Shaping our Destiny ~Blue Hand Wavespell


Shaping our Destiny 

Blue Hand Wavespell

pic link

On the 20th of December 2015

We began a new 260 day cycle 

This was initiated in the fire sign




This 260 day process is a

human evolution cycle 

The consciousness coming to light is the potentiality open to all human beings now

To consciously achieve enlightenment

Being the Sagi healer 

Stepping through the Gateway 

To learn about oneself 

and to access divinity as a result of exploring 

The Inner World 

Understanding that everything the initiate needs 

to commence this spiritual path 

Is within

The first part of this 260 day process

is in

what is known as

The Red Castle



There are five Castles in the 260 day process

Imix is Red Dragon 

It is the first 13 day process to initiate 

It is what the Great Goddess is bringing human beings

for their new learning and evolution

The essence of this whole process

What happened at this time is key for each individual’s unique personal journey



Next came a refining process of

White Wizard 

This started on January 02

Here is a blog I wrote about this:

Letting the light in 

From the Fifth Sun

Seeing how the human can flow with the magical process


where there is ego resistance to what is

This is where the healing can be allowed

13 days that may have felt challenging at times

around issues of self empowerment 

revealing where the human can be liberated 

if they choose

Then the Alchemy process happens 


Blue Hand

is the blend

of the first two processes

it began on

January 15 2016


The ability for the human being to consciously work alchemically within

Release old wounding

Allow emotional past events to heal if the individual is ready

As a direct result there is clarity 

freedom through forgiveness



of oneself 


one’s history 



Miracles can and do happen 

As each person experiences this

They are changed

and so is the world

The ripples go out



Each Mayan Sign has a glyph

So for example I am a

Blue Hand

Here is a great document about the Mayan Signs


Therefore this 13 day Wavespell is my

Tribal Code

My essence


the whole process of it is in these 13 codes

Each Mayan Sign also has a tone

A vibration

A number 

The sacred geometry structure

of the variance in unique expression of the divine

in a human being


therefore creativity codes


subsequent creativity potentiality

of that code 

I am a number 9 

My Full Galactic Signature Wavespell

is revealed through my birth date

The day I incarnated

This is

Blue Solar Hand



If you want to know yours

please use this decoder:

This means I was born on Day 9


Blue Storm Wavespell

The last time there was a Blue Storm Wavespell was back in June 2015


Summer Solstice


here is an interesting synchronicity 

Here is a blog I wrote back then at 14 degrees Capricorn

It’s a love thing 

Beads carved from human bone.
The body carries memories of every world we have ever been through. These memory strings or beads bind us to the Earth. We feel pinned to the spot, responsible for everything that happens around us–somehow the one in charge. For we are carrying the continuous memory and legacy of the ancient mystery-streams and of forgotten modes of knowledge. We bear the treasures intact. It makes everything count. It means that we cannot get away from ourselves or our fate for a moment; we are compelled to fulfill our vows and to bring into this world the towering awareness and strange resonance of the giants, of the ancestors, of the great ones, of the inner ways. Never lost; impossible to forget.

which just happens to be the same degree as

Mercury coming out of it’s retrograde 

Funny how that happens isn’t it ? 

Mercury is Thoth

is Hermes

is the Messenger

of the

Gods and Goddess Self 


is now direct 

so we are now in a place of seeing what came out of that January labyrinth revisit that was key to what we will be working with during this 9 month cycle to birth in August 

Here is a great article about this here

Austin Coppock 

We will be starting a Blue Storm Year

on July 26

This will be big

It is a Year 11 

Blue Spectral Storm 

A letting go year 

A catalyst energy 

This 13 year cycle started in 2006


Red Magnetic Moon

so themes that began then around honesty and authenticity are coming to the surface to catalyse human evolution 


The last day of the Blue Hand Wave

is a special day

Blue Cosmic Storm 


I intuitively feel this is very key

It is a portal day 

A building block of human evolution

It is Resonant Moon Day 18

Resonant Moon is the mystic Moon

28 days of feeling what is our vibe

what feels good

what feels dense and dark

1 + 8 = 9

A Gateway

We shape our destiny at this time

by understanding the power

of our emotions



heeding them

balancing them

owning them

taking responsibility for them


the individiuals behaviour that responds in relationship because of them

Learning how to do

respectful loving relationship

takes discipline



to change 

face all the old wounding 


create a new space of being a human being

from the inside out 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto

The underworld 

The shadow 

Blue Storm is code 19


is one of the

Seven Seals of Mastery 


Blue Hand’s planet is Earth

It is code 7

The mystic 

What is resonating ?

Are we resonating with health and joy vibes and living these frameworks?

When we are not

we get sick 

We are here on planet Earth to evolve

in a partnership with our human being vessel that feels

together with our spiritual self 

our soul self 

who is assisting this process through the human being 

The human being vessel has to surrender to spirit to allow this


trust that there is a greater consciousness at work than the personality is privy to 

sometimes of course this is difficult because it involves human being suffering

being a guinea pig for the greater creation process


which has been happening since the beginning 

the more times the soul has been reincarnated


the more patterns will be recognised sooner

and understood 


surrender or no 

the process is happening 😉  

so the sooner the individual embraces this


feels it all

the sooner the mastery process gets underway 

Going with the flow is key 


We are now at the time of great prophecies coming into being

Old structures breaking down so new ones can rise from the ashes 

It is the time of the Thunderbeings on earth


my belief is

this is empowered human beings forming now

ready to evolve and speak truths

that many do not want to hear

for fear of losing their pleasure palaces

of corruption and vice 


slavery and co dependence 


More about this pic

For those amongst you who have experienced sacred clowning ..

which has been part of my journey 

reading this gave me goosebumps


More general info 

This is the time of living our personal truth to be true to ourselves

and letting go of this 

hell on earth 

that is of human being’s own making 

As we have the ability to create and shape our world

We have the ability to examine that personal process

and keep and expand what is serving us

and release and remodel that which is not  🙂 

Persephone Path 6 ~ Rebirth


This is the last workshop for the dark half of the year 


Are you ready to resource and rebirth yourself at Imbolc ?


It is my intention this year to start publishing my ebooks on


If you wish you can have access to the information therein 

which is time sensitive

This is key to aligning with the spiral


is what the

Mayan Wavespell



allow the individual 

to see


The bigger picture Cosmic Code of Creation unfolding

The big wheel that repeats in some way each year

There are also differences


in the unique experience of the individual

lies the roots of self empowerment

conscious awareness

All that we seek is within us

Having your own personal Mayan Chart and Astrology Chart

Reveals your Star Code


Soul Journey

In this particular workshop the focus is on

Asteroid’s in the chart

This is the new conscious code coming in for human evolution


the return to balance of the Sacred Feminine

In particular Juno 

In this picture she is with her Husband Jupiter 


More about the workshop here

The final Workshop for the dark half of the year.
Imbolc arrives on the 2nd of February
A time of fire in the belly
A time where the earth is starting to warm and the seeds start to stir
New life beckons

This workshop focuses on what has been shown to us

that is seeking renewal and new beginnings potentiality
As each human being changes so the world changes

This workshop will explore where Juno the Asteroid is in your chart

Where you can expand your dedication

to the soul journey

often experienced through a romantic partner 

or people in the birth tribe 

This explores who you really are….
The gifts that you bring
The authentic self seeking to emerge from cultural conditioning

The essence of

Blue Hand Code Process


In this 13 day spiral is the format and structure of shaping our destiny

It is in the 4th Day 

Every 4th Day in a Mayan Wavespell is about the structure

White Self Existing Dog



is the structure

and here is the process revealed in the cross

It is a 13 Clear Sign

Part of the Magical enlightenment process 

ready to access now 

Are you ready to access it ?

