White Lunar Worldbridger

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White Lunar Worldbridger

This is the new learning coming in

to end old worlds

The planet is Mars 

Where Mars is in your chart

is significant for you 

 

Mars in terms of the planetary transits is currently in Pisces 

The Spiritual Warrior 

Here is a great article by Aeternalight

It went in on December 19 ~ also when Mercury went retro in Capricorn 

Here is an article about that by Moonlinks

Mercury Retro in Capricorn 

This influences the

Chiron in Pisces

longer term transit that is also generational lasting until the end of this

Red Moon 13 Year Cycle 

great article here by Evolving Door about this  

If you have this in your first house

as I do

then this is shaping your destiny as a key focus 

 

Also shedding light

on the 12th house of hidden power

All linking in to times

personally and collectively 

where we have experienced

power struggles and imbalance 

and 

narcissistic and empath tugs of wars 

making their re appearance 

Here is a fab article by elephant journal.com  about this 

this allows us to revisit them with an enlightened perspective 

take our power back by doing some inner work

and

emerge to do these relationships differently

often these experiences are brutal

and allow

clarifying of any doubt

about certain aspects of relationships

and

how people will create a repeat if they do not learn  

not

because of any punishment or judgement by “the universe”

simply because abuse is abuse

and

it is that simple

even if people are saying something different

actions reveal truth 

behaviour reveals the inner world of the person 

people are not their behaviour …

however if they are not willing to learn and change their behaviour 

nothing will change 

Universal Law 

The outcome or consequence of that behaviour is coded and truth 

All arenas are now making use of deeper conscious levels now using what can be labelled

NLP techniques

in different circles they are known as magical influences

often to manipulate and abuse by “dark wizards”

coming from ego wounding 

Using mind control techniques to distort and play on fears 

so it is essential to identify what our personal fear is in order to liberate ourselves from this

Timeless Tango

and

go into it

 clear it 

so it can no longer 

own us

because we own it

and

all the behaviour that we have created to mask it 

and

cope

to survive 

We can now thrive if we go there

and

take responsibility for our responses

Day 2 of any Wavespell 13 day process takes us back to the events and experiences

emotional triggers 

of the previous 13 day Wavespell

White Lunar Worldbridger

is the 13 Clear Sign 

in

the 

Red Serpent Wavespell process

in 

The Blue Castle of Transformation

It is a human evolution portal

The Red Serpent Wavespell

 

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Red Serpent is the Asteroid Belt 

the fragments of other planet’s 

Stardust that is creating evolution

The Phoenix Process 

The rising of new structures out of the ashes of the old empires 

The Asteroid Belt is between Mars and Jupiter 

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is the 13 day process that is taking us

into the heart of the

Tzol Kin

Into the Galactic Portals of new learning

literally changing the dna

of the human being

who is consciously working

alchemically within

All human ancestry codes being reworked on a human being level

All past lives of that lineage 

All past human being experiences

Full knowledge accessed of all ancestral patterns and how they create

what they have created

Wow 

This is where we are on the circle now 

This is the potentiality now 

that comes from personal enlightenment 

I am writing this article on the 26th of December 2016 

on day 8 

Yellow Galactic Human 

I experienced this in 1990 as it is my Yellow Castle 

I was 25 

It was my first full year in relationship with the Father of my children 

This is how the Mayan Matrix can bring personal enlightenment

as to what experiences

have shaped us as individuals 

and

how they keep coming around to shed light as to where we are

on our human being wheel of evolution

One of the people we went to see performing then

has just died:

George Michael  

A man who had an amazing talent and a very troubled life experience too

In the spotlight

Bringing heartfelt creative expressions of his life journey

We went to see him several times and he had an amazing voice 

At one concert in Manchester I cried the whole time

after he had dedicated his song to his lover

who died of Aids 

Found love and lost the man he loved

His gifts

His talents

His wealth

and …

he died of heart failure ~ a true Greek Tragedy

This is the key to our

human being understanding 

to give and receive love is essential to human health and happiness

this is revealed so often on the human stage of “superstars” 

and 

many people still do not understand this teaching

believing that fame and riches create happiness 

He died on Blue Resonant Monkey 

The child and their ability to be transparent 

He was a Yellow Rhythmic Seed 

Step 6 of the Blue Storm Process

A Cancerian Man leaving planet earth at the time of the polar opposite of Capricorn 

To heal our perception of being loved

is the key

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and

is lifelong

It creates our reality and is coded in

White Dog ~ Capricorn ~ Code 10 in Astrology ~ the natural 10th house and the 10th Mayan Sign ~ Conditional Love 

 

 

Today we have another major planetary event 

Jupiter ~ Uranus Opposition 

What is expanding to come to light for our Mastery now ?

Jupiter is the mastery planet 

Where is Jupiter in your chart?

Jupiter in Libra on the planet

Uranus in Aries on the planet

Where is Uranus in your chart ?

In the Mayan we have 

Red Earth and White Wind with planets in Uranus 

My Red and White Castle 

Uranus in my age group is a collective

Uranus in Virgo and Pluto in Virgo

 

Here is a fab article with great synchros as to this theme of heart knowingness by Monarch Astrology 

 

The Sacred Feminine 

The unconditioned mind in connection to Source

The last earthly element of the human being in the natural zodiac 

Code 6 

Jupiter in the Mayan 

is the planet of Yellow Seed

and 

Blue Eagle

Code 15 ~ a mastery code of how we are a planetary server by becoming aware of our code and wound and healing it 

Yellow Seed ~ the 4th Code and the structure of evolution

This is the 4th House and in the natural zodiac this is Cancer ~ the home and the nurturing we did or did not receive as children

that forms the structure of everything in our life experience and this is coming up with another master builder

Full Moon in Cancer at 22 degrees  on the 12th of January 

CANCER 22
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Spacious. Making room for worlds to be born, new life to arise, the fount of existence to be tapped, the center of things to become vital again. A global sensibility, a universal dream, a brotherhood/sisterhood vision to repopulate the world with vital, fresh beings, to find the place inside that is sustaining and renewing and to give it forth abundantly. A certain spirit of destiny breakthroughs–something different previously unsuspected. Diving for the eternal waters, and here they are if they are called in at full power. The one given the task to refocus the shared aspiration to bring us all together. You have an utterly engaging quality that cannot be denied once it fully arises, with the most memorable of touches and looks. The presence of the Great Goddess force at every level, accessible if dreamed up and invited in. The cracking through at the peak time and place. All is revitalized. Everything forgotten comes on the spiral to the next octave and is released into the celebration of being.

The mask of the coping mechanism ego that “protects” the true soul seed 

Here is an enlightening article by 

Blue Moon Astrology

Tomorrow we have the Gateway day 

Red Solar Skywalker 

So this is taking us back to

Red Skywalker Wavespell

see my blogs here 

1

2

In each Castle we have the Gateway of the previous Castle 

so in each

Red Wavespell

we have the Gateway

of the previous

Red Wavespell

revealing our level of completion of the previous 52 day process

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Artist: Amanda Clark link 

How have you fared since then?

How are you feeling?

Are you healing?

What are you struggling with?

This is the key to transformation

Everything that is coming up to push our buttons is our master teacher

Our Soul self creating a shift for us

by

reminding us of past events

in our childhood

that naturally limit our life experience

until we reform them

 

 

Hence buttons to push …

Work with the buttons 

Reveal the old world 

Let go of the old world on all levels 

Firstly the emotion 

Dependency

Need for others to determine how we feel and threads of that ilk 

If we do not do that process 

We manifest the same/similar outcome 

The pics on this thread are on Pinterest under Snow Queen ~

I do not have the names of the Artists ~ please follow the cookie trail 

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As I have been writing this

I have been travelling through the early degrees of

Moon in Sagittarius Fire 

Dark Moon 

with the

New Moon in Capricorn

arriving on the 29th of December 

Blue Spectral Eagle 

What we are letting go of to master our ego

and

allow that Full Moon in Cancer to nourish our Soul 

able to receive it 

Sagittarius at 4 degrees is my Midheaven

I have been doing this dance for many a moon

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A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

Will he Won’t he?

I know what that means on a whole new level of personal pantomime 

Let the next Act begin 

Our personal Mystery is in our Starcodes and

our

Mayan Sign and Matrix

If you are ready to rewrite

your personal drama

please get in touch 

Wishing you a joyous journey

under the stars 

Red Spectral Serpent

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Red Spectral Serpent 

Is the letting go energy 

Day 11 of : 

Blue Eagle Wavespell

This is the last 13 clear Sign

in the 260 day Wavespell cycle 

It is in the Green Castle of the heart 

The 5th Castle where we see where we are

on our release of anything that is out of alignment with natural cycles 

Remembering that this 260 day process

on a deeper level

Is all about becoming a Clear Sign 

Embodying the Archetype coming in

Doing the process 

Clearing out old corrupted codes and ways of being 

To be free 

Simple 

Profound

Complex and paradoxical

All at the same time 

and 

free of time 😉 

All becomes clear as the human being becomes clear 

Coming into balance with natural ways 

Aligned with the starry skies and their patterns 

kundalini flowing 

Here is a blog I wrote about it in 2015 :

The Key to the mystery 

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Red Serpent is code 5

Its planets are the Asteroid belt 

Between Mars and Jupiter 

New consciousness coming in 

New archetypes 

Red Serpent Wavespell is in the Blue Castle it has 10 portal days of human evolution 

On Red Spectral Serpent Day it will be highlighted as to what is seeking release in you 

Blocked energy in your chakras 

self imposed limitations around connection and creativity 

All about personal relationships 

in particular self love and self acceptance 

Being able to see your bigger picture cycle is key 

so you can release old ways of relating that hurt 

Are no longer serving you 

or our planet 

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pic by Vladimir Kush 

Blue Electric Monkey

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Blue Electric Monkey 

 

The picture I have used for this article is of

Hanuman ~ the Hindu God 

More info about him here :

Wikipedia 

The key about this info that I am focusing on is :

He played a key part in an epic war against a demon God

He was the son of a wind God (Hermes/Mercury/Thoth in other frameworks)

His name can mean ~ pride that was destroyed 

My perception of this is that it is a mythological event

that has been created to embed

a process in humanity

A transformational process

of human evolution

which is also

what the 13 Clear Signs reveal 

 

In the early stages of humanity and it’s consciousness evolution

this is akin to stories of wisdom

and

morality through all cultures and ages

and

stories told to children

fairytales that are often dark

and

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these stories go into a deeper place in the collective consciousness

Now we are starting to work with these archetypes in a whole new way

Humanity is ready to shape their reality

Consciously

We have been shaping reality unconsciously en masse for millenia

So we can see what creates what

As always this is my experiential opinion

I am a common woman

I have an intention to share my journey and consciousness

It is not my intention to create offence or be disrespectful

This is key awareness too

This is key to working with conscious intention

and

being as clear a communicator as I can 

being respectful

and

letting go of what other people think

because I cannot control anyone else 

or

their opinion of me and my opinions 

All opinions are valid and valued in this amazing 

Reality Game that we are all in

I am writing this in a Capricorn Full Moon energy 

just having gone into Aquarius

at 5 degrees as I initiated this blog 

AQUARIUS 5
Humans worshipping an obese nature goddess.
The feminine is the most ancient and the most futuristic of source energies. It is far back and near forward. Either or both ways, in source wisdoms or in awakening vision, you cleave to the Mother for inspiration, guidance, and sustenance. Your whole heart and soul are given over to the lineage of those who know and serve the Goddess. An evolutionary return on the next spiral to a fresh individual discovery of just how to follow the Divine Feminine within Earth expression. Moving into innovations, breakthroughs, epiphanies. Living for these. And in the stream of a whole new world coming into being, right in the center of what is vital and pivotal and must come out. You feel synchronized with the collective, riding the crest of the wave, knowing and remembering what living in the Earth is truly all about.

