Blue Monkey divinity codes of the heart


Blue Monkey Wavespell

This is the big one 😉

Are you ready to transform?

Are you ready to do the work?

This is the 13 day process that is the centre core of the


The Mayan 260 day synchronising process

that is perfectly timed and created

for the human evolution process happening on planet earth right now

You can access one I made to download

and print off on my Resources page

here is a direct link

Mayan Wavespell Synchronisor 

The key to this is doing the process of the calendar

being the process


I am going to share a lot of info about myself today

and my process

and please hear this for yourself

The key to this process is for you

to do this for yourself

that is what this

Age of Aquarius brings 

Know thyself

To thine own self be true 

Learn your codes 

Learn how you tick  

This is the key to this year of self~empowerment




Individual Awareness

Uranus light bringing activation

Light coming in to the individual as a direct result of transforming the shadow and making the space for new codes within

new relationships without are manifest

as a result of this conscious process

Conscious relating to ourselves

Conscious relationship as a result of that process

with others

This is the enlightenment process

I start today’s blog with a picture of me from around 10 years ago

My 40th birthday that year

This is Halloween and my witchy self on full view 

Yesterday we had Jupiter

go into Virgo until September 2016

Here is a great article about this

and lots more astrological info including

The New Moon in Leo on the 14th



Gray Crawford

For people of my generation in particular there is a key role to play in Virgo energy

especially around the sacred feminine and being in touch with that part of ourself beyond the limits of our mind

Virgo is the 6th sign in the wheel that allows us to bring in a balance with a healthy attitude and behaviour around healing, being and doing

Mastery of Virgo ~ potentiality ~  as esoterically

Jupiter is the planet of expansion and Mastery

whatever has been coming in over the last 12 months in Jupiter in Leo reveals ego and heart issues around feeling loved and the courage to be who we really are and let go hiding especially if we feel an outcast 

which is the majority of people who are paving new paths 😉 

Feeling there is a 

cross to bear



continual crisis crossroads choices

and wow amidst all this is…


alchemical potentiality to birth the phoenix process


The Mayan Sign reveals the cross

the Rosy Cross

of potentiality through integration

to allow full acceptance of everyone and everything in our personal path

and be the transparent free child as a result of that process

Free of all wounding

Free to live from the heart

and love all

My Mayan Sign from my birthday

reveals the cross I will be working with 

Red Resonant Earth 

Red Earth ~ planet Uranus How centred, grounded and aligned I am so that I can feel safe on the earth and my tree of Life has good roots. My circuitry to the earth is embodied 

Red Moon ~  planet Mercury ~ my higher self guiding me to work with everything in me ~ Hermes is Mercury ~ currently Mercury in Virgo for discernment today ~ looking back over recent months and honest and authentic relationships is a good place to see the fruits of our labours and our significant others ~ are we having honest relationship or is it all smoke and mirrors ?

New asteroid for me ~ Hermione in the chart ~ 121 ~ the daughter of Helen of Troy who has a disastrous first marriage because of her father’s betrothal as spoils of war, but runs away and marries her first love and grandfather’s choice 

Hermione asteroid


This is again key to the new Mayan Year we are in ~ Red Moon 13 year cycle ~ White Planetary Wizard ~ The Moon Goddess ~ planets ~ the asteroid belt 


The asteroid belt

between Mars and Jupiter

is changing our collective consciousness with new archetypes to embody

If you haven’t seen this film 


it is wow 

it is dark 

Following A David Bowie Capricorn Cookie Trail 

At the time I started writing this article

is the exact degree of dark moon in Cancer in the UK

at 23 degrees

A man putting together pieces of broken pottery.
Nothing works any more. The form of things is breaking apart. In your mind’s eye, you can remember how it once went, and you can certainly try to put it back together as it was. There is something about doing this that teaches you all kinds of things. And when you are called inside to reconstruct the old world and somehow keep it together one way or another, you must do it. One lesson you will eventually learn is how the mind works and why it is convinced that this task is so very necessary. But meanwhile, there is an elegance, sophistication, a cultured touch and sensibility that provides entry into so many fascinating worlds. Karmic recapitulation. Going back to the same places to do the same things can be quite a story to tell. Every bit of it is ebbing as it happens. All of your constructions in mind and outer form cannot hold on much longer. But the ego-mind is most tenacious and insistent in such destiny verges, hoping to postpone the deluge one more delicious moment.

