Red Moon Wavespell ~ day 6 ~ magic flowing

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 6 

White Rhythmic Wizard

 

White Wizard is your Conscious Self – who you are and who you are becoming.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to ‘not know’ opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

White Wizard is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)

White Wizard is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love.

The harmonic wisdom of White Wizard is melody, the progression of signle tones within a composition. White Wizard symbolizes the sacred journey of your individual life. As a harmonic magician, you are a novel yet universal container for the expression of the Divine. While you play the melody of your journey’s spirit song, the Creator provides the harmony.

Melody is to music what story line is to story. Utilize the elements you have chosen for exploration in your life – your gifts, talents, abilities, motivations, circumstances, and the other characters in your play. Orchestrate the most interesting and growth-engendering story line from this combination of possibilities. Understand that you are the player and the played in the melody in your life.

Your Tone is Tone 6 – Rhythmic

Receptivity, ability to respond, dynamic equilibrium, roots in many directions.

Six is the ray of organic balance, the dynamic equilibrium of the foundation of self combined with the one point of unity. Organic balance is an active process, not a static or fixed state. It is rooted in teh totality of who you are. Let your receptive roots run deep, grounding your ability to respond in this world. Bring your Essence Self into your present expression. Aliveness is derived from essence.

You are the unity that creats organic balance. You are free to choose, respond, give, and receive. Six asks you to respond to life with love, to bring heaven to Earth (*anacronym for Heart!) through your embodiment of the six-pointed star. Embody the Divine in your organic form. As you are infused with the vibration of heave, heaven is brought to Earth. As you journey homeward, Earth is brough to heaven. Thus is created organic balance, heaven and Earth in symbiotic union.

Excerpts from the book: 

“The Mayan Oracle – Return Path to the Stars” by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner

The day of getting into the groove

of the Moon Goddess

Ix chel 

 

We are in the Mayan Year of Ix chel

Year 10

Planetary

We are seeing manifest our inner world and structures

How able we are to go with the flow of the universe

This more often means surrendering to

The Great Mother

and as a

Spiritual Warrior

allowing oneself to be guided by our higher self

going where we need to go

to do what we need to do 

to

be our destiny

and

be of service

in the

Great Work

This takes skill

Takes practice

It is not a passive way of being

Once the individual embarks on this path

The renowned

Road Less Travelled

There is no map in many ways

However

The more the individual does this process

The more comfortable one becomes

and

the easier it is to navigate

See the Signs 

Be balanced with the wild aspects of the self

Run with the Wolves more

 

Let that instinctual

intuitive 

beacon within

Shine the light

Trust 

Follow 

Be 

I have had such a magical day in Avalon 🙂 

Wow love living here even though it is intense sometimes

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I got a new home today in the Zodiac 

I will say where

when I am in there

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So excited

it is all dropping into place 

I can see so many repeats

and have different eyes to see

different perspectives to understand

I can see the threads that came together to weave this picture 🙂 

In Glastonbury I had tea with a Yogi from Nepal

chatting about the deeper structures of soul alchemy

A wise man dressed all in white that I have smiled

and said hello to many times

in the past 4 years

Today we became friends 

Pure Magic

Aligned consciously with the divine

and…

it always is of course

wherever we live

only the majority cannot see the magic flowing …

yet 🙂 

Today’s picture is a sculpture of the Mayan Moon Goddess

If you read the previous 5 posts you will know this is new to me in a way

I am not an authority on anything 😉

I am a common woman

sharing my journey is all

My interpretation of this sculpture is this:

The Moon Goddess is Mayan Sign 14

The first of the Seven Steps of Mastery 

The Moon is the Feminine

The emotional body

The Veil

That that is hidden to allow the journey to unfold as and when

it is divinely timed

and the individual does the inner work

The Rabbit is Lamat

The 8th Mayan Sign

Being the star that we truly are

Letting go of any fear 

In order for the human being to consciously evolve 

these two energies work in synch

The more the individual recognises that fear is simply fear

It is not a real thing

only an expression of the future potentiality

based on past experience

In the present moment 

and 

often highly irrational with no basis in logic 

fear is an emotion

the emotional mind is not logical

It is the fight flight and fear response 

It often becomes over developed as the human being ages 

and

conditioning increases

together with 

unnatural ways of living and being

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Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

It is time to return to our roots 

remember who we really are

and the magic of the universe we inhabit

unlock our amazing potential

by 

becoming more

undomesticated

to feel more alive

and 

get in touch

with our natural habitat

The Ancients are revealing their codes 

to us 

now

and

the process of

enlightenment 

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Today’s planetary energy is 

the Asteroid belt 

This is where the new consciousness

is coming in

new archetypes 

between

Mars and Jupiter

Today we are being shown how to be in balance

where we are in tune with Cosmic Code

where we are experiencing drag or resistance

by how we feel and react

to what is happening to us in our daily life 

Waning Moon in Leo

Letting go of ego ways 

to be more in synch with our heart’s desire:

Pain free

Joyful

Through removing inwardly

what is stopping the individual

fully experiencing being alive

and in the moment

purely because of their personal journey

and conditioning 

Leo at 16 degrees as I close and really feeling this today :

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A red-faced man, tears running down his cheeks. He is laughing convulsively.
In the warp between the worlds, being a representative of one world in the midst of another and being almost invisible. Tending to disappear off-screen and reappear somewhere else. Transported by a special destiny, slipping by the borderguards. As the uproar happens the deep observer looks on at the role the self is playing, which is so incongruous to who one is truly. But the karmic instructions are to play along, and later all shall be revealed. This is a very peculiar soul condition–taking all the loose ends and finishing them off, to be sprung into a different realm at last.

My Thoth Tarot today:

Princess of Disks

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If you haven’t yet embarked on discovering your shadow side…

Fly High

Dig Deep

First go within for the treasure you seek 

That is the Secret to Wisdom 

All we seek is within us

We have everything we need to be the magic

if only…

we dare 

to bare

our soul 

to ourselves

Live the Life you want 

Be Do Have 

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Red Serpent Wavespell 6 ~ Dog Day

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Red Serpent Wavespell

Day 6

Balancing day 🙂

White Rhythmic Dog

Oc ~ is the Mayan name

White Dog Tribe

Please click on the links to take you to websites that expand this information

The last time we were in this energetic wave and day was June 02 2013

here is my blog about it

This is what the Mayan Wavespell brings for me

being able to see my bigger picture pattern

which brings more awareness about myself

and in turn

raises my consciousness about my relationship with 

the universe

which I am a part of 🙂

Working to raise our conscious awareness of ourselves is an essential 

part of the road trip to

Knowing Thyself

Waning Virgo Moon again in the UK

So letting go energy of our feminine

all our wounding and ways of being too masculine

too feminine

passive and aggressive

Earth-Mother

Today is all about how we have conditions

that we have learned

over the years

in our relationship environment

When those self learned and imposed conditions are not met then our emotional mind 

has a hissy fit

and the Virgo perfection

inner critic

starts to sing

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Virgo energy is in the small intestine area and can literally bust a gut if 

the solar plexus feels undermined and living out of alignment with

“healthy ways”

The universe always brings us our alter ego 

to bring balance

to show us 

through emotional triggers

where we feel disempowered

where we feel empowered too

and if any of these emotional places aren’t joy and love

are engineered with addictions and power tripping

then these ways of relating are akin to an 

artificial app

that we add on

and is not truly who we are 🙂

When the music’s over

turn out the lights

are we still beaming out radiance

or is our spirit snuffed along with the candles?

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The key to mastery and living in harmony is

to be

self possessed

self aware

independent

self reliant

have

 a high level of self esteem

be self confident

be centred

and to do this requires that we go on a journey

to know ourselves

that is the most important place for self love to

be possible

As I said yesterday’s blog there is a

code for creating everything in our cosmos

and we are here as star seeds

with the guidance of Sirius

our North Star

The Dog Star

to realise this awareness now

Today we are in the energy of

the six pointed star

The Star of David

The Heart Chakra

HEART CHAKRA

This Star symbol is used in religion of course

when we remove the religion filter…….

we see a star going up to great our higher self

Masculine sun energy

the language of light

Fire

and a star going down

to our planetary hero and heroine adventurer

Water

Feminine

earth energy

emotional energy

our humanity

This is the symbol of harmony

The harmony code 🙂

The triangle ~ the three sided power of the holy trinity

Holy Trinity = Masculine and Feminine within us

free of ego through transformation creates true co creation

a third point of light

the divine child within us

which is very different to masculine and feminine co dependency pattern

finding our “better half” 

looking for love in another and that way of relating which most of us are very well versed in 🙂

The code for human maturation can be observed and experienced by having children

studying child development

then we see ourselves from an observing position

We watch the process and may take a part in shaping it too 

Awakening to our soul journey

is the same process in many respects

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On planet earth we have been in the early years stages for thousands of years

so we can learn about the first step

developing an ego 🙂

Think we have mastered that gig on the world stage, don’t you ?

