Today is the letting go day in the Star wave spell and if it’s your birthday today then this is the bigger picture wave for you this year.
It’s a new moon in Aquarius and this weekend is a powerful one showing us our Aquarius selves.
Blue Moon astrology ~ fabulous insights every time
How we are shining our starlight from true potent possibility
and where we have shadows
that are seeking some information to transform
and some loving to be healed.
Light is information remember…….
all those particles of sunshine
have gifts to bestow
Shimmering skin like the creatures of the night in Twilight
When we learn about astrology we can see how the planetary dances are caressing us
shaping us and evolving us
by resonating and plucking at our heart strings.
Whenever we have a huge hit at the box office or a runaway bestseller it is going deep into our subterranean fears and desires.
All the metaphors of the intoxicating heady shadow selves are there.
This weekend is a Scorpio and Taurus North Node and South Node Tango
this culminates an amazing wave of exciting new galaxies to explore for me
and it soooo makes sense of the dynamic happening in my household just now.
If you have read my earlier posts on this on my facebook page you will know how this wave has brought massive new learning for me.
I don’t do daily posts about this on a regular basis for a full wavespell
I felt called to do it this time with this particular spiral.
All the coloured words in this blog lead to great resources that have appeared on my cosmic cookie trail and I am sharing them with you….
they may be perfect for you and you may choose to google and find your own
as we all have our sacred thread to follow that is individually patterned for us
We have a wealth of limitless resources and thanks to the wonderful web we can access them
in a magical way….
following our sacred cosmic cookie trail…
when we remember our heart wisdom we remember that competition is an ego invention
there is no need to compete as there is the perfect match for us in every moment
the perfect therapist
the perfect business partner
the perfect lover
and so on…..
who is here right now showing up right on time
to take us over the page and into the next dance marking our card….
if we allow it and that is the most powerful magical place to be….
to allow it
In tarot the princess of cups position
Most people aren’t allowing
and
energetically believe…… and so dance with lack
competition = lack in the bigger picture
and a belief in scarcity and limited resources
which in some respects is a material truth…..
there are a finite supply of sources on our planet
and an infinite supply of creative alchemical soul….utions
through transformation
Millions have trod the earth before us and all that ever was is still with us in our earth bubble
A combination of masculine and feminine touch and system is the key.
If we push and force we get an outcome that can sometimes be brutal and damaging
ripping a strip off……
another way is to soften and render tender
so the husk opens up and falls away with the new growth revealed.
In the Mayan calendar this is where we are heading for in July.
July 26 is Yellow Galactic Seed and a time for new growth.
The Heart Path 🙂
We are currently in Blue Resonant Storm and this is a whirlpool year of death and transformation
stirring up our ego suit of armour that often has become our somnambulist performance
playing a role instead of our soul.
This weekend North Node is Scorpio which is death and rebirth.
This is a wonderful resource if you know what yours is.
This is a wonderful site of information from Elizabeth Spring
If you don’t know and would like to know more please message me with your time,date and place of birth and I will set you off on a cookie trail of discovery about a bigger picture if you are ready.
All my info has links so you can do this for yourself and if you want to go deeper then….
like me you could book for a reading
this week I had an indepth astrology reading with Mary English that was a total wow 🙂
This year for me I am revisiting my Jupiter expansion that happens every 12 years and as it’s my 48 birthday in August
in my Mayan thirteen year cycle I am moving into year number five which is blue overtone hand
Radiating my mayan sign which is a gateway for healing, shaping and death and transformation
on the heels of white self-existing wind …
a year four of speaking truth from the heart and creating a structure in the process
In this year I have been revisiting lots of old patterns and cycles….
which I offer you is what we all do
and then we get a chance to experience from a different perspective….
back to the Scorpio North Node which is evident in parenting
It is only when we become parents that we truly understand where our parents were coming from…..
and we are at a choice point…..
often we find ourselves hearing our parent’s words coming out of our mouths….
never would those words leave our lips we thought…..
and yet 🙂
ooops there they are.
Conditioning is so strong
we hold all our experience in our energetic blueprint
our cup holder of the gods
it is there to be transformed
One of the key issues we are all faced with at this time is understanding our child selves so we can transform into mature beings
on all levels not simply what uniform we wear or what face we put on to our peer group
while we have an alter ego ….the child who is the rebel
Watch a group of young children and their attention span to something they really don’t want to do 🙂
That is really all of us isn’t it?