My Hermione in the 6th house 🙂  

Yellow Seed ~ planet Jupiter ~ the mastery of understanding the mask and why and how it was created ~ what it allowed to happen and how to let it go to reveal the true seed underneath ~ letting go of being the anti matter, the scapegoat, the emotional chalice and imbalance for others in relationship  🙂 My Jupiter is in Gemini 5th house and what I have been saying about relationship mastery 

Blue Hand ~ my challenge and gift  to keep shaping my destiny and complete ~ keep doing the inner work and balancing this with doing the practicals 

White Wind ~ letting spirit speak ~ again Uranus is the planet. When we are present we channel truth free of mind interference 

when we use EFT to clear distortions and start to balance our emotional body re align our patterns and clear distortions then everything becomes clearer and easier to know what choice to make

the energy in the body flows


accessing the 5th dimension in person

as all lessons are learned


and the light




pic by hardnox

Depending on how you see that

and do that with yourself

there are many computations possible 

If you are a similar age to me 

I am 50 in less than a week

You will have similar planetary placements

If you want to do your own chart is a link:

My biggest houses

are my first and seventh

My first unlocks my seventh

The first house being in the underworld as everyone’s is

The first six houses are all in the underworld using the format on

I am not an Astrologer

I learn and share intuitively and this is key to the nature of what the 260 day process is bringing us now to embody 😉

My first house holds the key to unlock the secrets of the mystery


I am about to enter my

7th year of my 13 year cycle

Red Resonant Earth

in my own Mayan Sign


Blue Hand 


Everything that I have ever experienced is now coming up and in for me to work with in particular since the

Summer Solstice

and my 13 day process of

Blue Storm that began

on 21 June

and my Mayan Sign is day 9 of

in broad terms we are now going into the feminine half of the year

The light in the Northern Hemisphere is diminishing and I was chatting with a friend last night who agreed that the weather and vibe shifted yesterday in the South West of the UK

there was a distinct autumnal flavour

and to use his words a Robin was singing their Sad September Song


photo link 

and maybe the Robin is not sad

but I agree that this is how I interpret it 

I totally resonated with that

Do you resonate with that ? 

There is a nature code that you can see, smell, hear and feel 

This chat was in the shift of

White Cosmic Dog


and I have a lot in common with my friend

as we have shared

tribe patterns

so understand each others process

This is key to this fusion time of

Sirius Gateway at the Solstice

with it’s asteroid placement of 13 degrees Cancer

Sirius 2

There is no distinct masculine and feminine of course as all is a fusion of energies

There are key structures though

The key structure we are working with in our 50’s

is the heart of the matter

Leo energies

and we are in the last day of the

Leo Gateway


Here are some links about that

Art of the feminine

and my perspective on the infinity link is the card in Thoth 


through integration and doing the disciple work 🙂

This is key to this earth energy now 

Book of Thoth 6


The generation of people who are 50 

are the earth lovers

with my Pluto in Virgo in my 7th house at 15 degrees

A man inherits a vast fortune.
Aristocracy takes many forms. Whether by karmic predisposition or by bloodline or both, being granted the ultimate pedigree for serving effectively. Those who have ruled can serve. Those who have mastered can give themselves over. Those who have attained can extract the essence of what they have come to before and utterly discard the rest. Showered with blessings. Filled to overflowing with the streams of your background, you are yet definitely motivated to use all this as a springboard and not to lean back on it. You feel the impulse to renew gifts, treasures and mysteries–to revitalize the old streams, to make relevant and essential what has previously proven to be steady and enduring. And most of all, endowed with a fluency in drawing from the well something fresh and new, and being so at home in bringing it all through that you become an individual here in the midst of things, who just happens to know and be familiar with just about anything you need to access from the well that never runs dry.

