Red Earth Wavespell

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Red Earth Wavespell

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unless I state otherwise

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is something I share with a passion 

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It has been a long time since my last blog

Lots happening in my life 

Lots of work to do 

Shaping the earth literally 

I am in a new space and a big garden that was empty

Which is a repeating theme in my life

as a Blue Hand 

Shaping and transforming spaces and places

and 

now very much my inner space too

Another blank canvas

a new 4 year cycle 

What will I manifest this time ?

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Lots of work to do here

So I have been digging out the turf and replanting the plants I brought with me

and some additional ones 😉

It is really full on clay so intense to work with

Adding grit and compost so the plants can live 

Very heavy to shift

Great workout though

Noticing how that feels and my limits

Essential to be healthy 

having balanced physical work

out in nature

connecting with the earth

Feels so wonderful at this time of year

Everything bursting into life 

Sunshine warming my body 

For me this is so much more creative 

than going to a gym 

to keep fit

I had an idea to then shape the soil I had taken out 

into

Goddess sculptures 

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and

this was part of the first 

Moon Garden Workshop 

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I did here 

More about

Moon Gardening on this blog:

Moon Gardening in Glastonbury

Facebook page

If you want to buy the ebook for £1 it is available here

Barefoot Holistics Online Shop

I know it doesn’t look like much at the moment 😉

Watch this space

I was inspired by

The Lost Gardens of Heligan

and 

The Yorkshire Sculpture Park

I have been posting links to these on my

Pinterest Site 

I find Pinterest really beautiful and inspiring

and highly recommend giving it a go if you haven’t already 

I don’t know how all these sites work properly but am learning as I go so bear with me 🙂 

and 

 

My Facebook 

Seed of Sacred Living Album

The picture that leads today is from my partner,

Jim’s allotment

We have been putting in a lot of hours 

and

this is so key for me 

Being with someone who shares key values and interests

Passions and desires 

As well as contrasts

for that Magnetic connection too 

We have lots of exciting plans for future projects with food and plants

Will be sharing them as and when they unfold 

It is a lot of fun simply exploring these potential paths

More about this food growing ~ when I get time ~ on this blog here

Seed of Sacred Living

Red Earth Mayan info

Some resources:

Ferrusca pdf

13 x productions Red Earth Article

The planet is Uranus

What is seeking light ?

Pushing up out of the earth

What is seeking grounding?

What is feeling ungrounded?

In you

This is the 13th Creation Wave

It is the shift wave

The alignment with Cosmic Consciousness

How to seek and find your destiny 

It is the awakening wave

in the

Yellow Castle

of

Flowering

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so

What has been happening in our personal process

since 20 December 2015

when this 260 day evolutionary process started

in Sagi fire

is now bursting into bloom

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Where is Uranus in your birth chart?

Uranus on a planetary level is in Aries right now 

emphasis on the individual 

It is one of the seven mastery processes

Code 17 = 8

Integrate

In this game of life we are playing

We create our reality remember

It is what we are here for 

The more conscious we become

Most importantly about our own self 

The more we can then work consciously with our self 

Raise our self awareness

Understand how we have come into being…

What life experiences have created for us as to our interface with the universe

Personal belief systems

interacting with cultural systems

that give rise to thoughts

that create emotions

that drive us to action

and 

inaction

If we are not very conscious or aware of our patterns and reactions

then our life will be very reactive and influenced by the collective 

so 

it is very beneficial for the individual to wake up

and

do 

The Great Work

because that is the only personal inner process

that changes the outer game play 

Focus if you choose

This can be overwhelming at first

It is very complex 

To make it simpler 

We simply start with now

How am I feeling right now ?

If I am feeling anything other than joy and love 

There is a reason for that way of being

and

I am partly creating that in response

to what is happening in my environment

and 

the consciousness passing through me 

being filtered by my conditioned mind

There are some environments and experiences that are current on planet earth

that are very imbalanced

and

will not illicit a feeling of wellbeing and peace

unless the individual is an extremely enlightened master who is untouched by the outside world

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As the majority of human beings are not at this level in their human form

This is where

the individual can choose 

to do the inner work

to get clear

feel empowered

become more engaged with this transformational game of life

become a master of oneself 

This is key for me

and

what I do

and

share

I felt intuitively to create an 

Emotional Awareness Course 

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This is a structured ebook course that can be done as and when you choose

You can add on coaching with me if you choose too

to work at a deeper level

and 

an

Emotional Freedom Technique Circle 

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also known as a Tapping Circle

at my house 

to facilitate this

It is close to the Full Moon

every month

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You may notice a theme around the Moon

I do Moon Gardening just after New Moon

Emotional Workshops around the Full Moon 

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to align with the emotional body when it is fullest

and

revealing what is seeking healing 

and 

what is ready to be unveiled for personal

and

therefore human conscious evolution en masse

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I was searching through memorabilia this week

to find some documents for my Son

I found lots of posters from past workshops

Cards sent to me well wishing me on our move to Glastonbury

and

a wish list for my garden years ago

plants and veg

structures and new ways

A manual for the Lost Gardens of Heligan

which I last visited in 2002 

I cried as I noticed

that all of these wishes were now manifest

even though there has been so much hardship and emotional wounding

along the way

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It is very important at this challenging time

to keep the faith

in yourself 

See how you are making those steps forward

Feel all those feelings around regret

self hatred

self criticism

Allow those wounds to be felt and heard if you can

as and when

because this is the conditioned part of the psyche simply wanting to be allowed expression

This is key to integration

Great article about that here:

The Holy simplicity of sitting with our pain

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Often wounded parts are created

because they have not been allowed expression by our childhood caretakers 

These are ancestral patterns 

that are ready to be transformed now 

en masse 

another great article:

It didn’t start with you

Find people to align with

that are ready to be the change

do the work

create new relationship patterns as a result

of this personal transformation

Honesty Authenticity Integrity based ways of being free of bullsh*t

Start to leave behind what creates hurt for you

taking the small steps 

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Remember you have all you need within

It is what we are here for at this time 

Your heart knows what to do 

so therefore

do you 😉

otherwise it is simply lip service 

rose-colored-glasses

aka 

spiritual bypassing

Fab article by Robert Augustus Masters

Here are some resources about ego that I found informative recently :

What is the shadow by Stephen A Diamond

Brandon Bays

 

 

How does Astrology help?

It reveals what is currently happening in the starry skies

and

how those energetic patterns influence your energetic patterns

this takes learning

and

it isn’t rocket science

it is doable 

it is key to knowing oneself 

It is wow actually

magickal

 wonderful stuff 

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As we are currently just into Gemini

It is time for Co Creating

Relationship month

Sun in Gemini 

Venus just gone into Gemini

 

Resources about current Astrology :

Chani Nicholas

Pam Gregory 

How does the Mayan Calendar assist me in my personal creation process ?

