Blue Night Wavespell June 21 2016 ~ new learning


Day 1 was yesterday at the time of the Summer Solstice 

Here is the post I created about this 

Summer Solstice Patterns 

What you were doing at this time is key for your creativity 

Your conscious dreamer process 

What you are doing now will be in completion stages ~

manifest in Late Sagittarius Sun and early Capricorn time 

So the C word festival

that I am not going to mention in full form 🙂

as it has become so corrupted and out of balance 

Winter Solstice time when the light is at it’s shortest in the Northern Hemisphere 


The Darkest time before dawn 

Where we are on planet earth 

Day 2 of Blue Night ~ Tuesday 21 June 2016 in this spiral 


Yellow Lunar Seed


Day 2 of the conscious dreamer process

The Solstice Days change
The codes in the Mayan change too ~ in an exciting way
The Mayan Matrix revealing the framework of personal and universal creation codes 😉

I am in my 5th year of experientially learning these codes

This does not mean sitting down and reading volumes of history about the Mayan calendar
It does not mean cramming info into my intellect and head
It means tuning in to intuition to allow ourselves to learn what we feel to as and when because it is aligned 😉
We are returning to balance with the sacred feminine within
This is what the 260 day Mayan Wavespell process is all about
Aligning us with these new codes coming in

That are transforming each one of us
Learning about personal code is key
This leads the way to personal transformation
There is no opposite to love
If , as an individual, we feel resistance to anything
There is a past story there waiting our conscious awareness
Seeking understanding, being felt, being released
This is the heart attractor
What is coming to conscious awareness now
Is that process
Is the ability to download and stream consciously every day
What is seeking expansion
What is seeking release
I had no conscious awareness of this calendar…

until I began my current 13 year cycle
It was the time for the part of me to become active 😉
I did not choose the Mayan calendar
It chose me 😉

This is a new way of living for many people
Many may find this “madness”
Many may not understand any of it
Many may choose to react from fear ~ their place of being
I am very aware of this way of relating and it has been difficult
Over many years
It has also reflected my fear

My offering :
All our fear holds the potentiality
What our ego wants to hold on to is simply what is familiar
That feels safe
Even though the familiar is what often creates contempt and corruption
Everything living goes through a process
We are plants on this earth in one sense
We are affected in the same way as plants
By all the universal cycles
By everything else in the cosmos
This creates fear for the ego
It knows it cannot control everything
and so pretends that it has some control
By creating masks
Coping mechanisms
Avoidance techniques
If you haven’t consciously committed yet to knowing yourself
Bringing these patterns to awareness
Healing old life events
Then you will be running codes and coping behaviours
That were instigated as a child
Although an adult in body
The game of life that is being played
Is still with the codes of all that came before
Including past lives

That is how the game works 😉

We create an interface from the day we are born
It includes all past life
All ancestral life
It is what we are here for
There is no hierarchy
There is no “better” than
There are no winners or losers ~ ego constructs of imbalance

All players are essential to the matrix game

The individual gets to choose how consciously they play the game
By doing the work required to be conscious
Move from being a pawn ~ victim and reactive mode
To being a Queen ~ radical responsibility and proactive mode
To begin participating in the game is difficult at first
It turns everything on it’s head for the ego
Everything the ego has woven to shield and “protect” itself from harm
Has to go
Learning how to take small steps is key
Everything the ego wants to do based on past success stories ~
probably past it’s sell by 😉
Everything the ego wants to avoid and creates a hissy fit about
That’s where the gold is
Anything we are resisting looking at
Is seeking an audience
and will get one
one way or another
by creating drama

Today we are in Yellow Lunar Seed

If you are a Blue Night these 13 days are your essence process revealed
This is your learning day
This is a galactic portal day
A human evolution day
New learning about our protection masks that are hiding our star seeded potentiality
The planet relationship today is:
Blue Night ~ Saturn ~ our patterns and where Saturn is in our chart
Saturn is in Sagittarius on planet Earth cycle
Blue Night is the third Mayan Sign ~ the co creation sign ~ in the natural zodiac that is Gemini
It is the 3rd house ~ what is in your 3rd house ?
Yellow Seed is the fourth Mayan Sign ~ the structure sign ~ in the natural zodiac that is Cancer
If you are a Yellow Seed then this is your 13 day learning process about the mask and the universe will bring this for you
Our home where we grow up as a child and all our initial codes of co creation with the environment and ancestral dna ~ our birth family
That is Cancer
How we are mothered and nurtured
Yellow Seed’s planet is Jupiter
Where is Jupiter in your chart?
On the planetary cycle ~ Jupiter is in Virgo right now
Learning how to master health and become very aware of the details
The Sacred Feminine coming into balance
In the natural zodiac Virgo is in the Sixth house
As each of us comes into balance and lets go of being an out of balance consumer ~ ego led
The world can come into balance as a natural side effect
All of this evolution is taking place with the universal consciousness
It is already scripted
It is rolling out
No need to worry
An amazing consciousness is taking care of business everyday running the universe without human being intervention
Our body is taking care of business without human being intervention in many aspects
If we are not running at optimum
Then we can look at what is creating that
and start to learn
make changes
That is what this time is all about
Taking responsibility for our own creations in life
Our choices
How we live and be in this world
If we choose to try and avoid that responsibility
Events occur to reveal that and bring our focus to that
Grab our attention
None of this is easy in one sense
We have been conditioned to believe we have no power and are co dependant
This is now changing
It will take time to bring balance to our planet
It is happening though
Every day
Step by step

