I feel the more we share our times of challenges and how we personally transit through them the more we raise awareness.
Throughout my life I have always shared my perceived failures and times of trauma with the intention of being authentic
and open to sharing what is often considered taboo
with the aim of letting some light into our collective dark corners of Pandora’s box.
Once you start to reveal yourself I find others do too
and what once had some power through it’s hidden spell of secrecy
loses it’s ability to still our hearts and shake our foundations
as we realise we are not alone or deficient
we are simply human….
and we all have the same stuff going on in some way.
This is why I love EFT circles because we all want to be loved and respected
and we each have answers for each other.
At this time of transition we are finding new ways of being so that we evolve
and the catch 22
requires that we go into unchartered waters…..
when we are trying to stay sane in an insane world
and fit in to some extent….
so we can function with the unnatural rhythms of our society deeming that we all migrate from a to b
in the middle of the night
all at around the same time…….
Can you imagine looking onto this from another planet?
May seem a little barking…….?
Maybe an onlookers dialogue could be:
look at them all stuck in queues every day
having done this for years
and they are still doing it?
and they think they are superior to the bears hibernating in caves…….
I can imagine our planet earth being of universal entertainment for observing the ridiculous can you?
And it feels like we so have to do it ……..and we don’t have all the answers yet and we have to eat and live
We cannot get off the merry go round.
So we do what we don’t want to do
The universe has it’s universal plan of enlightenment that our soul self is privy to
and is always communicating to us to re programme our code
so that we get to achieve our stellar mission.
If you feel like your game of life setting is on hard at the moment….
and believe me it is in Glastonbury intensity for me 🙂
then take heart because the more we go with it
and I mean go literally some of the time….
It requires some action and change of habits
and doing something differently….
the more magical it becomes
as we start to clear the way to somewhere else
a real place of being
instead of a fantasy purely in our mind’s eye
One way I believe our higher universal soul self really gets our attention is to ….
that really works like nothing else
especially with personal transport.
We have one car and we are out in the sticks with four people needing to get into town and a sporadic bus service.
Last year our car broke and we had an easy synchronistic transition to another.
Just before Christmas that same car developed a serious gear change issue and loud noise and as a result we have been on an adventure .
It’s an adventure my ego doesn’t like 🙂
We have gone down several avenues and as always revisited Christmas past like Scrooge
with seeing our relationships,
values, beliefs and patterns around cars, mechanics, car sales
You get the picture I am guessing having probably played it out yourself.
The bigger journey has taken us following a stone circle cookie trail
As we have travelled the landscape we have been to new places and I am guessing that
as in the past we will be revisiting them for different reasons
Everyone has their own map of the world and their own way of relating
and the trick is harmonising if possible so we can co create
strike a bargain that works for all parties
and the third gear that was struggling to engage in the broken car.
What I have learned over the years is that I have difficulty in communicating with certain styles of relationships
and now I choose to intend what I want as a priority
after years of not allowing that because I was afraid to ask for what I wanted
or didn’t know
or thought that the other person would know more……
I have learned to be persistent and keep asking question, refining and learning until I create the outcome I want if possible
and be discerning about if the other party can match that
without sacrificing themselves
and I want to be open to what the universe is bringing me because…..
I don’t know what I don’t know.
It is a difficult combo to master
and today in the Telling our truth wavespell we are on number 5 of the snakes and ladders board.
White Overtone Worldbridger is the bringer of the new dawn through allowing our spiritual selves to speak.
This morning I was following the cosmic cookie trail and seeing what the universe delivers in my inbox and world wide web.
I found links to many things and one of the key things was a tarot book which led to a book about the women involved in The Golden Dawn who weren’t really given a lot of publicity:
Women of the Golden Dawn by Mary K Greer
When I started to read their story I was understanding the way of the initiators and what goes with the creating new paths
and often the people who go out on a limb are usually ridiculed and challenged
by the ones who are afraid to follow their footsteps 🙂
What have been your learning curves?
Love to you on your journey
Our new car was sourced today and at the time I was focused on a nearby stone circle called Stanton Drew
It ended up being too far to go to in the time slot we had and yet another circle showed up on my sat nav
The garage was in the middle of nowhere and so when we got home I started to look on the internet and I found lots of stuff about these stones
This has just been in the news because the landowner where the circles are
has just been fined for damaging one of them last year
My ego mind has an immediate reaction to that…….
and my spirit now has another…..
as I have learned that if my car hadn’t broke then maybe I wouldn’t have needed to go to this place and how else may that have happened?
How else do we create change if we don’t challenge what we feel are inappropriate systems and relationships
How do we learn to relate differently if we don’t speak to each other and learn about each other’s maps of the world
How do we learn if we stay in our cave……will it take a landslide to bring the roof down?
Will we end our lemming journey over a cliff ?
To the universe it doesn’t matter because it is all our personal choice and our soul school
So the sooner we choose to face whatever shows up and accept it with grace
and the more magic we get to see
Because the journey is rarely what we think it is
and it is always exactly what we need
even though it may not be want we think we want.
I haven’t a clue why I am being shown this
and will keep you posted 🙂