We learn to know ~ as does a very young child ~ that we are an individual

We are not our mother

We develop a will

and we go on using that will in whatever way we are encouraged in our birth tribe

our cultural family

until we reach a point of deciding

what feels like truth for us

and what feels like someone else’s

~ noticing who the voices of our inner critic remind us of is a big clue as to where our beliefs about who we are and how we “should” live hail from

Some people stay in this place believing they do not have a choice to go further

because they would risk the loss of love from their tribe

This is the planetary consciousness of Cancer right now

The child energy in the Zodiac

This is what we will be working with in the next 260 day Tzolk’in that begins on July 26 2014 in the UK

This is the energy in the morning and switches to Leo in the afternoon

The Morning signifies the awakening to a new dawn ~ it is the East and Juliet is the sun as Romeo says

Here is an esoteric meaning for The Moon

and specifically The Moon in Cancer

which is a different understanding to a basic astrological meaning

So if you are a Cancer, have Moon in Cancer, North Node or Ascendent specifically

or

indeed have planets in Cancer then

Red Solar Moon is going to be a significant year for you as an individual

It is a year of completing old cycles

to create new ones 🙂

In our journey on planet earth as an ego child

we learn to live and love conditionally

this creates an energetic, emotional and behavioural code of being in us

we share many things with dogs

Unconditional-love

as we are mammals and we have an inner dog emotional mind

that is very conditional about what is “good” and “bad”

based on past experience

as this emotional mind does not have any logic

it cannot move beyond that original learning of it’s own volition

this is where EFT ~ tapping ~ is of great use in the transformational process

When we are ready to move

beyond our first tribe truth

and learn to find an objective truth

on the soul journey

We move from the arena of 

the domesticated dog

to the wild wolf 🙂

blue wolf

 

There is a field beyond right and wrong

as Rumi says 🙂

This is where we are willing to go out into the world with 

eyes wide open

The Fool in tarot

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This is where we are willing to move our focus to within

Be loyal to ourselves first

to our heart first

and do whatever it takes

to  bring ourselves into balance in our masculine and feminine within

We break free from the Collective Conscious Mindset

We examine all our conditions around living a life of love

Keep what is objective truth free from any distortion of the ego path

and create a new way of living

our inner dog barking

reveals our next steps for our personal emotional evolution

our fear

being vocalised

instead of suppressed and ignored

until the message becomes so 

big and loud

we are forced to react

If we do our own cleansing every day proactively

it is a totally different space

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We are always held and loved by our universe

It is abundant

It is pure love

When we truly believe this with every cell of our being

we have transcended duality on the inside and so

it is also truly manifest on the outside

This is cosmic law

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Love to you today and your unconditional

loving

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Red Serpent Wavespell ~ 5 Moon Cycle

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Red Serpent Wavespell

Day 5

Red Overtone Moon

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Today is the centre day and we see how centred we are

how things on day 1 to 4 have knocked us off our centre

revealed core issues and raised our awareness of

transformation potentiality

Today we are in Waning Virgo moon in the UK

Today we are connecting to the energy of the Sacred Feminine Earth cycle

We are in the yin receiving phase of the moon cycle

We are getting the incoming energy based on what we have sent out in the waxing 14 days of the moon

as well as everything else in this lifetime 

and 

depending on how integrated

and 

in touch we are to our higher selves

and in turn the cosmos

we will be able to see lots of threads to this energy 

and how it brings us amazing potentiality in this portal framework

to see the bigger picture as we are in Aquarius Sun

The Full Moon in Virgo is the next emotional energy coming in

March 16

So we connect today to that energy 

to Virgo in our charts

to Virgo Sun last year and coming this year

It is all connected 🙂

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As mother earth is starting to germinate and become fecund

the warmth of the sun is starting to see the shoots unfurl in Somerset

the lambs are born

the ground is coming to life

and so are we

we are all one

and the majority of people are unaware of this completely

some have some intellectual awareness

and have as yet to internalise it by becoming it

In the bigger picture in the Mayan

we are in the thirteen year cycle

of Red Moon awakening

It began on July 26 2006 ~ what were you doing back then?

On July 26 we have Red Solar Moon

which sees this energy in it’s own number ~

very powerful completion

In the year 2010 on July 26 we were in Red Overtone Moon

This was when I came for my second visit to Glastonbury

I came to the Goddess Conference

and that year the theme was

love

It was a catalyst for me

the year after I moved to Glastonbury with my family in Virgo Sun time

and to enable that journey

lots of shifts for me in relationships

and how I learned about how I was doing that

and how  my heart yearned for honesty

which was scary off map territory

Today I realised the thread

I noticed how different I felt today and how 

I found myself cleaning

the sun shining in my mud stained windows

clearing my space and cleaning my energy goes hand in hand

in extremis and head led ego based it can be about control

It can be out of balance

It can show where we have too much to handle if we cannot create a space where our healthy energy can flow

clutter

cobwebs

and the energy code that goes with that in whatever way

If we are attempting to move mountains once a month…..instead of doing a little each day

then there is energy information there

we always create ourselves in everything we do 🙂

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How can we not create ourselves ?

Unless we are playing a role and wearing a

mask ?

this way of being always comes out in the end

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It is what is is

We are what we are

Once we start to live that truth

it can be uncomfortable for ourselves and those around us

as we start to face our shadow and work with it

others will feel fear as we start to change

because even without their proactive participation

everything changes 🙂

People will feel judged when we say that

and will do as long as they have judgement issues to clear is all 🙂

there is a clear difference between what a person speaks of

what a person actually lives

Mind the Gap

We have to be the change we want to see

which is a very different thing to speaking about change

it is living our learning

letting go of old ways that are unloving

The universal creation and relation code is there in plain sight for us to 

align with

flow with

garden with

grow with

be with

heal with

and

love with

The Moon

brings the sacred feminine in

It is the key to our emotional evolution 

It is the way to connect to our centre and let go of struggle

to be transformed and 

allow

Heart Wisdom

Here is a video I created to allow ourselves to listen to what is seeking letting go

 Creating Me Time

and 

Caroline Myss Volume two

This was all about my Glastonbury Experience 🙂

Love to you and your Cosmic Awakening

Love power

 

As a holistic therapist working with people who want to create change I look at the bigger picture

Mind Body and Spirit to create harmony and more love power.

My passion is energy coaching for creating powerful change very quickly. As a Leo and a fire initiated sign I love to transform energy and I like it sooner rather than later ~ fire energy is fast. As I transform my own ego and intend to move into maturity at midlife on the inside as well as the outside, I have learned to temper that instant fix . I have learned over the years from experience, that a quick fix is often a solution that is temporary and without firm foundation. Often the compulsion to fix is a key gateway into a pattern of an ego trip…… and by that I mean a strong impulse to empower ourselves by taking back something we feel and believe we have lost because something was denied to us as a child that felt confusing and disempowering. Something was taken away and so we felt taken from. Here is where we can look to transform that ego place and connect to our inner child. We are an adult now or we are in a different space now and we can keep the learning and let go of the fear.

I believe life is intended to challenge us……. and that we can overcome every situation and grow and thrive as a result of each challenge.

If we choose to sit with this compulsive feeling instead of acting immediately ……and explore it and resist the impulse ~ wanting some ” thing ” now is always an ego pattern ~ we can let the heart and soul guide us as to what is really seeking release and let go of headless chicken style living  and often drama fuelled desire ~ the opposite of peaceful living.

Today I have had lots of awareness “plops” ~ insights…..eurekas in other words 🙂

As I expand my consciousness and learn about new worlds I see different perspectives and the more I tap for myself and with clients the more these flow. I am so grateful to everyone co creating with me right now.

Getting out into the world to synchronise is also key and another jigsaw piece of the puzzle right on time  ~ a Dion Fortune workshop by Ian Rees who has a room right next to mine at  The Old Clinic ~ my room being The Heart Centre in Glastonbury …..didn’t know he was a specialist on this amazing woman who lived and is buried in Glastonbury. Perfect timing and Ian did a guided visualisation which fitted perfectly in with the learning I am processing about the Qabalah at this time. He explained the Tree of Life in terms of the planets in the universe and how they are reflected in our inner world and the journey of the soul. On my cookie trail I have read Moon Magic and Sea Priestess by Dion Fortune  ~ see if you feel drawn to do the same. It was part of my journey that brought me to The Isle of Avalon.

Creating Love Power with Tapping

If you visit other blogs and forums you will often see comments in the therapist and EFT world in particular about  something stopping people from completely clearing an issue ~ it could be called procrastination, secondary gain ( a client has a reason for being ill that keeps them safe ~ for example: this could be an income directly resulting from their illness and reliant upon it).

For those not familiar with an EFT , Emotional Freedom Technique framework ~ and how it works generally here is a brief summary of how that could look in a session:

 

Using a specific framework the client speaks of their issue that they want to resolve that is causing them to feel something different to harmony and love.

