Ley Lines and how they connect to

The Michael and Mary Line that runs through Glastonbury

There are many lines converging here

This took me on a magical cookie trail

Here are some sites with info:

Lundy Isle Of Avalon

Ancient Wisdom

I have always deeply loved Greece

It feels like home

It has an amazing light energy


feel good factor

As a Goddess place of the Sacred Feminine


She is having a difficult time of things just now

She will emerge renewed

free from false ways of being

as we all will

when we come out the other side 🙂

This is part of the transition

So my dream is to light a fire this year 

rekindle this dream

To create some headway to reconnecting with my quest

to have land in Kephalonia

where I can create a sanctuary space

to build a sustainable way of life

using “new” technology

new to me at any rate

sacred geometry….

as of old living

in alignment with nature

create holistic health 

through food

through energy therapies

through relationship with people who share these principles

and find even more exciting ways

to open our hearts even more

I already have a blog for my home in Somerset and growing food there

using  Moon Gardening and Energy therapies :

Seed of Sacred Living . com

If you have been reading my blogs you know that we may have to move

as our house ( which is rented) is up for sale

Our poly tunnel is part way up

Currently our fences our down ~

blown by the wind

So boundaries wide open on the North, West and East

Today is a great day for contemplating the past year of 2013

and what we have loved about it

Looking deeply at our choices

What gave rise to them

What action we took

If we are past 21 ~ a key Uranus gateway

How are we still repeating those patterns?

Uranus Transits are very powerful


When I set sail to Crete I visited many places in the Sacred Triangle of the Goddess ~ unknowingly

I had friends who lived in Naxos


and visited Delos and  Myknonos

The Cyclades Islands


My partner at that time taught me a great deal about unhealthy relating

with a baptism of fire


because of that

I am where I am today

Blessings to him 

He brought so much joy 

all the places I went to

all the people I met

all the learning I got …

a lot of that wasn’t joyful at all and was the spark required for my personal alchemy

that led me to ask questions and search for solutions


We travel this world with lots of layers accessible to us

that open up as we unfold

when we are ripe 

we are ready

to peel off another skin






Just like the cycles

in the Cyclades

the eternal warrior on the high seas

Here is a video I looked at years ago

and it felt like a message from the Gods 🙂

My God and Goddess energy 

What message are you feeling today?

Where do you love to be?

What do you love doing?

Who with?

Remember that the true nature of manifesting

is to see our


we call it future

it is simply another place 

existing now

To be with this place of our imagination

The Seer within is seeing

involves a personal journey

transformation within

creates a route

to align with this paradise

in a heavenly way

If you need a guide 

a Magician’s assistant

to draw back the veil with you

on your next adventure

into the Indigo 

please get in touch

love to co create with you

let’s see what we can 




Gateways to…..


Be Do Have 

Is the trick

and treat

Remember there is no beginning or end

all that is required at any moment

is to light a fire

of desire


My Thoth Tarot today

Ace of Wands


Perfect magic wand for inspiration and activation

Wishing you joy and love for 2014

Fly high

Dive Deep

Look first within

for the treasure you seek


Heaven on earth ~ 8



Red Skywalker Wavespell

Yellow Galactic Sun

The language of light in the tone of integration

Galactic Tone


As above so below

What is within is also without

Please click on the links to follow a light trail to other information on other sites

Every single person on this planet that has ever been and ever will be

Is a wonderful teacher and a student

Whatever their cosmic code ~ within and without

Is sublime

The more each individual chooses openness

and perfects the learning of relationship

and the easier the journey becomes….

also as a Brucie Bonus

What goes with that as a side dish


more magic

more joy

and the capacity to see even more

wonder in all that one encounters

that often means travelling to our dark places too

When we notice the distortion in our code

pointed out with emotions that are not joy and love

and that doesn’t mean they are negative or bad…..

they are what they are 🙂

When we accept that there is no opposite to love in reality

Love is all there is

Through totally accepting ourselves

and bloomin Nora there have been thousands of years of programming the opposite 

beliefs into our DNA 

in the belief system that we are wicked

which suited the time and the learning

and the patriarchal priest 

co dependency pattern

and the whole system of religion

which was a necessary step in our evolution

otherwise it wouldn’t have been in there

for us to….

experientially understand

what it feels like to live

believing we are less than

and unworthy


How does that feel today beloved light warriors?

Have you got your prima materia to work with

Your own hair shirt script?

Your own wounding?

All your beliefs showing up over the festive period 

for you to see

purely your own shadow

Are you afraid of your shadow?

I’d be very surprised if you were’t 🙂

Tis the nature of the….