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Articles about this Full Moon at 27 degrees here:

Chani Nicholas 

Joness Jones 

As I write this we are in the last few days of Cancer Sun

and

Cosmic Moon Day 24 

Moon Day 24 is my Moon Day 🙂 

Every Mayan Moon Day 24 I get deeper insights 

If you know yours tune in to this awareness every month

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We are in the last few days of

the Mayan Year

White Planetary Wizard 

the manifestation 10th day code of

Red Serpent Wavespell~ relationship process and the 13 day code that takes us into the heart of the matrix

and

precedes

Blue Monkey Wavespell

 

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Asteroid consciousness coming in ~ new codes of self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us

How has this year been for you ? 

Have you found it easy to go with the flow of the universe rather than your own will ?

We are approaching a tremendously powerful transition year

Blue Spectral Storm

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Planet ~ Pluto

On the day I am writing this

Red Overtone Skywalker

Planet Mars

This is the 5th code of

Red Moon Wavespell

The awakening code in the

Green Castle of the Heart

 

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Vladimir Kush ~ Ocean Sprouts 

The 13 day process of

being truth

being the beacon of light

Free of corruption

by transforming corrupted code

corrupted life events

ancestral healing

ancestral awareness

Creating Heaven on Earth through each one of us

as an individual releasing times of Hell on Earth 

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Vladimir Kush ~ above the sea level 

Here is a love~ly blog about this code:

13x productions :

Moon Wave Reborn 

This 13 clear sign is

I believe

The alchemy code essence

of the 13

It is the heart of the matter

Venus is the planet

It is literally the spine of the Tzol Kin

It is the central column

The top of the pyramid process

The Blue Castle

The Blue 13 day process of transformation

 

 

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Born from the Sea  ~  Vladimir Kush 

Blue Monkey Wavespell

It is what this 260 day process is all about

Transforming our childhood experiences

so we can grow into emotional maturity

as a collective through each individual doing this maturation process

and

then

only then

will we have a harmonious safe space for all

because all will understand what creates peace and harmony

and be it

and live it

This process has always been happening

because all is necessary for human beings to know this

All this pain

All this suffering over thousands of years on planet earth

Has created a structure

A foundation stone

That we are now ready to place another layer on

Everything is perfectly aligned

On time

Happening

and

just because it is going to take time

as long as it takes

For those who are ready to do the process now

personally

It can begin and expand

Peace begins with me

 

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Ascend the Spirit ~ Vladimir Kush 

There is no need for anyone else to do anything

When the individual has that focus on the outside 

and

a need for everything else

and

everyone else

to change to be happy

this peace process cannot happen

The ego misdirects and wants to create

a conditioned consumer dream

That is the collective humanity delusion now:

If I buy enough stuff

If I am beautiful enough

If I have the “right” car

If I have the optimum career

A beautiful body/face/dress/wife/husband

If I have more money than my boss

etc

We are all in that money spin doctor game on some level

 

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Vladimir Kush 

and

in the world we live in right now

it is true that most of us do need money to live

and

there is a myth that there is a shortage of it

Yet in truth ?

Look around at the

new buildings

new roads

new trains

new stadiums

new structures that corporations are somehow accessing ?

Think about it

Know it is simply another myth an urban fairytale that is obscene and terrible

and

yet a necessary experience to witness what the ego can do when at it’s most pathological 

 

 

It is time for humanity to wake up

to yet another level of man’s inhumanity to man

and see how that ego pathology

has morphed for this generation

For whatever excuse aka lie

It is systemic and we all do it at some level for many reasons 

Be a hypocrite

Live a lie

To try and survive

Do what we know 

Time to see a different solution?

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Vladimir Kush 

It is radical

It is hard to swallow for the ego

It leads to freedom

It lets go of blame

It allows new solutions to be created

It is an inner job

All of this war and aggression

comes from our childhood experiences

and

our ancestor’s childhood experiences

that is where the root structure is 

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Vladimir Kush 

 

From our child development

When we could not get our own way

Because an adult said no

Simplistic ?

Yes and the truth is most things are very simple at their core

All the technology we have today was created by a human being who once had an issue in their childhood

Take washing up for example

Do you want to play out in the garden with your friends in the sunshine ?

Or wash a pile of dishes that someone else had made ?

Food for you maybe that you didn’t like and had to eat

and now you have to wash the many pots as well

anger

resentment 

frustration 

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at all those around you

especially those making you do that or ridiculing you

and no way to avoid that

or the next level was even worse if you did

as maybe it was compounded with guilt and shame and humiliation

or more punishments so any choice available is an unwanted choice 

Take education for example

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Do you want to go and sit in a classroom with an adult who doesn’t like their job

learning about something that has zero interest for you

and

no practical or fun application with a group of peers

who are equally unhappy about said situation

and

may even blot out all learning opportunities whether you want them or not

because they are louder and ruder

and more aggressive than you 

Do you want to go to a place where you are bullied every day by other children

and adults

and

now have to pay for it at a so called higher level

with no guaranteed position at the end of this system you had to do

Now law in the UK

and

when you have got yourself in debt and have no money

have a pittance given to you ~ eventually

as long as you agree to take any job

virtually any where

for a pittance

Do you want to wear a uniform and be a clone

Do you want to serve others who are rude and bully you?

Do you want to coercively bullied ?

This is now illegal in the UK for person to person

Article here

yet our authority systems are doing it every day to all citizens

So is it a surprise that our society has issues ?

Is it a surprise that our society is sick ?

People are not machines

People are amazing beings

I know what I am sharing here

Is so simple in many respects

It will be ridiculed by many

As I said earlier it ain’t rocket science 😉 and no surprises to many

and yet once you start to do your research and go down that rabbit hole

it get’s even darker than a

Stephen King Novel but that is where we have to go to find out the truth 

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All the evidence is there in plain sight of our mad society 

and

what it is creating

and how corporations are actively seeking to overrule laws

and

common sense

and

these are also individuals

aka 

human beings that are no different to anyone else

yet think that they are 

These individuals are the key power manipulators

who extort and manipulate society rules

to bully and get what they want

through fear and abuse

and yet  

seemingly many people admire them

and

create TV shows about them doing exactly that

and

even vote them into positions of power ???

All parts of the system are essential to it’s expansion and creation

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Vladimir Kush ~ Behind the trees

If we look at generational patterns

using tools like

Astrology

and

The Mayan Calendar

we can look in depth at family patterns

How each generation has followed on from the last

Seeking to deal with their childhood issues

 

 

This is key to this Astrological time of year

The astrological time of Cancer and Capricorn

The Mother and The Father

The Matriarch and the Patriarch

All our structures

that we create with throughout life

are

formed in the 4th House 

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Vladimir Kush Moonwatch

In the natural zodiac this is Cancer

Where the bottom rung of

The Stairway to Heaven is

Midheaven being where we are manifesting our personal

Heaven on Earth

In the natural zodiac this is Capricorn

The 10th House

Here is an image I found to illustrate this ~ link to Dustin’s Website below :

What we manifest throughout life

is structured in our roots of childhood

Home and Family 

Our birth tribe 

If you start to look at your family constellations

you will see how they have shaped and formed your personal patterns

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Vladimir Kush 

I offer you:

It is what we are here for to be consciously aware of at this time

To focus on how the home is the creation crucible

How it has been put under great stress

and

it’s importance has been overlooked

in a society who does not seem generally to value that

or understand that

part of our structure

which does not create something consumable

with a monetary value

and

this is total madness and unworkable

Something has got to give

at the moment that is the human beings who are collapsing under the strain

In turn becoming a “burden” on a system that is already under pressure

This week I have been noticing this in structures I have

Canopies pulled too tightly ripping under the strain in the wind

Pulled this way and that

Getting thinner

The fabric weakening

overstretched for a long time like me

Bed sheets pulled beyond their size eventually giving way

A tiny hole pulled apart eventually gives way to the forces

Coming undone

Unravelling

Enough

Surrender to the stronger forces

Time to stop resisting what is
knowing it cannot be sustained

I cannot sustain living like this with too much to do

and

too little resources

and

no way to do it 

Mission Impossible 

How many times have I been in this insane situation at work and at home ?

and

a pill will not fix this

Who does the housework? The garden? The nurturing?

Working a 40 hour week minimum with commuting on top that you don’t get an allowance for ?

Two weeks holiday a year if lucky?

Exhaustion?

Madness Process ~ outcome ?

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Vladimir Kush

This process is designed purposefully

on one level

to restrain and control

wilful

children

by wilful children

lacking emotional maturity

lacking restraint

lacking the will to do what is needed from a place of integrity

from a place of balance

from a place of wisdom

and

inner control 

but

how is that possible when conditioned codes of co dependency

do not allow that

actively promote addiction and dependency

enslavement

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Look at the evidence of all these business models ~ no long term vision because ?