We come into the world

Experience tribal wounding 

Tribal Conditioning

It is in our DNA as a human being


It is paradoxically 

the source of freedom from our labyrinth

from our suffering

Through each human being transforming

The world is transformed

Throughout the Zodiac Wheel this year

I will be offering practical workshops

for personal transformation

The first one is at Valentine Weekend 


Loving Goddess ~ The Conscious Process

of the Heart Warrior

Love to you and your journey

If you would like more information please get in touch

This is powerful work using ancient alchemical methodology

with a modern twist



Letting the light in ~ clearing process of the ancients

From the Fifth Sun

Letting the Light in ~

 the clearing process of the ancients


revealing and resonating

it’s magic

White Wizard Wavespell

The Ignition of the

13 Clear Signs

Here is an earlier blog I wrote about this:

in the 260 day

enlightenment process

Yellow Resonant Sun 

on Friday 08 January 2016


pic credit

Wow Wow Wow 

Isn’t it amazing when a eureka moment ignites a spark ?


suddenly illumination occurs

Aha moment 

Switch on to a whole new level of understanding and see the next piece of the puzzle


in this leading picture of the Aztec Sun Stone

it highlights the piece that looks like a jigsaw puzzle

and here is a link giving a description about an interpretation of it’s meaning

This is a cookie trail that initiated a while ago


is now becoming clearer 

as it does

each lap around the 260 day cycle

and …

even more so when done with conscious intent to connect and learn

because that is it’s very purpose

to integrate the conscious human being

with the universal consciousness code

that is creating through each human being

on planet earth every moment of every day 

On the day I begin this blog

Friday 08 January 2016

We are on Day 20 of the new cycle

We have completed a full circuit of the 20 Mayan Signs

This day is not only a 13 Clear Sign

It is a mastery seal

and the goal

as it were

of the 260 day continual spiral process:

To transform the human conditioned mind

to create balance with the heart

the masculine and feminine 

the returning sacred feminine embodied

to be able to hold the liquid light of love

light being - universe




within the human being 

as an enlightened person living with wisdom


through transformation of personal shadow behaviours

repressed parts of the self 

through personal love and acceptance

of oneself 


as a direct part of that process

creating healing of one’s own heart

behaviours being modified in relationship then possible

Holistic Health being lived 

This day was also a galactic portal

A human evolution building block day where this transformation process is totally aligned

In the UK it was dark moon in Capricorn

building to a New Moon in Capricorn


As I began this part it was 2 degrees in Capricorn:


A wisdom tooth that has been removed from someone’s mouth. It is plated with gold.
It is useless to know certain things out of context. If you have always known something crucially important, that kind of knowing does not serve you any longer. So you must place yourself in the antithesis of what you have always known, and then when all seems lost, chaotic and super-strange, you must find deep inside you that spark of what you have always known, which holds true under impossible conditions. It always turns out that the massive superstructure, the beliefs and the concepts, fall away, crumble to dust. But what was deeply and truly learned and made your own emerges far stronger than ever and provides a basis for the future. Meanwhile, in the thick of the action, it can look pretty desperate until the need is so acute that you reawaken that special place and make it work for you, when truth is a matter of life or death.

Very simply this Mayan Calendar process reveals all the human being needs to know about unveiling their own personal mystery

It is that simple

It is that profound

and yes…

there is a catch 😉 

Of course 

For the individual

to be a consciously active part of this

enlightenment process 

the individual has to look at themselves 

Have discipline

Learn about how they tick

and decide to do whatever it takes to be :

The disciple 

The Capricorn goat

climbing the mountain


This is not new

It is ancient of course 

There are new ways to use the tools using todays technology



An initiate does not need to dive into a pool of crocodiles

or be buried alive

but of course if the initiate wants that type of adventure then so be it

The traditional image of this sign is the head and upper body of a goat and the lower body of a fish

so climbing the heights of the earth to commune with the heavens


going to the depths of the Oceans and emotions to explore Neptunian realms


Capricorn link

Surprisingly many seem to be prepared to do this extreme challenge


yet falter at the thought of facing their own ego:

life so far



the so called seven deadly sins acting out

which all human being’s do in some way

because it is simply part of the learning process 😉 

It is the core code each person is here to evolve personally

for the collective human tribe evolution



This is where the gold is 

This is where the disciple has to go …


The darkest days were just before


Winter Solstice

in the Northern Hemisphere




Lots of classic ego behaviours of distraction being experienced

in the run up to Christmas


with the first full moon in Cancer on Christmas Day

since 1977

when Chiron was also first discovered in the starry skies by the modern man

all the shadow prima material is there for the alchemical reworking

for those ready to role up their sleeves and dive in to the dirt 

In the Mayan  13 Moon Calendar we were in the penultimate day of the 6th Moon 

Rhythmic Moon 

Getting into the rhythm of the feminine

The balance 

Seeing where we are out of synch

and feeling sick as a result of imbalance

Whether that is physically


or both 


The New Moon in Capricorn

took place in the UK on the 10th of January

It was at 19 degrees of Capricorn

A half-eaten piece of bread.
Utilitarian considerations. Observing the self through objectified eyes. Conditioning and programming. Talking self and others into following the program. Astute wheeler-dealer. You’re not there in it, picturing it as though it were something brutally obvious and commonplace. Decadence, barbarian tendencies. Sympathies with the consciousness of problems and issues, difficulties and struggles all-pervasive. Never content, always aware of what is not happening. The bitter perspective and relentless repetition of the litany of gloom and doom.

here is a in depth article about this from  

Darkstar Astrology

this was another powerful day in this magical wavespell

White Solar Wind 

Another portal day 

Another building block of human evolution


Here is an article that goes with this pic 

It was also day 1 of the next Mayan Moon

Resonant Moon

This is Moon 7

The Mystic Moon


The time of seeing what is resonating for us as individuals

Literally what is feeling good naturally…

free from artificial stimulants giving a high or a low

be it food, media, people

The ability to connect to source

and power up from within

at the darkest time of the year

when the tinsel has gone

Flowing with the force

Spirit shiny bright glowing in the human being

and also where this is not happening too

key information to evolve now

This is a key day for me

one of my Castles

13 year cycles

Using the Mayan calendar I can see exactly when this year was happening for me 


Year of the Venus transit

This year I was watching

Star Wars

again linked to 1977

and taking a trip down memory lane as to where I was then and where I am now

noticing the synchronicities and 

the jigsaw puzzle pieces

intending to be free of any spoilers in my blog

so this star map pic of a hologram is from Prometheus

if you have watched the film you will know how this refers to a missing link


My belief about anything on planet earth that is “created” by human beings

is that it is channeled from source

using each person’s unique gifts and perspective to be birthed and expressed 

through them


perfectly aligned for the creative story unfolding en masse


interpreted in different ways by the individual in relationship with this information

depending on their conscious awareness

Paradoxically as of old

the ones who have an awareness 


whatever label we wish to choose


viewed by the majority still running a majority of conditioned mind code


mad 🙂 

The people who are here experiencing this difference to the masses

are …

in my belief system…

well versed at this

have had many lifetimes of it 


are here with all that past life experience

to be a key part of that transition

which is why it is so important for the individual to be true to themselves

no matter how much resistance is happening from others as to what they are feeling and expressing 

because the others are not ready to hear their truth yet

as it does not match their truth

Star Wars is viewed as purely science fiction by most of the population

it is on another level

a myth revealing many truths 

The individual sees what they are

depending where they are

on their magical journey


pic by Audrey Van Hawley

Monday 11 January was the 10th day

Blue Planetary Night

I spent an intense day in hospital with the moon now waxing in Aquarius 

big love for my man whom I was with

As he went down to theatre and I hugged him goodbye

on the wall was a work of art

a piece of jigsaw puzzle 

touch of grace 

This particular 10th day

is the conscious dreamer code

realising that the human being works as a hologram 

beaming our reality onto a game board 

a matrix

aka reality daily life engagement

from the inside out

This is key wizard mastery 🙂

It’s planet is Saturn

Once the individual maps and learns their Saturnian patterns

everything becomes so much clearer

This is essential to self awareness and enlightenment 

Seeing the pattern returning

and if the time aligns

healing and transforming 

This is second nature to me as a

Blue Solar Hand

I am here to do this work

first and foremost for myself


share my experience with like minded souls

My essence Wavespell is coming up on Friday 15 January 

Blue Hand Wavespell

Time to shape our destiny 😉 


I can see how in the past

I have been in hospital and others have been waiting for me

when I had my babies

and it was a very stressful time for them

where all they could do was wait

I revisited times when I had been the patient


when I had to be patient and felt powerless

having to be on the receiving end

and at other people’s mercy in a different way

I intended to fully connect with anything ready to release 

and I was overwhelmed by all the emotion that came

I embraced it 

I released it 

I just cried 

a lot 

and as I waited for the man I love to emerge 

I realised how it would feel if he did not 


focused on what really matters to me 



being intimate



all the times when I have not been able to do that 

and forgiving and accepting what I can 

about me and my life so far 

who on earth am I now ?