Bete Noir

The nemesis

It is hidden well this holy grail in this journey

because shadow work isn’t for wimps 🙂

Shadow work takes fortitude


and determination

It is where the 

true way showers go

down in the murky waters

to swim with the big fish

The big feelings

Re structuring our inner workings

and facing our pain

We are on the cusp of a new age

The light is returning…..

Through each one of us letting in more light

taking down those net curtains

revealing who we really are

with knocking knees 🙂

Pulling off the disguises

the masks

The layers of protection


choosing life

The first picture I chose today really made me laugh

it is so irreverent

Here’s a link to their website

Bougeraux Remastered

I love the juxtaposition of the sacred and everyday

the angels pulling at the neck of the woman in resistance

Resistance to change

This is the throat chakra

which is twinned with the

solar plexus

When unhealed our ego speaks through wounding

with a dark agenda

that is not truth

or language of love and light

and many people seek to disguise their true words and  dress them up

as something else

spin doctoring

but their true nature is always felt

so really a 

pointless exercise

an ego game

Had a wonderful morning with my beloved

Moon in Scorpio

and his dreams, insights and sharings

This also fits in with my

Thoth of the Day 


8 of swords

I haven’t found a meaning that suits my view of the world today 🙂

This is often the case in the world of the experiential heart path warrior

You find that most of the frameworks offered come from the mind warriors 

the Talking Books

who learn purely through their mind 

and do not walk their talk

I am speaking respectfully about this

We are what we are

They are very different paths 🙂

We limit ourselves with our mind 

as by it’s nature 

without experiential alchemy

it stays with what it knows

the universe is limitless

and when each of us….

let’s go of our limitations personally learned and imposed


and only then….

do we access our next energetic step 🙂

Our higher self cherub

prods us and pokes us to let go of that comfort blanket……..

and we have to choose to take the action required 🙂

Choosing light 🙂

Enlightening our shadow 

My interpretation

I have a card 8 for number 8 day

Jupiter in Gemini

Gemini is my north node

Gemini is the twin sign

Higher self and human self

Co creating

Consciously 🙂

It is my life purpose

I love learning new things and Jupiter is the expansion planet and the planet of Sagittarius

My last life

Jupiter is in Retrograde just now

Great post here

Jupiter in Gemini which……

is my Starcode 🙂

Jupiter was in the astrological sign of Gemini when I was born

Both my parents are Gemini’s

I am like a butterfly and can get distracted

and this is a feminine energy pattern ~ the chaos

the butterfly floating from flower to flower

tasting the nectar

seeing what differences there are

enjoying the beauty path

at some point

bringing the masculine in is key

if we choose to manifest something 🙂

A time for chaos

A time for focus

Balancing the two

to birth the new


Picture from Alex Gray


Knowing Thyself

What did you learn in your initiation birth family that felt wounding ?

What is your burden ~ your cross to carry?

What is your personal darkness?

What is your transmutation point

We are in waning ~ letting go Moon in Scorpio

crossing the threshold into later today in the UK ~ waning moon in Sagittarius

What about this has made it’s presence known in the last eight days?

Maybe you used this framework from Day 1

in which case you have the raw data there

The Wavespell started on December 22 This is the first blog

Heaven on Earth

If you didn’t take part each day ~ if you have a good memory you can retrace and retrieve it by remembering what significantly happened to you and how you felt on these days.

What have you done to deal with any discomfort?

Chances are that is a coping mechanism you crafted to protect yourself as a child?

What has come in for you from the universe that is

out of the blue?

Seems strange?

Feels unfamiliar?

New Moon coming on 01 January

This is big change time

otherwise feel and experience the resistance

This second half of the Year of Integration

Yellow Galactic Seed

My blog about that here

that started on July 26 2013

is taking no prisoners 🙂

If we don’t remove our masks

the force required for their removal

will reach 

gale force

This time of year in the Northern Hemisphere

Is the perfect time 

for working with the shadow

It is the dark night of the soul time

crossing the river of death

Our metal is forged through the force of duality

We are tempered

We are beaten

We are given challenges

that strengthen us

and teach us


faith trust

and the nature of our inner strength and resilience in adversity

If you are still measuring your life so far

with an ego measurement tool

You may find yourself wanting

in contrast to society’s version of success

doubting yourself

believing you are

less than

when the truth is

You are crafting your true reason for being here at this time

on planet earth

Can you see it yet ?

It is in plain sight in all the stuff that feels our of alignment with

western society

Exercise two

Stevie Wonder

If you haven’t explored Stevie’s amazing creativity and visionary gifts

Maybe take a look?

