Tzol Kin Meaning


A meaning for the name :

Tzol Kin

I wrote about this many years ago

but cannot find it so far in the labyrinth of my blog.

When I first started creating my blog

I wrote a lot …

without knowing exactly how to use the software templates ~ still learning ūüėČ

The important thing was I got started as it was time


all the content that I wrote back then

I am accessing now and it is teaching me now ~

my higher self¬† guiding me with knowledge I don’t yet embody

This is a cornerstone code of the

Red Skywalker process


that is beginning today

as I write this article

This was the process when I was first initiated at a workshop

when I bought my  first

Wavespell Calendar


2/11/2011 ~

key to

Thoth process


Libraries of Consciousness 

Thoth 1


This is also key to the gif at the start of the article

The eye can literally only see what it has consciousness of in terms of perception 

Here is an interpretation of what

The Tzol Kin is all about 

from a book :

Converting words:

Maya in the Age of the Cross

by William F Hanks 



Here is the link


Tzol (ex 6.6)

A slightly different perspective on reduccion is provided by the verb root Tzol , which is glossed in two ways 

To arrange (objects in space)


To recount (words or events in language)

The verbal sense appears to be primary

for the simple transitive stem tzol(ic),

whereas the spatial arrangement sense emerges in derived forms

tzol cul , tzol + sit , sit in order .

tzolaan , tzol + stative ,’be in order’

tzolal (tzol + intrans suffix ) ‘place oneself in order’

tzol ol (tzol + heart¬† ‘place oneself in order (especially morally )


tzolanil (tzol + stative + il ) , be ordered ‘in a manner’

All of these are highly transparent grammatical constructions in which the parts are readily segmented and associated with distinct meanings.

The two senses clearly have in common, the concept of putting objects, words or bodies in proper order.

From the verbal meaning of ‘tell in order’ there is a minor extension to

(ah) tzol than, agent + tzol + language ‘interpret(er)’

The latter applies to interlingual interpretation

and interlingual explanation,

both of which are defined by the production of metalinguistic speech

that recapitulates other speech 



pic by Chie Yoshie



My perspective :

To place oneself in order morally

using timelines to

recapitulate past wounding experiences and

create a new family story

free and clear of old corruption




Pic by Chie Yoshie 


The Magical Process Revealed by the Mayan King


The Magical Process

revealed by the Mayan King 

Pacal Votan 

Today is the most powerful magical mayan code

in the entire 260 day process

because it is the new learning

for the transformation of the human being 


All I can offer you is my experience

I cannot give any more than that

I believe everyone on this earth is a channel for the divine

We are the cup holders of the God and Goddess creative force


I did not consciously choose to walk this path

and share this information as a human being ūüôā¬†

I am learning more and more to let go and be guided

I chose this before life on earth 

I started to connect to this calendar when I began

my 13 year cycle of Blue Hand on my birthday in 2009

I went to Kephalonia and Florence on my birthday

to a family wedding of another Blue hand ūüėȬ†

I am a Blue Solar Hand 


I was awakened to this consciousness of this code

by a

Blue Solar Eagle 

Nines are the Gateways 


More about that here ~  Pacal Votan 


 Blue Solar Eagle is The Gateway Master

of my pure sign process 13 day process 

The Galactic Signature of

Blue Hand 

I did not understand the language of the Mayan Process

I resonated with the message and I knew it was truth

My Mayan Sign is part of this magical process

It is one of the 13 Clear Signs 

This 13 day process

Blue Storm

is the catalyst code that initiated

at the

Summer Solstice

in this current 260 day cycle 


I have touched on this briefly in past blogs 

I share it as I learn it

as I feel to

as I am guided

as I channel the information

Co Creating with this 260 day process for 4 years now

Soon going into the 5th Year 

Each number of the 13 steps has a code

Has a function

Has a process embedded within it 

I can talk to you all day about it


it will bounce off 

It will not make any sense ūüėČ

apart from what is relevant for you at the perfect time for you

It is not meant to be learned en masse that is the anti thesis of it

and the spiral of it

and the feminine of it  


This is what the new code coming in 

is about

This is not about intellectual understanding

This is about connecting to


Being the process 


Downloading what each person needs to access

at the moment they need it 

Just like Neo in the Matrix


If you believe that science fiction is not real

then this is not for you….

not yet ūüėȬ†

All creations on this earth come from the divine 

Everything is a download and cannot be owned by a human being 

All that I share in my blogs is from somewhere else

filtered through the personality of me 


The more I evolve my personality and release it 

The more I access 

The more open I become 

to divine will

and the paradox happens

the more free I become 

This is not a concept 

This is a process ūüôā¬†

Getting our ego out of the way 

So what does it all mean?