Leaving a well paid job.

Quick measure to start the process so we can see whether we are able to reduce the feeling  ~which the client feels anxious about every weekend when Monday looms closer and explore what it means :

How much does the client want to leave that job at this moment on a scale of 1 to 10 ?  10 being I totally want to leave asap.

Answer: 8

  • Eft works at it’s best when very specific rather than very general …..sometimes it takes time to get to a focus. Layers to unwrap 🙂
  • Let’s say the client wants to leave their job and become self-employed because they are not happy with their colleagues or what they do, however there is a climate of few jobs so their intellect tells them that isn’t a good idea ~ to leave without first establishing another form of income.
  • Now if we look at the metaphor ~ the pattern, they are leaving an often co-dependent system of being employed ~ rarely does a job function in balance in terms of number of hours worked, pay that equates to that effort, travel, environment and stepping out to create their dream ~ going on an adventure and this means going into unknown territory and facing challenges on their personal quest.
  • On some level the client is ready for change. This is a very big shift and lots of things are going to need to come together and align to make the shift…..and that person has their own unique formula for that according to their position on their life path and personal timeline.
  • If they work only with what they know because of where they have been so far…..they cannot move forward because……that knowledge and energy circle….pattern is born of that past situation
  • To create a new future ……new energy codes are required
  •  We cannot “pre-programme”  because that happens during the change step by step as the universe co creates bringing other people and events together at the perfect time to co create ~ spiral pattern. Most people haven’t been educated in this process because it isn’t an ego framework or one that most of our society is based on.
  • What we can do is let go of anything that is coming up to be released that is fear from the past to let them move forward
  • Changing focus onto  oneself and being internally referenced  so the focus is to enable more core strength, heart based self confidence, trust in oneself and personal ability.
  • So in a session we can start with where the person is now……..and where they want to be ~ and being as real with that as possible as to real life structure, money, dependants and so on
  • We can look at what the client wants to create in the future and we can put a time frame on that creation…..and be open as to how that is achieved as well as taking grounded structured steps in the real world such as buying a website, going on any professional qualification courses etc and taking action
  • Once we start to tap the emotional and past reasons will come up ~ often totally not what the client expected. Some will be very early childhood events that created beliefs where the child didn’t feel loved and nurtured in the way they needed. As these are released at the perfect time the client starts to change their energy and creates a different experience.
  • We may in a first session start to get that number 8 of anxiety down to a much lower number by identifying pattern matches and releasing them . In some very simple EFT scenarios we can completely clear a phobia for example, a fear of public speaking .
  • Whatever is synchronised in a bigger picture will clear ~ often we find a pattern match related to the time of year that the client may not remember ~ once we start tapping though it comes up. There is absolutely nothing to worry about as we always have the answers for ourselves and EFT demonstrates this and allows it to come up and reveal the magic of our universal matrix and soul journey. As soon as I connected to it I knew that and had a recognition of heart wisdom for me.
  • So we can clear what comes up that is ready and when the client is ready for the next stage they get in touch and in the meantime they can use EFT for themselves and build their own skill.
  • Sometimes this means a big life event has to happen that connects them to their destiny and this may not make sense in a mind way~ however each personal life journey is connected to many threads and the ripple goes out and echoes in eternity ~ it may not make sense to us now ~ it is part of the bigger picture and is often revealed later as we evolve through our emotional evolution.
  • Everything that is in our world has a reason.

I now call this a choice point . It is a gateway where we get to choose which direction we go in at this point. Often this is a cycle repeating itself and when we start to look in more depth it can be stunning to see just how we replicate our pattern and it is beneath our conscious awareness ~ until it isn’t. When it is time it rises to the top of our cosmic soup so we can work with it consciously.

This is what I love about the key initiation quest for developing NLP `

the difference that makes the difference

This is when there are enough pieces of the jigsaw puzzle present to create a synergy that is a magnetic force and it starts to pull the other pieces in

The picture becomes clear and we have reached a completion of a cycle.

The mind has a logical viewpoint and perspective ~ Spock persona

We don’t live in a linear world and we don’t function without emotion ~ although I guess we all know someone who seems to and remains locked away in their ivory tower, impassive, impermeable and unmoveable ? Love don’t live here anymore ?

A person living this way has all their ego defences reinforced with a moat and a drawbridge because ……..there has been wounding

Life events often defy logic and it is only when we look at the bigger picture and the pattern we can see there actually was a reason and it may not be a happy one ~ and it is where that person needed to go to create learning. We often have to go into deep dark places to come out and see the light ~ it’s the polarity journey . It is the contrast and it is necessary for our collective human evolution.

The more I have learned about bigger picture frameworks ~ such as astrology and the Mayan calendar and the more I can see how this framework plays out.

What I love about emotional freedom technique is you don’t need to know how it works for it to work. Often when we tap what comes up for release isn’t what we think the issue is about 🙂

I have used EFT with a huge range of people and the easiest clients to work with are the least “educated” usually children or people more in touch with their body and their feelings ~ open , touchy, feel, flexible pattern people.

People who are in this energetic space allow whatever seeks to come up to come up and it does ~ very easily.

Lets say a child has a phobia about spiders.

I know from working in this way that it is rarely about a spider incident that has caused trauma ~ it is about the pattern. What pattern the spider emulates and therefore how it is a pattern match for other emotional traumas. These may seem insignificant for an adult analytical mind but for a child there is a very different reality. Our emotional mind distorts reality . When the true nature of the distortion is released ecologically then the spider is restored to it’s place of neutrality and more freedom is allowed for all beings.

Our planetary patriarchal pattern has created many emotional wounds around our sacred feminine ~ the majority of people have experienced lack of love from their caretakers as our world generally doesn’t live in a sacred, sensitive world.

We are now in our emotional evolution creating balance ~ from within.

How the Mayan Wavespell calendar

can assist us with allowing our sacred feminine in ~

We are currently in the White Wizard Wavespell and today is Blue Planetary Night

This is day ten of  a thirteen day energy spiral of self ~ empowerment and being the change we want to see.

Over the past nine days we can see how we have been in our world and whether that has been from our heart or our head and how we are following our sacred path. Today’s energy is seeing what we have manifested as result of that……

and you may want to look at what you have created to let the magic flow through you as the key focus…..rather than simply what tools you have created to do that. How is what you are creating allowing you to shine from within purely for you rather than about others?

The previous wave spell was Red Dragon ~ this is the first wavespell in the Tzolkien calendar and it started on February 13 . This wavespell was about surrendering to what our goddess energy is showing us ~ heart, feminine, now, intuition, creativity….. and whether we are living our dream and being the true star that we are.

On the tail of this we are now working with the next step ~ putting that into action by letting the magic flow through us.

Notice how in the flow we have been feeling and where we have some sticky bits ~ the square being shaped into a circle ?

Love Power Documents to empower

I have created some documents to share as part of my dream and self-empowerment process and here they are  below.

If you feel called to explore them from the beginning with Step one , please message me and I will send you the first document.

They are evolving in thirteen steps.

The wavespell documents show the thirteen steps and again gratitude to Tracey Gendron who has amazing resources on her website astrodreamadvisor.com ~ the energy of them stays the same however depending on what wavespell we are in the nature of the energetic code or flavour changes. These changes create transformation within us if we work with them consciously and the time is in alignment with our life cycle.

Working in this way experientially and energetically is the heart path rather than purely intellectually which is the mind and ego path

All is explained in more depth in the documents.

For working with the challenges in depth:

Kalma Karma Purification

For a daily  practical love process:

Daily Love Synchroniser

The New Moon in Pisces is coming up on Monday so time to share the love and we can only truly do that from the heart when we have let go of any personal energetic stories where we believe ourselves to be unloved or separate from our universal mother love.

We have to love and nourish ourselves to be the love we want to see. The astrological wheel has come to full circle . We start a new one with Aries and the fiery energy of initiation on March 20th.

Love to you cosmic dreamers.

Let’s get our ships out of harbour and set sail.

 

Here is my newsletter with my dreams for this year. Hope you enjoy and maybe I will see you on one of my adventures.

Barefoot Newsletter 2013

A beautiful film about The Tree of Life

Integrity

snowflakes23

It’s chilly here in Somerset as we approach the magical dates of  the end of a Mayan Calendar.

The energy is still very intense as the spiral speeds faster and faster synchronising our integration.

Today in the wavespell we are in Day 11 Red Spectral Skywalker of the Blue Night and letting go of what is out of alignment with our dreams

Over the last eleven days we have been experiencing our intuitive dream self and the patterns of that energetic space.

Our heart’s desire revealed through our sacred feminine selves.

It has been a very emotional time for me and a tough time of keeping my nose to the grindstone ……

seeing where my inner child is seeking a release because of emotion I am feeling

this is my inner guidance revealing how my past is still presenting today.