It is not a pretty sight ~ it is a road to nowhere in it’s present format

Often men are excluded from their children’s bonding process

Children are often placed in nursery and child minding with strangers

Births are managed clinically

I am not stating any of this to criticise simply stating truth

(Things are changing too bringing a turnaround )

Everything is being machinated to the extreme

and

it is madness

The feminine aspects are being repressed and denied

The simple and free things in life are no longer valued or even recognised by many

My Grandparents were born at the start of the world war times

in

1914/15 

Their generation experienced first hand what it was like to be a child

in a time of threat and

insecurity

There has often been a propaganda myth circulated

that unwed mother’s

and

single parents

was a new bad thing that arrived in the 80’s by the media in the UK

There were lots of single parents in these earlier times

Lots of unwed mother’s throughout time

Lots of sex before marriage throughout time

Lots of men coming back from the war with post traumatic stress

Lots of women too with post traumatic stress who were nursing these men in the field

and at home

Dealing with the aftermath

My Great Grandmother had six boys…

that she looked after most of the time as a single parent

Her husband became an invalid after the first world war 

with no support whatsoever from the state system

that decided there had to be war 

She took in washing and lodgers

as if 6 boys to look after wasn’t enough

She killed herself in her 60’s 

She had had enough 

This is a common story in our history

and

very typical 

and

things have moved on in many ways 

on the economic and material level 

One of her son’s 

my Grandfather

was a Leo 

Like many of his peers he had

Saturn in Cancer 

A structure of emotional security 

An emotional feminine energy 

Nurturing 

Cancer being the sign connected to the Moon 

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This is a fabulous article about Saturn in Cancer 

I have learned so much by reading it 

by

Celestina 

Generational patterns of bringing light in 1915:

Uranus in Aquarius

Pluto in Cancer 

Neptune in Leo 

A time before the depression of the 30’s 

Very key to today’s repeating patterns around what led up to that state of being 

Silent Movies 

Key to awareness process

The Silver Screen 

KID (THE)

Some celebrities transferred into sound 

A whole different way of acting out …

Some did not

Huge archetypal patterns and memes being broadcast into the collective

around ego identity structures

Can you recognise some of your ancestors patterns?

Some of yours?

I studied English Lit and have always been an avid reader 

I can see how my life has been shaped by this interaction 

Just had a big aha today around DH Lawrence ~ Sons and Lovers 

I studied this at school and I found it really depressing

but I can now see how it impacted on me in a big way as it was meant to 

I spent a lot of my time watching the Hollywood films with my Nan 

Saturday afternoons 

My belief system around happy endings

What determined success

Romance 

Women and their role

Men and theirs 

All a Hollywood script with very little basis in real life 

escapism and yet the majority of people…

still do not recognise how we are being brainwashed by a framework

that does not care that this cognitive dissonance

creates mental illness

because it goes against fundamental human nature and values

held by the majority of human beings

and

we need to go there to know that 

What has changed today ?

We now get to see a bigger picture of the star on the screen

and

how their quest for stardom 

did not create a happy ending for them

and yet what they shared entertained millions of people

and

the personas where amazing

and at the same time they were suffering yet wearing a mask

just the same

as human beings who did not have their material wealth or fame  

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How many celebrities of the 40’s, 50’s and 60’s

are now being seen in a whole new light as they truly were

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and

what they were hiding ?

Their sexuality 

Their Plutonian shadow 

Their abusive behaviour 

Their self abuse

because they did not feel loved and accepted

and therefore did not love and accept themselves 

I cannot find an article about

Neptune in Leo transit around 1915

but I have found this article about

Pluto in Capricorn at 27 Degrees 

I did not know this but this is the exact degree of the USA ‘s chart 

Here is a very revealing archive article by 

Dane Rudhyar 

Uranus in Aquarius in 1915

and again in 1996 to 2003 

when my daughter was born 

an article here :

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and

here are some celebrities from both periods 

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This is what I am passionate about 

sharing ways 

sharing information

for 

personal empowerment and transformation

amidst all these dark experiences 

is where the magical light is found 

Is where hope lives

Dreams are found again

in the realms of the

Soul seeking the impeccable path of truth 

 

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Vladimir Kush Dreamcatcher 

If you are ready to work consciously with these spirals of evolution

I have some workshops and ebooks that you may find beneficial :

R~Evolve 

and 

A Day Out Of Time Webinar 

Simply click on the links 

Wishing you joy and love wherever you are on your Cosmic Cookie Trail

here I am on mine 

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13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 

 

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There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb

of 

Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment

also 

through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :

Astrodreamadvisor.com 

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They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 

because…

one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 

is

to be aware

and

awake

to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 

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This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed

by 

allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel

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On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time

and

I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 

because…

it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 

Intellectually

Emotionally 

Energetically 

Physically

Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped

and

patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 

 

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Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation

Objectivity 

Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 

and 

relate 

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Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 

and 

can be understood in a simple way 

on 

daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :

lawoftime.org/decoder

Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you

and

designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 

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My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational

chaotic

wild

illogical 

and

has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 

so 

where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

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Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

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Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes

the 

Moon energy changes 

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at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 

Base

Sacral

Solar

the roots in our 

tree of life :

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When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed

with 

the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color

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The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 

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Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 

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At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 

 

Red Resonant Serpent 

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Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 

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The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun

also 

a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun

 

In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 

now 

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Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 

so 

whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 

 

These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 

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It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is

Mercury 

which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 

and

Where your Saturn is 

and 

what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?

or 

do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 

 

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My understanding of unconditional love 

 

There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion

emotionless

reactionless

a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 

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I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 

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A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 

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The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 

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The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become

 

We know that

events 

circumstances

people 

will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  

and

learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 

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The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 

and 

clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 

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Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 

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If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 

of 

personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that

paradoxical 

It takes a lot of personal learning 

Discipline 

and

going over the same old ground 

time and time again 

and 

all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 

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The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone

and

everything else 

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to avoid taking any responsibility

or

feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …

yet 

The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been

and

will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process

and

we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 

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acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 

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Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:

Tomorrowland 

A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 

 

 

I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

LEO 9
A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.

 

If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 

and 

allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

Letting the light in ~ clearing process of the ancients

From the Fifth Sun

Letting the Light in ~

 the clearing process of the ancients

is

revealing and resonating

it’s magic

White Wizard Wavespell

The Ignition of the

13 Clear Signs

Here is an earlier blog I wrote about this:

in the 260 day

enlightenment process

Yellow Resonant Sun 

on Friday 08 January 2016

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Wow Wow Wow 

Isn’t it amazing when a eureka moment ignites a spark ?

and

suddenly illumination occurs

Aha moment 

Switch on to a whole new level of understanding and see the next piece of the puzzle

Literally…

in this leading picture of the Aztec Sun Stone

it highlights the piece that looks like a jigsaw puzzle

and here is a link giving a description about an interpretation of it’s meaning 

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This is a cookie trail that initiated a while ago

and

is now becoming clearer 

as it does

each lap around the 260 day cycle

and …

even more so when done with conscious intent to connect and learn

because that is it’s very purpose

to integrate the conscious human being

with the universal consciousness code

that is creating through each human being

on planet earth every moment of every day 

On the day I begin this blog

Friday 08 January 2016

We are on Day 20 of the new cycle

We have completed a full circuit of the 20 Mayan Signs

This day is not only a 13 Clear Sign

It is a mastery seal

and the goal

as it were

of the 260 day continual spiral process:

To transform the human conditioned mind

to create balance with the heart

the masculine and feminine 

the returning sacred feminine embodied

to be able to hold the liquid light of love

light being - universe

 

and 

consciousness

within the human being 

as an enlightened person living with wisdom

directly

through transformation of personal shadow behaviours

repressed parts of the self 

through personal love and acceptance

of oneself 

and

as a direct part of that process

creating healing of one’s own heart

behaviours being modified in relationship then possible

Holistic Health being lived 

This day was also a galactic portal

A human evolution building block day where this transformation process is totally aligned

In the UK it was dark moon in Capricorn

building to a New Moon in Capricorn

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As I began this part it was 2 degrees in Capricorn:

CAPRICORN 2

A wisdom tooth that has been removed from someone’s mouth. It is plated with gold.
It is useless to know certain things out of context. If you have always known something crucially important, that kind of knowing does not serve you any longer. So you must place yourself in the antithesis of what you have always known, and then when all seems lost, chaotic and super-strange, you must find deep inside you that spark of what you have always known, which holds true under impossible conditions. It always turns out that the massive superstructure, the beliefs and the concepts, fall away, crumble to dust. But what was deeply and truly learned and made your own emerges far stronger than ever and provides a basis for the future. Meanwhile, in the thick of the action, it can look pretty desperate until the need is so acute that you reawaken that special place and make it work for you, when truth is a matter of life or death.

Very simply this Mayan Calendar process reveals all the human being needs to know about unveiling their own personal mystery

It is that simple

It is that profound

and yes…

there is a catch 😉 

Of course 

For the individual

to be a consciously active part of this

enlightenment process 

the individual has to look at themselves 

Have discipline

Learn about how they tick

and decide to do whatever it takes to be :

The disciple 

The Capricorn goat

climbing the mountain

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This is not new

It is ancient of course 

There are new ways to use the tools using todays technology

and

lifestyle

An initiate does not need to dive into a pool of crocodiles

or be buried alive

but of course if the initiate wants that type of adventure then so be it

The traditional image of this sign is the head and upper body of a goat and the lower body of a fish

so climbing the heights of the earth to commune with the heavens

and

going to the depths of the Oceans and emotions to explore Neptunian realms

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Surprisingly many seem to be prepared to do this extreme challenge

and

yet falter at the thought of facing their own ego:

life so far

misdeeds

patterns

the so called seven deadly sins acting out

which all human being’s do in some way

because it is simply part of the learning process 😉 

It is the core code each person is here to evolve personally

for the collective human tribe evolution

 

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This is where the gold is 

This is where the disciple has to go …

Within

The darkest days were just before

the

Winter Solstice

in the Northern Hemisphere

literally

 

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Lots of classic ego behaviours of distraction being experienced

in the run up to Christmas

and

with the first full moon in Cancer on Christmas Day

since 1977

when Chiron was also first discovered in the starry skies by the modern man

all the shadow prima material is there for the alchemical reworking

for those ready to role up their sleeves and dive in to the dirt 

In the Mayan  13 Moon Calendar we were in the penultimate day of the 6th Moon 

Rhythmic Moon 

Getting into the rhythm of the feminine

The balance 

Seeing where we are out of synch

and feeling sick as a result of imbalance

Whether that is physically

emotionally

or both 

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The New Moon in Capricorn

took place in the UK on the 10th of January

It was at 19 degrees of Capricorn

CAPRICORN 19
A half-eaten piece of bread.
Utilitarian considerations. Observing the self through objectified eyes. Conditioning and programming. Talking self and others into following the program. Astute wheeler-dealer. You’re not there in it, picturing it as though it were something brutally obvious and commonplace. Decadence, barbarian tendencies. Sympathies with the consciousness of problems and issues, difficulties and struggles all-pervasive. Never content, always aware of what is not happening. The bitter perspective and relentless repetition of the litany of gloom and doom.