Here is an interesting article on Pluto in Virgo


Lilith first house which are both key for me  

Pluto in Virgo blog spot 

I see this as a Hades and Persephone dance hence my shadow work and this generation busting through old archetypes of co dependent relationship that is abusive to the sacred feminine on all levels


pic link 

I also have Uranus in Virgo in my 7th House at 13 degrees

A man with hair on his back.
Peppery, fiery, contentious, and spoiling for a fight. Born ready, shot from a cannon, one of a kind–volatile in the far extreme. Convinced of things. Taking sides, even inventing them, you are impelled by the polarized consciousness to be so fiercely partisan that the destructive overwhelms the constructive. Incited to riot by what is wrong with the world–not reconciled, not accepting, not at peace. Self-righteous and headstrong. In perfect moments, ebullient and magnificent and the most charming a being can be, much of the time you are feuding and bickering and blindly consumed by the lower mind. Keenly good at self-deception, the world’s best at blind self-fidelity. The perfect promoter of the unpopular cause. But you feel tormented by the way in which all of this perpetuates itself and cannot find freedom. You search for a way through, hungry for self-overcoming, and needing so badly to emerge from the thicket of the mind, to be affirmative of existence with no doubts making the world intolerable to sit in one more moment.

oh yes that is an intense pattern of mine

and one that I am now tiring of 

as yet again preparing to duel with the devil of the patriarchal systems

and needing to move house again


my whole life has seemed to be part of this polarity 

I guess like me you have often felt it would be easier to live as a recluse

stack shelves

that is not the path of the shadow worker

hiding in the wings 😉 

It is what we signed up for at this transition time

and when doing the inner work it does get easier

happend easier

and allows the individual to

take power back

revisit old wounds


speak truth

feel good about honouring oneself 

and the sacred feminine

because if people do not do that now

Who will ?

Just watched a lovely film

Women in Gold 


Devastating yet enriching as is the soul journey

Be the honour of what is

“right relationship”

is key for love 


Astrology and the Mayan 260 day process

help the individual recognise patterns

and see that their script is written already

How we choose to portray our part 

is the magical part 

The Art

and when we combine this

Mind Map from the starry skies 

the sat nav for the soul journey 



use heart wisdom

freed from emotional distortion

using EFT 

Emotional Freedom technique

See my resources page specifically for EFT for that

Oh my Goddess it is wow 

Everything that seemed “bad” about ourself

suddenly frees us into 

realisation that everything happened for a reason

and our weirdness is the sign of the awakened soul

I have put an excerpt here from this website which really touched me

sharing it with that intention

Do not ever doubt your magical beauty awakened people 

Our difference is so magnificent and extraordinary

Keep believing in yourself through all these dark times 

and do the work

to feel and know the warmth of the eternal sun and light 

Know that we are all in this together

we are always held and loved

Ask for help and it is given 

An Ode to the Misfits

Here’s to the wild, the weird and the wonderful.
To those that drop deep into their own flow and lose sight of the shore. Who discard the rules, the labels and the chains that once bound them in search of the truth of their heart.
Here’s to the mismatched puzzle pieces that don’t get invited to join in all the reindeer games; that get left behind in the dust to learn their own way to fly. Who in their sacred solitude grace the skies with wings of freedom and a grace born of soul fire.
To the rare, unearthly beings that walk the road less traveled, taking the adventure that rises on this path with purpose and passion.
Here’s to the rebels, the heartsick originals, and the bittersweet loneliness that fuels their spirit. To the one’s that won’t conform, back down or step aside. To the one’s that were not born to fit in but to gloriously stand out.
To the tribe of troublemakers that think so far outside the box, they dream on the edges of the infinite. To those that dance even though they have no idea how. Who stumble and make it part of the steps, sing completely off key and totally out of tune.
Here’s to the awakened one’s whose purpose is to feed their soul not starve it. Whose mantra is the drumbeat of their own heart and the possibility that looms on the horizon. To the one’s who dare to be open, to love and to live.
To the magical, the mystical and the misunderstood. To the wise ones that move between the shadows and the light. To those that howl to the Full Moon and run naked in the streams. To those who read the compass written on the walls of their heart’s and follow the North Star etched upon their spirit.
Here’s to the fallen, the broken and the shattered. To those that know to be cracked is to let the light in deeper. Who know that the best fruit is on the very tip of the branch and the brightest jewels are hidden within the roughest of surfaces.
Here’s to the brightly colored, divine visionaries that won’t stand down, play small or sit out.
Here’s to the wild one’s. Here’s to you.

