Day thirteen Red Cosmic Earth

Wishing you a wonderful autumn equinox .

It’s a beautiful and chilly day here in Somerset.

Still no heating on and windows open but there is definitely an edge of coolness coming in.

It is Red Cosmic Earth day and a wonderful time to get out into the landscape and plant our feet on the ground

to align with mother earth and connect and give thanks for all we have created this year

as we are born from the earth so we return

all living things are here for a short time in the bigger picture of being in a form

when we are present to that reality we tend to make different choices about how we relate and how we choose to co create

So today it is a very powerful time in the history of magic to create a ritual

of how we choose to leave our sun worshiping days of yang energy

and go into yin energy

feminine time of going inwards

and letting go of anything we have taken on that isn’t in alignment with us loving the skin we are in ~

the larger cycle of balance.

This is the cumination of the Red Serpent 13 day energetic spiral which bridges the Lunar Moon and the  Electric Moon.

These are the first two moons of thirteen in the Mayan year.

The first three moons signify a deep connection with hearing our higher self and our guides as to our direction for laying the foundation stones of our year.

We hear the whispers of our soul if we are open to receiving and we have worked with our ego to transform it’s will into the disciplined walking talk of higher service.

This involves going through the Saturn gateway and learning the lessons of love.

All the patterns of this energy have the same formula and are creating an energetic spiral in different levels of size.

The micro and the macro.

The thirteen energetic steps for co-creation.

We are now , as of September 20, in the Electric Moon and tomorrow we go into a new wavespell and Libra sun sign.

It is the time of being in the presence of our sacred feminine Goddess energy

so that what we came into knowing was this year’s life purpose ~

revealed back in July and August in Magnetic Moon

and what we have been experiencing as our challenge and our resistance in the Lunar Moon August and September

Now is the time to move into another space of co-creating with these dualities ~

closing the gap between where we were and where we want to be

this is the creative journey process.

Our dream and what we choose to create this year and what we can learn and let go of to bring it into fruition

If we see the basic metaphor the seed that is being formed is simply the authentic true self that we are

that is often hidden under layers of false ego learning

It doesn’t matter what we choose to birth….

only that it sets our heart on fire

and gives us the energy to rise above the mundane and set sail on our voyage of self-discovery

allowing ourselves to truly love ourself

We spend half of the year going outward and co creating to sow our seeds and harvest their offspring

then to replenish ourselves and our land we prepare for the following season by removing the weeds and storing our seeds ,

browsing through our land to see what has served us and removing that which we didn’t enjoy so much

we can do this for all our earthly relationships too.

The opposite is true in the Southern Hemisphere

and this is what creates balance on the planet.

Noticing where we are today compared to where we were thirteen moons ago

what a difference a day makes…..

Tomorrow we can build on this awareness and work consciously with the white mirror wavespell

to see what is reflected back to us in our sacred circle

what do we love

what hurts us

all of this is us

the universe can only bring us what we believe to be true

as soon as we really get to grips with this understanding we can really move our space

Time travel back to this time last year ans see where you where

what were your relationships

how where you enjoying life

what was bringing you joy

what was bringing you pain

How has that been repeating throughout your life

What can shift in you so you can move into a different relationship with yourself

and therefore everyone else

I am sharing this video again today as it is so powerful and so wonderful in seeing the bigger picture

everything that has ever hurt us we chose

it is our life learning

now we can choose to let it go

all we need do is face our shadow

it really is that simple

it is the enlightenment process

being still


every moment

letting our feelings be our guide

letting go of figuring and feeling

When we feel we can tap and let go

and create a clear space

then we are free to love again

The most important thing we can all do for our planet….

put ourselves first every day

take time to listen to our inner child

It whispers the secrets of our liberation by speaking about it’s past wounding and how it is still feeling anxious today…

our life manifests that belief system with people showing up to push our buttons….

we can then tap and let go so we let go of needing to please anyone, fix anyone, do anything we really do not want to….

and then the magic happens ….

because we are free we are present

we can give even more to our planet

our life flows abundantly

we have no drama

we have no need to create drama

we are back to our fun factory setting.