My partner brought this awareness to me

and we have listened to lots of his creativity over the years

He awoke with a song perfect for today

Sunshine in their eyes

It comes from his thirteenth album which was the first album he co wrote

Where I’m coming from

independent of what the Motown label and contract demanded

It is truly from his heart

More about that here:

13 is Cosmic Movement 🙂

Many people come to me that are very self aware

Intellectually they know lots of stuff about 


inner child

their journey

life the universe and everything

and haven’t experienced

emotional freedom technique

They have done talking therapies

drama therapies

acted it out

beaten it out

thrashed about

been to the four corners of the world

wrote books on it


all these methodologies are what they have learned as a child

to do something practical and avoid…..

feeling the feelings

When they rerun a past event that their mind insists they are “over”

and suddenly emotion comes in waves

they realise that they are

still emotionally invested in that past place

That is the difference that makes the


Love is felt

It isn’t an intellectual experience

If a person has never felt loved

no one can explain what that feels like

EFT gives you a tool to do this and bring in all the other gifts and wisdom you already have 🙂

We are here to feel

feel good

feel love

feel joy

If you choose

Listen to the video and feel

feel the music

feel how you feel about that connection

Here are the lyrics:


“Sunshine In Their Eyes”

A lonesome fear
A hungry face
A barren pain
A dream unchased
Oh I can’t wait until the day there’s sunshine in their eyes

A prayer is heard
By one so small
Let love be in the
Hearts of all
Oh I can’t wait until there’s sunshine in their eyes

You and I may never see them cry
Or wonder why the world’s so cold
You feel that they’re too young
To take a look around
But in their faces I can see the trouble all around

Today we must turn into lies
The truth already in their minds
Oh I can’t wait until the day there’s sunshine in their eyes

He can’t wait until the day there’s sunshine in their eyes
Oh I can’t wait until the day there’s sunshine in their eyes
Sunshine in our eyes

Oh my momma’s worried cause she feels the world is ending
She believes that everything is coming to an end
Papa’s stayin real careful cause his brother Sam was robbed
Trying to buy just a loaf of bread for baby John

See how the world escaped
All the streets turin bare
Most of the news is bad
Crime just feeds in the air

Sad is the song
Rolling along
Everything is happening

Wit is the tune
Are we all doomed?
Everything is happening

Cost of livin’s up, but the pay is low and down
Hate to see the babies starve cause momma cant be found
Sister lives alone, bolts and chains the door at night
Never ever walks an alley or a shorter way

See how the world escaped
All the streets turin bare
Most of the news is bad
Crime just feeds in the air

Sad is the song
Rolling along
Everything is happening

Wit is the tune
Are we all doomed?
Everything is happening

Father Bills gone fighting in a place where he’s a stranger
But could men die a stranger in every war
We all hide in shame bolding pointing to another
When the blame we know for sure is right in ourselves, in ourselves, in ourselves, in ourselves, in ourselves

Sad is the song
Rolling along
Everything is happening

Wit is the tune
Are we all doomed?
Everything is happening

la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
yeah yeah yeah
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
everybody say it now
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
ohhh noo
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
ohhhh oh baby
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la
ohh baby
la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la

This album was released on April 12 1971 ~ April New Beginnings in the mystical decade

Put it in the cosmic decoder and it is Red Self Existing Moon Day

Awakening the structure of who we really are

What will the world be like to live in 

When there is 

Sunshine in everyone’s eyes?

It is what our heart’s yearn for

It is what we are here for

Through releasing our blame game within

Love to you Lovers of Light and Darkness

Go for Gold


Eyes the window of the soul

What we see

is a many splendoured thing

purely of our own perception lens

As we integrate

Our integrity expands

Heaven on Earth ~ 5



Red Skywalker Wavespell

Day 5

Red Overtone Earth

Please click on the links for more information

A great website for information about these Mayan energetics is

Caban is the Mayan term for Red Earth

Mastery day


We chose to be here

Whenever we are not here and now

ego is present

Presence is when we are free from ego thought and feelings

aligned with our source

Being ungrounded is feeling seperate from the earth

issues of not belonging

blocking our base chakra energy connection to earth

running on spleen fight or flight

using intellect as a mask

trying to logic our way through an uncomfortable situation

to avoid feeling the emotions that come with that new growth area

See yesterday’s blog ~ number 4 for great videos from Caroline Myss for this

In her book Anatomy of the Spirit

a wonderful structure is revealed


You can keep it really simple  

Using EFT and tapping

Be with the feeling and then tap on it

Whatever you are feeling

and then follow the feeling to reveal the source of your pain

whether it is physical or not it doesn’t matter


yes all

absolutely everything painful

has an emotional root

If you use this methodology as a first port of call 

You will

Know Thyself

which is the Mastery Route 🙂

The information of the methodology is secondary


You don’t need to know how it works

for it to work 🙂

Trust in your sacred feminine

Indigenous people do not over think

have a lack of future, past and fear language

they are present

and accept the nature of things

this primary pattern is what is the root blessing

of the so called

Mediterranean diet

the love of family and living in nature

living in co creation with the land

food grown with love

all emotions expressed as they are felt



simply putting Olive Oil on your salad doesn’t achieve this holistic approach….

