I am back on the blog after an intense time 🙂

Thank you for all those sending me support and saying how they missed the blog ~ this has lead to some new inspired ideas too ~ it is a key part of our creative process ~ to be squeezed through the birthing channel 

Blue Night Wavespell

has been and gone

and yesterday

I had an amazing intuitive next step revealed

This was on the portal day of Blue Galactic Night

where we revisited the Blue Night Wavespell

as to what was seeking integration

More later….

 I have a lot to share in this blog and I am intending to cut through as much jargon as I can . This is difficult given the nature of the material I am working with as some knowledge of Astrology and the Mayan Calendar is key. If you do not know anything about Astrology this may not make any sense to you but this is key to where we all are on our journey and my shift too. What I do and share isn’t for everybody and I cannot be all things to all people ~ much as I would like to be 🙂 Forgive me but I cannot be as expansive as I was ~ time for people to be pro active now and learn what is required ~ I suggest you start to learn Astrology online or go to a great group and meet like minded people. Astrology is the code of consciousness and essential for knowing thyself. I have just had my transits done with Carolina Lamus and wow ~ so revealing as is our ever expanding group in Glastonbury ~ come and join. I recommend that you have yours done with her ~ I picked a Sacred Feminine Asteroid chart and if you feel to this could be key for you too. 

My Ascendant is in Aquarius at 0 degrees and as this was the New Moon energy and my Aquarius Decan 1 is now becoming more familiar to me ~ I love to serve and although Aquarian energy can seem aloof in relationships ~ I do care deeply about my fellow human beings . That is my Leo Sun shining.

What I have really awoken to now is the bare bones facts of the karmic codes ~ and had a reality check.

We are what we are and we are where we are and no amount of other people’s compassion can change our codes.  

Compassion for ourselves and doing the inner work for ourselves with the assistance of others ~ is what changes code 🙂 If we do not do this process then nothing can change for us on a deep level because we have not changed. What we are seeing every day is a reflection of ourselves and our beliefs ~ this is complex but the simple starting point is ~ inner work on emotional events in the past is essential .

My circumstances have changed as my children are now young adults and it is the perfect time for me to evolve in my relationships and focus on my gifts and expanding on doing what I love …

For those who are ready to take the pro active steps to forming new models of relationship ~ which involves new learning ~ I am sharing this with message you too ….

My work as a Coach is really highlighting this for so many now, who have been in imbalanced relationship and are coming to centre in themselves.

I can no longer give more than I receive or be in relationship with people who are not fair and honest in relationship ~ time to be discerning and to get clear…… 🙂

My time is not infinite in this human being existence and so I have to be discerning how I create with it 🙂 

This is the core code change of the return to balance of the veiled sacred feminine ~ coming through each of us at Imbolc time 

This is essential to our human evolution now ~

to be discerning

and 

 be the change we want to see 🙂

At the moment I do not get much renumeration for this blog 

It isn’t that I want to make a lot of money from it …

I love doing it and it is my personal learning library

and process

and I will continue in this vein to some degree

I have to make a living and this is how I do it and there are only so many hours in a day for me to do that

so I am starting a monthly blog ebook

you can subscribe to

with the latest

Astrological and Mayan Cookie Trail tips

in a focused process way

Conscious Cosmic Cookie Trailing

It is £2 a month

and will have the in depth nitty gritty

all

Spiritual  Heart Warriors

choose to have in their

Map Resources

to aid them on their journey  

It also has special assistance and support

for anyone brave enough

to go deeper and start to do energy coaching or taking part in workshops and this is for everyone

including my existing partakers 😉

I am choosing to support people who are ready to support themselves free of co dependent code as this is what is essential now for pioneers doing what it takes to evolve personally

How do I get this ebook ?

If you make sure that you automatically get the blog for starters:

click the  subscribe  button and then you get emails

Each new ebook will be clearly highlighted in the blog

with a link to click on

and this will take you to paypal

where the ebook will be sent to you so you can choose as and when you feel to go deeper than

the bare bones blog which will still be available for all the people who wish to carry on connecting to it

I have links to other websites if you hover your mouse.

These sites are independent of me

and are expanding on the info in my blog.

Saturn 

Each planet carries a cosmic code and energy and where it was when we were born creates our energetic structure in a big way. This code is activated when Saturn returns to the place of our birth at around the ages of 29 and 58 and 89 and so  if this is key for you now you will be experiencing a Saturn return in Sagi fire ~ Saturn in Sagittarius 

This can be a time of great change involving breakdowns to break through and get back on track for our life mission ~ the first 30 years of our life are currently around exploring the ego structure for most ~ the legacy of the swathe tail end of the extreme patriarch led by pathological narcissistic systems and power tripping people who do not care because they are carrying deep ego wounding

do not wish to feel so go to extremes to avoid any shadow emotions

and the result of that way of relating…

very destructive power tripping and repeating old planetary patterns of war because it gives them what their fragile ego needs. We are seeing bullying on a grand scale and it is everywhere.