When you live in an intense energetic space like Glastonbury

and a feminine energy place like Hawaii , Fiji, the Greek islands for example

it can be very tricky to balance out achieving the masculine balance of doing and linear action.

This is the wonder and the challenge of living here.

We are now in an amazing expansive time of Sagittarius energy and two of my family members are Saggi’s so this is a key time for us.

Here is a wonderful blog on this:

Blue Moon Astrology

Living in a family of four fire signs ~ Leo, Aries and two Saggi energy bubbles is very potent

We have a very dynamic interaction especially here

and now

at a time that my children are rapidly individuating and becoming adults too.

This has given me so many insights and much learning just now.

My insights today were around the sharing of this synchronisation in a way that everyone can understand and use

with a down to earth practical approach

Lots of workshops coming up in the next few months on integration as part of this transition process.

This really helps me focus on what I can do in my process and share that with others.

I have an in person workshop coming in Glastonbury

and if you aren’t in Glastonbury you can also access it through pdf and on skype/phone/email with me too.

Integration * Clarity workshop

This has proved a little tricky to physically get out on my blog today as it’s a Virgo moon and with every energy we have the sun and the shadow aspects.

I have three lots of Virgo in my chart and one of those aspects is in Venus which gives rise to me being a stickler for perfection

and doing “the right thing”

so lots of other tasks to do before I got around to it in the real sense……

I get frustrated with myself around this as it can block spontaneity as you can imagine….

and I am learning to be accepting of myself in my maturity

( honestly……..:-) ok some of you will shake your heads on that one….working at it )

This morning I was so excited as I had so many ideas that were bursting to be shared and now it is tea time….

For a long time I have been guided as to circles and cycles and working with the planets and the moon

When someone asked me for an appointment for a tapping session with EFT on a new moon a couple of years ago I was a little puzzled…..

Now I get it 🙂

If you haven’t got in synch with that way of working just yet….

no worries

When the time is “right” for you it will become a nudge from the universe.

This is what I have integrated over the past twelve months of living in the Glastonbury Zodiac

The Heart Chakra of the world.

I have gone in a slightly different direction to the one I was following in Huddersfield and it wasn’t what I thought I would be doing…..

however I trusted the process and now my integration on this is happening.

Magic.

Here you cannot do anything more than be your ego.

It is simply how it is.

If you are working to transform your ego and let go of it running the show then there is so much amazing stuff to learn and share

Many people are called here to do this and arrive for an event

and keep coming back…….

Some, like me, come to stay until it’s time to leave

until they have completed their cycle and dance with the energy here

Many people lose their way in a mind sense and become part of the sleeping beautyness

believing they have found the light

when in truth they have simply swapped their circle of influence for a different brand with the same content.

Glastonbury is an intoxicating opium den where many come for a fix.

It elevates the mood on some days and dives down deep on others…

If you allow yourself to feel it

and many don’t

and are unaware of it’s powerful amplifying qualities.

I had an open day recently at The Heart Centre

which is a beautiful room where I work in Glastonbury

and a seed of my creativity to a dream I have had for a very long time

a place of heart centred community and transformation…….

 and someone wise shared an insight about the Glastonbury experience

that it draws people to embrace their ego in whatever way is seeking expression

so the inside is drawn outside and we can see it manifest

It is on first sight an unusal place of the individual and artistic expression

and a place of amazing workshops and all things cosmic

beyond anywhere else I know of in the UK on display as it were

However like most glittery things in the ego world

much of it is shallow and scratch the surface and the veneer disappears

leaving a raw wound visible underneath.

Like every ego pattern there is no true heart space evident for many resident’s and visitors

and all is energetically based on ever shifting sands

and houses of cards

built without firm foundation

there is no substance and the actions reveal the true nature of the inner workings

the puppet masters pulling the strings.

Masks and glitterati.

This is the nature of the shadow world

and so this is where we are in the UK on the wheel of the year

and the wheel of the planet.

We are in the dark of the moon phase where it often gets darkest before dawn.

It is a wonderous place to be this underworld

just like Gollum in The Hobbit

The ring became his nemesis and his undoing and yet he was there to give gifts to Bilbo Baggins on his journey.

I remember this story as a young girl at junior school.

We had some lovely teachers who inspired us with magical stories and encouraged our imagination

thank you Mrs Wadsworth wherever you are now

You touched my heart with your wonderous stories and gentle wisdom.

So….. circles

Do you look around you at your circle?

Have a look what is in your house, on your curtains , your fabrics and ornaments…

What do you see revealed of your secret journey in your pictures…….?

Have you looked at what your higher self has been guiding you to buy and collect so you become aware of your path?

The inside coming outside?

I laugh when I see something that has been under my nose all along and yet not been ready to be revealed….

In my house and garden

on many of my cushion covers and clothes

circles have been sneaking in for a few years.

When I first came to Glastonbury I visited a crop circle.

That was profound and anyone who says one of these can be created by a group of people with a torch , some string and a some wood

I cannot envisage that happening

I certainly couldn’t do it

and I don’t know about you but my tipping point on this knowingnesshas been reached and flowed over….

that there is so much exciting stuff out there

beyond the linear mind and our so called “real world”

that is the place of education and mankind

that I am not interested in debating it

I trust and know it is what it is

and I have let go of trying to debate or convert anyone

as I have been down that road so many times

and I finally get it that people who are in one energy circle of beliefs and understanding

are not in alignment with another

and that’s ok

each to their own

it is all part of the game of our evolution.

We have been connecting with our tribes

as we come to the end of a cycle

we are letting go and transiting.

Just in the process of reading a couple of fabulous books

depending where you are on your path they may call to you:

Barbara Hand Clow – The Mayan Code

and Claudie Planche – Starmaya

So if we are ready and positioned to move from survivor to thriver

then it’s time to visit with our shadow and shake off  our fear

allow our inspiration to flow

dare to dream and meet our challenge once more

Our dream journey and path lets us experience what is there that seeks release

as we become the fool many times on the road less travelled

we can see our circle revealed

and in doing so integrate all the parts of us that have strayed and got lost in the woods

I had let go of Christmas because I really cannot stand the manipulation used by the consumer world

and one that I had become so caught up in

and as I went through my black hole of letting go of my way of being a consumer

starting in the financial crash of 2008

that has lost sight of the true nature of this wonderous time of year

now I am returning to it in a new way

free from being pulled into the magnetic void

of  what can be a very imbalanced

pure shopping overload

The shortest day of the solstice is the signal that light is soon to return

This week I have watched several films and again experienced synchronicity

that working with the wavespell brings awareness of

two were based in Somerset although one was medieval and set in the 16th century and the other set now in the US

When you start to experience this way of living every day you see the matrix revealed…

and everything has a different meaning

and is sooooooo magical.

It is the life we are truly born to live.

The one that affected me the most was :

Seeking a friend for the end of the world

It shows the total madness of how we are living ego led lives that actually make no sense at all…

and of course to evolve this is what we are here to learn.

I cried alot and as I cried I tapped and let go of all that hurt my wounded inner child feels.

All those times I have felt wounded by my life experience and how things and people didn’t match my expectations.

So now is the season for being that divine child that is clear and resonant.

The adult that has integrity and is independent

freeing ourselves of co dependency

creating new ways of relating

that feel good

and allow us to be truly present

feeling full of goodwill

without a need for presents

Joy to the world and to all of us

we are each a valuable unique snowflake crystal

in a blizzard of bliss

Whether shadow or light

we are all perfect in the language of love.

If you choose to know more about your patterns and want to co create with me please get in touch.

Spectral Blue Hand in Red Earth Wavespell ~ Letting go so we see clearly and renew our commitment to self transformation

Supernova Scorpion time and a wonderful space for letting go of old patterns

We are in Blue Spectral Hand of the Mayan Red Earth Wavespell.

Lot of posts on what this is about further back in my blog and if you want a more personal insight please message me direct and ask whatever specifically you want to know.

It always brings great learning opportunities for both of us 🙂

I will answer you as soon as I can – I do have several people awaiting their info at the mo so please be patient.

I also have a family and I am intending to be balanced in all areas of my life and am learning as I go.

If you need a quick answer or quick fix I am not the person for you at this time 🙂

It is always the right time when you get your response.

This is what I am learning on my path about co creating and being in my power without diminishing myself or another and reverting to co dependent ego manipulation

And I am a work in progress so I do have my own stuff I am working through all the time

and

I can as a result aid you with yours 🙂

If you honour me with your trust

It can be so confusing and paradoxical all this travelling the spiritual sacred path can’t it?

