Red Skywalker Wavespell

part 2

As promised this article continues

I just want to say at this point that the day of the last article was a day

I will remember the whole of my life

without going into any personal details 

My world has changed drastically over the last year with moving 

meeting new people

my children growing up and moving in and out 

and

old patterns returning ensuring that I had to change

I haven’t had chance to do much writing or working in my normal way

I have been in a very intense birth canal process

which has been absolutely testing me to the limit

culminating on 

White Rhythmic Mirror Day 

with an out of the blue event…

in some ways but in others lots of signs along the way

and

really big note to self here:

People who had intense traumatic starts in life 

Develop major defence mechanisms 

which often mean extremely ruthless survivor strategies 

that take a lot of rewiring 

This current situation is going to take me a while to recover from

and

I am struggling a bit at the moment 

with seeing any light at all sometimes

I know that what has happened recently 

will eventually lead to a different version of me 

The Butterfly process

A restructuring 

I also realise how I am a lot more resilient than when this first started happening to me

and 

that my survival mechanisms 

have become more refined over time 

I am yo yoing a bit 

and

having  big emotional blips

and 

keeping as centred as I can

letting the emotion out as much as I can 

That is what the emotional support system is there for 😉 

Right now I am hurting deeply 

and 

my heart is breaking 

again…

Over and Over this process

My whole life 

It is essential to my learning I know 

and

it is so hard

to fathom

I have been in similar situations many times

I thought I had really come to a different place in relationship 

I know it is fundamental to my wounding and transformation process

and

everything about it 

reveals more understanding about our life patterns and how they shape us

and

how important it is to do the emotional work

I am still very vulnerable

after years and years

of being in inauthentic and abusive relationships

on a personal level

and in a wider circle

because that is the situation in our society right now in the UK

These circles and cycles

happen to reveal that 

What goes around comes around

until we get completely clear about relating

until we get completely clear about how to live free of distortions

and

step through the Master Teacher Gateway 

White Mirror 

All our delusions and illusions will not stand the testimony of time 

Are being and will continue to be laid bare

before us 

So we can be free of cruelty

Denial 
deception 

and

Lies 

This is the teaching of the Devil Card

in Thoth 

Here is an article by Eli Ismerchantile

The Book of Thoth Liber

The Book of Thoth 4

At the time of the webinar I did yesterday it was waxing Moon in Capricorn 

Time to do the work

of discipline 

As White Mirror is the 18th step 

It is the Master Gateway of 9 

If you know your family tree then if this is not your Mayan Sign

or your White Castle

you may have members of your constellation who are 

This is key to reflecting and seeing  what is a deception being held in place

by an old belief system 

My Father and other family members have this code 

so it is key to my patriarchal line 

very key to any relationships I have with men

It is the White Castle of Red Skywalker 

It reveals masculine wounding in my family 

pic Steven Kenny 

Where Neptune is in your chart will be key for you 

This is a generational planet 

Here is an article about this by trans4mind.com 

My Neptune is in Scorpio

and

so this is again

a very key time for me 

My Moon is in Taurus in my 2nd house

Scorpio is my 8th and 9th house 

with Neptune in my 9th 

This process is essential to my healing Gateway 

especially as a 9 in Mayan Signs

When the New Moon was in Scorpio at 7 degrees it was highlighting this for me in opposition to my Moon in Taurus at 7 degrees 

Here is an article by Darkstar Astrology 

I have experienced this intense changing energy described in the article 

No matter what our mind has planned 

Destiny will make us play by the

Universal themes

coming in for upgrading human evolution

and

no good comes of going over old ground

trying to figure out what you could have done differently

in many ways…

except for in depth healing and clearing 

any guilt tripping 

angst 

and

old goo

and

what I have been doing

is listening to my inner chat around events 

seeing where I am still stuck in

Victim Consciousness

Having extreme self doubt at times especially in my capabilities and power

and 

seeing who is revealing these old themes for me

to show me their source outside 

then doing what I need to do to reform inside 

because there is only me

who can change my inner world in this way 

I have had lots of amazing times over the last year too

and this has revealed what I love about my life 

Here is a pic of me experiencing a lovely time in the Summer

My Taurus Moon energy loves home

and

home comforts

Sensual delights

Being comfy generally …

At this time on planet Earth there is precious little of that 

and 

in my time plan

this time of year is where I find myself at the core of the earth 

Looking at my Persephone archetype being ruthlessly stripped bare 

to reveal my skeleton stability …

the 

bare bones of my structure 

As I am also in a year 8 

this is the theme of it all 

All my heart wounding life patterns coming in for disclosure

and through healing 

potential closure 

If I do the work

Heed the lessons 

and not shy away from my responsibilities 

because 

everything I do ripples out onto the world

so just to recap:

White Rhythmic Mirror

is a Clear Sign Day

also a portal day of human evolution 

and in this spiral took place on

Wednesday 2nd of November 2016

which was Sagittarius Waxing Moon 

My 10th House 

The house of Manifestation

and

in Mayan Signs 

the House of White Dog

as the

10th Mayan sign

also

The Heart’s Desire 

which in a deeper sense brings healing that is required

My North Node in Gemini is in my 4th House

which is the basis of the structure of the 10th

This is also key to my North and South Node 

North in Gemini  ~ Right Relationships

through healing the South Node in Sagi Fire ~ wounding and inauthenticity

My longest romantic relationship being with a Sagi Man ~ the Father of my children ~ also a White Dog 

If you check out your 4th and 10th you will see your key manifestation structure 

On Thursday 03 November

was

Blue Resonant Storm 

What was happening today was key to this whole Blue Storm Year

and if you want to know more in depth about this

please check out my Webinar that goes with this 

I found myself struggling but still managed to go to an important new opportunity for me

a lovely community arising

that I am going to be a part of and holding my first workshop

in the Blue Storm Wavespell 

My Wavespell 🙂 

On my Mayan Day 

Blue Solar Hand

My Burner Day 

on the 1st of December 

I will be sharing more info about that soon

I cried in my presentation…

that was ok ;-)

On Friday 04 November 2016

Yellow Galactic Sun 

The day of the webinar 

Here is where we integrate the Yellow Sun Wavespell

that happened in the Red Castle a short while ago

Yellow Galactic Sun is a Clear Sign

Yellow Sun Wavespell is initiated with a Clear Sign

Yellow Sun is the 20th Mayan Sign

and the Goal if you like

To be able to hold light in all aspects

of the

mind

body

and

soul  

It’s planet ~ along with Blue Storm’s is ~ Pluto 

The Underworld

As I write this on Saturday 05 December 

We have the 9th day 

the Gateway 

Red Solar Dragon

Completion Gateway especially if you are a Red Dragon 

The energy of what the Great Mother initiated for us in the Red Castle in September

is now revealed in this process

This is what we are working with in this Spiral of 260 days evolution

to

Create Heaven on Earth Experiences

Day 10 Sunday 06 November 2016

White Planetary Wind 

As I am in a White Wind Year this is my manifestation 13 day process

and yes so key to everything that has happened 

Truth from Spirit embodied and shared from a healed heart and ego 

Day 11 Monday 07 November 2016

Blue Spectral Night 

The letting go of the nightmares of the Conscious Dreamer

by being consciously aware

of what situations and ways of relating

have created such scenarios and story lines

playing out 

Day 12 Tuesday 08 November 2016

Yellow Crystal Seed

This is the structure of getting clear of our

ego masks and coping mechanisms

hence intense ripping of yarns that bind us that the ego loves

and keep us playing in the realms of the little self 

The day of the shift:

Wednesday 09 November 2016

Red Cosmic Serpent 

Again very poignant for me and just realising this 

The shift of the way a person relates

allows full kundalini flow 

The heart of the matter of the 5th Sign of Red Serpent

The healed heart allows health and wealth to blossom

The native is in tune and balance 

ever expanding 

as they evolve with the new conscious awareness 

the Archetypes coming in from the Asteroid Belt 

of

The Sacred Feminine returning to us all

In finishing 

It may seem extremely dark at times 

The light always returns just after the darkest hours 

Faith

Hope

Belief in the love of our fellow humans 

can always be seen and felt if we allow it 

Love to you all and big hugs from me to you 

We came here to do this work 

and

we are very capable of it 

It is the making of us after all

Adversity awakens our inner strength

and

fire to transform