Red Moon Awakening

Where to begin ? It is Aquarius full blue moon energy ~ the second full moon in Aquarius and so potent and with it’s energetic signature of the bigger picture on a galactic activation portal day ~ it is tricky to write a blog 🙂 Lots happening.

Blue Moon and Red Moon 🙂

Red resonant Moon Day

Lots of links to click on to give more information ~ hover your mouse and surf the cookie trail where you feel drawn lovelies.

What is true for you is the key.

I feel very blessed to be living the life I am leading and I am starting with this energetic space of love and sharing. I absolutely love being in Glastonbury which is the energetic heart chakra of the world. I had no knowledge of this space when I set a five year intention to open my heart and do what I love ~ sharing healing soul journey frameworks using holistic energy therapies. Back in 2007 when I consciously started this journey I was in a very different space and knew very little about energy therapies, chakras and didn’t really believe in the soul at all having an aversion to all things religious.

I didn’t read Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch, for a very long time because “god” was in the title. When I was ready to receive that information I allowed myself to go beyond my ego’s view.

When I talk about “ego” , what I mean by this , is the personality aspect of ourselves that comes with our human vehicle package 🙂 The part of ourselves that has learned , been educated and is conditioned and lives by what it knows in this way ~ the part that is limited by life so far and has often been hurt by it. This is the pattern maker, the karma wheel, the risk assessor who believes that anything “unknown” is highly suspect and therefore scary . This is our loyal dog friend who shows us where we can transform our shadow experiences and live our enlightenment process and liberate ourselves by doing so.

Through our greatest fear is our greatest gateway and this cutting edge space is off our mind map ~ the path not yet travelled in this lifetime.

Our soul journey is all about learning ~ we  don’t know what we don’t know ~ this is what we are here for.

The moon represents the feminine, the emotional and the dark side that we haven’t yet shed light on.

Like the craft project we can buy and scratch off the black layer to reveal a beautiful rainbow picture of colours underneath. In the same way we play a virtual game , each part of the picture, the new map and territory is revealed at the perfect time for our planetary process and our personal process within that picture ~ all is awakening in a delicate web of co creativity.

When I came to Glastonbury I heard the siren call ~ I could not explain it. I felt the urge, the pull, I just “knew”. There was no rational explanation for this that I could give. It coincided with many things I was doing at that time around self~development and psychic exploration. I was simply connecting to a new way of being and allowing myself to trust the process ~ to trust in my innate heart wisdom.

To follow the Red Moon path is not easy.  It is the same as the salmon returning home to spawn and having to swim upstream to the river’s source at great energetic cost and often against the flow of the majority vibe.

It means going through the Scorpio gateway of death and rebirth. Often the clients I work with are reluctant to do this and contact me coming from a space of fear because their known world is dissolving and they feel very frightened by it. I often face resistance to what I offer them because at this stage of gateway check points, their ego is still very much alive and kicking and avoiding descent into the underworld of change.

Death in all ways is a friend and the natural cycle of the gateway ~ to create new things and new ways, the ego has to shed it’s skin and energetically let go on all levels to create anew. It isn’t enough to think it or have a goal with action steps ~ to shed the energetic past is essential too.

This is what energy therapies bring ~ new dawns, new horizons and new space for the new age.

My Ascendant is Aquarius , my sun in Leo and my moon in Taurus. This is my holy trinity 🙂 In terms of the biblical stories, religion and ritual we are now at a new time of living those journeys within us and using these metaphors and magical processes for our internal transformation. This is a revelatory time. The more we clear this internal space of our personal journey and the more we resonate with clear tones and become a chalice to hear our higher self speak.

If you are ready to do that and go with the flow then this time at the start of the new Mayan Year is the perfect time for it. Whatever has been happening in your life over the past 26 days since July 26 reveals the whole year for you.

This Year is Yellow Galactic Seed and is all about integration.

The planet has a thirteen year cycle ~ this is the bigger picture.

This current cycle is Red Magnetic Moon which began on July 26 2006.