here is a in depth article about this from  

Darkstar Astrology

this was another powerful day in this magical wavespell

White Solar Wind 

Another portal day 

Another building block of human evolution

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Here is an article that goes with this pic 

It was also day 1 of the next Mayan Moon

Resonant Moon

This is Moon 7

The Mystic Moon

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The time of seeing what is resonating for us as individuals

Literally what is feeling good naturally…

free from artificial stimulants giving a high or a low

be it food, media, people

The ability to connect to source

and power up from within

at the darkest time of the year

when the tinsel has gone

Flowing with the force

Spirit shiny bright glowing in the human being

and also where this is not happening too

key information to evolve now

This is a key day for me

one of my Castles

13 year cycles

Using the Mayan calendar I can see exactly when this year was happening for me 

2004

Year of the Venus transit

This year I was watching

Star Wars

again linked to 1977

and taking a trip down memory lane as to where I was then and where I am now

noticing the synchronicities and 

the jigsaw puzzle pieces

intending to be free of any spoilers in my blog

so this star map pic of a hologram is from Prometheus

if you have watched the film you will know how this refers to a missing link

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My belief about anything on planet earth that is “created” by human beings

is that it is channeled from source

using each person’s unique gifts and perspective to be birthed and expressed 

through them

and

perfectly aligned for the creative story unfolding en masse

and

interpreted in different ways by the individual in relationship with this information

depending on their conscious awareness

Paradoxically as of old

the ones who have an awareness 

awakening

whatever label we wish to choose

is 

viewed by the majority still running a majority of conditioned mind code

as 

mad 🙂 

The people who are here experiencing this difference to the masses

are …

in my belief system…

well versed at this

have had many lifetimes of it 

and 

are here with all that past life experience

to be a key part of that transition

which is why it is so important for the individual to be true to themselves

no matter how much resistance is happening from others as to what they are feeling and expressing 

because the others are not ready to hear their truth yet

as it does not match their truth

Star Wars is viewed as purely science fiction by most of the population

it is on another level

a myth revealing many truths 

The individual sees what they are

depending where they are

on their magical journey

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pic by Audrey Van Hawley

Monday 11 January was the 10th day

Blue Planetary Night

I spent an intense day in hospital with the moon now waxing in Aquarius 

big love for my man whom I was with

As he went down to theatre and I hugged him goodbye

on the wall was a work of art

a piece of jigsaw puzzle 

touch of grace 

This particular 10th day

is the conscious dreamer code

realising that the human being works as a hologram 

beaming our reality onto a game board 

a matrix

aka reality daily life engagement

from the inside out

This is key wizard mastery 🙂

It’s planet is Saturn

Once the individual maps and learns their Saturnian patterns

everything becomes so much clearer

This is essential to self awareness and enlightenment 

Seeing the pattern returning

and if the time aligns

healing and transforming 

This is second nature to me as a

Blue Solar Hand

I am here to do this work

first and foremost for myself

and

share my experience with like minded souls

My essence Wavespell is coming up on Friday 15 January 

Blue Hand Wavespell

Time to shape our destiny 😉 

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I can see how in the past

I have been in hospital and others have been waiting for me

when I had my babies

and it was a very stressful time for them

where all they could do was wait

I revisited times when I had been the patient

and

when I had to be patient and felt powerless

having to be on the receiving end

and at other people’s mercy in a different way

I intended to fully connect with anything ready to release 

and I was overwhelmed by all the emotion that came

I embraced it 

I released it 

I just cried 

a lot 

and as I waited for the man I love to emerge 

I realised how it would feel if he did not 

and 

focused on what really matters to me 

people 

love 

being intimate

loving 

open

all the times when I have not been able to do that 

and forgiving and accepting what I can 

about me and my life so far 

who on earth am I now ?

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I have been low on energy for a while since my move in November

The emotional shifts and experiences of the last twelve months in particular

caught up with me over Christmas

and I have been having tests to cover all bases 

on one level it is simply being out of balance to move and create a new home base

very important for my Taurus Moon 

I do too much and now I have to rest and recuperate more

old pattern 😉

I have also made dietary shifts and these may impact too so I will be blogging about this and sharing what I learned for me and my unique perspective

some of which may be of value for you as we have common ground

It is also very reassuring for me to be aware

that I am experiencing the same cycles in a slightly different way

with new understanding and some maturity

and some old immaturity too 😉 

I still feel like a young teenager about so many things

Ripe threads for renewal and re~patterning 

Day 11 ~ Yellow Spectral Seed

on Tuesday 12 January 

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was the day of letting go and recuperating 

Seeing how we have developed coping mechanisms ~ often distractions, denials and dissing of others 🙂

rather than feeling and seeing the truth under our nose 

and

this also allows us to play the game of the matrix step by step by things being hidden then revealed in synch with the matrix and with other people in our circle

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This is the fecund time now of the light returning in the Northern Hemisphere

and the ground starting to stir

sometimes it is a cold snap too 

some seeds need to be frozen to start the creation process

some need to be warmed

and some need to be eaten and shat out so ….

it is a cosmic time of artistry

and

if you are

an

Alchemist 

this is a very key time for 

The Great Work 

Water

Fire

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3 of disks Thoth

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Art Thoth

White Wizard, like Art in Thoth tarot

is the

14th Sign

Here is an article about the 14 pointed star 

 

It is the first of the Seven Seals of Mastery

self empowerment from knowing the self 

loving and accepting the self

healing the self

being free of the self

knowing it is a construct

then able to reconstruct from this true place of freedom

Here is a link to a pdf that explains more about Mayan Signs:

Ferrusca

A fantastic series of films about the Pyramid Code

and the Mayan Calendar

in particular is this one

Pyramid Code 5

Wednesday January 13 

Red Crystal Serpent

 

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This is the key to crystal clear relationships

First and foremost creating that structure from within

by letting go of anything getting on our nerves

on whatever level or levels we need to

This sign is the process we are fully engaged in this Mayan Year

as

White Planetary Wizard is the 10th day of this process

Red Serpent Wavespell

White Planetary Wizard Year

began on July 26 2015

Here is a blog I wrote about that then

This Wavespell is one of two powerful human evolution 13 day processes

that takes us into the heart of the Tzolk’in 

10 portal days to access the Akashic Record 

our Ancestral patterns and wounding ripe for evolution

This Mayan Sign is the 5th Sign and the heart of the matter of flow

It is connected, like White Wizard , to

The Asteroid belt 

and the one emerging today is Hygeia

How to find her in your chart

General info

Learning more about the Mayan Temples has been a revelation

Chichen Itza for example 

holds the Chi Chen ~ Red Serpent 

Chi being the key 

How the temples reveal the serpent shadow on the steps at Solstice time

One of the new strategies I am exploring in a different way has been prompted by my partner

Psyllium Husks 

aid the process of elimination

I have had big changes of diet and do not eat meat

I am low on iron 

There was a lot of wild plantain growing near my poly tunnel and I have blogged about it before

Now I am ingesting it albeit from a different source

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Remembering to see what is in my circle of influence is always there for a reason

Nothing is random in our amazing conscious universe 

I have just bought some from my local store ~ fortunate to have a wonderful resource on my doorstep 

and in this amazing time of the web it is possible to get most things from most places of course 

Google it 😉 

When I followed a deeper cookie trail I found this magical piece

Yesterday of course was Wednesday

Woden Day

and 

Mecredi 

Mercury Day 

Messenger of the God Self 

Plantain is in this 

Nine Herbs Charm

The collective is now at a stage of completion

A 26000 year cycle 

Lots of exploration and learning through going around the cycles

and now the return to balance of the Sacred Feminine

maybe this has happened many times before

Maybe each time it is slightly different ?

Truth be told no one knows for sure

My understanding through my personal experience is that

the understanding of the process of completion of patterns

is now possible 

Happening on a bigger picture scale 

Everything lined up to allow it

What was hidden and restricted to a few in times past

Is now accessible to those initiates ready to walk the talk

Be the change 

and 

create new ways 

new patterns

end of times

revelations 

My understanding of personally living my story 

all of it

is my experience now 

It has gone beyond intellectual theory 

It is really difficult to put into words though

but trying to do that in my blogs

Today is the second 13 clear Sign

in the Mayan Quetzalcoatl Process

Day 13’s in each process are the day of the shift

White Cosmic World Bridger

 

Today’s planet is Mars

Mars has just gone into Scorpio

It’s own planet

This is a powerful time of ending old world’s

Death 

Going in deep

Do you want to live a surface life ?

Do you want to distance yourself from people out of fear ?

Are you afraid to speak your truth because of what will happen ?

Are you uncomfortable about the real you that you hide that slips out when intoxicated or triggered ?

Are you feeling up tight , pissed off, passive aggressive , aggressive, sick of the world, the job

pretending to be something you are not ?

Fed up with the ridiculous rules and being controlled by unfair out of balance authority systems?

Are you ready to admit it even to yourself ?

Are you ready to come clean about how you actually feel about yourself and your life

Your dependencies?