Time for the human being to realise the truth of who they really are 

In one sense it is the same as all other ways of the wise

The Tree of Life is here to be seen


The codes of the human being ready

to do the inner alchemical process

are here

on the lid of Pacal Votan’s Tomb¬†

Pakal color

There are 13 Signs

There are 13 processes that they are linked to 

The Blue Castle is the third Castle 

The Transformation Cauldron 


Initiated by Red Serpent ~ what we are working with all year in focus this year


The nervous system and the maturation of the reptilian survival brain 

moving from survive to thrive 


The Asteroid belt 

It is the Alchemical transformation of the Red Castle

~  that started on the 4th of April ~ 52 days 

4 x 13 process days of awakening code working to evolve the human being 

This was what we were awakening to for new beginnings initiated by Red Dragon Wavespell


Here is a document holding the codes on my

Resources Page 

Aries Sun

Libra Moon 


Princess of Wands Thoth

Followed by The White Castle ~ starting on 

Initiated by Red Skywalker

on May 26

The human being ready to do the Great Work

and bring Heaven to Earth

through themselves 

through their actions

coming from clear space

The Fool in Tarot


4 x 13 day process days of refining the previous 52 days experience 

It was in Red Skywalker 13 day process that I began my relationship with this process in earnest 

I was ready to do the work 

It was time for me to do it

I went to a workshop at the positive living Group 

it was a talk with Jon McCarthy


Scorpio Gateway 

Self Existing Moon 16 

on the planetary cycle 

White Rhythmic Wizard 

I bought a calendar

I did as he bid ~ be the process

Learn with your heart not your head 

move the blue tac each day

tune in

know what your next learning is 

follow the cosmic cookie trail that is co creation with your universal self 

Be the process

Get in the rhythm of letting the magic flow through us 

The Moon Goddess structure 


So now we are at the heart of the matter 

The spinal column

The core

Today is Yellow Lunar Human

It’s planet is Earth


It is my Yellow Castle 

I am in a Yellow Human Year ~ last few days

Each year on our birthday we enter a process

One of four Mayan Signs 

We also have a 13 Year Cycle

again one of the same four signs

Wheels within wheels 

It is complex 

Life is complex and amazing


I am a simple woman

If I can learn it and do it

Anyone can ūüėȬ†

It allows balance of heart and mind

Masculine and Feminine

Awareness of the code that is creating all that is 

How Wow is that ?


So in personal terms

to help you see a personal experiential perspective

As I blogged yesterday 

My 13 year cycle began in 2009

I was in a paradoxical time 

par for the course for me ūüôā¬†

When I give up what my ego believes is my way and “career”

Usually because whatever relationship I am in 



no difference on any relationship

because they are simply mirroring what is going on inside

Miracles happen

I shed a snake skin


to do that

I have to have the courage to listen to my heart

and my soul wisdom

which is difficult when the ego has a conflict around survival and goes into melt down

In 2007 and I had learned new tools to help me listen to this part of me 

All aligned perfectly for this future unravelling process


feel this part of me having a panic attack

be with it 

learn from it 

The child within feeling unsafe because of life experiences

past life experiences

ancestral codes

cultural codes 

ancient history running in my cellular self 

Emotional Freedom Technique is part of a ritual of recapitulation

It is shamanic

it is ancient wisdom

it is genuflection

free of any manipulation of wisdom by religious distortion

it is simply a process that allows the human being to accept 


all of the human beings current and past life process

past life process usually creating present process


not allowing presence

not allowing clear consciousness of the human being

emotional past embedded experiences getting in the way of that

Albert Einstein quote simplified ~ one cannot create the solution to the problem from the same energetic framework ~ clear the feelings and distortions labelling a situation as a “problem”¬†

Get clear

Access source assistance 

Move into a whole new way of being


So today is the clear sign

Yellow Lunar Human

All day 2’s in the 13 day process are Lunar¬†

New learning days

Shadow days

Moon Days 


Where can we get clear of our veil 

What is perfectly timed and aligned to do that?

Ask and receive your guidance

What is feeling uncomfortable ?

What is pushing your buttons emotionally?

You do not need to understand all the Mayan Calendar to do this

Understanding yourself is the key ūüėȬ†

Letting yourself feel is the key

Being open to feeling all the pain body is the doorway 

Emotional Freedom Technique is gas and air for the soul birthing process ūüôā¬†

Do you feel loved and accepted?

What has been happening to you recently that is feeling painful ?

Maybe in your heart?

Maybe in your body ~ the body reveals the true state of energy flowing and does not lie unlike the ego mind who has lots of ways to mask the pain with avoidance techniques and childish ways of relationship 

Our human body is our philosopher’s stone

This is the key to soul alchemy 

The alignment between the body and the spirit 

Being embodied 

Being love through personal acceptance of our human being history

Here is a wonderful video

by Lovely Leo Tom 

This explains what is happening in a planetary sense right now


how the planetary movements are working with the stardust within us 

the energetic codes 

the galaxy quest that is our energetic structure 

Letting go by transforming the ego is key

otherwise we are bound to the labyrinth of our mind 

The myth of the Labyrinth

is the process of using the golden thread

our Goddess self



showing us the way out of our mind 

the hamster wheel 

any belief that we are not worthy

In 2010 on my birthday

I was done with my property developing path

I was learning about who I believed I was

I knew about the Mayan Calendar

I knew about my Mayan Sign

I had felt drawn to visit Glastonbury at Aries time ~ new beginnings


It was an EFT conference and I felt drawn to go

I had felt at home there

I had a huge emotional release 


I went to play a Mayan Game and felt connected in many ways

I was meeting new people in different locations 

I went to the Goddess Conference at the Mayan New Year 

Red Overtone Moon

The heart of authenticity and honesty year in this 13 year cycle of Red Moon that started in 2006

I knew I had to come and live in Glastonbury 

I started to visit 

In February 2011 I did my first Open Your Heart Retreat 

We moved here in August 2011 and were nearly homeless because the original plan made earlier at Mercury Retrograde

fell through

We booked into a holiday cottage called Dreamtime 

We found the house we live in now with one week to go 

I had faith that I was meant to be here

I came 

I got the perfect place to match my structure that I needed to evolve 

and I offer you this

This is always happening to everyone ūüėȬ†

If you believe your ego ¬†is in charge of your life ….

