13 Clear Signs ~ Yellow Resonant Warrior

the WARRIOR ARRIVES

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

My intention is to keep these articles as short and concise as I possibly can

This is challenging with an extremely complex subject  😉 

As with all my articles I state:

They are coming from my experiential understanding

as part of my conscious awareness personal process 

I am writing this in my 5th year

of co creation

with the

Mayan Wavespell Calendar

The Tzol Kin 

 

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There are 13 Clear Signs 

These signs are a process of enlightenment 

They are recorded on the tomb

of 

Pacal Votan 

An article from the law of time here 

There are two Resonant Signatures

in this 13 clear sign process

the other is: 

Yellow Resonant Sun 

This is the key to self empowerment

also 

through resonance 

This is the 7th code of

White Wizard Wavespell 

Which is in the Awakening to new learning 

Red Castle 

Here is a link to all the Wavespells :

Astrodreamadvisor.com 

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They offer a life coaching tool in essence 

This is what the Mayan Wavespell

260 day calendar is for

At it’s deeper levels 

As a human being who is seeking

to learn about oneself 

to enlighten oneself 

To transform personal ignorance and suffering 

to become a human being who can truly be compassionate to all sentient beings as a result of this personal process of discovery and healing 

because…

one is aware and awake 

and the key focus 

is

to be aware

and

awake

to oneself 

Doing the inner work to heal 

Spiritual Warrior ~ a definition

This focus is the warrior of the heart 

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This allows human being evolution en masse

It is available to all

who are ready 

The time on planet earth is in alignment with this process unfolding now 

This process and code has been written thousands of years ago 

ready to align with this time 

in a deeper way 

It can be used alongside all other transformational tools

It can be used by anyone from any background 

It does not discriminate 

It is the process of allowing Grace 

to be accessed

by 

allowing the human being to realise 

that all the resistance to what is 

now present 

has an amazing gift

All the perceived “problems” 

are also the “solutions”

All of humankinds’ issues 

hold the keys to our future freedoms 

a literal star gate of time travel

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On a very simple personal level 

Whatever is hurting us physically and emotionally right now 

Holds all the information 

to our personal healing 

That is what Resonant means 

What is Resonating that feels good ~ expand 

What is Resonating that is painful ~ release 

Easy to say and not easy to do all the time

and

I offer you 

the more you do this journey 

the easier it becomes 

to accept and go to surrender and release 

the resistance by the ego lessens as it learns 

that letting go actually feels good 

and the individual does not perish in the process 

It is simply learning a new way to relate to itself 

and to see all fear 

in a different light 

because…

it is what we are here for at this time 

To create new worlds 

through healing our old worlds 

Intellectually

Emotionally 

Energetically 

Physically

Becoming very aware of what has created pain for humanity

over thousands of years of recorded history 

with archives and technology 

all can be accessed and mapped

and

patterns revealed

history seen to be repeating itself 

understanding what creates that 

karmic understanding 

Karma ~ this creates that 

unleashing personal creativity in a very conscious

and mindful way

with the heart fully engaged in the process 

 

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Free of judgement 

Free of ego distortion 

Simple clear concise observation

Objectivity 

Emotional distortion as a separate influence with an agenda 

Created by wounding 

Deep human suffering patterns 

It is all interlinked and can be separated out 

For understanding 

For evolution 

To create new ways for human beings to co create 

and 

relate 

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Mayan info:

The 260 day spiral has the same codes over and over 

the nature of this spiral means

that these codes of conscious evolution

occur at different times astrologically 

therefore they have a different energetic signature

so they have a different creation code 

This code is complex 

and 

can be understood in a simple way 

on 

daily basis 

Each day there is a different code

You can find out what that is 

here :

lawoftime.org/decoder

Start to learn it simply 😉 

Each day tuning in to what you feel to learn 

Follow the Cosmic Cookie Trail 

this trail is completely unique for you

and

designed to align

with where you are on your personal path

in alignment with the universal path 

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My offering:

When ego is transformed 

The path becomes a magickal adventure 

revealing fear along the way 

to be released

to allow more freedom to explore

and go off chartered territory 

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

is a day 7 Process code

Day 7 being the top of the pyramid 

The God and Goddess Source close by 

to the individual who is still enough and clear enough 

to pay attention 

to something

that our ego mind believes:

is irrational

chaotic

wild

illogical 

and

has been consciously and unconsciously

repressed for thousands of years 

during this patriarchal time 

Yellow Warrior is a master teaching 

It is Code 16 

It’s planet is Saturn 

so 

where Saturn is in the individual’s chart is key 

and how the planetary transit is affecting that chart 

Mermaid’s article on Esoteric Saturn 

These intuitive feelings that defy the logical mind  are 

often felt in the gut consciousness 

This is getting stronger now as the veil lifts 

and the sacred feminine is returning 

I am initiating writing this article

in Cancer Sun ~

Mother and Moon energy 

Gemini Dark Moon 

at 29 degrees 

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Offered the unique chance to take any given side of self and world to its absolute limit and beyond. Scouting out ahead in whatever direction suits your fancy. Saturated with all the props and accompanying attitudes and gestures of your chosen tangent. Fabulously alive to your fantasy, your obsession, your specialized style and manifestation. Extravagantly lavish in letting yourself go to decadent or breakthrough places. No conscience, no ethic, no restriction. Exploring to the hilt one side of things. And hoping to wear it out if it is limiting, or to bring it back alive for everybody to get in touch with if it proves to be relevant and enduring and cosmically right on.

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Here are some fantastic Astrological articles about this:

Chani Nicholas 

Blue Moon Astrology

Hare in the Moon Astrology  

Yellow Warrior Wavespell

just initiating

influencing this Mayan Spiral Framework 

The structure of nurturing and mothering time 

also key to this unfolding :

The Mayan 13 Moon calendar 

here is a pdf I made that you can download 

As the spiral changes

the 

Moon energy changes 

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at the moment we are in 

Cosmic Moon 

28 days of what is seeking to shift within us

to allow the sacred feminine to be embodied within us 

Red Moon’s planet is Mercury 

Our God and Goddess self 

Our spirit self 

Messenger’s of the spirit 

Red Cosmic Moon 

the 13th step of 

Red Earth Wavespell 

being grounded and connected to our earth mother 

which is emphasised through our lower  chakras 

Base

Sacral

Solar

the roots in our 

tree of life :

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When this picture of the tomb

is in a horizontal perspective:

The past is on the right hand side 

The present on the left 

When it is vertical as in the picture at the top of the article 

The tree of life is revealed

with 

the heart warrior 

in the centre

The cross revealed 

The chart for the personal soul journey 

which is also revealed with the Mayan Sign 

Pakal color

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The Cross of the journey:

In the centre

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

The grace of the descent of the dove 

accessing our spiritual self and peace through release of our conditioning and conditions which are self imposed

albeit through our relationship with our family and cultural beliefs 

As the individual releases conditioning

it is possible to align with cosmic consciousness

beaming through human evolution codes

In Astrology I believe this to be  

the Sun Sign 

At the top of the cross

Yellow Resonant Star 

Being the star you really are 

rather than the ego version 

The Star Code 

The natal chart 

As this is at the top 

I believe this to be 

the Ascendant in the natal chart 

also the Midheaven placement 

What is coming into this person’s consciousness in this lifetime 

The planet for Yellow Star is Venus 

which is the basis for the whole Tzol Kin 

See more about this on my

Venus post 

Personal info can also be found in your Venus placement in your chart 

and how her transits are impacting on you and your Venus 

Venus esoteric by Mermaid 

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Yellow Resonant Star is the 7th code in the process of 

White Wind Wavespell 

Spirit and truth 

White Wind’s planet is Uranus 

What is coming to light 

in particular at key Uranus transits for the individual

raising the kundalini up the spine 

in particular at 

Uranus opposition time 

around 42 

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At the base of the cross

the unconscious becoming conscious 

 

Red Resonant Serpent 

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Relationships form the base of the tree 

the spine 

how the kundalini rises 

where it is blocked in the chakras 

through blockages in relationships 

leading to emotion seeking release 

until that release through healing 

distortions occur 

The new consciousness coming in with Red Serpent 

new archetypes 

the asteroid belt and the asteroids in the chart 

also in traditional astrology 

I believe this to be:

the Moon in the chart

What is veiled 

What is hidden on the human being and soul journey 

as the individual works with their Moon shadows

and heals any distortions 

Neptunian energy is accessed 

Neptune is the esoteric ruler of Cancer 

More about these here :

Mermaid Website 

Esoteric Moon

Esoteric Neptune 

This is the seventh code in the 

Blue Storm Wavespell 

Blue Storm is a master teacher 

It’s planet is Pluto 

The underworld psyche 

of the individual’s unconscious 

and the world’s collective unconscious 

Mermaid’s esoteric Pluto 

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The compliment

is to the right of the cross

this could be the DC in the chart 

the familiar 

also the South Node 

in this instance it is 

the code of 

the conscious dreamer 

Blue Resonant Night 

which is the 7th code in 

Red Earth Wavespell 

which aligns with Red  Cosmic Moon 

Blue Night’s planet is also Saturn 

knowing the Saturnian personal patterns is key 

Red Earth’s planet is Uranus 

again the same as White Wind’s 

What is seeking light 

The Challenge and the gift 

is the left hand side of the cross 

This could also be the ascendant 

The first house 

The North Node 

where the individual is heading for in this life 

in this instance 

White Resonant World~bridger 

whose planet is Mars 

so where Mars in your chart is key

also what has been happening with the Mars period 

It has just been in retrograde and revisiting masculine wounding events

from the past 

and recently went direct last week 

so masculine energy can now move forward again 

Here is an article about this by 

Darkstar Astrology 

this sign  is the seventh step in 

Yellow Sun Wavespell

the initiator 

of this 13 day process is 

Yellow Magnetic Sun

also 

a 13 clear Sign 

it’s planet is Pluto 

again bringing the underworld of the individual to light

to transform 

and allow the individual to hold more light as a result

From the Fifth Sun

 

In Summary

Yellow Resonant Warrior 

holds the key to our mystic self 

revealing what feels like

it is getting in the way from accessing grace 

An interface that we have personally created over our lifetime 

to keep us safe 

but is blocking out the light literally 

now 

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Ready to transform 

through healing

It is the 7th code of

White Dog Wavespell

which happened on June 07 2016 

so 

whatever was unfolding for you back then is key now 😉

You are weaving with this ~

conditional love 

 

These 13 day processes bring a journey potentiality 

White Dog is the 14th Wavespell

It is in the Yellow Castle of Flowering 

It is linked to the Sirius Star 

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It is all about our conditioning and conditions

our tribal codes

Birth Family 

Emotional drama 

It’s planet is

Mercury 

which is the same as 

Red Moon 

Mercury transit in May 2016 

To use this energy astrologically

on a personal basis 

at the White Dog Wavespells:

look where your Mercury is 

and

Where your Saturn is 

and 

what is currently happening in the starry skies to weave with this 

Self enquiry questions :

Do we continue to do emotional dramas and clashes throughout life ?

