Red Serpent 2 ~ challenge

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Portal Day ~ The Challenge Day of Red Serpent

White Lunar WorldBridger Day
Are you ready to go through the gateway and see the bigger picture?

What is challenging you about your relationships and raising resistance to loving the skin you are in ?
Notice how you are feeling today ~ let the feelings be your guide.

This is day 1 of 10 galactic portal days ~ in plain language what this allows us to do is to see beyond our personality ~ we can rise above our “story” and see the bigger picture of our path ~ if we choose. Aquarius moon is assisting us today on this lunar day ~ as always the Mayan calendar is revealing the perfection of our universal wheel of the soul journey.

Waning moon time is the perfect time to let go of what is no longer serving us and any shadow emotions show us this ~ they are the starting point of a journey to new spaces.
If you have any doubts about your divinity this framework will assist in this awakening process and the ego’s fear of death ❤

Practical tip :

Start to journal what comes up each day ~ you can join me with my posts and my blog if you choose and feel it is something that is calling to you ~ you are ready to connect to the synchronising framework that brings soul integration and is the sacred feminine returning to our planet for our Aquarius evolution.
Simply start to do this journey consciously ~ maybe you just want to dip your toe in or dive into the depths ~ whatever works for you 🙂

I am getting people contacting me now and this is their wavespell ~ they are intuitively knowing this although their mind does not consciously know it ❤

If you want to know more about this simply send me your time, date, place of birth and I will send you info ~ it is free ~ there is no obligation ~ I love this way of relating and I learn from it ~ I evolve ❤ I am not selling you anything

I am sharing information with you and my agenda you may ask ?

To empower each person with the ability to take their own emotional evolution 🙂 This has an impact on me as I am another you 🙂
I am Aquarius Rising with Uranus in Virgo and this is my way of relating 🙂
This is the key now if you feel called ~ trust your gut 🙂 Follow your heart and even though it may not make any rational “sense” go with it ~ let your soul shine ❤

Exciting times ❤

When you start to turn everything on it’s head you know there is magic afoot ~ this is the paradox.

Our sacred feminine selves have different ways of being and we are remembering them all.

When you become comfortable with the uncomfortable this is when fear is being recognised as the place new journeys begin ❤

In NLP terms ~ when we get to the edge of our map of awareness we stare off into the void ~ the unknown, the unmapped, the deep unchartered waters of new learning.

Our mind may panic ~ depending on how flexible it is about newness
Our mind may look at it’s history ~ it’s map ~ to risk assess

Remember the map is not the territory ~ it is simply our map

If we choose to expand our map then……

we do it experientially through relating to our world

Expanding our map intellectually is like sitting in a library and getting a book out about trekking in Nepal …….we will learn information

we don’t immerse ourselves in the totality of it and so we don’t get an in depth holistic experience.

Humanity is ready to go large now 🙂 The mystical journey is open to all who dare to dream ~ it is time ❤

Deeper exploration:

If you feel ready to go deeper then open up and intend to explore your map.

Are you ready to face your shadow ?

Are you ready to bring light to it?

All the emotions that feel uncomfortable have a thread to a space in our past……

an event that generally is replicated many times and the older we are the more it will be replicated as this is what we attract ~ our pattern ❤
If you are ready to go for it……and it is the perfect time……you are ready to bridge your worlds so you can go to all times and transcend them emotionally.

Only when we transcend them emotionally and forgive can we create new worlds within.

If you know about Emotional Freedom Technique you can use this amazing tool to work deeper and create change ~ if you don’t know about it ~ explore it ~ it can change your whole life ~ it has changed mine and lots of people I know.

The key to self empowerment is being able to tap for yourself ~ build your skill 🙂 I  share the awareness of it because…..

I believe….

Anyone and everyone can do it and therefore it is a totally co creative tool

Whatever tools you have in your tool box already ~ it will enhance.

Sharing my challenges with you with the intention of  creating intimacy and raising awareness of how this can be such a gift :

Today when I was 15 my grandad died. He was also a Leo and someone I love very much. He died the day after my mum’s birthday and it was unexpected . He had been very ill for quite a long time and was making , seemingly, a very good recovery.