The key I believe is comitting to our dream because this is what helps us go forward with trust and faith

both in ourselves and what our universe is bringing us to contemplate

It can be tricky to navigate at times as our ego mind always asks why and wants to know the outcome before it takes a single step

for fear of what may happen to us

Of course this is a well honed mechanism that we have created over milennia in order to hang around on the planet for a while so we get to play the game of life

and soul discovery

and it is always perfect for us

The more we learn about how the universe really works

rather than how we have been ego educated to believe it works

and the more we discover just how much fun it is

the more we empower ourselves, believe in ourselves and know we are here for a spiritual adventure

and the more we let go of the fear of taking new initiatives or repeating seemingly old relationships

and the more we can plunge in knowing that our spirit is taking us where we fear to tread

and when we go through this often shady wood space of giant spiders and powerful archetypes

and it feels so awful and threatening

it often turns out it just feels it for a while

until it no longer does

everything passes

we emerge unscathed and reborn into a lighter space

The key to this time is surrender

of course many people have a different view of that place

as we are all on a different place on our path

There is no wrong and right about this view

unless we are still in a place of duality perspective

black and white

right and wrong

and we can talk semantics on this all day

what I mean by it is that people see the world according to their life experience

and so everyone has their own view based on that place

Everyone has their own ego perspective based on their wounding too

the more you have let go and unlearned your ego space

the more you have healed your own shadow and let go of people pleasing

the more you have let go of your fear around putting yourself first from a heart space ~ ego transformed

you really do not take anything personally energetically

because you have let go energetically rather than simply intellectually

so are free to travel with less baggage

Following an outer framework of Ryanair/Easyjet where you only have hand held luggage

without all the add ons

This is a great initiate test

If we can navigate their framework without getting caught out by all the hidden add on costs that aren’t clearly outlined at the time of booking

then we could be :

very aware

Scrooge from miserliness and awareness from own manipulation techniques

Skint so acutely aware of budget and mindful of having no credit card for bail out

I have experienced this way of travelling a few years back in Florence

and sat in a deserted bus station with my family at 3 am

like a group of pioneers in a strange land with our suitcases in a circle

being circled by the so called  “underworld” of Florence

awaiting pick up by the bus

It was going against the recommendations of any travel expert to be in such a place

as was Brindisi on our way there

however we were fine

although it felt scary, frustrating and very disempowering at certain moments

and we learned alot

and maybe we don’t make that choice again 🙂

Because it may seem cheap at the outset

however as always the universe balances us up

and the price is often high in another way

no such thing as a free lunch

however we don’t know that until we have experienced it and gone through it

and

the way I do that surrender on an energetic level is to use emotional freedom technique

so I let go of all emotion coming up at that time

I let go of the triggers that created a belief I was in a place that wasn’t safe

otherwise those triggers remain

and I have beliefs about that

 again

and

I get stuck on it and keep recreating it

instead of letting go

The key focus is about us and the outcome we want

and if we don’t have a dream

and we don’t know what we want

then how can we be focused ?

how can we navigate ourselves anywhere ?

Being in balance is about moving forwards

and

sometimes revisiting the past

so we can move forwards again.

Surrender now for me is all about surrender to our higher self who is eager to show us the way

if only we allow it

If we are lost in letting others determine their way all the time

we are out of balance

The way I have learned to work with co creation relationships

instead of co dependent ones

is to keep it simple

focus on the pattern of direct to source

Am I getting my emotional needs met myself or am I looking for something outside of me to do that?

What is sponsoring that choice?

As a society we are co dependent in the UK generally speaking

We have created a system that is reliant on a variety of  hubs that we have to buy into

and all of that is perfect because it matches our beliefs and pattern of co dependency

this is the transition we are going through

a whole cycle of moving away from something that has expanded beyond it’s original intention

What was the original intention ~ often a very positive one such as the NHS

a great idea that has to evolve in line with our emotional energetic evolution

and is seeking further change because it isn’t meeting practical needs

as expectations have changed

and in the bigger picture of our soul evolution back to creating well-being from within

and being in alignment with our authentic selves

we do not create dis-ease

Letting go of being reactive and becoming pro active changes this

So often we are so out of balance in our hamster wheel that we do not have time to smell the roses and to actually stop and take a bigger picture view

We are made to do that when the universe says no

no job

no relationship

no money

and it is a wonderful crossroads threshold time

This is the pattern of the universe ~ expansion

everything in our world is based on the same theme as with the seasons, plant cycles ~ birth, death and rebirth

and of course us as people

and us as spiritual beings seeking evolvement

Everything has to match

People have to be in different stages of development so we can all weave a tapestry together and learn

It is an amazing very complex dance of life

and also very simple

and the more we let go of our stuff in terms of emotional baggage

the more we let go of the need of ego stuff

and the simpler everything becomes

and all of this takes time

small steps

at the perfect time of the planets energetic influence

and at the perfect time for us

and

we don’t need to know all the answers

only our mind needs that

and our mind is very important too

balance in all things

sometimes we experience disharmony so we can see how we are out of synch

and then we can make a course correction

and some people never do

and that’s ok for them

it is also ok for us not to be in a relationship with people who don’t want to do that

because that isn’t where we are

and sometimes this can get a little bit sticky to handle.

We are moving away from money as an artificial exchange as we are in huge imbalance

and it is going to take alot of time to create that change

because it took a while to create it

and

without causing the same patterns we have had in the past

which often involved war because communication in any other way became impossible through fear

We are revisiting a planetary pattern of 06 November 1933

and even though things may seem tough right now

for many of us we aren’t involved in a world war which we are remembering today in the UK

Remembrance Day

All those poor souls who have suffered and given their lives

and I mean

all the people

everyone is affected

Where is the parade for the mother’s and father’s who gave their sons

the people who were left behind to wait the unknown

the ones who disagreed and were jailed

the ones who could not take any more and were shot

the people we have today who are still in a war zone whilst back in surburbia

the unknown soldier

the orphan

the echoes of this everywhere still radiating on like a mushroom cloud

and we needed to do that and we still will until we stop looking to create change purely outside of ourselves through ego

Here is a very poignant video by Rebecca Shaman and her lunascope is wonderful too.

whilst we still have people who are in duality mode – black and white, right and wrong

and that is the majority of our planet

who aren’t aware and awake

when we are in this place

and I am still there in places where I haven’t let go of my wound and am feeling emotions that aren’t love and joy 🙂

and the majority of our people are resonating with anger and sadness

then we have fiery energetic patterns

we have passive aggressive relationships

and aggressive ones too

Most people aren’t even aware that it isn’t what they are consciously thinking that is their vibration they are sending out

most people are still believing that if they say something enough

positive affirmation

meditation

and say all the right “spiritual things”

Wear the spiritual uniform

Go to the “right” workshops

then somehow they are creating change

whilst on the inside they are really angry about their past

The vibration that is the true us is sending out that heart resonance

to attract the true us

a pattern seeking healing

and so the events and circumstances arise that show our true place of being

and our ego self ~ the shadow

so struggles with that

and we get frustrated because we feel we are doing and saying the right things

We cannot be dishonest with ourselves though

and here is where our philosopher’s stone shows us the way

our body reveals where our energy is going off track

Louise Hay is a great starting point and I still revisit her wisdom every day

Here is a new site I have found of great interest with different perspectives:

Our Spiritual Nutrition

So intent can be the starting point for what we want to create

and often where we want to be isn’t where we are

In NLP terms  a “Well Formed Outcome” is a starting space for looking at where we are wanting to be and seeing if this really matches our values or is simply an ego avoidance

Do we truly want to create this dream

Are we doing it for us or for someone else

because we think we should

we’d be a nice person

our family expect it of us

and on a deeper level of conditioning

How are we repeating old family cycles

old society cycles

old relationships that do not serve and empower us or the people we have in our circle

we are all in a hell of our own making whilst suffering in silence and dishonesty

On Tuesday 13 November we have the start of some amazing energetic events

even if we think we do not know how to align with them

we actually always know in our heart

and we can tune in

We have a solar eclipse in Scorpio New Moon

If we just look at this very simply:

The Sun – our masculine self and our leading Hero in our life movie

is being covered with our moon which is our feminine emotional side and our shadow

which is all in alignment with our earth self being grounded, feeling we belong and base chakra

and in alignment with our earth as a planet and her Gaia energetic pulse

with a Scorpio super energy

and Scorpio is all about the trinity of

Death and Rebirth

Wherever we have Scorpio in our charts we can look deeper

Wherever we are having a repeating pattern we can look deeper

It is the ground zero starting point.

If we do not look at where we are with awareness and self-acceptance then we cannot navigate anywhere else.