I am writing this at Cancer Meridian time in the UK
The Moon is still in full moon energy :
Capricorn at 11 degrees:
A young boy joyously kisses a fat old lady.
Polarities go against each other in order to find each other again. When they are still busy going against each other, they pull you apart. And this experience is so definitive, so intensive, and so traumatic that you learn to bring the polarities back together any way you can. The journey to make this possible is an extensive one, because along the way you must mediate between discrimination and release. You are walking a collective karmic edge between the old and the new, in which both of them must be honored in just the right ways. Yet the work it takes to bring polarities together in fresh ways is monumental. And that work is utterly redemptive, of infinite meaning and scope, in opening doors and letting totality in by conviction, by affinity, and by surrender to the great inevitable.

We cannot access all our gifts and conscious tools until we are ready to take responsibility for their use and we can hold that power inside us
Are ready to be led by our spiritual self and do the work we came here to do
This does not require martyrdom or self sacrifice 😉
It requires working with the self construct
Transforming it
Working with our shadow

We have now entered the Yin part of the year
It is time to receive what has been actioned in the New Moon and Full Moon part of the bigger picture whole cycle
Midsummer is here
Seeing our love vibes manifest in the world
Seeing our Capricorn Creations in the Cancer Culminations

Happiness is always available to us
It is our ego that creates suffering
Some life events may feel to create sadness
Some life events may feel to create anger
Being in balance with all of our emotions is key
They are our sat nav and essential to creating healthy life choices
Our conditioned culture often requires that these are suppressed to survive
and that is where we start the cycle of sickness
Time to get off that wheel now
All is being revealed in truth
Love to you and your conscious process

If this is your birthday process this year then this is your key theme for the next 13 years
Blue 13 day/year processes are about transformation




Red Moon Wavespell ~ awakening the heart wisdom


Red Moon Wavespell

Awakening the heart wisdom

This is my moon spell 

I am born on August 18 

In the Mayan this is the first moon

Magnetic Moon

There are 13 Moon periods of 28 days

This Mayan Matrix is very complex and expansive


truly magickal

It is an experiential synchroniser 

that weaves with our conscious awareness to 

create alignment with the universal code of creation

and in so doing

become in balance

with the sacred feminine 

flowing in 


All the beautiful art work in my blog today is by Emily Ballet unless otherwise stated

Here is a link to her shop

I haven’t blogged for a long time as I am going through an intense period of transition

I have ended a four year cycle 

I am literally moving and will say more as I know for sure

The Astrology and Mayan Matrix is really helping me understand this 

It does feel intense

I know a lot of people are feeling this too because of the work I do 

working with the shadow and emotional issues

soul journey

seeing the self 


Hugs to you 

My offering:

Go with this intensity

Feel your feelings

Be gentle with yourself

Be authentic

Be true to yourself 

Your real self

If you can reach that part of you that has been 




into something you are not

to fit a role

instead of being your soul

It is the Scorpio Gateway time

Tis the season

to be your true 


go deep into the maelstrom

there is a reason for this

the balsamic birthing time 

is here

on planet earth

The new ways

new codes

of freedom 


authenticity and truth

are created by human beings 





I am intending to blog a little each day of this 13 day process if I can 

We are currently on the 10th year of a 13 year cycle using the Mayan Matrix

The 13 year cycle is in Red Moon

It began on July 26 2006

Red Moon is the 9th sign of 20 signs

The 9th sign is the gateway to other realms 


When the individual on the soul journey

Is ready to let their personality be transformed

so that it surrenders to the soul


the butterfly process begins in earnest


Emotionally this is tough for the ego self

I am speaking from my own personal experiential journey

This is my perspective on this

and offered as such

a way 

as I have lived and walked my path 

My understanding today at the age of 50

experiencing Chiron in Pisces transit 

is that I am the same in many respects 

as every living thing on this planet

I am of the earth

The planets in the solar system have an effect on me

I have seasons


mini deaths


and the more I align with this

and let go of my ego trying to reinvent the wheel 

the easier my life becomes

the more magical

the less resistance I have

the more I am open to the magic of life

the adventure


deep loving relationships


yes that often means I hurt deeply

I ache deeply 

I open more and more

and when I work consciously with this 

the hurt comes quicker

and goes quicker 

as I release all of my past wounding emotions

I release my tropical storm potentiality 

My Eris rage

My Lilith contrariness 

My short circuiting poltergeist aspects

As I make peace with my life and my inner world

My emotions return to balance 

to a wise sat nav of path travelling 

I am the calm eye in the centre of the storms raging outside of me 

more and more

As I retrieve all the fragments of my core

Calling my power back in

Bringing myself to balance within

My masculine and feminine in harmony within 


Where to start ?