and it is a step in the love direction

same with a glass of red

it can be wine…

it can be cherry juice …..

It can be rose water

What is of primary importance is that we take time each day

to be

at one



with source


Letting our body that comes from the earth

and returns to it when we are done playing this part

reveal our next step

red moon1

Our body is our philosopher’s stone

emotions direct us as to what is flowing

and where we have created a block

with our mind

our emotional mind

our flight, fight and freeze

This is our game of life programme

that keeps us safe as a developing adult and….

paradoxically keeps us stuck as an adult

following old rules

that require an upgrade


Whenever we are feeling blue

there is an opportunity to upgrade through transformation

and jettison our past

So if you are a Red Earth this is your life mission

To create clear and grounded Source energy

for yourself

and if you choose consciously share this with others

At this moment in time we are shedding emotional ego masks

such as….

emotional avoidance masks

imbalance of intellect

emotional eating

fantasy escape

ego rubs

co dependent relationships that allow someone else to be an imbalanced part of us

Mummy figure

Daddy figure

All goes back to our roots 🙂

Whatever our victim story

is also our salvation

Around 42 

whatever we haven’t resolved and evolved in the first part of our life 

comes back to haunt us 🙂

If you are approaching that age or around it 

all the clues are there

If you are 30 to 40 you are in prime position to work with transformation now so that when you reach your Uranus Opposition

You are over toning on a whole different level 🙂

At 52 in the Mayan framework

We become Elders

Here we are mature human life experientials

maybe 🙂

or we can be masters of avoidance

maybe a bit of both ?

This is a very new approach for many people still

so if you are offering frameworks as a light worker 

Have faith and remember this

When the gentry created new ways of making gardens hundreds of years ago

with visionary designers

they planted for future generations

We get to benefit from their self belief

Capability Brown was the most famous architect of these gardens in the UK

Just been on a magical cookie trail with this 🙂

Our first summer in Glastonbury we visited Stourhead 

If you click on the link it tells you more 🙂

We have always visited old houses 

love National Trust places 

they always have obscure plants for sale 🙂

This place also has a significant connection to the underworld as you will read 


was a renowned place of Magickal practice in the Temple of Apollo

on it’s grounds

Felt very strange 

Living in Camelot County of King Arthur legend I also discovered that Capability’s real name is……

Lancelot 🙂

Well Well Well

Who’d of thought it ?

Here he is Virgo, Lancelot Brown.

Perfect Earth shaper 🙂


If you are an Overtone

or in your Overtone Year

I am in my fifth year of my Blue Hand Thirteen Year Cycle

To find out use this Mayan Calculator by putting in your last birthday date

Foundation for the law of time decoder

or send me your info

This is a free service

This number represents the fifth element

Time to create wisdom from the first four steps or years

Or if it is your personal number then this is what you are here for this lifetime

having had previous lifetimes building the four previous steps 🙂

Remember …..

the more you clear your chalice

the more your create a crystal clear space

to let your higher source self

come in

The Aquarian Age that we are stepping into

is remembering that our human body

is the cup holder for….

Our God and Goddess self


Here is a great series of videos called The Template

This is number two

I find them very powerful for me as I 

listen to their words

watch the images

feel my feelings

let the emotion come

and tap on my points using my mind

with the intention of releasing whatever is ready to go 🙂

How did your Christmas Day fare?

We ate a curry cooked by my son

We played Trivial Pursuit ~ a Canadian version bought for £2.50 from a charity shop on Christmas Eve and discovered our limitations on knowledge about Canadian geography and culture ~

We laughed so much at the obscure questions

We bought chocolate as “gifts” and received one

3 in all

What I noticed was we still placed a lot of emphasis on food

We didn’t decorate except for a tree sculpture we have all the year round 

 ~ put some decorations on there

The Christmas decorations we brought down from the loft

we looked through and they are going to the charity shop except for a handful

more to sort over the hols

For me this is letting go of old ways

and allowing myself to be free of the consumer pattern


that my family chooses their pace to do this too

not me forcing them 🙂

It is amazing how freeing this is and the ripple effect it creates

as I change my consumer programming

it isn’t really about Christmas

Just using Christmas as a focus

I felt sad about Christmas past

and allowed that

and let it go

we cannot keep creating the past

We are in a New Age

Love to your mastery today

My Thoth card is Death



This is a key friend to welcome on The Heart Path

The Goddess place is reached….