Really ?

Everything is perfectly aligned and a match for where we are in our evolution process

and if that is feeling stark and dark then it is down to the human being to learn how to transform that manifestation by learning what codes of conduct created it ūüôā¬†

Then heal it

Then release it on all levels

Then create something different 

Phoenix process


The more we let go of our past now

and the more we are free to be the gift that we bring

Have courage 


and be held 

by your divine self 

Remember the times when you were young and the magic happened?

When you had the courage to speak your truth?

When you took action even though you were afraid ?


it all worked out ?

Spectacularly on a heart level ?



Maybe didn’t fit the ego tick box of yourself or others

in your conventional circle

who thought you should be “responsible” and “conform” ?

When I was in my 17th year

I was in

Yellow Cosmic Human


It was spectacular for my Midheaven Sagi self  at 4 degrees:

A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.
Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he, won’t he?” dominates consciousness and energy, keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

This reminds me of the pool scene in Joe Black 

warning explicit content ūüôā

This is also directly connected to my Merlin Asteroid in my 9th house ~ completion house

Great article about Merlin Asteroid :

Merlin Asteroid Article

The third degree ūüėȬ†

Clouds overhead seen in a reflecting pool.
Enlightenment rarely comes by pursuing straight lines, by following predictable tracks. If you wish to find the secrets to the mysteries, you must give yourself over completely to the flux and to the ferment, and allow the winds of destiny to prevail entirely. This immediate sense world casts a very different glow than the heavens ever could. By identifying yourself with each shifting nuance, every flicker of instantaneous movement, you find the inner worlds way to waking up here in this Earth. But this journey is a perilous one, for you become awash in so many far-flung spheres, and there is no map and there are no shortcuts. You must somehow see right through your own most addictive and compulsive impulses, and ride the wild waves homeward through sheer presence of mind and gut conviction that everywhere leads to the same place. And that if you find yourself cast into any corner of fate it is the one perfect place to get home free within, if you can hang on and let go and never lose your sense of humor.

Today’s Tarot Card this illustrates this beautifully

8 of swords



8 of swords

Let you of mind dictating imbalance

and creating dictatorships

to free humankind 

Currently Leo Moon at 7 degrees in the UK as I finish this

A very weak cup of tea.
The outward performance is thin and tenuous, not much there at all. The inner journey is huge. You are concentrating so utterly upon the cosmic mysteries that all personal and even individual reputation and reflection seem pathetically small and insignificant. You are being zapped by huge forces, taken on the cosmic grand tour. As the deep inner opens, the surface outer becomes formal and almost wooden. You are called away. Rarely present in a human context. It all depends upon how far you are willing and able to go with this. If you blast free into an expanded selfhood activation, everything will form around that whole new world to be in. But if, as so often happens, you are not quite here, but not quite all there yet either, the transitions can be excruciating; as you prepare for the infinite life, but are hooked back into the regular life and snagged by image and impression. For you will be consistently reflected back to self as one fragment of yourself and this can be awkward and inwardly agonizing. All you want is to wake up and become your greater self. And meanwhile your lesser self has lots to handle, standing in for someone who is never quite home.

Blue Monkey divinity codes of the heart


Blue Monkey Wavespell

This is the big one ūüėČ

Are you ready to transform?

Are you ready to do the work?

This is the 13 day process that is the centre core of the


The Mayan 260 day synchronising process

that is perfectly timed and created

for the human evolution process happening on planet earth right now

You can access one I made to download

and print off on my Resources page

here is a direct link

Mayan Wavespell Synchronisor 

The key to this is doing the process of the calendar

being the process


I am going to share a lot of info about myself today

and my process

and please hear this for yourself

The key to this process is for you

to do this for yourself

that is what this

Age of Aquarius brings 

Know thyself

To thine own self be true 

Learn your codes 

Learn how you tick  

This is the key to this year of self~empowerment




Individual Awareness

Uranus light bringing activation

Light coming in to the individual as a direct result of transforming the shadow and making the space for new codes within

new relationships without are manifest

as a result of this conscious process

Conscious relating to ourselves

Conscious relationship as a result of that process

with others

This is the enlightenment process

I start today’s blog with a picture of me from around 10 years ago

My 40th birthday that year

This is Halloween and my witchy self on full view 

Yesterday we had Jupiter

go into Virgo until September 2016

Here is a great article about this

and lots more astrological info including

The New Moon in Leo on the 14th



Gray Crawford

For people of my generation in particular there is a key role to play in Virgo energy

especially around the sacred feminine and being in touch with that part of ourself beyond the limits of our mind

Virgo is the 6th sign in the wheel that allows us to bring in a balance with a healthy attitude and behaviour around healing, being and doing

