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If you are a White Mirror then this 13 day process is key to your energetic basic essence structure
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Day 2 of any Wavespell is the challenge day
The area of new learning and growth
If you are this sign this is the process of your energetic evolution
these energetic codes are
pure code free of any ego mind distortions
If this is your Wavespell
this means that you are part of this evolutionary process
The Bigger Picture
This 13 day process is in the Blue Castle of Transformation
which is the bigger wheel of transformation that consists of
4 x 13 day processes that get to the heart of the matter
of transforming conditioned thinking
with the heart and mind
that allows us to let go of the sand bags over the side
the heavy stuff that is weighing us down
so our vibe can really rise
that is the new code coming in
with the return to balance of
The Sacred Feminine
This code of Blue Storm is the catalyst
It is an essential part of being authentic
feeling our feelings
letting go of trying to hide them
There are many reasons why we lie
about who we are
and all of them are a cloaking and protection device
that have evolved over many thousands of years of human history
They have evolved for very good reasons in this Patriarchal time
When we tell the truth
the other party does not want to hear that
there is an emotional resonance that goes with that and often an outcome that doesn’t feel good
and this emotional resonance is always read energetically on some level so the truth is always there
and being read by the universal energy grid
no matter what ego show we try and play
no matter how much we put on a mask
no matter how much we buy our stairway to heaven
the truth in our barcode of being
is always transmitting the beacon of light to bring us a match for this
so once we understand this we start to understand what is called
the law of attraction in a different way
and how all these avoidances are pointless really
in terms of creating a change within us
they can be part of a process of discovery and awareness
to become self ~ empowered individuals
requires a much deeper process
of self~ discovery
and in turn
self ~ acceptance
of all of us
just fooling ourselves that we can create
lasting personal transformation
with positive affirmations
change our mood temporarily
raise our vibe by thinking something else
meditate every morning
on their own
These processes do not change our structure or our pattern from the past
and this is the key
because the past created where we are today
and how we feel about ourselves
who we think we are
and if we do not understand
about what created us
then how do we understand what we are wanting to keep
and what serves us
and what we are choosing to change
in turn as we do this within
it happens without
we understand the social structure that was created from this place in the past
and how we can create something new
and without this holistic approach it is not possible to evolve
history reveals this
we have evolved our ego to the max as in getting it’s needs met outside with the material and face value is all
and if we think about that on a deep level
we know that the if it were so simple to
change our vibe
the universe would be very chaotic and lack any integrity
and be all over the place based on everyone’s ego whim
at any moment
and the ego structure we have at the moment is chaotic as it is 🙂
If a person has experienced lots of trauma in early life
and that is everyone on some level
and this is in a variety of ways of physical
and emotional experience of feeling hurt and afraid….
remember that the world is very different to a baby and small child who is totally dependent on it’s care taker
if you can start to see the world through that child version of you
without putting an adult take on things
the child we once were is still in there
and does not see the world with an adult perception or understanding
does not have language or logic
and interacts with the world through the sixth senses
innate knowing connection
which is especially strong with a mother and child
which is why there can be huge trauma around emotional relationship with children
who are separated from their mother’s at birth
one of the key coping mechanisms for this is to not feel
not be in the body
being in the body automatically accesses the feelings
If someone had a major trauma as a child they will often be high
narcissistic personality spectrum
We are all on that spectrum of personality
and I have put this link above by way of explanation is all not as a definition
ironically the most materially successful and famous are often the highest on the scale
with pathological anti-social behaviour and
if we look we can learn much from these models and their process and the rise
and fall of the empire
through each individuals rise and fall
and yet that is the model most human beings strive for
such is conditioning
on one level it is safe
because it avoids the painful points in life
which is often where the major gateways are
once we heal these personally
we get to see a bigger picture as to why tragedies happen
for our learning about ways to live life
and what it means to be a human being in all it’s facets
which is essential for a holistic life
There cannot be new beginnings without endings
the whole wheel of nature is death and rebirth
yet the ego wants to go against that and control it
So today is about being real with how we feel
being comfortable with our emotional spectrum and expressing it
free from wounding
our emotions are there to guide us as to what is good for our heart
If we have unresolved emotional issues from the past
they expand as we age
The life events become bigger and louder until we pay attention
and we revisit past patterns
over and over
We get stuck
Self ~ enquiry to use if you choose
Am I comfortable expressing my emotional self ?
