Return of The Dragon ~ Initiate Integrate Ignite

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Red Magnetic Dragon

The Return of the Dragon

The initiating

Red Dragon Wavespell

Initiate Integrate Ignite

 

Today my focus and initiation in this sharing of my perspective through this blog 

Is code 

The Matrix revealed

I began this blog

on the 2oth of December 2015

The day of the new cycle 

my intuitive choice for code

in the Northern Hemisphere at

The darkest time of the year

Just before the Winter Solstice

The Sun was in Sagittarius Decan 3

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This is a fabulous article by Darkstar Astrology 

This is the light coming to conscious awareness

as part of the gateway of completion

The Pericardium meridian  ~ guardian of the heart 

Just before the shift to Capricorn

The Moon was Waxing to a full moon on Christmas Day

The first one since 1977

the year that Chiron was discovered 😉 

More about 

Full Moon in Cancer by Darkstar Astrology 

It is a powerful one so be very aware of what you are consciously creating with your behaviour on that day 

CANCER 3
A set of surgical instruments.
A self-schooling in using the mind appropriately. You are learning how to dump overboard all preconceptions, all belief systems, every opinion based on previous experience. You are discovering how to think and act from a disinterested, steady, and cool vantage point. And you are one-pointedly intent upon grasping the central message that what you weigh down by negative bias, by apprehension, and by dark conviction comes back to haunt you a thousandfold; while what you set free, by precise and accurate read-outs and follow through, becomes such a blessing that you swim in it forever. By witnessing exhaustively just how negative intent and affirmative intent work, intelligence is refined to the utmost, and the approach taken is optimized quintessentially and exquisitely.

This is the day of balance ~ day 6

White World Bridger 

Good to be present and clear and free of fear

Christmas itself reveals exactly where we are out of balance and overcome by the collective conditioning 😉 

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The Moon

The degree at 11am

22 degrees in Aries

Master builder number

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The inner worlds can be just as animated, as fully fleshed out, as vivid and vibrant as any outer world could ever hope to match. There are vast kingdoms to explore on the inner. It is all a matter of motivation: if you seek for inward substantiation, you will get it to infinity and beyond. Here you get what you ask for. Everything snowballs. It tests you mightily, in that everything inside comes out. A wish like magic becomes embodied. Being so fertile and ingenious is one of the most demanding possible arenas to put yourself in. Most difficult of all is that if you fear or dread, resist or deny, these too have full power to play themselves out all the way. The inner life becomes the place where everything’s happening, and where you must cultivate your highest and your best, or else be treated to the validation and proof of whatever you put in there coming out again amplified, magnified, completely full-on.

This is the

Heart Meridian time

Leo time

The time of transition on the planet

Balsamic Moon

Returning to true authentic balance

of the masculine and feminine within

through healing all the heart imbalances

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pic Primal Painter

The glyph that leads this blog

reveals a process

It is a cross

Christ Consciousness Process

The individual codes there unveil

what is required to allow

return to home within

Inner Work

What the initiate does now

will be manifest at the time of the

Summer Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere

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It is a

 time of great change on planet earth

A time of immense challenge

New codes being formed

It can feel like the human being is going mad from time to time

especially for those leading the change 

who will often be deemed insane by the majority

who are not yet able to see the light to come …

as still veiled in the darkness of their own shadow and ignorance

and

coming from old code perspective 

The start of a new 260 degree cycle

began on the 20th of December

I have done a small amount of research on this and this has not happened

at this Solstice time

for at least around 45 years ~ that is as far back as I have checked

This is an amazing time of human evolution

Human Beings becoming a part of the enlightenment process en mass

because the time is aligned

The tipping point has been reached

There has been sufficient learning in one direction

The patriarchal pattern

The masculine bias

The mind full ness

Enough data and patterning in the collective consciousness over milennia

Enough prima materia to work with

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All the resources are there

The planets align

Humanity is right on time…

 

 

To consciously awaken

and weave new ways

by reworking what is already there

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How did you find Saturday 19 December ?

Yellow Cosmic Sun Day 

A portal day of human evolution to reveal how much light the individual can hold

free from shadow as a direct result of their own personal transformation process

This was the last day of the 260 day cycle that was initiated on April 04 2015 :

It was Aries Sun

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Libra Moon at 13 degrees

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Men and women in white towels in a steam bath talking and sweating profusely.
When you are personally ill, disattuned, all broken up, you can find a kind of healing and transformation by exposing yourself to shared experiences that give you a boost and let you release what has gotten you to this point. You will find others in similar places to your own. Rituals and styles of change, of opening, of becoming somebody new can become a way of life in themselves–being thrust into collective cycles, taking on collective karmas, immersing yourself in what is going on with everybody. Feeling it all, sensing what it is like to be human, to be wounded, to be searching. Alive to the multiple chemistries, along an open-ended pathway. Yet you also tend to loop back, to grow attached to the way it seems and to be naive to what you are really doing after all. Experiences and processes must be springboards into really becoming free. And perhaps also by rooting into a place where love is born, out of whose source you can give so abundantly and be sustained in the universal flow, as one who kept at it until all the semblances gave way to the adventure authentically embraced.

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Where were you back then?

Here is my blog from that time:

Red Dragon Wavespell Solar Moon Return 

Where are you now ?

What new things/people/circumstances have come into your life?

What has gone out ?

Where have you experience balance?

Where have you experienced imbalance?

Self Enquiry Exercise 

Saturday 19 December 2015 …

if you choose :

Go over what happened and tune in

See yourself

See your cosmic script

What happened on that day that felt blissful

That felt the opposite

This is the emotional evolution time

Time for the human being to become emotionally intelligent

and

understand

How the conscious dreamer program works

How the soul journey works

How the emotions

when in balance

reveal

homeostasis

and

when the emotional sat nav is honoured

and

coming from a balanced clear space

there is absolute alignment with the path

the journey

that the soul chose

To reach that state of being

The human being of today

has

generally speaking

A lot of work to do

On an inner level

This is a pre requisite here and now

for the journey

Clearing

All the emotional events up to now

Learning what circumstances created that place of being

and

How everything that the individual is today

Is a culmination of life experiences in this life

and every other life before that one

All of this is revealed in depth in the personal Zodiac chart

and

The Mayan Matrix

 

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This is the 5th Sun time in the Mayan pic above 

more about this here and for your own cookie trail ~ google 😉 

and in this picture is a piece of obsidian in the mouth of the figure in the centre

obsidian is for working with the shadow

Just started watching a fab series on Channel 4 and reading a book that goes with it that explores the bigger picture of world civilisations

and their wisdom and alignment with the stars 

Heaven’s Mirror 

inspired by my soulmate 😉 

If the individual wants to become enlightened

This is necessary…

to know the bigger picture

and 

especially 

To know one’s own:

patterns

Codes

Wounding

and

to take absolute responsibility

for all of this creation process

in order to

own

and integrate

the personality story

and

achieve liberation from it

by accepting it

and

therefore becoming truly compassionate

a lighter being

in every sense

In balance with personal light and darkness

and

always ready to see what is seeking transformation

Each person is limited on a daily basis

to play the game of life on earth

Learning the rules of the game is key

This is a level playing field in that sense

All are bound by the rules

No one is outside the system

Free will is part of the package

This is the mastery

Surrendering to divine will

requires a great faith

in the beauty and wisdom of all that is

This takes courage

and

the ability to overcome fear

All the fear is created in the early stages of life on earth

and

existing dna of the ancestors

and

this is

the key

to living cosmically

and

allowing

full magical destiny

at it’s fullest majesty

 

The Mayans were known for their human sacrifices

Today this is continuing in the form of human beings 

taking in a literal sense 

words of ways of living from conscious beings 

interpreted by unconscious beings 

and

consequently the words being perceived in a base and literal sense 

just been watching this with my daughter revisiting old Disney movies

El Dorado 

clear-signs

On a higher vibe consciousness

those that are ready to see 

and

do what it takes 

know that these ancient wise words in all cultures

offer truth 

right relationship 

great guidelines of harmony 

Potentiality 🙂 

and 

Day 3 of the Wavespell is

the Day of Alchemy 

The day of

Blue Electric Night 

Planet 

Saturn 

Know your structure 🙂 Your life from 0 to 30 is key pattern code 

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The human being who is consciously aware and self~empowered

The Seeker of Truth

The Disciplined Disciple 

and 

The Conscious Dreamer 

Day 1 and 2 of The Wavespell combined 

Day 2 ~ White Lunar Wind ~ truth direct from Spirit 

requires becoming a clear channel 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus ~ what is coming to light ?