It is an intuitive human evolution tool that reveals our personal life journey

soul journey

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It takes time and focus

For me it has been amazing and helped me understand my personal patterns 

It is all there to be seen 

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My awakening 

It began when I was 18 

in 1983

this lasted for 13 years 

What I was doing at 18

My initiation

Is what I am now expanding and transforming

I am in my last Red Earth Year in terms of my 52 year cycle of 4 x 13 year cycles 

Red Resonant Earth 

What is resonating for me around feeling safe on earth 

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When I am in a Red Earth Year

The Planet is in White Wizard 

so

Uranus 

and 

the Asteroid belt 

new feminine consciousness coming in 

White Wizard also being the mastery code of 14 = 5

Letting the magic flow and aligning with it 

These cycles occur every 4 years 

 

The man I met on my birthday last year

Jim

is the Gateway in this 13 day process

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This is also my Dad’s Mayan Wavespell tomorrow

White Lunar Mirror

and

my Aunt’s Yellow Self Existing Sun on day 4

which is also my Mum’s Mayan Year this Year 

Cosmic 

So this is a very key process for me over the next 13 days 

My Jupiter is in Gemini 

My North Node is in Gemini The bottom rung of my stairway to Heaven

is at

4 degrees Gemini 

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An island just visible off the coast.
When the future is alive, all of its many dimensions flourish in a world away from the commonly mapped out standard territory. The inward twin is given free rein to picture and dream into and even open the space toward what can be and shall be in more vibrant worlds to come. The outward twin carries on as ever in the accustomed role of maintaining the status quo. But so little energy is given to this one, and so much life-force is funneled into sensing new worlds and exploring all the amazing places which these new worlds spark on the inside of the soul, timelessly and authentically.

 

 

 

Lilith has just entered Scorpio 

I will be writing a separate article about this 

After many years of questing for answers

It is finally all starting to make sense…

At times 😉 

 

If you feel ready to look at your patterns and start to find new ways to be the gift that you are 

The Star Seed 

Please get in touch

There are many ways to create with these amazing tools 

To unveil

and 

Be free 

Wishing you a wonderful 

Red Earth Journey 

God and Goddess within

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We create all our mind ruts

We can create new ones too

Release the old 

When we choose 

and 

feel to heal 

Today as I write this

we are in

waning Capricorn Moon at 16 degrees:

CAPRICORN 16
Dinosaur bones discovered while digging.
Purpose marks the spot. A mixed-up approach. Fusing together components that do not match. Doggedly pursuing straight intent, yet you’re wide open, unwittingly, to whatever will show you a different picture. Tremendous karmic backlog. Oppressive and detailed. The soul’s record kept strictly in mind–there’s no freedom here. The future does not dawn. However, redemptive hard work is immensely powerful, harnessed as what must be done to achieve a goal you’ve barely glimpsed. Something great is possible if all assumptions are cast away and the direct evidence of deep experience becomes centrally there.

 

It is time to get our hands dirty

and 

do the work

Find the buried treasure

in our sacred land 

within 

 

Blue Storm Wavespell ~ catalyse to harness the chaos

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Blue Storm Wavespell

begins

with

Blue Magnetic Storm

and 

takes the human being through an evolution of consciousness process

13 steps

13 codes

 

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to arrive at today’s placement

of

Blue Cosmic Monkey 

 

In very simple terms this is a process of mastery as it begins with the 19th Mayan Sign

Blue Storm

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If you click on the links as you feel to this will take you to other sites revealing more info 

Blue Storm is the process

of becoming aware of the chaos

that can be experienced by human beings

due to having raw emotional wounding that has not been consciously addressed

or resolved by the individual

In this framework

of 

the emotional mind 

fight /flight/freeze system

repeated patterns occur and the individual experiences

the same emotional events in a similar way

which triggers the individual emotionally

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emotional hijack

 

the individual has learned coping mechanisms as a child to deal with these triggers

most of these are unconscious and reactive

and are

avoidance based

confrontational

passive aggressive 

denial based 

create disease in the human body 

and as such do not create harmony for the individual or the “other”

working with conscious awareness allow the individual to become 

self aware 

proactive

and

heal the wounding

learn new ways to address

the pattern of relationship

which as a result

creates change with everything the individual encounters

common sense if reflected upon

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The individual then

experiences more and more peace

calmness within

calmness without as a result as that person

radiates their inner world outward

and 

creates relationship differently

consciously 

on a very personal level

energetically

emotionally

as well as 

intellectually

The planet of Blue Storm is Pluto 

 

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A color image of Sputnik Planum, Pluto’s frozen “heart” of nitrogen, carbon monoxide and methane ices.
Credit: NASA/JHUAPL/SWRI

Here is a recent scientific article about Pluto which reveals key mythology links

The underworld

The wounding

The Shadow experiences

what is frozen in time and space

the unresolved

unloved

parts of the psyche 

seeking integration

The collective unconscious 

ready for repatterning and renewal

These Wavespells

hold the key to this conscious evolution process

By being in synch with the planetary codes beaming out in our Universe 

From the Fifth Sun

Today

March 20 2016

we are in the shift step 

Day 13 is always this energy

Cosmic Movement 

The Cosmos Consciousness of the human being evolves

As each individual becomes conscious and evolves 

At the moment the majority of human beings who are awake

are

focusing on frameworks of consciousness

outside of themselves

Intellectual constructs and Healing fixing methods

The key Mastery focus

is working with oneself 

Within

Personal Wounding

Otherwise the anger and grief remains

The coping mechanisms formed at the time of wounding remain

Relationship with self and others remains 

in childhood ways

so….

the child ego is mainly unchanged and untrained

Still feeling unloved

Blue Monkey is the 11th Mayan Sign

The planet is Venus 

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pic Gordon Rife 2006 Solar eclipse

What is seeking release within on a deeper level

Seeking to come to light 

around self acceptance

around self love 

Nurturing and loving oneself in a mature and healthy way ?

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Here is a list of past times of this Wavespell from

astrodreamadvisor.com 

Previous Wavespells
October 14th to October 26th, 2004
July 1st to July 13th, 2005
March 18 to March 30th, 2006
December 3rd to December 15th, 2006
August 20th to September 1st, 2007
May 7th to 19th, 2008
January 22nd to February 3rd, 2009
October 9th to 21st, 2009
June 26th to July 8th, 2010
March 13th to 24th, 2011
November 28th to December 10th, 2011
August 15th to 27th, 2012
May 2nd to 14th, 2013
January 17th to 29th, 2014

October 4th to 16th, 2014

last one : June 21st to July 3rd, 2015

Huge thanks to Tracey Gendron for this resources which have been vital for my learning 

As you can see from the list 

the last time this spiral of 260 day process was in March was in 2011 and 2006

a five year cycle 

which is significant 

At this time

it is the time of the 

Spring Equinox

in the Northern Hemisphere

which is early this year 

We begin the zodiac wheel 

in

Aries

fire initiation 

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Time for the zodiac wheel of conscious cycle process

to begin

Here is a lovely article by Bill Attride about this 

This is my Masculine Wavespell

that I was born into 

I was born on the 9th day

Blue Solar Hand 

 

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Number 9 in any process is

The Gateway of Consciousness

The Buddha process

The peace process

Red Moon is the 9th Mayan Sign 

Ferrusca pdf ~ great info on Mayan Signs

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The Mayan calendar also has a 13 Moon calendar that stays the same 

so when we are born we also have a Mayan Moon

My Mayan Moon is Red Magnetic Moon

which involves initiation into

The Authentic

Honesty

We are in a 13 year process of Red Moon on planet Earth 

We are in Red Solar Moon month 

the 9th month

Gateway of completion Moon

until July 24 we are in

White Planetary Wizard

Seeing how self empowered we are

going with the flow

letting go of feeling a need to create the magic

allowing the magic to manifest as a conscious process

removing any resistance to what is

allows this 

This will change on July 26

to

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Revealing what is seeking emotional release

the catalyst 

of 11 years

as part of the 13 year cycle that began in 2006 

Hiding our true self creates deception and dishonesty codes

that create more of the same 

Hiding our light serves no one and allows darkness to prevail

denial creates pain and it will out

the sooner it is out the less the deeper pain

and the grief can soothe and heal 

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This is a very big year of balance 

which will be revealed in the Libra Lunar Eclipse on the 23rd of March in the UK

Here is a video about this and the equinox by

Pam Gregory

Libra 3 degrees 

 

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An inaccurate, imaginative map of the world.
Subjective depths become all-permeating. The surface facts seem like nothing. You are plunged into your internal voyage, and compelled to take it up blindly and innovatively. You cannot depend upon anybody’s previous experience, for you are moving into a whole different reality–inward development as a total way of life, yet surrounded and beset by pressures, demands, and distorted reflections. You therefore have to operate virtually oblivious to the feedback loop of the sociocultural sphere–to be blind, deaf, and dumb to how anything appears to anybody. And to act as though the inner world you are cooking up for the future is all that counts, and everything else is a blur of facts, figures, and passing semblances.