If so you are in a powerful place of evolution

You are ready for the next step 

All human being’s have dependencies 

We are all inter dependent on each other

On everything on planet earth

but our ego conditioned self likes to deny that

and creates lots of distractions to avoid this fact 

Our ego has a positive intention to keep us safe of course 

because the truth is each human being has very little control over their day to day

seemingly

on the surface

When these dependent relationships become out of balance

They become addictions

An Alcoholic will often trade their addiction to alcohol for Alcoholics Anonymous 

It is still a dependency

Often not addressing the real root causes of the alcohol abuse and although it may seem preferable behaviour

the way of being in a dependent relationship is not healthy

If the individual does not go deeper and heal the root

The same pattern continues and often alcoholism is labelled a disease as a way of deflecting responsibility for the behaviour by the individual because the individual chose to have that relationship with alcohol and all the ensuing outcomes

If denial of that continues then transformation

and healing stays at that level

until the individual is ready to go deeper

This is key to owning our personal behaviour and creating change in our relationship with the outer world

and

Society 

These patterns are systemic and have become very strong during the repression of the sacred feminine globally for thousands of years

The extreme egoic masculine does not understand or feel comfortable with the feminine

that it cannot control

first and foremost in itself ~ it’s human being self

Feelings that feel disturbing are denied and repressed

In the outside world systems put in place to control chaos

Focus on the mind

Rules 

Mechanisation of the human 

Manipulation of truth to enslave

Harnessing the power of these inner demons and desires

to create addicts who need the system that they feed

Of course this has been constantly highlighted in media for the past two hundred years in terms of consumerism

and thousands of years in Spirituality doctrine and Mythology 

Western Society ~ now being modelled by the East in many ways

is insane

and most people are aware of this

and often feel there is no way off the hamster wheel

Working long hours in unnatural environments

eating unnatural food has a price to pay

Those being paid the least often giving the most and yet being reviled

Being bullied

Being pressured 

Simply a repeating pattern in History 

What I have seen in my journey 

is all my past playing out

As a mother I understand my mother through experiencing my children behaving in a way I behaved

I am in a different position

A woman who has never been a mother may not get this experience directly in the same way

but may do this is a different way

I am often present physically but not there ~ running past or future scenarios

So I may make a choice to be at home with my children but unable to be fully present because of practical demands that seek intellectual or physical response

in the same way that a child will not get full attention in a group at school or child care 

the child will receive an experience of the other care giver not being present with them

and how they feel about that and create patterns accordingly 

The core vibe is not being present

When I moved house I got two speeding tickets

I haven’t experienced this before 

I do not mean to imply I have kept to speed restrictions ~ I haven’t been caught is all

I am not meaning to imply anything about that 

just being honest

I am generally respectful about village speed

My first offence I was excused of  and I thought I had a reprieve

but

noticed the other time was different 

Hopes raised

and…

dashed

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I was not present on those times

I was distracted by whatever

The truth is 

I was not present and I am driving a car

At first part of me wanted to do anything to get out of it 

Points on the licence 

Part of me felt it was so unfair into victim mode

bla bla denial

Part of me was afraid of the consequences ~ hike in insurance 

I am going on a speed awareness course and  clearly I have new learning

I have not kept up to date with all the changes in the Highway Code 

and….

how can one person do all of this ?

be an expert in all fields?

be a mother/lover/father/worker/health pro/diy pro/driver/gardener/cook/domestic goddess and so on

It is a madness that our modern life expects

and 

exhausting 🙂 

So how to evolve at this testing time?

Learn new ways of being 

Less is more

Downsize debt and stop borrowing on the future or past to live now

When outgoings are low then large incomes are not required

Feeding the greed system can start to decrease

Being content with simple pleasures becomes the focus

The addiction aspects of life all have a high premium both financially

and on the body

and on other bodies

Taking responsibility for all our choices as an individual is key 

consciously this really assists our journey

and 

it is always happening anyway in my view and understanding

When we consciously align with the universal codes everyday 

we can access all there is

in terms of timely

synchronised 

aligned awareness

the exact info that the individual needs to evolve

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It is the same metaphor for driving on the road

There are rules and guidelines in place which the initiate learns intellectually

The Highway Code 

The individual can minimise “chaos” with systems and solutions 

car insurance

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The system tries to keep the environment “safe” with speed restrictions

crossings

signals 

and

manipulate the environment and life experience to a degree

in other arenas:

buy a lifestyle for a while

get plastic surgery to change the impact of life experience 

create a cosy nest 

plan a career

and

then it snows

Seen the effect in the UK when that happens?

then the banks crash

then the company fails

then a life crisis happens 

then a war breaks out 

This is life

Life is not fair or predictable 

and often there is no one to blame 

and no one to turn to

but oneself 

in order to find an inner change point 

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The Fool

Once that happens and the individual takes full responsibility for a personal solution

and

feels to heal

it becomes very apparent that the universe is supporting this

and the individual all along

and people show up in a healthy way to support this 

We attract what we are

all our lifetimes 

The more the individual resists personal change

the more resistance appears 

because 

it is resistance to change that creates pain on one level

and

the universe matches the individual’s belief systems

because that is how life is experienced

inside out 

This is only presented as a simple construct in this blog 

I do not intend any disrespect or irreverence for other people’s beliefs

and I do not claim to have all the answers about anything 😉 

that is each person’s individual responsibility and journey

So today as we navigate life’s path way 

What is seeking illumination

Where are we present ?

Where is the past leaking in?

Are we able to go into the future in a practical balanced way

or looking to live in it rather than the here and now?

Where can we become more empowered

and

be the White Wizard  

going with the flow?

Getting our ego in alignment

with our higher self ?

Surrendering our will to the

God

and

Goddess self 

 

At this time of year we have Aquarius

just around the corner

It is a time of seeing our bigger picture and taking matters into our own hands

if we are ready to shape our destiny

Whatever is coming into focus is key to living our destiny

and 

living magically

from the heart 

If you would like to explore your patterns 

Transform how you feel about yourself 

Engage deeper intimacy potentiality

Maybe start a business

Find a loving soul mate

Release the real you

Unlock your secret mysteries

Let go of emotional eating 

Releasing addictive relationships from the core

You have the answers

and

all of these aspects

come from the same space within

I can assist you in finding them in a practical way 

Being The Seer is key 

Combining magic and intuition traits 

of

both the masculine

and feminine 

coming into balance

and

I love sharing your journey with you 

and

mine in my blogs 

This is an amazing time of enlightenment 

Wishing you joy on your journey 

 

Todays Waxing Moon in Pisces at 3pm in the UK :

Pisces at 20 degrees

PISCES 23
Someone lurking in a dark wood. They are waiting for a passerby.
Imagining and conceiving nefarious plans and designs within the unconscious mind and blanket denial by the conscious mind. The shadows, the dark, the unknown are saturated with menace, trickery, deception, and long-built-up heavy emotions. All of this is too much for the conscious self to even begin to claim or own. You are essentially engulfed by deep shadows with outward shows of light. But truly you cannot play it any other way. And even if this syndrome perpetuates and gives great sanctuary to dark and mischievous spirits, it is deeply experienced as a fate imposed by past mistakes that this lifetime’s self did not originate. And so the protestations of innocence are accurate and sincere even while you are harboring everything you crave to break from forever.

I have a current workshop on these themes aligning to this Wavespell

Enlightenment Codes ~ Persephone 5 Workshop 

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You can access it in ebook form only 

and if you are ready to go deeper

with energy coaching on Skype with me 

I am currently focusing on esoteric awareness balanced with day to day living 

for people ready to start moving into different ways of being

taking the small sustainable steps 

to creating new society structures

These changes will take time 

and

bring huge change

and

it is the people of today who are leading this 

brave and courageous pioneers all of us alive on planet earth now 

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The Blue Transformational Zone begins

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Red Serpent Wavespell

Purifying the sacred fire within

This is the awakening 13 day process

in what is known in the

Mayan Framework 

as 

The Blue Castle 

Red Serpent is the 5th Mayan Sign

More about that here:

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It is the heart of the matter

The Asteroid belt bringing in new archetypes of the sacred feminine for the human being to integrate

and in the body

what is getting on our nerves being revealed often literally in this way 

10 portal days of intense human evolution beginning tomorrow

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Since April the 4th ~ the beginning of this 260 day cycle

We have Initiated in Aries Sun

and Libra Moon

Aries ~ initiation of new beginnings in the Masculine code

Libra ~ balance in the feminine code 

Completed 52 days of awakening process in the Red Castle 

Awakened by Red Dragon 04 April 2015

This is the blog I wrote about that

What the Great Mother is bringing for our evolution

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Then refined this awakening

in the White Castle 

Whatever level of relationship the individual has with their own process

some working consciously with the Quetzlcoatl process

that this Mayan 260 day evolution tool

focuses on

This was initiated with Red Skywalker

on May 26 2015

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The human being who is ready to bring heaven to earth through themselves

by being the process

Being the change

Working consciously with awareness of their code

their patterns

their perspective of the world

Seeing that all emotional triggers

Hold the key to their personal transformation and freedom

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That is

The Secret

to

letting light in

letting love in

Turning the first part of life experience around

Within

Todays Wavespell is the 9th one

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The process of it allows a different level of freedom to be gained for the individual

Who is willing to work on raising personal consciousness 

by looking at past issues around their first part of entry onto planet earth

In their birth family

In Glastonbury and “spiritual” circles

The focus is often on the esoteric

Terms like

Transcendence

Ascension

People worrying about the latest boat to nirvana vehicle of consciousness

The latest diet

The gadget

The meditation programme 

The book that has the ancient wisdom that will be the way

and all of that has something to offer as to information about a process

and all of that is outside the human being

which is not the human being process

My offering is this :

The alchemical process for the human being is about that individual human being

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Becoming very aware of what is their personal pain

and then working with that personal pain

to release it

and learn how to be empowered and able

to live life today in the way that their heart desires

Free of the past

Emotionally 

The picture that starts the blog today

is a representation of the sacred fire

This Wavespell is about this process

Within

The base chakra

Fire

The base chakra is at the base of the spine

It is the start of the human being’s tree of life 

The root of all ways of being around feeling ungrounded

Sagittarius is the 9th Sign 

The wounded healer 

and the current cycle the collective is in 

Saturn in Sagittarius which was also in 1985 to 1987 ~ just reading this article by Keen.com  is a revelation for me as to understanding my Saturnian learning ~ I went to Greece to live for a while in 1986 and so seeing what structures I created ~ unconsciously ~ at 21 that I am revisiting now ~ hurtful stuff as well as wow ~ and my life’s work 

with a brief  yet deep excursion

currently back into Saturn in Scorpio to work with our personal structure still seeking death and rebirth ~ this article illustrates this really well ~ time to get real about personal responsibility by vivacombusta.com 

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All experiences since birth

before intellect

before language 

before logic

How that baby and child felt safe in their family or not

is the initiator code 

Felt 

Heart does feeling

 

 

 

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Pic

AlexGrey.com 

 

Not…. think 

Mind 

and the baby picks up all the Mother’s experience in the womb

all ancestral code

all past life code

Most people are missing this vital focus

on feelings

 

Most people are carrying around huge rage issues 

yet have learned so many mind tricks to suppress this

that massive denial programmes are running

that keep the individual “safe” from themselves

Repression

Depression

Manic episodes here and there

Red Mists

Sobbing at unexpected times and situations…

revealing a pressure cooker of emotional events and not coping human being

bubbling to the surface because the pressure has become to great to bear 

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Unlocking this fire is key

transmuting it is essential

 

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Internal fire coming from rage is very destructive 

on all levels

eventually burning the body within

Inflammation

Vitriol

Indigestion

Acidity 

Destructive wild fire events outside the individual 

My offering on this if you choose:

Look back at what was happening for you around April 04 this year 

Look what then developed in the refining process around May 26

What is happening for you now?

How are you feeling ?

What emotions are flowing most of the time?

Do you let yourself feel?