Mastery of Virgo ~ potentiality ~  as esoterically

Jupiter is the planet of expansion and Mastery

whatever has been coming in over the last 12 months in Jupiter in Leo reveals ego and heart issues around feeling loved and the courage to be who we really are and let go hiding especially if we feel an outcast 

which is the majority of people who are paving new paths ūüėȬ†

Feeling there is a 

cross to bear



continual crisis crossroads choices

and wow amidst all this is…


alchemical potentiality to birth the phoenix process


The Mayan Sign reveals the cross

the Rosy Cross

of potentiality through integration

to allow full acceptance of everyone and everything in our personal path

and be the transparent free child as a result of that process

Free of all wounding

Free to live from the heart

and love all

My Mayan Sign from my birthday

reveals the cross I will be working with 

Red Resonant Earth 

Red Earth ~ planet Uranus How centred, grounded and aligned I am so that I can feel safe on the earth and my tree of Life has good roots. My circuitry to the earth is embodied 

Red Moon ~  planet Mercury ~ my higher self guiding me to work with everything in me ~ Hermes is Mercury ~ currently Mercury in Virgo for discernment today ~ looking back over recent months and honest and authentic relationships is a good place to see the fruits of our labours and our significant others ~ are we having honest relationship or is it all smoke and mirrors ?

New asteroid for me ~ Hermione in the chart ~ 121 ~ the daughter of Helen of Troy who has a disastrous first marriage because of her father’s betrothal as spoils of war, but runs away and marries her first love and grandfather’s choice¬†

Hermione asteroid


This is again key to the new Mayan Year we are in ~ Red Moon 13 year cycle ~ White Planetary Wizard ~ The Moon Goddess ~ planets ~ the asteroid belt 


The asteroid belt

between Mars and Jupiter

is changing our collective consciousness with new archetypes to embody

If you haven’t seen this film¬†


it is wow 

it is dark 

Following A David Bowie Capricorn Cookie Trail 

At the time I started writing this article

is the exact degree of dark moon in Cancer in the UK

at 23 degrees

A man putting together pieces of broken pottery.
Nothing works any more. The form of things is breaking apart. In your mind’s eye, you can remember how it once went, and you can certainly try to put it back together as it was. There is something about doing this that teaches you all kinds of things. And when you are called inside to reconstruct the old world and somehow keep it together one way or another, you must do it. One lesson you will eventually learn is how the mind works and why it is convinced that this task is so very necessary. But meanwhile, there is an elegance, sophistication, a cultured touch and sensibility that provides entry into so many fascinating worlds. Karmic recapitulation. Going back to the same places to do the same things can be quite a story to tell. Every bit of it is ebbing as it happens. All of your constructions in mind and outer form cannot hold on much longer. But the ego-mind is most tenacious and insistent in such destiny verges, hoping to postpone the deluge one more delicious moment.

My Hermione in the 6th house ūüôā ¬†

Yellow Seed ~ planet Jupiter ~ the mastery of understanding the mask and why and how it was created ~ what it allowed to happen and how to let it go to reveal the true seed underneath ~ letting go of being the anti matter, the scapegoat, the emotional chalice and imbalance for others in relationship ¬†ūüôā My Jupiter is in Gemini 5th house and what I have been saying about relationship mastery¬†

Blue Hand ~ my challenge and gift  to keep shaping my destiny and complete ~ keep doing the inner work and balancing this with doing the practicals 

White Wind ~ letting spirit speak ~ again Uranus is the planet. When we are present we channel truth free of mind interference 

when we use EFT to clear distortions and start to balance our emotional body re align our patterns and clear distortions then everything becomes clearer and easier to know what choice to make

the energy in the body flows


accessing the 5th dimension in person

as all lessons are learned


and the light




pic by hardnox

Depending on how you see that

and do that with yourself

there are many computations possible 

If you are a similar age to me 

I am 50 in less than a week

You will have similar planetary placements

If you want to do your own chart is a link:

My biggest houses

are my first and seventh

My first unlocks my seventh

The first house being in the underworld as everyone’s is

The first six houses are all in the underworld using the format on

I am not an Astrologer

I learn and share intuitively and this is key to the nature of what the 260 day process is bringing us now to embody ūüėČ

My first house holds the key to unlock the secrets of the mystery


I am about to enter my

7th year of my 13 year cycle

Red Resonant Earth

in my own Mayan Sign


Blue Hand 


Everything that I have ever experienced is now coming up and in for me to work with in particular since the

Summer Solstice

and my 13 day process of

Blue Storm that began

on 21 June

and my Mayan Sign is day 9 of

in broad terms we are now going into the feminine half of the year

The light in the Northern Hemisphere is diminishing and I was chatting with a friend last night who agreed that the weather and vibe shifted yesterday in the South West of the UK

there was a distinct autumnal flavour

and to use his words a Robin was singing their Sad September Song


photo link 

and maybe the Robin is not sad

but I agree that this is how I interpret it 

I totally resonated with that

Do you resonate with that ? 