Here is a bigger picture of this month’s astrological happenings

What is seeking release in us so we can surrender to our dream?

the dream is the gift we are here to bring as our contribution to the planetary and humanity emotional evolution

Where we value above all else our emotional sat nav as being our guide

our ego will being transformed to a higher will

our living in our heart from love instead of fear

and we can do this with the pursuit of our dream,

happiness

through authenticity and honesty

so that no one else is paying a high price for our ego well being

because we are taking the steps that are leading us back towards the light

through the darkness

by revealing our true selves

instead of playing roles and wearing masks

manipulating others out of fear

being hypocrites

If we do not stand for something

we do not stand for anything

so many people sit on the fence for fear of being “wrong”

being rejected

being inappropriate

being deemed aggressive

and energetically this is because all of this has happened to all of us in the past

and our ego doesn’t want it to happen again

so we prevaricate, procrastinate, hold back, hide our light……

Now is the time to speak up for what we believe in

feel the fear and do it anyway

and

most importantly let go of the fear

so it doesn’t complete it’s energetic cycle within us

and create dis-ease

My methodology is to revisit the past

have a good look at it using our mind

look at what it created in our body

get real about how that feels

have a reality check to look at where we are and who is in our circle

reflecting back to us

Let go of old hurts by tapping on the feelings that come up

and create new ways of relating

When we believe that we matter

and it is written through us like a stick of rock energetically

I am worth it

and we don’t need to buy a hair product to know that 🙂

When we truly feel it the universe matches us

and we start to let go of outer validation

We don’t need a certain car to prove our worth

We don’t need to agree with people to be their friends

we don’t need to belong to a group

we don’t need proof of our opinion with scientifical studies

This doesn’t mean we don’t create frameworks with studies to raise awareness and share information

The difference is

We don’t need to

It is coming from a totally different space.

When we transform our ego we have nothing to proove

and are solid as a rock

our roots go deep

we have visited our ego many times

and as we works with our building blocks of the lower three chakras we open our heart

we live our dream each day

we let go of defining our outcome by ego rules

and we let our higher selves and the universe

bring us results beyond our widest dreams

because our higher self and the universe are limitless

they are literally unlimited because they do not have a mind or beliefs in the way we do as egoic individuals

When we allow ourselves to co create with the universe in this way

which of course is us too

then we truly co create from the heart

Our heart is the key to unlocking our abundant authentic selves

It holds the secrets to our heart’s desire

how we are open and intimate

and how we are hurt and seek integration

When we see our shadow we see what eclipses our sun masculine energy

and how our moon reveals our our true feminine self.

In this Blue Resonant Storm year of the Mayan calendar we can see how we create stormy conditions with our emotions

and how we can bring awareness of our heart yearning for wholeness when that storm arises

A storm brings healing and clearing when we allow it

if we do not heed it’s teaching it get’s bigger.

This is the misunderstanding of the Mayan prophecy

In a recent tarot reading I got The Tower Card for November ~

In years past I have had this card many times and was afraid of it

now I welcome it as I know when I go through this cycle I grow up emotionally and spiritually

as I let go of old ways

I am sending out a big heartfelt thank you to everyone in my circle right now for assisting me on my journey

I love and value everyone

especially my family who are such amazing teachers for me.

Thank you for choosing to have me in your circle

and you too my readers who often I do not know.

Creating this to send out creates learning for me that I love to share.

I invite you to feedback to me on the blog.

Lastly a special mention for my business partner and friend, Alison Sutton who I share The Heart Centre with

We have been on a great journey together these past few months and we are learning new ways to do that.

Thank you for inviting me to journey with you and hugs for all that we have shared .

You are a very special person.

It is our intention that The Heart Centre be a first step for us creating a community of Heart Centre Therapists

to share new ways of working from the heart

with authentic and honest relationships.

Over the next few months we are crafting workshops and meetings and hope you will contact us for what you want to know or share.

It could be you have a practical business that is related in our local community and can offer skills or services.

Maybe you want to connect to other self-employed therapists.

Maybe you are looking for a place to work from.

Maybe you are seeking to connect to something you may not know yet 🙂

Maybe you are ready to open your heart even more.

In these changing times it can feel difficult to move forwards because of the letting go of old ways and so often we get confused

and the key I believe it to develop trust and belief

faith

in ourselves

and the universe we are a part of.

We are always held and loved

and where we do not feel that

is where our next step lies within.

Love to you

Jo

Day 7 Magical seed day

How are you doing with your White mirror wavespell?

Today is a magical day of number 7  Yellow Resonant Seed and it links in to the Yellow Seed wavespell starting on October 19 which is a major energetic gateway to

Samhain/ Halloween

This is a very powerful time approaching where the veil between worlds is at it’s thinnest and we can connect to our ancestors

with this connection we can learn from the steps they have taken…..

and keep the wisdom that supports us on our next individual and planetary steps….

and let go of their wounding and their teaching that wasn’t from the light or from love.

This is a profound time as we are at the crossroads

the familiar story of Demeter searching for Persephone who had been snatched by Hades and taken to hell

All these stories and myths are the metaphor for our personal soul journey.

The person we are today (Demeter) is looking for her maiden self ( Persephone)

The person we were as a youthful energy full of lust for life

that has grown old and tired and feels often in a permanent winter state

because we have lost the essence of who we are in the life experiences

and the conditioning

and our  heart seeds have grown a husk that is hard

and hides our tender juicy fruit underneath

we may have grown bitter as we have felt lost in the wilderness

our business may have failed

our relationships become battles

and all around has become a desert as our blooms have withered on the vine

We have the secret

and we always have it

inside

when we are ready to go within and be prepared to do what it takes

let go of living the ego story

stand still and feel it all

so we can let it go.

Living the heart path

If we refuse to stand still to avoid the inevitable chickens that are coming home to roost

we go in ever decreasing circles

as death is ever at our ankles with the scythe….

that we fear the most….

and this is what sets us free 🙂

Don’t fear the reaper

Everything we need to set us free we already have

so if your back is against the wall

your face pressed against the glass

your depression heavy

you are in a really good place

to burst out of your cocoon

and live magically

in the real world of our heart space

the world of beauty

Here in Glastonbury it is an absolutely radiant day and I am so grateful to be alive

This afternoon I am off to do some tapping in the abbey

and weave some magic in that sacred place

I was afraid to face my own shadow and I know how you feel if you are afraid too of taking that next step

It feels intense and powerful as you start to strip away the layers

It is the only way to reveal the real you.

When I went into labour with my first child I remember the midwife saying that I couldn’t give birth without there being pain

and I was terrified because my body was simply doing it’s thing

and I had no control over it 🙂

It was unlike any experience I had ever had

and there was no way I could prepare myself for something that has to be experienced to be know

This is true of all initiatory gateways

we have to shed our layers to go on to the next phase

it’s the circle of life

There is nothing to fear in the death and the transformation

although it feels like a dark night of the soul

the way to the goddess is through the valley of death

It is so worth it

I have trod this path so many times and each time it gets easier as you lose more fear and trust the process.

All that comes is raw feeling as your ego is transformed

the floodgates open and everything we dam up inside comes out

then we are truly free of another cage that holds our beautiful phoenix

I use emotional freedom technique to facilitate that process.

It really works

everyday

in letting go

and when it has gone

it has truly gone for good.

So

Alison Sutton and I are getting together with some amazingly gifted heart opening walkers of the path

who are going to share their path and the gifts that have come from it

with you

and you, your gifts with us

It is the week before Samhain

We are aligning with these amazing galactic activation portal  days

It will be a festival of light and dark

we are not going to be focused on storytelling

We are focusing on celebrating the death of the old skins by seeing the true enlightenment process for what it truly is

Joyful soul transformation

Our own personal photo synthesis to open our solar plexus and our heaven’s gate

These workshops are practical and experiential

cooking up a storm of fun

past life regression, using magical process,

therapist expansion techniques for creating abundant connections

enlarging our energetic web to reach further out into the globe

designed to assist in our birthing process

at a very important time on our planet

this is to create empowered ways of working with our unique gifts and soul purpose

to unleash our magical creativity

We will be out on the magical landscape too

Itinerary is forming this week so please get in touch to reserve your space

and we look forward to co creating with you.

It is the time of preparing our wintering process so our seeds are being honed

being magically empowered

with the connection to our higher selves

and to raise our consciosness

our vibration

our light

in an energetic process rather than simply an intellectal one

to create change

If you cannot come in person then we can work through the magic of the web and skype,

online streaming in some way

If you know your Mayan sign and you are one of these:

Yellow Magnetic Seed
Red Lunar Serpent
White Electric World-Bridger
Blue Self-Existing Hand
Yellow Overtone Star
Red Rhythmic Moon
White Resonant Dog
Blue Galactic Monkey
Yellow Solar Human
Red Planetary Skywalker
White Spectral Wizard
Blue Crystal Eagle
Yellow Cosmic Warrior

This is your personal wavespell and wowee you can really create some powerful shifts if you get on this energetic spiral wave

If you don’t know what yours is please get in touch

It’s free 🙂

If it isn’t you will still create change in whatever way you are looking for …….

provided you are prepared to walk your talk

and do what it takes to match the universal energetic code that is always there for you

in the vortex

remember

the universe can only bring you what you believe to be true

so

if you believe that someone else “makes” you happy

instead of simply being happy because that is your responsibility

then so be it

and so it is

If you believe you have to help other people by giving the fish

then you will have co-dependent relationships and a world full of victims and needy people looking for handouts rather than looking for their own answers and learning

If you believe that to create harmonious relationships you have to hide your true feelings so you don’t “hurt” the other person

and live a lie

guess who is going to be hurt and get sick?

