Red Skywalker Wavespell
Day 12
Yellow Crystal Seed
Day 12 ~ Yellow Crystal Seed ~
the day of potential crystal clarity in this 13 day code spiral of
Creating Heaven on Earth
It is a galactic portal day today
It is a gateway out of the restricted mind set
we can access all wisdom
when we free ourselves from
ego ways of relating
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Today is the day to get clear
about the structure of stars and sacred geometry ….
and recognise new ways coming in
because we are creating new ways of being on planet earth now
going in a different direction
so we are off on a new adventure
and going into territory that is “off our mind map”
Which means we can learn new things on our cosmic cookie trail of adventure
I only share what I know
so far ….
on this journey
this time around
and what I know so far is ….
we have to clear our conditioned mind code
to allow ourselves to remember
and access
new ways of being
because that is
simply what is required to enter this new way of being
So …..
We can wear a merkhaba ~ the 3D version of a 12 pointed star
We can use it in healing ceremonies
We can draw it
We can make it
To actually activate it in our selves
We have to be it 🙂
The centre of it is our heart
Most people I interact with cannot hear this message yet…
and I am simply going to keep sharing it
as I know that when the time is right for the individual
What I am sharing will be recognised
because one aspect of this connection is timing
This is crucial
and an essential part
of our individual process
and where we are on our human timeline
The stars activate us at key times in our life
specifically for our star seeded mission
There are shared code timings at key life stages
and these happen without any conscious awareness
so there is nothing to be afraid of in one sense
the ego way often appears as believing that “it” has to be attuned , activated, go on a course etc
The universe does this naturally just like the seasons
Deciding to choose to work consciously with the code
is a different way of being
Most people are still believing that there is no “need” to be the change
and simply to carry on regardless
with their inner merkhaba unchanged
or
that mantras, chants, watching videos etc will bring change
Still singing the same song
with the same resonance
the same vibration
creates the same
no matter what colour of clothes we are wearing
What style of hair
What tribe we are paying lip service to
It is the inner structure that creates our day to day reality
So wish that people would understand this
because this is the root of all of our suffering here and now
and….
that is my letting go process
of remembering ….
that everything is exactly on plan
on target
in perfect order
for everything
only my ego has an issue with suffering
Our heart attracts our healing
This is the true law of attraction 🙂
The problem is the solution
The nettle grows alongside the dock
We live in a place of learning through opposites
We attract everything we need to let go of
Everything that creates pain for the ego self
Is the salvation of the ego self
An opportunity to get clear by going within
Feeling the trigger emotions
It isn’t about the other person or event for us
It is about what is being revealed for us
What are we in denial of ?
Anger ? Sadness ? Lack of control ?
I use Emotional Freedom Technique / Tapping/ EFT and I be with the emotion coming up for me
That is why the relationship happens
That is why the event happens
For me so I can see what creates hell for me
Then I be with it
I feel it
I tap on it
As I tap on it ~ I accept myself even though I am feeling this anger
Even though I may have been told as a child that I “shouldn’t ” feel angry
Shouldn’t have a tantrum
Shouldn’t act out in public
What will people think?
I shouldn’t question adults
I shouldn’t raise questions that can cause embarrassment/shame/
bring up stuff that adult doesn’t want to deal with
Instead lie to the child
Children “should” be seen and not heard
and so on…..
Follow My personal Cookie Trail back to the roots
Find the events this matches
Tap on them too
Accept them
Accept that happened
Accept myself in the process
Only when I am in acceptance of all my past heart hurts
will I feel free
and truly accept others
because that is how the emotional mind ~ a key part of the ego ~ works
Today is the anniversary of my Grandmother’s death
Nellie Kay
She was a Red Crystal Skywalker
We are in the Skywalker Code and today is number 12 ~ Crystal Day
My Nan had a very tough life and over the past seven days I have been learning more about this with my Mum
We have been using the Mayan Calendar to record the 13 Year Cycles in my Mum’s life and it has been amazing
No coincidence I was there with her at this time
When my Nan died I had just found out I was pregnant with my first child ~
She knew about it
On the day of her funeral I had my first scan of my baby
It was a bitter sweet day of death and rebirth
Her funeral was very different for me because today 20 years ago I was with my Nan when she died
and although it was a sad time I knew that she wasn’t there in her body
I totally knew that because I watched her spirit leave
and it was such a healing moment for me to unveil the mystery of death
Until then I had all sorts of beliefs because I hadn’t experienced it in person
and I had a lot of fears about it
The day she died was Yellow Overtone Seed
The core of the mask that hides our true seed potentiality
Something our generation of human beings on planet earth ~ all here now ~ are here to evolve for our process ~
our continuous process
to be the revealed light stars that we really are
It was day 5 of Yellow Sun Wavespell which is all about that code of evolution
13 Steps
She was just a few days away from her 80th birthday
If she had reached it she would have started a new 13 year cycle in her own sign ~ Red Magnetic Skywalker
as it was she left planet earth in the 13th year of her Yellow Sun cycle
She had fulfilled her earthly mission ❤
So much of what she created with me was bitter sweet and I have been working with that relationship all my life
very consciously now and for the past 7 years seeing my feminine patterns
How the Mayan and Astrology Codes have given new light to this has been on a whole different level
Seeing the family constellations and repeating codes has created a whole different understanding of who was in my original circle and why
who comes in and why
how when I change
my choices change
my relationships change
everything changes
In all our resistance lies our rescue remedy
Today’s Rumi quote:
If you want to shine bright like the day
burn up your dark night self
❤
Shadow ~ holds the keys
It is the root of all human beings suffering
All human beings suffering is the key to our awakening
All our awakening comes first through awakening to who we are and what we doing to create suffering
When we stop suffering we have created a solution that was found :
By taking total responsibility for our day to day reality and how we feel about it
Removing the coping mechanisms that avoid us being honest with ourselves
Starting to speak up for ourselves
Feeling what feels uncomfortable as a result of this
Realising that we can get through this process and live 😉
That actually we do not have to repress our authentic self or live out of balance
and…
other people who do not have that learning yet may not like it
may not want us to change
may not want us to speak the truth they do not want to hear….