It is time for the reality check on planet earth 

for people to start to awaken to truth

Red Moon is one of four planetary energies

Any Red Mayan Sign is an awakening in the East

The Mayan Matrix of 260 day code

has five Castles

Each Castle has a colour:

It begins with Red ~ awakening

White ~ refining

Blue ~ transforming

Yellow ~ flowering

Green ~ the heart 

This 260 day Matrix began on April 04 2015

Today we enter the Green Castle of the heart

Each Castle has 4 x 13 day codes 

We are all working with this Game of Life

When the individual starts to learn how the Game works


That is a whole different level of being and walking the path

Knowing one’s own code is essential

becoming a master of this knowledge

Creates Wisdom 


experiential learning


emotional process

Heart and Mind in synergy 

This is what the 9th Gateway is all about 

Green Castle 

Red Moon is the 17th Wavespell


The 17th 13 day process of human evolution

Number 8 😉

It is the initiating process of the heart flowing beautifully with joy of self

joy of life

To be joy is the key 

Only the mind prohibits being joy

with it’s conditions and perceptions

which come from childhood and our caretakers

This is absolutely free of any blame

This is simply seeing our patterns

Seeing our self imposed limitations


going beyond them

by transforming them


at the same time 

really feeling those feelings of our experience

not suppressing them 

under some 

mis understanding 

that this is a sign of strength

when it is denial of the true state of being 

In order to do that though

the individual has to have rare qualities

The courage to look at oneself 

and work with all the things that feel uncomfortable 

because that is where the enlightenment is 

In the deep dark recesses of our own selves

Our personal history

and our ancestral history

The horrors of human beingness 


denial of those deeply dark ways

Very simply that is it 

unlocking all those skeletons 

and this particular cycle is perfectly placed for exactly that


Halloween is on Saturday 


It is a portal day

A human evolution day

It is also a portal day tomorrow 

On Halloween it is a 13 day clear sign 

A very magical day indeed and I will write about that then

This is the alchemy sign in this 13 day process

Blue Electric Monkey 

and this is the heart of the matter

Transforming any inner child wounding

to be free

and feel good 

as an adult



The 9 of Wands Thoth

is the key to this balance 


This is also linked to the number 9 again

The 9th Sign is Sagittarius



Currently Astrologically we are in the 8th Gateway 


The most intense Gateway of death and rebirth

The triple Goddess

The Phoenix Structure


We have just left

Saturn in Scorpio transit

We are now back in Saturn in Sagittarius

for approximately two years

and this allows us to heal what has been stirred and risen

in our collective cauldron




So what we do this month is key to our healing potential next month

What we integrate now

Allows access to outer planets


Expansion potentiality


that means going deep within


digging into our darkest mines

to find the jewels

hidden treasure 

beneath Smaug’s belly 


the next 260 day cycle

is on

December 20th

and in

Sagittarius Fire

In Sagittarius Decan 3

Which is a very strong initiating energy indeed

here is a great article by Darkstar Astrology


So the deeply repressed parts


the human being

are emerging 


after years …

literally thousands of years

of suppression

and manipulation



some of which have been magically crafted 




in a very

distorted and abusive way deliberately

to disempower and imbalance


repress the sacred feminine

as part of our human evolution

for conscious awareness of what is created when that happens 


The emotions that match this are immense



also hold the energy 

to be very creative


cracking open the landscape

on all levels

which of course matches the energy of 

Uranus in Aries transition we are in

This also aligns with the waxing moon energy for this 260 day cycle in the UK

I choose the heart meridian time between 11am and 1 pm 

Aries at 22 degrees

Master builder number

New Beginnings  

Puppets coming alive at night.
The inner worlds can be just as animated, as fully fleshed out, as vivid and vibrant as any outer world could ever hope to match. There are vast kingdoms to explore on the inner. It is all a matter of motivation: if you seek for inward substantiation, you will get it to infinity and beyond. Here you get what you ask for. Everything snowballs. It tests you mightily, in that everything inside comes out. A wish like magic becomes embodied. Being so fertile and ingenious is one of the most demanding possible arenas to put yourself in. Most difficult of all is that if you fear or dread, resist or deny, these too have full power to play themselves out all the way. The inner life becomes the place where everything’s happening, and where you must cultivate your highest and your best, or else be treated to the validation and proof of whatever you put in there coming out again amplified, magnified, completely full-on.


When human beings live out of alignment with nature

in denial of authenticity

without love

without caring

hiding feelings

suffering is evident

life loses it’s magic

the senses dull

survival is all

madness ensues

Now is the time to liberate ourselves

from this servitude and slavery

to the ego

the child like 

unrefined humanity

coming from unconscious being 

It is time to be enlightened

as to each individual learning how they tick


know that each one has the power to be 

the gift of creativity

that is the very nature of a human here on planet earth

A miracle

Each one special



and an intrinsic valuable piece of the bigger picture puzzle

The mystery that is now being revealed


The planet of Red Moon



aka Thoth






Here is an article about Mercury in an esoteric sense

More about the Mayan Signs here with Ferrusca


So it is an intense time for all

We are emerging from our sleepwalking


More and more people are ready to let go of old ways

that are no longer serving them

Ready to truly live from the heart

Be free of any addictions and distortions

Ready to thrive rather than simply survive

and it is the perfectly aligned time to do this 🙂 

It is a challenging time

The rewards are immense when the individual makes the commitment

to be free of their own personal limitations


connect to the cosmos 

To be a clear conduit 

direct to source

takes discipline

and determination

To be the salmon swimming upstream

Different to mainstream

It gets easier the more the alchemy happens within


If you feel ready to embark on your journey and would like to co create with me

please get in touch

I offer consciously designed frameworks to assist you on your unique journey

I can only work with small groups of people due to the depth of work 

I have Persephone Path workshops running at the moment with coaching 

This next 260 day cycle is a powerful time to start to work with healing the shadow 

so if you feel to please contact me 

Today’s Moon in the UK as I began this article is Gemini Waning Moon:

9 degrees

Wild flowers growing around the ruins of a temple.
Catching a second wind. Taking a booster rocket from one cycle to another, one lifetime to another, one whole stage in evolution to another. Shot out of a cannon to discover the next great thing, you are wildly attentive to signs and portents, looking for a way to the future. Coming out of immense soul experience. With flying colors, leaping forth into the new. Enthusiastic, naive, and impressionable. Eager for a thousand universes to come true. You feel that ultimate springtime quality of fresh immediacy and windblown alacrity, just sensing all through body and soul the possibilities, the openings, what wants to happen next. A destiny-bearer–universal in spirit, and in the right place at the right time for remarkable synchronicities and huge turnarounds.

Be the adventure

Be the love you seek

Be the joy in the world


By healing all of that experience that ever made you feel you were not loved or valued

You are loved and valued

You are a divine child of the universe

You are God and Goddess 

We are the light of the world 


Blue Crystal Hand ~ the key to clarity


Blue Crystal Hand 

The key code for getting clear and creating complex stability on all levels of your being

Today is Feb 09 2015 

It is Galactic Moon Day 3

What does that mean ?

To use a computer analogy it has a very specific creation code

It has a very specific function

When I am blogging if I want to share a video with you from youtube , I go onto the site , select the video and press the share button. This will then give me options as to how I want to share it using social media choices such as Facebook.

Someone has created computer code to do this 

If I want to share the video in my blog as a picture frame, where you can click on it and play it, in my blog 

the I press the button to

embed it 

Here is my Cosmic Cookie Trail Video

Then lots of code comes up and I copy and paste it

and like magic

a portal appears for exactly that purpose 

If that embed code is not replicated exactly 

then it will not embed 

and no portal connection will be there

So we can see in simple terms this is how this creation end product

is achieved

and so it is with everything



If you grasp this simple concept ~

which is paradoxically amazingly complex at the same time….

then you are well

on your way to

mastering the secret of active infinity living

shamanic practise

alchemical abracadabra

Isn’t that exciting ?

At this moment

the majority of people

are still working with

an untouched

cosmic code

that has been corrupted by the patriarchal age 

and millennia of out of balance 

co dependent 

power tripping


The Infinity symbol is not equal in other words

and the emphasis is on the masculine

on the outer

on the cosmic mess of ego hedonism 

boys toys

Top Gear in action 

A group of blokes who have more money than sense

due to public support

because this series is hugely popular

and little sensitivity to anything outside

of that way of behaving

even to their own team mates 

If you are outside the UK you may not be aware of this programme

It is fabulous to see this process and the backlash 

in action against political correctness

This is a picture of how many people are putting up two fingers to evolution to get their thrills with the material and a metaphor 

for Saturn in Sagittarius 

I am not totally anti this programme or the people in it ~

there are lots of interesting things to watch and discover

I still find it amazing how there is such a huge following and so much energy put into these ego pursuits 

when there is so much that could be done with all those resources in a different way


that is revealing where we are in the collective popularity stakes 

and the focus of energy is still there

and many things that are happening are totally insane 🙂


This is because as I mentioned earlier

the majority of human beings ~ maybe all ~ have what Carlos Castenada’s book 

The active side of infinity 


A Foreign installation

of the mind 

in other words 

a contrivance

an artificial distorted version of cosmic code

which creates 

an off track diversion away from source 

Going off track by millimetres every day 

leads to a long way off heart target over a year

and over 40 years 

extreme 😉

This is why at age 42 we may experience

a mid life crisis to pull us back in

Uranus Opposition

This is where we are on planet earth right now

with these highly charged

Uranus Squares

and the last of which coming up in March 

It is an inter planetary

co created wake up call

of mid life crisis

Here we are

Up a crevice

In a boat 

without a paddle 

Going around in circles looking for signs and directions

to bring us to stillness and peace 

and most missing the point because the focus is still on the outside

The paradox is…


That is the perfect place to be to notice that

and look at our route that brought us to this place because that is where the clues are…

to our personal mystery

and as it has been known for a very long time

for the wise ones

the answer is always seeded in the stars

when we are ready to look  🙂 

Become the Seer



Today we are in the 12th day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

Blue Crystal Hand

The Yellow Warrior 13 day code is all about this

It is Saturn ruled

It reveals our structure

In the first ebook of the Conscious Cosmic Cookie Trailing Guide

This is what we are going to be looking at 

Where is your Saturn placed in your chart

and what does that mean for you ?