Libra is the time Persephone goes into the underworld

Aries is the time she emerges

at this Lunar Eclipse 

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What was coming to an end at Libra time in September ?

 

Lilith in Libra transit is key 

and reveals this coming to light 

here are some articles:

Mystic Medusa

Ruby Slipper

What has been challenging

during the last 6 months

for you

is what is seeking healing in you

is what is seeking healing in humanity

Are you ready to know yourself

take responsibility for your responses

be pro active 

Look within

This is the emotional evolution

conscious evolution time 

Are you brave enough to face your demons?

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Straight

No taking the edge off time

Free of mind altering substances 

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It is worth it

to be free 

My Mayan Sign is a 13 step process in itself 

that is the Gateway

to personal freedom

revealed

on the sarcophagus of

Pacal Votan

13 clear signs

 

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This is an amazing time 

of personal freedom potential 

and is key 

to

personal alchemy

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Learning about the mind began in earnest for me

when I became a parent 21 years ago

I studied psychology 

and

later

studied energy therapies

specifically

Emotional Freedom Technique

this was life changing for me

It is my personal peace procedure

I use it on a daily basis and share how to do this with others

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Having this awareness of my mind was critical to understanding

how I was experiencing triggers

and how to understand them

how to work with them

how to release them slowly and carefully as and when

Astrology and the Mayan Calendar came later

these frameworks help me understand the universal creation process

I am creating workshops this year

that are practical and based on process

This is my current one 

Being the Catalyst 

 

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Be the gift that you are

The magical child free of wounding

Open hearted

Joyful

Loving 

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Our wounding is an essential step of embodying what creates hurt for the human being

so we can understand how that happens

and

create new ways of being 

from that place of  experiential understanding

and

when healed

clear space of creativity

and

co creation code 

Letting the light in ~ clearing process of the ancients

From the Fifth Sun

Letting the Light in ~

 the clearing process of the ancients

is

revealing and resonating

it’s magic

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The Ignition of the

13 Clear Signs

Here is an earlier blog I wrote about this:

in the 260 day

enlightenment process

Yellow Resonant Sun 

on Friday 08 January 2016

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pic credit

Wow Wow Wow 

Isn’t it amazing when a eureka moment ignites a spark ?

and

suddenly illumination occurs

Aha moment 

Switch on to a whole new level of understanding and see the next piece of the puzzle

Literally…

in this leading picture of the Aztec Sun Stone

it highlights the piece that looks like a jigsaw puzzle

and here is a link giving a description about an interpretation of it’s meaning 

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This is a cookie trail that initiated a while ago

and

is now becoming clearer 

as it does

each lap around the 260 day cycle

and …

even more so when done with conscious intent to connect and learn

because that is it’s very purpose

to integrate the conscious human being

with the universal consciousness code

that is creating through each human being

on planet earth every moment of every day 

On the day I begin this blog

Friday 08 January 2016

We are on Day 20 of the new cycle

We have completed a full circuit of the 20 Mayan Signs

This day is not only a 13 Clear Sign

It is a mastery seal

and the goal

as it were

of the 260 day continual spiral process:

To transform the human conditioned mind

to create balance with the heart

the masculine and feminine 

the returning sacred feminine embodied

to be able to hold the liquid light of love

light being - universe

 

and 

consciousness

within the human being 

as an enlightened person living with wisdom

directly

through transformation of personal shadow behaviours

repressed parts of the self 

through personal love and acceptance

of oneself 

and

as a direct part of that process

creating healing of one’s own heart

behaviours being modified in relationship then possible

Holistic Health being lived 

This day was also a galactic portal

A human evolution building block day where this transformation process is totally aligned

In the UK it was dark moon in Capricorn

building to a New Moon in Capricorn

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As I began this part it was 2 degrees in Capricorn:

CAPRICORN 2

A wisdom tooth that has been removed from someone’s mouth. It is plated with gold.
It is useless to know certain things out of context. If you have always known something crucially important, that kind of knowing does not serve you any longer. So you must place yourself in the antithesis of what you have always known, and then when all seems lost, chaotic and super-strange, you must find deep inside you that spark of what you have always known, which holds true under impossible conditions. It always turns out that the massive superstructure, the beliefs and the concepts, fall away, crumble to dust. But what was deeply and truly learned and made your own emerges far stronger than ever and provides a basis for the future. Meanwhile, in the thick of the action, it can look pretty desperate until the need is so acute that you reawaken that special place and make it work for you, when truth is a matter of life or death.

Very simply this Mayan Calendar process reveals all the human being needs to know about unveiling their own personal mystery

It is that simple

It is that profound

and yes…

there is a catch 😉 

Of course 

For the individual

to be a consciously active part of this

enlightenment process 

the individual has to look at themselves 

Have discipline

Learn about how they tick

and decide to do whatever it takes to be :

The disciple 

The Capricorn goat

climbing the mountain

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This is not new

It is ancient of course 

There are new ways to use the tools using todays technology

and

lifestyle

An initiate does not need to dive into a pool of crocodiles

or be buried alive

but of course if the initiate wants that type of adventure then so be it

The traditional image of this sign is the head and upper body of a goat and the lower body of a fish

so climbing the heights of the earth to commune with the heavens

and

going to the depths of the Oceans and emotions to explore Neptunian realms

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Capricorn link

Surprisingly many seem to be prepared to do this extreme challenge

and

yet falter at the thought of facing their own ego:

life so far

misdeeds

patterns

the so called seven deadly sins acting out

which all human being’s do in some way

because it is simply part of the learning process 😉 

It is the core code each person is here to evolve personally

for the collective human tribe evolution

 

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This is where the gold is 

This is where the disciple has to go …

Within

The darkest days were just before

the

Winter Solstice

in the Northern Hemisphere

literally

 

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Lots of classic ego behaviours of distraction being experienced

in the run up to Christmas

and

with the first full moon in Cancer on Christmas Day

since 1977

when Chiron was also first discovered in the starry skies by the modern man

all the shadow prima material is there for the alchemical reworking

for those ready to role up their sleeves and dive in to the dirt 

In the Mayan  13 Moon Calendar we were in the penultimate day of the 6th Moon 

Rhythmic Moon 

Getting into the rhythm of the feminine

The balance 

Seeing where we are out of synch

and feeling sick as a result of imbalance

Whether that is physically

emotionally

or both 

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The New Moon in Capricorn

took place in the UK on the 10th of January

It was at 19 degrees of Capricorn

CAPRICORN 19
A half-eaten piece of bread.
Utilitarian considerations. Observing the self through objectified eyes. Conditioning and programming. Talking self and others into following the program. Astute wheeler-dealer. You’re not there in it, picturing it as though it were something brutally obvious and commonplace. Decadence, barbarian tendencies. Sympathies with the consciousness of problems and issues, difficulties and struggles all-pervasive. Never content, always aware of what is not happening. The bitter perspective and relentless repetition of the litany of gloom and doom.