This synchronistically arrives and aligns in the Northern Hemisphere

with 

The Winter Solstice 

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The timing of the Solstice is

Taurus Waxing Moon at 17 degrees :

TAURUS 17
A pomegranate broken open.
The spilling out of blood and guts–arriving at the critical point where it all comes out. Huge relief and release. Something held forever, with great tension and pressure, yet destiny brings such a reckoning of all the places at once that you will postpone it as long as you can. The freeing up of karmas when all else is lost. The glory in defeat. The great turnaround is always in you, and waiting for it is the hardest thing you will ever do. It has to be so ripe to bursting–the moment that counts. Timing is the great art. Everyone freed as you are freed. Nothing held back any longer ever again.

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Capricorn Decan 1 

Darkstar Astrology 

Capricorn is The Triple Heater Meridian 

This is such an amazing time

and

so key for my Persephone Path Workshops

😉 

So many times I have been scapegoated and gas lighted for challenging people in my life

who are not willing to own their own shadow and come up with

some “spiritual” cloaking device that is totally insincere

Bullsh*t in plain language 

The people who I work with are also echoing this scapegoating dance

as are my circle of friends and family I have an intimate relationship with

It is finally time to feel that this truth is at last coming to light 

There are very few people on this earth who are willing to have the courage

to be honest

authentic

bare their soul 

risk being vulnerable 

in order to 

be loved and accepted for their true nature as a human being

hosting an angelic soul 

Thank you for being in my life 

For reading what I share from my heart with you

as my personal truth and experiential understanding 

as 

a common woman 

For all those people who have been doing this amazing work with me 

Deep gratitude lovelies

Thank you for trusting me and being in relationship with me 

It means a lot and I love this way of relating with you 

Love to you 

This new time is so key for those with  tenacity and a free spirit

In the Mayan 13 Moons 

On the day of the new cycle 

Red Rhythmic Moon 

Coming into balance with the universal cycles

The 6th Moon 

Day 8

Time to integrate what is feeling out of balance 

again if you click on the link the cross process is there 

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Great website about the meridians and emotions 

Natural Health Zone 

Emotions

7 emotions

Red Rhythmic Moon is the 6th day

~ balance ~

of 

the 13 day process

Yellow Seed Wavespell 

It is a portal day 

Yellow Seed is all about the coping mechanism masks

that our ego has created to keep us “safe” 

which in heart terms

generally means closed down

and

inauthentic

for fear of opening up and being hurt again

so the universe …

which is also ourself 🙂 

keeps bringing opportunities to heal that wounding

by matching that exact pattern 

in the hope that the human being will start to get the message

that in the perceived problem

is where the solution lies 

The next step on the heart path

totally unique and personalised for the individual 

and what that individual chose in this lifetime 

even though it is so painful 

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I have been in huge transition myself 

literally moving to the Libra part of the Glastonbury Zodiac 

so I have not had time to blog 

I am in an amazing place and I love it here 

I have also experienced lots of joy in my relationships

in a way I have never experienced before 

and when I have time I will share some info on this

On the Yellow Cosmic Sun day I was playing some music

from when I was initiated into being a woman 

and

that has travelled with me wherever I have been 

The words are profound

and thinking back over my life

with a different conscious perspective 

really blew my mind 

and

the music transported me 

created a feeling of perceptions opening 

Thank you Jim Morrison ( A Sagi)

and The Doors back then around 1980 

and

onwards

and 

to Jim now 

my fellow 9 

awakening me even more to 

Gateways To Go Through 

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I love our Co Creation Process

 

If you are ready to Initiate Integrate and Ignite your journey 

by becoming consciously aware of your Cosmic Code 

and how to weave with it 

Alchemically 

Magically 

and set sail on an adventure

into your inner depths 

Please get in touch 

I love creating with people who have the courage 

to Dare to Dream

and 

Be the change they want to see 

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Red Castle of Awakening

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Red Castle of Awakening

This is a mini blog 🙂 

For your awareness:

There is a picture of a Cervix in this blog.

Please click on the links to explore more info on other websites

Felt inspired to share my download for today

about my learning from the Cosmic Mamma 

As I write this we are on

day 4

of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Wavespell number

2

of 20 codes

 

Red Self~Existing Earth

The Spiral of Self Empowerment Alignment

Letting the magic flow through us

This is the code of 14 

It builds on the first 13 steps 

to use the framework of 13 Galactic Tones 1 and 4 = 5

5 is all about finding our centre

The Mayan name for today is

Caban 

and it’s number is 17 

to use the 13 Galactic Tone Framework 1 and 7 = 8

8 is to integrate

so this is all about integrating our core and transforming our ego

our shadow beliefs

so we can feel centred and strong

and grounded

with strong roots

like a mighty oak

in a storm

bending with the wind

roots anchoring us as they match what is above

sustainable

supported

matched

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All day 4’s in every Wavespell are about the code of self~existing structure

So on every day 4 of each Wavespell there is a slightly different energetic to this

depending on the particular Wavespell 😉

Day fours are about the square 

Day fours are about the foundation stone 

The structure that creates learning for us ~usually because pressure is created from outside to shape our awareness

The base of the pyramid 

The Great Pyramid of Giza holds the codes of time from the top down

We are being shaped by the new 26000 year cycle 

Fab web site explaining this ~starclock.org

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In the Mayan Wavespell we have five Castles

Red

White

Blue

Yellow 

and the additional colour to the rest of the four colour system:

Green

Every time we start a new 260 day cycle we repeat this process

It takes us through the Castles 

Each Castle has 4 Wavespells 

Each Wavespell has 13 days

Each Castle contains 52 days

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So every time we begin this Code process of creation

Evolution Code from the Cosmos

that we can connect to

and raise our consciousness with

let go of our conditioning from society

by clearing our corrupted codes 

our learning from when we were born until now

that supports a co dependent framework that is out of balance

indoctrinated by our Western Society 

Every time we begin with The Red Castle

Which is East

The New Dawn

Awakening to new learning

Transforming the ego 

Becoming the responsible traveller who has

learned the key of the Base Chakra 

The process of enlightenment 

How to truly belong here and heal all our base chakra issues

This is the key to being clear of our past 

If we arrive on planet Earth having a natural birth gateway we arrive through this portal :

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Have you ever seen a human cervix before ?

If you are a woman have you seen yours ?

Fascinating isn’t it ?

I haven’t actively looked for this before but felt to do so today .

 

Here is a web site about the beautiful cervix

Having just spoken to a friend of mine about her journey

with removal of a coil ( did it herself much to her GP’s disbelief)

after she started to feel ill.

This was a topic of conversation at my Red Moon Retreat last week~

I haven’t had any hormonal birth control since 2001 so am personally not informed

about this ~ please check this out fully for yourself lovelies.