Can I be angry with other people without holding back ?
Do I feel guilty about speaking my truth when it may create discomfort in others?
Do I attract lots of angry people ?
Do I say one thing and feel another ?
Am I often flat lining without any feelings?
Do I feel numb?
Do I have to use mood altering substances to take the edge off my life ?
How much do I need these?
Am I full of pain in my body ~ fibromyalgia for example ?
Do I have aches and pains?
Is my spine and/or sacral area painful and going out of alignment ~ feeling unsupported ?
Is my body experiencing inflammation ~ anger ?
Am I feeling intolerant and experiencing intolerance in areas of my life such as food ?
Do I want other people to give me attention ?
Do I crave love?
Do I feel empty?
Do I feel scared of being alone ?
Do I feel out of control ?
Do I crave sex?
Do I need to be in a relationship ?
Do I feel like I need to be constantly inputting things into me to be enough ?
Is about the Moon
What is hidden
Our Mother issues
Am I a Scapegoat ~
do I believe what others say about me instantly because I am so used to this default position ?
Cast as the fallen Angel Azazel ~ now this is key to the distortion of codes in the patriarchal process
and the planet Venus
but was demonised in religion
as was all pagan self empowered nature worship living with the cycles
in order to bring in a …
Priest accessed religion that was literally built on the old sacred sites
How to get people to pay for something they could access for free
by making them believe there was something wrong with them
So if we choose we can take a
fresh look at that place of being:
Am I used to being told that I am mad/bad/responsible for other people’s pain ?
Do I Scapegoat others because I am in denial and do not want to look at myself ?
be with the feelings that come up
and if you know how tap on them
and if you don’t you can learn
google it ~ EFT ~ loads of resources out there
on my Resources page on this blog
allowing yourself to be you
because if we don’t accept who we are
no one else will either
and it is the essential first step on transforming ourselves
and knowing ourselves
and clearing our conduit to our source self
free of ego distortions
Scorpio Sun shining conscious light on this
Moon in Waning Leo
as I write
at 7 degrees in the UK
A very weak cup of tea.
The outward performance is thin and tenuous, not much there at all. The inner journey is huge. You are concentrating so utterly upon the cosmic mysteries that all personal and even individual reputation and reflection seem pathetically small and insignificant. You are being zapped by huge forces, taken on the cosmic grand tour. As the deep inner opens, the surface outer becomes formal and almost wooden. You are called away. Rarely present in a human context. It all depends upon how far you are willing and able to go with this. If you blast free into an expanded selfhood activation, everything will form around that whole new world to be in. But if, as so often happens, you are not quite here, but not quite all there yet either, the transitions can be excruciating; as you prepare for the infinite life, but are hooked back into the regular life and snagged by image and impression. For you will be consistently reflected back to self as one fragment of yourself and this can be awkward and inwardly agonizing. All you want is to wake up and become your greater self. And meanwhile your lesser self has lots to handle, standing in for someone who is never quite home.
Here is an Astrological Report from Leo Tom Lescher to shed a little light with Moon in Lilith on the horizon :
Once you get into this way of clearing you will see synchronicity
more and more
Watched an amazing film about this last night
and the other day
with a lovely heart opening soundtrack
Remembering who we really are underneath all these masks
allows us to transcend them and access all that amazingness that we are part of
We have to go within to the darkness to access the light
Release the mundane to transcend it
We are worth it