here is a in depth article about this from  

Darkstar Astrology

this was another powerful day in this magical wavespell

White Solar Wind 

Another portal day 

Another building block of human evolution

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Here is an article that goes with this pic 

It was also day 1 of the next Mayan Moon

Resonant Moon

This is Moon 7

The Mystic Moon

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The time of seeing what is resonating for us as individuals

Literally what is feeling good naturally…

free from artificial stimulants giving a high or a low

be it food, media, people

The ability to connect to source

and power up from within

at the darkest time of the year

when the tinsel has gone

Flowing with the force

Spirit shiny bright glowing in the human being

and also where this is not happening too

key information to evolve now

This is a key day for me

one of my Castles

13 year cycles

Using the Mayan calendar I can see exactly when this year was happening for me 

2004

Year of the Venus transit

This year I was watching

Star Wars

again linked to 1977

and taking a trip down memory lane as to where I was then and where I am now

noticing the synchronicities and 

the jigsaw puzzle pieces

intending to be free of any spoilers in my blog

so this star map pic of a hologram is from Prometheus

if you have watched the film you will know how this refers to a missing link

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My belief about anything on planet earth that is “created” by human beings

is that it is channeled from source

using each person’s unique gifts and perspective to be birthed and expressed 

through them

and

perfectly aligned for the creative story unfolding en masse

and

interpreted in different ways by the individual in relationship with this information

depending on their conscious awareness

Paradoxically as of old

the ones who have an awareness 

awakening

whatever label we wish to choose

is 

viewed by the majority still running a majority of conditioned mind code

as 

mad 🙂 

The people who are here experiencing this difference to the masses

are …

in my belief system…

well versed at this

have had many lifetimes of it 

and 

are here with all that past life experience

to be a key part of that transition

which is why it is so important for the individual to be true to themselves

no matter how much resistance is happening from others as to what they are feeling and expressing 

because the others are not ready to hear their truth yet

as it does not match their truth

Star Wars is viewed as purely science fiction by most of the population

it is on another level

a myth revealing many truths 

The individual sees what they are

depending where they are

on their magical journey

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pic by Audrey Van Hawley

Monday 11 January was the 10th day

Blue Planetary Night

I spent an intense day in hospital with the moon now waxing in Aquarius 

big love for my man whom I was with

As he went down to theatre and I hugged him goodbye

on the wall was a work of art

a piece of jigsaw puzzle 

touch of grace 

This particular 10th day

is the conscious dreamer code

realising that the human being works as a hologram 

beaming our reality onto a game board 

a matrix

aka reality daily life engagement

from the inside out

This is key wizard mastery 🙂

It’s planet is Saturn

Once the individual maps and learns their Saturnian patterns

everything becomes so much clearer

This is essential to self awareness and enlightenment 

Seeing the pattern returning

and if the time aligns

healing and transforming 

This is second nature to me as a

Blue Solar Hand

I am here to do this work

first and foremost for myself

and

share my experience with like minded souls

My essence Wavespell is coming up on Friday 15 January 

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Time to shape our destiny 😉 

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I can see how in the past

I have been in hospital and others have been waiting for me

when I had my babies

and it was a very stressful time for them

where all they could do was wait

I revisited times when I had been the patient

and

when I had to be patient and felt powerless

having to be on the receiving end

and at other people’s mercy in a different way

I intended to fully connect with anything ready to release 

and I was overwhelmed by all the emotion that came

I embraced it 

I released it 

I just cried 

a lot 

and as I waited for the man I love to emerge 

I realised how it would feel if he did not 

and 

focused on what really matters to me 

people 

love 

being intimate

loving 

open

all the times when I have not been able to do that 

and forgiving and accepting what I can 

about me and my life so far 

who on earth am I now ?

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I have been low on energy for a while since my move in November

The emotional shifts and experiences of the last twelve months in particular

caught up with me over Christmas

and I have been having tests to cover all bases 

on one level it is simply being out of balance to move and create a new home base

very important for my Taurus Moon 

I do too much and now I have to rest and recuperate more

old pattern 😉

I have also made dietary shifts and these may impact too so I will be blogging about this and sharing what I learned for me and my unique perspective

some of which may be of value for you as we have common ground

It is also very reassuring for me to be aware

that I am experiencing the same cycles in a slightly different way

with new understanding and some maturity

and some old immaturity too 😉 

I still feel like a young teenager about so many things

Ripe threads for renewal and re~patterning 

Day 11 ~ Yellow Spectral Seed

on Tuesday 12 January 

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was the day of letting go and recuperating 

Seeing how we have developed coping mechanisms ~ often distractions, denials and dissing of others 🙂

rather than feeling and seeing the truth under our nose 

and

this also allows us to play the game of the matrix step by step by things being hidden then revealed in synch with the matrix and with other people in our circle

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This is the fecund time now of the light returning in the Northern Hemisphere

and the ground starting to stir

sometimes it is a cold snap too 

some seeds need to be frozen to start the creation process

some need to be warmed

and some need to be eaten and shat out so ….

it is a cosmic time of artistry

and

if you are

an

Alchemist 

this is a very key time for 

The Great Work 

Water

Fire

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3 of disks Thoth

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Art Thoth

White Wizard, like Art in Thoth tarot

is the

14th Sign

Here is an article about the 14 pointed star 

 

It is the first of the Seven Seals of Mastery

self empowerment from knowing the self 

loving and accepting the self

healing the self

being free of the self

knowing it is a construct

then able to reconstruct from this true place of freedom

Here is a link to a pdf that explains more about Mayan Signs:

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A fantastic series of films about the Pyramid Code

and the Mayan Calendar

in particular is this one

Pyramid Code 5

Wednesday January 13 

Red Crystal Serpent

 

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This is the key to crystal clear relationships

First and foremost creating that structure from within

by letting go of anything getting on our nerves

on whatever level or levels we need to

This sign is the process we are fully engaged in this Mayan Year

as

White Planetary Wizard is the 10th day of this process

Red Serpent Wavespell

White Planetary Wizard Year

began on July 26 2015

Here is a blog I wrote about that then

This Wavespell is one of two powerful human evolution 13 day processes

that takes us into the heart of the Tzolk’in 

10 portal days to access the Akashic Record 

our Ancestral patterns and wounding ripe for evolution

This Mayan Sign is the 5th Sign and the heart of the matter of flow

It is connected, like White Wizard , to

The Asteroid belt 

and the one emerging today is Hygeia

How to find her in your chart

General info

Learning more about the Mayan Temples has been a revelation

Chichen Itza for example 

holds the Chi Chen ~ Red Serpent 

Chi being the key 

How the temples reveal the serpent shadow on the steps at Solstice time

One of the new strategies I am exploring in a different way has been prompted by my partner

Psyllium Husks 

aid the process of elimination

I have had big changes of diet and do not eat meat

I am low on iron 

There was a lot of wild plantain growing near my poly tunnel and I have blogged about it before

Now I am ingesting it albeit from a different source

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Remembering to see what is in my circle of influence is always there for a reason

Nothing is random in our amazing conscious universe 

I have just bought some from my local store ~ fortunate to have a wonderful resource on my doorstep 

and in this amazing time of the web it is possible to get most things from most places of course 

Google it 😉 

When I followed a deeper cookie trail I found this magical piece

Yesterday of course was Wednesday

Woden Day

and 

Mecredi 

Mercury Day 

Messenger of the God Self 

Plantain is in this 

Nine Herbs Charm

The collective is now at a stage of completion

A 26000 year cycle 

Lots of exploration and learning through going around the cycles

and now the return to balance of the Sacred Feminine

maybe this has happened many times before

Maybe each time it is slightly different ?