Think on your life back then if you wish to illuminate your initiation process ~ often this is challenging 🙂

Each of us has a thirteen year cycle. On my birthday last Sunday I entered Year 5 on my thirteen year cycle of Blue Magnetic Hand. Blue Overtone Hand. This is The Hierophant in Tarot.

I am a Blue Hand and so this is very much my time of shaping my world, stepping through gateways of death and transformation and honing my priestess energy of being a clear seer of patterns ~ first and foremost for myself and sharing it with others. I had no knowledge of the Mayan Calendar or end of times prophecy in 2012 ~ end of a  26000 year cycle and beginning of a new direction into the sacred feminine. This was revealed to me in 2010 at the start of my new 13 year cycle when a person appeared to share this with me. I already felt this in my heart and this information was further validation of my journey which was very reassuring for my ego 🙂 Looking back this Mayan connection started consciously in 2000 with my reading of The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield.

This year I am honing my self belief in particular as I recognise the importance of this and how working with our core energy and confidence in knowing ourselves, trusting in our amazingness as a sacred being is the key ~ the secret to surfing through this fast changing world with flexibility, dexterity and a lust for life. This comes from loving oneself  and letting go of fear by transforming it and as we move through the energetic process of transforming our wounds within we go into the fifth dimension as a by product. We let go of surface living and dive deep into heart space and we move from survivor to thriver ~ what doesn’t kill us transforms our ego. There is a lot of talk about this ~ do you struggle to understand it? Do you know what duality and the fifth dimension means experientially ? I aim to share about it in my blogs 🙂 Please let me know how I can bring more illumination .

I didn’t know I would be working with the Wavespell in this way , it was a workshop I attended in Glastonbury that set me on the path and I simply allowed myself to trust it. Often my ego will question everything and I have learned to overrule it. If I get emotional intensity around my inner ego voice, I use emotional freedom technique to connect to this to see what this is bringing up for transformation from my past. Once I have cleared this space, as much as is required at this time ~ I am free to create from inspiration and letting my spirit speak unfettered 🙂

This is how I work with clients, with workshops and what I love to share ~ it s ancient wisdom and a co creative framework that frees us from co dependent ways of relating to ourselves , other people and the universe. This is the core energetic slipstream that is coming in to take us on our heart and mind alignment path. You have all the threads of this personal evolution within you that is only accessible by you in your own energetic slot 🙂

Often this is difficult to put into words ~ I will do my best to share this with you ~ bear in mind that where you are in your own energetic space determines how you receive what I say. If you feel resistance to anything here , this is great information for you 🙂

Blue Overtone Hand for me means my number 5 is working with the planetary number 8 ~ co

creation, using gateway, death and transformation frameworks to integrate for myself and

share with others how I have done that. Mastery through struggle 🙂 Letting go of ego masks

that we have created to feel safe and in truth keep us stuck and unable to be intimate because

we block the universal energy flowing through us ~ this is how it is meant to be and allows us to

play the transformation game 

Shadow transformation ~ energetically 🙂 Aligning mind and heart.

If you read the link for Blue Overtone Hand it reveals all the areas for me to work with this year for myself  and you will also have one that is unique for you. Your thirteen year cycle may be the same as the planetary one.

In moving to Glastonbury I am able to be far more open than was possible in Huddersfield , ( on a day to day basis, as generally speaking there are many people here who are very self aware and consciously working with their enlightenment process ~ it is a place that draws pilgrims internationally and probably cosmically 🙂 ), as the energetic frameworks there generally speaking ~ the collective mind set and behavioural day to day way of living , are not compatible with a lot of the work I do. That said I love the North and the integrity of my people and my roots. This is only ~ as always ~ the ego surface environment. In every village there are wonderful groups of people who are learning and sharing their moon energy selves with psychic development, self – awareness groups and holistic therapies and systems. The substrata is growing and people are embracing their true nature and strengthening their voice in speaking their heart truth. This is often met with a great deal of resistance, disrespect and fear. I am constantly amazed at how, on one level in the UK , our media represents our society as being :civilised: and yet day to day reality is so far removed from loving and respectful ~ civil ~ ways of being. Had an experience of that today and another reminder of the past ~ people who see the world very differently to me and seem to enjoy being nasty ~ that still hits a nerve and so more releasing on that. Jealousy in seeing other people live a life of joy whilst being unable to experience it for oneself often prompts low vibe behaviour and I don’t know why I am still literally sickened when I see it as I have seen so much of it ~ spiteful, childish behaviour in adult bodies 😦 I am often rendered speechless  with my mouth open ~ glad that it doesn’t enter my head to be the same. I am not a paragon of virtue ~ that isn’t one of my vices though 🙂 Sometimes we may feel that we are “gullible” when we fall prey to ways of relating that overlook what other people may perceive as “obvious” ego tripping and manipulation ~ I prefer to see it as seeing beyond that way of relating so it doesn’t occur to us to look for it ~ it is a strength in my eyes and not a weakness and I choose to ride above this low dense vibe.