Do we realise that these places of hurt are our challenges ?

Do we learn how to heal and transform?

Can we relate differently as a result ?

or 

do we do nothing and see that expand into deeper conflict ?

This journey is for eternity 

There is always going to be change and evolution

Acceptance of this is key 

There is no destination 

There is no ending 

It is an eternal process 

It is the evolution of human beings 

 

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My understanding of unconditional love 

 

There are many “spiritual” frameworks that human beings get involved with 

there is a spiritual goal belief ~ to be a spiritual person ~ the human being has to become a non person without a personality or an opinion

emotionless

reactionless

a person who is loving unconditionally 

a person who is non judgemental

who is in many ways ~ a saint 

This is also generally a religious framework in many ways 

Following a “righteous” path 

Having confessions of “sin” to be pure again and do more of the same “sin” 

in denial of the shadow self and behaviours

with a designated priest or guru

taking responsibility for that individual without the individual taking responsibility 

This can be seen in many fervent religious groups and allows a spiritual bypass

Here is a great article about this:

Spiritual Bypassing by Robert Augustus Masters PHD 

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I believe that often this is an ego mechanism in itself 

A protection

Something to avoid the personal shadow and feeling the feelings 

which is the antithesis of loving and accepting oneself 

It is also a way of focusing purely on the mind 

and whilst  the mind is a key component in our human evolution process

The individual has all the answers within 

to find them and how to unlock them 

is the individual’s path 

seek and ye shall find 

the fundamental component to love 

is the heart 

feeling everything 

all the emotions

loving all of the self 

self acceptance 

all of the parts of self 

and especially the parts over a lifetime 

that have felt judged

not accepted 

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A key understanding I believe

about conditions:

In a spiritual form there is no human being vehicle 
no body 

No container

No earthly playground

As a flame uncontained 

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The playground is planet earth in this framework

The Starcode and Mayan Sign of the individual

reveal the conditions that are chosen by the spirit 

to play the game 

to play their part in human evolution 

Planet Earth’s framework 

Human Being’s framework 

Are very conditional

We have so many hours in a day 

We have physical limitations

Geographical limitations 

and so on 

We are bound at this time 

by gender beliefs

by cultural beliefs 

by all the dna ~ which also contains all the beliefs and experiences of every human being that came before us in our ancestry 

So there are many conditions to work with as we are playing the game 

there are many rules on many levels 

If our dna has been judged 

If we have been judged personally 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about this 

No matter how much intellectual understanding we have about projection…

We will be working with judgement and projection every day 

To release how we feel about our events around judgement is the key 

So we are no longer resonating with emotional wounding and injustice 

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The more we work on these aspects of ourself 

The more self aware we become

 

We know that

events 

circumstances

people 

will continually repeat 

for our learning and mastery 

so that we can release personal wounding  

and

learn different ways to relate 

This is a very proactive process 

If a person focuses purely on mindfulness

this does not happen

If a person focuses purely on a process of understanding enlightenment processes 

this does not happen 

If a person focuses purely on understanding their patterns without becoming personally involved in healing through feeling these 

this does not happen 

To evolve in the way of this process

takes courage 

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The human being intends to become very self aware 

take radical responsibility for all their reactions

and emotional responses 

learn and do whatever it takes

every day to heal and feel 

To bring themselves into

personal conscious awareness 

To let go of others defining how we live

co dependently and out of balance 

To decide what life to create that emphasises joy and love 

by integrating what does not 

and challenging the systems currently in place 

from that place of respectful relationship 

with core stability 

as free of emotional distortions as possible 

emotional distortions create emotional drama 

because the vibration and emotion that the individual is resonating with 

Is the creation process and if that code

is old code 

it can only create old code 

because that is where that person is experientially in their emotional evolution

regardless of what their egoic intellect thinks it knows and is 

part of the ego delusion 

If the individual can focus

on being open to new learning 

Solutions to be found in every perceived problem 

and 

clearing the past emotional events

to be in a personally clear and balanced space

through feeling 

then the whole life experience changes 

and everything appears in the person’s circle to assist 

Everything is seen in a different way 

because that person’s perspective has changed on all levels 

This is a fundamental understanding that becomes evident as the individual 

does their spiritual warrior inner work 

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Neo ~ also  

The Aeon 

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If you read the link above 
look at the bigger picture of all the cards listed 

It reveals a process 

A structure 

of 

personal and planetary evolution 

It is already written in may aspects

all we have to do is surrender to the process of divine will by transforming our ego 

new frameworks will arise that have not yet been written as a result of that

paradoxical 

It takes a lot of personal learning 

Discipline 

and

going over the same old ground 

time and time again 

and 

all human beings are doing that on one level anyway 😉 

Often very painfully 

trying to acquire enough material “safety”

avoid pain by numbing out with drugs, food, media

believing themselves in a prison

hell on earth 

trying to find solutions that are coming from the same space energetically and emotionally

 that created this prison 

which cannot happen as the conditions are still the same so will create the same 

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The ego puts up huge resistance

to this routine at first 

because in it’s raw form it is opposed to this 

has been conditioned not to do this 

would rather die that face it’s demons

would rather blame everyone

and

everything else 

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to avoid taking any responsibility

or

feel painful feelings

believing it cannot cope

because often when these events took place

the child literally could not cope with the circumstances 

that has changed in many ways as the child matured 

however the individual may not yet have learned the skills

to cope with emotions and relationships 

the majority of human beings have not 

this is not the focus in society …

yet 

The more the individual does this 

The easier it becomes 

Like any new habit 

it takes a while  to become familiar and comfortable 

Remembering that everything has always been

and

will always be

as it is  meant to be be in human evolution

We have to go through stages of development just like we do as children 

It is the same framework

Often these frameworks are very painful 

They cause suffering 

We have to learn what hurts

what does not work in terms of creating harmony 

what creates pain and fear 

just as we did as babies and children

it is all the same creation process

and

we are at an amazing time of conscious awareness about this 

also remembering

we are part of this consciousness 

we each have conditions and code to allow this creation process 

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acceptance of this is key to peaceful living

acceptance that we get angry, make mistakes, have judgements and opinions 

are evolving human beings 

that everyone is doing the best they can at all times

even though that may be a really shitty way of behaving

it allows learning 

it is all part of the same creation pot 

it is all necessary 

in the path 

otherwise it would not be so 

we could not do this process without all human beings in different consciousness stages could we ?

No triggers?

No polarity?

No differences ?

out of this past and present energy framework 

our future is created 

The more we accept and understand 

let go of huge emotional reactions 

remembering that past emotional events are the essence of people’s beliefs and what is creating the way we live today en masse 

then the next steps come 

are revealed 

as we are all healed 

learn new ways of relating 

our world is healed 

It is a key mastery focus :

Inside creates the Outside

Personal creates the Global 

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Being the change 

Peace begins with me 

Chop wood 

Carry water 

Do the inner work if you want to change the world 😉 

Become an expert on oneself 

A great film to watch about this changing the focus:

Tomorrowland 

A great series to watch about the consumer agenda currently expanding:

Mr Robot 

The New Mayan Year 

July 26 2016 

Blue Spectral Storm 

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Is going to be all about this emotional process 

so get prepared for it 😉 and choose wisely as to how you are going to create with it ~ proactively/reactively ?

Maybe a bit of both

remember you get to choose 

 

 

I am not in the habit of sugar coating my blogs or my message 

Change is happening on planet earth 

It is the emotional evolution 

We have 11 years of emotional build up in this current 13 year cycle of :

Red Moon 

This began on July 26 2006 

Authenticity and being a beacon of light and truth code 

Part of this process is very uncomfortable indeed 

Blue Storm’s planet is Pluto 

It is a messy chaotic time 

a dark time revealing dark human agendas around other humans and the earth 

time for change as truth is revealed 

The planetary codes are:

Red Moon ~ planet is Mercury ~ honesty ~ the sacred feminine returning ~ code 9 ~ Gateway to a new way 

White Wizard ~ the asteroid belt ~ self empowerment and aligning with the universal creation code ~ code 14 ~ mastery code of integrity 

Blue Storm ~ Pluto ~ the underworld of the individual coming to light through emotional truth ~ code 19 ~ mastery code of transformation

Yellow Seed ~ Jupiter ~ the ego mask and coping mechanisms coming off ~ to reveal new ways of being through mastery of the ego self  ~ code 4 ~ the structure of the human being psyche 

As I close this article 

Cosmic Codes :

today is the structure day of the

Yellow Warrior Wavespell 

Blue Self Existing Storm 

How to do the dance 😉 

Cosmic Moon day 10 

What is seeking to shift to allow the feminine to come in ?

July  06 2016 

Leo waxing Moon at 9 degrees

LEO 9
A solid gold egg.
The bare stark truth. The singular accomplishment of heavy labors. An extraordinary gift, yet it is endangered. The gift is to be quintessentially yourself, and this gift abounds. Surrounded by danger; seen falsely by others, turned around. Digging your way out of history, you are compelled to puncture the illusion of image. The drama distorts. What is pristine remains inviolable, yet so much is lost, irretrievably. Each subtle weakness takes charge. The long way around to a very simple quality that would mean nothing unless it were first gone. Suffering and self-knowledge. All comes easy; nothing comes easy–the riddle of destiny.

 

If you want a framework to work with

please check out my

Emotional Awareness Course 

Please click on the link above 

You can do it to fit your schedule at your pace at a level that suits you 

I am also going to be doing webinars in the near future

which will open up these frameworks even more

for those on a budget 

and 

allow people to create their own healing circles

with practical and experiential change 

It is an exciting time of enlightenment 

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Yellow Sun Wavespell

This is the fourth wavespell in this 260 day spin cycle on the shadow transformation programme.

Are you fully loaded and ready to create and expand with the previous three wavespells ?

Please hover your mouse and click on the links to take you to other websites

Moon in Pisces today ~ great for christ consciousness and psychic ability 🙂

We began our awakening with Red Dragon Wavespell on Halloween ~ what is our cosmic Goddess bringing us for rebirth and renewal?

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We refined with White Wizard Wavespell  on November 13th ~ getting our “but” out of the way ~ our ego power trip posing as empowerment and transforming these belief systems so the magic can flow through us instead of believing we have to create it ~ it’s all there all that is required is that we let go……

and flow

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We came to the Goddess doorway on November 26 , which completed yesterday ~ Blue Hand Wavespell.

This is the death portal of rebirth and renewal of what has come before that is no longer serving us.