Today’s planet is Venus 



My Venus is in Virgo at 29 degrees 

A witch preparing magic mushrooms.
Within the delicate, formative stages of major departures into the unknown, there is encountered an extraordinary task and lesson that detains you a long while. It becomes self-evident that it is everything that comes before that makes the difference. There must be a fully attuned, magical sensibility to make the future possible. Coming to this requires arduous discipline and elaborate ritual, internal initiation. This becomes such a labyrinth of discipleship and apprenticeship that you wander through the maze discovering everything you ever needed to know. All is played out within. There is no need to make anything happen on the outer. You are assigned to empty yourself out, to strip everything away, to become invisible. And if you excel at your craft, so many ventures and initiatives will be seeded, that this inner planes total mobilization will prove to be more fruitful and productive than any premature thrusts of outer mind, no matter how impressive or seemingly necessary. The entire path lies well within, and needs no surface success to substantiate itself.

also in my 7th 

This is the anaretic degree and it is still playing out and will do for me because it is my mastery of relationships

and to become a master takes experiential learning

and becoming the wound to understand it

and be it on all levels

heal it transmute it

and share that with others

to turn this world around and bring balance because we have accomplished that miracle within our inner world

so this process has to happen from within each person

before the outside world

will reflect that en masse  

Here is an article about that:

The anoretic degree medical astrology

People who know

how to relate consciously

are as rare as Hen’s teeth 😉


that is a fact 

I do not mean people who talk the talk

I mean people who are walking the walk

I know I am very self aware and doing the process


everything that is coming up for me right now is very revealing about how I am still relating like a child around men especially 🙂

I get gut instincts but then do not honour them 

because I haven’t healed enough

I still have big trust issues and so I do need to keep going there…

until I don’t 🙂

You cannot do that with your thoughts

in a Virgoan bubble safe from harms way 

The Universe brings us what we need not what our ego wants 

key learning

a match comes for what we need to integrate

and remember 

we are the universe

no one is doing anything to us

we are doing it to us 

to get clear about how we actually do relationship

rather than how we think we do it 

and this is often frustrating

in this Venus Retrograde

and that is how it works

Our next step is only revealed when it is the perfect time 

So an amazing time of connection

Here is David Bowie star seeding the code into the collective psyche in 1972 

This is the Mayan Code of Red Dragon initiation:

Moonage Daydream 

I’m an Alligator

I’m a Mamma Pappa coming for you 

Letting go of being stuck

Tomorrow brings a magical

13 Pacal Votan clear Sign



I will blog about this then

In alignment 

It is so key for me 

Goes back to the second year of this 13 year cycle

when I first came to Glastonbury and got the Goddess calling to come

and I did 

and wow 

never saw that coming ….

or any of this Mayan Stuff

or so many people who I hadn’t met yet 

and love now 

Isn’t life an absolutely amazing adventure ?


Mission Impossible 

and yet somehow 

we do it 😉 

Love to you and your divine child coming into it’s own 


Keep moving

Keep loving

Keep open 

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Day five of red serpent wave ~ red overtone moon


Blake said that the body was the soul’s prison unless the five senses are fully developed and open. He considered the senses the ‘windows of the soul.’ Jim Morrison

Man has no Body distinct from his Soul; for that called Body is a portion of Soul discerned by the five Senses, the chief inlets of Soul in this age. William Blake.

The energy is building and I am getting a wake-up call today in my physicality  🙂

As a  leading Leo fire sign I want everything right here and now and we are in these hugely powerful energetic waves of change…

Other flavours I have are earthy and my moon in Taurus loves the heady pleasures…

so today’s blog is going to have a sexy essence.

If you are easily offended be warned and go no further…. 🙂

We are in Red Overtone Moon day and the goddess of loving is really highlighted in this Red Serpent wavespell.

As I remember more and more about who I really am….

and let go of my western “education”

I am following the beacons, the signs and the sacred feminine and sharing this cosmic cookie trail with others….

with you today 🙂

As we are going with this cosmic transition we can often trip over our cognitive process and our legs become entangled like a new born deer

it can be a very confusing space….

and we will make mistakes on our journey…

this is how we learn.

Do you remember when you first joined Facebook?

Started using a computer?

Sent your first email?

Created your first document?

Maybe you are navigating that right now 🙂

I got very frustrated and often lost big parts of my documents as I tried to run before I could walk.

I am being reminded of this now with my reconnection to Tai Chi and my new journey into kundalini yoga 🙂

When we are unaware and in a place of energetic and conscious ignorance we create different relationships and that space isn’t good or bad…

it simply is what it is.

What we make of it is our choice.