Truth be told no one knows for sure

My understanding through my personal experience is that

the understanding of the process of completion of patterns

is now possible 

Happening on a bigger picture scale 

Everything lined up to allow it

What was hidden and restricted to a few in times past

Is now accessible to those initiates ready to walk the talk

Be the change 

and 

create new ways 

new patterns

end of times

revelations 

My understanding of personally living my story 

all of it

is my experience now 

It has gone beyond intellectual theory 

It is really difficult to put into words though

but trying to do that in my blogs

Today is the second 13 clear Sign

in the Mayan Quetzalcoatl Process

Day 13’s in each process are the day of the shift

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Today’s planet is Mars

Mars has just gone into Scorpio

It’s own planet

This is a powerful time of ending old world’s

Death 

Going in deep

Do you want to live a surface life ?

Do you want to distance yourself from people out of fear ?

Are you afraid to speak your truth because of what will happen ?

Are you uncomfortable about the real you that you hide that slips out when intoxicated or triggered ?

Are you feeling up tight , pissed off, passive aggressive , aggressive, sick of the world, the job

pretending to be something you are not ?

Fed up with the ridiculous rules and being controlled by unfair out of balance authority systems?

Are you ready to admit it even to yourself ?

Are you ready to come clean about how you actually feel about yourself and your life

Your dependencies?

If so you are in a powerful place of evolution

You are ready for the next step 

All human being’s have dependencies 

We are all inter dependent on each other

On everything on planet earth

but our ego conditioned self likes to deny that

and creates lots of distractions to avoid this fact 

Our ego has a positive intention to keep us safe of course 

because the truth is each human being has very little control over their day to day

seemingly

on the surface

When these dependent relationships become out of balance

They become addictions

An Alcoholic will often trade their addiction to alcohol for Alcoholics Anonymous 

It is still a dependency

Often not addressing the real root causes of the alcohol abuse and although it may seem preferable behaviour

the way of being in a dependent relationship is not healthy

If the individual does not go deeper and heal the root

The same pattern continues and often alcoholism is labelled a disease as a way of deflecting responsibility for the behaviour by the individual because the individual chose to have that relationship with alcohol and all the ensuing outcomes

If denial of that continues then transformation

and healing stays at that level

until the individual is ready to go deeper

This is key to owning our personal behaviour and creating change in our relationship with the outer world

and

Society 

These patterns are systemic and have become very strong during the repression of the sacred feminine globally for thousands of years

The extreme egoic masculine does not understand or feel comfortable with the feminine

that it cannot control

first and foremost in itself ~ it’s human being self

Feelings that feel disturbing are denied and repressed

In the outside world systems put in place to control chaos

Focus on the mind

Rules 

Mechanisation of the human 

Manipulation of truth to enslave

Harnessing the power of these inner demons and desires

to create addicts who need the system that they feed

Of course this has been constantly highlighted in media for the past two hundred years in terms of consumerism

and thousands of years in Spirituality doctrine and Mythology 

Western Society ~ now being modelled by the East in many ways

is insane

and most people are aware of this

and often feel there is no way off the hamster wheel

Working long hours in unnatural environments

eating unnatural food has a price to pay

Those being paid the least often giving the most and yet being reviled

Being bullied

Being pressured 

Simply a repeating pattern in History 

What I have seen in my journey 

is all my past playing out

As a mother I understand my mother through experiencing my children behaving in a way I behaved

I am in a different position

A woman who has never been a mother may not get this experience directly in the same way

but may do this is a different way

I am often present physically but not there ~ running past or future scenarios

So I may make a choice to be at home with my children but unable to be fully present because of practical demands that seek intellectual or physical response

in the same way that a child will not get full attention in a group at school or child care 

the child will receive an experience of the other care giver not being present with them

and how they feel about that and create patterns accordingly 

The core vibe is not being present

When I moved house I got two speeding tickets

I haven’t experienced this before 

I do not mean to imply I have kept to speed restrictions ~ I haven’t been caught is all

I am not meaning to imply anything about that 

just being honest

I am generally respectful about village speed

My first offence I was excused of  and I thought I had a reprieve

but

noticed the other time was different 

Hopes raised

and…

dashed

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I was not present on those times

I was distracted by whatever

The truth is 

I was not present and I am driving a car

At first part of me wanted to do anything to get out of it 

Points on the licence 

Part of me felt it was so unfair into victim mode

bla bla denial

Part of me was afraid of the consequences ~ hike in insurance 

I am going on a speed awareness course and  clearly I have new learning

I have not kept up to date with all the changes in the Highway Code 

and….

how can one person do all of this ?

be an expert in all fields?

be a mother/lover/father/worker/health pro/diy pro/driver/gardener/cook/domestic goddess and so on

It is a madness that our modern life expects

and 

exhausting 🙂 

So how to evolve at this testing time?

Learn new ways of being 

Less is more

Downsize debt and stop borrowing on the future or past to live now

When outgoings are low then large incomes are not required

Feeding the greed system can start to decrease

Being content with simple pleasures becomes the focus

The addiction aspects of life all have a high premium both financially

and on the body

and on other bodies

Taking responsibility for all our choices as an individual is key 

consciously this really assists our journey

and 

it is always happening anyway in my view and understanding

When we consciously align with the universal codes everyday 

we can access all there is

in terms of timely

synchronised 

aligned awareness

the exact info that the individual needs to evolve

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It is the same metaphor for driving on the road

There are rules and guidelines in place which the initiate learns intellectually

The Highway Code 

The individual can minimise “chaos” with systems and solutions 

car insurance

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The system tries to keep the environment “safe” with speed restrictions

crossings

signals 

and

manipulate the environment and life experience to a degree

in other arenas:

buy a lifestyle for a while

get plastic surgery to change the impact of life experience 

create a cosy nest 

plan a career

and

then it snows

Seen the effect in the UK when that happens?

then the banks crash

then the company fails

then a life crisis happens 

then a war breaks out 

This is life

Life is not fair or predictable 

and often there is no one to blame 

and no one to turn to

but oneself 

in order to find an inner change point 

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The Fool

Once that happens and the individual takes full responsibility for a personal solution

and

feels to heal

it becomes very apparent that the universe is supporting this

and the individual all along

and people show up in a healthy way to support this 

We attract what we are

all our lifetimes 

The more the individual resists personal change

the more resistance appears 

because 

it is resistance to change that creates pain on one level

and

the universe matches the individual’s belief systems

because that is how life is experienced

inside out 

This is only presented as a simple construct in this blog 

I do not intend any disrespect or irreverence for other people’s beliefs

and I do not claim to have all the answers about anything 😉 

that is each person’s individual responsibility and journey

So today as we navigate life’s path way 

What is seeking illumination

Where are we present ?

Where is the past leaking in?

Are we able to go into the future in a practical balanced way

or looking to live in it rather than the here and now?

Where can we become more empowered

and

be the White Wizard  

going with the flow?

Getting our ego in alignment

with our higher self ?