Ego framework of planet earth society is a construct of out of balance patriarchal…..

and is the perfect vehicle for us to learn experientially 

how to live in an out of balance way

there is nothing “wrong” with it 

and it is all here at the perfect time so we can understand

what it feels like to live in this extreme masculine energy

this co dependent relationship

that creates a misalignment with the balanced way of being

being….

in balance with our masculine and feminine within

and therefore…..

creating this without 🙂

In the Precession of the equinoxes 

we are in the dark ages

and it is here where we begin our journey back to the light

The Golden Age

This is what many ancient teachings talk about

and we can experience them using the Mayan Wavespell

Astrology

The Pagan Wheel

Holistic approach to life

Whole self in Hokey Cokey 🙂

If you haven’t already :

Watching this fabulous series will explain a lot about this 

The Pyramid Code

I watched it on Netflix UK

Here is The Band of Peace on Youtube

It expanded my awareness of what is in Egypt and brought together lots of threads for me

what I really loved about it was the holistic approach of many different viewpoints coming together

different pieces of the circle creating a synergy

and a multi faceted hologram being created

that is such a different view to a linear single lens approach.

There are lots of pieces of wisdom from The Dogon Tribe , Mayan, and a wise Egyptian Elder……

and so much more…..

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If you want to know more about the Great Cycle then click on this vast storehouse of knowledge 

Halexandria.org

You will see we are in the Balsamic Moon time on planet earth

Many of you reading this will be shadow midwives

choosing to come at this time to assist in the rebirth 🙂

It is a challenging time no doubt

and it is…..

scheduled

These great cycles are what shape the cosmos

and evolve it

only the ego worries 🙂

In Glastonbury it is a very tough experience at times

known as….

The Glastonbury Experience

This time of year in the capitalist cult is a mis direction in many ways

to cash in

It is what is propping up the Wizard of Oz smoke and mirrors

The Sagittarius Way showing energy is all about 

Way showing ourselves

Looking within at our shadow

transforming it

letting go of any distortions we believe about ourselves

so we can live true to our heart

In the Egyptian process of transformation from one world to the next ~ leaving our human body

the heart is weighed.

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Those with a heavy heart may not pass into the next life 

heavy heartedness signifies going against the “truth” of living in the light

In the matriarchal times of Nefertiti 

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people on earth were very conscious and aware of how to live in a balanced way free from ego

as the Golden Age moved into the next phase ~ the Silver Age and round the cycle into the ….

fall from grace

the masculine stepped in as a go between 

between a person and their divinity

and demanded a price for it

Buying the stairway to heaven with Shabti dolls

which has been replicated world wide

people live in poverty and the Church ~ the religious framework 

is very wealthy

This is the duality and the current imbalance 🙂

as the teachings of truth are manipulated to create fear beliefs

The People have the power

only when the people know this

and are on the heart path

of 

knowing 🙂

Which is very far removed from intellectual education.

The time for enlightenment is now

we are the bringers of the new dawn….

each through our own transformation

 

The picture I started with today is the magical cookie trail which began last night with my daughter and I out in the freezing cold darkness of the back garden.

It is a photo taken by Paul Burwell and his story is a true heart tale ~

he takes a vow of poverty to pursue his passion 

Back to last night 

I was watching Game of Thrones 

Series 1 Episode eight ~ the pointy end

Which I find very dark and yet compelling at the moment and very in synch with these balsamic times.

I had seen a star as I went outside to switch off the heating ~ something I find very irritating when it is cold or raining and yet often see things on this trip 🙂

unlike any other star I had seen and I shouted my daughter to view it….

truth is I was scared and wanted moral support 🙂

It seemed to be moving and yet …..it wasn’t a plane or a helicopter ~ we get those here after dark in the military zone

The colours were changing on the star

there was no noise

she took a photo of it and it appeared on her digital camera , as a rainbow snake pattern

I looked it up on google and found it was Saiph

A shiny star on Orion’s belt.

See the synchronicity ?

It means ~ sword of the giant

In the past two years I have been here in the heart chakra

my personal learning has taken a huge change in direction towards

circles and cycles

stars and calendars

The language of consciousness

I am currently reading 

The Keys of Enoch

I borrowed it from an amazing resource on my doorstep ~

The Library of Avalon

and my awareness of code 

and pattern

is expanding

I am creating inner space through letting go of

who my ego thinks I am

so that 

who I truly am can connect more

and guide me

Yes I am a human being and I honour that part of me

and I am a spiritual being who has come here for a reason

and I am allowing that to happen

The heavy heart of my humanity

is transforming into acceptance of how things are….. and being able to see clearly as a result of that process

as I clear my suffering

Lots of that came up in the last thirteen days 🙂

Times of challenge reveal our inner workings and beliefs 

so we can create new code and sacred geometry

all that has come before us has brought us to this place

Choosing to hold our space from love takes courage

it happens whilst feeling the fear 🙂

Seeing what the fear speaks of

Honouring it

and if possible at that time 

doing the loving thing

which may be a challenge

and is often misunderstood 🙂

Being kind sometimes means tough love

instead of people pleasing 🙂

If we are in difficult co dependent relationships

it doesn’t always mean that we do not love that person

when we love ourselves equally it may mean we have to move away from that person

if they are not willing to evolve in a way that feels fair for all parties

The Warrior of the heart builds self confidence 

self esteem 

inner strength

faith in oneself

and one’s ability to 

forge ahead on the path

knowing that we are always held and loved

and that everything happens for a reason

The more we develop this side of ourselves

and let go of clinging to old ways

and crisis living

the more room for our language of love and light energy body

that is so much more than lip service

It is time to honour the dark aspects of our collective so we can create new ways of being

where all emotions are in balance and honoured

as the way showers 

of being honest and authentic in relationship

to all

 

 

Are you ready to really connect to your true self and learn more

ways to do that ?

If you are please get in touch for a chat so you can explore what

is seeking heart expansion.

I do not offer a sale

I do not offer a Christmas incentive 

as these ways of being are old ways 🙂

I offer a pay what you can afford framework and flexible ways to co create.

You may feel you wish to let go of new year resolutions and the linear calendar

and start to connect more with the universal ways of being

so you can experience magical ways of allowing

Let’s be the change we want to see.

I start each wave spell with a Thoth Tarot thirteen card spread.

We set an intention and each day you have a card to work with 

along with

The Mayan Wavespell spiral of thirteen days ~

The universal energy

Simply for seeing the synchronicity it is amazing

It allows us to see our energetic code at that time.

If you wish to book one please message me

£13 per 13 card reading

My intention:

To create a sacred love and light structure through transforming my shadow

My card today is 

Prince of Disks

This is what is seeking masculine energy through me in the next thirteen days ~ the Yang 

The expansion

 

We have just gone into Mars in Libra ~ bringing balance to our masculine 

New learning for me today on this.

Mars is seen by some astrologers as in detriment in this sign

My Mars is in Libra and at 28 degrees

My Venus in Virgo at 29 degrees

Just learned something about this ~ having planets in late degrees is significant as to having past lives perfecting this area.

I am a nine in the Mayan and this certainly resonates for me

Gemini north node and south node Sagittarius ~

last life I was a Sagi and in this life I am surrounded by them 🙂

More about this here:

My second card is The Fool

this is 

the challenge and growth area

to be the un carved block ~ open to new learning.

Wow 🙂 

Remember when we are doing the inner work now ~ in the Northern hemisphere we are in the underworld of Persephone

we are preparing for Aries time of next Spring and seeds to sow

Prince of Disks is a part of that

Inside creates the outside.

On April 21st we have our fifth Uranus Pluto square

this is on day four of the White Dog Wavespell of finding our tribe and unconditional love that starts on April 18.

This is also a galactic portal day and very powerful

Red Self Existing Skywalker Day.

Bringing heaven to earth through each one of us ~ we are the cosmic channels 🙂

When we do what we truly love

when we truly love who we are

we are the Sirius Star 

Love to your language of love and light spiral.

 

Divine child shining

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How is your star wavespell  unfolding?

What are you seeing today in your energetic circle?

Today we are in day four of this energetic pathway with each step taking us on a journey of evolution 🙂

With every passing month of doing this Mayan wavespell calendar experientially I am seeing the world through different eyes

and feeling very differently too.

I intended to create this post earlier in the wavespell however the more I go with the flow

and the more I find energetically I cannot “make it fit” my ego timescale or the artificial ego box we have created generally in society

in our western world

which is so out of alignment with the true nature of our cyclical universe.

This way of being is coming in for everyone more and more and the sooner we adjust to it and accept it

the easier the transition becomes

and

the more magical too.

The three previous days are on my facebook page

The number four represents the square and a platform to build the rest of the wave.

Four is a square or a rectangle and in astrological terms this is a powerful shape that can box us in, ground us and/ or be a space to liberate us

our choice 🙂

as the next step is five

and five can bring mastery

and struggle…….

depending on where we are on our path and our cycle.

In our 1’s we come into the world in form and essentially we move from dependent to individual

and form our ego

this continues into our 2’s and at some point some of us learn through relationships

into 3’s decade and the Saturn return time of our karma patterns seeing

how when we do this….

we create that

and our mind puts meaning onto it and each mind has it’s own ideas and perceptions.

Although our body matures

parts of our mind remain behind ready to develop at future points

of crossroads not yet seen

and yet in part written in our destiny

a pre-planned route determined by our sacred thread

This is as it is meant to be …..our soul journey unfolding

in alignment with all that is.

Today the Mayan sign is Blue Self-Existing Monkey

are we playful, open and vulnerable

the clown and a cheeky monkey?

Bringing genuine heartfelt intimacy

maybe a cruel trickster?

maybe we play the role of a clown as a defence mechanism?

Whatever our energetic intention this is always communicated and received

no matter what words are coming out of our mouths.

As this star wavespell is in the waning moon

it is a time of letting go of what is shielding our heart star quality

in contrast to the ego star of the stage

searching for external validation and affirmation.

As we see through the lives of the brave souls who seek the dizzy heights of stardom and open themselves to scrutiny

of the media

they show us all through heart rending performance

they bare their souls seeking love and approval

and there is always a childhood story that sparks this trail of  ego journey.

Heath Ledger .….

the Joker before his tragic death

an amazing gifted man who seemingly felt unloved.

So much talent and torment

The key to this is the understanding that no matter how many outside adornments, trappings, awards and achievements we create

if we haven’t let go of the past wounds of childhood inside

we still feel the same

and no amount of external stuff can fill the void.

In this Blue Storm year we are reminded that whatever we choose as our methodology to fill the gap

when we do not have this filler

the void is revealed

and the feelings that go with it emerge

the ego personality always seeks new ever increasing levels of  satisfaction

and as we age

everything starts to feel the pull

the more baggage we have

the more work it takes to support it

the more props and stage show

the more roadies to haul it

the more groupies to bring the thrills

What if we could be free to be simply us?

Stripped bare and loved for our true selves?

We are of course…… only our ego doesn’t know that…..

This is the journey.

My biggest learning came through doing my own journey with NLP about my patterns.