Are you emotionally conscious

i.e are you able to understand what your emotions are

or have you learned to substitute intellectual words instead ?

You may be surprised just how many people do not have any emotional language 

When I start to work with people around these areas often they do not have emotional vocabulary

use “I think” rather than “I feel”

are in their head

will not go into the body because it is too painful 

Struggle to verbalise an emotional process when asked about an emotional event 

This is so key now

for human beings to start to shift the focus from thinking to feeling

to become balanced and integrated

Feeling safe to do so as and when

Most of humanity does not because it is too painful

and the lives most people are living as adult’s have expanded

to such a degree 

that to function in today’s world

means defence 

means protection

means hiding their vulnerability 

It is all perfectly understandable 

and

if we want our society

our community

our world to change

then this has to change 

each one of us has to change this

otherwise these things will not change

cannot 

Most people do not realise this truth

each person having the courage to evolve is the process of human evolution

Stripping off the layers

Accessing heart 

Personal story being looked at 

Going within

Learning the tools to do that

Taking the small steps

From where we are

To where we want to be

All of us in this together

Integration on a personal level

to create integrity 

The ego does not feel comfortable about this to begin with

It takes discipline

It takes consistency 

It takes up space on the schedule that may be full to bursting

and…

start anyway

Intend

Take 10 minutes a day to tap

instead of meditation

Be with the thoughts

instead of watching them float by

Feel their anxiety

Feel their message 

Allow the feelings

Release the feelings

All our inner child has ever wanted is to feel loved and respected 

Safe 

Each adult person can give that to themselves now if they are willing to learn how to do it

Ask for support from your universal self 

It is given

It is what we are here for at this time

Be the process

This is what this Wavespell is for

To make this process conscious for all as and when

I use Emotional Freedom Technique and I share it with others

for each person to learn how to do this for themselves

Please click on this link for Resources to assist on this

Emotional Freedom Technique Resources

The only person who can access enlightenment and therefore total love

is each individual learning how to do that with their own tree of life

being their own healer

doing their personal journey

It is amazing

It is painful

It is tiring

It is about letting go of

needing to get high

stimulate

avoid

take the edge off

need generally 

Transforming Co dependent Code

letting go of being a victim in any way

through giving power to anything outside of oneself 

This is not an easy path

This is The Heart Path

This is the Alchemist Path Within

Are you ready to totally love and accept all of yourself to be free?

Radical self responsibility ?

That is the code of truth

Free of co dependent distortions

that Great Mother is bringing now

We are in the last few days of

Red Solar Moon Year 

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on July 26 a new code begins

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which is all about the process of being self~empowered

Letting go of ego and will power which is coming from a wounded inner child code

It is year 10 of this Red Moon cycle

which started on July 26 2006

The year of seeing what is manifest in our lives as a collective

As an individual

We are entering the perfect planetary codes to assist this:

Leo Zodiac energy begins on July 23rd ~ day 7 of this wave ~

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pic by Susan Seddon Boulet 

Blue Resonant Monkey and a human evolution day ~ what is triggering our inner child that is resonating to be healed ?

Full Moon in Aquarius

July 31st at Aquarius 7 degrees

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Karma works by indirection. We draw to ourselves what we previously activated and as it comes back, we curse the reflection. Such gestures multiply. They gather force and momentum. And soon we have fixed ideas about what is pulling us back and what is carrying us forward. Before you know it, you have become partisan, taking up this side against this other side, swept up in the drama. And you even become sure in your mind that whole segments of existence are bad and terrible and must be renounced completely. Yet you are making a self-commentary in where your mind as led you, and there must come a point in the journey when the mind strips away its disguise and you know once again that all is of God, that all is toward the good, and nothing can ever harm you, unless you insist upon it.

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New Moon in Leo on 14 August at 21 degrees

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Venus Retrograde~ going back over old relationships 

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Primavera ~ Botticelli 

July 25 ~ day out of time  ~ Darkstar Astrology article

40 days and nights of being in awareness of our personal hell remaining code

to create our personal heaven now 🙂 

Sooner or later we have to go there it is how the process is designed

Here are some deeper self awareness questions if you choose to go there:

What have you created with your thoughts and beliefs

that are all on your world stage now ?

Does that structure feel good ?

~ notice what does and does not ~ key info as to expansion and release

What level of conscious awareness are you working on around this ?

Is that daily ? Weekly ? Monthly ?

What is your personal daily alchemical peace process ?

Where are you now….?

Where do you want to be?

Where were you in 2006 and what has changed that feels more heart centred ?

How much joy are you feeling every day?

How stressed ?

How much time is on maintaining a life ?

How much time really being able to live an inspiring life?

In spirit life ?

How many people are in your circle who you can really be yourself with?

Feel love with?

Feel open and honest with ?

Feel loved and accepted by ?

New Mayan Year Events and Tools 

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I have an online workshop specifically crafted for working with this process

Ebook:

The ebook has time sensitive information working with the Mayan Wavespell

and

Astrological information

for you

for that day

as to tuning in for self enquiry 

You do not need to have any experience or understanding

of these frameworks to do the exercises as you have awareness of you

and your life events and how you are feeling 

If you are aware of Astrology and Mayan frameworks that is also a great place 

I design my ebooks to be open to all levels of understanding as much as I can 

If you are doing the transformation option

you also schedule a Skype session with me at a later date to work with this information and how you wish to transform your self and your life

There are different entry levels:

Initiation: Information ~ the intellectual process ~ for those wanting to engage at this level 

Information and transformation ~ the information and energy coaching on Skype with me to start the ball rolling for the uninitiated

and go further for the initiate and adept 

Three ~ the number of co creation and letting go of duality and co dependency codes 

One and one make three

Beyond the place of “wrong” and “right” there is a place

A garden of loving relationship

Return to Eden process

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Each individual puts into the garden what they wish to share of themselves in relationship

No one has to be more

No one has to be less 

The Magical Heart Path

Workshop

combines the three essential energies for alchemical transformation:

The Human Being Day

Friday 24 July

Where are we now and where do we want to be?

How to navigate the path from here to there

Integration Process

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The Skywalker Day

Saturday 25 July 

Day out of time 

Stepping out of time literally

How to go beyond our current timeline 

What is holding us in the past

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The Wizard Day ~ Sourceress Code

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Being the shaman on all levels

Accessing the Moon Goddess within

Seeing our structure of magic

Weaving consciously with it 

Letting ourselves flow with the magic 

The Ebook is £10

The Ebook and Skype energy coaching workshop is £33

There are some concessionary places so please message me to book one

I will need to do your Mayan Sign and Astrology so please book early enough to allow this

I can only work with a small group of people because of the level of working so please bear this in mind

and it is a pre~ requisite that all people working in this way have an intention to be open and willing to do the work 😉 

I am a fellow traveller with you on your journey 

The Magician’s assistant 

You are

The Magus working your Web 

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Love to all the lovers

who are ready to let go

of their fight

and their struggle

and as a result of that personal process

Surrender truly

to divinity wisdom ways

and

access intimacy and deep love

 

Kate’s song:

It is in me 

Tune in 

Just done her Mayan for the first time ~ did not know any of this info before

She is a Leo 

She is a Red Solar Skywalker

She is day 9 of this Wavespell

A portal for human evolution

Magnetic Moon day 5 ~ is her feminine

She is getting to the heart of the matter by sharing her vibe and code

Thank you to a certain special someone for reconnecting me

at the perfect time to her and her message 

Wow 

White Planetary Wizard ~ the new year energy

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Pic by Susan Seddon Boulet

White Planetary Wizard 

Day 10 of the

Red Serpent Wavespell 

Yesterday

we had this day ~ November 08 2014

Please click on the links to reveal more info 

My Red Serpent Wavespell blog ~ Awakening to love

I awake today with the realisation that this day is very significant 

I knew this on some level when choosing as my Persephone Path Workshop day

and I didn’t realise how until the early hours of today 

My workshops ~ even though some of them are now not in person but via ebook and Skype

all have an energetic 

time sensitive basis 

This is because what I am learning to live

I am sharing  and I am learning about the divine matrix code through working with

The Mayan Wavespell

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When we are present

When we are in the here and now 

When we clear our hurtful history that is holding us in the past

When we create new beliefs as a result 

Then 

We become a clearer and clearer conduit 

A download stream for the divine 

We intuit 

We feel 

We access our 6th sense 

We are in balance in our masculine and feminine 

As an automatic outcome of this process

We let go of the process of being balanced outside 

Alter ego’s showing up

Adversary’s

Arch enemy archetypes

Extreme Masculine

Extreme Feminine 

There is no match of that required 

Because our ego process is expanding and evolving

Maturing and open to new learning 

This takes time

Patience

Trust 

It also comes with the timing of the universe

and our personal unique pattern

The more we open to this process and the more we see

the amazing mechanism that we are a part of 

and we realise that we can choose to surrender to it ….

or fight it 

Once we go into this conscious realm we realise resistance is futile in this magnificent matrix 

The only choice we have is what level of the game

do we choose to play at ?

We are here as part of the universal design

Each year on July 26 we begin a new Mayan Sign 

At the moment we are in

Red Solar Moon

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We are in a completion year ~ number 9

that began on July 26 2006

with

Red Magnetic Moon 

 

Awakening to the Beacon of light

The star seed that we really are 

Which is a whole different position to who our untrained ego believes we are 

Each Mayan Sign is part of a 13 day evolutionary code 

Next year we will be seeing the manifestation of our heart’s desire 

 

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The Midheaven in our Starcode 

Our natal chart 

People who are doing my workshop at the moment 

This is especially key for your conscious awareness 

The heart’s desire for the ego may be material

May be romantic

May be a move

May be a life change 

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For the Soul it is our Soul Journey Life Mission

and how our personal journey is key

to evolving the world wide web of humanity’s evolution

From the inside out 

Letting go of conditioning through our Society’s concepts and literal brain washing

Letting go of conditional love and being bound by “shoulds” that create inauthenticity

Realisation of our shamanic capability 

Realisation of our power as creators of our reality 

Seeing the bigger picture as a result 

which is today’s energy of 

Blue Spectral Eagle 

 

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White Planetary Wizard

is the manifestation day

of the

Red Serpent Code 

Here is a document I created about these codes

Red Serpent Wavespell

White Planetary Wizard

So what is happening now is key to the whole of that year ahead

This is one of two codes that is significantly about the dna process of relationship 

and it’s essential role in the evolution of the human being 

the very building blocks of our humanity 

the master codes

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How we relate to ourselves determines everything

Everything 

All of our life

Each one of us sees the world differently because of our life experience 

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We cannot change our life experience 