There is a nature code that you can see, smell, hear and feel 

This chat was in the shift of

White Cosmic Dog


and I have a lot in common with my friend

as we have shared

tribe patterns

so understand each others process

This is key to this fusion time of

Sirius Gateway at the Solstice

with it’s asteroid placement of 13 degrees Cancer

Sirius 2

There is no distinct masculine and feminine of course as all is a fusion of energies

There are key structures though

The key structure we are working with in our 50’s

is the heart of the matter

Leo energies

and we are in the last day of the

Leo Gateway


Here are some links about that

Art of the feminine

and my perspective on the infinity link is the card in Thoth 


through integration and doing the disciple work ūüôā

This is key to this earth energy now 

Book of Thoth 6


The generation of people who are 50 

are the earth lovers

with my Pluto in Virgo in my 7th house at 15 degrees

A man inherits a vast fortune.
Aristocracy takes many forms. Whether by karmic predisposition or by bloodline or both, being granted the ultimate pedigree for serving effectively. Those who have ruled can serve. Those who have mastered can give themselves over. Those who have attained can extract the essence of what they have come to before and utterly discard the rest. Showered with blessings. Filled to overflowing with the streams of your background, you are yet definitely motivated to use all this as a springboard and not to lean back on it. You feel the impulse to renew gifts, treasures and mysteries–to revitalize the old streams, to make relevant and essential what has previously proven to be steady and enduring. And most of all, endowed with a fluency in drawing from the well something fresh and new, and being so at home in bringing it all through that you become an individual here in the midst of things, who just happens to know and be familiar with just about anything you need to access from the well that never runs dry.

Here is an interesting article on Pluto in Virgo


Lilith first house which are both key for me  

Pluto in Virgo blog spot 

I see this as a Hades and Persephone dance hence my shadow work and this generation busting through old archetypes of co dependent relationship that is abusive to the sacred feminine on all levels


pic link 

I also have Uranus in Virgo in my 7th House at 13 degrees

A man with hair on his back.
Peppery, fiery, contentious, and spoiling for a fight. Born ready, shot from a cannon, one of a kind–volatile in the far extreme. Convinced of things. Taking sides, even inventing them, you are impelled by the polarized consciousness to be so fiercely partisan that the destructive overwhelms the constructive. Incited to riot by what is wrong with the world–not reconciled, not accepting, not at peace. Self-righteous and headstrong. In perfect moments, ebullient and magnificent and the most charming a being can be, much of the time you are feuding and bickering and blindly consumed by the lower mind. Keenly good at self-deception, the world’s best at blind self-fidelity. The perfect promoter of the unpopular cause. But you feel tormented by the way in which all of this perpetuates itself and cannot find freedom. You search for a way through, hungry for self-overcoming, and needing so badly to emerge from the thicket of the mind, to be affirmative of existence with no doubts making the world intolerable to sit in one more moment.

oh yes that is an intense pattern of mine

and one that I am now tiring of 

as yet again preparing to duel with the devil of the patriarchal systems

and needing to move house again


my whole life has seemed to be part of this polarity 

I guess like me you have often felt it would be easier to live as a recluse

stack shelves

that is not the path of the shadow worker

hiding in the wings ūüėȬ†

It is what we signed up for at this transition time

and when doing the inner work it does get easier

happend easier

and allows the individual to

take power back

revisit old wounds


speak truth

feel good about honouring oneself 

and the sacred feminine

because if people do not do that now

Who will ?

Just watched a lovely film

Women in Gold 


Devastating yet enriching as is the soul journey

Be the honour of what is

“right relationship”

is key for love 


Astrology and the Mayan 260 day process

help the individual recognise patterns

and see that their script is written already

How we choose to portray our part 

is the magical part 

The Art

and when we combine this

Mind Map from the starry skies 

the sat nav for the soul journey 



use heart wisdom

freed from emotional distortion

using EFT 

Emotional Freedom technique

See my resources page specifically for EFT for that

Oh my Goddess it is wow 

Everything that seemed “bad” about ourself

suddenly frees us into 

realisation that everything happened for a reason

and our weirdness is the sign of the awakened soul

I have put an excerpt here from this website which really touched me

sharing it with that intention

Do not ever doubt your magical beauty awakened people 

Our difference is so magnificent and extraordinary

Keep believing in yourself through all these dark times 

and do the work

to feel and know the warmth of the eternal sun and light 

Know that we are all in this together

we are always held and loved

Ask for help and it is given 

An Ode to the Misfits

Here’s to the wild, the weird and the wonderful.
To those that drop deep into their own flow and lose sight of the shore. Who discard the rules, the labels and the chains that once bound them in search of the truth of their heart.
Here’s to the mismatched puzzle pieces that don’t get invited to join in all the reindeer games; that get left behind in the dust to learn their own way to fly. Who in their sacred solitude grace the skies with wings of freedom and a grace born of soul fire.
To the rare, unearthly beings that walk the road less traveled, taking the adventure that rises on this path with purpose and passion.
Here’s to the rebels, the heartsick originals, and the bittersweet loneliness that fuels their spirit. To the one’s that won’t conform, back down or step aside. To the one’s that were not born to fit in but to gloriously stand out.
To the tribe of troublemakers that think so far outside the box, they dream on the edges of the infinite. To those that dance even though they have no idea how. Who stumble and make it part of the steps, sing completely off key and totally out of tune.
Here’s to the awakened one’s whose purpose is to feed their soul not starve it. Whose mantra is the drumbeat of their own heart and the possibility that looms on the horizon. To the one’s who dare to be open, to love and to live.
To the magical, the mystical and the misunderstood. To the wise ones that move between the shadows and the light. To those that howl to the Full Moon and run naked in the streams. To those who read the compass written on the walls of their heart’s and follow the North Star etched upon their spirit.
Here’s to the fallen, the broken and the shattered. To those that know to be cracked is to let the light in deeper. Who know that the best fruit is on the very tip of the branch and the brightest jewels are hidden within the roughest of surfaces.
Here’s to the brightly colored, divine visionaries that won’t stand down, play small or sit out.
Here’s to the wild one’s. Here’s to you.