I have been low on energy for a while since my move in November

The emotional shifts and experiences of the last twelve months in particular

caught up with me over Christmas

and I have been having tests to cover all bases 

on one level it is simply being out of balance to move and create a new home base

very important for my Taurus Moon 

I do too much and now I have to rest and recuperate more

old pattern 😉

I have also made dietary shifts and these may impact too so I will be blogging about this and sharing what I learned for me and my unique perspective

some of which may be of value for you as we have common ground

It is also very reassuring for me to be aware

that I am experiencing the same cycles in a slightly different way

with new understanding and some maturity

and some old immaturity too 😉 

I still feel like a young teenager about so many things

Ripe threads for renewal and re~patterning 

Day 11 ~ Yellow Spectral Seed

on Tuesday 12 January 


was the day of letting go and recuperating 

Seeing how we have developed coping mechanisms ~ often distractions, denials and dissing of others 🙂

rather than feeling and seeing the truth under our nose 


this also allows us to play the game of the matrix step by step by things being hidden then revealed in synch with the matrix and with other people in our circle


This is the fecund time now of the light returning in the Northern Hemisphere

and the ground starting to stir

sometimes it is a cold snap too 

some seeds need to be frozen to start the creation process

some need to be warmed

and some need to be eaten and shat out so ….

it is a cosmic time of artistry


if you are



this is a very key time for 

The Great Work 




3 of disks Thoth


Art Thoth

White Wizard, like Art in Thoth tarot

is the

14th Sign

Here is an article about the 14 pointed star 


It is the first of the Seven Seals of Mastery

self empowerment from knowing the self 

loving and accepting the self

healing the self

being free of the self

knowing it is a construct

then able to reconstruct from this true place of freedom

Here is a link to a pdf that explains more about Mayan Signs:


A fantastic series of films about the Pyramid Code

and the Mayan Calendar

in particular is this one

Pyramid Code 5

Wednesday January 13 

Red Crystal Serpent


Hygeia by Klimt.jpg

Hygeia by Klimt.jpg

This is the key to crystal clear relationships

First and foremost creating that structure from within

by letting go of anything getting on our nerves

on whatever level or levels we need to

This sign is the process we are fully engaged in this Mayan Year


White Planetary Wizard is the 10th day of this process

Red Serpent Wavespell

White Planetary Wizard Year

began on July 26 2015

Here is a blog I wrote about that then

This Wavespell is one of two powerful human evolution 13 day processes

that takes us into the heart of the Tzolk’in 

10 portal days to access the Akashic Record 

our Ancestral patterns and wounding ripe for evolution

This Mayan Sign is the 5th Sign and the heart of the matter of flow

It is connected, like White Wizard , to

The Asteroid belt 

and the one emerging today is Hygeia

How to find her in your chart

General info

Learning more about the Mayan Temples has been a revelation

Chichen Itza for example 

holds the Chi Chen ~ Red Serpent 

Chi being the key 

How the temples reveal the serpent shadow on the steps at Solstice time

One of the new strategies I am exploring in a different way has been prompted by my partner

Psyllium Husks 

aid the process of elimination

I have had big changes of diet and do not eat meat

I am low on iron 

There was a lot of wild plantain growing near my poly tunnel and I have blogged about it before

Now I am ingesting it albeit from a different source


Remembering to see what is in my circle of influence is always there for a reason

Nothing is random in our amazing conscious universe 

I have just bought some from my local store ~ fortunate to have a wonderful resource on my doorstep 

and in this amazing time of the web it is possible to get most things from most places of course 

Google it 😉 

When I followed a deeper cookie trail I found this magical piece

Yesterday of course was Wednesday

Woden Day



Mercury Day 

Messenger of the God Self 

Plantain is in this 

Nine Herbs Charm

The collective is now at a stage of completion

A 26000 year cycle 

Lots of exploration and learning through going around the cycles

and now the return to balance of the Sacred Feminine

maybe this has happened many times before

Maybe each time it is slightly different ?

Truth be told no one knows for sure

My understanding through my personal experience is that

the understanding of the process of completion of patterns

is now possible 

Happening on a bigger picture scale 

Everything lined up to allow it

What was hidden and restricted to a few in times past

Is now accessible to those initiates ready to walk the talk

Be the change 


create new ways 

new patterns

end of times


My understanding of personally living my story 

all of it

is my experience now 

It has gone beyond intellectual theory 

It is really difficult to put into words though

but trying to do that in my blogs

Today is the second 13 clear Sign

in the Mayan Quetzalcoatl Process

Day 13’s in each process are the day of the shift

White Cosmic World Bridger


Today’s planet is Mars

Mars has just gone into Scorpio

It’s own planet

This is a powerful time of ending old world’s


Going in deep

Do you want to live a surface life ?

Do you want to distance yourself from people out of fear ?

Are you afraid to speak your truth because of what will happen ?

Are you uncomfortable about the real you that you hide that slips out when intoxicated or triggered ?

Are you feeling up tight , pissed off, passive aggressive , aggressive, sick of the world, the job

pretending to be something you are not ?

Fed up with the ridiculous rules and being controlled by unfair out of balance authority systems?

Are you ready to admit it even to yourself ?

Are you ready to come clean about how you actually feel about yourself and your life

Your dependencies?

If so you are in a powerful place of evolution

You are ready for the next step 

All human being’s have dependencies 

We are all inter dependent on each other

On everything on planet earth

but our ego conditioned self likes to deny that

and creates lots of distractions to avoid this fact 

Our ego has a positive intention to keep us safe of course 

because the truth is each human being has very little control over their day to day


on the surface

When these dependent relationships become out of balance

They become addictions

An Alcoholic will often trade their addiction to alcohol for Alcoholics Anonymous 

It is still a dependency

Often not addressing the real root causes of the alcohol abuse and although it may seem preferable behaviour

the way of being in a dependent relationship is not healthy

If the individual does not go deeper and heal the root

The same pattern continues and often alcoholism is labelled a disease as a way of deflecting responsibility for the behaviour by the individual because the individual chose to have that relationship with alcohol and all the ensuing outcomes

If denial of that continues then transformation

and healing stays at that level

until the individual is ready to go deeper

This is key to owning our personal behaviour and creating change in our relationship with the outer world



These patterns are systemic and have become very strong during the repression of the sacred feminine globally for thousands of years

The extreme egoic masculine does not understand or feel comfortable with the feminine

that it cannot control

first and foremost in itself ~ it’s human being self

Feelings that feel disturbing are denied and repressed

In the outside world systems put in place to control chaos

Focus on the mind


Mechanisation of the human 

Manipulation of truth to enslave

Harnessing the power of these inner demons and desires

to create addicts who need the system that they feed

Of course this has been constantly highlighted in media for the past two hundred years in terms of consumerism

and thousands of years in Spirituality doctrine and Mythology 

Western Society ~ now being modelled by the East in many ways

is insane

and most people are aware of this

and often feel there is no way off the hamster wheel

Working long hours in unnatural environments

eating unnatural food has a price to pay

Those being paid the least often giving the most and yet being reviled

Being bullied

Being pressured 

Simply a repeating pattern in History 

What I have seen in my journey 

is all my past playing out

As a mother I understand my mother through experiencing my children behaving in a way I behaved

I am in a different position

A woman who has never been a mother may not get this experience directly in the same way

but may do this is a different way

I am often present physically but not there ~ running past or future scenarios

So I may make a choice to be at home with my children but unable to be fully present because of practical demands that seek intellectual or physical response

in the same way that a child will not get full attention in a group at school or child care 

the child will receive an experience of the other care giver not being present with them

and how they feel about that and create patterns accordingly 

The core vibe is not being present

When I moved house I got two speeding tickets

I haven’t experienced this before 

I do not mean to imply I have kept to speed restrictions ~ I haven’t been caught is all

I am not meaning to imply anything about that 

just being honest

I am generally respectful about village speed

My first offence I was excused of  and I thought I had a reprieve


noticed the other time was different 

Hopes raised




I was not present on those times

I was distracted by whatever

The truth is 

I was not present and I am driving a car

At first part of me wanted to do anything to get out of it 

Points on the licence 

Part of me felt it was so unfair into victim mode

bla bla denial

Part of me was afraid of the consequences ~ hike in insurance 

I am going on a speed awareness course and  clearly I have new learning

I have not kept up to date with all the changes in the Highway Code 


how can one person do all of this ?

be an expert in all fields?

be a mother/lover/father/worker/health pro/diy pro/driver/gardener/cook/domestic goddess and so on

It is a madness that our modern life expects


exhausting 🙂 

So how to evolve at this testing time?