The key to this challenge is to be true to ourselves. We “know” the way of honesty and integrity. It is something that does not need to be learnt ~ often unlearning is the nature of the journey at midlife. Each part of our life holds key learning and co creates with the universe perfectly. On one level we are always in alignment and synchronised and when we choose to step this up a gear and work consciously, this is when more magic comes in.

To allow magical process requires a belief in magical process 🙂 Something that most of us have been exposed to in childhood and is woven in to our energetic code thankfully.

This is the Delphic Code

Earth cycle and our cycle

The Co creative process.

I am going to explain my process in my blogs to share how this framework works so that maybe you can see how it could work for you.

One of the biggest resistances that the ego brings is doing something new where painful shadow areas are revealed ~ so to do this work means you have to be brave and have courage to face your demons ~ consciously.

To raise consciousness in this way means looking at yourself and this is why I believe that any frameworks that are offered to us where someone else does that for us ~ totally ~ or an ascension, passive process where we can simply do some exercises each day ,without looking at our stuff and avoiding the uncomfortable ~ is simply an avoidance pattern.

The key to our own journey means to go within and work with our inner world.

We can meditate all day every day, if we live in an environment where we are supported and getting all our practical needs met by others ~ however for most of us, that isn’t “real” life. In this transition time on our planet we are in the uncomfortable stage of birthing something new and finding the middle ground of spiritual, sacred living and practical earning a living and physically supporting our body in a well~ being way. This is in a nourishing way through food, what we put into our body and where we put it 🙂 The more we raise our wellbeing vibe and the more our environment needs to change.

To use a literal child birth metaphor:

In the first stage of childbirth the body starts to open up the passageway for delivery and starts a rhythm. It takes over free from any mind control ~ it doesn’t matter what you think at this point , you cannot override this process on one level. If you become afraid and start to try and resist it then you can slow it down and you can go into a pause . The contractions can stop because the body is interpreting these fear signals as maybe a danger to the mother, that the mother isn’t in a safe space to give birth ~ if for example the mother was out in the open countryside and hadn’t reached her planned nesting space. The body can pause long enough to allow a safer space , however it is on a time scale of it’s process. Same with our life cycle and soul journey in each lifetime.

The more we can create a sanctuary for ourselves at this time of transition, the more we can position ourselves to process and the more we can go with the flow. The more energy we have to deal with the changes on all levels. We can go to ground and be where we need to be and move with the grace of the Dragonfly.  We had this beautiful visitor this week in our garden and we sat still watching it fly close to us . If you have a lot of fire in your energetic Starcode you will be used to this process. If you have a lot of Scorpio in your Starcode then this is a good framework to create as this is the cycle of now ~ death and rebirth ~ especially true for Ascendent, North Nodes and Moon in Scorpio 🙂

The first part of actual  birthing can feel overwhelming . It is physically exhausting and when a contraction comes you have to ground and earth yourself ~ you have no choice 🙂 Anyone who has been in labour and wandering around when one comes ~ remember this? It is so powerful. You cannot move and are rooted to the spot. Our body has this somatic wisdom and moves our mind out of the way so it can do what it needs to do. This is true for our soul evolution 🙂

When the birth passage is ready to let the baby through the cervix of the mother is 10 centimetres wide ~ manifestation number ~ notice the sacred geometry inherent in all process and the patterns 🙂

At this point there is a strange transition time. The contractions stop and the mother feels in a very different space. This in time to allow the next stage to come in and not push, if you push at this time you may get complications 🙂 Often the feelings here can be intense ~ euphoric and despair .

