Blue Night Wavespell June 21 2016 ~ new learning


Day 1 was yesterday at the time of the Summer Solstice 

Here is the post I created about this 

Summer Solstice Patterns 

What you were doing at this time is key for your creativity 

Your conscious dreamer process 

What you are doing now will be in completion stages ~

manifest in Late Sagittarius Sun and early Capricorn time 

So the C word festival

that I am not going to mention in full form 🙂

as it has become so corrupted and out of balance 

Winter Solstice time when the light is at it’s shortest in the Northern Hemisphere 


The Darkest time before dawn 

Where we are on planet earth 

Day 2 of Blue Night ~ Tuesday 21 June 2016 in this spiral 


Yellow Lunar Seed


Day 2 of the conscious dreamer process

The Solstice Days change
The codes in the Mayan change too ~ in an exciting way
The Mayan Matrix revealing the framework of personal and universal creation codes 😉

I am in my 5th year of experientially learning these codes

This does not mean sitting down and reading volumes of history about the Mayan calendar
It does not mean cramming info into my intellect and head
It means tuning in to intuition to allow ourselves to learn what we feel to as and when because it is aligned 😉
We are returning to balance with the sacred feminine within
This is what the 260 day Mayan Wavespell process is all about
Aligning us with these new codes coming in

That are transforming each one of us
Learning about personal code is key
This leads the way to personal transformation
There is no opposite to love
If , as an individual, we feel resistance to anything
There is a past story there waiting our conscious awareness
Seeking understanding, being felt, being released
This is the heart attractor
What is coming to conscious awareness now
Is that process
Is the ability to download and stream consciously every day
What is seeking expansion
What is seeking release
I had no conscious awareness of this calendar…

until I began my current 13 year cycle
It was the time for the part of me to become active 😉
I did not choose the Mayan calendar
It chose me 😉

This is a new way of living for many people
Many may find this “madness”
Many may not understand any of it
Many may choose to react from fear ~ their place of being
I am very aware of this way of relating and it has been difficult
Over many years
It has also reflected my fear

My offering :
All our fear holds the potentiality
What our ego wants to hold on to is simply what is familiar
That feels safe
Even though the familiar is what often creates contempt and corruption
Everything living goes through a process
We are plants on this earth in one sense
We are affected in the same way as plants
By all the universal cycles
By everything else in the cosmos
This creates fear for the ego
It knows it cannot control everything
and so pretends that it has some control
By creating masks
Coping mechanisms
Avoidance techniques
If you haven’t consciously committed yet to knowing yourself
Bringing these patterns to awareness
Healing old life events
Then you will be running codes and coping behaviours
That were instigated as a child
Although an adult in body
The game of life that is being played
Is still with the codes of all that came before
Including past lives

That is how the game works 😉

We create an interface from the day we are born
It includes all past life
All ancestral life
It is what we are here for
There is no hierarchy
There is no “better” than
There are no winners or losers ~ ego constructs of imbalance

All players are essential to the matrix game

The individual gets to choose how consciously they play the game
By doing the work required to be conscious
Move from being a pawn ~ victim and reactive mode
To being a Queen ~ radical responsibility and proactive mode
To begin participating in the game is difficult at first
It turns everything on it’s head for the ego
Everything the ego has woven to shield and “protect” itself from harm
Has to go
Learning how to take small steps is key
Everything the ego wants to do based on past success stories ~
probably past it’s sell by 😉
Everything the ego wants to avoid and creates a hissy fit about
That’s where the gold is
Anything we are resisting looking at
Is seeking an audience
and will get one
one way or another
by creating drama

Today we are in Yellow Lunar Seed

If you are a Blue Night these 13 days are your essence process revealed
This is your learning day
This is a galactic portal day
A human evolution day
New learning about our protection masks that are hiding our star seeded potentiality
The planet relationship today is:
Blue Night ~ Saturn ~ our patterns and where Saturn is in our chart
Saturn is in Sagittarius on planet Earth cycle
Blue Night is the third Mayan Sign ~ the co creation sign ~ in the natural zodiac that is Gemini
It is the 3rd house ~ what is in your 3rd house ?
Yellow Seed is the fourth Mayan Sign ~ the structure sign ~ in the natural zodiac that is Cancer
If you are a Yellow Seed then this is your 13 day learning process about the mask and the universe will bring this for you
Our home where we grow up as a child and all our initial codes of co creation with the environment and ancestral dna ~ our birth family
That is Cancer
How we are mothered and nurtured
Yellow Seed’s planet is Jupiter
Where is Jupiter in your chart?
On the planetary cycle ~ Jupiter is in Virgo right now
Learning how to master health and become very aware of the details
The Sacred Feminine coming into balance
In the natural zodiac Virgo is in the Sixth house
As each of us comes into balance and lets go of being an out of balance consumer ~ ego led
The world can come into balance as a natural side effect
All of this evolution is taking place with the universal consciousness
It is already scripted
It is rolling out
No need to worry
An amazing consciousness is taking care of business everyday running the universe without human being intervention
Our body is taking care of business without human being intervention in many aspects
If we are not running at optimum
Then we can look at what is creating that
and start to learn
make changes
That is what this time is all about
Taking responsibility for our own creations in life
Our choices
How we live and be in this world
If we choose to try and avoid that responsibility
Events occur to reveal that and bring our focus to that
Grab our attention
None of this is easy in one sense
We have been conditioned to believe we have no power and are co dependant
This is now changing
It will take time to bring balance to our planet
It is happening though
Every day
Step by step

I am writing this at Cancer Meridian time in the UK
The Moon is still in full moon energy :
Capricorn at 11 degrees:
A young boy joyously kisses a fat old lady.
Polarities go against each other in order to find each other again. When they are still busy going against each other, they pull you apart. And this experience is so definitive, so intensive, and so traumatic that you learn to bring the polarities back together any way you can. The journey to make this possible is an extensive one, because along the way you must mediate between discrimination and release. You are walking a collective karmic edge between the old and the new, in which both of them must be honored in just the right ways. Yet the work it takes to bring polarities together in fresh ways is monumental. And that work is utterly redemptive, of infinite meaning and scope, in opening doors and letting totality in by conviction, by affinity, and by surrender to the great inevitable.

We cannot access all our gifts and conscious tools until we are ready to take responsibility for their use and we can hold that power inside us
Are ready to be led by our spiritual self and do the work we came here to do
This does not require martyrdom or self sacrifice 😉
It requires working with the self construct
Transforming it
Working with our shadow

We have now entered the Yin part of the year
It is time to receive what has been actioned in the New Moon and Full Moon part of the bigger picture whole cycle
Midsummer is here
Seeing our love vibes manifest in the world
Seeing our Capricorn Creations in the Cancer Culminations

Happiness is always available to us
It is our ego that creates suffering
Some life events may feel to create sadness
Some life events may feel to create anger
Being in balance with all of our emotions is key
They are our sat nav and essential to creating healthy life choices
Our conditioned culture often requires that these are suppressed to survive
and that is where we start the cycle of sickness
Time to get off that wheel now
All is being revealed in truth
Love to you and your conscious process

If this is your birthday process this year then this is your key theme for the next 13 years
Blue 13 day/year processes are about transformation




Saturnian Wavespells ~ creating new source code


I am back on the blog after an intense time 🙂

Thank you for all those sending me support and saying how they missed the blog ~ this has lead to some new inspired ideas too ~ it is a key part of our creative process ~ to be squeezed through the birthing channel 

Blue Night Wavespell

has been and gone

and yesterday

I had an amazing intuitive next step revealed

This was on the portal day of Blue Galactic Night

where we revisited the Blue Night Wavespell

as to what was seeking integration

More later….

 I have a lot to share in this blog and I am intending to cut through as much jargon as I can . This is difficult given the nature of the material I am working with as some knowledge of Astrology and the Mayan Calendar is key. If you do not know anything about Astrology this may not make any sense to you but this is key to where we all are on our journey and my shift too. What I do and share isn’t for everybody and I cannot be all things to all people ~ much as I would like to be 🙂 Forgive me but I cannot be as expansive as I was ~ time for people to be pro active now and learn what is required ~ I suggest you start to learn Astrology online or go to a great group and meet like minded people. Astrology is the code of consciousness and essential for knowing thyself. I have just had my transits done with Carolina Lamus and wow ~ so revealing as is our ever expanding group in Glastonbury ~ come and join. I recommend that you have yours done with her ~ I picked a Sacred Feminine Asteroid chart and if you feel to this could be key for you too. 

My Ascendant is in Aquarius at 0 degrees and as this was the New Moon energy and my Aquarius Decan 1 is now becoming more familiar to me ~ I love to serve and although Aquarian energy can seem aloof in relationships ~ I do care deeply about my fellow human beings . That is my Leo Sun shining.

What I have really awoken to now is the bare bones facts of the karmic codes ~ and had a reality check.

We are what we are and we are where we are and no amount of other people’s compassion can change our codes.  

Compassion for ourselves and doing the inner work for ourselves with the assistance of others ~ is what changes code 🙂 If we do not do this process then nothing can change for us on a deep level because we have not changed. What we are seeing every day is a reflection of ourselves and our beliefs ~ this is complex but the simple starting point is ~ inner work on emotional events in the past is essential .

My circumstances have changed as my children are now young adults and it is the perfect time for me to evolve in my relationships and focus on my gifts and expanding on doing what I love …

For those who are ready to take the pro active steps to forming new models of relationship ~ which involves new learning ~ I am sharing this with message you too ….

My work as a Coach is really highlighting this for so many now, who have been in imbalanced relationship and are coming to centre in themselves.

I can no longer give more than I receive or be in relationship with people who are not fair and honest in relationship ~ time to be discerning and to get clear…… 🙂

My time is not infinite in this human being existence and so I have to be discerning how I create with it 🙂 

This is the core code change of the return to balance of the veiled sacred feminine ~ coming through each of us at Imbolc time 


This is essential to our human evolution now ~

to be discerning


 be the change we want to see 🙂

At the moment I do not get much renumeration for this blog 

It isn’t that I want to make a lot of money from it …

I love doing it and it is my personal learning library

and process

and I will continue in this vein to some degree

I have to make a living and this is how I do it and there are only so many hours in a day for me to do that

so I am starting a monthly blog ebook

you can subscribe to

with the latest

Astrological and Mayan Cookie Trail tips

in a focused process way

Conscious Cosmic Cookie Trailing

It is £2 a month

and will have the in depth nitty gritty


Spiritual  Heart Warriors

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to aid them on their journey  

It also has special assistance and support

for anyone brave enough

to go deeper and start to do energy coaching or taking part in workshops and this is for everyone

including my existing partakers 😉

I am choosing to support people who are ready to support themselves free of co dependent code as this is what is essential now for pioneers doing what it takes to evolve personally

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Each planet carries a cosmic code and energy and where it was when we were born creates our energetic structure in a big way. This code is activated when Saturn returns to the place of our birth at around the ages of 29 and 58 and 89 and so  if this is key for you now you will be experiencing a Saturn return in Sagi fire ~ Saturn in Sagittarius 

This can be a time of great change involving breakdowns to break through and get back on track for our life mission ~ the first 30 years of our life are currently around exploring the ego structure for most ~ the legacy of the swathe tail end of the extreme patriarch led by pathological narcissistic systems and power tripping people who do not care because they are carrying deep ego wounding

do not wish to feel so go to extremes to avoid any shadow emotions

and the result of that way of relating…

very destructive power tripping and repeating old planetary patterns of war because it gives them what their fragile ego needs. We are seeing bullying on a grand scale and it is everywhere.

Yet the masses are not aware of this because their nose is on the grindstone …

How to get off it ?

~ educate ourselves on our planetary history, this is key to Saturn in Sagi 

~ be brave to open our hearts to what we fear and know about what some human beings do to others and the nature of what all human beings are capable of ~that is in the history books ~ there are no “good guys” in war . Jupiter in Leo time . This takes courage to see humanity in all it’s rawness.  This holds the key to our deepest fears because most of our wounding comes from our birth family ~ real or perceived and if our own family can hurt us then….. 