Yet the masses are not aware of this because their nose is on the grindstone …

How to get off it ?

~ educate ourselves on our planetary history, this is key to Saturn in Sagi 

~ be brave to open our hearts to what we fear and know about what some human beings do to others and the nature of what all human beings are capable of ~that is in the history books ~ there are no “good guys” in war . Jupiter in Leo time . This takes courage to see humanity in all it’s rawness.  This holds the key to our deepest fears because most of our wounding comes from our birth family ~ real or perceived and if our own family can hurt us then….. 

~ see the history of religion for what it is ~ nothing to do with consciousness or love in any way if it is carrying a message of fear. It is distorted for control and has always been in history because it is an interpretation of wisdom by men with an agenda .  The Borgias are one example that reveal the hypocrisy.There are many examples of very recent revelations about this abuse of power, especially in the Catholic Church. This is self~ evident as in truth no one needs a conduit to consciousness and source do they ? It happens through our own connection to the divine and happens more often, as we clear our code and channel and be free of any conditioning designed to disempower that knowledge.Time for people to wake up to truth and take responsibility for their consciousness on all levels.

 ~This is akin to leaving a cult doing this process ~ I do not exaggerate ~ doing this takes determination and great courage because it flies in the face of our society structures throughout what is laughingly often called the “developed world” This world is built on corruption at the heart of the power structures ~ time to reverse the polarity by taking our personal power back.

The axis being highlighted by this is Houses 3 and 10 ~ in Medieval times the God and Goddess axis

 

If you have Saturn in your first house knowing your code is key

If you are a Blue Night or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Blue Night Code this is key

If you have Blue Night in your Castles this is key

If you are a Yellow Warrior or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Yellow Warrior this is key 

If you have Yellow Warrior in your Castles this is key

I have Saturn in my first house in Pisces

 We are code and we are bound by it

The choice we have and the free will we have …

How to know it and work with it, within the boundaries of it and if we do not consciously know that

then this is limited and often causes pain and suffering in this constriction

The meaning we place on it is key

to what we will be creating with it

and if we still believe that our happiness is tied up in something outside of ourself like

a star crossed lover syndrome 

ouch

that is going to hurt big time 

with Valentine’s Day approaching this is of course a key code 

opening our heart to love can be started with a romantic relationship of course 

this will reveal how open we are once the sizzle

has sozzled

and we start to see the person we are

through the person we are with 

then we see the reality

if we are ready to look 

and go deeper 

This is where loving really starts or stops

and fear and dependency take over

this can be a very addictive habit as it feels so fabulous

on so many sensory levels 

it all depends on what we want to create 😉

This is also the key to honesty and intimacy in relationship and understanding our personal path to the stars

by stripping down to the bare bones and seeing our Saturnian structure revealed

See our relationship patterns

See our Ancestral lines

See our Sacred Feminine wounds

and heal them

then we are ready to have relationships with others

free of need 

Blue Night Code is all about this and seeing how we are the conscious dreamer manifesting our reality. The things that are hurting us still,lead back to our childhood relationship structures. Once we free ourselves from the illusion of the American Dream of Material Success and Ego led living ~ see it as a totally manufactured myth with no basis in human being ability to be perfect . All the products, all the supposed wonder of this way are simply contrivances to sell us things we do not need to promote greed and keep the war machine going . Once we stop buying into this ideal,that can never be maintained , we are on the road to freedom .

All the information about your patterns are in your Astrological chart and your Mayan code ~ once you intend to access it the universe assists you ~ it is painful at times ~ go through the death of the ego and you live to see more and more magic. We are the miracle.

 

So Societal Structures are breaking down because they do not serve us

Karma
Code

Tantra

and the meaning of

Knowing Oneself

There is no good or bad

That is a human viewpoint position of the ego

Placing meaning on an event

There is nothing wrong with that process either

Our Ego is designed to allow us to survive

and so makes choices for us

based on it’s perception of life

which has some general themes:

from our ancestors survival learning

from our current upbringing

from our society viewpoints

from historical events

from geographical events

This is what was coming to light in the

 13 day process of our Tribe

White Dog

All of our Universal Experience is coded

Like a computer programme

It is causality based

and although things may be chaotic

and seem to be random

I offer you that they are not

They all have a root recipe

and

happen for a reason

That doesn’t mean that we perceive them as

reasonable

Our Human being mind places individual and unique

interpretation

in order to make sense of these happenings

and often that is for an emotional reasoning process to happen

In NLP terms

this is often referred to our

Map of the World

Which seems real

but is not

The Map is not the territory

Our personal map is simply our personal life experience so far

The Universal Map is actually the territory

without any man made meaning

or subjective interpretation

which is nigh on impossible to perceive

when we are perceiving it through our perceptual human being ness

This is the paradox

Each one of us sees the world differently

We have some shared perspectives

We have map clashes when our map of the world is a polar opposite of some one else’s