Here is a story about this in the press:

 

 

This kicks off with the wavespell of allowing the Universal Mamma

to bring us something new ~

the birthing process of the vortex

of the matrix

 

Red Dragon

The Red Wheel within the Red Castle

 

 

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Red Dragon takes us through a thirteen step process

which arrives at 

 

 

Red Skywalker ~ the conduit of Heaven on Earth that we are 

and the gradual realisation that there is a cosmic code 

that we are Gods and Goddesses in human form

that we create our own reality 

In these first thirteen day codes

we see the potentiality

to align with a code of source

in it’s pure initiating form

 

free from distortion

dishonesty and manipulation

Free from Ego

This is followed by White Wizard Code ~

which takes us from White Wizard

to White World~Bridger

self~empowerment through letting go of old worlds so we can create new ones 

free from our past on all levels

 

 

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Pic by Susan Seddon ~Boulet

refining what came in those thirteen days of initiation

so we can be self empowered 

then we are transforming these first two Wavespell’s

with

Blue Hand Wavespell

 

Flower Prayers

Pic ~ Flower prayers

Blue Hand is the third Wavespell

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Alchemy

This is my Mayan Sign

The Mayan name for this is 

Manik

It’s pure code is

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This is the Gateway of the Goddess potentiality

The top of the pyramid

Mystic

Magic Potential

Transform the shadow 

to be clear of ego 

over and over and over 🙂

and as a result of that alchemical process that takes us from

Blue Hand to Blue Storm

we arrive at a catalyst point 

to connect to

the final Wavespell of this Castle

Yellow Sun

number

4

The flowering result of the 3 Wavespells

It is the key to the mastery of life on planet earth and our journey 

and it is the last Mayan Sign on the whole 260 day cycle

It’s pure code is 20 ~ Master Code of creating new structures

and moving beyond polarity by healing our personal duality beliefs and experiences

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 it is the language of light

and our ability to receive it based on our capacity ….

to receive 

the more we have transformed our ego shadow

the more we feel lighter

having released any perceived burdens

we can actually align with that reality 

This spiral takes us from

Yellow Sun to Yellow Human

 

 

 

 

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our ability as a Human Being Chalice 

to

be a clear channel 

of our spiritual essence

living in alignment with health and well ~being 

on all levels

Physically

Mentally

Emotionally

and being the change we want to see in all aspects of our life

 

 

Whatever is showing up in this Red Castle

is what we will be initiating our process for the next 260 days 

It is the

Prima Materia 

for our Great Work and the Root of everything that is yet to come on our cycle

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Here’s to a wonderful rebirth

White Wizard Wavespell ~ pure magic

 


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White Wizard Wavespell 

The Mayan name is Ix

Pure Magic 

Please click on the links to take you to other websites to expand on the information if you choose

All the pictures in today’s blog are by the artist

Susan Seddon ~ Boulet

beautiful images that are truly magical

Goddess initiation

Here is a link to the late Artist’s website

 

As we have now travelled through the first thirteen steps of the

Mayan Signs in their pure form in

Red Dragon Wavespell

 

We have initiated our process for this 260 day cycle

that will take us through to April 03 2015

The last five steps have been in a new year :

Red Solar Moon

White Planetary Dog

Blue Spectral Monkey

Yellow Crystal Human

and created a Cosmic shift yesterday with

Red Cosmic Skywalker

The Red Dragon (Imix) 13 day code

takes us through a process

of opening up to what

The Great Mother is bringing us

new learning

the potentiality of evolutionary change 

through emotional awareness and expression

and bringing balance within us to our sacred feminine

so that through that inner process happening

on the inside of each person

and as a result each person changing their belief systems and behaviours

learning how to create different relationship models

and

being the change 

living their learning

which is a proactive process

 

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Taking responsibility

means understanding how we respond to our life outside of us

based on what beliefs we have created through our life so far

What meaning we have given to the world

and then arrive at a choice point of …

having become aware of our response

Is it in balance with the feminine?

Respectful?

Loving?

Peaceful?

 

because this shapes everything on planet earth and everyone’s response matters

We are all on this world together

and that is going to increase in people’s awareness now

many things happening that will challenge people’s belief systems 

rock the foundations of society

as the truth of many situations are coming to light 

and reveal stark reality

which is a match for our collective shadow coming to light 

The veil being lifted 

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We each create heaven on earth through how we are being 

Red Cosmic Skywalker (Ben) as the 13th step

created a shift yesterday 

 

especially if we aware of this place of creating

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This New Year of Red Solar Moon began on July 26 2014

Muluc is the Mayan Name

 

 

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If you look at the link above to this it reveals the  Mayan Cross

that

gives the consciousness code as to what we are working with this year

and very simply we are completing a cycle

that began on July 26 2006 each and everyone of us

on whatever level of conscious awareness we are at 🙂

This is about bringing in The Solar and The Moon into balance

The dark and the Light  

The Masculine and Feminine

These are the energies:

In number 9 

 

 

Red Moon (Muluc)~

awakening to our authentic self ~ we have all that we need within us to evolve ~ everything that has happened so far on planet earth

Red Serpent (Chicchan)~

relationship first and foremost with ourselves ~ letting our kundalini show us where our energy is seeking to flow, intimacy and connection

Yellow Human (Eb)~

We are human beings holding a spiritual being and our body reveals all 

This is what is seeking to emerge 

Our body is our temple is our philosopher’s stone 

to become experts on our own body and let it speak to us about what it needs to live well

and allow our spirit to come in by clearing the perfect space

Blue Storm (Cauac)

The point of transformation and the challenge

Our shadow beliefs and fear of loss 

to evolve we have to let go of old ways and this often means leaving relationship’s behind

creating new understanding about who we are and working with our shadow issues

Being present and comfortable with all our emotions and recognising that each one brings us a catalyst opportunity of honesty

and let go of any unhealthy ego coping mechanisms

that are keeping our ego society stuck in dishonesty

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and out of alignment with well~being because we are out of alignment as individual’s 

White Dog (OC) ~ 

Our compliment if we let go of conditional love that comes from conditioning

Following the Sirius Star that initiates every New Mayan Year

Dog Star

Dog Days

Often cataclysmic deluges and emotional dramas are part of this initiator because it represents our birth tribe 

The place where we incarnated and learned a lot about wounding and the polar opposite of honest loving relationship 

To leave the first circle is an essential part of the alchemical journey of soul evolution

It is often a very painful initiation

 

I am just reconnecting to this shamanic process by revisiting the part of my NLP training

that I was most drawn to

as a Blue Solar Hand (Manik)

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The Carlos Casteneda branch

NLP is a combination of several schools of process to achieve transformation

The “creators” of NLP in the 70’s studied several different “experts” in their field that stood out to see what was the difference in their process

that made the difference

If you ready the wiki entries you will see that neither of these entries heap praise or validity about the content 

and that is the paradox of the path less travelled

It isn’t mainstream

or science 

or widely accepted 🙂

So not for the faint hearted

It is for the adventurer who is curious and ready to explore 

Discover for themselves what is “true” about the universe

by connecting ultimately to their source

and that is what it means to be a Sourcerer 

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When I started out on my self discovery in earnest it was at the start of Red Moon in 2006

Using this Mayan Wavespell now gives me these insights as I see the frameworks

People started entering my life to open Gateways into new worlds I had no knowledge of