Letting go of others….

the paradox – the more time we spend on tapping to let go the more we benefit ourselves and the planet

because we change our inner slides and so we become the peace we seek

if everyone tapped every day and let go of their stuff the world would be a very different place

when people have an emotional reaction it is always their stuff and yet they want to blame someone else rather than bring it back to themselves…

it’s a paradigm shift

this is how we learned to feel loved as children ~ from children in adult bodies

and now it is time for us to really grow up on the inside as well as the outside

Love to you today and your earthly pleasures.

If you tap along with this video without any additional words… simply follow the format

let yourself feel

you will get a huge shift.

Enjoy 🙂

Huge gratitude to all co creators on my blog who have created such amazing resources and without which my sharing would not be possible. In particular I would like to thank Tracey Gendron whose Mayan wavespell and general info on her site has changed my life.

Thank you Tracey you are a star 🙂

Day three of the serpent energy ~ Blue Electric Hand Day

Day three of this wave and we are in the space of holy trinity .

Blue Electric Hand

My Mayan sign is blue solar hand and I will be spending this afternoon tapping in Glastonbury with another me

so we can both create something new in our relationship with the world we live in 🙂

What will come up today for me to let go of that I may have been unaware of….?

This is the energy of co creativity by balancing our masculine, feminine and the result of that is our divine child being in a clear space.

How was yesterday for you?

If you are working consciously and with intent of clearing old ways of relating then you may have had a couple of challenges yesterday.

The outside world showing the inside and where we can let go.

This is the magic that this interchange brings… I really would like to focus on having less of that sort of  relationship exchange…..

What would we choose instead?

It’s worth remembering that we are in the waning moon time of letting go.

It’s all good even when it feels the opposite because we are aware of the process…

and getting more comfortable with the uncomfortable….

which is what most people on the planet avoid….

and are scared to death of their own shadow

and that is the essence of  everything

avoidance of looking within

by the ego doing a little theatrical redirection to the outside

clever little  monkey….

it gets to hold onto it’s fear for another day

and that is the battle we see played out in our world every day

We are in the second moon of the Mayan Year ~ Lunar Moon.

The first three moons of this new year are very connected to hearing our soul speaking of our journey of creativity this year.

In this second moon time we are facing our challenge.

We do this through relationships which is what our time on the planet is all about ~ relating.

It’s so much easier to see ourselves through the actions of another.

If we are an awakened seeker.

This Mayan Year bigger picture is Blue Resonant Storm and essentially this is a stormy year.

Wherever we have anger stored we will see it illuminated by the lightening that comes from the meeting of energy polarities

If we are in denial of our anger we will meet lots of angry people.

Alter Ego great films ( wish there was less violence tho):


Fight Club


Often we are in denial of anger because we have experienced being on the receiving end of anger and know how that feels as a very small young child

all the fairytales carry the message of the soul journey

Women who run with the Wolves is a great book

and it is this darkness and challenge that is the enlightenment process

we may have a snow queen in our family circle

maybe our teacher at school is a Jekell and Hyde

the wolf posing as grand mama

We felt like a cuckoo in the nest or an ugly duckling that still hasn’t found the swan connection….

as our ego defences at that time were very small and our heart was open and we could feel what was really happening

and maybe were deeply confused…

and learned to doubt our feelings because other people insisted that we did….

or else….

all of this is the store of the alchemical change we are here to create on the inside

so we transform the world outside

each and everyone of us has a role to play in this

we need the alter ego’s until we have all reconciled our alter ego

If we are passive and hiding our anger then lots of people will show up to help us find our feet and see what we stand for

and whether we are ready to stand up for our beliefs

without becoming the behaviour we abhor…

the abusive , disrespectful red mist that wants to annhilate the other

road rage……

turned within the next stage of it’s manifestation is:

blistering cold sores

chronic indigestion

heart burn



rheumatoid arthritis



and sometimes that feels so intense that leads to self-harm still not wanting to hurt another

or blocking out the pain with drugs and alcohol.

Energy blocks in our body that are actually the healing process.

The resulting dis-ease is a message for us that is tangible….