Surrendering our will to the

God

and

Goddess self 

 

At this time of year we have Aquarius

just around the corner

It is a time of seeing our bigger picture and taking matters into our own hands

if we are ready to shape our destiny

Whatever is coming into focus is key to living our destiny

and 

living magically

from the heart 

If you would like to explore your patterns 

Transform how you feel about yourself 

Engage deeper intimacy potentiality

Maybe start a business

Find a loving soul mate

Release the real you

Unlock your secret mysteries

Let go of emotional eating 

Releasing addictive relationships from the core

You have the answers

and

all of these aspects

come from the same space within

I can assist you in finding them in a practical way 

Being The Seer is key 

Combining magic and intuition traits 

of

both the masculine

and feminine 

coming into balance

and

I love sharing your journey with you 

and

mine in my blogs 

This is an amazing time of enlightenment 

Wishing you joy on your journey 

 

Todays Waxing Moon in Pisces at 3pm in the UK :

Pisces at 20 degrees

PISCES 23
Someone lurking in a dark wood. They are waiting for a passerby.
Imagining and conceiving nefarious plans and designs within the unconscious mind and blanket denial by the conscious mind. The shadows, the dark, the unknown are saturated with menace, trickery, deception, and long-built-up heavy emotions. All of this is too much for the conscious self to even begin to claim or own. You are essentially engulfed by deep shadows with outward shows of light. But truly you cannot play it any other way. And even if this syndrome perpetuates and gives great sanctuary to dark and mischievous spirits, it is deeply experienced as a fate imposed by past mistakes that this lifetime’s self did not originate. And so the protestations of innocence are accurate and sincere even while you are harboring everything you crave to break from forever.

I have a current workshop on these themes aligning to this Wavespell

Enlightenment Codes ~ Persephone 5 Workshop 

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You can access it in ebook form only 

and if you are ready to go deeper

with energy coaching on Skype with me 

I am currently focusing on esoteric awareness balanced with day to day living 

for people ready to start moving into different ways of being

taking the small sustainable steps 

to creating new society structures

These changes will take time 

and

bring huge change

and

it is the people of today who are leading this 

brave and courageous pioneers all of us alive on planet earth now 

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Red Moon Wavespell ~ Day 5 ~ the heart of the matter

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Red Moon Wavespell

Day 5

The heart of the matter

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The leading pic is a Quetzalcoatl mosaic mask

 

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I do not know a lot about The Mayan

indeed I do not know a lot about the history of the Mayan people

or of this calendar

I am learning as I go 🙂

and this is key to the new ways of learning

and new codes coming in

for the ones who are walking the shadow path

and aveiling themselves 

by working with the personal veil

aka the shadow

I began my process with this learning in November 2011

when I moved to Glastonbury in the September

and went to a Mayan Calendar workshop

on 

Red Skywalker Wavespell

on November 02 2011

at 

The Glastonbury Positive Living Group 

guess what day it is today?

Writing this blog ~ looking that up ~ wow ~ blown away 🙂

Love how these synchronicities come in

and assist me in seeing the wonder of being

a conscious journeyer

Today using the regular calendar

I begin my 5th year of co creating consciously

with this amazing integrating tool

and 

I absolutely know that I was there

at it’s initiation process too

The more I go into this process

and 

my personal process

The more I know

I do not know 

and

The more my ability to simply access 

and evolve and accept that

as I transmute my ego self

and surrender to my soul journey 

Now is the time to align

with the universal

all that is

let go of needing to be a talking book maybe ?

download

stream

what is required 

as and when

perfectly aligned 

Free up space

Defrag

Integrate the human being

Hard drive flows 😉

Anything impeding that process for the individual

Is the

Ghost in the machine

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This is the mask of

Tezcatlipoca

 

Remember that many people who are interpreting the info

about these artefacts

may

by their nature of their specialism

 often come from a lifelong narrow viewpoint of 

historical archeology

which can be extremely illuminating

and 

narrow minded at the same time 

when viewpoints are shared

and cross pollinated by people in many different fields

the synergy and understanding as to new interpretations

can transcend any limitations of a single personal perspective

this is perfectly aligned now 

as all the codes

the communication potential

the technology

is all here 🙂 

In my blogs I share different articles

and viewpoints

My understanding 

about this day

is:

It represents the human being 

who is doing the process of enlightenment

the feathered serpent of kundalini process

Part of this process is revealed by 

Tezcatlipoca, or “Smoking Mirror

The Gemini Twin

The shadow self that is transmuted 

using the 

13 Clear Sign process 

revealed in the 

260 Day Mayan Wavespell calendar

My Sign

Blue Solar Hand 

is one of those signs

and 

I only became aware of that this year :- )

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The more I share my awareness of this process with other people in my circle 

The more I get feedback

Questions

Insights

This is the nature of being a Blue Solar Hand

More about the Mayan Signs in depth at this great website

The Cosmos Within 

and the more I can co create and expand beyond any of my self imposed limits 

of my mind

I have done lots of charts now 

As I work with people 

Every day I learn something new 

It is amazing

My North Node is in Gemini 

Right Relationship 🙂 

Here is a great article

about North and South Nodes

Today’s planet is Mars

Look where your Mars is 

What sign?

What house?

Any planets near by?

Any connections to other planets revealed ?

For the soul alchemist

Mars is the key to power 

and very key to it’s esoteric ruler

the sign we are in

Scorpio 😉 

Remember the “goals” for the soul

have no common ground with the ego goals in society generally 

so this is what often creates paradox and confusion

To surrender to the path of soul evolution

often requires what the ego sees as a sacrifice

Often the individual has to give up all worldly goods

all “success” trappings

to see how they are simply attachments 

simply comfort zone

and totally transient and illusionary 

and

what happens when the individual cannot buy their way out of an issue

cannot do what they used to in terms of the physical

do not have their beauty or youth to hide behind and “cash” in on  🙂 

The shadow self believes join this material structure

and feels pain when it starts to stagnate

starts to deteriorate

starts to weaken 

Then the truth of the finite is revealed experientially 

and the true nature of the individual human being’s inner power

inner world 

For more on this esoteric meaning click here

Today the heart of the matter is revealed

as to the human being’s ability

to create 

Heaven on Earth

and

Hell on Earth

Anything heavenly that is healthy

and

expanding joy 

Anything that is hurtful and creating pain

For example:

When the individual does not have access to something material …

the source of heavenly feelings…

then how does that feel?

How is the individual dependent ?

on what ?

What does that allow to happen?

What else could happen instead ?

We are all moving towards release from co dependency

by understanding how co dependency feels 

and how it is a polarity 😉 

It can feel so good at one time

and then…

the price of experiencing that

is often felt later

To create a “high” means there has to be a “low”

Hitchhiker’s Guide to the galaxy 

The meaning of life

The Universe and 

Everything is…

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Uranus Opposition time

Added together = 6 

Balance 

Everything allows this process

Everything is love in action

and the more the individual embraces that

and take responsibility for anything and everything that is incoming right now

with the intention of healing 

then …

the solutions are found

the individual goes beyond the pain\by feeling the pain

and understanding all of the things that allowed it to be manifest

and with that wisdom

the individual 

becomes wise 

and shares that with others in whatever way they feel to

and sometimes

that is simply with a smile to their fellow human being

When a person is truly coming from a place of compassion 

miracles occur 

This is a very different space to lip service people pleasing 

This is an integrated inner space 

and it takes discipline 

courage 

and the ability to walk through the shadow of death

over and over

A film that I love that I feel captures the essence of this

Man on Fire

Love to your process and being the change you want to see 🙂

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Today in the Uk

Leo Moon waning at 1 degree:

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A divorced husband and wife enjoying each other’s company.
The little ego desires what it does not desire, needs what it does not need. It goes after most avidly what it later finds is so very different from what would be good to have. But then things turn again and even the most unconscious patterns reveal their redemptive glory. It all depends on where you are along the spectrum: the initial expansion, the inevitable contraction to follow, or the tempered and seasoned expansion later. In the middle point, it can be hell. But things start out so amazingly and they end up as such a gold mine of experience and self-understanding from all this. Much of life is midstream and involves meeting shadows, enduring reversals, and basically being forced to go absolutely everywhere you never wanted to go. The reason it comes out right in the end is that you move through all of it and discover there is somebody in here who knows how to do that and who remains unscarred, not even discouraged, and is just waiting for the next opening to take up the Earth’s schooling in the way that fiery souls invite and welcome, strangely enough.