Once I created the intention to see them they all started to pop out everywhere with ahas

If you are ready to see yours simply send out that communication

and watch your energy matrix be revealed at the perfect time

just like Neo in The Matrix

My next big reveal was through astrology and seeing my starcode

at the same time the Mayan calendar showed up and took my awareness to a whole new level.

All this wonderful stuff is there for all of us

without discrimination

we are all equal under the sun 🙂

This week I travelled back to my roots and went up North to Marsden where I lived for ten years until October 2011.

I met up with friends and family and revisited past places and events physically and energetically.

The synchronicities were great and I got to meet and hear messages that were perfect for me.

One of the most major shifts doing my NLP training was my project given to me by my teacher.

It ran alongside my training and was to be performed at the last weekend.

It was clowning and filled me with fear as I didn’t like clowns 🙂

I didn’t know anything of what was involved

pure ignorance

and it turned out to be one of the greatest gifts I have ever received

for heart opening

In a nutshell it is about celebrating our shadow

expanding it

and allowing it

we all have a clown that we usually try to hide

because other people don’t find it acceptable

and so we learn to find that unacceptable in ourselves

when we are bored

make a mistake

angry or depressed

when we are clowning it’s allowed and honoured

being in a group of people who are opening and revealing this aspect is truly wonderful

and feels like falling in love

Most of the people I met shared this with me and I hadn’t consciously connected to that.

Here is the Thoth card I got:

Queen of Swords

Amazing what comes from the void 🙂

To revisit this I went to Mars……den

Mars energy is the North

strong masculine energy

It feels literally like travelling to another world

because it is vibrationally.

It’s in a valley and protected by hills

and they also limit the light

Where I live now in Glastonbury is very feminine energy and flat and open

the contrast was striking

Each place has it’s own sacred geometry to be with

This is on one level what jet lag is…..

moving from different energetic zones with their own love language

As in the matrix we have a shared playground to play in

we have our own code and sometimes we find ourselves unable to bond with others

and that is ok because it is the path

the more we become accustomed to seeing, hearing, feeling that

and the easier we flow without resistance to our next playing place.

The mastery is releasing our tags so we fly free in all space

as we are one with the Tao

limitless and unbounded

and that may take many journeys 🙂

Seeing the signs repeated

taking the time to notice

as we reveal the sacred in us and honour it

we see it everywhere.

I went back to some big crossroads in my past and one of them was a house.

I felt at peace with it.

I took a photo of a metal support that runs through the house and has a star on each side

this star has sixteen points

Ishtar’s gate and was called Fallbottom Cottage

This house experience was my journey into my underworld

and the unravelling of my ego

I met all my demons and saw all my ego beliefs revealed

and as I journeyed through them

although it felt very painful

it was the gateway to somewhere else

an opportunity to shed some skins and be reborn

revealing what lies beneath.

At these times we see what is important to us and how our choices have led us to this place.

If we take responsibilities for our actions instead of blaming others

we can integrate those child parts of ourselves that have stayed frozen in time.

To see ourselves clearly it is often easier simply to see the pattern

as our ego is designed to protect itself

If we choose avoidance patterns

what are we avoiding?

If we choose distraction patterns

what are we distracting ourselves from?

If we are seeking oblivion

then if we choose we can look at the hurt place instead

because we always come full circle.

Do we choose to learn and spiritually grow into maturity

or stay a sulky scared child?

With every cycle the energy expands

The ego race is doomed to failure by it’s very nature….

Lilith in 2007 was a star player in mine

there is always someone richer, more beautiful, faster, stronger

has a bigger gun 🙂

The ego path has a shelf life and an expiry date

the soul path every lasting

every choice is perfect

each gesture we make shapes the world

Do we choose to open and be vulnerable and celebrate our shadow

so our child can be free

or remain a prisoner of the mask

we the Mona Lisa smile?

Love to you today and our wonderful innocence.

Doing what we love is the key to heaven on earth.

It’s time to feel our way and allow our pure heart path to be revealed

anything that isn’t that beauty way is now showing up to be released.

If you would like to feedback about your path please do.

If you want to know more please email me with your time/date/place of birth.

Into the blue

How are you bearing up after your journey into Mercury Mind Games over the past three weeks?

It’s been a powerful journey and the last thirteen days of the Mayan Unconditional love wavespell of White Dog has brought many gifts for you I hope 🙂

We have been going through a wave of unconditional love showing us our companions of destiny who bring great gifts during their time with us

As the saying goes

Some come for a reason

some for a season

and some come for a lifetime

and as a reflection of everything that is our life experience

a mirror of that in some way

we see our beliefs reflected and where we can enhance and let go

It can be very simple ……when we use our feelings to guide us

If our inner dog has been barking in alarm that is always an emotional response and is linked to our past

The framework I use :

it’s a pattern match for something that has happened in the past that our fight/flight/freeze defence mechanism of our emotional mind has been triggered by

and we can notice that and how this trigger creates a feeling

If you want to give it a go here is a document you can use for when your buttons are being pushed:

 Daily Button Pushing Questionnaire

then we can be with that feeling and feel it because clearly it is showing up to alert us to something that has hurt us before

and I use emotional freedom technique to tap on this and let it go

Here’s a video that can help

and allow myself to have insights about what that was about in the past

and let that go

and then see what I want to do about the situation now free from being pushed into a response that is fear led

When I am free from this response I can come from inspiration instead and be living in the now

Otherwise I repeat that pattern all over again because energetically I am still reacting to that match with the same awareness and emotion

Make sense?

The Emotional Mind is a different animal to the Logical Mind and they don’t speak the same language which is why we can rationalise something forever and a day and we still get triggered

Here is a document explaining that:

Emotional Mind

Feel it and let it go and be free 🙂

Watched an amazing heart film which has apects of this yesterday

It shows how we are repeating patterns over and over in our history because we haven’t let our inner dog go and it has escalated time and time again

to epic proportions

war after war that doesn’t make any rational sense

fear running amok and literally destroying everything in pursuit of contolling that which cannot be controlled or known…..

life

beautiful free spirit 🙂

Miracle of  St Anna

shows the farce of our created society and the beauty of truth and love

that transcends it

Today we are in the White Cosmic Wind energy of speaking our truth with that cosmic experiential awareness

We always take ourselves with us wherever we go and we always reveal our pattern

with our inside world showing up on the outside world

Our beliefs create how we experience life on planet earth

As we are leaving this wave behind we have lots of insights to take into Blue Night Wavespell which starts tomorrow

We are going into the abyss of our inner galaxy to explore our dreamworld and how we are dreaming ourselves into being as the conscious dreamer

I am working with The Mayan Wavespell calendar for myself and with clients

because it works extremely well with my way of being in the world

and have been doing so experientially over the past twelve months now…… rather than learning it in an purely educational way using my mind alone

and what I mean by this is that I was educated to believe I could read things and learn a course and I would “know it”

and now I know that to “be it” on an energetic process I have to actually become it by integrating it and doing it

Be Do Have

This is the mastery process and our life process

When we read something we have an awareness of it on an intellectual basis and the next step is to put the learning into prectice to see how it works for us

or not

in reality

This is a holistic approach

We get to grips with the theory out in the field in practicality

using what we have learned 🙂

as we integrate our learning we can become wise

and we can also access universal wisdom

as we allow our higher selves/spirit/intuition/collective unconscious

to guide us

and let go of imposing our will and making things happen out of alignment with the path and cycle of the bigger wheel

This is the true test of will

when to act and when to be still as in The Chariot card

In my reading for November I got an interesting mix of cards :

The Tower being one of them

This is what our ego often fears

change and dissolution

however only by letting go of that which doesn’t feel a match for us so that we can flow to where is

can we truly create freedom

freedom from our ego pushing us, driving us and saying now , now , now

like an impetuous child that demands it’s needs be met

the heart does not “need” anything knows that all is well and trusts the process

our intention determines everything in how we set off in our creation process

and when we clear our emotional baggage we can give and receive in a more balanced way

As we journey we evolve our ago through our process and we allow our true authentic self to emerge nore and more

If we do not allow our true heart’s desire than we keep receiving distortions in our field showing us where we aren’t being truly honest with ourselves in who and what we attract

until we decide to do whatever it takes to be the true us

no matter what the cost 🙂

For years I have had several books on the go at once and often didn’t complete reading them because I lost heart and interest

and my inner critic who had been educated to read to the end had something to say about that

however I chose to listen to my heart wisdom and my feelings instead and strengthen that voice

Part of me knew that was the perfect action for me and so I chose to ignore my ego and go with my knowingness

This has become stronger since moving to Glastonbury and I have let go of needing to know why and surrender to trusting my knowingness

As I have connected to the Mayan Wavespell calender all has been revealed at the right time in synch with the universal cycle

this is such an amazing gift that The Mayan’s have given us knowing that it would serve us at this time

Deep gratitude for all that ever is and will be

This goes against the grain of our western way of living and if you have been feeling the pressure of all of this incoming information recently

the changes in so many things

speeding up of integration

and here in Somerset the Isle of Avalon has had so much water, it appears as an island again from certain directions

roadways blocked with emotional outpouring

literally manifest so we can literally experience our inner world on the outside

take heart this is blue resonant storm year

It is always the perfect unfolding of events

no one has got it “wrong”

there is nothing to fear

the universe is right on time and so are we walking our path

all is happening now because it matches our beliefs

As we change our beliefs the world will change as it always has

unlearning to remember who we really are

creators of our own dream on our quest for rememberance

On this bigger picture of thirteen years we are in year seven

and this thirteen year cycle started with Red Magnetic Moon Year seven years ago

What where you doing in July 26 2006 – July 26 2007?

What had you started?

I started my self-discovery with NLP training and Emotional Freedom Technique training.

So the next wavespell arriving tomorrow will really help us to go within and dare to dream

Blue Night Wavespell.

I am a Blue Solar Hand and my higher self and guide using the Mayan framework is blue night

Using the astrological framework I am a Leo with Aquarius rising

The Mayan information gives an amazing bigger picture view of astrology in a different way if you choose to take that route 🙂

If you want to do this

please check out my website

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

on the bigger picture page – there are links on there

Here is a direct link to my document

Mayan Sign

or simply google to find your own 🙂

and if you wish you can contact me with your time,date and place of birth

and I will start you off with sending you that info and giving you a bigger picture view of yourself

which is the key to journeying with awareness

For me it has clarified so much of my journey so far with great ahas and illuminated my path even more

All of my sharing involves other people and I thank them for their amazing resources

Tracey Gendron in particular has a wonderful website with lots of inspiring info

astrodreamadvisor.com

I have also recently connected to a hidden gem in my hometown

Claudie Planche and Stargaia

and today am again sharing a wonderful video that is connected to her work at the end of my blog

I am just in the process of reading Claudie’s book Starmaya

this is incorporating lots of other frameworks too and she gave a fascinating talk at our wonderful

Glastonbury Positive Living Group a couple of weeks ago

about sacred geometry and crop circles and so much more

I love this stuff

sets my heart on fire and awakens the  spiritual seeker in me.