When I was young I wore my heart on my sleeve and loved intensely

much to many of my friends disbelief….

around my seemingly naive and blatant lack of self respect

I had , what seemed on the surface, to be the most damaging relationships

and they wondered why I chose to pursue them and maintain them.

I had such an intense yearning to be needed and loved and….

Leo’s love sex.

Guess most people do…

We often feel connected and grounded through our base chakra and if we don’t heal that “need”

and connect through our own direct energy source instead….

without any need to go through another…..

then we get great learning in our relationships.

This Virgo time is great for noticing how we are grounding ourselves.

My very first lover sang in a rock band and introduced me to The Doors.

At first I really didn’t “get” the music because it was sooooooo different to anything I had every heard before….

I instantly liked Jim Morrison though….

and recently I found out he has the same Aquarius Rising and Taurus Moon as me….and is a Sagittarius

Sagittarius men are a huge influence in my life and my partner and daughter are Sagi’s

This band and their music had a profound affect on me and my life and although I didn’t understand it at the time I now understand why…..

all the lyrics and the passion are  heart wisdom based.

All about the sacred feminine energy and the heart path.

The Doors have formed a wavelength of connection from my early teens to my journey as a tomato picker in Greece….

Where I went on my Mayan sign day blue solar hand

without any conscious awareness.

Some one knew though…..

All my relationships have helped create my energetic beingness and understanding today and although from a thinking mind perspectiveness they may have seemed “crazy” they happened for a very good reason.

My Solar opposite in the zodiac is Virgo and I have followed a pattern of swinging the pendulum of learning in these spaces …

If you look at your past relationships carefully and know their star signs I am guessing you will see the same pattern 🙂

Repeating over and over…..

as we keep having that learning in a different way

and the only way we truly get that is to dive in and experience it…

of course we can live vicariously through a book…

Fifty shades of grey seems popular

and I went into a bookstore the other day to see the pattern of many similar books on sale….

bit of a message there about our societies focus….

I have heard a rumour that Ryan Gosling is going to get the lead and he is…..

wow a saggi 🙂

and wow…..his films are so amazing and heartfelt.

And there are other aspects of him that I find irresistible…..

If you haven’t been exposed to Ryan yet be warned it may have a serious imbalancing affect on your lust levels so be aware….

Just watched a great film with him in and not as a casanova persona, which is rather strange and not what you think at first sight

Lars and the real girl

So in this waning moon I “should” be focusing on going within and letting go…..

and I have

and I also have been doing yang raising energy work such as kundalini yoga

and my cycle is out of kilter with the moon….

because of the learning required to bring me in balance at this time.

I used to ovulate with the new moon and now I ovulate before it so my co creating energy is off synch with that pattern

and what I have learned is that I needed that extra booster in a different way.

What I forgot was to listen to my knowingness which is..

that if I have high yang already ….

maybe doing fire-breath and bringing my kundalini yang in even more is a bit over the top

so I have been over indulging and as a result have a slight imbalance in my body ph

without going into too much information…

be warned if you do kundalini yoga it has a strong effect 🙂

live and learn

I have been on a trail today learning about how that affects me so it’s all good even though it feels uncomfortable

Yesterday during Tai Chi my teacher Yuri was sharing deeper learning of  the exercise we were doing and how the kidneys distribute the chi energy

we were doing a cloud hands movement  which is great for balancing masculine and feminine and works with the heart meridian by turning it through a full cycle of yin and yang energy also phrased as going through the seasons.

I had jelly legs from the previous evenings two hours of yoga which forms I had previously never visited

and felt like Uma Thurman and the water carrier training exercises in Kill Bill.

The Kidneys are also physically responsible for balancing our body ph and letting go of any excess liquid through our ureter and energetically our base chakra

The  vagina is an acidic environment and semen is alkaline

amazing what you can learn from that information about balance.

When I am working with client’s I do not do any energy balancing with any women who may be pregnant in the first three month’s because the body has to go out of balance to support the pregnancy to begin with.

It’s the same with our relationships….

with romantic partners we often feel we have fallen in love…

sometimes when the honeymoon period is over… estimated to be 18 months

the love is blind feeling wears off and we have had whatever soul learning we needed and it’s time to move on

we see the true egoic nature of our partner without rose tinted glasses

and sometimes we do not love their behaviour…

however if we have got deeper work to do, we stay and consciously evolve together.