At the moment this is coming to centre stage on the world forum

This is because

In Astrological terms

Uranus is in Aries

Time for the sheep to be activated into awakening 😉

Initiating fire to bring new beginnings

Power struggles

that allow transformation

For most of the population

this can be very challenging

As most of the conditioning ~

aka

mind control

brainwashing

and formal education

does not value free spirit and chaos format

actually believes non conformity

to be dangerous

because it is a threat to the collective who are engaged in

limited thinking and perception

purposefully designed as an imbalanced

co dependent society

In plain language

A small group of people control a large group of people

Through fear

Bullying

Manipulation

and the illusion of

The Ego Dream

If , like me, you bought into this fantasy

which given the level of indoctrination we have been working with in this way

that is thousands of years in the process

there is nothing to be ashamed of

and indeed this is all meant to be

and so it is

This is all part of our life learning process

and our transformation adventure

our mission impossible

should we choose to take it

This is key to our Alchemy in this lifetime

and

The Aquarius Age

To get off this imbalanced way of living

takes Courage

takes grit and determination

This is being revealed now in the time of Aquarius Sun

Seeing the bigger picture .This energy has been hijacked, in the name of religion. In the name of a consumer spending spree. In the name of a society that is based on the human being blueprint alone ~with a shelf life and in part this is true. It is also a distorted and one sided perspective. Which matches the code of the child who has been wounded or has a perception of such. This immature, untransformed linear, masculine, biased code creates the same outcome. It is not all embracing or holistic or broad or open minded.

It is fuelled by very strong emotions, like rage and when we are living from a rage foundation this energy can be very destructive

Kali

Volcanic fire

It can also be very damaging to our human being body.When we are coming from this wounded place our creativity and resourcefulness are also coming from this place ~Chaos and the wild feminine, the wild masculine are feared by the conditioned mind set. This is the shadow lands.The dark times that we are going through ~ which are key to facing to set us free ~ not focusing on the “positive ” as an avoidance coping mechanism. The “positive” comes naturally as a by product of being with the reality and facing and feeling it.

This energy is key to the creation process

and as each one of us is not embracing it in ourself

so it is manifest outside

It is being created outside

So we can see what repression

of the so called shadow emotions

creates in our world

Time for our childish nature to mature

This is what the Aquarian Age brings

The Narcissist code is a greatest teacher

The Narcissist Code is the ultimate protection mechanism

and understanding of this is key

It is why we are here at this point on the spiral

to see what has created it 

This code was created in raw nightmare times

This code was given birth to when the child was under terror

under stark survival mode

Lost a parent

Lost a home

Lost the means to keep body and soul together

or believed it to be so

Lost the mother figure who was soft and supportive

caring

feminine

gentle

loving

nourishing

calm

relaxed

free spirited

in touch with nature

In our society we can see how this is not valued

or cherished

or supported

Where are our support systems?

Our Society does not care

that is evident in the structures of our community

Where is the love ?

Are you aware of  the actual support in your community?

We are all about to find out

as we are rooted out of our caves of survival

If we haven’t already had this experience

Time for a wake up call

Time for a reality check

Time for human beings to realise how the universe really works

We are all affected by each other and many people speak of this

and yet are still living out of alignment with it

not realising the true impact

and wanting others to pay for them

to support them in an out of balance way

the blame game of passing the buck

The Financial Model crash was only the start

Do we really want to face the truth of our dependency?

We have seen hints of it behind the veil

If the banks closed the doors tomorrow

What would we do ?

If the petrol stations closed ?

If the supermarkets closed?

Do you know the nature of care in your community ?

In the UK there is very little actual support that works now because the funds are being cut and privatised

and all of this is bringing balance to overspend in these areas in the past

based on

housekeeping that did not balance the books

or be accountable

debt model

If the fuel lines stop it affects everything

Do I have food that I grow?

Do I know how to do practical skills?

How long would I live when the umbilical cord is cut ?

