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Blue Electric Monkey 

 

The picture I have used for this article is of

Hanuman ~ the Hindu God 

More info about him here :

Wikipedia 

The key about this info that I am focusing on is :

He played a key part in an epic war against a demon God

He was the son of a wind God (Hermes/Mercury/Thoth in other frameworks)

His name can mean ~ pride that was destroyed 

My perception of this is that it is a mythological event

that has been created to embed

a process in humanity

A transformational process

of human evolution

which is also

what the 13 Clear Signs reveal 

 

In the early stages of humanity and it’s consciousness evolution

this is akin to stories of wisdom

and

morality through all cultures and ages

and

stories told to children

fairytales that are often dark

and

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these stories go into a deeper place in the collective consciousness

Now we are starting to work with these archetypes in a whole new way

Humanity is ready to shape their reality

Consciously

We have been shaping reality unconsciously en masse for millenia

So we can see what creates what

As always this is my experiential opinion

I am a common woman

I have an intention to share my journey and consciousness

It is not my intention to create offence or be disrespectful

This is key awareness too

This is key to working with conscious intention

and

being as clear a communicator as I can 

being respectful

and

letting go of what other people think

because I cannot control anyone else 

or

their opinion of me and my opinions 

All opinions are valid and valued in this amazing 

Reality Game that we are all in

I am writing this in a Capricorn Full Moon energy 

just having gone into Aquarius

at 5 degrees as I initiated this blog 

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The feminine is the most ancient and the most futuristic of source energies. It is far back and near forward. Either or both ways, in source wisdoms or in awakening vision, you cleave to the Mother for inspiration, guidance, and sustenance. Your whole heart and soul are given over to the lineage of those who know and serve the Goddess. An evolutionary return on the next spiral to a fresh individual discovery of just how to follow the Divine Feminine within Earth expression. Moving into innovations, breakthroughs, epiphanies. Living for these. And in the stream of a whole new world coming into being, right in the center of what is vital and pivotal and must come out. You feel synchronized with the collective, riding the crest of the wave, knowing and remembering what living in the Earth is truly all about.

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Articles about this Full Moon at 27 degrees here:

Chani Nicholas 

Joness Jones 

As I write this we are in the last few days of Cancer Sun

and

Cosmic Moon Day 24 

Moon Day 24 is my Moon Day 🙂 

Every Mayan Moon Day 24 I get deeper insights 

If you know yours tune in to this awareness every month

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We are in the last few days of

the Mayan Year

White Planetary Wizard 

the manifestation 10th day code of

Red Serpent Wavespell~ relationship process and the 13 day code that takes us into the heart of the matrix

and

precedes

Blue Monkey Wavespell

 

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Asteroid consciousness coming in ~ new codes of self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us

How has this year been for you ? 

Have you found it easy to go with the flow of the universe rather than your own will ?

We are approaching a tremendously powerful transition year

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Planet ~ Pluto

On the day I am writing this

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Planet Mars

This is the 5th code of

Red Moon Wavespell

The awakening code in the

Green Castle of the Heart

 

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Vladimir Kush ~ Ocean Sprouts 

The 13 day process of

being truth

being the beacon of light

Free of corruption

by transforming corrupted code

corrupted life events

ancestral healing

ancestral awareness

Creating Heaven on Earth through each one of us

as an individual releasing times of Hell on Earth 

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Vladimir Kush ~ above the sea level 

Here is a love~ly blog about this code:

13x productions :

Moon Wave Reborn 

This 13 clear sign is

I believe

The alchemy code essence

of the 13

It is the heart of the matter

Venus is the planet

It is literally the spine of the Tzol Kin

It is the central column

The top of the pyramid process

The Blue Castle

The Blue 13 day process of transformation

 

 

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Born from the Sea  ~  Vladimir Kush 

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is what this 260 day process is all about

Transforming our childhood experiences

so we can grow into emotional maturity

as a collective through each individual doing this maturation process

and

then

only then

will we have a harmonious safe space for all

because all will understand what creates peace and harmony

and be it

and live it

This process has always been happening

because all is necessary for human beings to know this

All this pain

All this suffering over thousands of years on planet earth

Has created a structure

A foundation stone

That we are now ready to place another layer on

Everything is perfectly aligned

On time

Happening

and

just because it is going to take time

as long as it takes

For those who are ready to do the process now

personally

It can begin and expand

Peace begins with me

 

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Ascend the Spirit ~ Vladimir Kush 

There is no need for anyone else to do anything

When the individual has that focus on the outside 

and

a need for everything else

and

everyone else

to change to be happy

this peace process cannot happen

The ego misdirects and wants to create

a conditioned consumer dream

That is the collective humanity delusion now:

If I buy enough stuff

If I am beautiful enough

If I have the “right” car

If I have the optimum career

A beautiful body/face/dress/wife/husband

If I have more money than my boss

etc

We are all in that money spin doctor game on some level

 

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Vladimir Kush 

and

in the world we live in right now

it is true that most of us do need money to live

and

there is a myth that there is a shortage of it

Yet in truth ?

Look around at the

new buildings

new roads

new trains

new stadiums

new structures that corporations are somehow accessing ?

Think about it

Know it is simply another myth an urban fairytale that is obscene and terrible

and

yet a necessary experience to witness what the ego can do when at it’s most pathological 

 

 

It is time for humanity to wake up

to yet another level of man’s inhumanity to man

and see how that ego pathology

has morphed for this generation

For whatever excuse aka lie

It is systemic and we all do it at some level for many reasons 

Be a hypocrite

Live a lie

To try and survive

Do what we know 

Time to see a different solution?

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Vladimir Kush 

It is radical

It is hard to swallow for the ego

It leads to freedom

It lets go of blame

It allows new solutions to be created

It is an inner job

All of this war and aggression

comes from our childhood experiences

and

our ancestor’s childhood experiences

that is where the root structure is 

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Vladimir Kush 

 

From our child development

When we could not get our own way

Because an adult said no

Simplistic ?

Yes and the truth is most things are very simple at their core

All the technology we have today was created by a human being who once had an issue in their childhood

Take washing up for example

Do you want to play out in the garden with your friends in the sunshine ?

Or wash a pile of dishes that someone else had made ?

Food for you maybe that you didn’t like and had to eat

and now you have to wash the many pots as well

anger

resentment 

frustration 

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at all those around you

especially those making you do that or ridiculing you

and no way to avoid that

or the next level was even worse if you did

as maybe it was compounded with guilt and shame and humiliation

or more punishments so any choice available is an unwanted choice 

Take education for example

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Do you want to go and sit in a classroom with an adult who doesn’t like their job

learning about something that has zero interest for you

and

no practical or fun application with a group of peers

who are equally unhappy about said situation

and

may even blot out all learning opportunities whether you want them or not

because they are louder and ruder

and more aggressive than you 

Do you want to go to a place where you are bullied every day by other children

and adults

and

now have to pay for it at a so called higher level

with no guaranteed position at the end of this system you had to do

Now law in the UK

and

when you have got yourself in debt and have no money

have a pittance given to you ~ eventually

as long as you agree to take any job

virtually any where

for a pittance

Do you want to wear a uniform and be a clone

Do you want to serve others who are rude and bully you?

Do you want to coercively bullied ?

This is now illegal in the UK for person to person

Article here

yet our authority systems are doing it every day to all citizens

So is it a surprise that our society has issues ?

Is it a surprise that our society is sick ?

People are not machines

People are amazing beings

I know what I am sharing here

Is so simple in many respects

It will be ridiculed by many

As I said earlier it ain’t rocket science 😉 and no surprises to many

and yet once you start to do your research and go down that rabbit hole

it get’s even darker than a

Stephen King Novel but that is where we have to go to find out the truth 

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All the evidence is there in plain sight of our mad society 

and

what it is creating

and how corporations are actively seeking to overrule laws

and

common sense

and

these are also individuals

aka 

human beings that are no different to anyone else

yet think that they are 

These individuals are the key power manipulators

who extort and manipulate society rules

to bully and get what they want

through fear and abuse

and yet  

seemingly many people admire them

and

create TV shows about them doing exactly that

and

even vote them into positions of power ???

All parts of the system are essential to it’s expansion and creation

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Vladimir Kush ~ Behind the trees

If we look at generational patterns

using tools like

Astrology

and

The Mayan Calendar

we can look in depth at family patterns

How each generation has followed on from the last

Seeking to deal with their childhood issues

 

 

This is key to this Astrological time of year

The astrological time of Cancer and Capricorn

The Mother and The Father

The Matriarch and the Patriarch

All our structures

that we create with throughout life

are

formed in the 4th House 

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Vladimir Kush Moonwatch

In the natural zodiac this is Cancer

Where the bottom rung of

The Stairway to Heaven is

Midheaven being where we are manifesting our personal

Heaven on Earth

In the natural zodiac this is Capricorn

The 10th House

Here is an image I found to illustrate this ~ link to Dustin’s Website below :

What we manifest throughout life

is structured in our roots of childhood

Home and Family 

Our birth tribe 

If you start to look at your family constellations

you will see how they have shaped and formed your personal patterns

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Vladimir Kush 

I offer you:

It is what we are here for to be consciously aware of at this time

To focus on how the home is the creation crucible

How it has been put under great stress

and

it’s importance has been overlooked

in a society who does not seem generally to value that

or understand that

part of our structure

which does not create something consumable

with a monetary value

and

this is total madness and unworkable

Something has got to give

at the moment that is the human beings who are collapsing under the strain

In turn becoming a “burden” on a system that is already under pressure

This week I have been noticing this in structures I have

Canopies pulled too tightly ripping under the strain in the wind

Pulled this way and that

Getting thinner

The fabric weakening

overstretched for a long time like me

Bed sheets pulled beyond their size eventually giving way

A tiny hole pulled apart eventually gives way to the forces

Coming undone

Unravelling

Enough

Surrender to the stronger forces

Time to stop resisting what is
knowing it cannot be sustained

I cannot sustain living like this with too much to do

and

too little resources

and

no way to do it 

Mission Impossible 

How many times have I been in this insane situation at work and at home ?

and

a pill will not fix this

Who does the housework? The garden? The nurturing?

Working a 40 hour week minimum with commuting on top that you don’t get an allowance for ?

Two weeks holiday a year if lucky?

Exhaustion?

Madness Process ~ outcome ?

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Vladimir Kush

This process is designed purposefully

on one level

to restrain and control

wilful

children

by wilful children

lacking emotional maturity

lacking restraint

lacking the will to do what is needed from a place of integrity

from a place of balance

from a place of wisdom

and

inner control 

but

how is that possible when conditioned codes of co dependency

do not allow that

actively promote addiction and dependency

enslavement

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Look at the evidence of all these business models ~ no long term vision because ?

It is not a pretty sight ~ it is a road to nowhere in it’s present format

Often men are excluded from their children’s bonding process

Children are often placed in nursery and child minding with strangers

Births are managed clinically

I am not stating any of this to criticise simply stating truth

(Things are changing too bringing a turnaround )

Everything is being machinated to the extreme

and

it is madness

The feminine aspects are being repressed and denied

The simple and free things in life are no longer valued or even recognised by many

My Grandparents were born at the start of the world war times

in

1914/15 

Their generation experienced first hand what it was like to be a child

in a time of threat and

insecurity

There has often been a propaganda myth circulated

that unwed mother’s

and

single parents

was a new bad thing that arrived in the 80’s by the media in the UK

There were lots of single parents in these earlier times

Lots of unwed mother’s throughout time

Lots of sex before marriage throughout time

Lots of men coming back from the war with post traumatic stress

Lots of women too with post traumatic stress who were nursing these men in the field

and at home

Dealing with the aftermath

My Great Grandmother had six boys…

that she looked after most of the time as a single parent

Her husband became an invalid after the first world war 

with no support whatsoever from the state system

that decided there had to be war 

She took in washing and lodgers

as if 6 boys to look after wasn’t enough

She killed herself in her 60’s 

She had had enough 

This is a common story in our history

and

very typical 

and

things have moved on in many ways 

on the economic and material level 

One of her son’s 

my Grandfather

was a Leo 

Like many of his peers he had

Saturn in Cancer 

A structure of emotional security 

An emotional feminine energy 

Nurturing 

Cancer being the sign connected to the Moon 

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This is a fabulous article about Saturn in Cancer 

I have learned so much by reading it 

by

Celestina 

Generational patterns of bringing light in 1915:

Uranus in Aquarius

Pluto in Cancer 

Neptune in Leo 

A time before the depression of the 30’s 

Very key to today’s repeating patterns around what led up to that state of being 

Silent Movies 

Key to awareness process

The Silver Screen 

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Some celebrities transferred into sound 

A whole different way of acting out …

Some did not

Huge archetypal patterns and memes being broadcast into the collective

around ego identity structures

Can you recognise some of your ancestors patterns?