~ see the history of religion for what it is ~ nothing to do with consciousness or love in any way if it is carrying a message of fear. It is distorted for control and has always been in history because it is an interpretation of wisdom by men with an agenda .  The Borgias are one example that reveal the hypocrisy.There are many examples of very recent revelations about this abuse of power, especially in the Catholic Church. This is self~ evident as in truth no one needs a conduit to consciousness and source do they ? It happens through our own connection to the divine and happens more often, as we clear our code and channel and be free of any conditioning designed to disempower that knowledge.Time for people to wake up to truth and take responsibility for their consciousness on all levels.

 ~This is akin to leaving a cult doing this process ~ I do not exaggerate ~ doing this takes determination and great courage because it flies in the face of our society structures throughout what is laughingly often called the “developed world” This world is built on corruption at the heart of the power structures ~ time to reverse the polarity by taking our personal power back.

The axis being highlighted by this is Houses 3 and 10 ~ in Medieval times the God and Goddess axis


If you have Saturn in your first house knowing your code is key

If you are a Blue Night or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Blue Night Code this is key

If you have Blue Night in your Castles this is key

If you are a Yellow Warrior or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Yellow Warrior this is key 

If you have Yellow Warrior in your Castles this is key

I have Saturn in my first house in Pisces


 We are code and we are bound by it

The choice we have and the free will we have …

How to know it and work with it, within the boundaries of it and if we do not consciously know that

then this is limited and often causes pain and suffering in this constriction

The meaning we place on it is key

to what we will be creating with it

and if we still believe that our happiness is tied up in something outside of ourself like

a star crossed lover syndrome 



that is going to hurt big time 

with Valentine’s Day approaching this is of course a key code 

opening our heart to love can be started with a romantic relationship of course 

this will reveal how open we are once the sizzle

has sozzled

and we start to see the person we are

through the person we are with 

then we see the reality

if we are ready to look 

and go deeper 

This is where loving really starts or stops

and fear and dependency take over

this can be a very addictive habit as it feels so fabulous

on so many sensory levels 

it all depends on what we want to create 😉

This is also the key to honesty and intimacy in relationship and understanding our personal path to the stars

by stripping down to the bare bones and seeing our Saturnian structure revealed

See our relationship patterns

See our Ancestral lines

See our Sacred Feminine wounds

and heal them

then we are ready to have relationships with others

free of need 

Blue Night Code is all about this and seeing how we are the conscious dreamer manifesting our reality. The things that are hurting us still,lead back to our childhood relationship structures. Once we free ourselves from the illusion of the American Dream of Material Success and Ego led living ~ see it as a totally manufactured myth with no basis in human being ability to be perfect . All the products, all the supposed wonder of this way are simply contrivances to sell us things we do not need to promote greed and keep the war machine going . Once we stop buying into this ideal,that can never be maintained , we are on the road to freedom .

All the information about your patterns are in your Astrological chart and your Mayan code ~ once you intend to access it the universe assists you ~ it is painful at times ~ go through the death of the ego and you live to see more and more magic. We are the miracle.



So Societal Structures are breaking down because they do not serve us



and the meaning of

Knowing Oneself

There is no good or bad

That is a human viewpoint position of the ego

Placing meaning on an event

There is nothing wrong with that process either

Our Ego is designed to allow us to survive

and so makes choices for us

based on it’s perception of life

which has some general themes:

from our ancestors survival learning

from our current upbringing

from our society viewpoints

from historical events

from geographical events

This is what was coming to light in the

 13 day process of our Tribe

White Dog

Dog star

All of our Universal Experience is coded

Like a computer programme

It is causality based

and although things may be chaotic

and seem to be random

I offer you that they are not

They all have a root recipe


happen for a reason

That doesn’t mean that we perceive them as


Our Human being mind places individual and unique


in order to make sense of these happenings

and often that is for an emotional reasoning process to happen

In NLP terms

this is often referred to our

Map of the World

Which seems real

but is not

The Map is not the territory

Our personal map is simply our personal life experience so far

The Universal Map is actually the territory

without any man made meaning

or subjective interpretation

which is nigh on impossible to perceive

when we are perceiving it through our perceptual human being ness

This is the paradox

Each one of us sees the world differently

We have some shared perspectives

We have map clashes when our map of the world is a polar opposite of some one else’s

At the moment this is coming to centre stage on the world forum

This is because

In Astrological terms

Uranus is in Aries


Time for the sheep to be activated into awakening 😉

Initiating fire to bring new beginnings

Power struggles

that allow transformation

For most of the population

this can be very challenging

As most of the conditioning ~


mind control


and formal education

does not value free spirit and chaos format

actually believes non conformity

to be dangerous

because it is a threat to the collective who are engaged in

limited thinking and perception

purposefully designed as an imbalanced

co dependent society

In plain language

A small group of people control a large group of people

Through fear



and the illusion of

The Ego Dream

If , like me, you bought into this fantasy

which given the level of indoctrination we have been working with in this way

that is thousands of years in the process

there is nothing to be ashamed of

and indeed this is all meant to be

and so it is

This is all part of our life learning process

and our transformation adventure

our mission impossible

should we choose to take it

This is key to our Alchemy in this lifetime


The Aquarius Age

To get off this imbalanced way of living

takes Courage

takes grit and determination

This is being revealed now in the time of Aquarius Sun

Seeing the bigger picture .This energy has been hijacked, in the name of religion. In the name of a consumer spending spree. In the name of a society that is based on the human being blueprint alone ~with a shelf life and in part this is true. It is also a distorted and one sided perspective. Which matches the code of the child who has been wounded or has a perception of such. This immature, untransformed linear, masculine, biased code creates the same outcome. It is not all embracing or holistic or broad or open minded.

It is fuelled by very strong emotions, like rage and when we are living from a rage foundation this energy can be very destructive


Volcanic fire


It can also be very damaging to our human being body.When we are coming from this wounded place our creativity and resourcefulness are also coming from this place ~Chaos and the wild feminine, the wild masculine are feared by the conditioned mind set. This is the shadow lands.The dark times that we are going through ~ which are key to facing to set us free ~ not focusing on the “positive ” as an avoidance coping mechanism. The “positive” comes naturally as a by product of being with the reality and facing and feeling it.

This energy is key to the creation process

and as each one of us is not embracing it in ourself

so it is manifest outside

It is being created outside

So we can see what repression

of the so called shadow emotions

creates in our world

Time for our childish nature to mature

This is what the Aquarian Age brings

The Narcissist code is a greatest teacher

The Narcissist Code is the ultimate protection mechanism

and understanding of this is key

It is why we are here at this point on the spiral

to see what has created it 


This code was created in raw nightmare times

This code was given birth to when the child was under terror

under stark survival mode

Lost a parent

Lost a home

Lost the means to keep body and soul together

or believed it to be so

Lost the mother figure who was soft and supportive








free spirited

in touch with nature

In our society we can see how this is not valued

or cherished

or supported

Where are our support systems?

Our Society does not care

that is evident in the structures of our community

Where is the love ?

Are you aware of  the actual support in your community?

We are all about to find out

as we are rooted out of our caves of survival

If we haven’t already had this experience

Time for a wake up call

Time for a reality check

Time for human beings to realise how the universe really works

We are all affected by each other and many people speak of this

and yet are still living out of alignment with it

not realising the true impact

and wanting others to pay for them

to support them in an out of balance way

the blame game of passing the buck

The Financial Model crash was only the start

Do we really want to face the truth of our dependency?

We have seen hints of it behind the veil

If the banks closed the doors tomorrow

What would we do ?

If the petrol stations closed ?

If the supermarkets closed?

Do you know the nature of care in your community ?

In the UK there is very little actual support that works now because the funds are being cut and privatised

and all of this is bringing balance to overspend in these areas in the past

based on

housekeeping that did not balance the books

or be accountable

debt model

If the fuel lines stop it affects everything

Do I have food that I grow?

Do I know how to do practical skills?

How long would I live when the umbilical cord is cut ?

These are uncomfortable questions to ask ourselves

and it is time to ask them


The systems that are in place

are created from a narcissistic code

That is not compatible

with caring


learning how to communicate


be honest

This Narcissistic Code comes from nightmarish human experiences that are in our own neighbourhood and always have been

and it is a terrible coping mechanism of denial

It is based on distortion




It is dishonest

It is mean

It is “just business”

and if we avoid looking at this reality

We are in peril

Look at history

Look at the evidence

See how what has happened so far

Is insane

Is not logical

That so many die in holocausts

based on so few enforcing the destruction

and when we really start to understand this

we really start to understand how we create our reality

This is the law of attraction in action

There is no blame

no judgement

and simply thinking or feeling

does not make something


Code is key

Code creates

Code shapes

The brave are ready to look

The brave are ready to let go of being the victim



and work with that energy that is within them

Instead of polarising it onto others

and scapegoating


Doing the blame game is back to the childhood playground

Where all of this code was created

Doing the blame game simply keeps it going

Because no one wants to take responsibility

and passes the pain parcel

It can only stop

when we hold it

unwrap it

See it

Feel it

Clear it within us

Reveal the root cause

Understand how it came to be

and create a new way of being

New Models in Society

By becoming a new model from the inside

The polar opposite of the Narcissist

Is the Empath

The Enabler

The alter ego who does emotion for the narcissist who will not feel

Again when we understand the process

We understand the code

the model

Being an enabler is not healthy either

If someone has been deeply wounded as a child

chances are the family they grew up in

had limited resources on communicating and feeling

because that is true in all areas of society

in all so called first world countries

and for different reasons in many third world countries

Is there a place in the world that still exists

that has had no outside contact ?

and so free from

“contamination of conditioning of the other”

Is there somewhere

and some group of what is called

indigenous people


are in balance with their masculine and feminine and tribal wisdom

that comes direct from source ?

Probably Not

Even if they are they are subject to the cosmic code still

although not as much as those following the ways of conditioned society

who have lost touch with the natural ways

open to all animal and plant life that is free from human control

So in Summary

we have to face the situation we are in personally 

and be honest with ourselves 

let go of denial and putting on a mask of a happy face 


this is the first step in any taking responsibility system

Let go of our denial so we see where we are

what created that space

See where we want to be

and start doing it 

Are you ready to get to grips with your personal

Wheel of Fortune ?

Remember if you do what you have always done expecting a different outcome then you are in denial 😉 


Life is meant to challenge us 

Life teaches us truth if we let ourselves be brave enough 

Too much mind emphasis in our world

which is why heart is coming in to heal

When we are living in our head we do not feel

Compassion is a heart thing 

a feeling thing

If we do not love and accept ourselves

then we truly cannot do that for others either because that is how code works 

Yellow Warrior Wavespell that we are currently in brings us the 13 day code process of being a Warrior of the Heart 



This is the process revealed in the tarot as The Fool on his journey. This is in the Tree of Life process and the Kabbalah. This is is the secret teaching of the 78 number process which is inherent in the esoteric teachings . The code of balance and living in the heart wisdom free of raw ego rules . 

The Mayan Matrix takes you on a process of de~ conditioning from these man made ego world .

To do it you have to do it.

Not read about it ~ that is mind.

Be it Live it Love it 

That is what it takes to be free and align with natural time and unlearn and remember 

This is what I love about it 

I have a calendar I bought when I first came to Glastonbury in 2011 

The workshop was on Red Skywalker Day ~ The Fool

It is on my wall and on Wednesday evening I took it down and looked at it again more closely

White Resonant Wind Day ~ top of the pyramid for spirit speaking through us

Mystic code of the Yellow Warrior

I looked at the bottom left corner where there are 13 signs and I felt drawn to look further

They are called the Pacal 13 clear signs and there is a note to say when these days occur it is very magical

I felt drawn to look further…

I noticed for the first time that

my Mayan Sign was one of them…

How is this possible that I did not notice this before ?

Blue Solar Hand

is one of the 13

I started to look at the codes and the planets of all the signs and add them together


Yesterday morning I found this video

I felt drawn to look at it and it talked of

Blue Galactic Night …

the exact day 

Wow ~ I am on the cookie trail and another exciting chapter is unfolding.

More about this on my next blog as I go further ….

This is all about this process and what Quetzalcoatl

really means

to the ones amongst us who are here

to be that archetype by living it 

Here is the video 

If you would like to take part in the next workshop for revealing your personal Persephone Path Code 

Here is a link to it:

Persephone Path 5 ~

The Heart

You can take part wherever you are in the world by Skype and ebook


Remember that the structure that exists is purely a creation

and so 

other structures can also be created

Do be afraid 

and do feel it 

Within this fear is the seeds of the new civilisation that is being born through each one of us 

Everything that we need is within us 


We are the love we seek 


Blue Night Wavespell ~ the human is the key



Blue Night Wavespell

Yellow Planetary Human

Yellow Human Tribe

Day 10 

Heart’s Desire

Please click on the links to take you to other websites that expand on the information

This is the thirteen day spiral of the conscious dreamer

being aware that they are the dream weaver

as part of the bigger dream we are all the warp and weft of ~ the ribbons of creation

Each one of us is a rainbow thread 

The universe that we are also a part of 

Is the loom


and as I clear more and more of

my personal creation code 

I transform my corrupted code

and so I can open to my angelic higher self

to come into me

This is the Christ Consciousness process


I have had an amazing  journey over this last ten days

Seeing this spiral in a very different way

because it is the time for me to see it in a different way

If you are doing your journey consciously and working with your shadow in this way

you will understand what I mean

This is becoming mainstream now 

The Universal loom is sharing this awareness

with people ready to work with it

This is especially important for anyone who is assisting people through healing and trauma

for understanding

Flower Prayers

There is a code of creation that is interlinked…

The web

and so this is why when working on issues of heart and mind

One does not completely clear the issue 

There are many golden threads to it

These threads are inter woven with other individuals

part of the current evolution story

and essential to the law of attraction

and our heart as a magnet

that brings in the perfect thread for us at the perfect time

for all of creation 


This is the true soul attraction pattern

This is the true meaning of the heart’s desire

that may come cloaked in a “goal”

in a five year plan 🙂

It comes to us in the way of our current conscious understanding

How else can it come ?

Which is what the teaching means :

We can only change ourself…

and in that process everything changes 

We are here for that very purpose

to bring new ways of being 

It is in essence all about relationship

Our individual relationship with the universe that we are a divine child of


Today we are on the 12th Mayan Sign 


Famous Yellow Human’s are:


and Aleister Crowley

The Mayan Wavespell is complex

as it reveals the divinity code 🙂

So of course it is a multi splendoured thing that at first take can be

overwhelming for the mini mind 🙂

Good Grief says Charlie Brown within  ~ are you kidding me ?

Snoopy ~ the Zen Dog ~ is his higher self ~ he gets it 

and cannot speak Charlie’s language….

so does he best to get the message through 🙂


That was my first reaction to The Wavespell

 because I wasn’t ready to work with it and my ego was” on a mission” to do other things 🙂

What I mean by this is:

the part of me that is conditioned by my learning so far on planet earth

that often struggles to get messages from the higher self …

because it hasn’t yet created enough clear space within

and learned the language and code of the way the universal self communicates

The mini me often has wobbles and self confidence issues now

because it still has a lot of wobbles and self confidence issues from the past to clear and transform 🙂

It is on one level as simple as that 🙂

These integrations had to take place in my human being ness before I was ready to take the next step 🙂

Lost in translation

because part of our soul self is lost 🙂

And it is meant to be lost 🙂

It was lost for that very purpose so it can found

and create the alchemical change of enlightenment at the perfect time 

This is the game we are all playing now

End of times

So this whole cosmic carpet can come together when it is the time for it to come together…

not conveniently calling in a mass soul retrieval

because that matches someone’s ego frame workshop

That has been crafted purely from their head and unclear space

We all do what we know

We can always recognise ego at work 🙂

This of course is a very strong conditioned pattern at the moment

Our society demands payment for services…

that in truth are surplus to requirements

out of balance for all

feathering of selective nests

siphoning of resources for a select few

and I guess that a few of you reading this will deem me 

barking mad

to speak of tragedies as simply as a game

I do not intend any disrespect or lack of feeling

It is a hard game to play emotionally for those that are open hearted

It hurts

It is tough


It is necessary 

This is how new worlds are born in this current gameplan

The tension of the opposites

This is what we have just been experiencing 

with Taurus Sun and New Moon as the initiating energy 

Now we are working with the building energy of full moon in Scorpio 

on the day of the new Wavespell

14 May 

Yellow Warrior 

The Cosmic Code of the Warrior of the heart blazing a trail of love

Most people in the alternative health and Spiritual tribes

are …

due to patriarchal code still running in ourselves…

still focusing on…

the patriarchal code 🙂


Head driven

Being mindful

Mind focused


frameworks that purely focus on

positive thinking

and so although they seem to have a slightly different emphasis

to the mainstream health and wealth tribes

in truth

are still

by being that process

 creating the same thing as the mainstream

simply selling a different product

The core shift that is happening now

is that it is the human being who creates the change within

by bringing balance within

by  enlightening ourselves

by  working with our individual shadow

and therefore the collective shadow

and doing it on a daily basis

becoming an expert on our personal code

being own guru

instead of worshipping

at the altar of the ego personality

whose books line our shelves

The point I am making is this:

It is time to learn about ourselves and bring this into balance now 🙂

Talking book days are coming to an end

for the human who realises experientially

that the process of heaven on earth

happens by:

working with all our biggest challenges 

we encountered in the first part of our lives

They happened on purpose

for a reason

in a season

that swings around

on the wheel of life 🙂

Today it is Saturday

Saturn day

The wheel of karma

It is all about creating circles now 🙂

In the Mayan Wavespell system

there are  20  Archetypal Codes 

They are called Star Glyphs


Each human being incarnates with one of these codes

The first 13 are the foundation stones

of the consciousness code :

Red Dragon ~ initiation ~  awakening to unknown universal code coming in

White Wind ~ challenge to speak the truth and allow spirit to speak through us

Blue Night  ~ alchemy of the first two ~ allowing the dream to be seen by clearing the nightmare

Yellow Seed ~ the process structure ~ taking off the ego masks we crafted as children

Red Serpent ~ awakening to kundalini process ~ intimacy starts to awaken in our centre

White World ~ bridger ~ being balanced in all worlds so we can be present

Blue Hand ~ going through transformation gateways  allowing the mystic in us to speak to the universal goddess

Yellow Star ~ being the star we really are through integration

Red Moon ~ being the beacon through completing our circle within

White Dog ~ the hearts desire ~ love free from conditioning ~ the heart tribe

Blue Monkey ~ letting go of child wounding ~ calling our spirit back in

Yellow Human ~ crystal clarity within our human self free of ego bondage

Red Skywalker ~ The Fool ~ constantly moving to create new learning and heaven on earth from within 


You can find yours here if you put in your date of birth:

The next seven correspond to the Seven Seals

in Alchemy

Free masonry

Magical practise

Seven chakras


All the same story of code with a slightly different angle and point of view

depending on the time and place they were created

and the energy of the person creating them

channeling them


In truth as a human being

we are channels of consciousness

we are the chalice


no thing is truly belonging to an individual

no thing is new under the sun

we are all bound by the same “rules” and yet have free will whether we allow ourselves full access to the whole board …

by how much our ego will is running our show

These are two very different formats that are often completely opposed to each other by their very nature

and in this essence why anything that is led by making money

cannot by it’s very nature and code

create any well being

because a business has to drive it’s product 

and driving a product all the time 

regardless of cosmic code and cycles

has to create an unsustainable outcome

think about it….

and look at our world crisis points …

see the fruits of our labours

where the mini mind thinks it knows better than the divine


we have our ego to allow us to create with it’s framework

otherwise why be here ?

We are all Zen masters out of this Earth Framework 🙂


To return our journey back to the stars

from whence we came…





We learn about who we really are

by bringing our ego into balance

to allow this process

If we do not do this process

then we cannot be it ?

Simple innit?

In principle 🙂

Always is when it is

God’s honest truth

Free of religion that is

The language of light from The Sun I mean


So the Seven Mastery Seals

and the power source

these are the codes of the initiated seeking



transforming from a pawn

to a Queen

free of co dependent code


This place of becoming a Queen is not a love and light journey

It is forged through journeying in our inner dark spaces

the anti matter that creates universes and binds everything together 

This is the heart path available to all who are ready to face our inner demons 🙂


White Wizard ~ self empowerment and letting the magic flow through us from the higher universal code

Blue Eagle ~ Seeing the bigger picture and rising above the ego small mind 

Yellow Warrior ~ Seeing the heart path as the evolutionary middle road ~ being a lover rather than a fighter

Red Earth ~ feeling we belong here by integrating our tribal wounding  ~ earth is our evolution space

White Mirror ~ how we see our beliefs reflected back through everyone and everything so we know the creation code

Blue Storm ~ emotions guide us All are valid All are part of our wheel ~ being balanced in all of them free from ego

Yellow Sun ~ the language of consciousness All is love in action 🙂 To transcend duality on the earth playground we transcend it within 


Painting by Barry Stevens


So the Spiral of Blue Night

we are seeing manifest today

is a Universal Lifecoaching Tool

A code

A process

Each step 

Each Day

Holds the energetic code

If this is your Mayan Sign your essence is all about this

and what you do and have done throughout your life

is key to this process for the whole universe 🙂

Do you see how everything you have been experiencing in life so far 

has revealed this ?

If you wish to look at this 13 step process click on Blue Night Wavespell 

and see it revealed 🙂

Yellow Human is one of my thirteen year cycles

which took place from 5 to 17

and I will be starting a Yellow Rhythmic Human Year

on my birthday in August

If you check out my Resources page I have created documents you can use if you choose to see your own Castles

If you do this you will see the bigger picture of what is happening to you and why

What threads are being revisited to you can get clear 

heal your heart

and in the process 

align with your dream


Gustav Klimt ~ The Kiss

As I have been revealing my centre in Blue Overtone Hand this year

and going through lots of transformation process

to knock off my square ego corners and create a circle of completion

it will be interesting to see what flowers as a result of my process this year

It has been very challenging coming to Glastonbury

to live rather than simply visit

and I knew that it would be

It has been torrid at times 🙂

Having to live a practical life amidst the 52 chakra lines 

is not for the faint hearted alchemist

It is the initiation by fire

It is a great place to test oneself as to how integrated one’s centre is

What seeks calling in

What seeks transformation

and choices….


Do I choose to live from the heart 

even though I am afraid of other people’s reactions

and so my inner self is afraid that is the heart of the matter ?