We are also going to be looking at where Saturn

is in the universal chart 

and how that can be impacting on you

To use the computer metaphor again 

We have a code

We come into this world with it

It is our Universal Barcode 

Just like a juicy fruit in the supermarket 

we are constantly swiped and scanned 

and activated

Once we really understand this we understand how 

in many ways it does not matter what comes out of our mouth

or what we choose to do 

because our vibe is what is determining our day to day

That can be a scary prospect for the untrained ego

who likes to feel it is in command 

This is why it is essential to feel

feel that fear

That fear is what sets us free


because although some of that emotional response is a survival mechanism

and healthy

part of is is the foreign installation thingy 😉

and unhealthy because when we let it take over

our spirit is limited in gaining access to guide us


because our cup is too full of old code

old emotion

and it is not a match for our evolution at that time

The Universe runs a code

just like a playstation game 

Our code does the dance with the universe code

There is no past 

There is only the present

and the future is being created by what we know as…

the past

This code that is created in the first part

of our Saturnian Structure time on earth

creates our whole life

if we let it stay in raw form

There are slight variations of course of it’s creation expression

as we dance with the universal game plan

as we see in world history

there are marked similarities that keep returning 



and the more time we are here

the more that framework expands

and often that means lots of resistance 

because the human being interface has not changed consciously 

i.e the human being is not bringing their shadow up to conscious level


as a result not evolving 

or learning new things

feeling and releasing old wounding

being aware intellectually

is not complex stability

it is simply having intellectual awareness

which is a totally different thing

same computer code it has always been but with a different script 

a different costume on

a very pervasive and deceptive coping mechanism mask of the ego 

playing a role 


this is not soul co creative transformation

on an alchemical level 

When we change our code through bringing it up and out

we are doing the process

and that takes courage 

it takes feelings to liquefy our form and become a butterfly


Today we are in day 3


Galactic Moon

Galactic Moon is the Mayan name for Moon 8

It is code 8 in the White Wind 13 day process Wavespell

of speaking the truth

and letting spirit flow through us 

See the significance ?

An essential step to be a cup holder

of our God and Goddess self

which is why it is at this time of Aquarius Sun 


This Moon period of 28 days ~ which always comes at this time of year

Aquarius in Astrology 

Seeing our bigger picture 

allows us to integrate 

if we choose

What many people may be feeling now is powerful 

Something big being unearthed and magnified 

It may feel scary

It may feel challenging 

and with it are the seeds of a new garden of Eden

garden first summer 030

Two New Moons in Aquarius

one at 0 degrees at the start

This is the same degree as my Ascendant 

The next one on the 18th of February at 29 degrees

This is Medea in my chart in my first house

which is why I have a feeling of amazing potency at the moment 

I feel like I am in the process of living my dream

and although it has been very challenging to take this journey

with so much heart ache

and deep emotional ego stuff

learning these tools of transformation has unlocked everything

It is so worth doing this deep soul journey 

the rewards are beyond measure

I encourage you to

Fly High 

Dig deep 

first go within for the treasure you seek 🙂

Spring is on it’s way


Primavera Botticelli

Can you see the alchemical process in the painting ?

Saturnian Wavespells ~ creating new source code


I am back on the blog after an intense time 🙂

Thank you for all those sending me support and saying how they missed the blog ~ this has lead to some new inspired ideas too ~ it is a key part of our creative process ~ to be squeezed through the birthing channel 

Blue Night Wavespell

has been and gone

and yesterday

I had an amazing intuitive next step revealed

This was on the portal day of Blue Galactic Night

where we revisited the Blue Night Wavespell

as to what was seeking integration

More later….

 I have a lot to share in this blog and I am intending to cut through as much jargon as I can . This is difficult given the nature of the material I am working with as some knowledge of Astrology and the Mayan Calendar is key. If you do not know anything about Astrology this may not make any sense to you but this is key to where we all are on our journey and my shift too. What I do and share isn’t for everybody and I cannot be all things to all people ~ much as I would like to be 🙂 Forgive me but I cannot be as expansive as I was ~ time for people to be pro active now and learn what is required ~ I suggest you start to learn Astrology online or go to a great group and meet like minded people. Astrology is the code of consciousness and essential for knowing thyself. I have just had my transits done with Carolina Lamus and wow ~ so revealing as is our ever expanding group in Glastonbury ~ come and join. I recommend that you have yours done with her ~ I picked a Sacred Feminine Asteroid chart and if you feel to this could be key for you too. 

My Ascendant is in Aquarius at 0 degrees and as this was the New Moon energy and my Aquarius Decan 1 is now becoming more familiar to me ~ I love to serve and although Aquarian energy can seem aloof in relationships ~ I do care deeply about my fellow human beings . That is my Leo Sun shining.

What I have really awoken to now is the bare bones facts of the karmic codes ~ and had a reality check.

We are what we are and we are where we are and no amount of other people’s compassion can change our codes.  

Compassion for ourselves and doing the inner work for ourselves with the assistance of others ~ is what changes code 🙂 If we do not do this process then nothing can change for us on a deep level because we have not changed. What we are seeing every day is a reflection of ourselves and our beliefs ~ this is complex but the simple starting point is ~ inner work on emotional events in the past is essential .