Through the

Valley of Death

over and over again 🙂

Heaven on Earth Wavespell 3


Red Skywalker Wavespell

Day 3 ~ the sizzle day 🙂

Blue Electric Eagle

Seeing the bigger picture of our path from a higher perspective

Click on the links to go further 🙂

Day 3 is the co creation day

This is the alchemy day

Day one ~ Red Skywalker and creating heaven on earth is the intention

Day two ~ White Lunar Wizard and letting go of anything blocking the flow of the universe through us in terms of self imposed limitations

We combine the two

If you have just joined the blog please check out the previous Heaven on Earth Blogs 1 and 2 


We have a vision of what we are choosing to create

We have triggers that stop us feeling we are in a bliss place

Here is a tool I use ~ EFT or tapping ~ a video about triggers

The alchemy of Blue Eagle brings the fire of death and transformation


This is the nature of the blue gateways

If you are a blue then this is your energy

West is the direction

To use the divinity matrix of the Tzolk’in is a bigger picture tool

When we started this wheel on Halloween 

This gave the flavour of the whole 260 days

Red Magnetic Dragon ~ what is the Great Cosmic Mother bringing us for our awakening

The Moon was Self Existing Moon 14


Creating an independent structure for ourselves

1 + 4 = 5

5 = Overtone and Mastery

This 260 day cycle is all about this

Now we are in the 5th Wavespell and……

If we choose….

We see ourselves clearly

We see our structure


this is the magical power place

When we see ourselves

Love and accept ourselves

We start the alchemical process of 


and only then….

when we are willing to open our personal Pandora’s Box

Remember that this is our emotional evolution time

on planet earth



To walk the mystic path alone

is purely

The Magician

This is always the basic framework energetic number 1 of the thirteen day Wavespell

The Patriarch

The Masculine

We are now in the coming in phase of the feminine once more

Day 2 on the Wavespell is the Goddess response coming in

The High Priestess

within each individual the balancing of masculine and feminine within

Giving ~ asking and intending

Receiving ~ being open to learning 

We do not know bliss with our head 🙂

We feel bliss

through our heart

and our body

If you haven’t used Emotional Freedom Technique before here is a video I made :

to assist with making your own scripts

So today look at the bigger picture view

Fly high

Create a journey if you wish


Intend to see what is coming

any pictures we pick for vision boards are glimpses of the future

we are Seers seeing potentiality

Remember it is already written

the myriad paths we can take

this is what is known as multiple dimensions

our potentiality

through what we choose now

The veil is being removed

It is the time for all to be privy to the truth of the creativity and power of 

the universe

that we are

Today my Thoth card is

another  Fire Card

Seven of Wands


seven is the mystic number


another symbol is the Menorah



Woke up to a beautiful day here in Somerset after torrential rain last night

a reminder that nature comes unexpectedly and although we can prepare we have to face whatever happens.

Five fence panels have blown down and so an interesting metaphor

for my fifth year

My garden’s boundaries have been breached 🙂

What can this create ?

I see my friend the Robin through the gap and to me this is symbolic of my Grandad ~ a fellow Leo

Here’s the animal totem

This is a fabulous site for information

I sat contemplating Christmas Eve last night and connecting to what was heavenly for me as a child about this time.

I loved the magic of Santa and when the truth was revealed Christmas lost most of it’s magic.

Now I see this connection differently ~ remembering the magic of the true nature of our spiritual journey.

I loved reading as a child and many people bought me books for presents.

I would sneak under the tree and unwrap annuals then re wrap them as I could not wait until Christmas Morning 🙂

The ego wants instant gratification 🙂

I wrote a lot as a child

I had endless inspiration

I loved Enid Blyton stories about magical places ~ The Enchanted Wood, 

Empowered children ~ The Secret Seven

I could read for hours

The Magic Faraway Tree and The Wishing Chair were favourites

Now, although the language is dated I love the symbolism hidden in the text

The Faraway Tree and the magical lands that lasted a couple of days ~ the moon changing

There is actually a character called Moon Face 🙂

When I had my own children I revisited my childhood with them although often with different books such as Harry Potter and more visual

with video and later DVD which isn’t the same as is always different to our imagination’s interpretation.