Learn new ways of being 

Less is more

Downsize debt and stop borrowing on the future or past to live now

When outgoings are low then large incomes are not required

Feeding the greed system can start to decrease

Being content with simple pleasures becomes the focus

The addiction aspects of life all have a high premium both financially

and on the body

and on other bodies

Taking responsibility for all our choices as an individual is key 

consciously this really assists our journey


it is always happening anyway in my view and understanding

When we consciously align with the universal codes everyday 

we can access all there is

in terms of timely


aligned awareness

the exact info that the individual needs to evolve


It is the same metaphor for driving on the road

There are rules and guidelines in place which the initiate learns intellectually

The Highway Code 

The individual can minimise “chaos” with systems and solutions 

car insurance

breakdown cover

The system tries to keep the environment “safe” with speed restrictions




manipulate the environment and life experience to a degree

in other arenas:

buy a lifestyle for a while

get plastic surgery to change the impact of life experience 

create a cosy nest 

plan a career


then it snows

Seen the effect in the UK when that happens?

then the banks crash

then the company fails

then a life crisis happens 

then a war breaks out 

This is life

Life is not fair or predictable 

and often there is no one to blame 

and no one to turn to

but oneself 

in order to find an inner change point 


The Fool

Once that happens and the individual takes full responsibility for a personal solution


feels to heal

it becomes very apparent that the universe is supporting this

and the individual all along

and people show up in a healthy way to support this 

We attract what we are

all our lifetimes 

The more the individual resists personal change

the more resistance appears 


it is resistance to change that creates pain on one level


the universe matches the individual’s belief systems

because that is how life is experienced

inside out 

This is only presented as a simple construct in this blog 

I do not intend any disrespect or irreverence for other people’s beliefs

and I do not claim to have all the answers about anything 😉 

that is each person’s individual responsibility and journey

So today as we navigate life’s path way 

What is seeking illumination

Where are we present ?

Where is the past leaking in?

Are we able to go into the future in a practical balanced way

or looking to live in it rather than the here and now?

Where can we become more empowered


be the White Wizard  

going with the flow?

Getting our ego in alignment

with our higher self ?

Surrendering our will to the



Goddess self 


At this time of year we have Aquarius

just around the corner

It is a time of seeing our bigger picture and taking matters into our own hands

if we are ready to shape our destiny

Whatever is coming into focus is key to living our destiny


living magically

from the heart 

If you would like to explore your patterns 

Transform how you feel about yourself 

Engage deeper intimacy potentiality

Maybe start a business

Find a loving soul mate

Release the real you

Unlock your secret mysteries

Let go of emotional eating 

Releasing addictive relationships from the core

You have the answers


all of these aspects

come from the same space within

I can assist you in finding them in a practical way 

Being The Seer is key 

Combining magic and intuition traits 


both the masculine

and feminine 

coming into balance


I love sharing your journey with you 


mine in my blogs 

This is an amazing time of enlightenment 

Wishing you joy on your journey 


Todays Waxing Moon in Pisces at 3pm in the UK :

Pisces at 20 degrees

Someone lurking in a dark wood. They are waiting for a passerby.
Imagining and conceiving nefarious plans and designs within the unconscious mind and blanket denial by the conscious mind. The shadows, the dark, the unknown are saturated with menace, trickery, deception, and long-built-up heavy emotions. All of this is too much for the conscious self to even begin to claim or own. You are essentially engulfed by deep shadows with outward shows of light. But truly you cannot play it any other way. And even if this syndrome perpetuates and gives great sanctuary to dark and mischievous spirits, it is deeply experienced as a fate imposed by past mistakes that this lifetime’s self did not originate. And so the protestations of innocence are accurate and sincere even while you are harboring everything you crave to break from forever.

I have a current workshop on these themes aligning to this Wavespell

Enlightenment Codes ~ Persephone 5 Workshop 



You can access it in ebook form only 

and if you are ready to go deeper

with energy coaching on Skype with me 

I am currently focusing on esoteric awareness balanced with day to day living 

for people ready to start moving into different ways of being

taking the small sustainable steps 

to creating new society structures

These changes will take time 


bring huge change


it is the people of today who are leading this 

brave and courageous pioneers all of us alive on planet earth now 



Blue Hand Wavespell ~ shaping our destiny




Blue Hand Wavespell



This is the transformational 13 day spiral

Gateway to the Goddess returning in us

that is

Code 7 

Manik is the Mayan name 



We are here to unveil the mystery now

The mysterious game of life we are playing is being revealed

Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Are you ready to shift your focus and understand on a deep level what that means ?

To go within

Stop focusing on the world stage and see the lessons it is showing you ?

and go to the place that creates it all?



Most people have an intellectual understanding of how the universe works

What the soul journey is 

but are not yet being it 😉

To know something with the mind is simply an awareness

To be working with the control centre that is creating our individual reality 

Is entirely a different thing

different point of perception

and the true meaning of self actualisation


The World Stage 

The focus is still on the ego framework

and this is key

that we see the “results of what happens when we “succeed” in the ego realm

To succeed in our ego driven society means we become famous 

have adoration

get paid well for being that personage

acquire goods 

acquire material wealth

but this does not change the ego on the inside.

As we see with recent world events of people who have it all on the surface and yet do not feel worthy or loved

Feel angry and sad

and do not express this aspect of themselves

deny it

repress it 

and this process is the process of depression

and inside they are dying to this truth

When we do not express this part of ourself because it is not a match for “success” 

It isn’t “positive living” 

It is not what society at large wants to hear because the majority are in denial 

feel desperate about this ego trip they are on

and do not know how to get off it

This is the reality check these brave beings bring for the community at large to see

The roles they have played of the clown

The role playing mask

The Joker

A key part of my journey


This is not the way forward 

This is the anti thesis of living from the heart and the ego believes it is the power centre and creates everything…

which is not true

and why we lose our power and love of living when our heart isn’t in it

If all of that were true about the ego running the show then who was in charge when we were created or being born

when the miracles happen

the magical “coincidences”

the things that ego logic cannot explain…

and it does not matter how much “success” and adoration we get from the outside because the more that happens

the more that reveals the polar opposite on the inside of the famous person

So time for a wake up call 

there have been plenty of people that came before who have been in this place

of leaving planet earth at seemingly their own hands ….

I offer it is part of the Grand Design that is part of The Great Work

the ego has issues with that perspective of course…






individuals who did not believe they were

(read about their childhood and all the clues are there)

so sought validation 

and the desperation that builds when no amount of ego driven support systems work

and the pain gets bigger

so the fixes get bigger

until it is no longer sustainable and the fixes do not touch the pain 

There are solutions available 

There always have been

For those ready to work with awareness 

ready to do what it takes to work with this ego compulsion

and to do that 

first and foremost one has to become an expert on oneself 

and the demons that drive us 

that are of our own making

The enemy within

This road isn’t easy and it takes discipline to do it

which is why most people will not do it because….

Their ego wants a quick fix

because that is what it has been conditioned to be

in our conditional world

Where the ego and the masculine has reached the peak of it’s power trip

Now things are changing 

The code is changing 


The Sacred Feminine is returning 

and so it is wise

to learn how to ride the snake of the feminine

and be open to it’s teaching 

all bets are off 

all the old ways are dissolving  and anything that used to work for our ego will be destroyed

It is time for something new 

Today we are on day 3 of this Wavespell

Here is a document I created that you can use with any Wavespell if you want to synchronise with it:

Wavespell Transformation Process



Day 3 in every Wavespell ~ in every year 3 , in every 3rd Mayan

Moon Month is the day of co creative potentiality

The day of Alchemy

The day of Magic

Red Electric Moon




If you want to work with this powerfully

then I am going to ask you some deeper questions :

How much do you know about your self and what motivates you to do things ?

Do you know what your Moon Sign is and how it affects you ?

Do you know what your triggers are ~ your fears ?