We can learn to feel differently about it if we choose 

We can see how everything happens for a reason 

There is cause and effect 

also known as karma 

Free of any blame 

We can see how our lives have been shaped by actions

that were shaped by beliefs 

and that all of this information 

is written in the stars 

our personal birth chart reveals this 

Our Mayan information too

Once we start to look deeply at that which feels painful about our past

We cross a threshold 

We are ready 

to do 

The Great Work 

All that we feel is our weakness

is our strength 

As we work within to clear our channel to the earth and the stars

All is revealed 

It takes Courage 

We can do it 

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Red Serpent Wavespell ~ Awakening to love

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Red Serpent Wavespell

 

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand the information

This is a profound and intense Wavespell

It is taking us into the heart of The Tzolk’in 

There is a downloadable Mayan Calendar on my

Resources page of this blog

You can use it online 

You can start your personal process with the calendar with it if you choose 

Download it 

Print it

Laminate it 

Put a bit of blue tac on today

Blue Resonant Monkey 

and start to 

Do the process if you are ready

This is a whole different way of relating than reading about it 

This is key to relationship and

Being the change we want to see 

This is key to Heart and Head Alignment 

The essence of this Wavespell

This is 

The Emotional Evolution

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The Blue Castle of Transformation

If you see the DNA pattern ~ this represents portal days

These are days which are key building blocks 

Key structures

for 

our human evolution 

That is what I believe anyway  🙂 

Today represents the centre Wavespell

of the 260 day cycle 

which is 

Blue Monkey 

It is the child inside the adult 

The many splendoured being 

If we have done no inner work

we are unaware of this space 

We do not realise how we create our life

as a human being in this way

If we have done some intellectual work we may be aware

or have theories about what we do and why we do it

We may have had talking therapy…

Read a lot about psychology and theories …

May be in the field of addictions for example …

Have addictions ~

virtually every human being has ~

it is the nature of a human being mind

especially in conditioned society

a pre~requisite coping mechanism

coded in for control over the uncontrollable

We may have been in a world of pain since our childhood life experience

and struggling to cope 

We may be on a roller coaster of ups and downs

emotionally 

We may have perfected some great coping mechanisms to avoid thinking about the past

Repressing how we feel 

Burying things deep 

Usually these are about

who we became as an adult

based on what relationships

we had with the world

and in particular human beings

in our close circle early on

 

 

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Guess these are coming to the surface

in some way for you right now ?

 

If you are ready to work with them

and get to the heart of the matter

Scorpio is the time to dive in deep 

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Go for the burn and learn what makes you tick

What makes you crawl into a corner and cry

What makes your hair stand on end

Rattles your cage 

Drags you into despair 

and how long you stay there 

What you need to calm you down

Drown out the sound 

What action do you take 

Maybe take to the bottle

Find a person to soothe you 

What is your poison ?

In all of these threads lies the Gateway

to your personal Sovereignty 

and the Universe that is you 

will keep taking you there until….

You get it 

Get it ?

 

Remember that old saying 

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger ?

When you work alchemically with it this is most true

 

What goes around comes around 

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If you are ready to take the bull by the horns

with this information 

 

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It is the perfect time for it

 

Take a deep breath 

Tune in

Know instead 

that everything that feels like a world of hurt

Holds the keys to our freedom 

Everyone’s Freedom ultimately 

Once we decide to face our fears and

see our suffering in a different light

We realise that all of the things that have happened in the past 

Are still holding us spellbound

Still holding us captive 

Unless we have consciously connected

to our past traumatic events 

with the intention of healing them

and learning new ways of relating that do not cause suffering

 

Taurus Full Moon in the UK tomorrow ~

06 November 

 

It is 05 November today and Jack’s birthday 

My Scorpio Cat who is a Blue Self ~ Existing Monkey

He is 16

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We are revisiting what happened in late April May this year and years and  tears gone by

It is my moon and I am really revisiting some very old patterns and painful stuff right now

around how I have learned to relate and what my issues are around my foundations 

what really matters to me

what my power struggles are 

what my priorities are 

anger issues 

passive ~ aggressive issues 

nature versus nature

initial family and society conditioning 

and just been reading some fiction I haven’t connect to in a while 

Minette Walters is a great read about psychological pathology and just finished one of her novels

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Took me back to another time and relationships I have been in

where it was more important for me to please them than to be well 

and as a result of that denial of my self 

I got really sick 

because the body does not lie 

What we suppress in our behaviour 

is revealed in our body 

Most people do not question relationships they are in 

do not have awareness of what abusive behaviour is 

because generally speaking there is no bigger picture awareness generally in society 

Most ways of living are base

aggressive 

and brutal 

and what happens behind the net curtains in suburbia is hidden 

These abusive relationships exist in every part of our society 

and this is emerging now ….

If you feel you are alone with any sort of “disfunction” 

or something happened in your family that you are ashamed of 

that you cannot bear to think about 

believe me 

It is a shared human being place 

and everyone has issues 

You are not alone 

and there are ways to change how you feel 

As Souls we are in a different place 

As human beings

it is necessary to create frameworks and boundaries

for balanced 

respectful relationship

and learn how to communicate to others

who we are and what we want in relationship

 

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with power imbalance structures

that are unhealthy….

short term gain for long term pain

Most quick fixes hold this energy 

instead we can let go of emotional pain

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the these ways of being obviously will keep repeating because we are still the same 

It is really simple once we are ready to see it 

I am not a fan of cloud cuckoo land 

I am aware that at this time there are many practical things to deal with

in most places on planet earth right now

so the wearing of Rose Tinted Glasses is not an option I favour

as this is total denial 

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There are some situations that are going to generate a healthy emotional response

that is not going to be 

in the joy spectrum

Again if we haven’t really looked at how we learned to relate as children creates 

ways of being that are healthy and create joy

and ways that do not 

and how we are still doing them 

nothing will change 

It is as simple as that

Given that most ~ if not all ~ of our teachers in life so far 

Did not have this awareness either 

and most people on planet earth now 

are still in the same boat 

We cannot see things changing any time soon ?

Radical change means doing something different 

and the heart does not do logic

Learn how your human being avatar works

and the information is there for you to use

now 

 

It’s an old adage 

Information is power

Information about yourself is the most powerful as it gives you the keys to 

know yourself

 

The co dependent life we are living in Society 

is based on the model of 

Denial 

Denial of who we really are

Denial of the self

so we become a slave to society 

and to begin with this conditioning is difficult to overcome

because it is deep

and goes back through many generations

so it takes a lot of determination to go through the first layer

and do something different and

start to go in the opposite direction which is

within

Stop looking for the answers and soothers outside

and 

Remove the pain from the past within and start to develop different habits of relating to yourself 

and in turn the world 

Go to the Roots within you

 

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The Universe that we are part of 

is always assisting us with this 

The cycles of nature hold the key to seasons 

Astrology is the wheel of evolution with different planets in our solar system that are assisting us

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Transformation Time

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When we start to work with our child like ego 

we start to see who we think we are 

We start to see where our pain and resistance lies 

We see where that came from

We see what structures gave rise to where we are today 

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and then we can see where we are now 

Which is often not where we want to be 

Especially at mid life

 

To come to this place is essential….

We cannot go anywhere else until we come to that place of feeling our pain about ourselves

and who we believe we are in that moment

and how we are not able to love and accept ourselves

We have to be still and face our suffering

It is why it keeps coming so we can do what it takes to let it go 

Great video about this by Gabor Mate 

This is base camp before Everest starts 

Mars in Capricorn started on October 26 and stays until December 05 

Work features strongly 

This is UK ‘s Astrological sign ~ Capricorn 

Often the stiff upper lip and hiding behind work as an identity and an avoidance of intimacy 

Capricorn is the sturdy little goat climbing the mountain of soul learning ~ the disciple 

Mars ~ masculine energy 

Looking for solutions can be very positive 

when it is used as a coping mechanism 

in avoidance of facing the issue and the feelings generated 

it’s a whole different animal 

and this is key

The Goat can also be seen as Pan

Dionysus too 

and an over indulgence of partying 😉

Being honest with ourselves

can be hard as the denial is so ingrained

 

so keep going 🙂

The Reward is 

Living with Integrity

and the world we live in changing directly as a result

of what you do 

The Inner energetic structure is what has to change 

so the outer can change 

and most people are still working the other way around 

Are you ready to connect to the real Secret ?

It is you

In this Red Moon Year 

This Red Moon 13 Year Cycle 

We can realise that everything that we need is within us 

All the seeds are there

Emotional Freedom Technique can really help you every day 

to be your own 

Healing Guru 

I have some videos of me tapping on my Youtube page

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Making your own scripts

if you would like to give it a go 

and take charge of your own personal Emotional Evolution 

When used in an energy coaching format combined with The Mayan and Astrology Framework 

It is amazing 

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If you would like to start to work in this way please get in touch

I am doing ebook workshops and in person workshops

that have a structured theme ~

more on my

Persephone Path Workshop Page

I also do one to one coaching and

offer a free consultation on Skype

 

 

and I am going to leave you with one of my favourite poets 

Jim Morrison

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and the inspiration for the name of his band 

The Doors of Perception 

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pic by Lacy Miranda

Break on Through( to the other side)

Red Serpent Wavespell ~ Day 13 Cosmic

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Red Serpent Wavespell 

Day 13

Cosmic

Red Cosmic Earth

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Today is the shift day and the tail of

the serpent

In every Wavespell this is the moving

and shaking energy day to create something

new because of our process

Please click on the links to explore the websites

 

 

In this Wavespell we have ridden

the kundalini energy

and now ….