Some of yours?

I studied English Lit and have always been an avid reader 

I can see how my life has been shaped by this interaction 

Just had a big aha today around DH Lawrence ~ Sons and Lovers 

I studied this at school and I found it really depressing

but I can now see how it impacted on me in a big way as it was meant to 

I spent a lot of my time watching the Hollywood films with my Nan 

Saturday afternoons 

My belief system around happy endings

What determined success

Romance 

Women and their role

Men and theirs 

All a Hollywood script with very little basis in real life 

escapism and yet the majority of people…

still do not recognise how we are being brainwashed by a framework

that does not care that this cognitive dissonance

creates mental illness

because it goes against fundamental human nature and values

held by the majority of human beings

and

we need to go there to know that 

What has changed today ?

We now get to see a bigger picture of the star on the screen

and

how their quest for stardom 

did not create a happy ending for them

and yet what they shared entertained millions of people

and

the personas where amazing

and at the same time they were suffering yet wearing a mask

just the same

as human beings who did not have their material wealth or fame  

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How many celebrities of the 40’s, 50’s and 60’s

are now being seen in a whole new light as they truly were

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and

what they were hiding ?

Their sexuality 

Their Plutonian shadow 

Their abusive behaviour 

Their self abuse

because they did not feel loved and accepted

and therefore did not love and accept themselves 

I cannot find an article about

Neptune in Leo transit around 1915

but I have found this article about

Pluto in Capricorn at 27 Degrees 

I did not know this but this is the exact degree of the USA ‘s chart 

Here is a very revealing archive article by 

Dane Rudhyar 

Uranus in Aquarius in 1915

and again in 1996 to 2003 

when my daughter was born 

an article here :

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and

here are some celebrities from both periods 

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This is what I am passionate about 

sharing ways 

sharing information

for 

personal empowerment and transformation

amidst all these dark experiences 

is where the magical light is found 

Is where hope lives

Dreams are found again

in the realms of the

Soul seeking the impeccable path of truth 

 

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Vladimir Kush Dreamcatcher 

If you are ready to work consciously with these spirals of evolution

I have some workshops and ebooks that you may find beneficial :

R~Evolve 

and 

A Day Out Of Time Webinar 

Simply click on the links 

Wishing you joy and love wherever you are on your Cosmic Cookie Trail

here I am on mine 

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13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 

 

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There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb

of 

Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment

also 

through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :

Astrodreamadvisor.com 

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They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 

because…

one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 

is

to be aware

and

awake

to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 

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This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed

by 

allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel

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On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time

and

I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 

because…

it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 

Intellectually

Emotionally 

Energetically 

Physically

Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped

and

patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 

 

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Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation

Objectivity 

Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 

and 

relate 

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Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 

and 

can be understood in a simple way 

on 

daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :

lawoftime.org/decoder

Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you

and

designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 

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My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational

chaotic

wild

illogical 

and

has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 

so 

where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

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A garden planted solely with shade plants.
Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

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Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes

the 

Moon energy changes 

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at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 

Base

Sacral

Solar

the roots in our 

tree of life :

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When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed

with 

the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color

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The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 

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Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 

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At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 

 

Red Resonant Serpent 

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Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 

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The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun

also 

a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun

 

In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 

now 

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Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 

so 

whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 

 

These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 

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It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is

Mercury 

which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 

and

Where your Saturn is 

and 

what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?

or 

do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 

 

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My understanding of unconditional love 

 

There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion

emotionless

reactionless

a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 

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I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 

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A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 

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The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 

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The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become

 

We know that

events 

circumstances

people 

will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  

and

learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 

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The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 

and 

clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 

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Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 

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If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 

of 

personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that

paradoxical 

It takes a lot of personal learning 

Discipline 

and

going over the same old ground 

time and time again 

and 

all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 

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The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone

and

everything else 

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to avoid taking any responsibility

or

feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …

yet 

The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been

and

will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process

and

we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 

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acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 

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Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:

Tomorrowland 

A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 

 

 

I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

LEO 9
A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.

 

If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 

and 

allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

Catalyst Coming Wavespell

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White World Bridger Wavespell

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Day 4

The Structure Day of every 13 day Wavespell

 

Todays energy signature is 

Red Self Existing Moon

 

Please click on the links to expand on the information which leads to other web sites

all about awakening today

to firstly

our own structure

 

secondly as a point of focus ……

because as any adept knows

to know thyself is the key focus

and what we are here for 

the co creative focus is to know the universal pattern now that we are co creating with

The language of light

and the new wave of energy coming in

The new code

I have had an amazing few days processing information that I have intuitively received

 

as I create the space within

using my catalytic convertor resource

my shadow

I am doing this in many different ways 🙂

 *I use the Mayan 13 day energy spirals to synchronise with what my universe is creating and raise my awareness

*I set an intention at the start of the spiral for the next step in my evolution

*I am guided by the energetic nature of the spiral

This one is all about surrender and death of old worlds to bring in the new

which comes hot on the heels of 

the bringing

Heaven to Earth Wavespell

Red Skywalker Wavespell

I did a blog  on each day of that wave which you can access and see how each day has a divine code to work with

on whatever level we choose

That framework remains the same ~ the nature of the energy pattern it creates changes

 

So now in this Wavespell we are refining what came into our awareness

~ came to light from our shadow space ~

on December 22 for the thirteen days over the festive period

What is seeking to die and make space through it’s transformation

so that we can 

fly high and dig deep

and go first within for the treasure we seek ?

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This Wavespell started on January 4th

 

The framework I personally use

for my enlightenment process:

 *I use a Thoth thirteen day tarot spread that I do on the first day with an intention based on the nature of the Wavespell and what I am seeking to transform within me

* I create a document

* and every day I look at it in connection with the Mayan Wavespell

 *This gives me my energetic signature of the day and the universal signature of the day

the co creative framework

and connect to the cosmos ~ see what is coming in

Each day has an energetic signature to work with

I am very aware of seeing signs around me

In me ~ my body and emotion reflect what is seeking well being

what is emulating well being

It is child’s play

Feels good ~ heart full of joy

Yes

Feels other than ~ something that has potency to transform

The Wholly Grail that I am  🙂

 

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Moon Patterns to weave with

 

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On Waxing Moons ~ expansion , co creation, creativity out in the world

On Waning Moons ~ reception, regeneration, rebirth

The Moon is our sacred feminine self

Our emotion

Our mask and shield

Our mother love

Our potency

Our Goddess Gifts

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She hasn’t been flavour of the month for many a moon

her power is growing now 🙂

Waxing moon in Aries today in the UK

New Beginnings

In the dark half of the year it is still going within time for

Inner Work

Letting our emotions reveal the root of our shadow

fear

anger

sadness

Shows us a path to the light

by going into the veil and the way is

the valley of death

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Magically on entering the library last week

I saw a book in the new in section

This was the third time I had a cosmic nudge to Dan Brown’s new book and so

I took the hint and selected

Inferno

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Just reading it now

and wow

so many messages for me 

what a cosmic cookie trail it has led me on ~ thank you Dan Brown

I have a different perspective to his

of the personal alchemy code

We all have this unique view which is why….

when we understand the deeper codes we realise

there is no “competition” or a need to compete as we are all on our golden thread that leads us into the dark 

as seekers of our own

personal truth 🙂

What is the next step exclusively for us on our very own tailor made journey

My connection to the novel:

Our family went to a wedding in Florence

where the novel is set

in 2009

which was our paradoxical year of loss as property renovators

the financial crash

and renewal of catalytic thrust to remember our passion as adventurers and travellers

course correction through an ego fall 🙂

As a teenager I studied History of Art

and when I went to the Uffizi gallery I got to see these wonders in person

there is no substitute for the intensity of colour and the energy for a Giotto

in the flesh

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These early works of art can seem unsophisticated compared to the later works of other artists ~ their energetic flavour shines through.

To be in the presence of something that was intended to be of sacredness is felt by the heart

this is also a key to the heart path that differs from the mind

I saw Medusa by Caravaggio

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Birth of Venus by Botticelli

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I wasn’t intellectually aware of Primavera shown at the start of the blog

or that he had painted many illustrations for Dante’s Divine Comedy

and this

Map of Hell

Lots of new learning for me

Avoiding any spoiler alerts by revealing any plot 

the key message for me is the code

Dan Brown’s books have a theme

which I feel is so valuable and 

allows mainstream access to these hidden alchemical worlds

through entertaining stories

such is the nature of many a book from the past that is a hidden gift of personal transformation

which has been portrayed as a factual event

whatever our level of entry

we can all follow the cosmic cookie trail

that have been accessed by the few 

for centuries

and are now open to all

Most of the amazing works of Art could only be seen by the elite in the houses of the rich

such as the Medici family

who were powerful bankers

and if you read the information on their rise and fall here

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you will see that again history is simply repeating itself ~

another cycle

there is nothing new under the sun in terms of our history repeating

What I am about to say may cause a few ripples to the ego 🙂

I am simply speaking from my experiential viewpoint of my journey so far

After working with people all my life in the entertainment and leisure world in different ways

in the service world

in the holistic health world

All these places with similar shared patterns

what I know to be true is this:

We each have a cosmic code that we came here with

embedded 🙂

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If we keep that cosmic code the same 

the cosmic code we attract stays the same

simple

it isn’t rocket science 🙂

No matter how many positive affirmations we speak

workshops we go on

massage and energy releasing treatments we have

meditations we do

We are doing them

having them

receiving them

releasing them

and our code changes very little

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our emotion stays the same

it attracts the same

our cup of emotion is so full of shadows

that we are full to bursting

and our energy body 

physical body

wealth body

becomes distorted to accommodate that 

emotional structure

we haven’t evolved emotionally

because unless we release that old emotional code

on all levels

it remains the same

and so we are still doing the same

coping mechanisms to deal with all that emotion

they may mutate to something that appears new

We may swap alcoholism for religion and be born again

We may let go of emotional eating for embroidery

We may evolve our workaholism for workshopaholism

and inside we stay the same….

so we attract the same life experiences

as we are still unaware that we have a code

that is primarily alchemically transformed

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by our feelings 🙂

now these ancient codes are on public display

now is the time for the curtains to be drawn back

This book ,  Inferno, like anything in our world, reflects knowledge back to us at a level

we are ready to receive

depending on where we are on our path

Are we ready to go within and create

true

clear

Capricorn Space ?

Being with our inner Inferno

and our own personal hell ?

