Day 12 of the wave~ Yellow Crystal Warrior

We have completed a cycle and now we are building new relationships with our own conscious way of relating

if we are aware of  being conscious of course

and the majority of people aren’t.

Yellow crystal warrior day

How are you spending your day?

Are you kung fu fighting or building bridges of the heart.

Today I have been very busy in having a huge clear out in alignment with the new moon and the autumn equinox tomorrow.

Magical gateway and one of the most powerful of the year as the wheel in the UK turns into the dark time.

Are you aware that you are a part of the infinite web of crystalline energy and that everything you emit is a signal that spins out?

What ripples in the pond are we creating

Gladiator quote:

What we do in life echoes in eternity

We are all part of cosmic creation yet most people do not take any responsibility for how their actions are shaping the planetary reality

The majority of people do not want to take responsibility for their own lives….

then complain when they do not like how other people create their lives for them…

or blame them.

This is the popular way of being on our planet….

totally unaware that there is no one “doing this to us”…

we are doing it to ourselves

and that may be a truly shocking statement for some people

and very hard to swallow.

When we are ready to see it….

voila there it is shown distinct and this is the key thing……

when we are ready.

I am  highlighting a video today that I do not entirely share the viewpoint of…..

because there is a strong element of fear rather than love


please be aware that there is disturbing footage throughout and especially towards the end

which I wish hadn’t been in the film because it’s got some fab information without the disturbing stuff.

Ego likes disturbing stuff….

It has some excellent sharing too

It gave some new insights for me about  things and some I find feel they fit for my way of seeing the world.

Alot of what is in the content is in my posts about the planets and archetypes, so that was a synchronisation for me too…..

sharing awareness that all our demons are inner ones and if we don’t change the inside then the outside doesn’t change.

Even in all the seemingly imperfection perspective of how mankind is playing out their drama at the moment

as the guy says it simply is what it is

and it is where we are

Kymatica Movie

the majority of people would rather resist and fight others than look at themselves and until that changes……

the resistance will continue

I do not feel there is any conspiracy…..simply repeating patterns

and now a change is starting.

People are waking up to being co-dependent

We are always creating a healing response for ourselves

this is the whole dynamic of the emotional mind….

only what the emotional mind chooses to do is so very often insane 🙂

It will go to great lengths to keep us “safe”

Each dis-ease is the next step on the healing process.

When we cut ourselves our body creates a scab to heal and it’s the same on the inside.

When we are out of balance as our planet is now….

off on a patriarchal child rant of fear and paranoia

the ego needing bigger and bigger energy fixes

we are very much in our masculine acidic energy and this means our internal ph is way down around the 4’s

this is cancer

what is eating away at us, that we cannot stomach, that we cannot cure or fix because it is outside of us and we are getting more and more stressed…..

so the body internally goes into acidity and starts to eat itself…..

the immune system then seeks to fight the enemy within and sends an army to deal with it

the cells start to multiply and are out of control and a tumour is formed

and ultimately this tumour is there to heal the wound

do you see ?

We create it unconsciously

and the great thing is…

we created it

we uncreate it

by letting go and being in the flow

Some people I have shared this with are very resistant

and somehow think I am being offensive in saying it

because they haven’t let go of their fear and their ego does not want to take responsibility

I am not saying anyone is a bad person or judging them

and it is my intention to share this amazing empowering perspective with people

so they can learn and empower and let go of limiting beliefs

how can that be offensive?

Somehow they mistakenly believe that I am saying that it is the ill person’s fault which is untrue

It’s no one’s fault

It is simply what happens

and here is the tricky thing about this conversation

If people haven’t done their inner work and let go of when they have been hurt by being judged then their ego will judge others

everything we have ever experienced we are

until we let go and change how we feel about our past

When people say they understand universal law

and they haven’t created ego transformation through feelings

then all that they know is what they think

and that is simply being a talking book

they are not changed through experientially letting go of their ego wounding

we are all on a cycle of this and the more resistant we are to the world and other people the less inner emotional transformation we have done

we all have access to the christ consciousness and the buddha wisdom because they are us

everything in the universe that has ever been or will be

is us

the only difference between us and others is life experience and how much inner alchemical enlightenment of our shadow we have done…..