The shadow of the people pleasing enabler

Thing is

what is truly within us is always being communicated to the wider world 

there is no avoiding our evolution

and this can be frightening for the ego

who has spun false senses and spaces where it can lie to itself and believe it is in control 

That isn’t an option here 

The light of the enabler pattern is super wizardry  for modelling in NLP terms

Superb at sniffing out the code


The ways of being that create the outcome required

and often have very complex structures of learning

and creativity


Leonardo da Vinci

who didn’t fit the ego tick box of his time

being a bastard 

i.e born out of wedlock 

We are in a Renaissance time now 

potential to blend all different worlds of understanding free of ego

We always have the ability to empower ourselves and learn how to create with each and every step

If we are simply willing to ask and do what it takes to create the outcome of truth

When we walk the talk

our reward is multi faceted

We live well with simple means

free from needing to give energy to ego edifices which drain us on all levels

We have time to smell the rose

who by any other name smells delightful

We live in clutter free beautiful space and travel lightly on the earth

and truly know who we are

free from any need to be 

ego validated


we know who we are and in the fullest sense

we are power ~ ful 

we go on the road less travelled 

and our reward is to access the all

as we have truly removed all our limitations

inside out

We are free

We are limitless

Heart tree


I have created a newsletter you can download here

Barefoot News May 2014

If you feel ready to work with me in this way I have some workshops coming up:

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy

in Yorkshire 07 June


Preparing for the coming new year

so you can work with more tools and awareness

Completing the Circle in Glastonbury

3 day retreat 25 July 


It’s a number 9 ~ completion of 9 years in a number 9 energy of Red Moon 

wow ~ powerful 

As a 9 it is a biggie for me 🙂

Blue Night Wavespell ~ Conscious Dreamer Code



Blue Night Wavespell 

Conscious Dreamer Code

Day 2 ~ the challenge day

Yellow Lunar Seed

the growth day

that matches the whole year of feeling the fear

being with the fear

hearing it speak to us

feeling it’s squeeze on us

listening to it’s message

all about stories from the past

our past specifically

and then seeing the absolute treasure in all of this

Yellow Galactic Seed Year of Integration

Removal of the ego mask that is keeping us living small

from the confines of our mind

and the collective mind too

that is heavily invested in all the little worker bees knowing their place in the human race


Taurus Isis time of course so no chance of that

manipulation misdemeanour missus


not on my shift bellows the cantankerous cow

Me that is

and from what I am hearing many of you too 😉

who are sick and tired of being sick and tired

played for a fool

Which is very different…

from being the open hearted kind fool 

I am withdrawing my support from any out of balance 



speaking up

I am supporting ways of being that are fair and honest

and that starts with ….

taking responsibility for my part in

The cult of cash

The cult of co dependent living

The cult of feeling

I need something in an unhealthy way

I feel embarrassed at so many of my past behaviours….

yikes ;-(

and no doubt there will be a lot more to surface as I wise up 

and that’s ok

because I am here for exactly that reason

to let myself be vulnerable now

instead of pretending that

I am fearless

I am choosing to let the masks fall

and admit my mistakes

so I can be open to new learning

and learn how to relate in the code of 

my dream world

of respect and honesty for all

a world without need greed and bullying

letting go of predatory behaviours 

because there is enough for us all

when we let go of lack codes

of competition

and cruelty

to hide our wounds

and pretend we are

strong and powerful from ego


It is a new moon in the Mayan today

Spectral Moon

The moon of letting go 

Lots of aha moments coming together now with new learning

in this New Moon in Taurus

Taurus is my Moon and so when Taurus code is in play for a month in the masculine energy

and the feminine comes in too

Solar eclipse in Taurus and in my exact degree of 8 degrees on the 29th


Oh yes getting to see my star code chart in a whole new way

and understand exactly what has been all part of my code creating

and now being a code breaker

both in understanding and repatterning

and this is what I am creating today for tomorrows first ever workshop

Creating the Dream withIsis heart alchemy

Took me on a long trail of discovery and as I have been creating this ebook

I have been looking at lots of my previous ebooks and creativity

It’s been amazing

Seeing where I was when I created them
Seeing myself and my place of evolution in every word

every picture


seeing it all in glorious technicolour 

the wow factor

penny drop

Lots of stuff I have known intellectually for a long time

Feeling I have integrated it 

and that creates a whole different way of being

It feels good

It’s the tipping point where the paradox happens and everything is turned on it’s head

because we have shifted our focus from being led by the head


Our higher self comes through in the same way

we relate to everything and everybody

through our personal cookie code

and mine has been on full blast for a while

go here

go there

 do this

do that

and I am tired

I know I am tired….

I know I am a human being


I go do it


I am needing to get more focused on my boundaries with this world and 

the other worlds

and my relationships

how I relate 🙂

Changing my code


It’s funny isn’t it how our mind has one belief about who we are

and yet we find ourself saying things that seem out of character

We try and play roles

and say the PC thing

(Politically Correct)

but the world we live in is not PC really

and neither are we

Whatever our Freudian slip 

it is our inner world

because in truth we can only be us

because we are us

and when we try and be anything else….

we are spinning a yarn

that inevitably trips us up

at some point

It is so much easier when we spill the beans

and frees us up to be …..

well free  😉

Free Spirit on our Spirit path

There is no escaping that energy now ~ this year


is that energy

Take the mask off

or feel it’s power 

drain you

Ego living demands high prices

and is a high maintenance mistress

the stuff of nightmares

rather than dreams





This was me last night

My body gave in at last

I got 15 hours sleep 🙂

Needed it 🙂

Thanks for all your support on my current tango

It is the making of me 

Anything that we do to cut through bull poo

is 🙂

Yea I get it

I actually get it 

my code gets it

as well as my head


Here is a document you can use for your

Taurus Challenge

if you choose

To check out the code for transformation from dream to nightmare living

simply follow the thirteen day spiral of Blue Night

Each day gives you the exact information to create with our universal self

and get clear

so we can create a new world

The only way we create new world’s is inside out

Here is a document that can get some focus on this

Dream Journey

Here is an audio that can give you info on this ~ be in a place it’s safe to relax to listen

Dream Journey meditation

It is really simple and even if people do not understand anything about New Age speak




the Mayan Calendar

What each one of us does every day gives rise to something

it is really simple

and we all know deep down when we are wearing a mask

It’s child’s play

and a child knows when an adult isn’t being honest

yet a child learns to be silent and do what the adult says is the truth

because if it doesn’t it is in a whole world of pain…

This is the distorted code we are living with just now 

and it is time for a change don’t you think?


So to stop this bullying pattern

We let go of doing that anymore


That’s the simple version ….

It is a lot more complex than that

and yet that is the simple truth

It takes two to tango

Do you want to tango …

or learn a new dance that beats to the drum of the heart ?

All that it takes to get off the mad manipulation merry go round

is the intention

and the rest follows in small steps

as and when we are ready to get it on

Be real

Do the deal


live it

We are worth it and

The Secret is….

The Shadow is the key to it all

when we let go of fearing ourself

everything else falls into place

Love to you and your  Dreams

If you want to know more

the ebook is ready and you can access it now

on my shop to work with as and when you choose

online shop

or align with a workshop near you

or create one and I will come 🙂

Creating the dream with Isis Heart Alchemy 

Great films to explore the ego:

Fight Club ~ I was doing the Ikea module 😉

I resisted this film for a long time despite being Brad Pitt being in it

and I had totally pre~judged it 

this is a very clever film

Revolver ~

Jason Statham is always Jason and no different in this ~ this is a multi layered amazing film 

Both these films are very violent which is a sign of the times and equally the strength of the untrained and repressed ego

they do make the point of the ego fracture very succinctly though

This is how our ego works to “protect us” from all those feelings of rage and fear that we are really feeling

Now we have new ways to let those go instead of disintegrating 



Manifesting Miracles ?



Yellow Planetary Human Day

What a magical ride I am experiencing here in the Glastonbury Zodiac. It is amazing and I intend to conjure up a new way of working as there is so much I want to share and receive and how to do that in the time frame of a day……and be balanced.

Aries waning moon today gives me a heads up on this ~ to let go of being led by the head as much.

This is key to aligning heart and mind which is where we are at on the planetary scale.

This Blue Night Dreamspell has been a truly gob smacking journey for me to enter new worlds and create different perspectives. Hover your mouse and follow the cookie trail links.


Today is a galactic activation portal day ~ can you feel the gateways opening up ? Time to travel into new space.

Bear with me all those people who have sent me information and are waiting to hear back ~ I will as soon as I can and it lines up 🙂

The key to working with the Mayan Calendar is ~ it is timely. It is totally time sensitive and synchronises our energy with the universal pattern and raises our conscious awareness ~ when we allow it to 🙂

Living in Glastonbury means we get access to cutting edge news beyond the veil and speakers come from all over to share their consciousness .

I could write several books on the talk of Wednesday evening 🙂 ~ Santos Bonacci has a lot to share about  and have note after note of the subject matter ~ it was soooooooo magical and connected to my Red Moon post ~ I even watched Jack the Giant Slayer just before it, which was mentioned in the topic of the talk.

I am very aware that is my mind doing it’s “thing” ~ consuming information and so it is there to be accessed as and when ~ all the information has gone in at one level 🙂

No need to worry about any loss of resources and that is the beauty of working with the spiral.

Anything irrevelant or irreverant at this moment will be stored for later.

I am learning to see energetic signatures like swipe cards ~ when it’s time, we connect, we see and we explore ~ it’s a given….

I have literally been side swiped today with my car and nearly head on this week ~ part of the Glasto no boundaries pattern ~ taking it in my stride and noticing that ~ hurrah at last 🙂 No danger to me as I saw the first one coming and the second I wasn’t in my car ~ some very strong masculine coming in to impact me and I feel unscathed. Having an old car lessens the worries ~ barefoot living 🙂 As long as I get from A to B that is all that matters and I love my Leo car ~ Peugeot ~ the third in a short space of time to match past patterns and aid learning in various ways…..

the more we relax into this life experience and enjoy the journey…..

the more we love our time here and we remember

we chose it.

Heart felt thanks to you Santos for your sharing. So many refinements for me, different angles ~ especially of my own zodiac Starcode and journey into Avalon. Totally a gift for me as to your talk and the people there ~ the whole experience. Thank you to Samia Dance for inviting me. There will be learning shared from it as and when ~ if you want to view it in full it has been filmed and check out his website for loads of stuff to blow your mind wide open

Today is the number of manifestation


The key to this time is to shift, what Carlos Casteneda called the assemblage point .

It is great to be aware that what our religious frameworks have sold to us as “truth” is a spin 🙂

It’s a mass marketing manipulation plan and many of our historical “facts” are simply a titivation tourism ploy to attract pilgrims and create beliefs that supported a hierarchy, patriarchy and that individuals were mere mortals who could not access their own divinity ~ the Church was a necessity for that role.

When in truth we are Gods and Goddesses and creators of our own reality on this game of life road trip 🙂

I offer you that all this was meant to happen at this time on our planet for our learning and evolution because that is how our universe works ~ with a framework of beliefs and energetics that create our material reality.

Belief exists on one vibration and solids appear from that starting point ~ a twinkle in your father’s eye 🙂

All of this outside learning is very important. The nature of this time is that the majority of people all have this energetic signature

Externally referenced


No matter what perspective or viewpoint, what indoctrination, religion, belief system ~ the emphasis is on the outside framework.

To create a shift within is the one that is not yet being focused on and so ……

Even though we may say that certain people haven’t awoken yet to the reality of life beyond societal conditioning…..

Even the ones that have…..

are still using intellect and information and …..

this is the same pattern if you see what I mean 🙂

To create an energetic change in an energetic universe requires changing more than an intellectual awareness and most people miss this.

If you want to raise your vibration and become clear of your past then to do that does not happen purely by changing the information you hold in your brain in the logical part.

You can spend a lifetime talking about your angst and the human part of you ~ your personality ~ and this alone will simply bring awareness of what you don’t feel happy about.

To let go of what you don’t feel happy about requires letting go of the pain experienced so far using energy therapies and creating different ways of being in the world for yourself.

You cannot create change without this process .

As we age you often hear people saying they lose access to daily tasks and forget things. Their body starts to deteriorate .

I offer you that this does not have to happen and can change ~ your health and memory can be restored and indeed improved ~ if you are willing to make room in the now ~ by clearing your energetic and emotional clutter. All becomes clear when you are ready to see 🙂

As I often say in these blogs ~ you are your own healer and if you set an intention to discover your silver lining in each so called “negative” event and health experience, you will see the angelic ascension possibility and your life will change.

I sincerely got asked if I was a fairy last night by a visitor in my local pub The King Arthur 🙂 Only in Glastonbury. I love the alternative way of living and views offered here 🙂

Today in the number 10 we have the manifestation of the last nine days incarnate ~ in form.

Showing up today is something for you to look at ~ if you choose ~ in depth.

I thought my week couldn’t get more magical in terms of synchronicities ~ last night’s belly dancing with Kash Salem ~ which creates so much vibrancy and fun and I invite you to come along and join us ~  had so many connections to my past group in so many ways.