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Pan space in a balanced way

Allowing our feelings to be in balance because we have grieved and raged

and freed our slave

Giving up and abstinence is the opposite of mastery

and can be an avoidance pattern

which means the alchemy process hasn’t been achieved

the pain has simply been diverted

Codes in plain sight :

The paintings of a time

the craft work

the carpets design

the movements in a sacred dance

an energy well being framework of movement such as yoga and tai chi

all hold the divinity code

like a seed

in sacred sacrament

ready for the seal to be broken open at the perfect time

beauty in the eye of the beholder

one of the codes in the book Inferno :

to see through the eyes of the dead

What this means to me :

When I have an emotional reaction to something

that isn’t love and joy

I know there is an old wound story there

This emotional wound holds pure gold in it’s raw form of shadow

When I am still holding this wound it brings like circumstances in my everyday world

so I have an opportunity to revisit this wound pattern

and create a different experience for myself

So for example my car may break down

I visit a garage

Something happens in my relationship with the garage

and I am unhappy about it

If I continue in this vein I am creating with this unhappy pattern

emotional vibe is the creative life force

If instead ~

I am in the unhappy place

I feel these unhappy feelings

I be with them ~ they seek to be felt

I then tap ( Emotional Freedom Technique) on these feelings and expand on these

What is the his ~ story here?

If these are very strong feelings that seem dis proportionate to

the causal event

I know there are several threads in there with roots in several stories in my past

When I have released this unhappy feeling event of today as much as I can 

I  go to the other places as much as feels necessary and is feeling emotional

and when I clear these root places

I see through the eyes of death transformed

I have surrendered to my feelings now

I have surrender to what is

I have surrendered to what is within me that is an old story

recognising that whatever I am seeing in my world

Is somehow related to me

It isn’t bad or good

It is simply the universe ~ which is me

bringing me my beliefs

and there are lots of ways to look at that bigger picture if I choose

it is all about my choice 🙂

When I have cleared these old wound stories

I am clear of that history

I haven’t changed my past

I have changed how I feel about it 🙂

I have freedom from the emotional hold it has on me

What happens at this point is…..

Catalytic conversion

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I have changed my inner space

I change my law of attraction

I change my energetic code

I get a total reframe

and if I choose I can also use EFT to expand on this reframe to open myself up to

new learning

new adventure

ready to be open to new ways of being

The Secret Formula:

No matter who

or what

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workout

diet

we do

if our inner receptors are on closed and hurt

the love goddess energy is like the wolf faced with the three little pigs red brick house 

who huffs and puffs 

and cannot get in

because of the wall 

we have built around our heart

the code of 

keep out

All of these amazing gifts that we are wishing to create change for us 

cannot resolve our energetic system

so

check out these amazing new ways of transformation

find groups and people who you can connect to

who are using these frameworks and see for yourself

and first and foremost start to learn them yourself

and 

see the magic

feel the difference

This is the major starting point

Most of the frameworks today are in reverse order and focus at the beginning and outside

Start with the end in mind

Remember that the most important thing to you that you hold sacred

is what is the key

What we are being

is what we are doing

is what we are creating

The intention is very important and is the difference that makes the difference

If we are being manipulative

we are sending out a code

and this code means…..

a message to the universe

Live by the sword and die by the sword

We are what we eat

what we believe

what we do

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If we do not treat ourselves respectfully …..

guess what 🙂

The universe shows us lots of events and people to reveal that way of being so we can see that

The Map of Hell painted by Botticelli reveals all these places

and people back then really believed there was such a place….

as hell

some people still do

We have no way of knowing what is the true intention about these creations by the original person unless they choose to speak to us 🙂

What I believe, is reading Dante’s history , is that he was exiled from the place he adored ~ Florence

He was exiled from the woman he adored who married another

He was in his own personal hell every day and as he was feeling all those feelings this gave rise to his way of using that space

creatively

he wrote about it

What I now see ~ which I didn’t in 2009 when I saw those paintings

is the code in them.

The hell I see is the one each person creates with their thoughts and beliefs 

Their victim story

The Primavera Process

We are a living walking breathing history

The past has created us as adults

Everything we experience today has been shaped by our interactions on planet earth

and

so this past creates our future

Do what we have always done and…..

we create the same

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So the past is the right hand side of the painting

and here we see a dark angel ( known by some as Zephyrus  who, as the west wind , brings transformation ~ see the link here ~ Primavera meanings where there is an in depth interpretation of characters) whispering to the first woman

It is similar in many ways to the Pan painting

From this interaction there are plants coming from her mouth

the next woman in line appears to be pregnant

In the middle 

serene

in red

is Venus

Next in line are the three graces

being the focus for a messenger of Eros love’s arrow

To the left on completion we have a male ~ thought to be Mercury

otherwise known as Hermes and Thoth in other culture’s

The process of Spring and new beginnings

and yet ~  are oranges manifest in Spring  in Italy?

So we go from the wind ~ spirit speaking a message to a human being

who’s message gives rise to flowery words

who becomes pregnant and is the epitomy of abundant fertility

The root chakra

the sacral chakra 

the solar plexus

Venus as the heart chakra space in the middle

She gives rise to the throat, third eye and crown

which in turn creates the masculine energy of thought and reason

In terms of the seasons

the dark months of the year and spiritual inner work

give rise to the process of Spring

Aries time

It is the darkness that brings the light process

If you feel ready to start using this alchemical process for

yourself

 

or to use your awareness in a different way

 

I have a workshop that may be of interest 🙂

 

The next Persephone Path ~ Catalyst

is taking place 

on the 18th of January 

which is the next Wavespell to follow this one and is 

the catalytic  energy of Blue Storm

It is my personal Wavespell

It is perfectly aligned 

for this work in the waning moon of Leo

More info here:

Persephone Path  Catalyst

 

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Thoth Card Reading for Day 3 ~ the co creative day

Adjustment

Wonderful article here about this

which explains the bigger picture

of 

Be Do Have and Universal Laws

and the opposite of my card today

The Prince of Swords

shows what happens when we go out of balance purely into mind and reason alone

We lose the heart aspect and therefore

we

lose heart ways of being and go out of balance into being led by the head

Our inner demons hold great power…..

over us if we let them weep and wail

force for amazing strength and transformation

if we are willing to 

look them in the eye

and 

transform them

Be the catalytic crucible

within

Love to you beacons of light

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Heaven on Earth ~ 13 Cosmic Shift

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Red Skywalker Wavespell 

Day 13

Red Cosmic Serpent Day

Today we complete this energy spiral

Please click on the links to explore other sites

Today is movement day

What is seeking a shift?

Had a power cut in Somerset today.

Huge gusts of wind and hail

I predict a lot more of these this year

When our outer power is cut off we see many things

How self~ reliant we are

Can we generate our own heat and light source or are we dependent ?

Many people experiencing a power interruption……

which allows us to experience a change of circumstance

and an opportunity to

do

something

different

get off that karma merry go round

break the mold

change direction

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Re Route our Sat Nav

by allowing our personal planetary space craft

to get an upgrade 🙂

Our Red Serpent Energy is our philosopher’s stone

Our body shows us where there is energy blockage that is interrupting the flow between earth and sun

Sun is our light source and our light giver

Our heavenly realm

Earth is our home and our humanity

This circuit ideally flows freely

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and our human spacesuit is a vibrant craft

Our human command centre is our mind

It limits our journey by what it knows and uses our ego to navigate

based on the past

some of which is essential for our survival

The ego will do anything to meet it’s primary directive

Feel good and survive

Sometimes it creates totally bonkers methodology to meet this directive

If we have experienced euphoria with alcohol or heroin 

and this allows us to numb our emotional pain

It opts for that modus operandi

The immature ego does not care about what the side effects of this choice are

The means to this “Heavenly”  end are irrelevant

Look to history for the epic results of ego crusades

This is the narcissist who does not want to deal with their hurt

and is not willing to learn or invest time and energy in this inner transformation

This is our planet’s manifestation at the moment

Our mind

Our thoughts

create belief systems

create how our body creates

creates what that body creates in the world

Really simple

When we get stressed about something we set off a chain reaction

Our body is in fight, flight or freeze mode

Instead of feeling the feeling of fear

the ego looks for ways to discharge it 

strategies to avoid feeling it

When we have been doing this for a long time

Our body processes that energy and that energy is toxic to our spaceship

Imagine holding an expanding vat of acid for forty years in your body

This is vitriol

bitterness and bile

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To counter balance that acidity our body creates a system to combat it

alkalinity

It creates lots of cells to process it

We have an outbreak of extreme masculine ego just now

at this turn around zone

What sort of thoughts and beliefs go with this expanding vat of acid?

Injustice

Jealousy

Anger

To change this picture requires action

Removing the events from the past emotionally 

feeling the feelings we are avoiding

Allowing acceptance and forgiveness

when it is our time to do that

When we are ready

This removes the blocks

In each chakra

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 the lower ones hold the gateways

and unlock the heart

remove the walls

surrender to the evolution process

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Thing is we all know what we are angry or sad about

and when we decide to take responsibility for

how we feel

We activate our creative power

when we are looking to blame others still

we cut our power off 

the source of our suffering is seen as outside of ourselves

and we cannot control the million things outside ourselves so….

we feel overwhelmed

hopeless

lose our energy

What is the point?

Personally I believe the point is for each one of us to

get our cosmic cookie trail on the road

and

Be the change we want to see 🙂

Be our Passion

Live from the heart

Create new ways of living and relating

simply because

they are from the heart

and this takes

Courage

Evolution of our heart space

This individual process…..

is what changes the cosmos

When we are in ego imbalance mode ~ we are still overusing our mind

being led by our head 🙂

Our mind is very useful

and can also keep us stuck in old paradigms 

We are now in a New Age of Individuation

to activate our oneness

first requires

celebration and refinement of our uniqueness

It is essential to

Know Thyself 

in order to

Know Oneness

Remember that our ego loves to be a talking book

full of “spiritual knowledge”

that it hasn’t personally experienced of itself

pretty much like a spiritual “app” to buy online

When we haven’t got that “app” plugged in 

where is the “knowledge”?

Take away ego structures and supports and we see the true initiate revealed

This is what is happening now

Bare Bones time

Time to walk the walk 🙂

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Many people are afraid of this because….

they don’t know how

and……

not knowing isn’t acceptable in our ego society

especially in certain spiritual communities

who thrive on their “knowledge”

and use it to feel superior

admitting we don’t know unleashes a tremendous force of spiritual support

Imagine your A Team with a huge sigh of relief 🙂

( A = Angelic)

This path is open to everyone and no one is excluded

except by their own ego 🙂

Here are some great intentions that can be spoken aloud

often and allow the initiation to begin

 

I am asking for help and I trust it will come

I am open to new learning

I am willing to do whatever it takes

to create heaven on earth within me

 

then let go of how this will happen

Being open to miracles

and new ways 

and at the same time…..

start to learn about the important stuff about how a human being really works

how our experiential universe really works

and most importantly

how you work uniquely and yes you’ve guessed it…..