Are you aware of how to manage your responses to stress?

Do you know how your body works with your breath and physiology ?

Do you know how to create a place of sanctuary for yourself when you are in the eye of the storm?

Are you able to see what is coming around

for your hero/heroine’s journey ?


When you are feeling chaotic do you know why and how to deal with it ?

Do you have a direct connection to your source ?

Do you feel loved and supported ?

Do you know who you are and why you are here ?

All of this way of being and knowing

about you

Is the only way you are ever going to feel in your core power

and it all there

ready and waiting for you to connect to ~

all that is required is for you to do it

because if you do not know this about yourself … 

then you do not know so you are in a reaction process

rather than a proactive process

and that is what is creating your reality

every day until you change it 🙂



To do this means you are going to

have to focus on learning

about the most important person in your life….


To do this means you have to carry water and chop wood

Do the mundane

It isn’t glamourous

You won’t be famous

and you won’t give two hoots about that space of being


because it is simply an illusionary palace of ego


To do this journey means looking at the ego personality we have constructed

step by step

and take the masks off layer by layer

wolves in sheep's clothing

recapitulate with the intention of letting go of old ways and wounds

great book on this methodology ~

I personally use EFT to recapitulate and re~pattern

and feel it is ideal and hey it works 🙂

The Sorcerer’s Crossing by Taisha Abelar 






to put down the bottle that takes us to another place

but leaves us with an after taste

to leave behind the safety net

the comfort blanket

that seems to offer sanctuary

but only because it is what our conditioned self knows

We are now going into the void 

Are you ready ?

Your soul is

It has no fear 

You signed up for the trip

Just like waiting for your turn on the big dipper

You are in the queue

No turning back

Take a deep breath and go into the fun house

The house of Mirrors







Our ego is apt to get scared at this point because it is going off road 

into unknown territory 

So  that is something that the warrior of the heart has to bear in mind 

It is a double edged sword 

The gift of all this fear is that it is the power source

It is the torch in the darkness 

It is what guides us in the enlightenment process 

It is the paradox on the path

To work powerfully with it we want to be aware of it

Hear it

Feel it

and follow it back to it’s source

so we can connect to ours free of this drama and create free from the past

otherwise we will still create it

because that is how the creation process works with human beings

It is our salvation

When we work with this prima materia we get to see our conditioned personality

that we have created on our life journey so far

We have created it

We can transform it

We can create anew

One we understand these universal creation codes

We take our power back from all the places we have left it

in times of emotional distress 

This is The Secret

We hold all our potential within us

We are The Cosmic Seed

which is what today is all about

which is what this year is all about 

remembering within is the direction to go 

Red Moon


Code 9


Once you start to de – clutter your inner space

You are on the road to Freedom

It does take a lot of work

It takes work every day

It is so worth it 

and if you think about this in principle you will see that this makes sense 

The only thing that reacts and creates stress to outside events

Is our programming on the inside 

Everyone is unique on what stresses them

So instead of focusing the most

on generalised management processes of  stress ~

clue that is outside of self and anything outside is

obviously outside ~ really simple

put the focus on what causes me stress 

with the intention of knowing oneself

now that is powerful 



The only thing we can change is us 

our inside 

To do this it is key to understand how we relate to the world

What creates well~being relating for us : 

Codes ~ systems ~ processes  that create self~empowerment where we feel supported equally 

Learn how to do this by being it ~ not just an intellectual concept that we are a million miles away from in reality and start with small steps that takes us from where we are now and are sustainable

What creates stressful relating for us:

Raising awareness about why that happens based on the past events and ways of being

Understanding how we do what and why ~ essential for our logical mind

Letting go of these old ways on all levels ~ emotionally and energetically 

Aligning all our systems ~ our human being ones ~ manual for our personal spaceship

Our spiritual ones ~ seeing our bigger picture and accepting and allowing new understanding through transforming our ego

We are amazing beings.

On the bigger picture pattern of our planetary evolution

We have been through some extremely tough times 

Out of balance masculine energy and ego based living is extreme 

We are all on a turnaround 

a healing process 

No one is “wrong”

No one is “right”

These are ego frameworks of duality and polarity and our ego speaking because it has history with whatever is arising

Ego tick boxes 😉 

There are clearly models of “right relationship” that are balanced and respectful

as most human beings are not yet in this position themselves then the universe we live in isn’t going to be that either is it

It is reflecting the collective understanding of  “life”

The reality of it not some

photo shopped glamourised Hollywood


Once we start to transform our own personal ego history

we can really understand this

because we become free of this framework within us 

We start to access co creation codes as well as

co dependent ones and we get off the addiction process

which is a counter balancing coping mechanism

for living out of alignment with our true state of being

understand and be able to live them

to understand that things are happening now because they match people’s belief systems 

They match people’s inner world

most of which is hidden and in denial in order to

get through life 

How about loving life ?

How about remembering who we really are and what is possible now ?

When we are ready to become an expert on 


how I work

how I am now 

how I want to be

Tool up for

Apprenticeship of Aquarius Being

Be open to new learning

Be ready to go in

and do what it takes

To Dream the Dream into reality 

That is what it takes to birth new worlds for the individual and as part of that process 

the universe 

Woo Hoo 

Once you start to work in this way it becomes clear that just like the wisdom says 

everything does happen at the perfect time ~ if it is meant to 

and this is in one part because of the patterns and circles and cycles so instead of trying to re~invent the wheel ~ go with it and harness the universal power 


If a pattern does not align it cannot happen

Random things do not happen ~

there is a meaning for everything and a causality

and although part of us may trust ancient wisdom 

old wive’s tales





they are all simply “belief systems” that we choose to give credence to our own way of living or not

because of our personal conditioned code and pattern

there is often also a part of us that is not happy unless it understands

not true for everyone

but generally part of the code for those who seek to be self~empowered

and not accept any old bull

this is about being in balance with

Mind Body and Spirit

The Holy Trinity



because they have been around the circuit a few times……

Of course this way of being is not for everyone 

certainly not for the fix it fast or faint~hearted 

This is for the hero’heroine who is up for the discovery quest  for real

in person

and doesn’t mind  facing a few monsters as they reveal their internal monsters 🙂


If that is you and you are ready for a voyage of discovery 

please get in touch

Upcoming Events



I have a Northern Workshop in Hebden Bridge on September 13 

Please click on the link to book and for more info

Creating Heaven on Earth 




Red Castle of Awakening



Red Castle of Awakening

This is a mini blog 🙂 

For your awareness:

There is a picture of a Cervix in this blog.

Please click on the links to explore more info on other websites

Felt inspired to share my download for today

about my learning from the Cosmic Mamma 

As I write this we are on

day 4


White Wizard Wavespell 

Wavespell number


of 20 codes


Red Self~Existing Earth

The Spiral of Self Empowerment Alignment

Letting the magic flow through us

This is the code of 14 

It builds on the first 13 steps 

to use the framework of 13 Galactic Tones 1 and 4 = 5

5 is all about finding our centre

The Mayan name for today is


and it’s number is 17 

to use the 13 Galactic Tone Framework 1 and 7 = 8

8 is to integrate

so this is all about integrating our core and transforming our ego

our shadow beliefs

so we can feel centred and strong

and grounded

with strong roots

like a mighty oak

in a storm

bending with the wind

roots anchoring us as they match what is above





All day 4’s in every Wavespell are about the code of self~existing structure

So on every day 4 of each Wavespell there is a slightly different energetic to this

depending on the particular Wavespell 😉

Day fours are about the square 

Day fours are about the foundation stone 

The structure that creates learning for us ~usually because pressure is created from outside to shape our awareness

The base of the pyramid 

The Great Pyramid of Giza holds the codes of time from the top down

We are being shaped by the new 26000 year cycle 

Fab web site explaining this


In the Mayan Wavespell we have five Castles





and the additional colour to the rest of the four colour system:


Every time we start a new 260 day cycle we repeat this process

It takes us through the Castles 

Each Castle has 4 Wavespells 

Each Wavespell has 13 days

Each Castle contains 52 days

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So every time we begin this Code process of creation

Evolution Code from the Cosmos

that we can connect to

and raise our consciousness with

let go of our conditioning from society

by clearing our corrupted codes 

our learning from when we were born until now

that supports a co dependent framework that is out of balance

indoctrinated by our Western Society 

Every time we begin with The Red Castle

Which is East

The New Dawn

Awakening to new learning

Transforming the ego 

Becoming the responsible traveller who has

learned the key of the Base Chakra 

The process of enlightenment 

How to truly belong here and heal all our base chakra issues

This is the key to being clear of our past 

If we arrive on planet Earth having a natural birth gateway we arrive through this portal :


Have you ever seen a human cervix before ?