These are uncomfortable questions to ask ourselves

and it is time to ask them

The systems that are in place

are created from a narcissistic code

That is not compatible

with caring

sharing

learning how to communicate

understand

be honest

This Narcissistic Code comes from nightmarish human experiences that are in our own neighbourhood and always have been

and it is a terrible coping mechanism of denial

It is based on distortion

twisted

corrupted

code

It is dishonest

It is mean

It is “just business”

and if we avoid looking at this reality

We are in peril

Look at history

Look at the evidence

See how what has happened so far

Is insane

Is not logical

That so many die in holocausts

based on so few enforcing the destruction

and when we really start to understand this

we really start to understand how we create our reality

This is the law of attraction in action

There is no blame

no judgement

and simply thinking or feeling

does not make something

so….

Code is key

Code creates

Code shapes

The brave are ready to look

The brave are ready to let go of being the victim

Duality

Polarity

and work with that energy that is within them

Instead of polarising it onto others

and scapegoating

Doing the blame game is back to the childhood playground

Where all of this code was created

Doing the blame game simply keeps it going

Because no one wants to take responsibility

and passes the pain parcel

It can only stop

when we hold it

unwrap it

See it

Feel it

Clear it within us

Reveal the root cause

Understand how it came to be

and create a new way of being

New Models in Society

By becoming a new model from the inside

The polar opposite of the Narcissist

Is the Empath

The Enabler

The alter ego who does emotion for the narcissist who will not feel

Again when we understand the process

We understand the code

the model

Being an enabler is not healthy either

If someone has been deeply wounded as a child

chances are the family they grew up in

had limited resources on communicating and feeling

because that is true in all areas of society

in all so called first world countries

and for different reasons in many third world countries

Is there a place in the world that still exists

that has had no outside contact ?

and so free from

“contamination of conditioning of the other”

Is there somewhere

and some group of what is called

indigenous people

that

are in balance with their masculine and feminine and tribal wisdom

that comes direct from source ?

Probably Not

Even if they are they are subject to the cosmic code still

although not as much as those following the ways of conditioned society

who have lost touch with the natural ways

open to all animal and plant life that is free from human control

So in Summary

we have to face the situation we are in personally 

and be honest with ourselves 

let go of denial and putting on a mask of a happy face 

this is the first step in any taking responsibility system

Let go of our denial so we see where we are

what created that space

See where we want to be

and start doing it 

Are you ready to get to grips with your personal

Wheel of Fortune ?

Remember if you do what you have always done expecting a different outcome then you are in denial 😉 

Life is meant to challenge us 

Life teaches us truth if we let ourselves be brave enough 

Too much mind emphasis in our world

which is why heart is coming in to heal

When we are living in our head we do not feel

Compassion is a heart thing 

a feeling thing

If we do not love and accept ourselves

then we truly cannot do that for others either because that is how code works 

Yellow Warrior Wavespell that we are currently in brings us the 13 day code process of being a Warrior of the Heart 

 

This is the process revealed in the tarot as The Fool on his journey. This is in the Tree of Life process and the Kabbalah. This is is the secret teaching of the 78 number process which is inherent in the esoteric teachings . The code of balance and living in the heart wisdom free of raw ego rules . 

The Mayan Matrix takes you on a process of de~ conditioning from these man made ego world .

To do it you have to do it.

Not read about it ~ that is mind.

Be it Live it Love it 

That is what it takes to be free and align with natural time and unlearn and remember 

This is what I love about it 

I have a calendar I bought when I first came to Glastonbury in 2011 

The workshop was on Red Skywalker Day ~ The Fool

It is on my wall and on Wednesday evening I took it down and looked at it again more closely

White Resonant Wind Day ~ top of the pyramid for spirit speaking through us

Mystic code of the Yellow Warrior

I looked at the bottom left corner where there are 13 signs and I felt drawn to look further

They are called the Pacal 13 clear signs and there is a note to say when these days occur it is very magical

I felt drawn to look further…

I noticed for the first time that

my Mayan Sign was one of them…

How is this possible that I did not notice this before ?

Blue Solar Hand

is one of the 13

I started to look at the codes and the planets of all the signs and add them together

Yesterday morning I found this video

I felt drawn to look at it and it talked of

Blue Galactic Night …

the exact day 

Wow ~ I am on the cookie trail and another exciting chapter is unfolding.

More about this on my next blog as I go further ….

This is all about this process and what Quetzalcoatl

really means

to the ones amongst us who are here

to be that archetype by living it 

Here is the video 

If you would like to take part in the next workshop for revealing your personal Persephone Path Code 

Here is a link to it:

Persephone Path 5 ~

The Heart

You can take part wherever you are in the world by Skype and ebook

Remember that the structure that exists is purely a creation

and so 

other structures can also be created

Do be afraid 

and do feel it 

Within this fear is the seeds of the new civilisation that is being born through each one of us 

Everything that we need is within us 

We are the love we seek