Know Thyself is the gold route 🙂

Here’s an interesting insight ( well I think so :-))

I got this morning after tapping on this very subject

My partner and I were looking back over these thirteen days as to what is looking to shift

What comes up for us around Heaven on Earth

What the future holds

Making a 5 year plan for our mind to work with as a focus point

The key was how to reconcile what is happening in the world and the ego frameworks and being able to follow our spirit when all around controls are getting tighter around putting people in boxes and labels ~ ego society does not like free spirits and seeks to control that energy generally

The key is balance of the duality if at all possible as a place to be heading for to match the universal pattern

Spirit and Material World

Mind Body Spirit

Science and Magic

This is what the tools of my trade have given to me

Practical ways that work 

and why I love to share them

I took a leap of faith many times in my life ~ not least moving to Glastonbury with nowhere to live

It is part of the process of the Magician and High Priestess marriage 🙂

My Insight

On the Mayan Calendar of Planet Earth we are in a thirteen year cycle

This changes on July 26 every year at Leo time

The first seven years of every thirteen year cycle are the initiating years

the climb to the top of the pyramid 

This took place initiating in Red Magnetic Moon from July

2006  which is the overall flavour of the thirteen year spiral ~

awakening to our cosmic true nature and the ushering in of being in tune with our emotional, feminine selves

to Blue Resonant Storm in July 2012

which included the shift to a new paradigm in the Winter Solstice of December 21 2012

the new energetic pattern of the heart 

The next six years build on this energy just the same as the micro pattern in each Wavespell

Doing the lower chakra transformation automatically transforms the upper chakras

All the same pattern 🙂

On July 26 this year we go into Red Solar Moon

Completion of a cycle

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On July 26 2015 we go into White Planetary Wizard

Manifestation

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On July 26 2016 we go into Blue Spectral Storm

Dissolution ~ this will be a tough year for any resistance patterns same in many ways as this year using the regular calendar

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On July 26 2017 we go into Yellow Crystal Seed Year ~ same as yesterday’s energetic blueprint

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On July 26 2018 we go into Red Cosmic Moon Year 

Cosmic Movement 

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On July 26 2019 we go into a new thirteen year cycle of White Magnetic Wizard

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This will be a powerful cycle of magic and self empowerment

using a co creative framework ~ number 3

My intention for my five year plan

To open a retreat in Cephalonia Greece that is fully operational

for the new White Castle Cycle of White Wizard on July 26 2019

This will take me and my circle of family and friends

on a journey

on a process

on an adventure

The last time I did this Glastonbury wasn’t on my map 🙂

and here we are

Where will this intention take us?

Where will you be?

Do you have a dream?

My Thoth card for today reflects this

Prince of Disks

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I had this card before ~ initiated my Yellow Sun Wavespell on December 09

More about that here on Love lights the way Blog

If you are ready to explore your inner world more

and

would like some assistance please contact me

If you would like to join an online group to share your experiences of working with Mayan Wavespell’s please join my Facebook Group

If you would like to know more about your thirteen year cycle, Starcode or Mayan Sign please send me your time, date and place of birth

I offer free consultations

so you can see how this can really work for you

Tomorrow is the start of a new 13 Day Cycle ~ which is essentially about Surrender

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If it is your Wavespell remember this is all about your cosmic mission 🙂

I have created a new practical document to use for our own awareness raising and synchronising with this pattern or indeed any of the Wavespells. 

It is free

If you would like me to send you one please message me

Love to your Cosmic Desires today

Let the fire grow higher 

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Picture Credits

James Roe for the lovely heart focused picture

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and for the white women pictures Andrew Gonzales

Sorry on the sources for the others there was no information as to artists or creators

Heaven on Earth ~ 12 Crystal clear formula

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Red Skywalker Wavespell

Yellow Crystal Seed

Day 12

Day 12 of the Wavespell is the day of clarity

and

crystal awareness

The day of being crystal clear about what is required to create a structure for our co creation with

our higher self

our human self

our shadow self

and from this alchemical transformation place

we let go ~ yesterday’s dissolution in day 11 

of what is no longer serving us

co dependency

ego tango’s

outside “proof” that we are “successful”

It is the day that represents the new dance structure

We have the raw material in Days 9 and 3 to create this magical number 12

Look back on the entire structure of these past 12 days

and see our own personal

 

glass ceiling 🙂

 

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Remember it is

self imposed

Today is also a Galactic Portal Day

A powerful portal for integration

calibration

seeing if our chart ~ our map ~ aligns with our intended destination

are we heading in the light direction

with a team of focused navigators

who are aiding and abetting our heart opening process 🙂

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This is always the case in this Wavespell ~ that this 12th day is a galactic portal ~ regardless of when it falls

This structure allows us to see the power and majesty of the universe and it’s amazing creativity

The Wheel turning and that there is a set framework in many respects….

and because there are so many other elements that come in to play 

there is also flux

In today’s particular universal energy ~ the astrology of the planets

we are in day two of new moon

although people refer to New Moon as New Beginnings

Wise weavers know that in the first flush of the youthful energy

we are still in the dark

the moon light isn’t reaching the earth

we are still in the in-between space of inter world

Time to still go within and be with the new seeds arising within

hold back on actioning them

noticing how it feels to temper our impulse for instant gratification 

always a sign of ego 🙂

whatever is done at the first flush will not last in terms of co creation for manifesting

often tis a rash route

and generally creates letting go for what is going to come……

later on as the energy stabilises

the middle of the waxing time ~

Waxing is the first fourteen days between new and full moon 

Day 7 is the pyramid zone

is a very good time to go out in the world to co create

if you have an intention 

that your relationship with others will bear abundant fruit

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Remember also that this is still the dark half of the year

This is a great astrological forecast that really splits the year 2014 in two halves

by Austin Coppock

which really connects to the Mayan New Year starting in July

Remember that the majority of world focus is on

Ego Yang and going out energy

and overlooks the Yin time

Each are important to be in our full power

The more time we spend in transforming our shadow now

The more this will reflect back when the sun is in it’s power from Spring Equinox

for those in the Northern Hemisphere

Love Austin’s take on keeping the integrity of our wheel of clay

Thoth Card Today and Yesterday 

forgot to post this yesterday

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The Wheel for dissolution Day

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Here is a link for this

my take is: 

Look to the signs mentioned ~ Taurus, Scorpio, Leo 

Leo is the heart and having the courage to face the wheel of destiny and all it’s teaching

Also key to the same info in the Astrology Reports 🙂

Today 

Strife

5 of Wands

This is a great blog about this

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Different cards ~ similar imagery 🙂

Remember that our Gold is found within our Lead

Light in our dark

This is the alchemy secret

of the Golden Seed

Heart Path

When we are ready to face our demons within

with courage

We cast off any seed husk that our ego has constructed

we bare our soul to the world

free from agenda

simply for the freedom

of loving the skin we are in

Love to you and your 
Seed Intentions
burnishing bright
underground

building bulb energy time 🙂

Remember there are many shared patterns that we can learn from in nature that are optimum for creation

man made systems sometimes try too hard to reinvent the wheel 🙂

Love this video and love to tap with it 🙂

Picture links ~

Starting Flower of Life

Tree of Life ~ Mary Stubberfield

Heaven on Earth ~ 5

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Red Skywalker Wavespell

Day 5

Red Overtone Earth

Please click on the links for more information

A great website for information about these Mayan energetics is

Muluk.net

Caban is the Mayan term for Red Earth

Mastery day

Five

We chose to be here

Whenever we are not here and now

ego is present

Presence is when we are free from ego thought and feelings

aligned with our source

Being ungrounded is feeling seperate from the earth

issues of not belonging

blocking our base chakra energy connection to earth

running on spleen fight or flight

using intellect as a mask

trying to logic our way through an uncomfortable situation

to avoid feeling the emotions that come with that new growth area

See yesterday’s blog ~ number 4 for great videos from Caroline Myss for this

In her book Anatomy of the Spirit

a wonderful structure is revealed

and…..

You can keep it really simple  

Using EFT and tapping

Be with the feeling and then tap on it

Whatever you are feeling

and then follow the feeling to reveal the source of your pain

whether it is physical or not it doesn’t matter

all

yes all

absolutely everything painful

has an emotional root

If you use this methodology as a first port of call 

You will

Know Thyself

which is the Mastery Route 🙂

The information of the methodology is secondary

i.e. 

You don’t need to know how it works

for it to work 🙂

Trust in your sacred feminine

Indigenous people do not over think

have a lack of future, past and fear language

they are present

and accept the nature of things

this primary pattern is what is the root blessing

of the so called

Mediterranean diet

the love of family and living in nature

living in co creation with the land

food grown with love

all emotions expressed as they are felt

and

forgotten

simply putting Olive Oil on your salad doesn’t achieve this holistic approach….

and it is a step in the love direction

same with a glass of red

it can be wine…

it can be cherry juice …..

It can be rose water

What is of primary importance is that we take time each day

to be

at one

still

relaxed

with source

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Letting our body that comes from the earth

and returns to it when we are done playing this part

reveal our next step

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Our body is our philosopher’s stone

emotions direct us as to what is flowing

and where we have created a block

with our mind

our emotional mind

our flight, fight and freeze

This is our game of life programme

that keeps us safe as a developing adult and….

paradoxically keeps us stuck as an adult

following old rules

that require an upgrade

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Whenever we are feeling blue

there is an opportunity to upgrade through transformation

and jettison our past

So if you are a Red Earth this is your life mission

To create clear and grounded Source energy

for yourself

and if you choose consciously share this with others

At this moment in time we are shedding emotional ego masks

such as….

emotional avoidance masks

imbalance of intellect

emotional eating

fantasy escape

ego rubs

co dependent relationships that allow someone else to be an imbalanced part of us

Mummy figure

Daddy figure

All goes back to our roots 🙂

Whatever our victim story

is also our salvation

Around 42 

whatever we haven’t resolved and evolved in the first part of our life 

comes back to haunt us 🙂

If you are approaching that age or around it 

all the clues are there

If you are 30 to 40 you are in prime position to work with transformation now so that when you reach your Uranus Opposition

You are over toning on a whole different level 🙂

At 52 in the Mayan framework

We become Elders

Here we are mature human life experientials

maybe 🙂

or we can be masters of avoidance

maybe a bit of both ?

This is a very new approach for many people still

so if you are offering frameworks as a light worker 

Have faith and remember this

When the gentry created new ways of making gardens hundreds of years ago

with visionary designers

they planted for future generations

We get to benefit from their self belief

Capability Brown was the most famous architect of these gardens in the UK

Just been on a magical cookie trail with this 🙂

Our first summer in Glastonbury we visited Stourhead 

If you click on the link it tells you more 🙂

We have always visited old houses 

love National Trust places 

they always have obscure plants for sale 🙂

This place also has a significant connection to the underworld as you will read 

and…..

was a renowned place of Magickal practice in the Temple of Apollo

on it’s grounds

Felt very strange 

Living in Camelot County of King Arthur legend I also discovered that Capability’s real name is……

Lancelot 🙂

Well Well Well

Who’d of thought it ?

Here he is Virgo, Lancelot Brown.

Perfect Earth shaper 🙂

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If you are an Overtone

or in your Overtone Year

I am in my fifth year of my Blue Hand Thirteen Year Cycle

To find out use this Mayan Calculator by putting in your last birthday date

Foundation for the law of time decoder

or send me your info

This is a free service

This number represents the fifth element

Time to create wisdom from the first four steps or years

Or if it is your personal number then this is what you are here for this lifetime

having had previous lifetimes building the four previous steps 🙂

Remember …..

the more you clear your chalice

the more your create a crystal clear space

to let your higher source self

come in

The Aquarian Age that we are stepping into

is remembering that our human body

is the cup holder for….

Our God and Goddess self

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Here is a great series of videos called The Template

This is number two

I find them very powerful for me as I 

listen to their words

watch the images

feel my feelings

let the emotion come

and tap on my points using my mind

with the intention of releasing whatever is ready to go 🙂

How did your Christmas Day fare?

We ate a curry cooked by my son

We played Trivial Pursuit ~ a Canadian version bought for £2.50 from a charity shop on Christmas Eve and discovered our limitations on knowledge about Canadian geography and culture ~

We laughed so much at the obscure questions

We bought chocolate as “gifts” and received one

3 in all

What I noticed was we still placed a lot of emphasis on food

We didn’t decorate except for a tree sculpture we have all the year round 

 ~ put some decorations on there

The Christmas decorations we brought down from the loft

we looked through and they are going to the charity shop except for a handful

more to sort over the hols

For me this is letting go of old ways

and allowing myself to be free of the consumer pattern

and

that my family chooses their pace to do this too

not me forcing them 🙂

It is amazing how freeing this is and the ripple effect it creates

as I change my consumer programming

it isn’t really about Christmas

Just using Christmas as a focus

I felt sad about Christmas past

and allowed that

and let it go

we cannot keep creating the past

We are in a New Age

Love to your mastery today

My Thoth card is Death

Death

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This is a key friend to welcome on The Heart Path

The Goddess place is reached….