We are returned to the earth

Maybe more centred as a result

More grounded

aware of our essence and that we too are baked earth

Ashes to Ashes

Dust to Dust

Just like Anthony Gormley’s Terracotta figures

I visited this exhibition at The Yorkshire Sculpture Park

many moons ago

and it blew me away

how many people had created this vision

I love this place and have spent so many inspired happy hours there with my family

Today is a hard day for me as one of my family is very poorly

He has featured in this blog before 

Love for Arnold beaming out 

for a return to health

if it is meant to be

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Took him to the vets today and he may not be coming home

If you have been reading the 13 day blog you will see that there have been lots of 

pictures and references to my childhood

and today when I was feeling sad and desperate really

sat with no answers for my beloved friend

and he was upset being there

there I saw my childhood friend Spidey in the window

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on an umbrella

How bizarre for a vet’s to have such a thing on display

and again I saw the Spiders web and the connection to all things I wrote about 

on another day

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It comforted me as I tapped on myself

in my mind in the waiting room

feeling the usual discomfort I feel in the Medical World

knowing that whatever I say will be challenged

if it is not their medical model

and clearing my cache as much as I can

so I do not come from a very emotional space

I have had so many clients who have been having a medical intervention….

have felt more traumatised from the lack of compassion from their caregivers

with no caring response

Birth experiences

Death experiences

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and I know that the people who face illness and the majority of births in hospitals

in a working capacity

often have to turn their sensitivity down low to be there

otherwise they could not deal with their day to day

and all of this has to change if we are to create

more loving supportive relationships

and the more we become empowered to seek

our own answers this will happen naturally

When people speak of a calm spiritual approach and that no one 

“should ” upset others on their path when evolving 

ones who are walking their talk realise how this cannot happen

A key part of our path has to involve this process 

to let go of people pleasing and being co dependent

We are not realised saints in our human bodies which is why we are here 🙂

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As we waited Arnold settled in his box

He could feel me calm down

and I trusted that this time spent waiting was for that to happen

I allowed my anxiety to come up and be released as much as I could

and I contemplated different choices I could have ~ 

to be knowledgeable ~ often met with distrust/competitiveness

say nothing ~ feel disempowered and often annoyed at oneself later….

thing is whatever you say or do

the response is perfect for us at that moment according to our vibe and our next steps

regardless 🙂

The more we become confident in that and ourselves we let go

and

trust in the process

our process

So I chose to be in the moment and be a bit of both ~ proactive and reactive

and noticed I was far more accepting of myself and others

This is a pattern for so many of these past events of taking myself and my loved ones to hospitals

at times of big interventions

and the choices I have made

each time

Each time now my intention is to be open

to new ways of relating

and also being in my centre

being grounded and firm

and able to bend with the breeze

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Noticing how the medical model relationship thrives on having  

patients as people who please

rather than ask questions

and want to make an informed choice about their and their loved one’s health

I trust in my life process

there are lots of times when I do not like it and when I am afraid

I noticed today again that if I cannot create any solution ~

if my mind feels all is lost

I feel despairing

One of my main ego masks as a reforming people pleaser

is to create solutions

for others 

Which has many benefits of course

and….

sometimes there are no solutions that we like

and are essential for our evolution

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I have been afraid in many lives

My last life had Sagittarius energy

as this is my South Node

I am guessing this was my Sun Sign

My life is full of Sagi friends and relatives

To be a Sagi truth teller requires developing a way of being

That takes courage

I am still learning this art

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whilst breaking apart

my heart is broken over and over

and reforms

Today Sagi moon went to Capricorn 

both of which can be a hard energy to work with without compassion

in search of truth

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I know that in the end we all return to the

Great Mother

I know that life is often cruel as we are often cruel

I know that to be sensitive and loving walks hand in hand

with deep sorrow and grief

because that is the life package 

I fully understood that even more when I became a mother myself

Many moons ago I wouldn’t have thought to include my sad space

a blog such as this

I wouldn’t have been able to write it even

and now I know it is the core of my learning

and my teaching

Life is short

and immortality is long

as was said in Gladiator

What we do in this life….

echoes in eternity

So what do you want your relationships to be?

For they determine your life ?

I am a very emotional person

I do not want to change that

I want to honour it

and 

be in balance with it 

so I can live in the world

instead of retreating from it

When someone close to me is unwell or leaves my life

I feel it deeply

and

I will grieve deeply

Here and Now

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It is what my eyes are for

the windows of my soul

 

 

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as I believe this is the natural process

of loss

The more we love and accept all of our relationship dualities

the truth of life’s learning in all it’s forms

the more we truly live

from the heart

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Today see what miracle unfolded for you ?

What wonder happened so your spirit was allowed the joy of deep emotion ?

It is what we are here for

to Love

Truly

Madly

Deeply

To feel everything

It is what having a body is for 

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Love to your cosmic wild card today

Red Serpent Wavespell 12 ~ crystal clear co creativity

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Red Serpent Wavespell

 

Day 12

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Yellow Crystal Warrior

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websites and resources

Everything is energy in our universe

We are all connected by an intricate amazing

conscious web

hence the string theory 🙂

It is currently beyond our collective ego to understand this….

and this is changing

as we change

everything becomes crystal clear

as we do

There is a crystal clear code free from any distortion of the ego

that creates from the pure heart of love

transparency

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This is what we are here to discover and learn

in our individual process

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we are each a warrior of the web

following a path

that is coded before we are born

our Mayan Sign

our Natal Star Chart

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some choose to weave purely with their mind

some choose to fight the fight

some choose to follow the heart path

in search of the love found in light

When we awaken as a caterpillar

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We start our journey

We let go of being bound to the earthly realm and so

we go into a period of transformation

and activate our angelic abilities

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This is available to everyone

and is a proactive process

a choice

To be a warrior of the heart  involves many

paradoxes

strength to be vulnerable instead of strong

the ability to face personal demons

and the emotions that come as part of the pandora’s box package

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to take total responsibility for any strong emotion  that comes

and where it hails from

to be able to travel back in time 

to face ridicule from sleeping somnambulists

to deal with dragons breathing fire when withdrawing from their

mind games

to be outside of certain circles

an outcast

a lone wolf

for a while…..

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To wear the black sheep’s clothes

in many tribes

as the coat of many colours is being woven

from rainbows

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born from lots of rain

being in the shadows

until lit by lightening bolts

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dying many times to be

reborn to a different lighter life

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So let’s rewind a bit…..

to the weaving bit……

See the scarf coming from the loom picture?

If we wish to knit a sweater this loom will not do the trick 

Very simply to knit a sweater one requires a sweater tool kit

No matter how hard and persistent one is

No matter how hard one visualises a sweater emerging from a scarf loom

No matter how much one meditates 

says positive affirmations

has a massage 

waves incense over it

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a sock loom cannot a sweater make 🙂

None of the other processes do any harm and can have lots of learning and enjoyment

and….

if we really want to create that sweater then

time to to learn how would seem wise ?

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This is where our higher self

Guardian Angel

comes in…..

and the person sharing that roomy cardigan all along makes themselves known 🙂

When we start to match an energetic way of

being

that allows our sacred self to come

and commune with us

when we have realised that resistance is futile 

and that ego edifice we have created is collapsing

the spinning plates are falling….

and suddenly we do not have the energy to keep it all going….

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that is when we are ready

to listen….

and let go of our ego running the show

Once we start to commit to raising our consciousness….

and that takes a lot of courage

We are ready to go on our hero/heroine’s adventure

and our rainbow coat

becomes the golden fleece

that can heal

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This journey will take us into fire

we will be shaped by the anvil

battered by the storms

and with every process our resolve grows stronger

as what we are now able to see

is revealed in it’s true magic and glory

as we have gone through our veil and revealed our magic and glory

and in the process of forgiving all the beliefs we have forged about ourselves

all letting go of all those wounds and fears from the past

We have called our spirit home

Created our own soul retrieval process

that we can use on a daily basis

and as a natural part of that process

we live a different life that is borne from 

personal responsibility and power

This is

Heart Wisdom

This is the Alchemical Process

and this code is in plain sight woven into the fabric of all our fairytales

children’s stories

myths

scriptures

All of this is in the stars themselves

The constellations

The ancient tales of the Gods 

in every culture around the globe

with a slightly different flavour

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The fall from Grace

The Eden story is the metaphor for awakening

unplugging ourselves from unconsciousness

and eating the apple from the Tree of Knowledge

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Whatever we learned in the first three days of

this wavespell

is our unique personal alchemical process

for relationship

with everything in our universe :- )

We sent out an intention for this spiral on Day 1 Feb 12 ~

Red Magnetic Serpent

If you came to the Love Magnet Workshop you have that information

and you had a Thoth Card

with energetic astrological information

We received our challenge back on Day 2 

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What is seeking to die from our past ?

On Day 3 Valentine’s Day

We received the alchemical blend energy to work with ~ Day 1 and 2 coming together

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What can we transform, go through gateways and be reborn with ?

What new learning can we create around co creation rather than co dependent

so we can live honestly, wholly and free ?

Today the structure is revealed 

If you have been clearing every day

using EFT

for example

then you will be seeing things differently

and feeling differently too

 

and this is the essential thing to note

and if you think about it , it makes sense

No matter how good your plan for your future….

If you are still carrying, sadness, guilt, anger, shame

over your past

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until that is released nothing will change that will last

because that would deft the cosmic web

We can still start to move forward

and as we work consciously

emotionally

and

energetically

with new tools of light

we free ourselves from sticky old webs

so we can spin new support  ones

that allow the universe to bring us

something different ….

this does take time and isn’t a quick fix

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spiderman with the mask off 🙂

another one of my favourite childhood programmes

Until we love and accept who we are 

Where we are

and can be totally present with ourselves

we cannot go anywhere else 🙂

Home is where the heart is

on all levels 

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Pic by Amanda Cass

This is our challenge in this lifetime and a life process

This is why I chose to learn energy therapies 

I learned first about psychology and new understanding our past does not release us from how we feel about it

or creating new ways of living

I chose to learn about how my mind processes

and extremely complex techniques to work with retraining it

using NLP

and then I found EFT

The first clients I had with NLP for coaching couldn’t replicate the techniques for themselves 

and something was missing

and were dependent on me in so many ways

and after several sessions they had lots of ideas

they felt enthusiastic about their future….

and something was holding them back

When I learned EFT it immediately created a

shift for myself and for the people I worked

with

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Their unconscious awareness for what was holding them back from taking action 

immediately became conscious

and was often a surprise…..

because paradoxically ~

just like the soul enlightenment relationship pattern ~

it isn’t what we think it is all about 🙂

When our session ended they consolidated their learning 

with doing their own tapping every day

The next time they came they had moved mountains of “stuckness”

and become confident in the process

and they were independently learning about themselves and their inner world

Total Co Creativity in a healthy way

Tapping is so simple and paradoxically complex and powerful

and many people who have learned it still focus on the mind

rather than the emotion

It is now

The Emotional Evolution

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When we leave this vital part of our process out

because it feels uncomfortable

then we stay in the pattern of discomfort about life’s challenges

and we can never feel whole 

We may access bliss for a while

and then we get triggered by external events

and we are knocked off our happy horse

When we use EFT we get back on faster and we fall of less 🙂

and as it is….

The Year of The Horse

It is a great alignment 

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So if you are ready to ride the snake in a whole different way in the next cycle

Why not join me using EFT

to create emotional alchemy

and get crystal clear

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We have all the answers 🙂

Love to you and your carbon footprint of love

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