Today I set off for, what I thought was, a mundane visit to my dentist in Somerton. Somerton was part of the zodiac mentioned on the talk by Santos as was Compton Dundon, where I live and Gemini across the road. Somerton is the Leo part of the zodiac and I have visited it’s symbolic landscape, village and church. Revisited the church today with different eyes and awareness 🙂

I highly recommend John Wadsworth and Anthony Thorley   for their amazing resources and workshops around the zodiac ~ the alchemical having been on one of them and other workshops.   Their resources were shared at Santos’s workshop~ unbeknown to Santos that John was in the room 🙂 They are both Aries ~ another great synchronicity.

For me, this reminded me that none of our resources are truly “ours”.

This is an ego framework that often pushes my buttons, when I see people using frameworks and ideas ~ literal language ~ in their work after working with me and there is no credit given back to me as a source of inspiration.

I know I have done this too ~ everyday I see something that inspires me to create a property project, a decoration, a document or a design in my garden and nothing I do is truly “mine” it is a blend of resources that alchemically mix together and form a hybrid just like a new plant . The creation that pours from me is an eclectic mix of lots of knowledge and wisdom that has flowed through others to be received by me and has my unique cosmic cake recipe . That said I do always intend to quote my sources and resources when I can ~ sometimes I do not directly name people as I haven’t had a chance to get their permission.

I know that if I feel miffed about this then that is ego in me and instead of crititicising this part of me for having ego ~ I value it.

This is the shadow that is seeking emotional evolution. This is my humanity that allows me to learn and grow.

This autumn the shadow is the new black folks so let’s love it and bring it within.

When I have an ego feeling on this ( or anything else 🙂 ) I use emotional freedom technique to travel back and look at times when I may feel I haven’t been acknowledged, credited, over looked, my boss has taken my ideas, I haven’t feel heard, I felt used etc that is the area of this and as soon as I connect to this….

The past threads show up intuitively so I can hear them as they are without saying I “shouldn’t ” feel them because it isn’t “spiritual” etc

We feel what we feel and the shadow wheel is the “shouldn’t” ~ the manipulative process of not taking responsibility that is part of our co dependent blame game inherent in society.

When we take responsibility for our feelings regardless of whether we “should” have them or not ~ the truth is we do ~ then we take our power back.

When we honour ourselves by allowing all of our feelings ~ this is where we get the alchemical process within.

This allows more magical passes to happen ~ another Carlos Casteneda book and found woven into all great sacred energy frameworks of movement such as Yoga, Tai Chi and belly dancing.

Back to today….

I went for a crown replacement which I have blogged about before ~ my trials of dentistry and passively accepting “expert” opinion in the past . This has brought a great avenue of learning for me. I have had the metal taken out and resin put in and now I am having porcelain put in to see how that suits my bio chemistry.

I thought I would be there for a while and I wasn’t as this didn’t happen today. I need to pass some time before my next appointment and so I ambled into a shop that caught my eye ~ previously it had been closed because it only opened recently and only opened Thursday, Friday and Saturday ~ serendipitous.

If you are a similar age to me and live in the UK you may remember a programme called Mr Benn?

This shop is called The Vintage Linen Press at Broad Street Somerton

It is so much more than a shop ~ it is a magical journey back into the past and as I entered there were too other ladies who were ooing and ahhing at their discoveries 🙂 If you come prepare to spend some time here, as this little treasure is crammed full of beautiful linens, cottons, jewellery , artifacts and books ~ Enid Blyton old editions that brought back lots of memories for me. I bought a vintage heart cake tin and this beautifully bound note book ~ which is ~ as you can see below ~ sacred seed geometry fabric 🙂 It reconnects you to older times, different generations and especially our own past world.


Anne and I had a magical chat and I feel it is the start of something  meaningful ~ she shares my birthday ~ if you see the post previous to this you will see that this week I have found out ~ and bumped into ~ so many people who share my birthday. The last time I had close proximity to so many Leo’s was at school ~ never on this scale or sharing the exact date of birthday though.

Other local people popped into the shop while I was there and it is lovely to see this close knit country community chatting about the meaningful things in life ~ friendships and daily events that have an emotional impact. I didn’t feel this when I lived in the City of London , apart from with our pub community of customers and staff. Living here is a blessing as people connect and share their time and energy and to me that is what life is about ~ intimacy.

So even though my mind thought I had gone to the dentist for a while, the universe revealed something else was in store and I am learning to be amazed by how many magical synchronicities are popping up. The more we clear our inner space of Saturn rings and karma wheels repeating until we acknowledge and transform them and the more fun and magic lies in store.

My plant book arrived today and I had another insight about mushrooms ~ my children do not like them and often I have held back on pushing anything to my children as a “should” ( 5 veggies a day for example) as I feel that it is important that children have sovereignty over their own diet. I have worked with many young people with so called food disorders and have learned that this often comes as the ultimate control system for them, that opens up when their caretakers try and control everything for their children from fear. It is very difficult finding the middle path as a parent ~ mostly I find the more I push something the more it is pushed back and I do not want to manipulate either 🙂

I may be my children’s mother ~ they have come through me as a gateway and I am honoured to have been there for them . I know that they often have equal and greater wisdom than me ~ as do most young people ~ simply because they have had less years of conditioning on this planet 🙂 That said ~ they are also human young people and have the same distortions and immature ego’s as absolutely everyone else on this planet ~ some have more areas than others ~ we all have innate wisdom access too. We are all teachers and students ~ if we allow it 🙂

If you have found your manifestation day wanting then look within.

What brought this state of being into place?

It is important to realise that in the universal perspective everything is valued, everything is part of the process and all is equal.

Only our ego says otherwise.

We do not know who sees us each day from afar, who shares our work with another and where these seeds blow ~ and thank goodness because if it was all simply done to our own orbit our world would be a very different space wouldn’t it?

Our universal framework is so infinite and has been around the block a few times. It is artful vague and deeply prosaic ~ a myriad of miracles

and so are we 🙂

As part of this holographical energetic space we are part of the perfection of all that is and all that is is doing it all so effortlessly

All we have to do is focus on the learning of Scrooge ~ minding our own business ~ evolving our own ego so we emotionally and spiritually mature and making people ~ mankind ~ and life our business.

A great business model is cash flow ~ often the root of lack of stability and continuity in new start ups. If we have 1 million pounds coming in and 1 million pounds and 1 pence going out then there is an in balance and this is where the bank steps in selling us services we don’t need based on debt ~ the never never and the future space in an over geared financial lending model.

To be in flow the money comes in and goes out , in balance at the perfect time ~ it isn’t held in storage for the future. Each day we are required to be in the here and now based on the here and now ~ not on a future investment coming in, not on a parent’s inheritance. This is why often, in our history, one generation lives in indulgent fashion based on their forebears and  lives as a child without taking responsibility or creating anything. These are the wild pendulum swings of polarity living.

We have enough models now in history to recognise patterns of behaviour and outcomes that come as a result of them.

Tomorrow is Red Spectral Skywalker Day ~

time to let go of anything not serving your dream life

Focus on what is required to bring heaven to earth for you ~ there is only you knows what that is for you ~ the devil is in the detail 🙂

If you choose here are some enquiry questions:

  • What are your feelings around past events that are seeking release so you can feel good every day?
  • What is happening in your body that reveals a message for you ? Anywhere that is painful/inflamed /low energy/lacking movement
  • What beliefs have you created about life in general/your life in general/ other people in your life that feel anything other than joy or love

We create our garden of eden experience based on how we receive life and just because….

this has always happened…..

beliefs such as……

I don’t know what I want…….

I can’t believe I can change this because of xyz

I have to do this/be this/go there


All of that inner talk…..

Remember that the only person who allowed those beliefs to form

was you 🙂

Therefore you can change it.

We got the power 🙂


Are you ready to take your power back, call yourself in and transform what your mind perceives as “bad” into neutral?

We believe we can’t change the past ~ actually we can because when we change how we feel about it ~ it has served it’s purpose and falls away.

It is essential we do this as a collective now as we can clearly see that our duality polarity brings violence and serves no one in terms of living from peace least all our planet 🙂

We are renewed through recycling our own experience and seeing it in a different light

When we see and feel it in a different light then…..

our electrical circuitry is different and we are transparent.

All of the systems outside are simply a refection of the inside ~ it is all the same stuff~


Empty your human chalice ~ your heart.

It will then have no need to keep bringing you those annoying ego pokes that match your inner world.

As always the basis of this is simple.

On the 25th there is the second Star of David planetary alignment and this is key too.

It is key in as much as it will light us up where we are and highlight what is seeking integration through self empowerment ~

White Crystal Wizard is the energetic sign for this


Today’s card from Mayan Oracle by Spilsbury and Brynner:

Realm Shift ~ which is all about shifting your assemblage point 🙂 It is also about the Star of David planetary alignment

Quantum Leap, expanded reality, web of possibility, assemblage points, the unknown

Loosen your moorings journeyer ~ make room for miracles and expanded realities !

In receiving this lens you are being asked to take a Quantum leap, beyond the confines of your own reality. You and this reality are entering a total shift of realms.

This is just a snapshot ~ it is an amazing book and I highly recommend it. If you choose to work with me we will be using this as a reference and as you can see it totally aligns with today’s glyph.

Wow 🙂



If you keep doing the same thing and not doing any inner energetic/emotional work then you cannot create a change ~ it really is that simple.

You can read every book on the planet that was ever written, you can go to every workshops, have a kazillion pounds and build yourself a golden stairway to heaven  ~ inside you stay the same 🙂 You therefore manifest ~ the same ~ there will be variance on a theme of course as your life is a butterfly kaleidoscope.




the inner world of ego will simply be the academic with the same outlook before the attempt to buy/educate on the outside.

This is why I share EFT because

I know it works because of how it has affected me and the people I work with.

This isn’t a sales pitch ~ it’s simply shared with you from the heart because I genuinely want for you to get this and join me in feeling self empowered and free and the more people that do that the more I get to experience a different world. I am intrinsically connected to everyone and everything and anything I can do to bring more love and joy is simply beneficial for me 🙂 It is an energetic, emotional and practical win win for all.

This is the way forward folks.

Yes I make my living from working with people with these methods and anyone who knows me and has experienced me in that way knows that I give my all to people ( and am honest about what I see and believe ), because I genuinely care about my fellow beings and my planet earthship and all her inhabitants.

I am passionate about this and know that there is so much more wonderment to be experienced the clearer we become within. Our inspiration expands as our spirit soars.

I love sharing this and my intention is to be there to assist people break free of co dependency related patterns in all forms by being their own therapist 🙂

I offer free consultations and if you want to know more about your Mayan sign then please send me your time,date and place of birth.


Sacred Feminine

The planetary path we have been on for thousands of years has focused on the masculine polarity and as a result of this the feminine has been placed into darkness. One of the key aspects required now is that we bring that to light within each of us.

The process of minimising the feminine has often meant debasing it and removing it’s power through separating women and all of the archetypes.

Women are not allowed power positions in most religions and it isn’t because of their inferiority ~ it is because of their connection to source and knowingness.

There is a deep distortion and smoke and mirrors routine that has been in place for centuries and although we may believe that we are free of seeing the feminine as lesser or only through certain lenses, the lower consciousness still holds that vibration.

I am starting this simply for awareness without any judgement ~ it is what it is and we are what we are.

Again, we may think we have an outlook on life ~ only to notice how our programming becomes evident in certain situations 🙂

If you have ever experienced a hurt event emotionally or physically from a women ~ no matter what their intent ~ this is part of the sediment of your soul stream evolution that seeks release.

Notice in what areas of your life you interact with women for example.

  • Do you allow them as teachers?
  • Do you see them as nurturing vessels?
  • Do you fear them?
  • Do you allow yourself to receive from others without limitations?
  • Are you open to new ways of relating?
  • Do you allow yourself to be admired/admire women?

Unless we clear this sediment of experience then we block our new experiences from our Goddess selves. Many women are very masculine and many men very feminine at this time. To create planetary balance we create internal balance of our feminine by healing this and allowing new beliefs and ways of being.

We can all mother and nurture ourselves from within and let go of needing the earth or other people to do that for us in an unsustainable way as all we need is within.