and this isn’t an elite school of learning

everyone can do it….

and yet most people would rather die – literally…

we have to do what most people fear the most and that is….

look at ourselves

and anything we do not like

learn to love

and when we all do that…..

we will be sending out that vibe of love, appreciation and respect


of ourself

and our ego is then a gentle guiding friend that lives in the now

because all the past pattern matching files of red alert have gone

At Tai Chi yesterday my teacher gave me a great insight when we were practising standing in the first pose

He said

“To think we have to access memories”

so we go back into the old files and then we project them onto the future

Standing in an ancient pose of magical practise to balance the masculine and feminine and let the energy flow

the intention is to let the mind quieten by being in the body

and the stance of the body is key to balancing the three bowls of energy

this is also the triple heater meridian which is the warlord of our flight, fight or freeze mechanism

and takes energy flow from all areas ready to attack when triggered….

and remember these triggers aren’t logical and Dr Spock wouldn’t be impressed with their reasoning 🙂

The more you have wiped the memories of any emotional intensity and defragged your hard drive

integrated the parts that have gone way out into cyberspace and brought them into the inner sanctum once more

and the more we can open up to inspiration because we are in the love zone ready to receive from the collective unconscious

we are free from the ego mind running it’s fear script from when we were 5 or 6 which is when many of our major beliefs and patterns were formed.

We live in an energy universe and we are always balanced by ourselves

we are the universe

when we balance ourselves within

and let go of our shadow

become comfortable in the skin we are in

and work with our ego

recognise that if we are full of fear

it’s ours

it isn’t anyone else’s

and no one else can take that fear away

instead of building walls

let’s tear them down on the inside

rip off the shields and protection and open wide

what do we need to protect ourselves from…..?

Only ourselves of course.

Love to you today with your warrior of the heart manoevres 🙂

If you are ready to work consciously with your ego then Sunday is a good day to start with the new wavespell

White Magnetic Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall……

If any of these are your Mayan sign then this wavespell has your name on it…..

It’s your special energy spiral to work with.

White Magnetic Mirror
Blue Lunar Storm
Yellow Electric Sun
Red Self-Existing Dragon
White Overtone Wind
Blue Rhythmic Night
Yellow Resonant Seed
Red Galactic Serpent
White Solar World-Bridger
Blue Planetary Hand
Yellow Spectral Star
Red Crystal Moon
White Cosmic Dog

If you wish to see how EFT can help you with this energetic wave then please message me and we can skype

over the next thirteen days on a particular cosmic co -creative day


Day Two Red Serpent energy wave. White Lunar Worldbridger

Today is the first portal day of ten in this amazing energy wave of transformation.

It’s a very memorable day and I’m sending love out to our world community because absolutely everyone was affected by the events on this day.

Everyone’s world changed on this day and huge ripples went out on every level.

Like every event that touches us in such a deep profound way we can see that there is much learning comes from places of adversity and challenge.

So much humanity and compassion were created as an outcome of  this destruction.

So is our life challenge as we learn the most from these times.

This is where we get to see what inner strength and courage we have.

Today’s Mayan energy is White Lunar Worldbridger.

It is in simple terms number two on a wave of thirteen steps.

Red Serpent Wavespell

Yesterday we were seeing how much we love the skin we are in.

If you choose you can join me each day to explore this energy with some inner questioning…..

use it as a universal lifecoach opportunity

gifted by our ancestors the Mayan People.

Who were very wise and heart knowing and created these ways of being synchronised with the universal waves of energy

thousands of years ago.

As we see how we feel each day…..

we get an opportunity to let our feelings be our guide as to where we are feeling in the love zone and happy….

and where we are not feeling that is showing us where we can surrender and let go of some past story and belief we are holding on to.

Today we are looking outwards at what our relationships are showing us.

Depending where we are on our evolutionary consciousness and understanding we will have different views on this.

For example we may see things very simply in terms of duality.

A man is masculine and a woman is feminine.

My blog today is about looking deeper and this may challenge some people’s views.

My intention is to share my understanding as “a” way

rather than “the” way

and the reason I do this…..

It has brought so much joy and peace for me and how I relate and many people I have shared it with

I am asking the reader to be curious and ask

“what if ……    this could be true and work for me too?”