I think this sums it up really well ?

Work in progress ~ Blue Solar Hand

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Blue Solar Hand

My Mayan Day

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This was Monday ~ Moon day

I am lagging behind in writing my posts as big stuff happening still

and wow this is intense 

key to my

Lilith in Aquarius 

at 4 degrees:

AQUARIUS 4
Many fireflies at dusk.
You become aware all at once of staggering things, of astounding things, of world-shattering things. States of revelation. You are being called inwardly to shake off the slumber of the common day and to heed the stirrings of the future. Capable of bounding leaps, your are infused with a spirit of new beginnings. Especially strongly drawn toward altered states and threshold awareness. You’ve been brought to places where all of the shared assumptions and ideologies become pale and lifeless, and something other sparks recognition and pursuit. Collectively inspired to find alternatives, to seek a vision, to gather with those who are similarly touched, you are in on the ground floor of new movements and innovative discoveries. And full of wonder and awe at the process, and at a whole way of things in worlds such as this one.

becoming very aware of my chart now and going deeper with it.

I love doing this work and each person coming in reveals me and my path.

And…I don’t know what I don’t know just like everyone else here to do the trip ~ otherwise what would be the point ?

Saint? Sinner? 

Just polar labels for the mind and indoctrination models 

Human being on a mission to balance themselves with their spiritual self 

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Charting can also be an avoidance and so key to the love and light brigade

That which is easy ~ labelled positive 

Is not the alchemical process

The positive comes naturally as a part of the process and for real not an intellectual concept ~ more light

through working with the wound and what is difficult

letting go of denial of this place 

This is where new universe’s are forged

in the black hole 

The Galactic Centre

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The Vertex 

How do I integrate myself in society in a way that is balanced so I can bridge all worlds and be accepting of myself and accepting of others ~ it is all interwoven

However entanglement is not the key 

I have done lots of work on the Narcissist pattern

How I am on the spectrum

How I am on the spectrum of the opposite ~ the empath

and how to blend the two now

because in my view this is the next step of evolution

Alchemically coming into centre

Two sides of the same coin and the mastery process because both extremes are coping mechanisms

and 

feeling is the key to intimacy 

Feels pretty barren without intimacy doesn’t it 

Being seen and loved for who we are by others in relationship ?

Kissed, held, tactile engagement in a respectful loving way ? 

So key for the Leo me 

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It is difficult for me having my Wavespell in the energy of a full moon

Not least the biggest soul axis time of the 4th and 1oth house 

The formation of manifestation

What we are doing now will manifest at Capricorn Winter Solstice 

I do not have any traditional planets here but always Capricorn co creators arrive to get me moving with my discipline  

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Things coming in on a soul level for the planet

Things coming in on a personal level

What is in Cancer and Capricorn for you ?

Cancer ~ mothering,nurturing,home

Capricorn ~ fathering,discipline,work

Soul Journey ~  deeper levels beyond the mundane

What is in your 4th house ?

What is in your 10th ?

If you are A Yellow Seed ~ number 4 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key

If you are a White Dog ~ number 10 of the Mayan Signs ~ this is key 

In general terms ~ taking the mask off ~ Yellow Seed ~ to reveal the true seed underneath the coping mechanisms 

to manifest soul relationships and love free from conditioning which is truly unconditional ~ White Dog 

This is the heart’s desire free from any material ego construct 

In my 4th House is My North Node in Gemini at 10 degrees 

Where I am going in this life:

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A young woman notices the handsome man has fangs.
Blows of fate. Acts of God. Abrupt awakenings to what was suspected but naively denied. You become drastically aware of all that was hidden, and jump to conclusions. The gathering of events to prove a point, to generate a change, to draw it all out. Curiosity, probing. Yet as well, casual oblivion and riding high in euphoric assumptions. Setting yourself up for turnarounds, epiphanies, metanoia. The leap over the edge into the dark from the light that reveals the other side of life can generate cynicism and negative feedback loops, by the implication that behind every shining wonder there lies its reverse shadow image. The mind proving itself right and falling down its own hole.

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Always loved Dracula

Such a deep and consuming passion for endless love 

and….

potentiality 

and…

wow a lot of carnage in pursuit of the lost Goddess resurrection process

It is really painful but death is part of it 

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A life of pain to know love through knowing what it is not and where it does not live …

 

 

To catalyse change

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This 13 day process is all about catalysing the human being to work with their shadow self

aka the emotional body

Mr Hyde 

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This process is not linear

This process is a spiral

The authentic self is not a zombie 

or a compliant domesticated animal 

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On the day I sat and watched myself all day wherever I went and making notes

who showed up

what showed up

how I felt about that 

nothing dramatic or epiphany esque

which is what the soap opera self is conditioned to believe life is about 

Disney Drama 

All Disney movies contain code for human evolution

Everything is code and the individual activates with it whatever level of being they are at in the Universal Script

more awareness more realisations for me

letting go of being the drama queen archetype through owning my stuff

and learning how to relate 

not manipulate 

key to this Jupiter in Leo time 

mastery of ego to open the heart

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This time is a birth time of the disciple willing to walk the talk

People who are incarnating at this balsamic moon time

of all ages

are experiencing rapid change because of the spiral reaching it’s extreme masculine

It is the time of the pre~menstrual storm

The time of the head wanting what it wants 

The heart bringing in new wisdom

but to do that the human being has to surrender to what is given

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Coming up next is Yellow Human Wavespell

This is my Yellow Castle 

and the year I am in

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It is bringing me everything I need to see where I am in balance with my humanity

and most importantly…

where I am not

It’s a roller coaster ride for empaths

and emotions

and like a yo yo 

like

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Fear and Love doing the dance 

Yes Yes Yes Yes 

Noooooooooooo

Yes I want that…

Noooooooo not again

Oh really? 

Are you kidding me ~ honestly

I thought I had done that to death and yet….

and yet here is the grim reaper saying it is time to go deeper

Saturnian cycles

Neptunian levels ~ work with the Moon and access Neptune free of delusion

another layer to heal

Walk your talk echoes the Goddess

The lead picture is me at 18 on a total hedonistic 2 weeks in Ios 

The party island and so key to living in the body and connecting to other human beings

At that time I was a total party animal. I went away 3 times that year ~ I was a travel agent.