We may believe we hold certain views ~ when we look deeper at our actual behaviour we often see something very different actually happening 🙂

Love to you today fellow explorers. Embracing our humanity in true light of it’s reality is what is required to fly high in the spirit world by aligning both aspects of our beingness.

We aren’t saints or sinners we are human beings with spiritual essence.

Heres some EFT for you from me 🙂







Red Moon Awakening




Red Moon Awakening


Where to begin ? It is Aquarius full blue moon energy ~ the second full moon in Aquarius and so potent and with it’s energetic signature of the bigger picture on a galactic activation portal day ~ it is tricky to write a blog 🙂 Lots happening.

Blue Moon and Red Moon 🙂

Red resonant Moon Day

Lots of links to click on to give more information ~ hover your mouse and surf the cookie trail where you feel drawn lovelies.

What is true for you is the key.


I feel very blessed to be living the life I am leading and I am starting with this energetic space of love and sharing. I absolutely love being in Glastonbury which is the energetic heart chakra of the world. I had no knowledge of this space when I set a five year intention to open my heart and do what I love ~ sharing healing soul journey frameworks using holistic energy therapies. Back in 2007 when I consciously started this journey I was in a very different space and knew very little about energy therapies, chakras and didn’t really believe in the soul at all having an aversion to all things religious.

I didn’t read Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch, for a very long time because “god” was in the title. When I was ready to receive that information I allowed myself to go beyond my ego’s view.

When I talk about “ego” , what I mean by this , is the personality aspect of ourselves that comes with our human vehicle package 🙂 The part of ourselves that has learned , been educated and is conditioned and lives by what it knows in this way ~ the part that is limited by life so far and has often been hurt by it. This is the pattern maker, the karma wheel, the risk assessor who believes that anything “unknown” is highly suspect and therefore scary . This is our loyal dog friend who shows us where we can transform our shadow experiences and live our enlightenment process and liberate ourselves by doing so.

Through our greatest fear is our greatest gateway and this cutting edge space is off our mind map ~ the path not yet travelled in this lifetime.

Our soul journey is all about learning ~ we  don’t know what we don’t know ~ this is what we are here for.


The moon represents the feminine, the emotional and the dark side that we haven’t yet shed light on.

Like the craft project we can buy and scratch off the black layer to reveal a beautiful rainbow picture of colours underneath. In the same way we play a virtual game , each part of the picture, the new map and territory is revealed at the perfect time for our planetary process and our personal process within that picture ~ all is awakening in a delicate web of co creativity.

When I came to Glastonbury I heard the siren call ~ I could not explain it. I felt the urge, the pull, I just “knew”. There was no rational explanation for this that I could give. It coincided with many things I was doing at that time around self~development and psychic exploration. I was simply connecting to a new way of being and allowing myself to trust the process ~ to trust in my innate heart wisdom.


To follow the Red Moon path is not easy.  It is the same as the salmon returning home to spawn and having to swim upstream to the river’s source at great energetic cost and often against the flow of the majority vibe.

It means going through the Scorpio gateway of death and rebirth. Often the clients I work with are reluctant to do this and contact me coming from a space of fear because their known world is dissolving and they feel very frightened by it. I often face resistance to what I offer them because at this stage of gateway check points, their ego is still very much alive and kicking and avoiding descent into the underworld of change.

Death in all ways is a friend and the natural cycle of the gateway ~ to create new things and new ways, the ego has to shed it’s skin and energetically let go on all levels to create anew. It isn’t enough to think it or have a goal with action steps ~ to shed the energetic past is essential too.

This is what energy therapies bring ~ new dawns, new horizons and new space for the new age.

My Ascendant is Aquarius , my sun in Leo and my moon in Taurus. This is my holy trinity 🙂 In terms of the biblical stories, religion and ritual we are now at a new time of living those journeys within us and using these metaphors and magical processes for our internal transformation. This is a revelatory time. The more we clear this internal space of our personal journey and the more we resonate with clear tones and become a chalice to hear our higher self speak.

If you are ready to do that and go with the flow then this time at the start of the new Mayan Year is the perfect time for it. Whatever has been happening in your life over the past 26 days since July 26 reveals the whole year for you.

This Year is Yellow Galactic Seed and is all about integration.

The planet has a thirteen year cycle ~ this is the bigger picture.

This current cycle is Red Magnetic Moon which began on July 26 2006.

Think on your life back then if you wish to illuminate your initiation process ~ often this is challenging 🙂


Each of us has a thirteen year cycle. On my birthday last Sunday I entered Year 5 on my thirteen year cycle of Blue Magnetic Hand. Blue Overtone Hand. This is The Hierophant in Tarot.

I am a Blue Hand and so this is very much my time of shaping my world, stepping through gateways of death and transformation and honing my priestess energy of being a clear seer of patterns ~ first and foremost for myself and sharing it with others. I had no knowledge of the Mayan Calendar or end of times prophecy in 2012 ~ end of a  26000 year cycle and beginning of a new direction into the sacred feminine. This was revealed to me in 2010 at the start of my new 13 year cycle when a person appeared to share this with me. I already felt this in my heart and this information was further validation of my journey which was very reassuring for my ego 🙂 Looking back this Mayan connection started consciously in 2000 with my reading of The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield.

This year I am honing my self belief in particular as I recognise the importance of this and how working with our core energy and confidence in knowing ourselves, trusting in our amazingness as a sacred being is the key ~ the secret to surfing through this fast changing world with flexibility, dexterity and a lust for life. This comes from loving oneself  and letting go of fear by transforming it and as we move through the energetic process of transforming our wounds within we go into the fifth dimension as a by product. We let go of surface living and dive deep into heart space and we move from survivor to thriver ~ what doesn’t kill us transforms our ego. There is a lot of talk about this ~ do you struggle to understand it? Do you know what duality and the fifth dimension means experientially ? I aim to share about it in my blogs 🙂 Please let me know how I can bring more illumination .

I didn’t know I would be working with the Wavespell in this way , it was a workshop I attended in Glastonbury that set me on the path and I simply allowed myself to trust it. Often my ego will question everything and I have learned to overrule it. If I get emotional intensity around my inner ego voice, I use emotional freedom technique to connect to this to see what this is bringing up for transformation from my past. Once I have cleared this space, as much as is required at this time ~ I am free to create from inspiration and letting my spirit speak unfettered 🙂

This is how I work with clients, with workshops and what I love to share ~ it s ancient wisdom and a co creative framework that frees us from co dependent ways of relating to ourselves , other people and the universe. This is the core energetic slipstream that is coming in to take us on our heart and mind alignment path. You have all the threads of this personal evolution within you that is only accessible by you in your own energetic slot 🙂

Often this is difficult to put into words ~ I will do my best to share this with you ~ bear in mind that where you are in your own energetic space determines how you receive what I say. If you feel resistance to anything here , this is great information for you 🙂

Blue Overtone Hand for me means my number 5 is working with the planetary number 8 ~ co

creation, using gateway, death and transformation frameworks to integrate for myself and

share with others how I have done that. Mastery through struggle 🙂 Letting go of ego masks

that we have created to feel safe and in truth keep us stuck and unable to be intimate because

we block the universal energy flowing through us ~ this is how it is meant to be and allows us to

play the transformation game 


Shadow transformation ~ energetically 🙂 Aligning mind and heart.


If you read the link for Blue Overtone Hand it reveals all the areas for me to work with this year for myself  and you will also have one that is unique for you. Your thirteen year cycle may be the same as the planetary one.

In moving to Glastonbury I am able to be far more open than was possible in Huddersfield , ( on a day to day basis, as generally speaking there are many people here who are very self aware and consciously working with their enlightenment process ~ it is a place that draws pilgrims internationally and probably cosmically 🙂 ), as the energetic frameworks there generally speaking ~ the collective mind set and behavioural day to day way of living , are not compatible with a lot of the work I do. That said I love the North and the integrity of my people and my roots. This is only ~ as always ~ the ego surface environment. In every village there are wonderful groups of people who are learning and sharing their moon energy selves with psychic development, self – awareness groups and holistic therapies and systems. The substrata is growing and people are embracing their true nature and strengthening their voice in speaking their heart truth. This is often met with a great deal of resistance, disrespect and fear. I am constantly amazed at how, on one level in the UK , our media represents our society as being :civilised: and yet day to day reality is so far removed from loving and respectful ~ civil ~ ways of being. Had an experience of that today and another reminder of the past ~ people who see the world very differently to me and seem to enjoy being nasty ~ that still hits a nerve and so more releasing on that. Jealousy in seeing other people live a life of joy whilst being unable to experience it for oneself often prompts low vibe behaviour and I don’t know why I am still literally sickened when I see it as I have seen so much of it ~ spiteful, childish behaviour in adult bodies 😦 I am often rendered speechless  with my mouth open ~ glad that it doesn’t enter my head to be the same. I am not a paragon of virtue ~ that isn’t one of my vices though 🙂 Sometimes we may feel that we are “gullible” when we fall prey to ways of relating that overlook what other people may perceive as “obvious” ego tripping and manipulation ~ I prefer to see it as seeing beyond that way of relating so it doesn’t occur to us to look for it ~ it is a strength in my eyes and not a weakness and I choose to ride above this low dense vibe.

The key to this challenge is to be true to ourselves. We “know” the way of honesty and integrity. It is something that does not need to be learnt ~ often unlearning is the nature of the journey at midlife. Each part of our life holds key learning and co creates with the universe perfectly. On one level we are always in alignment and synchronised and when we choose to step this up a gear and work consciously, this is when more magic comes in.

To allow magical process requires a belief in magical process 🙂 Something that most of us have been exposed to in childhood and is woven in to our energetic code thankfully.

This is the Delphic Code

Earth cycle and our cycle


The Co creative process.

I am going to explain my process in my blogs to share how this framework works so that maybe you can see how it could work for you.

One of the biggest resistances that the ego brings is doing something new where painful shadow areas are revealed ~ so to do this work means you have to be brave and have courage to face your demons ~ consciously.

To raise consciousness in this way means looking at yourself and this is why I believe that any frameworks that are offered to us where someone else does that for us ~ totally ~ or an ascension, passive process where we can simply do some exercises each day ,without looking at our stuff and avoiding the uncomfortable ~ is simply an avoidance pattern.

The key to our own journey means to go within and work with our inner world.

We can meditate all day every day, if we live in an environment where we are supported and getting all our practical needs met by others ~ however for most of us, that isn’t “real” life. In this transition time on our planet we are in the uncomfortable stage of birthing something new and finding the middle ground of spiritual, sacred living and practical earning a living and physically supporting our body in a well~ being way. This is in a nourishing way through food, what we put into our body and where we put it 🙂 The more we raise our wellbeing vibe and the more our environment needs to change.

To use a literal child birth metaphor:

In the first stage of childbirth the body starts to open up the passageway for delivery and starts a rhythm. It takes over free from any mind control ~ it doesn’t matter what you think at this point , you cannot override this process on one level. If you become afraid and start to try and resist it then you can slow it down and you can go into a pause . The contractions can stop because the body is interpreting these fear signals as maybe a danger to the mother, that the mother isn’t in a safe space to give birth ~ if for example the mother was out in the open countryside and hadn’t reached her planned nesting space. The body can pause long enough to allow a safer space , however it is on a time scale of it’s process. Same with our life cycle and soul journey in each lifetime.