What I loved about the holiday was how the ego framework stopped and we stepped out of time and artifice in a way

School and Work stopped

Everyone relaxed

If it was snowy…. even more wonderful

Lots of enjoyment

Parties, Presents and fun

Lots of beautiful decorations

People coming together in love

Great TV films and programmes that created a tradition and at the same time created new ways of relating

such as Morecambe and Wise and their celebrities playing roles we weren’t used to them playing and 

being silly…..

It seems very dated now but was radical at the time

and paved the way for new ways of entertaining and comedy

people expanding their creativity

and daring to be different

Having the courage to follow their heart

So Lots in there for me to raise awareness around Heaven on Earth meaning for me :- )

I am starting my book at last

Glastonbury Tales 

Which is going to be a fictional work based around my calling to Glastonbury.

Please feel free to post about your experiences.

There is also a private group on Facebook for this purpose:

Flow With Jo

Love to your bigger picture process today.

Yellow Star Wavespell



Yellow Star Wavespell


Please hover your mouse over the text and see the links to other websites to expand on this information 🙂

A powerful day today with the last wavespell of this current Tzolk’in 260 day cycle . It’s a full moon and a lunar eclipse and the ephemeris pictured shows you where the planet’s are today and how this energetic signature will affect certain parts of the planet more than others.

With this Astrologers’ perspective Peter Stockinger ~ how it will affect the UK in particular for four months and women especially in that region. I chose this at “random” today ~ what I intuitively felt to do and share.

Everyone’s perspective is purely unique of course and the majority of the planet still do not understand this very basic premise:

We all have our unique perspective based on our life experience

We are not taught self~development in most Western schools

We are not encouraged to be a free spirit or create independency patterns in our dependent patriarchal led society

We are not advised to be heart led and be

the star that we truly are

because that doesn’t serve our consumer led, ego driven way of life in the majority of our planet earth at this time 🙂


times they are a changing and if you choose now


you can do this for yourself by learning

about your energetic signature


and your star seeded mission at this transit time.

Why would you want to do that you may ask ?


What will happen if I change my focus from giving , being in my masculine and the outward pattern of being ego led?


Outward pattern focus on ………the stuff outside of us the individual

and this is what most people are still doing because this is familiar, ingrained and what they know

most people are doing this with their “spiritual journey” and believe they are “following their path”

For most this is still the ego outward pattern.


Anything outside of you…..

is well

ya know sort of

outside 🙂


will only influence your way of being for a short while until the ego realises it is a temporary fix and wants something new.

We learn these ego fixes as a child and they are

coping mechanisms .

The flavour of this heart dwelling wavespell  ~ it is in the fifth green segment of the Mayan Wavespell calendar, is to show us what our ego coping mechanisms are so we can outgrow them and instead of “coping”

we can thrive 

by creating an inward focusing pattern that is totally self sufficient in terms of each individual getting their emotional needs met from within.

This is truly “sustainable” …

as it means in the bigger picture

We no longer “need” to consume planet earth to feel good and define

ourselves through “stuff”


This is the beauty of learning about patterns and sacred geometry.


Again, at this time, many people are still on the intellect track of cramming in information about sacred geometry and the fibonacci sequence, the golden seed and so on.

Nothing “wrong” with that.

It won’t create heaven on earth for you in isolation.

Anything that happens as a singular focus, in isolation and linear is a masculine pattern and is more often than not ego led and definitely mind led 🙂

This is what patterns reveal and enable us to let go of debate, duality and ego arguing about “the best” way . “the right” way and all the ego stuff that gets in the way of

creating heaven on earth and harmonious co creating.

If we haven’t healed our inner conflict around this within us and therefore creating self~ confidence and high self~ esteem from core integrity then this will continually keep showing up outside of us to show us that 🙂

This is the true meaning of law of attraction 🙂

It is impossible to live in peace and harmony outside if it doesn’t dwell within us ~ 

harmony code 🙂

If you have spent a life time creating rose beds with the intention of having an Eden space ~ only to have a farmer continually bulldoze it, neighbours spray it, or a new development show up just as your prize flower is ready to open like in the film Dennis the Menace 🙂

(If you haven’t seen this I thoroughly recommend it for bellylaughs)

Here is the clip of the moment:

Maybe it is time for you to realise that this is you creating this reality inside out ?

your inner slides require a change of view  instead 

because the inside creates the outside 🙂

Instead of blaming “the villain”

and  “the menace” which is our inner child “dennis”

the part of us that has never grown up and is stuck in that space in the past

and bringing us that information today so we can free ourselves and integrate

blame ~ is an ego mask of avoiding the feelings

then we can do something else

heed the message

and let go of shooting the messenger


everyone benefits as we become responsible on all levels


What does create heaven on earth for us as individuals is to use a holistic, integration pattern ~ an inclusive one that involves the whole person.