Today’s planet is Venus¬†



My Venus is in Virgo at 29 degrees 

A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

also in my 7th 

This is the anaretic degree and it is still playing out and will do for me because it is my mastery of relationships

and to become a master takes experiential learning

and becoming the wound to understand it

and be it on all levels

heal it transmute it

and share that with others

to turn this world around and bring balance because we have accomplished that miracle within our inner world

so this process has to happen from within each person

before the outside world

will reflect that en masse  

Here is an article about that:

The anoretic degree medical astrology

People who know

how to relate consciously

are as rare as Hen’s teeth ūüėČ


that is a fact 

I do not mean people who talk the talk

I mean people who are walking the walk

I know I am very self aware and doing the process


everything that is coming up for me right now is very revealing about how I am still relating like a child around men especially ūüôā

I get gut instincts but then do not honour them 

because I haven’t healed enough

I still have big trust issues and so I do need to keep going there…

until I don’t ūüôā

You cannot do that with your thoughts

in a Virgoan bubble safe from harms way 

The Universe brings us what we need not what our ego wants 

key learning

a match comes for what we need to integrate

and remember 

we are the universe

no one is doing anything to us

we are doing it to us 

to get clear about how we actually do relationship

rather than how we think we do it 

and this is often frustrating

in this Venus Retrograde

and that is how it works

Our next step is only revealed when it is the perfect time 

So an amazing time of connection

Here is David Bowie star seeding the code into the collective psyche in 1972 

This is the Mayan Code of Red Dragon initiation:

Moonage Daydream 

I’m an Alligator

I’m a Mamma Pappa coming for you¬†

Letting go of being stuck

Tomorrow brings a magical

13 Pacal Votan clear Sign



I will blog about this then

In alignment 

It is so key for me 

Goes back to the second year of this 13 year cycle

when I first came to Glastonbury and got the Goddess calling to come

and I did 

and wow 

never saw that coming ….

or any of this Mayan Stuff

or so many people who I hadn’t met yet¬†

and love now 

Isn’t life an absolutely amazing adventure ?


Mission Impossible 

and yet somehow 

we do it ūüėȬ†

Love to you and your divine child coming into it’s own¬†


Keep moving

Keep loving

Keep open 

Online Workshop

this weekend for you

if you are ready to be the wizard within

Click here for My Structure of Magic Empowerment Workshop


The Tzolk’in




Day 8 of the Blue Eagle Wavespell ~ Integrate

White Galactic Wind

Please click on the links to follow to other sites to expand on the information here.


Having taken time to be still ~ and still creating illness to be in that space ūüôā I have had many ahas.

As a fire sign I often find this difficult ~ to be still. 

I love rapid transformation and my personality is impatient to get it on ūüôā This is one of my key mastery lessons.

More and more I am connecting to the magic that is here in Avalon ~ as I let go and transform my ego.


The Mayan Wavespell ~ the Tzolki’n


I am learning this experientially and am amazed by what it is teaching me every day. Here is my sharing for today. Purely my perspective ~ a way “-)¬†

I am looking to offer a workshop about this soon as I have learned enough to feel ready to share. ¬†If you are interested and wish to take part, in person or online please get in touch. When I have enough people I will create one. This is my way of working. When I have lived it I and know it energetically I am ready to speak of it. This Wavespell is our soul evolution and is unlimited in it’s wisdom and so I am offering you a snapshot here.

To work with it and know it yourself ~ connect to it each day and let it speak to you through being with the energy signature of the day, see the synchronicities occur and in doing so see the matrix of the universe we live in.

I have made some for people ¬†and here is a link to mine. You can use this online ~ it has links to wavespell information. You can print it out and laminate it and move your piece of ¬†blue tac each day , which is how I started my relationship with it. There are products on the internet in many shapes and forms and lots of wonderful websites ~ if you choose follow your own cosmic cookie trail and source what feels good for you. You may feel you want to do what you have always done and get several books and learn it in chunks ~ that isn’t experiential learning or working with the wheel and the cycle. It is not the same thing at all and is mind led. To work the way I have suggested opens up your heart and your feminine side ¬†and is the co creative way to work with your spirit and intuition which is what today’s energy is all about ūüôā Choice is as always yours lovelies ūüôā¬†

If you struggle with working with intuition and trusting your gut, hearing your inner voice and are facing a lot of resistance showing up in your world at the moment then…..

heed this ūüôā

Whatever we are feeling resistant to ~

is our next step on our evolution.

Yesterday I posted about the new cycle coming up for a brand new spin on All Hallows Eve ¬†~ Red Dragon ~ the initiator of this calendar’s 260 day cycle.