My circumstances have changed as my children are now young adults and it is the perfect time for me to evolve in my relationships and focus on my gifts and expanding on doing what I love …

For those who are ready to take the pro active steps to forming new models of relationship ~ which involves new learning ~ I am sharing this with message you too ….

My work as a Coach is really highlighting this for so many now, who have been in imbalanced relationship and are coming to centre in themselves.

I can no longer give more than I receive or be in relationship with people who are not fair and honest in relationship ~ time to be discerning and to get clear…… 🙂

My time is not infinite in this human being existence and so I have to be discerning how I create with it 🙂 

This is the core code change of the return to balance of the veiled sacred feminine ~ coming through each of us at Imbolc time 


This is essential to our human evolution now ~

to be discerning


 be the change we want to see 🙂

At the moment I do not get much renumeration for this blog 

It isn’t that I want to make a lot of money from it …

I love doing it and it is my personal learning library

and process

and I will continue in this vein to some degree

I have to make a living and this is how I do it and there are only so many hours in a day for me to do that

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Astrological and Mayan Cookie Trail tips

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Each planet carries a cosmic code and energy and where it was when we were born creates our energetic structure in a big way. This code is activated when Saturn returns to the place of our birth at around the ages of 29 and 58 and 89 and so  if this is key for you now you will be experiencing a Saturn return in Sagi fire ~ Saturn in Sagittarius 

This can be a time of great change involving breakdowns to break through and get back on track for our life mission ~ the first 30 years of our life are currently around exploring the ego structure for most ~ the legacy of the swathe tail end of the extreme patriarch led by pathological narcissistic systems and power tripping people who do not care because they are carrying deep ego wounding

do not wish to feel so go to extremes to avoid any shadow emotions

and the result of that way of relating…

very destructive power tripping and repeating old planetary patterns of war because it gives them what their fragile ego needs. We are seeing bullying on a grand scale and it is everywhere.

Yet the masses are not aware of this because their nose is on the grindstone …

How to get off it ?

~ educate ourselves on our planetary history, this is key to Saturn in Sagi 

~ be brave to open our hearts to what we fear and know about what some human beings do to others and the nature of what all human beings are capable of ~that is in the history books ~ there are no “good guys” in war . Jupiter in Leo time . This takes courage to see humanity in all it’s rawness.  This holds the key to our deepest fears because most of our wounding comes from our birth family ~ real or perceived and if our own family can hurt us then….. 

~ see the history of religion for what it is ~ nothing to do with consciousness or love in any way if it is carrying a message of fear. It is distorted for control and has always been in history because it is an interpretation of wisdom by men with an agenda .  The Borgias are one example that reveal the hypocrisy.There are many examples of very recent revelations about this abuse of power, especially in the Catholic Church. This is self~ evident as in truth no one needs a conduit to consciousness and source do they ? It happens through our own connection to the divine and happens more often, as we clear our code and channel and be free of any conditioning designed to disempower that knowledge.Time for people to wake up to truth and take responsibility for their consciousness on all levels.

 ~This is akin to leaving a cult doing this process ~ I do not exaggerate ~ doing this takes determination and great courage because it flies in the face of our society structures throughout what is laughingly often called the “developed world” This world is built on corruption at the heart of the power structures ~ time to reverse the polarity by taking our personal power back.

The axis being highlighted by this is Houses 3 and 10 ~ in Medieval times the God and Goddess axis


If you have Saturn in your first house knowing your code is key

If you are a Blue Night or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Blue Night Code this is key

If you have Blue Night in your Castles this is key

If you are a Yellow Warrior or your Mayan Sign or 13 Moon sign is in Yellow Warrior this is key 

If you have Yellow Warrior in your Castles this is key

I have Saturn in my first house in Pisces


 We are code and we are bound by it

The choice we have and the free will we have …

How to know it and work with it, within the boundaries of it and if we do not consciously know that

then this is limited and often causes pain and suffering in this constriction

The meaning we place on it is key

to what we will be creating with it

and if we still believe that our happiness is tied up in something outside of ourself like

a star crossed lover syndrome 



that is going to hurt big time 

with Valentine’s Day approaching this is of course a key code 

opening our heart to love can be started with a romantic relationship of course 

this will reveal how open we are once the sizzle

has sozzled

and we start to see the person we are

through the person we are with 

then we see the reality

if we are ready to look 

and go deeper 

This is where loving really starts or stops

and fear and dependency take over

this can be a very addictive habit as it feels so fabulous

on so many sensory levels 

it all depends on what we want to create 😉

This is also the key to honesty and intimacy in relationship and understanding our personal path to the stars

by stripping down to the bare bones and seeing our Saturnian structure revealed

See our relationship patterns

See our Ancestral lines

See our Sacred Feminine wounds

and heal them

then we are ready to have relationships with others

free of need 

Blue Night Code is all about this and seeing how we are the conscious dreamer manifesting our reality. The things that are hurting us still,lead back to our childhood relationship structures. Once we free ourselves from the illusion of the American Dream of Material Success and Ego led living ~ see it as a totally manufactured myth with no basis in human being ability to be perfect . All the products, all the supposed wonder of this way are simply contrivances to sell us things we do not need to promote greed and keep the war machine going . Once we stop buying into this ideal,that can never be maintained , we are on the road to freedom .