Through the

Valley of Death

over and over again 🙂

Love Lights the way

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Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is the fourth wavespell in this 260 day spin cycle on the shadow transformation programme.

Are you fully loaded and ready to create and expand with the previous three wavespells ?

Please hover your mouse and click on the links to take you to other websites

Moon in Pisces today ~ great for christ consciousness and psychic ability 🙂

We began our awakening with Red Dragon Wavespell on Halloween ~ what is our cosmic Goddess bringing us for rebirth and renewal?

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We refined with White Wizard Wavespell  on November 13th ~ getting our “but” out of the way ~ our ego power trip posing as empowerment and transforming these belief systems so the magic can flow through us instead of believing we have to create it ~ it’s all there all that is required is that we let go……

and flow

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We came to the Goddess doorway on November 26 , which completed yesterday ~ Blue Hand Wavespell.

This is the death portal of rebirth and renewal of what has come before that is no longer serving us.

Ego framework of planet earth society is a construct of out of balance patriarchal…..

and is the perfect vehicle for us to learn experientially 

how to live in an out of balance way

there is nothing “wrong” with it 

and it is all here at the perfect time so we can understand

what it feels like to live in this extreme masculine energy

this co dependent relationship

that creates a misalignment with the balanced way of being

being….

in balance with our masculine and feminine within

and therefore…..

creating this without 🙂

In the Precession of the equinoxes 

we are in the dark ages

and it is here where we begin our journey back to the light

The Golden Age

This is what many ancient teachings talk about

and we can experience them using the Mayan Wavespell

Astrology

The Pagan Wheel

Holistic approach to life

Whole self in Hokey Cokey 🙂

If you haven’t already :

Watching this fabulous series will explain a lot about this 

The Pyramid Code

I watched it on Netflix UK

Here is The Band of Peace on Youtube

It expanded my awareness of what is in Egypt and brought together lots of threads for me

what I really loved about it was the holistic approach of many different viewpoints coming together

different pieces of the circle creating a synergy

and a multi faceted hologram being created

that is such a different view to a linear single lens approach.

There are lots of pieces of wisdom from The Dogon Tribe , Mayan, and a wise Egyptian Elder……

and so much more…..

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If you want to know more about the Great Cycle then click on this vast storehouse of knowledge 

Halexandria.org

You will see we are in the Balsamic Moon time on planet earth

Many of you reading this will be shadow midwives

choosing to come at this time to assist in the rebirth 🙂

It is a challenging time no doubt

and it is…..

scheduled

These great cycles are what shape the cosmos

and evolve it

only the ego worries 🙂

In Glastonbury it is a very tough experience at times

known as….

The Glastonbury Experience

This time of year in the capitalist cult is a mis direction in many ways

to cash in

It is what is propping up the Wizard of Oz smoke and mirrors

The Sagittarius Way showing energy is all about 

Way showing ourselves

Looking within at our shadow

transforming it

letting go of any distortions we believe about ourselves

so we can live true to our heart

In the Egyptian process of transformation from one world to the next ~ leaving our human body

the heart is weighed.

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Those with a heavy heart may not pass into the next life 

heavy heartedness signifies going against the “truth” of living in the light

In the matriarchal times of Nefertiti 

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people on earth were very conscious and aware of how to live in a balanced way free from ego

as the Golden Age moved into the next phase ~ the Silver Age and round the cycle into the ….

fall from grace

the masculine stepped in as a go between 

between a person and their divinity

and demanded a price for it

Buying the stairway to heaven with Shabti dolls

which has been replicated world wide

people live in poverty and the Church ~ the religious framework 

is very wealthy

This is the duality and the current imbalance 🙂

as the teachings of truth are manipulated to create fear beliefs

The People have the power

only when the people know this

and are on the heart path

of 

knowing 🙂

Which is very far removed from intellectual education.

The time for enlightenment is now

we are the bringers of the new dawn….

each through our own transformation

 

The picture I started with today is the magical cookie trail which began last night with my daughter and I out in the freezing cold darkness of the back garden.

It is a photo taken by Paul Burwell and his story is a true heart tale ~

he takes a vow of poverty to pursue his passion 

Back to last night 

I was watching Game of Thrones 

Series 1 Episode eight ~ the pointy end

Which I find very dark and yet compelling at the moment and very in synch with these balsamic times.

I had seen a star as I went outside to switch off the heating ~ something I find very irritating when it is cold or raining and yet often see things on this trip 🙂

unlike any other star I had seen and I shouted my daughter to view it….

truth is I was scared and wanted moral support 🙂

It seemed to be moving and yet …..it wasn’t a plane or a helicopter ~ we get those here after dark in the military zone

The colours were changing on the star

there was no noise

she took a photo of it and it appeared on her digital camera , as a rainbow snake pattern

I looked it up on google and found it was Saiph

A shiny star on Orion’s belt.

See the synchronicity ?

It means ~ sword of the giant

In the past two years I have been here in the heart chakra

my personal learning has taken a huge change in direction towards

circles and cycles

stars and calendars

The language of consciousness

I am currently reading 

The Keys of Enoch

I borrowed it from an amazing resource on my doorstep ~

The Library of Avalon

and my awareness of code 

and pattern

is expanding

I am creating inner space through letting go of

who my ego thinks I am

so that 

who I truly am can connect more

and guide me

Yes I am a human being and I honour that part of me

and I am a spiritual being who has come here for a reason

and I am allowing that to happen

The heavy heart of my humanity

is transforming into acceptance of how things are….. and being able to see clearly as a result of that process

as I clear my suffering

Lots of that came up in the last thirteen days 🙂

Times of challenge reveal our inner workings and beliefs 

so we can create new code and sacred geometry

all that has come before us has brought us to this place

Choosing to hold our space from love takes courage

it happens whilst feeling the fear 🙂

Seeing what the fear speaks of

Honouring it

and if possible at that time 

doing the loving thing

which may be a challenge

and is often misunderstood 🙂

Being kind sometimes means tough love

instead of people pleasing 🙂

If we are in difficult co dependent relationships

it doesn’t always mean that we do not love that person

when we love ourselves equally it may mean we have to move away from that person

if they are not willing to evolve in a way that feels fair for all parties

The Warrior of the heart builds self confidence 

self esteem 

inner strength

faith in oneself

and one’s ability to 

forge ahead on the path

knowing that we are always held and loved

and that everything happens for a reason

The more we develop this side of ourselves

and let go of clinging to old ways

and crisis living

the more room for our language of love and light energy body

that is so much more than lip service

It is time to honour the dark aspects of our collective so we can create new ways of being

where all emotions are in balance and honoured

as the way showers 

of being honest and authentic in relationship

to all

 

 

Are you ready to really connect to your true self and learn more

ways to do that ?

If you are please get in touch for a chat so you can explore what

is seeking heart expansion.

I do not offer a sale

I do not offer a Christmas incentive 

as these ways of being are old ways 🙂

I offer a pay what you can afford framework and flexible ways to co create.

You may feel you wish to let go of new year resolutions and the linear calendar

and start to connect more with the universal ways of being

so you can experience magical ways of allowing

Let’s be the change we want to see.

I start each wave spell with a Thoth Tarot thirteen card spread.

We set an intention and each day you have a card to work with 

along with

The Mayan Wavespell spiral of thirteen days ~

The universal energy

Simply for seeing the synchronicity it is amazing

It allows us to see our energetic code at that time.

If you wish to book one please message me

£13 per 13 card reading

My intention:

To create a sacred love and light structure through transforming my shadow

My card today is 

Prince of Disks

This is what is seeking masculine energy through me in the next thirteen days ~ the Yang 

The expansion

 

We have just gone into Mars in Libra ~ bringing balance to our masculine 

New learning for me today on this.

Mars is seen by some astrologers as in detriment in this sign

My Mars is in Libra and at 28 degrees

My Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees

Just learned something about this ~ having planets in late degrees is significant as to having past lives perfecting this area.

I am a nine in the Mayan and this certainly resonates for me

Gemini north node and south node Sagittarius ~

last life I was a Sagi and in this life I am surrounded by them 🙂

More about this here:

My second card is The Fool

this is 

the challenge and growth area

to be the un carved block ~ open to new learning.

Wow 🙂 

Remember when we are doing the inner work now ~ in the Northern hemisphere we are in the underworld of Persephone

we are preparing for Aries time of next Spring and seeds to sow

Prince of Disks is a part of that

Inside creates the outside.

On April 21st we have our fifth Uranus Pluto square

this is on day four of the White Dog Wavespell of finding our tribe and unconditional love that starts on April 18.

This is also a galactic portal day and very powerful

Red Self Existing Skywalker Day.

Bringing heaven to earth through each one of us ~ we are the cosmic channels 🙂

When we do what we truly love

when we truly love who we are

we are the Sirius Star 

Love to your language of love and light spiral.

 

Yellow Star Wavespell

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Yellow Star Wavespell

 

Please hover your mouse over the text and see the links to other websites to expand on this information 🙂

A powerful day today with the last wavespell of this current Tzolk’in 260 day cycle . It’s a full moon and a lunar eclipse and the ephemeris pictured shows you where the planet’s are today and how this energetic signature will affect certain parts of the planet more than others.

With this Astrologers’ perspective Peter Stockinger ~ how it will affect the UK in particular for four months and women especially in that region. I chose this at “random” today ~ what I intuitively felt to do and share.

Everyone’s perspective is purely unique of course and the majority of the planet still do not understand this very basic premise:

We all have our unique perspective based on our life experience

We are not taught self~development in most Western schools

We are not encouraged to be a free spirit or create independency patterns in our dependent patriarchal led society

We are not advised to be heart led and be

the star that we truly are

because that doesn’t serve our consumer led, ego driven way of life in the majority of our planet earth at this time 🙂

However…….

times they are a changing and if you choose now

 

you can do this for yourself by learning

about your energetic signature

 

and your star seeded mission at this transit time.

Why would you want to do that you may ask ?

 

What will happen if I change my focus from giving , being in my masculine and the outward pattern of being ego led?

 

Outward pattern focus on ………the stuff outside of us the individual

and this is what most people are still doing because this is familiar, ingrained and what they know

most people are doing this with their “spiritual journey” and believe they are “following their path”

For most this is still the ego outward pattern.

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Anything outside of you…..

is well

ya know sort of

outside 🙂

and

will only influence your way of being for a short while until the ego realises it is a temporary fix and wants something new.

We learn these ego fixes as a child and they are

coping mechanisms .

The flavour of this heart dwelling wavespell  ~ it is in the fifth green segment of the Mayan Wavespell calendar, is to show us what our ego coping mechanisms are so we can outgrow them and instead of “coping”

we can thrive 

by creating an inward focusing pattern that is totally self sufficient in terms of each individual getting their emotional needs met from within.

This is truly “sustainable” …

as it means in the bigger picture

We no longer “need” to consume planet earth to feel good and define

ourselves through “stuff”

 

This is the beauty of learning about patterns and sacred geometry.

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Again, at this time, many people are still on the intellect track of cramming in information about sacred geometry and the fibonacci sequence, the golden seed and so on.

Nothing “wrong” with that.

It won’t create heaven on earth for you in isolation.

Anything that happens as a singular focus, in isolation and linear is a masculine pattern and is more often than not ego led and definitely mind led 🙂

This is what patterns reveal and enable us to let go of debate, duality and ego arguing about “the best” way . “the right” way and all the ego stuff that gets in the way of

creating heaven on earth and harmonious co creating.