If you are a woman have you seen yours ?

Fascinating isn’t it ?

I haven’t actively looked for this before but felt to do so today .


Here is a web site about the beautiful cervix

Having just spoken to a friend of mine about her journey

with removal of a coil ( did it herself much to her GP’s disbelief)

after she started to feel ill.

This was a topic of conversation at my Red Moon Retreat last week~

I haven’t had any hormonal birth control since 2001 so am personally not informed

about this ~ please check this out fully for yourself lovelies.

Here is a story about this in the press:



This kicks off with the wavespell of allowing the Universal Mamma

to bring us something new ~

the birthing process of the vortex

of the matrix


Red Dragon

The Red Wheel within the Red Castle




Red Dragon takes us through a thirteen step process

which arrives at 



Red Skywalker ~ the conduit of Heaven on Earth that we are 

and the gradual realisation that there is a cosmic code 

that we are Gods and Goddesses in human form

that we create our own reality 

In these first thirteen day codes

we see the potentiality

to align with a code of source

in it’s pure initiating form


free from distortion

dishonesty and manipulation

Free from Ego

This is followed by White Wizard Code ~

which takes us from White Wizard

to White World~Bridger

self~empowerment through letting go of old worlds so we can create new ones 

free from our past on all levels




Pic by Susan Seddon ~Boulet

refining what came in those thirteen days of initiation

so we can be self empowered 

then we are transforming these first two Wavespell’s


Blue Hand Wavespell


Flower Prayers

Pic ~ Flower prayers

Blue Hand is the third Wavespell



This is my Mayan Sign

The Mayan name for this is 


It’s pure code is


This is the Gateway of the Goddess potentiality

The top of the pyramid


Magic Potential

Transform the shadow 

to be clear of ego 

over and over and over 🙂

and as a result of that alchemical process that takes us from

Blue Hand to Blue Storm

we arrive at a catalyst point 

to connect to

the final Wavespell of this Castle

Yellow Sun



The flowering result of the 3 Wavespells

It is the key to the mastery of life on planet earth and our journey 

and it is the last Mayan Sign on the whole 260 day cycle

It’s pure code is 20 ~ Master Code of creating new structures

and moving beyond polarity by healing our personal duality beliefs and experiences


 it is the language of light

and our ability to receive it based on our capacity ….

to receive 

the more we have transformed our ego shadow

the more we feel lighter

having released any perceived burdens

we can actually align with that reality 

This spiral takes us from

Yellow Sun to Yellow Human






our ability as a Human Being Chalice 


be a clear channel 

of our spiritual essence

living in alignment with health and well ~being 

on all levels




and being the change we want to see in all aspects of our life



Whatever is showing up in this Red Castle

is what we will be initiating our process for the next 260 days 

It is the

Prima Materia 

for our Great Work and the Root of everything that is yet to come on our cycle


Here’s to a wonderful rebirth

Blue Overtone Monkey

2085676693_0d58d0a987Blue Overtone Monkey in the Blue Hand Wavespell

Today is the mastery day achieved often through a struggle.

Where the square shrugs off the “shoulds” and decides to morph into a circle 🙂

This is the day of the divine child

Please hover your mouse and click on the links to access other websites and resources.


Today we are revisiting our childhood and seeing how we can be free to be unfettered from our mind and return to the true zen master child of the universe that we really are.

If today is your birthday then this is what the year brings for you. This is your Mayan mission.

Today we have been in the waning Libra moon in the early hours and as I write this we have slipped into dark moon Scorpio.

Today’s Thoth card reading for me is the Adjustment card which is Venus in Libra ~ love in balance by being balanced within in our masculine and feminine.


We are always balanced by the universe and if we are experiencing an uncomfortable imbalance by people or events that are aggressive 

We require an internal course adjustment with our masculine so we can have healthy boundaries 

If we are experiencing an uncomfortable imbalance around passivity and maybe passive ~ aggressive behaviour ,

where someone is pretending to aquiese to our wishes but stabbing us in the back in some way or using subversive, manipulation and taking without asking ~ huge energy power drainers that are very common childish strategies for

“getting our own back ” and in my experience in the hospitality and service industries I have seen a great deal of this

Thing is people always get what they feel is their due.

If a company treats it’s employees is a disrespectful manner and creates a slavery system ….

which is often heavily disguised to lure people in with all sorts of perks………

yet it becomes very self evident very quickly that this is unfair relationship the buyer beware 

payback time.

The employee may feel unable to quit but will extract their revenge.

They will take back what they feel they are owed ~ free drinks, food, gifts to friends over the bar, free telephone calls, free printing and sabotage the food.

In one case when we left a pub and restaurant as managers , our previously sweet natured chef left soon after ~

with the contents of the safe 🙂


Wouldn’t it be so much easier if we all stopped this imbalanced charade and created a new way of living instead ?

How many people do you know who love doing what they do ?

How many people are a slave to the system ~ believing it a necessary “evil” .

When I work with people as a life coach I use the system I used for myself.

Where I am now and where I wish to be .

This is the nature of the life journey.

Evolution……through new learning.

Often we focus on the now place with too much emphasis simply from lack of awareness.

This creates a focused intention and can be overwhelming as we tell our story of woe to everyone and of course ourselves.

A key shift can be:

I am focusing on this place of how it is for me now ~

with the intention of letting it go.

It is important to give equal attention to where we would like to be and where we are charting our map, creating our charts and setting our compass to.


This is the new world of our making and paradoxically get into a time machine to step into our past and the world past in order to head for a different future potentiality 🙂


The Adjustment card is our planetary struggle just now and as we often visit this pre ~ menstrual dark moon tug of war within and without ~ going out of balance to come back in and…..

Scorpio death and rebirth.

We are now heading in the opposite direction on the planet and so we are re~ calibrating our paths en masse.

This can feel very disorientating for us all as old ways are crumbling and it’s death of the empire time 🙂

We are going towards the feminine.

The sun’s magnetic field is currently reversing and the poles are shifting on earth……

and there are lots of consumer spin stories that are attempting to sell our guilt trip ego parts a blame story that we can only redress by buying a green lifestyle and people are falling for it

because the collective ego has been conditioned to feel bad and responsible in order to be a perfect obedient consumer

I am not saying I do not believe we need to make changes about how we use resources on planet earth

I am saying everything is happening for a reason and…..we cannot consume our way out of it no matter what green label is on the product.

Once we actually take those distorted lenses off our eyes we can see that most of these green products are still being made from oil based products and hail from the same profit companies who are seeking to make a huge profit to carry on with their out of balance lifestyles.

The only way we can create a true balance is for each of us as individuals to learn about co creative relationships and let go of dependency and this is what the Age of Aquarius is about.

Emptying our collective cup is the first step and recapitulation of capitalism.

A truly free state comes from our inner free state.

As we de~ cult ourselves from this way of living we may find ourselves reeling at times and so it is wise to create a sanctuary space for ourselves and if at all possible go easy and gently and take small steps.

Limit our exposure to things that tip us over the edge and find support with like minded souls who are on the same adventure quest.

Finding our tribe is essential now so be disciplined about cutting the ties with people and ways of being that push your buttons. To move into new space means letting go of the old…..

which is very different to doing more of the same with a different T shirt

In psychological terms you may be feeling under stress about this adjustment ~ check out this information on symptoms of anxiety disorder and adjustment disorder ~ with the intention of raising awareness and finding ways to let go of them 

often the ego will start “headless chickening” at these and labelling you ~ if this happens stop exposing yourself to the information and if you know how to tap ( emotional freedom technique) on whatever it brings up and who helped create this labelling inner critic in your early life ~ this is learned behaviour

One of the key issues I see in Glastonbury and people who are opening up to spiritual awakening is overload of anxiety and is often par for the course for re patterning.

Often people overload themselves with fear information and become ill because of it.

Small steps and being balanced in what we give and receive is key at this reboot time.