All the information about your patterns are in your Astrological chart and your Mayan code ~ once you intend to access it the universe assists you ~ it is painful at times ~ go through the death of the ego and you live to see more and more magic. We are the miracle.



So Societal Structures are breaking down because they do not serve us



and the meaning of

Knowing Oneself

There is no good or bad

That is a human viewpoint position of the ego

Placing meaning on an event

There is nothing wrong with that process either

Our Ego is designed to allow us to survive

and so makes choices for us

based on it’s perception of life

which has some general themes:

from our ancestors survival learning

from our current upbringing

from our society viewpoints

from historical events

from geographical events

This is what was coming to light in the

 13 day process of our Tribe

White Dog

Dog star

All of our Universal Experience is coded

Like a computer programme

It is causality based

and although things may be chaotic

and seem to be random

I offer you that they are not

They all have a root recipe


happen for a reason

That doesn’t mean that we perceive them as


Our Human being mind places individual and unique


in order to make sense of these happenings

and often that is for an emotional reasoning process to happen

In NLP terms

this is often referred to our

Map of the World

Which seems real

but is not

The Map is not the territory

Our personal map is simply our personal life experience so far

The Universal Map is actually the territory

without any man made meaning

or subjective interpretation

which is nigh on impossible to perceive

when we are perceiving it through our perceptual human being ness

This is the paradox

Each one of us sees the world differently

We have some shared perspectives

We have map clashes when our map of the world is a polar opposite of some one else’s

At the moment this is coming to centre stage on the world forum

This is because

In Astrological terms

Uranus is in Aries


Time for the sheep to be activated into awakening 😉

Initiating fire to bring new beginnings

Power struggles

that allow transformation

For most of the population

this can be very challenging

As most of the conditioning ~


mind control


and formal education

does not value free spirit and chaos format

actually believes non conformity

to be dangerous

because it is a threat to the collective who are engaged in

limited thinking and perception

purposefully designed as an imbalanced

co dependent society

In plain language

A small group of people control a large group of people

Through fear



and the illusion of

The Ego Dream

If , like me, you bought into this fantasy

which given the level of indoctrination we have been working with in this way

that is thousands of years in the process

there is nothing to be ashamed of

and indeed this is all meant to be

and so it is

This is all part of our life learning process

and our transformation adventure

our mission impossible

should we choose to take it

This is key to our Alchemy in this lifetime


The Aquarius Age

To get off this imbalanced way of living

takes Courage

takes grit and determination

This is being revealed now in the time of Aquarius Sun

Seeing the bigger picture .This energy has been hijacked, in the name of religion. In the name of a consumer spending spree. In the name of a society that is based on the human being blueprint alone ~with a shelf life and in part this is true. It is also a distorted and one sided perspective. Which matches the code of the child who has been wounded or has a perception of such. This immature, untransformed linear, masculine, biased code creates the same outcome. It is not all embracing or holistic or broad or open minded.

It is fuelled by very strong emotions, like rage and when we are living from a rage foundation this energy can be very destructive


Volcanic fire


It can also be very damaging to our human being body.When we are coming from this wounded place our creativity and resourcefulness are also coming from this place ~Chaos and the wild feminine, the wild masculine are feared by the conditioned mind set. This is the shadow lands.The dark times that we are going through ~ which are key to facing to set us free ~ not focusing on the “positive ” as an avoidance coping mechanism. The “positive” comes naturally as a by product of being with the reality and facing and feeling it.

This energy is key to the creation process

and as each one of us is not embracing it in ourself

so it is manifest outside

It is being created outside

So we can see what repression

of the so called shadow emotions

creates in our world

Time for our childish nature to mature

This is what the Aquarian Age brings

The Narcissist code is a greatest teacher

The Narcissist Code is the ultimate protection mechanism

and understanding of this is key

It is why we are here at this point on the spiral

to see what has created it 


This code was created in raw nightmare times

This code was given birth to when the child was under terror

under stark survival mode

Lost a parent

Lost a home

Lost the means to keep body and soul together

or believed it to be so

Lost the mother figure who was soft and supportive








free spirited

in touch with nature

In our society we can see how this is not valued

or cherished

or supported

Where are our support systems?

Our Society does not care

that is evident in the structures of our community

Where is the love ?

Are you aware of  the actual support in your community?

We are all about to find out

as we are rooted out of our caves of survival

If we haven’t already had this experience

Time for a wake up call

Time for a reality check

Time for human beings to realise how the universe really works

We are all affected by each other and many people speak of this

and yet are still living out of alignment with it

not realising the true impact

and wanting others to pay for them

to support them in an out of balance way

the blame game of passing the buck

The Financial Model crash was only the start

Do we really want to face the truth of our dependency?

We have seen hints of it behind the veil

If the banks closed the doors tomorrow

What would we do ?

If the petrol stations closed ?

If the supermarkets closed?

Do you know the nature of care in your community ?

In the UK there is very little actual support that works now because the funds are being cut and privatised

and all of this is bringing balance to overspend in these areas in the past

based on

housekeeping that did not balance the books

or be accountable

debt model

If the fuel lines stop it affects everything

Do I have food that I grow?

Do I know how to do practical skills?

How long would I live when the umbilical cord is cut ?

These are uncomfortable questions to ask ourselves

and it is time to ask them


The systems that are in place

are created from a narcissistic code

That is not compatible

with caring


learning how to communicate


be honest

This Narcissistic Code comes from nightmarish human experiences that are in our own neighbourhood and always have been

and it is a terrible coping mechanism of denial

It is based on distortion




It is dishonest

It is mean

It is “just business”

and if we avoid looking at this reality

We are in peril

Look at history

Look at the evidence

See how what has happened so far

Is insane

Is not logical

That so many die in holocausts

based on so few enforcing the destruction

and when we really start to understand this

we really start to understand how we create our reality

This is the law of attraction in action

There is no blame

no judgement

and simply thinking or feeling

does not make something


Code is key

Code creates

Code shapes

The brave are ready to look

The brave are ready to let go of being the victim



and work with that energy that is within them

Instead of polarising it onto others

and scapegoating


Doing the blame game is back to the childhood playground

Where all of this code was created

Doing the blame game simply keeps it going

Because no one wants to take responsibility

and passes the pain parcel

It can only stop

when we hold it

unwrap it

See it

Feel it

Clear it within us

Reveal the root cause

Understand how it came to be

and create a new way of being

New Models in Society

By becoming a new model from the inside

The polar opposite of the Narcissist

Is the Empath

The Enabler

The alter ego who does emotion for the narcissist who will not feel

Again when we understand the process

We understand the code

the model

Being an enabler is not healthy either

If someone has been deeply wounded as a child

chances are the family they grew up in

had limited resources on communicating and feeling

because that is true in all areas of society

in all so called first world countries

and for different reasons in many third world countries

Is there a place in the world that still exists

that has had no outside contact ?

and so free from

“contamination of conditioning of the other”

Is there somewhere

and some group of what is called

indigenous people


are in balance with their masculine and feminine and tribal wisdom

that comes direct from source ?

Probably Not

Even if they are they are subject to the cosmic code still

although not as much as those following the ways of conditioned society

who have lost touch with the natural ways

open to all animal and plant life that is free from human control

So in Summary

we have to face the situation we are in personally 

and be honest with ourselves 

let go of denial and putting on a mask of a happy face 


this is the first step in any taking responsibility system

Let go of our denial so we see where we are

what created that space

See where we want to be

and start doing it 

Are you ready to get to grips with your personal

Wheel of Fortune ?

Remember if you do what you have always done expecting a different outcome then you are in denial 😉 


Life is meant to challenge us 

Life teaches us truth if we let ourselves be brave enough 

Too much mind emphasis in our world

which is why heart is coming in to heal

When we are living in our head we do not feel

Compassion is a heart thing 

a feeling thing

If we do not love and accept ourselves

then we truly cannot do that for others either because that is how code works 

Yellow Warrior Wavespell that we are currently in brings us the 13 day code process of being a Warrior of the Heart 



This is the process revealed in the tarot as The Fool on his journey. This is in the Tree of Life process and the Kabbalah. This is is the secret teaching of the 78 number process which is inherent in the esoteric teachings . The code of balance and living in the heart wisdom free of raw ego rules . 

The Mayan Matrix takes you on a process of de~ conditioning from these man made ego world .

To do it you have to do it.

Not read about it ~ that is mind.

Be it Live it Love it 

That is what it takes to be free and align with natural time and unlearn and remember 

This is what I love about it 

I have a calendar I bought when I first came to Glastonbury in 2011 

The workshop was on Red Skywalker Day ~ The Fool

It is on my wall and on Wednesday evening I took it down and looked at it again more closely

White Resonant Wind Day ~ top of the pyramid for spirit speaking through us

Mystic code of the Yellow Warrior

I looked at the bottom left corner where there are 13 signs and I felt drawn to look further

They are called the Pacal 13 clear signs and there is a note to say when these days occur it is very magical

I felt drawn to look further…

I noticed for the first time that

my Mayan Sign was one of them…

How is this possible that I did not notice this before ?

Blue Solar Hand

is one of the 13

I started to look at the codes and the planets of all the signs and add them together


Yesterday morning I found this video

I felt drawn to look at it and it talked of

Blue Galactic Night …

the exact day 

Wow ~ I am on the cookie trail and another exciting chapter is unfolding.

More about this on my next blog as I go further ….

This is all about this process and what Quetzalcoatl

really means

to the ones amongst us who are here

to be that archetype by living it 

Here is the video 

If you would like to take part in the next workshop for revealing your personal Persephone Path Code 

Here is a link to it:

Persephone Path 5 ~

The Heart

You can take part wherever you are in the world by Skype and ebook


Remember that the structure that exists is purely a creation

and so 

other structures can also be created

Do be afraid 

and do feel it 

Within this fear is the seeds of the new civilisation that is being born through each one of us 

Everything that we need is within us 


We are the love we seek