The more we can create a sanctuary for ourselves at this time of transition, the more we can position ourselves to process and the more we can go with the flow. The more energy we have to deal with the changes on all levels. We can go to ground and be where we need to be and move with the grace of the Dragonfly.  We had this beautiful visitor this week in our garden and we sat still watching it fly close to us . If you have a lot of fire in your energetic Starcode you will be used to this process. If you have a lot of Scorpio in your Starcode then this is a good framework to create as this is the cycle of now ~ death and rebirth ~ especially true for Ascendent, North Nodes and Moon in Scorpio 🙂


The first part of actual  birthing can feel overwhelming . It is physically exhausting and when a contraction comes you have to ground and earth yourself ~ you have no choice 🙂 Anyone who has been in labour and wandering around when one comes ~ remember this? It is so powerful. You cannot move and are rooted to the spot. Our body has this somatic wisdom and moves our mind out of the way so it can do what it needs to do. This is true for our soul evolution 🙂

When the birth passage is ready to let the baby through the cervix of the mother is 10 centimetres wide ~ manifestation number ~ notice the sacred geometry inherent in all process and the patterns 🙂

At this point there is a strange transition time. The contractions stop and the mother feels in a very different space. This in time to allow the next stage to come in and not push, if you push at this time you may get complications 🙂 Often the feelings here can be intense ~ euphoric and despair .

In terms of birthing our new way of being this is the time to let all the composite parts of our project, new framework, people, places …..

start to materialise and form a circle.

This birthing energetic pattern creates the same framework regardless of sex of the person involved and regardless of an actual baby to be born 🙂

Do you recognise the symptoms ?

Our planet is in these stages and so are we and depending on how old we are and what planets are coming our way and lighting our code ~ these are typically the stages we keep revisiting as we go through the spirals.

We have a couple of days left before we enter the lunar moon on August 23 and this will bring us our challenge and growth area for this year.


Like the swallow getting ready to migrate lots of aspects need to be in place to provide the perfectly aligned time slot for them to flock and make the passage safely.


During this time the labouring mother is advised to puff and blow and simply be in that space resisting the urge to push.

When the urge to push comes it is so powerful that in labour it often evokes a bellow 🙂 This is where all energy is ideally channelled to push the baby through a very small space 🙂

We revisit this pattern every month with the moon cycle.


For a bigger picture of the cycle of the moon there is a generic pattern that takes us through the energy of the astrological zodiac ~ as well as the individual true moon phases that change each month:

At the beginning of each moon cycle we have the new moon energy which is still dark moon ~ no face of the moon is visible.  In this phase we are in the psychic connection ~ especially women. The unseen.

This is Balsamic Moon.

This is the transition stage and a merging of Pisces and Aries ~ the darkest before dawn. The dark night of the soul and where the richest rewards are to be found.

Go within.

In the first seven days of New Moon we go through the same stage of early morning ~ the Yang phase. This is the masculine energy, Aries , new beginnings and fire. The initiation. So it is in the first years of our youth as young adults. This moves into Taurus ~ Isis energy, on an ego level, material, the manifesting miracle goddess. Then we go into Gemini ~ the ego and higher self twins and the mind .

In the first quarter moon we have the first three signs of the Zodiac.

The second quarter is a good time for moving that youthful energy into deeper refinement. Cancer ~ home, Mother and the collective mind set of the planet.  Leo time ~ now 🙂 Strength, courage and heart opening through working with the ego and seeing our harvest ~ what have our seeds yielded for us ? Next we have Virgo ~ grounded, earthy sacred feminine that is free from man ( ego 🙂 ) pure love and Venus.

As we reach full moon time  which is when this is written~ around the 14th day of the moon cycle, we have the emotion building and potency rising and depending on which moon energy we are working with a unique time of powerful intention. What is seeking to be released so we can be reborn? What has been waxing within that we can let go with the waning moon…….



In the third part we begin the waning and have Libra ~ for balance ~ our masculine and feminine within. This can be viewed from witnessing the collaboration of the first two quarters of the moon.Then comes Scorpio the gateway through death and rebirth. This takes us through the Scorpio ~ Taurus Gateway that is known in the Pagan wheel as Samhain on 31 October ~ taking us into the underworld and 01 May ~ Beltane on 01 May. Lots of mythical stories about this.


When we move into the third phase we have entered the yin ~ receiving. What we have sown comes back in 🙂

The third moon quarter holds the bigger picture energy of  Sagittarius ~ the way showing, truth telling energy and the journeyer. Also the wounded healer Chiron archetype . 

This third stage of the moon quarter general bigger picture view is a very powerful time of Autumn, the fall, the letting go of all old ways seeking to die and go into the earth ~ compost for the spring bulbs to emerge.

In the fourth quarter we have winter and Capricorn ~ grounded father energy of the mountain to be climbed. This is the energy of the disciple on the path. Here the energy signature can be clear as to what work can be done, it can also avoid the emotional aspect of the path by avoiding feelings. Energetically this brings a bare bones landscape that can lack love at the expense of material needs being met in our patriarchal current climate in the West. The Aquarius cup of the gods comes next ushering in the new age and individuality followed by Pisces ~ dreams and christ consciousness energy through feelings and openness. This can be a time of clear sight free from outside distractions. What inner travelling we do here brings rich rewards for the next cycle of fecundity. Here are the roots of our tree of life and essential to balance and healthy upper growth .

Within this bigger picture cycle is the true moon phase ~ you can check out what the moon energy is by using  a lunarium and by starting to tune in each couple of days to how you feel ~ maybe creating a moon diary to see how the moon cycles affect you. Each person has their own unique moon and planet signature and so has a different individual experience.

What has blown me away in Glastonbury is how I feel here and how my intuition is increasing day by day. In discovering more about patterns I am constantly amazed by the synchronicities. In the tiny village where I live , we have met few people so far. My landlord has the same birthday as me ~ just found out this weekend. My partner has two other people in the village with the same birthday as him 🙂

In creating Mayan Sign and Starcode information for people , my experiential energetic journey has expanded. I have done many for people who share virtually the same planetary signatures as me and literally experienced Namaste and In lakech ~ I have seen myself reflected in others. I have seen how their personal life experience and their choices have created very unique personalities and so I have learned so much simply by doing the process 🙂

When I work with other people in this way I am truly honoured to be in relationship with them and so for me, this goes far beyond any “business” 🙂

This is my life’s work and sharing my journey with others through my blogs is another key aspect.

Yesterday I went to my moon gardening club.


I am sworn to secrecy on many aspects 🙂 If you wish to know more and want to come then please message me and I will put you in touch with the host 🙂

As we are creating a circle then most of that personal information stays in the circle to create a framework of trust and support.

If you are too far from Glastonbury to come , may I suggest you find one locally and if there isn’t one create one 🙂 This is so much more than simply gardening. It is creating a circle that aligns with the sacred feminine and a sharing of wisdom within it and……

it is so much fun 🙂 I feel like a little girl again with my friends .

I have been intending to create tea ceremony workshops since being inspired by The Hill That Breathes website and their tea ceremony. Drinking tea as a way of ingesting a vibration of a plant in a group with an intention. We had this yesterday and it was amazing. It has opened up a whole new world for me and this is my dream becoming reality ~ living the life I love and bringing my learning into experiential being.

Been talking a lot about this in the past few days with different people. The shamanic principles of using psychedelic plants to go through gateways of consciousness that people like Carlos Casteneda, Terence McKenna and lots of 60’s and 70’s rock bands spoke of and explored ~ bringing Eastern insights into Western consciousness. You can do this in lots of gentle ways too that are similar to taking homeopathy and flower essences ~ although these ways can bring unexpected intense emotions and pain to the surface as can any process.

There are some great books out there on this ~ sharing the amazing energetic wisdom of plants and trees especially for healing.

A new one for me is “52 flowers that shook my world : a radical return to earth” by Charlotte Du Cann ~ haven’t read it yet but feeling that it will be a revelation .

This was told to me by my  moon gardening host at my party over the weekend . This looks truly magical 🙂 I tried to search for it on Amazon but 50 had stuck in my head and plants rather than flowers and so could not find it at all. She shared some extracts yesterday and I wrote down the full title ~ found it 🙂 This is what I love about co creating ~ we don’t know what we don’t know and as much as we search for it if it isn’t energetically connected we may not access it until it is synchronised.

This book may not be in tune for me in some way now so I am open to this ~ often one of the idiosyncrasies of Aquarius energy that can be tricky to navigate. Being a bigger picture, often future based energy, can lead to a pattern of being too far ahead and collecting/holding on to things before their time and struggling to chunk into smaller bite size manageable pieces to work with in the here and now 🙂 Often I have purchased books and read them , based on recommendation and they haven’t resonated with me at all ~ learning to go with the flow of this more and more.

Anything I speak of in my blog ~ anything that indeed issues from my mouth ~ is my inner energetic journey and so may be unsuitable for yours 🙂 We will ~ if you are reading this ~ have shared space 🙂

Another way of “knowing” a next door opening on the cookie trail , is to be aware of seeing something in your circle three times ~ popping up again and again into the sidelines of your stage show and therefore your peripheral vision. This is something to pay attention to.

As a body worker I trained in aromatherapy and love to use essential oils ~ this is now broadening into using more straight from the garden. Artemesia has been wafting it’s way into my world. I love the colour and tried to grow it in my garden in Yorkshire but my terrain was too wet and heavy. I went to my favourite shop in Glastonbury ~ Star Child to explore certain oils yesterday and my nose led me to Davana . They are also highlighting tree oils and Hazel is the tree of the month ~ a present I received this weekend from my gardening friend of the same name ~ magical. The oil smells wonderful too.

Another benefit of the gardening club ~ swapping seeds and plants 🙂 Sharing of sacred seed.

One of my bibles for my aromatherapy is Aromatherapy for healing the Spirit by Gabriel Mojay

I am currently hopping in and out of what is termed “fiction” ~ I don’t believe in such a thing 🙂

It is all coming from the collective pool of cookie trail wisdom 🙂

I am currently reading “The Key” by Simon Toyne and this is leading me to new ~ ancient ~ spaces. He speaks of a fictional space in Turkey called The Ruin. I posted on Facebook yesterday about Tau Ceti  and this came as a result of reading this “fiction”. The Tau symbol is also Ik in The Mayan Wavespell ~ the second step on the 260 day calendar that is our challenge to bring in in this new cycle.

Just watched Cloud Atlas ~ amazing ~ and long ~ typical Aquarius film 🙂 Illustrates patterns and reincarnation brilliantly and the Gladiator line ~ what we do in life echoes in eternity…..don’t understand the nose perspective though 🙂 Another one ~ Trance by Danny Boyle ~ some disturbing mind mess to push buttons in true Danny Boyle style. Still not sure if I have figured it out ~ or if I want to 🙂

In this Blue Night Wavespell of dreams and my solar return I am really getting it ~ getting that to live my dream I have to be courageous and create my heart’s intention and face my challenges, ridicule and most of all the “little” me that is scared to death of my true magnificent being ness. The “little” me that gets scared of having a party, who will come, who will get on , will the weather be fine…..bla bla bla


and forgets that I am here to simply create a space for people to connect and that it is their choice and responsibility of how to do that 🙂


We came together as a team and made food.

We came together as a team and created a place to hold the space ~ some of that creativity is staying for the next phase 🙂 Loving my pergolas 🙂

We came together as a team and gave heart to our sacred space and allowed ourselves to negotiate that authentically.

The result?

A wonderful eclectic group of souls who shared their energy, messages and gifts given truly from the heart. 

My weekend was truly divine being around, giving and receiving in a balanced way ~ a party that I have been at in various guises throughout my lifetime and noticing how this time was different. What I enjoyed, how relaxed/stressed I was and who was there for me to co create with.

Not so long a go I was living a different reality ~ it was a different picture and there wasn’t a great deal of presence for me. Presents ~ yes 🙂 Diverting state through mood altering mechanisms and lots of ego ploys ~ taking the edge off.

This time I was fully present, feeling alive, in my body and around people I felt very joyful and comfortable with ~ it was an easy place to be. On the day of my birthday I was simply at home with my family who could be there and my beloved cats. It was sunny, the flowers were out. I felt excited at the prospect of what will unfold with the people I am connecting to.

I have heaven on earth  here and now 🙂


That won’t always be true ~ and…..

that is souly my responsibility 🙂 It is becoming more constant that heavenly space and when I fall off my happy horse ~ I get back on quicker.

All I need do is allow it. Instead of what the “little” me thinks is what I “should” be doing ~ let me allow what my goddess self brings and align with the sublime instead of mundane 🙂 The mystery is just that 🙂

I drew a card on my party and this was Oc ~ aligning with companions of destiny.