To initiate your inward focusing pattern can be as simple ~ simple is the heart path pattern ~ as

Learning about your pattern 🙂

The more in depth you go and the more you can see exactly what is happening for you at a particular time and how you can create a change in circumstance for yourself.

When we are creating a pattern and this pattern creates a behaviour  there are outcomes that match that.


If you want to change the outcome you have to change the pattern

Here is a document I created  that you can use if you choose with a video

This is how the universe changes and as we are a part of the universe

yea ok ho hum ~ it ain’t rocket science is it really 🙂

and each one of us doesn’t need to be super human in a mind capacity, to understand how our universe works either

because we are superhuman 🙂

Lovely paradox.

We all have the same access to everything even though our way of living at this time may not seem to hold that vision

underneath the illusion version

it is true

but only

if we believe it and half the power of that self belief

by activating our spleen energy in a healthy way instead of

venting it from an ungrounded , shame perspective around stuff we cannot stomach

The spleen energy is emerging now with the sacred feminine earth energy 

that we create within us and in turn without.

Being a hero within meeting our own dragons is a very different perspective from being on a crusade fighting the good fight for “others” like the Salvation Army modus operandi for example.

When we look at our Starcode ~ our natal chart of where the planets where when we arrived on planet earth ~ a shooting star of consciousness, then we can be consciously aware of our star seeded mission this time around.

When we are ready to do this and walk our talk ~ use this conscious information to create an outcome of living in harmony ourselves ~ everything starts to become crystal clear.

Knowing your Mayan Sign is another way of doing this.


The Mayan Wavespell is the Matrix code and the more we learn about it and our individual code and be it every day 

It becomes second nature and we are being the change we want to see in the world.


When we start with the Starcode we get lots of information and we start to use a bigger picture perspective of our energy signature. We are so much more than our Sun sign.

When we focus simply on our Sun Sign ~ we are connecting to the masculine linear ego led pattern because that is what this energy is.

If we have chosen to evolve our consciousness in this lifetime and awaken to our true nature then this is where we start by learning about our initial focus of what this energetic signature brings for us.

There will be expansion of this energy and key times of this expansion.

Do we choose to live as an ego being who lives in the outer pattern and expands the ego consuming way of being to try and fill the void within us that the ego creates as we experience

many events that feel hurtful to us .

Do we at some point decide to look at what has created that “disharmony” relationship and how we can transform our experience through knowing about how “we work” on all levels?

When we have this inner focus and lead from within then all is revealed as we transform.

That is the secret.

As we change our energetics within we expand our feminine and we allow ourselves to receive instead of giving all the time.

We develop our circle in balance .


We give and receive in equality.

We become balanced in our masculine and feminine as we transform our ego events.

We heal our shadow.

This is the alchemical lead into gold process that creates heaven on earth for us.

The more time we spend on ourselves ~ knowing our true energetic signature and unveiling it through clearing off any emotional event “distortions” and the easier our life flows and the more magical life becomes.

We cannot see and experience the matrix fully without unveiling our own matrix because……

to see it, to live it fully ~ we have to own it

and to own it….

requires owning all of ourselves, our behaviour and our life so far ~ all our behaviour.

We cannot “go” anywhere else until we “go” here 🙂

We can of course create the illusion of going and having by using money and stuff but as soon as that disappears ~ and ageing brings that on which is why we currently age to reveal how we really feel . It is part of the ego transformation process.

When we don’t need that process it will end.

Life can seem cruel to the ego personality ~ because the ego personality has expectations and ideas is all ~ it has rules and regulations about how life “should” be  in resistance to “what is”

If someone dies young often the resistance is ~ they went before their time

How can that be?

The truth is ~they died and there will be many reasons as to why that happened for their and other people’s learning experience I believe.

Our ego may not like that.

It uses a coping mechanism to deal with it instead of feeling the feelings. It disowns the feelings of fear, sadness, anger and labels the experience as “wrong”.

Byron Katie’s framework “the Work” is a great way to see this.

Whenever we have an experience we often use this pattern of focusing on the outward and avoiding the true direct nature of the feeling which is

fear of our own ego personalities death and what that could mean for us.

A thriving mechanism can be to own that for ourselves, face it , feel it and let it go.

Indigenous people do not have this mind construct and in many tribes they do not have language for future experiences. They live in the now. 