If you hide your anger and be passive

guess who is going to be surrounded by angry people?

If you believe it is your role to fix people

guess who is goimg to have lots of walking wounded showing up on their doorstep…….

What if…..

We didn’t need anything to prove who we are?

We can arrive at any venue in a sackcloth

without a title

a job to define us

we don’t need a uniform so people know which box we belong in

we don’t care what car we drive as long as we travel lightly

we don’t care what anyone else thinks

because we are ok with us…..

and this is when the magic really happens….

So today maybe have a go at being Jack and ready to plant the seed intention of our beanstalk…..

he had the courage to face his mother’s wrath by cashing in the cow

and bet everything he had on some magical beans

that created a stairway to heaven and took him on some magical adventures in a foreign land

he faced his fear

and created magical transformation

It is the only way to pure bliss 🙂

Libra is the blessing of balance.

Feel the pull the universe is showing us

calling us in

Do we hear the call ?

The full moon today is a time to let go of the old ways, the old hurts

so we can have new beginnings

making space for those new exotic seedlings to thrive.

Love to you today starseeds

may your intentions create fabulous new models for living from love.

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

Day thirteen Red Cosmic Earth

Wishing you a wonderful autumn equinox .

It’s a beautiful and chilly day here in Somerset.

Still no heating on and windows open but there is definitely an edge of coolness coming in.

It is Red Cosmic Earth day and a wonderful time to get out into the landscape and plant our feet on the ground

to align with mother earth and connect and give thanks for all we have created this year

as we are born from the earth so we return

all living things are here for a short time in the bigger picture of being in a form

when we are present to that reality we tend to make different choices about how we relate and how we choose to co create

So today it is a very powerful time in the history of magic to create a ritual

of how we choose to leave our sun worshiping days of yang energy

and go into yin energy

feminine time of going inwards

and letting go of anything we have taken on that isn’t in alignment with us loving the skin we are in ~

the larger cycle of balance.

This is the cumination of the Red Serpent 13 day energetic spiral which bridges the Lunar Moon and the  Electric Moon.

These are the first two moons of thirteen in the Mayan year.

The first three moons signify a deep connection with hearing our higher self and our guides as to our direction for laying the foundation stones of our year.

We hear the whispers of our soul if we are open to receiving and we have worked with our ego to transform it’s will into the disciplined walking talk of higher service.

This involves going through the Saturn gateway and learning the lessons of love.

All the patterns of this energy have the same formula and are creating an energetic spiral in different levels of size.

The micro and the macro.

The thirteen energetic steps for co-creation.

We are now , as of September 20, in the Electric Moon and tomorrow we go into a new wavespell and Libra sun sign.

It is the time of being in the presence of our sacred feminine Goddess energy

so that what we came into knowing was this year’s life purpose ~

revealed back in July and August in Magnetic Moon

and what we have been experiencing as our challenge and our resistance in the Lunar Moon August and September

Now is the time to move into another space of co-creating with these dualities ~

closing the gap between where we were and where we want to be

this is the creative journey process.

Our dream and what we choose to create this year and what we can learn and let go of to bring it into fruition

If we see the basic metaphor the seed that is being formed is simply the authentic true self that we are

that is often hidden under layers of false ego learning

It doesn’t matter what we choose to birth….

only that it sets our heart on fire

and gives us the energy to rise above the mundane and set sail on our voyage of self-discovery

allowing ourselves to truly love ourself

We spend half of the year going outward and co creating to sow our seeds and harvest their offspring

then to replenish ourselves and our land we prepare for the following season by removing the weeds and storing our seeds ,

browsing through our land to see what has served us and removing that which we didn’t enjoy so much

we can do this for all our earthly relationships too.

The opposite is true in the Southern Hemisphere

and this is what creates balance on the planet.

Noticing where we are today compared to where we were thirteen moons ago

what a difference a day makes…..

Tomorrow we can build on this awareness and work consciously with the white mirror wavespell

to see what is reflected back to us in our sacred circle

what do we love

what hurts us

all of this is us

the universe can only bring us what we believe to be true

as soon as we really get to grips with this understanding we can really move our space

Time travel back to this time last year ans see where you where

what were your relationships

how where you enjoying life

what was bringing you joy

what was bringing you pain

How has that been repeating throughout your life

What can shift in you so you can move into a different relationship with yourself

and therefore everyone else

I am sharing this video again today as it is so powerful and so wonderful in seeing the bigger picture

everything that has ever hurt us we chose

it is our life learning

now we can choose to let it go

all we need do is face our shadow

it really is that simple

it is the enlightenment process

being still

feeling

every moment

letting our feelings be our guide

letting go of figuring and feeling

When we feel we can tap and let go

and create a clear space

then we are free to love again

The most important thing we can all do for our planet….

put ourselves first every day

take time to listen to our inner child

It whispers the secrets of our liberation by speaking about it’s past wounding and how it is still feeling anxious today…

our life manifests that belief system with people showing up to push our buttons….

we can then tap and let go so we let go of needing to please anyone, fix anyone, do anything we really do not want to….

and then the magic happens ….

because we are free we are present

we can give even more to our planet

our life flows abundantly

we have no drama

we have no need to create drama

we are back to our fun factory setting.

Letting go of others….

the paradox – the more time we spend on tapping to let go the more we benefit ourselves and the planet

because we change our inner slides and so we become the peace we seek

if everyone tapped every day and let go of their stuff the world would be a very different place

when people have an emotional reaction it is always their stuff and yet they want to blame someone else rather than bring it back to themselves…

it’s a paradigm shift

this is how we learned to feel loved as children ~ from children in adult bodies

and now it is time for us to really grow up on the inside as well as the outside

Love to you today and your earthly pleasures.

If you tap along with this video without any additional words… simply follow the format

let yourself feel

you will get a huge shift.

Enjoy 🙂

Huge gratitude to all co creators on my blog who have created such amazing resources and without which my sharing would not be possible. In particular I would like to thank Tracey Gendron whose Mayan wavespell and general info on her site has changed my life.

Thank you Tracey you are a star 🙂

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Day 12 of the wave~ Yellow Crystal Warrior

We have completed a cycle and now we are building new relationships with our own conscious way of relating

if we are aware of  being conscious of course

and the majority of people aren’t.

Yellow crystal warrior day

How are you spending your day?

Are you kung fu fighting or building bridges of the heart.

Today I have been very busy in having a huge clear out in alignment with the new moon and the autumn equinox tomorrow.

Magical gateway and one of the most powerful of the year as the wheel in the UK turns into the dark time.

Are you aware that you are a part of the infinite web of crystalline energy and that everything you emit is a signal that spins out?

What ripples in the pond are we creating

Gladiator quote:

What we do in life echoes in eternity

We are all part of cosmic creation yet most people do not take any responsibility for how their actions are shaping the planetary reality

The majority of people do not want to take responsibility for their own lives….

then complain when they do not like how other people create their lives for them…

or blame them.

This is the popular way of being on our planet….

totally unaware that there is no one “doing this to us”…

we are doing it to ourselves

and that may be a truly shocking statement for some people

and very hard to swallow.

When we are ready to see it….

voila there it is shown distinct and this is the key thing……

when we are ready.

I am  highlighting a video today that I do not entirely share the viewpoint of…..

because there is a strong element of fear rather than love

and

please be aware that there is disturbing footage throughout and especially towards the end

which I wish hadn’t been in the film because it’s got some fab information without the disturbing stuff.

Ego likes disturbing stuff….

It has some excellent sharing too

It gave some new insights for me about  things and some I find feel they fit for my way of seeing the world.

Alot of what is in the content is in my posts about the planets and archetypes, so that was a synchronisation for me too…..

sharing awareness that all our demons are inner ones and if we don’t change the inside then the outside doesn’t change.

Even in all the seemingly imperfection perspective of how mankind is playing out their drama at the moment

as the guy says it simply is what it is

and it is where we are

Kymatica Movie

the majority of people would rather resist and fight others than look at themselves and until that changes……

the resistance will continue

I do not feel there is any conspiracy…..simply repeating patterns

and now a change is starting.

People are waking up to being co-dependent

We are always creating a healing response for ourselves

this is the whole dynamic of the emotional mind….

only what the emotional mind chooses to do is so very often insane 🙂

It will go to great lengths to keep us “safe”

Each dis-ease is the next step on the healing process.

When we cut ourselves our body creates a scab to heal and it’s the same on the inside.

When we are out of balance as our planet is now….

off on a patriarchal child rant of fear and paranoia

the ego needing bigger and bigger energy fixes

we are very much in our masculine acidic energy and this means our internal ph is way down around the 4’s

this is cancer

what is eating away at us, that we cannot stomach, that we cannot cure or fix because it is outside of us and we are getting more and more stressed…..

so the body internally goes into acidity and starts to eat itself…..

the immune system then seeks to fight the enemy within and sends an army to deal with it

the cells start to multiply and are out of control and a tumour is formed

and ultimately this tumour is there to heal the wound

do you see ?