just like when we were children
and….
this is what will keep replaying
getting louder until
we pay attention
and remember who we really are
rather than the role we have chosen to play so that this pantomime can keep playing
Time for a new stage debut
that is also really really old
Ancient in fact
What may be called “fiction”
fantasy
myth
All the symbols are encoded within us and are coming to light now
To access them we work with the heart
We have plenty of mind at work already
Feel feel feel your way
The pain shows the way to love
Clear clear clear the pain and evolve to love
That is the heart path 🙂
Waning Moon in Leo
We are in the last day of Lunar MoonMayan Moon
Tomorrow we go into 28 days of alchemical action for the brave souls who are ready to walk their talk ~
look back to July 18 and see what has been bothering you
It may have beamed up louder over the last 28 days
The older you are ~ the older the pattern
Any Leo in your chart ~ this is highlighted
Whatever feels like poo ~ is the manure that expands the fear
or when used alchemically
Is what fuels the soul journey and sets us free
We have free choice as to what route that takes
http://aquaorfire.net/astrology/inside_degrees/inside_degrees.html#leo4
LEO 4
A gardener collecting cow manure.
Bonding with the immediate, external task and swallowing yourself up in its container. Finding sanctuary in excellence, practice, discipline, conscientious carry-through. Becoming engrossed within the task itself and its way of life. Harnessing vast vision into detailed particulars, you succeed marvelously in becoming what is asked, turning yourself into the one who fits the role, the pure servant. But a subtle presence, a deep authority, an otherworldly overtone give you away. You’ve been assigned to veil the self in lesser things so that you will be undisturbed to work within and do spade work for planetary evolution. Yet the call is so critical that often even your own conscious self has little idea why none of this posturing ever seems quite real and your entire expression seems a little too perfect, too much of a set-up, too snugly fitting to be convincing to those with eyes to see.
When we are doing a lot of consuming
that is ego code
It is what it is
The raw ego is driven by fear that is all consuming
Money
Food
Sex
Drugs
Material Stuff
Status
“success”
Control
Out of balance expansion in denial of reality
Making it fit
Manipulation
Sales
It’s just business
Changing goal posts
One sided relationship
Dominance
Bullying
Acquiring
Greed
The seven “deadlies”
The conditioned mind set that we are encouraged to go after to be a “winner” in society
It is in there in all of us in conditioned society
It is in our genes
It is in our blood
This isn’t about “blame”
This is about recognising we are what we are
and…
transforming that within us that is out of alignment with natural
nature
balanced
ways
and doing what it takes to forge new paths
pioneers of the return of the sacred feminine
which does not mean a revolution brought by force on the outside
That is simply more masculine energy ways
New ways inside out
Being the change by changing inside
Each one of us ❤
If you don’t yet know how to do that for yourself
Maybe you could learn ?
That is the most important thing you can do for you
that will change your whole life
I know because I did
and it changed mine 🙂
I love sharing it
It is total self empowerment
Remember more mind is simply that
Mind cannot heal heart wounds
Heart is the feeling organ not the thinking organ
It isn’t logical
We aren’t Spock …..
but maybe we are evolving to become like him 🙂
In balance with heart and mind
Here is a document I created to explain the emotional mind ~
Emotional Mind Pattern Matcher
how it is a pattern matcher and guided by the fight/flight/freeze mechanism
If you understand this you will understand why the logical mind cannot create a change by itself
because the part that has to be changed is a totally different part
with different codes
It is the language of love
The Sacred Feminine
that is the essence of this
Here is my video channel with various process methods for working with code:
We are coming up to the perfect time for clearing
and I have designed some in person and online workshops to assist you on your soul journey :
flow with jo 