If we haven’t healed our inner conflict around this within us and therefore creating self~ confidence and high self~ esteem from core integrity then this will continually keep showing up outside of us to show us that 🙂

This is the true meaning of law of attraction 🙂

It is impossible to live in peace and harmony outside if it doesn’t dwell within us ~ 

harmony code 🙂

If you have spent a life time creating rose beds with the intention of having an Eden space ~ only to have a farmer continually bulldoze it, neighbours spray it, or a new development show up just as your prize flower is ready to open like in the film Dennis the Menace 🙂

(If you haven’t seen this I thoroughly recommend it for bellylaughs)

Here is the clip of the moment:

Maybe it is time for you to realise that this is you creating this reality inside out ?

your inner slides require a change of view  instead 

because the inside creates the outside 🙂

Instead of blaming “the villain”

and  “the menace” which is our inner child “dennis”

the part of us that has never grown up and is stuck in that space in the past

and bringing us that information today so we can free ourselves and integrate

blame ~ is an ego mask of avoiding the feelings

then we can do something else

heed the message

and let go of shooting the messenger

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everyone benefits as we become responsible on all levels

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What does create heaven on earth for us as individuals is to use a holistic, integration pattern ~ an inclusive one that involves the whole person.

To initiate your inward focusing pattern can be as simple ~ simple is the heart path pattern ~ as

Learning about your pattern 🙂

The more in depth you go and the more you can see exactly what is happening for you at a particular time and how you can create a change in circumstance for yourself.

When we are creating a pattern and this pattern creates a behaviour  there are outcomes that match that.

Karma

If you want to change the outcome you have to change the pattern

Here is a document I created  that you can use if you choose with a video

This is how the universe changes and as we are a part of the universe

yea ok ho hum ~ it ain’t rocket science is it really 🙂

and each one of us doesn’t need to be super human in a mind capacity, to understand how our universe works either

because we are superhuman 🙂

Lovely paradox.

We all have the same access to everything even though our way of living at this time may not seem to hold that vision

underneath the illusion version

it is true

but only

if we believe it and half the power of that self belief

by activating our spleen energy in a healthy way instead of

venting it from an ungrounded , shame perspective around stuff we cannot stomach

The spleen energy is emerging now with the sacred feminine earth energy 

that we create within us and in turn without.

Being a hero within meeting our own dragons is a very different perspective from being on a crusade fighting the good fight for “others” like the Salvation Army modus operandi for example.

When we look at our Starcode ~ our natal chart of where the planets where when we arrived on planet earth ~ a shooting star of consciousness, then we can be consciously aware of our star seeded mission this time around.

When we are ready to do this and walk our talk ~ use this conscious information to create an outcome of living in harmony ourselves ~ everything starts to become crystal clear.

Knowing your Mayan Sign is another way of doing this.

 

The Mayan Wavespell is the Matrix code and the more we learn about it and our individual code and be it every day 

It becomes second nature and we are being the change we want to see in the world.

 

When we start with the Starcode we get lots of information and we start to use a bigger picture perspective of our energy signature. We are so much more than our Sun sign.

When we focus simply on our Sun Sign ~ we are connecting to the masculine linear ego led pattern because that is what this energy is.

If we have chosen to evolve our consciousness in this lifetime and awaken to our true nature then this is where we start by learning about our initial focus of what this energetic signature brings for us.

There will be expansion of this energy and key times of this expansion.

Do we choose to live as an ego being who lives in the outer pattern and expands the ego consuming way of being to try and fill the void within us that the ego creates as we experience

many events that feel hurtful to us .

Do we at some point decide to look at what has created that “disharmony” relationship and how we can transform our experience through knowing about how “we work” on all levels?

When we have this inner focus and lead from within then all is revealed as we transform.

That is the secret.

As we change our energetics within we expand our feminine and we allow ourselves to receive instead of giving all the time.

We develop our circle in balance .

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We give and receive in equality.

We become balanced in our masculine and feminine as we transform our ego events.

We heal our shadow.

This is the alchemical lead into gold process that creates heaven on earth for us.

The more time we spend on ourselves ~ knowing our true energetic signature and unveiling it through clearing off any emotional event “distortions” and the easier our life flows and the more magical life becomes.

We cannot see and experience the matrix fully without unveiling our own matrix because……

to see it, to live it fully ~ we have to own it

and to own it….

requires owning all of ourselves, our behaviour and our life so far ~ all our behaviour.

We cannot “go” anywhere else until we “go” here 🙂

We can of course create the illusion of going and having by using money and stuff but as soon as that disappears ~ and ageing brings that on which is why we currently age to reveal how we really feel . It is part of the ego transformation process.

When we don’t need that process it will end.

Life can seem cruel to the ego personality ~ because the ego personality has expectations and ideas is all ~ it has rules and regulations about how life “should” be  in resistance to “what is”

If someone dies young often the resistance is ~ they went before their time

How can that be?

The truth is ~they died and there will be many reasons as to why that happened for their and other people’s learning experience I believe.

Our ego may not like that.

It uses a coping mechanism to deal with it instead of feeling the feelings. It disowns the feelings of fear, sadness, anger and labels the experience as “wrong”.

Byron Katie’s framework “the Work” is a great way to see this.

Whenever we have an experience we often use this pattern of focusing on the outward and avoiding the true direct nature of the feeling which is

fear of our own ego personalities death and what that could mean for us.

A thriving mechanism can be to own that for ourselves, face it , feel it and let it go.

Indigenous people do not have this mind construct and in many tribes they do not have language for future experiences. They live in the now. 

They don’t do “fear” in the way our western society does ~ that doesn’t mean any lack of awareness of danger.

When we live in the now we do not fear the future  and this creates a different reality.

Our western way of life ~ our city system ~ does not allow this and we have to plan our future.

Another reason we cannot be in the now is because we haven’t cleared our past emotionally and therefore energetically

and this energy is constantly triggered in our day to day through current events that cause us to “time travel” and re experience these past events.

We have no room in our day to day because our “hard drive” is full up and we are running slow with all our human hardware over burdened with these big data files taking up all our energetic space.

This is happening in the collective as each individual hasn’t “cleared their cache” 

At this time of the year in the Northern Hemisphere , we are in the Persephone Underworld.

This is the time to go into our lower chakras and vent our spleen , visit our emotional wounds and clear our cache.

It’s time to connect to our Aries , youthful energy and revisit Aries time earlier this year and see what came up as our challenge.

As we leave the gateway of Pisces energy in February and March each year ~ Pisces reveals our dreams, we immediately encounter our growth area of where we expand to create them. The challenge that is our next step on our evolutionary journey and what is required to be the Hero and Heroine in our own Mystical Movie of life.

Our own Mystery school 🙂

So today we can travel back and remember.

To use the garden as a metaphor ~ we may be planting bulbs now for Spring. What do we choose to bloom in the garden of our heart?

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We can also be aware of our challenges over the past few days, weeks and maybe there is a pattern emerging.

The universe ~ which we are part of ~ is bringing us an opportunity now to create new patterns and free ourselves from old karma.

When we started our journey here this time we had a code and a mission that we chose to experience.

To know this experience we start with the wounding process:

We choose a family to be born into that creates a pattern of being that we are choosing to evolve as a collective consciousness.

There is nothing “wrong” with this pattern. It is what it is. Our experience of it may feel “wrong”, it may feel hurtful and maybe ~ as with the majority of relationship patterns on planet earth at this time 

It may have felt disrespectful and unloving. It may have felt we were dishonoured, told we couldn’t be who we were.

It could be that we experienced being:

bullied, manipulated, controlled, abused, unsupported emotionally and physically.

In order to create new patterns in this duality framework that we currently live in 

We have to know the pattern to transform experientially.

Then we have a choice.

We can carry on being that pattern and live it with our behaviour ~ chip off the old block 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and decide to change it at key times in life ~

become a life ~ long learner and transformer 🙂

We can carry on being that pattern and start to become aware of it and pretend we are changing it by doing the same thing in a different way ~ wearing an ego mask 🙂

All of these choices are important on planet earth because they allow the game of life to be played.

Each perspective is equally valid and valued ~ one cannot exist without the other.

As each perspective evolves through the interaction with each other

everything changes

that is why all we need focus on is ourself because when we change ~

everything changes 🙂

The more inner emotional work we do and the more we understand this and let go of trying to control the others because our times in the past around being controlled are healed.

It is the only way ~ you cannot do this with intellect because it isn’t how the emotional mind works.

 

What you choose is your destiny 🙂

I am in the process of creating some new videos to help people who want to help themselves by enhancing their inner emotional therapist ability 🙂

They are on their way and I will put them up as and when they become available so please bear in mind that you may wish to choose to use them for a particular emotional event ~ when they are all there 🙂

We all know what our issues are and now is an amazing time to clear them and thrive .

Ways I co create with people choosing to thrive now:

I use Emotional Freedom Technique and have had a fabulous journey with it.

I create workshops for people who are brave enough to face their demons by facing their shadow.

These are time sensitive and contain the astrological and Mayan information.

They have coaching frameworks for self development and to focus with intent on what you choose to create and let go of

I work one to one in person and on Skype

Today’s workshop is Persephone Path

I work with people who are ready to do what it takes to know themselves , empower themselves and let go of needing other people to do that for them.

Over several years of working as a holistic therapist and being a mother and a woman in relationships I have learned a lot about co dependent ways of relating.

I have worked my way through lots of addictions and ego stuff so my school of life is experiential and I offer this as “a” way.

If you are feeling inclined to ride this powerful Saturn in Scorpio Snake time please get in touch.

It is my honour to work with you and the wonderful thing about this way of working is we both get a shift in one to one work.

In circle work we all get to create a synergy that is greater than our individual parts ~ true Gestalt.

I am another you and I love co creating .

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This is my video channel on You Tube ~ theflowjo1

The sooner we all go into ourselves and the sooner we feel real 

in that space of grace

we are self supported 

and nothing can burst our bubble

of beauty 

when we love ourselves

everything is beautiful 

and we trust our universal process

love to you and your transformation

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Red Serpent 2 ~ challenge

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Portal Day ~ The Challenge Day of Red Serpent

White Lunar WorldBridger Day
Are you ready to go through the gateway and see the bigger picture?

What is challenging you about your relationships and raising resistance to loving the skin you are in ?
Notice how you are feeling today ~ let the feelings be your guide.

This is day 1 of 10 galactic portal days ~ in plain language what this allows us to do is to see beyond our personality ~ we can rise above our “story” and see the bigger picture of our path ~ if we choose. Aquarius moon is assisting us today on this lunar day ~ as always the Mayan calendar is revealing the perfection of our universal wheel of the soul journey.

Waning moon time is the perfect time to let go of what is no longer serving us and any shadow emotions show us this ~ they are the starting point of a journey to new spaces.
If you have any doubts about your divinity this framework will assist in this awakening process and the ego’s fear of death ❤

Practical tip :

Start to journal what comes up each day ~ you can join me with my posts and my blog if you choose and feel it is something that is calling to you ~ you are ready to connect to the synchronising framework that brings soul integration and is the sacred feminine returning to our planet for our Aquarius evolution.
Simply start to do this journey consciously ~ maybe you just want to dip your toe in or dive into the depths ~ whatever works for you 🙂

I am getting people contacting me now and this is their wavespell ~ they are intuitively knowing this although their mind does not consciously know it ❤

If you want to know more about this simply send me your time, date, place of birth and I will send you info ~ it is free ~ there is no obligation ~ I love this way of relating and I learn from it ~ I evolve ❤ I am not selling you anything

I am sharing information with you and my agenda you may ask ?

To empower each person with the ability to take their own emotional evolution 🙂 This has an impact on me as I am another you 🙂
I am Aquarius Rising with Uranus in Virgo and this is my way of relating 🙂
This is the key now if you feel called ~ trust your gut 🙂 Follow your heart and even though it may not make any rational “sense” go with it ~ let your soul shine ❤

Exciting times ❤

When you start to turn everything on it’s head you know there is magic afoot ~ this is the paradox.