Energy therapies

Goddess Dance

Tarot 

All of this was in my White Wind (Ik) Castle ~ a period lasting 13 years 

Connecting to Spirit

Just as the planet has 13 year cycles

~ so do we and sometimes they are exactly the same as the planet ~

if we are born on July 26

In my 13 Year Cycle this bridged year 10 and 11 for me 

So I was seeing what was manifest in my world ~ what I had shaped through my way of being from my birthday in 2005 Blue Planetary Hand

to what I was seeking to let go of in 2006 ~ Yellow Spectral Human 

Once I started to go deeper with the Mayan I saw how everything has been evolving in a different way

and now through that awareness of the universal pattern and my pattern

I can co create in a different way

To use a shamanic framework for this process is key

If we actually want to be the change that is

This involves clearing out our current circle of inventory 

a de~clutter process of everything that has ever happened to us

So we can be clear and free of our conditioned ways of thinking, feeling and being

Recapitulation Process is essential to evolve

and enter a new circle space

 

We are always creating from this place of being

so really simply …

if we have not done any inner work

we have to keep creating the same karma wheel stuff every day

because that is how the universe works 🙂 

I am re~reading 

The Sorcerer’s Crossing by Taisha Abelar 

Here is a link to a pdf

A person can do this in many ways

I use Emotional Freedom Technique

which is simply a process

of using intention and presence 

a modern twist using ancient wisdom and an integrative holistic system that works

inclusively 

with

Mind Body Spirit language systems 

To use it with this Wavespell of Magical self~empowerment

is very powerful especially if it is your personal Wavespell

as this is your life purpose

It takes us in a 13 day process

from initiating the Magician within today

to letting go of old worlds ~

if we do not do that ~

how can we create

new ones?

 

 

 

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We see how we block what is coming through as to sacred feminine code

by all the beliefs we hold around sacred feminine wounding 

personal and collective

The Sacred Feminine comes in from the left

The here and now 

In the left hand 

If we have emotional energy blocks on this 

We cannot receive fully 

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We are breaking our circle and circuitry with the universe

and only

we can heal that with our heart

and how we feel about ourselves and our life 

 

 

 

Today July 31st 2014 we are initiating this 13 day process

White Magnetic Wizard

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We are now working on the next level following on from the first 13 steps 

Number 14 ~ added together is 5 

The Centre

The heart wisdom place 

the heart attracts what we need which is often not what the ego wants 🙂

 

If you choose you can do some enquiry as to what showed up for you in the last 13 days around new learning

let’s you see yourself

What was magical ?

Want to expand…

Trusting the process

and letting the magic flow through us

by getting our ego butt out of the way 🙂 

 

What feels tough?

Emotionally intense,draining?

What relationships are seeking a tweak around boundaries ?

Where are we out of balance and the universe is bringing us

alter ego people/events to show us what is seeking integration ?

What did we learn in early life to cope

through being primarily in our masculine

and using controlling behaviour/intellectual mind games/competitive frameworks that

are ego based

and as a result are the antipathy of open loving intimacy ?

Tomorrow we have the day of challenge

 

 

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Blue Lunar Eagle 

Time to work with our higher self and see our bigger picture pattern

Fly high above the situation to see where we are on our path

and let our heart wisdom guide us

These two energies are key to the alchemical process of the next 13 days and in the third day  Saturday 02 August

we see them combined in:

Yellow Electric Warrior

Activating the Warrior of The Heart

that comes

from an evolved ego being

and this is created in many ways

generally speaking

through experiential learning

and being on planet earth

functioning as a capable adult in all ways

having learned through the university of life

and maturity through that process as an individual

and when we can be the Zen Master in our own home

then we have really achieved something monumental 🙂

 

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The Waxing Moon in Virgo as I am writing this ~ at 27 degrees:

Inside Degrees  by Elias Lonsdale

The Magician disrobes. He has no sex organs.

We bear a dream within us

In that dream, we can magically disperse every partisan consideration

and make the truth a commonsensical shareable thing.

We endow that dream with more of ourselves than any outwardly existing realities.

Slowly we foster it’s seeds.

There just must be a way to find a common point

to be no longer jerked around with gender politics 

and all the other anti brotherhood 

anti sisterhood 

currents.

So we endow the dream

with our heart’s aspirations

and when we give our all to it

the dream comes true

but until that point

we are world’s apart 

from others

harbouring the dream

of our coming reunion 

with 

everybody

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We are in Leo Sun and as a Leo I am loving this time

We have Lammas tomorrow on the day of the challenge

and this kicks off some amazing astrological events

More about that here on DarkStar Astrology

As we go further into August Leo Decan 3 arrives on the 4th day of this Wavespell ~ Sunday 03 August

bringing us this foundation stone to work with of Red Earth

and as this Leo is ruled by Jupiter and Jupiter is currently in Leo ~ wow 

time to hear the Lion roar 

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Magical Intentions ~

 

Tonight in the UK ~ 10pm

is a really good time

to send out those intentions

to bring us into balance

so that we can create our dream

and live from the heart

Waxing Moon in Libra at 2 degrees

This totally connects to my Retreat

which was last Saturday

What is coming up at the moment is anger

for many people

and

indignation around

creating imbalance to live a life

that is

so far out of our natural way of being  

and the imbalance of a few

having a lot when there really is no need

and this pattern

is created by greed and fear of feeling

People who are in tune with their feminine

are often ridiculed and bullied by those who are not …

and the tides are starting to turn on this now

For many people who are learning new ways of being

and being the change

the magic is happening and that feels a relief 

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For those who have the courage to follow their heart

and trust their feelings

Miracles happen

and all the evidence is there to be seen

that is the opposite of what we have been conditioned to believe 🙂 

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It has taken me 9 years to arrive at this place of grace

and there is a long way to go yet on my personal peace process…

and it is so worth it 

To sit with a group of fellow travellers

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sipping Linden Tree Tea picked on a Moon Gardening foray 

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in a beautiful garden

Sharing ourselves

Walking the beauty path of the Glastonbury Sacred Zodiac

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The amazing Somerset landscape 

in good company 

being real through accepting the reality of life

as we are accepting where we have been 

more and more 

Celebrating the honey time 

and being blessed by abundance

whilst accepting our shadow and releasing it ….

to reveal even more ways

of understanding and connection

that come from this process

The synchronicities were

Wow

People had aligned in a spiral

where they were next to each other in their Astrological Signs

and in some cases their Mayan Signs or their Mayan numbers

and on the day we were 9 with a person I had just met

and it was their Mayan Sign Day no less 🙂

What are the chances of that ?

 

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and so much more….

What a magical year this is

Love to you

and your magical process

from

The Heart Chakra

If you feel to know more please get in touch 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Red Solar Moon ~ Completion Year

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Red Solar Moon 

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A New Year 

Wishing you joy and love in all that you create this year

Please click on the links to take you to other websites with more information

This is year of completion 

Year 9

Here is a document I created for this

Universal Lifecoach Step 9

 

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Completion of a Cycle that began on July 26 2006 

This is the planetary Cycle 

This is the 3rd retreat I have created in Avalon

Each Year I become aware of more amazing remembrances of myself

of the Universe I live in

through letting go of my conditioning 

and connecting to 

The Mayan Wavespell calendar

Here is a video about this here:

The wheel within a wheel 

I have learned to learn in a different way 

To be with what is

As and when

It is the natural time 

rather than cramming information into my head 

surplus to requirements 

I have always had a natural inclination to do this but I thought I was weird 🙂 

Now it is becoming clearer with each passing day 

As I get clear.

Awaken to who I am rather than who I think I am

Start making conscious choices

as I live 

in alignment with 

the codes of consciousness

Free of distortion

What does that mean?

It means on a practical level

Every day I learn to feel fully

Let go of doing a mind mechanism to avoid feeling my feelings

Let my feelings guide me as to my conditioned response 

my conditioned feelings

my people pleasing

my rebellion 

My inner wars 

My inner fears

Who is the real me under all these behaviours?