If you don’t know how to tap ~ learn. It is free and easy and children can and do do it. If you want help look for people in your area who are trained in EFT and if you are trained in EFT and you haven’t got community support groups 

Why not create one ? A tapping circle is potentially superb healthy support framework.

It is also sacred geometry and truly magical.

Squaring the circle

It also works 🙂

Take control of your destiny in an empowered way ~ choose the heart path and ask for support and your universal self will bring it.

To go into new learning takes skill as an adult. 

Creating beliefs to support that journey is essential.

The Mayan Wavespell

can assist in providing a divinity code and framework to help us do that. 

The planet has thirteen year cycles which reveal the shape of the evolutionary pattern we are on and this information is available to everyone. If you decide to align yourself with it you will be amazed at what you can do.

At the moment we are on year eight of a 13 year cycle of Red Moon.

Yellow Galactic Seed is this year and it started last July 26. It is all about this Adjustment card.

Letting go of ego strategies we learned as children that were useful for that time and are ready for release now if we want to live authentically in relationships of honesty and intimacy.

This year is bringing integration and the calling in of our separated parts that went adrift at emotional crisis times.

On July 26 2014 we enter the energy of Red Solar Moon and with that the completion of this Red Moon Cycle that started in 2006 .

If you think back to what was happening for you in that year I am guessing it will be significant to your awakening.

So we are working towards this energy now and the more we can integrate past events the stronger our core becomes.

Each person requires their own integration and that means working with transforming their shadow.

That doesn’t mean having a degree in shadow work or working purely as a “healer”  or therapist with other people .

There are many people who do not walk their talk and focus on other people.

This way of being is not integration and is an ego mask. 

If you are looking for someone to assist you on your journey, look for someone who lives what they believe not someone who tells others how to live and does the opposite ~ like most politicians 🙂 

By their fruit ye shall know them says the Bible….. and this collective book of wisdom comes from many learned experiential souls who have learned through living it …..

Due to the times and requirements of evolution their stories were spin doctored and used for manipulating and controlling the masses…..

so we could experience what it means to be out of balance in patriarchy and the extreme right of masculine

Now we can see their teaching differently if we are ready for it

minus the religion 🙂

In the Mayan Moon calendar

there are 13 moons and these stay the same every year unlike the wave spell which spirals .

We are in Overtone Moon as well today ~ number 5.

This moon is where we are starting to rise and let go of the struggle. A great blog about this here.

On July 18th 2014 we start a new 260 day Wavespell

and it is in a waning Aries Moon.

It is the Sun sign of Cancer

What do we need to let go of around being led by our youthful masculine head that will create new beginnings where we can nurture our feminine selves and our mother earth ?

It follows the full moon on the 12th of July in Capricorn. It is another dark moon energy.

At this dark moon time it is possible to see what your future holds by connecting to your patterns. 

Generally as a populace we have become like domesticated pets and lost most of our connection with our wild side.

We have turned down the volume of our sacred selves in order to become subservient to this sick societal out of balance way of living and in doing so…..

overridden our emotional compass.

One of the attractions of using EFT is it is an amazing, often instant stabilising tool of inner peace and yet there is a temptation to also use it as an avoidance of painful emotions and to steer clear of sticky situations which becomes…..

ego avoidance 🙂

The motivation that is sponsoring our action is the difference that makes the difference

We are in an emotional evolution and that doesn’t mean freedom from our emotions ~

quite the opposite

acceptance of them and releasing any that haven’t been accepted in our past so we can live from today.

We are ready to come back to being in balance with them as people who are living a life that allows health expression and harmonious ways of living, both with our planet and everything on it.

Pain exists as a message to tell us when we are not in alignment with our true state of being.

It is there for us as children so we can learn how to navigate our terrain and where we end and another begins.

This other may be different to us and this difference may result in our demise ~

a harder surface, a softer one, 






the emotions that result from these interactions may have to be stored until later in life

when we are ready to deal with them and when planet earth is ready to deal with them

All of this beauty path has been fully created to allow this

this is the fifth element 


When we have learned the reason for pain and learned the frameworks that allow us to live 

and live them

with healthy behaviours that support the absence of pain as an outcome….

then so it is.

If we behave immaturely then we receive a mature behaviour from outside to show us this.

When we are creating a life of healing and new learning it is important to understand how to achieve holistic change and move away from co dependency.

Each person heals themselves and only if they allow it so that is a very important mastery understanding.

If it isn’t the time for that individual, it will not happen and if they have beliefs about needing others to do that then it will not work for any length of time.

Remember that when we are experiencing a lack of flow of health,happiness and wealth ~ and they are all the same thing 🙂

a pattern has created that 

Just like a knitting pattern for  making Joseph in the nativity play will not create the three Kings

 a pattern that has lack in it has to create lack

Most people do not want to look at their lack patterns and like to be given a soothing treatment instead or go off on a fantasy quest  ~ an ego response to avoid anything labelled as painful

Unless we look and accept our lack patterns we are unaware about ourselves and are ignoring the true treasure trove.

If we are suffering from anxiety, there are thoughts and beliefs that create that within us based on how we place meaning on what is happening outside of us.

At this point some people may use something to drown out those feelings such as a relaxant ~ a chemical and vibrational match for that feeling and something that is very familiar such as a depressant like diazepam or alcohol.

They may get that fix for something physical that has manifested.

Once that fix is stopped the symptoms return.

The illusion of reliance on the medical model is fading fast…..

If a person is in a toxic environment that is causing them physical and emotional trauma the symptoms will get worse and if they are being cloaked by chemicals then the volcano builds inside.

Another solution is to work holistically:

  • look at the environment and day to day life and see what is causing the stress and look for ways to modify it or move to a more supportive one.
  • look at what the stress is triggered by/who/what behaviours/language and see what could change so that wouldn’t happen
  • look at what this matches from childhood

Create a plan to create a new space of living that brings balance

Create a plan to let go of the stressors from within using EFT and NLP and other cognitive behaviour techniques ~ change the thoughts, beliefs and the behaviour that are unsupportive of peaceful, harmonious living

  • Start the process on a daily basis by getting in touch with the authentic person within by learning about our energetic signature ~ astrology and Mayan Sign and what our challenges have been ~ our mind can start to make sense of what has happened so far 🙂
  • Start to align with the universal pattern ~ go with the flow
  • and rest in waning moon, receive from the universe, create space to go within
  • work with and embrace our inner shadow at the dark time of the year
  • learn about our masculine and feminine within
  • listen to our bodies
  • Go outward in the light time of the year and the waxing moon
  • Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail

Shine our light from the heart

Know thyself and the universe that we the divine child of 

There is only love

We are always held and always loved and it is only our beliefs that tell us otherwise

and that is meant to be so because that is how we journey and create the alchemy.

In this rebirth, this time of new beginnings 

we first have to go through death

It is really simple ~ we cannot birth a new mindset with the old one 

an upgrade is required that comes from the cosmic collective cauldron

inspired collaboration free from the ego.

Are you ready to bring the wild child back ?

The one who was free from wounding having gone through the underworld and baptism of fire ? 



and purely for love

It takes action and training 🙂

It isn’t a passive process.

The Adjustment Bureau is a love ~ ly film for illustrating the Power of Love

Have faith in yourself now and …….

Build self esteem and self confidence through transforming all the stuff that is within you that speaks the opposite.

That’s The Secret at this time of dissonance

Workshops to assist your process

My next Persephone Path Workshop is all about this. Click on the link to find out more. If you need assistance with learning about Skype and how to access my online workshops, please let me know, I will be delighted to explain.

If you wish to join in person or online please contact me.

When we love ourselves we are free from any need

Blue Hand Wavespell


Blue Hand Wavespell

The initiatory wave spell for the way shower. Are you ready to go through the doors of perception to see through a glass darkly?

Click on the links to go deeper and access other websites 🙂

The West is the best …….sings James Morrison of The Doors who took their name from The Doors of Perception , a phrase in WilliamBlake’s book of poems The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, written shortly after The french Revolution.

This is also a famous book title by Aldous Huxley who pursued different perceptions by using powerful hallucinogenic’s such as Mescaline, to bypass the ego and transcend limitations.