My intention in creating these blogs is to raise awareness of amazing resources for us all to connect to at this time of transition

we signed up for this journey and we are very capable of meeting the challenge

I aim to offer practical solutions to help people work with awareness of the bigger picture with our Starcode Map

Our Starcode that we beamed in with

When we work in alignment with the universal pattern

which is cyclical instead of linear

than it all happens and is revealed at the perfect time

the more we go with the flow and relax into it

the more we see how we are going around for another go and if we want to do things differently

we can look at what changes we can create

through letting go of past ways of relating

and taking action

in a new way

The Mayan wavespell transcends language when we allow it 🙂

On a practical level we can see how our ego way of living is totally unrealistic.

As the festive season approaches we have lots of stuff out for delivery and we are informed that our precious prezzie will arrive

in 2001 I had a courier business with my partner

Part of it was a franchise called Fastway and it may or may not still be going 🙂

Love the name?

We had six vans that we bought brand new from a well known worldwide company

and they all broke down just after their warranty expired a year later

we found out that this fault was known about and unrectified when we bought them

because an honest individual who worked at the dealership thought we should know 🙂

We learned about it at the perfect time as had we known we wouldn’t have bought them and had the valuable experience

This is the hero/heroine’s challenge that is our learning and unlearning process

Many mail order companies promise their customer’s the earth and cannot ever practically deliver the goods

when they say they will

and this is a great metaphor for ego letting go and walking the path

There are so many unknown variables to get that parcel from a to z

so many potential time stops

floods

traffic

animals on the road in rural areas

gridlock in cities

unexpected happenings

illness

losing the parcel

and last week I grinned when I saw the latest way of controlling that by the company on their track and trace

it gave a specific time slot of arrival of an hour – an hour before

so if I didn’t look at the track and trace email at that time I would have missed that info

and even though I was aware and in the house

I nearly missed him because he rang the wrong doorbell and

as luck would have it I ran outside when my gut instinct said to

and he was just getting in his car

The more flexible we are about meeting others where they are

without sacrificing ourselves to do so

because our relationship is mutually matched and respected

and honouring our uniqueness

and speaking our truth with openess because we value ourselves

and the more we heart co create

To move from a to z takes time

and that is what we are here for

our minds may think they know

and our day to day living shows us the truth of where we are

We are here for an experiential journey and there are no shortcuts

there are ways to work with the process as well

and the key is

change the inside emotionally

and enjoy the ride

feal the fear get less as you go through the eye of the storm

and survive

Love to you today with speaking your cosmic truth

Enjoy this amazing video

Spectral Blue Hand in Red Earth Wavespell ~ Letting go so we see clearly and renew our commitment to self transformation

Supernova Scorpion time and a wonderful space for letting go of old patterns

We are in Blue Spectral Hand of the Mayan Red Earth Wavespell.

Lot of posts on what this is about further back in my blog and if you want a more personal insight please message me direct and ask whatever specifically you want to know.

It always brings great learning opportunities for both of us 🙂

I will answer you as soon as I can – I do have several people awaiting their info at the mo so please be patient.

I also have a family and I am intending to be balanced in all areas of my life and am learning as I go.

If you need a quick answer or quick fix I am not the person for you at this time 🙂

It is always the right time when you get your response.

This is what I am learning on my path about co creating and being in my power without diminishing myself or another and reverting to co dependent ego manipulation

And I am a work in progress so I do have my own stuff I am working through all the time

and

I can as a result aid you with yours 🙂

If you honour me with your trust

It can be so confusing and paradoxical all this travelling the spiritual sacred path can’t it?

The key I believe is comitting to our dream because this is what helps us go forward with trust and faith

both in ourselves and what our universe is bringing us to contemplate

It can be tricky to navigate at times as our ego mind always asks why and wants to know the outcome before it takes a single step

for fear of what may happen to us

Of course this is a well honed mechanism that we have created over milennia in order to hang around on the planet for a while so we get to play the game of life

and soul discovery

and it is always perfect for us

The more we learn about how the universe really works

rather than how we have been ego educated to believe it works

and the more we discover just how much fun it is

the more we empower ourselves, believe in ourselves and know we are here for a spiritual adventure

and the more we let go of the fear of taking new initiatives or repeating seemingly old relationships

and the more we can plunge in knowing that our spirit is taking us where we fear to tread

and when we go through this often shady wood space of giant spiders and powerful archetypes

and it feels so awful and threatening

it often turns out it just feels it for a while

until it no longer does

everything passes

we emerge unscathed and reborn into a lighter space

The key to this time is surrender

of course many people have a different view of that place

as we are all on a different place on our path

There is no wrong and right about this view

unless we are still in a place of duality perspective

black and white

right and wrong

and we can talk semantics on this all day

what I mean by it is that people see the world according to their life experience

and so everyone has their own view based on that place

Everyone has their own ego perspective based on their wounding too

the more you have let go and unlearned your ego space

the more you have healed your own shadow and let go of people pleasing

the more you have let go of your fear around putting yourself first from a heart space ~ ego transformed

you really do not take anything personally energetically

because you have let go energetically rather than simply intellectually

so are free to travel with less baggage

Following an outer framework of Ryanair/Easyjet where you only have hand held luggage

without all the add ons

This is a great initiate test

If we can navigate their framework without getting caught out by all the hidden add on costs that aren’t clearly outlined at the time of booking

then we could be :

very aware

Scrooge from miserliness and awareness from own manipulation techniques

Skint so acutely aware of budget and mindful of having no credit card for bail out

I have experienced this way of travelling a few years back in Florence

and sat in a deserted bus station with my family at 3 am

like a group of pioneers in a strange land with our suitcases in a circle

being circled by the so called  “underworld” of Florence

awaiting pick up by the bus

It was going against the recommendations of any travel expert to be in such a place

as was Brindisi on our way there

however we were fine

although it felt scary, frustrating and very disempowering at certain moments

and we learned alot

and maybe we don’t make that choice again 🙂

Because it may seem cheap at the outset

however as always the universe balances us up

and the price is often high in another way

no such thing as a free lunch

however we don’t know that until we have experienced it and gone through it

and

the way I do that surrender on an energetic level is to use emotional freedom technique

so I let go of all emotion coming up at that time

I let go of the triggers that created a belief I was in a place that wasn’t safe

otherwise those triggers remain

and I have beliefs about that

 again

and

I get stuck on it and keep recreating it

instead of letting go

The key focus is about us and the outcome we want

and if we don’t have a dream

and we don’t know what we want

then how can we be focused ?

how can we navigate ourselves anywhere ?

Being in balance is about moving forwards

and

sometimes revisiting the past

so we can move forwards again.

Surrender now for me is all about surrender to our higher self who is eager to show us the way

if only we allow it

If we are lost in letting others determine their way all the time

we are out of balance

The way I have learned to work with co creation relationships

instead of co dependent ones

is to keep it simple

focus on the pattern of direct to source

Am I getting my emotional needs met myself or am I looking for something outside of me to do that?

What is sponsoring that choice?

As a society we are co dependent in the UK generally speaking

We have created a system that is reliant on a variety of  hubs that we have to buy into

and all of that is perfect because it matches our beliefs and pattern of co dependency

this is the transition we are going through

a whole cycle of moving away from something that has expanded beyond it’s original intention

What was the original intention ~ often a very positive one such as the NHS

a great idea that has to evolve in line with our emotional energetic evolution

and is seeking further change because it isn’t meeting practical needs

as expectations have changed

and in the bigger picture of our soul evolution back to creating well-being from within

and being in alignment with our authentic selves

we do not create dis-ease

Letting go of being reactive and becoming pro active changes this

So often we are so out of balance in our hamster wheel that we do not have time to smell the roses and to actually stop and take a bigger picture view

We are made to do that when the universe says no

no job

no relationship

no money

and it is a wonderful crossroads threshold time

This is the pattern of the universe ~ expansion

everything in our world is based on the same theme as with the seasons, plant cycles ~ birth, death and rebirth

and of course us as people

and us as spiritual beings seeking evolvement

Everything has to match

People have to be in different stages of development so we can all weave a tapestry together and learn

It is an amazing very complex dance of life

and also very simple

and the more we let go of our stuff in terms of emotional baggage

the more we let go of the need of ego stuff

and the simpler everything becomes

and all of this takes time

small steps

at the perfect time of the planets energetic influence

and at the perfect time for us

and

we don’t need to know all the answers

only our mind needs that

and our mind is very important too

balance in all things

sometimes we experience disharmony so we can see how we are out of synch

and then we can make a course correction

and some people never do

and that’s ok for them

it is also ok for us not to be in a relationship with people who don’t want to do that

because that isn’t where we are

and sometimes this can get a little bit sticky to handle.

We are moving away from money as an artificial exchange as we are in huge imbalance

and it is going to take alot of time to create that change

because it took a while to create it

and

without causing the same patterns we have had in the past

which often involved war because communication in any other way became impossible through fear

We are revisiting a planetary pattern of 06 November 1933

and even though things may seem tough right now

for many of us we aren’t involved in a world war which we are remembering today in the UK

Remembrance Day

All those poor souls who have suffered and given their lives

and I mean

all the people

everyone is affected

Where is the parade for the mother’s and father’s who gave their sons

the people who were left behind to wait the unknown

the ones who disagreed and were jailed

the ones who could not take any more and were shot

the people we have today who are still in a war zone whilst back in surburbia

the unknown soldier

the orphan

the echoes of this everywhere still radiating on like a mushroom cloud

and we needed to do that and we still will until we stop looking to create change purely outside of ourselves through ego

Here is a very poignant video by Rebecca Shaman and her lunascope is wonderful too.

whilst we still have people who are in duality mode – black and white, right and wrong

and that is the majority of our planet

who aren’t aware and awake

when we are in this place

and I am still there in places where I haven’t let go of my wound and am feeling emotions that aren’t love and joy 🙂

and the majority of our people are resonating with anger and sadness

then we have fiery energetic patterns

we have passive aggressive relationships

and aggressive ones too

Most people aren’t even aware that it isn’t what they are consciously thinking that is their vibration they are sending out

most people are still believing that if they say something enough

positive affirmation

meditation

and say all the right “spiritual things”

Wear the spiritual uniform

Go to the “right” workshops

then somehow they are creating change

whilst on the inside they are really angry about their past

The vibration that is the true us is sending out that heart resonance

to attract the true us

a pattern seeking healing

and so the events and circumstances arise that show our true place of being

and our ego self ~ the shadow

so struggles with that

and we get frustrated because we feel we are doing and saying the right things

We cannot be dishonest with ourselves though

and here is where our philosopher’s stone shows us the way

our body reveals where our energy is going off track

Louise Hay is a great starting point and I still revisit her wisdom every day

Here is a new site I have found of great interest with different perspectives:

Our Spiritual Nutrition

So intent can be the starting point for what we want to create

and often where we want to be isn’t where we are

In NLP terms  a “Well Formed Outcome” is a starting space for looking at where we are wanting to be and seeing if this really matches our values or is simply an ego avoidance

Do we truly want to create this dream

Are we doing it for us or for someone else

because we think we should

we’d be a nice person

our family expect it of us

and on a deeper level of conditioning

How are we repeating old family cycles

old society cycles

old relationships that do not serve and empower us or the people we have in our circle

we are all in a hell of our own making whilst suffering in silence and dishonesty

On Tuesday 13 November we have the start of some amazing energetic events

even if we think we do not know how to align with them

we actually always know in our heart

and we can tune in

We have a solar eclipse in Scorpio New Moon

If we just look at this very simply:

The Sun – our masculine self and our leading Hero in our life movie

is being covered with our moon which is our feminine emotional side and our shadow

which is all in alignment with our earth self being grounded, feeling we belong and base chakra

and in alignment with our earth as a planet and her Gaia energetic pulse

with a Scorpio super energy

and Scorpio is all about the trinity of

Death and Rebirth

Wherever we have Scorpio in our charts we can look deeper

Wherever we are having a repeating pattern we can look deeper

It is the ground zero starting point.