It seemed very unfair when he died ~ the worst seemed past and then out of the blue ~ he was gone.

He was my first close family member to die when I was at an age to really be aware and feel it and know what it meant ~ that in this lifetime I was never going to see him again, hear his voice, have him in my world as part of my day to day living …..

and that wrench was massive for me.

The pain was intense .

We can all have a sense of death ~ the reality of it happening is a whole different ball game though.

The emotional fall out for my family was huge and they were so enveloped in their pain that I felt unsupported. I dealt with it mainly through avoidance ~ going out with my friends and avoiding being at home. I am not blaming my family now ~ they did the best they could, that time has gone and I cannot change it ~ I did have a lot of anger about how they related with me at that time ~ and this was key to my emotional journey and letting go of my Grandad many years later.

I didn’t go to the funeral and for years afterwards I had dark dreams and no closure .

I hid my emotion in alcohol and created a pattern for myself that lasted me a good few decades. A significant death creates scar tissue on our map of life . It is a dark edge , often jagged and sets energy in motion ~ it impacts on everything ~ our beliefs about belonging , life, feeling safe, secure, money ~ our foundations.

It’s web is far reaching.

I have done a lot of EFT on this and finally faced many things I didn’t want to look at and more importantly feel at this time.

When I was ready to look I did and have revisited this many times.

Generally my feelings that came up were around guilt ~ I didn’t spend a lot of time with him when he was ill ~ I found it difficult to see him like that . I was angry at being made to go in a neighbours whilst the adult’s dealt with the situation ~ I felt excluded and in the worst possible place with strangers I didn’t feel comfortable with. I felt unprepared ~ even more so when I was eventually told he had a heart condition ~ I felt that if I had known I wouldn’t have been so shocked ~ I was told this was withheld to “protect me” . I accept all these aspects as to other people’s actions came from a place of positive intention ~ especially now I am a parent and have been placed in these situations myself ~ I also accept how I felt about it then ~ this is key and again another misunderstanding that many people make.

Our ego doesn’t want us to feel “bad” so it puts an intellectual spin on things ~ an adult perspective ~ that the inner child doesn’t feel and this creates dissonance and stops healing. Avoidance pattern.

My Saturn is in Pisces and this is very significant around father figures and our relationship with our masculine, unrealistic expectations around role models and therefore “should” beliefs  ~ having an energetic emotional scar attracts lots of experiences for us to raise our awareness ~ and often it isn’t what we “think” it is ~ when we tap, what it actually is comes to the surface and there are lots of aspects.

These emotional anchors keep pulling us back until we release them ~ this may take several visits ~ remember we are co creating with many other patterns and people in our rich time travel tapestry of life journey. Our soul journey’s don’t have to make “sense” they aren’t a mind trip ~ they are experiential learning to feel certain emotions and understand through that emotional journey. Clients often ask why on earth any soul would choose such suffering and my understanding is that it is often at the time of most suffering that we have the greatest of learning about our soul and others…..On the planet we are in dark moon time in this evolution ~ the dark night of the soul.

I believe this is why the shadow events happen at the perfect time ~ to guide us through our soul journey along with everything and everyone  else.

Many therapists focus on needing to clear everything in one session and finding all the aspects ~ and sometimes that is possible  ~ to get clear on a perspective of it that is relevant in that moment.

When it is time it is time.

Deeper enquiry can be to see what is motivating that need to clear ~ to prove that the therapist has validity and can get a result ? Often people are purging to rid themselves so they can be clear because ….

they are afraid to go down into the pit …..

and that is futile 🙂

The pit is a wonderful place of creativity and to avoid it means we play with the pattern of purgatory ~ because sure enough we will keep on doing the same behaviour that led us to it in the first place ~ the ego is the groundhog  incarnate.

It may pretend it is doing a different show and be a gifted chameleon ~ unless we have cleared the emotion and taken responsibility for our choices for our journey so far …..

we end up in the same neck of the woods in a different outfit …..

As we face our emotion we remove layers and we are rewarded with …..clarity ……unless we go through the emotion ~ we hold it and so we remain stuck in the mud.