They don’t do “fear” in the way our western society does ~ that doesn’t mean any lack of awareness of danger.

When we live in the now we do not fear the future  and this creates a different reality.

Our western way of life ~ our city system ~ does not allow this and we have to plan our future.

Another reason we cannot be in the now is because we haven’t cleared our past emotionally and therefore energetically

and this energy is constantly triggered in our day to day through current events that cause us to “time travel” and re experience these past events.

We have no room in our day to day because our “hard drive” is full up and we are running slow with all our human hardware over burdened with these big data files taking up all our energetic space.

This is happening in the collective as each individual hasn’t “cleared their cache” 

At this time of the year in the Northern Hemisphere , we are in the Persephone Underworld.

This is the time to go into our lower chakras and vent our spleen , visit our emotional wounds and clear our cache.

It’s time to connect to our Aries , youthful energy and revisit Aries time earlier this year and see what came up as our challenge.

As we leave the gateway of Pisces energy in February and March each year ~ Pisces reveals our dreams, we immediately encounter our growth area of where we expand to create them. The challenge that is our next step on our evolutionary journey and what is required to be the Hero and Heroine in our own Mystical Movie of life.

Our own Mystery school 🙂

So today we can travel back and remember.

To use the garden as a metaphor ~ we may be planting bulbs now for Spring. What do we choose to bloom in the garden of our heart?


We can also be aware of our challenges over the past few days, weeks and maybe there is a pattern emerging.

The universe ~ which we are part of ~ is bringing us an opportunity now to create new patterns and free ourselves from old karma.

When we started our journey here this time we had a code and a mission that we chose to experience.

To know this experience we start with the wounding process:

We choose a family to be born into that creates a pattern of being that we are choosing to evolve as a collective consciousness.

There is nothing “wrong” with this pattern. It is what it is. Our experience of it may feel “wrong”, it may feel hurtful and maybe ~ as with the majority of relationship patterns on planet earth at this time 

It may have felt disrespectful and unloving. It may have felt we were dishonoured, told we couldn’t be who we were.

It could be that we experienced being:

bullied, manipulated, controlled, abused, unsupported emotionally and physically.

In order to create new patterns in this duality framework that we currently live in 

We have to know the pattern to transform experientially.

Then we have a choice.

We can carry on being that pattern and live it with our behaviour ~ chip off the old block 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and decide to change it at key times in life ~

become a life ~ long learner and transformer 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and pretend we are changing it by doing the same thing in a different way ~ wearing an ego mask 🙂

All of these choices are important on planet earth because they allow the game of life to be played.

Each perspective is equally valid and valued ~ one cannot exist without the other.

As each perspective evolves through the interaction with each other

everything changes

that is why all we need focus on is ourself because when we change ~

everything changes 🙂

The more inner emotional work we do and the more we understand this and let go of trying to control the others because our times in the past around being controlled are healed.

It is the only way ~ you cannot do this with intellect because it isn’t how the emotional mind works.


What you choose is your destiny 🙂

I am in the process of creating some new videos to help people who want to help themselves by enhancing their inner emotional therapist ability 🙂

They are on their way and I will put them up as and when they become available so please bear in mind that you may wish to choose to use them for a particular emotional event ~ when they are all there 🙂

We all know what our issues are and now is an amazing time to clear them and thrive .

Ways I co create with people choosing to thrive now:

I use Emotional Freedom Technique and have had a fabulous journey with it.

I create workshops for people who are brave enough to face their demons by facing their shadow.

These are time sensitive and contain the astrological and Mayan information.

They have coaching frameworks for self development and to focus with intent on what you choose to create and let go of

I work one to one in person and on Skype

Today’s workshop is Persephone Path

I work with people who are ready to do what it takes to know themselves , empower themselves and let go of needing other people to do that for them.

Over several years of working as a holistic therapist and being a mother and a woman in relationships I have learned a lot about co dependent ways of relating.

I have worked my way through lots of addictions and ego stuff so my school of life is experiential and I offer this as “a” way.

If you are feeling inclined to ride this powerful Saturn in Scorpio Snake time please get in touch.

It is my honour to work with you and the wonderful thing about this way of working is we both get a shift in one to one work.

In circle work we all get to create a synergy that is greater than our individual parts ~ true Gestalt.

I am another you and I love co creating .

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The sooner we all go into ourselves and the sooner we feel real 

in that space of grace

we are self supported 

and nothing can burst our bubble

of beauty 

when we love ourselves

everything is beautiful 

and we trust our universal process

love to you and your transformation

shiny star people