If we do not look at where we are with awareness and self-acceptance then we cannot navigate anywhere else.

Here is a bigger picture of this month’s astrological happenings

What is seeking release in us so we can surrender to our dream?

the dream is the gift we are here to bring as our contribution to the planetary and humanity emotional evolution

Where we value above all else our emotional sat nav as being our guide

our ego will being transformed to a higher will

our living in our heart from love instead of fear

and we can do this with the pursuit of our dream,

happiness

through authenticity and honesty

so that no one else is paying a high price for our ego well being

because we are taking the steps that are leading us back towards the light

through the darkness

by revealing our true selves

instead of playing roles and wearing masks

manipulating others out of fear

being hypocrites

If we do not stand for something

we do not stand for anything

so many people sit on the fence for fear of being “wrong”

being rejected

being inappropriate

being deemed aggressive

and energetically this is because all of this has happened to all of us in the past

and our ego doesn’t want it to happen again

so we prevaricate, procrastinate, hold back, hide our light……

Now is the time to speak up for what we believe in

feel the fear and do it anyway

and

most importantly let go of the fear

so it doesn’t complete it’s energetic cycle within us

and create dis-ease

My methodology is to revisit the past

have a good look at it using our mind

look at what it created in our body

get real about how that feels

have a reality check to look at where we are and who is in our circle

reflecting back to us

Let go of old hurts by tapping on the feelings that come up

and create new ways of relating

When we believe that we matter

and it is written through us like a stick of rock energetically

I am worth it

and we don’t need to buy a hair product to know that 🙂

When we truly feel it the universe matches us

and we start to let go of outer validation

We don’t need a certain car to prove our worth

We don’t need to agree with people to be their friends

we don’t need to belong to a group

we don’t need proof of our opinion with scientifical studies

This doesn’t mean we don’t create frameworks with studies to raise awareness and share information

The difference is

We don’t need to

It is coming from a totally different space.

When we transform our ego we have nothing to proove

and are solid as a rock

our roots go deep

we have visited our ego many times

and as we works with our building blocks of the lower three chakras we open our heart

we live our dream each day

we let go of defining our outcome by ego rules

and we let our higher selves and the universe

bring us results beyond our widest dreams

because our higher self and the universe are limitless

they are literally unlimited because they do not have a mind or beliefs in the way we do as egoic individuals

When we allow ourselves to co create with the universe in this way

which of course is us too

then we truly co create from the heart

Our heart is the key to unlocking our abundant authentic selves

It holds the secrets to our heart’s desire

how we are open and intimate

and how we are hurt and seek integration

When we see our shadow we see what eclipses our sun masculine energy

and how our moon reveals our our true feminine self.

In this Blue Resonant Storm year of the Mayan calendar we can see how we create stormy conditions with our emotions

and how we can bring awareness of our heart yearning for wholeness when that storm arises

A storm brings healing and clearing when we allow it

if we do not heed it’s teaching it get’s bigger.

This is the misunderstanding of the Mayan prophecy

In a recent tarot reading I got The Tower Card for November ~

In years past I have had this card many times and was afraid of it

now I welcome it as I know when I go through this cycle I grow up emotionally and spiritually

as I let go of old ways

I am sending out a big heartfelt thank you to everyone in my circle right now for assisting me on my journey

I love and value everyone

especially my family who are such amazing teachers for me.

Thank you for choosing to have me in your circle

and you too my readers who often I do not know.

Creating this to send out creates learning for me that I love to share.

I invite you to feedback to me on the blog.

Lastly a special mention for my business partner and friend, Alison Sutton who I share The Heart Centre with

We have been on a great journey together these past few months and we are learning new ways to do that.

Thank you for inviting me to journey with you and hugs for all that we have shared .

You are a very special person.

It is our intention that The Heart Centre be a first step for us creating a community of Heart Centre Therapists

to share new ways of working from the heart

with authentic and honest relationships.

Over the next few months we are crafting workshops and meetings and hope you will contact us for what you want to know or share.

It could be you have a practical business that is related in our local community and can offer skills or services.

Maybe you want to connect to other self-employed therapists.

Maybe you are looking for a place to work from.

Maybe you are seeking to connect to something you may not know yet 🙂

Maybe you are ready to open your heart even more.

In these changing times it can feel difficult to move forwards because of the letting go of old ways and so often we get confused

and the key I believe it to develop trust and belief

faith

in ourselves

and the universe we are a part of.

We are always held and loved

and where we do not feel that

is where our next step lies within.

Love to you

Jo

Day 12 of the wave~ Yellow Crystal Warrior

We have completed a cycle and now we are building new relationships with our own conscious way of relating

if we are aware of  being conscious of course

and the majority of people aren’t.

Yellow crystal warrior day

How are you spending your day?

Are you kung fu fighting or building bridges of the heart.

Today I have been very busy in having a huge clear out in alignment with the new moon and the autumn equinox tomorrow.

Magical gateway and one of the most powerful of the year as the wheel in the UK turns into the dark time.

Are you aware that you are a part of the infinite web of crystalline energy and that everything you emit is a signal that spins out?

What ripples in the pond are we creating

Gladiator quote:

What we do in life echoes in eternity

We are all part of cosmic creation yet most people do not take any responsibility for how their actions are shaping the planetary reality

The majority of people do not want to take responsibility for their own lives….

then complain when they do not like how other people create their lives for them…

or blame them.

This is the popular way of being on our planet….

totally unaware that there is no one “doing this to us”…

we are doing it to ourselves

and that may be a truly shocking statement for some people

and very hard to swallow.

When we are ready to see it….

voila there it is shown distinct and this is the key thing……

when we are ready.

I am  highlighting a video today that I do not entirely share the viewpoint of…..

because there is a strong element of fear rather than love

and

please be aware that there is disturbing footage throughout and especially towards the end

which I wish hadn’t been in the film because it’s got some fab information without the disturbing stuff.

Ego likes disturbing stuff….

It has some excellent sharing too

It gave some new insights for me about  things and some I find feel they fit for my way of seeing the world.

Alot of what is in the content is in my posts about the planets and archetypes, so that was a synchronisation for me too…..

sharing awareness that all our demons are inner ones and if we don’t change the inside then the outside doesn’t change.

Even in all the seemingly imperfection perspective of how mankind is playing out their drama at the moment

as the guy says it simply is what it is

and it is where we are

Kymatica Movie

the majority of people would rather resist and fight others than look at themselves and until that changes……

the resistance will continue

I do not feel there is any conspiracy…..simply repeating patterns

and now a change is starting.

People are waking up to being co-dependent

We are always creating a healing response for ourselves

this is the whole dynamic of the emotional mind….

only what the emotional mind chooses to do is so very often insane 🙂

It will go to great lengths to keep us “safe”

Each dis-ease is the next step on the healing process.

When we cut ourselves our body creates a scab to heal and it’s the same on the inside.

When we are out of balance as our planet is now….

off on a patriarchal child rant of fear and paranoia

the ego needing bigger and bigger energy fixes

we are very much in our masculine acidic energy and this means our internal ph is way down around the 4’s

this is cancer

what is eating away at us, that we cannot stomach, that we cannot cure or fix because it is outside of us and we are getting more and more stressed…..

so the body internally goes into acidity and starts to eat itself…..

the immune system then seeks to fight the enemy within and sends an army to deal with it

the cells start to multiply and are out of control and a tumour is formed

and ultimately this tumour is there to heal the wound

do you see ?

We create it unconsciously

and the great thing is…

we created it

we uncreate it

by letting go and being in the flow

Some people I have shared this with are very resistant

and somehow think I am being offensive in saying it

because they haven’t let go of their fear and their ego does not want to take responsibility

I am not saying anyone is a bad person or judging them

and it is my intention to share this amazing empowering perspective with people

so they can learn and empower and let go of limiting beliefs

how can that be offensive?

Somehow they mistakenly believe that I am saying that it is the ill person’s fault which is untrue

It’s no one’s fault

It is simply what happens

and here is the tricky thing about this conversation

If people haven’t done their inner work and let go of when they have been hurt by being judged then their ego will judge others

everything we have ever experienced we are

until we let go and change how we feel about our past

When people say they understand universal law

and they haven’t created ego transformation through feelings

then all that they know is what they think

and that is simply being a talking book

they are not changed through experientially letting go of their ego wounding

we are all on a cycle of this and the more resistant we are to the world and other people the less inner emotional transformation we have done

we all have access to the christ consciousness and the buddha wisdom because they are us

everything in the universe that has ever been or will be

is us

the only difference between us and others is life experience and how much inner alchemical enlightenment of our shadow we have done…..

and this isn’t an elite school of learning

everyone can do it….

and yet most people would rather die – literally…

we have to do what most people fear the most and that is….

look at ourselves

and anything we do not like

learn to love

and when we all do that…..

we will be sending out that vibe of love, appreciation and respect

acceptance

of ourself

and our ego is then a gentle guiding friend that lives in the now

because all the past pattern matching files of red alert have gone

At Tai Chi yesterday my teacher gave me a great insight when we were practising standing in the first pose

He said

“To think we have to access memories”

so we go back into the old files and then we project them onto the future

Standing in an ancient pose of magical practise to balance the masculine and feminine and let the energy flow

the intention is to let the mind quieten by being in the body

and the stance of the body is key to balancing the three bowls of energy

this is also the triple heater meridian which is the warlord of our flight, fight or freeze mechanism

and takes energy flow from all areas ready to attack when triggered….

and remember these triggers aren’t logical and Dr Spock wouldn’t be impressed with their reasoning 🙂

The more you have wiped the memories of any emotional intensity and defragged your hard drive

integrated the parts that have gone way out into cyberspace and brought them into the inner sanctum once more

and the more we can open up to inspiration because we are in the love zone ready to receive from the collective unconscious

we are free from the ego mind running it’s fear script from when we were 5 or 6 which is when many of our major beliefs and patterns were formed.