Forget what you need to add to yourself ~ it is what is within that allows you access to spirit ~ clearing the inner space. Go within and clear the noise, the chatter, the shadow. This is what is seeking your attention and devotion, your love and acceptance. When you place your attention here instead of outside ~ it all becomes clear ūüôā

I use Tapping to do this ~ Emotional Freedom Technique. Tap it ~ unwrap it and move into a whole new space.

The Mayan Wavespell will help you with the process. 

We say that everyone has their own path and unique signature ~ there is also a pathway structure that shares common ground and everyone can use it.

The Mayan Wavespell is it. ūüôā¬†

It seems very complex at first and most websites are huge with lots of information. My intention is to create a simple guide ~ I don’t like the term “Dummies Guide” because to me that terminology isn’t loving or respectful.

I prefer

The Cosmic Cookie Trail to Co Creativity

~ bit like The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy ūüôā

The intention is to share this amazing gift of the Gods and Goddesses that we truly are , with love for all.

This Wavespell runs without pause over and over. It has 260 energetic signature days. Each day belongs to a 13 day bigger picture Spiral that has a specific intention ~ a message to share, a lesson and a learning space for each individual according to where they are on their path.

When an individual has connected consciously and experientially and most importantly emotionally and energetically with this energy every day 

with awareness for eight years

they are integrated with the universal wheel of life ~ how’s that for flow ūüôā

That is the teaching ūüôā

You may feel that is a huge undertaking and that you cannot spare the time or the energy and you haven’t got the know how ?

It is your choice.

This is the secret to transcendence ~ know Thyself. Transform yourself in co creative relationship with the universe.

Intend it and you will be shown how to do it ~ that is how the universe works ~ you are the universe ūüôā

It offers you ( through you ) the Gateway to the Goddess ~ Heaven on Earth. 

If you are prepared to do the work on yourself and transform your shadow. That is what is required on your part. Whatever it takes, wherever you are required to go and shake off the shackles ~ you have to commit to the journey. You will not give yourself challenges that you are not ready to face although your ego will tell you it is so ūüôā¬†

Your ego is your salvation ~ the loyal friend who will show you the shadow and the light.


This first step today is the transformation process woven in the matrix.



There are thirteen Steps that reoccur over and over every 20 days in different forms which create different awareness and energetic structures.

The First Step is Red Dragon ~ the initiatory energy ~ what is seeking to be formed from the void?

The Second Step is White Wind ~ what is our challenge ~ our next step in our evolution? Spirit coming in Space.

The Third Step is Blue Night ~ how do we combine steps one and two through looking with at our dreams and nightmares calling us into our past and future 

The Fourth step is Yellow Seed ~ how do we let go of the coping mechanisms we created in childhood ~ ego masks ~ to be free to be our true nature now

The Fifth Step is Red Serpent ~ the way we relate ~ sex/intimacy/kundalini rising ~ our body showing us our energy flow. Mastery through Struggle

The Sixth Step is White World Bridger ~ how do we open up to other worlds and surrender to what our path is bringing us and leave the past behind ?

The Seventh Step is Blue Hand ~ the top of the pyramid ~ the Mystic, the Gateway where we transform and realise the magic of ourselves

The Eighth Step is Yellow Star ~ integrating so we are clear of old wounding and shine our star essence free from ego , know and accept ourselves

The Ninth Step is Red Moon ~ opening to new cycles by ending old ones. Our shadow is transformed and we are truly our cosmic seed.

The Tenth Step is White Dog ~ we love and accept ourselves unconditionally and as a result have found our tribe of the heart. Our inner dog has been heard and transformed.

The Eleventh Step is Blue Monkey ~ we are truly the transparent divine child who has no inner brat and is in balance in masculine and feminine, living in the now having transformed the past experiences

The Twelfth Step is Yellow Human ~ We accept our humanity as a very valued part of this trip on earth and we learn how to give our human vehicle what it needs to thrive from a place of sacred loving selflessness through putting ourselves first , being grounded and honouring our space in all ways

The Thirteenth Step is Red Skywalker ~ we bring heaven to earth through ourselves knowing we are the creators of our own reality and how we perceive the world, how we feel about it, how we live in it ~ is all an inside job. Our beliefs , thoughts and how we relate have all been learned. The more we integrate any past events of being a victim and the more free we become. We can see that everything happens for a reason and we do not get caught up in the drama because there is no longer any energetic drama within us to match that. We are free to play our game of life and expand our conscious way of living in the manner of our choosing and…..

Be the gift we were born to be.

There are seven mastery energetic structures as to ways of being that

assist us in this process and are the next seven steps in the 20 step cycle:


The Initiate energy  Step One : White Wizard

Being empowered within. Letting the magic flow through us instead of believing we have to create it ~ ego based belief. Having integrity. Being the change we want to see ~ impeccability.

The Gateway Challenge energy Step Two : Blue Eagle

Being able to see the bigger picture by seeing our pattern and the universal pattern. Rising high to see where we are , where we have been and where we are headed. Knowing that everything has a reason and a season and the more we face our challenge and step into it, the sooner it passes.