I get cold sores on my nose  so I can see clearly where my anger lies….

around my knowingness and the frustrations of being able to communicate that 🙂

The energy created by our emotion is an energetic wave that has a vibration

anyone who has taken the vent of someone’s anger full on can relate to how that feels

and as a very small young person the adult is like a towering inferno

pouring their vitriol out onto us and we had no choice but to receive it

because at that time we were a dependent

who relied on adult’s to survive

The energy force of anger is like molten lava on our system and it can feel compelling and addictive

we can feel galvanised into action when we are having a good old rant.

Ranting creates ranting and it doesn’t create any change in itself  except to bring awareness to light

There is another way that I love to share and how I work as an energy coach on myself and with others.

Each challenge that shows up for us and creates an emotional resonance around any emotion that isn’t joy and love

the soul factory setting 🙂

We are pure love on arrival at base camp…..

Is an opportunity to clear our emotional mind of a historical event

and when we clear our historical event on a personal level….

it goes global…

how fabulous is that 🙂

We clear a vibration and everyone benefits

which is why I love to share it.

Most people aren’t doing inner enquiry because they don’t want to feel the past hurts


they don’t know how to move into their heart space because when they do there is no putting a toe in the water….

when you start to go into your own shadow to open your heart it may feel overwhelming

we are taking the journey that goes deep into us

the scariest place of all

is our dark side of the moon

and most people would rather take a voyage to the actual moon than visit their own bottomless pit.

You can take small steps into the void if you work proactively rather than waiting for the universal wave to push you in…

and it will…..

be assured because it is what we are here for…

the sacred journey

I still find that sad and a tad frustrating as it is the place we have come here to visit and it is what our life is all about…..

however I know that I too was in this place not that long ago.

Watching fight club was a real aha moment for me being an Ikea fan at that time

Ikea trips were a salve for my ego to feel worthy and living the life

until it wore off and I needed another room makeover to feel…..

mmmmm what?

When I had a very big wake up call in my relationship with my partner, my own health, young children and a mid life crisis I did the best I could with what I had and that is when I was gifted Louise Hay by a friend…who gave me the book and also left my life….

Everyone left the stage so I could see myself spotlighted….

stripped bare….

My salvation at that time was to try to put a brave face on to the world, keep spinning the plates and watch Mrs Doubtfire ….

and cry alot

without any hope of stemming the flow…

My eyes were on full flow niagra falls and I had no choice but to allow it in public…. or not go out anywhere.

I went through several months of emotional hell  ( that I had previously stuffed into Pandora’s Box of not going there life’s in the way)

and feeling totally in annhilation zone

and one day I woke up and I felt better.

Now this is what I call cold turkey emotional processing.

It works connecting with the grief  .

It is what it is designed for.

Instead of feeling depressed we feel sad or angry or both and eventually when we have done enough of that we feel happy again as long as we have let go of living whatever lie we were living to create that feeling.

In 2007 I found another method of needing to be in annhilation zone for long periods to allow a true emotional response …

Emotional Freedom Technique.

Just in time for my next big life event of 2008 which I guess a few of you will share….

the financial crash.

This time when I was going through my dark night of the soul and my ego was liquifying to become something else….

letting go of pure positivity, people pleasing and being a chameleon to enable narcissistic relationships

like I did when I was a child….

I tapped for as many hours as I could on one of my worst  ego nightmares incarnate so far…..

the destruction of my society persona

I became a persona non grata

and it felt so painful for my ego….

how would I survive without my credit rating?

my property business?

my good financial name?

What would everyone think?

It was one of the best things ever to happen to me and tapping really gave me the edge of going through the process quickly and easily without so much pain and beating myself up.

Each day I would tune in to how I felt and how the event today would lead back to an earlier one in my life.

I would focus on how this event was pushing buttons for me and then tap to let that go so I could have a conversation with people I needed to speak to without projecting blame and anger onto them.

It meant I was in a clear space and I didn’t become the system…..

which is a part of me globally because I have bought into it….

and I was learning about how I was a co-dependent in that myth and illusion

of getting my ego fix through what I believed I needed to be to be accepted by society

If I had an email that provoked an angry response

you know that “what are they saying?” moment

“I cannot believe they are saying that to me…..”

“who the hell do they think they are?”

Sound familiar?

Then immediately write a tirade of emotionally wrapped pain parcel back.

Instead I connect, feel the feeling, tap on it and let it go.