We have a belief that we fall out of love and “break our hearts”

is that really true?

Or is it simply that our ego is wounded ?

Love has no bounds….

When we are feeling in love anything is possible

and the secret to abundant living is to create that feeling inside

because we love who we are

and how we are living


live in balance

of course sometimes we have to swing out to swing back in…

if we are prepared to keep being vulnerable and our heart stays open no matter what

then we have truly let go and are in the flow

When we are experiencing sexual pleasure and all of our senses are fully engaged we are out of this world

the longer we allow that to happen without reaching orgasm and the the more intense the orgasm when it comes.

The key to succesful relationship is to allow different energy flavours to come through in different situations

and even though we may love to have equality of sharing and balancing our energy ,

in most rooms in our house……

in the bedroom most women I have spoken to love their male lover to be deeply masculine

David Deida writes some great books on this aspect

So if you are not in the lurve zone right now….

how about diving in….

and experiencing the heady delights of seeing how full your love tank is

and how this other person can show you where it is and isn’t

and then as always we can tap and let go of anything that isn’t loving

so it’s always a Brucie bonus to our sacred life journey

Love to you today and your moon activities of rememberance.

Everything that ever happened has created our wonderful beingness today

and when we choose we can create more of the same or something else.

Day Two Red Serpent energy wave. White Lunar Worldbridger

Today is the first portal day of ten in this amazing energy wave of transformation.

It’s a very memorable day and I’m sending love out to our world community because absolutely everyone was affected by the events on this day.

Everyone’s world changed on this day and huge ripples went out on every level.

Like every event that touches us in such a deep profound way we can see that there is much learning comes from places of adversity and challenge.

So much humanity and compassion were created as an outcome of  this destruction.

So is our life challenge as we learn the most from these times.

This is where we get to see what inner strength and courage we have.

Today’s Mayan energy is White Lunar Worldbridger.

It is in simple terms number two on a wave of thirteen steps.

Red Serpent Wavespell

Yesterday we were seeing how much we love the skin we are in.

If you choose you can join me each day to explore this energy with some inner questioning…..

use it as a universal lifecoach opportunity

gifted by our ancestors the Mayan People.

Who were very wise and heart knowing and created these ways of being synchronised with the universal waves of energy

thousands of years ago.

As we see how we feel each day…..

we get an opportunity to let our feelings be our guide as to where we are feeling in the love zone and happy….

and where we are not feeling that is showing us where we can surrender and let go of some past story and belief we are holding on to.

Today we are looking outwards at what our relationships are showing us.

Depending where we are on our evolutionary consciousness and understanding we will have different views on this.

For example we may see things very simply in terms of duality.

A man is masculine and a woman is feminine.

My blog today is about looking deeper and this may challenge some people’s views.

My intention is to share my understanding as “a” way

rather than “the” way

and the reason I do this…..

It has brought so much joy and peace for me and how I relate and many people I have shared it with

I am asking the reader to be curious and ask

“what if ……    this could be true and work for me too?”

There are no strings attached….

I promise

Trust me…

You are me….

everything you do affects me…..

and I want the very best for you…..

I want the very best for our world…..

I want the best for me

I am worth it

and so beautiful souls are you

So we can let go of holding onto old hurts and seeing them showing up every day

 we can all get along

because although we are unique….

deep down we all want the same thing….

to be loved and respected for who we are.

Our world is so beautiful and there really is no need to guild the lily

and yet because each one of us has self-esteem issues…..

every single person on the planet is equal under the sun in this….

we feel we are not enough 😦

So we need a badge of worthiness to prove xyz on the outside.

What if…….

all we need to do is change how we feel on the inside and let go of any need for any “stuff” to show others that we are lovable?

and what if…..

when we create peace on the inside…..

everywhere was experienced as peaceful on the outside……

Because we had no buttons to push anymore….

This is so possible and indeed it is the heart path.

This is our whole life purpose and the emotional evolution we are now going through.

It’s time to feel everything and let go of anything that doesn’t feel good.

The universe works through cycles and when the time of year comes around where everything happened before

deep down our emotional unconscious soup is stirred.

In planetary terms we have a sun sign and a moon sign.

This is our universal barcode…..

I call it a Starcode…

and we chose it before life.