We create it unconsciously

and the great thing is…

we created it

we uncreate it

by letting go and being in the flow

Some people I have shared this with are very resistant

and somehow think I am being offensive in saying it

because they haven’t let go of their fear and their ego does not want to take responsibility

I am not saying anyone is a bad person or judging them

and it is my intention to share this amazing empowering perspective with people

so they can learn and empower and let go of limiting beliefs

how can that be offensive?

Somehow they mistakenly believe that I am saying that it is the ill person’s fault which is untrue

It’s no one’s fault

It is simply what happens

and here is the tricky thing about this conversation

If people haven’t done their inner work and let go of when they have been hurt by being judged then their ego will judge others

everything we have ever experienced we are

until we let go and change how we feel about our past

When people say they understand universal law

and they haven’t created ego transformation through feelings

then all that they know is what they think

and that is simply being a talking book

they are not changed through experientially letting go of their ego wounding

we are all on a cycle of this and the more resistant we are to the world and other people the less inner emotional transformation we have done

we all have access to the christ consciousness and the buddha wisdom because they are us

everything in the universe that has ever been or will be

is us

the only difference between us and others is life experience and how much inner alchemical enlightenment of our shadow we have done…..

and this isn’t an elite school of learning

everyone can do it….

and yet most people would rather die – literally…

we have to do what most people fear the most and that is….

look at ourselves

and anything we do not like

learn to love

and when we all do that…..

we will be sending out that vibe of love, appreciation and respect

acceptance

of ourself

and our ego is then a gentle guiding friend that lives in the now

because all the past pattern matching files of red alert have gone

At Tai Chi yesterday my teacher gave me a great insight when we were practising standing in the first pose

He said

“To think we have to access memories”

so we go back into the old files and then we project them onto the future

Standing in an ancient pose of magical practise to balance the masculine and feminine and let the energy flow

the intention is to let the mind quieten by being in the body

and the stance of the body is key to balancing the three bowls of energy

this is also the triple heater meridian which is the warlord of our flight, fight or freeze mechanism

and takes energy flow from all areas ready to attack when triggered….

and remember these triggers aren’t logical and Dr Spock wouldn’t be impressed with their reasoning 🙂

The more you have wiped the memories of any emotional intensity and defragged your hard drive

integrated the parts that have gone way out into cyberspace and brought them into the inner sanctum once more

and the more we can open up to inspiration because we are in the love zone ready to receive from the collective unconscious

we are free from the ego mind running it’s fear script from when we were 5 or 6 which is when many of our major beliefs and patterns were formed.

We live in an energy universe and we are always balanced by ourselves

we are the universe

when we balance ourselves within

and let go of our shadow

become comfortable in the skin we are in

and work with our ego

recognise that if we are full of fear

it’s ours

it isn’t anyone else’s

and no one else can take that fear away

instead of building walls

let’s tear them down on the inside

rip off the shields and protection and open wide

what do we need to protect ourselves from…..?

Only ourselves of course.

Love to you today with your warrior of the heart manoevres 🙂

If you are ready to work consciously with your ego then Sunday is a good day to start with the new wavespell

White Magnetic Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall……

If any of these are your Mayan sign then this wavespell has your name on it…..

It’s your special energy spiral to work with.

White Magnetic Mirror
Blue Lunar Storm
Yellow Electric Sun
Red Self-Existing Dragon
White Overtone Wind
Blue Rhythmic Night
Yellow Resonant Seed
Red Galactic Serpent
White Solar World-Bridger
Blue Planetary Hand
Yellow Spectral Star
Red Crystal Moon
White Cosmic Dog

If you wish to see how EFT can help you with this energetic wave then please message me and we can skype

over the next thirteen days on a particular cosmic co -creative day

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Day 11 Letting go in order to flow and fly like an Eagle

Blue Spectral Eagle

A very different feeling today as the energy wave we have created over the last nine days and seen it’s energetic result yesterday

starts to dissolve and be released

so we can keep the ways of creating that serve us and let go of those that haven’t manifested heart expansion

How are we sharing our visions with others and evolving our planetary consciousness?

I had a very unexpected emotional release last night watching a film about a plane crash ~ sudden sobbing.

Films are such fabulous ways of connecting to hidden unconscious emotional lairs

as is listening to music.

If you tap as you watch and listen you let go…..

I have had several unexpected sobbing outbursts so be warned if you invite me to the cinema 🙂

The Lovely Bones was one of the most deeply heart wrenching…..especially when Song of the Siren comes on

wow that song so pulls at my heart strings

I was invited to see Mamma Mia by a friend and we went to a really old fashioned cinema with tables and chairs and a bar.

Within five minites I was in the loos hyperventilating as I sobbed in the stalls.

I had no idea what the film was about and was plunged into my past……

It reminded me of when I went to live in Greece in so many ways

When Dancing queen came on I had let go of trying to stop the torrent of tears and people around me had got used to it

they were dancing and smiling.

These films patterned matched something from my past and triggered me

and having done a fair bit of work on feeling comfortable around letting my emotion flow in public

still a work in progress….

I eventually simply let it be….

Letting go is the key to living a balanced life and moving forward.

Today’s video feature is by Abba – The Eagle.

Wow how uncoll that would have been for me to admit liking Abba songs as a teenager 🙂

Chocolate is another great film and book for illustrating the point of living lightly and being able to move along when the time is right so that we go where we need to go and get out and about to make those synchronistic connections

No one else can do that for us

Often when we feel we are helping people by fixing things or doing things for them

we may be adding more resistance to their process and delaying it

the motivating intention is the key

When we are flying high we can see the bigger picture and in shamanic journeying the eagle is the guide that takes us into the higher realms

we see how where we are will pass both on an individual sense and a planetary sense

and that there is no need to fear this step

for it leads somewhere else

without this step we cannot move into another place.

If you watched the video on yesterday’s blog you will be feeling that vibe today

I had an amazing array of dreams last night all about past segments of my life and my children’s lives

how often I wasn’t present even though I was physically there

It is very challenging being a parent and  can bring great understanding about your own experiences as a child

and seeing a different perspective looking on to that now as an adult.

It can be quite tricky finding that balance of the practical, physical aspects of our day to day living

and fulfilling our spiritual soul quest

putting ourselves first and relating to others

in a way that is co creative and co operative

rather than co – dependent

Each decade brings a different requirement in it’s cycle and skill set

What we do as a parent for a very young child changes when they become a teenager

although many people do not make that adjustment and will not let their children be independent and cut those energetic ties along with the apron strings

Just like the Eagle who nudges it’s young off the cliff face

there is a time to fly free

and if that process isn’t allowed to happen

then it often takes many moons to bring that next step in….

everything happens for a reason at the season the divine architect intended and….

the universal mechanism is so artfully designed that things can change in an instant

free will.

What I am letting go in this wavespell is creating this blog in this way every day

and so I will be creating one spontaneously as and when I am moved to do so.

I have a couple of big projects ready to take their next steps and now is the time to focus on them.

This Red Serpent wavespell as really helped me to see where I can let go even more and tune into receiving

and letting go of fears of survival

as I create new beliefs and strategies by following my heart

I am creating a wavespell transition with my Heart Centre partner, Alison Sutton at the gateway of Samhain

This was a video I did last year and now less than twelve months on it’s great to look back and notice the difference that time has made and what has come into fruition and what has changed into a different perception.

Having a video to look back on is great information:

This  Yellow Seed Wavespell    this October has lots of portals just like this one we are experiencing now, so we are cooking up some powerful workshops over a whole week  to co create with that energy

These will also involve being in specific Scorpio locations on the Glastonbury Zodiac which includes the amazing Hornblotton Church.

We will be featuring The Heart Centre too and intending to co create with other heart centred transformational therapists who share the space with us.

The Heart Centre is starting to blossom now and our intention is to expand over the next year to include new locations to bring heart opening opportunities to seekers on their path.

Using the wavespell has really helped me to focus on creating my shift and I now work with individuals using the dreamspell and Emotional Freedom Technique in a

life coaching format.

EFT helps people to get to the heart of what is holding them back and allows independent self-empowerment

 I am launching some workshops especially for therapists this month too to assist in expanding shining our light.

It’s a new way of creating a dream business and seeing how everything we do is totally about us…

we may have the all singing and dancing website

the business office extraordinaire

if we are lacking energetic connection on the inside

and buying our stairway to heaven

in these transition times

we are going to struggle to get off the ground

now is the time for the dragonfly energy of unique flexibility to change on the breath and keep our core

those that flow with the universal wave will flourish

So if I can be of service to you at this time of enlightening the shadow

wherever you are in the world

I am only a moment away.

Love to you today and your letting go process

so we can love the skin

we are in

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