I set an intention last year to be light and free 

Like when I travelled as a young woman with a rucksack on my back

When I felt life was a great adventure ready to unfold 

I already had conditioning of course 

It didn’t hold me back from exploring 

being open and vulnerable 

ready to receive 

As life expands we attract what we are 

sometimes it is hard to shake those extra energy passengers off 

we become weighed down 

and lose our bearings 

This year we can see how everything that has ever happened was meant to happen

If we choose

If we are ready to co create with the power of 9 

Step off our personal karma wheel 

by making peace with our history 

and change the world by doing this simple process

This is the core of the message of Red Moon

Everything we need for our Cosmic Evolution is to be found within each one of us

It is all inside

It is already here

The Cosmic Seed

It is in our humanity 

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Inside ~ Out 

is where

it is at

Are you there yet ?

With your own balance process?

Look around you in your life

All the clues are there to be seen

We have already been to where we are headed

Simply retracing our steps of evolution

and in the process of acceptance

through making peace 

in this life time

We heal all the other lifetimes because …

they have all led us to this place 🙂

and as we heal and accept we realise this

All was meant to be

All is part of our process

 

Pretty amazing miracle

Miracles are happening now 

More will become evident

As people start to be this process 

Let our feelings be our guide 

Whenever we are feeling something that isn’t joy or love

It is our next integration event unfolding

potentiality to be clear 

If we are brave enough to

face our fear

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Truly amazing time to be alive

It’s challenging to be here in Balsamic Dark Moon time on the planet 

We can do it

It’s why we are here 

All each one of us has to do

Is believe in ourselves

and start to perceive what happens in our world in a different way

Open the Doors of our Perception

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See everything coming our way

Is our next step 

Our Goddess Gateway 

Sacred Feminine returning

Butterfly Process

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I share simply what I know is all  🙂 

Loving the Leo ride being a Leo

and the summer sun of conscious light information

is feeling ecstatic

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This first Month in the Mayan 13 Moon calendar is

Magnetic Moon

whilst the spiral of the Wavespell is constantly spiralling the 13 Moon calendar remains the same every year 

Here is a document I made to explain the 13 Moons :

13 Moons

As always I recommend that you Google to receive your magnetic attraction that matches you where you are

I call this process

Following the Cosmic Cookie Trail

The Moon pattern is looming large this year 

The Moon energy holds the key to all

The shadow

The emotional evolution

The feminine coming into balance 

Making Waves

all these steps are clear in nature so we can

simply align at this time

 

 

 

 

 

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The 13 Step creation process remains the same

whatever Mayan Framework you use it in 😉

Here is a website that explains each of the 13 Numbers ~ or Tones they are cosmic code and hold the energetic blueprint of a process within them when used in succession along with the calendar they synchronise and each step evolves our consciousness in a spiral of evolution:

The 13 Galactic Tones 

Here is a document I made that you can use for this every day with the Wavespell

if you choose to use it as a universal synchroniser and life coach tool :

Wavespell Transformation Tool

The Mundane holds the key

Just like everyday gardening and household chores hold the seeds of the process

It is never ending

It is a wheel

Always cleaning to be done

Always caring

nurturing

new planting 

weeds 

🙂 

Astrology of today in the UK

 

Leo Sun ~ Decan 1 

Here is the line up from an astrological report for the month 

Jupiter in Leo

Mars in Scorpio 

At the time I am doing the workshop at 11am it is Dark Moon in Cancer at 27 degrees

This is the feminine energy initiating that we are working with for the next 260 day cycle:

Red Dragon Wavespell ~ initiate the spiral of home

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Red Dragon Wavespell

Initiating the spiral of Home

Home is where the heart is 

Imix ~ is the Mayan name 

Day 1 of a 260 day birthing period

Earth

East Awakening

Going through a galactic divinity process

that is perfectly created 

to synchronise us

with what is 

and let go of 

what isn’t 

in alignment with our heart

The shadow of this energy is issues of trust

taking on the role of

being the cosmic mamma 

the fixer

the caretaker 

the controller 

so instead

we can heal our trust issues and let the true universal mamma do her thing 

she doesn’t have any trust issues

as she is free of the human mind and co dependent conditioning 🙂

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The name of the game is remembering that everything

we see in the 3d dimension

Is a reflection of us

 

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Please click on the links to take you to other websites

Here we go again on the spiral vortex of emotional evolution

Bringing balance to our planet

by bringing balance to ourselves

by raising our conscious awareness of ourself

as that is where everything starts 

The Alpha and Omega of Us

That is it ~ the whole deal in a nutshell

and it is

really

really

really

simple 

Whenever life get’s complicated that is all we need to remember

How we are responding to whatever

is happening to the outside world

Is of our own making

We are creating meaning about this that is unique to us

We are having an emotional reaction about this that is unique to us 

We have created all of this because of our life so far 

Therefore the solutions …

to anything we are feeling and making meaning that we do not want 

lies in these earlier life events 

When we know ourself

understand ourself 

When we start to create a manual for ourself 

We understand how our buttons and switches work 

and then we understand how to work with them 

Instead of resisting what they do 

Most of our suffering comes from our resistance to

what is 

This resistance comes to the table

with everything that matches resistance in the past 

That doesn’t mean that we want to wipe the slate clean of our experiential life so far

and become an emotion free machine

a saintly somnambulist walking through life in a comfortably numb space 

( lot’s of people choose this route understandably)

It is the opposite of that 

It is understanding how we came to believe what we do about ourselves

and others

and then realise that everything every day is showing us where we have evolutionary possibility 

through our resistance

 emotions that are uncomfortable

that are doorways of change 

Gateways 

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The Great Mother of creation brings us this 

Our ego , whilst full of pain and 

maybe piss and vinegar patterns 

pretends that it is above all this 

has a “better plan” 

:you don’t really need to go backwards into all that mire do you ?:

Once we understand that this is

the raw ego’s prime directive code

to avoid pain in any shape or form 

It starts to shed some light on why it would do that 

It is a shallow simple survival programme that has no depth to it

It isn’t meant to 

Neanderthal style fight or flight free of any sophi ~stication of logic of conscious awareness

There are other programme’s for that …

However to access these one has to master being disciplined with the raw ego response 

and for any addictive programme re ~patterning this takes determination to create a new pattern

forge a new path in the wires of the brain for example

It has the same pattern as a person who has no life experience to draw on in certain areas

No field of depth 

The ego doesn’t know that certain hedonistic pursuits lead to a very unwell space for the body further down the line

or for the planet 

and it does not care ~ it is incapable of caring 

It is a simple reader of the past and a risk assessor based on what it knows works/does not work

and has a very limited scope therefore

which is why it leads us to live a limited life 

if we let it 

It does not do feelings the mind 

that is the remit of the heart 

being in alignment and in balance with the brain

Ego is wanting to fix the pain fast

no matter what the long term cost 

So we can see where this ego pattern is rampaging now on the world stage 

because it is having it’s will within each one of us 

This is the first biggest challenge in the soul journey and ego evolution

Do you have what it takes to do the dance with the devil ?

Your own personal devil that will do anything it can to distract you and keep you on the path of

what you know feels good

familiar 

fabulous 

That we all learned as children and young adult’s to transport us

to our own personal heaven for a while

 

using something to change our mood 

change our state 

let loose the dragon within

it may be we chased the dragon

shrugged off the shyness with a little alcohol

raised the temperature with some speed

unleashed the mind with some mushrooms

escaped “reality” with a good film and lots of goodies to put in our mouth to stuff down our feelings 

These behaviours may have mutated into different ego personas

Achieving recognition with a “job” title 

Becoming certified as an intellectual 

a healer 

an alternative freedom fighter for whatever….