Our sacred feminine selves have different ways of being and we are remembering them all.

When you become comfortable with the uncomfortable this is when fear is being recognised as the place new journeys begin ❤

In NLP terms ~ when we get to the edge of our map of awareness we stare off into the void ~ the unknown, the unmapped, the deep unchartered waters of new learning.

Our mind may panic ~ depending on how flexible it is about newness
Our mind may look at it’s history ~ it’s map ~ to risk assess

Remember the map is not the territory ~ it is simply our map

If we choose to expand our map then……

we do it experientially through relating to our world

Expanding our map intellectually is like sitting in a library and getting a book out about trekking in Nepal …….we will learn information

we don’t immerse ourselves in the totality of it and so we don’t get an in depth holistic experience.

Humanity is ready to go large now 🙂 The mystical journey is open to all who dare to dream ~ it is time ❤

Deeper exploration:

If you feel ready to go deeper then open up and intend to explore your map.

Are you ready to face your shadow ?

Are you ready to bring light to it?

All the emotions that feel uncomfortable have a thread to a space in our past……

an event that generally is replicated many times and the older we are the more it will be replicated as this is what we attract ~ our pattern ❤
If you are ready to go for it……and it is the perfect time……you are ready to bridge your worlds so you can go to all times and transcend them emotionally.

Only when we transcend them emotionally and forgive can we create new worlds within.

If you know about Emotional Freedom Technique you can use this amazing tool to work deeper and create change ~ if you don’t know about it ~ explore it ~ it can change your whole life ~ it has changed mine and lots of people I know.

The key to self empowerment is being able to tap for yourself ~ build your skill 🙂 I  share the awareness of it because…..

I believe….

Anyone and everyone can do it and therefore it is a totally co creative tool

Whatever tools you have in your tool box already ~ it will enhance.

Sharing my challenges with you with the intention of  creating intimacy and raising awareness of how this can be such a gift :

Today when I was 15 my grandad died. He was also a Leo and someone I love very much. He died the day after my mum’s birthday and it was unexpected . He had been very ill for quite a long time and was making , seemingly, a very good recovery.

It seemed very unfair when he died ~ the worst seemed past and then out of the blue ~ he was gone.

He was my first close family member to die when I was at an age to really be aware and feel it and know what it meant ~ that in this lifetime I was never going to see him again, hear his voice, have him in my world as part of my day to day living …..

and that wrench was massive for me.

The pain was intense .

We can all have a sense of death ~ the reality of it happening is a whole different ball game though.

The emotional fall out for my family was huge and they were so enveloped in their pain that I felt unsupported. I dealt with it mainly through avoidance ~ going out with my friends and avoiding being at home. I am not blaming my family now ~ they did the best they could, that time has gone and I cannot change it ~ I did have a lot of anger about how they related with me at that time ~ and this was key to my emotional journey and letting go of my Grandad many years later.

I didn’t go to the funeral and for years afterwards I had dark dreams and no closure .

I hid my emotion in alcohol and created a pattern for myself that lasted me a good few decades. A significant death creates scar tissue on our map of life . It is a dark edge , often jagged and sets energy in motion ~ it impacts on everything ~ our beliefs about belonging , life, feeling safe, secure, money ~ our foundations.

It’s web is far reaching.

I have done a lot of EFT on this and finally faced many things I didn’t want to look at and more importantly feel at this time.

When I was ready to look I did and have revisited this many times.

Generally my feelings that came up were around guilt ~ I didn’t spend a lot of time with him when he was ill ~ I found it difficult to see him like that . I was angry at being made to go in a neighbours whilst the adult’s dealt with the situation ~ I felt excluded and in the worst possible place with strangers I didn’t feel comfortable with. I felt unprepared ~ even more so when I was eventually told he had a heart condition ~ I felt that if I had known I wouldn’t have been so shocked ~ I was told this was withheld to “protect me” . I accept all these aspects as to other people’s actions came from a place of positive intention ~ especially now I am a parent and have been placed in these situations myself ~ I also accept how I felt about it then ~ this is key and again another misunderstanding that many people make.

Our ego doesn’t want us to feel “bad” so it puts an intellectual spin on things ~ an adult perspective ~ that the inner child doesn’t feel and this creates dissonance and stops healing. Avoidance pattern.

My Saturn is in Pisces and this is very significant around father figures and our relationship with our masculine, unrealistic expectations around role models and therefore “should” beliefs  ~ having an energetic emotional scar attracts lots of experiences for us to raise our awareness ~ and often it isn’t what we “think” it is ~ when we tap, what it actually is comes to the surface and there are lots of aspects.

These emotional anchors keep pulling us back until we release them ~ this may take several visits ~ remember we are co creating with many other patterns and people in our rich time travel tapestry of life journey. Our soul journey’s don’t have to make “sense” they aren’t a mind trip ~ they are experiential learning to feel certain emotions and understand through that emotional journey. Clients often ask why on earth any soul would choose such suffering and my understanding is that it is often at the time of most suffering that we have the greatest of learning about our soul and others…..On the planet we are in dark moon time in this evolution ~ the dark night of the soul.

I believe this is why the shadow events happen at the perfect time ~ to guide us through our soul journey along with everything and everyone  else.

Many therapists focus on needing to clear everything in one session and finding all the aspects ~ and sometimes that is possible  ~ to get clear on a perspective of it that is relevant in that moment.

When it is time it is time.

Deeper enquiry can be to see what is motivating that need to clear ~ to prove that the therapist has validity and can get a result ? Often people are purging to rid themselves so they can be clear because ….

they are afraid to go down into the pit …..

and that is futile 🙂

The pit is a wonderful place of creativity and to avoid it means we play with the pattern of purgatory ~ because sure enough we will keep on doing the same behaviour that led us to it in the first place ~ the ego is the groundhog  incarnate.

It may pretend it is doing a different show and be a gifted chameleon ~ unless we have cleared the emotion and taken responsibility for our choices for our journey so far …..

we end up in the same neck of the woods in a different outfit …..

As we face our emotion we remove layers and we are rewarded with …..clarity ……unless we go through the emotion ~ we hold it and so we remain stuck in the mud.

When I share the importance of emotional process every day in my blog and with my clients many people simply don’t understand and do not go there ~ especially in the UK ~ we are in a system that doesn’t celebrate the emotional and tends to hide emotion ~ hence being the Capricorn country

What I mean by going there ~ feeling the feelings, being with them, allowing them ………and then letting them go.

Most people start to feel them and then start to do what they have always done ~ avoid them because it feels uncomfortable ~ indeed many people would rather die        ( and do) than feel their own shadow and are deeply afraid of going through a process with it.

Thing is….if you don’t go there it keeps coming up until you do

and so many therapists, coaches, facilitators, spiritual teachers …..

are speaking from a pattern of avoidance, living in la la land of doing the same old pattern,  maybe spinning out something they learned in two weeks and have no experiential integration of …….

Which I believe is……

a pattern of deception, manipulation and  not learning from past behaviour ~ a shadow pattern 🙂

We all have stuff ~ and we all bring it to the table with everything in our life ~ that is the nature of being a human being 🙂

Yes we can avoid things that make us uncomfortable ~ they do not go away though…..

energetically they get bigger and bigger and attract events to match and illness in our body until we pay attention

so why do people believe in these deception patterns ?

fake it until you make it ~

spin doctor it ~

spam it ~

make a big list so you can inbox a kazillion people

and do the least effort for the maximum return…..

denial….. of seeing reality of a clear picture……because the creativity is initiated from a place of …..distortion ~ shadow

What we are doing, we are being

and our world cannot support the ego machine any more  ~ it is time for a change ~

so if we are involved in  a plan that may be of ego shadow…..

maybe place the emphasis on doing lots of ego shadow  enquiry and work and face the truth about ourselves instead of and before…..

teaching or assisting others in their process ~ the focus is externally referenced otherwise  ~ time to take responsibility for our part in the world 

being honest with people about the true nature of where we actually are and how we came to be in this situation  is a powerful first step  ~ instead of selective screening because we are worried about what others will “think” . 

If you find yourself bridling at the moment  with people in your circle  who really cannot see their shadow at work and insist it is your issue ~ 

the key is in the behaviour

Behaviour always reveals the shadow and this is the nature of the biblical quote ~ By their fruits ye shall know them

Aside from the controlling religious angle the historical texts have some shiny wisdom 🙂

For clarity ~ I have no religion 🙂

If you are around my age ~ 47 ~ you may be revisiting the time of your relationships with teachers and part of this bridling feeling ~ anger and non acceptance of  people who are stating that they are teachers, guides, whatever because of their behaviour ~ which you are challenging because it is dishonest and manipulative.

If we don’t speak out…..how do we raise awareness ? How do we create change ?

To let go of the intensity ~ 

tune in to what their behaviour is pattern matching from

maybe your teenage years 🙂

Adults being insincere with you as a child

First days at school

Dishonest communication ~ avoiding the truth you are offering and denying it

saying one thing and doing the opposite ~ incongruent behaviour

This is the key to creating transformation and why I love EFT and I share it ~ it totally works in amazing ways and if it is not working in that moment ~ persevere until it does ~ don’t give up 🙂

If your intensity hasn’t gone down you simply haven’t found the thread yet so keep open and…….

simply tap on accepting your feelings

As you love and accept where you are ~ and this is often one of the biggest gateways ~ self talk of ” I shouldn’t be angry, sad , jealous,…..”

because you had an emotional experience with another person ( maybe many over your lifetime) around you expressing these emotions…. who didn’t want to deal with your feelings and told you to stop behaving authentically ~ because they didn’t know any better/weren’t able to deal with your emotion because what it was bringing up for them/trying to manage you/ control you/manipulate you and deferring and deflecting that back onto you ~ making you take responsibility for their behaviour by blaming you

Turning the truth around ~ this is also known as gaslighting

It is used with great skill in our western society for selling things people don’t want or need and when being found out for a hidden agenda ~ creating scenarios that expand fear to justify having a war machine for example.

When we look deeper at an individual’s history we often see a deep wound event which has created a need to protect and support a damaged ego …….

We all have ego shadow events and these create a choice point ~

For most people who are living in western society the choice is externally referenced ~ being shown that one is a” good ” person that is socially recognised and becomes a celebrity in some way. They could be on the stage, a speaker, an actor, performing arts who need to be recognised in that way . They are seeking bigger and bigger adulation to prove they are good enough and we can see this behaviour in particular with ageing celebs ~ you are only as good as your last box office hit ~ when they are unable to create this fix ,they find it in other ways with attention seeking behaviour ( not always conscious) and if you look closely you can see a pattern emerging ~ George Michael has had some near death scrapes in the last couple of years. This amazing, talented man ~I have cried through one of his concerts at the outpouring of love for his love who died of Aids and Jesus to a child was written for ~ seemingly from what has happened in many of his life events, does not feel loved and know on an emotional level in his heart, the gifts he has brought to so many. He is such an amazing teacher as are so many celebs living such a public life.

I feel very sad when I see this ~ not that I label it “right” or “wrong” ~ simply seeing people suffering because they don’t feel their own amazingness and believe in themselves ~ because I know what that feels like ~ having experienced it myself .

I have worked with people who have spent many years in psychotherapy and it hasn’t changed how they feel ~ because it cannot ~ talking and intellect is purely on a mind level.

You may understand how, who, why …….and you still feel terrible. You are feeling post traumatic stress ~ heart hurt . We feel with our heart not with our head 🙂

EFT works with the emotional mind 

If instead of going outwards now and creating multi billion companies ~ Bill Gates ~ people go within to their shadow ~with the same level of energy and attention what a different place our world would be.