In terms of birthing our new way of being this is the time to let all the composite parts of our project, new framework, people, places …..

start to materialise and form a circle.

This birthing energetic pattern creates the same framework regardless of sex of the person involved and regardless of an actual baby to be born 🙂

Do you recognise the symptoms ?

Our planet is in these stages and so are we and depending on how old we are and what planets are coming our way and lighting our code ~ these are typically the stages we keep revisiting as we go through the spirals.

We have a couple of days left before we enter the lunar moon on August 23 and this will bring us our challenge and growth area for this year.

Like the swallow getting ready to migrate lots of aspects need to be in place to provide the perfectly aligned time slot for them to flock and make the passage safely.

During this time the labouring mother is advised to puff and blow and simply be in that space resisting the urge to push.

When the urge to push comes it is so powerful that in labour it often evokes a bellow 🙂 This is where all energy is ideally channelled to push the baby through a very small space 🙂

We revisit this pattern every month with the moon cycle.

For a bigger picture of the cycle of the moon there is a generic pattern that takes us through the energy of the astrological zodiac ~ as well as the individual true moon phases that change each month:

At the beginning of each moon cycle we have the new moon energy which is still dark moon ~ no face of the moon is visible.  In this phase we are in the psychic connection ~ especially women. The unseen.

This is Balsamic Moon.

This is the transition stage and a merging of Pisces and Aries ~ the darkest before dawn. The dark night of the soul and where the richest rewards are to be found.

Go within.

In the first seven days of New Moon we go through the same stage of early morning ~ the Yang phase. This is the masculine energy, Aries , new beginnings and fire. The initiation. So it is in the first years of our youth as young adults. This moves into Taurus ~ Isis energy, on an ego level, material, the manifesting miracle goddess. Then we go into Gemini ~ the ego and higher self twins and the mind .

In the first quarter moon we have the first three signs of the Zodiac.

The second quarter is a good time for moving that youthful energy into deeper refinement. Cancer ~ home, Mother and the collective mind set of the planet.  Leo time ~ now 🙂 Strength, courage and heart opening through working with the ego and seeing our harvest ~ what have our seeds yielded for us ? Next we have Virgo ~ grounded, earthy sacred feminine that is free from man ( ego 🙂 ) pure love and Venus.

As we reach full moon time  which is when this is written~ around the 14th day of the moon cycle, we have the emotion building and potency rising and depending on which moon energy we are working with a unique time of powerful intention. What is seeking to be released so we can be reborn? What has been waxing within that we can let go with the waning moon…….

In the third part we begin the waning and have Libra ~ for balance ~ our masculine and feminine within. This can be viewed from witnessing the collaboration of the first two quarters of the moon.Then comes Scorpio the gateway through death and rebirth. This takes us through the Scorpio ~ Taurus Gateway that is known in the Pagan wheel as Samhain on 31 October ~ taking us into the underworld and 01 May ~ Beltane on 01 May. Lots of mythical stories about this.

When we move into the third phase we have entered the yin ~ receiving. What we have sown comes back in 🙂

The third moon quarter holds the bigger picture energy of  Sagittarius ~ the way showing, truth telling energy and the journeyer. Also the wounded healer Chiron archetype . 

This third stage of the moon quarter general bigger picture view is a very powerful time of Autumn, the fall, the letting go of all old ways seeking to die and go into the earth ~ compost for the spring bulbs to emerge.

In the fourth quarter we have winter and Capricorn ~ grounded father energy of the mountain to be climbed. This is the energy of the disciple on the path. Here the energy signature can be clear as to what work can be done, it can also avoid the emotional aspect of the path by avoiding feelings. Energetically this brings a bare bones landscape that can lack love at the expense of material needs being met in our patriarchal current climate in the West. The Aquarius cup of the gods comes next ushering in the new age and individuality followed by Pisces ~ dreams and christ consciousness energy through feelings and openness. This can be a time of clear sight free from outside distractions. What inner travelling we do here brings rich rewards for the next cycle of fecundity. Here are the roots of our tree of life and essential to balance and healthy upper growth .