All ego masks which we are in the last few days

of with the Mayan Year changing in a weeks time

We are now in the new age of transitioning all these escape

and coping mechanisms which are not long lasting or sustainable

and wear us out

It takes a lot of energy to prop up these shadow pursuits

and the cost is way to high for all of us on planet earth

 

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so is it time now…

 

to get back to the reality of who we really are 

instead of a society created construct conscript

that has outgrown this uniformity

and is ready to connect to the core 

All of these ways of being have allowed us to get to where we are today

and this is key

to accept them and in doing so accept ourselves as this is the way home 🙂

It is again very simple this process ~

honest truth is the way and the code

and it is what it is

clear and simple

Resistance is resistance and it creates resistance

so if you want to create resistance…

be resistant

On the other hand if you want to be accepted

then that is acceptance 

Who is going to accept you

if you don’t accept yourself ?

The universal part of you

is going to keep bringing you the parts of you

that you don’t accept

giving you an opportunity to ~

well accept them

and then when you accept them

you have healed the original resistance created in your childhood

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That is what we are here for 🙂

It doesn’t mean that how that person is behaving

is something we feel is “right relationship” respectful etc or something we want in our world

Everyone is where they are ~ that is the truth

A two year old may have tantrums

and it’s parent resists that behaviour sometimes/maybe all the time

and that is how that child learns about it’s will

and another’s will  

and carries that pattern in life

until it learns how to do it differently

 or not

On one level it all starts from the moment we are born

and our mind starts to make rules about the world

We all have choices throughout life whether to change and modify or behaviour 

do an update to live in balance 

or to blame our Mother and Father figures and stay in victim mode

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This Mayan 260 day Astrological overview

 

The astrology gives the heavenly universal codes 

I am learning about this and this is my personal perspective as always 

The Sun is our light consciousness and as the last cycle was rounded up in Cancer yesterday 

Yellow Cosmic Sun day always ends this 

The movement of light 

by creating a lighter space in our heart’s 

All of our suffering comes from dis~ honesty

Living out of light

Creating shadows

In authenticity 

The foundation of our ego society 

where work and money are The God 

This little ditty about work setting you free hung over some gates in the not too distant past 

These gates weren’t pearly and they weren’t heavenly

and what started out as a mission for one group in society ~ a scapegoat

converted into many groups who got in the way of the mission

See the raw ego pattern?

So you could reflect back on the last 260 day cycle

and see where this was showing you your ego mask area 

seeking to come off

Here is what I wrote yesterday on my Facebook page:

Day 13 ~ Yellow Cosmic Sun

The last day of the 260 day Halloween initiated spiral has arrived

What is ready to shift today that has birthed over this gestation period ?

What light moment has aha’d us into a new consciousness ?

What can we create movement with

Within

To create new beginnings without

What have we integrated in our core

So we can let the barriers down

Remove the outer layers of our ego masks

Heal our heart

Are you ready to see what this cycle has
rejuvenated in us
rebirthed in us
let the layers dissolve
let the ancestors be heard within the dna
let the structure be revealed

to be healed

on all levels

So we are ready for the next level of potentiality

Today at the time of writing we have

Waning Moon in Aries at 3 degrees
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The outer casing of the Great Pyramid being removed.
Candor, stark naked honesty. Getting rid of all false coverings, going for what counts. You are sharply intent upon getting at the truth and staying on the truth. Self-disclosure. An extraordinary aptitude for reality, you are the world’s most direct person, willing to be seen and known unequivocally. The jackhammer treatment. Blunt, brutal, and straightforward. Devoid of charm or grace, but right on the mark, gutsy and truly incorrigible.

A great exercise for today is this exercise of stark honesty

First of all with ourselves:

What has been the theme running through this whole year that has felt very uncomfortable ?

Where have I been feeling the most resistance ?

Who or what has been showing up in the outer world to prod the pain body ?

Emotionally ?

Physically ?

Go within and feel it with the intention of raising conscious awareness

What is at the root of this way back in childhood ?

What survival mechanism did we create to avoid feeling it ?

What Mind Mask ?

What head led coping mechanism that allowed us to get along with a way of living we abhor ?

With a bunch of people we believe are full of sh*t ?

All of which started off in the playground

This dishonesty is making us sick on some level

It is creating a sick society

and only when we stop doing the bullish*t will it change

It’s really simple ~

Our body does not lie

If we are physically carrying around extra baggage

We are living out of alignment with who we are and out of balance

If we are trying to hide our true place in life ~ our true being

by being inauthentic to project an image so we can be socially “acceptable”

whatever that is and it mutates along with the latest gimmick

We will be constantly getting sick and feeling tired trying to spin all the plates

leaking energy from our ruptured core

radiating rage

toxic thoughts turning our inner world into an imbalance ph

fuelled by all that attracts

If we carry on trying to plaster that over with an anti~depressant pattern

of fake positivity

Put a bubble of bounce over all that mountain of frustration and despair

The wound goes deeper and the volcano pressure gets higher

Instead we do the opposite and we go within

Deeper and deeper

Feel it all with the intention of being honest with ourselves

Open the door to it

Face it

Admit it

Whatever it is

It is actually simply something we believe about ourselves

When we look over our life so far

The fruit of our labours

How do we measure up to our inner critic ?

What have we created ?

What is our legacy ?

The only thing that matters for our soul journey at this point

At this crossroads

Is what we feel and believe about ourselves

That determines everything else that is going to happen from this moment

Everything else happens because of how we feel about ourselves

That is how we interface with the universe

That is how we create our experience

If we are afraid to feel our strongest emotions

that determines our life

Keeping them at bay

Avoidance of those intense currents within

So

this is where we go

First

When we go into our void it changes everything

It is where we get to the heart of the matter

All our biggest emotional events are creating our Cosmic Road Trip right now

If we are feeling like a boat tossed on a stormy sea

Time to visit that inner ocean and be brave

Weigh our heart and see if it is as light as a feather

or heavy as the the world on our shoulders

This is the hardest thing we ever have to do is admit how we feel

to ourselves

and sit down with our whispering voices from our past that are haunting us today

in every way

Today Jupiter goes into Leo

Expansion of our heart and courage

and

Expansion of our ego

For many this will be a one sided show on the outside

Building a legacy so that the little self will make it’s mark on the earth

coming from a place of lack of self worth

because little self doesn’t want to look at who it really is

the truth of it’s whole self

It wants to do something “new”

New bright shininess

Doesn’t want to recycle

Has to have money to buy things because it doesn’t want to learn or take care of itself

A child dependent on paying for services

and yet feeds off the suffering and servitude of others who are capable

and has them believe are the people who need them

because they have the money

and therefore the power

Time for truth for some who are ready to connect to their power source

Willing to do what it takes

To create stability and sustainability structures

so that humanity can thrive

rather than strive

The new cycle starts all over again tomorrow with a new layer of evolution unfolding

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We are human beings and we all do stuff that we aren’t proud of 

We have all made mistakes

We all hide ourselves from the world in some way rather than admit our human frailness

because we have been conditioned to

If we don’t learn to behave differently about this 

turn this around 

within ourselves

nothing can change 

How could it ?

The universe is always changing because change is life 

To embrace and enjoy life

We embrace change

and we create it within us

If we are sending out mixed messages of honesty because we have learned to do that

as a way of keeping safe

We reap what we sow 

We get mixed messages back

and so honesty is the best policy 

The truth is always there in what we receive

It is simply in a different form

Our true vibration

is always being transmitted and received by everyone and everything

which is why the universe brings us what we need 

and that is very different to what our ego wants 

which is why our ego seeks to override it 🙂

 

This process takes time 

and key to assisting it’s birthing

is patience and being gentle with oneself 

This is the bigger picture of the whole deal that arrives tomorrow ~

Day 2 of the Wavespell

White Lunar Wind

This is our challenge and growth area of new learning

When we integrate our shadow 

the past ways of learning that created issues around telling the truth

any beliefs that got in the way of us being a clear channel and connecting to source 

free from ego distortion

we are free 

and accordingly

we see

we hear

we connect 

are on line 

with the divine 🙂

Isn’t that worth a few trips into the doldrums for some tapping and weeping and wailing with focused intent ?