When I share the importance of emotional process every day in my blog and with my clients many people simply don’t understand and do not go there ~ especially in the UK ~ we are in a system that doesn’t celebrate the emotional and tends to hide emotion ~ hence being the Capricorn country

What I mean by going there ~ feeling the feelings, being with them, allowing them ………and then letting them go.

Most people start to feel them and then start to do what they have always done ~ avoid them because it feels uncomfortable ~ indeed many people would rather die        ( and do) than feel their own shadow and are deeply afraid of going through a process with it.

Thing is….if you don’t go there it keeps coming up until you do

and so many therapists, coaches, facilitators, spiritual teachers …..

are speaking from a pattern of avoidance, living in la la land of doing the same old pattern,  maybe spinning out something they learned in two weeks and have no experiential integration of …….

Which I believe is……

a pattern of deception, manipulation and  not learning from past behaviour ~ a shadow pattern 🙂

We all have stuff ~ and we all bring it to the table with everything in our life ~ that is the nature of being a human being 🙂

Yes we can avoid things that make us uncomfortable ~ they do not go away though…..

energetically they get bigger and bigger and attract events to match and illness in our body until we pay attention

so why do people believe in these deception patterns ?

fake it until you make it ~

spin doctor it ~

spam it ~

make a big list so you can inbox a kazillion people

and do the least effort for the maximum return…..

denial….. of seeing reality of a clear picture……because the creativity is initiated from a place of …..distortion ~ shadow

What we are doing, we are being

and our world cannot support the ego machine any more  ~ it is time for a change ~

so if we are involved in  a plan that may be of ego shadow…..

maybe place the emphasis on doing lots of ego shadow  enquiry and work and face the truth about ourselves instead of and before…..

teaching or assisting others in their process ~ the focus is externally referenced otherwise  ~ time to take responsibility for our part in the world 

being honest with people about the true nature of where we actually are and how we came to be in this situation  is a powerful first step  ~ instead of selective screening because we are worried about what others will “think” . 

If you find yourself bridling at the moment  with people in your circle  who really cannot see their shadow at work and insist it is your issue ~ 

the key is in the behaviour

Behaviour always reveals the shadow and this is the nature of the biblical quote ~ By their fruits ye shall know them

Aside from the controlling religious angle the historical texts have some shiny wisdom 🙂

For clarity ~ I have no religion 🙂

If you are around my age ~ 47 ~ you may be revisiting the time of your relationships with teachers and part of this bridling feeling ~ anger and non acceptance of  people who are stating that they are teachers, guides, whatever because of their behaviour ~ which you are challenging because it is dishonest and manipulative.

If we don’t speak out…..how do we raise awareness ? How do we create change ?

To let go of the intensity ~ 

tune in to what their behaviour is pattern matching from

maybe your teenage years 🙂

Adults being insincere with you as a child

First days at school

Dishonest communication ~ avoiding the truth you are offering and denying it

saying one thing and doing the opposite ~ incongruent behaviour

This is the key to creating transformation and why I love EFT and I share it ~ it totally works in amazing ways and if it is not working in that moment ~ persevere until it does ~ don’t give up 🙂

If your intensity hasn’t gone down you simply haven’t found the thread yet so keep open and…….

simply tap on accepting your feelings

As you love and accept where you are ~ and this is often one of the biggest gateways ~ self talk of ” I shouldn’t be angry, sad , jealous,…..”

because you had an emotional experience with another person ( maybe many over your lifetime) around you expressing these emotions…. who didn’t want to deal with your feelings and told you to stop behaving authentically ~ because they didn’t know any better/weren’t able to deal with your emotion because what it was bringing up for them/trying to manage you/ control you/manipulate you and deferring and deflecting that back onto you ~ making you take responsibility for their behaviour by blaming you

Turning the truth around ~ this is also known as gaslighting

It is used with great skill in our western society for selling things people don’t want or need and when being found out for a hidden agenda ~ creating scenarios that expand fear to justify having a war machine for example.

When we look deeper at an individual’s history we often see a deep wound event which has created a need to protect and support a damaged ego …….