Love to you and your full moon in Aquarius revealing your bigger picture pattern.

Watch this space for new workshops and ways of connecting.

I will be in Manchester and Huddersfield for the Red Moon Wavespell and also starting some new groups in Glastonbury on how to use EFT in a practical way to get clear this year.

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Todays card ~ Cib


It is my pleasure to serve you 🙂 







Blue Night Wavespell


Blue Night Wavespell

How has your journey into the new Mayan year of Yellow Seed been?

I have been busy outside with the garden and preparing for my solar return this week. The weather has been good again and the vegetables are growing well. This also means lots of work to do and being physical ~ essential for moving the energy and well being. I love the way the weather has shaped our summer time experience in such a feel good way this year. Hope it continues for my party .

I have had lots of insights and new learning recently and one of the key things that is different about this Mayan New Year , compared to the traditional New Year on 01 January, is to be still and see what is happening around you and in you ~ see the signs 🙂

As always this blog is offered to you from the heart as “a” way rather than “the” way and there are links to other sites if you click ~ lots of info to explore.

One of the key areas of the Mayan Wavespell that isn’t given as much internet space, is the  detail of 13 moon calendar. These moons take place at the same time every year whereas the wavespells change as to their dates, as they spiral.

The moon signatures are a wonderful way of working with conscious awareness and to follow the numerical signature which also appears in other frameworks such as the tarot.

The intention that can always be present ~ and is my personal choice ~ is to open the heart and follow the love path.

I don’t read a lot about these subjects en masse. I have always been a three book at a time gal and now I know why 🙂 I have aligned myself with the experiential , synchronistic pattern of working ~ read what you are being guided to at that time through your intuition and hone your knowingness. When it is done, it has done ~ at that time ~ until it comes around again ~ as it will repeatedly .

Open up your third eye and clear your channel ~ be still, go to ground and receive.

If you want to truly go with the flow and get your ego out of the way ~ this is the way 🙂

Remember to refill your cup anew ~ empty your chalice of conditioned learning.

The sacred feminine pattern is a different flavour and like the toddler who clings on to one toy but wants the new one as well, yet cannot hold both ~ let go 🙂

Embrace the new way.

Trust that you know and it is time.

If you try and cram too much in once you are on this path you will feel top heavy ~ become spacey and ungrounded and feel unwell. This is showing you an out of balance pattern and is happening to many people at the moment. The direction we are heading as a human race is changing direction is all and the more you allow that to happen, see the signs and hear that siren call and the more you will unfold into true ness.

It needs to be happening on all levels ~ what goes into your body, where you take your body and who you are around.

If people are leaving your life in droves do not be afraid of this ~ it is part of the process ~ the dissolution. All people come in for the spin when it is their perfect time and are perfectly capable of doing that. Just like a flower opening it’s petals ~ it doesn’t “need” assistance. When all conditions are met for flowering ~ it happens naturally and so it is with us as we are also here to flower and send out our sacred seed to the sun and the wind to ripen and grow ~ and it may not be in way we thought 🙂

Only the ego labels it as “negative”

The dark night of the soul is the purification process of shedding outmoded ways of being , the caterpillar liquefies to transform to the butterfly.

It is butterfly season ~ between  Lammas, the harvest and Leo time of strength, courage and heart and Autumn Equinox and Virgo  ~ sacred feminine , earthy, cycles of gut intuition. This website reveals great wisdom of yin and yang cycles and this chart shows the cycle that can bring great awareness to everything at certain times of the day, the month, the year using the same four quarters pattern ~ also the moon cycle.


We are swinging in towards the dark half of the year and able to see what we have manifested as to our personal bounty love yield.


In the Tzolkin of 260 days there is an energetic signature , that if we follow it, tunes us in and aligns our mind and heart to the universal rhythmn.

It is perfectly taking us into the sacred feminine.

The first energetic signature that starts the wave is Red Magnetic Dragon ~ Imix. This is the energy of the East and of Neptune ~ awakening. This is the bigger picture intention ~ the initiator. To be open to the pachamama mother bringing us our evolution. All the patriachal tales of knights killing the dragon ~ the slaying of the sacred feminine. Now the tides are turning at the perfect time.

This energy was present on August 12 ~ in the form of a number 12 ~ the 12th day of the White Dog Wave spell. Red Crystal Dragon.

On this day, if you were working consciously , you could see what new structures were being formed for you with crystal clear awareness free from any conditions that you had learned over the years through life on planet earth 🙂 This is how you can co create with this calendar which reveals the divinity code.

At the start of the 260 day signature this energy ushers in the next step on our enlightenment ~ that our mind is not aware of ~ we don’t know what we don’t know 🙂

Not a comfortable place for the ego mind who likes to feel it is in charge of life as it knows it.

We often speak collectively of the void, the unconscious, the primordial and many addictions languish in the realms of avoiding or taking us to this space.

In reality there is no such thing on planet earth in nature as a void. Everything is full of something 🙂 If a vacuum is created it is manmade and an artifice.

  • Sometimes our ego may feel empty and our stomach gurgles for food that we don’t need and has no nutritional value ~ yet has been educated over time to be emotionally nourished by.
  • Life may seem too difficult and jagged so to soften the edges we take alcohol and drown our sorrows and our dream factory ~ the liver. This is also the place of anger processing.
  • As the planets pass and the moon phase changes our heart may sing along with the cosmos and yearn for times past . How did you feel in Cancer Sun and Moon ?

If you keep a diary you will start to see an energetic and emotional pattern and become aware of your high and low tides. This time of outer and inner energetics will become more evident and stronger feeling . The more we go with it , the easier the streaming 🙂

Men have often been excluded from this moon time as it has been believed, in the literal, duality framework of men being the masculine and women being the feminine archetypes and energy. In the holistic, inclusive, co creative pattern of wholeness within each of us , this is changing.

There is no good and bad, no empty and full ~ only the mind seeks to label. There is simply difference and when we become more familiar with the unfamiliar this changes and enlightenment happens.

By being the change ~ by behaving in the way we want to experience our world, we create a difference.

The second energetic signature in the 260 day calendar is White Lunar Wind ~ Ik ~ and it breathes from the North and Uranus ~ the power planet of light

The second day of each wavespell is the challenge ~ what we do not yet know and often a shadow aspect seeking transformation.

White wind represents our spirit speaking to us to bring this consciousness.

This is the essence of the 260 days ~ to allow this clear speaking guidance to be heard, witnessed and shown through our day to day life. If we are still overrun with ego past drama and fears because we haven’t cleared this then we will distort these messages which often come through other challenging people or events.

Anything that challenges us also strengthens us ~ if we allow ourselves to go through the process with courage. We may be afraid ~ simply because many times in the past this has been painful in some way ~ now we can transform that experience.

All experiences are pain free and without good/bad /right/wrong labels in one sense. If we have an emotional charge or belief about something in this way then there is always a personal experience that can be transformed. This is where I use emotional freedom technique to go back to my past or the past of the person I am working with and let it go and re pattern the belief.

This I believe is our personal process every day and why we are here 🙂

The third energetic signature is Blue Electric Night.

The third energy in every wavespell is the blend of one and two coming together ~

the initiating unknown sent from our universal mother self ~ yang going out

the incoming challenge and growth area ~ yin coming in

blending the two to co create and synergise .

Blue Night is the third eye, the dreamer realising that they are the dreamer and the dreams. We are the creators of our reality and the more we hone this skill,  the more we allow this to strengthen and the more we go within the less we are affected without. We start to recognise our path more readily and lose the jitters when we seem to veer off the straight and narrow 🙂

To be a clear seer requires softening the focus and blending the left and right eyes ~ masculine, feminine, past and present, giving and receiving.

When we try and force seeing and working out ~ headaches arise particularly aural migraines. If you are constantly looking at harsh lighting or strong lighting this affects the eyes so be gentle with yourself and relax 🙂 Here is another metaphysical view.

When it is the right time it will happen, if it ain’t happening it isn’t the right time 🙂  Tune in as to what new learning is coming through.

When we are in an excited, creative and relaxed space ~ relax , don’t do it, when you want to succumb to it 🙂

Lots of new language and ways of being coming through ~ here is a great glossary

A Late Quartet is a great film illustrating this ~ we are in a process of letting go in the second part of our life as ultimately we have to let go of everything earthly when we leave the planet and if we can accept this then we have less suffering. The biggest ego fear is fear of death ~ it is the nature of all things though ~ death and rebirth.

This is the flavour of this year ~ number eight to integrate and realise that each moment is a bonus 🙂

In this wave spell the challenge tomorrow is Yellow Lunar Seed.

Blue energy is all about death and transformation. Blue night ~ Akbal ~  is Saturn and the heart. It is the form and the mystery ~ here lies the paradox.

In terms of Saturn ~ this is the lord of karma, we have come here with an energetic signature of our natal astrological chart ~ the time we stepped into our earthly self bringing our star awareness ~ our spirit.

We have been educated to look outside for answers as that is our patriarchal structure in the West, however that focus can prevent us seeing our true nature and answers.

The dream world of nightmares and fears reveals where we have a heart issue from our past. This may be in this life or a past life as energy continues in spirals and patterns ~ as it is with the universal code of creation so it is with the soul journey. We all have the same overall pattern with unique codes. This is how we weave together.

Once you start to understand your own pattern then you see the cosmos pattern in a different way 🙂

Most people do not want to look at their past because it is painful and their ego is a harsh critic.  This is the path we must walk though as all the answers are here.

It is what has been termed the valley of death ~ looking at all that seeks to die in us 🙂

The  third eye chakra is linked to the sacral chakra.  As above so below.

When we are relating in ways that are out of alignment with our sacred self ~

respectful and loving are in alignment, then we often have issues in our third eye area such as headaches, migraines and dizziness.

If we are still trying to relate in ways we learned as a child and teenager when we are at midlife then our higher self will nudge us through this area.

One of the key changes with aligning the heart and head is to let go of leading with the mind. We cannot enter a heavenly state with our head and thinking alone.

To feel :good: from a true state of being, without using artificial state changing in our environment, we do not have an imbalance of feeling  :bad:

We have let go of times of feeling :bad: and repatterned our beliefs around how we relate to the world

We live in a way that is true for us and we are in a world of our own making where we are free of dishonest relationships

We are empowered within and love and accept ourselves and therefore love and accept others

Our inner slides are free of past life debris

This takes time and effort of course 🙂

It is worth it.

We are worth it.

It is the perfect time on our planet to engage in this activity.

Stop, look, listen

All around is a world of amazing potential, beauty and joy…….

To truly see it and feel it we change our reality, we allow ourselves to dream and we take action at the perfect time to go into our unknown more and more.

By allowing our child within to be seen, heard and loved.

If you would like some assistance with getting clarity on what is coming up for you at this Magnetic Moon time please contact me.

You may wish to know , for example, what year in your thirteen year cycle you are in so you can work with more awareness.

You may be experiencing challenges and feeling the energy of the full moon .

Maybe you are looking for a regular connection each month to raise your consciousness and clear any resistance coming your way.

This time is the foundation point for the whole year  ~

remember that this is all about you and your process ~

not what “project” you are doing ~

it is realising that you are the project

and all that matters is that you feel good ~

when we really work with this realisation miracles happen and the “project” blossoms naturally without resistance because it is heart aligned ~ because we are heart aligned 🙂

The Magnetic Moon changes on August 23rd to Lunar Moon so this time will reveal what is seeking light within us. Here is a link to my 13 moon calendar.

This is also Yellow Planetary Human Day and a galactic portal 🙂 It is a great time to use EFT to clear those past emotional issues that attract their archetypes into our circle for our emotional evolution.

Time to call our spirit in and empower ourselves ~ when we remember we have created everything in our world today we can see the recipes and rerwite our cookery book where we choose 🙂

The first three moons in the year are very powerful for connecting and tuning in to our spiritual selves.

Love to you today cosmic dreamers.

Art work today from Third Eye Fine Art America