Only we have a parental control mask that we employ
and now and again it slips off and the bushy wolf tail pops out from under grannie’s nightie.
When we were a teenager how did we get our rebellious kicks?
As we were morphing and our bodies maturing…
our hormones racing
and our search for love and belonging
how did we learn to achieve this……
this is the key now to our transformation.
Do you remember the first valentine card you received or gave?
Do remember your first kiss?
The sound of your heart beat
feeling the pulse of desire
and the warmth spreading
tingling
the first cut is the deepest….
sorry no to Rod Stewart here I do draw the line….
love the lyrics tho….
Scorpio is sex on one level
I watched the Full Monty last night and it brought back memories of living in a South Yorks town after I lived in Crete in 1987
both had lots of similarities around masculine and feminine role playing
In the wake of the miner’s strike there was huge fear about the ending of that cycle
Pits were closing fast
there were working men’s club’s and women dressed to the nines …
the trophy wife
women stayed at home to make the Sunday lunch while the men got drunk and watched strippers
and I found this to be sooooo frustrating and controlling
and I wouldn’t do it 🙂
Many people of my generation learned to role play
me totally included full throttle
to….
Cover their emotion with alcohol
allow themselves to be liberated to excess through getting drunk
and some are still doing it because it works on some level
gets them into another place but there is collateral damage
and it’s often at a very high price
Feeling connected to base chakras through sex
feeling empty because that isn’t love
and all the feelings return that we are trying to suppress in triplicate along with the hangover.
I notice the difference with my children and children I have worked with
in a holistic therapist approach
Generally they are not doing that dance and are refusing to wear the mask which is why we have so many
issues…..
around attention and presence
and my offering is these truth tellers
heart wisdom
out of the mouths of babes
are moving us towards authentic relationship
because they demand more
they expect more
and they are showing us the next steps towards our future
being real
Deep down none of us want to do the boring stuff
and resent mundane aspects of our lives
and we have created them because we believe that is how it must be
and that is true as long as we believe it…..
Time to change our beliefs?
I left the UK in 1986 because I didn’t want to be a hamster on a wheel
I felt so strongly that there was more to life than a 9 to 5 and soap operas and I was really scared to take the plunge
some of my friends did it and so I had a stepping stone into the unknown and I took it
This was my first major awakening on a Greek beach gazing at the mountains and feeling oneness
I was alone that day and part of me plugged in
This place is Paleochora…..
Old town 🙂
During my time there I indulged in a hedonistic life
I turned a major milestone here
my 21st
I ran away from intimacy too on one level and kept looking for it in others
I had a Scorpio addiction time of building my shadow
Watching Ulrike Jonsson and her sex addiction confessions gave me a major consciousness raising on this.
My moon is in Taurus and I can indulge deeply in hedonistic pursuit
When I became a parent this changed in my physical process
and yet part of me grieved at the loss of freedom of other aspects of myself.
Now I am seeking to integrate these adolescent parts of me that learned to feel loved in a certain way
outside of myself
because my ego defence that I learned was to people please and to feel valued through others
work in progress 🙂
One of the shadow aspects of this time is that we seek to distance ourselves from our feelings and emotions
and use intellectual control and solutions instead
when ideally…
when in balance…..
we do all of it
and wherever we have emotional black hole responses or addictive urges
we notice that
and for me I use EFT (tapping) to transform through letting go of all my fear ( anything other than joy and love)
so I can be free of my past
and live differently
so I am not living my past today.
If you know your North Node and want to know who you share this with here is a great site
for this and many other things
I find we can see so many things about ourselves through others with the same patterns and I discovered a
lot about my children and me and my partner.
I have had an affinity with Jim Morrison since my first boyfriend introduced me to him
He sang in a band
I thought the music very bizarre at the time and now I am really getting the lyrics in a whole new way
Jim and I have had an on off relationship over the years that has embraced many places and people
and I love how I can time travel to them simply by playing the tunes.