We live in an energy universe and we are always balanced by ourselves

we are the universe

when we balance ourselves within

and let go of our shadow

become comfortable in the skin we are in

and work with our ego

recognise that if we are full of fear

it’s ours

it isn’t anyone else’s

and no one else can take that fear away

instead of building walls

let’s tear them down on the inside

rip off the shields and protection and open wide

what do we need to protect ourselves from…..?

Only ourselves of course.

Love to you today with your warrior of the heart manoevres 🙂

If you are ready to work consciously with your ego then Sunday is a good day to start with the new wavespell

White Magnetic Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall……

If any of these are your Mayan sign then this wavespell has your name on it…..

It’s your special energy spiral to work with.

White Magnetic Mirror
Blue Lunar Storm
Yellow Electric Sun
Red Self-Existing Dragon
White Overtone Wind
Blue Rhythmic Night
Yellow Resonant Seed
Red Galactic Serpent
White Solar World-Bridger
Blue Planetary Hand
Yellow Spectral Star
Red Crystal Moon
White Cosmic Dog

If you wish to see how EFT can help you with this energetic wave then please message me and we can skype

over the next thirteen days on a particular cosmic co -creative day

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

Day 11 Letting go in order to flow and fly like an Eagle

Blue Spectral Eagle

A very different feeling today as the energy wave we have created over the last nine days and seen it’s energetic result yesterday

starts to dissolve and be released

so we can keep the ways of creating that serve us and let go of those that haven’t manifested heart expansion

How are we sharing our visions with others and evolving our planetary consciousness?

I had a very unexpected emotional release last night watching a film about a plane crash ~ sudden sobbing.

Films are such fabulous ways of connecting to hidden unconscious emotional lairs

as is listening to music.

If you tap as you watch and listen you let go…..

I have had several unexpected sobbing outbursts so be warned if you invite me to the cinema 🙂

The Lovely Bones was one of the most deeply heart wrenching…..especially when Song of the Siren comes on

wow that song so pulls at my heart strings

I was invited to see Mamma Mia by a friend and we went to a really old fashioned cinema with tables and chairs and a bar.

Within five minites I was in the loos hyperventilating as I sobbed in the stalls.

I had no idea what the film was about and was plunged into my past……

It reminded me of when I went to live in Greece in so many ways

When Dancing queen came on I had let go of trying to stop the torrent of tears and people around me had got used to it

they were dancing and smiling.

These films patterned matched something from my past and triggered me

and having done a fair bit of work on feeling comfortable around letting my emotion flow in public

still a work in progress….

I eventually simply let it be….

Letting go is the key to living a balanced life and moving forward.

Today’s video feature is by Abba – The Eagle.

Wow how uncoll that would have been for me to admit liking Abba songs as a teenager 🙂

Chocolate is another great film and book for illustrating the point of living lightly and being able to move along when the time is right so that we go where we need to go and get out and about to make those synchronistic connections

No one else can do that for us

Often when we feel we are helping people by fixing things or doing things for them

we may be adding more resistance to their process and delaying it

the motivating intention is the key

When we are flying high we can see the bigger picture and in shamanic journeying the eagle is the guide that takes us into the higher realms

we see how where we are will pass both on an individual sense and a planetary sense

and that there is no need to fear this step

for it leads somewhere else

without this step we cannot move into another place.

If you watched the video on yesterday’s blog you will be feeling that vibe today

I had an amazing array of dreams last night all about past segments of my life and my children’s lives

how often I wasn’t present even though I was physically there

It is very challenging being a parent and  can bring great understanding about your own experiences as a child

and seeing a different perspective looking on to that now as an adult.

It can be quite tricky finding that balance of the practical, physical aspects of our day to day living

and fulfilling our spiritual soul quest

putting ourselves first and relating to others

in a way that is co creative and co operative

rather than co – dependent

Each decade brings a different requirement in it’s cycle and skill set

What we do as a parent for a very young child changes when they become a teenager

although many people do not make that adjustment and will not let their children be independent and cut those energetic ties along with the apron strings

Just like the Eagle who nudges it’s young off the cliff face

there is a time to fly free

and if that process isn’t allowed to happen

then it often takes many moons to bring that next step in….

everything happens for a reason at the season the divine architect intended and….

the universal mechanism is so artfully designed that things can change in an instant

free will.

What I am letting go in this wavespell is creating this blog in this way every day

and so I will be creating one spontaneously as and when I am moved to do so.

I have a couple of big projects ready to take their next steps and now is the time to focus on them.

This Red Serpent wavespell as really helped me to see where I can let go even more and tune into receiving

and letting go of fears of survival

as I create new beliefs and strategies by following my heart

I am creating a wavespell transition with my Heart Centre partner, Alison Sutton at the gateway of Samhain

This was a video I did last year and now less than twelve months on it’s great to look back and notice the difference that time has made and what has come into fruition and what has changed into a different perception.

Having a video to look back on is great information:

This  Yellow Seed Wavespell    this October has lots of portals just like this one we are experiencing now, so we are cooking up some powerful workshops over a whole week  to co create with that energy

These will also involve being in specific Scorpio locations on the Glastonbury Zodiac which includes the amazing Hornblotton Church.

We will be featuring The Heart Centre too and intending to co create with other heart centred transformational therapists who share the space with us.

The Heart Centre is starting to blossom now and our intention is to expand over the next year to include new locations to bring heart opening opportunities to seekers on their path.

Using the wavespell has really helped me to focus on creating my shift and I now work with individuals using the dreamspell and Emotional Freedom Technique in a

life coaching format.

EFT helps people to get to the heart of what is holding them back and allows independent self-empowerment

 I am launching some workshops especially for therapists this month too to assist in expanding shining our light.

It’s a new way of creating a dream business and seeing how everything we do is totally about us…

we may have the all singing and dancing website

the business office extraordinaire

if we are lacking energetic connection on the inside

and buying our stairway to heaven

in these transition times

we are going to struggle to get off the ground

now is the time for the dragonfly energy of unique flexibility to change on the breath and keep our core

those that flow with the universal wave will flourish

So if I can be of service to you at this time of enlightening the shadow

wherever you are in the world

I am only a moment away.

Love to you today and your letting go process

so we can love the skin

we are in

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

Day 7 Kundalini Karma and a new moon in Virgo ~ Blue Monkey

A magickal day with number seven in this energy wave and if you use it like I do you can co create consciously with this energy to bring great awareness to where you are energetically on your path.

Blue Resonant Monkey

By the way all the highlighted text has links to websites from various sources to connect to more learning that has inspired me and may it inspire you too.

If you choose.

It’s a New Moon in the Uk and this is in Virgo.

Here is a great esoteric link about the moon.

New Moon energy generally is about starting a new energetic cycle and what flavour of moon it is in brings a particular possibility.

When you start with aligning all these patterns and cycles on a mind level it can seem very confusing and overwhelming.

If we take little steps and send out the intention to align when it is the right time it gives us a whole new way of working with our cosmic creator selves….

and it’s worth remembering that we do this anyway

because we are a divine child of the universe…

just like we breathe anyway 🙂

There is nothing to get stressed about and everything to get excited about

If you are joining this party consciously now then welcome aboard

You are joining a very ancient tradition of the sun and the moon

that many initiates have trodden before us.

This is where we get to connect to our innocent open hearted child within that we may have lost sight of for a while

simply because we bought into our mind’s way of working and believing that we had to do xyz to be a worthy adult

and forgot to look up at the stars and see ourselves reflected back there

When we were children and had adventures and were footloose and fancy free from any adult responsibility

because some adults were on some level in charge of organising our day to day basic needs so we could party with nature

and our spontaneous joyful selves.

Today is a great day to let ourselves remember how it felt…..

and then go and do it

make something messy and fun without any point to it

go on a ramble and meet our countryside

have a picnic

swim naked under the moon

have a nap under the tree

wander through the woods

and if we feel like we are carrying something heavy in our heart that holds us back from being light as a feather

maybe a chattering little monkey mind on our back the whole time

maybe take a little time out to listen to that inner critic for once and record what it is saying ( with the intention of letting it go) so we can let that magic become more

and our limitational parental control become less.

One of the ways I have learned to do this is to create a time each day to listen to my inner child complaints with the intention of letting them go for good

so I get to go with the flow more.

Here is what I created to share with you so you can do that too if you wish:

Paradoxically my biggest time for this was when my inner critic was pushing me to do what I have always done….

do more and fix it , get a job, carry on in the same vein as before

this was my ego talking and my ego was on it’s way out in it’s current form.

It knew it was about to undergo a big change….the biggest ever in it’s history.

It was getting a make-over and was very very afraid bless it.

So it turned the volume up 🙂

Earlier on in my life this was turned way up with a panic attack as I went into living in a very different direction from my heart path….

No matter how uncomfortable it was to simply sit every day for many hours and tap on my fears coming up

I persevered.

I sat in my fear and was present to it and allowed it to come in bigger and bigger waves and I faced all my demons

that were ready to be heard at that time.

It was their turn in alignment with everything that was presenting in the here and now.

I chose to take the challenge and do whatever it took to be free of everyone else’s opinion that I had stored since birth….

about how I “should” be living my life.

So I could be free to live a different way.

All I can say to you is…

it was the worst thing that shook my foundations so far and it was the best thing that allowed me to reshape them

and reconnect with my true self

open my soul eyes again

and pack my suitcase to travel

That year I stood in my magical alchemical house…..

called “Fallbottom”

It is a stone house that is built over running water and creates it’s own transformation space.

When the moon was new or full , powerful transformation took place for me and my clients.

I loved standing in the garden and watching the birds and the beautiful flowers that had been transplanted from my allotment.

Loving collected from various plant fests over the county, given to me by family and friends and true treasures in my version of Eden.

When we bought the house from the National Trust, the garden was very neglected and the pond had been covered over .

It was one of the first houses I used to pass daily when we moved to the village and at that time it had ducks on the pond and the people who lived there, as warden’s,

loved their plants and grew them for local money raisers.

It was a real utopia and I used to peep through the trees and look longingly at all the fauna and flora within.

I knew one day I would be in the house and touching those gorgeous blooms and sure enough when the time was right it became ours

and we nearly killed ourselves restoring it.

Everyday people would pass by and look in and say how they loved watching the transformation.

When we finished it the financial collapse happened and we tried to save it.

The bank weren’t interested in anything we had to say and blamed us for not being able to solve the situation.

They placed no value on the garden…..literally

The only thing I really cared about was my beloved plants and so began the process of taking them back out and rehoming them in my allotment.

This is what that house was all about for me and my family.

A transformation process.

Seeing what was valued, loved and worthy of keeping and what we no longer needed.

I love transforming properties and this is what we did in our Yorkshire village for ten years.