That way we really become detached from the drama 

because our personal drama has become

our personal self empowered place of grace

through our own self awareness process

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The Sun is consciousness ~

the masculine code of our evolution

that everything on earth is receiving every day

 

The Mayan Wavespell is a continuing spiral

so this initiating Wavespell changes every time 

because of this 

This is

The Grand Design

This time it is in Cancer Sun

In the Astrological Wheel Cancer is the 4th sign

everything is birthed through the Great Mother

 

It is all about the

Great Mother

Nurturing 

Home 

It matches Red Dragon’s energy 

What is being birthed through the race of humanity in alignment with the conscious code 

For each one it is different as each one is in a different place on their emotional evolution 

Each one has a different Astrology and Mayan Sign

Whenever our personality feels in despair about life on earth

our heart has more clearing to do 

we are connecting to our personal history ~ always 

and in doing so we are losing connection to our source 

to clear the connection and re~establish it we clear our story

Simple

I use EFT 

Emotional Freedom Technique 

It is simple and easy to do 

Anyone can do it and it works 😉

It does take time to build a skill ~ new learning

Cancer in Decan 3 today

Cancer ~ Pisces which is Decan 12 overall ~

the crystal clarity code 🙂

 

Each astrological Sign is split into 3 Decans to give a more refined overview of that energy

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website for this:

www.claralucia.com

A wheel within a wheel

like the Mayan Wavespell in many ways

Here is a great article explaining this by Darkstar Astrology 

In the Moon at midnight in the UK we had

Waning Aries Moon at 11 degrees

Inside Degrees Website

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Sunlight illuminating dust in the air.
The marvel is that the observer exerts so strong a presence, yet disappears into the atmosphere. You find yourself to be centrally pivotal, yet subtly underlyingly a pure witness to the objective turn of events. You inhabit the edge between self-will and a higher will. You hold to the sharp borderline between the infinite and the finite, so that you can create yourself anew out of whole cloth. Transformation can take many forms. You are endowed here with power of wishing, the capacity to visualize and imagine whatever comes next. An astounding skill at coming back to life, recreating everything, taking into your self worlds ending and worlds beginning. All is poised within. A way of looking at things that magnifies the wonder and overcomes all of the dross, in a strong quest to find yourself amidst the debris of lost worlds and to salvage the dream and the vision.

 

We also have the blessing of Leo in Jupiter

for the next 12 months to expand our ability to be courageous

and be open to love 

open our hearts

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The Mayan Calendar also has 13 Moons

 

This framework stays the same each year and aligns with the start of the new Mayan Year on July 26 every year 

So we are in the last few days of Cosmic Moon energy

The 13th Moon of feminine movement

In the heart

It is magical number 22 = 4

July 18 = 9

Lots of resources on my resources page being added 

I learn as I create them 🙂

Here is an old one about the Mayan Moons ~ there are lots of resources on the internet

if you google and follow your own cookie trail

you will find what is perfect for you 

So this cycle will take us up to Easter next year ~ April 04 2015 

I am looking at the significance of this pattern in more detail as to astrology and the signature codes and will post about that at another time 

The key thing for me is to focus on my patterns and what I am feeling to expand on and release in this period 

and to look at 

what is seeking completion for me that began on July 26 2006 

with a Red Moon cycle of 13 years beginning 

I will be focusing on this on my workshops

next week in Glastonbury 

More here if you feel to come and join me on July 25/26/27 

Circle of Completion 

If you cannot come in person you can get your personal info via email and/or Skype about it ~ please contact me for details

Remember that Red Moon beacon is

all about the message of awakening to :

 

the more I know myself

the more I can  be myself

the more I trust myself

the more I realise that 

I am enough

and

the less I feel worried by lack

the less I get knocked off my happy horse

the less I rely on the moving swirls around you me to

sustain myself

because I sustain myself

free from any need

to be anything other

for any others

than 

who I really am

after all 

I am the universe 

We are the universe

all we need do is remember that 

and be it 

Co create from a

balanced

grounded

place

of  

responsible relationship

 

Within and therefore without 

The New Cycle begins

gaiaearth

 

Love to you all on Samhain ~ All Hallow’s Eve ~ Red Magnetic Dragon Day

 

Please click on the links , hover your mouse to find the cosmic cookie trail threads to other websites that reveal so much more.

We start the 260 day cycle anew and the message today that I am choosing to share with you all is very simple

and of course

very profound 🙂

The way to the Goddess is through

The Valley of Death.

This is the ancient pathway of circles, cycles and the all saints road to inner transformation.

This is the shadow path, the tough love path,

the Scorpion sting that brings the phoenix rising from the ashes

this is the way through the gates of styx where we pull off that blindfold, open our eyes and remember the truth

of who we really are

and free ourselves from a living death,

zombie zone,

disconnected from our earth mother Gaia

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ungrounded

walking an insane path that starves us of love

and is the road to nowhere.

Very simply put:

All we are required to do is let go of whatever is holding us back from loving ourselves

if we don’t do this by letting our ego crusade end

and be transformed

let go of what other people think

let go of this nonesense ,

bullpoo existence

and

stand up for what is 

“right relations”

for all of our planet

and be the loving, respectful co creators on planet earth

rather than competitive, egotistical tyrants

who seek to power trip in every arena of life

pull the blinkers off

and do the honest heart action

be our truth

then the universe will bring bigger and bigger energetic transformation for us

so that we cannot ignore the situation any more

It is time for change

It is happening now

Go with the flow

or be taken with it resisting

The river is rising

 

Today in the Mayan we are in the Red Castle of Awakening ~ facing the

East

 

 

This Wavespell takes us through thirteen days of initiatory energy

Lots of people love positive initiation and ignore shadow initiation

This is simply fear and ignorance

This is where the gateway to freedom lies 

on every level

if you are willing to face your fears and purge yourself of them 

on every level

not just dramatising, acting out, naming them

but actually opening your Pandora’s Box

facing your ghouls

your beastly behaviour

the shame

the pain

the true you that you are scared to death that others will see and be reviled by

if you are ready to plunge in to rescue

your inner child

that has been locked away

banished

without light

for years and years

Running from safety by Richard Bach is a wonderful book about this.

you have the keys to the kingdom

you are the one who will be transformed

and become free from all fear

I just watched the film The Purge last night and on many levels it was quite shocking …..

one of the key ways was because we are not far off this scenario 

now

It is only a few steps away from this literal place

In a snapshot the plot :

It is set in America in the near future and there is no crime or unemployment

There is now a period of 12 hours  in a year where anything goes

anything

murder

Each citizen can go out and do what they choose to others and there will be no criminal charges

there is also no support

no police

no medical

All the shadow urges are allowed to run loose…..

and they do

big time

It is very thought provoking as you see certain pockets of society “scapegoated” 

in this scenario they are removed 

literally

and thanked for their sacrifice

to allow others to let out these demonic urges is their sacrificial role

so that the rest of the time the purgers can feel ok about suppressing them

This is happening in our society now and if you imagine

you are viewing this from another planet 

that you are not entrenched in this “system”

remember how many times in our history on planet earth

this has been justified ?

in the name of a holy creator being

or a supreme race…..