Within this bigger picture cycle is the true moon phase ~ you can check out what the moon energy is by using  a lunarium and by starting to tune in each couple of days to how you feel ~ maybe creating a moon diary to see how the moon cycles affect you. Each person has their own unique moon and planet signature and so has a different individual experience.

What has blown me away in Glastonbury is how I feel here and how my intuition is increasing day by day. In discovering more about patterns I am constantly amazed by the synchronicities. In the tiny village where I live , we have met few people so far. My landlord has the same birthday as me ~ just found out this weekend. My partner has two other people in the village with the same birthday as him 🙂

In creating Mayan Sign and Starcode information for people , my experiential energetic journey has expanded. I have done many for people who share virtually the same planetary signatures as me and literally experienced Namaste and In lakech ~ I have seen myself reflected in others. I have seen how their personal life experience and their choices have created very unique personalities and so I have learned so much simply by doing the process 🙂

When I work with other people in this way I am truly honoured to be in relationship with them and so for me, this goes far beyond any “business” 🙂

This is my life’s work and sharing my journey with others through my blogs is another key aspect.

Yesterday I went to my moon gardening club.

I am sworn to secrecy on many aspects 🙂 If you wish to know more and want to come then please message me and I will put you in touch with the host 🙂

As we are creating a circle then most of that personal information stays in the circle to create a framework of trust and support.

If you are too far from Glastonbury to come , may I suggest you find one locally and if there isn’t one create one 🙂 This is so much more than simply gardening. It is creating a circle that aligns with the sacred feminine and a sharing of wisdom within it and……

it is so much fun 🙂 I feel like a little girl again with my friends .

I have been intending to create tea ceremony workshops since being inspired by The Hill That Breathes website and their tea ceremony. Drinking tea as a way of ingesting a vibration of a plant in a group with an intention. We had this yesterday and it was amazing. It has opened up a whole new world for me and this is my dream becoming reality ~ living the life I love and bringing my learning into experiential being.

Been talking a lot about this in the past few days with different people. The shamanic principles of using psychedelic plants to go through gateways of consciousness that people like Carlos Casteneda, Terence McKenna and lots of 60’s and 70’s rock bands spoke of and explored ~ bringing Eastern insights into Western consciousness. You can do this in lots of gentle ways too that are similar to taking homeopathy and flower essences ~ although these ways can bring unexpected intense emotions and pain to the surface as can any process.

There are some great books out there on this ~ sharing the amazing energetic wisdom of plants and trees especially for healing.

A new one for me is “52 flowers that shook my world : a radical return to earth” by Charlotte Du Cann ~ haven’t read it yet but feeling that it will be a revelation .

This was told to me by my  moon gardening host at my party over the weekend . This looks truly magical 🙂 I tried to search for it on Amazon but 50 had stuck in my head and plants rather than flowers and so could not find it at all. She shared some extracts yesterday and I wrote down the full title ~ found it 🙂 This is what I love about co creating ~ we don’t know what we don’t know and as much as we search for it if it isn’t energetically connected we may not access it until it is synchronised.

This book may not be in tune for me in some way now so I am open to this ~ often one of the idiosyncrasies of Aquarius energy that can be tricky to navigate. Being a bigger picture, often future based energy, can lead to a pattern of being too far ahead and collecting/holding on to things before their time and struggling to chunk into smaller bite size manageable pieces to work with in the here and now 🙂 Often I have purchased books and read them , based on recommendation and they haven’t resonated with me at all ~ learning to go with the flow of this more and more.

Anything I speak of in my blog ~ anything that indeed issues from my mouth ~ is my inner energetic journey and so may be unsuitable for yours 🙂 We will ~ if you are reading this ~ have shared space 🙂

Another way of “knowing” a next door opening on the cookie trail , is to be aware of seeing something in your circle three times ~ popping up again and again into the sidelines of your stage show and therefore your peripheral vision. This is something to pay attention to.