We have come here for a reason and a season to create ever expanding learning and energetic change

In the UK we are moving into Autumn and as a Leo I resist that because I love the sun….

and we haven’t had too much of that this year….

same old English summer story….

As a Taurus Moon I have a very different flavour coming in…

Each of us has masculine and feminine energy

and at this time of the Aquarian Age ….

we are cup holders of the Gods…

We are God and Goddess energy and we create our lives energetically through our beliefs

and keep repeating experiences until we get the outcome we want….

 we feel love

If you look closely with the intention of seeing clearly you will see how whatever is happening to you now is a reflection of your childhood in some way

Wherever you go you will see certain archetypes appearing that represent your birth family

and unless you have consciously worked with creating change around relationships

then you will still be relating in the same way you did when you were a young child.

How many women have believed they found a lover who was so masculine and rebellious….

only to discover that they were dating their father’s archetype?

How many men have ended a relationship because of how their female partner changed when they had children?

How many people have moved into same sex relationships because they believed that it would be different …..

only to find that it was the same after all in many ways?

It’s all about us

If we don’t change our inner structure then it doesn’t matter how many times we search for the “perfect” partner ….

we are going to create the same outcome

because it is us that have to change to change the outside result

This is what relationships are all about.

Balancing our masculine and feminine within.

The Sun is our guiding light and simplistically our masculine energy.

The moon is our emotional feminine within place that shields us from seeing the whole picture immediately

If we had instant enlightenment from say the age of 21 we couldn’t play the game of life as we would know and see everything 🙂

Our moon sign is very important as it is the mirror that reflects back each month where we are at in the love game.

All the planets and their movements influence us and align us at the perfect time to experience what we need to let go of our hurt…

our shadow

this is why when we surrender and allow ourselves to work with this rhythmn rather than make things happen

we experience synchronicity

and the perfect partner shows up…

sometimes our worst nightmare rather than our dream lover…

to move us forward through a challenge

so we get an opportunity

for them to show us


Our emotional mind and our heart is the navigator

Whenever we have an emotional resonse

that is our stuff….

If you know what your Starcode is you can work with awareness

at the perfect time

with your universal guide

your higher self

who will speak to you

in dreams

in symbols

in the world through animal totems

gut feelings

and this love language gets easier to read the more we allow it…

We have been taught in many western societies that this is isn’t science

in history it was very dangerous to be intuitive and connect to the higher self

or collective unconscious

and so we live in the land of the head now.

The secret is balance

Using our head and intellect to learn and then integrating that experience by taking action and living what we believe

If you feel you are the only one in your company who believes in woo woo

be brave and talk about it and then see how many people share your ideas

this is going global

because it is who we truly are

amazing magical beings

Using our heart is about letting our feelings show us the way

Living our dream and daring to do what it takes to create it.

Many women have swung the pendulum and become men in the feminist age

Many men became women to experience that space to match women and explore that learning

We had a shift

we often go to the opposite polarity place so we can understand through experience

we are now swinging our planet into balance

by being balanced ourselves

it’s an inside job

Instead of seeking another lover

another job

another designer outfit

another pet

another xyz to

complete us

we let go of old stories and hurts from the past

and feel whole within.

In The Zahir by Paulo Coelho

he mentions the acomodador

and this is our life challenge….

to overcome places where we have felt defeated in some way and haven’t met our personal challenge

and are then constantly hitting the glass ceiling……

this is our energetic story

and I use Emotional freedom technique to let go of it.

It’s an ancient technique based on acupuncture meridians

………and talking

and this is the secret

we cannot create change purely by talking and thinking

because the emotional mind works through patterns and feelings

I can talk to you all day about this subject and you can tell me your story and you will have all the answers as to what has happened in the past….

however this is simply talking and talking doesn’t create the energy change.

Any feelings we have around past hurts are seeking to be felt….

when we feel them and tap

we let them go

then we see the world differently

and as we release the past we are free to

create something new


Everyone can tap

it isn’t rocket science

I can help you with your process

……….and I cannot do it for you

the more we tap and the more we change

gas and air for the birthing process of our butterfly emerging

We all have to walk our path

and be it

Message me if you want to know more about how……. you can let go of where you are now and rewrite your script to take you to where you want to be

that’s is my special gift to share

how to live the heart path and be free of the past

with a practical process that creates magical living from within

Love to you today and our surrendering

so we can soar even more