When I am neutral I write back clear of emotion.

We are in a society of making other people pay because we haven’t cleared our past where we believe we are owed something.

When we clear our past emotional outstanding balances then we have no debt.

We live in today.

We are here and now.

We are creative and feeling good so we attract that energy in and pay it forward.

We are responsible for who we are and what we are manifesting and we create great resonsible strategies for living and relating.

We don’t need to parent other adults or them to parent us.

There is no pension plan for the future as we have everything we need here and now and that is what is creating our future.

Tapping gives personal freedom and a clear sheet.

We can let go and we can tap in new empowering beliefs.

Feeling good about the relationships we are creating as independent beings who have let go of being used as a lightening rod for other people

and of being an energy vampire feeling other people have to parent us because we weren’t parented in the way we “should have been.

This years cycle is all about stripping away the false ego self we have constructed so we can liberate ourselves

from the hamster wheel of our own making.

Love to you today and how you use your hands to create new ways of being.

Being the change by being the love space.

Day Five of the humanity wave of change. Yellow Overtone Warrior

Wishing you a joyful September and an abundant harvest.

Today’s picture is the Mayan calendar and anyone familiar with astrology will see it’s significance.

This is a stargate – if you have seen the film and the series you will be familiar with the concept that this is a gateway to travel through space and time.

Our ancestors were stargazers who recorded the movements of the planets in the heavens and believed them to be Gods.

The Sumerians built huge ziggurats to achieve this.

As they recorded the information as to the position of stars and planets, they noticed what affect that had on their climate , crops, water tables etc and this information allowed them to see that what was happening in the heavens affected the earth.

As above, so below.

They created charts and astronomy and astrology became a science.


In the Mayan energy wave today we have

Yellow Overtone Warrior


Yellow Human Wavespell

When we expand our awareness and consciousness we can see that the many different methodologies created by mankind , all have a similar message.

They are all interlinked with an energetic golden thread.

In the same way as what is above is replicated below…….

As it is within us so it is without…..

We see in our outside reality a reflection of the inside circuitry.

When we raise our awareness of this then the magical connection really expands.

Many of the myths of legend have been created to appeal to our ego sensibilities and have been dramatised as such.

They have reflected where our group consciousness is at

and if we are in an ego child space of needing to be parented and controlled through fear

we see how the stories

and actual daily life

reflects that

In Stargate the film, there was an evil alien who sought to harness the world’s he visited and enslave the people to do his bidding through fear.

They far outnumbered him yet were so overcome by their fear they were powerless to act…..

until his actions became to big to ignore.

So it is with our unconscious mind.

It will live through fear and control until a bigger threat comes along that it perceives even more dangerous than it’s present course of action

and so it allows change to happen.

All of this is a metaphor for our sacred journey

We can choose another route

to live from love instead and move towards things rather than away from them

remembering our true essence

commiting to the creation of our dream

that we are always guided if only we allow it

most people do not

letting their fear ego run the show

we are creating a tipping point as more people wake up to who they really are

Today’s energy is all about connecting to our core star

the pentacle

working with our humanity

and the

five elements

and creating the magic within by clearing our channel so we are a clear space to receive and connect with the magical energy grid of all that is.

Emotional Freedom Technique creates this clear channel.

The more we have done our inner work and let go of our story and the more we are in

our open heart space.

The more we have connected to the sacred cycles and use the tools our ancestors have given us

the more we time travel

the more we can see where we can journey to

who with

and what the next step on our path is

we may not know how

or why

it is enough that we are having a wonderful time on a cosmic adventure

and paving the way of our emotional evolution.

If you haven’t really connected to your divine message yet

and are stuck on a repeating groove

thinking that you have a need to do xyz before you are ready

that another qualification under your belt will give you the edge

that you haven’t got the tool yet to accomplish your mission

this is your ego talking

you have everything you need within you

the only person who is stopping you

is you

if you are ready to let that resistance go and be pro active

instead of being reactive when the bigger nudge comes along

then you are among the few seekers who are ready to do what it takes


face your own shadow

that is all it takes

change the inside and the outside changes

as above

so below

as within

so it is without

let go of banging the drum

and be the rhythm

Love to you today and your love space.