In some ways this frees the person from their personality and allows a soul view 🙂

There can be trace elements of that person’s persona included 

such as rose tinted glasses or paranoia as anyone knows who has had a “bad trip”

Many are having a “bad trip” at the moment as their ego can only see what it sees about a current perceived situation

and often takes the fear pill rather than the excited pill

Have you ever experienced a total free fall

bring it on 


That is my intention every time…..

To feel less fear and be up for the next step

that I do not know


Feeling more comfortable with not knowing


for the next lily pad to float close enough to board

and travel downstream to my next destination

and just like the playstation game

save my progress so far, get a life pack, new tools 

new information

a new map




Some of that time may be spent in a cave recapitulating what my ego is offering up

for renewal

sadness, anger, stark terror

running at full rhetoric of 


and tapping using EFT so I can let go of my emotion and be free in my choices

It is my Mayan Sign

Blue Hand

It is gateway time



The seventh sign 


Perfect name that often reflects how my life seems to involve my attempt to spin lots of plates  🙂


We are now at the peak of the pyramid in the Mayan energies

of the seven

so this seventh sign brings us the energy of :

the mystic

the high priestess

the third eye

our own hallucinagenic that we create in our third eye

the pituitary/pineal and/or both:-)

This gland is the intuitive power plant and gateway that is the deck of our personal Starship Enterprise

the navigator

the throne

the high altar

and the death goddess

It’s the place that beams in when we are ready to do the deed

that needs to be done

in order to face our demons and go forward through the valley of death

where our ego says

no no no

like in the horror movies where they split up and we are squirming on the settee

knowing that in real life our ego would never allow that

We would be clinging together with big wide eyes and shaking thighs

This is the end is a film that has lots of parts that do nothing for me

but the part that resonates is that when the shinola hits the fan as Stephen King would say 🙂

we don’t suddenly become superheroes……

we simply amplify our egos and that often isn’t a pretty sight

I have met few people in my life who are willing to model the ethos our western world seems to hold dear

fairness and honesty with impeccability in action

but I live in hope.

We watched The Rainmaker yesterday and it fired me up again

This is a wonderful film about humanity and compassion and doing what is “right” because it is 🙂 It is also an expose of the pathology of the ego 

Here is another awareness expanding film by Michael Moore Capitalism.

There were some big gut wrenches for me in there that defy belief ~ these “business” ideas would not emerge in the mind of a healthy balanced person which is why they are often really shocking when revealed.

They are purely pathological and a product of the psychopathic persona.

Remembering though, that all that is required in this lifetime is that we see that we are the gateway and the portal 

that we are brought different polarity perspectives that match our beliefs…..

so that we can integrate and create transformation in ourselves

and purely in that personal transition we create a new energetic perspective on our planet…..

and everything changes as a result.

Self acceptance is the key that unlocks the magic.

Yesterday was the end of the empowerment wave spell and movement day.

I connected to lots of new learning that opened up my doors of perception 

Removing a spell as in Siouxsie and the Banshees Spellbound which was one of my favourite bands in the 80’s and I modelled her around how I looked and danced. When I listen to the music now I feel a tension in my chest ~ the music feels very “tight”. I like an eclectic selection of music 🙂

See what you think:

We are in waning Virgo moon ~ edging towards the dark moon with a new moon beckoning in Sagittarius


it is time to decide what to clear and transform ready for the new beginnings coming on December 02nd.

Here is a snapshot of lots of planetary happenings in a great blog


In the next thirteen days we are in the third wave spell of the bigger cycle of 260 days

The Co Creative wave spell of electricity

remember this started with Halloween

What can we peel off as another layer now to co create with our universal mother?

Where are we so blind that we cannot see and it is causing us grief?

What is our gateway point

our crossroads and our Hecate.

There are so many entangled webs we have woven over time on our planet

these thorns have grown thick and strong in our sleeping beauty kingdom and hide the treasure within our walls.

If we are ready to bust free and start to look for the truth using lady liberties’ torch

the beacon

Blend the gift of our great mother from the Red Dragon Wavespell ~ the cosmic nudge of doors closing so new ones can open

and what is seeking unravelling and allowing for the magic to flow and our self empowerment to expand from our heart with the White Wizard Wavespell revelations 

both in Scorpio 🙂

What is ready to end and transcend for you and me and everybody ?

If you need any assistance with insights and tools to see your bigger picture

and ways to beam your light

even more

Open my door

If you want a thirteen card Thoth reading ~ let me know  🙂

I love seeing our divinity code clearly revealed 

the potentiality based on our current energetic pattern

the tarot template

that can change when we do

and of course when others do too

My initiating card today is

seven of wands ~ valour

and I dreamt about snails enveloping other snails 

snail totems


Hello I love you won’t you tell me your name?

Let’s go for Love Street…..

Loving our beloved brother and Sagi light shower Jim

thank you for shaping my life

with your songs of the serpent 

Blessings to you for bringing your gifts and so much soul searching 🙂

Blue Cosmic Storm

Blue Cosmic Storm brings the last day of this powerful shaping wave of transformation ♥

We are in a dynamic time phase now where the sap is rising and our energy is starting to shape towards the coming light.

This past thirteen days has been really amazing for me and gratitude to everyone who has co created with me ♥
Been some challenges too with the shadow coming up to bring a new angle to look at and explore ~ choice points.

We are all connected and we all allow our universe to change through our relationships with each other ♥

This vibe today represent the catalytic cosmic movement that is the wave of our planetary change this year .

It is dynamic and we are going into the unknown ~ places we haven’t personally been before because our very structure is changing.

Our code 🙂

Our energetic universal web is changing as we come out of many years in the dark ages and sailing in our celestial ship ~ planet earth ~ we enter a new age.

All of our tools are being upgraded to work in this new space ~ our minds and our bodies ~ and in order to fully accept this download and step into Spring with a vibrant repose…..

It’s time to chuck out the chintz ~ to coin an old marketing phrase 🙂

Internal spring cleaning 🙂

In the Chinese wheel of the five elements , we are in Wood.
This is my element and I am a snake, so this year is very key for me if I shape up to align and am prepared to get into the galactic groove in mind, body and spirit.

Just been reading a great book which resonates in lots of ways ~ not all ~ this is key, to take what speaks to our heart and let go of being led by the head:

Cellular awakening Barbara Wren.

We are unique. We are at different places on our path. If we live in different parts of the world we require different harmonisers that work with where we live and where we are 🙂
The more we learn to go within and become an expert on trusting our gut ~ from love ~ the more we get drawn to what is good for us at that time.

We aren’t one size fits all 🙂

Some people are totally in their zone on vibrant food, some are flexible in their body and a zen zone, some are peaceful harmonisers through inner work and some are eternal optimists by living authentically……it’s all good.

Wiggling is where it’s at ~ movement ~ letting that energy flow through us to cleanse and clean and keep our fuzziness flexible 🙂
I am going to be sharing blogs on that ~ my journey into food and detox and extracating myself from my addictions on all levels eeeeeeeek 🙂
Are you feeling the pull of the liver cleanse yet ??????

We are all where we are meant to be and sharing that.

What are the next steps to raising that vibe even more and letting in more light?
Holding more light?
Transforming and uplifting and feeling good ~ in the lurve zone…..

The key ~ I believe ~ is to lead from the feelings and the more we feel alive and confident, loving and connecting…..

the more our cells are bursting with vitality.
Tapping does this for me

This draws us to learn and find even more ways of doing that and valuing our self, our time, who we hang out with and what we allow into our world.

We honour the sacred in ourselves…..
and in others.

Next stop on the Mayan love train: 

Tomorrow we move into a brand new energy spiral and this is the fourth this year.
Red Dragon,White Wizard,Blue Hand and now we move into the flowering of these previous spirals.
We enter the castle of the South and the ripening feminine flavour 🙂
Yellow Magnetic Sun brings the language of light and Christ consciousness at Easter time ~ synchronicity.
This calendar was around before the Christ event 🙂

This is all about the metaphor and realising our god and goddessness:-) being our own guru plugged in direct to source and removing any extension leads in between so we get the full throttle, full strength,unedited wowness 🙂

Maybe a little different to Bruce 🙂

Now is the time of learning the language of light and bringing it in to everything we do ~ our thoughts, our words, our deeds , our food, our places of living and being.
If you do not know your Mayan sign and feel drawn to seeing how you can move more into this way of being, please message me with your time, date and place of birth.
Groove is in the heart:

Love to you cosmic storms ~ blowing change across the galaxy

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