The Co Creative Energy bringing one and two together ~ Step Three Yellow


To be a warrior of the heart we choose love . We choose to heal our wounds rather than fight with them and fight others. We know that each adversary or challenging event brings us an opportunity to face our inner demons if there is an emotional intensity. We can clear this and then face the challenge from this clear space and create a different outcome for everyone.

The Fourth Step ~ The Structure ~ Red Earth

When we are grounded and centred through knowing ourself and being strong in our core through our own personal clearing , healing journey

We are rooted, we bend with the breeze, we do not rise to the chaos. We know that all is well in our world. The more we go to this place and strengthen it and the more we let go of any drama affecting our equilibrium. We do not need alter ego’s showing up to balance us now as as they have come before, we have cleared their learning gifts. We know our path and greet it openly ~ knowing that each step brings us more magic.

The Fifth Step   ~ The Mastery through Struggle of the other four steps

White Mirror

When we are transparent we ¬†have cleared our issues. We see others as reflections of ourselves in terms of our life experience so far. We don’t buy the “projection” angle often overused in ego frameworks~ because we own our behaviour and walk our talk ~ we realise that everything that we have ever encountered is within us and we choose how that emanates, vibrates and resonates. As we clear we become clear and step through each new frame.

The Sixth Step ~ being balanced in our giving and receiving ,

our masculine and feminine within ~ Blue Storm    


Our emotions guide us through our journey. This is our sat nav of the heart.

The more we have cleared our stuckness in past events where our true feelings have been denied and labelled “shadow”.

The more we have called our spirit back in ~ where we have fragmented and gone to another space because in the past, we couldn’t cope with our present reality at that time , maybe because we didn’t have the cognitive know how/the support/the safe space to survive or thrive if we felt all the feelings. Now we do and so we have.

The more we clear and accept about all of our emotional self and the more we simply allow all of our emotions now in a balanced, free flowing way. The intensity of volcanic proportions that builds to a black hole dimension , no longer happens as we have deconstructed it’s past reservoir piece by piece, layer by layer, tear by tear. Our emotional reactions are proportionate to the event happening now without all the past pattern matches flaming the pyre.

Through this integration process we know and trust our gut feelings ~ even when we are relating to a person who may choose dishonest relationship because they do not wish to take responsibility for their behaviour and feelings and disown their true state of being.

Through this mastery we know when we are flowing and being authentic. It is child’s play.

The Seventh Step ~ Mastery of our magical mystery self ~Yellow Sun

The language of light and recognition of I am what I am. Knowing, using and being the language of light of consciousness. We reach our higher ground from that inner space of transformation ~ lead into gold. We are the Christ Consciousness of love . We can see the game of life and understand that although there are frameworks and ways of being there is in truth no “right” of “wrong” simply different learning places in this duality framework world we are currently transiting. This is the framework that allows us to create a perceived”shadow” and transform it if we choose. Others will do this in different ways to allow us to play the transformation game. Our business is to heal our shadow. When we reach a space of light through this personal process we transit the duality framework for ourselves. This is known as transcendence, We can live in peace and expand our consciousness. As a holograph we project our reality ~ when our shadow is transformed and we love and accept ourselves we do not project our alter ego because it has been integrated. We have no need to attract our shadow archetypes or shadow events to heal . Our inner slides allow our higher self to totally co create and inhabit with our human self .¬†

The more people who do this and the more our world will achieve a different reality ~ this is what is known as the second coming. When more and more people understand this and do this process we will see big changes occurring ¬†~ until we do we won’t and people will still try and create change on the outside and through the mind.¬†

This is the ego doing the giving, controlling and the half of the wheel which is the masculine system ~ which is perfectly aligned for the times we have been in.

As more and more people come into this change of direction ~ at the perfect time for the Grand Design ~ everything changes. 

No need to worry ūüôā When it is time it is time.


So if you start to follow this pattern consciously ~ remember this is always happening anyway we simply connect with it in a different way. 

This is a simple first step and I didn’t know any of this when I started,

Funnily enough I moved into my present home on a lunar moon ( this is the feminine aspect of the Wavespell that I will speak about separately in another post) on Blue Resonant Hand Day in the Year of White Rhythmic Wizard ~ shaping my self empowerment through death and transformation and being in balance with giving and receiving.

Soon after I went to a talk at the Glastonbury Positive Living Event with Jon McCarthy on 02/02/2011 Red Magnetic Skywalker Day ~ the wave spell for bringing heaven to earth. ¬†He ¬†shared his 15 year journey with the calendar using a heart, experiential approach that really resonated with me where other approaches didn’t. I have tried to contact Jon without success , if anyone knows how to please get in touch. I bought my calendar from him and started to follow his instructions of connecting each day.

Love to you all on your journey.

Here is a link to a universal decoder so you can put in your birthdate and know your own sign ~ any date in your life or famous dates/famous people’s birthdays/your family constellation ~

Foundation of the law of time

Wishing you much love and joy on your exploration of this amazing gift from ……..

ourselves from a whole different dimension

 as and when you go deeper there is no doubt of the amazingness of our universal life experience and our star seeded existence.


I do not know the source of this amazing artwork as couldn’t find a clear reference but if you put Ixchel into Google images you can find her ~ she is the Mayan Moon Goddess Ixchel. I am planning a trip to Mexico in December for an amazing retreat ~ if you feel you would love to come please message me ūüôā