My partner has the same north node as him and is a Saggi and I have the same as his girlfriend Pamela Courson which I found very interesting 🙂
Energetically the wave we are in process with
that the Mayan wavespell reveals to us…..
takes nine steps
one each day
It takes thirteen days to complete a wave and each is unique
each is continuous like creation
we have an opportunity to see ourselves through working with it
it reveals our pattern and beliefs
The first nine steps lead to the tenth …
the manifestation and that was yesterday
we created a wave
an energetic signature
a resonance
a potent dreamweaver
that is how our world really works
thoughts become things
it is so simple
and so complex 🙂
We are part of it
when we raise our consciousness we can create consciously with it in ever more powerful ways
if we are willing to do what it takes
or we stay at Go point and keep coming round to the same place
This is the pattern of the ego dweller who isn’t willing to let go of the old to welcome the new
and so will struggle because digging in heels
create resistance
and resistance is futile…..:-)
We all have ego and it is our friend
our shadow dance partner
Today we are at the letting go day of seeing this wave that we have created so we can release it
and therefore create anew with new ideas
awareness of what our star potential is
what our shadow is
If something outside of us creates pain
something inside of us matches it
simple
that is why it is showing up outside so we can see it
hello 🙂
It is an opportunity to let go and the next wavespell is coming up on tuesday
hot on the heels ready for us to dance with this new learning
perfect for the Chinese New Year which is Serpent energy
see how magical it is this framework
Day two is Valentine’s day which is always the challenge that helps us create and evolve.
The Dragon is the great mother energy of the serpent
kundalini
Our mind worries about this and that
and all the while the universe is about it’s business weaving in amazing beautiful patterns
that are way beyond our human mind comprehension and our heart wisdom knows.
Learning to let go and let love show the way is key
and it’s easy to do in an abstract Facebook fluffy rabbitty way
posting spiritual pics is all well and good
and …..
doing it is the key
doing the shadow dance
jumping off the edge
building the letting go of the safety net muscle 🙂
Today is all about seeing what has happened over the last nine days to mirror what seeks release
Who
What
Where
What has pushed our buttons
What is challenging us
What feels really uncomfortable
Where are we facing walls, barriers and ego protection
Where are we avoiding intimacy
Where are we holding back on speaking out for fear of…..
This wavespell is now moving into new moon energy
the energy is expanding
and as we cannot see her face yet
the moon is in darkness
still shielded
our feminine is still shielded too
first couple of days are in darkness
Here is George Michael and star people which has been buzzing around in my mind today
The amazingly talented beautiful man who is George Michael.
I was never a huge fan until I went to see him perform live and heard him.
Heard his heartfelt communication and felt the resonance of his music and words
the caged bird singing…..
I sobbed my heart out to his
Jesus to a child
telling of his love for soul mate who died from aids
and once I started I couldn’t stop
he touched my resonating inner child
How can this amazingly talented man believe he is unworthy when his gifts have manifested so much?
yet part of him feels so unworthy he was very close to death recently
Isn’t it true for all of us?
A key lesson
that we are required to heal within as well as without
and that is the most important place of focus.
The same is true of Stephen Fry who is such a passionate man about so many things
and a genius
Who wouldn’t want this man as your friend and in your circle ?
He is a Scorpio North Node and South Node in Taurus.
He has had a challenging life that he has shared and in the process raised awareness of many taboos
around sexuality and mental health.
I love him and his beautiful vulnerability
I only hope sincerely that he feels loved by so many.
Shines his starlight for us.
This year is a catalyst and if we want to ride the storm
and transform with it
place our focus on ourself is the starter for ten remember…..
My Sun is in Leo, my Moon is in Taurus and my Ascendant is Aquarius
so no wonder that I am feeling a huge urge to purge right now with
Initiate your awareness now and connect to a huge resource of people who have knowledge to help you
create a pow wow team 🙂
a reframe of a power team.
Connect to people who are open and willing to thrive
willing to receive
willing to let in
people who are still in the land of limitation through ego
cannot do this and so seek to narc with their narc patterns
rather than face fears
and we all have them
until we energetically release them
and reveal our vulnerability
ready to move where the wind blows us
where the energy matches us
where we can share our sacred places
and feel real
purely magical.
Leaving you with Madonna
and if you haven’t seen it yet
is the perfect get real movie for Valentine’s Day
and believe it or not it is written by a wonderful South Yorkshire lass 🙂
Wow what amazing synchronicities have woven together in this blog .
I make it up as I go along…..
so I think….
ha ha avatar.
flow with jo 