As a body worker I trained in aromatherapy and love to use essential oils ~ this is now broadening into using more straight from the garden. Artemesia has been wafting it’s way into my world. I love the colour and tried to grow it in my garden in Yorkshire but my terrain was too wet and heavy. I went to my favourite shop in Glastonbury ~ Star Child to explore certain oils yesterday and my nose led me to Davana . They are also highlighting tree oils and Hazel is the tree of the month ~ a present I received this weekend from my gardening friend of the same name ~ magical. The oil smells wonderful too.

Another benefit of the gardening club ~ swapping seeds and plants 🙂 Sharing of sacred seed.

One of my bibles for my aromatherapy is Aromatherapy for healing the Spirit by Gabriel Mojay

I am currently hopping in and out of what is termed “fiction” ~ I don’t believe in such a thing 🙂

It is all coming from the collective pool of cookie trail wisdom 🙂

I am currently reading “The Key” by Simon Toyne and this is leading me to new ~ ancient ~ spaces. He speaks of a fictional space in Turkey called The Ruin. I posted on Facebook yesterday about Tau Ceti  and this came as a result of reading this “fiction”. The Tau symbol is also Ik in The Mayan Wavespell ~ the second step on the 260 day calendar that is our challenge to bring in in this new cycle.

Just watched Cloud Atlas ~ amazing ~ and long ~ typical Aquarius film 🙂 Illustrates patterns and reincarnation brilliantly and the Gladiator line ~ what we do in life echoes in eternity…..don’t understand the nose perspective though 🙂 Another one ~ Trance by Danny Boyle ~ some disturbing mind mess to push buttons in true Danny Boyle style. Still not sure if I have figured it out ~ or if I want to 🙂

In this Blue Night Wavespell of dreams and my solar return I am really getting it ~ getting that to live my dream I have to be courageous and create my heart’s intention and face my challenges, ridicule and most of all the “little” me that is scared to death of my true magnificent being ness. The “little” me that gets scared of having a party, who will come, who will get on , will the weather be fine…..bla bla bla

and forgets that I am here to simply create a space for people to connect and that it is their choice and responsibility of how to do that 🙂

We came together as a team and made food.

We came together as a team and created a place to hold the space ~ some of that creativity is staying for the next phase 🙂 Loving my pergolas 🙂

We came together as a team and gave heart to our sacred space and allowed ourselves to negotiate that authentically.

The result?

A wonderful eclectic group of souls who shared their energy, messages and gifts given truly from the heart. 

My weekend was truly divine being around, giving and receiving in a balanced way ~ a party that I have been at in various guises throughout my lifetime and noticing how this time was different. What I enjoyed, how relaxed/stressed I was and who was there for me to co create with.

Not so long a go I was living a different reality ~ it was a different picture and there wasn’t a great deal of presence for me. Presents ~ yes 🙂 Diverting state through mood altering mechanisms and lots of ego ploys ~ taking the edge off.

This time I was fully present, feeling alive, in my body and around people I felt very joyful and comfortable with ~ it was an easy place to be. On the day of my birthday I was simply at home with my family who could be there and my beloved cats. It was sunny, the flowers were out. I felt excited at the prospect of what will unfold with the people I am connecting to.

I have heaven on earth  here and now 🙂

That won’t always be true ~ and…..

that is souly my responsibility 🙂 It is becoming more constant that heavenly space and when I fall off my happy horse ~ I get back on quicker.

All I need do is allow it. Instead of what the “little” me thinks is what I “should” be doing ~ let me allow what my goddess self brings and align with the sublime instead of mundane 🙂 The mystery is just that 🙂

I drew a card on my party and this was Oc ~ aligning with companions of destiny.

Love to you and your full moon in Aquarius revealing your bigger picture pattern.

Watch this space for new workshops and ways of connecting.

I will be in Manchester and Huddersfield for the Red Moon Wavespell and also starting some new groups in Glastonbury on how to use EFT in a practical way to get clear this year.

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Todays card ~ Cib

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