People who have high levels of self esteem and confidence ~ genuinely ~ do not need to create a big show ~ they are happy with very simple living because …..

everything naturally occurring in our world is a pure wonder ~ especially human beings who relate with open hearts free from ego 🙂

The Mayan Wavespell can assist your mind in becoming clearer about your journey so far and how all things fit together ~ prepare to be amazed as you see your bigger picture ~ as and when it becomes available in a time frame uniquely tailored to you.

Today I took another step and looked at 13 year cycles for a client

When you do this you can see how every 13 years we have a cycle that is guiding our evolution and the older we get the more this thread weaves to all times and places in a very meaningful way.

We have four energetic signs that takes us through four directions raising our consciousness.

My Grandad died on Red Galactic Dragon  ~ this was in the year White Wizard in the wavespell of White Wizard and his Mayan Sign was ……White Wizard .

He has the same Mayan sign and number as my daughter.

In terms of my 13 year cycle ~ I was in Year 10 of a a 13 year cycle Red Planetary Earth which started in 1970 with Yellow Human. The start of the 13 year determines the energetic flavour of it.

We completed the Yellow Human Wavespell last week ~ our humanity and how our body reveals where our energy is flowing . It may not make any sense to you at the moment ~ at first it can seen an overwhelming amount of information ~ this is why it is easiest to learn experientially and intuitively ~ in bite size pieces that are easily digested because they arrive at the perfect time.

As and when we are ready for the next cosmic bite ~ we take it. It is a whole new exciting way to send our divine code.

 

My Grandad had a heart defect from when he was born ~ a Leo’s key symbolic organ. Leo’s journey is primarily to live a life of courage through the heart. Amazingly he still did many things and was in the Navy in the second world war ~ amazing how this “shouldn’t ” have happened…..and yet he passed as fully fit for service at that time.

My family have been my greatest teachers especially around the work that I do now. I am guessing yours are too? I am choosing to bring this learning into being with my children ~ they are teaching me to be clearer and more honest every day .

 

If we want to birth new ways of being in our world …..we have to be prepared to have integrity and do what it takes to create them. 

It is very important to have ways for our mind to create structures and activities 

and ways for our spirit to flow through us

and to allow our emotions to show us where heart changes are being sought.

 

Love to you and your challenge today ❤ ❤ ❤

It is the gift of the doorway opening ~ Lilith energy
Will you take the gift she is offering you to evolve ?
We are learning about loving relationships ~ intimacy.

Cosmic Gateways

White Cosmic Mirror Day ~ May Day ~ Love to you on Beltane ❤

Day 13 in the White Worldbridger Wavespell . Day 13’s and Mayan sign 13’s are all about movement ~ shifting into new ways of understanding and new ways of being if we choose.

Have you had a shift in the last thirteen days ?

Have you encountered resistance and had an emotional response to it?

The gateway of Scorpio full moon and the lunar eclipse that accompanied it brought that potential ~ our choice to avail ourselves and co create with it to jettison a heavy load of past out moded and out dated code, beliefs, emotion from our childhood and earlier adult life…….or not 🙂

Letting go of the notion of “right” and “wrong” , applying the same perspectives to a new way of being and surrendering to what is dying first and foremost within us……and therefore creating a shift without 🙂

To co create is to surrender to the universal mamma within all of us ❤
If we have issues around mamma energy then …..we will struggle with this so if we choose to allow it ~ this has to be released 🙂

Our sacred feminine seeking to expand within.

This becomes possible as we transform our masculine ego and linear self and create light space. Change our inner slides and our exterior world is manifest ……..through the heart and emotion. An all embracing, inclusive, compassion for ourselves ~ true forgiveness at the perfect time for our next step.

Everything happens at the most fecund time ❤

The flowers flower at their perfect moment ~ without mind intervention ~ the conditions for flowering are met 🙂
When we feel everything we allow vulnerability ~ although we may be afraid we allow this.
feel the fear ~ and …….

Feel the fear 🙂

and look at what is giving rise to the fear ?

If we can ~ let the fear go 🙂

Then take action ❤

When we are coming from a place of fear ~ fear is the motivator ~ this influences the outcome.

Fear is a positive part of our humanity ……and provides great information if we choose to let this information be heard and acted upon and …..

If this fear is primarily a child issue we haven’t let go of ~ there is no “time” framework in our mind ~ (most people’s memory doesn’t have a time encoded in digital format like a photo on a digital camera ~ some people do 🙂 Learning how you store your information in your unique way can give lots of awareness and understanding ~ and how other people do it differently and understanding theirs can give easier communication and understanding ~ a form of empathy. Some people naturally “know: this too without intellectual learning :-)) and we are not in that framework today ~ we are an adult ~ and if our circumstances have changed ~ we aren’t dependent on someone for something ~ it may be the perfect time to let that fear go as it is no longer needed and we can work with our emotional mind to allow that belief and event …….and the emotion……..to be released and liberate ourselves now.
Each person knows that ~ in some cases it may be unconscious ~ if we are ready to let it go ~ we can ❤

This is the two worlds of higher self aiding our ego and our soul journey 🙂

When we allow this and love and accept ourselves in this process,
when we love and accept everything that has happened to us as a gift for our understanding and evolution ~

we can walk into a new world free of the old ❤

This takes time and isn’t linear 🙂 Nothing in our universe is linear except that which is created by mankind’s masculine energy .

At each moment we encounter a repetition of the past ~ May the first.
If we choose we can be open to enquiry from our past ~ What has happened on May the first in your life?

Beltane ~ the time of fecundity, of fertility, of celebrating the time of

the sap rising and our beautiful co creativity.

Balancing masculine and feminine within and creating harmony ~

birthing ~

something new to our planet 🙂

We are influenced by all that is as a human flower on our planet ~ the sun, the moon, the planets.

Our body responds with physiological changes and our thoughts are involved in the creation process.

We have free will. Our will comes through the filter of our ego 🙂

The Mayan calendar has been around a while 🙂 Had a few laps on the global circuit 🙂

Today it speaks of a potential to see our selves reflected at this time of Beltane ❤

When we love and accept ourselves that is enough 🙂

We do not “need” another person to validate us, or to use as an indicator that we are worthy,

We do not “need” to put anything in our body to change our mood and enhance the beautiful being that we are

We do not “need” to have someone to be responsible for our wellbeing

We do not “need” to avoid anything or anyone

We do not “need” to be part of a group, have a label, wear a set of clothes to identify who we are ……..because we know who we are

We do not “need” to fill a void in us

We do not “need” to control, reject, enforce, make, should, role play, manipulate, please, ………..

In our recent historical past in the UK, the majority of people didn’t do emotion.

It wasn’t the time for emotion to be expressed as if you did the outcome wasn’t often favourable and there weren’t systems there to support it and those systems have come about because of that 🙂
Shell shock, post traumatic stress, counselling, being able to say that we aren’t happy

Terrible things our humanity has passed through to birth this understanding and create these systems and discoveries. This is the nature of our evolution ~ the pattern of overcoming through adversity…..:/

and so we have a different perspective we can come from now 🙂

To live in the world and be sensitive and authentic meant you couldn’t survive in the earlier half of the 20th century , in a big way ~ and many people who allowed that true state of being left the planet after making their mark

Making a choice of authenticity meant a polar opposite to the mass place of being.

As people who are led by the emotional mind we often make choices that are highly illogical ~ yet keep us safe on an emotional level

Our parents and grandparents growing up in the 19 10’s, 20’s, 30’s and 40’s ~ developed coping mechanisms and gave love in the way they knew how. Often that meant putting a brave face on things, soldiering on, living in scarcity and limited means ~ the famous stiff upper lip and carry on with a cup of tea.

It worked on a survival level and …….we are all here now as part of that way of being.
It is still working for many people 🙂

These earlier formative generational patterns that are within us ~ the middle life people who are transiting 40’s and 50’s and 60’s ~ have created ways of being and belief systems that can be upgraded now ~ to use a computer term 🙂

Time to integrate and assimilate and create anew keeping heart wisdom that serves.

Time for our emotional evolution process. ❤ ❤ ❤

The ego mind ~ emotional mind ~ can only offer what it knows and what it’s survival has depended upon , so earlier generations wounding sources became their way of showing love ~ food was often one way to show you valued your family and as it had been scarce when it became more abundant this was a way of showing love.

Utility furniture and possessions were extremely limited ~ consumerism in the 50’s . My Nan loved food, clothes and furniture and that was her feel good factor ~ something she could now control when as a child she could not. She had to accept what the circumstances were as did most of the population ~ some did not and some thrived at this time for many reasons.

Whatever we learned as children as ways of showing love , feeling loved, feeling love being conditional, dependent on……..

all of this is within us unless we transform it and let go of the feelings of wounding through acceptance……
that we cannot change the circumstance because it is past
we can change how we feel about it……..
now
and create new ways of feeling love

See how these past patterns have manifested in our world ?

This awareness ~ particularly when seen from a personal perspective can give rise to huge awakening .

There is nothing wrong with us ~ we simply are what we are and we are learning

What do we choose ~ now 🙂 ?
Whatever and whoever is showing up at this time …..
that reflects old ways of relating
reminds us of times and people in the past…..

Is a gateway to change if we choose it.

Aquarius time allows us to step into our co creative power now if we choose

To birth new ways of co creating and raising our consciousness

Through us and our change.

This White Mirror energy is also what our January Gregorian calendar shows this year is about.

The Mayan year started on July 26th 2012 and in this framework it is about Blue Storm energy ~ letting go of using addictions, letting go of hiding our authentic selves

Tomorrow is the start of the Blue Storm wavespell and we are in the waning moon of Aquarius ~ this is a powerful 13 days of potentiality for letting go initiated with Aquarius energy.

 

If you are ready to let in more light and let go of old ways it is a very

good time to do it and co create with your higher self.

If I can assist you in the process please let me know 🙂 It is my

speciality.

We have all the answers for ourselves and know what we want to change 🙂

We may not know how to do that and seek some inspiration ❤

I can assist with raising awareness and consciousness with your Mayan Sign and Starcode ~ this is a totally free service and I offer this with gratitude as part of my learning process.

Each time I do a chart for someone I learn something new ❤

This will help you see a bigger picture understanding for yourself ~ also where you are on your 13 year cycle so you can work with more awareness and empower yourself ~ often makes sense of events that may seem baffling 🙂 Calms down the inner critic 🙂

If you want to know this information please message me your time, date and place of birth.

I offer a free consultation and can do this anywhere in the world ~ phone/skype and in person in Glastonbury.

I specialise in EFT ( tapping ) which I use in an energy coaching format ~ like conventional coaching in terms of creating an outcome you wish to create. Using EFT to let go of past issues, events, anything that is holding you back in an ecological holistic framework. Looking at all areas of life rather than a quick fix to get out of a sticky spot. If you are looking for a quick fix I am not your woman 🙂

If you are at a crossroads you may need to clear past issues so you can find a way forward that works with all the circumstances you are in ~ in a gentle, respectful way that is also practical.

If , like me, you are working on a sugar addiction and have some resistance to new ways of eating because part of you really loves xyz and so how can you let that go 🙂 ? Push me pull me energy that often goes round in circles ~ reveals old worlds holding us in their planetary orbit 🙂

Finding small steps to do that voyage to the new world ~ that are sustainable and move to a new place gradually integrating new learning a long the way, I believe is the key and is what I offer.

I choose to learn experientially 🙂 As I work with my clients I am working with myself and we all get a shift ~

I shift as I am tapping and I always attract the people into my life that reflect where I am

My client shifts ~ working with their answers and unique place of being and my input and experience with my life and holistic therapies and coaching

The universe ~ as we change the universe changes through us ~ our outcome is heart based intention and emotional evolution of letting go of the past ❤

We are always a work in process and we are pure love now ❤
Our choices are all part of the web of life ❤
What we choose echoes in eternity :0

Love to you today Cosmic Gateways
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