We all have ego shadow events and these create a choice point ~

For most people who are living in western society the choice is externally referenced ~ being shown that one is a” good ” person that is socially recognised and becomes a celebrity in some way. They could be on the stage, a speaker, an actor, performing arts who need to be recognised in that way . They are seeking bigger and bigger adulation to prove they are good enough and we can see this behaviour in particular with ageing celebs ~ you are only as good as your last box office hit ~ when they are unable to create this fix ,they find it in other ways with attention seeking behaviour ( not always conscious) and if you look closely you can see a pattern emerging ~ George Michael has had some near death scrapes in the last couple of years. This amazing, talented man ~I have cried through one of his concerts at the outpouring of love for his love who died of Aids and Jesus to a child was written for ~ seemingly from what has happened in many of his life events, does not feel loved and know on an emotional level in his heart, the gifts he has brought to so many. He is such an amazing teacher as are so many celebs living such a public life.

I feel very sad when I see this ~ not that I label it “right” or “wrong” ~ simply seeing people suffering because they don’t feel their own amazingness and believe in themselves ~ because I know what that feels like ~ having experienced it myself .

I have worked with people who have spent many years in psychotherapy and it hasn’t changed how they feel ~ because it cannot ~ talking and intellect is purely on a mind level.

You may understand how, who, why …….and you still feel terrible. You are feeling post traumatic stress ~ heart hurt . We feel with our heart not with our head 🙂

EFT works with the emotional mind 

If instead of going outwards now and creating multi billion companies ~ Bill Gates ~ people go within to their shadow ~with the same level of energy and attention what a different place our world would be.

People who have high levels of self esteem and confidence ~ genuinely ~ do not need to create a big show ~ they are happy with very simple living because …..

everything naturally occurring in our world is a pure wonder ~ especially human beings who relate with open hearts free from ego 🙂

The Mayan Wavespell can assist your mind in becoming clearer about your journey so far and how all things fit together ~ prepare to be amazed as you see your bigger picture ~ as and when it becomes available in a time frame uniquely tailored to you.

Today I took another step and looked at 13 year cycles for a client

When you do this you can see how every 13 years we have a cycle that is guiding our evolution and the older we get the more this thread weaves to all times and places in a very meaningful way.

We have four energetic signs that takes us through four directions raising our consciousness.

My Grandad died on Red Galactic Dragon  ~ this was in the year White Wizard in the wavespell of White Wizard and his Mayan Sign was ……White Wizard .

He has the same Mayan sign and number as my daughter.

In terms of my 13 year cycle ~ I was in Year 10 of a a 13 year cycle Red Planetary Earth which started in 1970 with Yellow Human. The start of the 13 year determines the energetic flavour of it.

We completed the Yellow Human Wavespell last week ~ our humanity and how our body reveals where our energy is flowing . It may not make any sense to you at the moment ~ at first it can seen an overwhelming amount of information ~ this is why it is easiest to learn experientially and intuitively ~ in bite size pieces that are easily digested because they arrive at the perfect time.

As and when we are ready for the next cosmic bite ~ we take it. It is a whole new exciting way to send our divine code.

 

My Grandad had a heart defect from when he was born ~ a Leo’s key symbolic organ. Leo’s journey is primarily to live a life of courage through the heart. Amazingly he still did many things and was in the Navy in the second world war ~ amazing how this “shouldn’t ” have happened…..and yet he passed as fully fit for service at that time.

My family have been my greatest teachers especially around the work that I do now. I am guessing yours are too? I am choosing to bring this learning into being with my children ~ they are teaching me to be clearer and more honest every day .

 

If we want to birth new ways of being in our world …..we have to be prepared to have integrity and do what it takes to create them. 

It is very important to have ways for our mind to create structures and activities 

and ways for our spirit to flow through us

and to allow our emotions to show us where heart changes are being sought.

 

Love to you and your challenge today ❤ ❤ ❤

It is the gift of the doorway opening ~ Lilith energy
Will you take the gift she is offering you to evolve ?
We are learning about loving relationships ~ intimacy.

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