It happens over and over

and we 

do

not learn

and millions die

clearly the majority of strategies employed before

do

not work

evidentially

so if you were an “alien” watching from afar

could you see the madness?

could you see the repeat?

Could you see….

The end of times ?

Again.

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New Learning alert

It is time to

do

something

different

and go out of the comfort zone

Be Batman and go in our cave

Do it for ourselves

Take a good look at……

The Writing on our wall

and see what it speaks of to us.

Understand that it is

game over for lush living off the land and leeching off others

by over consummation

Mother Gaia has suckled her over grown infants long enough and is tired of their whining

wanting more and more to fill the void

We have raised a planet of dependents

who crave oblivion from the mess we have made

We didn’t know any better then it seems….

now we are starting to

now is the time to learn and evolve

and that doesn’t happen when we repeat ourselves and do

more of the same.

Hallow means holy

It is holy day.

It is the time to initiate a new sacred way of being for all.

Time to birth something new.

Create peace and harmony from

learning to be peaceful and harmonious

inside out.

Get in touch with our feelings.

I work with many therapists and we are experiencing so much resistance with our clients

over years

they come for answers

they come for guidance ~ reassurance and support

they love the positive

when we mention that to leave their past behind

they have to revisit it

and learn from it

learn what ways of behaving didn’t create peace and harmony

let go of their emotion

hear their inner child in the dark

and only when they do that

can they move forward and create anew

they do not want that

no pain

please 🙂

Releasing pain is what is required to heal

and to do that

we feel it

until it has gone

until we have cleared enough of our past hurt to create a tipping point

that creates a landslide within us

and suddenly

everything becomes easier

as we change our point of view and shine inside

Many would rather have a psychic reading than face their pain

and this is a key ego pattern

to for tell their future…..

(which it cannot do , it can only reveal possibilities not fixed outcomes and certainly in itself does not create a change of being for that person)

seeking comfort and security

and soothe their inner child temporarilly

a distraction……

but  not for long

this is a co dependency pattern

and there is no such thing in real life

as a safe , secure , future

only in story books does that exist

to change this for good means……

learning how to listen to our inner child every day and what seeks transformation in us ~

our unique life experience

and learning how to transform it ourselves

learning how to relate to others gently and lovingly

because we have learned how to do that to ourself

There is no shortcut

No one else can do that for us

No matter how many meditations we do

no matter how many tarot readings we have

no matter how many things we learn about spirituality

our greatest teacher is our inner child

going there

transforms our life

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We may be able to recite the Bhagavad Gita  in four languages

whilst wearing a traditional Mayan priest outfit

and Om with majesty 🙂

but if we haven’t changed our inner world ….

all of this 

outside stuff

is irrelevant

conceptual

and when we get off the stage

when we are alone with out thoughts and feelings 

and our inner child stuff comes up

the true nature of our inner peace is unveiled.

Healing our shadow is the key to world peace.

It is time for that to begin.

If we are being bullied ~ there is past stuff there to heal. It is time to make a stand by healing this and speaking out.

Remember the world can only reveal our beliefs as that is how it works.

If  the majority of the world hasn’t healed it’s childhood trauma, 

learned how to let go of dependency ~ either through drugs, food, being parented, policed etc

The world has to contain those learning places until

each person learns

lets go

and does something else 🙂

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The majority of our planet has become out of balance and masculine….

cannot see the beauty of the simple life all around

We have had generations of tough living

mechanisation

over production

work being the god

we have lost sight of our feminine gifts

and now it is time to let them be revealed

Tomorrow is our challenge

to let our spirit speak to us

If we are stuck in out of alignment patterns

too much rigidity

linear

abrasive environments

this is not conducive to hear our gentle spirit speak

The more we move towards natural, cyclical, ancient , indigenous, sustainable

and self supportive frameworks

that allow us to be free 

and the more we create a new world

we are the midwives of the new age

let’s birth our radiant goddess selves

and everything else will simply come into being.

Every one of us is our saviour

Salvation from within.

Love to you and what you choose to consciously create in this 260 days.

It is a waning dark moon time

I began this in Virgo moon and am finishing it in Libra this evening after a mad day interacting with institutions 

which took all my strength of will 

and drain me 

still

because they are so in opposite polarity to “right relations”

I didn’t feel rage today but I still had anger at the focus of  their priority ~ money

an absence of compassion 

no allowing of a person knowing themselves and being empowered

that is how it seemed

Still more clearing for me so that I simply accept this is how it is at the moment 🙂

I felt sad and weary of it all at the time

and……

speaking up is important

although my message  may fall on deaf ears 

it is important that I say it

for my integrity

and to create a new cosmic groove

silence can be interpreted as acceptance by those who seek to keep the unfair advantage 🙂

This is the PMT time of the moon 

This is our ego wound roaring time.

This is the time women who menstruate in synch with the moon, ideally choose to be alone and go within to commune with their moon consciousness that resonates within all women.

One of the main reasons women experience PMT is because they do not know or allow (or both) themselves to honour this time.

They try and keep the same linear style of being going all of their cycle and this is totally out of synch with their natural rhythm which is why they get tired, angry and growly.

We all need to heed our universal mammas cycles and go with their flow

and then we flow

feel good

rest 

go within

speak to our guides and ancestors

and allow our  formless dreams to be recognised

the next steps on our path to be revealed

from this clear space

we can all do this

if we are prepared to 

clear

the 

inner space 🙂

On this day the Mayan calendar speaks to us of Neptune 

In esoteric astrology this is a profound space.

Follow the link to learn more here 🙂

My Neptune is in Scorpio and so this is impacting strongly for me.

There are lots of ways to read your natal chart ~ I call it The Starcode.

It reveals our conception light body that was plotted before we fell to earth and were born 

through the gateway of our mothers

This is the nature of all birth to form and this is what this wavespell is about.

In the Lord’s Prayer when we look at these words in a different way we hear that

“Thy Kingdom come

thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven”

Look to the starry skies and the planets for information about influencing energies now

and most importantly learn about yours 

Start one planet at a time when your intuition calls you to it.

It’s amazing how many people say they don’t have time

and yet have time to do a phd in knitting

knitting is more important than knowing themselves it seems 🙂

if you start to do this

much will be revealed to you

what affects you

what expands you

rattles your cage

lights up your heart

know yourself

and  in this knowing you can prepare yourself at times of change

strap down the battens by securing your self~confidence

being aware of your predilictions and persuasion

and  flexing in the breeze

flying your inner cross  bravely in stormy skies

with resolution and resolve

your roots going down deep

to mother earth

this is the wheel we are all here to weave on

this is

The Matrix

and we are now swimming in stormy seas.

This week there have been two significant car crashes in virtually the same place in my locality one within days of the last, the other in a similar spot to  last year and there is more than “statistics” to explain that scenario and if you are prepared to look deeper you will find this becoming a scientifically approved pattern recognition, in many areas of society now.

Patterns affect everything and are destined to repeat until what is seeking evolution 

creates all the individual elements to allow this to bear fruit

It could be diversions are created to allow a meeting to take place or avoid a meeting

everything happens for a reason

and the more aware we become the more we see this in action

Human Beings are the creators 

If something isn’t working out in the way you wish it to

the only way to change it

is to look at what gave birth to it

in your thoughts, beliefs and your behaviour

Lots happening in the skies tomorrow to influence our challenge and growth area

New Moon coming on Monday in UK 

Deep gratitude to everyone who creates this amazing information and helps me to see the bigger picture I am part of.

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This is an amazing time now people

we chose to be a part of this evolution

if you feel afraid right now

remember….

it is simply a feeling

hear it, feel it and know that this is so 

and then it can go because it has achieved it’s mission and communicated  🙂