There are no strings attached….

I promise

Trust me…

You are me….

everything you do affects me…..

and I want the very best for you…..

I want the very best for our world…..

I want the best for me

I am worth it

and so beautiful souls are you

So we can let go of holding onto old hurts and seeing them showing up every day

 we can all get along

because although we are unique….

deep down we all want the same thing….

to be loved and respected for who we are.

Our world is so beautiful and there really is no need to guild the lily

and yet because each one of us has self-esteem issues…..

every single person on the planet is equal under the sun in this….

we feel we are not enough 😦

So we need a badge of worthiness to prove xyz on the outside.

What if…….

all we need to do is change how we feel on the inside and let go of any need for any “stuff” to show others that we are lovable?

and what if…..

when we create peace on the inside…..

everywhere was experienced as peaceful on the outside……

Because we had no buttons to push anymore….

This is so possible and indeed it is the heart path.

This is our whole life purpose and the emotional evolution we are now going through.

It’s time to feel everything and let go of anything that doesn’t feel good.

The universe works through cycles and when the time of year comes around where everything happened before

deep down our emotional unconscious soup is stirred.

In planetary terms we have a sun sign and a moon sign.

This is our universal barcode…..

I call it a Starcode…

and we chose it before life.

We have come here for a reason and a season to create ever expanding learning and energetic change

In the UK we are moving into Autumn and as a Leo I resist that because I love the sun….

and we haven’t had too much of that this year….

same old English summer story….

As a Taurus Moon I have a very different flavour coming in…

Each of us has masculine and feminine energy

and at this time of the Aquarian Age ….

we are cup holders of the Gods…

We are God and Goddess energy and we create our lives energetically through our beliefs

and keep repeating experiences until we get the outcome we want….

 we feel love

If you look closely with the intention of seeing clearly you will see how whatever is happening to you now is a reflection of your childhood in some way

Wherever you go you will see certain archetypes appearing that represent your birth family

and unless you have consciously worked with creating change around relationships

then you will still be relating in the same way you did when you were a young child.

How many women have believed they found a lover who was so masculine and rebellious….

only to discover that they were dating their father’s archetype?

How many men have ended a relationship because of how their female partner changed when they had children?

How many people have moved into same sex relationships because they believed that it would be different …..

only to find that it was the same after all in many ways?

It’s all about us

If we don’t change our inner structure then it doesn’t matter how many times we search for the “perfect” partner ….

we are going to create the same outcome

because it is us that have to change to change the outside result

This is what relationships are all about.

Balancing our masculine and feminine within.

The Sun is our guiding light and simplistically our masculine energy.

The moon is our emotional feminine within place that shields us from seeing the whole picture immediately

If we had instant enlightenment from say the age of 21 we couldn’t play the game of life as we would know and see everything 🙂

Our moon sign is very important as it is the mirror that reflects back each month where we are at in the love game.

All the planets and their movements influence us and align us at the perfect time to experience what we need to let go of our hurt…

our shadow

this is why when we surrender and allow ourselves to work with this rhythmn rather than make things happen

we experience synchronicity

and the perfect partner shows up…

sometimes our worst nightmare rather than our dream lover…

to move us forward through a challenge

so we get an opportunity

for them to show us


Our emotional mind and our heart is the navigator

Whenever we have an emotional resonse

that is our stuff….

If you know what your Starcode is you can work with awareness

at the perfect time

with your universal guide

your higher self

who will speak to you

in dreams

in symbols

in the world through animal totems

gut feelings

and this love language gets easier to read the more we allow it…

We have been taught in many western societies that this is isn’t science

in history it was very dangerous to be intuitive and connect to the higher self

or collective unconscious

and so we live in the land of the head now.

The secret is balance

Using our head and intellect to learn and then integrating that experience by taking action and living what we believe

If you feel you are the only one in your company who believes in woo woo

be brave and talk about it and then see how many people share your ideas

this is going global

because it is who we truly are

amazing magical beings

Using our heart is about letting our feelings show us the way

Living our dream and daring to do what it takes to create it.