Each time I came back I was in need of another holiday to recover 😉 

It is a key time for anyone ~ especially a 9

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18 = 9 

This pattern is key to me creating balanced human being ness

I could only do that in that way then because there was a holistic structure to support that way of being

This year was wild partying and the year I reconnected with an old flame 

A childhood sweetheart who I sat next to in school

This was so key to my emotional coding and what I am here for this time around

To shape my destiny 

Completion of awareness of the process ~ not necessarily that I will achieve it and often I am at a place of despair on this 😉 Getting used to that though

To access being a clear channel by healing all my emotional wounding

To stop doing imbalanced co dependent behaviour

I am very self aware

I have been working with myself in this way since 2007 

It does get easier on some levels

It also gets more complex and deeper

and as I strip away the layers I feel more

I become more empathetic

I can See more because of this

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It also means I have to be very discerning and disciplined

My body at 50 cannot tolerate what it did at 18

It is not meant to and I offer that learning and being emotionally aware 

Creates Co creation Code

letting go of Co dependent Code

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No doubt you are aware that the heart is not logical though

It is the Universal tool for bringing what we need for our soul and planetary evolution

and often that is the anti-thesis of what the ego wants.

Over the past few days I have seen all my past incarnate with different people

It is pure grace

Noticing how I am affected or not affected

any triggers there

Just watching this video of me is a trigger ~ I am really going through some stuff here at the time of the making of the video and it is so evident with my energy levels. 

This is often what happens ~ for me too ~ I focus on the person revealing the process and I am put off because they are not superhuman 🙂 

It is the process that is key ~ not shooting the messenger ~ seeing beyond to the message 

No human being here right now holds the model or the solution

The solution is in each one of us

doing the personal process

What is seeking evolution within revealed outside of us ?

I love people

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With some people my boundaries have been so skewed because I could not be assertive

Afraid of the response if I did

and in truth how I would be perceived

Often Scapegoated

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truth be told though

It is first and foremost about me for me

as it is for every individual

this myth of being of service and self sacrifice

Is one of the biggest denials masqueraded by the ego

The paradox

To really start to work with this the individual has to let go of their denial

and face the raw self

I may be 50 and had a lot of experience that the 18 year old did not have

but I still have the same core patterns and conditioning

with Jo and my relationship to Jo

and therefore the world

At my Chiron return this is so powerful

It is designed for this very reason

50’s ~ the same as day 5’s ~ the heart of the matter

the struggle to be the authentic human being free from ego constructs that are

Totally self imposed for a good reason ~ to cope with life 

Any feelings of shadow are self created and although the individual may believe this comes through the other

All the feelings the individual has 

are the individuals

Who else could they belong to ?

This is responsibility in action

It is a complex process but here is a simple formula:

Feeling:

Something is happening in my world

Something does not feel good about it 

I do not feel good about it 

Self enquiry possible ~ being as specific as I can

Here I suggest Emotional Freedom Technique because it works

and everyone can do it including children

Be with the emotional trigger

It is the next step to freedom and conscious awareness

Feel the feeling with the intention of feeling and release

Then see what comes to light

What created this feeling in terms of my relationship with the world

Then go deeper if you feel ready

When has this feeling/event happened before ?

Go back to that 

Replay that

Do the same process

Keep doing it until the emotion is cleared

Then everything changes 

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This is the emotional evolution

Emotional Events are coded into our human body in a powerful way as a learning experience

to teach the individual what literally creates pain

It is a survival mechanism which allows avoidance of pain

If the individual starts to work with this then they evolve

and learn how to do relationships in a different way

In a way that they can state what is acceptable and not acceptable

State desires and needs 

It is a process

As a child that is not an option

As an immature adult that is not an option until the adult decides to make it an option

and be pro active 

work on themselves and their emotional baggage

This can happen very quickly with EFT 

and …

it is not a quick fix

It is life long because learning and evolution is life long

Whatever the universe is bringing in right now 

that is uncomfortable

is what our planet needs to birth something new

It is what the human being needs to birth something new 

Each human being that does this personal process

relates differently because of it

This ripples out on the web of life

Being the change we want to see happens with this process

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This is not about a therapist doing it for another

Passive receiving of healing

That is another thing entirely

This is about each being becoming the pro active Red Skywalker

The Fool

as and when ready to

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The alchemist

ready to do the personal inner marriage

Can you walk amongst the beauty 

be in it

not of it

engage in love free from sacrifice ?

For people in powerful relationship now 

It is time to integrate the polar opposites so being open to this is key

The easy option of comfort zone and compatibility of the astrological chart 

is not it 🙂

Bursting each other wide open is it 

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Being able to stay open and love deeply 

even though this is pushing all the buttons ….

All the buttons being pushed hold the key

to go beyond ego limitation

I am not suggesting abusive relationship ~ the opposite 

Being discerning 

Stating boundaries

Being honest about what is coming up

This is conscious relationship

This is the future

It begins here

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Blue Hand is the 7th Mayan Sign

It addresses the gateway to the mystic

What is resonating reveals

the ecstatic and compatibility with the divinity code 

It reveals what is not through pain

It’s planet is Earth

So in this wavespell

Pluto and Earth

The underworld and the early experience ~ hell on earth

allow completion

It is the Christ process ~ the Buddha process ~ the enlightenment process

Light let in through transforming the self

Total engagement with divinity accessed because of that

Remember all the clues are there in the body

If we are shutting down emotionally around relationship then this will

be revealed in emotional constipation

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Not to put too fine a point on it…

Holding on to old sh*t 

Literally 

If someone is so repressed emotionally they may be healthy most of the time

Usually that means an empath partner does that emotional expression for them

That also means there will be a distorted code going on to allow this imbalance too

What has to happen for emotion to be expressed usually is anything but loving 

no surprise given our current cultural trip on relationship

and focus on external structures at the expense of compassion and caring in our communities 

 

Becoming really aware of this way of relating is key for both people

If this is at the start of the relationship it can be hugely beneficial as there is no personal wounding between the two parties

there is awareness potentially of what has hurt in the past

If the couple have the courage to transform this together

The level of shadow into love is truly Cosmic 

At the beginning this takes a big leap of faith 

and the intention to trust that the God and Goddess self has created this crucible which is revealed in the Astrology in great detail as to the degrees and planetary placements 

I am now at a level of amazing awareness of code through doing this process 

and…

My body cannot tolerate toxicity and toxic relationships 

This is the process

It is the descent all of humanity is on

As the human being is stripped naked on all levels

there is a pendulum swing

The desert is visited for contemplation and awareness of what created this space

~ it’s all in any Wisdom Doctrine underneath the manipulated religious overtone

What happened to these Archetypes such as Jesus 

is the process of human evolution

There are several stages to go through

The more the individual learns how to work with the self ~ the less emotional drama ensues because the individual has learned how to relate in a way that is ecological

and most importantly the first step of that process is to clear the emotional baggage

free up emotional expression

Let go of the loaded gun

Understanding one’s own code is key

The patterns

A phd in personal patterns

A master of oneself 

This is what it takes 🙂

If you are ready to do that process pro actively 

Here is a workshop designed exactly for that purpose 

Balance Workshop

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Remember it is on the cards right now for us all

People who are doing this work will not be famous or popular or leading the way in the general traditional ego framework because this is the framework of the pioneers 😉

That is the path at the moment and it is evolving quickly …

The ego doesn’t feel comfortable with it though which is exactly why it has to be done 

Are you going to let your ego overrule divinity and stay “safe” for a while longer ?

Remember as you change everyone will notice and this will also create a wave ~ ultimately what role model do you want to manifest

What we do in life echoes in eternity 

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Can you learn and do “right” relationship ?

A choice is…

Do we accept our mission impossible ?

Or do we have it thrust upon us until we submit ?

Look at all the wonderful gadgets involved

It is dynamic 

Miracles guaranteed as the individual aligns with their soul journey on all levels

It is the birthing process

It only seems impossible at the start 😉 

Our universal self knows

It is the natural process

Love to you and yours