If you are a Blue Night
this is your 13 day strand of your essence
of being in balance
this is your
White Castle of the Mirror
Enquiry could be :
How do I feel about what is coming back to me ?
What am I receiving right now for the universe that I am ?
Do I feel I belong on planet earth ?
Do I feel that I can be powerful ?
Do I recognise that I am the conscious dreamer creating my reality ?
Deep questions today as we are in the realm of the deep Scorpio Searching for Soul energy ~
dark moon is beckoning and here lie the secrets of the New Moon in Sagi fire that arrives in the UK on the 22nd.
This ties in with a historic date that I was made aware of this morning when a song started playing in my head Sunny
Here is Stevie’s version
If you read the info about the song in the link above
you will see how this links to President John Kennedy’s death in 1963
In the Mayan this was on the initiation of
The Yellow Star Wavespell
This event has allowed so much truth to surface about society
Neptune is now going direct and so there may be some clarity appearing
as to what is no longer feeling useful in practical Virgo waning Moon
Archetype 6 in tarot is
When we are playing the old myth story of
Romeo and Juliet
We can get lost in being typecast
and this can get tiresome and heavy energy
Fine for young “fools” on their
first cut is the deepest role
bearing our soul to another
with romantic beliefs
that are straight out of a poetry book
and full of star crossed lovers
If we are needing to be rescued then what type of person are we going to attract ?
If we are needing to rescue is the rescued person going to be capable of being an adult ?
Interesting deeper questions that take us on an opening
to what is potential
Hollywood roles generally historically have been
Simple code and a performance
Including some actors who turned politician’s ~ same thing ?
No blurry bits
Traditional and easy to play in principle
and…. real life is not like that now
as we go into the ever increasingly
complex circles of the Aquarian Age
people are not so simple
and there is rarely a lasting happy ending
people are not like that
what is that ?
Do I want to be a damsel in distress?
Do I want to be a hero being superman?
Do I see myself as the Mother of the World ?
Am I the sexy siren or the whore who wants more ?
Am I the father figure ?
This is key to understanding
what lies beneath these stereotypes
What has given rise to us playing them ?
Choosing what we believe is the “right” role
and who is damned and “wrong”
This constant news reel of rising to fame and falling from grace
of the “chosen ones” in our society
What is our heart’s desire free from the ego spin story
and are we willing to become a role model to create a new world ?
When we have been on the world stage for a while
we can actually see our patterns of relationship if we choose
in today’s society of multiple marriages
one night whatevers
and extremely controlled polarities in certain parts of the world
the whole enchilada and spectrum is visible
How many people are living their dream?
How many are going through the motions?
How many feel totally alone and unloved and do not have a clue what to do ?
Beliefs and expectations blown apart….
with a broken heart
and believing deep down that they aren’t worthy
Maybe everyone some times ?
When we get to mid life and things haven’t turned out as we planned as a young adult
there can be a huge sense of loss
often this comes from people who were supposed to behave in a certain way
and they didn’t
and we didn’t
So today is about how we can do this inside of us instead
by getting to know ourselves
and what we have taken on as beliefs about the world
and maybe cutting
These over inflated expectations are creating a deficit on mother earth’s resources and if we are ready we can look to our own feelings of lack to reverse this trend and let go of the so called American Dream
which is simply a nightmare
Time to create an inner support instead
and let go of seeking
imbalanced unhealthy support from others
If we have a dream to be all that we can be truly from the heart
free of attachment
free of needing praise
free of seeking adulation and validation
then we know we are on the
At the moment ego dreams lead
and are forced like winter rhubarb
boosted with money and adverts
propped up with so much energy
in the same way we have been propping up false flags
and by middle age that way of living takes its toll and we scan feel burnt out
When we are in balance in our feminine
we know to tune in and feel our way
a totally different way
to work with what is flowing through us
In the Flow
Today I have been out with the Moon Garden group
checking out the reclamation yards locally
and feeling inspired about doing some fairs and markets next year
with what we have up cycled and grown
Connecting with people in this way
is what floats my boat
I do not want the world to be like me …
how boring would that be ?
I simply want to be me
and be allowed to do that
even though I may not be
whatever that is
My belief is we all want that
to be loved and respected for who we are
and when we do that for ourselves
when each one is in balance
Then the dream is here
we are all in this process
and the more conscious each one becomes of their own process
that their stuff
is something that only they can do something about
the more joy we will have on earth
and the less we have projections of shadow
and we see
that the power of love
is within us
Here is to the light returning
Once we start to get clear about codes
we can see how others have different dreams
and how each person is valuable
in our dream making
because they reveal our beliefs by how they relate to us
and whether we choose to receive in that way
which is why human relationship
is so key to this whole bigger picture
and is very self evident once we see the pattern
in our family ancestry
and how we are repeating it
in a very similar vein
because that is how the codes work
Here is my cat Arnold
simply being in my drier
when it is warm
he does not understand how it works
but he knows how he feels
He is looking to get his comforts met
and he doesn’t care how that happens
In the Reclamation Yard today
I was reminded of a scene from Narnia
The Snow Queen
who froze her subjects in her garden
See what you think
I am finishing this link today with a message from one of the boards
that felt so true for me ~ maybe it will for you as you ponder it’s message