Before that we always did the same with the pubs we worked in where we created a family with our staff and our customers.

Over time I realised that this is what we all do….

recreate our family experience over and over until we learn how to relate in loving ways of authenticity.

I love helping people create transformation for themselves and an truly honoured when they choose to co create with me.

When we reach these stages of life when we experience a big challenge and our society conditioning kicks in

we are at a crossroads….

do we choose to believe we are a failure or….

do we keep on trucking knowing that we simply have not reached our desired outcome?

Sometimes we have made an unconscious relationship with self-sabotage too.

How do we know that?

In the glossy career lifestyle magazines we may know the terminology as:

The Glass Ceiling

we may get so far along our abundance trail and suddenly we find we can go no further

whatever we do it’s a dead end

Some people give up at this point and lose heart.

This is where the key breakthroughs are.

All the jewels are here to take us through the next gateway.

If you are ready to do whatever it takes to reconnect to the divine child within then here is the secret

the inner child has the answer

all you need do is listen and then let go of what it is telling you

simply to make the first step by actually listening is huge…..

most people don’t

then

by using tapping to create the energetic emotional change

and re-pattern beliefs

there are other methods of course and tapping works with all of them

so is not mutually exclusive

on the contrary it works with all the tools we have now and any others we care to bring along

Clowning is a wonderful  way to be in your heart by allowing yourself to be in the moment and present

and let go of what other people think 🙂

It has been one of the greatest discoveries of my journey and I would never have chosen it for myself…..

It was my project to explore gifted to me by my NLP teacher.

It scared me and I didn’t even know what it was 🙂

That’s another secret….

we don’t know what we don’t know

Where our greatest fear is ….

the greatest love too

and that’s where the next knowing is 🙂

Paradoxical is the soul path

Love to you today and being the divine inner child energy that speaks the truth by being the truth

free in the heart, soul and mind.

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

Day four of the energy wave ~ being the star that you truly are

Day 4 of Red Serpent wavespell. One of the most powerful energetic times of the year of Blue Resonant Storm.

This is a challenging year full of potentiality to blaze a trail and be the star that we truly are.

Are we ready to shine our light, be bright and reflect our soul out to light the path and our way

and in doing so share that experience with others?

Today is Yellow Self-Existing Star day.

Each day has a number and each day builds on the energy of the day before.

What does it mean to be self-existing in a planet of billions of living beings?

This is the Age of Aquarius and the time of evolving into being independent beings

Self-existing

This is all about letting go of our needs in terms of co-dependent relationships

and co creating instead.

We are happy in the skin that we are in

We do not rely on anything or anyone else to create that space within us

We are looking after ourselves

When a life event happens that may be viewed generally as “negative” we recover quickly from it and bounce back

We are centred, grounded, healthy

What does that look like energetically?

All our chakras are flowing

We have created a diamond structure – number four.

This is ancient symbology and an energetic building block of our universe for abundance

We start our creation process as one, co create to two and become three  ~ a triangle and the holy trinity

this triangle moves through a dance in a circular motion until when all the energetic steps have been accomplished it joins with it’s opposite ~

masculine and feminine is balanced…..

and becomes a diamond.

As above, so below

As within, without

and we revisit this creating a diamond process many times in different aspects of our relationships and learning

as we evolve we go deeper and create stronger energetic structures

The Star energy, in the Mayan sense, is all about creating harmony by being it.

People who have this sign will have experienced disharmony in their early lives so they understand what disharmony actually is experientially

and the soul journey is to turn that process around using the diamond dance .

In a soul and energetic journey that is an inner process.

When we change the inside the outside changes.

This is a message I repeat often in my blogs because most people don’t understand it and focus on creating change on the outside.

It is a paradigm shift

This is our modern western view of focus and it isn’t “wrong”

It works perfectly fine up to a point because we live physically in the outside.

This is what the planet Saturn is all about.

We experience our Saturn Return at around the age of 30

This is one of our major energy gateways and so often at this age we will have a spiritual awakening or crisis

If we want to create harmony then we create balance

This is what the Aquarian Age is all about.

And to create balance in our world we create equal focus and therefore equality.

Most of us do not live in this place because we are simply unaware of it.

We have an imbalanced focus

Maybe we are too much in our head and intellect

We may be a talking book or simply invested in telling our story …

and believing it is who we are…..

Maybe we are too much in the spirit world because we are not liking our earthly incarnation too much…

off with the fairies all day every day and therefore unable to support ourselves physically and financially…

forgetting that we chose to be here to walk our journey and we have all the tools we need to assist us…

Maybe we are focused heavily on body and it’s hedonistic pleasures…

party time and everything else feels like a chore….

Letting go of judging these places of being and being discerning instead….

Universal energetic law is very simple…..

If we create an energetic structure then we take what goes with that space and the universe will always balance us energetically

so if we choose to be dependent instead of self-existing then we will face people who seek to parent us

we will learn the lessons of  how it feels to lose that structure…..

the financial crash…

so that we can be free

and sometimes those learnings around disharmony seem tough

and the price we pay is high

and if we choose to integrate them and let go of our fear in the process then our integral structure becomes stronger

and we become more courageous

as we move from zero to hero over and over to coin a WordPress term 🙂

It is our personal legend challenge

Many people believe that we need to be angry to do this and this is the place of the emotional evolution

anger is a destructive force

it is the inner child rant

and an ego protection

We can be assertive from love and let go of aggression

They are two very different places to come from

one is achievable by anyone

the other to those who have done their inner energetic alchemical process of evolution

by letting go of past emotional wounding

Being a shiny star that beckons people to become the same vibe

like the old fairytale of the Sun competing with the wind for who could get the man to take his coat off quicker…

the sun shines and the man grows warm and takes off his coat

when the wind blows the man pulls his coat tighter

When it is the perfect time for us to be aware …..

the teacher/event/experience happens and as it is designed by the universal architect

that we are all intrinsically a part of…

we are always doing the perfect thing….

which to our rational mind and ego mind doesn’t make sense.

This is because we are playing a different game here that cannot be measured using the traditional reason methodology measuring tools….

to try and explain to a skeptic is difficult because there is a different language involved beyond rationality

and that is faith.

This is what the paradox of the sun energy we are living in just now brings …..

Virgo represents the sacred feminine….

untouched by man in the sense that it is divine and not a manmade mind construct

The shadow aspect of Virgo is not having faith and over identifying with the mind, getting stuck in the perfection, list ticking and going round and round in circles.

Even though I am a Leo I have more Virgo energy in my chart and so I can totally understand now, having become aware of the bigger picture of my Starcode (natal chart) how that has influenced my life in so many ways.

If you don’t know yours message me and I will show you how to do that.

I know many Virgo’s who are Yellow Stars and this is the great thing about working in this way…..

Seeing patterns .

We are all a soul who beamed in at a certain time to create an experiential mission.

We are all aspects of the great tapestry of universal creativity.

Are we getting our show on the road with stellar waves beaming out….

maybe hiding our light under a bushel and feeling frustrated, defeated, worn out…..?

We are the only ones who can change our wattage on the world.

When we create balance for ourselves, we are lighter and have a totally different energy and impact on others

Being the change is the key.

I use EFT – tapping to do that

as well as other energy therapies of  Reflexology and Aromatherapy for myself and for others

last night I experienced Kundalini Yoga for the first time and that was very challenging physically….

it is very important now to strengthen our physical vessel to focus on maximising our paradigm shifts.

I am off today for my second Tai Chi class this season.

When we do these body activities that focus on energy flow then we are working on lots of different levels for

Mind , Body and Spirit

Wishing you joy and love today with the Star Show of you.

Be the gift of starlight you came here to be and light up the world with your love and laughter

www.barefootholistics.co.uk

Day Five of the humanity wave of change. Yellow Overtone Warrior

Wishing you a joyful September and an abundant harvest.

Today’s picture is the Mayan calendar and anyone familiar with astrology will see it’s significance.

This is a stargate – if you have seen the film and the series you will be familiar with the concept that this is a gateway to travel through space and time.

Our ancestors were stargazers who recorded the movements of the planets in the heavens and believed them to be Gods.

The Sumerians built huge ziggurats to achieve this.

As they recorded the information as to the position of stars and planets, they noticed what affect that had on their climate , crops, water tables etc and this information allowed them to see that what was happening in the heavens affected the earth.

As above, so below.

They created charts and astronomy and astrology became a science.

Sumer

In the Mayan energy wave today we have

Yellow Overtone Warrior

in

Yellow Human Wavespell

When we expand our awareness and consciousness we can see that the many different methodologies created by mankind , all have a similar message.

They are all interlinked with an energetic golden thread.

In the same way as what is above is replicated below…….

As it is within us so it is without…..

We see in our outside reality a reflection of the inside circuitry.

When we raise our awareness of this then the magical connection really expands.

Many of the myths of legend have been created to appeal to our ego sensibilities and have been dramatised as such.

They have reflected where our group consciousness is at

and if we are in an ego child space of needing to be parented and controlled through fear

we see how the stories

and actual daily life

reflects that

In Stargate the film, there was an evil alien who sought to harness the world’s he visited and enslave the people to do his bidding through fear.

They far outnumbered him yet were so overcome by their fear they were powerless to act…..

until his actions became to big to ignore.

So it is with our unconscious mind.

It will live through fear and control until a bigger threat comes along that it perceives even more dangerous than it’s present course of action

and so it allows change to happen.

All of this is a metaphor for our sacred journey

We can choose another route

to live from love instead and move towards things rather than away from them

remembering our true essence

commiting to the creation of our dream

that we are always guided if only we allow it

most people do not

letting their fear ego run the show

we are creating a tipping point as more people wake up to who they really are

Today’s energy is all about connecting to our core star

the pentacle

working with our humanity

and the

five elements

and creating the magic within by clearing our channel so we are a clear space to receive and connect with the magical energy grid of all that is.

Emotional Freedom Technique creates this clear channel.

The more we have done our inner work and let go of our story and the more we are in

our open heart space.

The more we have connected to the sacred cycles and use the tools our ancestors have given us

the more we time travel

the more we can see where we can journey to

who with

and what the next step on our path is

we may not know how

or why

it is enough that we are having a wonderful time on a cosmic adventure

and paving the way of our emotional evolution.

If you haven’t really connected to your divine message yet

and are stuck on a repeating groove

thinking that you have a need to do xyz before you are ready

that another qualification under your belt will give you the edge

that you haven’t got the tool yet to accomplish your mission

this is your ego talking

you have everything you need within you

the only person who is stopping you

is you

if you are ready to let that resistance go and be pro active

instead of being reactive when the bigger nudge comes along

then you are among the few seekers who are ready to do what it takes

and

face your own shadow

that is all it takes

change the inside and the outside changes

as above

so below

as within

so it is without

let go of banging the drum

and be the rhythm

Love to you today and your love space.

www.barefootholistics.co.uk