Many women have swung the pendulum and become men in the feminist age

Many men became women to experience that space to match women and explore that learning

We had a shift

we often go to the opposite polarity place so we can understand through experience

we are now swinging our planet into balance

by being balanced ourselves

it’s an inside job

Instead of seeking another lover

another job

another designer outfit

another pet

another xyz to

complete us

we let go of old stories and hurts from the past

and feel whole within.

In The Zahir by Paulo Coelho

he mentions the acomodador

and this is our life challenge….

to overcome places where we have felt defeated in some way and haven’t met our personal challenge

and are then constantly hitting the glass ceiling……

this is our energetic story

and I use Emotional freedom technique to let go of it.

It’s an ancient technique based on acupuncture meridians

………and talking

and this is the secret

we cannot create change purely by talking and thinking

because the emotional mind works through patterns and feelings

I can talk to you all day about this subject and you can tell me your story and you will have all the answers as to what has happened in the past….

however this is simply talking and talking doesn’t create the energy change.

Any feelings we have around past hurts are seeking to be felt….

when we feel them and tap

we let them go

then we see the world differently

and as we release the past we are free to

create something new


Everyone can tap

it isn’t rocket science

I can help you with your process

……….and I cannot do it for you

the more we tap and the more we change

gas and air for the birthing process of our butterfly emerging

We all have to walk our path

and be it

Message me if you want to know more about how……. you can let go of where you are now and rewrite your script to take you to where you want to be

that’s is my special gift to share

how to live the heart path and be free of the past

with a practical process that creates magical living from within

Love to you today and our surrendering

so we can soar even more

Yellow Human Wavespell 28 August

ImageA New wavespell lasting 13 Days and the first day is Yellow Magnetic Human.

Here is a link to a great website and you can follow this whole energetic wave with me each day if you choose – it’s the universal life-coach:


Today’s energy:

What does it mean to be human?


Our body is our life vehicle and we travel with it along our path. It is an amazing energetic creation that has evolved over millions of years and stores that evolution. It has come a very long way on it’s travels.

Through shared evolution we have a reptilian mind that is instinctive,

we have a mammilian mind that is emotive

and a human mind that is cognitive.

When we explore how these work we have valuable insights as to how we have reached where we are today

and also

that if we choose to change direction we can.

We are always at a point of choice.

Our universe is always changing to create evolution.

It is always expanding and moving onwards on the great cosmic wheel.

If we choose to move along with it we can synchronise ourselves consciously and become proactive

rather than reactive

which is a very different focus.

All our choices today have led us to where we are in mind,body and spirit.

When we work holistically with all areas of our life then we integrate all aspects.

Each part of our life is connected to the other , just as we are all inter-connected on our planet.

Everything is energy.

Where would you like to be this time next year ?

Maybe it is in a different place to where you are now?

I have learned that the key to happiness is through acceptance of ourselves.

When we are at odds with ourselves and how our inner critic believes we “should” be then we are in an energetic wave of lack

Who created our inner critic in our circle of influence?

What were key life events that caused emotional conflict and unconsciously have been creating more of the same ever since?

If we become aware of those we can change how we feel about them.

I use Emotional Freedom Technique to do that .

Instead of focusing on changing the outside we focus on the inside.

We look at what beliefs we have now that have created our life now.

How flexible are we about change?

How accepting are we of ourselves?

Are we free flowing?

Are we controlling?

Are we holding onto the past?

All of this is reflected in our body.

Our life vehicle shows where our energy flows and where it is stagnant and stuck.

It is our philosopher’s stone of understanding

To create well-being our body is like any other life form on our planet and has certain needs.

Healthy diet, exercise, getting out in nature.

Doing what we love creates bliss and we have our own unique ways of creating well-being.

The radiant circuits are the energy meridians that light us up.

More info here:

We have free will and this brings responsibility

Do we choose to live a life that is ego based or heart based?

What we do in life echoes in eternity.

When we choose love

We choose joy

This has an effect on everything.

Mahatma Ghandi was a member of the Yellow Human Tribe.

Let’s be the change we want to see in the world.

I am sharing a workshop tonight in Bristol – Living the Heart Path.

It starts at 7.30pm.

It is experiential and I will be sharing some information and doing some tapping .

Info here

If you would like to know more please message me: